I was clinically depressed all throughout high school. So for it me it was movies and sports. I would have been a professional baseball player, until I became embarrassed that I was not gifted physically at all. I went to college and I was philosophy major, which just shows you how fucked up and aimless I was. I was just very spaced out--and remain to this day a very spaced out kid that loves movies. I never believed that I would succeed at anything. I felt totally ill-equipped for life. I just liked reading and watching movies. Socially I was hopeless.
