Danger Minsung
Danger Minsung
Summary
Dr.Lee M and Jisung have now escaped the mental ward but with this means life is never
the way it was before. Sometimes love is dangerous but for him, it's worth it to Minho
because of Jisung. Now to stay safe, they must keep lowkey, will they make it out alive or
will they end up like romeo and juliet? Find out in the second book of 'Mentally ill for your
love' series
Notes
This is the second book of Mental ♤ Minsung book, the companion stories to this is
'Risk~★ Hyunlix' and 'Wings /~| Bangchan ×Raven'. This has been posted on Wattpad
before but I know not everyone has wattpad either so that's why I'm posting it on here.
Mystery people and new sights
Jisung's Pov¡
I can tell that Hyunjin is getting anxious and worried about Felix as he drums his fingers on the
handles. Minho told me that he would get out here alright. But now I don't know about that. I try to
open the door "Chan, the door isn't opening.."
"Yeah because I put the childlock on it. You are not going anywhere, let then handle this. Hyunjin
might be free to leave but you weren't. Don't make me use handcuffs that Felix gave me" He warns
me with his eyebrow raised.
Yeah anymore I believe that he's definitely a mix of both of Felix and Hyunjin's personality.
Hyunjin pulls out his phone as Chan rolls down the window moving his finger across his throat
while giving him a death stare. Hyunjin just gives him the middle finger before continuing his
conversation.
"That boy never listens to shit. I swear. We do not need another person to come into this plan
because I mean what the fuck are we going to do with that boy? Whoever he is calling could turn
on us any moment." Chan says annoyed. Ohhh shit, he is going to end up killing him.
"Chan, please don't kill him. We don't need the police on us for more than one thing. Just calm
down and see how this plays out" I am curious to see who he brings out here because there are
sides that we haven't seen of him yet.
A few minutes later a boy with short black hair and tattoos comes on his motocycle. Oh so another
one of the motocycle club, woo hoo.
"Boy that just shouts trouble. Way to go Hyunjin. Bring a delinquent in this operation, because why
not add to this?" Chan mumbles as he bangs his head on the steering wheel.
Should he even be surprised at this point? I mean, they have known each other since they were in
middle school after all. Hyunjin gets off his bike as the boy hugs him as he lifts him off of the
ground.
Well at least he is strong but it seems like he is a softie, it's just the tattoos give him a bad
reputation I think. I don't know if Hyunjin would keep those type of people around though. He is a
bit too mouthy sometimes, but for him to keep bad people around with him being protective of
Yongbok, I doubt it.
"Chan calm down, you are going to give yourself a stroke. I mean what about Minho and Felix
though? Are you sure they are okay? I mean maybe someone should help us. He put trust in us all
but here we are, we should rescue him."
He sighs as he looks down at the knife on his thigh. Are we just all a gang of suicidal people right
now? I see Hyunjin handing him a key.
The announcement of a code brown comes through the intercom. What the hell does that mean?
"Who the fuck is he?" I ask him as I roll down the window.
"His name is Choi Raven. He is a old friend of mine and a gang I was in. He was the medic of the
group so he can help Yongbok if anything went wrong and he knows how to defend himself. He is
a good guy and I trusted him with my life many times. Don't worry" Gang? What the fuck?
¿Minho's Pov¿
I inject the medicine in her neck as she falls to the ground "YANG JEONGIN. CALL SOMEONE
TO HANDLE HER. KIM SEUNGMIN, WATCH THESE FUCKING CAMERAS MORE" I yell
at them before the boy gives me the death stare. I raise my eyebrow at him as I watch him
carefully.
Blood is now getting out of from his wound as the boy wraps his arm around Yongbok's waist. He
better not do anything funny.
I take my knife out of my hoister just in case as he passes me the boy whispers "Put the knife
away. I'm not a threat" He side eyes me before walking into the elevator. I follow them as I don't
know exactly where he is going.
I'm keeping a good eye on this boy. "You hurt Yongbok and I swear it will be the end of you" the
boy laughs silently shaking his head. He looks over at me smirking. Cocky son of a bitch.
His voice is slightly gravely and deep when he speaks "You have no clue. I'm here to save your ass
not to kidnap you. You think I want to be here? I wouldn't even send my sick goldfish in this place"
Yeah he got that right with a suspicious asshole for the owner of this hellhole.
The boy looks down at his wound as it gushes out blood. This isn't good, he is loosing blood too
fast. I can't see where she stabbed him"Press it down harder. With the amount of blood you are
loosing, you will be dead in 10 minutes if you don't clot it." He says to Felix. He knows what he is
talking about at least.
"Minho, get your ass over here and press on this wound hard enough to clot but not enough to
hurt." How does he know my name? He shouldn't know my true name.
"Stalker? Don't be barking orders at me. You are not my boss and dare to speak like that again?" I
swear this boy needs a real attitude check. I am about to show it to him quickly too.
"Oh I do, I can guarantee that you won't win this fight. Now shut up, now is not the time to be
bitching unless you want Yongbok dead." The boy says as he must have picked up his name when
I accidentally said it. But I wouldn't hold my breath on that one.
The boy transfers Yongbok to me slowly and carefully as he steals Yongbok's ID. Where is he
heading with this? Its not it will make me anymind but oh well. He holds his phone up to his ear
before going into the room that stores the blood.
He comes out with a blood bag as he runs back to the in patient door with the key. Hyunjin is
behind this mystery person.. I'm not sure if I trust this guy yet.
"Yongbok, are you okay?" I stare at him as I reach down as I feel for his wound. I feel the warm
blood gush onto my hand as I feel where the hole is. I can't feel how deep it is which concerns me.
She could have just nicked a artery or something along that line. I just hope she didn't hit any
organs.
He sucks in a breath as I hit the stabwound. "Minho, hand off of the wound until I can look at it."
This mystery guy.
"And are you the doctor here?" I raise a eyebrow at him. He sure in the hell is not going to tell me
where I can and can't do.
The boy kicks open the door as Hyunjin is on a motocycle. That man just keeps on surprising me. I
thought he was just a sporty nerd or popular boy. Not one that rides motorcycles and runs with
whatever that guy is.
"Hyun, he's bleeding so you might need to hurry. I got a blood bag to give him a transfusion." The
man says quickly as he starts up his own motocycle. Yup he knows Hyunjin, that's for sure.
I get into the car as I shut the door behind me. What in the hell is that dude's problem?
"Chan, step on it, or would you like me to drive? Maybe you'll get out of your grandpa phase that
way." Hyunjin places a helmet on Felix. And that's until he passes out before Chan nor Hyunjin can
drive.
Risky behavior
¿Minho's Pov¿
Shit. Yongbok is passed out cold, I run out of the car as Jisung gets out watching to see what is
happening. That boy comes up next to Hyunjin as he removes the helmet.
"We just need to get down the road and give him that blood. I stole the needles and shit to get it in
his system. I have to treat the wound before hand though." The boy says as he grabs Felix by his
arms as he motions for me to grab his legs. I pick him up as we bring him inside the car.
Once we set down Yongbok, I go back over to Hyunjin, does he seriously think he can think
straight and drive? Nope he is not doing that,we don't need almost two dead people.
"What Minho? We don't have much time." I am about to shove that motor up his ass if he revs it
one more time. I sigh before saying this. If he takes this the wrong way and hurts Yongbok, I'll
sure have a word with him.
"Go in the car with Chan. I'll ride with Jisung on the bike. I know how to drive it, I drive one
myself all the time but I don't drive it to work. I know you want to be with Yongbok and I don't
want you to crash "
Jisung is still standing by the car staring at me on the motorcycle. What is he-ohh he's never been
on one before so it probably is giving him anxiety.
The boy goes over to Jisung and places the helmet on his head. "I'm sorry, dude but he has two
hands, I can fix it for him so hands off." I snap at him as Jisung is still frozen in fear. Jisung
approaches me and I hold his face gently "It's okay, you are safe with me."
He gets on the motocycle as I turn around so that I can face him. I fix his helmet first then quickly
turn back around. He is looking too damn hot in that black t-shirt and blue jeans. If this wasn't a
dire situation then I would so kiss him until the sun went down.
I reach behind me as I grab his two hands as I pull him closer resting his hands on my waist.
"Jisung, you might want to hold onto me tight now. I don't want you to fall off."
Jisung silently laughs as he whispers as he now has his slim body up against my back now. "Are
you sure it's not because you want my hands all over your body?" Dirty thoughts keep away...
This whole time we were doing this Hyunjin and Chan are fussing at each other. I have a feeling
this is a often thing and this is what I have to live with? Great, even better.
Chan slips into the backseat. I begin to drive as I follow them with the guy way behind us, I figure
that its Hyunjin's friend but why is he coming along?
Jisung's hands slip down my waist slowly as I try my hardest to focus. Where the hell is Hyunjin
taking us? All that there is to see is trees and a empty road which must make him cocky enough to
drive worse than a race car driver.
Jisung's hands start to slightly play with my belt as he kisses my neck. "Jisung please, I'm trying to
drive. You are turning me on too much. I might just be tempted to pull this thing over if you don't
stop."
"I'm not doing anything, Minho" He whispers up against my neck. Sure mr.innocent, he could do
nothing dirty...
Hyunjin quickly swerves the car into a ditch. Are you kidding me right now? I swear, I am not
going to drive into the ditch like this wreckless idiot. What the hell is he thinking?
I turn off the motorcycle as I take off my helmet and Jisung's. "Are they okay?" Jisung asks with
his eyes closed.
"No clue because I'm afraid Chan might kill Hyunjin first." We slowly walk down the ditch as I
take Jisung's hand into mine for 'safety' or at least that's what I told him.
Really I just wanted to hold his hand. Damn he's looking too good and I just want to touch him in
any form that I can. It's kinda soothing for both of us.
The boy comes running down with the supplies as we slowly follow behind him. I mean honestly
it's not like we are truly needed here as that boy and Chan are down there.
¡Jisung's Pov¡
The boy understands takes Yongbok out of the car and onto the grass as he goes through his
supplies. I kneel down where Yongbok is in the grass. His shirt is pretty much bled through as his
blonde fluffy hair is messy as hell.
The boy sticks his finger into Yongbok's wound for a moment as he moves it around. He's deep in
thought, I don't think he is a doctor though.
Yongbok wakes back up as he curses "Son of bitch, what are you doing?" He raises up which just
makes me weak in the knees just thinking about it. I closed my eyes as I place my head on Minho's
shoulder.
The boy laughs and says something but I can't say that I was truly paying attention since why
should I?
Hyunjin smiles laughing a little as he says. "Even with a stabwound and Raven's hand in you, you
still have your attitude. Just hold out a bit longer, he should be done here soon." Raven is his name
huh? Well then that all I need to really know. He's under fine hands anyways.
Will Yongbok be okay? I mean I just hope he doesn't die or anything. Minho leads me into the
woods a bit as he pins me against a tree. "Minho what are you doing? We are going to get lost in
here soon" I ask him as he looks at my eyes then down at my lips.
"Doing something that I have been meaning to do since I got out of that dull place". What? He
kisses my roughly as his hands stray down to my hips. My body begins to tingle as he moves his
hand under my shirt.
I pull away from the kiss as I kiss his neck slowly in a long trail down his collarbone. I grab his
belt as I am using it as a advantage to pull him so that our bodies are now touching each other.
"Are you sure you want to play with fire?" He whispers in my ear.
Burning up
Chapter Summary
¿Minho's Pov¿
This time there is adrenaline in our systems and nothing can technically stop us from going to 0 to
100 real quick if he wishes to. "If playing with fire meaning that I get to kiss you and l-"
He blinks multiple times as he must have let something about his internal feelings slip. I have to do
something to make sure he doesn't get too nervous. He needs me to touch him more.
I wrap my arms loosely around his neck. His heart is pounding out of his chest but that just means
Jisung could be upset or too nervous.
"If that means I get to give you the love you deserve, then let me burn as we dance in that flame all
night" He whispers in my ear then pulls me in for a passionate kiss.
His tongue grazes over my lip sending shivers down my spine. He departs from the kiss as he looks
at me in the eyes. This makes me want to kick into dominance but maybe this isn't what he truly
wants.
I mean he hasn't been with any other man before, maybe he is just confused since I introduced him
into this world.
Jisung slips out from my pin as he lays on the ground stomping his feet cutely as he whines
"Minhooo, take mee" Is this dude serious right now? "Don't make me get louder, Minho. I can let
this whole forest hear"
Let's face it, Raven wouldn't give a damn, Chan is probably wishing he had booze,Felix is most
likely in pain, and I know for a fact Hyunjin is next to Felix.
"Dumb boy, you have to remember trees don't hear but if they did, they are about to hear your
moans if you don't stop being a brat." I smirk as he rolls his eyes as I kneel down next to him.
"Just do your worst Minho." He glances at me as his eyes are fixed at my privates. This man does
have a dirty mind for sure.
"Look Jisung, the thing is, with no relationship here, I feel kind of guilty as it feels like I'm using
you for pleasure or in general. I don't want to have false hope." I look over to the side as Jisung
laughs a little.
"Are you sure that you aren't the crazy one?" What is he talking about this time? He pulls me
closer by my doctor's coat making me get real close to his face.
Jisung looks me in the eyes as he says "You haven't got the clue yet. I will commit to you cus I
want to. I only said that back then because I didn't want you to get attached to me and hold you
back" He whispers to me.
What did he just say? What did does think I have been doing this for? This boy drives me insane, I
mean fuck, I never hardly kiss anyone. Changbin and Jeongin are the only people I have kissed and
that was in college.
"Okay before we do anything more frisky, let's solve this confusion then. What the hell are you
thinking? Because you will never hold me back. You became the reason I looked forward to work
and the future. You are my inspiration"
¡Jisung's Pov¡
Am I really hearing him right? I can't believe he just said that. I mean I thought he was just helping
me out or got caught up in the moment and it's not what I expected.
"Then I got one question to ask, will you be my boyfriend because I want to keep you forever" Ahh
what am I saying? It's so fucking cheesy.
His face turns blood red as he blushes. But what I said was the truth because he makes me want to
spend that long with him and even that would be too short.
"And what if I say yes? Will you be happy?" He smirks as he teases me. Even after I confess to
him, he still can tease me? He is a different breed of human I think.
I sit up from laying down on the ground as I pull myself really close to his face. Close enough to
have our lips almost touch. Two can play this game. "The happiest person in the world. All my
goals would be accomplished then" I whisper to him.
Minho looks me in the eyes "Tempting me like that is like putting fire out with gas. So yes." He
whispers back as he puts his hand on the back of my head to make my lips go on his. He kiss me
rough and slow as I slowly lean back. His other hand is on my back as I lay down onto the leafy
ground.
He slowly slips his warm hand under my shirt as he explores my chest. He kisses me deeper as his
mouth explores mine. He gets onto my lap as he straddles me. He breaks the kiss as he takes off
my shirt.
"Jisung, you are a work of art." Minho whispers to me. He kisses my neck as he makes a slow path
down. He sucks my collarbone making me moan as I dig my fingers into the dirt. "Let's me take
care of that horny problem baby that's if you want to. We aren't taking that virginity though. Not
yet" He winks.
His hands glide down to my belt as he unbuckles it "Any kinks?" He asks me as I shrug. He's only
my second kiss so I'm still learning with him.
I pull his shirt up as I toss his shirt over where mine is. I lean up a bit so I can give him a couple of
marks myself just to claim him as mine. I know how sometimes he can get jealous.
