AUTUMN A.D.
2019
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6 Speaking Hope
8 The Tree of Life
12 Is All Saints’ Day Still Relevant?
16 Be Fed and Go Feed
20 Wild Bread and Wild Jesus
23 Welcome
27 Book Review
37 Rejoice in the Lord
40 Sheep With Human Faces
43 When He Had Found Him
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53 A God Seen Only in Retrospect
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    SPEAKING HOPE               that the many people who en-
                                couraged me to take this big
The Rev. Steven W. Lawler
St. Stephen’s Episcopal Church, step knew what they were
Ferguson, MO                    talking about when they said,
                                “You can do this.” But I most-
  For I am persuaded, that      ly believed they were wrong.
  neither death, nor life, nor
  angels, nor principalities,   I blathered my wreck of an ac-
  nor powers, nor things        ademic history to him almost
  present, nor things to come,  immediately after meeting
  Nor height, nor depth, nor    him. I remember his kindly
  any other creature, shall     presence more than his re-
  be able to separate us from   sponse. To use a phrase that
  the love of God, which is     a pastor friend uses often and
  in Christ Jesus our Lord.     well, he “spoke hope to me.”
  (Romans 8:38-39)
                                When he died two months
One of the first services I at- into my second semester, I
tended as a new Episcopalian did not feel hope, but instead
was for a man I hardly knew. loss – terrible, unimaginable,
I was a college student who painful loss. When a col-
both found and was found league of his read from what
by the Episcopal Church. would soon be referred to as
The man was a retired faculty the “old” prayer book (1928),
member who had been very I caught a glimpse of his face
kind to me as I started college – and in that moment I un-
at age 23. I was a high school derstood, before I had the
drop-out, and my prepared- phrase for it, what “speaking
ness for this new phase of ed- hope” means.
ucation was spotty at best. I
came to school with the hope Origen, Calvin, Luther, and
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Barth wrote commentaries on        vinced” means that I am com-
this Epistle of Paul to the Ro-    pletely certain about some-
mans. More recently, very fine     thing. “Persuaded” means I
commentaries have been pub-        am being moved to some-
lished by Brendan Byrne, SJ        thing. In times where hope
and Scot McKnight. Reading         is absent, I am explicitly not
each of these writers as they      certain. Yet through grace in
attend to the bold crescendo       these times, I may be moved.
that is the 8th chapter of Ro-
                                   The depth and subtlety neces-
mans, one is reminded of how
                                   sity to feel that hopelessness is
much there is to make of this
                                   animated by “angels or princi-
brilliant work, and how care-
                                   palities” is the stuff of Dwight
ful we must be in reading into
                                   Moody or Mother Theresa.
the text our own wants, needs,
                                   With my clay feet, times of
biases, and afflictions. These
commentaries offer many and        hopelessness are caused by
                                   more earthly creatures – some
profound insights, but for me
                                   I work with, some who are on
the text is most alive when it
                                   the nightly news, and most
is heard in times of loss, fear,
                                   often the pedestrian one that
or anxiety.
                                   I am. The cosmos and higher
                                   and lower beings are not my
This simple passage read as
                                   challenge. People are.
part of the 1928 Burial Office
brings us words like “per-         These two verses have been
suaded,” and phrases like “nor     heard by those gathered to
any other creature.” Lingering     mourn someone who reached
with them brings more of the       into their 10th decade, and
real-life power of Paul’s claim    read as parents stand devas-
than the “convinced” and           tated staring at their child’s
“neither angels nor demons”        small coffin. They have been
of newer translations. “Con-       clutched by lonely saints in
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squalid places and pondered        is vexed by the very demons
by those whose lives are be-       that the Bible imagines. She
yond comfortable. On that          clutched a well-worn Bible. I
cold winter day in Northern        asked for it, read from it, then
Illinois, a man who had long       gave her a bookmark so she
spoken hope to students, staff,    could find it and read it again
his dying wife, and much           and again.
earlier in his life to his can-
                                   My hope continues to be that
cer-riddled young adult son,
                                   these words wend their way
wanted us to hear what for
                                   into the troubled spirits of
him shone through hopeless-
                                   these two hearers as they have
ness’ darkness as the precious
                                   continued to into my own
light that he staked his whole
                                   spirit in these 40 years since I
life on. He chose this lesson
                                   first truly heard them.
because for him it was true.
                                   Although biblical texts and
Two times recently, I have of-     images inhabit our liturgies,
fered these verses in the face     new and old, no single scrip-
of hopelessness. Once was to       ture comes to my mind more
the mother of a 36-year-old        often than this one.
for whose life she fears daily.
I reminded her that Paul was
in chains on his way to death.       THE TREE OF LIFE
I prayed for her child and, as I
                                   The Rev. Chris Arnold
write this, I am hoping that he    Trinity Episcopal Church,
makes it through today. The        Oshkosh, WI
second time, this past Sunday,
was to a young woman whose         There’s one verse in the Bible
addictions and mental health       that always brings tears to my
challenges have her hearing        eyes. It’s a very strange thing
voices and believing that she      — I’m not one of those men
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who is ashamed to cry, but I        You know, I hope, the section
don’t cry easily. But I always      from which this comes? If not,
tear up, get that little catch in   please stop reading my poor
my throat, when I run into          words, take up your Bible,
this verse.                         and read the 21st and 22nd
                                    chapters of the Revelation
I can hear it read, or read it      of St. John the Divine. They
out loud, or just be reading it     are the epilogue, the closing
in the course of my prayer; it      chapters, of the entire Bible.
doesn’t change my response.         Maybe you’ve skimmed Reve-
Here’s the verse: “the leaves       lation and been fascinated, or
of the tree are for the healing     creeped out, or put off, by the
of the nations.” It’s the end of    bowls of blood and the drag-
Revelation 22:2. The leaves of      ons and the destruction. It’s a
the tree are for the healing of     bizarre book, and needs to be
the nations. Tears, every time.     treated with caution. But push
A feeling of hope, springing        through to the very end — or
up out of my heart.                 just skip straight to it — and
I have no idea why. The Lord        we break through the smoke
plucks the strings of our           and fire and roaring of the an-
hearts to his own hidden            gelic host in battle to a peace-
melody. But my years of lec-        ful place. We break through
tio divina practice tell me to      the vision John is given of
notice the emotions, and to         the new heaven and the new
wonder about them, but not          earth.
to worry about them. So I
wonder why this passage res-        According to the vision, this
onates so much for me, and          is how it all ends: Not with
so faithfully. There’s obviously    the destruction of the plan-
something special about that        et, but the re-creation of cre-
tree and its leaves.                ation. The heavenly Jerusalem
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comes to earth, and the city of     the woods behind my house.
God is the city we’ve all been      My favorite parts of being a
longing for since we first start-   Boy Scout were the camping
ed longing. We were driven          and hiking trips, out in na-
out of Eden, the Garden, but        ture, learning about creation.
in the end we wind up in Je-        Indeed, my first forays into a
rusalem, the City, where God        religious life were in the world
will dwell with us for ever.        of Wicca and Neo-Pagan-
                                    ism at the end of high school
These last two chapters of the      and the beginning of college.
Bible describe that heavenly        I connected with nature. The
city. It sounds beautiful —         heavenly city sounds wonder-
everything is gold and glass,       ful, of course, but I guess I’m
precious stones and pearls.         glad that there are trees and a
But it’s not all hard edges and     river in paradise. I like rivers.
angles. The passage I love          I like trees.
sits in the first two verses of
chapter 22: “Then [the angel]   Just this summer, my wife and
showed me the river of the      I got out to Olympic Nation-
water of life, bright as crystal,
                                al Park in Washington State,
flowing from the throne of      and up into Southeast Alaska.
God and of the Lamb through     I realized how refreshing it
the middle of the street of the was to be away from the city
city; also, on either side of the
                                where I live, and from the
river, the tree of life with itsvery controlled agricultural
twelve kinds of fruit, yielding land around me. When we
its fruit each month; and the   are in cities, or in landscapes
leaves of the tree were for the controlled by humans, all we
healing of the nations.”        see is the evidence of human
I suppose I’m a bit of a hippy. power, ability, and control.
I grew up wandering around When we get out into wilder-
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ness, we are reminded of the        endless harvest, and a perpet-
immense power of God.               ual bounty of nourishment
                                    for all.
And that power is life.
                                    And then the words that, for
So I am delighted that there
                                    some reason I don’t under-
is a place in the age to come
                                    stand, bring tears of hope to
for the creation that isn’t just
                                    my eyes when I hear them:
humanity. I’m delighted that
                                    “The leaves of the tree are for
there’s a river there, and trees.
                                    the healing of the nations.”
God has made these things,
                                    Oh, how I love that the na-
and I’m glad that I shall get
                                    tions shall be healed! How
to enjoy them in the age to
                                    I love that the damage done
come — assuming I make it
                                    when our first ancestors ate
to heaven! And the river — it’s
                                    the fruit from one tree shall
as though there is a physical,
material symbol of the grace        be healed and restored by the
                                    leaves of another!
that flows from the throne of
God.                                I am writing this on the com-
                                    memoration of St. Francis of
I wonder about that tree, too.      Assisi, who so easily saw the
It’s a little strange that the      work of God in all creation.
tree is on either side of the       The maple trees on my street
river. How is there a tree on       are starting to turn their bril-
either side of a river? Is the      liant red. I wonder if you and
trunk massive, with a tunnel        I will find ourselves thinking
through the middle of it, like      about the leaves of the tree
those big redwoods in North-        of life that will heal us, our
ern California? I love that the     friends, our enemies. Lord,
tree of life has different kinds    who hung upon the tree of the
of fruit, yielding fruit in each    Cross for our salvation, bring
month. A diversity of fruit, an     us quickly to the tree of life!
