Consequences of endless ejaculations,

combating lust, energy vampirism and

crabs in a bucket mentality
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"Handle us? You'll handle us?! You know your predecessors had much more respect!"

"Ok, you have some skill.

Kill him."
The most devitalising and demoralizing of pleasures is the sex pleasure. Sensual enjoyment is attended
with various defects. It is attended with various sorts of sins, pains, weaknesses, attachments, slave
mentality, weak will, severe exertion and struggle, craving and mental restlessness. Worldly persons never
come to their proper senses although they get severe knocks, kicks and blows from different corners. The
strolling street dog never stops from visiting the houses even though it is pelted with stones every time.
Eminent doctors of the West say that various kinds of diseases arise from the loss of semen, particularly in
young age. There appear boils on the body, acne or eruptions on the face, blue lines around the eyes,
absence of beard, sunken eyes, pale face with anaemia, loss of memory, loss of eye-sight, shortsightedness,
discharge of semen along with urine, enlargement of the testes, pain in the testes, debility, drowsiness,
laziness, gloominess, palpitation of the heart, dyspnoea or difficulty in breathing, phthisis, pain in the
back, loins, head and joints, weak kidneys, passing urine in sleep, fickle-mindedness, lack of thinking
power, bad dreams, wet dreams and restlessness of mind. - Swami Sivananda, Practice of Brahmacharya
My advice on combating lust:
- in the morning take a run and then after that run a 3minute cold shower
- eat very lightly in the morning, eat one heavy meal in the middle of the day
- between that fruits and healthy snacks
- eat nothing after 18:00 up until next morning
- obviously completely ignore/verbally deflect all elements from the picture above
- meditate in the morning and evening
- pray
Eventually you "shield" from lust will be stronger and stronger and you would need much more
provocation to even think in that direction, unless a lvl 10 hottie sat in your lap you're good, and
eventually even then.
When our energetic cloak is full, we are impenetrable. But once there’s an opening or break in
our field, which happens early in life, we are susceptible to various forces entering our fields.
This teaching is similar to the microcosmic orbit and the macrocosmic orbit in Taoist practices.
The microcosmic orbit encompasses the torso while the macrocosmic orbit circulates through
and around the entire body.
In the commentary of the Taoist text, Hui-Ming Ching, it says,
“The shadowy monsters in the body are the dark vapors of untransformed energy … The dark vapors are
dangerous because they can dissipate life energy and harm the seed of the Buddha.”
These “shadowy monsters” are similar to what Carlos Castaneda called predators. I believe they
are akin to the archetypes or archon as well (vampires, witches, etc.)
Through the alchemical firing process described in the Hui-Ming Ching and other Taoist texts,
you can restore your life energy and original nature.
Again from the Hui-Ming Ching: “When the bright pearl emerges, the hundred monsters are
driven away.”
What Trauma Does to Our Energetic Fields
We are born complete and whole, with our energetic fields intact.
But soon after birth (in the hospital, in fact), our fields come under attack. (See the
documentary, The Business of Being Born, for a sobering look at how everything goes wrong from
the beginning, and why.)
Each trauma we endure—including being slapped by the doctor after birth and receiving negative
emotions from what sits within our parents—disrupts our energetic fields.
Once these fields are disrupted, we are “incomplete” or “infected.”
From then on, we are susceptible to vampirism from others and become emotional vampires
ourselves.
Why We Steal Light From Each Other
By “light” I mean the best qualities in each of us.
We mainly steal light from each other because we feel deficient. We intuit that we lack something
we must have.
For example, let’s say a 30-year-old man must provide for his family. To do so, he has to
compete and achieve in the often-aggressive business jungle.
If he has trauma from childhood and feels incapable of competing (because his wounded Child
part hasn’t given way to a healthy Adult in him), he will fail in his ability to provide.
So what does he do with his fear and feelings of doubt and inadequacy?
If he isn’t fully conscious of these weaknesses, he will unconsciously dump them on his wife
and/or children. They will then feel weak and inadequate.
Then, he can draw their light. Now, he will be able to make his way in the world.
Fathers often steal light from their family; as do working mothers.
Friends steal from friends frequently too. (The “pretty, popular girl” in high school usually keeps a
less attractive and less confident girlfriend close to her side. Otherwise, the pretty girl will have to
feel her inner ugliness and insecurities.)
Seven Signs of Psychic Thievery
How do you know if someone has stolen your light and energy?
Here are a few common signs:
· Chronic feeling of fatigue, especially after seeing certain individuals
