Gamers Vol.1
Gamers Vol.1
by Aoi Sekina
Translator: Skythewood
Illustrations
Part 1
Part 2
Epilogue
Novel Updates
Translator: Skythewood
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Illustrations
Prologue: Keita Amano and Youth
Continued
I couldn’t really relate to an average male main character that likes a peaceful everyday
life.
A story that starts with a beautiful female childhood friend waking you up from bed in
the morning, colliding with a tsundere transfer student as you turn at a junction on your
way to school, A cool beauty female senpai who thinks highly of you at school, and an
impish yet cute female junior who stays close to you for no reason. Damned innate
normie main character.
After hearing him narrate this lazily, the only emotions that welled up within me is…
“Duh!”
I retorted as I exhausted all my blood and sweat. I couldn’t find any bit I could relate to.
On the other hand, there would be occasional works that were the complete opposite of
the earlier description, with main characters that felt really realistic, with few beautiful
girls and living a ‘plain everyday life’. But if you ask me if I could relate to them, that
would be a different matter. Here’s another example…
[Dusk. The sound of the students’ idle chatter and laughter, along with the soft echo of
the wind orchestra practices, were mixed with the noise of the sports club coming from
the gymnasium. As usual, the school day ends plainly…]
I, Amano Keita, who was studying in the second year of high school ── really loved such
a plain everyday life from the bottom of my heart.
In the end, I couldn’t help feeling a difference in values that was different from the
example earlier. That doesn’t mean I dislike such main characters, in fact, I am quite
fond of them. But relating to them was another issue.
In conclusion, a person who had lived an absolutely plain life since birth… Especially
boys and girls in their teens, I couldn’t imagine at all why they would like their plain
everyday life from the bottom of their hearts.
At least I ── Amano Keita, a plain 16 year old high schooler──
Still spend every night deluding in my bed about being summoned as a hero to a
different world.
……
Eh, you’re already in your second year of highschool, if you have the time to do that,
think seriously about tertiary education or joining the workforce── To be honest, I felt
the same way too, but I just couldn’t help it.
Before I knew it, I realized that I had been dreaming about not being plain anymore.
And of course, I didn’t really believe those things would really happen.
But I hope that I am permitted to live on with the hope of striking the lottery.
Amano Keita, 16 years old, second year of high school. Blood type A, zodiac sign: cancer.
Short and thin.
I live together with my parents and a brother two years younger than me, a family of
four. I didn’t feel any trouble growing up in my middle class family, my paternal and
maternal grandparents are still alive, and our relationship with our relatives were
cordial.
It was probably thanks to me and my brother being raised as good kids, even though we
would fight sometimes, our family had never flipped out on each other. The relationship
of our parents were wonderful, and every year or two, our family will go on a domestic
vacation trip (mostly nearby places).
My school club experience was by joining baseball during elementary and middle
school. But I only treated it as a place to hang out with friends, and didn’t put much
passion into it. I lacked talent, and was an unathletic burden instead. When the match
was a blow out for either team, I would be sent out on the last inning as an act of charity.
To be frank, I had no intention of troubling the team by playing. And of course, I still
participated seriously.
I wasn’t too stupid, and had confidence in my academics. I don’t know if I was dragged
down by my arrogance or I played too much games, my results dropped a lot in middle
school, and ended up entering a public high school that had a low entrance score…
Otobuki High School.
After I graduated, as most of the friends I knew got into other schools, my social
network had to start over from zero.
But back then, I hadn’t grown out of the super naive nature of elementary schoolers and
thought: “I will make friends naturally!” So I started really late, and didn’t get to know
anyone really well before a year past.
After the classes were reshuffled for my second year of high school, I was still spending
my time after school playing my phone or portable game console alone after school.
Even though I was the so called ‘loner’, and would be mocked and laughed at
occasionally, no one really bullied too openly. I was the type that was used to staying at
the bottom of the campus relations pyramid.
Naturally, when I talk to my classmates every now and then, the contents were really
superficial.
Speaking of which, of all the conversations I had in my high school life, the friendliest
ones was with a loud boy chatting with a group beside me…
“Huh? Ah, erm, well, I read in a normal way, from the cover page in sequence…”
“Isn’t that right! See, I told you guys Amano is the in sequence type! You all owe me a
drink!”
That was how it went. And I was in a great mood the day that conversation took place.
… To the people who are saying in their heart: “Aren’t you one level beneath ‘plain’…”
please be quiet for a while, I will feel hurt if I hear that. Living my life plainly made my
heart as brittle as glass. I was the type who would become depressed the entire day if
the game I like was criticized harshly.
Getting a girlfriend was just a fantasy for a guy like me. The love related event I
experienced in high school was just…
[ When I was loitering around aimlessly on campus after school was out, I ran into a
couple french kissing at a rarely used staircase, as they caressed each other’s body. Even
though time stopped for an instance, it would seem weird if I turn back. So I pretended I
didn’t see anything and walked pass them. When I was feeling relieved after going
downstairs, I heard the couple upstairs bursting into laughter for some reason. ]
That was my experience… To be honest, I wasn’t sure if my reaction back then was
correct.
Ah, you want me to talk about my own love story? Eh~~ if 2D could be counted ── Ah,
no? I see. Well…
Yes, I had zero experience.
For everyone in class, I was like a background ‘mob character’. That’s me, Amano Keita.
If I had to point out my only character trait, that would be my name was very similar to
the main character of Yo-kai w*tch, and also…
< TL:http://yokaiwatch.wikia.com/wiki/Nathan_Adams>
That was all. You could probably tell from my earlier self introduction that I like gaming.
I like video games from the bottom of my heart. There wasn’t any special reason, I just
like it unconditionally.
I felt the happiest whenever I played an interesting game, and I could overcome most
detestable things if there were fun games to play. This behaviour helped release the
chuuni urge building in my heart. From this perspective, even though I wasn’t
summoned to a different world, I think it was great to enjoy fun games in this world.
That’s how much I love gaming.
The gaming time after reaching home and before dinner could only be described as my
utmost happiness. I would occasionally scream and shout as I played against my brother
in video games, such times filled with laughter were really precious.
However… There were countless people in the world who liked gaming to such an
extent.
In conclusion, my trait wasn’t really a trait, and my character didn’t have much
personality.
This story about me which very much goes against my personal preference, and
regrettably.
The story still started with the plain high school boy being chatted up by a beautiful girl,
in a cliche and astonishingly relatable way──
For example, there were idolized singers, athletes performing on the international
stage, the wealthy directors of large corporations and 2D waifus, it differs from person
to person.
Their status and positions were too different with no intersecting points. Even if they
met miraculously, keeping up conversation or interaction would be highly difficult.
They were existences that were out of the league of mere mortals.
Therefore…
“Huhh?”
A certain day in June, after school was out, in a certain game shop where the
atmosphere was casual under the setting sun.
When the top beauty of Otobuki High School Tendo Karen spoke to me without any
warning… I, Amano Keita’s brain was completely frozen, and responded with a weird
sound without even thinking.
My eyes scanned all over the place in order to obtain more information, and looked at
her from head to toe indiscreetly.
The first thing that drew my attention was her long blonde hair. It wasn’t the blonde
dyed haphazardly by delinquents in desolated salons, but a healthy blonde that was the
real thing. I didn’t remember the details, but she seemed to have either half or a quarter
caucasian heritage.
But unlike her blonde hair, her face was really Japanese, even though her big bright eyes
were light blue, she somehow gave an impression of innocence.
Maybe it was her slender model like body built, the Otobuki High School uniform
everyone was wearing looked really neat on her.
“…?”
“Ah.”
I couldn’t help staring, and Tendo-san looked at me baffled with her head tilted. In
contrast to me whose heart was racing, Tendo-san said naturally: “Ah, right.” then shyly
placed her hand on her chest, and moved her lips.