His fingers slowly swirl around my hip bone making it tingle and my pants feel tighter. "Alright,
well you know how to use that mouth for something" He whispers. I just need to find the spot that
is sensitive to him if he has one.
I slowly kiss down his chest until my mouth reaches his nipple. I swirl my tongue around gently
and slowly as he closes his eyes as he grips my hips. I think I may be hitting something inside him.
I flicker my tongue faster as he moans in pleasure. Bingo, his moans are like music to my ears
because I can never figure out how to pleasure him because he never gives anything away like my
body does.
Let's see if anything else kicks him off. While I'm doing that with my tongue, my hands travel
down to his ass as I lightly squeeze his ass then his thighs. His thighs are what gave off an reaction
though.
He moans again as his head leans back. "Jisung" He's going into over drive obviously as I can feel
him on my pants. His hands dip down into my underwear as he jerks his hands up and down fast
and hard. I buck my hips up into his hand as I moan a little bit.
I start to hear footsteps but it could be my imagination as we both continue faster. At this rate, we
might have a mess in more than one way.
Pins and needles
¿Minho's Pov¿
Jisung left a couple of hickeys on my throat and chest as I rub him faster. His hands go down to my
hips as he unbuckles my belt and unbuttons the jean button. His hand slips down my pants as he
goes past my dick where it's throbbing for him and instead rubs my thigh.
He can tell where my weakness is,I think. He draws me closer as he kisses me passionately and
rough. I feel his hand slowly slip into my underwear as his slim long fingers wrap around my dick
as he pumps up and down my hard dick. Between him being rough with me and the placement of
his hands I can feel myself getting closer and closer to cumming.
I hear footsteps but we both are so close that why stop? "Motherfucker, this is what I catch you two
doing? I swear I am two seconds away from running away. Put on your shirts and yourselves
together, it's time to be on the road again. It wasn't a fuck me pitstop because of you two being
horny." Chan says before walking away.
He breaks the kiss as he whispers to me "Should we continue? Chan did want us on the road after
all."
"Like fuck I'm listening to him right now. There is no way I am going into the car with a hard on."
I responded to him as I feel him still hard against my hand as well as I begin to jerk him off slowly
just to tease him.
A small whimper came out of him "Harder Minho" He whines which makes my dick twitch a bit.
His needy attuide and his moans are just making me closer. I sigh stopping before I pull his pants
down some before I blow him. "Fuck Minho" He screws his dick quickly before warm cum comes
out.
I swallow taking my mouth off of his dick before he began to roughly jerk me off with one hand
before pulling the tip out of my underwear and licking it very quickly before I came into his hand.
Jisung is blushing as we pull ourselves togher and put our clothes back on before walking to the
motorcycle again. Raven stares at us smirking. Guess Chan told him,guess what, don't care.
After a few minutes of driving, we pull into an old looking tattoo and piercing parlor. Where the
hell did Hyunjin take us this time? The brick building sure has seen the better days as one of their
doors are shattered and the sign is barely hanging on.
I walk up to Hyunjin as I ask him "What kind of rundown place is this? Am I going to get a
infection from this place?"
Hyunjin rolls his eyes at me, his eyes are going to run away from him. I know I would if I were his
eyes. "Yeah because I would bring everyone including myself to a place that would do that.
Because I want to kill everyone. Just move your whiny ass" Whiny? Me? Maybe he should look in
the mirror because I'm just looking out for my health.
I walk in with Jisung after Hyunjin,Felix and Chan. The place is pretty small inside with only two
tattoo chairs and one in the backroom as someone announced that they could take one of us back.
I'm not leaving Jisung in the hands of these weirdos that are filled with tattoos.
Hyunjin and Felix go first after Felix had a bright idea of having a couple tattoo with Hyunjin as
well. "Raven or Bang Chan,how about you go to the tattoo chair first before we do because I'm
probably just going to wait until Hyunjin and Felix are done." I tell them as I sit down in a chair.
Raven nods as he stands up walking to the backroom with Chan. Why is he going back there with
him? I mean it's not like he's a little kid. Shit I bet that boy started with tattoos when he was 13. I
sure in the hell wouldn't worry about it like that.
Hyunjin and Felix finish up as Hyunjin pats my shoulder smirking "Do you need a swig of booze or
are you going to chicken out?"
"Never. Besides, it's not my first time." Which is the truth. I have a tattoo saying "Never give up
hope" on my wrist. Might not have been a good idea to do it there but it hasn't killed me yet.
"Huh?"Jisung looks at me confused as he stands up with me taking his hand in mine. I show him
the tattoo "Never knew you were so tough Minho" I laugh as I shake my head.
"So what are you two doing?" A guy named Jungha says to me, Ash will work on Jisung. I'm
pretty sure that these guys have been in a gang before.
"Black hearts on the pinkie on the left hand for me. Also can you do me a favor and check my
tongue piercing? I need to make sure the hole is still fine" Jisung's head whipped around quickly as
I open my mouth as I sticked out my tongue. The guy puts on his gloves as he takes out the
piercing, touching it gently looking on both sides.
"Seems fine. You have been taking good care of it. Whoever pierced it did a good job actually."
Junha slips the piercing back in as I stick my tongue back into my mouth. "Any piercings today
Mr.Han?" Hyunjin sure knows how to run his mouth well.
"Lip ring corner of the right lip and then the black tattoo on the pinkie, right hand." Jisung tells
him. Wow who knew he wanted that sort of thing. I mean Felix, I can see the sunshine doing the
helix piercing but Jisung? Well whatever makes him happy.
¡Jisung's Pov¡
A while later Chan gives us a tour of his house as Raven and him bicker slightly. My bi radar is
going off with them as they bicker with each other but I'm not barking up that tree. That's his
business not mine.
Minho and I walk into the bedroom as there is a dresser on the right side of the wall so that the
dresser is facing the bed.
The bed has black sheets and a comforter, the head and footboard are this pretty color of light
brown wood. It almost reminds me of a place that you would only see on TV that is a once in a
lifetime kind of thing. But only one bed.
"Minho,are you okay with staying in the same bed with me? I mean if you're not, I can always
sleep on the couch." Minho slides his bag over near the dresser as he wraps his arms around my
waist.
"Of course I'm fine with it love, if you are that is" I rub his hand as he kisses my neck. "How about
tonight I cook dinner for all of us and celebrate getting you out that horrible place."
Today has honestly been the best day of my life with Minho becoming my boyfriend,getting out of
that asylum and now having people who care for each other like family.
I nod at him as he picks me up gently off my feet and lays me down on the bed. The bed honestly
feels so soft, like feathers almost but anything is good compared to the mattress at that mental ward
that is close to spearing an organ.
Minho kisses me gently as he hovers over me. Everything is setting into place again, that's until the
door unlocks, breaking the moment. Raven peaks his head through the door.
"Don't you know locked doors and silence probably means don't come in? Not to pick a lock and
come in when you get damn well and ready." Minho is obviously pissed as he stops hovering over
me and sits down. He places his hand on my thigh staring him down. God he's worse than a guard
dog sometimes.
"Han, Chan is looking for you. He said he wants to try something out as a trial thing? Or
something to do with music. Just go to his studio downstairs. " Raven says, totally ignoring Minho.
What is so important that he needs me to come in there? Surely nothing is wrong right?
I got out of bed after kissing Minho one last time. Raven was done after he delivered the message
so I guess that saved a whole fight for now.
I rushed down the stairs turning the corner and opened the door to Chan's studio. "Chan, what's
wrong?"
"Just come over here for a second. We have a few things to talk about."
Just the way you are
¡Jisung's Pov¡
There are some memories that still stick with me to this day. There was a traumatic time but there
were also good times beforehand. I would say that if I could turn back time that I would do things
differently, but no I wouldn't.
I mean yes I miss my parents, but at the same time, my biggest dream has been accomplished. I
found someone that I love and a true family. Those types of things are irreplaceable.
¡Jisung¡:age 10
It's been a month since my parents death and my girlfriend Jennie, I haven't seen for a month since
somehow I pissed her off. Something about me being emotional now that I think about it,she was
being a bitch. I walk through the halls as I see people whispering about me while I walk through.
Mr.Won's class was the same as it always has but I can't ignore the people now calling me the
freak or loser. I'm not the one to really socialize too much either, I rather just keep to myself. Less
troublesome that way but at the same time,now I feel like they are needed.
There are times that I wish I could sink away into an abyss of darkness. How long until I break? I
can't take all this bullying. The class is finally over and a kid comes up to me dousing me in red
paint "you murderer. How dare you kill your own parents."
"I swear to you, I didn't kill my parents. Why would I? I mean I'm 10 for heaven sake. What makes
you think I did?"
"Because you were the only one in the house. There was no sign of forced entry. Killer killer looks
in the mirror" I just shake my head wiping away the red paint off of my face before walking to the
rooftop.
This is it. I can't take it anymore. Today is the day. I walk towards the ledge as I take off my shoes.
I glance down at the two people that are talking to each other by the door. I'm afraid of heights but
I can't stand this hell anymore. Just let me grieve and process things.
I put one foot forward when Jennie screams a blood curdling scream "Jisung please get down. I beg
you" I place my foot back onto the ledge as I turn around to face her.
"Why should I? Because you say so? Because you want someone to tease or brag about? Because
things will get better. It's a fairytale Jennie" except it wasn't, my mindset was off but spending
years to process and to pick up broken pieces worked.
"Because Jisung I love you and you still have a lot to live for" She didn't love me, but she was right
aboig the other part
"Do you? Because we are almost 11, how do we know what love is? But I have to deal with this all
the time. Where the hell were you when I needed you the most?"
She shakes her head "good luck then. I'll visit you at your funeral if you do it." She says then walks
away. Yeah she sure did good. I thought when that happened that we were over.
Two men in white coats came up a couple of moments later and grabbed me off of the ledge. I
tried and tried to get away from them. I could have been happy and not bullied but no. Why would
I?
¿Minho's Pov¿
I don't quite recall the exact age when mother went crazy. I remember that she used to talk to
herself at first and then had hallucinations and disorientation. Slowly she began to lose her mind.
This is why I wanted to become a doctor, to help her. I found out later in life that she is
schizophrenic and couldn't be trusted alone.
I remember everything that happened that day that dad took her away to a psych ward. That day
and those days until I moved away to college, are the reason why I was always so independent.
That's until I got closer to Jisung and I slowly began to open up and depend on him.
I walked out of my room after my father came back home, I saw everything because dad always left
me with her. It drove me crazy that I couldn't help her. It pained me that I couldn't do anything for
her. That's why after Jeongin broke up with me, I would never trust or get close to anyone else. But
that was before Yongbok and Jisung came into my life.
He walks in as he runs his hand through his dark brown hair "You caused this,you couldn't watch
her. You're too weak Minho. How will you ever survive on your own if you're depending on
anyone? " He begins to yell at me.
I just stood there stone faced because if I showed the smallest bit of emotion, he would hit me
because he thought that it was weakness. Jisung brought emotions out and at first I hated that but in
the end I just accepted it.
"Aren't you going to say something bastard? Tell me something, why do you hate your mom so
much that you put her in there. You drove her insane" I didn't drive her insane, I found out through
looking through records that she had a miscarriage a few years after my birth.
That's what made it sink in at first but then she lost her mother and then it hits the fan. After she
didn't know what was going on, my father started in on that. He was breaking from stress and from
hearing everything his patients were telling him that he was taking it out on me
He slapped me for a while as I didn't even shed a tear. I eventually was able to mutter "I'm sorry"
"Sorry doesn't get you anywhere. The correct answer should be you don't care. Or that's her fault
and not mine" I don't think that he really had any emotions or any care for either of us. As time
went by, when I turned 18,I moved away from Gimpo-si and moved to Seoul where I went to Seoul
university.
Passion
Jisung's Pov¡
What is Chan wanting to talk about? All I see is darkness other than strips of lights on the wall.
Chan is in his office chair as his computer gleams at his face. "Jisung, welcome to my studio. I
retrieved you to see if you can help me out a little bit" He nervously laughs. What is he planning?
He pulls the microphone out and a pair of headsets. "Mind testing the equipment for me?" He
looks at me like a cute lost puppy. But why can't he do this himself?
"So the microphone is already on, so just freestyle." He smiles as I see him do a few things in a
program.
'I wish we were younger with dreams of ambition. If we were smarter, we wouldn't collide with
emotions that we can't explain. If only we could turn back time, then maybe things would be
different. Maybe the world would be happier if I were beside as I am with you as the star.' That's
the only thing I could think of as I slowly sang the words like a sad love song.
Chan stares at me with an open mouth and wide eyes. "Han Jisung, I'll let you in on something. I
actually own part of the label I'm working under but no one truly knows it's me. So how about you
come one as a side producer and singer as we both can sing or rap with everyone else if they
agree?"
It truly is a tempting offer but what about the touring and stuff. That would definitely be hard
without showing our faces. "But what about traveling and the performances?"
Chan shrugs "About that, you can totally skip that and just do what you want" So this could be a
big opportunity for me. "Unless we put on masks? I already got Felix and Hyunjin under a contract.
But as for Raven, I don't know." He rubs his head as he stares at the computer.
"Chan if you don't mind,what is going on between you and Raven?" He looks flustered as his
cheeks start to turn to a light red.
"Well uh we do live in the same house. I'm just trying to make him feel welcomed like a big
family" He smiles wide. Yeah like I actually believe that, I just think he is confused on anything
going on between him and Raven at this point.
I just nod "So when is the first project supposed to be done?" I ask him as I look at his
programming setup.
"In a month or two I suppose. I mean there is no rush as it hasn't been announced and signed yet so
I wouldn't worry too much. It's a pleasure to be working with you Jisung" Chan smiles as he pats
my shoulder.
Raven comes in as he leans into the doorframe. His voice is deeper as he speaks "Out now." I walk
out the door as Raven slams it in my face. So much for manners.
¿Minho's Pov¿
I walk down stairs as I turn into the kitchen, Chan is sure taking up a lot of precious time with my
love. Doesn't he leave things alone for one time?
I go over to the fridge as I pull out a thing of chicken placing the tray onto the counter. 7:00 Pm,
I'm surprised that no one is getting hungry by now..
But I guess everyone is doing their own thing. I hope they like this meal. I look through the
cabinets as I grab a glass dish. I took the chicken and placed it into the dish after taking it out of the
plastic. I then slowly pick a few spices by smell and think of each person's taste.
I finally stick it into the oven, time to make my way upstairs. Back to bed where I belong.. I never
took vacations or anything like that so I never really relax as it's sleep and work again.
As I reach the staircase I notice there is someone sitting in the window seal in the living room. I
should have known it was Jisung with his dark black hair as his long legs are stretched out. His
head is laying up against the window as he looks outside. If only I had Hyunjin's talent to paint I
sure would paint him. He is just so gorgeous.
Jisung looks at me as he lightly fidgets with his tongue flicking his lip ring."I'm not going to bite
baby." He smiles as he stands up walking towards me.
He quicky grabs my hand as he skips outside. It's pouring rain outside but he seems like he realy
wants to be outside. But of course if I was indoors for 11 years, I would act the same way. His
large hand is slowly inching closer into my smaller hand.
The rain slowly drizzles over our bodies at first. Jisung spins me around as he sings to me softly.
After he is done spinning me, he spun me into his chest as my back is pretty against his chest.
The rain started to pour down harder as we he grazes his other hand against my hip as we sway our
hips in a seductive way.
A way that makes me want to take him in this driveway but I need to restrain myself from doing
anything out of pure emotions taking over me.
He dips his head down as he kisses my neck gently as his arms pull me totally up against his body.
