Gothic Journey in Mina's Journal
Gothic Journey in Mina's Journal
day he would not take any rest, though he made me sleep for a long
spell. At sunset time he hypnotised me, and he says that I answered
as usual “darkness, lapping water and creaking wood”; so our
enemy is still on the river. I am afraid to think of Jonathan, but
somehow I have now no fear for him, or for myself. I write this
whilst we wait in a farmhouse for the horses to be got ready. Dr. Van
Helsing is sleeping, Poor dear, he looks very tired and old and grey,
but his mouth is set as firmly as a conqueror’s; even in his sleep he is
instinct with resolution. When we have well started I must make him
rest whilst I drive. I shall tell him that we have days before us, and
we must not break down when most of all his strength will be need‐
ed.... All is ready; we are off shortly.
easy, and have each a long rest in turn. Oh, what will to-morrow
bring to us? We go to seek the place where my poor darling suffered
so much. God grant that we may be guided aright, and that He will
deign to watch over my husband and those dear to us both, and who
are in such deadly peril. As for me, I am not worthy in His sight.
Alas! I am unclean to His eyes, and shall be until He may deign to
let me stand forth in His sight as one of those who have not
incurred His wrath.
Memorandum by Abraham Van Helsing.
4 November.—This to my old and true friend John Seward, M.D.,
of Purfleet, London, in case I may not see him. It may explain. It is
morning, and I write by a fire which all the night I have kept alive—
Madam Mina aiding me. It is cold, cold; so cold that the grey heavy
sky is full of snow, which when it falls will settle for all winter as the
ground is hardening to receive it. It seems to have affected Madam
Mina; she has been so heavy of head all day that she was not like
herself. She sleeps, and sleeps, and sleeps! She who is usual so alert,
have done literally nothing all the day; she even have lost her
appetite. She make no entry into her little diary, she who write so
faithful at every pause. Something whisper to me that all is not well.
However, to-night she is more vif. Her long sleep all day have refresh
and restore her, for now she is all sweet and bright as ever. At sunset
I try to hypnotise her, but alas! with no effect; the power has grown
less and less with each day, and to-night it fail me altogether. Well,
God’s will be done—whatever it may be, and whithersoever it
may lead!
Now to the historical, for as Madam Mina write not in her
stenography, I must, in my cumbrous old fashion, that so each day
of us may not go unrecorded.
We got to the Borgo Pass just after sunrise yesterday morning.
When I saw the signs of the dawn I got ready for the hypnotism. We
stopped our carriage, and got down so that there might be no distur‐
bance. I made a couch with furs, and Madam Mina, lying down,
yield herself as usual, but more slow and more short time than ever,
to the hypnotic sleep. As before, came the answer: “darkness and the
swirling of water.” Then she woke, bright and radiant and we go on
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our way and soon reach the Pass. At this time and place, she
become all on fire with zeal; some new guiding power be in her
manifested, for she point to a road and say:—
“This is the way.”
“How know you it?” I ask.
“Of course I know it,” she answer, and with a pause, add: “Have
not my Jonathan travelled it and wrote of his travel?”
At first I think somewhat strange, but soon I see that there be
only one such by-road. It is used but little, and very different from
the coach road from the Bukovina to Bistritz, which is more wide
and hard, and more of use.
So we came down this road; when we meet other ways—not
always were we sure that they were roads at all, for they be neglect
and light snow have fallen—the horses know and they only. I give
rein to them, and they go on so patient. By-and-by we find all the
things which Jonathan have note in that wonderful diary of him.
Then we go on for long, long hours and hours. At the first, I tell
Madam Mina to sleep; she try, and she succeed. She sleep all the
time; till at the last, I feel myself to suspicious grow, and attempt to
wake her. But she sleep on, and I may not wake her though I try. I
do not wish to try too hard lest I harm her; for I know that she have
suffer much, and sleep at times be all-in-all to her. I think I drowse
myself, for all ofsudden I feel guilt, as though I have done some‐
thing; I find myself bolt up, with the reins in my hand, and the good
horses go along jog, jog, just as ever. I look down and find Madam
Mina still sleep. It is now not far off sunset time, and over the snow
the light of the sun flow in big yellow flood, so that we throw great
long shadow on where the mountain rise so steep. For we are going
up, and up; and all is oh! so wild and rocky, as though it were the
end of the world.