“I am in the second year class A of Otobuki High, Tendo Karen. Pleased to meet you,
eh…”
I instinctively state my family name in a panic. When I saw Tendo-san smiling silently at
me as she waited for me to continue, I came to my senses and added:
“A-Amano Keita. Class F… ah, second year…. Ah, not that, yes, I am studying in Otobuki
too!”
I introduced myself in bits and pieces in response. Not only was I stuttering shamefully,
my face was sweating because of nervousness. My fringe stuck onto my forehead, and
my slightly trembling body made my teeth chatter. I tried my best to calm myself so the
other party won’t be able to tell how shaken I was… But the more anxious I was, the
more wasted my effort became, and my entire face slowly turned red.
I was aware of the disgusting, introverted ‘stay at home boy’ aura I was emitting, there
should be a limit to how much of a fool I was making myself.
Tendo-san didn’t mind my suspicious actions at all, and extended her smooth and
delicate hand out to me with an even friendlier attitude.
“Ah, that’s great, we are in the same grade. Nice to meet you, Amano-kun.”
And I finally realized I was still holding the box of a galgame in my hand, and placed it
back onto the shelf in a hurry. I wanted to shake her hand ── but at this moment, I
realized a guy like me would be touching Tendo-san’s hand and hesitated. Afraid that it
would be bad manners, I wiped my hands onto my pants, reached out again before
regretting it; Wrong, wiping it like that would make the other party feel more
disgusted──
“Ah…”
── As I was still thinking about it, Tendo-san forcefully took my hand and shook it.
As for the sensation of her hand ── I couldn’t spare the effort to enjoy it, and could only
stand there in a daze.
… No matter how I thought about this… Our palms touching seem like an unreal
situation to me.
Afterall… She is the famous Tendo Karen, why is she talking to someone like me…
I looked at her smile and once again, I realized how abnormal this situation was.
Tendo Karen. On the other end of the spectrum, she was the student at the very top of
the social pyramid on campus.
With great looks, fantastic grades, quick-wittedness and excellence in sports, she was a
beauty with attributes so good that it seemed unreal. In Otobuki High School which had
low entrance score, and mediocre reputation, she literally stood out from the crowd.
Even though she wasn’t a television celebrity, her standing in Otobuki was akin to a
goddess── also known as ‘school idol’.
However, she wasn’t a frog in a well. As Tendo Karen had a strong support in such a
small world, her influence was huge. Just the term ‘idol’ would not be enough to
describe her. She was the common topic among the students of Otobuki, the fashion
setter, idol, mascot, spiritual symbol and glory.
If a high schooler in the region was asked about their impression of Otobuki high, right
after the customary ‘a public school with slightly low entrance score’, you will hear:
“That’s the high school Tendo Karen studies in.”
Her personality was really popular, even though she had the confidence and capability
nurtured by her excellent traits, she didn’t have a shred of arrogance about her. In fact,
one could even feel a sense of nobility (That was what I learned from the gossips of the
boys in class).
On the other hand, I am a background character type solo player who didn’t even have a
single friend in high school.
“.…..”
… Yup, no matter how I racked my brains, I couldn’t think of the reason why Tendo
Karen was chatting me up. Or rather, it was a miracle that she was looking at someone
like me.
Eh, d-do I have to say it. My chuuni tendencies had seeped deep into my bones, so I don’t
deny that I fantasized about someone as famous as her falling for me in a dramatic way.
But even when I was fantasizing that, I couldn’t think of any concrete setting for why
she would fall for me, which took a lot of effort.Don’t laugh, but I used the cliche fantasy
of ‘making an important promise when we were young’ as a compromise.
And so, the situation right now fell too far from my expectations, and instead of elation
and anticipation, I felt more troubled… and uneasy… Yes, uneasy.
Even though I was always craving for an experience out of my ordinary everyday life, I
would hesitate timidly and fear that my steady lifestyle would end. I always talked
about chuuni stuff, but my wish for ‘nothing bad to happen’ was stronger than ‘I hope
something good happens’. I had the psychology of being a nobody. How shameful.
As all sorts of emotions stirred in my heart, Tendo-san pulled back her hand after
shaking mine, she asked me with a smile still hanging on her face:
“Huh!?”
The sudden question made my heart race again. N-No way, I would never dream that in
my plain everyday life, I would be confessed to out of the blue by a girl out of my
league──
“Of course! I knew it! I actually knew it from the start, and only acted shaken on
purpose!”
“?”
Oh no, I was too flustered and was leaning towards being anxious like a bipolar
personality. It was probably really disgusting to someone I just met. I unwittingly spoke
as if I was talking to my family.
Tendo-san didn’t seem to mind, and asked with her eyes on the game I was holding a
moment ago:
Oh shit. It was embarrassing to be caught browsing gal games, and the game I picked up
randomly was…
“Eh, this one right? Let me see… The first love simulation game that features only blonde
beauties, a mischievous adventure game with eye candies, ‘Golden tricks’…?”
“Hmm?”
“Ah.”
I answered the previous question loudly in order to divert her attention from the game,
but the timing was unfortunate.
Tendo-san brushed her blonde hair with her fingertip as she looked between me and
the game frantically, her cheeks slowly blushing──
Tendo-san seemed to be reacting to what I said a moment ago as she placed the game
box backed onto the shelf in panic. And so, an indescribable feeling hung between the
two of us, and the atmosphere was like a funeral… I want to disappear just like this,
vanishing from the scene without leaving a single trace, as if ‘Medoroa’ was cast on me’.
That might be so, it was fine for a disgusting otaku to suffer, but I felt that I have to take
responsibility for dragging Tendo-san into this awkward atmosphere.
Squeezing out all the courage I had, it was rare to see me trying to move the
conversation along.
“Eh, generally speaking, I like all types of video games. T-That’s why, there isn’t any
special meaning behind the game I was holding just now… Or rather, the concept of that
game is too innovative, so I was intrigued about what the description on the back of the
box…”
“Ah, I understand. That’s right, the description behind the game packaging is interesting,
isn’t it?”
“Y-You understand too!? That’s right, the back of the packaging is so entrancing!
Although I read ratings online and from magazines, I also placed a lot of importance on
the synopsis on the back of the box too! It is different from the explanation found on the
official website! I couldn’t resist the feeling of compressing and presenting the strong
points of the game in such a small space! Speaking of the back of the package, the idea
Metal Gear Solid had was really creative──”
I blabbered all that out before I came to my senses and stopped. Oh no, what was I
doing? I was usually quiet, but would keep chattering when I talk about things I like…
That was so typical of me! How embarrassing! And even worse, the other party was the
girl at the peak of the normies in Otobuki high! I messed up the scene so badly──
“Fufu…”
“? T-Tendo-san?”
However, Tendo-san’s reaction was completely opposite of what I expected, and she
was softly laughing cheerfully. For an instant, I thought she was laughing at my pitiful
state, but I didn’t feel such malicious intent.
“My apologies for interrupting halfway. I couldn’t help myself because you are so
passionate…”
“Ugh…”
H-How embarrassing! My face heated up again. However, Tendo-san didn’t look down
on me and continued:
“How should I put this? You really match my ideal, I really want to praise myself for
mustering up the courage to talk to you…”
This time, I was heating up for an entirely different reason. Eh… Judging from this…
Could this be the route I thought up in my delusions about her falling for me!?
My heart was thumping hard, and Tendo-san straightened her back and looked right
into my eyes for some reason.
“!”
“Of course! I knew it! I already knew that you want me to join the game── Huh? Wait…
Game… Gamers… Club?”
There was nothing more interesting than playing games when I was in a good mood.
