I was accustomed to liars, bold-faced or wide-eyed, silver-tongued or pleading, often with the barrel of my gun directed at them as they babbled their last prayers to an indifferent god, squirted their last tears into the indifferent earth. A man will utter any falsehood, commit any debasement, sell his own children down the river, to avoid that final sweet goodnight.
This is primarily a blog of book reviews. I simply just love reading and I like to record my informal thoughts and reviews on books that I come across. I prefer books with very high stakes so I mostly read crime, noir, and horror/sci-fi, but I enjoy any great story. I'll go for anything as long as it's good!
*Explanation of the Blog Title:
A friend mentioned that there is a stereotype that most black men don't read fiction. Well, I'm here to prove otherwise!
Monday, April 29, 2024
THE BEAUTIFUL THING THAT AWAITS US ALL: STORIES by Laird Barron
Saturday, September 30, 2023
SMALL MERCIES by Dennis Lehane
"We're not built for princesses down here."
It feels like it's been a while since I've read a novel by Lehane, one of my favorites. And everything here is all that you expect from a master crime writer. The man has such a strong command of his art form at this point. Not only is this a great time capsule documenting this tense time in Boston (and American) history, but it's also a fantastic portrait of these two lead characters.
Mary Pat Fennessy is finally confronted with how stuck she and her community have been in their ways, how malignant her environment can be, and how she has to reckon with how this toxicity could have tragically spilled into her daughter. And in contrast, Detective Bobby Coyness has grown up in the same way but somehow managed to keep on the right path, even though it's an everyday struggle to keep his morality and his sobriety.
He considers the possibility that maybe the opposite of hate is not love. It's hope. Because hate takes years to build, but hope can come sliding around the corner when you're not even looking.
Although this didn't have the raw power like some of his best novels have, this is still a great book, with its focus on the struggle to not allow hatred to be passed down from generation to generation.
GRADE: B+
Monday, September 11, 2023
ALL THE SINNERS BLEED by S. A. Cosby
True madness is like an aura around someone. It glows blue like the flame from a gas fire. That madness can spread. Become like a religion for the lost.
Monday, August 14, 2023
CITY OF DREAMS by Don Winslow
...because the wounded find the wounded, washed up on the same sad shore.
Friday, August 4, 2023
FIND HIM by Jake Hinkson
Monday, February 27, 2023
EVERYBODY KNOWS by Jordan Harper
Give them horror or give them heartstrings. Nothing else sticks.
“It’s like I’m in this backward purgatory. Like maybe if I commit enough sins, I’ll be able to get free.”
Monday, October 3, 2022
CITY ON FIRE by Don Winslow
Wednesday, May 11, 2022
MAN WITH NO NAME by Laird Barron
Tuesday, May 10, 2022
PIECES OF HER by Karin Slaughter
“I don’t know… About anything actually.”
Saturday, January 29, 2022
MAN DOWN by Roger Smith
He felt a moment of powerful vertigo, a curious lurching, like an elevator coming suddenly uncoupled from his winding drum, and, despite clenching his fist, jaw, and asshole, the feeling persisted, as if something so deep within his being that he had become aware of it only by its absence had broken its tether and was now lost to him forever.
SLOW DOWN by Lee Matthew Goldberg
THE ODDS by Jeff Strand
Friday, October 8, 2021
OUTLAWED INK: Stories by Jason Starr
RAZORBLADE TEARS by S.A. Cosby
One of the best novels I've read this year. Coming off of his impactful sophomore novel, Blacktop Wasteland, S.A. Cosby outdoes himself with this soulful crime tale of two fathers who must overcome their prejudice, regrets, and self-pity and take action to avenge the brutal murder of their married gay sons.
There is something so pitch-perfect about the execution here, it's really a sight to behold. Every scene is integral and well-done, and each character is built with elegance, with every flaw and strength on display in equal measure. The book is also touching and funny, with brutal action, but not without moments of reflection. There's really not much else to say. I feel like this silly, inadequate review doesn't do the book justice it all, and it should speak for itself. I haven't read a book this well-balanced and this well-orchestrated in a while.
There was no turning back. There was no path that lead anywhere except down a long road, as dark as your first night in hell, and paved all along the way with bad intentions.
GRADE: A
Monday, March 29, 2021
MY DARKEST PRAYER by S.A. Cosby
For a while, I've been staying away from most "detective" novels because I began to find them repetitive and not fulfilling anymore. I longed for something more than just solving a mystery over and over. But every now and then, a standard mystery comes along and impresses me! I read Blacktop Wasteland by S.A. Cosby recently and I really enjoyed it and sought out his previous debut novel. I enjoyed this one just as much and I can confidently say that he truly is a rising star to watch.
This book is armed with a cool, collected protagonist, who's pretty badass but not ridiculously so, tortured but not in a forced, clichéd way. Nate Waymaker works as an undertaker in his small Virginia
GRADE: B-
Monday, March 15, 2021
THE DAMAGE DONE by Hilary Davidson
I was really impressed by Hilary Davidson's work after reading her suspenseful and surprising novel, Blood Always Tells, and her short story collection, The Black Widow Club. She's got a real knack for crafting twisty thrillers and her work is objectively entertaining. But this debut novel, the one that put her on the map, was a bit of a disappointment. And not because of her lack of talent. Some of it is because of my recent aversion to the repetitiveness inherent in standard mystery/detective novels. But much of it is also because it just got so damned boring. The stakes seem very low through most of this book, as we follow travel writer and expatriate Lily Moore as she returns to New York City to find out who murdered her sister.
I normally gravitate toward elevated tension and high stakes, so reading about Lily wandering around asking people questions about her sister didn't really do it for me. For most of the
GRADE: C-
Sunday, February 28, 2021
WAKE UP DEAD by Roger Smith
This author is known for being uncompromising when it comes to violence and brutality, but this book is Smith at his most savage. As usual, his Cape Town is a Grand Guignol stage of crime and violence, and this time, he focuses on a relatively simple but tragic carjacking, and the large cast of characters that all connect around this crime, including an American model, a failed cop, rival gangbangers, a violent psychopath that only wants to reunite with his prison wife, and a young boy who only wants to celebrate his birthday.
Wednesday, January 6, 2021
SAVAGES by Don Winslow
Thursday, December 31, 2020
FUGITIVE RED by Jason Starr
It's
GRADE: B-
Tuesday, December 8, 2020
SAYING UNCLE by Greg Gifune
"The truth. Everybody wants the truth. Problem is nobody ever knows what to do with it once they get it."
I am her child, her baby, and she is my mother, and yet, in this odd territory between reality and dreams, we're the same. The blind mice reaching desperately through darkness for some sense of the divine and all the promises such a destination surely holds.