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     IS ALL SAINTS’ DAY          not have died.” It wasn’t the
      STILL RELEVANT?            first time someone had said
                                 “if only” after a death, and it
The Rev. Dr. Virginia L. Bennett certainly wouldn’t be the last.
(retired)
Grace Episcopal Church,
Kirkwood, MO                       Scripture says Jesus was deep-
                                   ly moved. The Greek suggests
Some years ago, a scholar of       Jesus wasn’t just moved, but
ancient history said, “If an ed-   angry; ready to explode. No-
ucated Greek or Roman had          tice that Jesus didn’t say any-
been told that someone had         thing like, “There there, his
been raised from the dead,         soul is free at last!” or “God
his first question would have      must need him more than we
been, ‘How do we get him           do”. His grief was so raw that
back into his grave again?’”       he wept bitter tears. His an-
On All Saints’ Day, the lec-       ger was so hot that it explod-
tionary usually points us to       ed into bringing Lazarus out
the Beatitudes from Jesus’         from the grave.
Sermon on the Mount, or
the raising of Lazarus. The        But after that, we hear nothing
message Jesus received about       more about Lazarus. As far as
Lazarus being ill didn’t seem      we know, he didn’t go to work
urgent. Lazarus lived in Ju-       for a hospice, or write about
dea, and Jesus was already in      his experience. Although the
hot water with the authorities     raising of Lazarus may be a
there. Whatever the reasons        foretaste of the Resurrection,
for Jesus’ delay, by the time he   it wasn’t a resurrection; it was
arrived it was too late. Mary      just a temporary reprieve. In
and Martha said those poi-         spite of the fact that his ‘pretty
gnant words: “If only you had      dead’ experience didn’t finish
been here our brother would        him off, it didn’t prevent the
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day coming when a ‘complete-        things we should be thinking
ly dead’ experience would.          about these days. After all,
                                    we’re earthlings, consumed
When Elie Wiesel stood be-          with important earthly things,
fore the Holocaust Museum,          like the political discord across
with Buchenwald and Aus-            this country and the world at
chwitz on his mind, he said         large, increasing violence and
“Remember, remember, re-            bloodshed in our own country
member.” On All Saints’ Day,        and abroad. Leave the things
we remember the saints; all         of heaven for another day,
those who have been God’s           many would say. But the saints
instruments in this world.          concern earthly life.
In a world thick with amnesia,      While passages from the
a world where there’s a great       Book of Revelation are often
deal of self-centeredness and       read on All Saints’ Day, as
arrogance, we will soon cele-       well as at funerals, it was writ-
brate All Saints’ Day and bap-      ten when the Christians of
tize new Christians. We are         Asia Minor were undergoing
given the title ‘saint’ by virtue   a savage time of persecution.
of our baptism. The moment          While many meanings have
we came up dripping from            been given for John’s dream
those baptismal waters, we          or vision in the Book of Reve-
were called to be forever dif-      lation, at the very least it’s the
ferent. While some have said        message that human suffering
a saint is a dead sinner who        is not unique, and that God
just never got caught, such         knows and cares. It is poetry
definitions miss the truth.         and high emotion. Like the
                                    raising of Lazarus, it’s the cur-
However, we might feel as           tain drawn back enough to re-
though saints are the last          veal that God will have the last
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word. It’s trusting that the way
                              visions or dreams, it was often
things are now is not the way to denounce their killers. In
things will always be. On the the ancient world, there was
Feast of All Saints’, our procla-
                              absolutely no assumption that
mation is that most political of
                              every life was precious. Fa-
statements: God reigns. Our   thers had the right to kill their
ultimate hope doesn’t depend  children in certain situations,
upon politicians, armies, or  as masters did their slaves.
the economy, but upon God,    Crowds flocked to see the
and God alone.                ‘theatre’ of public executions.
                              It still happens in this world,
Every life experiences an- in public as well as behind
guish, days when we feel embassy doors.
alone, cut off from God, from And while Christians have
each other. We feel like out- never been perfect in their
siders looking in, standing endeavors throughout histo-
at the edge, wondering, does ry, the fact is that Christianity
anyone notice, does anyone brought an irreversible shift
care? Does God care? This is in thinking about the value of
essentially what happened to every human life, value which
Mary and Martha when their could not be extinguished by
brother Lazarus became sick violence or death: That God
and died.                     holds on to the lives of all the
                                    departed.
The news that someone had
been raised from the tomb,          The entire New Testament
whether Lazarus or Jesus,           declares that, because of the
would have been as disturb-         Resurrection, we are called
ing for the Jew as for the          to be caught up in the life of
Greek. In the ancient world,        God now so that we might
when the dead appeared in           be grasped so much by God
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that we will be used for God’s      would call out from the con-
purposes in the here and now.       gregation, “Present!” When
The Church not only needs           the assembly is gathered be-
the saints of the cloister, but     fore God, the lost are indeed
saints immersed in the strug-       present. When we pray at the
gles of today, remembering          Eucharist “joining our voices
that those who reflect the          with Angels and Archangels,
holiness of God will always         and with all the company of
challenge the world. It needs       heaven,” we’re saying “Pres-
mystics who see through the         ent!” for all those the world
shadows of the world, re-           would forget, but whom God
minding us that God is great-       remembers.
er than the shadows.
                                    In one of England’s most be-
The Communion of Saints             loved hymns, and mine, “I
isn’t just an echo of voices that   Vow to thee My Country”, we
death has silenced, but saints      find these words, written by
in the sense that something         Cecil Spring Rice:
of the warmth and brightness
of God’s presence in them not          And there’s another coun-
only touched us while they           try, I’ve heard of long ago,
were among us, but continues           Most dear to them that
to touch us now.                     love her, most great to them
                                     that know;
When death squads operated             We may not count her
in countries like Argentina or       armies, we may not see her
El Salvador, during the Holy         King,
Eucharist Christians there             Her fortress is a faithful
would read out the names of          heart, her pride is suffering;
those killed or disappeared,           And soul by soul and si-
and for each name, someone           lently, her shining bounds
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     increase,                       BE FED AND GO
       And her ways are ways of               FEED
     gentleness and all her paths
     are peace.                   The Rev. James C. Pappas III
                                   Sewanee, TN
When we baptize new saints,
we graft them onto all those       John’s account of the resurrec-
whose presence in the Church       tion appearance on the sea-
has gone before us, those          shore (John 21:1-19) begins
whose very essence lingers on      with one of my favorite verses
earth, upon whose shoulders        of scripture: Peter says to the
all the baptized stand. Yes,       others, “I’m going fishing.” I
their days will have sadness,      suppose I like it because, as
but to that Jesus says “Dry        a fisherman myself, it’s what
your tears little ones. God’s      I most wish that I could be
tomorrow has already begun.”       doing many days. But I also
For all the saints, for those      identify with the sentiment
whose lives reflect the glory of   behind it. Even after hearing
God, for those wise ones who       the testimony of the women,
embodied for us the shape of       even after seeing the empty
faith, for those dear departed     tomb with his own eyes, even
ones for whom we still grieve,     after encountering Jesus in the
for those whom we hope to          locked upper room, Peter just
meet on another shore, for all     can’t get his head around the
the saints, we thank you, most     idea that Jesus has been raised
gracious loving God. And we        from the dead, or about what
pray that we might be count-       this means for Peter’s own life.
ed among them.                     So he goes back to doing what
                                   he had done before he ever
                                   encountered Jesus in the first
                                   place. Compared to following
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Jesus, fishing is easy, even if    net nearly breaks, 153 fish
you don’t catch anything.          from a single cast of the net!
                                   I love that the story tells us
I love the details about how       such an exact number, that
this encounter with the risen      one of the guys there actu-
Jesus takes place. Fishermen       ally took the time to count
can all identify with the frus-    those fish because he wanted
tration of a long day or night     to remember every detail of
spent fishing without having       the encounter (and probably
caught a single fish. And so       because, like all fishermen,
the willingness of the dis-        he wanted to be able to brag
ciples to follow the instruc-      about it later). It is in the mo-
tions of a seeming stranger        ment of this huge catch that
isn’t surprising at all. When      the disciples recognize Jesus.
