I was a childhood believer turned teenage know it all non-believer turned I'm content with being a good hearted moral agnostic. Then 2 1/2 years ago, my 18 year old son was killed and my 16 year old son spiraled down into depression & suicidal thoughts while my husband & I battled addiction, learning how to live without the one thing we swore we never could and learning to not want to die every single day so that we could be here for the son we still had left here on this earth living & breathing. My contentment with being agnostic was very much gone now that I HAD to know if there was anything after this life. Any hope of ever seeing my son again. I'm not an easy sell & the road getting here over the last 2 1/2yrs has been anything but friendly or fair. The question of "why God" and "is there really a God" and "if there is really a loving God then all of these terrible things over & over would not be happening" flew around like leaves in the wind. It is so hard to realize that God's plan is so much bigger than just me! It is so much bigger than just my family, my town, state, country, race. God's plan is about ALL OF MANKIND!! We can never understand all the pieces of the puzzle nor should we expect that bad things will only happen to other people because for some reason I am just much more special than everyone else. We are suffering from the wickedness of sin that God will one day take away forever! I have come to know God & know that this life is not what we are fighting for. It is what comes after this life that we fight for! This movie clearly comes around full circle to illustrate that very fact! That this show we call life isn't just about us, but is about a much bigger picture that was drawn long before any of us were ever even thought of! When you live this life fighting for what you want today or tomorrow, we are set up with the probability to be let down in a world full of so much sin and feeling like there can't be a loving God with so much heartache! But when we realize that this life will be as a blink of the eye compared to what we are promised after this life, our reason for continuing to fight no matter what happens becomes unshakable! Nobody can take that away from us! Great real & raw movie! Thank you so much for sharing!