I could feel his breath become shallow as he does this. He lets me go only to look at me intensely
in the eyes.
"To the things that have yet to come and all the experiences that we might have. Now to seal with a
kiss as you say" He dips me as he has a firm steady grip on me. He then places his lips on mine as
the cold rain is no longer cold to us.
Hot and raining
Minho's Pov¿
He pulls away from the kiss smiling in such a cute way. His face is blood red as he lightly smacks
my chest "You need to warn mee sometimes." He whines "I mean shit, your hotness is melting me
away with every kiss you give me."
"You're not a wicked witch so you'll be f-" My sentence was cut off by his lips as he kissed me. I
feel his lips turn up in a smirk as our lips collide. He pulls me closer gently by my shirt to bring me
to his chest.
His large hand is in the middle of my back gripping my hip gently. It feels as if my stomach has a
field of butterflies as he deepens the kiss. He is really into it this time.
He pulls away from the kiss as my heart flutters rapidly. "How do you like not being warned,
Honey?" He whispers in my ear as his deep raspy voice is turning me on and making me flustered.
"I like it, you're finally letting go, love." I whisper back to him as his eyes are still fixed onto my
eyes as our breathing syncs. The rain has made his shirt and his pants become plastered to him. His
black hair turning darker as it slightly gets in his eyes. It would be a girl's wet dream of what I am
seeing right now.
He kisses me again as he slips his warm tongue into my mouth. I pull away from the kiss as I
whisper "We should go inside"
"Then let's go" Jisung whispers but neither of us dared to move at first. He then says "The last one
inside gets to wash the dishes" He then takes off. Why do I have a feeling that this is a good way to
source his mischievous ways?
I run after him as I quickly run after him as he is done inside. When I finally reach inside I search
around for Jisung. "JISUNG, WHERE ARE YOU?" I shout for him as I walk into the kitchen to
turn off the oven.
I hear Raven shout at me "It's not a mansion. Don't fucking shout like a maniac" Yeah says the
same person who did the same thing just now..
That's until Jisung grabs me from behind pulling me to his body. He puts his hand over my mouth
"Don't scream babe,Raven is about to gut you." Yeah and what I wouldn't do to make you scream
in a different sense is unreal.
I reach behind me as my hand slides down his inner thigh as my other hand is on his ass. I hear
someone walk into the kitchen and bangs their head on the wall a couple of times then walks away.
A couple of seconds later, I hear a loud slam of the door…Chan.
Jisung gasps lightly when I squeeze his ass gently. "Minho behave" He whines a little, he is just
too cute for me to handle.
"Or else what are you going to do about it?" He spun me around as he made me back into the sink.
¡Jisung's Pov¡
His breath hitches as he wasn't expecting me to do that. He smirks as I can tell he was taking this as
a challenge since he kisses my neck. He sucks on my neck causing a hickey on my neck. "Shit" He
mumbles as he then pats my thigh "I need to turn the oven off" I back away as he turns off the
oven.
"Yah, you have exactly one minute to get your asses down here. Dinner is up and I don't do
deliveries." Minho shouts. Well I will say one thing, he sure does have a sharp tongue.
Hyunjin and Felix came rushing down as they were holding hands. They make such a sweet
couple. I have a feeling that Felix kind of tamed him because Hyunjin was in a gang before.
Felix grins as he is about to say something but I suppress a smile as I put my finger to my mouth
indicating that he needs to hush. Minho glares at Hyunjin as it feels like he has a weak spot for
Felix when it comes to the joking around part.
"Dare say a damn thing and you'll be cooking yourself at 400° for 20 minutes" His glare was dead
on at Hyunjin as he said this. Hyunjin shrugs as it didn't really seem to bother him much but maybe
he just has a sharp tongue with Chan?
"That's if you can catch me and count you can beat me in a fight" Felix smacks Hyunjin's arm
lightly and playfully. Welp so much for the sharp tongue being curved. Turns out he was just
looking for the perfect way.
"Be nice, both of you. We have to live together until we figure our crap out." Yeah, although with
me, honestly how are we going to know when this shit ends?
It's been 11 almost 12 years since my parents deaths, how will the cops find someone like that
now? And even if they do, finding a way to prove it is honestly just going to be so hard.
"Actually, I was planning on us staying here for a long time" Chan comes up behind them with
Raven slowly dragging his ass behind. Both of them have messy clothes and hair as Chan's
normally straight hair is now curly as a sheepdog.
What happened? Were they 'Fighting' or just maybe threw one under the blankets hoping to
smother the other?
But the problem will come, how long will we be able to live under the same roof with each other?
Because privacy is almost unheard of and I know Minho will get tired of this lifestyle. Honestly
with Felix and Minho here, I don't mind it, but I also know Chan will get tired of it too.
Minho is the one to break the silence "Yeah? But when it comes down to it, how are we going to
do anything normally when we all live together"
Raven slams his hand onto the table "Listen here, I'm sick of this already" Already?
Passion and Fuck
¿Minho's Pov¿
"I don't care what you're sick of,lover boy. If you want to leave then fly away. We have Hyunjin,
he done said before that he could beat you in a fight. So what's the use of you staying here?" I tell
them because I'm just over this. This man has done nothing but bitch and moan about this or that
and I'm not living with that kind of thing.
Chan walks closer and he sits on the counter "All of you shut the hell up will you? It's day one and
you're already arguing. Listen, he has to be here too. Just like me. Minho, shut it. I don't want to
hear a damn thing because this is my house. Raven is here as a backup hacker plus if you recall, he
has multiple crimes and he still went inside to help you two. Be grateful" Be grateful? That's what
he has to say?
"And who said I needed back up on this discussion?" Raven looks over at Chan with an eyebrow
up.
"Now listen to Raven" Like we needed permission to do so? Chan thinks that he is doing
something really big isn't he? I swear this is going to be hell.
"I'm tired of you taking everything out on Bang, you do realize that he risked a lot of shit for you
guys? Two of you which he only met not that long ago. And you"
He points over at Minho " Get the fuck over it. There is nothing that will be changing. You need
Chan and I because guess what, you can't get anything in the outside world because you are all
wanted." Me? Get over it. Because I didn't know it was so scary to be alone.
"Like you aren't?" I walked up closer to Raven, getting close to his face. This boy is nothing but a
softie. I would be better to fight than he would.
"Oh you think that you are such a tough boy? You are younger, don't be intimidating your elders
like this." Raven says back as he closes to snarls at me.
"I'm only two years younger idiot. Besides it's not like your ancient either. Get over your prissy
fucking attitude" I snap at him, who does this man thinks he is?
"Oh yeah, are you going to make me?" He shoves me backwards but I don't budge. This mother
fucker thinks that he can do whatever he wishes to huh?
I punch him in his mouth making it split and bleed. Jisung slips between us quickly and presses me
into the wall, kissing me in small and slow kisses. My anger is slowly melting away with every
kiss. I eventually kiss him back as I run my fingers through his black hair. Chan and the other two
went out but damn if I care.
¡Jisung's Pov¡
I use this as a way to distract him as I can tell by his attitude that he has no back down. I hear
Raven leave as he slams the door behind him. Good grief,I was afraid someone would be dead if I
didn't do something about it.
I break the kiss as I hear that someone is about to come in. I quickly grab his wrist as I pull him up
to the bedroom. Minho quickly slams the door behind us as he smashes his lips up against mine.
He rapidly kisses me as he backs up to the bed as he lays down.
He breaks the kiss as I was nervous to get on the bed with him for the first time. He rolls his eyes
as he pulls me onto him. He whispers in my ear. "Stay. I am fine like this. Because I love you and
I'm just not complete without you." His words touched my heart as I could tell he was sincere.
"I love you too honey. I have since the moment that I laid eyes on you" I whisper back to him as I
sit down fully on his lap. I could feel his privates against my pants. I rock my body slightly as I 're
adjust' myself against him.
I lean down as I make a hickey on his neck. Just another claim that he is mine. He reaches up to
my neck as he squeezes tight on my throat. I moan in pleasure as he releases my throat then
squeezes again.
"Is this what you want Jisung? Do you like this? Be a good boy and be vocal. Don't be afraid"
Minho smirks as I moan a little bit. He smiles and squeezes my thigh with my other hand.
"God Jisung you are just so goregous.I'm not sure either of us have too much at this point. The
effect you have on me is worse than a drug and I love it. "
I kiss him gently at first as we slowly amp ourselves up. He then kisses me faster in a rushed
manner as I don't think he could stand the fast teasing anymore. Minho kisses me passionately and
as he deepens the kiss even more. I truly do love this man with all my heart even though he has a
temper.
His temper just makes things more interesting at this point. Even though he can come off wrong to
other people, to me, I can understand him perfectly without him even speaking.
He breaks the kiss as he breathes heavily as his hands trails down to my hips"Jisung,tell me what
you want darling" he whispers in his ear as he lightly takes me off of his lap.
"I-I want you" I whisper back to him as he turns onto his side as well. He touches my inner thigh as
he traces the words 'Are you sure? Because you are dangerous and I want to make sure this is what
you want' on my thigh
"I'm sure. I never have been so sure and we won't know how our chemistry truly fits until we try." I
whisper to him.
(The rest is basically faded to black for now because I'm lazy af I'll write the official smut for it
later)
Peace
¿Minho's Pov¿
I wake up with Jisung in my arms as his hand is gently placed on my chest. Last night was
definitely memorable, let's just say that both of us are sore and have hickeys on us.
I could stay like this forever with Jisung in my arms. He makes me feel at peace when I'm around
him. Jisung is truly a blessing and I'm not sure that I deserve him. I grabbed my phone off of the
nightstand and took a picture of him, he's just too cute. I can't, my heart can't take this cuteness.
I sit my phone back down as I brush his hair off of his pretty face tucking it behind his ear. I really
love this man so much that I didn't think it was possible to love someone this much.
Jisung slowly begins to wake up as his pretty dark onyx like eyes look up at me and sleepily smiles
at me. He really has such a strong hold on my heart. "Morning baby" His voice is deep and raspy as
he spoke. He lightly stretches his arm and back as he lazily drapes his arm around my bare
stomach.
Turns out we both like to sleep without our shirts on which is surprising for him on why he didn't
do that while in the asylum.
"Good morning love. Are you sore? Is there anything that I can do to make you feel better?" I ask
him as I lightly rub his shoulder up and down. Jisung lightly laughs as he pokes my cheek.
"Calm down Minho. I might have been a virgin, but I'm fine. You just worry so much and not
enough about yourself. Just go take a hot shower and I'll be downstairs working with Chan, okay?"
He rubs my stomach up and down slowly, just something he does to show affection
"No, because I don't want to leave my Jisungie. Why would I?" God sometimes I wonder why I
feel like a cat owner in another life. Or maybe too childish.
"Well we have to work, Hwang will be dancing with you and Felix. You'll be okay, besides we are
in the same house at least and in a better place than what we were." He does truly have a point
there.
"Fine, go on hot stuff. Just make sure you wear a shirt and pants. Please don't go down in your
underwear and traumatize Chan" I tease him as Jisung lightly and playfully smacks my arm.
He sits up as his black curly hair is slightly in his face. He rubs his face for a couple of seconds. I
scoot over in the bed and rub his back. "It's okay Jisung. Just take your time getting up if you need
it." I sit up as well as I move to sit next to him.
A smile is written on his lips as his face is blood red. I can tell he is fully awake now. Or is he
sleeping with his eyes open? "What's wrong Jisung?"
"Just remembered all that happened last night. Letting the small details replay in my head. " Jisung
says as I get up from the bed. I walk over to where my bag is and grab a pair of jeans and slip them
on as I walk to the bathroom to shower.
"So you were in the asylum for that many years? But why? Shit I would get tired of that place too.
Chan let this poor boy out more."
Chan walks into the dining room slash kitchen area as he goes over to the stainless steel fridge. He
grabs a bottle of bottled coffee. He takes a sip of it before responding to Hyunjin.
"Oh yeah? Will you chase the killer away with your skills? Or maybe tell him" He now speaks in a
high pitched voice "Mr.killer please don't kill him. He got so much time left in his young life"
One thing I learned from living in this house for two weeks is there is never a dull moment. There
is always some source of entertainment.
"Okay okay. But at least small walks or a tracker." Hyunjin begs him.
"Fine, small walks with either you or Raven and Minho." Chan says before walking into the studio
again. He gave me a day off since I have technically written 7 songs.
"See, he listens to his old pal. So out of all those doctors, you were stuck with that unlucky one?"
Hyunjin asks me. I guess he doesn't know how lucky he was with the whole experience compared
to me.
"Well I cycled through many doctors but Minho was just the one that stuck around. I suppose it's
his stubborn nature."
Hyunjin laughs a little "Yeah I suppose so. I knew that's probably what it was. Say, if you want, I
can teach you how to cook. That's if you want to" He offers me.
I never really thought about cooking but it would give Minho a little bit of a break with him
making all the meals. "Okay I'm in. When's my first lesson, sensei."
"Okay first , never call me that name, and second maybe tomorrow. That's if you're free?" Why is
Hyunjin being so careful around me?
"I mean where else do you think I'll go? But send Felix because I'm pretty sure other than me,
Minho wouldn't cuss or lecture his ear out."
"Noted, I know how he is though. He does have talent coursing through him, I will give him that
much." It is nice that they are sorta getting along in a sibling sense. Maybe living together
permanently will work. It's not like Yeosung is going to find us here.
I wonder if I can get Chan or Raven to look into my family a bit. I just want to see if they caught
the killer yet. Not like I honestly care if they aren't harming me but still.
"Hyunjin, I'm sorry to cut this short but I'm going to go find Chan. I need him to look into
something."
"Alright,just don't get lost or blinded by Raven and him doing something"
"Got it friend. Thanks." I tell him before walking into the studio. It's time I find a few things out.
Make out session
Jisung's Pov¡
I walk over to Chan after he gets done talking to Felix. "Hey Chan, mind doing me a favor?" He
leans his head up against the wall. He knows half of the time that could mean something to involve
trouble.
"What is wrong this time, Jisung? I have to go to the store soon to pick up a couple of things. So
make it snappy." He seems tired as I can see the dark circles under his eyes. Heaven knows he
needs a break and maybe a decent sleep could do too.
"Okay so you know how fucked up my life has been in the past. I need you to dig into my family."
He walks into his studio as I follow him. Chan quickly types things into the computer
"Looks like you're mom's name is Eun ae-cha, she was the owner A&E cosmetics. Your grandpa
died a year later due to sickness. It doesn't clarify which time." Chan stops as he reads more of the
information.
"So your aunt Ari and your mom are identical twins." Just like Felix and Yeosung. "She lived and
grew up in Incheon, she has been married with your father for 12 years as shown by court records.
Anything you absolutely need to know?" Chan asks me.
"Is the case closed? Do they have some sort of records? " Chan taps his foot as he types super fast
into his computer as I can see he is trying to get into police records. His eyes widened as he bangs
his head on the desk. "Jisung, let's just say right now you do not need to know this information.
There's just not enough to, I guess , form a correct answer yet. Just know, here you are safe"
That answer makes me nervous by itself. But I'm relieved that they are making progress on this
case. But what did Chan see that made him like that?
"Okay, so my father, does he have any siblings?" I ask Chan as he clicks on his name.
"Nope. His mother died during childbirth and the father died years later of cancer. Lung.." Shit, so
do I have any living family any more? I don't need to worry about that. If they haven't even tried to
visit even though they knew, I don't need them in my life.