I run into a fellow angler on      Now at first I find this unusu-
the banks of a lake or stream      al: In the other resurrection
or the ocean, the conversation     accounts, it is in a moment
always starts with questions       of breaking bread, or maybe
like “Have you caught any-         in hearing Jesus speak their
thing?” or “What are you us-       names, that the various dis-
ing?” I think that in moments      ciples come to recognize the
of desperation, most fisher-       risen Lord. But in this story, it
men would be willing to try        is in a huge catch of fish. It’s an
anything to get a fish to bite.    odd detail, until you remem-
So being told to toss the net in   ber that in John’s gospel, the
on the other side of the boat is   multiplication of loaves and
an instruction that I wouldn’t     fishes is the central Eucharis-
even blink at.                     tic story. So nets swelling with
                                   fish bring back the memory of
What is surprising is the huge     a few loaves of bread and two
catch — so many fish that the      fish that somehow managed
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to feed thousands, with bas-       stick with me. And it makes
kets full of leftovers remain-     me love the story of Jesus
ing. And if the image hasn’t       making a breakfast of bread
yet set in for them, when they     and fish for the disciples that
get to shore, Jesus already has    much more.
a meal of bread and fish wait-
ing for them.                      But beyond just finding an
                                   affinity for the story of break-
When I was still in high           fast on the seashore, I love
school, I went one summer          the fact that, despite having
for a canoe trip in Queti-         already prepared a meal for
co Park in southern Ontario        them, Jesus invites the disci-
province in Canada. I didn’t       ples to bring some of the fish
shell out the money for a fish-    that they just caught and add
ing permit, but some of the        them to the meal. That’s the
other guys on the trip did.        way Jesus always operates:
One morning, they got up be-       He always invites each dis-
fore the rest of us and caught     ciple to bring his or her own
a few walleye pike. Not 153 of     gifts and add them to what he
them, and nothing so big that      is already doing. The meal is
the lines were ever in danger      already prepared; there is al-
of breaking. But the rest of us    ready enough cooked so that
woke up that morning to the        everyone can have breakfast,
smell of fish frying and pan-      but Jesus isn’t satisfied with
cakes being made. I think that     that. It isn’t enough for Jesus
lakeshore breakfast of freshly     to feed them by sharing what
caught walleye and a couple        he has; the sharing must be
of pancakes has to be one of       made complete by adding
the best breakfasts I’ve ever      what only the disciples them-
eaten in my life. It is certain-   selves can share.
ly a memory that will always
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It’s that way with us too. Jesus   about his relationship to Je-
shares himself with us at the      sus, he had denied over and
Eucharistic table. He feeds        over that he even knew Jesus
us with his own Body and           at all. So now Jesus gives Pe-
Blood. But he also asks us to      ter the chance to take back the
bring ourselves and lay our        denial and proclaim his love
own bodies on the altar as         for Jesus. But it isn’t enough
well. Each one of us is in the     for Peter to say that he loves
unique position of being able      Jesus. Jesus tells him over and
to share our own lives and to      over that, if he loves Jesus,
offer them to God and to one       then he has to put that love
another. Jesus invites us to be-   into action and feed and care
come a part of the story, not      for those who have been en-
just to give some sort of intel-   trusted by God to Jesus’ care.
lectual assent to who he was
and is, but to actually become     The same thing goes for us. It
part of the action, to take up     isn’t enough for us to come to
our own place as those who         church on Sunday and pro-
give of ourselves and feed and     claim belief in God. It isn’t
care for one another and for       enough for us to affirm that
those beyond our present fel-      Jesus died and was raised for
lowship.                           us. If we’re going to proclaim
                                   this faith, then we have to do
In case we need to reinforce       something about it. We need
that invitation, John goes on      to offer our own selves to the
to share the story of what         service of others. We need to
happens between Jesus and          feed those who are hungry,
Peter after that breakfast on      and shelter those who are
the beach: The last time Pe-       homeless, and clothe those
ter stood around a charcoal        who are naked, and heal those
fire with someone asking him       who are sick, and visit those
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who are lonely or imprisoned.       WILD BREAD AND
Jesus asks us, just like Peter,      WILD JESUS —
if we love him; in response to       A REFLECTION
our answer, he gives us work          ON JOHN 6
that must be done.
                                  The Ven. Malcolm French, SCP
                                  Vicar of Cambridge,
The good news is that we          Archdeacon of Maungatautari
don’t do this work on our         Diocese of Waikato and
own. Jesus still begins, just     Taranaki, Anglican Church
                                  in Aotearoa, New Zealand and
as he did with those first dis-   Polynesia
ciples, by feeding us. He calls
us together around his table      Most of us don’t make our
and forms us into a commu-        own bread, or even eat a lot
nity. He invites us to share      of homemade bread. Most of
ourselves with each other just    us buy our bread at the gro-
as he shares himself with each    cery store. And the bread at
of us. And only then does he      the grocery store was blend-
send us out to do the work of     ed and kneaded by machines,
following him, of giving our-     put into large containers to
selves up so that others can be   rise, cut into loaf-sized pieces
fed. Come to the Eucharistic      by machines, put into indus-
banquet and be fed. And then      trial ovens to bake, and sliced
go out and feed.                  and bagged by machines. You
                                  can tell by the flavour and the
                                  texture of the bread that it is
                                  store-bought, machine-made,
                                  industrial bread.
                                  We know bread can be better
                                  than that. That’s why artisanal
                                  bread has become a thing.
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Some of us even bake our          crumbly thing. But real bread
own bread at home, at least       is a wild thing.
occasionally. When you make
your own bread at home, it’s      Last year our curate led a
just not the same. You have       study on daily life in ancient
that smell in your house when     Israel. As part of that study, he
you bake bread — some of us       demonstrated how bread was
remember that smell from          made in the ancient world.
childhood. And the way the        He even built an oven in his
bread feels in your hand and      back yard; it looked like one
in your mouth is entirely dif-    of those volcanos schoolchil-
ferent than the bread you buy     dren make for science fairs.
at the grocery store.             It was a clay oven, open at
                                  the top. He built a fire in the
In the past year or so, I have    oven so that the clay would
learned that commercially         set; some days later, he made
available yeast is only about     his dough, built a new fire in
150 years old. Prior to that,     the oven, rolled the dough
to make bread, you either         (leavened or unleavened) into
had to save a lump of dough       little balls, flattened it out, and
from the last bread you made      reach into the fire to slap the
to put into the new batch to      bread up against the wall of
provide the yeast and make it     the oven to bake. That’s how
rise, or else you had to leave    people made bread in ancient
your dough sitting out and        Israel.
hope, with no guarantee, that     To a modern person, it’s an
it would come in contact with     odd process. It seems to me
wild yeast that was in the air.   that sticking your hand into
                                  the fire is a bit counterintu-
We’ve domesticated bread.         itive. You don’t even have a
We’ve made it into a tasteless,   guarantee how it’s going to
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turn out because some of the        We’ve domesticated our re-
dough will fall off and into        ligion. The difficulty is not
the fire. You even have to          believing that Jesus is Lord,
guess when exactly the bread        but believing that Jesus is Je-
is done, though I expect that       sus. “What Would Jesus Do?”
would get easier with experi-       Sometimes the answer is that
ence.                               he would turn over tables and
                                    use a whip.
Bread, in its natural state, is a
wild thing. But we live in a so-    We’ve domesticated Jesus
ciety where we have domesti-        — or we’ve tried to domesti-
cated bread and taken the life      cate him. Yet somehow, Jesus
right out of it. Think of Won-      comes to us anyway, in any
der Bread, one of the first in-     number of ways, but he comes
dustrially-baked, pre-sliced,       to us in a particular way in the
packaged breads. Mostly, you        Sacrament.
wonder if it’s actually bread,    Now, as Anglo-Catholic as
but that is the kind of bread     my heart is, and as much as
most of us grew up with.          I understand the practicality
                                  of wafers, sometimes it is eas-
We live in a society that has ier for me to believe that the
also taken Jesus and domesti- bread is Jesus than to believe
cated him: Gentle Jesus, meek that the bread is bread.
and mild. Sweet Jesus. Isn’t it
nice that Jesus is nice? Find But Jesus comes to us in this
me the passage in Scripture bread. Jesus comes to us in
that tells me Jesus is nice. Find this bread week after week.
me the passage in Scripture Jesus comes to us to feed us.
that tells me niceness is one of Jesus comes to us to feed us
the fruits of the Spirit.         with that wild bread that is
                                  the wild Jesus. Jesus comes to
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us to feed us, to nourish us, so    you have begun to get
that we may go out into the         your Tabernacle. Now go
world in his name.                  out into the highways and
                                    hedges where not even the
At the Anglo-Catholic Con-          Bishops will try to hinder
gress in London in 1923, in         you. Go out and look for
the concluding address, Bish-       Jesus in the ragged, in the
op Frank Weston of Zanzibar         naked, in the oppressed
touched on then-recent con-         and sweated, in those who
troversies about tabernacles        have lost hope, in those
and about the reservation of        who are struggling to make
the Sacrament. With that as         good. Look for Jesus. And
his starting point, he spoke of     when you see him, gird
the implications of knowing         yourselves with his towel
Jesus in the Sacrament: “You        and try to wash their feet.
cannot claim to worship Jesus
in the Tabernacle, if you do Jesus comes to us in the Sac-
not pity Jesus in the slum.”    rament to nourish us to do
                                the ministry Jesus calls us to
He went on to say:              do: To look for Jesus in those
  “It is folly — it is madness  who need to know Jesus, and
  — to suppose that you can     to serve them in the name of
  worship Jesus in the Sac-     Jesus.
  raments and Jesus on the
  Throne of glory, when you
  are sweating him in the
  souls and bodies of his chil-         WELCOME
  dren. It cannot be done.”     The Rev. J. Paris Coffey (retired)
                                   Diocese of Chicago
Then, at the end he said:
 You have got your Mass,            Now all the tax collectors
 you have got your Altar,           and sinners were com-
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  ing near to listen to Jesus.      never find his way home on
  And the Pharisees and the         his own. Not surprisingly,
  scribes were grumbling            he would never come when
  and saying, “This fellow          called — but, ever hopeful, I
  welcomes sinners and eats         scoured the neighborhood,
  with them.” (Luke 15:1-2)         calling his name. Neighbors
                                    joined in, until I finally spot-
For eighteen wonderful years,       ted my wayward dog digging
our family included a 75-           through some trash. Gently
pound canine named Bingo.           I coaxed him to me with a
Half Bloodhound/half Lab-           morsel of food, and when he
rador, Bingo was a prominent        succumbed, I threw my arms
presence in our lives. He was       around his neck. I had him!
devoted but disobedient, star-      Then, hooking his collar to a
tling guests with his hair-rais-    leash, I traversed the neigh-
ing howl. He gnawed be-             borhood again, shouting to
longings from sofas to shoes        all that Bingo had been found.
and, despite our best efforts,      Dread gave way to joy in our
flunked obedience school. To        reunion – unadulterated joy,
say that Bingo was a handful is     which had nothing to do with
to put it mildly, and so it might   merit. It had nothing to do
surprise you to learn that          with Bingo’s behavior, but ev-
when Bingo went missing one         erything to do with love.
day, I felt nothing but panic.
