It was time My life isn't perfect. The sea is prettier than me.
The rainbow is more colorful than my heart. The
Auedrielyn E. Ulloa sun is brighter than my eyes but that is me and
I had to tell him, man. I had to. I needed to. It that will always be me.
was time. I never meant for things to get all awkward with
It was time for me to be honest about how I feel. us. I never meant for that to happen. But it
That's why I did that. That's why I wrote that wasn't my fault that I fell in love with him. I fell
poem. That's why I gave it to him. in love with the only classmate who actually
remembers me, who actually cares for me, who
I can't take what I'm feeling for much longer. I actually considers me as his friend.
simply had to tell him. I told him I loved him
and didn't wait for him to say anything else However, it was time.
because I knew what he was going to say. I I confessed. I was honest. I stopped lying for the
knew that he would say no. I knew that he wasn't sake of honesty and for the sake of our
interested. He isn't interested. And he will never friendship. He was too good for me.
be interested.
My friend, I love him so much. It's too bad he'll
I told him this: never love me. He'll never want me. He'll never
"I've loved you for so long. care and he never will.
I don't know what else to say. I am just the girl with the boring looks. I am
short. But I am doing well in school. I am a
I feel that it is wrong stick-to-one person. So why can't he be attracted
to me? Simple: because I am not good enough.
if I start with, 'Hey.'
I am not that white. I am not that tall. I am not
Now, you know that you're the guy I was always that skinny and I am not that clean. My family is
referring to pressuring me. I have anger issues. I don't know
and I'm sorry because I love you." how to control myself.At least, I learned how to
hold back my emotions when I'm around him.
It was too much for me to handle. I simply had
to declare it. Yes, I know I don't have the At least, my intentions are clear and clean. I only
charms. I also know I don't have the body. But want what's best for him. And if I'm not good
my love for him can last for eternity. enough, then I'M SORRY!
I love him. It was time for me to say it. It was At least, I became really honest with him
time. because that's what you wanted, right? For me to
be honest to him? Right? My friend... My
Yes, I understand that he's attracted to girls I friend...
don't have a chance with and that, my friend, is a
painful thing to accept but I've learned to deal Right... Right...
with it. I've learned not to mess with the other Oh, who am I kidding? No one will ever love
foot. I know my boundaries. me. And even if I tried finding someone who
I know it. becomes infatuated with me, I will not give him
a try because that person isn't the guy I've fallen
I just know it. in love with. That person isn't the classmate I
tried taking pictures of when he's not looking.
But it was time for me to let out that girl who
That person isn't the guy of my dreams.
has been in love with him since the day I met
him. I had to tell him that I needed him in my But... yes... my friend... it was time for me to tell
arms, that I needed to hear "I'm in love with him. It was time.
you" rather than "I love you."
