Kingdom of The Cursed
Kingdom of The Cursed
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CONTENTS
Cover
Title Page
Copyright
Dedication
Epigraph
Sometime Before
One
Two
Three
Four
Five
Six
Seven
Eight
Nine
Ten
Eleven
Twelve
Thirteen
Fourteen
Fifteen
Sixteen
Seventeen
Eighteen
Nineteen
Twenty
Twenty-One
Twenty-Two
Twenty-Three
Twenty-Four
Twenty-Five
Twenty-Six
Twenty-Seven
Twenty-Eight
Twenty-Nine
Thirty
Thirty-One
Thirty-Two
Thirty-Three
Thirty-Four
Thirty-Five
Acknowledgments
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Once upon a cursed dawn, a king strode through his castle, his footsteps
thundering down the corridor, sending even the shadows skittering away to
avoid notice. He was in a foul mood and it was growing darker the closer he
got to her. He sensed her vengeance long before he’d entered this wing of the
castle. It swarmed like an angry mob outside the entrance to his throne room,
but he paid it little mind. The witch was a plague upon this land.
One he’d eradicate at once.
Silver-tipped wings of white flame burst from between his shoulder
blades as he flung open the double doors. They crashed against the wall,
nearly splitting the wood in half, but the intruder didn’t glance up from her
indolent position sprawled across the throne. His throne.
Refusing to look in his direction, she caressed her leg the way an attentive
lover might try with an eager partner. Her gown split up the side, revealing
smooth skin from her ankle to her hip. She drew lazy circles on her calf,
arching back as her fingers drifted higher. His presence did nothing to
dissuade her from running her hands up, along her outer thighs.
“Get out.”
The witch’s attention flicked to his. “Talking with you hasn’t worked. Nor
logic and reasoning. Now I have a rather tempting new offer for you.” Over
the thin material of her gown, she slowly skimmed the peaks of her breasts,
her gaze growing heavy as she boldly stared at him. “Take off your pants.”
He crossed his arms, his expression forbidding. Not even his maker could
bend him to his whims. And she was far from his maker.
“Get out,” he repeated. “Leave before I force you.”
“Try.” In one inhumanly graceful movement, she swung herself into a
standing position, her long silver dress gleaming like a sword carving through
the heavens. Gone was any further attempt at seduction. “Touch me, and I
will destroy all you hold dear. Your majesty.”
Her tone had turned mocking, as if he wasn’t worthy of the title or
respect.
He laughed then, the sound as menacing as the dagger now pressed
against her slender throat. She wasn’t the only one blessed with immortal
speed.
“You seem to be mistaken,” he all but growled. “There is nothing I hold
dear. I want you out of this realm before nightfall. If you’re not gone by then,
I’ll set my hellhounds loose. When they’re finished, whatever’s left will be
tossed in the Lake of Fire.”
He waited to scent her fear. Instead, she jerked forward and slashed her
throat across the blade in one brutal motion. Blood spilled over her
shimmering gown, splattered across the smooth marble floor, dirtied his
cuffs. Jaw clenched, he wiped down the dagger.
Unfazed by her new vicious necklace, she stepped away from him, her
smile more wicked than the worst of his brothers. The wound stitched itself
together.
“Are you certain about that? There isn’t anything you yearn for?” When
he didn’t respond, her annoyance flared. “Maybe the rumors are true, after
all. You have no heart in that armored chest of yours.” She circled him, her
skirts smearing a trail of blood across the once pristine floor. “Perhaps we
should carve you open, take a look.”
She eyed the unusual silver and white wings of flame at his back, her grin
turning feral. The wings were his favorite weapons and he welcomed the
fierce, white-hot heat that made his enemies flinch away in terror or fall to
their knees, weeping tears of blood.
With one quick snap of her fingers, they turned the color of ash, then
disappeared.
Panic seized him as he tried—and failed—to summon them.
“Here is a trick as nasty as the devil himself.”
Her voice was both young and old as she spoke her spell into existence.
He swore. Of course. That was why she’d spilled blood; it was an offering to
one of her ruthless goddesses.
“From this day forward, a curse will sweep through this land. You will
forget all but your hate. Love, kindness, every good thing in your world will
cease. One day that will change. When you know true happiness, I vow to
take whatever you love, too.”
He’d barely heard a word the dark-haired witch said, as he strained to
summon his wings to no avail. Whatever she’d done with them, his beloved
weapons were well and truly missing.
His vision had nearly gone red with bloodlust, but he reined in his temper
through sheer force of will. The witch would be of no use to him dead now,
especially if he ever hoped to regain what was stolen.
She clicked her tongue once, as if disappointed he didn’t release his inner
monster to fight back, and started to turn away. He didn’t bother charging
after her. When he spoke, his voice was as dark and quiet as the night.
“You’re wrong.”
She paused, tossing a glance over a delicate shoulder. “Oh?”
“The devil may be nasty, but he doesn’t perform tricks.” His smile was
temptation incarnate. “He bargains.”
For the first time the witch seemed uncertain. She’d thought herself to be
the most cunning, lethal one. She’d forgotten whose throne room she stood in
and how he’d clawed himself onto that cursed and wretched thing. He would
take immense pleasure in reminding her.
This was the kingdom of the Wicked, and he ruled them all.
“Care to strike a deal?”
ONE
Dawn fought its way into our tiny shelter. Not that I could tell for certain
what time it was. This world seemed to be stuck in a permanent state of
twilight. Maybe the swift approach of the next storm was to blame. So far
“overcast” was the preferred state of the atmosphere here. As if proving my
theory correct, wind screeched in the distance, raising the small hairs along
my arms.
There was only a slight shift in the angle of the light and the way Wrath
gruffly said, “Time to move,” that indicated it was indeed daytime. I waited
for the arrogant prince to mock what happened a few hours ago, but he gave
no indication I’d been half-naked and writhing against him, taunted with a
sinful illusion of our bodies tangling together.
Maybe it was only a dream within a dream.
That hope rallied me up from our makeshift bed. I twisted from side to
side, stretching out sore muscles. It wasn’t the worst night’s sleep I’d ever
had, but it wasn’t comfortable by any means. A warm bath, a change of
clothing, and a good meal were just what I needed.
At the thought of food, my stomach grumbled loud enough that Wrath
turned around to look, a slight crease forming between his brows. “We don’t
have much farther to travel, but, due to the terrain, it will likely take until
nightfall to arrive at our destination.”
“I’ll live.”
Wrath seemed skeptical about that but kept his troublesome mouth shut.
I stared glumly at the metal corset top and started unbuttoning the
demon’s shirt. Might as well get the miserable garment on quickly so we
could leave. While I could definitely survive without food for a while, I’d
eventually get a headache if it was too much longer.
Vittoria had been the same way. Our father used to tease us, claiming our
magic burned a constant stream of energy that needed replenishing, and how
it was a good thing we had a restaurant. Nonna would shake her head and
shoo him away before slipping us sweets.
A different kind of ache took up residence near my heart. No matter how
much I tried to shut it down, thoughts of food quickly turned to thoughts of
Sea & Vine, our family trattoria.
Which was a swift emotional punch that almost had me doubling over. I
missed my family terribly and I’d only spent one night in the underworld.
Time might move differently here, so it was possible just an hour had passed
in my world, maybe less.
I hoped Nonna managed to find a safe hiding place for everyone. Losing
my twin was devastating, my grief still powerful enough to drown me if I let
it surface above the fury for too long. If I lost anyone else… I shoved those
worries into a little trunk near my heart and focused on getting through the
day. A new thought slipped in.
“Where’s Antonio?” I watched Wrath carefully. Not that I would read
much if he chose to shield his emotions. “You never told me where you sent
him.”
“Someplace safe.”
He didn’t elaborate and it was probably best to let it be for now. We had
more important things to focus on. Like making it out of the Sin Corridor
without another prodding of my desires, and then formally introducing me to
Pride and his royal court.
There would be plenty of time in the future to speak with Antonio, the
human blade one of the demon princes had influenced to kill my twin. And
the young man I used to dream of marrying before I knew the truth of his
hatred for witches.
In my haste to get ready, I snapped a button off my borrowed shirt and
cringed at the frayed thread. Knowing how fussy my traveling companion
was about clothing, I braced myself for a lecture. I glanced up, an apology on
my lips, surprised when Wrath shook his head, cutting my words off before
I’d given voice to them.
“Keep it.” He slipped his black jacket on. I drew my brows together and
he quickly noted the suspicion I didn’t try to hide. “It’s wrinkled and ruined. I
refuse to be seen like that.”
“Your thoughtfulness is overwhelming. I might swoon.”
I inspected his jacket. The luxurious material pulled across his broad
shoulders, accentuating the taut muscles and hard lines of his chest. Of course
he would prefer to show up half-naked rather than wear a crinkled shirt in
front of any demonic subjects. I almost rolled my eyes at his vanity but
managed to keep my expression neutral.
I noticed something I hadn’t last night: he wore both amulets now. The
first licks of anger bubbled up, but I shoved the feelings down. I’d had
enough testing for one day.
He fastened the button above his trousers, leaving an unobstructed visual
of his sculpted torso and the barest hint of the leather holster. The demon-
forged blade was not his finest weapon—one look at him and anyone would
hesitate to raise a hand.
Wrath’s eyes glinted with rakish pleasure when he saw what had caught
my attention. “Would you like me to unbutton it again? Or would you prefer
to do that?”
“Get over yourself. I was thinking about how conceited you are, not
lusting over you.”
“You wished to get under me last night. In fact, you were quite insistent.”
I notched my chin up. He could sense a lie, so I didn’t bother with them.
“Lust does not require liking or even loving someone. It’s a physical reaction,
nothing more.”
“I was under the impression you weren’t interested in kissing someone
you hate,” he said coolly. “Am I to believe you’d be all right bedding them
now?”
“Who knows? Maybe it’s this realm and its wicked machinations.”
“Lie.”
“Fine. Maybe I was lonely and scared and you offered a distraction.”
I tucked the shirt into my skirts. It was much warmer, and I was excited to
leave the metal top behind. I bent to retrieve my serpent belt and fastened it
around my waist.
Wrath tracked each of my movements, his golden eyes assessing. Oddly
enough, he seemed genuinely intrigued about my answer.
“Why do you care, anyway?” I asked. “It’s not as if you will be sharing
my bed.”
“I’m wondering what changed.”
“We’re in the underworld, for one.” His eyes narrowed, detecting even the
smallest untruth. Interesting. “Let me clear up any confusion. You’re very
enjoyable to look at. And on some occasions where logic fails I may desire
you, but I’ll never love you. Enjoy last night’s illusion—a fantasy is all it was
and all it will ever be.”
He gave me a mocking smile as he replaced his crown. “We’ll see about
that.”
“It would be so tempting to place a wager, but I refuse to sink to your
level.”
His gaze smoldered, reminding me of a banked fire on the verge of
igniting again. “Oh, I believe you’d enjoy every second of descending to my
level. Every slip and plunge of your fall will make your pulse pound and your
knees quake. Care to know why?”
“Not at all.”
An annoying half-smile ghosted across his face. He leaned in close, his
voice dropping impossibly low. “Love and hate are both rooted in passion.”
His lips whispered across my jaw as he slowly brought them to my ear. My
breath caught from his nearness, his heat. He drew back enough to meet my
gaze, his attention falling to my mouth. For a moment, I thought he was
going to tip my face up to his, run his tongue over the seam of my lips and
taste my lies. “Strange how that line becomes blurred over time.”
My traitorous lips parted on a sigh. Before I registered he’d even moved,
he swept out of our little shelter. A shiver slid down my spine. It wasn’t the
cold that unsettled me; it was the determination that flashed in his eyes. As if
I’d declared war and he refused to walk away from the lure of battle. It
wasn’t clear if he was referring to me never loving him, or never bedding
him, but provoking the general of war meant trouble either way.
As I pulled my cloak on, I recalled Nonna’s warnings about the Wicked—
how once someone caught a demon prince’s attention he’d stop at nothing to
claim them.
The way Wrath had looked at me made me think those stories were true.
And despite his earlier proclamation about me being the last creature in all
the realms he would want, and the fact I was now promised to his brother,
something undeniably had just changed.
Goddess help us both.
Morning kicked and screamed its way toward noon as if it were a spoiled
child throwing a tantrum. Snow squalls appeared, fierce and howling, and left
as quickly as they’d arrived. When I thought the weather had finally turned
moderate, ice pelted us.
Frozen strands of dark hair stuck to my face, and my cloak suctioned to
my body like a second skin. I was cold and miserable in ways I’d never
experienced at home on my warm island. Various body parts either burned or
stung from the ice, and I’d long since lost sensation in my feet. I hoped I
wouldn’t lose a toe or three to frostbite.
Whenever I felt the first tinges of hopelessness creeping in, I gritted my
teeth and pushed on, head down, as the gusting wind continued to snap at me.
I refused to succumb to the elements this early on in my mission. My sister
would never give up on me.
It would take far worse than ice to stop me now.
Perhaps this corridor did more than simply test for sins; perhaps battling
such vicious elements was a test of grit. Of determination. And uncovering
how far one was willing to go for the ones they loved. Both the demons and
this realm would discover that answer soon enough.
Wrath either enacted a glamour, or the elements didn’t dare to mess with
his princely self. His hair was unaffected, and his clothing remained dry. If
his cavalier attitude regarding the journey didn’t annoy me enough already,
the way the weather bent to his will was enough to irk me into an early grave.
It was wholly unfair that he should look so damnably good while I looked
similar to a sodden wreck that washed ashore after several long, hard months
at sea.
The few times it wasn’t snowing or hailing or some terrible combination
of the two, a thick, chilly mist hung over us like an omen from a nasty winter
god. I was starting to think there was a higher power out there who enjoyed
toying with travelers.
Time stretched on and on, though the sun never quite made an
appearance. There were only various shades of gray tinging the sky. Wrath
and I barely spoke after our morning conversation, and I was perfectly fine
with that. Soon enough I’d be at House Pride.
After what I estimated to be another hour or two into our journey, I began
trembling uncontrollably. The more I tried forcing my muscles to still, the
more they rebelled.
Nonna always told us to find the positive in any situation, and now that I
was so emotionally and physically drained by the frosty elements, I was
spared from being tested by the Sin Corridor.
My shivers quickly grew loud enough to draw Wrath’s attention. He ran a
calculating gaze over me, mouth tightening, and walked faster. He barked at
me to keep moving. To hurry up. To lift my feet. Higher, faster, move, go,
now. He was the mighty general of war and I could easily imagine how much
his soldiers hated him for the drills he ran them through.
When painful pins and needles started pricking my body all over, I
distracted myself with a new game. Perhaps it was the Sin Corridor
encouraging me, but I envisioned all the ways Wrath could slip over a cliff
and splatter himself on craggy rocks. I saw it all so clearly…
… I’d race after him, pulse pounding as I followed the broken branches
and destruction left in his wake, his big body crashing violently into
everything on its way down. Once I caught up to him, I’d drop to my knees,
frantically searching for a pulse. Then I’d swirl my fingers through his warm
blood, drawing little hearts and stars in the gore.
He glanced over his shoulder, brows tugged close. “What are you
smirking at?”
“I’m fantasizing about painting the world with your blood.”
“Explains the overly indulgent look.” The twisted heathen grinned and the
Sin Corridor swiftly ceased pushing me from gluttony to wrath. Before I
unleashed myself, he said, casually, “Have I ever told you your anger is like
my own personal aphrodisiac?”
No, he had not. But of course the demon ruling over war would be
aroused by conflict. I inhaled deeply, attempting to cool my temper and the
wrath I was still being prodded toward. “If you wish to keep your favorite
appendage intact, I suggest not speaking.”
“Once you finish thinking about my impressive appendage, I suggest
moving faster. We’ve got a long way to travel. And you look half-dead as it
stands.”
“Your talent for making a woman swoon is second only to your charm,
Prince Wrath.”
His nostrils flared and I did an abysmal job keeping the amusement from
my face. Which only made his scowl deepen. Wrath didn’t taunt me again for
another few hours, but it wasn’t from brooding. He was driven, tense. I had a
strong suspicion he was more worried than he let on. I did my best to keep up
with him, concentrating on the end goal instead of the miserable present. We
worked our way down the treacherous pass, time moving in excruciatingly
slower increments. I started slipping more, catching myself right before I
tumbled over the edge.
Wrath glared at me, rallying my anger enough to press on if only to spite
him. I wasn’t sure how long it took for me to notice, but awareness tingled at
the back of my muddled senses. Wrath had scouted a good distance ahead,
ensuring the terrain was passable, when I’d felt the slight prickle of unease
turn into a steady prodding I could no longer ignore.
I stopped walking, and the sound of snow crunching continued for a good
half-beat after before falling eerily quiet. I slowly swept my gaze around.
Evergreens lined this part of the pass, the branches weighted and bowed from
thick snow, making it impossible to see past them into the darker section of
woods. Overtaxed tree limbs creaked and groaned. More snow crunched.
I exhaled, my breath mingling with the mist. The haunted atmosphere was
caused by the sound of broken branches falling. I turned back around and
froze.
A giant, three-headed doglike creature gazed at me, heads tilted, and three
sets of ears perked. Its fur was as white as the falling snow and its eyes were
glacier blue. Those strange eyes stared into mine, its pupils dilating then
contracting.
I didn’t so much as breathe too deeply for fear of inciting an attack. Its
fangs were twice the size of dinner knives, and they appeared just as sharp.
The creature snuffed the air, its wet nose nearly touching my throat as it
brought its middle head near.
I swallowed a scream as it took a step closer, those icy eyes lighting
with…
Before I could cry out for help, each set of its jaws snapped open and shut
as if it wanted to bite me, but changed its mind, much to its shock and mine.
It shook its heads, eyes glazed, and stepped away. A predator acknowledging
a larger threat. I fell into the embankment and stared, dumbstruck as it slunk
backward into the woods, its gaze never leaving mine as it softly snarled.
I didn’t breathe again until it disappeared from sight. So much for making
a fearless impression on the underworld. “Blood and bones. What was that?”
“If you’re finished playing with the puppy, I’d like to continue our
journey.”
“Puppy?”
I swiveled my head in the demon’s direction. Wrath stood a few paces
away, his powerful arms crossed and an annoying smirk on his face. No
assistance, no offer of help. Only mockery at a situation that could have
turned ugly very rapidly. Typical demon.
“That was the size of a small horse!”
“Refrain from saddling it up like one. Unlike my brothers, they don’t
enjoy being ridden.”
“Hilarious.” I pushed myself to my feet and swiped at the snow on my
cloak. As if I wasn’t cold and wet enough before. “I could have been mauled
to death.”
“There are a number of solitary lesser demons who call the woods and
outlying lands home. Hellhounds are the least of your concern. If you’re
finished with the dramatics, let’s move. We’ve wasted enough time.”
Of course the demon would call a three-headed hellhound a puppy and
say I was being dramatic over the encounter. I trudged past him, muttering
every obscenity I could recall. His dark chuckle set my feet moving faster,
lest the Sin Corridor get any more wicked ideas.
We traveled on, thankfully with no more wildlife encounters. Our biggest
challenge was the relentless storm. I silently vowed I’d never fantasize about
snow being romantic again.
When I thought our blustery misery was coming to an end, another
towering mountain appeared from the mist. I had to lean all the way back and
still couldn’t see over the top of it.
I bit back a small whimper. There was no chance I could drag my frozen
body up and over that behemoth. My head felt strange, a combination of
dizziness and exhaustion. Or vertigo. I considered plopping down right there.
Maybe a few minutes of rest would help.
Wrath strode ahead, leaving me where I stood contemplating my near-
certain demise. Just like when he’d held a hand to the gates of Hell, he placed
his palm against the rock face. Gold light shimmered as he quietly
commanded the mountain to do his bidding.
Or maybe he was whispering a threat to a Hell god that owed him a favor.
I was too far away to hear him and I snickered at the thought of his
potential demands. I full-out laughed when a section of mountain slid back
like his own personal door. Of course. A mountain obeyed his every wish.
Why wouldn’t it?
Too bad he didn’t order the storm to heel like he should have done with
the hellhound earlier. It probably would have tucked its tail between its legs
and raced in the opposite direction.
For some reason, the imagery had me doubling over, laughing so hard
tears streamed down my face. A second later, I forgot what was so funny.
Snow fell in heavier flakes. My pulse slowed, my heart clenched. It felt like I
was dying. Or traveling to an isle of—
Wrath was before me in an instant, his strong hands wrapping around my
upper arms. I didn’t realize I’d been swaying on my feet until he’d steadied
me. Even with his assistance, everything kept spinning wildly and I squeezed
my eyes shut, which only made it worse.
I opened them again, and tried to focus on one point to ease the sensation.
Wrath’s stern face swam into view.
He looked me over, frowning. If I had the ability to do so, I would have
rolled my eyes at his critical assessment of whatever he found lacking. Not
everyone was blessed to look like some deviously handsome deity while
traipsing through Hell. His lips twitched.
I must have said that last part out loud.
“Perhaps I should carry you the rest of the way. If you’re commenting on
my godlike looks, you must be tremendously ill.”
“No. Absolutely not.”
I staggered toward the opening he’d made in the mountain, desperate to
get out of the snow. I accomplished two steps into the dark tunnel before my
legs were swept out from under me and a warm, muscular arm banded across
my shoulders, holding me in place.
I squirmed, humiliated to be carried like a rag doll or child. Wrath was
unfazed by my attempts to get free. As the soon-to-be Queen of the Wicked,
this was not the first impression I wanted to make. Half-delirious, half-
frozen, and wholly reliant on a demon.
Wrath had once said power was everything here, and, even through my
delirium, I knew relinquishing mine for a moment would mark me as an easy
target.
“Put. Me. Down.”
“I will.”
My head rolled back, landing in the nook between his shoulder and neck.
He was deliciously warm. “I meant now.”
“I’m well aware of that.”
The world swayed with each of his steps, grew darker. It was suddenly an
effort to stay awake. My skin felt oddly tight. Everything was too cold. Sleep
would make all of that go away. And then I could dream. Of my sister. Of my
life before I’d ever summoned a demon. And of the time I’d foolishly
believed love and hate were nowhere close to being the same emotion.
“I hate you.” My words came out slower than they should have. “I hate
you in the darkest of ways.”
“I’m well aware of that, too.”
“My future husband cannot see me like this.”
I felt more than saw him smile. “Knowing you, I’m sure he’ll see much
worse.”
“Grazie.” Jerk. I nestled against his warmth and sighed, undermining my
own demands to be set down. I’d only rest for a minute. “Do you think I’ll
like him?”
Wrath’s steps never faltered, but he held me a little tighter. “Time will
tell.”
I dozed off and jerked awake what I hoped was only a moment or two
later. Between the darkness of the tunnel and his steady, rhythmic stride, it
was difficult to stay alert. Nonsensical thoughts and memories crowded into
my head and spilled from my lips. “You said you wouldn’t.”
“Wouldn’t what?”
The rumble of his voice vibrated in my chest. It was oddly comforting. I
pressed my cheek against his heart, listening to it beat faster. Or maybe that
was wishful thinking. His bare skin blazed against mine. Almost painfully so.
“Take care of me. You said you wouldn’t…”
He didn’t respond. Not that I expected him to. He was not soft or kind. He
was hard and rough and fueled by rage and fire. He understood battle and war
and strategy. Friendship wasn’t any of those things. Especially one involving
a witch. I was a mission to him, a promise he’d made to his brother, nothing
more. That I understood, even if it stung deep down. I had my own goals, my
own agenda. And I wouldn’t hesitate to destroy anyone who interfered with
my plans.
Even him.
Sleep finally wrestled me into its embrace and I relaxed against Wrath’s
body. Maybe he’d surprise me by sneaking us into House Pride through a
secret entrance to avoid any nosy demons. I could only hope he’d grant me
some mercy.
From somewhere far away, I could have sworn he whispered, “I lied.”
FOUR
“Is she dead?” It took a minute to place, but I recognized the voice. Anir.
Wrath’s human second in command. The demon responded with an obscenity
that sounded an awful lot like Of course not, you fucking idiot. “Can you
blame me? She looks plenty dead. Maybe you should let fate run its course.
No one will blame you if her heart stops. Not even—”
“Careful. I don’t recall asking your opinion.”
Calloused fingers poked at my throat, grabbed my wrist. I struggled to sit
up but was strapped to something rock hard and unmoving. “Your majesty,
we should alert the matron. I don’t think this is—”
“Get a mug of warm water and blankets. Now.”
My skin felt like someone had tossed me into a fire and held me there.
Drinking something warm or putting on a blanket was the last thing I wanted
to do. I thrashed in my chains and one of them broke free and smoothed my
hair back. Arms, not chains. Wrath still held me against his body. I tried to
open my eyes but couldn’t. He took a few steps and placed me carefully on a
mattress. At least I hoped that’s what it was.
Which meant… my heart thundered. We must be at the devil’s castle now.
Panic had me clawing at his arms as he tried to pull away. Despite my earlier
bravado, I did not want to be alone with the king of demons. At least not like
this. “N-no… no…”
“Don’t move too much, or your heart might stop.”
I sucked in a sharp, ragged breath. “Y-your bedside m-manner—”
“Is abominable? There’s a reason I’m not a healer. Complain later.
You’ve got a mild case of hypothermia.” He gently disentangled himself
from my death grip and drew back. I could have sworn he brushed his lips
across my burning forehead before his weight fully lifted from the bed. When
he spoke, his tone was hard enough to make me question if the kiss had been
real. “Lay still.”
Fabric ripped. My eyes flew open as shock rippled through me. Wrath
leaned over my body, tearing my frozen clothing down the center like it was
no more substantial than a piece of parchment. Skirts, shirts, belt. A few more
tugs and cool air blew across my scorched skin.
I almost groaned with pleasure as he pulled my damp clothes out from
under me and tossed them away. I didn’t even care that I was naked in front
of the demon. Again.
I wanted to claw my flesh off and submerge my body in a tub of ice.
Which was odd considering I’d been freezing not long ago. My eyes drifted
shut and no matter how hard I fought, I couldn’t reopen them. Odd images
played across my mind. Memories blurred and broken flitted through a thick
mist, a possible result of a dying brain. Or maybe it was visions of a future
I’d never know, taunting me. Statues and flowers. Fire. Hearts in jars, a wall
of skulls.
Nothing made sense.
“Emilia… stay with me.”
Wrath picked up my hand and gently massaged warmth into each of my
fingers. If he was trying to keep me awake, it wasn’t working. A drowsy
peace fell over me, and I relaxed under his touch, the memories and strange
images fading. He moved his careful ministrations from my fingers to my
wrist then slowly up my arm to my elbow, before tending to my other hand.
Once he finished rubbing life back into my fingers, he shifted lower on
the bed. He lifted my leg at the ankle with one hand, and used the other to
work the feeling into my toes much the same way he had with my fingers.
The pads of his thumbs slipped to the arch of my foot, and I softly groaned as
he used just the right amount of pressure to heal the ache there.
Someone rapped at the door and Wrath ordered them to leave everything
outside. Footsteps thundered across the room, a door swung open and
slammed shut, then he was back, gently covering my body with the softest
fabric I’d ever felt.
I choked on a scream. It felt as if he’d poured kerosene over me and lit a
match. I kicked the blanket off and earned a frustrated growl from the demon.
“Stop.” He pressed me down and folded me into the blanket again. A
heaviness settled beside me a breath later. Two large arms wound around my
body, tugging me closer, his chin resting on my head. He looped a leg over
my hip, securing our connection.
He felt like fire. And I was already burning. I tried to roll out from under
him, aiming for the ground. I wanted to crawl under the floorboards and bury
myself in the earth like an animal deep in hibernation. Wrath’s grip never
faltered; I was trapped against his body. And, with his supernatural strength,
no amount of struggling would break his grasp if he chose to hold on.
Survival kicked in—I became a feral cat clawing at the one trying to cage me.
Wrath’s arms were twin bands of steel.
“Get off me.”
“No.”
“Didn’t your maker teach you proper ways of treating women?”
“Live through the night and I’ll respect your wishes then,” he snapped.
“You don’t understand…” I was mad with fury and wild with the need to
move. His arms tightened around me, but never painfully so. “I need to be in
the earth. I have to go below ground now.”
“That’s a common symptom of hypothermia. The feeling will pass when
you’re stable again.” He slid an arm behind my shoulders and angled me up.
“Sip this. Now.”
His tone indicated that he’d pinch my nose and force it down my throat if
I didn’t listen. Coddling nursemaid he was not. I took a tentative sip of warm
liquid and held in a scream. Everything was too hot. Wrath lowered me back
onto a pillow and slowly pulled another blanket on me. It was featherlight but
hurt tremendously. Pain intensified until it was all I knew.
I clamped my teeth together, trying to force the chattering to stop.
Blessedly, mere moments after drinking the liquid, I drifted in and out of
various degrees of consciousness. I wondered what he’d put in the drink to
make me drowsy but couldn’t muster enough energy to feel threatened. If he
wanted me dead, he would have let nature handle that deed.
Movement drew me out of my fevered battle with lucidity sometime later.
I forgot where I was. Who I was with. Warm light gilded a large silhouette.
I squinted, wondering who had sent an angel. Then I remembered. If the
heavenly being staring down at me had ever been an angel, he was something
other now. Something to be feared and avoided. Something that made hearts
pound and knees quake.
He was as forbidden as the fruit offered to Eve, but somehow even more
tempting.
In a dreamlike state, I watched Wrath perform the most peculiar tasks.
Refilling a mug of warm liquid. Helping me sip it until a honeyed heat slowly
spread through me. Peaceful and calming, a direct contrast from the inferno
I’d felt earlier. He fussed with more blankets. Stoked wood in a massive
fireplace across from a bed made of midnight. The sheets were the white and
silver of shooting stars. They were strangely familiar, though I’d never seen
them.
At one point I rolled over to face him and stared at a sheen of sweat
glistening on his bare skin. Sometime during the night he’d removed the two
amulets. He was tucked into the blankets, too, arms wrapped around me in a
comfortable embrace, his body heat fueling mine. He was extraordinary. And
it had nothing to do with his physical appearance.
I dragged my attention up to his eyes. Black flecks dotted his gold irises
like tiny stars circling his pupils. He watched me inspect his features, his
focus scanning my face in the same intent way. I wondered what he saw
when he looked at me, how he felt.
“Sometimes,” my voice came out scratchy and soft, “sometimes I think I
want to be your friend. Despite the past. Maybe aligning ourselves, our
separate Houses, is something to consider.”
His jaw tightened, as if the mere idea of friendship or an alliance was
appalling. “Rest.”
Fire now blazed in the room and my lids closed as if he’d commanded
them to obey. The world grew foggy. “Wrath…” I wanted to say “thank you”
but my words were stolen by sleep.
He spoke in whispers and hushed tones. Smoothed hair from my face with
his big, tattooed hand. It felt like he was sharing a secret—something vital.
Important in a way that would forever change my reality. I burrowed closer,
straining to listen. His voice rumbled through me like a distant storm, trying
to shake something awake before it went slumbering again.
I couldn’t retain anything and drifted off once more.
The next time I awoke, Wrath’s side of the bed was empty. Without his
massive body, and constant glowering or not-so-gentle fussing, the room felt
too big.
A room.
I sucked in a sharp breath, instantly alert. The worst of my delirium was
gone, and reality felt like a mountain crashing down on me. Wrath had taken
me to… I wasn’t sure. I didn’t get a good look at where I was yesterday. I
wiped the remnants of sleep from my eyes and stared up at a smattering of
constellations. They were wholly unexpected.
I blinked at them—the ceiling had been painted to look like a sky full of
stars. Though that wasn’t quite right, either. On closer inspection, the
constellations were actually tiny lights glowing softly in a ceiling painted a
bruised shade of dark blue.
I swept my attention around the chamber. It was enormous. Elegant.
The walls were a pure snowy white with panels of decorative molding and
trim, and the massive fireplace across from the bed was edged in silver that
reflected the flames in its shiny surface. A giant, ornate mirror hung above it.
Silver sconces sat to either side of the mantel. Another identical set was on
the wall behind the bed. I was surprised to see silver and not Wrath’s
signature gold, though I had a suspicion the metal was actually white gold.
A dark blue rug exactly matched the hue of the ceiling, and the bed
seemed to be carved from the same gemstone that surrounded the gates of
Hell. Layered on top of the dark carpet was a yellow rug woven through with
gold thread.
All of the fabrics looked soft, luxurious, and smelled faintly of crisp
winter air and musk.
On the far side of the room, a set of glass chairs and a matching table were
tastefully placed in a nook. If not for their edges glinting in the blazing fire,
my attention might have skipped over them entirely. Next to the fireplace an
enormous armoire made from dark wood stood tall and imposing. Little
flowers and stars and snakes were carved into its doors. Crescent moons
formed the handles. They reminded me of an incomplete triple goddess
symbol. Beside the wardrobe was a door that either led to another chamber or
a corridor.
This was a far cry from the abandoned palace Wrath had commandeered
in my city.
I twisted around. On my left another door led to a bathing room, if the
splashes of water were any indication. A large canvas painting hung beside it.
The frame was silver, as ornate as the mirror above the fireplace, and must
have cost a small fortune.
The painting itself looked like an enchanted forest taken straight from the
pages of a fairy tale. Deep green and rich brown oils brought the landscape to
life. Flowers in a riot of dark colors dotted the foreground. Vines of ivy
wound around massive tree trunks.
Fruit trees offered ripe treats from apples to fat pomegranates bursting
with seeds, to various citruses. Mist floated above soil near the center, and
frost coated the petals of the flowers on the right. The artist’s palette was
dark, yet muted. The scene alive, yet frozen. Summer inhabited one side and
it was ice-kissed with winter on the other.
It was a seasonal garden unlike any I’d ever seen in real life. I had a
sudden urge to find the artist who painted it at once, curious about the
inspiration behind such a unique piece. If it was based on a real location, I
wanted to visit it. But first…
I glanced down at myself. The only clothes I had had been ripped from
my body in Wrath’s frenzied attempt to get me warm, and discarded the
goddess knew where. I sighed and yanked the sheets up, attempting to tie
them into a makeshift dress.
Someone cleared their throat.
The uptick in my pulse indicated who it was before I brought my focus up
to his. My heart rate spiked impossibly higher the moment our gazes
connected and locked.
Wrath leaned against the doorframe, dark hair tousled and damp, new suit
pressed to perfection, his expression bordering on contemplative. He scanned
me slowly, his gaze sharp and clinical in its assessment. An ebony robe
embroidered with wildflowers dangled from his fingertips. “You’re awake.”
“You’re observant.”
“Play nice. I’m the one with your robe.”
My attention slid to the clothing in question. I was at a clear disadvantage,
one I intended to remedy at once. “Where are we?”
“A bedchamber, from the looks of it.”
Interminable ass. “Yours?”
He shook his head, not elaborating further. I silently counted to ten. Wrath
waited, one side of his mouth tipped up, as if irking me was his most
treasured diversion.
If he desired an argument, I was more than happy to oblige. Until I
recalled what he’d said about anger being an aphrodisiac and bit my tongue.
“Are we at Pride’s royal House?”
“No. This is House Wrath.”
“The contract…”
“Do you want to go there?” His tone was carefully neutral.
Something about the question felt like a trap, and I did not wish to find
myself in any demon’s snare so soon, if ever. I swallowed hard. “I made a
blood vow.”
“That doesn’t answer my question.”
As if he answered all of mine. I took a page from his book of secrets and
lobbed a question back at him. “What does it matter? I signed it. It’s done.”
“Do you want to go there?” he repeated. Of course I did not want to go
there or stay here, for that matter. I wanted to do what I came here to do and
go home. The faster, the better. I pressed my lips together, unwilling to
answer aloud, and forced myself to think of something pleasant. He sensed
emotions and lies. And I had a theory I needed to test. His eyes narrowed as
he scanned my face, searching for the truth hidden in it. “Is that a yes?”
I nodded.
A rare bout of emotion flashed in his face, but he recovered quickly and
crossed the room in a few long strides. If I hadn’t been studying him, I would
have missed the lightning-fast reaction. Now rage flickered in his eyes. A
mask to cover his hurt.
“Don’t worry. When my brother rouses himself from the near-constant
parties and debauchery, and when his cursed pride finally surrenders enough
to allow me entry into his hateful domain, I’ll hold up my end of the
bargain.”
I was fairly confident each of their domains were hateful in their own way
but didn’t bother pointing that out. “We need to be invited?”
“Unless you’d like to start a feud between our Houses, yes.”
I mentally filed away the information. Feuding princes would certainly
create a diversion from more seemingly innocuous pursuits, such as gossip.
“If you enter his territory without his consent, it’s taken as a threat? Even if
you’re doing his bidding?” Wrath nodded. “That makes little sense. Is it
because he’s the king and wants to remind you of your place?”
“Royal posturing is a favorite pastime here for some.”
Which didn’t exactly answer my questions. Prince Wrath, one of the
Feared and Mighty Seven, General of War, and Master of Avoidance. A
devious idea sprang to mind. I schooled my features into bland interest and
locked my smile away. Wrath had plenty of masks in his arsenal. It was time
to add some to my collection.
“As his bride, what if I decide to go to him alone? Am I not technically
part of House Pride? If so, I don’t see how that rule should apply to me.
Unless he’s still dedicated to his first wife, which cannot be true if he’s as
debauched as you claim. I’m sure he’d welcome me into our marital bed.”
I doubted Wrath realized it, but the room chilled a fraction. I’d struck a
nerve.
“Pride will gladly welcome you and anyone else he’s fascinated by into
his bed. All at once if he desires to do so, and if you permit it the nights
you’re with him. Though I suggest pretending he is the supreme lover, else
you’ll injure his namesake sin and find yourself alone.”
I was so stunned, I forgot the seeds of discord I’d been trying to plant.
“You cannot be serious. Pride would desire another in our bed? With me? I
don’t understand.”
Wrath hesitated a minute. “On occasion, my brother enjoys multiple
lovers.”
“At the same time?” I felt my face flame as he slowly nodded.
“Sex isn’t viewed as shameful or sinful here, Emilia. Attraction and desire
are part of the natural order of life. Mortals put restrictions on such things.
Princes of Hell do not.”
“But Lust… his influence. It’s considered a sin, even here.”
“My brother mostly toyed with your happiness, things that bring all
manner of pleasure and joy, not just carnal urges. Being tested or prompted
toward one particular emotion usually means it’s something this realm senses
you struggle with.” He canted his head. “If you are interested in sex but fear
passion or intimacy, you may experience a higher rate of sexual desire until
you work through your personal issues regarding it. Which one intimidates
you?”
I swallowed hard, uncomfortable with the topic of pleasure while I was
alone with Wrath, and naked beneath my silken sheets. “Neither. And it’s
hardly your concern. Discussing what I may or may not do with my husband
is inappropriate. Especially with you.”
Wrath tossed the robe next to me on the mattress, his expression cold.
“You’re welcome for keeping you alive. By my count that’s twice. And not a
lick of gratitude for either.”
His tone made my blood boil. I wondered if he knew his magic was
leaking out, affecting me so potently. Maybe being inside his House of Sin
exacerbated my fury, along with the realization that I was woefully
inexperienced in certain areas. I hadn’t thought about bedding Pride, or
considered any other wifely duties I might be required to complete. I felt
trapped. My bubbling anger needed an outlet, and Wrath seemed game.
“Do you always require profuse thanks for doing the decent thing? I’m
starting to think your sin is actually pride, not wrath. Your ego’s definitely
fragile enough. Maybe I should grovel at your feet or throw a parade in your
honor. Will that satisfy you?”
“Careful, witch.”
“Or what? You’ll sell my soul to the highest bidder?” I scoffed. “Too late.
Let’s not forget if it wasn’t for you and your deception, I wouldn’t even be
here, nearly freezing to death, or having to worry about bedding your brother
and whoever else he invites between our sheets!”
“You chose House Pride.”
“Why are you even still here? I thought you’d leave the second you
gained your freedom. Have you not tormented me enough? Or is your duty
not completely fulfilled until my marriage is consummated? If that’s what
you’re waiting for, I’m sure Pride will invite you into the room to bear
witness, ensuring I lay back and take it like a good little queen.”
If hatred could be captured with one look, he’d mastered it. “There are
clothes for you in the wardrobe. Wear whatever you like. Do whatever you
like. Go wherever you like in this castle. If you decide to leave House Wrath,
good luck. I’ll return when Pride sends a summons. Until then, good evening,
my lady.”
He stormed out of the room, his footsteps echoing into another chamber
before a door opened and shut and I heard him thunder down the hall. I blew
out a frustrated breath.
That demon stoked my anger like no other.
Miserable beast. How dare he demand truth when he didn’t offer any in
return. I waited for my pulse to calm itself. I was thankful for everything he’d
done last night. And if he’d given me an opportunity, I would have told him
his efforts were appreciated. He didn’t need to rub the arches of my feet. That
had nothing to do with frostbite and everything to do with tenderness.
“Goddess curse us both.” I sighed. I hadn’t meant to get so furious or to
snap about the cave, but the feelings had been festering. Best to lance that
wound and be done with it.
Despite the tense escalation of our argument, my little experiment was a
partial success; Wrath could only detect a lie for certain when I spoke. It was
a trick to add to my mental journal.
I glanced at the door and considered chasing him to wring his neck or kiss
him senseless but shut those urges down. To find out what really happened to
Vittoria, I’d have to disentangle myself from him eventually. And I might as
well start now. I didn’t know all of the rules and etiquette of the demon
realm, but at least I now knew the princes didn’t infringe on one another’s
royal domain. Once I left for House Pride, Wrath and I would not see each
other again. At least not for a while.
My lady.
What nonsense that was.
My attention settled on the robe and a strange feeling had my heart racing.
I didn’t notice while the demon held it across the room, but the flowers
embroidered on it matched our tattoos.
The pale lavender ink symbolized a betrothal I’d accidentally forced
between us when I’d first summoned him. He knew within moments what I’d
done and hadn’t bothered telling me the truth. I’d found out weeks later from
Anir, the night we’d stumbled across another murdered witch in an alleyway.
Wrath swore he was going to tell me, that he’d been waiting until our trust
was built to reveal our impending marriage, but I doubted it.
Everything he did was calculated. Every move, strategic. There were
games he was still playing and secret agendas he had that I hadn’t begun to
figure out yet. Maybe they related to my sister’s murder, and maybe they
didn’t. No matter how tightly he guarded his secrets, one way or another I’d
find out what he was truly after. If I’d learned anything about him at all, it
was the endless lengths he’d travel to get what he desired.
I looked down at my inked arm. I’d thought the matching tattoos would
vanish when I’d cast a spell of un-making to end the betrothal that same
night. They didn’t.
Despite the broken magic, they kept growing like seeds that had been
planted and tended. Bits of each of us fed the design: his serpents, my
flowers, the twin crescent moons within a ring of stars. They were a constant
reminder of my inexperience and his lies of omission.
I traced the delicate stems and petals replicated on the robe, the fabric
silky and cool. It was so beautiful, the exact thing I’d choose for myself if
given enough resources to have such a fine garment made. He knew that.
Knew me.
Maybe more than I gave him credit for. And yet, he still remained a
mystery to me.
I gathered up the robe, swung myself out of bed, and stood naked before
the crackling fire. Hours ago I was near death, my skin burning from ice, not
fire. He’d stayed the whole night, cradling me against his body. A body that
was not ice-cold as Nonna used to claim in her stories of the Wicked. He
could have summoned a royal healer to do the task.
He also could have let me die like Anir suggested. But he didn’t.
I held the fabric to my face, breathed in Wrath’s lingering scent, then
tossed it straight into the flames.
FIVE
“Angelus mortis lives,” the skull crooned the moment I got within inches
of it, its voice eerily similar to my twin’s. Fine hairs rose along my arms. It
was as if Vittoria crossed the barrier between life and death to send a
message, except it was slightly off, wrong. “Fury. Almost free. Maiden,
Mother, Crone. Past, present, future, find.”
“Vittoria?” The fleshless jaws went slack, and whatever dark magic had
fueled the skull vanished. I swallowed hard, unable to take my eyes off the
cursed messenger. “Goddess above.”
How someone had snuck an enchanted skull in without Anir or me
noticing was almost as troubling as the magic used to power it. I’d never
heard of a spell that commanded the bones of the dead. Sure, there was
necromancy, but that’s not what powered the skull. This wasn’t even il
Proibito. This was something other, something more terrifying than the
Forbidden.
I left the skull where it was, plopped onto the glass chair, and took a
healthy sip of wine, my mind racing. I thought about Nonna’s lessons on dark
magic, specifically spells using objects touched by death—how both should
be avoided at all costs. Never, not once, did she ever tell us a story about a
witch who could manipulate life into something long dead. If that was even
what happened. It had to be demon magic. Which meant the sender was
likely a prince of Hell.
The question was which one and why.
I replayed the message in my mind. The angel of death lives. Fury. Almost
free. Maiden, Mother, Crone. Past, present, future, find.
To simplify, and to keep from panicking over the macabre messenger, I
decided to pick it apart line by line, starting with the angel of death.
Claudia, my best friend and a witch whose family openly practiced the
dark arts, used a black mirror and human bones in her last scrying session,
and her mind had been taunted with the voices of the dead. She’d also
mentioned something about the angel of death.
I did not believe in coincidences.
I got up and paced around the room, struggling to recall more from
Claudia’s scrying. That night was filled with terror, and the details were
fuzzy. I’d found her on her knees in the courtyard outside the monastery, her
nails broken to the quick, as she recited nonsensical messages from the
cursed and the damned. She told me to run, but there was no way I’d leave
her with the superstitious holy brotherhood. She’d said something about a
cunning thief stealing the stars and drinking them dry. That he was coming
and going.
That it should have been impossible…
I knew at least four demon princes who were roaming Sicily at that time.
Wrath, Envy, Greed, and Lust. One of them had to be the angel of death.
Maybe not in the literal sense, but it could certainly be a nickname. I stopped
dead in my tracks, heart pounding.
Only one demon fit that description. I’d even called him Samael one night
—the angel of death and prince of Rome—thinking it a clever description of
him. He’d given me a bemused look, right before he’d warned me to never
call him that again. Wrath.
He didn’t hide the fact that he was the general of war. He excelled in
violence. If he was Death, maybe he hadn’t been chosen to solve the murders;
perhaps he was furious someone sullied his title and involved him without the
devil’s consent. That would explain why Pride didn’t want to invite him into
his circle. The devil was punishing Wrath for disobedience.
Which, if true, threw into question every last bit of information I’d wrung
from him. If Wrath omitted basic truths about his involvement, there was no
telling how far his deception stretched.
I rubbed my temples. Wrath was my top suspect for both the angel of
death and the fury portion of the riddle. Next came the Maiden, Mother, and
Crone. That part was harder to connect to the murders. According to our
history, the Maiden, the Mother, and the Crone were three goddesses who
ruled the heavens, the earth, and the underworld.
