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imaginary. The account of Gandhi's tour of the Punjab and the
Prince of Wales’ visit to Sialkot, given on pages 103-107, is entirely
fictitious. The few lunar dates mentioned also do not conform to
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Kartar DeviWhere the mind is without fear and
the head is held high;
Where knowledge is free;
Where the world has not been broken
up into fragments by narrow domestic
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depth of truth...
Where the clear stream of reason has
not lost its way into the dreary desert
sand of dead habit...
Into that heaven of freedom, my
Father, let my country awake.
Rabindranath TagorePRINCIPAL CHARACTERS
Lala Kanshi Ram: a grain merchant of Sialkot, West Punjab
(now in Pakistan), and Bibi Amar Vati’s chief tenant
Prabha Rani: his wife
Madhu Bala: their daughter
Arun Kumar: their son
Bibi Amar Vati: a landlady of Sialkot
Gangu Mull: her husband
Suraj Prakash: their son
Sunanda Bala: Suraj Prakash’s wife
Sardar Jodha Singh: a dry-fruit merchant of Sialkot, and another
tenant of Bibi Amar Vati
Sardar Teja Singh: his son
Isher Kaur: Teja Singh’s daughter
Niranjan Singh: Isher Kaur’s husband
Padmini: a charwoman, also a tenant of Bibi Amar Vati
Chandni: her daughter
Lala Bihari Lal
Phool Chand
Bhagwan Devi
Mangat Ram
Ram Kali
Mukanda’s mother |
Chaudhri Barkat Ali: a sports-goods dealer of Sialkot, and a
bosom friend of Lala Kanshi Ram
Begum Barkat Ali: his wife
Munir Ahmad: their son
Nurul-Nisar: their daughter
Dr Chander Bhan: a medical practitioner of Sialkot
Abdul Ghani: a hookah manufacturer of Sialkot
Pran Nath Chaddba: Deputy Commissioner
Asghar Ahmad Siddiqui: Superintendent of Police
Inayat-Ullah Khan: Inspector: of Police
Sergeant William Davidson: a British army officer
Captain Rahmat-Ullah Khan: a Pakistani army officer
Major Jang Bahadur Singh: an Indian army officer
other tenant families of Bibi Amar VatiPart I
The LullChapter 1
Ir was the third of June, 1947. This evening, the
Viceroy was to make an important announcement.
That’s what Lala Kanshi Ram told his wife Prabha
Rani, whose education had become his task. Lala Kanshi
Ram was not too literate himself — it is doubtful if he
ever finished high school. But life had rolled him
around, misfortunes had come and gone, and this had
given an edge to his intelligence. And then he at least
knew fairly well one local language, Urdu, which was
the first language he had learned to read and write.
His own language was Hindi, or so it was supposed to
be. For over twenty years he had been an ardent mem-
ber of the district Arya Samaj, and one thing that the
Samaj had done was to give status.to the low and the
humble. Was he the son of a rich man or poor? Did
he inherit landed property or did he not? These were
the questions the Arya Samaj did not care one bit for.
So long as you could tie a white turban on your head
in a becoming manner, and so long as you boasted of
an upright moral character, you were a khandani, a
worthwhile citizen. And the Samaj taught him in no
uncertain terms that the true heritage of an Indian
was the Vedic heritage, and the true language of an
Indian, Sanskrit — the language of the Vedas. Since
Sanskrit was an ancient language, its modern -derivative
Hindi would do if you were unable to get that far
back. So when the census was taken by the government
every tenth year, Lala Kanshi Ram dutifully entered
against the column for mother tongue, the word ‘Hindi’.
But he neither spoke Hindi nor ever wrote it on paper.
13When he opened his mouth he spoke Punjabi, the rich
and virile language of the province to which he be-
longed. And when it came to writing, whether the
entries in his shop ledger or a note to the vendor down
the road, he wrote in Urdu. Who said it was the
language of the Muslims? He had learned it from his
father and from the primary teacher in his village a
few miles out of Sialkot, and neither of the two was a
Muslim. The upshot was that every morning, after
his breakfast, he spent at least a half hour reading
through the Urdu newspaper he took. No one in the
house was allowed as much as to whisper during this
sacred half hour. ‘Don’t you see your father is looking
through the paper?’ Prabha Rani would tell Arun
sternly, if he made the slightest sound. And in that
rebuke was the pride of select ownership. For wasn’t
her Lalaji the most learned man in the whole neighbour-
hood? Wasn't he an avatar of Vishnu, so far as she was
concerned?