"Thank you Chan. I was just curious, you know for the whole case thing. I just want to find out
who killed my parents. Whoever it is, I hope they pay" I hug him quickly then sat back down.
There is a strange look on his face as he glances at the screen once more. What the hell is he
seeing? There are many secrets in this house. Everyone has their own. Just pray that it never comes
out.
Chan smiles "Yeah no worries Jisung. By the way, about Minho and you, when did that start?"
"About the first day that we got out. Why?" What point is he getting to? This is kinda strange for
Chan.
"Do you think he's the one?" Chan asks me as he leans forward with his elbows on his knees.
"Yes. I have no doubt, this man is the one I want to stay by every second of the day. He makes me
feel safe and loved. Why?"
"Do you ever get tired of his behavior? I'm just afraid that Raven won't want my affection like the
way I do to him" Chan asks me as he rubs his knee back and forth with his hand. If only Felix was
here, he would know what his habits are.
"Never. When they say love is blind, they are so right. You don't see them as anything but perfect"
¿Minho's Pov¿
I am starting to choreograph the song that Chan sent me that Jisung and Raven have recorded. The
rest of us still have to sing our parts and slash or write it.
I'll probably let Jisung write it since I trust him. I hear Chan holler "Everyone get your asses down
here for some bonding time before I have to hunt you down."
Like I'm honestly scared of him? I wiped the sweat off of my forehead before I changed into a pair
of blue jeans and a black shirt. I make my way down the stairs as Raven is sitting in the recliner.
Felix is sitting on the couch in Hyunjin's lap. Chan passes out cups of liquor as he sets the bottle
down on the coffee table in front of us.
I sit down on the couch somewhat near them as Jisung sits by me with his hand dangerously on my
upper thigh.
He tells us that we are playing truth or dare. I mean come on, we aren't teen girls at a sleepover
trying to get all the dirty details.
Hyunjin is the first one to ask Jisung "Truth or Dare?" He looks him straight in the eyes. Oh no, I
know what he is about to say because this alcohol is starting to make him bold as hell.
"Double dare" Jisung says in a very sassy way amd in English. Aw hell, yeah he's already drunk.
Light weight. I quickly drank the liquor in the cup I had then refilled at least two more times.
Chan raises his eyebrow "Minho, how are you not drunk by now? Are you a secret frat boy?"
"No,I just went to a lot of parties in my college days. Weird the things you get used to. Unlike him
who has never had a drink in his life" I whisper in Jisung's ear "Slow down. You don't want to get
sick." I softly warn him. I don't want to restrict him as I want him to have fun but also I want to
make sure he takes it slow.
"I dare you to do the pocky challenge with Minho" Oh you trouble maker you. I'm going to have to
play his little game as well.
Hyunjin,are you are mind reader? Or did you sense that I'm extra horny tonight?" Did he just say
that out loud? Shit, he is wasted and obviously no fucking filter. What else will come out of his
mouth? That both of us liked to he choked as it turns us on or something? I mean fuck.
Raven walks over to us as his stare is slightly intense and I have no clue why. Jisung leans foward
from the couch as he takes it out of Raven's hand by his mouth.
The pocky hangs from his pretty pink lips as he straddles me now. Our hips are touching as one of
his hands is resting on my chest. He remove the pocky out of his mouth like a cigarette as he says
softly "Say ah my love. You're in good hands now"
He is getting too hard for me for me to resist as his hand wanders down my chest slowly. My eyes
are bouncing back and forth between his lips and his pretty darkness of his eyes. I feel my cheeks
heat up as he does this. I part my lips open as he places it in my mouth delicately. He slowly bites it
as he inches closer and closer to me.
His eyes are plastered on me as he bites. A little bit at a time just to see how long either of us can
hold out without kissing. The tension is getting heavier as he gets closer.
His lips are so close to mine that it's almost too painfully slow for me to handle. He quickly bites it
off as he kisses me rough and ravenous with passion.
I can feel his cold metal lip ring on my lips as my lips clash with mine. His hand slips under my
shirt holding my hips. Fuck, he's pushing all the right buttons. I place one hand near his ass with
my other hand on his cheek.
He slips his tongue in my mouth as they clash together like waves almost as if they were mending
into one. He moans lightly in my mouth as we do that.
I'm glad I'm not the only one feeling this way. He pulls away after a couple more seconds before
he gets off my lap and sits back down. What the hell did he just do? This boy is full of surprises
and this is only the beginning of the night.
Wild emotions
Jisung's Pov¡
Felix has a new idea of drinking and answering questions as it is now on the second round. Raven
begins again "Hyunjin, when did you first start to have feelings for Felix?" I sense something went
on in the past between them two but I'm not going to be the one bringing that one up.
"Well I mean I found him attractive when I first met him, yes. However I didn't fall for him until I
got to know him better and was hanging out with him as much as I could." Interesting answer but
again he's slowly moving around something and I just don't know what at this point.
Shit it's my turn now "Minho, when I met you, were you a virgin?" I doubt it counting the amount
of things he knows but one can only know until asking.
"Actually no I wasn't but I was only with one guy and that was in college so it's definitely been a
while." .
Hyunjin whines "I didn't want to hear when,what,and where the sex happened. It's the past, he
doesn't have a STD so shushy. You don't see me flaunting around that shit." Oo someone has a
temper issue.
Honestly though Hyunjin just kinda gets annoyed with anyone except for Felix and me at this
point.
Hyunjin is the next one to ask a question "Jisung,not to bring up anything bad, but what would you
say was your best memory?"
I have a feeling he is just running out of questions to ask. I have no reason not to answer him. "Well
it was when I was maybe 7, I was with my family in the kitchen. I remember my mom was baking
a pie and we got into a whip cream fight. Like it was all over the place and on us. My father and I
went to the store to get more whip cream for us and we just sat in the car talking about anything.
One thing in my head still sticks with me though" I tell them as my eyes are glued to the white
carpeting.
"He said to me 'When times get tough with love, don't give up. There is always a reason for
everything. When you find the one you love,keep them because you won't find another like them.
Heartbreak can make you ache until you die and make you sob your eyes out. But the love that the
person gives you is eternal'" Tears are rolling down Minho's cheeks and Felix's cheeks as I look
back up with tear filled eyes.
Minho rushes over to me holding me close to his body. "You have me now and you can't get rid of
me." We both sob for a couple of minutes holding each other until he lets go as he goes back to his
area.
Hyunjin blows a deep breath out as he hugs me "I'm sorry for the trauma you have been through.
Your father seems like a wise man Jisung. Follow his words. Don't worry too much." This has gone
too deep for a fun game
Felix sucks in a breath from crying and pours us a full glass again "To our formed family" We
clink our glasses together drinking it all down.
"Okay back to the game bitches" Minho laughs, shaking his head.
¿Minho's Pov¿
His drunk mood swings are too much for me to handle. "Let's just finish this round and then one
final round. How does that sound?"
Chan was done asleep as he somehow found his way into Raven's lap.
Welp we are down by one person but that just makes things quicker. Hyunjin taps his fingers on
his thigh which is a habit that he does when thinking. I pretty much know all of their body
language at this point. Welcome to being a doctor. Obviously I can't get out of that mode.
"Felix,why did you choose this profession? Why not any other?" I ask him. I never really asked that
because back then we just had a friendly work relationship. And now we are like family to each
other.
"Because I wanted to understand people's minds. That's what happened at first but as I realized that
I could be helping so many people and be important in some form. That's when I chose this
profession." So most likely he was understanding why Yeosung is the way he is and figured he
could use that for a good cause.
Felix is the last one to go "Jisung, when you were in that cell, how did you keep the motivation to
keep hope and not just become numb?" He has seen it too many times and I can see the pain in his
eyes. There is something that he didn't say when I asked him that question earlier.
"Well you know, my dad always would say 'There is always a bright side to every story. Everyone
has a darkside but there is light at the end of the tunnel. Minho is my light" He smiles brightly at
me as he leans his head on my shoulder.
I place my hand into his holding it. I whisper to him "I promise to never let you down and to stay
with you. Because you're my soulmate Jisung."
Jisung looks up at me with the most innocent but adorable eyes I have ever seen. He reminds me
of puss in the boots a little bit. But those eyes hold my future and I truly am grateful to him. He
moves as I move my legs straight out so he could sit in the gap between my legs.
I kiss his ear quickly then whisper "I won't ever let you go Jisung. Because you're mine" I felt his
heart skip a beat as I said this to him. He squeezes my thigh as we do one last round. Jisung ended
up falling asleep midway through the last round.
So I just sat there in the dark after Felix and Hyunjin left until I fell asleep with him. He deserves
this happiness and peace. Because at least I know he's at least getting loved in two types of ways
here. Non platonic by me and platonic by the rest of the group.
Family isn't always by blood. It can come from the most unexpected places and I'm thankful for it
even though my attitude masks it sometimes.
Snowy dreams
¡Jisung's Pov¡
I wake up to Chan yelling Hyunjin's name from upstairs. I swear, there is never a dull moment in
the house and some days I wish there was..good luck. I just want to see if Hyunjin will be carrying
Chan's dead body down the stairs or not.
Hyunjin slowly comes down the stairs with his eyes halfway closed as he walks into the kitchen.
He is definitely tired but so am I. This honestly doesn't concern me too much so I'm going back to
sleep. I just cuddle Minho tighter as I slowly drift back to sleep.
Maybe an hour later, I hear Chan calling Yongbok's name. "Yahh Chan, I swear, holler one more
damn time and wake my baby up, I will come up there. And when I do you will have tissues
shoved up both ways and then be hearing the most annoying song played for hours" Minho hollers
at Chan.
We lay down on the carpet as he pulls me close to his body. He wraps his arms around my lower
waist patting me lightly "Go back to sleep love. You need rest." He rests his chin on my head
lightly as he kisses my forehead.
I roll over to face him as I pull him into a gentle and slow kiss. Minho slowly creeps his hand down
to my ass as he kisses me back softly and slower.
Minho pulls away from the kiss smiling "Sleep, not making me want to fuck you until that sun
rises." He whispers in my ear. He smacks me teasingly on the ass then says "Bad Jisung" he winks
at me.
This boy even when half tired can turn me on quicker than a cat can meow when a can of food is
opened. The effect that Minho has on me is the only thing sane in this place.
The afternoon rolls around pretty fast as I get out of Minho's reach. I walk into the kitchen to see
Hyunjin spaced out with his long fingers clasped together. He immediately perks up when he hears
my footsteps though "Jisung,do you know where Felix went?" He asked me. Hyunjin seems pretty
shaken up.
"Well is he not in the house?" I ask him as if I don't already know he wouldn't be asking that if he
was.
Hyunjin shakes his head. "The only place I didn't look is Chan's studio but Chan isn't awake. Felix
doesn't know how to use that equipment like you do." I walk out of the room as I walk to the front
door.
His boots and coat are missing so that must mean he's outside right? I dont know where else he
could be. It just hard because I dont know how to really comfort him.
I jog back into the kitchen as I reply to him "He's somewhere outside. Since it's snowing, I would
say look in the snow, there should be some footprints. Don't worry Hyunjin, you will find him." He
gets up suddenly, walking closer to me.
He hugs me tight as he whispers to me "I really hope so, I can't afford to lose him." That line right
there tugged at my heart and touched me deep down.
¿Minho's Pov¿
I woke up to see Jisung not where he was last night. Before I deal with anything, I have to get some
coffee. I get up slowly stretching as I make my way into the kitchen. I walk over to the cabinet to
grab a mug as I fill up the coffee pot letting it brew.
I pour some coffee into the cup as I take a long drink when Jisung comes up to me worried but also
excited. "Felix is missing and it's snowing." I let out a sigh as I sat down the cup.
"Is hello not needed at all? I mean let me at least get a full caffeine boost in before the drama
starts." I down the rest of the coffee as I brush my fingers through my fading black hair.
"Hello, I would say fuck me but not now. Hyunjin said Felix has been gone for about an hour and
is nowhere to be found in the house." Jisung says as he paces back and forth. His bare feet make
clicking noises on the wooden floors as he does this.
"Jisung, calm it. I'm sure he went on a walk. It's Felix we are talking about. He's a sunshine that
gets excited over anything. I mean the forest is so pretty so why just let it sit there when you could
be enjoying it." I only said that to keep him calm.
The truth is, normally he would tell someone or leave a note of some sort. Yongbok hates the cold
if he is out there for too long. If he is out there and not properly dressed, he could even get a cold
or worse.
Jisung nods as he grabs my wrist leading me to the front door. "Come on, let's just play a little bit
then" I now remember that he hasn't really had any fun snow time since before the murder
happened.
I started putting on my shoes,hat,gloves and coat as Jisung ran off. At least he covered himself
enough. That's one less thing to worry about right now.
He scoops up the white fluffy snow as he curves it into a ball. He quickly throws it at me laughing
as it hits my hat. "Really Jisung? Are you waking up and choosing violence right now?" I playfully
ask him
"Yes? So what?" I bend down grabbing a clump of snow as I throw the snowball at him. It bursts
into a cloud of dust like something out of a movie as some of it gets trapped into his darker brown
hair.
He falls backwards into the snow, getting the back of his clothes all wet and messy. He moves his
legs back and forth as he makes a snow angel.
He's definitely a ball of energy,I'll give him that much. "Mind helping me up? My legs went numb"
Jisung stretches his arm out. I walk closer to him grabbing his hand gently but he yanks me
forward causing me to fall into the snow next to him.
He lays on his side. "I guess I tricked you. What do you think about that Doc?" He smirks. I think
he is being too cute today. I mean he's having fun for sure.
" I'm not your doctor but your boyfriend. Drop that Doc nickname" His cheeks were turning soft
pink from the cold air on our face.
He parts his lips as you can see his breath when he breathes.
The temperature keeps on dropping lower and that is starting to scare me. Jisung quickly makes a
heart in the snow as he sits up. "This is my heart" He traces a bigger heart outside of that one. "And
that's yours. You have my heart." And right there, my literal heart melted into a puddle.
Winter falls
¡Jisung's Pov¡
Hyunjin comes rushing outside as he jogs outside as he is looking down at something in the snow
"Hyunjin,where are you doing this time?" Minho asks as Hyunjin is obviously panicked.
"To find Felix" He's still not back? He should have been back by now, he was awake before I was
and Hyunjin was already looking for him the moment I woke up which means he's been there for a
while.
Hyunjin ran off before we could speak to him any longer. "Maybe we should go and help him find
Felix. I mean look what he did for us all. This is the least we can do for him"
Minho groans "Fuck, you act as if he is dead. I'm worried about him too but in the end, it's only
going to get in the way. Hyunjin was looking at Yongbok's tracks and following them. Don't
worry. Hyunjin will find him. I know how he feels about Felix, he won't give up on Felix. "
I really hope he's right and that it isn't too late. Minho stands up as he grabs some snow and slowly
sprinkles it on me "Come on let's have a little bit more fun then we can go inside and warm up in
our room. "
I nod as he helps me up then pulls me close to his chest. His eyes look deep into mine as he then
draws his lips close to mine but shoves snow in my mouth instead then takes off running. I spit out
the melted snow into the snow as who knows what kinda germs and crap was in that.
"I just made you kiss the snow. Hope the kiss was chilling" He hollers as I try my best to catch up
with him but the next thing I knew I was lost in the woods.
"Minho, this isn't funny anymore. I don't know where to go. Please help" I hollered until someone
clamped their hand over my mouth. This person smells like warm spice, a very strong scent. I now
recognize the mysterious person as Minho. He lets go of my mouth laughing a little bit.