Old witch legends claimed they’d given birth to the goddesses we prayed
to, and one of them—the goddess of the heavens and sun—was La Prima
Strega’s mother. The Maiden, Mother, and Crone were to our goddesses what
Titans were to the gods in mortal mythologies.
If she was real and not a fable, the goddess of the underworld—or any of
the goddesses birthed to her realm—would likely possess the kind of magic
that animated bones, but why she’d send a cryptic message to me remained a
mystery. Goddesses had never shown interest in involving themselves with
witches before. I doubted they’d start now.
However the Maiden, Mother, and Crone fit, it wasn’t through a legend
I’d been taught. It wasn’t a stretch to think demons had their own stories and
histories about them.
Answers weren’t going to present themselves by staying locked away in
my chamber.
I removed a scarf from the wardrobe and picked up the skull, careful to
avoid touching it without cloth. If Vittoria were here, she’d have plucked it
up and danced it across the room without a moment’s hesitation, fueling
Nonna’s worry about her affinity with the dead. A smile almost tugged at my
lips before I banished it. I glanced around, searching for a hiding place, then
knelt down and shoved the skull deep inside the wardrobe and shut its doors.
Situation resolved, I dusted off my hands and went to search House
Wrath.
I stopped counting how many stone staircases I’d descended somewhere
around a dozen. Each magnificent landing ended on a floor that spanned what
seemed like thousands of meters. Which must have been deception magic—
Wrath’s castle couldn’t be that large.
On the next landing, I stopped to look out a trio of arched windows. A
large body of merlot-colored water pooled at the bottom of a valley, smoke
rising in lazy tendrils from its surface. A branch from a nearby tree fell into
the water, immediately bursting into flames.
I made a mental note to never get near the cursed lake unless I wanted my
flesh to burn off my bones. I left the windows and wandered down the
corridor.
The castle was mostly built from pale stone, similar to limestone, and
there were some wings that had been richly fitted with large, colorful
tapestries. This particular wing had an image of angels in battle with
monstrous creatures.
It reminded me of art created during the Renaissance; the colors deep and
dark against the pale walls and columns. Doors carved from bone opened to
ballrooms, and unused bedrooms, and sitting rooms. I stopped outside a
towering set of double doors and traced the delicate carving. A tangle of
vines with flowers and stars crawled up the edges and top, while the same
vines twisted into roots that plunged into the bowels of the earth at the
bottom of the doors.
Skeletons and skulls and things left to rot and ruin adorned the lower
portion.
I pushed the door open and swallowed a gasp. Inside was a library unlike
anything I’d ever dreamed of. Excitement rushed through me as I stepped
into the room and stared at rows and rows of glass shelves. They went on for
an eternity.
My face split into a wide grin. The goddesses must have been smiling
down on me; this was the perfect place to research magic and myths. I
marveled at the jewel-toned vellum spines of thousands of books. Someone
had arranged them by color, their bindings ranging from the most brilliant
shades of yellow to the palest butter creams and pure snow-whites. Reds,
purples, blues, greens, and oranges; it was a rainbow of beauty set against a
backdrop of ice.
I couldn’t picture Wrath being serene enough for a quiet night of reading,
and if he did, I never would have guessed he’d do it with a riot of color
surrounding him. Maybe ebonies and gold—dark gleaming wood and leather.
Masculine elegance at its finest. This was…
“Haven. Close to Heaven but not quite as boring.”
I spun around, a hand pressed against my pounding heart. “Sneaking up
on people is rude. I thought demon princes were supposed to have
impeccable manners.”
“We do. Mostly.” Wrath’s gaze traveled unapologetically over my
strapless gown, and I became excruciatingly aware of each place the silky
fabric slid across my skin. I suspected his perusal had more to do with
ensuring I’d dressed the part of future queen, and would not embarrass
myself in front of any members of his court, rather than anything else. “My
personal library is one level down.”
“Let me guess… Hell? Blacks, leathers, gold?”
“Lots of fire and chains and torture devices, too.” His smile was a quick
flash of teeth. Dangerous, disarming. A different sort of weapon he’d honed
to perfection. Possibly the most perilous in his arsenal. Especially here.
“When you’re feeling brave enough, I’ll show you.”
My stomach did a tiny flip at the thought of chains and dark spaces and
Wrath. “Naming your libraries Haven and Hell is dramatic enough to suit
you, I suppose.” I walked down an aisle filled with various shades of blue
books, the demon trailing me. I needed to stop looking at that smile, or this
realm would pounce. “Have you heard from any of your brothers?”
“Envy, Lust, and Greed have all shown interest in hosting you. We
received their House cards earlier.” His tone remained light, almost
suspiciously so. “They’ve specifically requested your presence at their Feast
of the Wolf celebrations. I imagine Sloth and Gluttony will eventually stop
overindulging enough to send invitations, too.”
Lupercalia was a pre-Roman holiday that roughly meant “Feast of the
Wolf,” where humans sacrificed goats, then anointed foreheads of the
wealthy in the spilled blood. Some cut pieces from the creatures then ran
naked through the streets, smacking bystanders with the flesh. If the demon
celebration was anything similar, I’d prefer to avoid it.
Without turning around, I said, “Will you be hosting a feast?”
He appeared before me, leaning casually against a shelf. Supernatural
speed on full display. I couldn’t help but run my gaze over him. His suit was
the deep charcoal of shadows. It made me think of nighttime and silken
sheets and secret rendezvous and things I shouldn’t.
“No. I’m waiting to see what Pride does.”
“Has he sent a summons yet?”
“No.”
“Why are you waiting to see what he does?”
“It’s one of the few times all seven princes are invited into the same royal
domain. Then it’s three days of pomp and circumstance—dinners, hunts, a
masked ball, then the feast. We decide where it will be held based on two
factors. Where the guest of honor chooses to go, and which prince with the
highest rank decides to host.”
“Aren’t you all of equal power?” Wrath shook his head, not elaborating. I
locked my frustration away. “What if the guest of honor doesn’t pick the
prince with the highest rank?”
“They always do. And if they don’t, they’re strongly encouraged to from
whichever House they’re from. Refusing is a grave insult and has caused
more than a few bloodbaths over the centuries.” For a fleeting moment, he
looked hungry for battle. Then his expression turned contemplative. “Princes
all suffer from surges of other sins, it seems.”
Our gazes locked. I understood what he really meant. Wrath was
apologizing for our argument earlier. This information was an olive branch
laid at my feet. I could kick it aside and continue our fight, or I could accept
it and move on.
I resumed my slow procession down the aisle, looking for a particular
subject matter, but projecting nonchalance to avoid suspicion.
“Why do you celebrate a pre-Roman tradition, anyway?”
“How very mortal of you to believe they weren’t inspired by our rites and
rituals,” he scoffed. “They didn’t even have the decency to keep the correct
dates or practices.”
I stopped my perusal of titles and studied him closely. “Why are you
really telling me this? Do each of the princes of Hell turn into giant wolves
and howl under a full moon? Perhaps I should be worried about you panting
at my bedroom door before the feast.”
“We do wear wolf masks, but there will be no panting from me. Unless
you ask nicely.”
I swallowed hard, forcing my thoughts away from where this realm—and
this troublesome prince—was tugging them. “You didn’t answer my first
question. Why are you telling me about this now?”
“You’ve been nominated for the guest of honor.” The remaining humor
left his face. “The vote takes place next month. I have little doubt you’re
going to be chosen. Your arrival is the talk of the Seven Circles. I doubt
anyone else will be half as intriguing this Blood Season.”
Wonderful. “Will I be forced to kill the goat?”
Wrath held my gaze. “There is no goat, Emilia.”
The way he said it made my knees buckle. “Will I be the sacrifice?”
“No.” Relief flooded through me at that one beautiful little word. “Your
biggest fear or a secret of your heart will be wrenched from you as the
sacrifice.”
“No.” My voice was whisper soft, trembling. I hated it.
“Yes.” His voice was hard, edged. I hated it, too. “And it will happen in
front of every prince of Hell and all of our subjects in attendance. Fear is
power here. The larger your fear, the greater the power you give us. You
would be far better off sacrificing your life. If they take your biggest fear, I
promise you will wish for something as swift and final as a mortal’s death.”
SEVEN
“No. I refuse.” My voice was steel this time. “You said I always have a
choice.”
Frost coated his expression. “From recent actions, I was starting to think
you’d forgotten that conversation.”
“You want to discuss what happened back in the cave now?”
“Not particularly, no.”
“We’re going to have to eventually—we might as well do it now.”
“Fine.” He crossed his arms against his chest. “You may start by
explaining your decision.”
He spoke as if I actually had a choice, his voice tinged with barely
suppressed anger. I was so surprised, I stepped back, examining him
carefully. A muscle flickered in his jaw and his gaze was hard enough to
make diamonds jealous. Wrath wasn’t just angry, he was incensed. I could
practically feel the heat of his fury radiating in the space between us.
Clarity washed over me. “You wanted me to refuse Pride.”
“I didn’t say that.”
“You didn’t have to.” For once, his emotions were written all over his
face. My shock quickly gave way to annoyance. If only he’d confided in me
that night, things would be so much different. We could have come up with a
new plan. Together. Anger unleashed my tongue. “Tell me why. I demand to
know why you wanted me to refuse him.”
“Stop pushing, Emilia. This conversation is done.”
“No, it’s really not. Will he hurt me?”
The shelves nearest us vibrated. “Do you believe I’d permit that?”
“I don’t know,” I answered honestly. “I don’t know what’s real or fantasy
or part of your newest scheme. You brought me here, to this realm, to marry
your brother.”
“Do not confuse your choices with my actions.”
As if I had any good options. “Was I supposed to stay home and watch
demons tear my world apart? Murder or torture my family and friends and
continue ripping hearts from witches? You keep alluding to the fact I had a
choice, but I didn’t.”
“You always have choice.”
“Not with the clock ticking down and the gates cracking. Signing the
contract with Pride was my best option to stop the carnage. I made a decision
with the information I had. If I made a mistake or if you’re not pleased—for
whatever reason—maybe you should have actually talked to me that night.
Instead you stood there, cold and furious, and didn’t say a word!”
His gold eyes narrowed. “Has it occurred to you that I couldn’t?”
“Couldn’t what? Talk to me?”
“Interfere.”
“Through magic or a demon edict?” I searched his face, but he’d replaced
his annoyance with that emotionless mask he wore so well. I reined in my
temper, not wanting to fight. “I thought the devil was the only one who’s
cursed. Are you implying that’s not true? Is there something I need to know
about you?”
His hands flexed at his sides. He looked like he wanted to rush away to a
sparring ring and work off his frustration. “Perhaps that’s a question you
should have asked your mortal family. They certainly seem to have selective
gaps in their storytelling. Have you ever wondered why, witch?”
“How dare you speak of my family—”
He magicked himself away in a cloud of smoke, leaving me reeling with
confusion. My family wasn’t keeping any secrets. Nonna shared stories all of
our lives about the Wicked and their lies and manipulations. She warned
against the dark arts and the payments demanded from that type of magic. All
of that was true.
I paced the aisle of books. Wrath was wrong or he was lying or omitting
more truth. Nonna told us about the blood debt between the First Witch—La
Prima Strega—and the devil, about how he demanded a blood sacrifice for
something that was stolen from him.
The Horn of Hades, the two amulets my sister and I had been given at
birth, turned out to be those objects. His horns. Wrath collected them the
night he brought me Pride’s contract. He’d used them to lock the gates of
Hell, just as he’d promised, then hidden them from me.
Fury rose in me but quickly gave way to confusion. Nonna had known
about Star Witches and the devil’s horns and she hadn’t told us.
I’d found out about the horns through my sister’s diary, and Star Witches
from Wrath and Envy, though that wasn’t the name they’d used. Envy had
called me a Shadow Witch.
Nonna didn’t admit to knowing about either right away when I’d
confronted her.
Which made me wonder how many other things she hadn’t been
forthcoming about. We learned the bare minimum of earth magic; how to cast
simple spells aided with herbs and objects of intent. Charms of protection.
Sleep spells and harmless spells that manipulated the dew on a glass to slide
it across a surface. Things that hardly required much skill.
A Latin phrase or word here, a pinch of this there and a spell was cast,
aided with our magical blood. What else was there about the curse that I
didn’t know?
Or our magic, for that matter.
I walked in an agitated circle. Now that I was questioning things, I
couldn’t stop finding more gaps in our lives. Nonna spent so much time
teaching us the ways of demons, only to stunt our education regarding our
own abilities. I couldn’t help but wonder if there was a reason for that. Nonna
was much too smart to have forgotten valuable lessons.
Surely offensive magic was just as important as our defensive spells of
protection. But she never taught us those kinds of bold spells. In fact, she
seemed determined to keep that magic from us at all costs. Was there
something dangerous about us using it?
Vittoria and I were told to listen to her, to obey and follow the rules or
suffer the consequences. I’d never wanted to anger Nonna or cause harm.
But Vittoria always pushed the limits, unafraid of the consequences.
Wrath’s sharp comment carved deep, infected me. Like it was designed to
do. His weaponry was not limited to steel or bullets or sly grins and heady
kisses. His words were just as deadly when aimed and fired at a target. I
couldn’t escape the gnawing feeling that maybe he was right.
There were holes in my education I couldn’t ignore.
Some spells came easily as if through body memory. Some I had to learn
and almost always forgot. I couldn’t recall where or how I’d discovered the
truth spell, only that one day I wanted truth and out came a spell that stole
away free will. Nonna had been furious when I told her. Instead of being
rewarded for using that level of power, I was punished.
I marched to the end of the shelves and found a plush, oversized chair to
sit in. A thought I couldn’t run from followed me there. Maybe Wrath wasn’t
referring only to Nonna.
My sister had found the first book of spells, used demon magic to lock her
diary, and had brought Greed and the shape-shifters together for reasons I
didn’t fully understand, given the fact shape-shifters and demons were natural
enemies.
I stared down at my finger, startled to see I still wore the olive branch ring
Wrath had given me. I absently twisted the gold band around my finger. I
wondered what else Vittoria might have discovered before her death. Was it
the full truth of the devil’s curse and the blood debt? Maybe that knowledge,
more than anything else, was why she’d really been killed.
Something buried deep in my memory stirred, then floated away. A wisp
of smoke I couldn’t grasp. I had the strangest impression that maybe the devil
hadn’t been cursed at all.
If that was true… then perhaps the witch murders had nothing to do with
his finding a bride, and everything I thought I knew had been fabricated from
deception. Nonna. Vittoria. The seven princes of Hell. At least one of them
had been lying.
And I was more determined than ever to find out why.
It took a few frustrating hours, but I finally found what I’d been searching
for. I pulled a grimoire on beginning magic and plopped into a chair near a
darkened corner. I swept my gaze around the space; there were no sounds or
indications anyone else was in the library. Not that it would seem odd if a
witch was studying magic. Still, I didn’t want anyone to realize how much
my education lacked. I cracked the worn leather spine and began reading.
According to the witch who authored this book, our magic was similar to
a muscle that needed to be exercised. If ignored too long, it atrophied. She
also described it as “Source”: a place within us readily available to draw
from, like an endless well in our core.
The wise Spinners of Fate say our power is a gift bestowed from the
goddesses and therefore has a tendency to mimic their abilities to some
degree. Some bloodlines will notice an affinity for certain spells, especially
those using the four elements. It is an indication of which goddess a witch
should pray to in order to enhance that magic. The lesser spoken of fifth
element, aether, is thought to be the rarest, but that may not be true in this
context.
I stopped reading and allowed that information to sink in. And with it
another emotion I’d rather not examine closely. Not quite suspicion, nor
anger, but something related to both. Nonna had never explained where our
power came from or how it worked. It was possible my grandmother didn’t
exactly know, but I couldn’t quite believe that.
This was also the first time I’d ever heard of the Spinners of Fate and
praying to one goddess. We’d always been taught to pray to them all. I
searched my memory for any altars Nonna made for any one goddess and
could think of none. Perhaps our magic wasn’t closely aligned with any of
the elements.
I leafed through the grimoire, searching for more information on the
Spinners of Fate, but there were no further mentions. I flipped back to the
beginning, concentrating on Source.
Anger at Nonna and my own lack of questioning our education distracted
me.
“Focus.”
Skeptical of my abilities, I closed my eyes, cleared my thoughts, and tried
to sense that inner source of power. At first there wasn’t anything unusual,
then the world quickly faded around me. It grew darker in my mind. I knew
nothing, was nothing. I became nothing.
It was almost a void inside me, yawning open into endless darkness. I had
the strangest impression that it had been waiting for me to tap into it, and
once I acknowledged its existence, I was immediately drawn in. Now I felt
everything. I tunneled down, down, down into my very center, near my
wildly beating heart, and paused. My magic slumbered here. I wasn’t sure
how I knew, but I did. I brought my consciousness around the magic, trying
to get a better sense of it. Something ancient and powerful and spitting mad
cracked an eye, furious at being awoken.
I withdrew from that place with a gasp.
“Holy goddess above… what was that?”
I flipped through the pages of the grimoire, but there was no mention of a
power like the one I’d just experienced. It certainly didn’t fit into earth, air,
fire, water, or aether. It was massive, all-knowing, powerful in a way that
worried me. Its rage burned with an intensity that obliterated reason. If I
could summon that force at will… I could destroy this realm.
Not that I wanted to do that. I only wanted vengeance against my twin’s
murderer. I took a deep breath and closed my eyes, ready to try again.
“Oh, pardon me.”
I glanced up from my spell work, my education abandoned, and closed the
grimoire with a loud clap. A young woman—with curly jet-black hair, rich
sepia-colored eyes, and brown skin—gave me a polite curtsy. Little animal
skulls were fastened in her long hair, similar to the way I pinned flowers in
mine. A deep russet-copper dress hugged each of her generous curves. She
held a book on arboriculture, a surprising but interesting choice.
“You must be Emilia. The whole court is vastly intrigued by you. I’m
Fauna.”
I gave her a tentative smile. I’d been counting on the fact that gossip
would be as widely used here as it had been in the marketplace back home.
“What kind of nasty rumors are circulating?”
“The usual. Your hair is made of serpents, your tongue of fire, and when
you’re angry, you spit flames like the mighty ice dragons of Merciless
Reach.” She grinned at my look of surprise. “Teasing. They’re too smart to
start rumors while Prince Wrath is in residence. As his personal guest, you’re
off limits. He’s made that very clear. Lord or lady of the Royal Demon Court,
if your name is on anyone’s tongue, he will rip it out.”
“More like he’ll glare at them until they wither and die if they impede his
mission.”
She gave me a curious look. “Actually, he was quite literal in his threat.
Lord Makaden’s lucky he escaped with his intact. The prince promised the
next time he speaks ill of you, his tongue will be spiked outside the throne
room and stay there until it rots. Makaden’s prominent standing in the court
is likely the only reason he’s not maimed now.”
I had to mentally remind myself to keep breathing as that image took
shape. “Truly? Wrath threatened to rip out someone’s tongue?”
“It’s no idle threat. It was a warning to be heeded. His highness is not
merciful with those who challenge him. This morning he brought a mountain
down on Domitius, his lieutenant general.” Fauna’s smile faded. “They’re
still searching through the rubble.”
I was at a loss for words. Anir only said he’d taken a mountain down. He
didn’t mention anyone being crushed by it. Wrath was a prince of Hell. A
general of war. One of the feared and mighty Seven. This news shouldn’t be
surprising. I’d seen his violence before.
Still, it served as a reminder of who I was dealing with and where I was. I
would need to play my game expertly when I went to any other courts.
The fact that Wrath had harmed a high-ranking officer shouldn’t have
come as a shock. He’d probably taken his dark mood out on him after our
fight this morning. If that was what he did after a small argument, I worried
about who might feel his legendary wrath after our latest disagreement. Guilt
sank its claws in deep, though logically I knew I had nothing to feel guilty
about. He was solely responsible for his actions.
“Do you know why Wrath attacked him?”
“I believe Domitius suggested serving your still-beating heart to the
soldiers. Though others claim he made lewd comments about your physical
attributes. Something about tasting you to see if you were as sweet as your
‘ripe bosom’ suggested.”
“And the other? What did he say?”
“Lord Makaden inquired about his highness having any other rules
governing tongues and how they applied to you.” She hesitated. “Neither one
of them are considered to be very… humorous. His majesty was right to act
swiftly. One rotten demonberry spoils the whole bushel.”
Charming. It was a delicate way of saying the demons would have acted
on their statements. Or at least tried to. I might not be well versed with
weapons or combat, but I did have some skill with a blade, thanks to time
spent in the kitchen, breaking down carcasses. I knew vital areas to aim for
and wouldn’t hesitate to stick someone who meant me harm.
I’d request a weapon the next time I saw Wrath. Surely he would grant me
some means of protection. I did not want to rely on him or anyone else for
my safety.
“Were either of them your lover?”
“Devils, no.” Fauna snorted. “You’ll meet the object of my pining soon
enough. Tomorrow night, in fact.”
Suspicion pooled inside me along with dread. “What’s happening
tomorrow?”
“Nothing too scandalous or terrifying. Only dinner with the most elite
House Wrath members.” Her smile was full and bright. “Don’t be worried.
Prince Wrath forbade ‘guttings at gatherings’ at least a century ago. Now the
only blades we arm ourselves with are our sharp glares. We stare daggers
over our wine and dream of sticking our enemies in flesh. Consider it practice
for the upcoming feast.”
“I heard a fear is torn from the guest of honor. Can someone offer to stand
in?” If so, I’d bargain with Wrath or the devil himself if I had to. “Any upper
nobility, perhaps?”
“Even if it were allowed, which it may well be, no one would volunteer.”
Fauna gave me a pitying look. “Definitely no prince of this realm. It would
give the other royals too much power.” She held her book tightly. “You’re
staying in the Crystal Wing, correct?”
“Maybe?” I lifted a shoulder. “There’s a lot of crystal in my chamber.”
“Wonderful. I’ll meet you before dinner and escort you down.”
Before I could agree or ask questions, she hurried out of the library.
I shook my head. My first day in House Wrath had been a disaster.
Arriving with hypothermia, an enchanted skull, arguments with the prince,
secrets my family might be keeping about my magic, a maimed member of
Wrath’s army, and the new threat of the Feast of the Wolf looming above it
all.
The last thing in the world I wanted was to offer up my worst fear to a
realm that would torture me with it. But perhaps if I learned how to harness
my power, I could solve Vittoria’s murder and be back home in the mortal
world well before that happened.
I collected the grimoire, pushed myself up, and retreated back to my
rooms, needing to prepare for tomorrow. Given the information regarding the
felled mountain, I had little doubt dinner would be its own sort of wicked
battle. One I’d be lucky to escape from unscathed.
I didn’t end up back in the Crystal Wing. Curiosity got the better of me and I
decided to investigate Wrath’s version of Hell. Know thy enemy… and his
reading habits.
I found a circular staircase near the back of the rainbow library and
carefully descended into the darkness yawning below. My initial guess of
ebony, gold, and leather wasn’t that far off from the reality of his personal
library. Dark, butter-soft worn leather chairs were placed before a fireplace
that took up a wall made of stacked stone. I could easily stand upright in the
opening and stretch my arms above my head and still not reach the top of it.
Several rugs in various shades of charcoal and black with gold thread details
were tastefully laid around the room.
Here, the shelves were obsidian gemstone, the books all bound with dark
shades of leather. A circular chandelier with thin iron arms hung from
exposed beams and cast an enticing glow over the room. It was the perfect
place to curl up and read in front of a crackling fire. There was even a plush
throw blanket tossed casually across the back of a reading chair.
In an alcove off the main reading space a set of manacled chains hung
from the wall. Wrath hadn’t been teasing. My mouth went dry and I quickly
averted my gaze.
Torture wasn’t the first thing that had sprung to mind. And I did not want
this realm working its devious magic on any more fleeting emotions. I moved
through the rest of the space, devouring as much as I could.
Books and journals on war strategy, history—both demon and human—
witch rituals, grimoires, and even a few handwritten notes were placed in neat
stacks on a large, imposing desk. Latin and a language I couldn’t read.
Nothing incriminating or useful. Nothing of goddesses or their magic, or
demon fables about the Maiden, Mother, or Crone. No spells on reanimating
skulls or other bones.
Just pens and pots of ink. A rough stone I imagined was used to sharpen a
blade.
On a shelf behind the desk were seven volumes of journals dedicated to
each demon House. Eight journals, actually, if the pattern in the dust was any
indication. Perhaps one House was so prolific it had taken more than one
book to get all the information down. Whatever the case, the text was missing
now.
Apparently, the titles were the only things written in Latin. I thumbed
through a few but couldn’t read the language within. Frustration built behind
my breastbone as I shoved the journals back in place. Nothing was ever easy.
A decanter partially filled with lavender liquid and a matching crystal
glass caught my attention. Curious about what Wrath indulged in, I splashed
some liquor into the glass and sniffed. Notes of citrus and botanicals blended
together. I took a careful sip and hissed through my teeth at the burn. It was
strong. Almost like human brandy but with a sweeter, vanilla undertone. If I
smoothed it out with some cream and ice it would be divine.
And might help get me through tomorrow evening. I’d send for a glass
before the meal.
I set the liquor aside and sat at the desk, rattling the drawers. Locked,
naturally. Tucked below a copper serpent sculpture I assumed was used as a
paperweight, was an envelope with elegant script. Not feeling guilty at all, I
read the message.
Brother,
They have been found.
VIII
G
I read it over again, not that it helped decipher the single line. I imagined
the G stood for Greed. But it could also be Gluttony. They have been found.
VIII. Envy and Greed had both been after the Horn of Hades, but Wrath never
showed much interest in the amulets. Not to mention, he was now in
possession of them until Pride allowed us into his territory.
“So what, then, were you searching for, dearest, secretive, Wrath?”
I picked up the serpent paperweight and rolled it between my palms.
“Ouch.”
I turned it over; little sharp ridges in a geometric design poked out from
the bottom. It was a wax seal, not a paperweight. Or maybe it was both. I set
it aside and scanned the note again. Something stood out this time. It didn’t
address anyone by name. Which meant there was no way to know if Wrath
was the intended recipient, or if he’d intercepted it.
Maybe this message was meant for the devil—to let him know his horns
had been recovered. Maybe the G symbolized Wrath’s true name and he was
the one sending out the correspondence. Or maybe there wasn’t anything
important about this at all and I was so desperate to find clues, I was
inventing them.
It was also missing a date, so there was no way to know if this was recent
news or ancient history. Unless that was what the VIII portion meant. I had
no idea how the demons tabulated time. It was the late nineteenth century on
earth, but it could be eight eons here. Or maybe it was indicating the missing
eighth journal. I could spend eternity guessing.
I put the useless note away, commandeered a pot of ink, pen, and some
parchment, retrieved the grimoire on beginning magic, and headed back to
my chamber, more frustrated and lost than I’d felt before. Tomorrow, I had to
hope, would bring some clarity, even if it came in the form of watching how
the demons interacted and learning how they moved through court.
Given my working-class standing, I had not associated with wealthy
circles back home, so tomorrow would be a test of how well I could blend in.
My path to vengeance would be a slow burn, not a raging inferno. By the
time I invaded House Pride, I would be well versed in proper deception.
When the demon responsible for Vittoria’s death finally felt the flames of
my fury, I’d hopefully have burned his House of Sin to ash.
EIGHT
~ Enchanted skulls ~
The seven sins were the easiest to decipher; clearly it meant the princes of
Hell. As above, so below was part of the prophecy—which was less clear. No
one seemed entirely sure what it meant. Nonna said it related to Vittoria and
me, that we were supposed to bring peace to both realms through great
sacrifice. But even she didn’t have all of the answers. At least that was what
she claimed. Who knew the truth anymore? The rest… the rest would take
some research.
I started a new line in my notes, determined to have each theory clearly
defined so I could cross it off or add to it over time. Having something
written always helped me to truly see.
Plus, it was what detectives in novels did, and they always solved their
mystery by the end of the book. I was no expert, but I’d try my best. I jotted
down as much information as I could recall about the prophecy next.
~ Prophecy ~
As above, so below
• When twin witches are born, they must wear the Horn of
Hades. (Vittoria and I.)
• Twins signal the end of the devil’s curse.
• One twin will rule in Hell, the other Heaven. (Both forced to
sacrifice.)
My breath caught as I reread the second point. Twins signal the end of the
devil’s curse.
“Holy goddess above. It can’t be…”
How did we all miss that earlier? My mind raced with thoughts of
Claudia’s scrying session once again. About how “he” roamed free and the
impossibility of it. She didn’t mean the angel of death. She’d been warning us
about the devil. If my twin and I ended his curse, it was likely our birth that
broke the magic binding him, not an action we’d taken.
Which meant he hadn’t been chained in Hell like we’d believed.
And he hadn’t been for nearly two decades. While I’d been investigating
Vittoria’s murder, he’d been free, doing the goddess knew what.
So why, then, did Pride possess the body of Antonio and send Wrath to
collect me in his stead? If he was not forced to reign in Hell, he could have
come for me himself. He could have come to collect all of his potential
brides. Why delegate that duty to Wrath?
Unless my earlier suspicion was correct and he was never actually in need
of a bride. And the murders were committed for another reason.
Fear slid down my spine. I glanced at the new clock on my nightstand.
I’d wished for the bedside table and clock before turning in for the night,
and both had magically appeared while I slept. I didn’t know if the room was
magicked to my wants, or if Wrath had simply guessed I’d need them. It was
likely the latter. Wrath’s attention to detail was astounding. As if he had
nothing better to do than send for bedside tables.
Dinner was at midnight and there was still an hour left before then. Which
gave me just enough time to rush back to the demon prince’s personal library.
I’d planned to spend the time practicing harnessing my magic source, but that
could wait. I needed to retrieve the journal on House Pride and sneak it back
to my chamber. Immediately. Demon language or not, I’d find some way to
read it, even if I had to bargain away another piece of my soul to accomplish
it.
I managed to shove both the skull and stolen journal next to the first skull—
hiding them all behind a voluminous dress—and close my wardrobe just as a
knock sounded at the door. Exhaling quietly, I said a quick prayer to the
goddess of lies and deception and hoped I’d not only make it through the
night but that I’d come out more victorious than I dreamed.
I smoothed down the front of my bodice and crossed from my
bedchamber into the sitting room that doubled as an antechamber.
With any luck, my racing heartbeat would be mistaken for nerves about
dinner.
I opened the door and Fauna smiled broadly. Her happiness didn’t seem
forced and a knot loosened in my chest. Perhaps I could strike a bargain with
her to read the journal—she was a demon; she would no doubt possess the
skills needed to read the demonic language.
But I wasn’t ready to hand over my trust just yet.
Unaware of my silent assessment and wandering thoughts, her gaze
quickly traveled over me. “You look lovely, Emilia.”
“You do, too.” An understatement. She looked resplendent in a silver
gown that appeared to be made of liquid metal. Images of Roman centurion
breastplates crossed my mind; all she needed was the scarlet skirt or cape to
complete the look. “Your gown is like armor.”
“Better to shield from the murderous glances with.” She winked and
stepped back into the corridor, her expression turning serious. “Are you
ready? We should make our way there soon. Guests are expected to arrive
fashionably late, but not late enough to stoke royal ire.”
My pulse pounded. I hadn’t heard from—or seen—Wrath at all except for
the note he sent regarding my clothing earlier. I had no idea what to expect
from him tonight: how he would act in front of his subjects, if he’d ignore my
presence, mock me, or seat me in a place of honor.
Maybe he wouldn’t even bother to show up. Perhaps he’d throw me to the
wolves and see if I was vicious enough to grow fangs and make it out on my
own. After our encounter in the library, he certainly seemed to hold a grudge
against my family. What better way to exact revenge on them than by leaving
me alone in a room full of bloodthirsty demons?
“Will Wrath be attending?”
“Yes.”
The deep, smooth voice owned my attention with just one word. My eyes
snapped to his. Wrath stood in the corridor, dressed in a signature black suit,
his gaze darkening at the sight of me. A crown of obsidian snakes dusted with
gold sat upon his head. If a tall, menacing shadow had sprung to life—
appearing both dangerous and tempting as sin—it would look just like him.
I told myself his unexpected appearance outside my bedroom suite caused
the flutter in my pulse, and that it had absolutely nothing to do with the
handsome prince or the predatory gleam in his gaze. The gaze that was
trained wholly on me as if the rest of the realm could burn and he’d pay it no
mind. There was something in the way he stared that…
Fauna twisted around to see who had caught my attention and
immediately fell into a deep curtsy. “Your highness.”
“Leave us.”
With a quick look of sympathy in my direction, Fauna hurried down the
corridor and disappeared from sight. Once the sound of her heeled shoes
faded, Wrath stalked closer, his heavy focus sliding from the animal-bone
crown I wore, to his ring on my finger, and inched all the way down to my
toes before he dragged it back up. I did my best to breathe in even intervals.
I couldn’t tell if it was ravenous greed, wrath, or lust glinting in his eyes.
Maybe it was a combination of all three. It seemed the underworld wasn’t
only testing and prodding my desires now, it was a battle he was suddenly
fighting, too.
When he finally finished his thorough inspection of my attire, his
attention settled on mine. A tiny spark jolted through me as our gazes clashed
and held.
It was hardly anything, a bit of static electricity one experienced after
scuffling their feet and touching metal on an arid day. Except… it didn’t feel
like nothing, exactly.
It felt like the first indication a violent storm was approaching. The sort
where you either stood your ground or ran for cover. It was as if the air
between us grew heavy and dark with the promise of nature’s fury. If I closed
my eyes, I could imagine thunder rattling my teeth as winds whipped around,
threatening to drag me into the swirling vortex and devour me whole. It was
the kind of storm that broke cities, destroyed realms.
And Wrath controlled it all with one powerful glance.
“You look like a beautiful cataclysm.”
I laughed, trying to ease the strange tension hovering between us. His
choice of words made me wonder just how well he could read my emotions.
Maybe none of my secrets had ever been safe from him. “It’s every woman’s
dream to be likened to a natural disaster.”
“A violent upheaval. I’d say it suits.”
A smile almost made an appearance on his handsome face. Instead, he
motioned for me to spin around. I slowly twisted to give him a look at the
entirety of me.
The back of the gown was as scandalous as the front. A deep V descended
all the way down, exposing me nearly to my hips. A thin gold chain linked
between my shoulders and swung like a pendulum against my spine, the only
other bit of adornment I wore.
It was only because I’d been straining to listen, but I heard the slightest
rasp of his breath as he inhaled sharply. Something resembling satisfaction
coursed through me.
I was worried I’d feel self-conscious with large swaths of skin showing
between my front and back, and the way the gown clung seductively to each
curve, but I felt the opposite. I felt powerful. Now I understood why Wrath
chose his clothing with such care. I commanded attention without ever
opening my mouth.
It was a gamble I’d taken while dressing and—judging from the points of
heat at my back and what I imagined was Wrath’s inability to keep his gaze
from returning to me—I believe it worked. At dinner I wanted all eyes to be
fastened on me when I walked in, all conversations to cease. I would not
cower behind columns and slink in undetected. If Wrath’s subjects were
anything like him, I couldn’t be seen as weak. They would scent my fear like
a swarm of sharks finding a drop of blood in the sea and strike with the same
predatory violence.
I went to shift around again, but Wrath stilled me with a light touch on my
shoulder. His bare skin blazed against mine. “Wait.”
Perhaps it was the soft way he said it, or the feeling of intimacy in his
voice, but I obeyed his wish. He carefully gathered up my hair and swept it to
one side, letting the strands tickle and tease as they slid across my shoulders.
I bit my lip. Shoulders were more erogenous than I’d ever given them credit
for. Or maybe it was just the way Wrath moved closer until I felt the heat of
him against my skin, and a tiny, intrigued part of me longed to feel more.
He looped a necklace over my head, the weight of it settling just above
my cleavage, and fastened it more slowly than was necessary. But I didn’t
complain or step away.
When he was done, he trailed one finger down my spine, following the
line of the thin chain, inadvertently coaxing a small shudder. It took every
ounce of stubbornness I could muster to not lean into his caress. To recall my
hatred. Because surely that’s what that feeling was: the all-consuming, raging
fire of loathing.
I slowly turned until we faced each other again. His gaze dropped to my
necklace and I finally looked down to see what he’d placed on me. I inhaled
sharply as my silver cornicello caught the light. “Does the devil know you’re
giving this to me?”
Wrath didn’t take his attention from the amulet. “Consider it borrowed,
not given.”
“Can you do that? Won’t he come after you?”
He made a show of glancing down each end of the empty corridor before
looking at me again. “Do you see anyone trying to stop me?” I shook my
head. “Then stop worrying.”
“I am most certainly not…” His mouth twisted into a troublesome grin as
I trailed off, leaving the lie unspoken. I blew out a quiet breath. “It doesn’t
mean what you think it does. Stop smirking.”
“What, exactly, do you think I believe it means?”
“I don’t care what you think. I’ve simply decided to be cordial for the
time being. And I am merely tolerating our current situation until I leave for
House Pride.”
“Are you certain?”
“Yes.”
“Then tell me you hate me, that I am your worst enemy. Better yet, tell me
you don’t want to kiss me.”
“I’m not interested in playing this game.” He arched a brow, waiting, and
I fought the urge to roll my eyes at his smugness. “Fine. I don’t want to kiss
you. Satisfied?”
A spark of understanding flared in his gaze. I realized a second too late
what I’d done; what he’d known the moment the words left my traitorous
lips. He stepped forward and I quickly stepped back, bumping against the
wall.
He leaned in, bracing himself on either side of me, his expression
smoldering enough to start a fire. “Liar.”
Before I dug myself a deeper grave, his mouth slanted over mine, stealing
my breath and any further denial as easily as he’d stolen my soul.
NINE
His kiss consumed and seduced me. Just as he’d meant it to. It wasn’t fast
or hard or fueled by hatred or fury. It was an ember, a promise of the blazing
fire to come with a bit of careful tending. I almost considered it sweet—the
kind of chaste embrace two courting lovers stole when their chaperone wasn’t
looking—until he slowly raised my arms above my head, pinning me to the
wall by my wrists. He took my bottom lip between his teeth and bit down
gently. Then I remembered: he was no angel. And I was suddenly all too
willing to be damned.
Curse this realm and its fiendish machinations. Its need for sin. My
undeniable need for him. Right now there was no blood oath with the devil.
No betrothal or obligations to my family. There was only this moment, this
wicked prince, and the heat steadily building between us.
Wrath’s body molded against mine, rock hard and unyielding in all the
right places. Whatever hunger I felt was equally matched by him. I wish I
hated it. I wish I didn’t run my tongue over his lips, or sigh as he obeyed my
silent demand and deepened our kiss.
This new kiss devoured, plundered, stole. It was apology and wanting and
a fierce refusal to submit to any true feelings all in one. Primal need at its
most basic level. I couldn’t tell if letting myself give in to this wild feeling
frightened or thrilled me.
I yanked away, breathing hard. “Is this real?”
“Yes.”
As if to prove the truth in his statement, his hips rolled forward and I was
almost certain the whole castle quaked the second our bodies connected.
There was no mistaking how much this dark prince wanted me. I grabbed the
lapels on his jacket and brought his lips back to mine.
For one heart-thundering moment, I wished he’d hike my gown up right
there, bury himself deep inside me and release every last one of my trapped
desires. I longed to forget where I was and what I had to do. I wanted to
abandon all of the hurt and pain and grief that were never far. All I desired
was the sweet oblivion of touch. Wrath could easily provide that. And more.
He leashed himself and broke away from our kiss, only to begin languidly
stroking the top of my bodice. Need flared through me and seemed to mirror
itself in him. He dragged his hands down my sides, gripping me a little
tighter to his body. “You may destroy me yet.”
“Sooner rather than later if you don’t stop talking and kiss me again.”
“Demanding, angelic creature.”
He smiled indulgently at me, then obliged. This kiss. It was slow and
drugging and made me realize he wasn’t the only one in danger of being
destroyed. He tilted my face up, traced the line of my jaw, then slid his
fingers down my neck, lightly brushing them across my pulse point.
Tiny bits of electricity sparked beneath his caress. I’d almost forgotten
he’d Marked me, giving me a way to summon him without using his House
dagger. The tiny, nearly invisible S tingled. Nonna said the Mark was a high
honor, one that was rarely given.
She hadn’t been pleased.
I immediately tunneled back into myself and forced the addictive quality
of his kisses aside. I almost felt the magic of the world recede like the tide
going out, its disappointment crashing in reluctant waves around us.
Wrath gently released his hold on me, sensing the emotional shift.
“Why?” I managed to get one word out, my voice still thick with desire.
“I didn’t think you’d prefer an audience.”
An indecent image of him taking me on the dining room table flashed
across my mind. It was so vivid I swore I heard sounds of shock from guests
as their prince showed me just how sinful he could be, glasses shattering and
forks clattering onto the finest demon china as Wrath drove us both over the
edge, heedless of anyone who looked on.
I swallowed a nervous giggle. That entrance would certainly make an
impression House Wrath would not soon forget. I shoved those scandalous
thoughts away.
“That’s not what I meant, and you know it.”
Though I did wonder why he decided to kiss me now.
His teeth bared in a semblance of a smile, a knowing gleam entering his
eyes. Evasion admitted. I couldn’t help but shake my head, my lips curling up
at the edges. It was progress, small though it may be. Or maybe I was finally
learning to read him better. Though I suspected—in this particular moment—
he was also not trying to hide from me as much. I tried not to let wariness
ruin the moment.
“I was talking about Marking me. Not whatever”—I nodded between us
—“this is.”
He searched my face for a strained minute, the last vestiges of heat
leaving his expression. His eyes were nearly solid black now. This time there
was no mistaking the rumble that shook the castle. He rolled his shoulders, as
if releasing tension in them and between us.
Wrath held his arm out to me, all traces of passion wiped from his face.
Here stood the cold and unfeeling prince of Hell.
“We can’t linger anymore. It’s time to meet my court.”
Our arrival outside the oversized bone-carved doors of the royal dining hall
was a blur. I couldn’t recall if Wrath had spoken to me on our seemingly
endless walk here, or if he’d escorted me in complete, stoic silence. It was
likely the latter; I couldn’t imagine him ever engaging in something as
pedestrian as inquiring about my day or the weather.
Not that I would have noticed either way.
There was an odd feeling in my chest; a slight tugging or gnawing or
peculiar combination of the two. At first I thought it was panic fluttering
against my ribs, fear over what had just transpired between us, but that wasn’t
quite right. The feeling was slowly pooling out, traveling from my heart like
a meandering stream along the underside of my arm.
Wrath turned his head in my direction, a deep furrow forming in his brow.
I glanced down at what he’d been staring at. My cornicello glowed that
pale, unearthly purple of a human’s luccicare. It had happened twice before.
Once when I’d first found Wrath standing over the corpse of my twin. And
again when I’d found my amulet half-buried in a tunnel after it had been
stolen. Right before the almost incorporeal Umbra demons had attacked and
Envy had stuck his House dagger deep into Wrath’s belly.
My hands curled into fists as I remembered the way Wrath’s blood had
dried on my hands, under my nails. The utter feeling of…
“Breathe.” His voice was deep and calming. “We will make introductions,
then leave if you do not wish to stay and dine with them.”
“I’m not nervous.”
And I was surprised to discover that was true. I let go of Wrath’s arm and
brushed my fingers over the cool metal of the amulet for comfort, an old
habit I’d probably never break. The devil’s horns, I reminded myself with a
small shudder. Not an amulet to ward off evil. This necklace was no longer
the innocent charm I’d believed it was all my life.
Upon contact, a small current passed into my skin, alarming me enough to
yank my hand back. That was new. I flicked my attention to Wrath. “Did you
see that?”
He nodded, not taking his gaze from the shrunken devil horn. Concern
was still present in his features. “Are you able to wear it during the meal?”
“Of course,” I said. “I’ve worn it for almost two decades.”
“If you experience anything uncomfortable, tell me immediately.”
Wrath seemed on the verge of saying something else but changed his
mind at the last moment. Now my heartbeat quickened. “Uncomfortable
how?”
“Anything unusual. No matter how small or seemingly innocuous.”
I was about to tell him of the tingling sensation, but it faded into nothing
before the words could form on my tongue. Perhaps it was only nerves
getting the better of me. I’d traveled to the underworld with one of the
Wicked, made a blood bargain with the devil, and was seconds away from
meeting the Prince of Wrath’s scheming court of demons.
Not to mention, I’d just been thoroughly ravished by someone who was
not my intended and my lips were probably swollen in accusation. While my
emotional feelings for Wrath were much more complex, I hadn’t disliked the
kiss. In fact, it seemed to have unlocked a truth I didn’t want to examine
closely. He’d asked if I could bed someone I hated, and while my mind still
churned with anger over his betrayal, my body responded to his touch.
I couldn’t imagine Pride taking the news of my tryst with his brother well.
Who knew if he had spies in this court, eager and ready to report back any
unsavory business? While I wouldn’t mind sowing seeds of discord among
the two Houses, I did not want to alienate my betrothed and ruin my chance
to solve Vittoria’s murder. I had every right to be nervous. It would be odd if
I wasn’t.
Wrath leaned in and skimmed his knuckles over my neck, his voice as soft
as his touch. Whatever magic fueled his summoning Mark instantly calmed
me. “Ready?”
I nodded. He studied my face and must have seen I was indeed primed for
my introduction to House Wrath. Without warning, he spun on his heel and
kicked in the doors.
He strode through them right as they crashed against the wall, his
footsteps claps of thunder in the sudden silence. My breath caught. It was not
at all the way I’d imagined making our grand entrance. Given his penchant
for fine clothing and impeccable manners, I thought he’d be more… genteel
or refined. I should know better than to assume anything about him.
A wave of smartly dressed demons dropped to their knees, their heads
bowed and eyes lowered as he stalked into the room. Wrath paused several
paces inside the large dining hall and waited for me to make my way to him.
My steps were slow and steady, unlike my pulse.
It felt like both an eternity and only a mere second had passed before I
crossed the room, gown whispering over the stone, and halted near the Prince
of Wrath.
When he spoke, his voice was laced with royal command. “Rise. And bid
Her Highness Emilia Maria di Carlo, your future queen, welcome.”
The goddesses must have been watching over me because I managed to
swallow my shock without showing it. I subtly turned to Wrath, a question in
my eyes. I had not been told about the “her highness” part. I imagined that
would happen after the coronation, or whatever the demon equivalent was.
The corner of his mouth twitched before his expression hardened again and
he addressed the sea of curious demons in that cool, unforgiving tone.
“Remember what I said about respect. As a prince of Hell’s intended,
Lady Emilia’s status has been elevated. You will only address her as ‘her
highness’ or ‘my lady.’ Insult her, and you will answer to me.”
Wrath stared at one lord in particular, and I assumed it was the one Fauna
said he’d already threatened. I would not want to be on the receiving end of
that look—it was cold enough to cause a shudder in surrounding nobles. And
they did not seem like the kind of subjects who were easily cowed.
“Consider this my final warning.”