Then I arouse Madam Mina. This time she wake with not much
trouble, and then I try to put her to hypnotic sleep. But she sleep
not, being as though I were not. Still I try and try, till all at once I
find her and myself in dark; so I look round, and find that the sun
have gone down. Madam Mina laugh, and I turn and look at her.
She is now quite awake, and look so well as I never saw her since
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said I to myself, “if it be that she sleep all the day, it shall also be
that I do not sleep at night.” As we travel on the rough road, for a
road of an ancient and imperfect kind there was, I held down my
head and slept. Again I waked with a sense of guilt and of time
passed, and found Madam Mina still sleeping, and the sun low
down. But all was indeed changed; the frowning mountains seemed
further away, and we were near the top of a steep-rising hill, on
summit of which was such a castle as Jonathan tell of in his diary. At
once I exulted and feared; for now, for good or ill, the end was near.
I woke Madam Mina, and again tried to hypnotise her; but alas!
unavailing till too late. Then, ere the great dark came upon us—for
even after down-sun the heavens reflected the gone sun on the snow,
and all was for a time in a great twilight—I took out the horses and
fed them in what shelter I could. Then I make a fire; and near it I
make Madam Mina, now awake and more charming than ever, sit
comfortable amid her rugs. I got ready food: but she would not eat,
simply saying that she had not hunger. I did not press her, knowing
her unavailingness. But I myself eat, for I must needs now be strong
for all. Then, with the fear on me of what might be, I drew a ring so
big for her comfort, round where Madam Mina sat; and over the
ring I passed some of the wafer, and I broke it fine so that all was
well guarded. She sat still all the time—so still as one dead; and she
grew whiter and ever whiter till the snow was not more pale; and no
word she said. But when I drew near, she clung to me, and I could
know that the poor soul shook her from head to feet with a tremor
that was pain to feel. I said to her presently, when she had grown
more quiet:—
“Will you not come over to the fire?” for I wished to make a test
of what she could. She rose obedient, but when she have made a
step she stopped, and stood as one stricken.
“Why not go on?” I asked. She shook her head, and,
coming back, sat down in her place. Then, looking at me with open
eyes, as of one waked from sleep, she said simply:—
“I cannot!” and remained silent. I rejoiced, for I knew that what
she could not, none of those that we dreaded could. Though there
might be danger to her body, yet her soul was safe!
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ever without the Holy circle. Then they began to materialise till—if
God have not take away my reason, for I saw it through my eyes—
there were before me in actual flesh the same three women that
Jonathan saw in the room, when they would have kissed his throat. I
knew the swaying round forms, the bright hard eyes, the white teeth,
the ruddy colour, the voluptuous lips. They smiled ever at poor dear
Madam Mina; and as their laugh came through the silence of the
night, they twined their arms and pointed to her, and said in those
so sweet tingling tones that Jonathan said were of the intolerable
sweetness of the water-glasses:—
“Come, sister. Come to us. Come! Come!” In fear I turned to
my poor Madam Mina, and my heart with gladness leapt like flame;
for oh! the terror in her sweet eyes, the repulsion, the horror, told a
story to my heart that was all of hope. God be thanked she was not,
yet, of them. I seized some of the firewood which was by me, and
holding out some of the Wafer, advanced on them towards the fire.
They drew back before me, and laughed their low horrid laugh. I
fed the fire, and feared them not; for I knew that we were safe within
our protections. They could not approach, me, whilst so armed, nor
Madam Mina whilst she remained within the ring, which she could
not leave no more than they could enter. The horses had ceased to
moan, and lay still on the ground; the snow fell on them softly, and
they grew whiter. I knew that there was for the poor beasts no more
of terror.
And so we remained till the red of the dawn to fall through the
snow-gloom. I was desolate and afraid, and full of woe and terror;
but when that beautiful sun began to climb the horizon life was to
me again. At the first coming of the dawn the horrid figures melted
in the whirling mist and snow; the wreaths of transparent gloom
moved away towards the castle, and were lost.
Instinctively, with the dawn coming, I turned to Madam Mina,
intending to hypnotise her; but she lay in a deep and sudden sleep,
from which I could not wake her. I tried to hypnotise through her
sleep, but she made no response, none at all; and the day broke. I
fear yet to stir. I have made my fire and have seen the horses, they
are all dead. To-day I have much to do here, and I keep waiting till
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the sun is up high; for there may be places where I must go, where
that sunlight, though snow and mist obscure it, will be to me a
safety.