When I feel down, I couldn’t invest much emotions no matter what masterpiece RPG it
might be; But when I’m in a great mood, no matter what kind of unreasonable enemy
wiped out my team and waste all the time I spent adventuring, I wouldn’t sigh in
depression, and would chuckle instead.
“♪ ~~♪ ~~♪ ”
── Could enjoy myself even though I was sitting in a corner of the classroom and
playing social network games on my mobile phone.
Eh~~ Social Network Games aren’t bad, how should I put it? I feel that I can empty my
mind when I play this… I don’t dislike it!
I liked the design that tempts players to pay cash, even though it usually frustrates me.
As I slowly completed my ‘weekly mission’, I hummed a song in a volume no one else
could hear.
Even the usually unbearable ‘after school sit in place forever alone time’ felt trivial
today. After all…
I recalled what happened after school yesterday and couldn’t help snickering.
My campus life had always been covered in gloomy clouds, but I was suddenly facing a
dramatic event that appeared out of nowhere.
The person I admired approached me, and on top of that, I had a feeling that I would get
to know a lot of comrades who loved video games.
Actually after what happened yesterday, I went home and played Super Smash Bros
with my younger brother. For the entire game, I was so hyped that I was all smiles even
when I lose, even my brother who was in the third year of middle school said “You look
really disgusting!” But I couldn’t help it even if he said that.
Anyway, there was no entertainment better than playing games in a great mood!
I had to keep myself from snickering at school, but a background character like me
won’t be noticed── I thought as I continued playing with my phone in a great mood.
Speaking of which, Gamers Club huh? I never heard that Otobuki had such a club.
But that was only natural, Tendo-san said that the current Gamers Club was just started
by her. For some reason, the student populace totally didn’t know about this club.
I played around with the operating system of my phone as I slowly think back about
what happened after school yesterday… After shifting location from the game store to a
bench in a nearby park, I listened to what Tendo-san had to say.
“And for the Gamers club, even though I founded the club, I didn’t advertise to recruit
members at all.”
Tendo-san said as she took out a small bottle of mineral water from her bag to drink.
Even though I was still very nervous about talking to her alone, I still did my best to
pretend to be calm to avoid making a fool of myself.
“We are in the same grade, you can just talk to me like an equal, Amano-kun. Or rather, I
am already speaking in such a casual tone, it would be awkward if you respond with
honorifics.”
“Ah, my apologies…”
I apologized on reflex, and then noticed that I almost used honorifics again. Tendo-san
smiled wryly.
“I-I see.”
“Hmm… That other time, even the teacher spoke to me with honorifics…”
“Haha…”
“It’s true. When I went into the deepest part of Bowser Castle, he said: ‘I apologize for
the terrible road conditions.’ Is it a bug?”
“There should be a limit on how bad a bug affects the game! And under what situation
did this bug occur!?”
“Hmm? Then when Rathian told me apologetically: ‘I am very sorry, I don’t have any
more scales…’ That was a dream too?”
“Why do you insist on denying that was a dream! Don’t do that! Of course, the one who
was mistaken is Tendo-sa──
“… Fufu!”
When Tendo-san suddenly giggled, I finally realized that she drew out my true colours,
and felt really embarrassed.
When I became timid again,Tendo-san looked at me as if it was a pity. She seemed
embarrassed about chatting further, so she returned to the topic with a gentle smile.
“Sorry, I veered from the topic accidentally. Ehh, where were we…”
Tendo-san looked to the sky with a finger on her lips… She probably became the school
idol because she could act this way so naturally.
“Right, we were talking about not advertising for the Gamers Club after founding it,
right?”
After I had calmed down a little, pure curiosity stemmed from my heart. Tendo-san
capped her bottle as she looked at the kids playing in the sandpit.
“Aside from the fact that the Gamers Club doesn’t sound like a proper group, it’s
awkward for me to say this myself… Well, because I am in the club, if words are to
spread…”
Even though she tailed off the ending of her explanation with a wry smile, I could feel
the subtle reason behind that.
Simply put, Tendo-san was probably worried there would be half hearted people who
would join in order to slack off or to woo her. After all, unlike sports club, the entry bar
for the Gamers club sounded really low.
Tendo-san continued:
“I really love video games, although I don’t really mention that to my friends. And the
reason I am studying in Otobuki High is because I heard we have a famous Gamers Club
here.”
“Huh?”
That was the first time I heard that. Tendo-san laughed weakly.
“I heard that the club disbanded right before we entered the school. Most of the
members then seemed to have graduated…”
“Okay…”
That was really… how should I put this? But Tendo-san didn’t seem disheartened at all.
“And so, in order to revive the Gamers Club, I have been working behind the scenes for
the past year. Finally, I became the Club president this spring…”
“Ah, I know what you are meaning to ask. It is basically what you’d expect at face value,
a club to play video games.”
“… Are there any difference between it standing out or not? Actually, how can playing
video games be a club activity…”
“Ahaha, yes, that’s what people would normally think. However, it really is different
from just playing video games. Or rather, we have to play games seriously for it to be a
club activity.”
“?”
“Eh… Sorry, it’s hard for you to imagine that right? But that’s how it is.”
Tendo-san stood at this moment, and invited me with a warm smile, with her back to
the setting sun:
“Well, Amano-kun! Would you like to visit the Gamers Club room!?”
For an instant, I almost lost myself because of how cute she was, but I still asked her
back hurriedly:
Tendo-san said in a kind tone as if she was gently guiding a child throwing a tantrum:
“Our Gamers Club won’t advertise publicly, and in place, the members have to recruit
those who loves gaming. To be honest, the efficiency is bad, and we would most likely
miss out on people who truly like games. However, it won’t be worth it if the Club fails
because weird people joined in. I think this is a good way of laying a solid foundation.”
“Oh… I see…”
Simply put, this was like a shop that prioritized to serve the customers? The efficiency
might be sacrificed, but it gave more importance to other matters.
She had probably set a vibrating alarm on her phone, Tendo-san looked flustered when
she took it out from her pocket.
At this day and age, a girl like her still had curfews huh── While I was feeling
impressed, she waved at me and said: “Excuse me!” then picked up her bag from the
bench swiftly.
“That’s it for today! Tomorrow! Make some time for me after school tomorrow! I will tell
you the details… I will find you after class is over! Bye, Amano-kun!”
I stood up from the chair hurriedly, and despite a slight hesitation in my heart, I still
waved my hand shyly… Even though Tendo-san wasn’t looking at me, I continued
waving my hand… I only slumped back onto the bench when I could no longer see her
figure anymore.
And after I spaced out for a while… I looked up to the sky and muttered:
It had nothing to do with romance though. But even so… What was just a delusion
suddenly felt very real, there was no doubt about that.
That’s right, Gamers Club. Today… Tendo-san would be inviting me into the Club…
What an exciting day. To think I would see such a day in my high school life.
I didn’t feel that way yesterday, but my confidence dwindled after a single night. Being
the type whose dreams felt really realistic also helped to grow my unease.
…N-No way, that was definitely not a dream. Yes, it was real, no doubt about it… I-I just
need to play my game and wait for school to end, yup!
I focused on the screen of my phone, forcefully wiping away the unease in my heart.
For me, games were a safe haven, and also my mental stabilizing injection. I liked to
empty my mind, play task oriented games, and immerse myself in the world of RPG as
well. Because no matter what I was playing, I could forget everything about reality, and
cleanse my soul completely.
Right now, I was playing one of the many games on the market that was a clone of
Puzzle & Dragons.
The players had to use the energy that recover over time to adventure, and battle by
playing mini games. They could also use the rewards from battles or the bonus from
logging in daily to play gacha to collect comrades, power-up and synthesize new items.
I usually couldn’t play pay-to-win Social Network Games for long, but this one had a lot
of action elements in its battle, which I liked a lot. And so, with a miniscule spending in
the range of hundreds of yen, I had been fiddling with this game for half a year.
