It's not opposite, you can escape and still be very centered just the same. For me, sex is fun, it does not have to be linked to the parameters set by society, which should be only with your partner and with love, and so on. I have a partner, I have sex with him, but what I can have in adult scenes and in my liberal private life is not the same. For me, adult industry is more of a hobby than a job because I like the exhibition theme and I like sex in general.