I will strengthen me with breakfast, and then I will to my terrible
work. Madam Mina still sleeps; and, God be thanked! she is calm in
her sleep....
Jonathan Harker’s Journal.
4 November, evening.—The accident to the launch has been a
terrible thing for us. Only for it we should have overtaken the boat
long ago; and by now my dear Mina would have been free. I fear to
think of her, off on the wolds near that horrid place. We have got
horses, and we follow on the track. I note this whilst Godalming is
getting ready. We have our arms. The Szgany must look out if they
mean fight. Oh, if only Morris and Seward were with us. We must
only hope! If I write no more Good-bye, Mina! God bless and
keep you.
Dr. Seward’s Diary.
5 November.—With the dawn we saw the body of Szgany before
us dashing away from the river with their leiter-wagon. They
surrounded it in a cluster, and hurried along as though beset. The
snow is falling lightly and there is a strange excitement in the air. It
may be our own feelings, but the depression is strange. Far off I
hear the howling of wolves; the snow brings them down from the
mountains, and there are dangers to all of us, and from all sides.
The horses are nearly ready, and we are soon off. We ride to death
of some one. God alone knows who, or where, or what, or when, or
how it may be....
Dr. Van Helsing’s Memorandum.
5 November, afternoon.—I am at least sane. Thank God for that
mercy at all events, though the proving it has been dreadful. When I
left Madam Mina sleeping within the Holy circle, I took my way to
the castle. The blacksmith hammer which I took in the carriage
from Veresti was useful; though the doors were all open I broke
them off the rusty hinges, lest some ill-intent or ill-chance should
close them, so that being entered I might not get out. Jonathan’s
bitter experience served me here. By memory of his diary I found
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my way to the old chapel, for I knew that here my work lay. The air
was oppressive; it seemed as if there was some sulphurous fume,
which at times made me dizzy. Either there was a roaring in my ears
or I heard afar off the howl of wolves. Then I bethought me of my
dear Madam Mina, and I was in terrible plight. The dilemma had
me between his horns.
Her, I had not dare to take into this place, but left safe from the
Vampire in that Holy circle; and yet even there would be the wolf ! I
resolve me that my work lay here, and that as to the wolves we must
submit, if it were God’s will. At any rate it was only death and
freedom beyond. So did I choose for her. Had it but been for myself
the choice had been easy, the maw of the wolf were better to rest in
than the grave of the Vampire! So I make my choice to go on with
my work.
I knew that there were at least three graves to find—graves that
are inhabit; so I search, and search, and I find one of them. She lay
in her Vampire sleep, so full of life and voluptuous beauty that I
shudder as though I have come to do murder. Ah, I doubt not that
in old time, when such things were, many a man who set forth to do
such a task as mine, found at the last his heart fail him, and then his
nerve. So he delay, and delay, and delay, till the mere beauty and the
fascination of the wanton Un-Dead have hypnotise him; and he
remain on and on, till sunset come, and the Vampire sleep be over.
Then the beautiful eyes of the fair woman open and look love, and
the voluptuous mouth present to a kiss—and man is weak. And
there remain one more victim in the Vampire fold; one more to
swell the grim and grisly ranks of the Un-Dead!...
There is some fascination, surely, when I am moved by the mere
presence of such an one, even lying as she lay in a tomb fretted with
age and heavy with the dust of centuries, though there be that
horrid odour such as the lairs of the Count have had. Yes, I was
moved—I, Van Helsing, with all my purpose and with my motive
for hate—I was moved to a yearning for delay which seemed to
paralyse my faculties and to clog my very soul. It may have been
that the need of natural sleep, and the strange oppression of the air
were beginning to overcome me. Certain it was that I was lapsing
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into sleep, the open-eyed sleep of one who yields to a sweet fascina‐
tion, when there came through the snow-stilled air a long, low wail,
so full of woe and pity that it woke me like the sound of a clarion.
For it was the voice of my dear Madam Mina that I heard.