Lala Kanshi Ram at such moments was propped up
on his bed. Having finished his bath and his morning
prayers, he would be ready for his nashta. ‘Nashta’
was one of the Urdu words Lala Kanshi Ram liked parti-
cularly, it gave him the feeling of status. What he in
fact took in the morning was a glass of milk. A heavy
breakfast did not agree with his system. And Prabha
Rani would boil pure cow’s milk, let it cool a little,
and serve it to him in a long, brass tumbler. She no
doubt knew how important his health was to her and
the entire family. Who else was there to take care of
her if he was gone? Who else had she in the entire
wide world? Her eyes brimming with sentimental tears,
she poured a lot of thick cream on top of the milk —
cream that she made at home by boiling up the left-
over milk of yesterday. She also threw a handful of
peeled almonds into the brass tumbler, before she took
14the milk to him. These almonds she soaked in water,
last thing at night before she went to bed. In the
morning she had only to press them lightly from one
side and out came the white, smooth nuts slipping on
to her hand.
This hot stew of milk, patchy cream and white al-
monds, with at least four spoons of sugar in the mixture
to give it the right flavour, Prabha Rani carried to
Lala Kanshi Ram, sitting on the bed. Each man’s bed
in this house was his divan, so to say. It was a middle-
class home, and they did not have a separate living room.
There were tables and a few chairs, but they were only
used when a guest arrived. The family sat down and
relaxed on beds — except for Lala Kanshi Ram who
used an antique, sprawling easy chair in the evenings.
Lala Kanshi Ram had his bed in the chaurus room (it
so happened it was square — chaurus), Prabha Rani in
the next room, and Arun in the very last room, at the
back of the house. At night the arrangement was some-
what altered, depending on the number of guests in
the house, but no one dared intrude into the chaurus
room, at least not during the day. It was the citadel
of the Head of the Family, as the data processing forms
of the government would have him called. He sat there
alone and undisturbed.
Lala Kanshi Ram took the long, brass tumbler of milk
from Prabha Rani, and wrapping himself in a chader,
leaned back against the round, tightly stuffed pillow.
It was then he opened the morning paper and, adjusting
his glasses, resumed his own and his wife’s education.
And while he rolled the milk in his mouth with in-
finite pleasure, taking time to crunch-crunch the almonds
and break up and swallow the thick cream, his eyes
roved on the page with their own hunger. And from
time to time he spoke up aloud.
‘Arun’s mother, you know what? Germany has turned
15round and attacked Roos.’ (Coming as it did from a
mouth filled with milk, ‘Roos’ sounded far more impres-
sive and terrible than Russia.)
‘They've dropped an atom bomb on Japan!’
‘Today Gandhiji goes on a fast unto death.’
‘We have a new Viceroy now — Lord Mountbatten.
He is related to His Majesty the King.’
Very often he stopped in the middle of his exclama-
tions, and looking up from the page peered at his wife
from above the rim of his glasses. Patiently he asked:
‘You know what a fast unto death means, don’t you?’
Prabha Rani nodded her head in slow appreciation, but
Lala Kanshi Ram went on in a liberal mood: ‘It means
a fast until a person dies.’ He took on a tearful tone:
‘Gandhiji might now die — he might pass away!’ Prabha
Rani uttered a desperate ‘Hai Rama!’ and satisfied he had
created the right dramatic tension, he passed on to other
subjects. Or he asked: ‘You know what an atom bomb
is?’ And when his wife doubtfully shook her head and
said, no, she did not, Lala Kanshi Ram had the time of
his life. Pontifically he lurched forward and took hold of
the opportunity (with both hands, as it were) of revealing
the mysteries of the universe to this peasant woman,
whom he had married when she was only thirteen and
who could not tell an ‘alif’ from a ‘bai’ — who till this
day thought they lived on a flat earth and not a round
one. He had since taught her many things, including
how to sign her name, though she still could not read
and write. He would teach her more, he said to him-
self complacently.
‘So you don’t know what an atom bomb is!’ And he
chuckled to himself, while Prabha Rani stood with her
eyes on the ground, looking guilty.
‘An atom bomb, Arun’s mother, is a bomb filled with
liquid fire,’ he said slowly, rolling the milk in his mouth.
He had a slight doubt — wasn’t that what it was? He
16went on with confidence: ‘Millions of people perish.
when you drop such a bomb.’ There was no problem
about that — it was all in the paper. But what really
was the bomb? What was the principle behind it?
“You remember the Mahabharata, don’t you?” — and
he looked at his wife with a little annoyance at her slow
grasp of things. ‘Remember the last days of the epic
battle?’ — his wife was now vigorously nodding her head,
and saying, yes, yes, yes. “The fire darts they threw at
each other, the Kauravas and the Pandavas?’ After a
pause: ‘Well, it is like that, the atom bomb. You throw
a dart or a bomb at your enemy, and that burns him
up!’
‘Then it is nothing new these Angrez loge have made?’
That line of reasoning was to Lala Kanshi Ram’s taste.
It prevented serious thinking, and it satisfied some deep
national urge in him.
