I always talk about the same old topic, also boring right? I decided to post about my 3D2N's class chalet. As mentioned on my previous post, though not everyone turn up, but i believed is the laughter, joy, fun, jokes that we created & shared. ;)
The girls - Phelicia, Olivia, Rhonda, Miracle, & me. (:
My fav project group - Andre, Rhonda, Miracle, me! Not in picture: Kelly & Shawn ):
Last but not least, 2/4 of the classmates that stay on the first night. (: you guys created the laughter, and the bonding we shared. Have a gr8 holiday ahead. Xoxo to all. (L)
Desmond & me. Bro, when you said "no matter what, you've my support". Fuck, i felt so touched when you told me that. I nearly cried out, really. At my weakest, darkest period of life, your words make me feel a little happier. Thanks! See you when i see you ;)
Rhonda & me. Dear, throughout all these, you really stood by my side, you didn't turn your back on me when i wanted to speak out. You've all the patience to listen to all my nonsense. Thanks dear. You heard what i wanted to speak when i'm drunk. I just wanted to say, thankyou being there for me when i need a pair of listening ears and cry out loud so badly. You never fail to cry with me. Just want say, i love you, & thanks! See you when i see you. ;)
Leonard & me. Thanks didi, for all your words that make me feel better. Your lame jokes, actions never fail to make me wanna bash you up. You were the first who said "you were acting too strong". I thought no one notice, but you were the one who told, then came to realise, indeed i'm putting a strong front. Thankyou for being there when i needed to speak. See you when i see you. ;)
Nevertheless, thanks to wenli bbyg, miracle dear, douglas didi, kelly bbyg, zhixian mummy, kelvin sis, jamie sis, lionel sis and everyone who stood by me, never once turn your back on me. I appreciated so much that you guys are there for me. You all listened to all my nonsense, give me advice, cheer me up no matter what. Know what? I really love you guys, without you all, i might had die somewhere. I can't promise you guys anything, but what i'll really do is, at least make myself feel happier than before. Xoxo.
I came across this post on a particular blog, & find it quite suitable my situation now. "If you love him, you hold on till he ask you to let go, till when he ask you to let go, you let go willingly, and when he ask you to let go, he knows what he wants. and not because he thinks that he's hurting you though he really is."
Well, i find it quite true, he didn't ask me to let him go. At least this the thing i could tell you guys, till the day he tell me face to face, to ask me let him go, only then i'll let him go willingly. You guys may say i stubborn, but this the least i could do for my love life, and the small little thing i could do for no one else, but him.
My love may not be as strong as any girls out there, my relationship may had fail, but at least i tried, i didn't give up halfway, i still carry on the love i used to have for him. There isn't any past tense in love, is either you love or you never. I can tell everyone, i love you, J. There isn't any past tense in this love i had for you. If you still come here & read (doubt so you do), i didn't learn to move on when i was told by you. Put yourself in my shoes, you'll understand. Goodnight.