Ah! Where do I start.. Since the first promo, I felt there was something poignantly beautiful about the theme but NEVER expected our beloved characters to suffer so much. I don't know, I rooted for Sarkaar from day 1, to this day and forever. Initially when the plot was not completely laid out before us, I believed there's something going on behind the scenes but eventually I saw that there was someone inside his head. I so wanted to the writers of the show to release our Vikrant from the clutches of this voice in his head but that's how we audience feel. When we root for someone, we so want to hold back that person to "health" , to find him a cure and give him a good life. Perhaps because we all have known some kind of kindness although of various degrees in our lives & we know its value. We soo wanted the universe to be kind to this character Vikrant esp. When he was a child. All his trauma & tears couldn't be nullified without an emergence of a new personality that taught him how to cope with trauma & started overpowering him. Thus started his journey of being a hero & anti hero in the same body. The moment that body is facing a life threat, the anti hero takes over, wrecks havoc & goes back to his space leaving our Vikrant to deal with all the mess & traumatizing twisted psychology of the anti hero and his rationalizing conversations. There were moments like when no escape was available, like when in the forest Vikrant was left to drown. The anti hero tried his all & when nothing came out of it, he left leaving Vikrant to his fate. Hints of self harm here. Vikrant himself was no safe with that anti hero. Not just he corrupted his judgement morally but also tainted his mind with dark painful colors of regret, guilt, fear of being an outcast. He also did self harm to Vikrant. Vikrant on the other hand ACCEPTED his fate & saw vision of his Aai. He wanted liberation. That episode was a foreshadow. If at all, he faced similar situation, Vikrant would choose death because that's his liberation from this anti hero & his twisted morals. Both being in the same body made us question our morale. But kindness is key. In our head, Vikrant gets to live. He deserves it.
