Paul is very terse and irritable with Miriam that spring.

Although she loves him deeply, she

fears for their future and feels that, even if he loved her, her life with him would only be
“tragedy, sorrow and sacrifice.” Still, she is prepared for this. One day, Paul comes for lunch
at Willey Farm and Miriam can tell that he is in a bitter, mean mood. She takes him outside
to show him the daffodils which are springing up there. Paul watches as she kneels over the
flowers and kisses them one by one. He bitterly remarks that she is always caressing things
and that she cannot leave things alone but must suck the soul out of them.Miriam is hurt by
his words and does not understand them. Paul ignores her through most of the afternoon
and then is sulky and bitter when they go for a walk together that night. He would rather be
with her brothers, but he cannot bring himself to leave her. Miriam tries to discover what is
wrong, but he cannot tell her. As they sit on the hillside together, the farm dog lumbers up to
play with Paul and, watching him, Miriam thinks that he wants to be loving but that he does
not know how to be; the way he plays with the dog is friendly but rough.Reluctantly, Paul
tells Miriam that he thinks they should not see each other anymore. Miriam assumes that
she loves him more than he loves her and wonders if he cannot love her because of
something wrong with her. At the same time, however, she feels sorry for him because he
seems so conflicted and unsure of what he wants. Paul feels that he hates Miriam and
Miriam senses that his family has had some sway over him. She comments on this, but Paul
dismisses her and they don’t speak again that evening.Paul is aware that his mother is a
driving force in his life and that a strong link still binds him to her. His mother cares about the
practical side of life and Paul wants to show her that she is right in this and that he does too.
Mrs. Morel hates Miriam, but also hates to see Paul so indecisive and suffering.Paul does
not go to see Miriam for a week and, when he finally does go, he spends the afternoon with
Mrs. Leivers and Miriam. Paul has dinner with the family, and, during dinner, he complains
that the minister butchers his sermons. Paul then demonstrates how he would have taught a
certain passage from the Bible and Miriam, watching, feels she loves the “Disciple” in him,
who is at war with “the man.”
After dinner, Paul and Miriam return to the same spot on the hillside and Paul again tells
Miriam that they must break things off if they do not plan to marry. Paul is adamant this time
and Miriam agrees that he should not come to teach her French anymore. Although she
loves him, she seems calm and resigned and it is Paul who seems to suffer and be ripped
apart by the conflict. Mrs. Leivers is surprised when Paul leaves early that evening.
Paul rides home, very distressed after the evening’s events, and does not care if he falls and
kills himself. He has been convinced by his mother that it is unfair to keep seeing Miriam if
he does not plan to make her his wife, but he finds that he cannot stay away from the farm.
He spends a lot of time with Edgar and loves the family, but he tries to avoid being alone
with Miriam when he is there. Miriam waits for him, anticipating the chance for them to be
alone.Finally, he is drawn back under her influence. They discuss religion together on their
way back from church because Paul needs someone else to approve his opinions before he
can believe in them himself and Miriam provides this for him. She believes that he needs
her, but she finds that their relationship is strained and that there is an awkwardness
between them, which makes her unhappy. When Paul reads to her from the Bible, he leaves
out a passage about childbirth.Miriam can see that Paul is unhappy and that he yearns for
something else. She has noticed that he becomes agitated when she mentions Clara Dawes
and so, to allow Paul to “test himself,” she invites him to come to the house when Clara is
there. Paul finds Clara very impressive and feels that she eclipses everything around her. He
arrives early to the farm and Miriam is upset; she knows he has come early because he is
excited to meet Clara.Paul is very courteous to Clara – much to Miriam’s chagrin – and asks
her if she has been to “Margaret Bondfield’s meeting.” Clara says she has, and Paul says
that he finds Margaret Bondfield “lovable.” Clara is contemptuous of this and sarcastically
replies that “this is all that matters.” Paul admits that Margaret Bondfield is clever, but Clara
remains disdainful of his opinions and scoffs when Paul says that Margaret Bondfield would
be happy to “darn” her husband’s socks.Eventually, tiring of Clara’s contempt, Paul goes out
to meet Edgar, who is at work on the farm. Edgar is pleased to see Paul and Paul helps
Edgar unload coal. Paul makes a joke about Clara and Edgar asks if Paul thinks she is a
“man hater.” Paul says no, but that she thinks she is. The two lads go inside for tea and, over
dinner, they talk about women’s rights and whether men and women should be paid equally
for their work. Clara argues that they should, but Paul disagrees with her.Paul complains that
men are paid more because they support families and he complains that Clara sounds like a
suffragette. He resents being generalized about and thinks that men are blamed for
everything in modern society. Mr. Leivers, however, agrees with Clara. After dinner, Mrs.