Wrath shifted to me then, holding out his arm. I placed my hand in the
crook of his arm and lifted my chin. We walked side by side to a large table
set at the back of the room, and I subtly let my gaze travel across the
chamber, drinking in our surroundings. A tapestry hung against the far wall,
depicting a warrior angel locked in battle with demons. Severed heads rolled
at his feet. Blood-splattered and milky-eyed. An interesting choice for a
dining room.
I brought my attention back down from that ray of sunshine. The table we
were headed to was made from a solid piece of gorgeous old wood. A garland
composed of various evergreens ran down the center of its length, along with
an iron candelabra with spindly arms that sat just above the greenery. Cream
and gold candle tapers decorated it from end to end, giving off a comfortable
flickering glow. Black earthenware plates were set before gilded chairs. And
the eating utensils were also made of the same deep gold. It was pure rustic
elegance. Masculine edges with unexpected bits of warmth. Perfect for a
warrior prince. I liked it very much.
Wrath angled us toward the center of the table where two larger, more
ornate seats were located. Not quite thrones, but close. Unlike what I’d been
told of human royal courts, we would not be sitting at opposite ends of the
table. We were at its center and everyone else would be fanned out around us.
There were two aisles of similar yet smaller wooden tables on either side of
the room, creating a path for us to walk down.
These tables didn’t have gold seats; they had matching wooden benches.
All of them had an abundance of candles running their length, a fiery
centerpiece for the coldest circle of Hell.
Servants I hadn’t noticed lingering near the wall stepped forward,
gracefully pulling out our chairs as we made our way around the table. Wrath
waited until I sat down before taking his seat. Glasses of dark wine were
quickly poured and set before us.
Frozen berries bobbed to the surface, enchanting and tempting. My gaze
turned to the prince. I was about to ask why no one else had moved to take
their seats, but shut my mouth.
Wrath’s attention was already fixed on me, his eyes nearly glowing in the
candlelight.
Everything faded into shadows. It was as if he and I were the only two in
the room, the whole realm, and I couldn’t stop my thoughts from returning to
their earlier, scandalous vision of him making love to me until I saw stars.
Just as the rakish heroes in my favorite romance novels promised to do to the
objects of their affection and lust.
Ridiculous realm and its sinful inclinations. Of all the times for it to work
its devious magic, now was the absolute worst. Though I wasn’t all that
surprised. Wrath mentioned this realm sensing areas of struggle and bringing
them to the forefront. I was certainly fighting inner emotions against physical
longings.
Until I settled my internal war, I would likely be plagued by these urges.
I tore my focus from Wrath and shifted uncomfortably in my seat, looking
to the wine. It would either help distract me or it would turn me into a feral
creature, clawing at the prince’s clothes. Thinking of his clothing was a
terrible mistake; it quickly led to thoughts of him without a shirt. Blood and
bones, this forbidden attraction was growing worse by the minute.
Perhaps I should excuse myself to get fresh air. I glanced around,
searching for a balcony or terrace. I needed to cool down immediately. After
my royal introduction, there was little doubt that everyone here knew I was
promised to his brother. It would hardly seem appropriate for me to be openly
lusting over this prince when I was about to marry the king of demons.
Wrath leaned in, his lips almost brushing the shell of my ear and I felt him
smile. His voice was low enough so only I heard him. “One word and I’ll
send them away.”
Temptation flared. “Do I appear that nervous?”
“I’m fairly confident what I’m sensing has nothing to do with nerves.”
A flush crept up my neck. I had no idea he could sense… arousal.
Goddess curse me. This realm would be the death of me yet. I forced my
thoughts back to the reason I’d come to this world. It had not been seduction
or wanting that made me sign my soul away. It was vengeance. Fury. And
those emotions were more powerful than any sinful magic.
Or any sinfully alluring prince.
I placed my lips to his ear. “Are you sensing the knife I’m now
considering stabbing you with, your highness?”
“If this is an attempt to change the topic, you’re failing miserably.” His
hand dropped beneath the table, landing gently on my knee. There was little
doubt it was a nonverbal acknowledgment of my most recent lie. “I am even
more interested in where this may lead, my lady. You forget what sin I rule
over. I am rather fond of a bit of knife-play.”
“Your subjects are staring at us.”
With his free hand, he picked up his wine and took a long, careful sip. He
acted as if we were enjoying a drink alone together instead of being observed
by the lords and ladies of Hell.
He set the goblet down and stared out at the silent, watchful crowd. “You
may be seated.”
I was loath to admit it, even silently, but his touch kept my nerves at bay
as the royal court all took their seats. It was hard to concentrate on fear when
his long fingers stroked the thin material of my gown, drawing all of my
attention to that point of contact. I imagined he was attempting to soothe me,
but his touch had the opposite effect. My heart raced.
The cursed prince did not appear affected at all. My attention fell to his
lap.
“A pleasure to finally meet you, Lady Emilia. You look goddesslike this
evening. A true enchantress for the ages.”
Wrath’s hand tensed on my leg, before he slowly continued dragging that
finger along the outer seam of my dress. I yanked my gaze from the prince.
Directly across the table, standing behind his seat, a fair-haired demon
grinned. It was the royal Wrath had glared at earlier. I did not return his
smile. “I’m sorry, I don’t believe we’ve been introduced. You are?”
“Lord Baylor Makaden, my lady.”
It was indeed the demon who’d made crude comments. He sat and
immediately began chatting with the lords and ladies to either side of him.
More pleasant nobles joined us and trays of food were promptly brought out.
Fileted meats baked in flaky pastry. Roasted root vegetables dressed in
herbs. Crusty loaves of bread that smelled of intriguing spices. Serving bowls
filled with dark gravy and sauces. None of the food was familiar or reminded
me of home, but it wasn’t as different as I’d feared. I’d been secretly
harboring worries of strange multi-eyed animals and steaming, raw offal.
This was truly a delight.
Wrath removed his hand from my knee only to surprise me with carving
the meat and filling my plate with a bit of everything on the table. Other lords
and ladies watched from lowered lashes, some bold enough to whisper. I had
a feeling this was not typical behavior for the prince. He ignored them,
though he no doubt felt their attention and silent speculation.
“Would you care for extra sauce, my lady?” he asked.
I flicked my attention to him, pulse thrumming. He was definitely putting
on a show, but I had no idea for whose benefit. Playing along with his
scheme, I shook my head. “No, thank you, your highness.”
My use of his title seemed to please him, though I doubted the almost
imperceptible curve of his lips was noticeable to anyone else. After he tended
to my plate, he heaped generous portions onto his own, then struck up a
conversation with the lord to his left.
This was the version I’d expected earlier, the prince with exemplary
manners. Not the barbarian who’d kicked in doors. Though both aspects of
him were intriguing. Goddess help me. I had no business finding him
intriguing or attractive at all.
I politely listened to the noblewoman beside me as she complained of her
lady’s maid, then of her sour stomach, and of the bug-eaten tapestry in her
receiving hall.
I let her talk freely about all the things that angered her while I ate. Her
attention roved over my tattoo, the amulet, and rested on the ring on my
finger, but she never asked about them. Thus far no one was straying to any
topics of note and I doubted I’d learn much aside from idle gossip. Tonight
the court would be on its best behavior.
I wasn’t sure I was pleased but at least the food was worth the trouble. My
meat cut like butter and tasted as rich. I did my best to concentrate on
conversations and not lose myself in the flavors. Whoever cooked this meal
was immensely talented. I’d love to watch them in the kitchen, taking notes.
Perhaps I might tinker with my own sauce variations. Add a bit of sea salt
and herbs to the flaked pastry to round out the flavors the meat had been
marinated with.
Several times I felt an intruding stare and glanced up to find Lord
Makaden’s attention fixed on my chest. His hungry expression indicated he
wasn’t looking at the amulet. I ignored him as Wrath had done. Worms like
him should remain beneath notice. Though that comparison was hardly fair to
the poor worms.
The woman next to me, Lady Arcaline, she’d finally informed me,
stopped regaling me with her wrath-filled complaints long enough to ask,
“Have you met anyone from the court outside of this evening’s dinner?”
“Yes, I met Lady Fauna in the library.”
Lady Arcaline made a dismissive sound and turned to the demon to her
other side.
With everything that had happened, I forgot about Fauna. I sipped my
wine and looked around the room, surprised to see her chatting with Anir and
another young demon at the end of our table. It was too bad they weren’t
seated closer; it would have been much more enjoyable.
Before I could reflect on feeling camaraderie with anyone in Wrath’s
court, Lord Makaden leaned across the table, boldly ogling my lips. It was an
improvement over his not-so-subtle perusal of my cleavage. It was fortunate
for him that Wrath was still engaged in a discussion with the lord to his left
and hadn’t noticed his crude stare. I was willing to overlook his idiocy in
favor of keeping the peace tonight. Tomorrow would be a different story.
I tasted another bite of meat and a bit of the herbed vegetables. They
really were divine.
“Indulge me, Lady Emilia.” Makaden’s grating voice drew me away from
my meal. “Have you ever experienced something as pleasurable as demon
fare before? With each bite, you look as though you’re in the throes of
ecstasy. I must admit, it’s captivating. I’m envious of your fork.”
The nobles seated nearest to me kept politely chatting, but I sensed their
attention shift to us. It was a leading question, almost skirting the line of
propriety. One detail I’d been picking up throughout dinner was that certain
topics were as scandalous here as they were in the mortal world. Only the
scandal seemed to involve overtly referencing other sins.
I didn’t balk at answering the question.
“Tell me, Lord Makaden, are you always this preoccupied with the
mouths of others? Perhaps you should reconsider what House of Sin you
align best with.”
He sipped his wine, then ran a finger around its rim, his attention never
leaving my lips. The anger I’d been fighting to keep at a low simmer slowly
began to boil the longer he stared.
I wondered what sort of impression I’d make on House Wrath if I maimed
him before the next course. Given Wrath’s banishment of “guttings at
gatherings,” I imagined it had once been a fairly regular occurrence. As the
future queen, I might escape any true punishment. Facing Wrath’s ire might
be worth it just to wipe that repulsive look from Makaden’s face.
“I’ve been cautioned against speaking of your tongue, my lady, so I won’t
comment on its sharpness. However, since you’ve brought mouths up, I can’t
help but wonder. You seem to be enjoying the meat well enough, but has that
perfect little mouth of yours ever tasted cock?”
My jaw clenched so tightly, I was surprised Wrath didn’t hear the
grinding of my teeth. Lord Makaden was not referencing a chicken dish,
though his words were clever enough he might pretend otherwise. I slowly
exhaled. He was trying to get a rise out of me.
I refused to let him succeed.
“If not, we’ll have to remedy that soon. Tonight, perhaps?” He dipped his
finger into the wine, then slowly sucked the liquid off. The wide smile he
gave me didn’t reach his hate-filled eyes. I briefly fantasized about popping
those beady things from his head. “I’ll even prepare it for you myself. I’ve
been told, on more than one occasion, how good mine is.”
My grip tightened on my dinner knife. I wanted nothing more than to
shove it into his heart. Without giving much thought to the consequences, I
lifted the blade and stood, my beautiful chair scratching along the stone in
shrill warning.
The room drew in a collective gasp. It was the last sound that was made
before Lord Makaden’s garbled screaming began. Warm liquid sprayed
across my chest and face. I was so startled, I dropped the knife and wiped at
my cheeks. My fingers were coated in red liquid.
A second later the metallic scent hit my throat. Blood. Blood was now
splattered across the evergreen garland on the table, across me. My attention
fell to the source of gore.
On the place set before the vile lord sat a severed, impaled tongue.
I stared down at my dinner knife, unblinking, unsure if I’d attacked him.
Then I noticed Wrath’s House dagger. It still vibrated from the force he’d
used to shove it through the plate and then that far into the table. I let out a
quiet breath, unable to look away. The lavender gemstones in the snake’s
eyes glowed in fury. Or maybe bloodlust.
I’d forgotten how the dagger gloried in its offerings.
“Dinner is over,” the demon prince declared, his voice dangerously low.
He yanked his bloodied blade free. “Get out.”
TEN
Chairs and benches scraped across the stone floor at once. Anir was at
my elbow a moment later, his grip firm but gentle as he escorted me out of
the royal dining hall and up a flight of stairs hidden behind a vibrant garden
tapestry.
I was so shocked, I didn’t protest. Nor did I look to see if Wrath had
followed us. Perhaps he was butchering the rest of Makaden. Skewering
various organs to put on pikes outside the castle, a generous offering to
whatever carrion birds circled these cursed skies. Goddess above. I still heard
the faint echo of the wretched lord’s howls. They chilled me to the core.
“How?” I could hardly comprehend the last sixty seconds. Wrath had
moved so fast I hadn’t registered the attack until it was over. And then he’d
stood there, quietly commanding everyone to leave as if he hadn’t just
brutally divested someone of a body part…
I rubbed my arms; the stairwell felt unbearably cold all of a sudden.
“Watch your steps. The stones are uneven in this corridor.”
I gathered up my skirts and focused on climbing the stairs as quickly as
my shoes and gown allowed. My shock was incrementally giving way to a
different emotion altogether. One that surprised me as much as the sudden
burst of violence. My grip tightened almost painfully on my gown, as if I was
now strangling the material.
Anir led us up flight after flight, occasionally tossing glances over his
shoulder, his free hand resting on the hilt of his blade. I couldn’t imagine
anyone being brave or stupid enough to follow us, especially after the blood-
soaked scene we escaped from.
Wrath exploded from an insinuation. If someone tried physical harm or
assault, a swift death would be a kindness. And there had been no hint of
kindness in the demon prince’s face.
Only cold fury.
Which was much worse. A hot temper eventually burned out, but the ice
that coated the prince’s features was glacial. Centuries would pass and his
anger would remain fresh.
We exited through a hidden panel at the top of the stairs and a slight
tingling sensation passed over me. Anir didn’t speak again until we stood
outside the door to my suite.
Even there his sharp gaze swept around the empty corridor as if he
expected trouble to materialize. I did not share his concern. My private rooms
were near the end of this wing and there was only one other set of doors here.
Regardless if Makaden had allies, furious demons driven wild with the sin of
their chosen House, Wrath would eliminate them with nary a thought.
If my anger was an aphrodisiac to him, his court’s anger likely nourished
and fed his power in droves. Wrath thrived on fury in every sense of the
word.
I glanced down the opposite end of the corridor; an ornate iron gate had
dropped from the ceiling, locking out anyone who tried to enter this section.
My jaw ached from how hard I now clenched it. Being caged in didn’t thrill
me, but at least there was another exit in the secret panel if I wanted to leave.
One that was magically warded, if the tingling sensation was any indication.
Wrath had used the same magic back in my realm to protect me from his
brothers.
The fact that he’d taken precautions in his own royal House wasn’t
comforting, but I trusted that no one would slip past his wards.
“Makaden had that coming for decades.”
I pulled my attention to Anir. “I imagine he did.”
“Then why…” His voice trailed off as he really looked me over. “You’re
angry.”
Wrong. I was furious. It was a wonder steam wasn’t billowing out of my
ears.
If I could not handle repugnant creatures like Lord Makaden on my own, I
would never gain the respect of this court or any other.
Wrath ought to count his demonic blessings he wasn’t the one standing
here with me now. I’d take his precious blade to his throat, tear the clothes
from my person and bathe in his warm blood as I slit him ear to ear.
The unexpected pleasure I felt, thinking such a dark, wicked thing yanked
me back to my senses. While the flames of my fury banked, the embers of
rage remained. I was not nearly as horrified as I should have been by my
almost literal bloodlust.
Anir’s mouth twisted up on one side. He must have read the promise of
murder flashing in my eyes and found it amusing. He was wise enough not to
laugh.
“His private chambers are at the end of this hall. Give him ten minutes,
I’m sure he’ll be there by then.”
I was too angry to show my surprise. Of course Wrath placed me close to
him. He was keeping a careful watch on his brother’s fiancée. Ever the
dutiful soldier. Except for when he’d kissed me before dinner. I doubted that
was part of his orders. Though, knowing him, maybe it was another twisted
scheme he’d dreamed up to keep me preoccupied and not causing trouble.
I spun on my heel and slammed the door to my suite behind me.
I passed the time by removing Makaden’s blood and gore from my body. I sat
at the vanity in my bathing chamber, dipping a linen towel into the crystal
washbasin, turning the water there a pinkish red. I dabbed at the remaining
dampness while staring at the silent woman in the mirror. I couldn’t find any
hint of the girl I’d been before my sister’s murder.
That Emilia had perished in the room with my twin, had had her heart
ripped from her, too, and it didn’t appear as if she’d ever return. No matter
how hard I fought, who I deceived, or how much of my soul I bargained
away, nothing would ever bring my sister back. Even if I succeeded in
destroying those who’d hurt Vittoria, I could see no way of ever happily
returning to that simple, quiet life. The one where I was most content with
my books and recipes.
This new reality felt strange, but fitting. It was a life where I didn’t cringe
at violence, only seethed that the punishment that had been dealt was taken
from my eager hands. I wondered at death, at the ones we lost and how their
loss stole something vital from us in return.
A tear slid down my cheek as I set aside the bloodstained towel.
“Enough,” I said, quietly, forcefully to myself as I stood. I planted my
hands on the vanity top and leaned in, glaring at my reflection. “Enough.”
There was no longer any room for sadness or grief in my world. In my
heart.
I focused intently on that anger, that spark in my core close to my magic’s
source. It was as if a lava pit were bubbling inside me, ready to erupt. I’d
never felt my power so strongly and realized it wouldn’t take much to harness
it. All I had to do was reach in and grab it.
I concentrated on my magic, imagined pulling it from wherever it
originated and turning it into a handful of flame. Instead of fighting myself
and forcing it to come, I let go.
Of my thoughts, of my fears. Of my worries.
I released everything except my wrath. That I held on to as if it were the
most vital essence in my universe. Because it was the most vital thing in this
circle of Hell. If the Prince of Wrath’s anger was a glacier, mine was a raging
inferno. And it would not burn out quickly.
I inhaled and exhaled, picturing myself breathing new life into the fire. If I
could master my anger, focus on it without emotion, it might burn so
powerfully and for so long it could even melt Wrath’s impenetrable ice.
I held my palm out and whispered, “Fiat lux.”
Let there be light.
Blasphemous to some mortals, perhaps. But not to a witch currently
residing in the underworld and betrothed to the devil. A tiny ball of rose-gold
flames hovered above my palm. It crackled like real fire, but did not burn me.
I waited for the pain to begin, for my flesh to bubble and welt. Or char. For
Wrath’s ring to melt off my finger.
The fire only burned brighter, pulsed softly as if saying hello.
I stared, unfeeling as it shifted into a flaming flower. For a fraction of a
second, I considered throwing it against the wall and watching my room—
and all of its fine furnishings—incinerate. Tiny buds of embers catching and
blooming into a garden of ash and flame.
I slowly closed my fingers around the burning flower, extinguishing it the
way I should have extinguished the light in Makaden’s eyes. I was still too
angry to rejoice in what I’d just done. The magic I did not know I could
summon. Later, there would be time to celebrate.
Now, I had other things to do. Like confront the demonic master of this
house.
That same fury set my feet in motion exactly ten minutes from the time
Anir had left. It propelled me out of my room, down the corridor, and made it
easy to barge into Wrath’s personal suite as if it were my own.
The door slammed against the wall, setting the candles flickering wildly
on the mantel. Wrath was neither startled nor disturbed. He stood with his
back to me, undressing. As if he knew I’d come to him, furious instead of
scared.
I crossed my arms. “Well?”
The demon prince studiously ignored me. He shrugged out of his shirt and
tossed it over an armchair. His trousers sat low on his hips, and with the fire
blazing in the hearth, I had a very good view of the lines of ink that curved
over each finely carved muscle on his back.
Without speaking or looking at me, he moved deeper into his personal
space. I trailed behind, too mad to focus on any details of his rooms aside
from the deep merlot walls and black furniture and fabric. It was dark and
sensual. Like other parts of the castle where the prince spent most of his time.
“Look at me.” My voice was low, soft. It sounded like a caress, though
that was intentional. The softness was meant to distract from the underlying
steel in the command.
Wrath turned with intention. There was something seductive in the way he
moved; powerful and strong, yet fluid in all the ways he’d require for battle.
Everything about his movements indicated he was a predator. But I was not
afraid. Not even after his violent display. Wrath would never harm me. And I
was almost certain it had little to do with duty.
Looking at him now, with the promise of unending punishment and not an
ounce of regret in his glare, I understood what he did, why he did it, even if
he didn’t yet.
He stood before a large bed, the silky sheets like an undisturbed lake
behind him. An ebony fur throw covered the bottom portion. I thought about
disrobing and tossing myself onto it, causing another ripple in the smooth
perfection of his world. For a split second, I almost imagined I’d done that
before. I cut that thought off before any sinful magic could take hold.
Wrath’s expression turned unreadable. “It’s late. You should leave.”
“We need to discuss what just happened.”
“I issued an order, Makaden ignored it. Twice. The consequences were
made clear.”
I narrowed my eyes; his answer was a little too stiff and practiced. I
stalked closer. “Is that all? You attacked him because of your order?”
“He chose to insinuate you should taste his cock. In front of my court.”
His shoulders moved with the effort he was exerting to control his breaths, to
remain calm. He shouldn’t have bothered. There was no quieting the storm
currently raging in his eyes. “If I let his disobedience slide, I will be seen as
weak.”
“That was my fight. If you interfere whenever someone says something
unflattering, no one will ever respect or fear me. I will not appear weak for
you to maintain strength.” I moved until I stood directly before him, the heat
of our combined anger prickling my skin. I wonder if he felt that, too. And if
it soothed him. “Was this a male pride issue? I highly doubt your hold on
your court is so tenuous that one obnoxious noble could diminish your rule.”
“You know pride is not my sin.”
It was not the first time I’d wondered if that was the full truth, but I let it
go.
“I want my own blade. Perhaps if I’m armed and can disembowel
someone myself, you won’t act so overbearing in front of your subjects
again. Because if you do”—I allowed just enough sweetness into my tone,
making his eyes narrow with suspicion—“next time I will stick my dinner
knife in you. Consider that a vow from your future queen.”
Wrath crossed his arms and stared me down. His eyes flickered with some
emotion I couldn’t quite place; he was no doubt calculating a hundred
reasons why arming me was a bad idea. Especially after my last declaration. I
waited for the argument he seemed eager to give.
“I’ll see to it you have a blade of your own. And lessons.”
“I don’t require—”
“That is my offer. It will do no good to arm you only to have you injure
yourself in a fight because you can’t wield it properly. Do we have a
bargain?”
“Only one reasonable demand… and you’re agreeing with me? That
easily?”
“It appears I am.”
I looked him over. “You already considered arming me.”
“I am the general of war; of course I considered it. We’ll discuss other
training options in the morning. If we’re going to practice physical lessons,
we’ll add blocking magical influence, too. Do you accept the terms of our
bargain?”
“Yes.”
“Good. Go back to your rooms. I’m tired.”
I let his poor attitude go without comment. He was still tense, his own
anger not quite leashed. I considered leaving him to his own foul company,
but instead I gave him a teasing half-smile. “I imagine so. Maiming is
exhausting business.”
He almost returned my grin, but it never quite reached his lips. “Good
night, Emilia.”
“Good night, my jealous, mighty tongue-slayer.”
“You say such horrible things.”
But the gleam of intrigue indicated he didn’t mind. Quite the contrary. I
waited for him to turn and walk away, but he seemed rooted in place.
Indecision scrawled across his features.
Belatedly, I realized I hadn’t taken myself from the room, either.
I held still as he angled my face up, his long fingers stroking the side of
my neck in the lightest caress. I should have been thinking of the dagger he’d
just held, of the blood that had stained his hands moments ago. Of the
ruthless way he’d acted. These hands could remove a tongue without much
effort, but they were also capable of tenderness. Of protection.
And, undoubtedly, pleasure.
I wet my lips, recalling our earlier kiss. “I only spoke the truth.”
Wrath stared into my eyes before tearing his gaze away with obvious
effort. He did not deny being jealous. Nor did he appear surprised by the
emotion. I wondered if he’d already identified it and was unsure what to do
with the knowledge. Not that much could be done if either of us entertained
the thought. I was promised to his brother. And his duty to that mission
would always come first. What happened earlier between us would not
happen again.
His hand fell away, my skin instantly missing his heat, while my mind
reeled with confusion over my conflicted feelings.
“I’ll see that you have your blade and first lesson tomorrow. Good night.”
This time, there was no hesitation on his part. He disappeared through a
doorway covered with sheer panels, and, feeling dismissed, I finally turned
and headed out the way I’d come. I paused just inside the entrance to the
antechamber, my feet unwilling to carry me from the room. I knew I should
leave; I’d gotten what I’d come for, but something held me back.
I drifted into the bedroom, closer to those billowing panels, and peered
through them.
Wrath had escaped onto a balcony. He stood with his back to me, staring
out toward the snow-covered hills and mountains jutting up in the distance, a
bottle of wine perched beside him on the railing. The temperature never
seemed to affect him. It certainly hadn’t prevented him from sleeping
outdoors during the storm. Perhaps it was another perk of immortality.
Or maybe I’d gotten it slightly wrong earlier, maybe he wasn’t always
cold fury. Maybe he possessed fire, too. And his ability to withstand the cold
was simply the heat of his constant wrath, simmering, blazing, warming him
more than the icy elements could hope to infiltrate.
My attention drifted to his drink again. Frost crept up the side of the glass,
creating little spiderwebs of ice. The liquid inside the bottle was unlike
anything I’d ever seen at home; similar to merlot or chianti, but not a deep
red. It was a purple so dark it almost appeared black, but that wasn’t the most
unusual or beautiful part. Silver specks floated like glittery bubbles all
throughout it. Wrath topped off his glass and swirled it, setting the silver
glinting into a frenzy.
It looked like he’d created his own shimmering galaxy. He set the glass on
the railing beside him and inclined his head. “If you’re going to continue
lurking in my bedchamber, you might as well drink this. It’ll help you sleep.”
I thought about returning to my room, but curiosity got the better of me. I
moved across the balcony and examined the glass without touching it. “It
won’t make me jump over the railing and dive into the snow, will it?”
Instead of answering, Wrath swiped the glass away and drank deeply. He
handed it back and looked at me. Challenge lit his dark gaze.
I briefly fantasized about shoving him over the railing into the snowbank
below, but I imagined he’d bring me with him and something about our
bodies falling together made my heart race. Not because I feared the fall or
getting hurt; I knew Wrath would maneuver us so he’d hit the ground. It was
where I’d land that caused the uptick in my pulse.
I settled on sipping the starlike liquid. It was… delicious.
“Well?” he asked. “What do you think?”
“I love it.”
“I thought you might.” His voice turned quiet, contemplative. As if he
hadn’t meant to speak aloud or admit that. I wished I possessed a tiny bit of
his ability to sense emotions. I was curious to know what he was feeling, why
he sounded resigned.
I took another small sip and focused on the flavors. Something spicy, like
fresh ginger. A bit of citrus, similar to lime. And there was a deep richness
that blended the two perfectly. Not rum, but something close. I finished the
rest of my glass and contemplated pouring more.
Wrath grinned. “Demonberry wine is one of the two finer offerings of this
realm.”
I picked up the bottle and shook it a little. The liquid glimmered like
stardust. It was one of the most magnificent things I’d ever seen. “What
makes it look like the night sky?”
“Those are demonberry seeds. They’re small enough to look like bubbles.
Or stars.”
I topped off my glass and leaned against the railing. I was a little chilly,
but I was far from cold. Maybe it was the wine heating me from the inside.
From here I could clearly see the fiery lake that separated this stretch of
territory from the ornate castle in the far distance. A bridge connected the two
swaths of land, dark waters churning like a bubbling cauldron below.
For a second, I considered telling Wrath about the magic I summoned. I
nodded toward the castle instead. “Which royal House is that?”
Wrath followed my gaze. “Pride’s.”
I took another sip of my drink. Demonberries fizzled on my tongue. It was
suddenly so quiet I could hear the slight crackle as the bubbles popped in the
glass. “Have you heard from him yet?”
“No.”
“Does he know I’m here?”
“He does.”
I sighed. I sincerely hoped Pride would get over his namesake sin soon
enough and send his cursed invitation. I wanted to solve the full truth of my
sister’s murder and return to my family before I was old and gray. Or before
they were old and gray. I’d likely not age much while here. That thought
pierced the armor I’d erected around my heart, so I pushed it away.
We stood in companionable silence, each lost to our own thoughts while
sipping our drinks. Wrath moved a little, his arm nearly touching mine, and I
thought about how comfortable this was. Being here. With him. My enemy.
Well, not quite.
The lines of who we were and how I felt about us were blurring. I had no
idea if it was simply because he was familiar, and I was desperate to clutch at
anything even remotely comfortable while here. Or if the sins and illusions
were doing their hardest to confuse the matter. When we kissed earlier he’d
felt nothing like an adversary.
As much as I wanted to receive Pride’s invitation, I’d grown somewhat
fond of spending time with Wrath. I even looked forward to verbally sparring
with him. Seeing his nostrils flare with frustration was becoming oddly
endearing. The thought should have disturbed me, especially after the
incident at dinner. But it didn’t.
I wasn’t sure what it said about me, about the entity I was becoming, but
there was a deep sense of primeval desire that sparked when Wrath took that
blade to Makaden, defending me.
For a little while, it seemed like we were partners again. I didn’t think I’d
miss our time together in Palermo, and wasn’t sure what it meant that I did. I
felt his attention shift to me.
“What’s the second offering?” I asked, meeting his gaze. He was closer
than I expected, his attention briefly falling to my mouth as if it intrigued and
beguiled him. My heart kicked up its beat. Wrath drew his brows together
and shook his head, seeming to recall I’d asked a question. Whatever
realization he’d just had had thoroughly entranced him. “You said the wine
was only the first. What’s the second-best thing about this realm?”
“The Crescent Shallows.” He hesitated. “It’s a lagoon.”
That strange tension hovered between us like a spell that refused to break.
I raised a brow, my lips half–turned up at the edges. “Let me guess, since this
is Hell it’s frozen over?”
“No, actually. It’s one of the few places in the Seven Circles not touched
by ice. It sits above a lava field, so the water is warmer than bathwater,
regardless of the air temperature.”
“Do we have to fight a three-headed dog to get there?”
“No.”
“Is traveling there like going through the Sin Corridor?” Wrath shook his
head but didn’t elaborate. I stepped closer, eyes narrowing. He was being
more tight-lipped than normal. Which meant he was definitely concealing
something. “Where is it?”
“Forget I mentioned it.” He refilled his glass and took a strong pull of
wine, refusing to meet my inquisitive stare. “It’s late.”
“Blood and bones. It’s here, isn’t it? Have you been hiding a hot spring
from me?”
“Not hiding. There are rules that must be followed before entering the
water. I doubt you’d like them. And even if you did, I don’t think it’s a good
idea.”
“I see.” Wrath straightened at my tone and slowly glanced in my
direction. When his full attention settled on me, I continued. “Instead of
asking my opinion, you decided for me. Since I am to marry the devil, that
makes me your future queen, doesn’t it?” He didn’t answer. “I would like you
to take me there. Now, please.”
“Nothing made may enter the water.”
“Nothing… you mean clothing?”
“Yes. You’ll need to fully disrobe before entering the water, my future
queen.” His smile was pure wickedness. “I didn’t think you’d want to bathe
with me naked.”
“Is that all?” I highly doubted it. He’d seen me without clothing on more
than one occasion over the last few months. That would not be a deterrent.
This was about self-preservation. For him. “I imagine there’s something
about the water you’d like to avoid.”
He looked me over slowly. It was impossible to tell what he felt. “On
occasion it seeks the heart of those who enter. And reflects their truth.”
I held his gaze. Maybe it was the wine, or this world and its proclivity
toward sin, or the way his eyes glittered with triumph, but I refused to cede
this battle.
I recalled what Anir said about challenging him. If I had to give up some
of my truth to gain some knowledge of him, it was a small price to pay.
I jerked my chin at the bottle and glasses. “Take those and let’s visit this
magical lagoon. I could use a warm, relaxing bath after tonight.”
Wrath’s grin vanished. “You’re certain that’s what you want?”
“Yes.”
It was a terribly dangerous answer, made apparent by the thick layer of
tension that swiftly fell between us again, but it was the truth. I did not want
to go back to my chamber alone, nor did I want to part ways with this prince
just yet. A night adventure to a magical hot spring sounded like the perfect
distraction. I wanted a pleasant memory to cling to before bed. I did not want
to replay the staked tongue incident over and over until sleep claimed me.
And if I went back to my chamber alone now, that’s exactly what would
happen.
Instead of walking me there, Wrath took my hand in his and magicked us
away. The familiar sensation of burning was replaced by a slight, warm tingle
across my skin. It was far from unpleasant. I gasped as solid ground formed
beneath us a moment later.
Wrath let go once he was sure I wasn’t about to tumble over. “Transvenio
magic isn’t as jarring when we’re traveling in this circle.”
I wanted to ask him more about the magic but found all logical thought
had been stolen as I took in our new location. We stood on the dark, glittering
shore of a lagoon. It was shaped like an enormous crescent moon, and the
water was a milky, glacier blue.
Fog drifted lazily above its surface. I managed to tear my gaze away from
the sparkling pool long enough to glance at the obsidian walls that
surrounded us. This lake was subterranean.
“Where are we, exactly?”
“Below House Wrath.” He strolled down the shore a little way, then
pointed out a stone arch. “The Lake of Fire feeds into these shallows from
over there.”
I looked up, expecting to see more stone, and sucked in a quiet breath.
Stone did indeed cover us, but someone had painted the phases of the moon
across it, along with a smattering of stars. Breathtaking was hardly the most
accurate description. Ethereal, maybe, did it more justice.
I went to stick my toes in the water when the demon prince carefully
hauled me back. “No cloth of any kind can taint the water. You need to
remove your gown or hold the skirt up.”
“Why?”
Wrath lifted a shoulder. “See those?”
I followed his gaze as it landed on a mammoth piece of driftwood. I
leaned closer and squinted. “Is that… are those bones?”
I dragged my attention away from what remained of the unfortunate
creature and focused on the prince at my side. The glint of amusement in his
face was almost as sinful as he was. “Still want to go for a dip?”
“What happens if you bring the wine and glasses in?”
“I wouldn’t. Come,” he offered his hand. “I’ll take you back to your room.
You can keep the wine. It will relax you just as well as the lagoon would
have. You’ve got a large private bath of your own. That will have to suffice.”
Either he was worried about the lagoon revealing a truth he wanted to
keep hidden, or he was convinced I’d change my mind and go back to bed. I
gave him my own taunting smile as I deftly undid the enclosures on my
gown. He watched as I slipped out of the silky red material, his throat
bobbing a little as my lacy undergarments hit the ground next.
I took his ring off and set it on a smooth, flat rock. Then I straightened
and held his gaze.
I stood bare before him, feeling anything but shy. I raised a brow. “Are
you going to get undressed so we can swim, or are you planning on watching
me all night?”
ELEVEN
Wrath brought us to his personal library and magicked the room to contain
our voices within it. I stood before the giant fireplace, warming my hands.
Between the cool temperature in the castle, the exhaustion that swept in
following the pain, my thin nightgown, and the dampness of my hair, I was
chilled to the core.
Fear was also playing a role with my shudders. Was it possible something
happened to my family? If they were harmed—or worse—I wasn’t sure
Wrath would tell me.
He knew they were my weakness as much as my strength and I’d bargain
my way back to my world and break the contract with Pride. That would
certainly complicate his mission and be motive enough for his not being
forthright with me.
Wrath’s tense mood wasn’t helping to soothe me, either. It invaded my
senses until my own nerves were yanked taut enough to snap.
He paced the room like a large animal trapped in a cage. Prior to our
passionate embrace in the lagoon, and then in the corridor outside his
bedchamber, I’d never seen him anything but calm; even while furious he
was never so… on edge. It was disconcerting, seeing him like this. His
snapping at the matron was unusual, too. On occasion he could be gruff,
arrogant, or brimming with masculine smugness, but he was never rude.
“Will you sit down?” I rubbed at my arms. “You’re making me nervous.”
He prowled over to his desk and poured two fingers of lavender liquid
into his glass. He tossed it back before swiftly refilling it and offered the
second drink to me. I shook my head.
Waiting was unbearable. And my stomach was already tied up in several
intricate knots. I wanted to know what he had to say, and why whatever it
was was affecting him this strongly. Even when he attacked Makaden earlier
there had been no regret or worry on his part. Only cold efficiency. He’d
carried out a sentence and was impartial to its brutality.
“Is the suspense truly necessary?” My voice was surprisingly calm. It was
a complete contradiction to the frantic pounding of my heart. “Whatever you
have to say can’t be that bad.”
I hoped.
He finally stopped moving long enough to look me in the eye. His
expression was impossible to read. A cool, unnerving calm had settled over
him. Trepidation slid down my spine. His demeanor reminded me of when a
midwife delivered fatal news.
“Earlier this evening, you asked why I Marked you. I’m not sure you fully
understand what it does. Why it is something given so rarely.”
I stared at him, momentarily taken off guard by his sudden shift in topic
and how the summoning Mark played a role in this. At least I understood
how Celestia had known about this secret; her attention had briefly shifted to
my neck. I’d mistakenly thought she was looking at my devil’s horn charm.
“Well?” he prodded, drawing my attention back to him. “What do you
know of it?”
“Nonna said it allows someone to summon a prince of Hell without an
object that belongs to them. That it’s a great honor not many are given. And
that, as long as he draws breath, the demon prince must always answer the
summoning. Except, of course, when I tried to summon you and you didn’t
show.” My tone turned frosty. “I thought you were dead.”
He stepped back, his focus quickly roving over me in quiet calculation.
“After being injured with Envy’s House dagger, I hadn’t healed enough to
travel between realms. I didn’t realize you were upset by my absence.” I gave
him a dirty look that seemed to bring out a mischievous tilt of his mouth. The
look faded almost instantly. “Do you know why it’s given so rarely?”
“Because princes are ornery bastards and don’t like being summoned at
will?”
A ghost of a smile touched his lips again before he banished it. “Because
it is a magical bond that can never be broken.”
“Impossible. All magic can be undone.”
“Not this bond. Not even in death.”
“But you are immortal.”
“Imagine then, how long that bond lasts.”
We stared at each other as the weight of that truth settled between us. I
was struggling to absorb the information, the implications of it. Wrath didn’t
speak, his expression turning grim as I sorted through the shock. If the bond
lasted even after death, I couldn’t fathom how that worked. Our souls would
forever be linked. Except I’d sold mine, and had no clue what that meant for
the bond. Or for him.
“Emilia.” His voice was quiet, but held a commanding edge. “Say
something.”
“You said to avoid speaking in absolutes. They have a tendency to never
stick, remember?”
“Do you recall anything I said the night you were attacked by the
Viperidae?”
Wrath moved nearer, watching me carefully with each of his measured
steps. I imagined he sensed how close I was to bolting and was doing his best
to not make any sudden movements and spook me. His attention strayed to
his Mark.
Unconsciously, I reached up to touch the place on my neck where the
nearly invisible symbol marred my skin. I’d been in too much pain to absorb
anything he’d said that night, and then we were in the bath together and the
nightmares had begun soon after.
And before I awoke he’d said…
“I told you to live long enough to hate me. And I meant it.” He reached
out and traced the side of my throat, his touch featherlight. “That was the
night I Marked you. But that’s not all.”
Panic fluttered inside my rib cage like a trapped bird.
I had a terrible feeling I knew where this was going and I wanted no part
in it. I swore my betrothal tattoo started tingling, reminding me it was there.
As if I’d forgotten.
I forced my feet to stay firmly planted on the ground, though a large part
of me wanted to take flight and race up to my rooms, lock the door, and never
emerge.
“Stop.” I turned and started walking away. The new fear was growing. I
didn’t want to hear any more of his confession. “Take me back to my
chamber.”
“Not until you know the whole truth.”
Wrath now stood before me, his gaze fused to mine. I really despised his
supernatural speed. He didn’t reach for me again, didn’t bar my path or
crowd me into a corner, but his expression was laced with the promise of
staying close to me until I was ready to hear his full confession. I knew he’d
wait for an eternity if he had to, he’d wait until the sun burned out and the
last star faded from the heavens. And I didn’t have that sort of time to waste.
I finally nodded, granting him permission to continue. To uproot my
world once more.
“The magic I used that you’d mistaken for a rebirth spell? It was the
Mark. It tethered us, flesh to flesh, in a way that allowed my powers to heal
you. You only walked away from that attack because I took the venom into
my body through that magical bond.”
His immortal body. A body that would not be cut down or ended by
poison or venom or anything else that would have killed me. I swallowed
hard. Wrath bonded himself to a sworn enemy just so I would live. The
gravity of what he’d done. What he’d sacrificed to save me the night I’d gone
after my sister’s amulet, fought the snakelike Viperidae demon, and had
almost died, crashed into me. No wonder he’d been furious I’d been so
cavalier about it.
His price had been steeper than I’d ever imagined. But then again, so was
mine.
“The Mark was more than a way to summon me, or save you. Because of
another magical bond we share, it was also part acceptance. I believe you
understand where this story is headed, but would you like me to continue?”
My heart was now beating very fast at his choice of words. Acceptance.
We weren’t talking about his summoning Mark and the magic he used to take
the venom anymore. We were talking about my fear, the one that kept
growing even now. I couldn’t bring myself to look him in the eye. “I broke
the spell after that.”
“You don’t sound certain. Yet the truth has always been there for you to
see.”
I looked down at the traitorous ink on his bare arm; the magical tattoos
that hadn’t disappeared. I’d suspected my spell reversal hadn’t worked but
had pushed those worries aside. He was correct. I hadn’t wanted to
acknowledge what it meant. I still didn’t.
“May I?” Wrath reached for my hand but stopped short of touching me. I
nodded and he gently took my arm and rolled up the sleeve of my nightdress.
He held his forearm to mine, waiting until the truth stopped fluttering around
like a frightened bird and settled into me.
There was no denying they matched perfectly. And I knew why.
I dragged my attention from our tattoos up to his face. His beautiful, cold,
royal face. The face that belonged to a fallen god. And my destroyer.
Anticipation prickled my skin.
“You seek the truth? Allow me to give it freely. Pride has not summoned
you to his court, nor will he ever attempt to. At least not for the reason you
believe.”
“Because…”
I knew, oh goddess, I knew. Still, I needed him to say the words.
“You are not his intended, Emilia.” The world beneath me tilted. Wrath’s
gaze was steady enough to keep both my knees and the realm from quaking.
“You are mine.”
THIRTEEN
You are mine. Everything outside of those three words faded. My shock,
denial, and utter confusion were simply gone. It was as if I’d stepped from
Wrath’s library back into the nothingness of the void. My pulse pounded in
every one of my cells. The phrase echoed softly, drummed against each of
my nerves, embedded themselves into my heart.
It felt like the magic that bonded us fully came awake. Wrath’s admission
somehow wrenched it from its slumber and gave it permission to stretch its
arms wide.
This mighty warrior prince, brimming with immortal vitality and power,
death and rage made flesh… suddenly, I was drawn into a vision.
Past or future or pure illusion crafted of this sinful world, I couldn’t
discern. We were in Wrath’s bed, hundreds of candles flickering across the
glossy surface of his silken sheets, his dark colored walls, and the sheen of
sweat coating his bare chest.
I was astride the demon prince, my thighs spread wide to accommodate
the breadth of him. He watched me with a primal sort of possession, his half-
lidded gaze drinking in every inch of my body while my hips undulated,
seeking pleasure but not fully. I teased us both by not quite closing the slight
distance between our bodies.
He reached for me, but I pinned him to the mattress, nipping playfully at
his mouth before losing myself in his slow kisses. Soon he was no longer
content with being a spectator; his hands clasped on to my sides, guiding me
down onto his fierce arousal. With a whispered word of endearment and a
quick upward thrust, we were joined in all ways. For eternity.
I managed to draw in a deep, ragged breath, banishing the vision. Some
denial slipped back in. “We are still betrothed.”
Wrath’s eyes momentarily glazed, as if he’d been in that seductive
illusion with me and still felt the tremors of pleasure rocking through him.
His cool tone did not match the heat lingering in his gaze. “Yes. I am to be
your husband.”
“My husband. You, not Pride.”
“Emilia…”
“Please.”
I held up a hand to stall him. Something ancient rattled my bones. I
ignored the feeling, instead focusing on the anger unfurling in fiery tendrils,
replacing any lingering sense of shock or denial, and clearing my head. This
could not be happening. It was a complication I could ill afford for several
reasons; the largest being my vow to avenge my sister.
“You lied to me.”
He fell silent for a few moments, then said quietly, “Despite the less-than-
ideal circumstances of our union, we are well suited. Enough.”
I stared at him, unblinking. With such a wildly romantic declaration, who
needed love or passion? If I wasn’t marrying Pride to carry out my scheme, I
was going to marry for love. “Well suited enough” was also grossly
misrepresenting the situation. I still wished to strangle Wrath more often than
I wished to kiss or bed him. I had a feeling he felt the same way. Which
perhaps was an indication of being well suited enough. Ours would be an
unholy union of fury.
“Your brother is aware of this?”
“Of course.”
The demon prince seemed braced for a violent outburst; his feet were
subtly planted shoulder-width apart, his body angled forward. He deserved a
good slap for keeping this from me, but I could hardly wrap my mind around
his confession and the strange way his words—innocuous though they were
—suddenly heated my blood.
My whole body hummed with awareness, almost preternaturally. I was
aware of every one of his movements, from the slight shifting of his feet to
his steady breath. My new awareness of him did not alleviate my anger. If
anything, it only stoked it more.
New realizations clicked into place. If I was a member of House Wrath,
other royal houses—such as Pride’s court—would never share gossip
regarding their prince. Any hopes and plans I had of gaining information I
needed about Pride’s first wife were ruined.
“This is madness.”
I had taken the chaos my world devolved into after Vittoria’s death and
had created a tiny semblance of order by coming here. And I’d only
accomplished that because of my vow to her.
Now… now my life was once again spinning out of control because of the
Wicked.
Wrath in particular. My fury finally exploded.
“You keep telling me I have a choice. When does that actually happen?
Certainly not when it comes to which demon House I choose. Or which
prince I thought I was betrothed to. Let’s not forget my personal favorite,
back in Palermo when I asked if you’d make me come here. To rule in Hell.
You said you would never force me. Apparently tricking is a perfectly
acceptable substitute. Congratulations.” I clapped slowly. “You truly know
your way around bending the truth. I must admit, I’m impressed.”
He didn’t look relieved, but he did relax his stance, marginally. I saw the
exact moment he recalled the night I was talking about, when I thought I’d
broken our betrothal with a spell of un-making. He’d sworn he wouldn’t
force me into a marriage or take me to the underworld. Apparently, more
half-truths if not full lies.
“You still do. You do not have to complete our marriage.”
I pointed a finger in accusation at the summoning Mark.
