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Coldness Be My
04:07
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in bloodshed, for mine strength
I’ll douse your every blossoming flower.
trapped am I, into the cascading flutters of my reflection.
a dizzying spell, no contest to the span of your arm.
and none was lost,
and none had moved.
cover my debile, in your pirouette
skin me alive, and fashion it into your darling gown
you are the rhythm to my legs,
bind, my free-willed thought
my infrastructure collapsed
my bones a’cursed and drab
dissonance at their every clutter
you rested your hand upon them,
until they sang in perfect harmony.
fire walk with me
endless, endless bloodlet
OH what became of me,
wishing away sweetly
my ever lasting pain
pain
in my virulent tomb
where coldness be my god
amongst the mucus lining
the garden blooms
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Squeal Like a Pig
04:10
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squeal like a pig
suppurating i recoil,
hasty shame, leaves me blind to your face
leaves me weakened and uncoiled
surrender
weep upon mine wound,
lascerating
lay water upon it’s soil
i uncoil and from there blossoming
i surrender to you
lacerating words
up my sleeves
beckons there,
unknowing deep.
brace yourselves,
i let it bleed, going nowhere again.
filthy sheets,
i let it breed,
it dances on the fields that i tend.
weep upon mine wound,
water its soil
and from there blossoming
squeal like a pig
suppurating i recoil,
hasty shame, leaves me blind to your face
leaves me weakened and uncoiled
nervous and alone,
staring back at the mirror rotting with you
i am hogtied in this affliction
oozing and blue,
sweet thing like no other,
dont let nothing ever change
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i never said that i didnt mean it
cos i fear the light will cease to keep control
and the way back home shivers and folds
shrouds me in the night
give me collapse for i must shake this tower's hold
beating concave heads until theyve bled resonance
hear this bellowing catastrophe of woe
i never said that i didnt mean it
cos i fear the light will cease to keep control
sweet resonance
i never said that i didnt mean it
my hopes and dreams of striking down all of my enemies
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when the dreams leave u to ache,
how do you turn that into action
hide your energy,
the fortress is permeable
its terminal a tragedy, i contort
vacant cold metal
im sprung out bleeding on hollow floors
blindly shooting at the sky in the hopes of
a withered face from the flames to entertain
that i don’t feel worth anything anymore
i made peace with the gates that won’t let me in
lights never served
to guide, just to burn
before i knew of your name
(i can’t bare this weight on my own)
in this freezing stupor, warm dreams of,
the flame which held me sway
sing me your wonderful name
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when you arrive in the cold grey of the shower
after days spent inside the sewer
i await the shit abyss, pull me down
robbed of thoughts and free willed hands
enoch aches deep inside me,
cant hardly stand anymore
penetrating flesh,
with secondhand cigarette ends
erupt my ashen best friend,
blistering manifest
ticking dangling legs,
to the march of hapless suspense
fuck this convulsing head,
strike the headboard's resonance
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A child u will always be
Terribly sad yet terribly free
Accept that the heavens stayed cold
And dream of a place no one will know
And dream of a place
And dream of a place
And we were crossing at the stairs
We threw our shoes on to the table
I crossed you in the street
I found you laying on the heath
Accept that the heavens stayed cold
And dream of a place no one will know
And dream of a place
And dream of a place
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Signs in the stars
From the scorn
From the star
In the dawn
In the dark
White dogs
White light
shivers spine
Fresh scars
Bloodfire
Raise it higher
Come alive come alive come alive
The desire
Cracked teeth
Days I’ve seen
Days I’ve seen
Something over me
From the star
Empire
Black teeth
Eyeless sleep
And it’s over me and it’s over me
No release no release no release
White dogs
Shivers spine
Stones iron
Rust and fires
Come alive
Come alive
Come alive
And expire
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Blade to the Dove
02:00
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what if we were born to lose
what if we were born to lose
what if we crawl back to the vacant sky
once paved with gold, im coming home
what if it were everything that we ever knew
what if were left alone chewed up and abused
what if we were born to lose
what if we were born to lose
what if we were born to lose
what if were left alone chewed up and abused
what if we crawl back to the vacant sky
once paved with gold, im coming home
blade to the dove every time its closin in
i cant stomach this energy gotta cut it open
sweet sweet severance cutting ties with the ghost
the ghost of dead weight the feeling shallow breathing
laugh all you want to i've still got my place
i feel it in cycles, the spit in my face
shallow breathing
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robbed of thoughts and free willed hands
hide away into a
familiar face from past tense chewed up days
i collide,
its terminal, a tragedy, break
take me on.
i study alone, machinic plots of viral sands
vacant cold metal, take me on
do you hear my infant symphony
take me on
does this last from here untill forever
leave me cold,
all alone like black september
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