‘New?’ he said with obvious relief. ‘What are you
talking about? No other nation in the world can ever
touch the glory of the Vedic civilization, can ever in-
vent anything we haven’t already found out. And these
English particularly, they're a race of monkeys, who
till a few hundred years back used to live in jungles.
Why, you ought to read Satyarth Prakash. The entire
Europe was a piece of swamp, while great kingdoms
flourished in the land of Bharata.’
‘Did many people die in Japan?’ asked Prabha Rani
eagerly, to convince him how much she valued his dis-
course, while in her mind she was thinking of the food
which would soon burn in the pan.
‘Millions!’ whispered Lala Kanshi Ram in sorrow
for his suffering brother, secretly relieved it was the
brother who was the victim.
His finest moments of elation came when the news
pertained to the British royal family. Like any other
Indian he had a prejudice against the British (he spoke
17of them as the Angrez — the English). He hated them
for what they had done to his country and wanted azadi.
Throughout the Second World War, he had prayed they
be defeated by the Germans. The news of German vic-
tories, at front after front, had pleased him beyond
measure, and when eventually they were held and con-
tained by the British, Lala Kanshi Ram did not give
up. With the coming of flying bombs in 1944, with
hundreds of V-2s falling on London every day, and the
chance of a British defeat again becoming pronounced,
he loudly proclaimed he had known all along that one
day the Germans would defeat this bunder race, the
monkey race.
But deeper down, he also admired the British — in
any case he enjoyed the safety of the British Raj and
hugged it lovingly. All said and done, the British had
brought some kind of peace to this torn land. Think
of the Sikhs after Maharaja Ranjit Singh — or the Mara-
thas. Think of the Muslims in Delhi or in the Deccan.
When had this country ever been united? Who let
down warriors like Porus or Prithvi Raj Chauhan? For
that matter, who let down the Moguls in their fight
against the British? Always our own men, our own
kith and kin!
And the British had somehow made a nation of us.
Or was it Gandhiji who had done that? Lala Kanshi
Ram was confused about this point, but he did not let
that interfere with the drift of his argument. There
had been less bloodshed in India in the two hundred
years of British Raj than in any similar period in the
past. No one could deny that. Even Gandhiji or
Jawaharlalji would have to concede that. The British
had brought peace to the land and they had brought
justice. They no doubt were pagans, they had no reli-
gion worth the name (‘no awareness of the atman, I tell
you’), and he knew all their church services were a fraud.
18‘Their hymn singing and the stupid smile with which
their padres moved about were merely snares for the
unwary, to make a few more converts to Christianity.
Lala Kanshi Ram knew all that, thanks to Swami Daya-
nand. But he also knew that in impartiality they were
miles ahead of any Indian he knew of. He could get
his way with any of his countrymen — a few rupees into
the man’s pocket and the deed was done. But try and
bribe an Englishman! Lala Kanshi Ram quaked at the
mere thought of it.
What sent him into raptures over the British was his
schoolboyish passion for pageantry: their bands and their
parades and the colour of their uniforms. Baljit Raizada,
the nationalist editor of the paper he took, said in his
columus men like him were simpletons. The British,
he said, were not as just as they were made out to be.
It cost you nothing to be just with a people when
you were not a party to their petty disputes. What
of the injustice the British had visited on the entire land?
The British in India were paid their wages not in paper
money but in gold. Each year tons of that gold were
shipped back to the bunder motherland, where ruled
those bunder kings and queens. ‘And where does the
money they take away come from?’ asked the theatrical
Raizada of the Urdu daily Inglab. ‘It comes from the
pocket of each one of you!’
Lala Kanshi Ram invariably felt at his pockets every
time he read this favourite phrase of Raizada. The first
time he read the Inglab, he took out his money and
counted it paisa by paisa. Now he confined himself to
feeling the weight of it from the outside. But it was
always all there, every paisa of it. Raizada said the Bri-
tish King was not a king but an Ali Baba. And England
was really a robbers’ den, filled with the loot of the
world. Ah, the things Raizada said! Lala Kanshi Ram
did not quite approve of many of them, but he enjoyed
19reading them all the same. After all, he too wanted to
belong to the times; he too wanted to claim for himself
the role of a revolutionary. ‘I’ve even been to prison,’
he would boast before his listeners, real ones or imagi-
nary. It mattered little if the only night he had spent
in prison was in connection with a Sales Tax strike,
where along with the merchants of his trade he had
taken part in a hartal (much against his wishes) and in
a procession (even more so), when some of the merchants
including himself were taken into custody (‘Oh, God!
now what will become of my family!’) and forced to pass
the night in the district lock-up. The point was, he
had been inside the four walls of a prison, and with
the passage of time he had convinced himself it was
because of his part in the freedom movement. It was
in similar prisons that Gandhi and Jawaharlal lay and
wasted their lives away. With his own experience to
back him up, he could quite see the privations they had
gone through (this on the verge of tears). Some heroes,
like Bhagat Singh, paid for their courage with their
lives — as indeed he too was very near to doing that
night; he, Lala Kanshi Ram, the ‘registered’ grain mer-
chant of Sialkot (ah, the risks he took that night!).