I completed a mission today as usual, and found a ‘help request notification when I
returned to the home screen.
You could request for reinforcement from other players registered as your ‘friend’ if you
couldn’t defeat an enemy that appeared during a limited time event, a system to call for
aid by sharing the rewards.
Ah, even though the term ‘friend’ was used, I don’t know most of the players, and was
only helping out in the game. Just strangers that didn’t communicate, and only helped
each other for the reward, with no emotional investment.
Basically, the rewards for the players who help wasn’t too good for this game. It wasn’t
completely a waste of time, but there were other missions that grant rewards more
efficiently.
However, ‘MONO’ was a ‘friend’ I made when I first played this game. Even though we
didn’t message each other at all, I somehow feel a strong sense of camaraderie for him.
Our game progress was almost the same and we go online at similar timings, which was
probably the reason why we often help each other.
In short, even though this was a meager friendship I had in the Social Network Game, I
still want to accept MONO’s help request. Especially for this event which had a strict
time limit: ‘After receiving the help request notification, you have to accept within 3
minutes.’
I immediately reached out to press the ‘accept help request’ button──
── It happened really fast, Tendo-san entered the classroom after speaking loudly.
The appearance of the unexpected person caused an uproar in F class. But Tendo-san
seemed used to it, and wasn’t concerned as she walked towards me openly.
I froze on the spot as I stared at her with my mobile phone in hand flusteredly,
… As she got closer to me, the gazes from my classmates slowly fell onto me… I could
feel my heart beating fast.
Even though this was a scene I looked forward to in a romantic comedy. I couldn’t calm
down with so many eyes on me, let alone feeling a sense of superiority about this.
Maybe Tendo-san didn’t understand the awkward atmosphere hanging over us, after
coming to my table in quick steps… She suddenly leaned in and peeked at my phone.
“Oh, a social network game. How unexpected, I didn’t think you will play such boring
things.”
My face started heating up for no reason, and I hurriedly flip my phone over… Why was
my body turning hot too? Was it because Tendo-san was beside me, and I was being
watched by everyone? Or perhaps…
Tendo-san moved the phone I put on the table away, placed her hand there, then spoke
to me intimidatingly:
“About the promise today, how about meeting in the library after school? Amano-kun,
you can come over immediately after your cleaning duty right?”
The words were stuck in my mouth and came out haphazardly. It’s probably because
I’m being watched by others, so my body was stiffer than yesterday. I had to try
expressing myself clearer, so I nodded my head several times like a nodding doll to
emphasize what I said.
And so, Tendo-san said with a smile: “It’s settled then!”
It was rare seeing her smile so happily, and she was doing so just for me. This fact
caused a disturbance in the class.
I couldn’t find the words to answer her as my mouth opened and close. The gods
probably couldn’t bear seeing me like this, and rang the bell for the second period of
class.
Tendo-san left quickly after saying that. The only thing accompanying me was the words
‘Ah, right, bye…’ I uttered in relief, and…
Ugh…
The rude stares from my classmates. Also, as the bell for class just rang, even the
classmates that would normally riot didn’t talk to me, and the air felt dangerous. That
might be so, but I couldn’t take the initiative and talk about the Gamers Club…
I lowered my head as I reached for the textbook under my desk, and slowly prepare for
the next lesson.
── At this moment…
… Ah, in the end… I didn’t accept the help request from MONO…
I picked up my phone and looked at the screen, and the message ‘help request fail’.
In reality, it was common when other players couldn’t respond to help requests because
of various factors. Conversely, there were times when I couldn’t get any reinforcement
too, and wouldn’t hold a grudge against others because of that.
But, why…?
Compared to normal times, the guilt I felt today… Was heavier for some reason.
“Phew… Wahhh~~…”
After school, I went to a corner of the sparsely occupied library, and quietly groaned as I
stretched my back.
And of course, it didn’t feel long in a good way. I realized once again how mentally
taxing it was to endure strange gazes. Well, the game I was playing, the latest release of
‘Shiren the Wanderer’ I brought to school to play just happened to be saved at the
hardest part of the dungeon, level 70. I was grateful that the ‘super tension that makes
me ignore the outside world completely’ accompanied me in taking on this stage of the
game! If not, I would have died already.
Games are great! …Eh, in the end I died to an amateur mistake at level 95, so it was still
a setback from another perspective! Damn Chunsoft! Giving the monsters so many
annoying skills! Were they geniuses at that!?
After sulking over it for a while, seeing that Tendo-san had still not come to the library, I
picked a book at random from the shelf and flipped through it, even though my mind
wasn’t in it.
But this is weird, it wouldn’t be a stretch to call such a situation an extremely lucky
romantic comedy development. But I don’t feel blissful at all, instead…
When I thought this far, I shook my head. Why was I being such a wimp? The main event
was just about to start, right?
I would be visiting the Gamers Club, and would probably join right away. And become
good friends with Tendo-san and the members of the Gamers Club.
… After that, my joyous high school life would finally begin. How could I run into a wall
like this? I have to pull myself together. Yes, I have to endure even if something
unpleasant happens.
As I was renewing my resolve, I could hear the library door open. I put the book back
onto the shelf and took a look, and found a blonde girl looking at me with a smile just as
expected… She looked out of place no matter where she was as usual, as if she belonged
to a higher realm. An existence that was completely the opposite of me… Well, I was out
of place here too, in the sense that she was out of my league.
Tendo-san lowered her voice and came to my side. then I replied with a smile: “Not at
all.”
I immediately regretted saying that, as I thought it was too cliche, but… “That’s great.”
Fortunately, Tendo-san brushed it aside lightly and I patted my chest in relief.
“… Huh?”
Tendo-san’s sudden words made me turn back in surprise. Even though she tilted her
head lightly in response, she still explained to me with a smile:
“Ah, didn’t I mention it? Before I invited you yesterday, I also found another person. It
was a good chance, so I want to invite both of you to a visit.”
“Ah… I-Is that so?”
I walked back to Tendo-san’s side with a smile… but my heart was shaken hard.
Finding someone else before me… That means… I… am just a passing thought’?
I felt ashamed about thinking that I was a ‘chosen one’ moments ago. That’s too cringey.
The only salvation was that I didn’t show an arrogant attitude to the people around me.
I didn’t have friends to show off to anyway…! …Was that really salvation? Tendo-san
and I sat together on a chair near the entrance, and did my best to answer her idle
chatter like ‘how are you doing?’ About 2 minutes later, the library door opened again.
Tendo-san waved when she saw the person entering, calling him over softly.
After seeing her reaction, I turned my head to the entrance too. I could hear from the
way she was addressing him that the person was a guy, and…
My heart fell into a valley. How should I put this? If the one who came was a girl, I might
still have a chance. I don’t know what kind of chance though. For example… the hope it
would become a cliche romantic comedy?
But when things turned out this way, I really felt strongly that I am just a
‘complementary item’… Well, that wasn’t wrong, I was a background character from the
very beginning.
On the other hand, that ‘Misumi-kun’ was a cheerful handsome boy that didn’t seem out
of place… In other words, he had the aura of a main character, also…
“Ah, sorry Tendo-san. And you are Amano-kun right? I’m late…”
The apologetic handsome boy lowered his head right after seeing us.
… Uwah, he is bowing really low 一 He feels like a good person~~ …Ah, that’s right…
I fell into despair in many areas as Tendo-san and I replied in unison: “Not at all.”
“That’s right, I mentioned you to Misumi-kun this morning, but the time after class was
too short, so I couldn’t tell you about Misumi-kun in time.”
“Yes, I see…”As expected, she went to Misumi-kun first, then came to my place…
“Let me introduce again. He is Misumi Eiichi from Class O, in the second year just like us.