“And what about this unbreakable bond? It doesn’t feel like a choice. I
realize you had much to sacrifice, too, but at least you were aware of what
you were deciding. Regardless, you should have told me before now. I had
every right to know.”
“The Mark was the best alternative I could come up with at the time. And
thanks to the venom, I didn’t have many other options to explore before it
stopped your heart. I asked you to grant me permission to help that night.
There was your choice. You betrothed us. I accepted.”
As if I needed a reminder of that grievous error. “Alternative to what?”
“To delay certain urges the acceptance creates.”
“Urges.”
My mouth shut with an audible click as understanding sank in. All of my
lust-filled thoughts and feelings toward Wrath had slowly been intensifying.
They’d been eroding my distrust and the betrayal I had felt. I’d thought it was
only this realm, its tendency toward desire, fueling my emotions, nudging me
toward that almost primal frenzy to bed him. But it wasn’t. It was also an
ancient need to claim my husband. To secure our marriage.
Goddess above. Wrath was my intended.
I’d been fighting a battle on many fronts and hadn’t even known it. No
wonder resisting temptation had been so hard. I’d been battling the bond, the
realm, and its nudges for me to face my fears of owning my sexual desire
without guilt or shame.
If I was being honest, the conflicted feelings had started well before we
came to this world. When he’d been attacked by Envy and bled out before
me, something had shifted then.
And prior to that, when I’d been under Lust’s spell, I’d wanted Wrath
desperately. For a moment that night, he seemed to want to close the distance
between us, too.
I snapped myself into the present. “Your acceptance of the betrothal
creates desire?”
“Consummation, along with a traditional ceremony, complete the
marriage bond.” He searched my face, probably seeing if I was about to hit
him now. I wanted to. Tremendously. “You look…”
“Angry?” I raised my brows and canted my head. He was wise enough to
know that the silence that followed was twice as dangerous as raising a hand.
“Create was a poor word choice. It encourages the completion of the
bond. At some level, you have to already possess those feelings, or else
there’d be nothing for the bond to encourage.”
“Has the realm ever been encouraging me, or is it only our bond?”
“Both.”
“And your summoning Mark does what, exactly?”
“Marking you subdues the marriage urges because it’s its own
unbreakable link between us. If you were to think of it in terms of a body of
water, it would be similar to a river that breaks into two smaller streams.
Each diluting the other to an extent, until they rejoin.”
Which was why he’d brushed his knuckles across the Mark whenever we
kissed; he’d been trying to dilute my urges. He also did that while I was
under Lust’s influence at the bonfire. Which meant he’d been tamping it
down for a while. And hadn’t bothered to tell me.
I don’t know why it stung so badly, but it did.
“What happens if I refuse to accept the marriage? Will I still want you in
my bed?”
“The urges will remain, but they won’t ever force your hand, Emilia.
That’s not the way the bond works. You will always have a choice. Just as
you would with any other partner.”
“I always have a choice,” I scoffed. “Except if I want to marry the devil.”
Wrath stiffened. The words were out of my mouth before I’d given much
thought to them. Or how they might impact the prince. In order for him to
experience those urges, too, he must possess some level of feelings for me.
And that was… it was too complicated to sort through.
I knew it was unfair to blame him, especially since I was the one who’d
originally trapped him in a betrothal, but I couldn’t help but cling to my fury.
All of my plans were going up in flames. If I didn’t get to House Pride, I
might never discover what really happened to my twin. The only reason I’d
even signed that contract was to place myself in the viper’s nest and stop any
more witches from being murdered.
Now I was in this realm and stuck in a situation that wouldn’t further my
mission. I didn’t come here to find love, or to become Princess of House
Wrath. I came for vengeance. I came to be Queen. I was here to destroy the
demon who’d killed Vittoria and save my family and island from further
danger from invading demons. And Wrath was complicating my entire world.
“Why the secrecy?” I demanded. “If you didn’t want me to sign Pride’s
contract you could have told me about this back in the cave that night. Why
not ask me to align myself with your House? It makes no sense that you’d
hide this from me.”
“Fiancée or not, you are free to join any House of Sin you wish. I won’t
ever stand in your way. And I did not tell you because I didn’t want you to
come here.”
“Why don’t you want me here?” He pressed his lips together. I wasn’t
about to let him get away with that non-response answer again. “Tell me. Tell
me this has something to do with the curse and not with another person you
love. I need to understand why you keep some secrets and give up others.”
“I cannot. Be content with the answers you’ve gotten.”
I noticed his word choice. Cannot and will not were vastly different. I
looked him over, but his expression gave nothing away. I knew he’d chosen
those words with care.
“Is this why I can’t travel between the demon courts without an
invitation? Because I am technically bound to your House?”
He nodded. “You would still need an escort through the realm since it’s
dangerous to travel alone, and we’d need to have a delegation from each
House meet at the border of our territories, but yes. As my intended you are
seen as the future co-ruler of House Wrath. Therefore, it would be an act of
aggression if you were to simply show up at another court without warning or
permission.”
“What of the contract I signed with House Pride?”
“If we complete our marriage, it becomes void.”
“And if we don’t? What about the witch murders? Are they still
happening?”
“No. They are not.”
“How is that possible? Your entire mission revolved around finding the
devil a bride. Unless it was never truly about that…”
Wrath looked as if he wanted to say more but either couldn’t or wouldn’t.
His growing silence solidified my earlier worry about the murders having
nothing to do with the devil needing a bride to break his curse. Which meant
the witches were killed for some reason I’d yet to uncover. Annoyance
warred with anger as I glared at the prince of secrets.
“If you choose to do nothing,” he finally said, breaking the silence, “then
it will eventually be sent to the Temple of Fate. A council of three will then
convene on the matter. That path is ill-advised, but is your choice to make
nonetheless.”
“Wonderful. The council will what? Decide then if I marry you or
someone else?”
“They will decide the fate of us all.”
I regretted not accepting the drink he’d offered earlier. I rolled my head,
trying to ease the mounting tension. There were way too many emotions
fighting for dominance right now. Wrath walked over to where I stood and
put the glass in my hand, then began circling the room.
“How did you know I wanted the drink? Can you sense my emotions that
clearly, or is it an added bonus from our betrothal bond? Or maybe the
summoning Mark. It’s hard to keep all of your tricks straight.”
“Your gaze darted to the glass, Emilia. I simply read your body
language.”
I watched him pace, my mind spinning with each of his revolutions
around the room. His actions were all starting to make sense. He hadn’t let
me die from the elements because I was his future bride. It was also why he’d
stayed with me in the Sin Corridor, though Anir said he shouldn’t have.
Another memory came back to me. In Palermo, Anir had mentioned
completing the marriage bond and securing his House, something about
gaining full power. When he’d come to collect me in the cave, I’d noticed a
shift in his power. It had felt infinite. Stronger.
Wrath may have some feelings or physical attraction for me, but, given his
nature, I wondered if he’d acted partly out of self-preservation.
“Do your subjects know?”
“Yes. The whole realm is aware.”
Which was why he’d made such a public example of Lord Makaden. The
noble hadn’t simply disobeyed a royal command; he’d challenged Wrath and
insulted his soon-to-be wife. The same was true for the officer he’d brought
the mountain down on; he’d threatened to kill the princess of House Wrath. If
either of them harmed me, it would in turn diminish Wrath’s power to some
degree. I knew precisely how much princes of Hell coveted power.
Enough to bind themselves to someone they may enjoy between their
sheets on occasion, but would never truly love. For eternity.
Well suited enough.
The choice of words grated on me. He also hadn’t denied there was
someone else in his life. Someone he’d chosen before I destroyed his world.
“I invited you to bed tonight.” My voice was low, but not meek. Wrath
stopped pacing and his heavy gaze clashed with mine. My attention roved
over his face. “Would you have told me any of this before we slept together?”
“No matter how tempting, I would not have consummated our marriage
tonight. There are plenty of ways to give and receive pleasure that would not
jeopardize your free will.”
“Is that the truth? Or just what you think I wish to hear?”
He stared at me, his jaw tightening. The temperature around us chilled a
few degrees. I half-expected the castle’s foundation to shake. “What kind of
monster do you believe me to be?”
I had no good answer. And until I did… I drew in a deep breath, thinking
over my options. Wrath had mentioned a few of his brothers were interested
in hosting me at their Houses. Perhaps it was time for a visit.
“I want you to escort me to House Envy in the morning. Will you send a
note letting him know I accept his invitation?”
Wrath didn’t react for a long moment; he looked like he wasn’t sure if
he’d heard me correctly. He stared so hard I started to worry he could see
through flesh and bone straight into my soul. I kept my expression bland and
forced thoughts of tranquility: collecting shells by the sea, laughing with my
sister and Claudia, drinking wine and talking about simple things.
Anything to keep my emotions from betraying me.
He finally nodded. He wasn’t pleased, that much was obvious from the
way he’d tensed up at the request, but he also wasn’t trying to stop or
imprison me.
I was not his cosseted princess. Thus far, my choices remained my own.
“You’re certain that’s what you want? Even after what Envy did?”
“Yes.” I thought about my next request. “I also need a mending kit.”
“You don’t need to sew your own clothing anymore, Emilia. A seamstress
can do that.”
“All the same, I’d like one for emergencies.”
“Very well. I’ll have one sent to your room and let my brother know
tonight. Will that be all?”
“For now.”
“Come.” He offered his hand, his voice and expression both genial
enough to make me wary as I stepped closer. I ignored the little spark that
passed between us when his fingers closed around mine. If he felt it, too, he
didn’t let on. “I’ll take you to your chamber to pack. We’ll leave for House
Envy at first light.”
FOURTEEN
Wrath made one small, seemingly innocuous request of his own before
leaving me to pack a trunk for my visit. He’d asked to have a gown sent in
the morning, one in which it was appropriate to be received by a prince of
Hell. Regardless of any ulterior motives, of which I was certain he had many,
I’d decided there was little harm in granting his wish and quickly agreed.
I told myself my swift acceptance had nothing to do with the fact my
betrothed was in my private suite, standing shirtless near my bed, looking
like he was carved from the very essence of temptation itself. He kept a
careful distance, almost painfully so, but there wasn’t anything he could do to
dampen my awareness of him. The space between us seemed to vibrate with
both tension and anticipation. I wasn’t sure if it was only coming from me, or
if he felt it, too. He’d retreated back to the enigmatic prince who was cordial,
but otherwise difficult to read.
I was not nearly as calm. My emotions were still aflutter after learning the
truth, and I had every right to tuck myself safely in denial until I sorted
through them. Far away from the prince.
The twinkle of mirth finally broke into his cool features as I ushered him
out of my rooms and practically shut the door on his heels. I leaned my head
against the wall and exhaled. An hour earlier I’d felt much differently. I
couldn’t get him into my bed fast enough.
I slammed the memory of our romantic encounter outside his rooms from
my mind. Recalling the pleasant sensation of his hands stroking and
exploring would do nothing to clear my head.
“What a nightmare.”
I rushed into my bathing chamber to splash water on my face and caught a
glimpse of myself in the mirror, immediately understanding his amused
reaction. My dark eyes were wide and wild, my hair unruly from our earlier
dip into trouble, and my skin was flushed as if some torturous fever had
overtaken me. I was an untamed, frenzied mess on the inside and it was
shining through to the outside. Certainly not the ideal reaction to matrimony
to boost any male ego or confidence. Though it wasn’t as if Wrath lacked in
either of those areas.
My gaze snagged on my amulet, briefly wrenching me from thoughts of
husbands and wives and unbreakable magical bonds. Given Envy’s reaction
to the Horn of Hades last time, I wanted the necklace far away from him. I
refused to take any careless chances by parading it under his nose while
staying in his royal House.
I took it off and placed it at the bottom of my vanity drawer. I’d let Wrath
know where to find it in the morning. As I closed the drawer, I noticed
something that hadn’t been present earlier: a silver hand mirror and matching
brush and comb were placed atop the table.
They appeared sometime after I’d cleaned up from Lord Makaden’s blood
and now. I admired the detailed etching, marveling at the craftsmanship.
Another beautiful—and thoughtful—gift from my future husband. I sighed. If
Wrath started wooing me, I wasn’t sure I’d recall all the reasons we weren’t a
proper match. Of which there were many.
First, he was a prince of Hell, a mortal enemy to witches. Next, he was
secretive and did not trust me any more than I trusted him with full
disclosure. He also might feel lust around me, but that did not equal love. I
wanted a true partner, an equal and confidant. Wrath would always hold his
proverbial cards close, and I wasn’t sure he’d ever deal me in. Given the
tenuous nature of our current relationship, I might never fully include him in
my plans, either.
I removed the animal skulls and flower clips from around the crown of my
head, then ran the comb through my loose curls, trying desperately to slow
my pulse. It was no use.
I set the comb down and returned to my bedchamber, pacing so quickly
around the room I almost worked up a sweat, too wound up to attempt sleep.
As appealing as shoving my feelings aside was, I needed to sort through
some of the tangle before I left for Envy’s House.
Wrath was a handsome, unwed prince, and he was no doubt highly sought
after by all eligible ladies of the nobility. He was a bit aloof at times, and
arrogant, but he was also charming and flirtatious when he wished to be.
He’d once even called himself “His Royal Highness of Undeniable Desire.”
And, goddess curse him, I could see how that was true. If he set his attention
on someone, I doubted they would resist his romantic pursuit for long.
He approached everything strategically and it would only be a matter of
time before the object of his desire happily surrendered to his careful
seduction. He’d certainly been a generous lover in the Crescent Shallows,
focusing on my needs as if that gave him ultimate pleasure to do so. In fact, I
imagined he had his pick of all-too-willing bed partners before I entered his
world. Some vying for his throne and power, others solely interested in his
body.
I abruptly stopped pacing as another thought occurred to me, one that
pricked like the little spikes on a crab shell when we served those at our
trattoria. I’d thought of it earlier, and now it seemed to taunt me with larger
implications.
Wrath hadn’t professed love or affection, only that we were well suited
enough. While it wasn’t the romantic moment of my dreams, there was truth
in his statement.
I knew him enough to know he would never force me into anything or
interfere with my free will, and at least I wouldn’t be tied to the devil. But I
couldn’t stop myself from wondering if there was someone else he’d prefer to
wed. Before I’d accidentally summoned him and betrothed us, it was possible
there had been someone in his bed and his heart.
Someone he might be thinking of now. When we first met, he’d made it
abundantly clear how much he hated witches. Even if his feelings for me
were thawing, it might not ever be enough for him to truly love me. Would he
keep a mistress if we completed our marriage bond?
I didn’t like the pinch of discomfort that came with those thoughts.
No matter how hard I tried to quiet my brain, I couldn’t stop thinking of
our passionate encounter in the lagoon and then outside his bedchamber. His
hands on my body, my back pressed against the wall, his tongue claiming
mine… in those moments he felt right.
But that didn’t mean he was. For a multitude of reasons. Passion and lust
couldn’t erase the lack of trust between us or the secrets we both kept. A
good relationship was built on a solid foundation of honesty, and I didn’t
even know his true name.
Aside from the real possibility of Wrath never fully allowing himself to
love me, I was unsure if I could ever fully allow myself to love him. Bed him,
certainly. Marry, perhaps. But to let go of everything else and accept him as
he was, with all of his secrets? I wasn’t as sure.
“Goddess help me.” This was disastrous.
I’d been willing to have a marriage of convenience with Pride. But only
because it granted me access to his House and a better understanding of how
his wife’s murder might tie in with Vittoria’s. Binding myself to Wrath… I
was unsure how that would assist in my mission.
If anything, all I came up with were more complications.
I tossed myself across the bed and summoned Source. My magic
responded almost instantly, happy to be used while I was otherwise
distracted. I created a garden’s worth of rose-gold burning flowers and
floated them up to the ceiling, my mind returning to the two princes currently
occupying the majority of my thoughts.
I didn’t know the first thing about Pride, other than the fact he was the
devil. Wrath I was starting to know a little better, and being near him
sometimes made the ache in my chest lessen. He didn’t erase memories of
my twin—no one could ever do that—but when he was around, I found a
perverse sense of peace arguing with him.
I released the hold on my magic, the flowers of flame slowly burning out.
I watched as the petals became blackened embers that floated to the floor,
extinguishing before they touched the carpet. I sighed, too distraught to be
thrilled over my most impressive use of magic yet. It wasn’t the marriage
bond that bothered me; it was the realization that my family hadn’t managed
to drag me from the depths of my grief, but the demon prince had.
Some days I hated him for it, but there was a larger part of me that was
grateful for his unwillingness to tolerate my fire burning out. He’d poke and
prod and taunt me until I wanted nothing more than to wrap my hands around
his neck and squeeze. And it was far better to be angry rather than turn into a
ghost of my former self from sadness and grief.
It had been a very long, restless night and this realm did nothing to ease
my way as I cycled through emotions. Twice I’d gotten up, made it to the
outer door, my hand hovering above the knob, then shook sense into myself
and returned to bed.
I was here to find out the truth about my twin. The more I thought of
Vittoria, the easier it became to distance myself from those other urges. And
when those thoughts weren’t enough, I continued to delve into Source,
creating a variety of flaming flowers in various sizes. I practiced
extinguishing some flowers, while increasing the intensity of the flames on
others.
When the gown arrived just before dawn, along with the olive branch ring
Wrath had given me back in the mortal world, I’d been bleary-eyed opening
the package, but pleased. It was solid black lace, with long fitted sleeves and
a full skirt, but it wasn’t entirely modest. The sides were cut out from just
under the upper part of my ribs to my waist.
Those open edges were lined with shimmering gold designs that reminded
me of flowering vines. Snakes also twisted through the flora.
Temptation was what the dress should have been called if garments were
given names.
Now, as we stepped into the dark emerald–colored antechamber outside
Envy’s throne room, amidst a sea of waiting nobles clad in various shades of
deep green silks and velvets, it was not lost on anyone that Wrath had chosen
my clothing with greater purpose.
His perfectly tailored suit was the masculine version of my gown. Black
jacket, black and gold waistcoat with that same floral and snake design, black
shirt, and matching trousers. Gold rings glinted from his knuckles, looking
more weaponlike than mere ornamentation. His crown was made of gold
laurel leaf intertwined with glittering ebony serpents.
I wore no diadem or tiara, but Wrath had dressed me in his signature black
and gold. It was his way of showing this court where I truly belonged. At his
side.
Judging from the whispers and curious glances that kept sliding our way
after the herald rushed in to prepare for our announcement, Wrath’s plan had
worked.
Truthfully, I’d been onto his scheme the moment I took the gown out of
its dark tissue wrapping. My prince was not as subtle as he imagined. Or
maybe he hadn’t been aiming for subtlety at all. The last time he’d seen
Envy, his brother had disemboweled him. Maybe this act of possession had
more to do with whatever private feud was happening between them.
Though it was possible it was also Wrath’s way of ensuring anyone of this
court would think twice before striking me. He was protecting his potential
power enhancement and irking his brother. I was certain there was also some
deep sense of chivalry at play, too.
Wrath did not want harm to befall me. I knew that, more than anything
else, was the real driving force behind his actions. That was why I’d stepped
into the gown that claimed me as part of his royal House as much as our
magical tattoos and his royal Mark did.
He was extending his protection, and only a fool would turn that away. I
may have been foolish before, but, thank the goddess, I was learning quickly.
The herald nodded at two guards stationed at the double doors, then
stomped an emerald-tipped staff on the ground. The doors swung open,
revealing my first glimpse inside Envy’s royal court. Hunter green marble
floors spanned the cathedral-like room with rows of matching columns on
either side of a long aisle. Groups of finely dressed royals stood in small
circles throughout the space, their attention riveted on the herald.
And the two people standing behind him, awaiting our introductions.
Wrath paid them no notice, though I suspected he’d already mapped out
the exits and placement of guards. Right now the general of war was hidden
beneath the cold prince. Arrogance dripped from him as if he’d expected this
court’s regard and was unsurprised by it.
I looked past the crowd, ignoring their stares until my attention landed on
the dais. The Prince of Envy sprawled on his throne, his expression one of
complete disinterest. He looked as if there were a hundred other more
interesting places he’d rather be, and a hundred other people he’d rather be
associating with. It had to be an act. Surely he sensed his brother. And the
wave of unease rippling through the room.
After a pregnant pause to eke out the most dramatic effect, the herald’s
voice broke the silence, “His Royal Highness, Prince Wrath of House Wrath,
General of War and one of the Seven, and Lady Emilia di Carlo of House
Wrath.”
I didn’t think it was possible for the room to grow any quieter, but it did.
Whispers ceased. Shuffling feet froze. It was as if the whole court had turned
to stone. Except for their prince. The moment we were announced, Envy
straightened. That indolent expression was replaced with shrewd interest as
we slowly made our way down the aisle. I studied him as closely.
He wore a velvet swallowtail jacket the color of an evergreen forest with a
jeweled silver crown. His jet-black hair was different from the last time I’d
seen him. It was shorter on the sides and a bit longer on top. The new style
showed off the harsh lines and angles of his face, the cheekbones that were
sharp enough to carve open a few hearts. His facial hair was also mostly
gone, except for a slight shadow that only served to enhance his rugged
appeal.
If I didn’t know what sort of ruthless monster lurked beneath his skin, I’d
be lured into those mesmerizing features.
I tried not to let trepidation show as his unnaturally green eyes skipped
over his brother and fastened to my face. Envy had kidnapped my family and
then harmed Wrath in his pursuit to get the Horn of Hades. I did not have to
like or trust him while visiting.
I only needed to use him for my gain.
“Brother. I see you’ve brought your shadow witch.” His expression was
once again bored, though I swore his lips twitched slightly at the edges as
Wrath tensed beside me. “I didn’t think you’d wish to share. But you’ve
certainly dressed her in the most appealing way. All that skin begs to be
worshipped. It’s about time I found religion, wouldn’t you say?”
It was only because of my need to secure information that I held my
tongue.
“Your manners seem to have disappeared along with the length of your
hair.” Wrath gently squeezed my hand. “Lady Emilia graciously accepted
your invitation. I would have advised her to burn it and send back the ashes.
Along with a steaming pile of hellhound shit.”
“Yes, well, you never were one for subtlety. Leave the lady and get out.”
“I will see her to her chamber before I depart.”
“No.”
A slow, threatening grin spread across Wrath’s face. “That wasn’t a
request. I will escort her to her chamber. Then I will depart.”
Tension descended like an army between the two brothers, poised and
ready to strike. I didn’t dare glance behind us, but I heard the swish of skirts
moving across the floor as if members of the court were putting plenty of
distance between themselves and the two royals.
I wondered how often they might fight and if they used magic or weapons
or both.
Neither prince broke the other’s stare and I all but rolled my eyes as they
continued to glower. Another moment and they’d undo the stays on their
trousers and compare lengths.
Envy finally sat back, his gloved fingers drumming the arms of his throne.
His attention slid between me and his brother, and that taunting half-smirk
returned.
“Very well. If it’ll get you out of here faster, I’ll allow it.” He jerked his
chin toward a silver-haired servant waiting nearby. The demon immediately
stepped forward, eager to please his prince. “Show my brother and his
plaything to her private quarters. If he’s not gone within a quarter of an hour,
use force. My hospitality and good graces toward House Wrath only stretch
so far. For every minute he stays over the time allotted, I will plot something
creative to do to his precious enchantress.”
I subtly watched Wrath from the corner of my eye. This time he didn’t
rise to Envy’s bait. He offered a slight incline of his head, then turned his
back on his sibling. Which I quickly realized was, quite possibly, the biggest
show of blatant disregard he could offer.
His action deemed Envy unworthy of his fear. I could practically hear the
Prince of Envy’s molars grinding together as we walked away.
Honestly, I was surprised he hadn’t put up more of a fight. Wrath had
come into another demon court and no one seemed shocked by his demands.
Or their prince’s fairly swift acceptance of them. Maybe Wrath’s reputation
and role as general made them wary.
He placed my hand on his arm as we made our way back out of the throne
room and followed the servant up a wide, grand staircase.
Envy’s castle was mostly decorated in silvers and greens with splashes of
black and white. We traveled over checkerboard tile and I smiled to myself as
I took in the floor’s design. His guests were merely chess pieces moving
along the finely appointed corridors, meant to invoke feelings of envy. From
the many shades of green to the riches on display, all played into the sin this
House was governed by.
Marble statues lined each side of the gilded corridor, but I didn’t give
them more than a cursory glance. I did not want to inadvertently succumb to
feelings of jealousy over the bounty of beautiful art. Wrath hadn’t adjusted
the pressure of his grip, but I sensed the tension pouring off him the farther
we went into his brother’s stronghold.
The next landing broke off into two wings and we were ushered to the
right.
The servant stopped before a door near the end and bowed. “The lady’s
suite. Her trunk is already inside. Will you be needing anything else?” Wrath
shook his head. The servant exhaled and turned his attention back to me.
“Ring the bell if you need anything.”
Before Wrath could scare the demon, I gave him a warm smile. “Thank
you.”
The servant froze for a moment, then nodded once and quickly
disappeared down the corridor we’d just come from. Wrath watched him go
before turning back to me. “The staff doesn’t expect to be thanked for doing
their job.”
“Everyone who’s working or providing service that’s a comfort ought to
be thanked.”
Wrath looked me over, his expression inscrutable, before he swept
through the chambers I’d been appointed. His attention landed on every nook,
cranny, and speck of dust as if he expected some nefarious creature to spring
forth and attack.
Or maybe he was put off by all of the green and silver tones.
I trailed after him, trying to keep my lips from curving upward as he
peered beneath the canopy bed, then yanked back the curtains and rattled the
windows. He barged into my bathing chamber, hand on the hilt of his dagger,
his expression fierce. prince of Hell or personal guard. It was hard to
distinguish who he was as he tended to my suite.
I bit my lip to keep from laughing as he plucked up a pitcher, shook it a
little, and brought it close to his nose. I doubted Envy slipped poison into it,
but Wrath was not taking any chances.
He caught my eye and turned that fierce glare on me. “Do you find me
amusing?”
“At the moment? Very.”
He tossed the pitcher aside and stalked toward me, his movements slow
and deliberate. Here was the predator he barely kept hidden under all the fine
clothing. His civilized appearance was simply a mask, a way to hide the truth
of his nature. The hunter was now on full display and his new target was set
firmly in his sights.
A thrill shot through me before my smile vanished and I scrambled back.
He didn’t stop his pursuit until the backs of my thighs brushed the bed. He
paused then, giving me a chance to escape to the other side. But I didn’t
move. I stayed where I was.
He took one more step, then halted, offering one final choice before he
erased the distance. I could either sit down, or remain standing. Sitting was
trouble. Standing was worse. It put us entirely too close. I held my ground.
Wrath now stood near enough that with each of my breaths, my chest
brushed against his. Truth be told, I felt anything but afraid. I wet my lips and
his gaze darkened.
“What about now?” He angled his face down, his mouth hovering right
above mine. “Are you still amused, my lady?”
My pulse raced faster. Judging from the smoldering look in his eyes, he
knew perfectly well how I was feeling at the moment. I took a steadying
breath and slowly exhaled.
“If I decide to return, do I need to send a request to your House?”
A muscle flickered in his jaw, indicating he’d picked up on my choice of
words and wasn’t pleased by the possibility I wouldn’t return. Instead of
arguing, or issuing any sort of arrogant command, Wrath stepped back and
took my hand in his, carefully turning it over. He lifted my palm to his lips,
pressed a chaste kiss to it, then closed my fingers around it. Heat shot up my
arm, warmed my blood, and my body hummed with need. His unexpected
tenderness was not helping matters between us become less murky.
“My home is your home, Emilia. You do not need an invitation. When
you decide to return, I will send an escort.” He motioned to the bed. “Sit. I
have something to give you.”
My attention shot to his mouth and I quickly wrenched it back up, fighting
the realm’s sinful magic, our persistent marriage bond, and Wrath’s general
appeal.
Now was not the time to think about kissing.
He didn’t say anything, or smirk, but I almost sensed his pleasure as I
worked through my emotions. Deciding he wasn’t likely to ravish me here, I
perched on the edge of the mattress.
Wrath slowly went to his knees, then lifted my left foot and settled it onto
his taut thigh. I went to draw it back, but he held it in place. We both knew I
could break his grip if I really wanted to, so I stilled.
“If we decide to consummate our marriage, it will not be in my brother’s
home, for mere moments. You deserve better than that.” He waited for me to
relax, as if that were possible after that statement, then began sliding my skirt
up. He paused near my bare calf, his gaze locked on to mine. “Trust me.”
“Says the prince of lies.”
He took the insult in stride. I thought of his tattoo, how actions were more
precious to him than words. Trust was something earned, but in order to gain
that, I’d need to allow him a place to start. One of us had to take that first
step.
I nodded for him to continue and he seemed rooted in place before
breaking the spell. Wrath gripped my skirts in his fists and dragged them past
my knee and paused with them mid-thigh. Not once did he take his attention
from my face, nor did he allow his bare skin to brush across mine. He also
made sure that only my left leg was exposed.
“Here.” He jerked his chin at my skirts. “Hold them like this.”
I took the material from him and watched as he pulled a leather sheath
from inside his suit. He removed the slender dagger and held it up for my
inspection. Wildflowers were carved into its hilt and the silver blade shined
enough to reflect my awe.
“It’s gorgeous.”
“It will do for now.” He placed the dagger back and slipped the leather
strap around my thigh, securing the buckle in place. He slipped a finger
beneath the strap and glanced up. “Is it too tight?”
“No, it fits perfectly.”
“Stand up and walk around just to be certain.” He quickly stepped back
and averted his attention as I righted my skirts and pushed myself to my feet.
I walked around the bedchamber, twisting and turning. “Good?”
“Yes. Thank you. How did you know I was left-handed?”
Wrath glanced down at the weapon now hidden. “You favor the left hand
when cutting bread or sipping your wine.” Without giving me a chance to
respond, he added gruffly, “When you wish to come home, send a missive.
I’ll return for you.”
“I…”
I wasn’t sure what to say. If I went back, I didn’t know if that would
signal my acceptance of our marriage. There was an undeniable attraction
between us, but that fire might largely be the result of the magic trying to
tempt us together, to literally and figuratively become one. There was no
telling if that desire would still burn as brightly if we submitted.
And I had other plans for my life. Like returning to my family. Choosing
Wrath would mean the door to my old life would remain closed forever. I
might be able to visit my family on occasion, but my world would fracture
even more than it already had. I did not believe true love was ever supposed
to steal from a person’s life, only enhance it.
“I better get settled in.”
The demon prince kept his expression perfectly bland, but I saw the flash
of something he wasn’t quick enough to extinguish flare in his gaze. Before I
could say good-bye, he vanished in his glittering black light and smoke,
leaving me to the fate I’d chosen.
And my newest scheme.
FIFTEEN
I didn’t have long to sit and stew over my decision. Shortly after Wrath left,
a servant came with a dress box and a note from the master of this house. In
less than an hour, I’d be dining with the prince of this court in his private
quarters. Apparently Envy did not want an audience for our meeting. Or
perhaps he didn’t wish to share his latest “curiosity,” as he’d once said.
Nerves buzzed like a swarm of bees trapped in my belly. Envy was
ruthless, but I was mostly confident he wouldn’t harm me now. Not while I
was in this realm and doing so would potentially start a war between House
Wrath and House Envy. Being a member of House Wrath certainly had some
political perks. I was no longer simply a witch without a royal demon court to
protect me. Envy would need to think long and hard before he stuck any
dagger in my back.
Logically knowing that didn’t ease all of my worry, though.
It was hard to push aside the night he’d held my parents hostage and then
commandeered our house. I still couldn’t believe Nonna had banished him
back to the underworld using magic I was unaware she possessed. That
swirling vortex was one of the strangest things I’d ever seen.
I shoved those memories away and focused on the here and now. I
recalled what Wrath had said about victors and victims. Tonight I would be
victorious. I was here to get information.
And I would do everything in my power to succeed. If I had to don the
attire of my enemy, so be it. It was an extremely small price to pay. I’d wear
his silly dress and bat my lashes, all while counting down the moments until I
got what I was truly after.
“Let’s see what dress you’ve chosen, Prince of Jealousy.”
I opened the box and rolled my eyes. The gown was gorgeous, a hunter
green velvet that was dark enough to almost be mistaken for black, with long
fitted sleeves, a snug bodice that plunged open almost to my navel, and
flowing skirts.
A single emerald the size of a robin’s egg was fastened onto a sparkling
silver chain. The outrageously opulent necklace was likely a pretty weapon
Envy wished for me to use against his brother. I could picture Wrath’s
expression shuttering when he spied the gift that belonged to House Envy
glittering on my chest.
Apparently, pissing contests were not simply an idiotic mortal pastime.
I thought about staying in my current dress but figured Envy might be
more amenable to sharing information if he wasn’t scowling at the offensive
House Wrath attire. And I also did not wish to sink to their level of ridiculous
royal posturing.
After I slipped on the gown and rolled up the sleeves to show off my
forearms, I dabbed some rouge across my cheekbones and lips. I picked up
the necklace. The gemstone was flawless; I would no doubt become the envy
of anyone who saw it.
I managed to clasp it around my neck when a servant entered my
chamber.
“If you’re ready, I’ll show you to dinner, Lady Emilia.”
I’d been hoping for a few moments alone to practice summoning my
magic just in case things went very wrong, but even a few hours wouldn’t
feel like enough time to overcome years of training I’d missed. I smiled at the
servant. “Please, lead the way.”
As I moved toward the door, I caught my reflection in an oversized
mirror. I looked ready to do battle in the most elegant, vicious way. I truly
was turning into a princess of Hell.
Goddess help the demons.
We traveled down the opposite end of the corridor where my suite was
located. Unsurprisingly, Envy had situated me in the royal wing. Better to
keep one’s enemies close, and one’s future sister-in-law closer. I wondered if
that was one of the reasons for Wrath’s foul mood. The brothers clearly
enjoyed digging at each other as often as possible. Though they would need
to find something else to fight over. Magical bond or not, I belonged only to
myself.
A stoic guard inclined his head, then stepped back and opened the door.
An expansive room spread out before me, mostly dressed in darkness. It was
meant to unnerve.
But there was little for me to fear in the shadows. Soon they would do my
bidding.
I stepped inside and paused to fully evaluate the room as the door snicked
shut behind me. It was not quite a study, nor was it a formal dining room. If
we were in the mortal world, it would be similar to a gentleman’s club often
described in my favorite romance novels.
A circular table with two chairs was placed near a wall of windows,
offering a bit of soft light to filter in. Tapers in an impressive silver
candelabra were lit on the table, and a few sconces in the farthest corners also
added hints of warm light.
Most of the chamber was cast in shadows, including the door where I
stood. I glanced up. The tray ceiling was adorned with a fresco: winged
beings on clouds, some bright, others stormy.
My gaze traveled around the room and stopped on the shadowy figure of
the prince. Envy lounged in an oversized velvet chair near a darkened corner,
a glass of amber liquid in one hand. One long leg was kicked up, his ankle
resting on a knee. He couldn’t look more comfortable or relaxed if he tried.
Though his grip indicated he was not as at ease as he’d like me to believe.
He took a long sip of his drink, his gaze hidden from view, but I felt it
travel over me all the same. “You certainly know how to stir up trouble, pet.”
I remained in the shadows. “I may have claws, your highness, but I assure
you I am no one’s pet. Least of all yours.”
Envy leaned forward into a pool of candlelight and somehow, even while
seated, managed to look down his regal nose at me. His beautifully harsh
features were set into an unimpressed frown. “Thank the devils for that. I
don’t share what’s mine.”
“Keeping lovers through force is nothing to boast about.”
“Choice is appealing, force is not. Might does not always make right.
Unless my bedmate asks nicely.” His gaze raked over me, and I wondered
how well he could see into the shadows. “I take it you’ve accepted my
invitation to play with envious emotions.”
“Don’t you enjoy inspiring envy?”
“Coming here to make my brother jealous does nothing for me.” He set
his glass on a low table and flicked at imaginary lint on his suit. I caught sight
of his emerald-tipped blade peeking out from his jacket and resisted the
sudden urge to use it on him. He plucked up his drink again and finished it
off. “Using someone is rude by any standards.”
If that was what he believed, all the better. I stepped into the light,
watching as his focus dropped to the pale lavender tattoo on my forearm.
He’d been amused by it the first time he saw it. Now I knew why.
“The first night I met you, you knew about my betrothal to Wrath. You
mentioned something about tangled webs. Being less cryptic would have
been nice. Especially if you were looking to form an alliance with me.”
“In case you haven’t already noticed, I’m not nice. Nor do I pretend to be.
And, even if I were afflicted with a conscience, I would have hated to ruin all
the fun.” Envy’s lips pulled into a cruel slash when he noticed my necklace.
“It was much more interesting to sit back and see how it played out. Some of
us even wagered on the outcome. I cannot tell you how much I made off of
Greed. But he is now in my debt, and I’m sure you can imagine how little he
enjoys that.”
I moved with purpose across the room. A sideboard with a decanter and
glass sat waiting, and, without an invitation, I poured myself two knuckles of
amber liquid and sat in the velvet chair beside Envy’s. His eyes narrowed, but
he didn’t call out my rudeness. Or lack of propriety or respect for his elevated
rank.
“You wanted me to join your House, even knowing about the betrothal
bond I shared with your brother.” I took a small sip, anticipating the burn. “It
must get lonely. Playing all those games by yourself.”
“Whatever you’re attempting, I suggest stopping while I’m still feeling
hospitable.”
His tone was frosty, but he wasn’t quick enough to hide the flash of hurt
in his eyes. My first shot had struck a bull’s-eye. I shoved any feelings of
guilt aside. His temporary moment of pain was nothing compared to the
finality of my twin’s brutal murder.
“Imagine that.” I grinned over my drink. “And here I was under the
impression I hadn’t yet been introduced to your manners. First, threats to me
issued by your vampire lapdog, then holding my family hostage. We also
can’t forget that nasty little incident in the tunnels with your invisible demon
army and, of course, gutting Wrath.”
“For someone who is here instead of with her betrothed, you certainly
seem angry about that. I would have thought you’d consider it a favor.”
“Turning your blade on yourself would have been the ultimate favor.”
Much like when Wrath was displeased, the temperature around us seemed
to plummet. I’d felt the frozen horror of Envy’s power and influence before,
the ice-cold jealousy that eroded all sense of morality. The first licks of his
power slid down my spine, but I’d been waiting.
I lifted my hand, as if brushing away a strand of hair, and subtly ran my
fingers over Wrath’s Mark. It broke this prince’s influence before it took
hold, just as I’d hoped it would.
Envy jerked back, his attention snapping to mine. A slow smile spread
across his face, dousing the flicker of rage. “Aren’t you full of intrigue
tonight. And here I worried dinner would be boring.”
I kept my expression bland, but my heart raced. If he tried to use his
power again, I wasn’t sure my little trick would work a second time. He
seemed to sense that and was contemplating his next move. His lazy
assessment reminded me of a cat that was deciding whether the bird fluttering
close by was worth the effort of leaving his sunshine patch for.
Envy’s gaze flicked to his House dagger.
He removed it from its sheath and ran a finger along the blade. There was
little doubt in my mind he was dreaming of creative ways to use it on me. My
hand inched toward my own weapon, but I did not lift my skirts to reveal it.
Whatever happened next, I’d be ready.
We sat there for an uncomfortably long beat, the only sound the ticking of
a clock somewhere in the room. Envy stroked the metal, and I swore the
blade almost purred. Just when I was certain he was about to pounce, a knock
sounded at the door, breaking the murderous tension between us. Envy
replaced his dagger. At his command, servants filed in carrying emerald trays
and platters of food to the circular table near the far end of the room.
The prince stood in one graceful movement and offered his arm. “Let us
break bread tonight, not bones, Shadow Witch.”
I pushed myself to my feet, ignoring his outstretched arm. We were not
friends and I did not think he’d like for me to pretend in this instance.
Everything about this evening felt like a test. Which suited me fine. I had a
test of my own.
I made my way to the table and sat as a chair was pulled out for me. Envy
did not appear insulted, only more amused as he took the seat across from
me. I doubted many of his subjects ever attempted to irk him. Like Wrath, my
refusal to simper before his almighty power might intrigue him enough to
entertain me. And my questions. Until he tired of them. I must tread carefully
along the line of challenging him without going too far over it.
“In vino veritas.” He waved the servants away and filled our goblets on
his own. “In wine there’s truth. Mortals occasionally impress. Though I
suppose they’re especially susceptible when it comes to their vices. Give man
wine and he’ll wax poetic of its flavors. He’ll probably even liken it to a
woman he bedded.” His gaze slid to mine. “Or wishes to.”
I held my tongue. I did not believe he wanted to bed me. And if he did, it
wouldn’t be for any other reason than to use it against his brother. “Why do
you hate mortals?”
“Assumptions are the death of truth.” He took another sip of his wine. “I
do not suggest wandering down this current path.” He motioned to my goblet.
“Have you ever tried using your magic on food or drink?”
“No. Why in the seven hells would I do such a thing?”
“Eight. And I ask because you can spell the wine to give you truth. Just as
you would with a truth spell. Whoever drinks it will be under its thrall.”
“I’m supposed to believe you’re telling me this out of the goodness of
your heart?”
“Don’t be daft. I can assure you, the closest I get to moral fiber is from
ingesting whatever fiber is found in demonberry wine. You want truth and so
do I. Why not ensure we both get what we desire? No games.”
I narrowed my eyes. “You must want something terribly bad if you’re
willing to sacrifice that information to your enemy.”
“We can be friends tonight.” He grimaced at the word friend as if pained
by the idea. I arched a brow and he feigned ignorance. “Or lovers.”
I waited to sense it, the magic of this world seducing me with thoughts of
beds and bodies and passion. Just as it had done nearly every time the idea of
spending the night with Wrath entered my mind. Envy was handsome, his
body lithe but hard with muscle. I imagined he’d be attentive to any lover,
even one he didn’t particularly find interest in. If only to drive them wild with
envy when he moved on to other partners.
There were no romantic feelings aside from the overwhelming desire I felt
to kick him.
“If I said yes, you would truly take me to bed.”
“There are always sacrifices in war, love. I would do whatever I must.
Though it would hardly be a sacrifice. Pillow talk is quite enjoyable. There
are many secrets one reveals after such intimate affairs.” Envy gazed at his
wine, his expression far away. “Now be a dear and spell our wine.”
I hesitated. I wanted honest answers to my questions, but I was not sure I
was ready to give him the same in return. He could ask anything and I’d be
forced to lose my mask.
Some risks were worth taking. And others were simply foolish.
Envy’s head tipped to the side as he looked at me. “Is holding on to your
truth worth more than learning mine? Perhaps it’s fear that’s holding you
back. Maybe I ought to seduce you instead.”
“You can’t goad me into doing your bidding, your highness. It’s prudent
to consider all angles before subjecting myself to your interrogation.”
“I could force you to tell me what I want, you know.” His voice was light,
casual. Threats rolled off his tongue with the same ease one remarked on the
weather. I ran my fingers across the Mark again, drawing his attention to my
neck. “Through violence, my lady. Alexei isn’t the only fanged member of
my house. Lose enough blood and I find that the effects are rather similar to
truth wine. With less detriment to me, naturally.”
Of course. He’d resort to gifting me to his vampires. I thought again about
my twin. Vittoria must have made some difficult bargains, too.
I pushed back from the table and someone rushed over to pull out my
chair. It would take some time getting used to being doted on as if I were a
pampered royal.
I walked to Envy’s side and took his goblet. I whispered a truth spell over
it, then repeated the process with the spare bottles, and my glass.
Envy’s grin was positively disturbing as I retook my seat. He lifted his
glass. “Cheers to a night of truth amongst enemies. May our hearts only bleed
at the loss of our dignity and not because of a dagger in our backs.”
He downed his entire glass in one go. I raised my brows. “Is that
necessary?”
“Not at all.” He refilled his goblet and took another large gulp. “But it
doesn’t hurt.”
I took a tentative sip of the wine. It didn’t taste different. If I hadn’t
uttered the spell over it myself, I’d never know there was anything suspect
about it. I frowned into my drink.
Envy’s sudden bark of laughter broke me from my thoughts. “The witches
who raised you kept many secrets, I see. It’s utterly delightful.”
“What is?”
“Watching as your perfect world crumbles.”
“You’re an awful person.”
“My dear, you keep forgetting. I’ve never been afflicted with humanity.”
He lifted a shoulder and drank more. “Besides, I meant it in a good way. A
phoenix rises from the ashes for a reason. Your world must be destroyed for
you to rise anew. And rise you shall. Just as they always feared you would.”
“How long before the truth spell works?”
He finished off his glass and promptly poured another. “It’s already
active.”
“Do you like me?”
“I find you tolerable. Should you meet a violent ending, I wouldn’t shed a
tear. Nor would I rejoice. I would go on as if you never were.”
I snorted in the most unladylike manner and took another sip of my drink.
“The night my nonna attacked you… you seemed to know her. How?”
“Curses are curious things.” He downed another glass and splashed more
into his empty cup. “Sometimes they’re like trees. They stay rooted to the
spot they’re planted. Other times they’re like wildflowers. Their seeds float
along with the bees and fly with the birds. They tangle and grow and thrive
outside of that original patch they were sprinkled upon. Kind of like keys.
Not all keys fit in locks. Some keys are much more cunning.”
I waited for his nonsensical ramblings to revert to a coherent answer. He
simply gazed back at me. “That’s not even remotely close to what I asked.
Are you drunk?”
“Quite.” His smile was the first real one he’d given me. A dimple
appeared in his right cheek. It softened the harshness he wore like armor.
“But what I said is true. There are things I cannot say, no matter the spell
used on our wine, because there are greater powers involved still. I know
your grandmother. Though I know many other interesting secrets.”
I wanted to know how he knew Nonna, but there was little use trying to
pry information he clearly either couldn’t or wouldn’t give. “Tell me about
the curse, then.”
“It’s a tale so old its origins are known only to a few. And even their
memories have become copperlike with the age and patina that’s formed over
them, dulling their shine until the shadow of what was is all that remains.”
“What are you talking about?”
“The story of curses and stolen memories. And the unraveling of many
lies.” He abruptly leaned back, nearly tipping his chair over. “My brother will
never force you to marry him. It goes against all that he stands for.”
“I didn’t ask about your brother.”
“No, but I imagine you’re curious. Has he indicated he wishes for you to
complete the bond?”
I didn’t want to answer, but the truth spell enticed the words from my lips.
“He’s told me about it, but he hasn’t indicated which he prefers.”
“I won’t ask if you’ve considered it. Especially since we know the manner
in which it’s accepted. At least in part.” I tried to not show relief, but Envy
must have seen the slight flash of it in my face. His smile was cruel delight.
“He may not force you to wed, but he will not meekly wait in the
background. That is not his way, either. He will make his presence and
intentions known to each royal House. As he did today.”
I took another sip of the truth wine. “Why do you do that?”
“Pardon?”
