Your face reminds me of a friend I can talk to.
I'm so caught up in a web I'm thinking of you.
You were right. I'm lost.
I think I'm dumb enough to go on like this.
You call me up. You show me some love.
Slapped on your best dress.
You said to me, "What do you think?"
I think you're pretty.
I think you might be too good for me.
You stare at me when I cry.
You love me because you know what it's like.
We both cry when we feel behind.
I want the relief. I want some peace.
I remember all the flowers in your garden.
Every single pedal breathes the life you gave them.
I'm so lost inside your home when you're gone.
Looking at a picture of us having fun.
I smell cigarettes on your pillow.
Hiding in the shadows of a medicine.
Put on a smile. I said to you,
"I feel like my old self." Motivated.
What's left to believe I'm holding up.
Oh no, it's not true. I'm letting go.
It feels good just like I thought.