                                    In the fifteenth chapter of
He escaped from our yard,           Luke, such love is beyond the
which he had done before,           comprehension of the Phari-
but this time we were in a          sees and scribes. Their theolo-
different house. Bingo did          gy is rooted in merit, prompt-
not know the neighborhood,          ing them to grumble when
and I was sure that he would        Jesus welcomes the wayward.
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“Keep the letter of the law         is more than the Pharisees can
and you will earn God’s fa-         bear, or perhaps more than
vor,” these guardians of the        they can even grasp. After all,
law insist. “Slip up and you        Luke 15:1-2 and the parable of
will be banished from com-          the lost sheep that follows are
munity.” To slip up and not be      about the unconditional love
banished is nothing short of        of One who welcomes all. All
apostasy to scribes and Phar-       of us are sinners — whether
isees, which means that Jesus’      we know it or not — leading
approach to sinners in Luke         Jesus to not only welcome sin-
15 threatens the very ground        ners but to seek them out!
of their religious beliefs. “This
fellow welcomes sinners and         What a stark contrast between
eats with them,” they say with      the extravagant generosity of
shock, clueless to the fact that    Jesus and the small stinginess
they are sinners, too. Instead      that hangs over law-abiding
they grumble, shocked that          scribes and Pharisees. “This
Jesus — who should know the         fellow welcomes sinners and
letter of the law — exhibits        eats with them,” they say in
such unorthodox behavior            disbelief, for in Jewish cul-
                                    ture eating together is one
Their shock lies not in the         the closest forms of intima-
fact that Jesus admonishes          cy. With whom one eats is a
sinners, preaches to them,          matter of serious concern, but
or even forgives them, but          Jesus places no conditions on
that he welcomes them. He           his dinner guests. Repentance
welcomes tax collectors and         is not a pre-condition to being
prostitutes, whom the Phari-        welcomed in, but an outcome.
sees and scribes are sure have
nothing in common with              “I tell you, there will be more
them. Jesus’ radical behavior       joy in heaven over one sinner
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who repents than over nine-       so that God can find us. After
ty-nine righteous persons         all, bumper stickers that tout,
who need no repentance,”          “I found it!” are bad theolo-
Jesus says in the parable of      gy. We are the ones who are
the lost sheep (Luke 15:7). In    found. We are the ones sought
addition, Jesus says, “Let any-   after, retrieved, and welcomed
one with ears to hear listen!”    by the God who loves us and
Apparently the Pharisees and      will not let us go, which is
scribes are not listening, but    good news.
these other sinners are. They
listen and are welcomed, and      It is news that should fill us
being welcomed, they repent.      with hope, for unlike the
                                  scribes and Pharisees driv-
To repent means literally “to     en by their fear of sin, God’s
change your mind — to come        love depends not on who we
to your senses — and turn in      are but on who God is. Fear
a new direction,” while the       drives us to do foolish things
word translated in Luke 15 as     — as Washington Post colum-
“sin” comes from a Greek ar-      nist William Raspberry once
chery term meaning “to miss       wrote about modern America,
the mark and so not share in      “We keep imagining that the
the prize.” The prize is union    problem is that young people
with God and one another,         aren’t frightened enough, so
which we do not have to earn.     we keep toughening criminal
God’s love is freely offered,     sanctions to the point where
but we may have to come to        our national incarceration
our senses to receive it. We      rate is the highest in the west-
may have to turn in a new         ern world. The real problem is
direction to stop judging oth-    that our young people aren’t
ers, stop lying to ourselves,     hopeful enough.”
stop running from the truth
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   REJOICE IN THE                Many of you may recognize
       LORD                      the final sentence of that
                                 quotation as the preface of
The Rt. Rev. Anthony F. M.       the blessing which may con-
Clavier
St. Thomas’ Church,              clude Morning or Evening
Glen Carbon, IL                  Prayer; perhaps the rest is
                                 regulated to that portion of
  Rejoice in the Lord always:
                                 our minds which houses all
  and again I say, Rejoice.
                                 those lovely biblical verses
  Let your moderation be
                                 we feel to be impractical in
  known unto all men. The
                                 “real” life”, such as turning the
  Lord is at hand. Be careful
                                 other cheek and loving our
  for nothing; but in every
                                 enemies. Christians are very
  thing by prayer and sup-
                                 good at compartmentalizing
  plication with thanksgiv-
                                 their lives. We have our pious
  ing let your requests be
                                 life — the one that goes with
  made known unto God.
                                 a Sunday-morning face we
  And the peace of God,
                                 believe portrays holiness, and
  which passeth all under-
                                 others may attribute to dys-
  standing, shall keep your
                                 pepsia — and then there’s our
  hearts and minds through
                                 weekday appearance, ready to
  Christ Jesus. (Philippians
                                 do battle over politics, ecolo-
  4:4-7)
                                 gy, the poor or football. If you
When I was a teenager, I heard   don’t believe me, read your
these words at the end of ev-    Facebook posts and those of
ery school year. They were       your friends.
read by the school chaplain,
a willowy priest with a high-    C.S Lewis described his con-
pitched voice – and so I still   version as being “Surprised by
hear these verses, in my inner   Joy”. He did not thereby imply
ear, in falsetto.                that he went around there-
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after with a grin on his face,     erything is in God’s purpose
giggling inanely. To rejoice       eventually, deprives us of the
in the Lord is to be glad that     thought that we must defend
a constant and abiding rela-       God, or the Church, or the
tionship has been established.     nation, or ourselves, in case
Rather as in a successful          everything goes to hell in the
marriage, there is a constant      proverbial handbasket. We are
thankfulness that one is loved     taught patience and our place
and loves, a thankfulness that     in the scheme of things. God
doesn’t depend on mood or          doesn’t need us. The Trinity is
transient happiness. God           self-sufficient.
loves us. There it is. We seek
                                   As we live in a polarized world
to return that love and, oddly,
                                   and a polarized Church, culti-
are even more aware of that
                                   vation of moderation is all the
love when we disappoint or
offend God. We crucify Jesus,      more necessary. Keeping our
                                   heads while all around lose
hang our heads in grief and
                                   their minds is, to misquote
shame, and yet he continues
                                   Kipling, possible because we
to love and forgive us.
                                   trust God and seek to do his
                                   will.
St. Paul places emphasis by
repeating his injunction: Be       If these Pauline command-
thankful, rejoice, be glad. This   ments seem otherworldly and
quality of joy is the antidote     impossible, consider what
to resentment, which leads         comes next: “Don’t worry.”
us to the second of St. Paul’s     Perhaps nothing is more in-
injunctions: The Lord is near,     furiating than when, in the
therefore be moderate, be          midst of a crisis when every-
known for your good sense,         thing seems out of control,
for your sweet reasonable-         someone smiles and says
ness. The realization that ev-     “Don’t worry. It will be al-
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right.” Yet here is Paul of Tar-   little unless we are prepared
sus saying just that — and,        to adopt them and, if at all
yes, he is annoying and ex-        possible, see to their needs, or
asperating, and many wish          at least make sure their needs
he had stayed in Tarsus and        are being met by someone.
minded his own business. But
he didn’t stay there. After his    Prayer is an action whereby
conversion, he was shunned         we join our voices with the liv-
by other Christians and made       ing and the faithful departed,
to cool his heels for fourteen     with angels and archangels, as
years before starting off on       our small petitions and fee-
missionary journeys. Along         ble praises and expressions of
the way he was beaten, impris-     thanks are swept up into the
oned, deserted, shipwrecked,       roar of worship which echoes
and finally beheaded. In the       through time, space, and
midst of these experiences,        eternity. In the midst of what
he writes to the Christians in     should be noise is the peace of
Philippi and tells them not to     God. Perhaps you have been
worry, but rather to pray, to      in a great cathedral when
intercede, and to give thanks.     Vaughan William’s great set-
                                   ting of “All People That On
I don’t think St. Paul meant       Earth Do Dwell” is being
that they were to put people       sung by choir and congrega-
on the local church prayer list    tion, accompanied by organ
while humming the Hallelu-         and brass, until it feels as if the
jah Chorus and then, satisfied     ancient building is trembling
with having done their duty,       – and then afterward, silence.