"Okay I'm sorry, it was a little mean. We aren't that far from the house. Don't worry baby" He
wraps his arms around my waist as he places his chin on my shoulder pouting very cutely. He
pokes my cheek. "Come on, don't be mad"
"We could have been seriously lost. I mean what if Chan or anyone needed us?" I ask him as I try
my best to ignore his adorable pouting. I truly can't stay mad at him, it just melts into a puddle
really.
"Then they have either Raven or Hyunjin. Gamble the bets and the loser does it." I smack his side
lightly but I can feel him shake his head as he tilts his head slightly kissing my neck.
I bent down grabbing a little bit of snow and stuffed it down his pants. "Now you fucked the snow"
I get away from his reach as I run back in the opposite direction since I now know that we aren't
that far away from Chan's place.
¿Minho's Pov¿
I ran after him, now I suddenly felt bad that I made him run after me. But he sure can run, I can
definitely figure that one out. I think what is slowing me down is the throbbing from the intense
coldness down there.
I see that the back door is open now so that must mean that he stole the key out of my jacket and
went in right? Surely it didn't fall out and someone snuck in. I truly hope not. Next time Chan just
needs to give us all a key and tie it around our throats.
I walk inside as I tap the snow out of my boots. That's when Jisung whispers "Follow me" into my
ear. I hear him go upstairs as I peel off my winter coat as I walk into the living room to hang it up.
"Come on, don't make me wait forever. Take me Minhooo" He whines.
Seriously? Out of anything he chooses to holler, he says that? "Minho take him somewhere or do
something with that boy so he would shut the fuck up." Raven says to me from upstairs as he is in
his boxers. Not something I wished to see.
"Yeah whatever, manage to get laid yourself first before you worry about my love life." Raven
comes downstairs with a I'm going to kill you smile.
"And what would you know about that?" He asks me as he taps his bare foot against the carpet.
"Because you're so uptight and grouchy that if you got laid, maybe it would help some."
"And what's your excuse then?" He looks at me before looking upstairs then running back upstairs
where he closes the bathroom door. He better be lucky that he did that rather than mouth off. Looks
like he's feeling better though.
I run upstairs as I go into Jisung and I's room. "Someone is being loud today. What's the deal?" I
find Jisung laying in the bed shirtless as he has the TV turned on.
"I was waiting for you to watch a movie with me. " A movie? I don't know what is going through
his mind anymore.
"Oh that was just to get you up here faster" He winks at me as he pats my bedspot. "Come on" He
whines
I couldn't resist his whining, between that and I know he would just be louder until I did so. I slip
into bed as he gets on my lap quickly. "Tricked me again huh?" He smirks and winks before
kissing me roughly as his cold metal lip ring touches my lip sending shivers down my spine.
I deepen the kiss as I kiss him back passionately. His cold hand slips under my shirt causing me to
pull back " Your hands can bring back the dead Jisung damn." He brings his hand down my pants
resting his cold hand onto my hip.
This only caused me to moan a little and buck my hip up which caused the same effect. That little
wicked man, he sure got a hang of the romance and turn ons shit pretty quickly. And here Raven
thinks he is a bad influence on Chan? Ha try me with Jisung.
"Getting a little bit frisky aren't you? Someone must be feeling a bit horny." Yeah obviously Raven
and Chan too since I hear Chan walking into the bathroom
"I know what?" I know what he means but I just want to hear him say that curse word from him.
It's lowkey attractive when he curses with that semi deep voice.
"Bloody hell" Did I just switch the language to british or something like that. Gordon Ramsay shit.
Is he going to criticize me on the way I kiss him next?
"Just shut up and kiss me Minho before I decide just to-" I kiss him roughly as I flip him so that I
am hovering over him and he is laying down. I grind up against him as I intensely kiss him with
tongue. Let's just say from there there was no such thing as silence in more ways than one.
Screams and chills
Jisung's Pov¡
Minho holds onto me tight after we had our fun. "I'm going to go check on Felix okay?" I tell him
as he shakes his head kissing my neck.
"No, I'll find out by Chan later. I have to listen to the demo and help him later on today anyways.
Just calm down. He'll be alright, my love."
He rubs my arm up and down, I mean maybe it's just my anxiety gnawing me like a bone but even
if Felix is okay now, he might not be later.
I hear a knocking at the door then a screeching as it sounds like nails on a chalkboard. Minho hears
it too as he jolts out of bed. "What the fuck was that?" Minho sighs as he grabs his knife out of his
drawer.
"And what if it's a ghost? Do you really think you can stab it?" I ask him. Sometimes I don't know
what is going through his head.
"No,I'm carving a cross in the wall. See if they can cross through this door then. Damn pervert"
Minho mumbles as he gets out of the bed.
"Minho, if you're going out there, make sure to put your underwear on. Don't traumatize Chan, he
doesn't need to see your-" He kisses me to shut me up. He then pulls away biting my lip a little bit.
He gets up out of the bed "Wait Minho, did you forget about this not being your place?"
"Does he have to know everything? Does the house talk to him? I sure as hell am not dealing with
this, Ghostbusters don't exist so can't call them. So plan B." He kneels down carving a cross on the
inside and out.
"So not a single person outside huh?" Minho bangs his head on the wall twice.
"What do you think? The two couples are in one room. So unless there is someone else living in
the house then no." So great now on top of these problems that we were experiencing before and
now this place is haunted.
He goes back into the bed "Maybe it was just someone fucking with us. Like Raven. Heaven
knows him and I have had some ups and downs."
Does he seriously think that Raven has that long of nails to make that noise? I think there is more
to this property than what Chan is saying. I need to have Raven look into the property.
"Who knows. All I know is the moment it gets a cold ass hand on me, I swear you will catch me
gone like the wind." He wraps his arms around my waist as he lays his head on my shoulder.
"Is my baby afraid?" He teases me as he plays with my hair. He kisses my cheeks and neck in small
and quick kisses.
He is tiring me already from his sex drive but he sure does know how to make someone feel good
though. Next thing we knew, we heard a blood curdling scream.
¿Minho's Pov¿
Jisung jumps as he hides under the bed "oh fuck no no no" is what he repeats over and over. A
woman's scream though? Like is no one else hearing this shit? Or is it only us?
"CHAN YOU MOTHERFUCKER. YOUR ASS IN HERE NOW" I holler for him across the
house. He can bring his happy ass from wherever he is and come in here.
Chan's eyes are half way bloodshot as he comes in "What the hell now? God, you're going to bring
down the house. Also where is Jisung? Please don't say that you lost him somehow." I would
almost prefer that at this point. At least now that he has his phone, I can have one of these two
hackers to track him down.
"Didn't you hear that loud ass scream? By the way it's a ladies scream so can't tell me it's one of us.
Also Jisung is under the bed, don't worry,I didn't lose him."
Chan laughs nervously while rubbing his neck. He knows something and he isn't telling us. "Well
yes but I'm used to it?" He's used to it? How the fuck do you get used to that?
"Are you housing someone else here and keeping them in the studio or something?" I ask him as
Jisung pops his head out from underneath the bed.
"Hell no. It's enough housing two gang members,a sarcastic motherfucker,an ex mental patient and
a dead but now not dead person. And to add a female in this? No. I would be insane or jumping
from the roof by now. Minho, just meet me in the studio tomorrow morning. I'll explain this to
you" He comes closer to me "But let me tell you something for now, don't ever mention this to
Jisung. He'll never sleep in this house again if he knows."
I swear, Halloween has passed so why is this ghost even bothering showing up now? Chan walks
away going down stairs. He better not be pulling my leg or I'll be pulling his leg off and beating
him with it.
I kneel down so I can look at him under the bed as he looks like a turtle with a shell. "Jisung, you
know hiding under the bed won't do any good right? Remember I said I would protect you, and I
meant that. And Chan better not have brought us to a dangerously haunted place or so help me" He
crawls out then gets back up on the bed.
"So what are we going to do about it?" Jisung asks me. In all truth, I have no fucking clue. But let
me tell you, I would rather piss in a water bottle than get up in the middle of the night to use the
bathroom.
"Well, I guess nothing. There is really nothing to be done with it. I mean ghosts can't do too much
other than to be loud and bang around slash move shit. And honestly we have seen and done worse
in this house anyways. If they want to see guys making love to the person they love then that's their
deal, not mine."
"We could do a ouija board to see what they want and so forth?" Jisung suggests. If only he truly
knew what kind of dark shit that is.
"And add even worse crap, nope. One ghost is enough for me. Those things add demons and
everything else in and that is the last thing I am willing to do." I told him as his eyes grew wider.
He holds onto me tight as there is true fear in his eyes. But he only knows the surface. And I'm
sure if Chan didn't want to say in front of me,then it is pretty bad.
Chan pops his head back in laughing "Sorry, it was Raven's idea. I'll stop scaring you now but still
meet me in the studio you love bird" I hear footsteps pound as he runs away.
Conversations
¿Minho's Pov¿
Morning rolled around pretty quickly even though neither of us slept any because of our
experience. I woke up before Jisung could notice that I snuck off. He doesn't know about the
whole meeting other than I will be recording with him. Which is the truth. But he won't know the
truth about this house.
I walk into him recording his verse for one of the new songs. I guess the rest of them must have
submitted theirs already beforehand. He takes off his headset once he clicked the record button off
of his microphone. "Hey Minho, great to see you here. There is something I wanted to bring up to
you. Remember when Jisung was in here and during the game he asked me what I found out?"
I don't like where this one is going. Where is he going with this? "Well turns out his mother isn't
dead. Eun ae-cha's real name is Eun Ari and vice versa. That being said his mother is still alive but
the father is still.." He pulled the cut sign against his throat.
"So what are you saying exactly Chan?" I have a feeling I know that question but why is Jeon
Seunmi involved in this shit?
"The aunt was having an affair with his father. Gross as that is. Which is a higher chance that his
mother is the killer " He pulls up the records and shows me then shows me a screenshot. A credit
card billing history? What does this have to do with anything?
Chan continues to explain "This is his aunt's credit card records before she died. CVS, a drug
company, and what are they known for? That's right medicine and tests. The next one is a bill for
the lady parts doctor. Which got me curious, so I had Raven hack into that which lead them to find
out she was pregnant with his fathers kid."
The pieces of the puzzle that I was missing. But if it was that easy for him to find that out, then
how come the police didn't find out?
"Then how come the cops don't know?" I asked him, still confused about this whole situation.
There is still more to uncover but I never intend to bring Chan this deep in.
Chan sighs as Raven sneaks up behind me. "Dumbass, since you helped me, I'll help you this time.
Think about it,Jeon Seunmi has a rich husband, he can easily throw money at them to shut them up
for their own cause."
I turn around to look at him "Then where does she come in at? Because Jeon is not his mother's
maiden name. Eun is."
"That is where we got stumped." That's not a good sign for sure.
¡Jisung's Pov¡
Raven comes into the room as I was watching a Kdrama. He comes in and sits down on the bed
next to me giving me space but still somewhat close "Hey Jisung, I wanted to talk to you for a little
while. If that's okay with you that is" He's acting strange, definitely not the mouthy guy I know.
What changed?
"Mm sure?" I pause the drama, I know that Minho is doing a recording with Chan at the moment.
But I can trust him if Chan can.
"I know that you and I have two different past so to speak. I just kinda want to talk to you and get
closer. You know I have spent a little time with everyone but you. And I want you to think of me as
a friend and a big brother." That's what he wants?
"Do you ever miss being in a gang?" I always wondered that because I know he was in one for a
while but I don't know many details.
He looks down at the ground causing his wavy black hair to almost act like a curtain. Like to hide
signs of emotion. "Sometimes yes but in a way no. Yes because I miss the unity and teamwork
behind it. But no because often times there were things done and said to hurt the other people in
the group. I wasn't that type and neither was Hyunjin."
I understand what he means. These two aren't soft but at the same time I think they fell into the
wrong group.
Raven looks at me as his amber eyes look a bit cloudy by thoughts but I don't know what it means
for him. Minho would know if he was here. "So I know you were in a mental place, what was that
like?"
Hell. Personal hell with only time to think and read. "It was nothing but the same space day after
day. No one cares about me really, and nothing but time to reflect and read shit that I will never
experience or so I thought." I can't tell him that day after day all I could see in my dreams was
reliving of the night of my parents death.
I continued as he opened up to me but this is only a start to a closer friendship. "Until I met Minho.
He is a kind soul, not like the other doctors that I had met. He showed me that he cares about me
and not money." Raven's eyes are locked on mine in a gentle gaze almost.
"So how did you know what you felt for him wasn't platonic then?" I guess that's just him being
curious. I heard from Chan that he's like a curious little puppy that is scared so he defends himself.
"I just felt different about him. I spent 24/7 almost anyways with this guy and at first you know I
thought of him like a friend as he was just trying to kinda understand me like I did with him. But as
time went on, I felt differently about him. I can't specifically pinpoint the exact time and point that
I fell in love with him." I feel strangely open with him
"You and Chan seem close, like you have known each other longer."
"Because we have. He wasn't apart of the gang but Hyunjin brought him along like he was. I would
be alone whenever they did their missions as I would be the medic and stay on sight claiming I was
the owner if someone came up. However Chan came along since Hyunjin was Chan's friend and
well we became close. I thought I was a bad influence on him but he thought I abandoned him. But
little did he know, our leader, Junwon died"
He pulls up his long sleeve shirt as he shows the tattoo '9.23.14' "I went on to Jaeyun a few months
later but I couldn't do it. We only did it to get over the ones we couldn't have. He couldn't have
Hyunjin. But in the end, our friends with benefits thing ended because we never spoke to each
other after Felix and Hyunjin broke up the first time." Oh shit. Something I never knew. Raven
gets up as he pats my leg.
"I'll talk to you more later. I need to talk to Chan" He says strangely as he quickly goes down stairs.
Confusion and frustration
Minho's Pov¿
Hyunjin has summoned us like a bunch of dogs to the living room. He started spouting shit about
his older days of danger even though I am a year younger than him.
I swear this man can not be any less dramatic if he tried. What's next? Him breaking down crying?
Fuck. I can't put up with this shit. Jisung looks over at me obviously not paying attention either.
"Why exactly are we here?" Jisung whispers in my ear.
Good question. That is something even I have no answer to. I just shrugged and mouthed 'no clue'.
I know the way Hyunjin is, he is most likely to kill me if I say or do too much right now. I begin to
listen to him as I play lightly with Jisung's large hand.
"He's dangerous. One thing I didn't know is that Yang Junwon left the gang to me. But after dating
Felix I tried not to be involved in activity but still hanged around them back then."
The last name popped out at me. Yang.. Jeongin? Did he have a brother and never did tell me? I
mean I knew he grew up in Busan with his parents. They lived happily together but he never
mentioned a brother. This could be useful to him. I might just need to call I.N although it might not
be the best idea because I'm with Jisung, plus with the whole fact of he works for that hospital.
Oh yeah then you got the fact we can't carry a civil conversation to save our souls. But if it will
maybe help in some way to understand it from a different point of view if it is his brother. "Wait,
did he have a little brother?" I asked Hyunjin
"Yes he does, however I refuse to drag him into it. His brother was 11 when Junwon died. His
brother is 21 now, I mean I started when I was 14. Let's face it, I just fell into the wrong group. I
wanted to protect myself and they offered to teach me and help them in exchange." So he might not
have even remembered him since he was that young?
He might not want to drag him into this. But I will. Not because I don't respect his wishes, but
because in the end something seems off. I believe that Hyunjin and Raven both fell into the wrong
group because they are just such kind souls. He was just doing it because it was convenient.