But then what was one’s lifé compared to the honour
of one’s country, anyway?
Carried away by the emotion of the moment and the
last article of Raizada he had read, he would shout: ‘Oh,
they’re kutai, they're dogs — these Angrez.’ And to
continue for a while in that state of self-induced indigna-
tion he kept repeating, ‘Kutai! Kutai! Kutai!’ He
couldn’t agree with Raizada, though, that the shows and
the parades the British put on periodically were
meant to keep the average citizens befooled, while they
plundered them behind their back. Now he was not
an average citizen and even he liked those shows. And
he liked the British for doing them for him.
20There were many such pageants in his mind and he
went fondly over his memories. The most recent one
was the Victory Parade in 1945. So the British had
won once again; so the Germans had in the end lost
and the Japanese too. ‘Eh, behan chode!’ said Lala
Kanshi Ram slowly, not making it clear whether the
abuse was meant for the British or the Germans. That
was a subtlety of the Punjabi language he enjoyed im-
mensely. Abuse could mean a thousand different things,
depending on the way you said it. Behan chode and
maan chode were the most commonly used words, but
they touched only the fringe of Punjabi ingenuity in
the matter of obscenities. Pedigreed Punjabis went much
further; they fabricated compound swear words, where
a little arithmetic was necessary before you could see
through the insult. Lala Kanshi Ram knew exactly how
it was done, but like a good Arya Samaji he stayed away
from too hurtful phrases. Behan chode meant, you
seducer of your sister. Maan chode meant, you seducer
of your mother. That was simple. A compound ob-
scenity ran something like—you seducer of your mother’s
father’s daughter. Or, you fucker of your father’s mother.
The second one was not too complicated, the genealogy
was easy to follow, but the first was a tough nut. For
your mother’s father’s daughter need not necessarily be
your mother. It might as well be your aunt. The aunt
again might be from the same wife as your mother, or an-
other wife. So Lala Kanshi Ram was being polite when
he said only behan chode.
But the very same abuse could be used in praise too.
The Ganges water, behan chode, cold! meant positively
the speaker was in a state of bliss over it. Who in-
deed would dare abuse mother Ganges? Wasn’t that
a novelty, though? Could you think of any other lan-
guage in the world where you might try that kind of
a poetic experiment? All right, all right, Hindi is my
21language, if you say so. But it is a senile drivel com-
pared to Punjabi, if you ask me. Even Urdu comes
nowhere near the vigour and plasticity of Punjabi. You
are too damned concerned with nafasat, with gentility,
to be able to say anything effective. But Hindi, my God,
Hindi was a joke. Look at the swear words they have
in Hindi. Dusht, moorakh, papi, atyachari.... You
call those swear words? So soft, so weak, so impo-
tent! And what is a language if you cannot have a
manly explosion in it to your entire satisfaction?
That’s how Lala Kanshi Ram reasoned with himself,
when he was compelled again and again to state his
mother tongue as Hindi. Maan chode, he said quietly
on such occasions. Those who stood next to him in the
Victory Parade that day had the impression he used the
obscenity not for the Germans but for the British. Thev
also had the impression he used it in admiration. For
he was smiling when he raised his eyes to the British
Superintendent of Police who had passed by on a bay
stallion, and he placed his stress on the first word of the
abuse, thus showing his praise for these ‘eh’s’, that is
the British.
And that precisely was what he was saying to himself,
as he watched the Tommies march through the street.
their tanks rolling ahead of them. They are a nation
which cannot be easily beaten, he thought. A handful
of them have kept us under their feet for over two
hundred years. And now that Hitler too has met the
same fate at their hands. An absolutely invincible race —
eh, behan chode!
Another parade that often came to his mind was the
one celebrating the enthronement of King Edward VIII.
The glorious King — for wasn’t he a friend of Nehru,
and wouldn’t India stand to gain at his hands? — the
glorious King was forced to abdicate soon afterwards.
but the parade was a great success. Beginning from the
22Cantonment grounds outside of the city, the horse cavalry
and the men on foot had marched through the entire
city and one of the bands had stopped right in front of
Lala Kanshi Ram’s store, playing the pipes and the drums
for a full fifteen minutes, while Lala Kanshi Ram stood
outside on the platform of his store, and with the crowd
all gathered around in the chowk, and women and
children looking down from every balcony, and his the
only store at the crossing and him standing erect on the
platform — it looked as though the whole show was be-
ing staged in his exclusive honour. At least that’s what
Lala Kanshi Ram imagined when he stood there and
took his bow.