I saw him playing games in the arcade and chatted him up. He was concentrating hard
on playing a tetris-like puzzle game.”
Tendo-san’s introduction made Misumi-kun blush.
“Why would that be? I am complimenting you. Your skills are shockingly good.”
… Uwah, even the way they met was much better than mine. That’s right, the male and
female main characters should meet that way, yup.
My eyes had turned gloomy, but the cheerful Misumi-kun still shyly and naturally
extended his right hand to me.
“Erm, nice to meet you, Amano-kun. I heard about you from Tendo-san. Well… I actually
don’t have many friends, I will be very happy if you are willing to be friends with me.”
“Ah, a-alright, n-nice to meet you, I am Amano. How do you do!”He is super cool!
I wasn’t used to the action of shaking hands, so I shook back embarrassedly with a red
face… Ah, what a smooth hand. His brown hair was smooth too, and what a kind smile…
Wait, what was that!? BL? But to be frank, just this part of him already won me over! If I
was the main heroine in a love comedy starring Misumi-kun, I would be the type that
would fall for him easily, that’s how much I admired him!
Misumi-kun and I looked at each other’s faces… Then I squeezed out a smile a bit too
forcefully and said:
“Okay!”
After passing through the corridor from the main school building, the club room of the
Gamers Club was located in one of the rooms in the old school building, which housed
most of the non-sports clubs.
We were told that the club was located on the third storey and climbed up the stairs,
Misumi-kun asked Tendo-san who was walking in front of us:
“By the way, it’s amazing that you got a club room with video games as the core activity.
I heard the non-sports club were brutal in their fights over resources…”
I was curious about that too. It might be fine in college, but founding a Gamers Club in
high school was something only possible in light novels.
Tendo-san replied without turning back:
“Ah, there are two reasons. Firstly, the Gamers Club existed before we entered the
school.”
“B-But in the first place, how was the past Gamers Club established…?”
“That would be the second reason. In the end, club activities have to be proper.”
“?Proper?”
Misumi-kun and I tilted our heads. W-What was a proper club activities like? Were there
a proper or improper way of playing games?
“For that part, I think it is better for you to see for yourselves.”
Looking closely, there was a door between her and us… The door with the sign ‘Gamers
Club’ was right before us.
Tendo-san pushed open the door and entered… She then opened her arms to welcome
us, and announced with a refreshing smile:
The light coming from inside made it hard to see the room clearly.
Despite taking a deep breath, our greetings were nervous, but Misumi-kun still entered
the club room first… Not daring to enter first was probably a trademark of me being me.
When Tendo-san closed the door behind us to cut off our retreat, we looked around the
club room.
The space was about half a classroom with monitors and games consoles arranged
neatly, and their wirings were done perfectly. It was worlds apart from my room where
my brother would frequently rage after stepping on a controller.
In the Gamers Club room, there were two other students aside from us.
A male student with narrow eyes under his glasses, giving off a cold impression.
And a brown haired ‘hot babe’ female student who was lazily blowing a bubble gum that
was rarely seen in this day and age, as she fiddled noisily with her personal game
joystick for fighting games in silence, focused on her game.
“.…..Gulp.”
It was difficult to describe the atmosphere as ‘welcoming’, which made Misumi and I
straighten our backs.
“Ah, eh~~ I am sorry. Including me, there are five members in the Gamers Club right
now, but I don’t know why only the two people who are hard to get along with are
here…”
The intelligent looking male student heard what Tendo-san said, and crossed his arms
unhappily and pushed his glasses.
“Hmmp, what an impolite junior. Did I ever treat someone I just met strictly?”
“No no no, Kase-Senpai is just strict to everyone. That is stringent enough for a first
impression.”
She might be saying that, but Tendo-san was really at ease towards the Sempai. Was this
the relationship between clubmates? While I was feeling envious, the other student who
looked like a delinquent appeared to have finished a fighting game match, and glanced
our way. She then said with a fierce look:
“… Ah~ hello.”
“H-Hello…”
Misumi-kun and I bowed and parroted her words. The female student look at us with
sleepy eyes, and asked directly:
“Huh…”
Who was she asking? We didn’t know, but Misumi-kun and I both shook our heads. And
so, she obviously lost interest with an ‘Oh’, spat her bubble gum onto the paper
packaging, then placed a new gum into her mouth immediately. She then returned her
gaze to the screen… Eh…
“… Oh.”
We answered Tendo-san blankly. This person was a grade our senior too. Indeed, from
her outstanding figure and charm from her lazy attitude, she felt like a person that
wasn’t our age.
Tendo-san gently introduced them once again to the two of us who were intimidated:
“Ah, let me reintroduce. That person wearing glasses and acting cool is the club vice
president, Kase Gakuto-Senpai.”
“Hey, Tendo.”
Even though we were intimidated by how Kase-senpai was obviously enraged, Tendo-
san was unfazed and continued:
“And the person playing fighting games over there… Or rather the ‘hot babe’ big sister
who always plays fighting games is Oiso Nina-Senpai.”
“.…..”
“As you can see, Senpai ignores people when she is playing fighting games, just like
that.”
Even though she was being introduced, not only did blah Senpai ignored us, she didn’t
even glance at Tendo-san… What amazing focus.
Heeding Tendo-san’s words, we sat down. Two long white tables were placed together
in the middle of the room, with blah Senpai sitting to the right front seat with a screen
before her and her personal joystick in hand. Kase-Senpai who was opposite her wasn’t
doing anything, simply watching as if he was appraising us.
Misumi-kun and I sat together at the bottom seats with our backs to the entrance.
Tendo-san who was seated beside Oiso-Senpai led the conversation with a “So…”
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“I wish to invite the two of you to watch our club activities… Kase-Senpai, please don’t
sulk there, play some FPS casually like you usually do.”
“Hey Tendo. I have never played FPS with a casual attitude since I was born…”
“Ah~~ alright, got it. Here Senpai, I am plugging the console in.”
Tendo made her way to the top seat side, and plugged in the power for the largest
screen and a game console. She started the game, then hand the wireless controller to
Kase-Senpai.
Even though the Senpai snorted, he didn’t hesitate in taking the controller and called
out to the seat opposite him: “Oiso.”
The female upperclassman took out headphones from somewhere and plugged it into
the monitor connected to her fighting game console. Seemed like the people playing on
the main screen had priority in audio entertainment.
When Tendo-san returned to her seat, Kase-Senpai activated the game software and
deftly chose online battle from the menu. He then waited for the matchmaking to be
done. It was the latest installment of a famous FPS (First Person Shooter) game series I
had dabbled in. The player would become a soldier in a real battlefield, and shoot at
each other with the most advanced guns… The description might sound bloody, but
players would be revived immediately after death, and the kill scenes were downplayed,
so the feel of the game was like an advanced version of snowball fights.
After the numbers were set and the fight started, Misumi-kun heaved in admiration:
It was true that the graphics was really well done among FPS games… But for a game
lover, I was surprised by how moved he was.
Tendo-san asked:
“Misumi-kun… could it be you have not tried other games other than that puzzle game?”
“Didn’t I mention it before? I have a game console at home… But I would only consider
playing when there is a new Dragon Quest or Mario game.”
“I-I see.”
Tendo-san probably thought he would be more familiar with games, and smiled wryly.
“… Hmmp.”
Kase-Senpai snorted as he fiddled with his controller. Misumi-san felt a little guilty and
turned timid… Eh~~
“T-The graphics in this game is awesome! A-And Kase-Senpai’s skills are great!”
I pushed myself to speak in order to lighten the mood, but my voice was obviously
shrilled, so it wasn’t done too well.
“Kase-Senpai might look like this, but he is actually an elite who made it onto the
ranking board of Japan.”
