Worms

This episode focused entirely on Sydney which I thought wasn't a bad idea, since her character is also going through a time with some major choices!

Ever since season 3 Sydney got a second propersition with a job a different place, and rver since we have seen her character really struggle with that decision!

I really enjoyed Sydney trying to explain this impossible decision to the kid TJ! It was such a meaningfull and creative way for her to explain how it felt like working at The Bear and why she loves it so much, yet also what makes her consider this other opportunity! Does she want to evolve her skills, or does she wants to stay at a place that feels more like family and comfortable?

Yeah it was slow, but I enjoyed the creative way Sydney's struggle were portrayed!

There's one shot in Season 4 Episode 4 of The Bear ("Worms") that literally made me burst into tears. Directed by Janicza Bravo.

An episode all about the decisions we face from childhood to adulthood. You get older and what was hard is now easier, but you are faced with new challenges. The fact of the matter is, Syd will probably be alright regardless of what she does, but making the decision is very hard because there are emotional casualties.

Her cousin clearly has taken up a semi/motherly role in her life and once she has to step away, Syd gets to spend time with her younger cousin who doesn't realize how lucky she is to have this time with her Mom.

Sometimes people who need to workout a decision in their life can reach a conclusion by helping someone else with theirs.

I'm glad her younger cousin is going to the sleepover.

Then we get that shot of the phone with all of the work notifications from Carmy, Pete, and then you finally notice the wallpaper: Syd and her Mom. That hit me like a tidal wave.

As someone who cherishes every glimpse we get into Sydney's life outside of the kitchen, this was a delectable episode. I loved watching her dynamic with her cousin and her niece (or second cousin, rather) and hearing more about why she's so torn between The Bear and Shapiro's place. So far, her viewpoint could be gleaned from gestures and expressions and hints, but it was nice to hear it in her own words (even through a sleepover metaphor lol). This episode was funny, it was warm, it was grounded, it was enlightening (in terms of Shapiro's flaws), and for me, personally, it felt familiar in the best way. Kudos to Ayo and Lionel for this one!

About time we got to spend time with our favorite executive chef of the bear!!! I was primed and ready for this knowing the talent behind the lens and pen and let me tell you how it delivered. From the opening shot of Jumpin Jack to Ayo removing her braids on camera, I immediately started crying because I never expected a show like the bear to show me something so personal with her character. The micro aggressions almost immediately jump to the forefront as Sydney takes a call from Shapiro and it was like being triggered on a whole nother level. The family dynamic between Sydney, TJ and Chantel were perfect! The banter hilarious and it pushed Sydney's journey forward as she sought TJ's advice for how to choose between the Pizza House and the Video Game house! We finally saw some on question if Sydney's logic was a little blinded by a crush to which she denies but even the fact that it was mentioned raised a few eyebrows. I love how Sydney loved on TJ and the pairing of the two actresses were so natural and comfortable you'd think TJ was a mainstay on the show. I love learning more about Sydney as she's someone who brings a lot of heart and life into this show and it continues to be showcased every season! Looking forward to seeing and learning more about all aspects of Sydney from more of her backstory, her love story, and her journey as The Bear.

Ayo Edebiri truly did prove her worth to why she fits into the category lead comedy actress. Danielle deadwhyler on the bear was a surprise for me, but she fits so well into this episode. Their banter felt so natural together it made you feel like you were there with them. Literally love the little girl in the episode. It felt like Sydney was looking at her as sort of her inner child trying to tackle the decisions she's facing in her life. I also loved how this episode tackles the micro aggressive challenges that Sydney faces with the people she interacts with. It was too accurate to the point where it was almost triggering. Honestly hope she sweeps this year. Her and Lionel definitely need to be writing more. I couldn't stop laughing.