“You always sow seeds of distrust between your brother and me.” I did
not need to drink my wine to ask my next question. “Are you that envious of
him? Or do you simply covet anything that isn’t yours?”
“I am not always plagued by envious thoughts.” His green eyes flared
with an emotion that wasn’t based in sneering or his namesake. “My
brother’s temper caused something important to be taken from me. I hope to
one day return the favor. It is not envy I am motivated by. It is retribution.
Something I imagine you and I share in common, though I doubt you’ll admit
it, even with the truth wine.”
He hadn’t phrased it as a question, so the spell didn’t compel me to
answer. “I would do anything to have my sister back. You ought to forgive
whatever sins have come between you and Wrath. Happiness should be the
only thing that matters.”
“I don’t give a devil’s damn about his happiness.” He glared at his wine,
but left it untouched. “It’s obvious you do care, though. More than you’re
probably comfortable sharing. Are you in love with him?”
I clamped my teeth together, and gripped my glass. It was no use. The
words bubbled up. I clutched on to the phrasing Envy used and allowed the
truth to pour from my lips. “No. I am not in love with him. But I do not deny
there’s an attraction. He brought me to this realm, sold my soul to his brother,
and lied about being my potential husband.”
“The lady doth protest too much.”
“Shakespeare.” I all but rolled my eyes. “How pompous and unsurprising
that you’d quote him. Should I be envious over your education now?”
He watched me over the rim of his glass, his gaze sharp. “Odd, isn’t it,
that a peasant from Sicily would have such refined taste in books. Or reading
anything at all, for that matter.”
I prickled at his insinuation. “We may not have had money and servants,
your highness, but we know how to read and write.”
“I assume you’ll tell me your proficiency is because of the spells your
grandmother taught you. Or the recipes from your little food shack, or some
other such drivel.”
“What are you getting at?”
“It’s simply curious, is all. And you do know how much I enjoy
curiosities.”
I grinned. It was the perfect segue into my next line of questioning. “Why
are you so interested in collecting objects?”
“I’m mostly interested in divine objects. Well, that’s not entirely true.” He
laughed, as if he couldn’t believe the truth was still pouring so freely from
him. “I’m only interested in one fully divine object now: the Triple Moon
Mirror.”
“What is that?”
He snapped his fingers and a servant appeared. He whispered something
too low for me to hear and the attendant dashed away. A moment later, he
returned, holding an etched glass case. It was plain, unassuming. I
immediately leaned across the table, hoping for a better view.
“It’s a mirror of the gods. Goddesses, I should say.” He ran his pointer
finger along the glass case, then rubbed it against his thumb as if checking for
dust. “It is said it has been embedded with the Maiden, Mother, and Crone’s
magic, and can show you the past, present, and future upon request. It used to
reside in this case, or so I’ve been told.”
Past, present, future, find. Chills raced along my spine. It was almost
exactly what the enchanted skull had said, even down to the Maiden, Mother,
Crone aspect.
Envy flipped the lid back, showing a deep lavender crushed velvet bed,
indented where a hand mirror once sat. I did my best to not react. But my
heart was thrashing wildly in my chest. If there was a divine object that could
show me the past, it would solve my sister’s murder.
Excitement coursed through me. This had to be what the skull wanted me
to find. I was certain of it. If I had the mirror, I no longer needed to worry
about marrying Pride or Wrath and choosing my place in their House of Sins.
“It sounds like a children’s legend.”
“All legends contain fragments of truth.” For a second, his gaze was far
off again. “Anyway, it is said one needs the Crone’s book of spells, the
Temptation Key, and the mirror in order to activate the goddess magic.”
“Let me guess,” I dropped my voice into a conspiratorial whisper, “you’ve
collected all but the mirror.”
“My dear, I believe it’s time you viewed my curiosities yourself.” Envy
stood. “Shall we?”
SIXTEEN
Envy pushed open the ornate doors with exaggerated showmanship and
stepped back, suddenly the gentleman, and allowed me to cross the threshold
into his curiosities chamber first.
Dubious about his true intentions, I hesitated for a moment. I doubted
he’d led me into a vampire nest, though anything was possible when it came
to him.
Remembering the dagger at my thigh, I walked in and halted at the sight.
It wasn’t vampires waiting, but tall, shadowy giants, standing in place.
The chamber was eerily close to a mental image I’d had when I’d first met
Envy in the mortal world. Back then, I’d pictured humans posed and frozen
on a macabre checkerboard. The floor we stood on now was not part of a
game; it was simply made of black and white marble tiles. And the frozen
beings were works of art, not mortals trapped by a sadistic prince of Hell.
Sculptures stood in silent welcome, some cast in bronze, others carved
from marble. They were haunting, beautiful, so lifelike I had to reach out to
be sure they were not made of flesh. I’d never been to a museum, but I’d seen
illustrations in books and could not believe the size of his curiosities
collection.
“Are you stunned into silence, or is the wine sloshing around your
insides?”
I blinked, realizing I still stood rooted in place. “I had a strange sense of
déjà vu.”
Envy’s attention flicked over my features, but he only lifted a shoulder
and dropped it. “Many mortal museums and collections are fashioned after it.
It’s unsurprising that it’s familiar.”
“I’ve never been to a museum.”
Which was enough of the truth to satisfy the truth spell. But I couldn’t
shake the uncomfortable feeling of how I’d seen the flash of it all those
months ago. I’d never been to this realm, or this royal demon House. Perhaps
I had a latent seer talent that was starting to emerge.
According to Nonna, it wasn’t uncommon for magic to continue
developing throughout a witch’s lifetime. It would also make sense that my
newfound use of Source unlocked other magic. Latent talent or not, it wasn’t
important. I shook myself back into the now.
The room was cavernous, enough for our steps to echo as we quietly
moved to the foot of the first sculpture. A man wearing a winged helmet,
bandolier, and not a stitch of clothing stood with one hand extended, holding
the severed head of Medusa. A sword was gripped tightly in his other hand.
Something about it made me sad.
Envy strolled over to the scene, his expression softening. “Perseus and
Medusa. There are similar pieces in the mortal land, but nothing as exquisite
as this. The sculptor captured his downcast eyes, his refusal to be turned to
stone and cursed.”
“It’s stunning craftsmanship, but horrid.”
“Not all stories end happily, Emilia.”
I knew that. My life had taken unexpected twists, most of which weren’t
ideal or for the better. We all had bones, if not full skeletons of heartache, in
our closets. It hit me suddenly. I subtly looked at the demon prince. Envy was
deeply hurt. I wondered who or what had broken his heart so thoroughly. He
caught my eye and gave me a hard look. Questions about his heartbreak
would not be welcome. For some reason, I allowed the opportunity to
interrogate him while he was compelled to answer truthfully slide. Not all
secrets were meant to be shared.
We moved in silence to the next statue. This one was magnificent. My
favorite by far. An angel—with a powerful body sculpted from war—arched
back, his wings extended, arms tossed behind his head, as if he’d been
shoved from a great height and was cursing the one who’d taken him down.
The feathers were so detailed, I couldn’t stop myself from reaching over and
stroking one finger along them.
“The Fallen.” Envy’s tone was quiet, reverent. “Another fine piece.”
I studied the great warrior angel. His body was similar to Wrath’s. I
wouldn’t be surprised if the artist had been inspired by him. “Is it meant to
symbolize Wrath or Lucifer?”
“It’s my interpretation of my cursed brother.” Envy’s lips twisted into a
grin. “Right before the devil lost his precious wings. And we all followed suit
shortly after.”
“Why would you have such a moment memorialized?”
“To always remember.” His voice was suddenly as hard as the marble
statue. He shook his head, his expression once again indifferent, as if he’d
replaced a mask that had accidentally slipped. “Come. There’s another room
filled with objects you might find more interesting.”
We were halfway through the next chamber, decorated with paintings and
sketches and mirrors in various ornate frames, when I noticed the bookstands.
I drifted over, drawn to one in particular. A strange, familiar humming
started in my center. I knew that feeling. Recognized it. Though it was not
quite as I recalled. There were no whispers or fevered voices rising and
falling in a cacophony of sounds. Only that subtle hum. I’d experienced it in
the monastery the night I’d found my twin. And then again when I’d
confronted Antonio. Back then I hadn’t known what it was or what it wanted.
I paused at the open grimoire. A glass case enclosed it, but I knew,
without seeing its cover, what it was. It was the first book of spells. La
Prima’s personal spell book.
“How did you get this?” My voice was too loud in the smaller room. “It
was with me the night I—”
“The night you nearly killed the human sycophant?”
I spun on my heel, glaring. “It disappeared that night. I thought… an
Umbra demon.” I inhaled deeply. “You sent one to spy on me, didn’t you?”
“Spy is a nasty word. Not to mention, it was watching the monastery. You
happened along. Wrong place, wrong time.” He stuck his hands in his
pockets and strolled over to the next stand. Another open book. “What you
call the first book of spells is not a complete manuscript. It’s one third of a
grander, more elaborate text.” He nodded at the book. “The Mother and the
Crone are in my possession; the Maiden has gone missing. Goddesses are
tricky beings with even trickier magic. And to cross one…” He whistled.
“That’s inadvisable.”
“The first book of spells belonged to the First Witch, not the goddesses.”
“My dear, I don’t know what the witches who raised you claimed, or why,
but these books were written by the goddesses. Your so-called First Witch
stole the book of the dead, the Crone’s book of underworld magic. I can tell
you the Crone was not amused.”
He spoke as if he knew the goddesses. “Where is the Crone now? Perhaps
I should speak with her myself.”
“By all means, if you find her, please send my regards.”
I blew out a frustrated breath. Something wasn’t quite right with this
story. Envy not only had a book of spells that could enchant skulls, he’d
practically used the phrase one had uttered verbatim. He had to be the
mysterious sender, but for whatever reason, he wasn’t admitting to it.
“Are there spells on necromancy?”
“The Crone is the goddess of the underworld. Her spells reflect the moon,
the night, and the dead. Amongst other things, like darker, more violent
emotions.” He watched me closely. “Bloodwood Forest is a spectacular sight.
It lies between my land and Greed’s. No demon house may claim it;
therefore, you don’t need an invitation to travel there. The trick, however, is
gaining passage through the territories that border it.”
I pulled my attention away from the book of spells. “Why are you telling
me about it?”
“Why shouldn’t I?”
If we were being friendly, I might as well push that to my advantage.
“You mentioned something called the Temptation Key earlier. Is it part of
your collection?”
“I’m afraid not. Though not from a lack of trying to acquire it on my
part.” He started walking away but called over his shoulder, “Before you
retire for the evening, you may want to read the plaque of this painting. I find
it to be quite informative.”
“Where are you going?”
Envy did not answer.
Apparently our time together was over for tonight. I stared in the direction
of the demon prince long after he’d left the room, mulling over all I’d
learned. Envy was after the Triple Moon Mirror and the Temptation Key.
Two objects I was now very interested in obtaining myself.
When I was sure he wasn’t returning, I strode over to the painting he’d
pointed out. It was an unusual tree. Large with gnarled wood and ebony-and-
silver-veined leaves. There was something about the painting that reminded
me of the artist who’d captured the seasonal garden in my bedroom suite in
House Wrath.
The shadows and care with which the artist had shown each piece of bark
or falling leaf was remarkable; it looked as if I could reach into the painting
and pull a leaf from the tree.
I ran my fingers over the silver plaque and read the inscription.
I reread the fable, unsure why Envy had pointed it out among the fifty or
so other paintings lining the walls in this room. Nothing a prince of Hell did
was by accident. I had a feeling I’d been unwittingly brought into one of his
schemes, but I’d twist his deceit to my favor.
I tucked the knowledge away and slowly made my way through the rest of
the gallery, pausing at a map of the Seven Circles. Each demon House sat
upon a mountain peak, towering above their territory. I spied the gates of
Hell, the Sin Corridor.
A place between House Lust and House Gluttony was marked VIOLENT
WINDS. I wondered if that was the howling sound we’d heard in the Sin
Corridor.
I continued to study the sketch, committing as much of it as I could to
memory. To the southeast, Bloodwood Forest sat between House Greed and
House Envy. The Black River carved through the western Houses of Sin,
dividing Wrath’s castle from both Greed and Pride’s territories. It forked off
into a smaller tributary that ran behind Greed’s castle, winded through the
lower portion of House Pride, and up along Envy’s northern border. I
followed the main portion of the river until it ended in the Lake of Fire.
Across from the largest section of the lake was the devil’s castle; House Pride
sat slightly northwest of House Envy.
Once I felt confident in my ability to recall most landmarks and the
general lay of this realm, I left the map and wandered back through the
gallery. A liveried member of Envy’s staff was waiting for me in the room
with the sculptures.
“His highness sends his apologies, but he’s left the premises. He said you
are welcome to stay as long as you desire, but he will be gone for quite some
time.” The servant hesitated, cleared his throat, as if uncomfortable with
delivering the rest of the message.
“Was there more?”
“His highness also said if you wish to make Prince Wrath jealous, you
may sleep in his highness’s bed tonight. He suggests doing so in the nude.
And… I quote, ‘think filthy thoughts regarding the most well-endowed prince
in this realm,’ while tending to yourself. There is a life-sized painting of
Prince Envy on the ceiling, should you require a stimulating visual.”
I mentally counted until the urge to hunt Envy passed. “I’d like to send
word to House Wrath. Tell them I’ll be home tomorrow at first light.”
“Straight away, my lady.” He bowed. “Would you like an escort back to
your chambers?”
“I believe I can find my way. I’d like to admire the statues once more.”
“Very well. I’ll send the missive to House Wrath now.”
I waited until he left before turning back to the gallery room. Annoyance
at Envy quickly gave way to elation. I knew I’d have use of the mending kit.
And it had absolutely nothing to do with sewing tears in pretty dresses.
My heart thudded in time with the horses’ hoofs as the carriage rolled away
from House Envy. Wrath didn’t show up to escort me home himself after all;
he sent an emissary and a royal carriage. The emissary was only too pleased
to point out it wasn’t the prince’s personal carriage or steeds. Just whatever
he’d had in the stables.
As if that information was of great importance. I wasn’t sure how I felt
about her sneer or the fact that the prince sent someone in his stead. The
emissary sat primly on her side of the coach, pointedly avoiding eye contact
and therefore any conversation with me.
I was at a loss regarding her obvious contempt.
I studied the demon from under lowered lashes, feigning sleep. Her deep
red hair was coiled into intricate knots around the crown of her head, while
the lower portion was a set of long, perfectly styled curls. A muscle in her
jaw feathered, as if she was entirely aware of my scrutiny and was biting
back a string of admonishments. Maybe her simmering anger was simply a
marker of the House of Sin she belonged to and I was reading too much into
it.
I shifted my attention to the window. For some reason, she’d pulled the
drapery shut before we set off. I moved it back and she glared. “Keep it
closed.”
I drew in a deep breath through my nose, centering my growing
annoyance at her curt attitude. Arguing with her would serve no purpose.
And I did not need one more enemy to watch out for. “What’s your name?”
“You need only address me by my title.”
Though I noticed she refused to call me by the title Wrath had demanded
his court use. It didn’t bother me one bit. I was no noblewoman. “Very well,
Emissary. Where is Wrath?”
Her cool gaze slid to mine. “His highness is occupied.”
There was no mistaking the edge in her tone, or the warning that more
questions would not be tolerated. I laid my head against the plush carriage
wall. We steadily moved down a mountain and I tensed to keep myself
pressed against my seat and not slide forward. In what felt like eons, we
finally began climbing again before eventually clamoring to a stop. Heedless
of her ire, I drew the drapery aside and swallowed a gasp.
I’d never seen the front exterior of House Wrath. When I’d first arrived, it
had been delirious in Wrath’s arms, and we’d entered through a mountain.
His castle was massive, with a gate house, turrets, towers, and an enormous
wall that spanned the entire perimeter. Pale stone with black tiled roofing. It
was a magnificent study in contrasts.
Vines, frozen solid, clung to the walls.
We passed through the gates and rolled to a stop in a half-circular drive.
The emissary waited for a footman to open the coach and then accepted his
assistance out. She left without a backward glance, her duty to collect the
wayward fiancée done.
I stared after her, wondering why she’d been so cold and if I’d done
something to offend her. I knew I hadn’t. Aside from my surprise at seeing
her instead of Wrath, I’d been friendly.
An uncomfortable suspicion slithered in about her relationship with
Wrath, but I shoved it aside. I refused to let it matter.
The footman handed me down and I took my time walking up the stone
stairs to the front door. To my right, tucked near the wall, was a garden
hidden within a hedge. I made a mental note to visit it once the weather
warmed.
If the weather ever warmed. As if on cue, snow began lightly falling,
dusting the castle in a fine layer of shimmering flakes.
I hurried inside and brushed off my traveling cloak. Aside from the
footman, who was seeing to my trunk, there were no servants waiting to tend
to me, for which I was relieved.
I made it back to my bedroom suite without running into anyone. No
servants cleaning the castle or its many rooms. No Fauna or Anir or Wrath. I
was immensely grateful I didn’t see any of the other noble occupants, like the
now tongueless Lord Makaden or overly talkative Lady Arcaline.
As the afternoon wore on, I grew restless, though. I was not used to
having so much idle time. Back home I was always in the trattoria, or
working on my craft in our home kitchen, or reading when I wasn’t falling
into bed, bone tired from a hard day’s work. I was also rarely alone—my
family was always there, laughing and talking and warm. Other nights I’d
comb the beach with my sister and Claudia, sharing secrets and our hopes
and dreams.
Until my twin was murdered. Then my world irrevocably changed.
Unable to bear the morbid twist of my thoughts, I marched down to
Wrath’s suite and knocked. No answer. I considered testing to see if the door
was locked but refrained. When I’d intruded on him after his violent outburst
at dinner I’d had a valid excuse.
I trudged back to my room and decided to work on finding Source again. I
closed my eyes, concentrating on the inner well of magic. A few seconds
later, I tunneled down into my center, then crashed. It felt as if I’d collided
with a brick wall.
I tried to muster up the energy to locate it again, but I was more exhausted
than I’d thought. I’d spent the better part of last night awake in bed, fearful of
Envy returning in a rage. And the previous night I’d barely slept because of
Wrath’s confession. I imagined to harness Source I needed to be well rested.
And I was anything but.
I pulled out the journal on House Pride I’d borrowed from Wrath’s library
and slowly flipped through each page in hopes of something being written in
a language I knew.
My efforts were wasted. There weren’t even drawings or illustrations for
me to decipher. It was just page after page of small, handwritten notes in
what might be demon script. My attention kept straying to my trunk, to the
object I’d smuggled from Envy inside it.
I didn’t want to remove it from its hiding place just yet. I had a feeling
someone might come looking for it soon enough. I couldn’t believe it had
been so easy to snatch. Too easy, really. Part of me expected alarms to sound
and Umbra demons and vampires to swarm in the moment I’d lifted the spell
book from its case. Nothing happened. I’d simply walked to my room, sewn
it into the inside of my trunk, and waited for a reckoning that never came.
I turned back to the here and now, flipping through the next few pages. I
refocused on Pride’s House journal, the squiggly lines blurring together.
I woke up several hours later, my face pressed against the open journal.
It was not my kind of book, obviously. A romance novel would have kept
me up into the wee hours of the morning, never quite turning the pages fast
enough while also trying desperately to savor each tension-filled interaction
between the hero and heroine.
I adored how they more often than not despised each other, and how that
spark of disdain flamed into something else entirely.
Real life certainly wasn’t anything close to a romance novel, but there was
still a small part of the old me left that hoped for a happy ending. There was
no denying a spark existed between me and Wrath—along with plenty of
disdain—but the likelihood of it turning into love was the true fantasy.
I combed my hair and went to check Wrath’s rooms again. The demon
was still out. Or he wasn’t bothering to answer his door. I stood there, hand
falling to my side. It was possible he was upset by my dismissal of him at
Envy’s. But something about that didn’t feel right.
He’d been by my side for months in the human world, and then for nearly
two weeks here. If he did have a lover, he might have stolen away to visit her.
I doubted he would have expected me to return so quickly. I ought to rejoice
in the solitude. I had no one looking over my shoulder, no lust-fueled urges
toward completing a marriage bond. No distractions. And yet… and yet I
didn’t want to think about why I was gripped with unease.
I called for dinner and ate in my rooms, thinking about Envy’s
conversation and all I’d learned. Specifically, the truth spell used on wine and
what it might mean for the rest of my mission. The magic worked on a prince
of Hell. And while I hadn’t noticed anything different about our beverage, it
didn’t mean a prince wouldn’t sense the otherness. Envy had known what
was coming, so I couldn’t use him as any means of judging.
What I wanted was to test a theory. And I needed Wrath. If I could spell
his wine without him knowing, I might find it to be a useful skill to employ at
the Feast of the Wolf. All of the princes would be in attendance. I could
whisper the spell over our toast and find out who was responsible for
Vittoria’s death without anyone being the wiser.
If Wrath couldn’t sense the spell. That plan only worked if the test was
successful.
I told myself that was the main reason I’d been pacing the corridor outside
his rooms the next morning. Listening for any sign of his return. Surely it had
nothing to do with missing him. Or growing suspicions of where he’d gone,
and who he might be with. Which was nonsense that belonged to House
Envy. Maybe those were simply residual jealous emotions left over from my
visit to that House of Sin. If such things even occurred.
Two more days passed and still no word from the prince of the House. I
had tried a few more times to summon the source of my magic but was met
with that same resistance. There was no information on it in the grimoire, so I
had to wait it out. Eventually I’d master dipping into that well. I spent my
time in the library, searching for new fables. I was interested in learning more
about the Curse Tree, especially the line that claimed it granted more than
wishes.
I also searched for any books on the Temptation Key or the Triple Moon
Mirror. Thus far my efforts were all in vain. Finally, when I thought I’d go
mad, a knock sounded at my door.
“Hello, Lady Em.” Anir grinned. “I’m here to bring you on an adventure.”
“Lady Em?” I crinkled my nose. “No one has ever called me Em. I’m not
sure I like it.”
“That’s because you never had a clandestine meeting. Come on. Put on a
tunic and trousers, then meet me out here. We’re late.”
“Where are we going?”
He flashed another smile. This one made my stomach twist up with
nerves. “You’ll see.”
Deciding whatever he’d planned had to be better than sitting alone in my
room, or roaming the library and not finding anything useful, I quickly
rushed into my bedchamber and changed into the clothes he’d suggested.
Once I tugged on some flat shoes, I followed him into the corridor. We
went up one flight of stairs and stopped near the end of a long hallway.
“May I present…” Anir shoved the door open. “The weapons room.”
“Goddesses above.” I sucked in a sharp breath, though I shouldn’t have
been surprised at the grandeur, given Wrath’s role as general of war. Here
was the pearl of House Wrath. “It’s impressive.”
“I hear that a lot,” Anir teased. “Go in.”
I stepped over the threshold. My focus darted around the cavernous room
that seemed to go on and on. Columns broke the space into smaller,
interconnected chambers. If Envy’s gallery was the most telling part of his
personality, here was Wrath’s soul laid bare.
Beautiful. Elegant. Deadly. Honed to brutal perfection and unapologetic
about glorying in violence. I stood there, cataloging everything.
The glass ceiling allowed light to filter in and illuminate what would
otherwise be a darkened space. The walls and floor were black marble with
gold veining. In the main room we’d entered, there was an occult design—
featuring the phases of the moon on one side, a smattering of stars on the
other, and a serpent swallowing its tail in a circular shape—inlaid in gold on
the floor. From what I could see, each corner of that section of the floor
featured one of the four elements. Part of the design was covered by a large
mat placed directly in the center.
Gold serpents coiled around the ebony marble columns, making them the
most fantastical and gorgeous columns I’d ever seen.
Swords, daggers, shields, bows and arrows, and an assortment of knives
gleamed in black and gold from their meticulously spaced positions on the
walls.
I spun in place, taking in the splendor of it all. In the very back of the
room there was a mosaic of a serpent. Unlike the ouroboros inlaid on the
floor, this snake’s body coiled into an intricate knot. It reminded me of
something, but I couldn’t place it.
Against the far wall was a bale of hay with a giant target painted on its
center. A small table lay to the left with daggers lined up in a perfect row. I
stared at them, my fingers itching to grip their hilts and toss them through the
air.
“Our first lesson will be on your stance.” Anir moved to the center of the
weapons room and pointed to the space on the mat in front of him. I stopped
gawking and stood where he’d indicated. “Your feet should always be
planted firmly on the ground, giving you steady leverage to lunge, strike, or
dodge swiftly in any direction without losing balance.”
I shifted so I mirrored his position. His feet were slightly wider than his
hips, with one a step forward and the other planted back. There was
something almost familiar about the pose, but I’d never fought or had reason
to have lessons such as this.
“You’ll want your weight distributed evenly. Make sure your knees
follow the direction your feet are pointed.”
I wobbled a little, then adjusted myself. I’d barely glanced up when Anir
rushed forward, forearm thrust out like a battering ram, and made contact
with my solar plexus, sending me flying backward. My arms windmilled
before I landed ungracefully on my rear.
I glared up at my teacher. “You, signore, are terrible.”
“I am. And you, signorina, just learned your first lesson,” he lobbed back
at me. He held out a hand and helped me to my feet. “Never take your
attention off your opponent.”
“I thought this lesson was on stance.”
“It is.” He winked. “Looking down doesn’t do you any favors with
balance. If you have to glance down, use your eyes, not your entire upper
body. Self-awareness is key.”
We repeated the routine with varying degrees of my being knocked on my
bottom. Even with the padded mat on the floor, I’d be sore in the morning.
With each strike, I grew a little more secure in my stance, wobbled less.
Sweat beaded my brow as we sparred again and again.
It felt good, working my body, emptying my mind.
Sometime later, Anir called for a break and blotted at the perspiration on
his neck and face with a length of linen. I was still ready to go but stepped
back, bouncing on the balls of my feet. I felt alive, my muscles shaking but
hungry for more use.
He bent at the waist. “Take five.”
I followed him to a side table set up with a pitcher of water and glasses.
“Where is Wrath?” I don’t know why I blurted it out, but it seemed odd
that the demon of war was nowhere to be found while we were in his glorious
weapons chamber.
Anir glanced sideways at me as he poured himself a glass and downed it
by half. “I didn’t think you’d mind his absence.”
“I don’t. I’m just curious.” When he didn’t respond, I found my ridiculous
mouth filling the silence. “He seemed uneasy about my choosing to visit
House Envy. I would have thought he’d wish to see me when I returned.”
“Do you ask after me when I’m away?”
“No.”
“Ouch.”
Blood and bones. I immediately kicked myself as Anir’s grin widened. I
poured myself some water and took a sip. “I just meant…”
“No offense taken.” His eyes glinted with amusement. “Lie to yourself all
you want, but you’ll have to do better around me.”
“Fine. The truth is the emissary got under my skin.”
“Lady Sundra?” Anir snorted. “I imagine so. Her father’s a duke, and
she’s never let anyone forget that elevated rank. She always believed she’d
make an advantageous marriage match with a prince.”
“Ah. That’s why she became emissary. It put her in close proximity to all
of the royals.”
“Look at you, Lady Em. You’re thinking like a cunning noble now. Most
of the princes have no designs of being caught in a marriage snare, though.
No matter how many schemes noble families like hers attempt, the princes
are content as they are. Her natural state runs angry; it’s nothing personal
against you.”
“So, the higher the rank, the more the demons exhibit the sin they’ve
aligned with.”
“From what I’ve gathered in my time here, yeah. Though no one can ever
gain enough power to overthrow a prince. They are something else entirely.
It’s like the difference between a lion and tiger. Both are large, predatory
cats, but they are not the same.”
“And the lesser demons? They’re different from the nobles.”
“Indeed. And it’s why they often choose to live on the outskirts of their
circles.”
“If Lady Sundra is best aligned with House Wrath, how would she marry
a prince who represented a different sin?”
“It would be rare, but not unheard of for her to shift sin alignment.”
I propped myself against the table’s edge and set my glass down. “You
knew Wrath had initiated his acceptance of the marriage bond the night the
Viperidae attacked me.”
“All hail the queen of changing topics.” He offered a dramatic bow. “Is
there a question in there, or are you looking for confirmation?”
“I know I’m not his first choice in a wife,” I hedged, still thinking of the
duke’s daughter, “but I’d like to know if there was someone he was interested
in before… everything.”
The teasing light left Anir’s face. “It’s not my business or my place to
share his story.”
“I’m not asking you to. I only want to know if there was someone else.”
“Would it change anything if there was?”
I thought about it. My curiosity was at play, for certain, but it would
change matters. I would refuse the bond and have our fate decided by the
council of three Wrath had mentioned.
If he loved someone, well, that would both make me uncomfortable and
also clear my way to pursuing Pride. Which was still the surest path to
achieving my goal of vengeance.
Unless, of course, I beat Envy to finding the Temptation Key and Triple
Moon Mirror. And if a demon prince couldn’t sense the spelled wine or food,
I might be able to garner truth that way. But I’d need to practice on a prince
of Hell, and one was still notably absent, curse him.
I returned to the matter at hand. I would not want to be tied together in a
loveless marriage with Wrath if he would always be pining for someone else.
“Yes. It would. It would change a lot.”
“Careful.” A low voice drawled from behind me. “Or I might think you’d
actually like to marry me.”
SEVENTEEN
I closed my eyes and silently swore before glowering at Anir. “You are
truly the worst.”
“I bet seven devil coins you feel different after your next lesson.” The
traitor shot me a devious grin. “Don’t forget your purse tomorrow, Lady
Em.”
“Lock the door on your way out.”
Wrath’s voice was much too close. I felt his breath near the base of my
neck, and I briefly considered rushing to the door or inventing a spell to have
the floor swallow me whole. Instead, I squared my shoulders and slowly
turned around. His focus was entirely on the human. Anir lost a bit of his
playful swagger, replacing it with a seriousness I hadn’t seen in him since the
night Lord Makaden lost his tongue.
“No one is to enter this room until I give the signal that our training is
over. Is that understood?”
“Yes, your majesty.”
Anir offered me a polite bow and quickly made for the exit. Coward. I
smiled to myself. Speaking of cowards, pretending the demon prince wasn’t
there, and hadn’t overheard something I never meant him to hear, would not
serve my bid for being fearless, either.
I forced myself to meet Wrath’s imposing stare and hid my surprise as I
assessed my newest opponent. He wasn’t dressed entirely in black today; he
wore a brilliant white shirt and tailcoat. I took in his huge frame, the cold set
to his features, and swallowed hard. He was not in a pleasant mood. I decided
now was not the time for bravery. A clever schemer understood the art of
retreat. Wrath was up to no good and I wanted no part in discovering how
bad he could be.
“I don’t think your training is necessary. Anir was doing an exceptional
job.”
A smile spread across the prince’s face, though there was no hint of mirth
to be found in it. The look confirmed that remaining around for this training
was a terrible idea. I took a step back and something dangerous sparked in
Wrath’s eyes.
“He doesn’t possess the skills needed for this lesson.”
“Oh, well, I have a prior engagement. We’ll have to reschedule.”
“Is that so?”
“Yes, as a matter of fact, it is.”
“Do you recall the bargain we struck in my bedchamber?”
I went to nod when an immense wave of lethargy washed over me, and I
suddenly found my head too heavy to move. Wrath’s intense focus homed in
on my emotional and physical shift. There was no concern present in his
expression, only a hard edge that should have worried me.
And it would have, if I wasn’t in such a horrid state of lassitude.
I couldn’t bring myself to care, or stand, apparently. My legs folded of
their own volition and I sank to the ground, crashing in a heap of tangled
limbs. My cheek pressed into the thick mat, the fibers scratching and
uncomfortable. Still, I didn’t so much as roll over to get comfortable. I didn’t
even blink. To my horror, a dribble of saliva worked its way out of the corner
of my mouth. I couldn’t care less.
In fact, I found I really didn’t much care for anything. Not even the gleam
of victory flashing in Wrath’s eyes as he towered over me.
He strolled around my prone form. “Look at me, Emilia.”
I wanted to, almost more than anything, but energy was too hard to come
by. I had nothing left in my reserves to spare. My eyelids drifted shut instead.
Despite my undignified position, laying sprawled on the floor, drooling, I
couldn’t muster the resolve to—
The slothful feeling snapped, as if it had never been. Anger, all-
consuming and red-hot, brought me to my feet a breath later. Rage had my
body trembling. Or perhaps it was wrath.
I flung myself at the demon. “I’m going to kill you!”
“Kill? I’m sure you mean kiss.”
Wrath chuckled at my sudden change in temper, then, before I could
touch him, the atmosphere once again abruptly shifted. Suddenly, I was no
longer trying to get my hands around his throat; I was clawing him closer,
wrapping my legs and arms around his body. I wanted him.
Goddess curse me. The need to bed him was overwhelming, the ache
unbearable.
I thought I knew desire before in the Crescent Shallows. Nothing came
close to this. I could think of nothing else except his hands on me. My hands
on him.
In the back of my mind I knew something was terribly wrong. This was
exactly what Lust had done to me that night on the beach, but I was unable to
focus on anything but my desire.
Our mutual fury would have a perfect outlet in passion, granting us both
release as we fought to undress, to out-caress, to make the other come
undone. I dragged Wrath’s face close to mine, his eyes flaring with that same
desire as I slowly took his bottom lip between my teeth.
“Kiss me.” I left his mouth only to run my tongue and teeth over the side
of his neck, tasting and suckling his skin as I brought my lips close to his ear.
“I need you.”
“Want, but never need, my lady.” He did not return my pursuit, but his
grin was positively sinful as he stepped away from my touch. “In the Sin
Corridor, you were tested for envy. I’m curious what got you so incensed. Do
you recall what illusion spurred that on?”
My desire evaporated. An image of Wrath engaged in bedding a woman
who wasn’t me resurfaced. Once again I saw her legs wrapped around his
body, his hips rolling forward with each deep thrust inside her. Instead of her
moans, I could now hear his.
A possessive, dark emotion bubbled inside me. I was so jealous of them, I
wanted to kill. My blood turned as cold as my tone. “Yes.”
“Tell me what you saw.”
“You and another woman. In bed.”
There was a moment of silence. As if he hadn’t expected that to be the
reason. “And how did that make you feel?”
I exhaled, the sound more akin to a growl. “Murderous.”
Wrath slowly began circling me again, his voice quiet, but taunting. “Was
that before or after you saw the pleasure she’d given me? The pure ecstasy I
felt buried inside her warmth.”
A tear slid down my cheek. I was not sad or even furious. I was now fully
consumed by jealousy. Not of the other woman, but of the night of intimacy
they’d shared. I wanted that. Wanted Wrath with an intensity that razed all
reason from my mind. And that level of envy was almost as overwhelming as
the night I first met the prince who ruled over that sin.
Envy had used his influence on me and I’d never forget the iciness of—
Understanding descended in a burst of anger, breaking the spell. “You
monstrous beast. You’re using your powers on me!”
“And how easily you succumbed to them.” Wrath’s fury rose to meet
mine. “Do you want my brothers to manipulate you? Maybe you wish to
become an object for their amusement. Perhaps you will start by being mine.
Remove your clothing and dance for my pleasure.”
“You’re a pig.”
“I am much worse than that. But a bargain is a bargain.”
“I did not consent to this bullshit.”
“Lie. You asked me to arm you. Demanded, if I recall correctly. I
countered with training you against physical and magical threats. Did you not
agree to that?”
“Yes, but—”
“Remove your clothing.”
There was a strange echo of power in his voice. I tried to shove it away,
tried fighting it, but felt the pressure building and caving in. I desperately
tried to erect an emotional barrier between us, but Wrath would have none of
it. Before I could touch the summoning Mark on my neck, his voice rang out
clear and strong and filled with dominating power.
“Now.”
The dam broke, and so did my will. My fingers swiftly loosened the
buttons and stays of my trousers. I shimmied out of them, allowing the
material to pool at my feet. My tunic was gone next. Wrath slid his attention
from the top of my head to my toes, and pulled it up as slowly. There was no
lust or warmth or appreciation in his gaze. Only anger.
And he wasn’t alone in that feeling. I hated that he’d compelled me to
disrobe. Choosing to do so in the Crescent Shallows was powerful, freeing.
This was neither of those things. I would make him pay for this. As quickly
as my need for revenge flared, it vanished with the next wave of his will.
I went to remove my undergarments, but his voice cut through my haze.
“Leave those on. Sway your hips.”
I focused on the single ember of fury that hadn’t been tamped down by
Wrath’s magical command. Trying with all of my might to ignite that kernel
of emotion that still belonged to me, and use it to swat his magic away. I
would be the one to decide when to undress before him or anyone else. I
would be the master of my own will. And I would keep fighting for myself,
no matter how dire or desperate or futile the situation became.
Sensing my resolve, Wrath unleashed more of his power.
“I said, sway your hips.”
Sentient thought, emotion, and free will were locked deep inside me. All I
knew was the sound of his voice, his desire. His will pumped through my
veins, dominated me in every sense of the word. Became one with my heart.
I did as he commanded. I became sin and vice. I was lustful. And I adored
it.
Swaying suggestively, I kept my attention on him. I wished he’d ask me
to remove my undergarments. Then I wished he’d remove his.
Wrath moved closer, his expression a study of cold fury. I could not
understand why he was displeased. I erased the remaining distance between
us and danced against him, pressing up against his tense body. Something
about our position reminded me of another time, another dance. And the
same anger that coursed through him at that bonfire.
He was a difficult creature then, and doubly so now.
“Is this not what you desire?”
“Not at all.” He took a large step away, placing a hateful distance between
us. “You will address me as master from now on. Drop to your knees.”
“I will never—” Anger flared, then extinguished as quickly. I went to the
ground, head bowed. “Does this please you, master?”
“Remove my right boot.”
I undid the laces of his boot, then pulled it off, waiting for his next
direction.
“Slide your hands up my to calf.” I reached for his leg and he yanked it
back. “Start from the ankle.”
Without hesitation, I dragged my hands up his body, and over the muscle
of his calf. My fingers brushed against something hard. I glanced up. “Have I
pleased you now, master?”
Wrath reached down to lift my chin, his focus roaming across my face. He
was searching for something, but the deep frown indicated he hadn’t found it.
“Learn to protect yourself. That will give me ultimate pleasure.”
With him, I somehow understood the very essence of pleasure. That I
could do. I let go of his calf and reached for the band of his trousers. “Let me
please you now, master.”
The temperature around us plummeted several degrees.
“If I wanted you on your knees, bare before me, without a thought of your
own in your head, I would will it. If I desired to fuck you into our marriage,
you’d do exactly as I said. And you’d beg for more. Neither attracts, nor
pleases me. I long for an equal. Grab the dagger hidden on my leg. Get up.”
I slid the blade from the leather sheath and pushed myself to my feet,
heart sinking at his harsh tone and dismissal of my advances. I reached for his
hand, hoping to entice him to take what I was offering. “I—”
Fury, untamed, overwhelming, and all-consuming burned away the lust
I’d felt. I gripped the dagger so hard my hand ached. Wrath did not take his
attention from mine as he slowly undid the first few buttons of his pristine
shirt. “Press the blade to my heart.”
I closed the distance between us, the tip of the dagger pricking his skin. I
was now wrathful. I was fury in the flesh. And I would take what was owed
to me and mine.
Beginning now. With this hateful prince.
Wrath leaned in, his voice low and seductive. “This is what you dream of.
Blood and revenge. Take your vengeance, witch. Recall what I just made you
do. How you fell to your knees, begging to please me. Let hatred and your
favorite sin consume you.”
“Shut up.”
“Perhaps you liked it when I made you strip. When I bent you to my will.”
“I said shut up!”
“Maybe I should show you how very wicked I can be.”
I stared at his chest, at the blade piercing his skin. A slight trickle of blood
rolled down his body. Through the wrath and fury overwhelming my senses,
I remembered. I’d taken a blade to his heart before. In the monastery. He’d
sworn it would take much more than a dagger to his chest to end him. I’d
wanted to test the truth in those words then. He was offering me the chance to
do so now. I swallowed hard, my throat bobbing. Unshed tears burned my
eyes.
My hand shook, the blade digging in harder as I strained against it.
“Take. Your. Vengeance.”
His demonic influence battled my will. And won.
A tear slipped free as I leaned into the blade, using my upper body weight
to shove through muscle and bone. I watched with blazing fury as it slid into
his chest. Blood poured from the wound, stained his shirt, made my fingers
slick. I didn’t pull it out. I twisted the dagger, gritting my teeth before I
screamed loud enough to summon Satan himself.
The demon prince watched impassively as I yanked the blade free and
stabbed him again.
And again.
And again.
EIGHTEEN
I stormed into my bedroom suite and slammed the door with enough force to
shake the large painting hanging near the bathing chamber. Of all the
arrogant, spiteful, nasty tricks to pull. Yes, I’d agreed to the cursed bargain,
but I hadn’t known it was a binding contract.
My cheeks flared with fury. Losing my sense of control rattled me more
than any of his demonic tricks. When he walked into that training room, he
had a plan and executed it flawlessly. And I’d been at his mercy. That. That
was the core of my anger.
“‘You will address me as master from now on.’” I mocked, using my best
impression of his voice. “Hateful monster.”
I charged into my bathing chamber and began scrubbing the blood from
my hands, all the while seething at Wrath. Even though he didn’t appear
particularly pleased or smug by his efforts, it did not change the fact he’d
unleashed himself on me.
I dried myself off and marched in an angry circle around my room. I was
mad with him for proving his point, but even more upset that I’d been
rendered nearly helpless.
Taking all that aside, I had to admit it was far better to be subjected to
Wrath’s influence, wretched though it may be, because at least I knew he
wouldn’t carry things too far. He might make me strip and beg, or take a
blade to his heart, but he’d never take true advantage or cause me to hurt
anyone else.
I stared down at my now-clean hands. A troubling thought entered my
mind. If a demon prince willed it, I would murder someone at their
command. Wrath proved that tonight. Part of me wanted to stab him, but I
never would’ve crossed that line on my own.
I thought of Antonio, how he’d been clearly under some influence. If
Wrath could wield other sins with ease and strength, it stood to reason that
his brothers also possessed the talent.
Which meant any one of them could have been manipulating Antonio into
killing the witches. His hatred was already there because of how his beloved
mother died. It would not have taken much for that emotion to be drawn out,
used against him.
Shoving thoughts and worries from my mind about my sister’s murderer
and the Feast of the Wolf vote, I went to my wardrobe and donned a simple
black dress.
I glanced down as a flash of off-white peeked out from the darkness. One
of the enchanted skulls had slipped from its covering when I’d removed my
dress.
I expelled a breath. I still needed to sort through the skull puzzle and
figure out if Envy had been the one who’d sent them. Doubt crept in
regarding his involvement. It made little sense for him to secretly send the
skulls only to openly share information with me.
I bent to replace the scarf when the outer door creaked open.
“Emilia, I wanted to—” Wrath’s attention fell on the enchanted skull.
Whatever he’d been about to say was immediately forgotten as he crossed the
room in a whirl of black, gold, and fury. He wrenched the skull from my
wardrobe and spun around, staring as if he hardly knew me. “What the—”
“Unless you wish to be slapped with an unpleasant spell, I suggest you
rethink your tone. We are no longer in your training ring. I won’t tolerate
rudeness outside of our lessons.”
He inhaled deeply. Then exhaled. He repeated both actions. Twice. With
each inhalation and exhalation, I swore the atmosphere grew charged. Storm
clouds were gathering.
“If you would be so kind, my lady, to please explain how this came to be
in your possession, I’d very much like to know.”
I noticed a vein in his throat throbbing. After what he made me do to him,
it gave me a perverse sense of glee to see him so mad. “Why are you here?”
“To apologize. Answer me. Please.”
“Someone left it. Along with a second skull.”
“Second skull?” He spoke through his teeth, as if forcing polite manners
against the incredulity playing out across his features. “Where, pray tell, is it
now?”
“My wardrobe. Behind that ridiculous gown with the big skirts.”
Without uttering another word, Wrath calmly ducked inside my wardrobe
and retrieved the object in question. It appeared to take Herculean effort on
his part to remain calm. “Might I ask when the first skull arrived?”
“The night Anir brought food and wine.”
“The first night you were here?” His volume went up a notch. I nodded,
which seemed to set his teeth on edge. “You didn’t think this information was
worth sharing because…”
My smile was anything but sweet. “I was unaware that I needed to report
to you, master. Would you have answered any of my questions?”
“Emilia—”
“Which brother possesses this sort of magic? Who would want to taunt
me? Someone must hate me an awful lot. They enchanted the skulls with my
sister’s voice. Another lovely dagger to my heart. Do you have any ideas to
offer?”
I raised my brows, knowing he wouldn’t say a word. His lips pressed into
a firm line and I couldn’t help the dark laughter that bubbled up from deep
within.
“I suspected as much. Though I can promise you this, it will not be the
last time I decide to keep my own counsel until I’ve thoroughly investigated
on my own.” I pointed to the door. “Please leave. I’ve had quite enough of
you tonight.”
His eyes narrowed at the dismissal. I doubted anyone ever spoke to him in
such a way. It was high time he got used to it. “Regarding the training earlier
—”
“I am fully capable of understanding the value in the lesson, no matter
how appalling your methods. Regardless of our bargain, in the future, you
will ask if I want to train.” I schooled my face into indifference. “If you’re
not planning on sharing information with me, this interrogation ends now. Put
the skulls back and get out.”
“The skulls will be locked somewhere safe.”
“Vagueness will not work for me. Be specific. If I permit you to take the
skulls, where will they be?”
“My private suite.”
“I will see them when I wish. And you will share any information you
learn.”
He glowered at me. “If we’re making demands, then, so long as you agree
to dine with me tomorrow, I will grant your request.”
“I cannot give you an answer tonight.”
“And if I insist?”
“Then my answer is no, your highness.”
“You may beg off conversation tonight. Refuse to dine with me. But we
will speak about everything. Soon.”
“No, Wrath. We will speak about this when we’re both ready to.” I
watched him absorb the statement. “I will consent to the training, and your
influence, only in that room. Everywhere else, you will respect my wishes.”
“Or else?”
I shook my head sadly. “I understand your realm is different, and your
brothers are diabolical and conniving, but not every statement is a threat. At
least not between us. Know this: from here on out, if you do not respect my
wishes, I will not stay here. It’s not to punish you, but to protect myself. I
will forgive your lapse in decorum, judgment, and basic decency if you vow
to learn from this mistake. You will, however, share all information you
glean about the skulls, whether or not I decide to dine with you. Do we have
a bargain?”
He looked me over, really looked, and finally nodded. “I accept your
terms.”
Wrath collected both skulls and paused, his attention landing on my
nightstand. And the journal on House Pride. “How were you planning on
reading it? Let me guess.” His voice turned suspiciously low. “You were
going to strike a bargain with a demon? Offer a piece of your soul.”
“I considered it.”
“Allow me to save you the trouble. It’s not written in a demonic language.
And no bargain you strike with anyone—save me—will give you the answers
you seek with any of those journals. All you had to do was ask and I would
have given it to you.”