Kase-Senpai protested as he blew off the head of the enemy he encountered splendidly.
We weren’t familiar with FPS, but we could still tell his skills were top notch.
Kase-Senpai didn’t think much of it as he defeated the opposing team one by one.
I gasped.
I remember this series… the review says it’s a game where players dish out and take
damage really fast right? But… After going through such intense battles, he didn’t even
die once?
Anyone who tried this game series before would be able to tell how out of place that
was. No, when I glanced to the side, I noticed that Misumi-kun was also staring at the
screen. That’s how overwhelming Kase-Senpai’s technique was.
Misumi-kun and I both nodded after hearing that… I could feel subtly what she meant
by ‘club activities have to be proper’.
“.…..!”
“Hmm…”
She couldn’t see the screen properly from such an angle, but Senpai’s character was
doing just fine, and could even dominate her opponent who had great win-lose ratings.
Tendo-san turned the monitor backed towards Oiso-Sempai with a smile on her face.
“The other members aren’t no-lifers like these two, but they could still perform at
similar level in their own expertise. In other words…”
“… I understand. You mean they have all gotten achievements for the club.”
“A competition in real life is a given, it’s the same for online competition too. Also,
because the previous principal held the concept of ‘rewarding those with merits’, the
previous Gamers Club was established successfully. Founding it this time was done
mostly by imitating the previous generation.”
“I see…”
I mumbled. When I heard the name Gamers Club, I was wondering why such a club that
focus on entertainment was approved, but this was really ‘club activities’… But that
means…
The three of us observed Kase-Senpai’s massacre for a while more. After the second
round was done, Tendo-san led the conversation with a “Well then,”
“There’s no point in watching right? Please try it out too.”
“Huh?”
The sudden suggestion stunned Misumi-kun and me. Surprisingly, even Kase-Senpai
also expressed his interest: “That’s true.”
Tendo-san took two portable game consoles from somewhere and proffered them to
Misumi-kun and me.
“We have the portable version of that game series, just one game cartridge would allow
multiple players to play against each other.”
“I-I see…”
I turned on the portable game console and adjusted the settings nervously. However,
Misumi-kun beside me wasn’t familiar with it and took some time to do so. I told him
‘Lend me that for a moment’ and helped him finish the settings.
“Thank you, Amano-kun. You are knowledgeable with games, that’s amazing.”
At this moment, Kase-Senpai turned his gaze to me and said: “The guy over there
seemed to have somewhat dabbled in this.”
Senpai’s glasses lighted up. I stammered: “P-P-Please show mercy…” Then look down at
the screen of my console.
The rules of the game was a little special. There were four players, but there were also
eight computer controlled bots, simulating a twelve player game. Kase-Senpai also
quietly raised the difficulty of the bots to the highest. The serious atmosphere was
making me pale, but Misumi-kun didn’t seem to notice. Tendo was even giggling
mischievously.
With all sorts of emotions brewing underneath, the first ten minute round began.
The match ended in no time, and Tendo-san lift her head from the screen
dumbfounded… As expected, Misumi-kun and I died numerous times terribly. Our
ranking from the top was Kase-Senpai, Tendo-san, me and then Misumi-kun. But the gap
between Tendo-san and I was ridiculous, and I was about even with Misumi-kun.
Misumi-kun was falling into depression beside me.
“B-But Kase-Senpai is really good! The bots are strong, but you can wipe them out as if
they were trash! A-Also, playing this game with four players is really interesting──”
“Another round.”
“Hmm?”
Kase-Senpai cut me off. He didn’t look away from the screen and continued:
I looked at my console screen quickly. As it was still loading, I looked around me with a
smile… However, Tendo-san and Misumi-kun were both staring seriously at their
screens too.
As for the rankings, Kase-Sempai and Tendo-san still won convincingly… But I lost to
Misumi-kun a little… That’s strange?
Misumi-kun raised his head from his screen after hearing my question:
“Huh? No, I really didn’t know about this before… But after playing, it feels really deep.”
“Hmm? Ah, I-I see. Yes, that’s right, it’s fun playing together with everyone──”
“Another.”
Kase-Senpai cut me off again. Since this wasn’t a FPS play trial, but to see the
environment of the Gamers Club as a whole, I felt it was time to do something else and
looked around… But Tendo-san and Misumi-kun was looking at their gaming screen
seriously once again.
I had no choice but to mimic them, and play the game silently.
“… Hmm…”
Kase-Senpai was still first… But Misumi-kun’s score was really close to Tendo-san who
was in second. At this point, Kase-Senpai finally lifted his head and smiled coldly for the
first time at Misumi-kun.
“Misumi, you have potential. Although your controls were stiff in the beginning… you
gradually learn techniques and is getting better the more you play.”
“That’s it.”
“The effort in stealing techniques from others, your attitude and observation skills,
these are qualities in order to improve in games. And Misumi’s quality in these are high
in standard.”
Misumi humbly scratched his head, but Tendo-san also praised him.
“No, you are really amazing, Misumi-kun! I played this game for quite a while, and you
have almost caught up to me! Misumi-kun, you are very talented. Ah, maybe that puzzle
game helped nurture your concentration and thinking skills?”
They surrounded Misumi-kun and discussed excitedly. Looking at this scene… Well, I
felt somewhat vexed and envious after losing, but I still thought naively that Misumi-
kun was really amazing as I looked at them while dazing off. In this world, there were
people who possess such talents. Yes, he was really strong.
“Compared to him, what’s with you? You played this game before and remembered the
basic controls… But I couldn’t see any improvement in these three matches. Not just
that, your performance dropped towards the end, right?”
“Also, you climbed on top of the vehicles in the center of the map and jumped around
that one time. Why did you do that?”
“Ah, because if I climb higher from there, I think I can catch an amazing view, so I tried
jumping… And the scenery was awesome!… Well, I was shot immediately after that.”
After hearing my answer, not just Kase-Senpai, even Tendo-san sighed softly. When
Misumi-kun also smiled awkwardly, I tilted my head, not really sure why I was lectured.
“Well… Ah, sorry, I didn’t play that seriously. Well, it is fun playing with everyone──”
“Never mind that. Or rather, you saw how I play right? Didn’t you think about learning
from that? Just what are you thinking about when you watched me?”
To me, these were still baffling questions. Not knowing what kind of mine I tripped off, I
answered timidly:
“Huh? Well… What I have in mind… That… I felt impressed thinking ‘great skills’ and
‘amazing’, and was having a blast watching… But… Ah, I like to watch clips of highly
skilled players──”
“… Hmmp.”
Kase-Senpai smirked while I was still talking, then turned his eyes away from me as if he
had lost interest.
With the awkward atmosphere in the room… Tendo-san wanted to restart the session
and said loudly:
“O-Okay!”
“The Gamers Club doesn’t just play FPS! Next… that’s right, let’s play an action game,
action game! Okay, Nina-Senpai, it’s your turn!”
Oiso-Senpai who was called took off her headphones and hung it on her neck as she
swiftly finish off her opponent. After ending the game, Senpai grunted and used her gaze
to urge Kase-Senpai to switch places with her. She probably wanted to play on the main
monitor together with us.
After changing seats, Kase-Senpai continued playing FPS alone. Tendo-san then went to
the top seat area to choose a game.
“Well~~ … Right… Fighting games require skill… That would be a little…”
Was she referring to me when she said ‘that would be a little’…? My mood sunk a little.
Misumi agreed, probably out of goodwill: “I think something relaxing would be great.”
Ah… Misumi-kun was a nice guy and talented in gaming. How respectable.
Tendo-san deliberated a while, chose a game and then said: “Ah, this one is good.”
before putting the disk into the game console. She handed the wireless controller to
Oiso-Senpai, me and Misumi-kun, then returned to her seat with a controller in hand.