get on with life. As St. Bene-     In that silence, one is caught
dict succinctly put it, prayer     up in awe and reverence, and
is work, and work is prayer.       filled with internal peace. All
Praying for someone means          feels right and good, beyond
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intellect and logic — the         I have always loved the scrip-
Peace of God which passeth        ture passages depicting Je-
all understanding.                sus as our Good Shepherd. I
                                  think this has a lot to do with
It is then that we know what      the stories and images I re-
it means to rejoice, that noth-   member as part of my faith
ing is entirely in our hands,     formation as a child. Growing
and thus nothing ultimately       up, I had a collection of Arch
to worry about. God is; we are    Books Bible stories for chil-
in peace.                         dren. My favorite was Jon and
                                  the Little Lost Lamb, based on
                                  the Parable of the Lost Sheep,
                                  by Jane Latourette. When we
       SHEEP WITH                 said bedtime prayers as a fam-
      HUMAN FACES                 ily, we would end with this
                                  song: “Jesus, tender shepherd,
The Rev. Meghan J. Farr           hear me. Bless thy little lambs
Holy Trinity Episcopal            tonight. Through the dark-
Church, Melbourne, FL
                                  ness, be thou near me. Keep
 I am the good shepherd. I        me safe ‘til morning light.
 know my own and my own           Amen.” I still sing that song
 know me, just as the Fa-         each night when I say prayers
 ther knows me and I know         with my boys.
 the Father. And I lay down
 my life for the sheep. I have    Now, as an adult, I do a lot
 other sheep that do not          of funerals each year (insert
 belong to this fold. I must      joke about priest in Florida
 bring them also, and they        here), and John 10 is often
 will listen to my voice. So      the passage families choose
 there will be one flock, one     for the Gospel reading. It al-
 shepherd. (John 10:14-16)        ways makes me smile when
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they do because, if they are      message of the tenth chapter
long-time parishioners, I can     of John’s Gospel: Jesus is our
usually guess why. There is a     Good Shepherd. We are the
large stained-glass window        sheep, his sheep. The sheep of
in the shape of a Celtic cross    his fold and the lambs of his
above the main altar in our       flock.
church. We call it the “Good
Shepherd” window, because         We’ve all heard stories and
it depicts Jesus as the Good      sermons about sheep and
Shepherd. He is surrounded        their lack of intelligence — it’s
by sheep in a pasture, and he     probably one of the reasons
cradles a small lamb in his       for the discomfort people
arms. Even if someone has         have seeing sheep with human
only been to the church once      faces! I once heard a shepherd
or twice, they remember the       say, “Every shepherd knows
window. Everyone loves the        a sheep is the only animal in
tender image of Jesus guard-      God’s creation looking for the
ing his flock of sheep. Some-     quickest way to die.” Now I’m
times, though, people will        not saying we humans are all
comment that they don’t like      running around looking for
the faces on the sheep because    opportunities to get ourselves
they look too human. And, in      killed! Sheep do, however,
fact, they really do! The faces   have a knack for wandering
of the sheep have very human      off and getting into some pre-
qualities. (I have been known     carious situations. And, well,
to point out which one I think    people can be like that too, es-
best represents me at any given   pecially when it comes to our
moment in my life!) My guess      relationship with our shep-
is that was probably the intent   herd Jesus. “All we like sheep
in the design of the window. It   have gone astray; we have all
is meant to reflect the central   turned to our own way”, as
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Isaiah 53:6 reminds us. Some       voice and follow. “I know my
stray deliberately; others have    own and my own know me,
not yet learned to recognize       just as the Father knows me
the voice of the shepherd. For     and I know the Father...”
most of us, however, I think
it just happens from time to       What sheep know they know
time. We wander. What we           very well. The sheep know
soon come to realize is that,      the shepherd, they will listen
away from our shepherd,            to his voice and follow him.
away from Jesus, life can get      The beautiful promise of this
quite precarious. Without the      scripture — and, I think, of all
Good Shepherd in our life we       the shepherding passages – is
are left vulnerable to all the     that Jesus never stops calling
dangers Satan and this world       to, searching after, and car-
can throw at us, like the wolf     ing for, his sheep. He follows
that snatches and scatters the     each one of us and stays with
sheep.                             us even in those precarious
                                   situations and dark moments
Blessedly, there is hope and       of our lives, shining his light
help for us scattered sheep.       to guide us back into the light
To be fair to sheep, another       and life of God. He doesn’t
shepherd claims, “What sheep       leave us; he leads us. “I came
know, they know really well.”      that they may have life, and
And that is just what Jesus,       have it abundantly.” (John
our Good Shepherd, is saying       10:10) Jesus the shepherd is
in this passage from the tenth     inviting us, his sheep, into
chapter of John. Again and         relationship with him and,
again, Jesus says that the shep-   through him, into life with
herd knows the sheep, and the      God. And that life with God
sheep listen to the voice of the   is eternal life. It is the gift we
shepherd. The sheep know his       have been given because the
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Good Shepherd laid down his          “You have seen him, and
life for his sheep. Thanks be to     the one speaking with you
God.                                 is he.” He said, “Lord, I be-
                                     lieve.” And he worshiped
O God, whose Son Jesus is the        him. (John 9:35-38)
good shepherd of your people;      John’s Gospel shines with
Grant that when we hear his        both power and intimacy.
voice we may know him who          Jesus crackles with energy,
calls us each by name, and fol-    turning water into wine, driv-
low where he leads; who, with      ing the moneychangers from
you and the Holy Spirit, lives     the Temple, confounding the
and reigns, one God, for ever      learned and pious Nicode-
and ever. Amen.                    mus, speaking with a foreign
                                   woman, and healing with a
                                   word (whether the beggar by
    WHEN HE HAD                    the pool wants it or not) —
     FOUND HIM                     and that’s only in the first five
                                   chapters of the story.
The Rev. Rodger Patience
Church of the Holy Apostles,       Jesus’ power radiates from the
Oneida, WI                         pages as clearly as does his
                                   love and concern for people.
  Jesus heard that they had        The man born blind, healed
  driven [the man born             by Jesus’ touch and by a com-
  blind] out, and when he          press of mud — how like God’s
  had found him, he said,          own touch, forming mud and
  “Do you believe in the Son       clay into the first human — is
  of Man?” He answered,            driven out of the synagogue
  “And who is he, sir? Tell        by the religious leaders. But
  me, so that I may believe        the story doesn’t end there,
  in him.” Jesus said to him,      and in the coda John provides
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the key to understanding it Steps and Twelve Traditions,
fully.                           34) based in recognizing my
                                 need and becoming willing to
What has always impressed accept help from outside my-
me is Jesus’ action here: self.
“When he had found him.”
Jesus actively comes back John’s Gospel, according to
and finds the man in order most New Testament schol-
to complete his healing and ars, was written for a commu-
overcome his estrangement. nity of Jewish Christians who
This is a truth of the Gospel had recently been thrown out
that applies to us today: Je- of the synagogues they had
sus actively desires that we belonged to. Like the man
be whole and reconciled, and born blind, they had “seen
his Spirit is working to find us the light” of Christ, but their
wherever we may have fallen religious community could
away.                            not see that something new
                                 was happening. As Judaism
For me, these verses had long sought to distance itself and
been the interpretive key for differentiate itself from the
the Gospel of John, but I read growing Christian movement
them with fresh eyes sev- in the first century, followers
eral years ago when I went of Jesus were expelled from
through the experience of the synagogues.
losing my job because of my
drinking and entering into They were probably feeling
the process of recovery. That the same sense of estrange-
experience tore apart my ar- ment, loss, and grief as the
rogant sense of self-sufficien- man born blind, wondering
cy, replacing it over time with where they could go now.
a “faith that works” (Twelve
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Jesus actively found those       is the same Word who was
early Christians. His Spirit     with God in the beginning,
led them into a new Way, as      seeks out those of us who are
they came to call themselves,    hurting in order to effect our
a new “faith that worked” to     healing, and seeks out those
reconcile Jew and Greek, slave   of us who are estranged in
and free, male and female.       order to effect our reconcili-
We are even today members        ation.
of that 2,000-year-old recon-
ciled community formed by       “Indeed, God did not send the
Jesus’ active desire.           Son into the world not to con-
                                demn the world, but in order
Where we feel estranged, that the world through him
where we feel loss and grief, might be saved.” (John 3:17)
where familiar religious struc- Whenever Jesus comes and
tures or family ties are chang- finds you — when he finds
ing, Jesus is there to find us. you in your grief or loneliness
“You have seen me,” Jesus says or shame, as he found me in
to us. “And the one speaking my addiction — may you
to you is me.”                  once more recognize the one
As Reynolds Price writes in who is speaking to you, the
Incarnation: Contemporary one who loves and wants you.
Writers on the New Testament, And may you, like the man
the Gospel of John “says in born blind, take that next fal-
the clearest voice we have the tering step, blinking away the
sentence that mankind craves mud and tears of your frus-
from stories – The Maker of tration and pain, and believe
all things loves and wants me.” him.
Jesus the power of God, whom All that God asks of us in re-
John has come to understand turn, I trust, is that we believe
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Jesus when he comes to us         you, and the power of the
and become willing – willing      Most High will overshad-
to follow the only Son, who       ow you; therefore the child
is close to the Father’s heart    to be born will be holy; he
(as best as we can understand     will be called Son of God.”
him) along “the way to a faith    (Luke 1:34)
that works.”