Leivers asks Clara if she is happier without her husband, and Clara says that she is always
happy if she is “free and independent.”After dinner, Miriam, Paul, and Clara go for a walk
together. Looking around the beautiful evening in the country, Paul talks about chivalry and
how pleasant it would be to be a knight and fight for fair maidens. Clara is not amused by
this and suggests it is better to help women “fight for themselves.” Paul disagrees and says
that a woman who fights for herself is like a “mad dog barking at a looking glass.” Although
Paul thinks he is being witty and entertaining, he realizes that Clara is miserable.On the way
to Strelley Mill, they meet Limb, the farmer who lives there, and he shows them a spot where
the Leivers’s horse has smashed his fence. They walk with him towards the Mill, meaning to
go on past it to the pond, and they meet Limb’s sister, who lives with him, as she comes out
to greet her brother. She has brought an apple for the stallion Limb rides and kisses and
speaks tenderly to the horse. Clara and Miriam admire the horse, too, and Clara suggests
darkly that the horse is likely “more loving than any man.”They talk for a few minutes with the
woman, who seems intense and grateful for someone to talk to. As they walk away, Paul and
Miriam agree that she unnerves them and that she is going mad with loneliness because she
lives in such a secluded spot. Clara sarcastically implies that she must “need a man” and
walks ahead. Paul wonders what is wrong with Clara and begins to feel sorry for her. He
forgets Miriam, who is talking beside him, and Miriam notices this and feels hurt.They stop to
admire a beautiful field full of flowers and Paul tries to offer some that he has picked to
Clara. Clara refuses and says that she does not want to be given dead things; the flowers
should be left alone. Paul disagrees and, when Clara stoops down to smell them, he drops
the bunch of flowers over her head and says a prayer as though it is a funeral. Clara is
confused and walks on without him.Not long after this, Paul goes to Lincoln on the train with
Mrs. Morel. He is excited to show her the cathedral from the train window but, as he does so,
he feels that she is drifting away from him and her stoic, resigned expression reminds him of
the ancient and enduring cathedral. They eat at an expensive restaurant, which Mrs. Morel
disapproves of, but Paul insists upon it because he is taking “his girl” out. They are very
merry and playful with each other as they take in the sights.As they walk up the hill to the
cathedral, however, Mrs. Morel struggles for breath and Paul takes her into a bar to sit down.
Once she has recovered, they go on to the cathedral and Mrs. Morel is delighted with the
view. Paul, however, is moody and depressed. He rebukes his mother for being old and
complains bitterly that he wishes he could have a young mother so that she could easily
come on outings with him. Mrs. Morel is quiet and sad after this, but the two cheer up when
they go to tea by the river and see the boats go past.Over tea, Paul tells Mrs. Morel about
Clara Dawes. He explains that Clara lives with her mother, who is a lace maker, and that
Clara is older than him; in her early thirties. Mrs. Morel listens but is unsure; she wishes Paul
could find a “nice woman.”Annie and Leonard get married soon after this, and Arthur travels
up for the wedding. Mrs. Morel is sad to see her daughter leave home, but she likes Leonard
and is glad he has a steady job. That night, after Annie and Leonard have left, Paul and Mrs.
Morel stay up to talk. Mrs. Morel is slightly hurt that Annie has left home, although she knows
that this is silly. Paul, hearing this, vows never to get married. Instead, he says, he will live
with his mother and they will hire a maid to care for her.Mrs. Morel dismisses this and tells
him that he will marry when he finds the right girl. Paul dislikes this idea and says that, if he
does get married, his wife will have to accept that he will always put his mother first. Mrs.
Morel sends Paul to bed, but she stays up and thinks about her children. She is worried
about Arthur. Although the army has disciplined him, he hates the regimented lifestyle and
misses his freedom. Mrs. Morel decides to use her money to pay his way out of the regiment
and Arthur moves home and begins to spend a lot of time with Beatrice.One night, Arthur
and Beatrice tussle playfully over a comb, which Arthur has plucked from her hair, and, when
Beatrice gets it back, she turns around and slaps his face. Arthur is hurt by this and
Beatrice leaves the room to cry. When she comes back, however, they make up and kiss
each other and, from that moment on, belong to each other and are a couple.Soon Paul is
the only child left at home and he remains torn between Miriam and Clara, whom he likes for
different reasons. One evening, on one of his walks with Miriam, Paul pours out his soul to
her and Miriam goes home satisfied, feeling confident in their relationship. However, the next
day, Clara comes to the farm and Paul ignores Miriam and jumps haystacks with Clara, who
is very physical and strong, and whom Paul enjoys teasing.Miriam is horrified as she
watches this and thinks that she may lose the fight for Paul’s affections; he may choose
“lesser” over “higher” things. The next time they go out walking, Paul complains that God is
not “soulful” and that he is in everything, but Miriam thinks he is making excuses to have his
own way.Paul writes Miriam a letter for her twenty first birthday in which he says that she is a
“nun” and that, although she is very important to him, they cannot marry because they
cannot be ordinary together. Paul writes that he might one day marry someone else;
someone he can be “trivial” with.Miriam is deeply hurt by his letter. She writes back to say
that they could have had a beautiful love affair, if it were not for one small misunderstanding.
Paul sends her another letter, which vaguely admits that he has treated her cruelly and that
he has wrestled with himself over it. Their relationship grinds to a halt and Paul turns all his
physical attraction on Clara Dawes. Miriam, however, remains convinced that, in his soul,
Paul belongs with her.