After starting the game, the title screen appeared on the screen.
“Ah, I played this before. It’s interesting, everyone had a riot playing it.”
Misumi-kun smiled. It was true, this was a really famous battle action game. It was
fundamentally a fighting game, but it allowed four players to compete at the same time,
and contain a variety of stage gimmicks, and you can turn things around by pure luck in
getting powerful items. It was the type of game where the skills of the players won’t
matter too much. Speaking of which, I like this game too, and would play with my
brother at home occasionally.
Oiso-Senpai was the only one who seemed a little reluctant, but she wasn’t very against
it.
It was true that the first match started in a peaceful atmosphere. The difference in
player skills were probably too wide, even though luck play an important part, Oiso-
Senpai still took the lead. The twist and turn in the match really suited the style of the
game, and it felt really interesting.
However, something was strange during the character selection screen of the second
match.
One of the selling point of this game was the large ensemble of playable characters.
When I play with my brother, we would switch characters after every match naturally,
and would even let the computer pick one at random. But… Aside from me, the three
other people didn’t switch characters.
“Oh… I see.”
Well, it was normal to have a character you specialized in for fighting games… Eh~~…? I
still had doubts and looked towards Misumi-kun, who smiled shyly:
“Maybe a little. But I’m doing it mostly to get better at this character, so don’t mind me.”
Yup, I was grateful for Senpai’s good will. On top of that, she still want to train in such a
situation, she was really a model gamer… Yes…
Despite the knot I felt in my heart, I still finished the second and third match. Oiso-
Senpai secured first place convincingly, the other places weren’t fixed because of the
element of luck, and the results were basically a tie. However…
“Wah! …Ugh, that’s sly, Misumi-kun! Tendo-san is fast! And Oiso-Senpai is really
skilled!”
“.…..”
I was the only one who would make such exaggerated reactions, the other players just
focus on the screen… Everyone were smiling, and no one was unhappy…
After four or five consecutive rounds, everyone still didn’t change characters, only I was
choosing a different character every time.
That was probably why I would be at a disadvantage when the match start, as I wasn’t
familiar with the control.
“… Eh, how about concentrating on one character? The one at that corner is strong and
easy to use.”
“Hmm? Ah, alright. Thank you Sempai. I will use it this time!”
I replied with a smile to Senpai’s recommendation. But she seemed troubled for some
reason.
“… This time?”
“Huh? Ah, sorry, well, I want to try the other characters too…”
“… Alright.”
Oiso-Senpai who seemed to have lost interest in me turned back to the screen… Eh, was
I too rude to Senpai just now? Should I keep using the character she recommended?
However…
I played a few more match with the knot in my heart. The matches were short, so the
pace was fast. However…
When I realized it, everyone including Misumi-kun was fighting a melee battle seriously,
I was the only one wandering the field for items. Even if I obtain a powerful item, I
would feel bad about it when the three of them were fighting so seriously.
In the end, my ranking in the matches were average, with mediocre performance, with
results right in the middle.
We had ten such matches. Tendo-san then looked at the clock and made an ‘Uwah’
sound before stopping the game.
“We played a bit too long. Alright, it’s finished! Good work everyone~~”
When we heard what she said, we responded with: “Thank you for your hard work~~”
Unlike the FPS game, the ending was harmonious… However, for some reason, the knot
I felt in my heart… No… It’s probably because my feelings were too plain… Yup.
And so, Oiso-Senpai played another fighting game on the main screen while Tendo-san
chatted with us idly, which probably serve as a means to rest our eyes.
“That’s right, was there any reason why the two of you came into contact with video
games?”
When we were asked this, Misumi-kun and I looked at each other. We both wanted to let
the other party go first, but Tendo-san probably couldn’t stand it and said:
“For me, I had an Onee-san who loves video games who lived near my place, I was
probably influenced by her. When I was young, I was pretty bothered by my hair colour,
and spent most of my time playing at home. Back then, that Onee-san would accompany
me gently.”
“Oh, I see.”
To think the topic changed in such a way which made it hard to comment on.
“After she moved away, I spent less time playing games, and my skill had fallen from my
peak a little… But even so, I still retain my passion for video games. That’s why, my wish
right now is to have a match with the Gamers Club from the high school that Onee-san
went to… Hekiyou Academy, and defeat them.”
As I was feeling shocked by Tendo-san’s back story, she made an “Ara” sound, as if she
was being teased.
“My story is the plainest. For example… Kase-Senpai over there had been trained by his
legendary mercenary father since birth, which laid the foundation for his demon like
skills.”
“Huhh!”
Misumi-kun and I were both shocked, but Kase-Senpai just pushed his glassed in
response… He didn’t retort, which meant… It was true!
“Also, Nina-Senpai set a very high target for herself in order to get her good friend who
was completely engrossed in fighting games out of the dark side.”
Misumi-kun and I were both stunned, and the subject Oiso-Senpai herself said: “Yes, it’s
completely true~~” Her casual tone made me feel weak… Which seemed more
convincing that way…
Tendo-san continued:
“By the way, for the two absent members, one claimed: ‘I am a princess from an RPG like
world, so I should play RPG and receive the blessings of RPG’, a girl with unfathomable
thoughts: The other had her family heirloom stolen, and entered the video game world
to follow the lead that the culprit is a ‘professional video gamer’. A girl with a heavy
duty on her shoulders…”
When I heard that, our plain experience was not even worth a mention.
However, Tendo-san was urging with a smiling face, so we couldn’t run away.
That completely spoiled the mood, and it lingered in the air. Even though I thought that I
screwed up… But my love for games was real, so I added:
Tendo-san looked into the air nostalgically. And so, seeing the chance to end my round, I
elbowed Misumi-kun lightly, urging him to introduce his experience. Misumi started
solemnly:
Misumi had no choice but to say it. Alright, there would be another story on the same
level of my──
“I have amnesia, and the only thing I am good at is that puzzle game…”
“Traitor──────!”
“I don’t have any memory of the past three years. When I realized it, I was already
playing that puzzle game. After a series of events, I was adopted into the Misumi family,
and live together with my foster parents and little sister. At the same time, I am still
focusing on playing that puzzle game.”
“.…..”
The amazingly strong story made us speechless. Misumi-kun smiled shyly, and passed
the baton back to Tendo-san… But Tendo-san was troubled to take over at such a
moment.
She was lost for a moment, and then cleared her throat… She skipped the topic to
conclude today’s visit.
“A-Alright, so you get the gist of what the Gamers Club’s activities are?”
“Yes.”
Misumi-kun and I answered in unison. Tendo-san nodded satisfactorily and carried on:
“Ah, also, our upperclassmen are completely not suitable for leading club activities, they
are the type of no-lifers whose social skills missed the mark. But you can hold some
expectations for the other members.”
“Hey~~”
The two upperclassmen who kept their eyes glued to the screen protested. Misumi-kun
and I couldn’t help laughing, and the gentle faces of the Senpai-tachi filled the room with
a peaceful air… As expected of the school idol Tendo Karen, her choice of words was
excellent. She continued with a heartwarming smile on her face:
“There are no hard and fast rule that you have to improve your gaming skills. In fact, I
am not that skilled too. The other two members are first years with lots of space to
grow, and they are both cute girls. But they are really gutsy.”
I reacted immediately to these information. The Gamers Club where all the members
including Tendo-san were cute… Was this some sort of VIP area? A new type of Dream C
Club?
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dream_Club><>
“But since we are playing, sparring with each other to raise our skills should be the
direction the Gamers Club should take as a group. Well then, that’s what I think about
when leading the club activities…”
I already had the intention of answering “Yes” and entering the club. And Misumi
answered easily: “Okay, I had fun playing today, please let me join.”
… Was this the ability of popular main characters? So decisive and straightforward.