“Perhaps. But would you have given me a way to read it?”
“I don’t know.”
He strode from the room, and I didn’t move until I heard the click of the
outer door closing. Then I slumped against the wall.
I counted off my breaths, waiting until I was sure he would not return, and
then I allowed the tears to come hard and fast. I doubled over, sobs wracking
my body, consuming me. In the matter of an hour I’d been subjected to
multiple sins and had stabbed my potential future husband. Tonight could
certainly be classified as an evening from Hell.
I abruptly stood, chest heaving with the effort to rein in my emotions.
I brushed the wetness from my cheeks and vowed once again to best my
enemies. Even the ones who no longer felt like adversaries.
NINETEEN
Ice-coated flowers sparkled like crystal and branches tinkled like winter
chimes above my head as I strolled through the garden.
It was cold enough that I needed fur-lined gloves and a heavy velvet
cloak, but the morning itself was lovely. Peaceful. I hadn’t had many of those
days over the last few months, and this felt decadent. I squinted up through
the latticework of boughs. On a good number of trees leaves stubbornly clung
to life, frozen until either warmth or sunshine set them free.
I still hadn’t seen the sun through all the snow and overcast skies, so it
would probably be a good long while before a thaw happened. If ever. I
recalled the way Wrath had soaked up the sun one lazy afternoon on the roof
of his commandeered castle in my city. Back then I’d assumed he’d missed
the fiery pits of his hellish home. Now I knew better.
Clusters of flowers—pinkish purple roses and peonies and something with
petals that looked like tiny silver crescent moons—sprung up in wider
sections of the maze. I slowly walked along the inner pathway, the hedges
towering on either side, beautiful living walls dusted with snow. The gardens
of House Wrath were another stunning example of his refined tastes.
I followed the meandering trail until I came upon a reflecting pool near
the center.
A marble statue of a naked woman stood in the water, a crown of stars on
her head, two curved daggers in hand, her expression one of icy fury. She
looked as if she’d tear through the fabric of the universe with those nasty
blades, and regret nothing of her actions.
An oversized serpent—twice the circumference of my upper arms—
wound up her left ankle, slithered between her legs as it clung to the left calf
and thigh, then coiled around her hips and rib cage. Its large head covered
one breast while its tongue flicked out toward the other, not as if it were
about to lick, but as if it were blocking it from the view of curious passersby.
I moved closer, entranced and a little horrified by it. The serpent’s body
actually hid most of her private anatomy. A wicked protector of sorts. Its
scales were carved with expert care, almost fooling one into thinking it had
been real and turned to stone.
I circled the giant statue. Her hair, long and flowing, had little crescent
moon–shaped flowers carved into the unbound locks. Near the bottom of her
spine, a goddess symbol had been etched horizontally. I reached over to pet
the serpent when a low, keening howl grumbled up from deep below the
earth. I jerked back and connected with a wall of warm flesh.
Before fear registered or I had time to react, an arm with steel-like muscle
snaked around my waist, tugging me close. A sharp dagger pressed into my
side. I stilled, breathing as shallowly as possible. My assailant leaned in, their
breath warm against my icy skin. Hair on the back of my neck rose.
“Hello, little thief.”
Envy.
I shoved my fear into the deepest part of my mind, far from where he
could detect just how much he’d rattled me. “Attacking a member of House
Wrath is foolish. And coming here without an invitation is doubly unwise.
Even for you, your highness.”
“Stealing from a prince is punishable by death.” His low chuckle lacked
any trace of humor. “But that’s not why I’m here, Shadow Witch.”
He dropped the dagger and released me so quickly I stumbled forward. I
squared my shoulders and faced him, my expression cold and hard. “If
you’ve come for the book of spells, your trip was wasted. It belongs to me.”
I’d meant to say it belonged to witches, but it felt like the truth when the
words escaped my lips. Envy blinked slowly.
“Bold and brazen. Perhaps you’ve found those claws after all.” His
attention slid over me and then to the statue. “Have you noticed anything odd
lately? Perhaps something strange about your magic?”
“No.”
He flashed a quick grin. “We all sense lies, Emilia. Allow me to be blunt.
You stole from me, but I stole right back from you. Tit for tat.”
“Nothing has been stolen from me.”
“There was a curse on the spell book. Anyone who removed it from my
collection would lose something vital to them in return.”
Cold dread sluiced through my veins. I had not been able to dip into my
source of magic since I’d come back from his royal house. “You’re lying.”
“Am I? Perhaps you ought to cast a truth spell on me.”
He sheathed his dagger and gave me another slow once-over as he waited.
Even though I suspected it would be futile, I concentrated on that well of
Source, trying to dip into it and draw enough magic to wipe him—and his
smug expression—from this circle.
There was nothing but an impossibly thick wall where I’d once felt that
slumbering beast. He sneered, as if the sight of me disgusted him.
“I didn’t think so. You, my dear, are no more than a mortal now.”
He turned and started walking away.
I marched after him, fuming. “You had no right to curse me.”
“And you had even less right to steal. I’d say we’re even.”
I thought of my plans to spell the wine at the Feast of the Wolf. I needed
my powers back. That was nonnegotiable. “Fine. I’ll return the book. Wait
here while I go get it.”
Envy stuck his hands in his pockets, considering the offer. “I find this is a
much more interesting turn of events. Keep the book. I’d much rather watch
your plans crumble.”
“I’m willing to strike a bargain.”
“Too bad you didn’t think of that before. I might have been open to an
agreement that would benefit us both. Now? Now I’ll enjoy watching fate run
its course.”
I clamped my teeth together to keep from either cursing him, or begging
him to reconsider. A faint wail drifted up from the bowels of the earth again.
Goose bumps swiftly rose along my body. I turned to stare at the statue.
“I’d not become too curious about that, pet.”
“I told you not to call me—”
I faced Envy again, only to discover he was already gone. A wisp of
glittering green and black smoke wafting around was the only indication he’d
been there at all. I glanced back at the statue and listened to the cries of
whatever was being tortured deep beneath it. It was mournful, hopeless.
Brokenhearted. A sound that pierced through my emotional armor.
I wondered what was damned enough for Wrath to bury below his wicked
House in the underworld, alone and miserable. Then I realized it must be
more horrid than I could even fathom to receive that punishment. Wrath was
a blade of justice, swift, unemotional, and brutal.
But he wasn’t cruel. Whatever was making that terrible cry…
I did not want to encounter it alone without magic. I hurried from the
garden, the sounds of suffering still ringing in my ears long after I’d slipped
between my sheets that night.
The next day, Fauna excitedly danced in place outside my door. Her knocks
were as fast and light as a hummingbird’s wings. I opened the door and
grinned. Her slippered feet moved as swiftly as she spun us around.
“Invitations for the feast are arriving this week!”
My smile vanished. After Wrath’s devilish training session, I did not share
her excitement. Honestly, I hadn’t been thrilled by the feast the first time he
had told me about it, either. But now… now I found my gaze straying to the
clock, jumping at every sound in the corridor. I was nowhere near being
ready to withstand a demon prince’s influence. Not to mention, being without
my magic was another obstacle I hadn’t anticipated.
Fauna seemed to think we wouldn’t hear about who was hosting for a few
more days, but I had other suspicions. I had no base for the fears that kept
growing, so I did my best to ignore the air of foreboding that settled over me
like a storm cloud.
My friend called for tea and sweets and lounged in my receiving room
with a book. I tried to relax the same way but was wound too tightly. After
my encounter with Envy in the garden, I’d combed through books on magic,
searching for a way to break a curse or hex.
It was complex—I’d either need the one who’d cast it to release me, or
figure out the intricate structure of the curse; it was described in one grimoire
as being similar to a series of magical threads woven together. I’d have to
locate the source knot, then snip it. If I guessed wrong or undid the wrong
knot, I could end up magically snipping the thread of life. And die.
The author of the book on hexes made sure to point that out several times,
as if anyone could mistake the meaning of “snipping the thread of life.”
I’d briefly contemplated visiting the Matron of Curses and Poisons, but
I’d still face the very real possibility of death if she didn’t locate the correct
thread.
It was a gamble I was unwilling to try. At least not yet.
I wished Anir would show up and start our lesson early. The physical
training would help burn off the excess nerves. And I desperately needed to
rid myself of jitters.
Finally, late into the evening, a servant delivered the envelope I’d been
dreading. There was no royal crest, no indication of what it contained, but I
knew. My name and title were the only bit of writing on it. Indicating it was
not just a note from the prince of this royal House.
I took the envelope from the servant with the same level of enthusiasm as
if it were news of my execution. I used the slim dagger Wrath had gifted me
and ran it along the upper edge, neatly cutting it open at the seam.
House Gluttony
FOR THIS BLOOD SEASON’S
If my heart pounded any harder, it might crack a rib. I’d been told I’d
have a choice, even if ultimately I’d be encouraged to choose the hosting
House. I couldn’t help but fear other rules would be tossed aside at the last
minute, too.
I stared at the invitation, its elegance a severe contrast to the panic it
induced. My being chosen as the guest of honor wasn’t a surprise; Wrath had
already made it clear I’d likely be the unlucky one, but seeing it in black and
white made the whole thing terribly real.
Especially the part about my greatest fear or a secret of my heart being
forcibly wrenched from me in front of the entire assembly. With Wrath’s
“lessons” and the mortification and horror they brought fresh in my mind, I
felt as if I was going to be sick.
“What is it?” Fauna set her book aside. “Has his highness sent for you?”
“No.” I blew out a breath. “It’s the invitation to the Feast of the Wolf.”
“So soon?” She shot up from the divan, thrusting her hand out with
excitement she couldn’t contain. “Who’s hosting this season?” I gave her the
card and her mouth formed a perfect O of surprise as she scanned it. “House
Gluttony. Interesting. His parties are legendary for their debauchery. Envy
and Greed must have removed their requests to host.”
“I imagine the Prince of Gluttony’s got quite a bit of food.”
“Not only that. His House is indulgence on every level. Alcohol flows
from fountains, clothing is optional in his twilight garden, and trysts are often
done in glass rooms lining the ballroom. There is no such thing as clandestine
in his world. All is available for consumption: flesh, food, drink, carnal
desire, and any manner of vice. This should be quite an event. Did you
already know he’d be hosting?”
“This is the first I’ve heard anything. Have you attended one of his
parties?”
“No. Last time he hosted, I was too young. I’ve always been curious.
Some of the stories have taken on a surreal, fablelike aura. It’s hard to know
what’s real and what’s pure fantasy. Especially with what that writer printed
about him in her latest royal exposé.”
“I imagine columnists have much inspiration.”
“Oh, they do, and she does in particular. She positively detests him.
Rumor claims he ruined her cousin’s chance to marry into the nobility, which
is why she took up the cursed pen. So much scandal!” She happily sighed,
then drew her brows together as if a new thought suddenly rained on her
sunny daydream. Her focus moved over the invitation once more. “What fear
do you think will be wrenched from your heart?”
“Whatever it is, I’m sure it will be horrible.”
“Maybe we can work on something that won’t be too awfully bad.”
“If only worrying about how to dance at a ball without stepping on toes
and causing a scene was my biggest fear.”
My nerves about dancing weren’t exactly a lie. I’d never attended a royal
ball or formal dance. We’d only danced at festivals with other people of our
station. Everyone here would be watching, judging. It shouldn’t matter what
they thought or if they laughed at me, but when I thought of standing there,
feeling raw and exposed, my stomach clenched.
“You are a genius!” My friend slowly turned to me, her face splitting into
a huge grin. “We can look into a spell or potion for you to take. We will
make you the worst dancer in all the Seven Circles, worthy of your biggest
fear.”
“Fauna,” I warned. “I was only teasing.”
“No, it could work. If you drank a potion to make that fear come to life in
an out-of-proportion way, it’s even more likely to be wrenched from you
while at a ball.”
“And if our ruse is discovered, what then?”
“We’ll just have to make sure we use an expert spell or potion.”
“Even so, the royals might sense treachery and lies.”
“We’ll simply need to practice to ensure it’s perfect.”
“There’s no need to worry about that because we’re not deceiving anyone,
Fauna.”
“We should ask the Matron if she can—” Fauna dragged her attention
away from the invitation and took in my expression. “Oh, angel blood. You
look like you’re in need of a serious distraction. I have just the place in mind.
Come. Let’s go at once.”
Without giving me a chance to object, she took my arm and raced us from
my rooms, the invitation falling from her hand, forgotten for the moment. For
her, at least.
Fear beat like a drum against my chest, the rhythm steady and unrelenting.
And I suspected it would remain that way until the dreaded feast.
Fauna’s idea of a distraction couldn’t have been more fitting for me. She half-
dragged me through the royal hallways, down several flights of stairs, into
the servants’ corridor, and finally burst through the doors to a bustling
kitchen. I stood there, drinking in the sights and sounds.
The kitchen was bursting with life as the staff prepared tonight’s dinner.
Several tables ran down the length of the room, with clusters of workers
assigned to different tasks. Some were cutting vegetables, others carving
meats, more kneading dough for breads and biscuits. Still more people stood
over saucepans and skillets.
Tears threatened, but I choked them down. It would do no good to cry in
front of the inner workings of House Wrath.
The cook ran his gaze over us, then nodded to a table near a wall of
windows. They’d been thrown open, letting out warmth from the oven fires.
“You may use anything you desire, Lady Emilia. If you don’t see something
you need, simply ask.”
“Thank you.”
“Thank his highness. He instructed us to secure anything you wished.”
“Did he now?” Fauna barely hid her squeal as I walked deeper inside the
room. “How unbelievably thoughtful. Wouldn’t you agree, Lady Emilia?”
“Indeed.”
I glanced around. It was nothing close to our small family restaurant—it
was much larger and grand—but still, it felt like home. Against my better
judgment, a wave of gratitude washed over me. Wrath had guessed I’d
eventually find my way here, to the one place in this realm that would feel
familiar to me unlike any other.
I turned back to the head cook. “Thank you for letting me into your
kitchen.”
The cook inclined his head, then marched back to bark orders at the line
cooks.
Tension melted from my limbs as I opened the icebox and spied a
basketful of plump berries. A tub of what suspiciously appeared to be ricotta
sat beside them. My mother was the huge talent with dessert in our family,
but I’d learned enough to make a rustic pie.
I gathered up all of my supplies and set up my station near the giant
window. In moments I already had the pie crust dough sorted and mixed. The
berries were quickly rinsed and set on a towel to dry, awaiting the sugar I’d
toss them with. Perhaps I’d make custard, too.
Metal clanging on metal drew my attention up. Wrath and Anir darted
back and forth outside the window, their swords and daggers clashing like
thunder. I couldn’t help but gawk as they charged each other, whipping their
weapons through the air. Sparks literally flying upon each contact their
blades made.
I gave Fauna an accusatory look. “The kitchen wasn’t the only distraction
you had in mind, I see.”
Her grin was too wide to be innocent. She hopped up onto the window’s
ledge and snagged a pen and notepad, feigning interest in taking recipe notes
as she peered over the pages and watched the two warriors do mock battle.
They swung the swords above their heads, their powerful bodies heaving
from the exertion of the heavy weapons and the training.
“I have no idea what you mean, my lady. I didn’t know they’d be here.”
“You’re a terrible liar.” I watched as she gazed at Anir, recalling the two
of them chatting merrily before Makaden’s tongue removal. “How long have
you been in love with him?”
She jerked her attention to mine. “Why would you think I cared for the
mortal?”
“You mentioned pining for someone when we first met and haven’t
stopped looking at him. I won’t pry if you prefer to keep it a secret now, but I
like Anir.” I nodded to the dessert station I set up, giving her a way to evade
the topic. “Don’t be afraid to pick up the rolling pin and help. It doesn’t have
teeth.”
She giggled behind her notepad. “Perhaps not, but have you seen the way
the prince is looking at you? It’s his bite you need to watch out for.”
I rolled the dough for the crust with singular focus. I was doing everything
in my power to not look at him. Of all the places in the entire castle, he
simply had to choose this moment to train, in sleeveless leather armor,
directly outside the kitchens.
Though I supposed Fauna was equally to blame for this so-called
unexpected meeting.
“He’s got a sweet tooth,” I said, realizing she was still waiting for a
response. “He’s likely looking at the pie.”
“Dessert isn’t the only thing he looks hungry for, my lady. I wish Anir
would gaze upon me with such longing.”
“Pursue him.”
“Trust me, if he gave any indication he’d be open to my advances, I
would pounce. His highness currently seems to be experiencing the same
dilemma.”
My fiendish attention slid to the window. Torchlight glistened off a sheen
of sweat Wrath had worked up wielding his sword. Our gazes clashed in time
with the metal of Anir’s blade. Fauna was right. Wrath looked like he was
working off the magic of our bond. And was losing the battle. He didn’t
bother hiding his attention.
I promptly went back to rolling the dough, using more concentration than
was required.
I could not forget the feeling of the blade sliding into his flesh. I set the
rolling pin aside and started on the custard, forcing the silent crunch of bone
from my thoughts.
“If I may speak freely, it’s no small favor he’s granted you.”
“What favor?”
“Not insisting you finish the marriage bond. It’s all anyone’s been talking
about.”
I hoped the flush in my cheeks would be mistaken for the warmth of the
kitchen. How fabulous. The entire court was gossiping about us bedding each
other. “This realm certainly needs to learn the difference between choices and
favors.”
She lifted a shoulder. “Some might argue that you did make a choice, the
night you started the betrothal. That he was the one without true choice.”
“I find it hard to believe Wrath is tolerant of his court discussing our
personal business.”
“Your potential position as the princess of this circle is everyone’s
business.”
“I—”
“No one blames you, my lady. It’s just… having a co-ruler grants more
power to the royals. It secures us from any bored princes in other Houses.
Ones who like to stir up trouble on occasion. Princes are immortal, and while
most demons live extremely long lives, we are not. Most in the court worry if
war comes, our prince will not do all he can for the good of our realm. There
are whispers that he may be weakening.”
“That’s ridiculous,” I scoffed. “He is the most powerful prince I’ve met.”
“His power isn’t in question, only his heart. He can seduce you easily
enough. Use his influence if necessary. And yet he’s giving you time to
decide for yourself.”
“I’m sorry, but I’m having trouble understanding how that is such a
foreign concept. Do people in the court really believe he should force me into
our marriage? Or bed me against my will? There are laws in the mortal world
about that disgusting act.”
“I was not speaking of rape, my lady. That is not tolerated here without
Wrath ending the life of the one who dares to take another against their will.”
Fauna looked me over. “Don’t appear so shocked. The Seven Circles may be
governed by sin, but there are some acts too depraved even for our realm.
Punishment for rape is death. Dealt by Wrath’s hand. Other courts favor
castration. I promise, if a prince decided to seduce you, especially our prince,
you would choose to be in his bed of your own accord.”
“And the court is wondering why he isn’t trying to tempt me?”
“Amongst other things.” She lifted a shoulder as I stopped making the
custard and stared. “Consider this. If one cuff is frayed on his suit, it sets the
courts talking. They believe if a prince cannot be in control of something as
simple as his clothing, there is no hope of him caring about those who live in
this circle.”
“They must have entirely too much idle time if they’re gossiping about
loose threads.”
“It’s never really about the clothing. It’s about the underlying meaning
behind why the prince would not pay enough attention to, or care about such
small details.”
I thought back to how affronted Wrath had been when I’d brought him
that old shirt from the marketplace. I’d thought he was simply arrogant and
unused to peasant clothing. Now I knew it ran much deeper—if anyone from
this realm had seen him, they’d call his rule into question.
“A distracted ruler is dangerous, Emilia. It signals weakness. It makes the
denizens aligned with that House of Sin question if they should seek new
alliances.”
And the princes of Hell all coveted power. Wrath must want to complete
the bond very badly. But he’d give up the security of his House, the added
power, the rumors in court, all so I could have the one thing he coveted above
all else: choice.
“He mentioned something about a ceremony also being required. If we…”
I drew in a deep breath. “If we were to—”
“—make sweet, passionate, lust-filled love?” Fauna supplied, her face
innocent. “Ravage each other until the early morning hours? Scream each
other’s names as he bends you over and slams his—”
“—yes. That. Our marriage wouldn’t be complete until the ceremony was
also performed, correct?”
“Correct.”
Fauna smiled as if she’d been privy to the direction my thoughts had
journeyed. “Whatever may have transpired between you in the past, do not
doubt him now. He must respect you enough to damn his own court. No
matter how fleeting.”
I noticed she hadn’t said anything about him caring about or loving me. I
wondered if having a husband who respected me would make up for the
absence of the other two. Maybe I belonged in House Greed. I didn’t think
I’d settle for a marriage that did not contain all three.
More troublesome yet… I wasn’t sure when I’d started considering taking
Wrath as my husband. I was already in the underworld. I would soon meet
each prince and have an opportunity to learn some of their secrets. I did not
need to marry. And no matter what my feelings might be now, I would not
give my family up for anyone. As long as I focused on that, all of my
romantic notions would fade away.
Hopefully.
“As soon as you start to sense the magic’s caress, you must grip your own
emotions in a tight fist. You naturally gravitate toward anger; use that
initially, if you must.”
Wrath circled me in the weapons room, a predatory gleam in his eyes as
he ran his attention over the gown. The consummate hunter stalking his prey.
Little did he know, he wasn’t the one who’d set this particular trap. Nor
would he be emerging victorious.
Tonight he was definitely more beast than man, especially in matters
resembling battle.
With snug leather pants and matching sleeveless armor that buckled up
the front, he seemed transformed. This was not the well-mannered prince,
presiding over a court of demons. This was the creature made for fighting.
And it was the first glimpse I’d had of the battle-scarred warrior outside of
his training with Anir earlier tonight.
His teeth flashed in a poor imitation of a smile, furthering my suspicion
that he was all animal now. And he liked it. I let my gaze travel over him.
Maybe I did, too.
“It will feel like a whisper across your skin. Subtle enough to barely be
noticeable. Your free will is all you need to remember. You will not succumb
to anyone if you choose not to.”
The atmosphere between us was charged. After he forced me to stab him
we weren’t quite on friendly terms, and we weren’t solidly consumed by
hatred anymore, either. With him looking like War and me Seduction, things
were bound to become interesting during this lesson.
“So, what you’re saying is to focus on my mind and will. Or imagine
killing you to maintain command over my emotions. That should be easy
enough.” I smiled. “If I master tonight’s lesson, I think you should agree to
grovel before me. In fact, I’d love to see you on your knees, begging.”
His attention drifted back over my bodice.
Tiny ribbons laced up the front. I harbored no illusions as to what he’d
planned for such a dress, especially if our training was anything close to the
last session. He would no doubt use demonic influence on me to undo each
and every one of the bows. I wouldn’t stop until I stood before him, clad only
in the lace undergarments I wore beneath it.
Or maybe those were my own secret desires surfacing. I’d chosen those
particular unmentionables with care.
“Greed is interested in wagers. I am not.”
“Yet it sounds like your pride will take a blow if I win. Which is why you
won’t kneel before me. Perhaps you cannot stomach the idea of surrendering
to anyone. Even your potential future wife.”
“Make no mistake, Emilia. When I go to my knees before you, it will be
to conquer, not surrender. If you harbor any doubts, I shall enjoy proving you
wrong. Now unbuckle my armor.”
His statement was laced with magical command.
I felt the slight tingling sensation he’d described as his demonic influence
sought to take hold of my emotions, bending them to the demon prince’s will.
I was halfway across the weapons room before I shook myself out of the
sinful grip. A tiny thrill went through me. I didn’t need my magic to fight
against him. Only my will.
“Unbuckle my armor, now. Then take your blade to my belt and cut it
off.”
This time, Wrath used the full strength of his power. Magic caressed me,
urged me forward. His armor was undone and discarded in seconds.
I slipped my hand beneath my gown and removed the dagger hidden there
in one swift motion. The blade was to his belt by the time I regained control.
Wrath’s mouth pressed into a firm line. “You’re distracted.”
“I can’t imagine why.” I pretended to think on it. “Maybe it has to do with
the invitation I received for the Feast of the Wolf. I’ve heard Gluttony’s
parties are legendary for their debauchery.”
“Most gatherings are laden with sin and vice. It’s the way of this realm,
and why we’re training. But that’s not what you’re worried about.”
“I thought I was to have some small say in where the feast was thrown.” I
fiddled with the dagger. “I don’t—I’m not looking forward to it.”
“You’ll be able to sense any emotional manipulation by then. And you
will be equipped to break free of their influence should they behave poorly.”
“It’s not that, either.”
He scanned my face. “It won’t be pleasant, but it won’t be the worst thing
you’ll live through.”
“As always, you are exceptional with easing nerves. I…” I shook my
head, then bent to replace my dagger in my thigh sheath. “It’s not just the fear
being ripped from me.”
“My brothers will not hurt you.”
“I don’t know how to dance.”
His brows raised. “You won’t be forced to dance if you don’t want to.”
I didn’t meet his gaze. Dancing would allow me an opportunity to spend
time with each of his brothers. I imagined there would be some talking
involved, and I didn’t want my lack of refinement to impede my mission.
Since I no longer could attempt to spell the wine, dancing and sipping a
refreshment after would be perfect for conversation.
“You’re probably right.” I forced a smile. “It’s silly to worry about.”
Wrath didn’t respond right away. He cocked his head to the side, eyes
narrowed. “You danced at the bonfire the night you encountered Lust. You
were magnificent then. I don’t see why you’ll have any trouble with a waltz.”
I lifted a shoulder and turned my attention back to the table near us.
Several strange daggers had been neatly lined up. They were solid black with
one long piece cut out in the center of the hilt and the blade.
“Eight-inch throwing knives.” Wrath moved to the table and plucked up a
knife. “They are solid steel with a smooth handle as to not disturb your grip
and are weighted in the front to make throwing more accurate. Would you
like to practice?”
I ran a finger over the cool metal. “Yes.”
“Take it by the bottom. We’ll work on a spin technique.”
I held it by the handle and aimed for the wooden target Wrath indicated at
the far end of this section of the weapons rooms. It flew through the air,
landing left of center, and fell to the ground. The demon prince nodded and
handed me another blade. “The knife didn’t stick because you’re standing too
close.”
“How can you tell that?”
“When it spins, if the blade is angled down when it falls, it indicates you
need to step back. Half of throwing knives and getting them to reach your
target is all about where you’re standing.”
I shifted my stance, then repeated the steps. This time the hit came to the
right of the red circle and stuck. A deep sense of elation went through me.
I held my hand out, waiting for the next blade, and was surprised to feel
Wrath’s fingers wrapping around mine instead. I twisted, confused.
“What are—”
“We’re starting a new lesson.” He gently pulled me closer. “Place one
hand on my shoulder. And hold lightly to this one. Good.” He angled our
bodies, then straightened to his full height. “The movements are simple.
We’ll be dancing in a box shape. Step back on the ball of your right foot, and
follow with your left. Keep them a foot apart as we move.”
“We can’t dance here.”
“Of course we can.”
We struck an odd pair. Without his armor, Wrath’s chest was bare, his
leather pants molded to his form, and I was dressed in crimson silk. He didn’t
seem to mind. He acted as if he were in the finest evening attire, too.
The warrior prince guided us slowly through the steps, keeping us
shoulder-width apart as we swept back, to the sides and forward in a loose
interpretation of a box.
I watched our feet, worried I’d step on his or get tangled up in his legs.
“Tilt your chin up so you can gaze adoringly into my eyes.” He grinned
down at my scowl. “I want you to focus on how handsome I am, how talented
at dancing and killing, and forget everything else. Except for how much you
want to kiss me.”
I couldn’t help myself; I laughed. “You’re incorrigible.”
“Perhaps.” His voice turned low and seductive as his hand slid down to
the small of my back, drawing me a little closer. “But you’re waltzing like a
goddess now.”
The warmth of him, his praise, the hard muscle beneath my fingertips…
all had me swaying nearer. Wrath placed his lips against my ear. “You’re—”
“Is this a godsdamn ballroom now?” Anir propped himself against the
doorjamb, arms crossed. A lazy grin spread across his face as he batted his
lashes. “Will you be teaching this new technique to all of the soldiers, your
highness, or just us pretty ones?”
With what appeared to be immense effort, Wrath tore his gaze from me,
but didn’t release us from our position. “A good fighter is skilled in weapons.
A great fighter is skilled in dance. Perhaps I’ll appoint you as the new dance
master.”
“While that sounds titillating, I do come with news from the dungeon.”
Anir pushed himself up from the spot where he’d casually leaned, his
expression serious. “It’s the mortal.”
Wrath tensed. “What happened?”
Anir’s attention slid to me. “He’s asking for Emilia.”
“Antonio?” I stepped away from Wrath, heart thundering. “He’s here?”
TWENTY-ONE
I left Wrath in the tower and rushed back to my chambers, heading straight
into the bathing room. I needed to soak away the experience of being in
Antonio’s filthy presence. I’d made it to the glass stool near my vanity when
I heard the faint knock. “Come in.”
“My lady, I’m Harlow. I’m to tend to you when you need assistance.”
I glanced up from where I sat, pinning up my long hair. A young demon
maid—with lavender skin and snow-colored hair—nervously stood in the
doorway. I took a deep breath and released it. I refused to let my bad mood
taint the rest of my evening.
“It’s lovely to meet you, Harlow. You don’t need to trouble yourself,
though. I can manage preparing for my bath.” She bit her lip, eyes darting to
the sunken tub. I wondered if my refusal came across as an insult instead of
an attempt at being friendly. I forced a smile. “If you could add some oils and
soap to the water, that would be nice.”
“Straight away.” Harlow rushed into the room, her expression
brightening. “I’ll go fetch a length of linen and leave it on the side for you to
dry off after you bathe, Lady Emilia.”
“Thank you.”
The maid bobbed a quick curtsy, then exited the room. I knew Wrath had
said that servants didn’t expect to be thanked for their jobs, but it felt strange
to ignore anyone’s efforts at bringing comfort. She tended to the water, laid
out the linen towel, then quietly left me alone.
I slipped the silk dressing gown off my shoulders and hung it on a crystal
hook near the vanity. Candles in the chandelier flickered with my
movements, adding a sense of serenity to the already lovely bathing room.
After the burst of fury that had consumed all rational thought brought on
by Antonio, this was exactly what I needed. Time to simply breathe and soak
and let go of the anger.
I stepped down into the warm water, the perfumed oils rising up with the
steam. Between the aches that crept up from my lessons with Anir and the
tension that had coiled in my body from Antonio, the water felt like heaven.
I submerged myself up to my neck, leaning back against the lip of the
enormous sunken tub. I was trying to empty my mind and emotions. Each
time I replayed what Antonio said about the goddess and the shape-shifters, I
felt that unsettling murderous rage flare up.
Once the initial fury passed, I tried to pick it apart. I didn’t believe him.
But perhaps he hadn’t been influenced by a demon. It was possible a witch
crossed his path and pretended to be a goddess. Or was it a matter of two
mortals being influenced with demon magic? Maybe the person who came to
him as the angel of death had been another victim. It would be clever of the
demon to never actually be seen by Antonio. Then he’d never be able to
identify them.
After my lessons with Wrath, I knew how hard it was to fight off a
magical attack, but I still found forgiveness and sympathy to be out of reach.
Part of me hated to admit that, even to myself. When I got that furious… it
felt as if I left my body and all sense of humanity was replaced with
elemental rage. I sunk against the tub, drained both emotionally and
physically.
I must have drifted off; the sound of the door creaking open jarred me
awake.
No footsteps or sounds of the maid’s return rustled in the suite.
An uncomfortable feeling prickled along my skin. I was not alone in the
chamber. Someone was watching me. Someone who was not identifying
themselves.
“Harlow?”
A length of linen tightened around my neck. My fingers flew to the
material as my airflow ceased. I thrashed in the tub, splashing water in
violent waves. A strangled sound escaped my lips, but it wasn’t loud enough
to alert anyone of the assassination attempt. My throat burned, white spots
filtered in at the edge of my vision. Panic made me buck.
Then I remembered the one item I hadn’t removed for my bath.
My hand shot below the water and emerged with the slim dagger Wrath
had gifted me. With one final burst of energy, I thrust my arm back and felt
vicious glee as the blade sunk into soft flesh. The intruder gasped and
dropped the garrote.
In the seconds it took for me to wrench the fabric from my throat and spin
around, they were gone. The only sign that anything had happened was the
obscene amount of blood leading to the door. I calmly got to my feet and
pulled on a dressing gown. Then I called for a servant to fetch Wrath. All the
while my pulse pounded in my ears. Someone had tried to murder me. And
I’d stabbed them. Someplace vital if the amount of blood on the floor was
any indication.
I couldn’t muster an ounce of regret. Or perhaps I was simply numb from
shock.
One thing didn’t escape my notice, though. Thanks to Envy’s curse for
stealing the book of spells, I had no magic to defend myself against the
attack. No power aside from the physical blow I’d struck with the dagger.
Wrath appeared in a cloud of smoke and glittering black light, rage etched
into his ice-cold features. “Are you injured?”
“No.” I pointed to the blood on the tile. “But the same isn’t true for the
assailant.”
Wrath scanned me first, his attention catching on my neck. His expression
turned thunderous. I imagined a red welt was forming. The very foundation
of the castle vibrated.
“Do you wish to accompany me?”
I glanced at my hands, at the dagger I still held, coated in blood. Perhaps
it made me weak, but I couldn’t bring myself to witness what was about to
occur. I shook my head, not meeting Wrath’s gaze. If there were a House
Cowardice, I’d probably be queen of it.
“It takes enormous strength to acknowledge your limits, Emilia.” His
hand trailed from my temple to my chin, then gently lifted it so I looked at
him. “A true leader delegates. Just as you’re doing now. Never doubt your
courage. I certainly don’t.”
Dropping his hand from my face, Wrath finally glanced at the blood.
He prowled toward it, an almighty predator on the hunt, and didn’t utter
another word before he disappeared, House dagger gripped in hand, looking
like a nightmare made flesh.
And, to whoever had just attacked me in his House, I supposed that’s
exactly what he was. May the goddesses grant the assailant a swift death—
Wrath certainly wouldn’t.
TWENTY-TWO
I took a loaf of bread from a tray of freshly baked offerings and brought it to
my oversized wooden cutting board. Two heads of garlic, a generous portion
of basil, pecorino, pignoli, and olive oil all joined my station. The cook was
just finishing up when I’d arrived and informed me that Wrath had the
ingredients brought in from the mortal world for me.
Apparently, he’d also had seeds purchased and planted in the castle’s
greenhouse so I’d have all my familiar herbs and vegetables at my disposal.
A touch of magic helped them along, according to the cook, and there was a
veritable bounty awaiting me whenever I’d like to tour the indoor garden. I
rooted around in the icebox and pulled out a hunk of what tasted like goat
cheese, then donned an apron I’d found hanging on a peg with an army of
clean linens.
Cooking relaxed me. When I was in a kitchen my problems faded away.
There was only me and a dish, the scents and sounds and satisfaction of
creating something nurturing and delicious overtaking all else. There were no
murders. No lost loved ones. No liars or secret keepers. I knew nothing of
assassination attempts or marriages brought about by a spell gone wrong. I
felt joy, peace. And serenity was something I desperately needed at the
moment.
I cut off the top of one head of garlic, exposing all of the cloves, drizzled
olive oil over them, covered it with a tin can, then placed it in the oven to
roast. I turned my attention to the basil, pine nuts, garlic, and olive oil.
Chopping, mixing, pouring all of my love and energy into the sauce,
erasing the rest of the night from my thoughts. It wasn’t denial, only a brief
respite I sought.
I’d just finished making pesto when I felt his presence. I continued
working, waiting for him to speak. I didn’t know whether I was eager for him
to have found my attacker, or if I suddenly wanted to pretend the night hadn’t
happened at all. When several moments passed, I finally glanced up. “Is there
something you needed to tell me?”
Wrath leaned against the end of the table I worked at, his arms and feet
crossed. The picture of casual calm. I noticed he’d changed into a new shirt
and his hair was slightly damp. “There is little I need. But much I want.”
“I’m not going back to that room tonight.”
“I didn’t ask you to.” He straightened and moved to my side, nodding at
the loaf of bread. “May I help?”
I peered at him from the corner of my eye. “There’s not much left to do,
but you can pour us some wine. Red would be nice.”
“Red it is.”
He left and returned a breath later, bottle and glasses in hand. He
rummaged in the icebox and brought over a container of blackberries. After
uncorking the bottle, he added a few berries to each glass, then set mine next
to where I sliced bread.
I laid the bread slices on a baking sheet and drizzled olive oil across the
tops. I set them inside the oven and adjusted the little timer before taking a
sip of wine. Wrath clinked his glass against mine, his gaze content. “May we
always feast after spilling the blood of our enemies.”
I smiled at him over my glass. “You’re a barbarian.”
“You defended yourself. If being proud makes me a barbarian, so be it.”
“Do you think I killed him?”
He swirled the liquid in his glass, his attention riveted to it. “Would it
matter if you did?”
“Of course it matters. I don’t want to be a murderer.”
“Defending yourself is not the same as attacking without cause or reason.”
“Which, by your refusal to answer, I’m assuming means I did.”
“You do not bear the burden of that demon’s death, Emilia.” Wrath set his
glass down and faced me, his expression hard. “I do.” The smile that tipped
up the edges of his mouth was not warm or friendly. It was cold, calculating.
Designed to frighten, to call forth fear and seduce it. “Here I am, the very
essence of evil and sin. Am I the monster you feared?”
I looked at him—really, truly looked. There was nothing overtly
indicative of his emotions in his face, but there was something in the way
he’d asked the question that made me carefully formulate my response. He
did not want me to think he was a monster.
And, goddess curse me, I didn’t. I met and held his gaze. “Did he suffer?”
“Not nearly enough.”
“Were you able to get information from him?”
Wrath shook his head. “His tongue was recently severed. It appears to
have been a choice he made, likely in case he was caught.”
I don’t know what madness came over me, but I put my wine down and
moved to where Wrath stood rigidly, awaiting judgment. Slowly, as if
approaching an animal ready to bolt, I wound my arms around his waist and
laid my head against his chest.
For several long moments, he barely breathed. Then, he wrapped his arms
around me and rested his chin atop my head. We stayed there, holding each
other, until the little windup clock dinged. Even then I didn’t let go right
away. This demon, this living embodiment of sin, was so much more than the
monster he was supposed to be.
I pulled back gradually, and rolled up onto my toes, pressing my lips to
his cheek in a chaste kiss. “Thank you.”
Without giving him an opportunity to respond, I hurried to the oven and
removed the toast and roasted garlic. I placed them both on the cutting board,
then added the hunk of goat cheese and the bowl of pesto. I grabbed two
small dishes and stuck a butter knife near each item on the board. I smiled
down at my work, pleased beyond measure with the outcome.
“You’ll have to serve yourself, but it’s easy.” I took a slice of toast and
smeared a few roasted garlic cloves across it like jam. “Next spread some
goat cheese on top of the garlic. And finally”—I added a generous spoonful
of pesto—“top it off with the pesto.”
Wrath watched me work, then picked up a slice of toast and made his. He
took a bite and his attention slid to me. “I think I like this almost more than
the sweets you made.”
“That’s high praise indeed, coming from the cannoli king.” I grinned at
him. “Sometimes I’ll add a poached egg if I have any leftovers from breakfast
or lunch. Vittoria likes to—”
I abruptly stopped speaking and set my snack aside.
Wrath lightly touched my elbow, drawing me back to the present. “What
is it?”
“I miss her.”
“Your twin.”
“Yes, desperately. Sometimes, for a second, I forget she’s gone. Then it
all comes back. Part of me feels terrible for forgetting. And the other part
wants to lash out. Lately it seems like I’m at war with myself, and I can’t
decide which part will win.”
“I have no personal experience with death, but I know that’s normal for
some mortals.”
“I wonder, though.” I looked him in the eye. “I’ve been consumed with
rage and anger since her murder. The intensity of those emotions doesn’t
scare me, which does frighten me. I never used to be like this. Then tonight…
tonight, when that demon tried to kill me, I wasn’t scared. I was furious. I
wanted to inflict pain. One of my first thoughts after the fact wasn’t terror, it
was anger that I hadn’t been taught dark magic.”
“Your mortal family should have taught you to protect yourself.”
I inhaled deeply. I might as well lay all of my fears out. After the events
of the evening, I needed to purge the dark feelings from my whole person.
“Sometimes I worry that it’s not the devil who’s cursed. But me.”
Wrath went still. “Why would you believe that?”
“My twin was murdered. My grandmother attacked. My parents were held
hostage by Envy. And yet what has happened to me? Aside from tonight’s
assassination attempt, I mean.” I searched his face for answers. “Maybe I’m
cursed and everyone I love is in danger. What if I’m the villain? One who’s
so vicious, so terrible, I was punished to forget? What if the witches who
were murdered started to remember? Maybe I am the monster and I don’t
even know it.”
Wrath was silent for an uncomfortably long time. When I’d started to feel
foolish for sharing so many fears with him, he said softly, “Or maybe they all
dabbled in pursuits they shouldn’t have. And you’re the one picking up the
pieces of their mistakes.”
“He said what?” Fauna’s eyes were as big as saucers. She looped her arm
through mine and escorted us out onto a covered pathway. “Maybe you
misheard him. Or misinterpreted his meaning. That’s possible. Isn’t it?”
“Of all the things he could have said after that moment.” I exhaled, my
breath clouding in the frosty morning air. I was too annoyed to be
embarrassed. After the incident in the weapons room, I hadn’t seen Wrath for
the rest of the night. “I well and truly loathe that demon.”
My friend snorted but held her tongue. We strolled across one of the long
stretches of covered parapets that surrounded the castle. Guards nodded from
their stations on the wall as we passed. Once we were far enough away,
Fauna leaned in. “Perhaps he only said it because he’ll be envisioning you
doing that from now on.”
“Doubtful. He couldn’t remove himself from the room fast enough.”
“I bet all of House Greed that he took himself in hand last night and
thought of you while he spilled his seed.”
Even with my newfound confidence in owning my desires and feeling no
shame, my face heated from the openness with which Fauna discussed such
private matters.
She’d called on me first thing in the morning and managed to wrangle
what had been troubling me before I’d donned my velvet cloak. Fauna hadn’t
blushed or batted an eye at the topic, one that would have caused shock and
scandal back home. She’d simply asked if I’d returned the favor with either
my hand or my mouth, then giggled wildly when I’d asked for clarification
on the latter.
“Maybe he didn’t want to take you in the weapons room where anyone
could walk in. You are to be his wife. It’s not out of the question that he’d
protect you from prying eyes.”
“Please.” I nearly snorted. “Half this realm is content to fornicate in
public. I doubt he’d let someone walking in on us deter him.”
He certainly hadn’t minded an audience when we’d ended up in the
corridor outside our rooms. I gritted my teeth at the memory. Facing him
after that encounter hadn’t been awkward. The same could not be said for
when I saw him next. I had no idea how to act.
“Actually, public rendezvous are not as common outside of House Lust
and House Gluttony. Sure, other princes show off debauchery on occasion,
like Greed and his gaming hell, but not to the extent as those particular
Houses. His highness may want you to be certain you’re choosing him with a
clear head. Perhaps he wasn’t sure that’s what you wanted and he left before
he did something he thought you’d regret.”
Frustration built in my chest. “Lifting my skirts was a clear indication of
my wants. If he wishes to secure the marriage bond, he’s not convincing me
that’s something he wants.”
“From what you described, my lady, it sounds like physical attraction is
not the issue.”
I halted in my tracks. I had no idea why this was this getting under my
skin. Regardless of what transpired the night before, I still did not want to
secure our bond. The thought that he felt the same shouldn’t consume my
thoughts. Especially when I had a hundred other things to be concerned with.
Like the fast-approaching Feast of the Wolf.
I shook off the annoyance and proceeded toward the tower with my
friend. “Enough talk of princes for now. I don’t want the matron to overhear
us and report back to Wrath.”
Fauna laughed. “That, I can promise, will likely never happen.”
“I take it their animosity isn’t new.”
“Not at all.” Fauna pulled us to a stop, then glanced around. “Rumor
claims it’s centuries old. Some say her daughter was cursed and the prince
did nothing to save her.”
“Is her daughter in the castle?”
“That’s just it… no one knows. There is speculation that his highness
banished her from this circle. For a time, at least. It’s possible the matron
retrieved her and has her hidden somewhere.”
For some reason goose bumps rose along my skin. I thought of the
wailing that floated up from below the statue of the woman and the serpent. I
couldn’t imagine Wrath punishing someone by sending them deep
underground. Perhaps that was because he hadn’t done it.
Even though I hardly knew her, I didn’t doubt the matron could have done
something like that. Especially if it wasn’t to punish, but to protect.
Maybe the wailing, miserable creature I’d heard was her missing
daughter. And if the matron brought her daughter back and kept her locked
away, I was even more curious to know why. Wrath knew everything that
went on in his circle, and I doubted the matron would keep this secret from
him for long. Which indicated she was hiding her daughter from another
prince.
A new suspicion entered my thoughts. This story was similar to another
I’d heard. One that involved La Prima Strega and her daughter. The First
Witch was rumored to have cursed the devil because her daughter fell in love
with him and they refused to give each other up.
Was the Matron of Curses and Poisons actually the First Witch?
If she was and she’d cursed the devil, I wanted to know why she was
currently in Wrath’s castle, claiming to be someone else. He must know her
true identity. Which meant he also knew what she’d done to his brother, and
would explain their hatred and history. So why, then, would he be willing to
keep her secret, unless she knew one of his? And if that was the case, it had
to be a secret so wicked he’d be willing to strike a bargain with a sworn
enemy.
Given what he’d done to save me, that didn’t seem so unbelievable.
“Daughter of the Moon. Lady Fauna.” Celestia opened her door before I
finished knocking. I hid my smile. Wrath would be furious she’d answered so
quickly. “How may I be of service to you?”
“I have a few questions. About curses.”
Her delight appeared genuine. “By all means. You’ve come to the right
place. Come in.”
I walked into the tower chamber and was immediately hit with the
pleasing aroma of herbs and oils. I swallowed the pang of homesickness, the
sudden reminder of Nonna Maria making spell candles in our small family
kitchen. My family was safe. And I would finish what I set out to do and get
back to make more happy memories with them. Soon.
I wrenched myself into the present. Celestia moved across the chamber
and pulled books and pots off of stools, making room for us to sit around her
prep table. While she did that, my attention shifted to items I’d missed during
my first visit.
The matron had even more strange and curious things in her collection.
From corked jars filled with blinking eyes, to baskets of bird beaks, one
overflowing with claws, and another bin stuffed with feathers. Pots of salves
and ointments and lotions of all kinds.
A bird skull with runes carved into it was placed on top of a pile of
leather-bound books.
She noticed what caught my attention and nodded to it. “Ravens
symbolize many things. Death, healing, fertility. Wisdom.”
