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Year in Photos: 2014

Though it's sometimes hard to recall immediately
or difficult to feel, in one moment,  the full weight of a trip around the big star,
I know the goodness of these past 365 days in all my knowing places.

I don't say 'goodness' as in lack of bad,
dark,
scary,
desperate,
confusing,
or sad.

I speak good using a definition as it resonates in me
whenever I speak of anything.
All the parts of it wrapped up
and then seeing it outside of itself.
Reflecting and re-framing.

And the goodness, in my way of thinking,
is defined as wholeness.

The package.
Shit and all.

I see as good.
But only at the end.

Oh how I crave the wisdom only the end can bring.
And how deeply I resent starting out,
cold and weak like a slippery child.
Incapable of anything but breathing.
And heart-pumping.
And wailing.
Maybe, if I am lucky one,
I'll learn to feed and thrive.

But this starting always, always has an end.
Be it morose or maudlin,
I find ultimate hope in the penultimate
end.



YIP 2014 by candacemorris


I hope this year's goodness sits well with you today.
crm

Resolutionary Wars


Happiest of New Years to you, my fellow computer-junkies and lovers of champagne.
*ugh.  just typing that word made my stomach turn a bit*
ahem.

As previously established with last week's onslaught of lists, I have given adequate evidence that I am, in fact, a list whore.  It therefore follows that I would be a resolution whore.  It's the creme de la creme of lists...one that encompasses a whole entire year.

I love it.


Let's take a peak at the resolutions I made for 2010, shall we?


I was feeling rather simple, and I'm pretty happy with the results.  I could have written more, but it was also the most I've written in years, so I choose to measure that as a success.  

Now on to 2011.  I was feeling more ambitious this year, but I really do use these lists more as ideas and wishes for my life than as a blood contract to myself.  I know myself way too well than to try and bully my soul into anything, so this list comes with a lot of leeway.  


Looks like it's going to be a really wonderful year, wouldn't you say????

TOOOOOOOOOOOOOOTTT.
(that's the sound of my party favors, duh)
What will you do this year to make it like none other?



sayonara 2010 - the year in pictures



Happy New Year's Eve, dear souls.

let the lists begin - the 2010 soundtrack


It's the end of the year.  In Candace speak, this translates to LIST after LIST.  Things I DID do, things I WANT to do, places I've been, places I'll go, people I love, people I hate...wait.  Well, you get the idea.  I've got a few to share with you because I think they are interesting and if you are reading, you probably think I am interesting, so you are now subjected to what I find interesting.   So. It. Goes.



Today's list is my discography of 2010...the soundtrack of my life this last year.
In order of appearance.

No disclaimers.


Okay, here's my disclaimers...ahem, explanations.

One:
 I love Goldfrapp.  The end.
"Head First" wasn't my favorite at first, but it has really grown on me and I adore it.
(I think I might die and go to Zanadu heaven from this video)

Two:
Arcade Fire's "Neon Bible" is by no means a new record, but when I moved to San Diego for a few months at the beginning of the year to be with my sister, she had the CD in her car.  I listened to it over and over and over and I began to fall in love with it.  

Three:
Because I was introduced to Arcade Fire this year, I found it serendipitous that they released a new album that very same year.  I loved Suburbs from the beginning, and I do not take to new music very easily.

Four:
Kelly introduced me to Fleet Foxes when I stayed with her this last summer.  I had heard of them, but figured they were another indie band I wasn't interested in hearing (Band of Horses, Mumford whatever) and cast them off.  One afternoon as Kelly was painting in her studio and I was writing in the neighboring room, I heard her listening to it and I asked her to burn me a CD for the 12-hour trip home.  I haven't removed it from my CD player since.  That was 6 months ago.  I should really stop being such a snob...but golly, it's so very fun.

Five:
The Velvet Goldmine Soundtrack.
My sister loves David Bowie, and though I had always loved him by proxy, I was a bit of a poser in my knowledge and appreciation.  She finally sat me down to watch this amazing and campy film, and we all realized what a kick-ass soundtrack it boasts.  Now I can't say I know any Bowie better, but I am now a loyal fan of Velvet Underground and Lou Reed.


This is the new-to-me music I've absorbed into my soul.
I do feel obliged to mention that without Radiohead, I would not have survived the year.
Particularly "In Rainbows"

And YOUUUUUU?
What tunes this year have kept you spinning right round, baby?

2009 IN PHOTOGRAPHS

 


I think the most remarkable thing in 2009 (other than so many new little people) is the realization that for the first time since I can remember, my soul was at rest...in euphoric bliss sometimes, and in still quietude others.  For 2010, I've decided to keep the resolutions rather simple and paired down:
  • Write MORE letters.
  • Only buy things I absolutely love.
  • Take walks.
  • Have faith in myself, despite what I do or do not produce.
  • Write.  Write.  Write.
Thanks for sharing your year with me,
~CRM

PSSSSSS.
TODAY IS THE KICK OFF FOR OUR JANUARY PHOTO PROJECT, "DAILY BREAD."  JOIN HERE IF YOU WANT, AND  BOY I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE THOSE PICTURES.