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Melody Trail

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1.
And in that bar there was a glass That touched her lips when I saw her last Big bubble letters in the clouds spell out The words I’d say if I knew her now On a street where there’s always construction I’ve been carving nothing out of something This is how it feels beneath the surface of the river As the rain comes down As the depths get deeper A liquid veil, The Beatles and The Stones Life is long when you’re living on your own Coordinates directing to the afterglow Of a tiki bar where we’re dancing slow Then the heat of the moment is interrupted ‘Cuz we like carving nothing out of something Canopy of tears against the autumn city skyline God bless these days Forgive these long nights On a boulevard the houses are in love A broken home finds the piece he’s dreaming of Everything in favor of a new ideal In the interest of saying how we feel
2.
Anywhere there’s a chance of rain Look and you’ll find me Wider distances have been traversed Through black-and-white TV Every look was a showdown Every talk was a preliminary hearing But one day we will be set free When we film our makeover scene Freefalling from an all-time high Carried along by the wind Doing a modern kind of conga line Wasted again Now that’s a complicated issue That’s a drug they really ought to discontinue All my worst fears all came true And it didn’t change a thing I was getting used to having something to fight about When I went back to those old hiding places all I found Was what looked to you like a mystery It looked to me like doubt Now all the years that we spent out here What do they mean? Now the cocoon I always come home to Feels distant to me I think the needle’s well-threaded I think the light is where we want it for the moment All the rest we’ll figure out When we film our makeover scene One day we will be reborn When they film our makeover scene
3.
You’ve been living in a t-shirt gun Kept in storage in a stadium All the things you used to do for fun Stress you out now Got you burnt out No relation but you share a name Muscle memory and phantom pain Marking time by what gets stripped away I thought I warned you But you were born into it On a boardwalk The student pleads his case Bitemarks in his pencil The wind flipping the page Ordinary silence Between the crash of waves Is it worth it to you, baby? Is it worth it to you, baby? So you change the color of your hair So you change the way you frame the last ten years Through a crack in the doorway See the shape of the coming day It’s a glowing underline It’s just a sliver of the sky Ammunition for a mind always at war Strain to read the subtext Wrecked against the roar Ordinary silence The wind slamming the door And if you think that less is more Brace yourself for what’s in store All along the boardwalk The student clears his name Bitemarks in his forearm The wind against his face Ordinary silence Between the crash of waves Let me prove it to you, baby Let me prove it to you, baby
4.
The coming of ages of the songs we loved The unread pages staring back at us The smiling faces on the crosstown bus With no one at the wheel All the questions that we ask of God Endless depression or a passing fog She loves me now, she loves me not Only you know what is real Let me tell you how I feel Above the fruited plain It felt so good to get so drunk It was one joke but the name stuck To come home we swam the butterfly stroke I miss being your partner and the butt of your joke Hands held where we can see them Same chimney, new smoke and the same gray sky I’m holding out hope but I can’t say why There’s something cleansing in the scorched earth style No backup if we fail I couldn’t give it to you straight, I couldn’t pretend When you got nothing to lose you got nothing to lend Still I never thought I’d never see you again You get lucky now and then You get lost along the way At first I heard you everywhere Then I could only hear you when you were really there Then I couldn’t hear you at all I miss being your shadow and the fly on your wall The bare minimum keeps getting barer
5.
To anyone who thinks the best feeling in life Is a blank page staring at your face You’re gonna be replaced And it won’t take long ‘Til you’re crumpled up and gone You were once the king of the clampdown The old guard had you in its claws Confront you with your flaws Make you apologize For buying all their lies Crashing the chart With a cracked-open heart Critic meets artist and the fandom falls apart Death never did us any better It brought us together An inauspicious kinship from the start It’s just as well, any narrative I’d sell Would serve to tell the same sad story of the road We all know where it goes I couldn’t bear to watch While you tempted fate and God I live it now like I saw it in a past life In a sense sometimes I feel just like I did The dream we had as kids Better left unbought than sold What a drag it is getting old Crashing the chart With a cracked-open heart Critic meets artist and the fandom falls apart Death never did us any better It brought us together I love you baby just the way you are Crash, crash, crashing the chart With a cracked-open heart Collapsing stars we loved them from afar Death never did us any better It brought us together An inauspicious kinship from the start Crash, crash, crash, crash, crashing the chart With a cracked-open heart Crash, crash, crash, crash, crashing the chart Crashing the chart
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Melody Trail 02:46
