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My herb garden

When the world wearies and society fails to satisfy, there is always the garden. — Minnie Aumonier This half barrel planter has been my herb garden for the past four summers. A mismatch of a few odd, not so perfect things, just like me. An unruly lavender plant that somehow survived last winter in its tiny pot. A reincarnated mint, occupying a slightly different spot in the barrel this time around. A solar light that I stole from the front yard that soaks up the sun all day long and casts gleeful patterns on the tender herb leaves after sundown. A purple solar powered globe with a glass mosaic that used to light up when it was younger. Now it just reflects the light that shines on it — probably should be discarded, but I am not done with it yet. I have trouble letting go of old friends. It is a good idea to be alone in a garden at dawn or dark so that all its shy presences may haunt you and possess you in a reverie of suspended thought. ~ James Douglas ...
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Lockdown

Yes there is fear. Yes there is isolation. Yes there is panic buying. Yes there is sickness. Yes there is even death. But, They say that in Wuhan after so many years of noise You can hear the birds again. They say that after just a few weeks of quiet The sky is no longer thick with fumes But blue and grey and clear. They say that in the streets of Assisi People are singing to each other across the empty squares, keeping their windows open so that those who are alone may hear the sounds of family around them. They say that a hotel in the West of Ireland Is offering free meals and delivery to the housebound. Today a young woman I know is busy spreading fliers with her number through the neighbourhood So that the elders may have someone to call on. Today Churches, Synagogues, Mosques and Temples are preparing to welcome and shelter the homeless, the sick, the weary All over the world people are slowing down and reflecting All over the world people are looking at their neig...

Rajani Didi

Why is grief not a slope that diminishes into nothing? Why is it a wave? Why does it come and go? Like an ocean wave. Barely nudging you sometimes. But other times knocking you off your feet. This was the last time we were together and so happy. I was not ready to lose you.  I know you were not ready to go.  We had made plans to grow old together.  There were so many things we had planned for the near future and the far future.  And now what?

Bella and I

Bella and I have had a rocky relationship from day one. From the beginning, I found her a little bit too loud and obnoxious. But she did get the job done. However, I kept thinking that she needs to be replaced by someone more elegant. What's with all that snorting noises. Bella Please!! But, I couldn't get rid of her. Bella is this new coffee maker that I bought and before I could return her, someone recycled the box she came in. So now I am learning to live with her. She makes a lot of noise while brewing - almost like popcorn popping and it drives me insane. Like she is grumbling because I woke her up from a deep slumber and asked her to make coffee. But the coffee that comes out is pretty good. And she does come with many programmable options that I will explore once I get over the general nuisance that is her existence. But maybe it's about perspective? Maybe she is not grumbling and is, in fact, calling for a celebration - look you are alive and your day is ...

End the mad rush

Everyone around me is setting goals for 2018. I too have been thinking about it for a while. During one of these pondering sessions an interesting thought popped up in my head : It doesn't matter how much money you make, what matters is that you feel like you have enough. I have always felt like that. Well not always. Not when I was making minimum wage at 16. But ever since I have had a professional job, I have always felt like there has been enough. I think one of the unspoken goal that I have is to leave enough money for the kids. But why do I have that desire. I made my own life. Don't I trust them to make their own? If I take that out of the equation then I feel like I have arrived. Life is pretty awesome as is. I have enough and I am surrounded by friends and family that I love. This is enough. Thank you universe! Gratitude!!

shiny rock

The spirit of small town really comes alive during the mother's day festival. Mom and pop shops and small restaurants line up the main street in our town. It is the day before mother's day - a perfect time for last minute mother's day gifts. I don't exactly remember which year it was, but kids were still young enough to be excited about this festival. I do remember that I was training for a marathon and Saturdays used to be the long run days. So this particular year I didn't make it to the festival. But kids went with their dad. They picked this for me among other things. I have always loved this. It used to sit in my office at work when I used to have a regular 9-5. Now it graces my desk in my home office.  

clay lamp

The year was 1990 - I had been married for a few months. I had taken a break from college. When I got married my aunt said that I should take a few months off and spend it doing nothing. She said it would be the best time of my life. I didn't really believe her. But I did it anyways. My college used to have quarters - and I took off two quarters and spent it traveling around India.  My husband had just finished his Masters in Civil Engineering - Offshore Engineering to be exact. So he was looking for a job. And I was about a year away from completing my Bachelors in Electronics Engineering. There were about a 1000 people at my wedding. I knew maybe about a 100 of them. We got a lot of cash. Enough to fund our travels and food and shelter for next several months. So that's what we did. I distinctly remember this evening in New Delhi. We had gone to Sector 8 market to pick up some groceries. As we were walking back, it was dark, maybe around 8pm. I saw this old women sitt...