· Wrestling with feelings of self-doubt and a lack of confidence
· A poor self-image (or you reject your self-image)
· Constant struggles with money (and even feeling repelled by it)
· Persistent feelings of shame and guilt
· A theme of lack runs through much of your life experience
· Frequent feelings of inadequacy and being less competent than those around you.
There are many other signs. But most of us can relate to the above experiences to varying
degrees.
If you wrestle with high levels of self-doubt while your sibling or parents are bustling with
confidence, more than likely, they stole your light (and you unknowingly allowed it to happen).
Bullying
When we are bullied, most of us become at least a little upset. Some people can become
disproportionately upset to the point of depression or suicide. Why do you suppose this is?
When a bully attacks and the victim lets the bully affect them, the bully is actually stealing light off
that person. This is why it hurts and why it becomes very personal. It is a kind of attack that feels
very 'wrong', if not downright dark to the one being victimised. It is actually a very serious
Spiritual Crime indeed to perpetrate bullying on any other soul. Whilst we are allowed to speak
up for ourself, express ourself and protect ourself, no person is allowed to attack others in order
to steal their light essence. The fact that this is so common in the world today shows the spiritual
state of humanity presently. Bullying seems to be purely an act of the ego; it does not come from
the spiritual self. To feed itself and grow stronger, the ego victimizes whomever it can, by
whatever means it can, to feel fed by others' light and satisfied. The stealing of another's light is
considered an attack.
Another type of light stealer is a passive aggressive person to some extent; they may be less
aggressive and steal less light, but they nonetheless feed by creating strife, usually behind the
victim's back.
Negativity
Another ploy the ego uses is false negativity. What I mean by this is deliberately saying untruths
in the form of negative statements to try to force another person to experience negativity in their
being. This could be a person who constantly tries to bring us down, who negates every
statement we make or tries to convince us that everything we do is wrong. Then after their work
is finished they will tell us how sorry they are for being the person to ruin our day. This form of
negativity is also bullying, for by tempting us to feel bad or wrong, they steal light in the form of
our pain and suffering which they feed off. These people should be avoided at all costs as this
practice is another form of black magic or light stealing. All the naysayer wants is to bring us
down with no thought for our life or how we are feeling.
Both methods, bullying and negativity, can occur whilst we are physically with a person or whilst
online reading their messages. It is rare for most of us to get through a single day without having
some form of light stealing directed our way. Some people are less aware of the problem,
however on some level all people are aware of this. Even a person who shoves us bodily aside
or dominates us because of their larger size is usually trying to steal energy. Some of them
experience a buzz as they physically dominate others and enjoy it, resulting in transference of
some of our spiritual light into them. It is almost impossible to walk anywhere in a crowd and not
have others try to bowl us over or force us aside so they can move past (unless you be so large
they don't try it).
Why is it Painful?
The simple reason for the feeling of pain is that light stealers generate low emotions within us
and attach cords that suck out our light and energy. A psychic cord can be attached (usually in
the solar plexus chakra) just by the mere action of their intent to harm. Enemies cord with
enemies whilst bullies cord with victims. This hurts us. We can experience any range of
debilitating emotions as a result of such cruel abuse. The good news is we can reject a bully with
outright words, thus severing the cord. When a person negates us (an evil act) we become
empowered to negate them in order to cut the cord and balance the karma.
Crabs in a bucket mentality
Crab mentality, also known as crab theory or crabs in a bucket (also barrel, basket,
or pot) mentality, is a way of thinking best described by the phrase "if I can't have it, neither can
you". The metaphor is derived from a pattern of behavior noted in crabs when they are trapped in
a bucket. While any one crab could easily escape, its efforts will be undermined by others,
ensuring the group's collective demise.
The analogy in human behavior is claimed to be that members of a group will attempt to reduce
the self-confidence of any member who achieves success beyond the others, out of envy,
resentment, spite, conspiracy, or competitive feelings, to halt their progress.
Because you're rising in energy and also healing yourself things will get electrical.
Others will try to bring you down (not everyone) and you'll be sabotaged left and right. I advocate
to play things as carefully as possible, although very likely the job you're on you might have to
leave in 6 months to a year, max.