But the parade that happened annually and which Lala
Kanshi Ram never missed was the New Year’s Day
Parade. It was held each year on the first of January,
and the population of the town referred to it as the
Hurrah Parade. It took place at a ground about five
miles out of the main city at eight in the morning, but
Lala Kanshi Ram was always there on time. When
Arun reached his sixth year, he began taking him along
too. For shouldn’t the boy witness the magnificence and
grandeur of the British Raj from an early age? And
as the sun broke on the distant hills near Jammu, and
as the gora sahibs of the army and the police shouted
‘Attention!’ or ‘By the right — quick march!’, Lala
Kanshi Ram explained to the sleepy child how every
word of command being used there had been approved
personally by His Majesty himself, sitting bolt upright
five thousand miles away in London on the Peacock
Throne and wearing the Kohinoor Diamond.
Lala Kanshi Ram was a wholesale grain merchant in
the city of Sialkot, and one of his many customers hap-
pened to be the present English Superintendent of
Police. Lala Kanshi Ram had, on occasions like Diwali
or Dussehra, tried to send dalis to him — baskets of
23fruit and bottles of Scotch whisky (much against his
Arya Samaj training. for he did not drink himself). But
he could never get his gifts past the Muslim City Ins-
pector, who accepted them in the name of the Superin-
tendent and consumed them himself. One day the
Superintendent in person arrived at his store, looking
for a high quality wheat. Lala Kanshi Ram was at once
electrified. He was not only able to provide the right
stock, he was willing to provide it without charge. And
when the Superintendent remonstrated with him, he
folded his hands and entreated: ‘I am only your servant.
sir. I’m running this business only in your name.’ Lala
Kanshi Ram would not make out the bill and the Superin-
tendent would not take the goods gratis. Ultimately the
Superintendent left a reasonable amount of money on
the counter, which the Muslim City Inspector, who al-
ways accompanied the Superintendent on his rounds of
the city, quickly pocketed. For Lala Kanshi Ram it
was all the same, whether the bribe went into the pockets
of the Superintendent or the City Inspector. He was
satisfied: at least the lower hazoor sahib (as he called
the Inspector) accepted his favours.
But that episode won Lala Kanshi Ram the acquain
tanceship of the Superintendent. It became simply im-
possible for the Superintendent to ignore him at public
functions. While he walked around, swishing his cane
and curling his thin mustache, he would all at once
become aware of a small figure in the crowd who was
pining to do his obeisance. Even when he casually
glanced in that direction, he would observe the man fold
his hands and get ready to bend forward in supplication.
He tried to ignore him, but with a starched turban tied
neatly on his head, the Lala was present at every gather-
ing. In the end the Superintendent gave in, it was too
much for him to keep up the fight. Whenever he saw
Lala Kanshi Ram now, he went over to him, and after
24the man had bent forward from his waist and almost
touched the ground, he said a word or so of politeness
to him.
The bands came marching at the Hurrah Parade —
drum, drum, — drum, drum — and the stern white
Tommy faces with blue eyes looked straight ahead. Lala
Kanshi Ram said to Arun: ‘See, the way the sahibs
march!’ Arun would be too sleepy and he said, unhunh,
unhunh, and Lala Kanshi Ram jerked him awake and
roared: ‘I'll give you a slap on your face if you don’t
look at the sahibs. Don’t you see how lucky you are!
There are Indian children in villages who never see the
face of a white man. They come and go’ — and he gave
himself the luxury of a moan — ‘they come and go as
flies. Arun, beta, you were brought by me into the world
in a big city. Make the best of the opportunity I’ve given
you.’ He saw the child’s head still drooping and pulled
him hard by the hand. ‘You listen to me, you haram zadai,
you son of a bastard. I’m telling you, look at the gora
sahibs!’
The Superintendent of Police was not obliged to march
with the troops in the Hurrah Parade. Being a senior
officer, he was allowed his liberty, and he sauntered up
and down as the columns marched past a central Union
Jack. Spotting Lala Kanshi Ram, or seeing that he had
been spotted by Lala Kanshi Ram, he walked up to him
and perfunctorily asked :
‘Lalaji, thik hai?’
Lala Kanshi Ram only hoped everyone in the crowd
had heard the question. He of course was all right --
what was wrong with him? He was hale and hearty
and only last night had emptied his water into Prabha
Rani. But he expanded with the concern of the white
Superintendent for him, and grinning from ear to ear
replied, as much to the crowd around him as to the
Superintendent :
25‘Han sahib, thik hun. Bilkul thik hun, sahib.’
The Superintendent would have liked to move on,
but Lala Kanshi Ram pushed Arun in front of him.
‘Is this your son?’ the Superintendent asked reluc-
tantly.