“And the runes?” I drifted closer but did not touch the carvings or the
remains. If she was the First Witch, she might have enchanted the skulls and
sent them to me. I was unsure if she was trying to help, or if my theory was
wildly wrong. She might be exactly who she claimed, and I was forcing
together puzzle pieces that didn’t fit. “Do they animate the skull?”
“No.” Celestia eyed me with what appeared to be suspicion. If she was the
First Witch, she was directly birthed from a goddess. I wasn’t sure if she
could sense emotions like Wrath could, but I did my best to keep calm. “They
come to me when I meditate over the skull. I etch what the raven wishes me
to see. Arcane symbols can be a powerful ally to those with magic in their
blood.”
Fauna shifted uncomfortably, her attention riveted to the jars tapping with
unseen forces on the far side of the chamber. I glanced back to the matron
and lowered my voice. “Can they be used to enhance Source?”
“For witches, yes. For those who are Source, no. Arcane symbols
originate from their essence.”
“Those who… you mean the goddesses.”
Celestia nodded, her gaze sharp as she studied my face.
According to Nonna’s legends, the goddesses were the original source of
our power, diluted over time through the First Witch’s descendants.
I looked the silver-and-lavender-haired woman over carefully. Her face
was lightly lined, but there was no clear indication of her age. Fauna had
mentioned that her animosity with Wrath was centuries old, which meant she
was likely immortal. The shade of purple in her hair also did not escape my
notice. It was the same color of my tattoo with Wrath, and also when I saw
luccicare, the faint aura surrounding humans.
I couldn’t tell if it was excitement or fear pumping through my veins.
“So if a witch uses arcane symbols with their spells, it increases the
potency of that spell.”
“Correct.”
I slid my focus to Fauna, who was squinting into a cauldron now. “Is it
possible for anyone to enchant a skull and send a message? Perhaps a prince
of Hell, or a witch.”
“All is possible; whether it’s probable is another story. Those with
knowledge of arcane symbols might be able to do such a thing.” Celestia
motioned for me to sit. “Were there any symbols carved onto the bone?” I
shook my head. “Then I doubt a demon prince or witch was responsible. It
was likely someone much closer to Source.”
Someone like the First Witch. I kept my breathing even, unwilling to alert
anyone to my heightened emotions. If Celestia was the First Witch and her
daughter was cursed, that meant the devil’s first wife wasn’t dead after all.
And if she truly lived, then I was definitely right about the witches on my
island being murdered for a different reason.
One that had nothing to do with the devil seeking a bride.
And everything to do with revenge.
“Lady Emilia?” Fauna broke into my spiraling thoughts. “Shall we go
back to the main palace?”
“Yes.” I stood, then spun around to face the matron. “One last question.
The Curse Tree. I’ve been told it grants more than wishes, that it offers
knowledge. How would one go about obtaining information instead of a wish
or a hex?”
Fauna’s attention shot to me like an arrow, but I ignored it. Celestia
narrowed her eyes.
“Carve the true name of the one you seek information about into the
trunk. Then take one leaf from the tree. Careful when you do—the leaves are
as fragile as glass. When you desire the truth, break the leaf in the presence of
the one whose name you carved.”
I thought about the First Witch, of legends and fables we’d been told.
None had ever used her name. “What if I’m unsure of the person’s true
name? Will their title work?”
“Names have power. Titles are a show of power. One can be taken or
given on a whim, the other cannot.” Celestia smiled in a way that set my
nerves on edge. “Was there anything else, my lady?”
The way she said “my lady” drove home her point. It was a courtesy title,
something given that held little meaning outside of this realm. My name was
different. Aside from my first name, I would only be a princess or lady here.
On my island I would forever remain Emilia Maria di Carlo unless I married.
And only my surname would change, never my first.
“No, thank you. You’ve been most… informative.”
TWENTY-FIVE
I gently placed another book on the floor. Haven, the heavenly counterpart
to Wrath’s personal Hell below, appeared as if a storm had raged through its
rainbow-colored shelves. I snagged another ancient tome and flipped through
it, mindful of the delicate pages.
The books in this library were all written in Latin, so I understood most of
what was in them. Not that it helped my situation.
“Blood and bones.”
Another grimoire, another disappointment. There were no records of the
First Witch, though that could have been due to the fact I didn’t know her
true name. In Palermo, Wrath had said something along the lines of “the First
Witch, as you call her,” which meant that was not the name the demon
princes knew her by. If I couldn’t find something soon, I’d have to ask him.
Which I’d prefer to avoid for several reasons. The first being if he knew La
Prima was here and was harboring her, I wasn’t sure if he would thwart my
efforts at uncovering that mystery.
I’d searched for records of Celestia, but there was no mention of the
Matron of Curses and Poisons, either. If she was a royal healer as well as a
poisoner, I would have thought there would be court records of her. Either
mentions of her saving lives or taking them.
There was nothing.
It was as if she did not exist outside of that tower chamber. Further proof
she might not be who she claimed.
I dropped to the ground, my skirts pooling around me. I was in a lovely
navy and gold gown today with flowers embroidered across my bodice,
elegant enough for a lady of the Royal Demon Court, and comfortable
enough to spend hours on my knees in a darkened corner of the library,
searching for answers.
I flipped through a rather thin journal filled with notes and sketches. It
spoke of demons that had been made through unnatural sources. Not quite
lesser demons, but close. These creatures ranged from human-passing in
appearance to a mix between the natural world and mortals. I paused on one
illustration. It was humanoid in shape, but its skin was tree bark, its beard
moss, and its fingers and limbs were branches of varying lengths and widths.
The next image was of a young man with an enormous set of elk antlers.
Another showed a woman with pointed ears and ram horns that curled down
to her shoulders.
Notes spoke of spells and hexes that went wrong, turning mortals into
nightmares. Shunned and cursed from their world, they ended up here, where
they could roam the underworld without fear of persecution.
According to the book, most had scattered across the realm, ending up in
the Undying Lands to the northwest, and an eastern mountain range called
Merciless Reach.
One note caught my attention.
I descended the stairs, shoulders back, head held high. I’d been expecting to
see Fauna and Anir. Instead the Prince of Wrath waited, dressed to devastate,
his attention riveted to mine. I hadn’t chosen to wear one of his signature
House colors. Not that he seemed put off by the crushed red velvet gown, or
the way it clung to my curves before pooling around my feet.
In fact, I almost missed a step when I noticed the color of his shirt. A
deep, enticing cranberry peeked out from the layers of black waistcoat and
swallowtail suit jacket. Either Harlow or the seamstress must have given him
information on my attire.
I reached the bottom step and slowly pivoted in place. My shoes were the
same snake design from a few nights before, but these were deep gold instead
of black. It was the one tribute I made to my current House of Sin. Regardless
of if any of my theories were correct, in this reality, in this version of myself,
this was where I felt comfortable. There was no use denying that I aligned
with the sin of wrath more than any other.
“Well?” I prompted. “How do I look?”
Wrath’s gaze darkened into a shadow of sinful promise. “I suspect you
know.”
“Indulge me, then.”
“Trouble incarnate.”
“Mighty praise coming from one of the Wicked.” I glanced around the
empty foyer. Silence stretched between us, which didn’t help to soothe my
growing nerves. The more I tried not to focus on my theories, the more they
haunted me. “Where are Fauna and Anir?”
“By now they’re nearly at Gluttony’s already.”
“Who else will be joining us?”
“No one.” He held out his arm for me. I wondered if he knew he also
looked like trouble. And temptation. But if Pride was the man from my
vision, Wrath might also look like a fond memory before the night was
through. Something pinched in my center at the thought. “Tonight we’ll use
my carriage. It’s considered rude to arrive at the Feast by transvenio magic.”
I accepted his arm and we made our way out of the looming set of double
doors.
Outside, our conveyance sat waiting, bits of snow sticking to the roof like
powdered sugar. Wrath’s carriage was darker than the night with flecks of
gold in the lacquered finish. There was no driver waiting, only horses.
“Will you be driving the carriage?”
“No. My power will guide it.”
“Transvenio magic is rude, but steering a carriage with magic is not?” I
shook my head. “I may live a thousand years and will never understand these
ridiculous demon rules.”
The four ebony steeds snuffed the air, their red eyes the only mark that
they were not quite the same as horses in the mortal world. Wrath set about
checking their bridles, tsking a little when one of the hell horses nibbled at
him.
I drew in a quick breath. I’d been wrong. Their eyes weren’t the only
thing that marked them as different. Their gleaming, metal teeth indicated
they were more predator than simple equine. The hell horse nipped again,
more insistently.
“Gentle, Death.”
“Goddess give me strength.” I eyed the three other beasts. “Famine,
Pestilence, and War, I presume.” Wrath’s grin was confirmation enough as he
glanced over his shoulder. “I cannot believe you named them after the four
horsemen, and yet I’m not terribly surprised.”
He strolled over to where I waited, then handed me up into the carriage.
“Perhaps they aren’t merely named after them.”
Wrath settled onto the plush velvet bench seat across from me, his
expression smug as I let that information sink in. With a quick rap on the
ceiling, we were off.
The wheels clattered across the stone, but the sound and jarring feeling
was muffled by the well-stuffed seating and plush, layered carpets. I’d never
ridden inside such an opulent conveyance. I’d never ridden in a shabby one,
either. Before my ride with the emissary, the closest I’d ever come to
traveling via carriage was a horse-drawn buggy.
I drew my brows together. That couldn’t be correct… after disembarking
from a ship, we had to travel by carriage to visit Nonna’s friend in northern
Italy. Except I couldn’t quite remember how we’d gotten there.
Wrath studied me. “You appear as if you’re in the midst of a vexing
riddle.”
I lifted a shoulder. “I suppose it’s mostly nerves.”
“About the fear portion of the festival?”
“The fear, the whole ordeal. Meeting the rest of your brothers. Dancing.”
He was silent for a while. I doubted he’d expected such honesty and was
unsure of how to proceed. Finally, he shifted forward. “No harm will befall
you. I will not allow it.”
“Perhaps it’s your brothers you should be concerned for.”
“If they are stupid enough to ignite your fury, they deserve to feel the
burn.”
I smiled at him. “And yet you still toss matches onto the kerosene all the
time.”
“Wrath and fury are my sins of choice. I like your temper.”
After an indeterminate amount of time of descending and ascending a few
mountain peaks, our carriage abruptly came to a halt. Wrath peered outside,
his expression once again carefully set into that cold, unforgiving mask.
“We’re here.” He reached for the handle, then paused. His muscles were
tense beneath his well-tailored suit. He shook his head once, then looked at
me. “Should you find yourself in need of a partner, I will dance with you.”
Before I could react, he shoved the door open and exited the carriage. His
hand appeared from the shadows, waiting for mine. I gave myself a moment
to gather my emotions. I hadn’t lied to Wrath about the cause of my nerves,
but I hadn’t expressed all of the reasons behind my pounding heart. I would
now have an opportunity to speak with every demon prince of Hell. And one
of them, quite possibly, had orchestrated my sister’s murder.
Much would either be gained or lost over the next few days. And, if my
sister’s murderer was here, there was no telling if he’d try to rip my heart
from my chest, too.
If I was about to enter into a battle for my life, at least I had Wrath at my
side.
His fingers tightened on mine as I stepped from the carriage and took in
House Gluttony. It was massive, if unusual in design. A cross between open
Roman terraces with tall arched windows and medieval towers. It was built
into the side of a steep mountaintop and looked like something out of a gothic
fairy tale.
“Prepare yourself.” Wrath escorted me up a small flight of stairs and
stopped just outside the castle’s grand entrance. “My brother’s debauchery
knows no limits.”
Words failed me as we walked inside House Gluttony. The prince of this
circle did not hide his namesake sin or vices. Immediately upon entering the
palatial receiving foyer, we were greeted by the most scandalous scene I’d
ever borne witness to.
A table the size of four oversized mattresses was prominently on display,
forcing guests to squeeze around it if they were to enter the castle beyond.
The table was not covered in food or wine. It was covered in lovers. Some
were engaged in acts I’d never dreamed of.
On one end, a woman lay naked, her legs spread wide as a man poured a
trail of chocolate sauce over her breasts, down her stomach, and across the
apex of her body. He tossed the jug aside, dropped to his knees and began
feasting. There was no romance, no seduction. Only pure, animalistic hunger.
Not that the woman seemed to mind.
My attention darted to the opposite end of the table, where a young man
lay with an arm bent behind his head, watching as his partner sucked
whipped cream from his arousal, and another lover entered her from where
she was bent over. My face flamed at the erotic scene.
Before I’d learned that Pride wasn’t my intended, Wrath had mentioned
his brother inviting lovers into our bed. I now understood what he meant. I
also knew with vivid clarity what Fauna had been asking when she’d inquired
about taking my mouth to Wrath.
“My brother enjoys shocking guests upon their arrival.” Wrath’s low
voice at my ear sent a shiver skittering along my spine. “His subjects are all
too happy to participate in his favorite vices. The lovers here want to be seen.
They desire for us to overindulge in their pleasure. Our attention feeds them
as their trysts feed us. It will not be this way throughout the entire House.”
Wrath’s hand on my back did not uproot my feet from where I’d planted
them. “Will Gluttony’s influence make me do that? In front of everyone?”
Wrath followed my gaze, his own expression inscrutable. “No.”
I subtly studied the demon at my side. He was completely unaffected by
all of the naked bodies and grunts and groans. He might be gazing upon
furniture, noting it was there to sit upon, but worth no more than a cursory
glance. The same could not be said for me. I tore my attention from where the
man was licking and sucking with fevered abandon.
“How can you be sure? Lust managed to influence me. As did Envy. I’m
sure your brother can make me do whatever he pleases with whomever he
pleases I do it. Maybe our lessons weren’t enough. Maybe—”
“Breathe. No one will touch you while we’re here, Emilia. It would be an
act of war and we’re all gathered with the understanding of temporary peace.
You belong to House Wrath. If they forget, I will take pleasure in reminding
them.”
One look into his harsh features drove his promise home. I had little doubt
this prince would tear someone limb from limb if they laid a finger on me
without my consent. I wanted that power. I wanted to know safety at my own
hand and almost swore I had once upon a time. Perhaps that was why I’d felt
so envious when I’d first met Envy and he’d used his influence on me. I
longed for the power to defend myself and my loved ones.
My focus drifted back to where the man knelt between the woman’s
thighs. He worked her now with mouth and hand. A female lover moved to
her chest, adding more whipped cream and licking her skin clean before
adding another dollop.
Gluttony wished to shock his guests, to unnerve them. Except most were
from this realm and had likely witnessed much more debauchery. No, this
tableau was not for all of his guests. This was for me. To unsettle the mortal
guest of honor long before I entered his ballroom.
And he’d almost succeeded.
Nakedness, people seeking sexual pleasure, no matter how much I kept
trying to move past it, the mortal way of thinking of them as wrong and
shameful kept creeping back in. They kept shocking and embarrassing me
because deep down, I still worried about being ruined by human notions of
scandal. Most of all, I kept worrying about what others would think.
Enough. I’d had enough of falling back into old fears. I strode over to the
table and dipped my finger into a bowl of whipped cream, then slowly turned
to Wrath as I licked it off. There wasn’t anything in his expression now that
spoke of boredom or disinterest. He tracked each movement as if committing
it to memory.
A waiter appeared, holding a tray of champagne flutes.
I gave Wrath a small, devious smile and snagged a glass of sparkling
demonberry wine. “Cheers to being scandalized.”
Without waiting for his response, I rotated and walked past the table of
lovers.
When I entered the Feast of the Wolf and the herald called out my name,
I’d convinced myself I was the most fearsome one in the room.
TWENTY-SEVEN
The Prince of Gluttony was not at all what I expected. He wasn’t perched
on a throne, or giving off the appearance of cool boredom, or exuding royal
arrogance. There wasn’t anything particularly dangerous looking about him,
either. Except for the threat he posed to hearts.
He stood, arms full of buxom ladies, near a fountain of spirits, a secret
smile pulling at the corners of a luscious mouth. The prince leaned in to
whisper something in each of his companions’ ears, their laughter sultry and
filled with wicked promises.
I arched a brow as he took turns nibbling at their necks. He was a rake
through and through. And he seemed adored for it.
He was not quite as tall as Wrath, but his shoulders were broad, his hips
narrow, and the width of his thighs suggested a fit body hidden beneath his
blackberry-colored suit.
His slightly ruffled brown hair had strands of gold and red in certain light,
though the darkness never relinquished its hold for long. He wore a bronze
crown, fitted with multicolored gemstones. Gluttony’s hazel eyes were a
mixture of brilliant shades of green and gold and brown. All vying for
dominance, all indulging in their own beauty.
And they were now trained on where Wrath and I stood. One brow
quirked up.
“Brother! Come meet my newest friends, Drusilla and Lucinda. They
were just telling me the most interesting story.”
“I don’t doubt that.” Wrath’s lack of decorum didn’t seem to surprise
anyone but me. He placed a hand at the small of my back. “My wife, Emilia
di Carlo.”
Gluttony’s attention shifted to me. His nose looked as if it had been
broken once or twice, but that imperfection only succeeded in making him
more interesting. His gaze raked over me and a spark of mischief flared.
“Soon-to-be wife, from what I understand.”
“Actually,” I cut in, “I haven’t decided to accept the bond.”
“Hear that, brother?” Gluttony stepped away from his companions and
tossed an arm around Wrath’s shoulders. “There’s hope for me yet.”
“Breathe in her direction without her expressed permission, and she will
disembowel you.” Wrath swiped a glass of demonberry wine from a passing
tray and sipped it, the picture of casual elegance. “I’ve already requested that
she refrain from violence for our visit, but if I were you, I wouldn’t tempt her
fury.”
The brothers exchanged a long look. Wrath had basically come in and set
his own rules at his brother’s royal court. Just as he’d done in Envy’s House
of Sin. It was a wonder that Gluttony didn’t so much as lift a brow at Wrath’s
impertinence. “You’re a violent little vixen, then?”
“I have my moments, your highness.”
His laugh was full and rich.
“Explains how you’ve captured this one’s attention.” He leaned in and
spoke in a mock whisper, his tone serious, as if sharing a grave secret.
“Wrath has an unquenchable taste for fury. Though he never overindulges in
it. Much to everyone’s dismay.” Wrath did not return his brother’s smile,
which only succeeded in delighting the prince of this circle more. “Perhaps
you will surprise us all, dear brother. This may be the year you let loose after
all. Live down to our expectations. Gorge yourself on some fun for once.”
“Be grateful I limit my idea of fun, brother.”
“Well, the hunt begins at dawn, so you can saddle up a hell horse and
unleash your warrior spirit then.” He glanced to me, troublesome smirk in
place. “You, too, Lady Emilia. Let us see if you’re equally inspired by
bloodlust.”
“I don’t ride.”
“No?” His eyes twinkled with amusement. “Then I shall stay and keep
you company. While they’re getting into trouble, I’m sure we can find some
of our own.”
Whatever levity Gluttony had been feeling was gone in an instant,
replaced by an icy glare. I followed the direction of his gaze, surprised to find
the object of his loathing was a beautiful, prim noblewoman. Her pale blue
hair was coiffed in the style of proper English ladies and her elegant dress
buttoned up to her neck.
She wore kidskin gloves that ended past her elbows and an expression of
revulsion as she spied the host, her gaze cutting from across the room. She
leaned next to her companion and whispered something that sent the other
noblewoman tittering.
“If you’ll excuse me.” Gluttony’s mood darkened further. “There’s a party
crasher in our midst.”
Without uttering another word, Gluttony strode off toward the giggling
ladies.
I turned to Wrath. “What was that about?”
“She’s a journalist from the Shifting Isles. And she rarely has anything
flattering to say about the royals in this realm. She’s been particularly vicious
with Gluttony.”
I thought back to the lovers on the table. “She doesn’t enjoy his displays
of overindulgence, I take it.”
“On the contrary.” Wrath’s mouth edged up on one side. “She called his
last gathering ‘perfectly ordinary and utterly contrived. A predictable,
uninspired evening.’”
“I cannot believe you memorized that.”
“My brother quoted it so often, it stuck. Gluttony was furious. He has
since thrown the most lavish, over-the-top, debauched parties he can.”
“He wants her to eat her words.”
“Amongst other things, no doubt.”
I couldn’t help but smile. “Hate is a powerful aphrodisiac for some.”
“Indeed. It is.” Wrath’s attention briefly fell to my lips. “Would you like
to tour the pleasure gardens or settle into your rooms?”
I recalled what Fauna had said about the twilight gardens and my stomach
did a nervous flip. If Wrath and I snuck off now, I would miss the
opportunity to meet the rest of his family.
Not to mention, I wasn’t sure being alone with him where seduction was
being served for public consumption was a wise idea.
As if he’d plucked the thought from my mind, he added quietly, “Pride
will make his grand entrance at the masked ball tomorrow. Sloth will slip in
right before the fear ceremony. Greed and Envy will arrive fashionably late
this evening.”
“And Lust?”
“I imagine he’s here and is indulging. While he tends to siphon feelings of
happiness to enhance his power, he does participate in carnal temptations
when they’re offered to him. These parties tend to feed his sin on multiple
levels.”
I glanced toward the veranda, where a set of doors were thrown open and
a cold breeze blew snowflakes in from the patio beyond. Tiny flickering
silver orbs floated in the darkness.
Going to my bedchamber was the best decision, yet I found myself
saying, “Let’s take a quick stroll through the garden.”
SilverFrost Garden,
southeast tower, dawn.
Wear something to die for.
And come masked.
I stared down at the note that arrived well past midnight. Cobalt blue
paper inked with platinum—the parchment thick and luxurious.
There was no indication who the sender was, what I’d find if I accepted
the invitation, or what manner of mischief I might be inviting into my already
complicated world. The handwriting didn’t belong to Wrath, who still hadn’t
shown up.
Given the rich indulgence of the paper and ink, I imagined it was penned
by Gluttony, but there was always a chance one of the other princes in
attendance had sent it along.
Wearing something “to die for” might not be a demonic euphemism.
I carefully considered my options. I could ignore it. That was certainly the
safest route. After the assassination attempt at House Wrath, it wasn’t a
stretch to believe it was a trap.
With everyone meeting at dawn to start the hunt, I’d be alone and
vulnerable. Whoever sent it must know I’d chosen not to ride out with the
group.
And the only person who knew that—aside from Wrath—was Gluttony.
If my attire mattered, it might indicate a clandestine party. One where
masks were required to keep anonymity of the attendees. A mysterious event
hosted in the underworld, by an unknown source, was not the typical
gathering I’d ever considered.
But now… I exhaled. Now I couldn’t decline something that might
present an opportunity for me to interrogate a prince of Hell without Wrath
chaperoning.
I flipped the card over, end by end, thinking. Just because I’d been asked
to meet at the SilverFrost Garden did not mean that’s where I had to show up.
At least not initially.
A plan slowly came together in my mind. There was an expansive veranda
outside the southeast tower ballroom with a grand staircase that led to the
gardens. I’d arrive early and wait in one of the darkened corners there. I
swung myself out of bed and quickly dressed in a gown made of shadows.
Gluttony strolled onto the empty veranda, a knuckle’s worth of liquor poured
into a crystal glass. A decanter was tucked beneath his other arm. I would
claim it was too early to drink, but he didn’t appear to have made it to bed.
There was a mussed quality to his hair, a slight wrinkle in his suit. As if his
bedmate had kept him occupied all night and well into the morning. He
played the role of a debauched rake to perfection.
He took a healthy swig from his glass. All princes seemed to enjoy their
alcohol the same, though the quantities in which they indulged differed.
I pressed myself deeper into the shadows and watched his approach
through lowered lashes, holding my breath to avoid detection. As if the
slightest inhalation would give me away.
“I can’t decide if I’m amused or insulted.”
My entire body tensed at having been discovered so quickly. I reached for
my dagger, relaxing once I felt its familiar weight in my grip. I stepped into
the watery predawn light.
There was no use hiding now.
I waited in silence for him to continue. Clearly he desired this meeting
alone. He might as well dazzle me with whatever speech he’d prepared.
He leaned over the stone railing, surveying the decadent garden below.
Silver flowers coated in frost glistened like diamonds. “Perhaps your strategy
will work famously.”
“What strategy?”
“Winning the hunt. In five minutes, the whole of the castle will come
charging out of the stables.” He set his drink on the wide railing before him,
then motioned to the dark roof in the distance. Snow-covered hills rolled into
an evergreen forest. “People rarely notice what’s in front of them, especially
when they expect to find something else.”
“I’m not sure I follow your meaning.”
He slowly twisted to look at me, his expression a study of false chagrin. “I
may have left out a few important details in the note. Like the prize for
winning the hunt.”
I kept the trepidation off my face. I didn’t think it was anything more than
typical country sport. “I was unaware that there was a prize.”
“Prize. Prey. Some might argue they are one and the same.” His grin was
carved of wicked intent. “The host chooses the prey each Blood Season.
Participants only learn what they’re looking for in the stables, right before the
hunt begins.”
My blood turned cold. “Wrath said there was no sacrifice involved during
any portion of the three-day event.”
“I never said anything about a sacrifice. I just said someone or something
will be hunted.” He studied me closer than I would have thought possible,
considering how much he’d had to drink. “No one kills the chosen prey.” He
winked. “We’re not total monsters.”
“Why did you want me masked?”
“To see if you’d indulge me.” He lifted a shoulder and dropped it. As if
that were all the reason anyone needed. I was glad I’d decided against
wearing a mask. “Has anyone told you why it’s called a Blood Season?”
“No, but I’m sure it will be a delightful story.”
“If a lesser demon or noble wins the hunt, they have the option to drink
the elixir of life.”
“Blood.”
My stomach flipped as Gluttony nodded. Nonna used to tell us the
Wicked drank blood. Now I knew where that rumor had come from. “What if
a royal wins?”
“We have the option to claim our own prize, if at least four of us vote in
favor of it. But drinking the elixir of life is not the only reason we call it a
Blood Season. The winner of the hunt is decided by whoever draws first
blood. Participants choose how much to spill, and how they spill it. Claws,
blades, arrows, teeth.” His gaze turned back to the stables. A gunshot rent the
air, startling me. “Ah, yes. They’ve found the ice rifles. If I were you, I’d
consider joining the hunt now.”
“I told you, I don’t ride.”
“A shame. This year they’re hunting an ice dragon. Majestic, violent,
creatures.” He tore his attention away from the building in the distance and
looked at me again. “And as for riding, I’d reconsider. I’ve found that
sometimes our bodies recall what our minds do not.”
Gluttony inclined his head, then strode back into his castle, leaving me to
contemplate his parting words. A second shot cracked like thunder and the
sound of a stampede followed, the ground rumbling beneath my feet.
Something stirred in my blood.
Before I could talk myself out of it, I hiked up my skirts and raced toward
the stables.
TWENTY-EIGHT
Outside the stables, a pale violet mare toed the snow with spiked metal
hoofs before turning quicksilver eyes on me. Intelligence gleamed out from
those liquid eyes as I slowly approached the massive hell horse. A silver
crescent moon glimmered on its forehead and a handful of stars spread over
its rear end like a constellation.
“Aren’t you divine, girl?” I stepped close. “I’m not sure what your name
is, but I need to call you something. How about Tanzie? Short for Tanzanite.”
I smiled as the horse inclined her head in approval.
The moment of tranquility was short-lived. In the distance, shouts rang
out, followed by an earthshaking roar. I imagined it belonged to the ice
dragon Gluttony mentioned.
The hunt was clearly in full swing, but I was less concerned with it than I
was with the growing need to ride as hard as I could over the frosted grounds.
My heart pounded like a war drum. Riding fast across this terrain would
be dangerous, if it weren’t for the claw-tipped horseshoes. I petted Tanzie’s
flank with confidence, somehow knowing she would tolerate nothing less
from the person she allowed the honor of taking her saddle. And what a
beautiful saddle it was—dark and oiled so it appeared like frozen ink.
A small pouch hung on its side. Gluttony must have had it readied.
Placing one foot in the stirrup, I swung myself up and over, grateful I’d
decided to wear thick stockings under my dress. Choosing to sit astride was
hardly an appropriate position, but I doubted anyone in the underworld
viewed it the same way as mortals.
My thighs tightened around the horse as I readied myself. I clucked my
tongue and lifted the reins. I didn’t have to urge the great beast further.
Tanzie trotted away from the stable and made her way down a sloping hill,
gaining speed on the decline instead of slowing.
Judging from the muffled sounds of hooves beating snow, the hunting
party was behind us, either in the forest or just at its edge. There were no
rules that stated I had to participate in the hunt, but I didn’t want to get caught
out here and be encouraged to join them.
My breath clouded in front of me as I leaned forward in my seat, heart
thumping in time with each beat of the steed’s hooves. We careened around
Gluttony’s castle, the gentle slope turning into a sharp drop-off. My unbound
hair flew back as the biting winds stole nips of my flesh. Tears stung my
eyes, but I couldn’t blink, couldn’t help myself as I stood higher in the saddle
while the horse plunged down the mountain. A memory was stirring… I felt
as if I’d been here before, racing the wind and riding like a warrior into
battle.
I forgot about the hunt, the Feast of the Wolf, and all of the demons riding
close by. I had no idea where I was going, but something called to me, deep
in my blood. It screamed at me to remember, to let go of thoughts and simply
feel.
Tanzie neighed as if confirming those feelings. As if she’d wanted me to
recall this was what we’d been created for. This feeling of ultimate freedom
and shucking restraints away. All that mattered was the ground we hurtled
over and the blood pumping in our veins.
As we crested a massive hill, a field of black rose like an ink stain across
the snow. I drew us to a slow trot and led Tanzie closer to the shimmering
hill. Up close, I saw that the dark mass wasn’t solid. It was millions of tiny
black flowers growing through the ice. I brought Tanzie to a stop and jumped
down. The ebony petals had silver dots on them.
Intrigued, I plucked one, surprised when the whole root slipped out easily.
The odd silver roots glimmered brightly, then dried up before my eyes.
Magic or some peculiar hell plant. I wanted to study them later and see what
else they could do. I grabbed a handful of flowers and tucked them into a
small leather pouch fastened on the saddle.
Tanzie neighed, stomping imperiously, signaling her boredom with our
diversion of flower picking. Without looking back at the undulating field, I
hopped back onto the horse, and we rode even harder than before. I was so
caught up in the sensory aspect of the ride, of the exaltation of the icy air
nipping at my skin and stealing my breath, that I didn’t notice the castle
towering before us. Nor was I aware that we’d crossed some invisible
boundary line.
It was only when the first round of guards circled us, swords aimed and
ready, shouting for me to halt, that I realized my error. I’d invaded another
demon prince’s domain without invitation. Tanzie reared back, then dropped
to the ground, stamping her feet as one guard silenced the others and called
out a clear command to me.
“Dismount and drop to your knees.”
“There seems to be a misunderstanding.” I held tight to the reins. “I was
riding at House Gluttony and didn’t realize I’d come so far.”
“I said, dismount and drop to your knees.”
The guard who’d spoken stepped from the formation. His open-faced iron
helmet had deadly-looking wings on either side. Across the top band, where
the helmet molded over his forehead, a set of gold claw marks were etched
onto the metal.
I noted none of the other guards shared that design, making him the
obvious leader of their group. Another line of guards appeared from the
castle, arrows nocked in their bows.
I paid them little mind, focusing instead on the biggest threat.
My gaze slid over the lead guard’s features, committing them to memory
should things go wrong and I needed to recall details upon my escape.
Burnished gold hair peeked out from the upper portion of his helmet. His
sun-kissed skin was free from all but one imperfection: a pale silver scar that
diagonally cut across a pair of arrogant lips.
I couldn’t make out the color of his eyes from where I sat, but the
hardness in them would never be forgotten. Tanzie snuffed the air, dancing
back as the other guards took another step forward, closing their ranks. If I
dismounted now, I would certainly regret it.
I sat taller, donning my most commanding tone. “I demand to speak with
the prince of this House. There has been a mistake.”
“Dismount before my sword finds its way into your gut.”
“Touch me, and I promise you will feel more than my wrath.” The smile
that tugged at my lips was as vicious as his weapon. “It might be worth the
pain just to watch the Prince of Wrath carve you apart. I doubt he’ll go easy
on anyone who harms his princess.”
Surprise flickered in his gaze before he schooled his features.
“Forgive me, but I do not recall receiving word that you were invited onto
our lands.” He stepped closer, lining his blade up with my heart. “Which
grants me permission to remove the threat to our territory as I see fit. Now
get off the fucking horse, princess.”
If I were to focus on the positive in a very bad situation, I was not chained
and escorted into a cell. I was brought to a lavish parlor and promptly locked
inside with a handful of armed guards stationed at the doors and windows. I
ignored their icy stares and scanned the room.
White marble floors and walls shined cheerfully in the flickering
candlelight. Silk furniture—gilded and ornate enough to rival the Sun King’s
famed palace in France—surrounded me. I sat on the edge of a pearl-colored
brocade settee, fingers itching to clasp my hidden dagger. No one spoke.
There were no royal crests on their uniforms, nothing to indicate which royal
House of Sin I’d accidentally invaded.
Not that I could identify anything other than Greed’s crowned frog
insignia if I did spy a crest. I knew with certainty I wasn’t in House Wrath,
Envy, or Gluttony. As far as I could recall, almost all of the seven demon
princes should be at the Feast of the Wolf by now. Which was the likely
complication behind the guards not knowing the proper protocol for dealing
with a trespasser. One bright note in this dismal situation was I’d found the
perfect hiding place to avoid the hunt.
An imperial rococo clock above the mantel ticked the seconds away. The
lead guard had dropped me off here and left, murmuring orders to the two
guards standing on either side of the door. Their attention had slid to me
before they jerked their chins in acknowledgment of whatever he’d said. A
quarter of an hour passed. Surely, as the guest of honor, someone from House
Gluttony would notice my absence. Wrath most assuredly would come
looking.
A full hour crawled by. No one came. Another hour passed in what had to
be the slowest shift of time in history. Still, no prince arrived, dagger in hand,
to free me.
It was time to become my own hero and save myself.
I cleared my throat. “Which royal House is this?”
Silence.
No one shifted, or even blinked. It was as if I hadn’t spoken at all. I settled
back onto my seat, getting comfortable. Another hour slipped by and just
when I was about to go mad, the door cracked open. One of the guards
blocked my view, and the voices were too quiet to make out any part of the
conversation. The guard nodded, then closed the door.
He pivoted in my direction, his expression cold. “Get up.”
My knees locked. “Where are we going?”
“His highness is releasing you.”
“I don’t understand… doesn’t he wish to speak with me?”
The guard’s face split into a cruel grin. “Best to not inquire about his
wishes. I suspect they would give you nightmares.”
I caught sight of Fauna in the crowd; her brown skin had paled
considerably beneath her mask. My friend looked around, as if trying to find
a way she could distract the assembly and stop this nightmare before it began.
Anir stood beside her, his expression radiating enough anger to be worthy of
his adopted House of Sin.
He seemed poised to grab the blade I knew was hidden under his evening
attire and fight his way to my side. His hard gaze promised anyone who tried
stopping him would suffer his fury. He and Fauna both knew there was no
getting out of this, but they did not have to like it, or make it easy on the
royals. Despite the abundance of worry coursing through me, their show of
friendship bolstered my spirits.
I pushed away from Envy’s proffered arm and glanced around, searching
for Wrath. I needed his familiar scowl to calm my nerves. I rolled up onto my
tiptoes, looking past shoulders and heads for the demon prince’s imposing
figure. Of course, he went missing again.
I didn’t see Lust or Greed in the crowd, either. And Sloth must be in
attendance—there had been seven princes in wolf masks earlier—but he was
also noticeably absent. Or lounging somewhere. Perhaps there was a gaming
room that they’d retired to. Part of me wanted to dash around the castle until I
located them. Which was only stalling the inevitable. Maybe it was a blessing
that all seven princes would not be privy to my greatest fear.
Pride slipped out from the alcove where we’d struck our bargain and
sauntered over to a column, leaving me to face this trial on my own. Not that
I was surprised.
“Come.” Envy didn’t bother controlling the excitement in his voice.
“Allow me to introduce you to the master of ceremonies.”
I followed him through the parting crowd, pulse pounding with each step
we took closer to a dais that had been brought in. A blue-skinned demon with
red eyes waited, wicked dagger in hand. It was a miracle my heart hadn’t
thrashed out of my body. I held each side of my beaded skirts as I walked up
the stairs to stand beside the demon. He nodded once, then lifted the blade
above his head, showing off the runes carved into it, the crowd going
uproarious at the sight.
“Without further ado, if there are no objections, we will release the
biggest fear from our guest.” The master of ceremonies held out a hand to
me. “Lady Emilia. If you will be so kind as to offer your wrist. I must take a
bit of blood for the magic to work.”
Panic thrummed in each of my cells. I could barely see past the little white
spots floating across my vision as I slowly lifted my arm. All our lives Nonna
Maria wanted us to keep our blood from our enemies. And here I stood,
offering it freely. To a blade etched with magical runes that would steal my
secrets.
I held my arm steady, fighting the urge to yank it back and flee.
To his credit, the master of ceremonies did not radiate joy or triumph. He
offered a sympathetic look and whispered, “One tiny pinch and it will be over
shortly.”
The blade felt like ice against my skin. Panic seized me. This was really
happening. I squeezed my eyes shut, silently praying to the goddesses for this
to—
“Stop.” The deep voice echoed. “I will be the one to sacrifice a secret of
the heart.”
The metal disappeared from my skin at once. I opened my eyes, looking
from the master of ceremonies to the crowd. As one, the audience turned,
staring with open shock at the demon who’d spoken. I followed their stares
until I found him.
Wrath stood with his arms crossed, his attention fixed on me.
“With all due respect, your majesty, you cannot substitute yourself…”
“I won the hunt. I am claiming it as my prize.”
The master of ceremonies shook his head as if carefully considering his
phrasing. “I… I do not believe it can be completed without great cost to you.”
“I am well aware of the price.”
I watched in disbelief as Wrath made his way down the aisle and up the
stairs of the dais. Was he afraid my biggest fear would have worse
repercussions than revealing his truth? Wrath trained me to withstand
demonic influence, but he’d never seemed concerned about this portion of the
feast. Had he always known he’d stand in for me?
He was scheming, but I had no clue what his goal was.
Without taking his gaze from mine, he slipped out of his suit jacket and
rolled back the sleeve of his left arm. At the sight of our matching tattoos, a
murmur went up in the crowd. Apparently not everyone knew our betrothal
had been forced.
For them, it was one thing to woo a prince, and apparently another to
magically bind him into matrimony. Perhaps they worried his unexpected
show of heroics was brought on by a magic spell. The master of ceremonies
stared openmouthed at the demon prince. I doubted this prince had ever
offered something like this before. Even I couldn’t believe it. Wrath, the
demon who valued his secrets more than anyone I knew, was offering one up.
For me. In front of every enemy court. It was not a declaration of love, but
it was close.
Wrath finally tore his attention from me. “Get the dagger.”
“I…” The master of ceremonies fumbled for the blade, clearly
uncomfortable with carving into one of the rulers of Hell. “Before we begin,
there is still the matter of needing your brothers to vote on this being your
prize.”
“Oh, for shit’s sake. Enough.” Pride shot up from where he’d been
slumped against a column, his silver eyes narrowing in warning. “This is
incredibly dull. Surely there is some other more diverting prize to be
claimed? I find secrets tiresome.” He stared at his brother in challenge.
“Perhaps this year’s sacrifice will come in the form of a forbidden tryst. I’m
sure we can find a volunteer willing to bed the guest of honor. Then my
brother may pick a different prize.”
The assembled demons subtly looked from Wrath to their king, their
breath held.
“No.”
Wrath’s tone was cold enough to rival ice. He glanced to me, probably to
see if I’d been intrigued by the idea and he’d spoken too quickly. I imagined
if I said yes, he’d stand back and not utter a word of protest if I chose to bed
Pride. No matter how much he’d hate it.
And hate it he would. Wrath’s mask of indifference had slipped and he
hadn’t put it back.
“There seems to be a misunderstanding.” The devil’s smile was sinful as
Wrath cast a wary glance his way. Pride was practically preening, pleased
he’d laid the perfect bait and Wrath had fallen into his true trap. “I did not
mean to suggest I would be offering services. As Lady Emilia is your
intended, I believe you ought to be the one to bed her, brother.”
I stiffened. If Wrath and I shared a bed…
… we’d be that much closer to completing our marriage bond. And Pride
knew it. He looked undisturbed by the idea; if anything, he seemed eager for
me to marry his brother. Which indicated he never cared about the contract I
signed and I’d never been his intended. So what in the seven hells was really
going on? If the devil’s curse had been broken by Vittoria’s and my birth, I
still couldn’t understand why the demons had lied about the brides.
Envy, who’d been glowering at the interruption, suddenly perked up.
Wrath looked to me then, his expression blank except for the slight
tightness around his mouth. It was the only indication he wasn’t happy with
the turn of events.
Whatever he saw in my face had his tone going hard when he addressed
his brother again. “Pick another option or stand back and let’s vote to
complete the ceremony.”
“I told you,” Pride drawled, “I’ve grown quite bored of secrets. It’s time
for a new tradition. I’m sure our host is willing to oblige.”
Pride nodded to Gluttony. The prince of this circle rubbed his hands
together. “Indeed. I do love breaking the rules. You have two choices. Either
bed each other in one of the glass chambers here.” He stood aside and with a
grand flourish, yanked a gold cord that held draperies back. Inside, an
unoccupied candlelit bedroom softly glowed. “Or—”
“Your royal suite,” I offered, stunning everyone, myself most of all.
“My suite?” Wrath stared at me as I nodded. “We do not have to change
the rules, Emilia. If I want to claim the fear as my prize, I will.”
“Only if you gain enough votes.” Gluttony’s grin widened as Wrath’s
temper rumbled through the ballroom. “You may have won the hunt, but this
is no longer your prize to claim. We’re substituting the guest of honor’s
sacrifice. And she’s made her decision. You may choose the royal suite, the
glass room, or, best yet, you may stay right here. Take her over the dais, or
against the column. Then we can be sure you complete the task.”
“Unless you’d like to stand aside and have someone else volunteer,” Envy
offered, his too-innocent smile indicating he was using the sin he ruled over
to taunt his brother. “My vote would be on Gluttony. He is the host.”
“No.”
Wrath’s tone indicated there was no chance in this circle of Hell that he
would turn this into a spectator sport and would go to war if his brothers tried
any maneuvering.
Gluttony took it all in stride and I wondered if his mood ever soured or if
he was permanently happy. “A tryst in your royal suite it is.” He clapped
twice. “Master of ceremonies. Complete the ritual.”
Wrath paced around the quiet royal suite, a mighty predator caged. It did not
matter that his cage was a well-appointed bedroom suite with chilled
champagne, chocolate-covered fruits, crystal chandeliers, and silk sheets.
And a fiancée who craved his touch.
Even if he hadn’t offered one of his secrets to allow me to keep mine, I
would want him. It was time to stop lying to myself. To stop pretending that
it was only the seductive magic of this world and our bond creating this
attraction. I wanted him. It was his imposing figure I looked for in each
crowded room. His protection I welcomed and his sin I aligned best with.
Regardless of our past and the circumstances that brought us here, to this
moment, together, I wanted this night of passion with him.
The prince did not appear to feel the same. He prowled over to the
fireplace and leaned against the mantel, watching as the flames turned silver
and writhed before him. He did not speak on our walk here, nor did he look at
me once we’d entered his suite.
Without turning to meet my stare, he said, “It’s not too late for me to give
up a secret instead. We do not have to do this. I vowed you would have a
choice. I stand by my word. My brothers will not vote against me, no matter
what they said earlier.”
“I did choose.”
He finally turned, his expression thunderous. “Choosing between two
less-than-ideal options is not a choice.”
My lips curved upward. “Will bedding you be less than ideal?”
“Do not make light of the situation.”
“I’m not.” My voice lost the teasing edge. “I’ve never wanted to give up a
fear or secret. I cannot say the same about desiring you.”
His focus slid from my eyes to my mouth. “This is not the same.”
“Is it the most romantic proposition? There’s no denying it isn’t.
However, I cannot say I’m displeased. As you’re an expert at sensing
emotions and lies, I should think you know that. Therefore, I’m left to believe
you’re upset because you feel as if your choice has been stolen.” A different
thought occurred. “Or perhaps you don’t want to bed me.”
“Is that what you believe?”
“If you visited someone else last night and do not want to be with me, I
understand. We can go back downstairs and I’ll complete the fear ceremony.
You do not owe me anything.”
Wrath stalked across the room, and I held my ground. He gently set his
hands on my hips and pulled me against him. A little thrill shot through me
where our bodies connected. Even through his trousers and my beaded gown,
I could feel his truth pressed against me.
“You see?” His voice was rough, deep. It scraped against some inner part
of me, making me want to lean into him more. “It is not a matter of wanting
you, Emilia.”
“Then what is it?”
“Call it selfish. But I do not want there to be any outside forces driving
you into my arms.” He tilted my face up, his lips hovering above mine.
“When you decide to come to my bedchamber, I want you to know whose
sheets you’re climbing between. I want you to call out my name.”
“I know who you are.”
“Do you?” His lips lightly trailed across my skin, almost touching the
sensitive area of my neck, but not quite, as he brought his mouth to my ear. “I
should like to hear you say it.”
“Your brothers only said ‘tryst.’” I abruptly changed the subject. “They
did not specify that we needed to…”
“To?” He leaned back, his mouth twisting up on one side as he waited.
The devil knew exactly what I meant. And he’d feign confusion until I said it.
“Fuck. Or fornicate. Though I’ve only heard the first word in this circle,
repeated like a wicked prayer when I left the pleasure garden last night.”
His laughter was loud and lovely. I wished I could stuff the crass word
back into my stupid mouth as my cheeks pinked and I silently cursed them
and the demon.
He brushed his knuckles across my jaw, his expression filled with
warmth.
“No, I suppose they did not specify whether we had to fornicate.” His
eyes darkened to a molten gold. “What would you have me do instead, my
lady? This?”
I didn’t have time to answer. He trailed little love bites along the column
of my throat. I didn’t even attempt to rein in the sigh that escaped me as his
tongue flicked over my pulse point.
“Tell me what you desire and it will be yours.”
I closed my eyes and leaned into his caress. An image of the lovers spread
out on the table in the entryway during our arrival crossed my mind. Wrath’s
mouth moved along my shoulder, his kisses hot and distracting the closer
they drew to my décolletage.
“I want…”
He stopped long enough to draw back and look into my eyes. “Yes?”
“… you to take off my gown.”
Nimble fingers began undoing the buttons along the side of my dress.
Unlike his assistance during our trek through the Sin Corridor, he did not
move swiftly. He took his time, as if he knew precisely how each button
coming undone was driving me wild with want. Each accidental graze of his
fingers on my skin, each hitch of my breath… I was already close to
combusting and my clothes hadn’t even come off.
He slipped the straps from one shoulder, trailing open-mouthed kisses as
he went. Then the other strap slid off, his tongue and teeth following the path.
