Yesterday I didn´t go visit Ingo.
He didn´t want me to and I understand.
Drink four litres of you know, plus four litres of water sure is no fun - I wouldn´t want anyone near me, either.
So. Ingo stayed by himself in that arty place...
The view of this - working - phone booth reminds me of when I quite desperatly called my Mum from Hannover hospital in 1994.
It was a real phone booth, open though, with many others.
I called her and cried I just signed that maybe I´ll loose the function of my right hand - I just passed the test to study positive, too.
Mum harshly said, if I don´t think positive that will happen, too, think positive!
I did and those who know me personally have seen my right hand at perfect function :-)
It was crazy to be just 6 km away, some 24 minutes on the push-bike, but I respected Ingo´s wish.
I cleaned up big at home, what a wonderful Sunday ;-)
We were so positive this hospital will finally be able to help - or their doctors, rather.
But when they saw the pancreas - or rather what is left of it - they kinda got scared, said Ingo, and stopped examinating properly, they want him out of their hands asap :-(
I try to think positive, right?
Maybe they found something this arvo, will learn soon.
Maybe they can help after all.
Hot stuff and me, huh...
I managed!
Yes, I know. Low-carb is different - and an egg was missing also (would´ve been too much).
But, hey. I brave up when I have to, right?
Anyhows...
Hoping for - good - news.
At least you could eat from the floors in the condo, if you wished to.
Clean as a baby´s butt, as we say (in German?).
2 comments:
Oh Iris I feel so sad for you, things are not very easy for you right now. You must be so worried about Ingo. I can't believe they are having such a hard time finding out what's wrong. You must be very strong with the doctors, they tend to think they can fob you off but don't let them, they should be able to make a diagnosis! Big hugs from moi xx
Thank you, Grace, they have again no result, reckon Ingo´s Bro, who is a doc, is next with MRI.
I fail to understand also why it´s so hard these days to find the source(s)!
We can fly to the moon, right?!
Thanks for being there xx
(P.S. Ingo got his hug "from you" and I think he really appreciated it.)
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