‘No, sir, no. He is your son only,’ Lala Kanshi Ram
replied, folding his hands and going into additional
raptures.
The Superintendent knew the Punjabi terminology
and did not show alarm at the fatherhood attributed to
him. He only smiled benignly and somewhat confused-
ly at the little child.
‘Sir, he is quite good in his studies.’
‘Now is he really?”
‘Yes, sir, very good. He knows all the causes why
Henry VIII broke up with the Pope.’ Addressing Arun:
‘Come on, Arun, tell the sahib what you know about
Reformation in England. Begin by numbers...’ In a
whisper, ‘Now wake up, you behan chode. I’ll skin you
alive, if you cannot mention the causes.”
The Superintendent passed on, but Lala Kanshi Ram
had his day. If he was disappointed in Arun, he
recovered his composure after he had boxed his ears and
the child had started crying.
After having marched around and displayed their regi-
mental flags and scarlet uniforms, the Tommies gathered
near a Union Jack in the centre and hollered three times
— hip, hip, hurrah! hip, hip, hurrah! hip, hip, hurrah!
The natives did not know a thing about what was happen-
ing, but they joined their masters in shouting out aloud,
some saying hup, hup, and some hoorah, hoorah, in place
of the right words. Another year had been formally
ushered in for a people whose New Year really began
in April, on the Baisakhi day. And the entire parade
marched back to barracks, and the crowd broke up.
The seasoned spectator did not leave the parade
26ground. For now was the time when the stray dogs were
shot by the gora sahibs. The sahibs were cut to the
quick to see these shaggy creatures with ulcerated skins
and flies buzzing in their ears roaming around the place,
while the soldiers were smartly presenting arms and
standing to attention to the tune of God Save the King.
They took all human precautions to exclude these sickly
brutes in advance from: the parade ground. But what
was an Indian dog if it could not sneak past any barrier?
And while the RSM was shouting, “Atten — shion}’
several of these lowly creatures would be running at top
speed from one end of the cleanly swept parade ground
to another. A few orderlies ran after the dogs to shoo
them away, but the dogs, though wobbly on their thin
legs, were too fast for them. And then the crowd drove
them back into the centre of the ground the moment they
reached the periphery. The soldiers on parade were
certainly fun for the crowd, but the dogs were a greater
fun, and they drove them back with stones, doubling
up with laughter and cheers. Soon the orderlies would
be running in the other direction, until they caught up
with the dogs and cornered them and took them out.
But do you think they had finished with them? No,
sir, they did not know what creatures they had taken
on. For surely as the Adjutant rode past on his white
horse, his sword held upright in front of him, the brass
of his uniform and the steel of his sword dazzling in the
early morning sun, there would be a small stray dog
only a few steps away from the horse, marching almost
in step with the horse, its skinny tail wagging, its shaggy,
lean mouth turned towards the ferocious looking man
on the horse, just unable to contain its curiosity about
what the horse and the man were doing there. It must
be stressed that not once did any of these Indian dogs
break the decorum of the parade. There is no record
that any of them defiled the ground with its feces (a
27remarkable display of fortitude, considering this precisely
was the hour when they usually emptied what the humans
call their bowels), nor that any of them ever used a
motionless soldier as a prop for lifting its leg and empty-
ing its bladder. If the itch on the shaggy skin became
too much, the dog momentarily stopped and with one
nimble foot gave a vigorous scratching to a part of its
belly. But it did this in absolute taste, quickly and
smartly, and in another moment it was back again in
step with the Adjutant on his charger.
As soon as the parade was over, three or four sergeants
came back on bicycles, with guns in their hands. No one
had dared flout the authority of the King Emperor
for the last several centuries. The geography books
and the huge wall maps in school rooms proclaimed in
bold letters the sun never set on the British Empire.
But during the parade it did briefly set here because
of the sacrilege committed by these filthy beasts of a
filthy race. Left to themselves the sergeants would have
made men pay for that crime — as they did as recently
as in 1919, when they shot hundreds of them out of
hand with machine guns at Jallianwala Bagh. But times
had changed for that kind of revenge, so now they only
went after the dogs.
The sergeants held the cycles with one hand, leaving
the other free to carry the gun. They appeared to be
cool, they even whistled an old British tune, but the
crowd knew the storm brewing:inside their minds. And
obligingly, they made room for them, gathering them-
selves into several small circles. This was quite an
effort for these people, to adjust themselves so abruptly
to another type of formation. The Indian mind, im-
mersed as it is most of the time in such lofty subjects as
the Brahman and the atman and the ultimate end of
man, is not a very fast-moving mind; it takes care of
earthly, wordly things rather slowly. But knowing the
28agony of their foreign masters, these men, with the pro-
verbial generosity of the soul each Indian possesses for
the entire created universe, willingly obliged. It was
not for nothing their history spoke of their ancestors
feeding snakes with milk, or carrying food for tigers
into their dens. All created matter was one, man and
beast and bird, and the flowers and the trees to boot.