Then I braced myself again to my horrid task, and found by
wrenching away tomb-tops one other of the sisters, the other dark
one. I dared not pause to look on her as I had on her sister, lest once
more I should begin to be enthrall; but I go on searching until, pres‐
ently, I find in a high great tomb as if made to one much beloved
that other fair sister which, like Jonathan I had seen to gather
herself out of the atoms of the mist. She was so fair to look on, so
radiantly beautiful, so exquisitely voluptuous, that the very instinct
of man in me, which calls some of my sex to love and to protect one
of hers, made my head whirl with new emotion. But God be
thanked, that soul-wail of my dear Madam Mina had not died out
of my ears; and, before the spell could be wrought further upon me,
I had nerved myself to my wild work. By this time I had searched all
the tombs in the chapel, so far as I could tell; and as there had been
only three of these Un-Dead phantoms around us in the night, I
took it that there were no more of active Un-Dead existent. There
was one great tomb more lordly than all the rest; huge it was, and
nobly proportioned. On it was but one word
DRACULA.
This then was the Un-Dead home of the King-Vampire, to
whom so many more were due. Its emptiness spoke eloquent to
make certain what I knew. Before I began to restore these women to
their dead selves through my awful work, I laid in Dracula’s tomb
some of the Wafer, and so banished him from it, Un-Dead, for ever.
Then began my terrible task, and I dreaded it. Had it been but
one, it had been easy, comparative. But three! To begin twice more
after I had been through a deed of horror; for if it was terrible with
the sweet Miss Lucy, what would it not be with these strange ones
who had survived through centuries, and who had been strength‐
ened by the passing of the years; who would, if they could, have
fought for their foul lives....
Oh, my friend John, but it was butcher work; had I not been
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after looking intently till a snow fall made sight impossible, he laid
his Winchester rifle ready for use against the boulder at the opening
of our shelter. “They are all converging,” he said. “When the time
comes we shall have gypsies on all sides.” I got out my revolver
ready to hand, for whilst we were speaking the howling of wolves
came louder and closer. When the snow storm abated a moment we
looked again. It was strange to see the snow falling in such heavy
flakes close to us, and beyond, the sun shining more and more
brightly as it sank down towards the far mountain tops. Sweeping
the glass all around us I could see here and there dots moving singly
and in twos and threes and larger numbers—the wolves were gath‐
ering for their prey.
Every instant seemed an age whilst we waited. The wind came
now in fierce bursts, and the snow was driven with fury as it swept
upon us in circling eddies. At times we could not see an arm’s length
before us; but at others, as the hollow-sounding wind swept by us, it
seemed to clear the air-space around us so that we could see afar off.
We had of late been so accustomed to watch for sunrise and sunset,
that we knew with fair accuracy when it would be; and we knew that
before long the sun would set. It was hard to believe that by our
watches it was less than an hour that we waited in that rocky shelter
before the various bodies began to converge close upon us. The
wind came now with fiercer and more bitter sweeps, and more
steadily from the north. It seemingly had driven the snow clouds
from us, for, with only occasional bursts, the snow fell. We could
distinguish clearly the individuals of each party, the pursued and the
pursuers. Strangely enough those pursued did not seem to realise, or
at least to care, that they were pursued; they seemed, however, to
hasten with redoubled speed as the sun dropped lower and lower on
the mountain tops.
Closer and closer they drew. The Professor and I crouched down
behind our rock, and held our weapons ready; I could see that he
was determined that they should not pass. One and all were quite
unaware of our presence.
All at once two voices shouted out to: “Halt!” One was my
Jonathan’s, raised in a high key of passion; the other Mr. Morris’
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strong resolute tone of quiet command. The gypsies may not have
known the language, but there was no mistaking the tone, in what‐
ever tongue the words were spoken. Instinctively they reined in, and
at the instant Lord Godalming and Jonathan dashed up at one side
and Dr. Seward and Mr. Morris on the other. The leader of the
gypsies, a splendid-looking fellow who sat his horse like a centaur,
waved them back, and in a fierce voice gave to his companions some
word to proceed. They lashed the horses which sprang forward; but
the four men raised their Winchester rifles, and in an unmistakable
way commanded them to stop. At the same moment Dr. Van
Helsing and I rose behind the rock and pointed our weapons at
them. Seeing that they were surrounded the men tightened their
reins and drew up. The leader turned to them and gave a word at
which every man of the gypsy party drew what weapon he carried,
knife or pistol, and held himself in readiness to attack. Issue was
joined in an instant.
