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Ivory
04:03
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There's no distance across the bed.
Love me just like that.
When we were kids, I had eyes that fit with you.
Nothing's changed. It's still the same.
When it rains, you're always inside with me.
This house has been a wreck. We keep ourselves busy.
You tried for so long to feel like something sweet.
It's the time to leave it all behind.
You took a look inside my mind.
You feel like you're left behind.
Where's the touch? It doesn't match.
Distant lines make me sad.
I can't decide what's in front of me.
Is it something strange? Is it making fun of me?
I tried for so long to tell myself I'm clean.
You're from heaven. Ivory sent to me.
The bad will never change how I feel.
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Faith
03:26
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Lifted like you. The pain is through.
I take a step back to see what's been going on.
I'm fine with this. With you I feel safe inside here.
Nothing's gonna hurt me now.
Balloons appear right behind you.
What I wrote, everything is true.
Remember me if you leave here.
I'm stuck in your room. Where are you?
It will be over soon and I think about how
I should've spent more time with you.
It's soon. The pain is nothing new.
The pain is leaving soon.
You fly like an angel inside my head.
All trust comes from the love you give me.
I miss the hands I would place my faith in.
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Medicine
03:52
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Your face reminds me of a friend I can talk to.
I'm so caught up in a web I'm thinking of you.
You were right. I'm lost.
I think I'm dumb enough to go on like this.
You call me up. You show me some love.
Slapped on your best dress.
You said to me, "What do you think?"
I think you're pretty.
I think you might be too good for me.
You stare at me when I cry.
You love me because you know what it's like.
We both cry when we feel behind.
I want the relief. I want some peace.
I remember all the flowers in your garden.
Every single pedal breathes the life you gave them.
I'm so lost inside your home when you're gone.
Looking at a picture of us having fun.
I smell cigarettes on your pillow.
Hiding in the shadows of a medicine.
Put on a smile. I said to you,
"I feel like my old self." Motivated.
What's left to believe I'm holding up.
Oh no, it's not true. I'm letting go.
It feels good just like I thought.
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Healing
04:28
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Loosen up. Untie the knots.
Look into the mirror again.
It comes up like I’m speaking in tongues.
Walk away, looking past the mistakes.
I feel it now. Healing everyday.
I’m not sad. I feel okay.
Dig up the past or lay it to rest.
I woke up. I wanna go back to sleep.
Look away from the sun shining on me.
All my friends, even the best, don’t understand me.
They see a lost ship. Dependent and Ripped.
Lost sight of the view.
In the darkest places you find the truth.
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Thinner
04:20
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Torn in two. Lose the weight.
It makes me sad I can't be me.
Maybe one day I won't be so stressed.
When's the last time I felt in motion.
Forgot to eat again. Now I'm in pain.
Feeling static coming on again.
Slap me with truth. I feel reflective.
Feeling so good. Born again. Innocent.
Sleep for days. Never wanna come back.
Forget who I am and everything I was.
Make sense. It's simple.
It's different if you see what I see.
No control. It hurts to be me everyday.
Everyday, thinner.
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Whisper
02:02
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I wanna see the light without going blind.
Take swim up the stream to find out why
one and one, that makes two.
Searching for an answer. Looking for some truth.
Give me something I can hold. Tell me something I believe.
Write my name in the clouds. Turn my money into weed.
Can I get a sign? Whisper to me?
I listened for a voice. Tell me you can see me.
I thought I saw you in the clouds again.
I thought about you and the shape you were in.
When I die, will I see wings on my back
and clouds all around my feet?
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Flew
06:26
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Times are tough. Days beat you down.
You're bored with me I can tell.
I fell back in place the day you left.
You smacked my face. This ain't the person I met.
Everything I had with you,
it flew out the window.
I'd bring it back if I could.
That's the way she goes.
You think I'm trapped.
With you, that's not true.
I get inside my head
and feel like a fool.
I'll find myself gone and forgotten.
I find myself off and obvious.
You're feeling blind
like you're living a lie.
I still go back to when you first met me,
when I was lonely.
Everything I had for you,
it flew out the window.
I'd bring it back if I could.
That's the way she goes.
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Bad
03:51
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It is what it is. You drilled into me something I just couldn't see.
Why would you say any of those things about me?
I must be that bad, a burden to bare.
I tell you the truth. You rip out your hair.
You cut yourself because you feel so stuck.
It's so unfair.
I can't remember the last time you made me feel
like I was apart of you. I can't decide if you'll stay
when I make mistakes, when I show I'm in pain.
When down and out.
Look, I feel it again and it's so bad.
It's like all those days we spend arguing.
I keep talking like I've never said a word before.
You're screaming at me as if I'm a total stranger.
It's like you don't care anymore.
Where's all the love? I don't want to hurt.
I can't remember the last time you made me feel
like I was apart of you. I can't decide if you'll stay
when I make mistakes, when I show I'm in pain.
I can't remember the last time you spoke me
like I was someone you knew.
You can't decide if you're sure you want me here.
If you want me, tell me so.
If it's goodbye, hit me with a kiss like you used to.
like you want toooooo.
Wheres all the love? I don't want to hurt.
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Goodbye
03:55
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Candy
03:26
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You sit right with me. If falls in place you see. You think I'm just a face in the clouds. Staring into the sea. The water moves us where ever it wants us to be. I got ya here with me. That's all I need.
The slowest part of being awake is being without you. I get stars in my eyes when I see you.
I'm thinking candy when you're with me. It's too good to be true. In the morning, you're up before me. It's too good to be true.
It's true how slow I'm living everyday when you say it's me that you need.
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Looking For Yourself
03:25
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12. |
Smile With You
02:04
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Purnima
03:40
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I'll find a way to ease the pain. It's in your hair. Put your hands on me. Take all my clothes off and show me what's up. I've needed it for so long. I'm selling out. You got me in the palm of your hand.
I'll try to walk the line and keep my distance. Standing in front of it all. I got a smile. Feeling find for now. You heard me right. I said I'm feeling fine for now. Curled up and feeling sick. But, I'll be the nice one. Kiss me, I like it like that. It makes me smile. I'll keep you close to me. You're always close to me. Holding on, I'm not alone. You're a step away. I'm in control. You said, "Stand up straight." I'm feeling all the pain. Tripping on my tongue. It meant a lot to me. Forget all the bad things I did. Remember the times you were in my bed? Get outta my head.
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Confidence
03:11
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Oki
02:03
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Sometimes, I think you hate me when you can't find what you need. Look, I've been standing here the whole time. You now what you got me when you can't catch your breath.
Alone with you is all I'll ever need. <3
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Ocean
04:16
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I take a swim when I'm feeling empty. You tried to fix me. I still feel the same. All day, we live in the moment deciding on nothing. Going in circles with you is fine.
I just can't see what you even see inside me. It's nothing that great. I'm just a lost ship about to sink. I can sleep in too late. Some nights, I'm not sleeping. I'm looking for a dream. I look for you.
You can find love when I'm swimming inside you. It's like an ocean and I can't swim against the current unless you take me in. Can we go out like we did when we were falling in love? You had me. You had me at the floor dropping out from beneath my feet. Look at me....
(I'm walking on nothing.)
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