My Mystery

My questions is why you Rio.Why do I get sleepless nights when we argue at night .Why do my heart skip a
beat every time I see your name pop up on my phone.Why do I always smile when I see your face.Why do I
blush whenever I hear your voice .Why do I cry whenever we ain’t in talking terms .Why do I always brag
about you to all my friends. Why did I make you my best pal.Why did I choose you.Why did I have to trust
you.Why did I have to fall for you .Why did I have to feel lost without you.Why do my days get ruined
whenever I don’t receive a message from you. I haven’t seen your face in 2 months but I still can define you
in and out. Why am I always thinking about you when I wake and when I sleep too. Why is it that it’s hurts
me whenever I here you were with girls for the day. I don’t expect to be the only girl you talk to but why
does it affect to just know you have some you talk to as well. Why can I not do all this . Why do I keep
choosing you over over again. It’s never an option between two but it’s always you. Isn’t crazy you broke my
heart once upon a time but instead of decreasing the affection increased . Isn’t it crazy that I am miles away
but I still feel you close to me . Isn’t it insane Everytime I watch blue movies I get horny and think of you only
. Isn’t it silly how I find it hard to rest when I know you are mad at me. Isn’t it crazy that we are not together
anymore but I still have the same feelings. Isn’t it crazy to stick for someone I know is out of reach and will
probably see after months . The time you used to spend a week away I used to lose I’m just imagining how I
am going to handle more months coz these 2 are torture . Isn’t it crazy how I found fun in troubling you and
having fun playing rugby with you and you were always my best partner in the sport . Isn’t it shocking that
I’m actually feeling so sad and empty bcz I am so far away . Isn’t it crazy that I named you my soulmate and
funny how I’m so determined that my fantasy will come to light . Isn’t it crazy that I’m only 17 and already
madly in love . I still can’t answer myself as to why I love Rio Thomas out of all the boys in the world . Isn’t it
funny that I miss seeing your wide smile that will be filled with joy . Isn’t it crazy that I miss being in your
arm coz I made them my home . Isn’t it crazy that I’m not your girlfriend but I miss kissing you I miss you
calling me babe coz it sounds great when it came from you only. Isn’t it crazy that love will drive me nuts one
day . Maybe I’m the one going crazy and hallucinating but I’m sure you can be of my aid am I really going or
I’m just in love or I’m just obsessed or maybe insane . I feel scared to reply saying I love you too when we
you say you love me bcz I’m just scared you might think I’m lying . The reason why I always say love is a
beautiful thing is because I got from without having to make an effort and without forcing things too with
you I can always be my goofy and silly self with you I feel free to be who I wanna be with you it’s hard and
horrible but always amazing and comforting and I adore the competitiveness you have towards me that’s a
mutual undeniable feeling of good connection you can get boring you can get irritating you get on my nerve
but because I know you it’s something I got used coz you the funny person on earth and who knows me well
you are that one person who understands my pain my joy and my sorrow you can be cruel but you got
emotions too and your impurities make you who you are but what are you and what have you done to me
coz you got me going crazy lately ……

Why you Blue why you!!!!!