He carefully tugged the top down, halting only when he’d freed my breasts.
“You are so godsdamn beautiful.” He looked like a man who’d been
offered the finest meal money could purchase after nearly starving. But
instead of feasting, he planned to enjoy every bite, savoring it. One thumb
slowly passed over my nipple, causing it to tighten with pleasure. Heat
pooled low in my belly. “What else would you like, my lady?”
“Pleasure. Seduction.” I gathered up my courage. “I want you to stay. All
night. With me. And if you even think of bowing afterward and leaving like
you did last time you touched me, I will hunt you down and make you regret
it.”
“Threaten me again.”
His raw tone indicated he liked it very much. “Twisted heathen.”
“Only the best for you.”
He took possession of my mouth with his. His kiss dominated, owned. I
was only too happy to submit. For a moment. I ran my tongue over his
bottom lip, sighing as he took advantage and swept his into my mouth.
Conquering, seducing. Just as I’d requested.
I pulled him in closer, tighter, nearer. I missed this. Missed him. The way
he felt, the sound of his breath catching as he touched me, unleashing his
desires and giving in to our connection. His clever fingers cupped my breasts,
fondling with maddeningly light caresses that left me desiring more. My
gown remained wrapped around my waist. I wanted it off. I wanted his bare
skin on mine, his hands free to explore every inch of my body.
I tugged him through the little sitting chamber toward the bedroom,
wanting to feel the weight of him pressing me into the mattress. In this, he
allowed me to lead, never breaking from his slow exploration of my mouth.
He followed me down onto the bed, slowly pulling my gown the rest of the
way off. I lifted my hips, helping to shimmy it over them as he tossed it aside.
His jacket and shirt hit the ground next. The only thing left between us
were my scandalously thin undergarments and his trousers.
Wrath eyed the ribbons at my sides, looking eager to unwrap the present
they offered. And, goddess curse me, I wanted him to tear them to shreds. A
slow, triumphant smile spread across his face as he probably sensed my
arousal.
He fitted himself between my thighs and bent forward, tugging the
ribbons with his teeth. I squirmed beneath him, unsure exactly what it was I
wanted him to do next, but knowing his current position was very tantalizing.
He halted his movements. “Is this all right?”
“Yes.” I cupped his face and caressed his cheek. “Please, don’t stop.”
It was the permission he’d been waiting for. Without delay, he finished
the task he’d started. Once my undergarments were gone, he admired me for
a long moment, his focus searing with its intensity. I fought the urge to close
my legs or cover myself.
As if he’d plucked that fear from my head, he glanced at me sharply.
“Don’t ever hide yourself from me. Unless you want me to stop, or I’m not
pleasuring you the way you like. You are beautiful. And I want nothing more
than to do this,” he dragged a finger down the center of my body and I almost
saw stars. “With my tongue.”
He gazed deep into my eyes, making sure I saw the truth in his, then he
brought his mouth to me. The first stroke of his tongue was a shock of
pleasure, electrifying my whole system. I arched up from the bed, body
tingling with anticipation of the next touch.
Wrath hooked his arms around my legs and lowered his mouth once more.
This time he held me in place, angling my hips up to allow for the most
pleasure. Blood rushed through my head. Oh, goddess, every touch was sweet
torture. Just when I thought it couldn’t feel any better, he plunged a finger
inside me, his mouth moving harder against me.
I writhed beneath him, hands searching for something to grasp, desperate
to ground myself in the swirling storm of pleasure lifting me up and away. I
gripped the sheets as his openmouthed kisses continued in that intimate place,
his fingers pumping in time with each beat of my heart. I was coming
undone, chasing that line of fire streaking through me.
My fingers dove into his soft hair, my breath coming in shallow bursts,
my pulse pounding through every glorious inch of my body. I was so close.
Wrath’s strokes turned demanding, the demon of war commanding my
body to obey his wish and shatter against his mouth. Because he willed it.
Desired it.
I rolled my hips forward and he growled in approval, the sound and
vibration of it nearly unleashing me. Before I could call out his name, he
moved up my body, pressing his own arousal against me, his mouth crashing
into mine. He rocked his hips, the force gloriously rough as our bodies
slammed together. He withdrew and moved against me again. And again.
I dug my nails into his shoulders and greedily met his movements with my
own.
Each thrust pushed me closer to that edge. The hard length of him sliding
against me created friction that heightened my pleasure. His cursed trousers
were still on, still preventing us from fully connecting, but it did not stop me
from finally shattering beneath his massive body.
With a groan so powerful it damn near shook the bed, Wrath followed me
over the edge.
THIRTY-TWO
I laid within the circle of Wrath’s arms, my back snug against his chest, as
we both caught our breath. He traced the outline of my tattoo with his
fingertips, his idle touch stirring a new set of emotions. There was something
more intimate about the gentle action than any sexual act or physical
expression of love. I wasn’t sure Wrath was fully aware he was doing it.
Which complicated things more.
I nestled against him, trying to push my worries aside and enjoy the
moment.
He pressed his lips to my temple. “Please refrain from wiggling like that.
At least for a few minutes.”
“Is it painful?”
He smiled against my skin. “Quite the contrary.”
Intrigued, and not very good at following commands, I did it again.
Wrath’s body hardened against me. Goddess above. His thirst for seduction
was unquenchable.
I rolled over to face him. “Take off your pants.”
He arched a brow. I swept an arm to indicate my naked body.
“I refuse to be the only one completely nude.”
“If I remove my trousers, I cannot guarantee there will be much sleeping.”
I mimicked his arched brow and waited. I’d never said anything about
sleeping. Bold of him to assume he’d figured out my plans. With a sigh, his
pants vanished. He tucked me against him and I grinned as I shimmied closer
and heard his sharp intake of breath.
“Emilia.”
“Yes?” My tone was innocence sprinkled with sugar. “Is there a
problem?”
I should have known better than to taunt the general of war. Wrath did not
play fairly; he played to win. From behind, he situated himself right at the
entrance of my body, causing my breath to hitch. I went tight and loose at
once, ready for him to press himself deeper.
“Tell me, fiancée. Are you certain you want me as your husband?” He
gripped my hip in one hand and slid the other under me, pulling me closer.
The tenuous hold on my self-control was slipping. I arched into him. “You’re
ready and willing to spend eternity here, with me?”
My mind was still deciding but my body was slick and willing. This time
when he rocked his hips, his strokes were deliberately slow, tantalizing.
Without his trousers on, his velvet skin slid over mine, the sensation pure
bliss. I would give up almost anything to experience all of him right now.
Except my mission.
With great effort I slipped out from beneath his arms and stood. He put up
no resistance or fight. To soften the blow of my rejection, I leaned over the
bed and gave him a chaste kiss.
“How about a drink before bed?”
Wrath watched me carefully, but there was no disappointment or hurt in
his expression. Only victory. He knew I would not go through with bedding
him. “Would you like me to get it?”
“I’m already up. You stay there.” He rolled up onto an elbow and gave me
a bemused look as I pointed at him. “No moving. No bowing. You
promised.”
“I am a demon bound by my word.”
“Good.”
I picked up my gown and strode over to the sitting room where the chilled
champagne waited. Heart thumping wildly, I glanced over my shoulder,
ensuring he’d remained in bed, then said a quick prayer to the goddess of lies
and deception to guide my hand.
I’d made a vow to someone I loved well before I knew Wrath. And this
opportunity was too good to pass on. No matter how much my heart roared in
pain, anticipating the break.
I grabbed the item I’d sewn into my skirts, my movements sure and quick.
Before I talked myself out of it, I sprinkled a pinch of the mixture into
Wrath’s glass, then poured the champagne over it. I dropped a piece of
chocolate-covered fruit into each glass. Bubbles fizzed around the
unwelcome intrusion, doing a fine job of covering my treachery.
I sauntered back into the bedroom, pleased to see Wrath—as respectful as
he was—distracted by the sway of my hips. I hadn’t bothered to put on my
night clothing yet. Not that he had, either. His muscled upper body was bare,
though he’d pulled the sheets up around his waist. He patted the spot next to
him, a lazy grin curving those wicked lips.
In a different life, I could happily kiss him for eternity.
“To new beginnings.” I offered the prince his drink then raised my own
glass. “Iucundissima somnia.”
Wrath’s brow crinkled at the last part of the toast. If he recalled he’d once
said it to me, he didn’t comment. He clinked his glass against mine, then
downed the champagne in one go.
I sipped mine and silently counted. His glass hit the floor before I finished
my first sip.
“Emilia.” He turned a sluggish gaze on me, eyes flashing with fury. And
betrayal. The temperature plummeted around us, then returned to normal as
he battled an invisible foe fiercely before slowly slumping back.
The mighty demon of war was no longer a threat.
I set my glass on the bedside table, then reached over to brush the hair
from his forehead. Whatever peace we’d made would be gone when he
awoke. It was a sacrifice I’d been willing to make, but it didn’t make it easy.
I kissed his brow, savoring the moment before I straightened.
“Sweetest dreams, your highness.”
Wrath wasn’t in his chambers, nor his library. I checked his balcony and
was about to march down into the Crescent Shallows when I decided to pass
through the kitchens.
It was one of the last places I expected to find the demon of war, but there
he stood, back to me, knife in hand, carving a chunk of hard cheese and
adding the perfect cubes to a tray he’d already filled with various fruits.
“You do not need an invitation to join me, Emilia.” He hadn’t turned to
face me. “Unless, of course, you don’t want to be in my company.”
“I sought you out. I should think that indicates I want your company.”
“After you drugged me to get out of my bedchamber, I wondered if that
changed.”
“That… it had nothing to do with you.”
He continued chopping, the knife thwacking the cutting board. “It felt
pretty personal, given what had transpired between us.”
“I—”
“You do not need to explain yourself.”
“I wasn’t going to. I was going to apologize that you were a casualty of
what I needed to do.” Silence stretched between us. “How long were you
knocked out?”
“You cannot expect me to share that information.”
“No, I suppose I don’t.”
I strode over to where he worked, admiring his knife skills. The way he’d
laid out the fruits and presented them was also impressive. Figs were cut
neatly in quarters, berries and grapes laid in appealing heaps. He’d even
found a pomegranate.
“I didn’t think you enjoyed spending time in a kitchen.”
“Neither did I.” He lifted a shoulder, his gaze focused solely on his task.
“I don’t care much for baking or mixing, but butchering, cutting, and slicing
are oddly relaxing.”
I grinned. Of course that part of the kitchen would appeal to him. Instead
of commenting or breaking the moment, I plucked a slice of apple from the
platter and popped it into my mouth. I was stalling and well knew it. So much
for my test of bravery.
“In some mortal religions, apples are said to be the forbidden fruit.”
Wrath paused for less than a heartbeat, but I’d been paying close
attention. He did not lift his attention from his mission. “For someone who
was raised with witches, I’m surprised you spent so much time with human
beliefs.”
I chose another piece of fruit. “I’ve also heard that figs, grapes, and
pomegranates are contenders for the forbidden fruit.”
“You’ve put a great amount of thought into forbidden foods.”
“I visited the Curse Tree.” He kept carefully cutting the hunk of cheddar
on his board. I moved around the other side of the table so I could face him.
“I made a bargain with the Crone. And something she said made me think of
forbidden fruit and trees of knowledge.”
Wrath’s knuckles were white as he gripped the knife tighter. “And?”
“I wanted to know about my sister, but she insisted I needed to discover
my truth first. To face my fears. She said part of my truth can be found if I
acknowledge who you are.” His gaze collided with mine. “She told me to
carve your true name into the tree.”
“Please tell me you refused to do so. The Crone is worse than my
brothers.”
I slowly shook my head and set the ebony and silver-veined leaf down.
Wrath stared at it, looking as if I’d brought a viper into the room. I raised my
fist to smash it and his hand shot out, covering mine. He tugged me close,
holding my hand against his heart. It was pounding fiercely.
“We will go back and strike another deal with the Crone.”
I drew back enough to look him in the eye. “You’re nervous.”
“You carved a name into a tree that demands blood in exchange for truth.”
He blew out a frustrated breath. “Of course I’m wary.”
I moved my free hand to cup his face. That wasn’t the full truth behind his
nerves and we both knew it. “I know who you are.”
“I highly doubt that.”
His tone indicated if I knew his truth, I would not be standing so near,
embracing him as I was. His secret terrified me, but I would never get past it
if I didn’t bring it into the light. I would never discover who I was, what
happened to my twin, if I remained afraid of the truth. The Crone was right.
I’d grown accustomed to the dark, I’d been kept in it for so long. First from
Nonna, and now by my own design. It was time to set aside my fears and step
into the light.
Before he could register what I was doing, I kicked the table as hard as I
could, sending it tumbling over, the fruit and cheese and Cursed leaf
shattering in the rubble.
He wrapped his arms around me, as if he could shield me from the Curse
Tree collecting its price. But I did not feel any sudden onslaught of pain. Nor
did I weaken or lose consciousness. I did not die. Did not even bleed.
Wrath held me tighter, his breathing coming hard and fast.
Tears suddenly pricked my eyes, but I refused to let them fall. Standing
there, safe in the circle of Wrath’s arms, meant I was right. And the Crone
was correct once more.
Now that I possessed the truth, I didn’t know what to do with it. I thought
I’d been prepared, thought I could handle his secret being out in the open. I’d
been wrong.
And I hated myself.
I exhaled a shaky breath, needing a moment to fully digest what I’d
discovered. Wrath sensed me tunneling inward and reluctantly dropped his
arms and stepped away, putting much-needed space between us. He said
nothing, only waited patiently for me speak.
Blood and bones. This was hard. But I’d been through worse, and I’d
survived.
No matter what happened next, I’d survive that, too.
“When you brushed off the name I’d called you in the monastery, I’d
wondered if there was a reason why you didn’t react more strongly.” I swiped
at my eyes, still not looking at him. “You acted as if it meant nothing, that I
simply irked you.” I smiled down at my hands. “Because, according to
Nonna, a prince of Hell will never reveal their true name to their enemies.”
I could feel his attention boring into me, but I still could not meet his
gaze.
“I know witches and demons are enemies. But there’s more to our story,
isn’t there?”
“Emilia…”
“You are temptation. Seduction.” I finally dragged my focus to his arm,
nodded at the intricate snake tattoo. “The serpent in the garden. The one
who’d encouraged mortals to sin.”
I pulled my attention higher, finally settling it on his eyes. I took him in,
really looked at him objectively. His face, his body, his entire presence and
how he carried himself screamed authority. Domination. And was designed
to seduce. He was temptation made flesh.
His expression shuttered as he waited. Now, more than ever, I desperately
wished I could sense his emotions. Though I suspected he was sensing mine,
and that was why he’d grown so distant. His armor was firmly back in place.
And he was shielding himself from me.
“I don’t know how you’ve fooled humanity for so long, but it’s as Envy
said. You are the most skilled liar of all. Samael.”
His true name seemed to unsettle him. It didn’t look as if he’d taken a
breath since our conversation began. He exhaled now. “Prince of Darkness.
King of the Wicked. I have been called many things, but I am no liar.”
I searched his face. I’d been right. I knew it the moment the tree did not
collect its due, but the truth was hard to digest. Wrath was the devil. The evil
feared the world over.
And I’d stupidly fallen for his seduction. For his smoldering gold eyes and
keen wit. His pride in his appearance. The way he protected those under his
care and chose justice over revenge. No wonder the mortal world confused
the two princes so easily—Pride and Wrath certainly shared a lot of
similarities.
“You had plenty of opportunities to tell me you were the devil. You were
the one cursed by La Prima. Did Pride’s wife even die, or was it your
consort?”
“I have not directly lied to you.”
“Stop omitting things.”
“Unlike Pride, I’ve never had a consort. But yes, I was cursed by the First
Witch. As were all of my brothers. My penalty for not aiding her was steeper
—she stole something very important to me. Something I will do nearly
anything to get back.”
“The Horn of Hades,” I guessed, thinking of the devil horn amulets.
I hadn’t missed them. If anything, I felt… relief at my charm’s absence
over the last few weeks. It was completely at odds with how I’d felt when
he’d first taken them back. Though I suspected it had to do with my painful
experience in the Crescent Shallows.
I recalled my worry over the devil being mad at Wrath for letting me
borrow the cornicello that night. How foolish I must have seemed to him.
“You were the only one who didn’t seem to want them. Which I suppose
indicates you wanted them more than the others, and didn’t want to appear
too eager and raise suspicion.”
“They are my wings, not horns. Your first witch cursed them into a
mockery of mortal lore, then hid them from me.” He seemed to be lost in a
memory. One that had his hands fisting at his sides. When he looked at me
again, a cold fury burned in his eyes. “In order to restore them, I need a spell
found in her grimoire.”
“You have wings.” Because he was an angel. Goddess above. It was one
thing to suspect it, and another to have that suspicion confirmed.
“Had.”
There was a world of anger and pain wrapped in his voice. Part of me
wanted to go to him, soothe the emotional wound that was still raw. Instead I
remained where I was, reeling.
His wings were a connection to the angelic world. The realm he’d left
behind. It was hard to believe the devil mourned something that tied him to
the place he’d hated enough to be thrown out of for eternity.
Or maybe none of that was true. Maybe those were just more mortal tales,
twisted and slightly wrong through the passage of time. Wrath didn’t seem
like evil incarnate. Or some grand seducer. Except… he had slowly worked
himself into my life. And my heart. Was that not proof of seduction? Of a
slow scheme unfolding?
“Emilia.” He reached for me and I flinched. His hand dropped away. “I
can sense your basic emotions, but I want to know how you really feel.”
“You’re the devil.”
“So you’ve reminded me.”
“But Lucifer… Pride… I don’t understand.”
He heaved a great sigh. “My brother’s sin of choice makes it nearly
impossible for him to deny being the king of demons. Mortals assume that’s
who he is, and his pride keeps him from admitting the truth. He’s only too
pleased to feed his ego. I harbor no emotions one way or the other about my
true title. It is a duty to me. An obligation thrust upon me. Nothing more. If
anything, with Pride soaking up the prestige, it allows me to complete my job
without posturing.”
“Has anything been real between us, or has it been a careful seduction? A
bit of truth sprinkled in with the lies.”
“Tell me.” His eyes narrowed. “When you agreed to marry Pride, thinking
he was the devil, did it matter then?”
Unbidden, a memory came back to me. “In the Crescent Shallows, the
night we… you called me your queen.”
“You came here, believing you’d be Queen of the Wicked. That is all true.
If you choose to complete our marriage bond, you will be not simply my
queen, but the queen.” He searched my face, his expression turning remote.
“The only change is which brother you will be marrying. Everyone in this
realm knows who I am. My true title. It’s only mortals who assume
otherwise. So, I ask once more, does it truly matter now that you know who I
am?”
“I’m honestly not sure. It’s a lot to absorb. You are the devil. Evil
incarnate.”
“Is that who you know me to be?”
“Outside of this realm, it’s what the whole world thinks of you.”
“I am not interested in what others think. Only you.” He stepped back and
inclined his head. His movements stiff. “Thank you for your honesty. That is
all I needed to hear, my lady.”
“Wrath, wait. I—”
He vanished in a glittering cloud of smoke.
THIRTY-FOUR
“I’m sorry,” I whispered to the empty room. Smoke hung in the air several
long moments after Wrath left. I stared at it, eyes burning, wishing I could
cast a spell to reverse time. It would be so much easier to simply forget what
had happened. Or, better yet, forget the truth of his name. His title. And the
way my heart ached at the thought of any or everything between us being part
of some larger game.
I leaned a hip against a table, surveying the mess on the floor. It seemed a
fitting metaphor of my life. Each time I thought I was closing in on the truth
surrounding my twin’s murder, something new got added to the heap,
distracting me with more trash to pick through.
Thanks to the curse being sentient and having an active role in keeping its
secrets, it was nearly impossible to fit the puzzle pieces together.
An old worry crept back in. I’d started to think I’d been experiencing
forgotten memories, usually after or during some romantic encounters with
Wrath.
If I wasn’t the consort, was I the First Witch? I’d been almost convinced
the Matron of Curses and Poisons was the First Witch, but now that seemed
less likely. I couldn’t imagine Wrath keeping her around, knowing that she’d
stolen his wings.
Was locating the First Witch the true reason behind the murders? It would
make sense for someone to try and find her and make her pay for all she’d
stolen. And if every prince of Hell lost their wings, or something as precious,
then it could be any one of them.
If I was the First Witch, it would also make sense why Wrath had hated
me the night I’d summoned him. He’d called me a creature then, swearing
he’d never be tempted by me when I’d mistakenly believed demon bargains
were sealed with addictive kisses.
“Congratulations, Emilia,” I scoffed. “You have fully given into madness.
And paranoia.”
Speaking out loud to myself wasn’t helping to soothe worries of growing
madness. I almost cackled at the thought. Maybe I was losing all sense of
reality.
Perhaps there was a tonic I could take to rid all memories and foolish
thoughts from my mind. Wipe the slate clean and begin anew.
I snorted. It was preposterous and… and entirely possible. There was
someone in this castle who was gifted with creating tonics and tinctures.
Someone who just might possess the skills needed to break any curse placed
on me. First Witch or not, I could use her help.
I hurried to visit the Matron of Curses and Poisons, praying to every
goddess I could think of that she would be in her tower.
~ Enchanted skulls ~
I tapped a quill against my lips, staring at the notes, willing the answer to
manifest itself. The first skull’s message was a little clearer now. I was
positive it related to the Triple Moon Mirror and its ability to see into the
past, present, and future.
It was the second skull’s message that I kept getting caught on. Knowing
what I did now about the seven stars being another name given to the Seven
Sisters, and the fact that Envy was interested in locating them, I wondered…
I sucked in a sharp breath, distracted by a new thought. If Wrath kept the
Temptation Key in plain sight, then maybe he’d done the same thing with the
Triple Moon Mirror. Maybe he couldn’t tell me anything about the curse, but
he’d tried to help in a subtler way.
The case Envy had would fit a hand mirror. One such mirror had been
gifted to me before I’d left for House Envy. Hope had me clutching the key
and racing into my bathing chamber, pulling out the gorgeous mirror from
where I’d kept it in the vanity. I’d admired the etching on the back before, but
hadn’t considered it might be more than a pretty design.
Excitement filling my chest, I placed the Temptation Key on the back of
the mirror and twisted. Or tried to. Finding the correct alignment was
difficult. I shifted it a few more ways, tried several directions. I flipped the
key over and studied the raised lines. Some of the excitement dissipated.
They didn’t look like a match, but I didn’t want to give up just yet.
After trying every way I could to fit the two objects together, I finally
accepted the fact that the pieces did not match.
I trudged back into my bedchamber and plopped back onto the bed,
rereading the notes. What I needed to do next was find the Seven Sisters and
ask if they knew where the Triple Moon Mirror was. The skulls had to be the
key to figuring that out, if only I could solve their riddles.
I’d been so convinced the seven sins was the easiest part to decipher, but
that might not be true at all. Perhaps it was the simplicity of that portion of
the clue that was meant to stand out. I thought it referred to the seven princes
of Hell. But what if it was a place within the Seven Circles? “As above, so
below” typically was used to indicate balance.
The clue might point toward the place where all seven sins were used
equally, where none ruled above the others. Just as the Crone had hinted at.
The Sin Corridor.
Heart thumping, I grinned down at my notes. That had to be it.
The Seven Sisters were somewhere in the Sin Corridor, and I had a
feeling they were in possession of the mirror. It would explain why they kept
moving through the realm, hiding from the princes. They were either magical
thieves or keepers of the peace.
Regardless of the role they played for the demon princes, they were my
salvation.
I hastily packed a satchel of supplies—the Temptation Key, the Crone’s
spell book I’d stolen from Envy, extra stockings, and dried fruit I’d pilfered
from the kitchens—and changed into something warmer.
I stripped my dress off and replaced it with my fur-lined leather trousers, a
lace-up tunic, and velvet cloak. I yanked on boots that went up to my thighs
and snagged the strap of the bag as I rushed outside. I paused near the stables,
the selfish part of me wanted to bring Tanzie for company, but I had no idea
what I was looking for and didn’t want to miss anything by riding too fast.
This was something I needed to do alone.
Before I could talk myself out of it, or draw the attention of any nosy
members of House Wrath, I set off toward the edge at the back of the
property and slid down the steep mountain. In record time I was on semi-flat
ground again. I glanced behind me—the mountain Wrath had opened with a
whispered word was as tall and as imposing as I remembered it.
I hoped I’d see it again soon.
With an image of my twin in my mind and determination in my heart, I
began my trek through the unforgiving mountain pass. This time I was
prepared for the subtle prodding of emotions. And I knew how to fight off
demonic influence. I felt the first licks of power sliding along my skin,
searching for a place to sink its teeth in. I bared my teeth at the realm. Even
without the use of my magic, I was not helpless. I had a dagger and newfound
grit.
“Do your worst.”
I was certainly going to do mine. I trudged through snow that gradually
reached the top of my knees, my steps slow and unsteady. I didn’t think of
the cold and ice. They were distractions. I kept my attention on my
surroundings, looking for any hint of the Seven Sisters.
The first time we’d walked through here, I’d sworn I’d seen women using
bones as knitting needles. I convinced myself it was my mind playing tricks,
but I didn’t think that was the case. If the Seven Sisters made themselves
known to me then, I prayed they’d do so again, especially now that I was no
longer walking with the enemy.
A third of the way up an enormous section of the mountain, an ice storm
struck. I pulled the hood of my cloak up and continued on. Little pellets
struck me, over and over. As if furious with my defiance. The realm was
wrong there. It was not defiance that drove me forward, taking step after
excruciating step through this hell. It was love.
This journey may have begun with vengeance and revenge, but below
that, it had always been about the love I felt for my twin. Nonna had been
right; love was the most powerful magic. And I would harness it and—
goddess above. I stopped walking, my attention catching on something that
didn’t form naturally on any tree.
I squinted at the giant cedar and felt the blood drain from my face as I
beheld a carving.
VII
“Hello?”
I reached for my dagger and glanced around. There were no sounds, no
footprints, no otherworldly indications the Seven Sisters were near. But that
seven carved into the trunk… I’d been taught to never overlook the signs.
And that one was glaring.
I circled the tree, not finding anything else unusual about it. It was
average sized, if not a bit more sparse than the surrounding cluster of cedars.
I replaced my weapon in its sheath and dropped to my knees, digging through
the snow. There had to be something here.
A few painful moments and frozen fingers later, my nails scraped against
frozen earth. I tried scratching the surface and only succeeded in breaking
several nails.
I stood, hands fisted at my sides, and tried to rein in my temper. The Sin
Corridor sensed my momentary lapse in control and pounced. My favorite sin
unleashed my fury, and I screamed, the sound muffled and smothered by the
freshly falling snow.
I released all of my emotions, kicking at the snow, snapping branches off,
and beating the ground. Sweat beaded my forehead and I couldn’t stop. I
brought my fist to the tree and punched it as hard as I could.
“Godsdamnit!”
Pain lashed up my arm. I winced at my bloody knuckles, the fight and
fury immediately leaving me. Godsdamn fool’s errand. Ridiculous riddles
and… a thought occurred to me as blood dripped into the snow. On a hunch, I
smeared a few drops on the tree, right across the Roman numeral seven.
There was no moment of hesitation—the trunk clicked open, revealing a set
of stairs hidden within it. I walked around the tree again. It didn’t seem
possible for such a large set of stairs to fit inside, but I was finished asking
questions. Now was the time for answers.
I said a prayer to the goddesses and stepped inside. The hidden door
closed behind me, and torches flared to life. I went to grab my dagger again,
but some innate feeling warned me against it. I don’t know how I knew with
such certainty that I would not find a foe here. In fact, I feared any act of
aggression might work against me. If I was about to locate a divine object, I
needed to have faith that all would be well.
I inhaled deeply and pushed on. The stairs were wooden, semicircular,
and curved around an enormous trunk. I took sure, confident steps,
excitement and trepidation pumping through my veins the closer I got to the
bottom. At the ground level a small stone chamber greeted me, a solitary
pedestal in its center. And there it was. It had to be. I paused, taking in the
sheer beauty of the mirror that was on display. Crafted from what appeared to
be a combination of mother-of-pearl and raw moonstone, it was the most
magnificent thing I’d ever seen.
It glowed from within. I stood before it, hardly noticing the tears spilling
down my cheeks until the drops hit the mirror and sizzled. I set my satchel
down and went to reach for it when candles suddenly lit around the chamber.
Seven ghostly shadows flickered in the light. They didn’t speak. Did not
make a move toward me. They waited. The Seven Sisters had arrived. It was
not fear, but awe I felt, deep in my soul. And a sense of familiarity.
“Hello, I’m—”
“About to make a critical choice. What you set into motion here, cannot
be undone.” Celestia emerged from the opposite end of the chamber, her
strange starlit eyes glowing. I should have been surprised by her appearance,
but I wasn’t. “I offer one last chance, child. Walk away.”
“I cannot.”
She gave me a long look, then smiled. It was one I’d seen before, half-
hidden behind a cloak, deep in the Bloodwood Forest. Now I was surprised. I
stared at her for another second, unable to believe the truth before me.
“You’re the Crone.” She nodded and I took a quick breath to digest the
information. “Does Wrath know?”
“We mustn’t waste time speaking of him. I am calling in my favor,
Daughter.” She strode over to the Triple Moon Mirror and gazed at it
lovingly. “Once you activate the mirror, I ask that you return my spell book.”
“That’s all?”
“No, child.” She turned her attention back to me. “That’s everything.”
Celestia waved her hand at me, and a strange tingle settled over my skin,
feeling as if invisible threads were snipped and whipping across my body in
rapid succession.
A wave of magic bubbled up inside me and I dove into my source, almost
crying out in elation when I tunneled past the wall that had erupted.
She gave me a knowing look and motioned toward the shadows. They
peeled away from the wall and moved beside her. “When you receive your
answers, come find me. I’ll expect my payment without delay.”
THIRTY-FIVE
I sunk onto the floor inside the magic tree and flipped through the spell
book, the paper rustling like dried leaves as my fingers trembled. A note that
hadn’t been there before fell out. I gingerly picked it up and read the carefully
penned lines.
Samael. Wrath. His note was eerily similar to the warning issued by the
Crone, but for me, no matter what, there was no going back or moving
forward until I granted my sister eternal rest and peace. I traced the S he’d
signed the message with, his truth I could never again deny.
I wasn’t surprised Wrath had found the stolen grimoire. He was, after all,
searching for a spell to restore his cursed wings. However, I was surprised
that he’d left the spell book alone, even after deducing that I’d take it from
his House of Sin.
He knew firsthand how truth could cut as much as it had the power to
heal. I’d shown him that. He had proven through his actions that he wasn’t as
evil as the world believed. He was a blade of justice and he cut down those
who’d been condemned without emotion.
A soldier following orders, ruled by duty and honor.
And I’d been unable to tell him I saw that. Saw him. He was the balance
of right and wrong. He was neither good nor evil; he simply existed, just as
he’d once told me.
Candles flickered wildly, casting shadows around the darkened chamber.
The Crone and Seven Sisters had disappeared, leaving me alone to my task.
I ignored the fear pressing in, stealing my breath. Maybe it was my brush
with an actual goddess—something I hadn’t quite wrapped my mind around
—or maybe it was this subterranean chamber, but I’d never been one to get
squeamish over small spaces or being in cellars. I refused to start now. I was
so close. So close to the truth that had evaded me all these months.
If all went well, in minutes, I’d finally know what had happened to my
sister.
I paused. The Triple Moon Mirror might show me the moments leading
up to my twin’s death. Or worse, I might witness her murder firsthand. It was
one thing to come upon her brutalized body after the fact, but to watch it
happen… I shuddered.
“Be brave.” I found the spell I’d marked a few nights before and exhaled.
This was it. No matter what I saw now, I’d know who had taken Vittoria’s
life. “Past, present, future, find. Show me my biggest desire hidden deep
within the universe’s mind.”
At first, like the summoning spell I’d used on Wrath, nothing happened. I
stared at the hand mirror, willing the biggest desire of my heart to the
forefront of my thoughts. I pictured my twin, and, for the first time in
months, could imagine her crystal clear. I heard her carefree laughter, smelled
her lavender and white sage scent, felt the strength of her love for me.
A bond so powerful death could not diminish it.
Light flickered in the mirror, followed by swirling dark clouds. It seemed
as if a storm were brewing in the glass. Magic buzzed through the metal,
startling me, but I held tight, unwilling to look away or drop the Triple Moon
Mirror now that I had it.
The storm inside it persisted, but muffled voices now slipped in. My pulse
pounded. I willed the storm blocking my view to subside, to grant me the
chance to see my twin.
Slowly, as if the scene had been captured in a jar of honey and lazily
tipped over, dripping into view, a room emerged. There were windows set
inside a nook. Outside, snowcapped mountains towered above mist. It took a
moment to place, but it looked like the chamber where Wrath held Antonio
prisoner.
The mirror’s vantage point shifted farther back, allowing more of the
space to be seen.
I blinked as the oversized leather chair was plainly visible. Along with the
human who’d murdered my twin. He was in the middle of a conversation, but
whoever he spoke to was just out of view. Then I heard the other voice. And
my heart stuttered.
“… my bidding well.”
Vittoria. Unshed tears stung my eyes when I realized it must be an
illusion. Antonio hadn’t been speaking to a person—someone probably sent
an enchanted skull to him. I had no idea how this one sounded so close to the
real thing, especially when mine had sounded slightly wrong, but I
desperately wanted it to speak again. No matter that the voice was clipped
and edged in steel, it was the closest I’d come to hearing my twin in months.
I silently begged the voice to speak again.
Prayers answered, a woman strode over to Antonio and perched on the
arm of his chair. She wore lavender gauze that seemed to blow on some
magical breeze. Dark hair cascaded in loose curls down her back, and her
bronze skin practically glowed. She looked like a painting of a Roman deity
sprung to life. And yet there was something so familiar about her casual pose.
“Holy goddesses above. It cannot be.”
The woman looked strikingly like my twin. At least in profile. She turned
as if sensing a magical presence in the room that didn’t belong. Lavender
eyes, not rich brown, glared at me. Or whatever she sensed about the mirror.
Her face was familiar and foreign at once.
It was Vittoria, but not.
I could barely process what I was seeing. My mind churned slowly
through my emotions as I sorted through the image being shown to me.
Vittoria was in House Wrath. With Antonio. She must have come here before
she was killed. But Wrath swore he didn’t know her… and I would not doubt
him again. Which meant it was not an image from the past. It was either the
present or the future. And somehow, someway, my sister was alive. At least
in this realm.
Tears threatened again, but I held them back, unwilling to miss a single
second of the image playing out in the magical glass. The Vittoria in the
mirror cocked her head, still staring toward whatever magic my presence
created. I thought of her diary, of how she’d claimed she could hear magical
objects speaking to her. Perhaps the Triple Moon Mirror was chatting now.
“Vittoria!” I shouted, waving my hands. “Can you hear me?”
“It’s time.” She tore her gaze from my direction and fixed her attention on
Antonio. “Are you ready?”
“Yes.” I couldn’t see Antonio’s face, but he sounded breathless. As if he
knew he was in the presence of something awe-inspiring. “I vow my life to
your cause, my angel.”
Vittoria patted his head, then stood. “Give me one moment, then we’ll be
off.”
“No!” I screamed. If this was the present, I could not lose my twin again. I
almost dropped the mirror in my haste to get to the tower dungeon. I
managed to place it in my satchel and dashed up the stairs, racing around and
around until I reached the tree trunk door.
I darted into the night, racing through the Sin Corridor, tripping over the
roots and rocks I hadn’t noticed the first time. Bloodied and bruised, I pushed
harder and faster. I had to get to House Wrath. In far less time than should
have been possible, I burst through the doors, doubling over as I caught my
breath. Anir’s dagger was at my throat.
“Devil’s blood, Emilia. I thought…” He sheathed his blade and offered a
hand. “Are you hurt? Wrath couldn’t detect you anywhere.”
“Where is he?”
“You’re bleeding.”
I could not care less. “Where is he?”
“He just left for the Sin Corridor. It’s the only place he can’t sense you.”
“I need to get to the dungeon tower. Get Wrath. Now.”
Anir shouted something, perhaps a curse, or a plea, but I didn’t dare stop.
I had no way of knowing if the scene I’d been shown was the present or
future. But one way or another, my sister was here or would be here, and I
didn’t know whether to laugh or scream or collapse in tears.
I raced up the stairs, up and up as I climbed with energy and strength that
seemed to be endless. Without stopping to collect myself, I wrenched the
door open. Wrath said he had magicked it to my hand, and he hadn’t lied.
“Antonio?” I called out, fully stepping into the room. A taper smoked
from the chairside table, as if it had just been blown out or had been snuffed
by fast movement. My hand moved to my dagger. The room was not large,
only big enough to house his bed, the small reading nook, and a curtained
screen to offer privacy as he washed and used a chamber pot. I stared at the
screen. There was no sound coming from behind it. “Hello?”
A prickle of unease slid down my spine as I slowly made my way to the
screen and whatever lay hidden beyond. I yanked the curtain back and blew
out a frustrated breath.
There, set next to a pitcher and washbasin, was another enchanted skull.
My heartbeat quickened as I drew near, waiting, body tensed, to hear its
message. It came to life just as I closed the distance with my final step.
“Come to the Shifting Isles, sister. We have much to discuss about
breaking the remainder of our curse. Answers await your arrival. Until then.
Stand back.”
I didn’t think, I leapt aside and the skull exploded into glittering dust,
leaving nothing but the chilling message ringing in my ears. I stood there,
chest heaving as the impossible became real. My sister was alive.
Vittoria lived.
I choked on a mad giggle that bubbled up from my throat. Vittoria could
come home. We could go back to Nonna, and our parents. We could cook
and laugh and teach our own daughters how to cook in Sea & Vine. Life
would resume. We could still have the future we’d dreamed of. Together.
And if somehow she couldn’t return to the mortal world, I would stay here.
No matter what, we would be reunited soon. She’d been here. I’d missed her
by minutes, seconds.
Lighthearted relief slowly descended into something darker as my shock
wore off. Vittoria had been here, so close, and yet she’d taken Antonio and
vanished without seeing me.
She left an enchanted skull with a message. As if she’d been too busy to
bother with a simple visit to my chambers. Or wait until I arrived here.
Tonight. She had to have sensed me. And she’d still left. As if I didn’t matter
at all and my shattered heart meant even less.
I’d spent months lost in rage and vengeance.
Months of sorrow and fury.
Of mourning.
All the while, my twin was alive. Well. Better than well if her new,
powerful magic was any indication. My twin had been enchanting skulls.
Leaving them like morbid clues. When all she had to do was sneak into my
room. Instead she toyed with me. Tried breaking me.
And she’d almost turned me into a monster.
I inhaled deeply and exhaled. The air like fire in my lungs. Wrath’s
lessons on controlling my emotions incinerated in the face of my fury. My
twin was alive. She’d come for Antonio. And it hadn’t been to attack him or
make him pay for what he’d done.
On the contrary, he looked as if he’d received a blessing. He called her his
angel. As in, the angel of death he’d mentioned the night in the monastery. I
thought he’d been referencing Wrath or another prince of Hell. If he never
killed Vittoria, then that meant he’d never been influenced by a demon
prince. I had no proof yet, but I had new suspicions.
Deception. Lies. Betrayal.
All the words I’d associated with the Wicked now belonged to Vittoria.
She’d orchestrated everything—a playwright crafting her own twisted tale,
doling out roles for unsuspecting players, myself included. And I was through
with being a pawn in her game.
No matter that her end goal was to break the curse, she had no right to lie
to me. To keep me in the dark. I was no longer cloaked in shadows. I was
burning with rage.
My hands stung. I glanced down, noticing the tiny cuts in my palms where
my nails dug in so hard I’d broken the skin. I exhaled, banking the fires of
anger at last.
I had a new plan, a new direction. I would gladly pay my beloved sister a
visit. And I could not help it if she soon regretted extending her invitation. It
was high time Vittoria met the furious, unforgiving witch she’d helped to
create.
I turned on my heel and headed for the door. The Shifting Isles beckoned.
But there was one final thing that needed to be done before I left House
Wrath.
I strode through the corridors, mind whirling with strategies and plans. I no
longer cared who had started playing these games. Witches. The Wicked. My
twin. And all the cursed and feared creatures in between. If my sister was
alive that threw into question the murders that came before and after hers.
Were any of the witches actually dead, or was it part of some larger
conspiracy to accumulate more power or transfer it? I had no idea what else
the true “killers” would gain by committing fake murders, unless they were
hoping to incite a war between realms, and not simply break the curse.
And a war was something I refused to let happen. Regardless of my twin’s
scheme, I would protect my family and the mortal world at all costs.
Each step closer to Wrath’s chambers brought a greater sense of clarity.
My choice was made. And the only regret I had was how long it took me to
arrive here.
I kicked in his door and glanced around. The receiving room was empty,
the fire banked. Wrath hadn’t seen his suite all night. He must have started
searching for me shortly after I’d left. Even after I doubted him, doubted the
goodness in his heart. His soul. He’d searched for me.
Removing my cloak, I walked toward his bedchamber, grabbed a bottle of
demonberry wine from a rack, and continued onto his balcony. He could
sense my general whereabouts here through our tattoo. I had little doubt he’d
find me soon enough. I popped the cork and sipped the wine directly from the
bottle, staring out at the lake. At this hour the crimson waters looked like a
pool of spilled blood. It was an omen of sorts. And for once, I welcomed it.
Glittering black smoke wafted toward me on a breeze as the king of
demons prowled closer, his voice a low rumble of thunder at my ear.
“Emilia.”
I turned slowly and took him in. Danger lurked in his gaze, along with his
namesake sin. He wasn’t the only one who was angry, but my wrath was not
directed at him; he was the only one who grounded me. I dove into the source
of my magic, releasing all of the rage and fury I’d been bottling up since I
saw my twin. My power answered my call immediately.
I held up my hands, attention riveted to Wrath’s face as a burning flower
appeared in each of my palms. There was no flash of surprise. No widening
of his eyes or tightening of his mouth. I released my grip on my power,
allowing it to burn out. The flowers charred to black, the tiny dying rose-gold
embers the only specks of color before the breeze carried the ashes away.
Wrath knew I possessed this talent. This power. And he’d never let on. I
wanted to know what else he knew about me, what other secrets I’d yet to
uncover about my past.
The Crone told me to solve the mystery of myself. And I intended to do
just that.
Perhaps, no matter what Celestia had said in her tower chamber, I really
was the First Witch, and this block on my memories was the price I’d paid
for using dark magic. That would certainly explain why Nonna warned me
away from certain spells.
I gritted my teeth, recalling the way she’d make us bless our amulets
during each full moon. Did she know the truth of who I was? She had to. And
her betrayal carved deep.
Maybe—unlike what Nonna claimed about our amulets hiding us from the
devil—my cornicello, his wings, had actually been used to keep my power in
check, not his. And if that were true, then perhaps Wrath took my amulet not
only for his benefit but for mine. My power had definitely shifted since its
removal.
I exhaled, focusing on the question I wanted an answer to first.
“How long have you known I can summon fire?” He pressed his lips
together. I shook my head, laughing bitterly. “My twin is alive. Though I
suspect you already know that, too.”
Emotion finally flickered in his eyes, but he remained silent, watchful. On
guard. As if I was something to be feared. He wasn’t wrong.
“I want answers.”
I would not wait for my twin to give me her version of the truth when I
saw her in the morning. I wanted to gather it myself. Starting now. I looked
Wrath over. Once, he’d told me to study my enemies closely. To look for any
sign of the truth in their mannerisms. He wasn’t speaking. And it was
unusual.
“Judging by your silence I imagine this is the curse at play again. We’re
skirting around things it does not want me to learn.” A gleam of approval
entered his gaze. Gone in the next instant. “If I accept the marriage bond, I
have the strangest feeling some of that will change. The curse may not fully
break that way, but I believe there are some bonds more powerful than dark
magic. And there is nothing more dangerous than love, is there? People fight
for it. They die for it. They commit acts of war and treason and all manner of
sin in its name.”
I would know. I’d been willing to do dreadful things to avenge my twin.
Something resembling worry flashed in his eyes. “Feelings are not facts.”
“Interesting.”
My mouth curved seductively. Wrath had just lied. In the closest way he
could.
Curse be damned, he still wanted me to wield my power of choice. To
accept our bond without outside forces interfering in my free will. The prince
of bargains was forfeiting a winning hand. And he was doing it for me.
Always for me.
“Tell me about our amulets, your wings. I want to know why Vittoria and
I really wore them. Was it to keep our power on a leash, or was it as my
family claimed: a way to hide them from you?”
“I have no proof, but I believe both are true. I’ve also been looking into
the possibility that they may have been spelled to ensure you forget certain
things.”
“You had me wear them in the Crescent Shallows to test that.” I inhaled
as he nodded in confirmation. At least his expression was one of guilt.
“I’d hoped the truth properties of the shallows would remove any blocks
on your mind. I did not anticipate the extreme reaction it caused.”
“Do they really lock the gates of Hell?”
“Yes.”
Internally I breathed a sigh of relief. At least not everything I’d been told
was a lie.
“I have one final question for now, your highness.” I placed my hand on
his chest, feeling the steady thumping beneath my touch. His attention
dropped to that tiny connection before he dragged it back to mine. “Pretend
there’s no curse. No magical betrothal. Or romantic urges created by our
bond. Would you choose me? To reign beside you. To be your queen. Your
friend. Your confidant. Your lover.”
“Emilia…”
“You tricked me into a blood bargain with you before I crossed into the
underworld. Do you recall what you said?” I swore his heart stuttered a beat
before furiously picking up its pace. “You told me to never make a bargain
with the devil. ‘What’s his is his.’”
“It was a figure of speech. A blood bargain does not equate possession.”
“Perhaps not technically.” My hand fell away and I stepped back. “You
did it as another means of protecting me. In case I didn’t want to accept our
bond. You claimed no other prince of Hell would be stupid enough to
challenge you. It was your secret way of offering me a way out of any
contract with another demon House. The blood pact I made with Pride
included. Am I wrong?”
“No.”
“Don’t answer now, but I want to know if what you said then stands.”
“You’ll have to be more specific. I said a great many things.”
“If I am still yours.”
He stilled. My words hung between us, heavy and lingering. Like his
gaze.
“If I am, I would tell you that you are mine. That I am choosing you as my
husband. There is no one I’d rather confront my demons with, no soul I’d
travel through Hell with. And no one else I want standing beside me when I
go to the Shifting Isles tomorrow.”
He was quiet for a long moment, seeming to gauge my sincerity and
weigh it against his own feelings. “And if I don’t require time to think it
over?”
Thank the goddess.
I exhaled quietly and moved from the balcony into his bedchamber,
tugging the strings of my tunic loose as I passed by him. I glanced over my
shoulder, noting with satisfaction the desire darkening his gaze as I slipped
the shirt from my body and let it drop to the floor.
“Then I suggest coming to bed, your majesty.”
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