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I don't remember most
Of all those months
I was not involved
Hopeless semi-drive
Should I come to
Just for one sole hour
I could go ahead
Didn’t go ahead
You tried our best
You gave our one last shot
Some way I found to end up further down than on you
It’s what I wanted and it happened and it happened (too)
Too late to come back with the right thing to say
And like a rhyme I saw it coming from so very far away:
”Come inside I know it’s cold
I don’t know what you’ve been told
I don’t see you I just feel
You were good enough to kneel”
Cut my lips and waking up
"Was it a dream?" Of course it's not
Wash your bloody sheets before I kiss them bye bye
”Sure it’s a dream” You say that now
And I hoped, in a way
That every time I'd leave
I might never ever ever
Never see you again
(But I always saw you again)
Came inside I wasn’t cold
I won’t tell what I’ve been told
I just watch you as you feel
Yeah I’m dumb enough to kneel
Cut my lips sharper than knives
Bloody tongues hung up insides
Carved in layered sheets in pain
First time I felt this insane