                             What was the best story your
                             parents ever told you? May-
                             be it was your mom telling
                             the story of your birth? Or
                             your parents telling how they
                             wooed one another? What’s
                             your favorite story to tell?
                             Could it be when you played
La guérison de l’aveugle de the best practical joke ever on
naissance                    your best friend?
by Henri Lindegaard
                             For Christmas, I bought my
                             sixteen year old son an elec-
        I LOVE TO            tric razor. It’s a grooming tool
                             for the new beard he is grow-
    TELL THE STORY           ing for the first time. When he
The Rev. H. Elizabeth Back   opened it, I felt a flood of gig-
St James Episcopal Church,
Pewee Valley, KY             gles from funny haircut mem-
                             ories. Once, when my baby
  Mary said to the angel,    brother George was sixteen,
  “How can this be, since    he asked me to cut his hair
  I am a virgin?” The an-    – which I did, in the hallway,
  gel said to her, “The Holy over the carpet. Not only did
  Spirit will come upon      the haircut turn out shock-
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ingly bad (with serious bald      remember shaving the side
patches), my parents ground-      of his head, but Aidan giggles
ed him for scattering hair        when he remembers taking
everywhere! I still laugh just    the scissors to his own hair
thinking about it. Later, when    and my reaction to Joseph’s
I became a parent, I econo-       partial buzz cut.
mized by cutting my young
sons’ hair in the backyard.       When I tell you that Holy
When five-year-old Aidan          Scripture contains all things
grabbed the sharp scissors, I     necessary to salvation, I have
was distracted from two-year-     no way of proving anything
old Joseph, who took the clip-    of the sort, except maybe the
pers straight across the entire   fact that Luke is a brilliant sto-
side of his head. More bald       ryteller. When you read about
patches. That was the last of     the angel Gabriel and the
that budget saving effort!        announcement, and Mary’s
                                  question, can you suppress
Some stories evoke the feel-      a feeling of … I don’t know
ings from the original event as   what, except wonder? I have
if the moment can be relived,     read the Annunciation story
only better. In the telling, the  countless times — more times
memory is richer because          than I have told my children
the punishment or danger is       about the day they were born,
passed. Plus, the telling of the  or about the day they cut their
story is like proving that new    own hair, or the times my kids
life occurs from old anxieties.   asked Uncle George if it was
I can’t prove to you what hap-    true he got grounded.
pened in that hair-covered
hallway thirty years ago, but If you are reading, this you
I also can’t suppress the smile are curious enough to want
when I tell it. Joseph doesn’t to know more about “on
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earth as it is in heaven.” You        ers who have gotten ourselves
can say you desire education,         tangled up in the most mys-
or explanation, or whatever           terious, possibly the messiest,
reason sounds reasonable to           arguably the best, story ever.
twenty-first-century Amer-
icans about the sex life of a         Here’s my admonition to you:
first-century Jewish teenager.        Tell your story. When you are
But your secret is safe with          lonely. When you are happy.
me; none of us would be be-           When you are desperately
musing about Advent if the            searching for meaning. When
Annunciation had not got its          you are up to your eyeballs
hands on us.                          in meaning. Tell the stories
                                      your parents taught you. The
Maybe there’s a story you’re          stories your Sunday School
holding and you want to put           teachers taught you. Even tell
it into God’s hands. Maybe            the stories your funny uncle
you can’t suppress that desire        told you, whether they are
to be part of a story bigger          true or not. It is the telling
than yourself. If you are over        that entangles us, even binds
the age of thirteen, you are          us, one to another: Parents to
now responsible for helping           children, angels to mortals,
pass along the stories of God’s       heaven to earth, the living to
plans and purposes to others.         the dead, and our frail hu-
The church might look like an         manity to the Resurrection of
institution full of respectable,      God’s only Son.
pious people fulfilling godly
responsibilities and worship-         The poet and agnostic Ste-
ping according to the ortho-          phen Dunn begrudgingly al-
doxy in which we were raised,         lowed his little girl to go with
and all that good stuff. We           friends to the local Methodist
are, at the heart of it, storytell-   Church. While trying to justi-
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fy letting her go, he wrote:      believed, so long
                                  since we needed Jesus
She liked her little friends.     as our nemesis and friend,
  She liked the songs             that we thought he was
they sang when they weren’t       sufficiently dead,
twisting and folding paper
  into dolls.                    that our children would think
What could be so bad?              of him like Lincoln
                                   or Thomas Jefferson.
Jesus had been a good man,       Soon it became clear to us:
  and putting faith                you can’t teach disbelief
in good men was what               to a child,
we had to do to stay this side
  of cynicism,                   only wonderful stories, and
that other sadness.               we hadn’t a story
                                  nearly as good.
OK, we said, One week.
But when she came home           Trust the telling of the story.
 singing ‘Jesus loves me,
 the Bible tells me so,’
 it was time to talk.                  SPEAK, LORD,
                                     YOUR SERVANT IS
Could we say Jesus                      LISTENING
  doesn’t love you?
Could I tell her the Bible       The Rev. Dr. Jennie Clarkson
                                 Olbrych (ret.)
  is a great book certain        Charleston, SC
  people use to make you
  feel bad?                      I am not a good listener and
We sent her back                 do confess it freely, although
  without a word.                not happily. Too impatient
It had been so long since we     when someone seems to be
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droning on and not getting        by the altar might increase the
to the point. Too prone to in-    likelihood of it happening to
terruption or planning what I     me. My heart warmed to Sam-
will say in response. Too quick   uel in his confusion. I felt sor-
to offer a solution to what I     ry for Eli who was blind and
see as the problem needing to     kept getting awakened from
be solved. Too ready to chime     an old man’s restless sleep.
in with my own experience         Later, when reading the story
when it resonates with what       with a more adult awareness,
is being said. Kyrie, eleison!    it was apparent that Eli had
Who will deliver us from this     stopped listening to God. But,
failure to listen? How many       in the critical moment, when
opportunities have we missed      God’s call came to Samuel, Eli
to truly hear another and to      knew just what was needful
form, deepen, or mend re-         — that is, to listen, to hear, to
lationship with them? How         understand, and to obey — all
many times have we missed         meanings of the word shamea.
God speaking to us through        This word is closely related to
that same other, or even in the   shema, as in the great com-
quiet of the night?               mandment to Israel known as
                                  The Shema – Hear, O Israel!
The story of God speaking to      (Deuteronomy 4:6-9). This
the boy Samuel in the quiet of    same command to Israel was
the night was, perhaps, one of    quoted and enlarged by Jesus
the first bible stories that reg- in his disputations with the
istered with me as a night-owl,   scribes at the Temple, which
God-curious child. (1 Samuel      we read about in the Gospel
3) I was encouraged that God      of Mark (12:28-31).
might actually speak at night
in an audible voice, and won- When the boy Samuel kept
dered if sleeping in the church hearing his name called in the
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night, Eli counseled him, “Say,       to “listen with the ear of the
‘speak LORD, for your servant         heart.” That is, to listen from
is listening.’” Samuel listened       the center of our being and
to Eli and, following his in-         as an act of love. Paul Tillich,
structions, heard the Lord call       writing fourteen centuries lat-
his name once again. Then             er, touched on the same thing
the Lord commenced to give            when he said, “the first duty of
Samuel some fairly hair-rais-         love is to listen.”1 Can we say,
ing instructions, which Samu-         then, that listening and loving
el faithfully relayed to Eli. It is   the other are deeply connect-
noted of Samuel near the end          ed?
of the chapter, that “Samuel          	
grew, and the Lord was with           When someone has listened
him and let none of his words         deeply and faithfully to us,
fall to the ground.” What won-        our trust in them grows as
derful fruit for Samuel came          we come to know that they
from listening carefully and          are truly present to and with
faithfully. Samuel was enabled        us. In the bond of trust, the
to live with an awareness of          foundation of love is laid, for
God’s presence with him, and          we cannot love what we do
the people trusted Samuel’s           not trust. We can be attached
words. What more could any            to that which we do not trust,
of us want?                           but attachment is no guaran-
	                                     tee of genuine, life-giving love.
When St. Benedict set pen             Listening not only builds the
to paper in the sixth century         foundation of love, it makes
and composed his simple rule          relationship possible — not
for beginner monks, the very          only between people, but also
first word he wrote was Ob-           between ourselves and God.
sculta, which means “listen”.         	