The leader, with a quick movement of his rein, threw his horse
out in front, and pointing first to the sun—now close down on the
hill tops—and then to the castle, said something which I did not
understand. For answer, all four men of our party threw themselves
from their horses and dashed towards the cart. I should have felt
terrible fear at seeing Jonathan in such danger, but that the ardour
of battle must have been upon me as well as the rest of them; I felt
no fear, but only a wild, surging desire to do something. Seeing the
quick movement of our parties, the leader of the gypsies gave a
command; his men instantly formed round the cart in a sort of
undisciplined endeavour, each one shouldering and pushing the
other in his eagerness to carry out the order.
In the midst of this I could see that Jonathan on one side of the
ring of men, and Quincey on the other, were forcing a way to the
cart; it was evident that they were bent on finishing their task
before the sun should set. Nothing seemed to stop or even to
hinder them. Neither the levelled weapons nor the flashing knives
of the gypsies in front, nor the howling of the wolves behind,
appeared to even attract their attention. Jonathan’s impetuosity,
and the manifest singleness of his purpose, seemed to overawe
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those in front of him; instinctively they cowered, aside and let him
pass. In an instant he had jumped upon the cart, and, with a
strength which seemed incredible, raised the great box, and flung it
over the wheel to the ground. In the meantime, Mr. Morris had
had to use force to pass through his side of the ring of Szgany. All
the time I had been breathlessly watching Jonathan I had, with the
tail of my eye, seen him pressing desperately forward, and had seen
the knives of the gypsies flash as he won a way through them, and
they cut at him. He had parried with his great bowie knife, and at
first I thought that he too had come through in safety; but as he
sprang beside Jonathan, who had by now jumped from the cart, I
could see that with his left hand he was clutching at his side, and
that the blood was spurting through his fingers. He did not delay
notwithstanding this, for as Jonathan, with desperate energy,
attacked one end of the chest, attempting to prize off the lid with
his great Kukri knife, he attacked the other frantically with his
bowie. Under the efforts of both men the lid began to yield; the
nails drew with a quick screeching sound, and the top of the box
was thrown back.
By this time the gypsies, seeing themselves covered by the
Winchesters, and at the mercy of Lord Godalming and Dr. Seward,
had given in and made no resistance. The sun was almost down on
the mountain tops, and the shadows of the whole group fell long
upon the snow. I saw the Count lying within the box upon the earth,
some of which the rude falling from the cart had scattered over him.
He was deathly pale, just like a waxen image, and the red eyes
glared with the horrible vindictive look which I knew too well.
As I looked, the eyes saw the sinking sun, and the look of hate in
them turned to triumph.
But, on the instant, came the sweep and flash of Jonathan’s
great knife. I shrieked as I saw it shear through the throat; whilst at
the same moment Mr. Morris’s bowie knife plunged into the heart.
It was like a miracle; but before our very eyes, and almost in the
drawing of a breath, the whole body crumble into dust and passed
from our sight.
I shall be glad as long as I live that even in that moment of final
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birthday is the same day as that on which Quincey Morris died. His
mother holds, I know, the secret belief that some of our brave
friend’s spirit has passed into him. His bundle of names links all our
little band of men together; but we call him Quincey.
In the summer of this year we made a journey to Transylvania,
and went over the old ground which was, and is, to us so full of vivid
and terrible memories. It was almost impossible to believe that the
things which we had seen with our own eyes and heard with our
own ears were living truths. Every trace of all that had been was
blotted out. The castle stood as before, reared high above a waste of
desolation.
When we got home we were talking of the old time—which we
could all look back on without despair, for Godalming and Seward
are both happily married. I took the papers from the safe where
they had been ever since our return so long ago. We were struck
with the fact, that in all the mass of material of which the record is
composed, there is hardly one authentic document; nothing but a
mass of typewriting, except the later note-books of Mina and
Seward and myself, and Van Helsing’s memorandum. We could
hardly ask any one, even did we wish to, to accept these as proofs of
so wild a story. Van Helsing summed it all up as he said, with our
boy on his knee:—
“We want no proofs; we ask none to believe us! This boy will
some day know what a brave and gallant woman his mother is.
Already he knows her sweetness and loving care; later on he will
understand how some men so loved her, that they did dare much for
her sake.”
Jonathan Harker.
THE END