"Was his brother's name Jeongin?" I look at Hyunjin right in his dark brown eyes. The first time I
really gave him eye contact tonight. Jisung turns his head to look at me. I need to tell him about
Jeongin but really what's the point? It's just an unimportant past that doesn't need to be brought up
at this point.
"Yes. Most in the gang called him I.N, he only brought the pipsqueak in once. Junwon was 18
when he died of a drug overdose." Yeah that's definitely him. I.N is the same height as me but
compared to Hyunjin, he would be pretty short.
But yet again he did see the kid like 10 years ago or so. It must have been close to after Hyunjin's
birthday because he was 14 when he joined the gang.
But that doesn't make sense because he was saying something about leadership crap and that was
in their Junior year. He must have gotten his timeline wrong. Which means Junwon was 20 when
he died and Hyunjin was 16 years old. I don't know, there is something that he blocked out.
Something he's not remembering correctly.
¡Jisung's Pov¡
Where is Minho getting with this? I don't understand. How does Minho know Junwon's brother? So
this whole time if they reached out a bit farther, they could have met earlier. The only one that
couldn't meet beforehand was me.
This is insanely cool how all of this could have connected like a spider web. Hyunjin and Felix are
bickering about this back and forth. I don't know what to do. It's just better to leave it to them.
Because it's their future and Hyunjin's past.
So many secrets have been revealed, but why tonight? What is Hyunjin not saying? Or is this just
been cooped in for too long? I see Felix getting up and leaving the house frustrated. Is he crazy?
He just recovered and he's going to leave this house in the cold? In the middle of the night?
I look at Hyunjin "Aren't you going to go after him?" He just looks up at me with watery eyes as he
shakes his head
"What do you expect me to do? Because It's my fault for waiting so long to tell him. He just needs
time to think. To straighten his-" Hyunjin pauses mid sentence as he walks back up stairs.
"Minho, you should go to him, talk to him" Minho sighs running his fingers through his hair.
Raven stares at him for a moment.
"No, you can't go up there. Just stay downstairs. Felix will return when he figures things out."
Raven says as Minho lightly screams in frustration. This is the first time I have seen him this
frustrated.
"Fuck. I can't do anything about it. Hyunjin needs time but I understand how badly he needs Felix.
How much he loves him. But then Felix I know feels the same way. He needs time but what if he
can't find his way back?"
Chan looks at him "Look, Hyunjin won't do shit. He's not depressed and he won't go after Felix.
We have a tracker aka a phone with him so if he is gone too long then we find him through his
phone. Meaning I will retrieve his ass. Then kick his ass for making everyone go through hell.
Felix isn't in cold water and is probably bundled up this time. If he isn't then we will find his
body."
This is unlike Chan to be this negative but he is telling the truth. Let's just hope he knows how to
get back home safely.
New sides to show
¿Minho's Pov¿
Honestly it's hard to say what goes through either of their minds. I know that Hyunjin can't be
without Felix. But I don't think Felix will leave him though. It's just him needing some time to
clear his brain, it was a lot of information though.
What the fuck is Hyunjin thinking about bringing the gang back together? Even if it's just that
Wooyun dude. I hardly trusted Raven as it is. If it wasn't for the fact that Chan and Hyunjin trusted
him and him saving us, I wouldn't have trusted him to begin with.
I mean Felix is right in this situation, loyalty isn't even guaranteed with them two either. It's been 9
years. I get it they are still young, but damn no need to put your life in danger for old memories.
I can't stand this. I can't see Hyunjin tearing himself apart. I get up from the couch after whispering
in Jisung's ear "I'll be back, love. Just stay here with Raven and Chan" Raven gives me side eye
but not saying a word. He should have known that it would have done any good.
I walk upstairs as I knock on their bedroom door. "Fuck off. Can't you see I want to be alone?"
Hyunjin says. Great attitude on first knock.
"Listen, good luck on that one. If you want someone to fuck, then go find Felix for that one. Now
stop being a bitch and open the door." I swear I would rather ram my head through this wall at this
point. But the doctor in me can't leave him alone.
I heard the door unlock and open a crack as I could see nothing but darkness in the room. Is he
Dracula or the asian version of Edward? I flip the light switch on as I see him curled up on the bed
with his head down. I come in and I sit down at the end of the bed.
"Hyunjin, you just need to calm down. You should have known that he would want some time to
think and process." I tell him as he looks up at me. His eyes are full of pain as it feels heart aching
even from my point of view.
"Calm down? You don't realize that last time he broke up with me that he didn't say a word and just
walked out. Didn't hear from him for years. How do I know that he won't do it again? It just makes
me so scared." Well him actually admitting this is a start I suppose.
Oh so this is why Chan said to leave it? Yeah makes sense. Think of something that will calm him
down, I'm not the emotional type fully like Jisung. "Because it's the middle of fucking winter. Plus
he's older now and more mature. So I doubt if he would just do that. I mean look how much he
risked and did for you in this past month. He is dedicated to you."
A couple of tears drop down from his surprisingly pretty eyes as his eyes drop down to the bed.
"Maybe you're right Minho. But what if he doesn't come back?"
Is he seriously this stupid right now? "Hyunjin, we have two hackers on this team. Dos. If they
can't find his location by his phone, then I won't stop until I find his perky ass." Hyunjin laughs a
little bit "Now stop sulking like Dracula and come downstairs please." I can't believe I am actually
saying those words to him out of all people.
¡Jisung's Pov¡
I ended up sitting downstairs while Minho worked his magic. Mostly because these two fight like
Tom and Jerry. Oh yeah and the fact that he used to be a doctor. Good luck with working on him
though. Raven sits down next to me after talking with Chan for a couple more minutes.
"How about we all watch a Kdrama? He sits close to me as he loops his arm in mine. Minho?
Fucking help me. He's acting stranger than normal.
"Uhh sure?" I look over at Chan who smirks trying his best not to laugh. Please don't let it be code
like ramen or netflix and chill. I am not down for a threesome.
"Jisung calm down, he's normally like this. He just has his excited moments when he has chances
to make new friends." Am I hearing this right? Mr sulky, come back. I beg you. Although someone
to watch dramas with is nice. Well maybe not too bad.
I pat his hand gently as he looks at me with those amber honey eyes just like a puppy. Shit. "Chan,
what the fuck? Seriously. He is giving me whiplash. Like how? Is this a prank? Because prank of
the year for you two."
Chan bursts out laughing shaking his head "Dead serious. See, adorable. He's just like his snarky
way 98 percent of the time. He just happens to be happy I think. He's been wanting to make friends
with you. And no Jisung not fuck buddies" And suddenly I wonder who rubbed off personalities on
the other.
"Okay Jisung, I don't mean to scare you? I'm thinking a classic romance drama tonight? Just to pass
time you know" I can tell how happy he is. I just agree as Chan gets a phone call. He gets up
stepping out of the room and into his studio.
I wonder what that's about. Raven rests his hand on my arm lightly patting it "Don't worry, I'm sure
Chan had some last minute thing pop up. Hell, that man is a workaholic."
Yeah I can tell that one so far. Raven ends up choosing one of my favorite dramas 'Guardian:
Lonely and Great God' aka 'Goblin' as some call it.
I have a feeling I just found another best friend despite his flip flop attitude. I'm really happy to be
spending time with Raven but at the same time I'm worried about Felix.
Alone time
¿Minho's Pov¿
Hyunjin starts to pace the room back and forth as he mumbles to himself. "This isn't the exorcist
Hyunjin. Don't make me get out the holy water." He stops pacing for a moment to flip me off.
"Why are you anxious anyways? I'm sure Yongbok is fine, I mean come on, he already survived a
killer once." Oh shit I forgot to tell Hyunjin how he got hurt.
"Excuse me what?" He stops pacing as he sits down on the end of the bed. He is so going to kill
me. Felix come back home. Please don't force me to put a missing person, call this number kind of
poster.
"About that,remember the day we escaped and he came out bleeding. It was a stab wound from a
loose killer. Oh yeah and it was because of the owner. He heard our plan so he tried his hardest to
stop it. In the end I used tranquilizers on her."
Hyunjin closes his eyes as he takes a deep breath in and back out. He opens his eyes again
reminding me how dark hell could be if I don't shut up. "And how come this is now just coming
out?" He looks at me as if his eyes could pierce a soul right now.
"Well jeez, I thought you would have figured that one out. I mean a scalpel can do the same effect,
it just takes longer." He looks over at the clock for the god knows how many times he has looked
at that clock already.
He rubs his head as he walks downstairs. He is about to do something reckless isn't he? I should
stop him but at this point is he going to listen? Probably not.
I walk downstairs following him slowly with some caution. He might be taller than me but I got a
punch on Raven. He's a little bit taller than me so would that help?
I try my hardest to convince him to stay but in the end just like I figured, it would have been easier
to talk to a concrete wall than him.
I sit down next to Jisung as he gets on my lap. He leans in close to me as his large muscular hand
runs down my shirt.
"I missed you" He whispers as I can feel his hot breath lightly on my ear. I lightly squeeze his ass
before pulling my hand up to his lower back.
I bring him closer to me as I whisper gently against his lips "I missed you too baby. You are a true
blessing" His hand slowly works on my belt as he kisses me rough and aggressively. Where did
this energy come from?
He lightly moves up and down gently as his hand slides up my shirt to try to stir something up in
me. I pull away from the insanely hot makeout as I grip his hips forcing him to sit somewhat still.
¡Jisung's Pov¡
The truth is I'm really jealous about him and this I.N dude. I know it's in the past but what if I'm
not giving him enough love or something and he leaves me for I.N. I mean who truly knows what
is going on through his mind.
He says in a hushed tone, assuming because of Chan is in his studio working I think. "Don't tempt
me Jisung. I would so fuck you right here if it wasn't for people could come in at any moment.
Now please stay still" Minho whines as I start doing the same movement again.
Minho's eyes close as he leans his head back "Jisung, Knock it off you frisky boy." Well that's
definitely new. What kind of fifty shades of grey crap is he reading?
"I never stop something that I can't finish. Meaning that you better be prepared Minho." I begin to
kiss his Adam's apple then lightly sucked there as he moans softly.
I leave a couple hickeys on him and he picks me off of his lap as he lays me on the couch with him
balancing on his knees against my body.
"Can't say I didn't warn you" He thinks for a minute as I must have scrambled his brain or
something.
His finger slightly goes down my black t shirt slowly pushing the material up revealing my
stomach. I whined to Minho "Please don't look. I don't have abs like you would probably like.
Please don't leave me for I.N."
And the truth of my worries slipped out "Shit even if I was paid 50 million dollars to go back to
him, I wouldn't. Because I love you Jisung and that includes your adorable stomach. "
He kisses a staight line up to my nipple where he takes it into his mouth slightly swirling his wet
tongue around as every time my nipple hits his tongue piercing, That's when it feels really good.
He then sits down in the seat away from me patting his thighs "Come on, lay your head on my
thighs. It's alright." He's acting awfully cute tonight. I'm just surprised for once that he was able to
resist me which I was hoping that he wouldn't. People say Jealous sex and angry are the best. For
once I wanted to see if it's true.
But I think Minho caught up with me beforehand. I lay my head down on his thick thighs as his
arm is laying across my hips. How is that even comfortable to him? His hand lightly pushes up the
material so his hand is mindlessly rubbing my hips in circles.
The movie that we chose kept on playing but I don't think that either of us are watching at this
point. Our bodies are telling us different things from my mind. "You are too pretty Jisung. Just like
a statue that only I could see your beauty. Except you shine like the brightest star in the sky." He
mumbles to me.
He grabs my face gently as he kisses me passionately. So much for him calming down and
relaxing. But of course I couldn't resist him much longer anyways. I pull away as I sit up getting on
his lap once more.
"You'll have to be quiet if we play around" Minho says quietly before looking back at Chan's
studio door. Counting it's 3 AM, I'm not sure if he's fully awake anyways.
"I could say the same about you" I tell him as my hand goes down to his hip lightly squeezing. He
closes his eyes for a moment. I kiss his neck as my body is almost pressed up against his. His heart
rate is definitely up. My mission is to turn him on or try to. Finding his spots is going to be difficult
though.
I slowly undo his belt as I am kissing his neck, setting his belt to the side. His small hands slowly
glide up my shirt touching my lower back as his nails rake down slowly leaving a tingling
sensation on my back.
I slowly move my hips back and forth at first as I feel him almost forgetting to breathe. He brings
my face up to his kissing me aggressive as his tongue lightly searches mine. He releases himself
from the kiss.
"Are you sure that you can take this game?" He whispers in my ear. That's until the phone rang at
the most unconventional time.
Unexpected days ahead
¿Minho's Pov¿
The phone seriously has to ring right now? I am about to throw that motherfucking thing out the
window. I pull away from our aggressive make out as his tongue flicks my piercing lightly before
he begins kissing my neck trying my hardest not to moan. The ringing stopped but started up again.
This little devil.
Hyunjin? What the hell does he want? "Yeah? Make it quick, I'm kinda busy" Jisung lightly
reaches his hand down my middle part rubbing slowly picking up pace slowly. I'm about to put
him in his place if he doesn't cut it out.
"Well aren't you lovely? Fucking Jisung or something?" I was about to if this guy stops calling.
Cockblocker.
"None of your business Hyunjin, what is it?" It's time for him to cut to the chase. That way I can
continue this. Maybe if he would stop taking eternity.
"Can you drive over to the location I will send you?" Hyunjin asks as Raven chimes in "Don't let
Bang drive. He will be here by 6 am if he does. " Like he'll listen to me? Good luck with that one.
"Fine, I might be a couple minutes late." I said as I held Jisung still with one hand as I accidentally
moaned but quickly hung up. I'll be hearing it from him for god knows how long.
A couple minutes later a text message comes through with Hyunjin's location. In the middle of a
forest? Seriously? It's 3 AM and I have to deal with this? Like that's an hour away.
I go into the studio trying my hardest to wake him up before walking back into the living room.
"Are you in heat or something? Because damn you're horny tonight." I ask him, smirking.
Chan comes in "Fuck, would you two shut up? Don't talk dirty while I'm around. I'm still
traumatized from last time. I'm driving so behave."
"Raven said for me to drive. Also I have the location on my phone so no need to drive like a
chicken with your head cut off." I said to him before he grabbed his keys walking into the garage
hollering.
"I know where it is. You guys better be coming or I'm leaving you behind." Then go ahead. See if I
give a fuck. Oh wait that's right, I don't. Jisung took my hand dragging me into the car unwillingly
but still went into the back seat with him anyway.
Jisung lightly puts his finger on my lips as his hand traces my inner thigh up and down. "Seatbelts
better be on or else someone is dead or sitting on the side of the road. And that would be the non
mental patient." Chan says as we drive down the empty roads flying fast. Raven might be surprised
this time. Nah, definitely not.
"Have to drag me" My breath hitches as he unzips my pants. I smack his hand gently as I zip my
pants back up. "Out first."
"I've dealt with Raven and Hyunjin before. Doesn't bother me a bit." Chan grabs a spray bottle that
he must have gotten from the kitchen and sprayed it on my face.
Jisung laughs silently as this would happen several times throughout the day.
¡Jisung's Pov¡
We arrive at an old garage an hour later despite Chan's scary driving. I swear, I am never riding in
the car with him driving. "Chan you are not in the fast and furious. God, you are dangerous and
you talk about Hyunjin." Minho says to Chan as he gets out of the car.
"Yeah well not your car, don't like it? Too bad." Chan said before Raven came up to him from
inside of the garage. Where the hell are we? Raven doesn't seem scared or anything, well actually
he seems really relaxed.