Benedict invited them and us          How, then, can we learn anew
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to listen? For a newborn,           It’s there, and we can teach
learning to distinguish be-         ourselves to listen for it. It
tween voices — and especially       helps, too, to be aware of the
the voices of the beloved – is      content of our inner voic-
one of our very first lessons.      es. For me, it’s usually worry
For Samuel, the Lord’s voice        about various things, remem-
spoke into the quiet of night.      bering to-do’s, replaying con-
For Elijah, God spoke, not in       versations I wish had gone
wind, earthquake, or fire, but      better, problem solving, and
in a still, small voice (1 Kings    remembered voices of par-
19:11-13). Silence is our most      ents or other long-gone folks
important teacher in learning       (for good or ill). Journaling
to listen and to distinguish        about these as well as offer-
between the outer and inner         ing them to God can help us
voices.                             make peace with them. And,
	                                   it is that — the sense of being
Recently, we had a hurricane        at peace with oneself, one’s
in our area, with accompany-        life, and with God — which
ing loss of electricity. I mar-     can help us listen more care-
veled at how quiet our house        fully not only to others but
and our neighborhood be-            also for God. This is, I believe,
came in an instant. Many of         because having some measure
us can ignore outward noise,        of peace makes it possible to
but we are less able to deal        create a space into which an-
with the inner racket to which      other can speak and be heard.
we have become almost un-           	
thinkingly accustomed. Once,        God spoke into the spacious-
when I complained about in-         ness and quiet darkness of a
ner noise, a friend suggested       holy place, and Samuel heard.
that I try to learn to listen for   May we ask God to help cre-
the silence beyond the noise.       ate that space in us so that,
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like Samuel, we too may say,               seeks to see the glory of the
“Speak, LORD, your servant                 Lord, but God also places a
is listening,” and we may hear             restriction on this glimpse
rightly.                                   of his Shekinah glory. God
_____________                              would, according to Jewish
1
 Paul Tilich – Love, Power, and Justice,   rabbis, have a cause to dwell
1960. “In order to know what is just in
a person-to-person encounter, love lis-    with his people. For Chris-
tens. It is its first task to listen.”     tians, of course, this points to
                                           the Incarnation. For the peo-
                                           ple of the Tanach, or Hebrew
    A GOD SEEN ONLY                        Scriptures, This pointed to a
     IN RETROSPECT                         momentary experience of the
                                           Glory of the Lord — a glimpse
The Rev. Dr. Robert M. Lewis               of God present in life.
St. Stephen’s Episcopal Church,
Grand Island, NE
                                           I have found that, in times of
“Then I will take away my                  great transition, stress, or bur-
hand, and you shall see my                 den, God’s glory only appears
back; but my face shall not be             in retrospect. We look back
seen.” (Exodus 33:23)                      and see how God has guided
                                           situations, events, or people to
I have long been an advocate               respond in a way that worked
of preaching from the Old                  to the highest and best of all
Testament. I can recall my                 concerned. Those times may
Hebrew professor at Nasho-                 not have been pleasant – in
tah House telling our class,               fact, they can be so incredibly
“Growing churches do not                   difficult that they bring people
shy away from Old Testament                to their breaking point. Moses
texts, but make them rele-                 was himself at the point of his
vant for a new world.” Such                leadership capsizing while on
a relevant text is this. Moses             Sinai’s mount. Moses asks to
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see God’s glory, the same way      concept that all of the Old
Peter, James, and John see it      Testament’s central figures
on the Mount of Transfigu-         fail to know God in fullness
ration. Moses is asking for        — Abraham, Moses, and the
confirmation — and, if we are      prophets all see only glimps-
honest, often we are as well       es. It is only in the fullness of
when faced with life-altering      the Shekinah glory of the in-
or life-changing times.            carnate Jesus that we can fully
                                   know God.
Moses has been faithful to a
vision. After he saw the burn-     Moses is given a promise: He
ing bush, he led the Hebrews       will indeed see God’s Glory.
out of Egypt and to the point      So he rises early in the morn-
of wandering in the wilder-        ing, ascends Mount Sinai, and
ness. Now Moses, having seen       stands in the cleft of the rock,
all this deliverance, asks bold-   and even more important
ly in light of the recent idola-   than what he sees is what he
try of these ransomed people       hears:
— “Show me your glory.”
The odd fact is that Moses has       The Lord, the Lord, a God
already seen this glory. God         merciful and gracious, slow
replies with a bit of a sneaky       to anger, and abounding in
caveat — essentially, “OK, you       steadfast love and faithful-
will, but not face to face. In-      ness, keeping steadfast love
stead, you will only see where       for the thousandth genera-
I have already been.” You see,       tion, forgiving iniquity and
there are limitations to reve-       transgression and sin, yet
lation. While God is not lim-        by no means clearing the
ited, our human experience           guilty, but visiting the in-
is. A quick survey of the Old        iquity of the parents upon
Testament yields the clear           the children and the chil-
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 dren’s children, to the third    but God was moving far too
 and the fourth generation.       swiftly for me to ever behold
 (Exodus 34:6-7)                  his “face”. In that way, some
                                  things never change.
Moses even hears the truth
that John wrote — God is love     In my own life, one of the
(1 John 4:8). Indeed, God is      spiritual gifts that I have long
holy love, and his grasp on our   discerned is the gift of faith. I
problems is far more complete     know God is already in my to-
than we could ask or imagine.     morrow even when I am still
The bondage in Egypt, the         in my today. I do not worry
plagues, the deliverance of the   about the details, but trust
ransomed, and the drowning        that God is working those
of Pharaoh’s army — none of       things out in such a way that I
this can compare to the fact      do not have to fret over them.
that God’s presence in our        I learn to trust and release
lives is sheer love.              knowing that God’s slightest
                                  touch on the details of my
For the Christian, who lives in   life will be far better than my
the already and not-yet reality   best handling of them. Such
of the Kingdom of God, there      faith has often been a frustra-
is similar confusion. We live     tion to others around me, but
in a world that still bears the   time and time again, I have
marks of sin and death, even      seen the “back” of God and
though those very concepts        know his management to be
are defeated at the Cross. As     far more acutely precise than
I look back at my most chal-      mine. My shepherd will sup-
lenging moments in life, I see    ply my needs.
that God was already there,
long before I perceived his Perhaps you, this day, are faced
presence. I saw his “back”, with questioning, “Where is
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God today in the midst of         discern that God was already
my troubles?” We all seek a       there, showing us his “back”.
glimpse of this glory. We all     The human condition is to al-
want confirmation, as Moses       ways think that we should see
did, that God really does care    him coming and behold his
about the problems of women       “face”. Rest in the knowledge
and men. When we examine          that God has already figured
the hardships and transitions     out the details, even before we
of life carefully, we can often   could see him act.
                NECROLOGY
     The Rt. Rev. Donald          he also served parishes in
Maynard Hultstrand, 92, in        Canton and Cleveland, OH;
Greenville, SC. A graduate        Kansas City, MO; and Gree-
of Macalester College and         ly, CO; and, in retirement,
Bexley Hall Seminary, he was      served as Bishop-in-Res-
ordained to the priesthood        idence at Christ Church
in 1953, and consecrated the      Episcopal in Greenville, SC.
Ninth Bishop of the Episco-       He also had numerous char-
pal Diocese of Springfield,       itable involvements, and
Illinois, in 1982. In addition    multiple published works.
to time spent as the youth ad-
visor for the Diocese of Min-        The Rt. Rev. Harold A.
nesota and as an instructor at    Hopkins, Jr., 88, in Scarbor-
the Breck School, he served       ough, ME. A graduate of the
parishes in Worthington, Lu-      University of Pennsylvania
verne, Wabasha, Duluth, MN;       and the General Theological
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Seminary, he was ordained          year term as North American
to the diaconate and priest-       Warden of the International
hood in 1955. He served par-       Order of Saint Luke the Phy-
ishes in Pelham Manor, NY,         sician.
and Millinocket, Bar Harbor,
and Yarmouth, ME, as well as            The Rev. Dr. Frederic
serving as Archdeacon for the      Augustus Alling, 88, in Dan-
Diocese of Maine. In 1980,         vers, MA. A graduate of
he was consecrated the Ninth       Princeton University and the
Bishop of the Diocese of           General Theological Semi-
North Dakota, a position he        nary, he was ordained to the
held until 1989, after which       priesthood in 1955. He then
he worked for the Office of        earned a medical degree and
Pastoral Development for the       an MS in Social Psychiatry
national church.                   from Columbia University.
                                   In addition to maintaining
     The Rev. Donald E. Baus-      a private psychiatry practice
tian, 87, in Ames, IA. A grad-     for many years, he also pub-
uate of Augustana College          lished many journal articles
and the General Theological        and one book. His ministry in
Seminary, he was ordained to       life was to treat patients with
the diaconate and priesthood       substance abuse, volunteer
in 1957. He served parishes        with the homeless, and pro-
in Emmetsburg, Algona, Fair-       vide service to patients in his
field, and Keokuk, IA; and Lit-    private practice.
tle Rock, Camden, Hope, and
Magnolia, AR. He also spent           The Rev. Giles Floyd
three years on the faculty of      Lewis, Jr., 91, in Spartanburg,
the Theological Seminary of        SC. A graduate of Sewanee
the Diocese of Haiti. In retire-   Military Academy, Clemson
ment, he also served a five-       University, and the School of
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Theology at the University of     tine, FL, and Ft. Wayne, IN. In
the South, he served in the       Ocala, he also founded Hos-
United States Army during         pice in Marion County.
the Korean War and was or-
dained to the priesthood in           The Rev. Erroll Franklin
1957. He served parishes in       Rhodes, 95, in Greenwich,
Clinton, Laurens, Greenville,     CT. Born in Japan to mis-
and Spartanburg, SC; Lexing-      sionary parents, he graduat-
ton, KY; Nashville, TN; and       ed from Pepperdine College
Houston, TX.                      and the Divinity School at the
                                  University of Chicago. As a
    The Rev. Lance Allen Ball     missionary himself, he taught
Gifford, 74, in Baltimore, MD.    in the Christian Studies de-
A graduate of McDonogh            partment at St. Paul’s Univer-
School, Washington & Lee          sity (Rikkyo) in Tokyo for fif-
University in Virginia, and       teen years before returning to
General Theological Semi-         the US in 1967 to take up the
nary, he served as an Episco-     position of Resident Biblical
pal priest in the Diocese of      Scholar at the American Bible
Maryland for nearly five de-      Society in New York. He pub-
cades, and as the rector of St.   lished numerous books over
John’s, Mt. Washington, for 23    the course of his career.
years until he retired in 2008.