Thought I could prove the world wrong By unanimous decision In the rooms that people live in I wanted to sing my song From the groom to the bridesmaid Like a leaf toward the street Like a dog looking to sleep Circle circle settle down See the king and I on a midnight drive in a pimped out popemobile You live and die in between the lines when you let go of the wheel I’m trying to get my life back Moving on the right track Making it real Thought I could beat the bad odds Hadn’t seen you in a long time Thought about you all night Took the day off Though our best effort couldn’t save us It hurts to admit it It worked until it didn’t I just miss you so much I’m negative degrees of separation from the man I used to be But if I could just stay here in the damage a little longer I think that I could fix this leak I’m still trying to get my life back Moving on the right track Trying to break free On the autobahn—I hate this band! I’m driving in an unmarked van The way out is clear All of this to say I save the things you throw away I got it all right here At a decent place for a fix up rate on the way to melody trail Where I was looking for a job and then I found a job… and you’ll never guess what happened next I got more than I asked for but the story won’t end there Against my better judgment Keep the good times coming Trudging along And I’m trying to get my life back Riding on the right track Time to move on
7.
Dead as the dogs from the films we loved as children Cut from the cloth that they use to clean equipment Hanging my own photo in the punk rock hall of fame My happiness revolves around these three specific women I’ve been sleeping on the job taking daydreams by commission It’s a thankless way of buying back my name So what’s harder than following a breakthrough? Living in the rubble of the dreams that never came true You heard that one before I don’t wanna be a cowboy anymore Watching newly unearthed footage from the film after it’s shelved In an afterlife for small change at the bottom of the well All in all at least an honest way to go For two lovers in the garden, thought it’d be a simple premise Now the pain I felt has softened into something like forgiveness It’s a little bit like pity so I try not to let it show Is this the same heart that you’re asking me to speak from? Alone on the range, I’m tired of all this freedom Don’t know what I’d use it for I don’t wanna be a cowboy… Is this the same heart you’re asking me to sing from? Close my tab at the bar, lock my keys inside the kingdom Thought it over now I’m sure I don’t want to be a cowboy anymore Happy go lucky gone Goodbye to feeling better I’m an old country song Blue right down to the letter Happy flew into the window Lucky died at the door I don’t wanna be a cowboy anymore
8.
Parting the sea Was unimportant to me When I had my eye On parting the sky The tender economics of a miracle Leaving some believers on the outs While the band plays “Twist & Shout” How can you trust anyone Who’s not a little bit ashamed of everything they’ve made All this waiting makes me restless I want it now Electric guitars Abandoned in cars I was just along for the ride Singing songs to the sky Now all that I can offer is the memory And there’s a notebook with her name At a lost and found in Spain How do I keep moving When I wrote these words to wake The girl who slept in late All this dreaming makes me restless Pack your bags, you’re moving on There’s no home to return to That time in your life is gone Underrated, on the run There’s no time left to burn through That part of your life is done Take the big ideas and the minor ones
9.
This is the last song I’ll sing from the balcony Projecting my voice so the neighbors can hear Trying to explain what their friendship has meant to me Sung from the heart though it sounds insincere Do what you love for a living and you’ll never love a day in your life I’ve been applying for the position of a gray streak of cloud in your sky Look back better now I mean now… Inspiration arrived in an instant I felt brave and awake after weeks on the job But the audience agreed they all hit their limit And left me alone once again with my thoughts And your father had the honor of walking you down the aisle hand-in-hand There was gospel at the Apollo I was playing drums in the band Look back better now In the whiplash In the flash flood From the groundswell Through the underbrush Floating in the dead air somewhere between drums and space We’ll get going once you get here at the church of the commonplace Look back better now Let your beautiful memory spill out Look back better now
10.
Hard Act 02:28
On the dead end streets of the world tonight Something’s shining from the road The god with the serpent head riding in the sidecar Watching you scrape the snow I’d feel better if we take things slow You’ll be a hard act to follow when you have to go What’s the objective of all this action? I guess it just seemed like something to do Stress-induced illnesses, I don’t think there’s a pill for this Just try to rest and you’ll improve All this progress and nothing new You’ll be a hard act to follow when our time is through And I don’t mind being alone I just liked it better knowing you were on the other end of the phone When I am drunk I can see the future But I cannot see the past I’m sick of getting well, feeling tired of getting up Living everyday like my last I don’t have an answer but I’m sure glad you asked It’s just a hard act to follow You’ll be a hard act to follow in the aftermath

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Songs by Sam Sodomsky
Produced, mixed, and mastered by Ryan Weiner
All instruments played by Sam Sodomsky and Ryan Weiner
Art by S. Wallace harboursome.com

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released February 7, 2025

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