And these Angrez were another aspect of the same
Brahman who constituted total reality. Today they
governed the Indians, tomorrow maybe the Indians
would rule over them. At the moment they needed
their help. Their Hurrah Parade had been ruined by
these nasty dogs, which no one owned and which were
a nuisance to the entire community. They must help
them to coiner these scavengers and destroy them.
The crowd had not only split up into several small
arenas, but in each-arena they had cornered one dog
for the ultimate arrival of the sahibs. It went against
Lala Kanshi Ram’s grain to see a dog being killed before
his eyes, for he was a vegetarian. Yet there was another
grain in him, in common with the rest of his countrymen,
much deeper than religious or ethnic conditioning. And
that was the acute need for thrilling spectacles in his
otherwise drab life. Mornings he went to his store,
evenings he came back home. This had been the routine,
without a break, for the last thirty-five years of his
married life. No movies, no books to read, no other
recreation; his puritan upbringing kept him away from
such pastimes. Meetings, yes, plenty of them. Spiritual
meetings, sat sangs, political meetings, meetings of the
Arya Samaj. But they too had a pattern which seldom
varied. Somebody got up and spoke on for maybe sixty
minutes without a break. Or someone started a chant
and the same chant went on for several hours. In the
Arya Samaj meetings, you might be asked to fill in an
entire evening by looking fixedly at a picture of Swami
29Dayanand, without batting an eyelid. Political meetings
he enjoyed, they were like a merry-go-round, someone
would get up on a platform and start abusing the British
and there was always variety in the quality and the con-
tent of the abuse. But Lala Kanshi Ram worried about
the possibility of police interference at such meetings,
and even there he did not fully relax.
A. spectacle like a stray dog being shot by a stray
Tommy was different. It was fun, he said to himself —
quietly, so that no one should overhear him. The arena
was formed, the dog cornered, and the sahib had finally
arrived. Getting off his cycle, the sergeant with the
three stripes placed the cycle on its stand, and taking
deliberate aim, without more ado, shot the dog dead.
Somehow the poor thing would suspect the end was
near. Tucking its tail between its legs, it started moan-
ing dolefully the moment it saw the man with the gun.
But the sahib paid no attention, this bastard had ruined
the entire decorum of the parade and deserved instant
death. So he lifted the gun, took aim and fired, and
the dog went straight up into the air six feet high, eight
feet high, at times ten feet high, with the impact of the
bullet, and then dropped lifeless with its neck broken
and curled up hopelessly on its chest.
What struck Lala Kanshi Ram was the deftness of the
sergeant. Only a few feet away from the dog stood the
ting of people and there was not an instant’s hesitation
on the part of the Tommy lest he might miss the dog
and hit them. Up went the rifle — and bang! — and
that was the end of the dog. And how elegant the
sergeant looked when, soon as the dog had stopped
shivering, he went forward in his spotlessly polished
shoes and cut off its tail. To this day Lala Kanshi Ram
did not know what they did that for. Maybe they stuffed
them and hung them on their walls back home as
trophies. Or maybe they got a reward from the company
30commander and had to carry the tail in as evidence
What mattered to Lala Kanshi Ram was the precision of
the British Raj, which was seen in as small an act as the
killing of a stray dog. No wonder they ruled the world
over, no wonder, he said to himself. ‘There indeed was
no Raj like the Angrez Raj!
The respect for the Raj was implicit in his voice, when
he declared to his wife in the morning: ‘Tonight Lord
Mountbatten is to make an announcement from the All
India Radio.’ He had fallen in love with the new
Viceroy the day he saw his picture in the newspaper.
If the British were going to lose India, it was not because
of Gandhi or the awakening amongst the masses; it was
because of the tactical error they made in sending cut
an ugly Viceroy in the crucial days of their Raj. This,
according to Lala Kanshi Ram, was the root cause of
the tide turning against them. Wavell’s bulky frame
looked so ungainly in baggy trousers — and then he
had only one eye! Having spent centuries here, didn’t
the great sahibs in Walayet know that Indians have an
ingrained superstition against a one-eyed man? Thanks
to the Arya Samaj he had got rid of his prejudices, he
said Om-Bhur-Bhawa-Swaha ten times when he saw a
one-eyed man and walked on. But there were men in this
land who would return home if such a calamivy befell
them, would have a bath, change their clothes, and re-
fuse to stir out for the rest of the day. It is true Maharaja
Ranjit Singh was one-eyed too, but then he had many
virtues to make up for that. He tied such a beautiful
turban and he supported a hawk so superbly on his hand
as he rode. At least he looked so handsome whereas
Wavell only blinked like an owl. Why of all the persons
at their command, did the big sahibs have to send
him? They had taken themselves very close to ruin
in 1857, by issuing cartridges greased with cow’s fat.