                                      The Rev. Joseph Willet
     The Rev. Dr. Robert Dar-     King, 84, in Tucson, AZ. A
ling Askren, 77, in Jackson-      graduate of the University of
ville, FL. A graduate of the      Texas Southwestern Medical
University of Florida and Vir-    School, he was a pioneer in
ginia Theological Seminary,       the field of adolescent psy-
he served parishes in Ocala,      chiatry, serving facilities and
Jacksonville, and St. Augus-      patients in Dallas, TX; Rich-
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mond, VA; Tulsa, OK; and          parishes in Belmont and
Tucson and Wickenburg, AZ.        Medfield, MA; North Syra-
After his ordination to the di-   cuse, NY; and Lakewood, OH;
aconate, he served at St. Dun-    as well as multiple parishes in
stan’s Episcopal Church in        and around Pittsboro and Ra-
Tulsa, OK.                        leigh, NC.
     The Rev. Clarence Ferdi-         The Rev. Marvin Brady
nand “Dutch” Decker, 93, in       Aycock, Jr., 86, in Greens-
Upper Arlington, OH. He en-       boro, NC. After serving in the
listed in the Navy at the age     United States Army, he grad-
of sixteen and served during      uated from Furman Univer-
the Second World War. He          sity and Southeastern Baptist
then went on to graduate          Theological Seminary, then
from Michigan State Uni-          served as a Baptist pastor for
versity and Seabury Western       several years before becoming
Theological Seminary. While       an addiction counselor, so-
working as a professor of biol-   cial worker, and family ther-
ogy at Point Park College, and    apist. He was ordained to the
later for private industry, he    diaconate in 1988, and the
also served as a supply priest    priesthood in 1995. He served
in Pennsylvania and Ohio. In      Episcopal parishes in Char-
retirement, he served as the      lotte, Warrenton, Salisbury,
chaplain at a convalescent        and Thomasville, NC.
center.
                                      The Rev. John Janney
   The Rev. Richard Melvin        Lloyd, 98, in White Plains,
Morris, 95, in Cumberland,        NY. The son of missionaries,
RI. A graduate of Brown           he grew up in Japan, and grad-
University and the Episcopal      uated from the University of
Theological School, he served     Virginia, Virginia Theological
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Seminary, and Harvard Di-         being called to serve as rec-
vinity School. After the attack   tor of Holy Cross Episcopal
on Pearl Harbor, he joined the    Church in Kingston, NY. He
United States Marine Corps,       retired after 25 years, then
and fought at Iwo Jima.           spent more than 30 years as-
During his 60 years of active     sisting the rector of Christ
ministry, he served in Japan,     the King Episcopal Church in
Massachusetts, Pennsylvania,      Stone Ridge, NY.
New Jersey, and New York,
and after he retired, he con-      The Rev. Charles Wilbert
tinued to do supply and inter- Henley, 90, in Valley City, ND.
im work around New York.       After high school, he joined
                               the United States Army, then
    The Rev. Andrew David      graduated from the Universi-
Parker, 61, in Houston, TX. ty of North Dakota and Bex-
A graduate of Texas Tech ley Hall Episcopal Seminary,
University, Texas A&M Uni- before being ordained to the
versity, and Berkeley Divinity priesthood in 1958. He served
School at Yale University, he parishes in Grafton, Park Riv-
was ordained to the priest- er, Fargo, Valley City, ND.
hood in 1989. He served par-
ishes in Abilene, Amarillo,        The Rev. Michael Hunt
and Houston, TX.               Murray, 97, in Easton, MD.
                               He served as an aviator for
    The Rev. David Louis the United States Navy during
Bronson, 90, in New Paltz, the Second World War, in
NY. A graduate of the Uni- both the Atlantic and Pacific
versity of Michigan and the theaters. A graduate of Har-
Berkeley Divinity School, he vard University, Johns Hop-
served parishes in Hampshire kins University, the Universi-
and Surrey, England, before ty of Paris, and the Episcopal
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Theological School, he was        Princeton Theological Semi-
ordained to the priesthood        nary. He served as a hospital
in 1964. He served parishes       chaplain in Knoxville, TN,
in Cuernavaca, Mexico, and        then worked as a counselor
Gloucester. He was an accom-      and psychotherapist in New
plished writer, with several      Jersey, before becoming pro-
books to his name.                fessor at Colgate Rochester
                                  Divinity School. He was or-
    The Very Rev. John            dained to the priesthood in
Clarke Sanders, Sr., 85, in       1992, after having previously
Chagrin Falls, OH. He was         been a Presbyterian minister.
ordained to the priesthood        He served Episcopal parishes
in 1957, and served parishes      in Elmira, NY, and Troy, PA.
in Houston, TX, and Atlanta,      He also served as the Chap-
GA, where he retired as the       lain General of the Commu-
Dean of St. Philip’s Cathedral.   nity of the Transfiguration in
                                  Cincinnati, OH.
    The Rev. Dr. Arie Johan-
nes “Han” van den Blink,              The Rev. Dr. John Romig
84, in Elmira, NY. The son of     Johnson, Jr., 84, in Charles-
Dutch missionaries to Indo-       ton, SC. A graduate of Fur-
nesia, he and his family were     man University and the Gen-
interned in Japanese con-         eral Theological Seminary, he
centration camps from 1942        served as vicar of a parish in
to 1945, and in an Indone-        Great Falls, SC. After earn-
sian concentration camp in        ing a Ph.D. in Psychiatry and
1946. He came to the United       Religion at the Union Theo-
States as an exchange student,    logical Seminary, he served
and graduated from Trinity        on the faculty at the General
College, Berkeley Divinity        Theological Seminary and
School at Yale University, and    Berkley Divinity School at
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Yale University. While also       chaplain at the University of
working as a practicing ana-      Tennessee, a position he held
lyst and teaching at the Jung     for 30 years.
Institute, he served parishes
in New York City, Riverdale,           The Rev. Dr. Edward
and Staten Island, NY. In re-     Oscar de Bary, 80, in Hono-
tirement, he served parishes      lulu, HI. He graduated from
in Charleston, SC.                The University of the South
                                  in Sewanee, TN, then served
    The Rev. Gilbert M. Watt,     in the United States Air Force,
97, in Verona, PA. He was or-     before entering the School of
dained to the priesthood in       Theology at the University of
1949, and served parishes in      the South. He later also com-
Barnesboro, Peters Township,      pleted a doctorate in Sacred
and Oakmont, PA, and Crys-        Theology at the Catholic Uni-
tal River, FL, in addition to     versity of Leuven, Belgium.
various interim assignments       He served Episcopal congre-
throughout Western Pennsyl-       gations in Virginia and Mis-
vania, Western New York, and      sissippi before returning to
Western Florida.                  Sewanee to help develop, and
                                  later direct, the Education for
     The Rev. Albert Neely        Ministry program.
Minor, 89, in Knoxville, TN.
A graduate of the Universi-           The Rev. Theodore E.
ty of the South, the General      Hervey, Jr., 68, in Bertram,
Theological Seminary, and         TX. A graduate of Virginia
the University of Tennessee,      Polytechnic Institute and the
he served a parish in Fort Val-   Virginia Theological Semi-
ley, GA, then as campus chap-     nary, he also attended Army
lain at East Tennessee State      Chaplain School. He served
University, before becoming       parishes in Alaska, and Cor-
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pus Christi, San Antonio,        Hills, MI. After high school
Weslaco, Wimberley, and          he entered the United States
Burnet, TX. He started Span-     Navy, served in the Pacific
ish language services, provid-   theater for 18 months, and
ing Vacation Bible Schools in    discovered the Episcopal
Mexico, and expediting de-       Church. A graduate of Mich-
livery of medical supplies to    igan State University and the
needy locations in Mexico.       General Theological Semi-
                                 nary, he was ordained to the
    The Rev. James P. Mc-        diaconate and the priesthood
Alpine, 87, in York Harbor,      in 1953. He served parishes in
ME. A graduate of Trinity        Pontiac, Corunna, Allen Park,
College and later the Epis-      and Dearborn, MI. After he
copal Theological School, he     retired in 1992, he continued
served parishes in Ivoryton,     to serve as both a supply and
CT; Rumford, RI; North Con-      interim priest in the Diocese
way, NH; and Newton, MA; in      of Michigan, as well as serv-
addition, he served as chap-     ing during the winter months
lain at Oakland University in    at St. Gregory’s in Boca Raton,
Rochester, MI, and as Coordi-    FL for a number of years.
nator of the National Ministry
to Youth and College Students        May they rest in peace
and Chaplains for the Presid-         and rise in glory.
ing Bishop’s office. He con-
tinued to do interim work in
retirement. In 1965, he joined
the Selma to Montgomery
Civil Rights March.
   The Rev. Ward Henry
Clabuesch, 92, in Rochester
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