Minho mumble something as he walks into the old metal garage where Hyunjin,Felix and some
other guy. He has dark black hair and the lightest brown eyes. He's really intimidating though.
I stand behind Minho as he reaches his hand back so he can touch my thigh. He knows any sort of
touch helps me calm down.
He has his knife holster on his right thigh. God so now we have two people that are ready for a
fight but the thing is, guess what Hyunjin is totally relaxed as Felix is in his lap.
I see Minho's hand slowly sneak to his holster as this mystery guy has caught on to his movement.
Obviously someone in the gang, so probably has to be Wooyun right? Because Junwon is dead and
Hyunjin would have killed Jaeyun by now if it was him.
I bet you're Minho" The guy looks directly at him as if his gaze could cut through him. I wrap my
arms around Minho's shoulders as I lightly kiss the back of his neck.
"And who the fuck are you?" Minho says as he pulls out his knife. I press my body against his as I
whisper "Calm down"
"I swear Minho, calm down. This is I.N's brother,Junwon. Please do not kill anyone" Felix says to
Minho. Good, if he is going to listen to anyone other than me, it would be him.
"How about we all sleep here and in the morning? We can talk about plans. I have a feeling you
might need help." The guy looked at Felix and winked at him. Sleep here? Is he crazy, I mean we
are in the middle of nowhere and with some guy we don't know.
"Sleep around them? No. No way." Minho says as he tries to walk out but Raven shuts the garage
door down and locks us in. At least I'm not the only one that feels that way.
Chan pulls Minho back by his shirt. "He's not a killer. I spent some time with him and he's a good
guy. Believe me Felix would not be in Hyunjin's lap relaxed and limp as a wet piece of paper if he
was scared." Well he does have a point there. I sit down next to Hyunjin as Felix smiles at me
warmly and pats my thigh.
"Yeah we will sleep here tonight. Thank you for the offer. Sorry for the pain in the ass Minho.
Also sorry in advance if they are horn dogs."
"Horn dogs my ass. If anything it's normal. And do you want to discuss your love life while we are
at it?" Minho snaps as he sits down next to me holding my hand.
Chan laughs "There is nothing to tell about my love life. So go to shutie town and if you are talking
about your ass, then I'm not going to assume the roles but all I know is you moaning choke me
harder can be heard." I start to blush harder as I could have sworn that Minho couldn't be heard.
"Yeah and you saying find the fucking key is very vague. Did he shove it up your ass or did you
lose the handcuff key? You know what never mind" I reply back as it's time I defend Minho's
honor.
Raven hides his face into Chan's shoulder as he shakes his head laughing. "Okay okay, enough.
You don't need to tell Junwon every damn thing" Wait Junwon as in the gang leader? As in the
dead dude? Shit. Welp I guess Hyunjin raised him from the dead. Magic maybe? Doubt it.
I stand up as Junwon comes close to me and Minho. Minho stands up as well as he stands in front
of me. Junwon whispers "Relax, I'm not a bad guy. I respect you for being strong and protecting
the ones you love. You are doing a great job" He whispers in Minho's ear. He knows I could hear
him as well as he had his eyes on me when whispering that to Minho.
Junwon hugs Minho tightly as Minho whines "Release yourself Anaconda. You proved your point"
He sighs after Junwon lets him go. Aw hell no. He's coming closer to me as I back up to the wall.
Minho and Chan seem amused as he hugs me, lifting me off of the ground.
He lets go of me stroking my hair for a second. "You are so innocent and cute. Just like Yongbok
over there. " He laughs as he and Chan start to play around with each other.
But something I definitely didn't see coming is when Chan calls him Cousin.
Danger looms us
¿Minho's Pov¿
I wake up to Hyunjin walking outside. I walk outside behind him as I walk a little bit into the wood
area pulling out a cigarette that was in a box in my back pocket. No one knows that I smoke but
every now and then when I get stressed, I'll light one up.
This is truly the first time that I have had to smoke within 2 years. I spark up the lighter as it lights
up the cigarette. The truth is for once I feel useless. I feel guilty that Chan has to put up with us and
then the whole killer thing.
I just don't know what to do about it. I mean even if we get the killer behind bars, we still are
wanted. There is no way that fake IDs can truly do too much. It will be time to re dye it again here
soon but time is ticking. I need to be a man and show that I can protect Jisung.
I take a long drag from the cigarette before blowing it out causing a cloud of smoke to come out of
my mouth. It slowly begins to calm my nerves as I lean up against a tree.
Jisung comes near me a while afterwards as he notices that I am smoking. "Such a bad boy."
Jisung teases me as I offer him a non lit cigarette. I'm a bad influence on him but he knows I can be
every now and then.
"I can just taste it on you." Jisung says as he pulls me by my waist as I take a drag of it. A second
later Jisung kisses me deeply as I transfer the smoke into his mouth. He pulls away from the kiss as
he blows the smoke out smirking.
He is definitely a handful but damn, that was attractive. "Satisfied?" I slightly tease him as I stomp
out the cigarette on the ground.
"Never. I will never have enough of my baby" Jisung smiles at me which makes my heart melt. His
large hand glides down my waist slowly sending shivers down my spine. I look over to where
Hyunjin and Junwon are talking but they aren't paying any attention to us anyways.
He pins me up against the tree as he takes my belt off of the pants and uses them like handcuffs.
What the fuck kind of things has he been searching online? I might need to have Raven look at that
because this is scary.
He steps closer to me as his face is near mine. The gaze in his eyes has changed from his normal
self to sexy, as he is turning me on. Like that makes too much sense but my brain is turning to
mush as he is looking at me. He slips his hand under my shirt as he runs his fingers along my
shoulder slowly letting his finger explore my chest.
He looks at me up and down slowly as his eyes take in every inch of me. Jisung whispers in my
ear "Of course you like it rough. My poor boy is already hard" Yeah and dealing with that is not
going to be the best thing to do with Hyunjin and Junwon being outside right now. We still got
some distance on us but still.
It's all his fault with him being dominant for once in a while. His hand that was once on my chest
slowly traces my Vline as he seeks permission to take things further. I nod as he slips his hand
down my pants.
This teasing has to stop as I can feel the tightness and teasing as his hand wanders my dick but he
doesn't go past the fabric of my underwear. He lightly strokes me as he kisses me aggressively.
I softly groan as I kiss him. This is sending me into overload. He pulls away from the kiss as he
pulls away his hand unbuttoning the button on my jeans with one hand.
He grabs a condom from his back pocket as he slips it on me slowly as his long fingers brush up
against me making my lower part burn in a good way. "Cum for me baby." Fuck he is making this
very difficult to resist. I mean not that far from them? And then a used one on the ground? No.
"Jisung, behave. I didn't mean to take it that far while they are around." I whine at him. He sure in
the hell can be naughty when he wishes to.
"Hyunjin and Junwon aren't paying attention to shit. If anything, a dinosaur could be fucking a cat
and he still would be there. Be a good boy that I know you can. You are too stressed here lately.
Let me take care of you. You'll feel better."
He sensed it all along then? He slips his hand back in doing the same motions but more rough and
fast before as the tension and pressure kept building up. Jisung's dark brown eyes were glued on
me until the moment I filled the condom.
¡Jisung's Pov¡
Hyunjin yells at me and Minho as Minho is pulling himself together. "COME ON BITCHES. I'M
NOT GOING TO WAIT ALL DAY FOR YOUR ASS." Boy isn't he just so nice today. I walk
back into the garage with Minho still standing against the tree slipping his belt back on as I
already unlooped his hands.
Junwon sits down next to me as he nudges me gently. " So getting some thrills in the forest huh? I
mean I get it, you are young and have a great sex drive. Hell I was the same way back in the day."
He teases me
Yeah I can believe it honestly. My face started to turn bright red as Junwon saw that scene there.
But honestly he's only two years older than me. I need to remember that.
But how did he notice that? I thought we were far enougb away that he couldn't see. Junwon was
staring at Hyunjin and the ground back then. Tell me how that is possible? "Uh yeah. Sorry for
getting comfortable"
"No no no" He begins to laugh a little bit " I actually like your creativity. Anyways, I'm sorry if I
scared you at first. I didn't mean to" Junwon explains to me as I can see worry painted on his face.
"Don't worry about it. I have anxiety along with a couple of other things. Ex mental ward patient."
"Oo yikes. You earned a strong badge yourself but it doesn't seem like you are crazy just more on
the introverted side you know?" He smiles at me then lightly rubs my shoulder. "There are things I
might be able to help you with but not fully. Who knows what might happen in the future."
I.N walks in 30 minutes later as he is talking with Junwon and hugging Chan. It really seems warm
and like a true family. But the truth is, I don't know how much longer this peace will last. It's
bittersweet but still this group if people have made it feel like home for me
Last day until countdown
¿Minho's Pov¿
I see him and Junwon interacting but Junwon is getting a bit too touchy for my liking. We began to
start up a plan up for Felix's situation. I mean if it was me, as long as he is leaving Felix and
Hyunjin the fuck alone, I would just let him deal with himself.
Jisung is looking freaked out and zoned out. I don't like where this is heading for him. It makes me
want to help him but right now I can't figure out what is causing it.
"Well if you are so smart, then tell me what the hell we can do? I mean either way it just ends up in
more trouble and still hiding." I said as I stare at Junwon. No matter what we do, it's just going to
lead to the same damn result. Being holed up together.
"Look, we only have three options, KAJ, meaning Kill, Asylum or Jail. " There is no way we can
pull off any of them with the way Felix describes his brother. Jisungs eyes widen as he looks at me
in fear. He's having flashbacks again from his parents death, fuck.
"Jisung, you won't be around this anyways. You will be with Chan." Hyunjin can even tell that
Jisung is freaked right now. This is not good.
Felix shakes his head "Jail is out of the question, we can't convict him of any crimes unless they
are known and there are witnesses. Doing that will expose us as a whole and get cops looking in
our direction." He is correct, the cops is not good for our situation.
Chan sighs as he is rubbing his forehead. Stress signals for him as well. "And Asylum is out of the
question because it requires one of the two people to be able to sign it."
I begin to zone out trying to think of something else that will work. Nothing will work that won't
cause us to go to jail or worse. This is just a bad situation all over.
"And there is no other way?" I ask him as I begin to rub my knuckle over and over. He's nervous. I
can tell that much but he needs to realize sooner or later Yeosung is going to be after us all once he
realizes we are helping him. Jisung holds my hand as he squeezes it.
This is to comfort both of us. He knows it too. But the reason why I do that is only when I am deep
in thought and Felix notices it too.
"Look, he isn't leaving us much choice. We can't have him killing Felix or Hyunjin. And don't
think I don't see how crooked your pinky finger is Felix. I notice a lot of shit, don't forget that."
Junwon says as he looks at me. I walk over to Felix, taking his right hand gently.
Jisung lets go of my hand as he walks outside shaking. I can't leave him out there alone there is just
no way in hell I can. I mouth to Felix 'I'll be back' as I run after Jisung.
As I reach outside,I don't see a trace of Jisung anywhere as I begin to walk into the wooded areas. I
see him staring down at the ground with his knees to his chest. He sees me as his eyes light up as
he runs to me throwing himself on me and hugging me tightly.
¡Jisung's Pov¡
I hug him tight, while I'm glad that we are safe, the other's will not. Just mentioning them killing
someone and the fact that we can see that, it just brought back that old memory that I don't want to
see again. I had enough of seeing it over and over again when I was in the asylum.
He holds me close to him as I nuzzle my face into his neck gently. He whispers in my ear "Jisung
calm down. I won't let anything happen to you. This isn't like your parents. Your parents were
murdered in coldblood. This is to protect and defend what matters most. Because who knows when
he might fully snap."
The sun is slowly beginning to set as I look up at the sky after calming down from Minho's touch. I
believe every word that he said is true. But what if my parents' deaths weren't a cold blood thing
and there is something more to it?
Minho asks me "Do you wish to go home? I can drive you home and the others can just ride the
motorcycles home." He knows that I am attached to each person here that we have been living
with, just in different ways.
I nod as we make our way back to the car driving back to Chan's house. Shit we forgot about the
house keys though. Minho must have grabbed the car keys while Chan was asleep last night.
Heaven knows we don't need him driving again.
Minho puts one hand on my thigh, watching me carefully almost as if he is concerned about me. I
can tell though, he might not know much about the plan but whoever goes in might not come out.
Are they prepared for that type of outcome though? Minho pulls over to the side of the road as we
are close enough in the woods to see Chan's house now. What is wrong with him?
He unbuckles his seatbelt as he climbs into the backseat. "This may be the last night that we fully
get to enjoy ourselves before things get" he cuts off his sentence as he knows that I understood
him.
I unbuckle climbing into the backseat, getting onto his lap as he stares into my eyes for a couple of
seconds. His hands slowly help me take off my shirt as he tosses it up into the passenger seat.
Minho gets extremely close up to my face to the point of our lips almost touching.
He pulls away smirking as he raises his eyebrow at me, almost like a challenge to see what I'm
going to do about it. He can be such a flirt sometimes. "Something wrong Minho?" I ask him as he
looks out the back window for a moment.
He looks at me slowly up and down as he squeezes my upper thigh with one hand. "I'm just
admiring this fine man before I make you into a puddle" He whispers in my ear as his voice has
become raspy. He rakes his nails down my back slowly as it sends shivers in my spine.
I gripped his neck as I hit his pleasure points on his throat. He smirks as I scoot up closer on his
lap. I kiss him roughly as he deepens the kiss lacing his fingers into my hair. He lets out a small
moan as his tongue tangles with mine. His tongue piercing grazes my tongue every now and then.
He begins to harden as I gently shift on his lap. The make out session became serious as he gets
into it. Clothes started to be taken off in a very messy way. He flips me so that I'm am under him.
"Minho, we can't do it here" I whine even though I want to.
"Han,I can pay him to get it clean. Come on baby. " Horny motherfucker. And since when did he
call me by my last name?
"You just want to get laid" I start to tease him, he wants a game, well he got one.
Treading over me
¿Minho's Pov¿
Is he serious right now? I swear, this boy is too much of a handful sometimes. "Like you don't?" I
graze my hand over his underwear as he twitches his right leg.
"Minho, Chan is going to kill you if we do." Jisung says as we hear a tap on the window. Oh shit, I
get down into the floorboard as Jisung silently laughs. Chan opens the door with a pissed look on
his face.
"Don't you dare start fucking in my car. I am about to make you run back to the house without your
clothes. And how the hell did you get my car keys?"
"I stole your keys while you were sleeping. Easy as pie counting Raven pretty much kept you
asleep. Used to before Raven slept with you, one person could come down and you would know it.
Besides I was going to pay you to clean your car" Chan steps away from the car laughing.
"Got two choices, either drive the rest of the way home or get out and walk." It's less than half of a
mile. It's not the first time we have done something dirty in the woods.
"Oo such a big punishment. Wanna whip me next? Oh wait I got a better idea, make me sing some
more or kiss the ground?" Chan walks away as Raven comes this time.
"Chan is about to kill someone. He said something about not handling your sarcasm. " Raven looks
highly amused as he looks at me. "Having fun down there? Maybe seeing the dirt particles on your
body?"
"No but at least I am not up anymore thanks to you." I grab my clothes from the front seat getting
dressed as Jisung mumbles "if only they left us alone."
Raven squats down looking me in the eyes "Say that again and you might not have to worry about
your dick." His eyes flick up to Jisung patting his head, smiling , then walking off to mound on his
motorcycle again.