And now they had done a worse thing — even the
31Muslims mistrusted a one-eyed man.
The arrival of Lord Mountbatten in March seemed
to restore a semblance of the earlier dignity. How tall
he was, how slim! That’s how a Viceroy should look—
majestic! The derby on his head and the sleek robes
on his body sat perfectly, to say nothing of the beauti-
ful wife by his side. And Lala Kanshi Ram confided
to Prabha Rani, he was also related to His Majesty the
King. He used the Urdu expression Badshah Slamat
for the King, and the chewability of the words in his
mouth sent a thrill through his entire body. Even if
all the millions of Indians were to turn hostile to the
King, he would find at least one person ready to fall
at his feet if he were ever to visit India in the future.
For he was the great English King, direct descendent
of the great Malika Victoria, on the sight of whose
fat statues in Indian cities Lala Kanshi Ram had grown
into manhood.
This morning when Lala Kanshi Ram told Prabha
Rani of the coming broadcast, he was in a reflective
mood. He was not jubilant and gay; he looked timid.
As usual, he was sitting on his bed propped up against
the round pillow, and Prabha Rani was standing in the
doorway, dividing her attention between her learning
and her kitchen.
Lala Kanshi Ram said, ‘Arun’s mother, come and
sit near me on the bed.’
Prabha Rani was surprised at these words. Company
was what Lala Kanshi Ram: wanted least when he was
reading the paper. And he seemed so scared. Nothing
had happened in the house for several days to upset
ae anything special in the store, either. What
then.
She slowly walked over to the bed and sat down
beside him. Lala Kanshi Ram gazed at her. Her dark
bfown face had grown weary through anxious years,
32but she was beautiful still. What big eyes she had —
almond shaped and so wide! He gazed at her hands,
and the skin on her fingertips was cut and broken at
many places. How many household chores did that
mean? Her haunches had grown big with time, but that
was not her fault. That happened to every Punjabi
woman after giving birth to one child — and she had
to many. In any case big haunches were not a blemish
in a good woman, nothing was a blemish in a good
woman, And she had been a good woman to him, he
could say that for her.
He looked around and there was silence and peace
in the rooms. From where he sat, he could see all the
three rooms that constituted their home. There were
connecting doors all the way through. At the end, by
the side of the last room, was the kitchen, which was
not visible from here. He could seé the three main
rooms, and in each things were so neatly arranged and
stacked. The room next to his was a very large room,
almost like a funnel, connecting his room with that of
Arun at the end, and there were two beds in that large
room, one in each corner. Printed sheets were spread
neatly on both the beds, and in addition to the usual
flat pillow, a round pillow was placed on top of the
flat one. In the large room there were also several spare
beds, stood up against the wall on one side, the legs of
one bed going through the string nets of the others,
so that they did not take up much space. And, artist
that Prabha Rani was, on top of these standing beds
too she had spread a printed sheet, so that the sight did
not hurt the eye. No one could tell at first glance there
were beds hidden behind the sheet; it looked more
like a curtain, a decorative curtain.
The clothes of the house were kept in small trunks.
Things like sheets and quilts and bed pads, and pillow
cases, both flat and round, were placed in big steel
33chests, which were about as big as a twin bed. Each
house had one or two of these chests, called paities
locally. Lala Kanshi Ram and Prabha Rani had two
of them and they were placed on the left side of the
big room. On top of them rose the other trunks of the
house. The smaller trunks could be opened any time
of the day by any of the children, but the big chests
were the job of the mother or the father alone. Not
only did it mean lifting heavy steel lids, it meant there
were things in those chests which parents alone could
see. Their contents remained a matter of endless mystery
and the never ceasing subject of discussion for children.
The privilege of opening them was never claimed by
any of them, nor was this right ever allowed to them
however big they might grow. The utmost they were
permitted was to stand by the side of the chest, while
it was being opened by one of the parents. And if their
eyes were dazzled by the gold ornaments or the currency
bills tied into bundles, they were not supposed to have
seen anything.
Lala Kanshi Ram looked through the door to the far
end, where Arun’s windows opened out at the back,
and the peace of the house came to him with something
of pain. He had got so used to it he did not know how
gracious it was. For about three decades had he been
living there, and what he saw today had all been put
together by him and Prabha Rani bit by bit through
their own efforts. How loaded with goodness it was
—everything! There were eight small trunks stacked
on top of the two steel chests. On each one of the
chests and the trunks, there was spread a separate cloth
cover. Prabha Rani had whole sets of them in different
colours; some days she used green, on others yellow,
on others pink. Today the covers on the trunks were
lemon yellow.
In yet another corner, she had hung a thick line and
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