"Well at least he went light on you" Jisung laughs as he crawls back into the passenger seat. I get
out of the car, shutting the back seat car door and opening the driver's side to get inside.
I drove the car into the garage as Raven was leaning against the wall already. Chan has already
gone inside as I tell Jisung. "Go inside and wait for me please. I'll be right there honey" I pat his
thick thigh once more before he does what I asked him to.
I got out of the car as I approached Raven handing him the car keys. "Well I see you found
something called clothes again" He says to me. Oh this bitch has been trying me since day 1.
"And it seems like you found something called your attitude again. Maybe go find your man to get
you laid. I like you halfway when you get laid." His eyebrow shot up as I saw his lip piercing
move as his tongue flicked it. Aggressive much?
"You're just mad because I cockblocked you. Too bad. It's a shame really, half of the time I swear
you aren't horny. Oh wait, that's only when you're asleep."
"How about you worry about your own sex drive? I mean after all, it took you this long to sleep
with him. Maybe you are having a harder time getting it up."
"What the fuck did you just say?" He says as he pushes himself off of the wall with his foot getting
up close with me as his height slightly makes him tower over me.
¡Jisung's Pov¡
I hear Chan cursing and yelling at Raven because of something. I mean they are really loud. I hear
Hyunjin start to shout which makes me concerned because Minho hasn't come back yet.
I rushed down the stairs to see Felix gathered in the garage door way except for Chan and Hyunjin.
"Raven, calm your ass down." Chan shouted at him as I couldn't see the commotion just yet. I walk
over to Felix as he looks at me worried.
"What the hell happened?" I ask Felix as he shrugs his broad shoulders.
"Don't know. Hyunjin and I were upstairs.." He trails off as his cheeks get red. I kinda get where he
is going with that especially since he's only in his boxers. "And I heard Chan shouting at Raven
which caused Hyunjin to go there"
Great. I go in the garage as I see Raven with a bloody nose as Minho has a black eye and blood
coming out of his lip. Raven has his pinned to Chan's car as Hyunjin is trying to pull him off of
him and Chan is trying to get him to stop. Fuck it's bad this time.
What in the world did Minho do to piss him off this bad? Well let's face it, two sarcastic mouthed
men in one room should have tipped me off pretty well but he was acting fine when I walked in.
I walk up to him as I hug him tight trying to pull him back as I pray that it will give it up enough to
have Chan and Hyunjin get him off the rest of the way.
He quickly brings his elbow back as he elbows me in the nose. He then stops punching Minho as
he shoves me back into the wall without realizing who it was.
I feel a warm trickle of blood come out as I bring my hand up to my nose. Felix comes over to me
as he kneels down in front of me "Are you okay?" He looks at me concerned as Raven turns
around to look at me.
I nod as I slowly stand up sore in the shoulder. Minho sees as Raven moves out of the way and
towards me. "Minho, I know what is going through that head of yours but don't even do it." I stare
at him. Minho looked slightly alarmed when I did this which caused Chan to lead Raven away as
Raven was fussing at him
Minho comes over to me as I take his hand lightly leading him into the bathroom
Pains and mending
¿Minho's Pov¿
Jisung led me into the bathroom as he shut the door behind him. "Sit down on the bathtub and let
me take care of you" Uh did he forget that he is also hurt?
"Baby, you need to worry about your own wounds and not me." I tell him as Jisung picks me up
and sits me back down on the bathtub. He kneels down as he lowers his face as he places his lips to
the corner of my neck as he whispers
"Stay here. It's time I return everything that you have done for me." He gets up off of the ground as
he grabs the medicine kit from the cabinet under the sink. The door opens as Raven comes in. Oh
great, is he preparing for round 2?
Raven's eyes are half way bloodshot and puffy as he looks like he had a mental breakdown. None
of my business though.
Raven shuts the door behind him sitting down a ice pack as he first goes to Jisung. He takes the
medicine kit and says "Jisung, I'm sorry. I didn't realize what I was doing. I know that doesn't
make things better but I want to still remain friends with both of you." He looks at Jisung then at
me.
What the fuck got into him? Probably Chan. Although he is pretty nice half of the time. Really it
was just harmless bickering like we normally do but I shouldn't have gone that far with it though.
So in a way, it was both of our faults.
Jisung smiles as he goes over to him hugging him tightly "I forgive you. I understand that you were
mad. I would never hate you because you're my bestie" He smiles brightly hugging him extra tight
as he laughs. Yeah that's my Jisung for you. Forgiving and sweet to the end.
He lets go of Raven as he kneels down as Jisung sits down on the toilet lid as he takes off his shirt
"It's just my shoulder and nose." Raven nods as he looks over at me before he does anything.
"Minho, is it okay if I treat him?" He asks me. I'm so surprised that he asked me. Why would he do
that? I don't get jealous when he touches him. I know better than to take him and Jisung as non
platonic.
"Do you have to ask everytime you touch my boyfriend? No. So shush and just do it." He nods as
his fingers touch his shoulder on the front and back side as he feels around. I can tell he is
processing something but he isn't worried. He take his hand up standing up and grabs a numbering
stick. Raven rubs it around Jisung's shoulder then grabs a wet washrag.
"It's fine. Your shoulder is definitely bruised so it will be sore for a couple of days." He says as he
wipes the dried blood off of Jisung's nose.
He glances over at me as he takes the ice pack that he brought in and holds it to my eye.
¡Jisung's Pov¡
He kneels down holding the ice pack with his right hand as he has a cotton swab in his other hand
with medicine on it. Raven applies it to his lip gently. "Look Minho, I'm sorry. I shouldn't have
taken it out on you nor should I have taken it the wrong way. It's my fault for that. I see you as a
little brother but I should have known the way you are with your harmless bickering at me. It's just
our way of communication."
Yeah, he got that right. Minho has that sharp tongue, I mean so do I but I just choose not to use it
most of the time because it scares people.
Minho laughs patting Raven's shoulder. "You think that I took that personal? Nah. I shouldn't have
brought Chan into that so I'm sorry. I deserved that, I mean I just like that." Raven holds out his
arms.
"Come on brother, bring it in" He smiles at him as Minho is looking at me half way scared and
confused.
I try so hard not to smile as Minho looks at me but I failed. I nod as I motion for him to do it.
Minho sighs as he hugs Raven gently as Raven rubs his back. Raven rests his chin on his chin on
his shoulder as Minho looks like a deer in headlights.
Yeah I was that way the first time that I discovered Raven was the touchy type. Minho mouths
'help me' to him.
'Just hold out a bit longer. He'll stop' I mouth back as I smile at him. Raven stops hugging him as
he says "How about we all have a drink then we can go our separate ways for tonight?"
Minho nods as we both stand up walking into the kitchen. Raven goes into the cabniover the stove
grabbing the shot glasses and pouring a couple glasses of moonshine. He does realize that I am a
lightweight right?
He gives Minho and I a shot glass as he holds his up a little high "To apologies and new friendship
bonding" Raven says as we all clink our glasses together then throwing them back quickly.
"You know we had our ups and downs but I love you like family" Minho says to Raven as he hugs
him again. Raven is stumbling a little bit. Oh shit even Minho is drunk. He shoots a warning glare
at me. Or maybe not?
Raven pats his head as he rubs his shoulder "I love you two so much. We are like a big family and
I just hope it can stay that way"
It's not like we have any other choice because of our situations. Sure Felix and Hyunjin are fine but
not by tomorrow because they both will have crimes under them.
I just pray that nothing goes wrong. For better or for worse, I just hope we make it out alive
Swap
We all got drunk as hell, (to the point where they don't remember), Junwon tried to stand up but he
ended up falling on his ass again. I haven't seen him this drunk in a while. This is interesting.
We took turns taking shots until we got really fucking drunk. Like out our mind almost. Junwon
tries hard to stand up but ends up on his knees as he says "How about a game or two of passing a
piece of candy in our mouth and transferring it to the person that you want to kiss" What kind of
suggestion is that?
Raven asks Junwon "Will this count as Cheating?" Ehhh fuck if I know in my opinion. This shit is
crazy anyways.
"Goodie two shoes. But to answer your question, no, it's just a game." Junwon says as he glances at
Jisung. Welp I know what will happen here soon. Or at least I know whom he is hoping for.
"And one rule to make it interesting" He hiccups before continuing "You may pass it to your lover
but you can't pass it back to them. So think about it that way. The game stops when the candy is
gone" Fuck. Which means I'll have to kiss one of them? No, only Jisung, do I desire to kiss. Just
no. Ew.
He tosses a small package to Chan as he puts it into his mouth. He keeps it in his mouth for a
second which is worse but oh well. It's a small hard candy which is worse. I would beat the shit out
of Junwon right now. Talk about everyone's saliva on it no. Didn't anyone teach Junwon about
germs?
Chan kisses Raven deeply as I see their tongue clash together. "Fuck, if we are doing this, just get
this shit over with. Mostly before I kill this pain over here" I point at Junwon.
"Try me bitch" Junwon smirks back. Oh hell no, he did not just do that. His ass is going to be sore
when I shove my foot up it.
Raven now has the candy in his mouth as he glances around for a second before locking eyes with
Hyunjin. Oh hell. I didn't even think about that possibility. Shit. Hyunjin gives Junwon a look of
death before flipping him off. I'm glad I'm not the only one pissed at Junwon for this.
Raven begins to stagger as he stands up walking to Hyunjin. He kneels down in front of Hyunjin,
transferring the candy quickly to him. Hyunjin immediately pulls away from Raven's lips, grabbing
Felix closer to him. This is what they do a lot of times without a game.
Felix is scared as he grips his jeans looking at the people in this room. He walks over to Jisung as
he kisses him intensely as Jisung opens him mouth to get the candy in. God this is just so awkward
to see the one you love kiss another guy when dating you. I see Hyunjin drinking more alcohol as
Felix is doing this.
Felix stops once the candy transfers as he walks back next to Hyunjin who jands him the bottle. I
can't say that I truly blame him either. Felix leans into Hyunjin as he whispers something in his ear
before Hyunjin nods.
Raven is laying his head in Jisung's lap as Jisung strokes his hair. I know that he and Raven
definitely are just best friends. It's nothing sexual or anything. I just think that Raven probably just
can't sit up straight.
Jisung stands up walking over to Junwon as he yanks him by the shirtas his tongue clashes with
his. God this is gross, what is into him? The first time he gets super drunk and he makes out with
Junwon? Out of all people to be sexually attracted to. Jealousy hits me hard as he does this. I grab
the bottle as I begin to drink. This is definitely going to be a night that I don't like.
¡Jisung's Pov¡
This is definitely a different experience as Junwon is more rough and sharp while Minho is rough
but still is careful in his own little way. I can tell they both have two different experiences sexually.
Junwon leans back to me as I stood up walking back to Minho. Or at least attempting to.
"Enjoy the make out session?" He says as I can tell he is pissed off. I don't know why he is mad, I
mean there will be two rounds but still. I was slightly liking Junwon's vibe but then I snapped out
of it.
What can I say that won't make me sound like a dickhead. "Hell no. I just think he is cute plus let's
face it, I wouldn't kiss Chan or Raven. So it doesn't leave too many people.
Junwon's eyes look between Minho and Chan. But Chan is his cousin so that would be incest so
there is no need to bring more fucked up things in this game.
Junwon walks over to Minho as he winks at him before kissing him very quickly. Minho gives
Junwon a death glare as he glances at Chan. I can tell he would rather be shot than to do this but he
just wants it to be over quickly.
I can tell he is tired as he keeps on heavily blinking fast compared to his normal fast blinking habit.
Minho curls his lip in disgust as he has the barely there candy in between his teeth. Chan quickly
grabs it then scrubs his tongue before drinking more.
This game is kinda fun but at the same time, I would never play this again. I mean it's something I
would think would happen with his cousin anyways. All of us played one more round as we were
all tired. Afterwards We ended up sleeping. The last peaceful sleep for a while.
Hope is lost
Minho's Pov¿
I start to smell smoke as I hear Hyunjin scream'fire' at Felix. Shit, someone must have broken in
when we were sleeping. This is not good. I grab our valuables as I toss the stuff outside as it lands
into a bush. I wake up Jisung as he rubs his eyes.
How do I say this so he doesn't freak out? Oh who the hell am I kidding? I'm not a kindergarten
teacher fuck it. "There is a fire, we need to get out and fast." The tone is Hyunjin's voice is
concerning so I quickly shoved on my pants and shirt as Jisung does the same.
"Jisung, we are going to be okay." I quickly hold my hands on his cheeks "Calm down" I have my
thumb on his pulse point. His heart is going too fast. He is close to an anxiety attack, I can see it
played across his face.
I push open the door or try to but it's stuck. I keep on hitting over and over again but no luck. I kick
the door before letting out a stream of curse words. Jisung paces towards the window as he kneels
down to the floor as he begins to shake violently. He begins to rock slowly as he leans his head
back so he doesn't cry.
"We are going to die. There is no way around it, I still never got to experience so many things in
life like cooking my first meal for you, getting our own place built by Chan's uncle, or even simply
marrying you eventually. There are so many things I wished to experience. " The things that he just
said to me made my heart calm and happy even if it only was for a second.
"We aren't going to die Jisung. I mean after are four capable men to help us. Don't worry about the
pretty hair on your head. I promised to protect you and that's what I'm going to do. "
The truth is I don't know that. The thing is, they might not come for us. I mean we don't even know
where the fire is coming from at this point or how fast it is spreading.
The smoke begins to cloud up the room in a dark mist. I walk over to Jisung as I hold him up
against me. His body is shaking as he starts to cry. Shit this is bad. "At least if we die in here, I get
to die in your arms" Jisung says as tears stream down his pretty face.
"You won't die, we will climb out the window and take our bets on that." I mean if you had a
choice between falling to your death and burning, well I would be flying like a bird.
Except no wings. I just don't tell him that either way the possibility is high. Fuck. Jisung passes out
as he is limp in my arms as the flames are hitting the second floor.
I guess this is where I need to say my goodbye to him. I haven't cried in so many years but now my
throat is tight and it's hard to see through the tears in my eyes. I take off my shirt as I put it over
Jisung's nose and mouth gently to make sure he doesn't breathe in too much smoke.
"Jisung, these past few months have been the best years of my life. I am honored to be your
boyfriend up until the end. I just wish that I could have protected you better, I promised that I
would but I guess I let you down."
Our room is the last room that the flames will hit. But it won't matter anyways. The tears falls
down quicker as the future that I had planned in my head is going up in a cloud of smoke.
"There is so much to live for in our lives but I guess that what dreams we have planned were an
illusion. I am sorry that you were treated unfairly. I tried to treat you the best I could. I love you
until the end of time but at least I can die happy as I have you." That's all I could say as even those
words were a struggle to get out as I saw the door get swallowed by the flames.
I kiss his forehead as this is definitely the last goodbye. "You crying motherfucker. You dare give
up now? Are you going to write your will with blood on the wall next?" Hyunjin yells at me. How
fucking long has he been there?
"How long have you been there?" I whine at him as I begin to cough more and more.
"About the start of your sobbing." I hear another pair of footsteps as I hear them pushing
something away from the door as the other kicks at the door until it comes down. I can't focus
well due to the ringing in my ears. I must ignore that and make it towards the exit.
I pick up Jisung putting him on my back after tying the shirt to his face. Both of them are badly
burned but I probably will be too before the night is over.
I run down stairs as Raven and Hyunjin jump off the side of the rail. I start getting light headed as I
am going down the stairs. That was until I blacked out feeling nothing. I truly did fail.
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