Tendo-san was elated over his reply, and faced me with that smile too.
“What about you, Amano-kun? Will you participate in the Gamers Club activities with
me?”
The power of Tendo’s upward looking gaze was showing its effect… My mental
endurance was at its limits. My face was completely red, and it was a miracle that my
nose wasn’t bleeding.
I looked to the side sharply, and saw Misumi-kun looking at me with a smile full of
anticipation. Not just that, even the picky Kase-Senpai and Oiso-Senpai was looking at
me with gentle eyes, as if they were saying: “It’s a good chance, so just join us.”
I thought they were scary at the beginning, but the Senpai-tachi were actually good
people, they were willing to accept a hopeless player like me… I was very grateful.
There were Senpai-tachi worthy of respects, and two female junior members I had not
met.
The normie life that I always dreamed about was all right here.
If I say ‘yes’ right now, I would be able to grasp all these in my hands.
Running into such a situation was like a once in a lifetime surprise the gods bestowed to
a background character like me.
Facing her… After interacting with her directly, I started to fall for her for real, and it
wouldn’t be too much for me to say shamelessly that the blonde beauty was my first
crush.
“No, it’s fine. Because there isn’t any ‘game’ I want to play in this club.”
The next morning after visiting the club. I sprawled over my table right after reaching
school. Ignoring the curious eyes of my classmates, I grabbed my head in deep regret.
Why! Why did I reject her!? Am I retarded? Do I want to die? Was I so vexed after losing
to Misumi-kun in a game? Or angry because of Kase-senpai’s accusation!? Depressed
because Oiso-senpai is disinterested in me!? Huh, did I reject such a dream like
invitation for my cheap pride!? I should just die! The me from yesterday should just die!
What is this!? Pretending to be retarded? That’s right, I was just pretending to be
retarded!
I didn’t sleep well last night as I repeated my self loath for god knows how many times.
The truth was, I still didn’t completely understand how I felt back then.
I didn’t take out the textbook and notebook, and just kept struggling on the table.
I remembered that I answered that with some weird belief, but I couldn’t remember
what the content of that crucial belief is! Or the concept couldn’t be expressed in words!
No no no, how could I reject with such a reason!? Idiot! What am I doing!? Am I
pretending to be the hero who rejected the invitation of the dragon king in Dragon
Quest!? My sensitivity is too game like! Like some sort of late stage disease! Sigh, enough
already…
No, I wasn’t able to stop cursing myself. This might lead to me hurting myself. I had to
calm down first. Right, I should play games at a time like this…
After gathering my thoughts, I took out my phone under the watchful gaze of my
classmates, and started playing my usual social network game.
When I was about to clear one mission, I had calmed down a little.
I need to be calm… Wait, there is still hope right? It will be fine, I can just apply to enter
the Gamers Club again. Even though that’s really shameful… But even so, there is still a
way to salvage this. I just need to say that I wasn’t emotionally ready yesterday, and
everything will be fine right? Yup.
I then relaxed. Eh, to be frank… There should be a limit to how low one could go. But
this was a crucial moment that would decide if I could live like a normie, not the time to
be concerned about these.
An even better situation would be… for the other party to invite me again, yup. That’s
right, maybe Misumi-kun will come invite me! Yes!
Even though I knew I was deluding in a way that was convenient for me, I couldn’t keep
it together if I don’t do that.
Ah, MONO sent another help request. I didn’t aid him yesterday, and the event period is
almost over, I have to help him──
I was about to to hit the ‘accept help request’ button when at that instant…
As the class was getting rowdy, I looked at the classroom entrance… And found Tendo-
san’s usual smiling and graceful figure.
I gulped. Tendo-san entered the classroom unfazed like yesterday, and walked towards
my seat. The gazes of my classmates followed her closely.
As I held my phone motionlessly, Tendo-san came to my desk, and said almost the same
words as yesterday.
I forcefully averted my gaze, but my personality of being intrigued on the topic of games
made me blabber.
“Ah, this game’s design isn’t bad. Tendo-san, I think you will find it interesting if you
play it──”
Tendo-san ignored the screen on my phone that I was showing her, and leaned in… So
close! Her face was closer than yesterday, so close that everyone in class became noisy
at that instant.
Tendo-san’s long lashes, high nasal bridge, soft lips and delicate skin. And also… her big
clear eyes. These all entered my vision in a close up shot, making my pulse race.
She showed a smile as charming as an angel, then told me with a gentle and well
meaning tone:
“Huh…”
Her invitation… surpassed all the ‘return to the Gamers Club delusion’ I made up in my
mind. It was too ideal, and even had the ‘very interested’ speech by Tendo-san in it. In
fact, my classmates also heard that, and the commotion was louder than ever. And it
wasn’t just occasional subdued outburst, but close to screams. This might be a rare
chance for me to elevate my status in class.
With all the conditions laid out, what was there to hesitate about?
Tendo-san moved her face away a little and extended her right hand, as if she was
asking me to shake hands.
In my eyes, Tendo-san was like Buddha who was lowering the spider web to save
Kandata. It’s true, I could see the halo behind her. What a merciful person. She offered
me another chance… To a foolish background character like me.
I switched the phone to my left hand, and then slowly extended my right towards her… I
didn’t reached out quickly simply because I was shy, and a corner of my heart was still
lingering over what the ‘belief’ in my heart yesterday was.
Despite hesitating for a moment, I steeled my heart and reach for her hand──
“.…..”
“.….. Ah.”
When I came to my senses, I had already did something unbelievably rude… Even
Tendo-san who was extending her hand was smiling stiffly. Under the gaze of the
classmates who didn’t know what was happening, Tendo-san forced a smile and asked:
“A… Amano-kun? Could it be… That boring social network game is more important than
my invitation?”
“Huh? Ah, no, sorry! I am very sorry, we were in the middle of a conversation! That was
really rude of me! I am really sorry! I apologize for that! Like this!”
I lift my head and showed a broad smile… This time, I didn’t stammer when I talked to
Tendo-san.
“However, Tendo-san… Even though they are boring to you, they are meaningful to me.”
“!”
“So, I will apologize to you about the Gamers Club. I still won’t be joining the Gamers
Club.”
Tendou-san’s smile became stiffer. Even though it breaks my heart… I still can’t give in
on this, and replied with a smile.
“Like I said yesterday, there isn’t any ‘game’ I want to play there.”
“It means… Sorry, even though you are asking, I am not too sure myself.”
“… Are you worried about your gaming skills? Don’t worry, Kase-senpai might look that
way, but he is unexpectedly caring──”
“Ah, No, no! Not that… Eh~~ Well, to be honest, it is true my confidence in my gaming
skills got shattered. But… That’s not the reason.”
Tendo-san’s face was like that of a lost sheep… I never thought that I would ever see the
confident her show such an expression… Ah, was it because of the haphazard way of
expressing my opinion?
Although I was smiling awkwardly, I was still in thought for a while, and tried to answer
by expressing what I could right now.
“I don’t think there is anything wrong with the Gamers Club. Or rather, I think everyone
in it is very respectable. All of them are shining so brilliantly. From the bottom of my
heart, I feel that the Gamers Club was like the Baseball Club, Soccer Club and the other
sports club, worthy of the status of ‘proper club activities’.”
“That’s right. Everyone training hard together to aim for a higher goal. That is the right
way to approach gaming right?”
“Yes, that’s true. Improving oneself through hard work will let you experience the true
joy in gaming… I think, you can achieve that result in your Gamers Club.”
“S-Since you understand, then let’s join the Gamers Club together…”
Tendo-san looked at me as if she was looking for support… But why did she want to
invite me so badly? Someone like me wasn’t valuable at all.
And so, even though her sincere invitation made my heart ache… Even so, for the ideal I
refused to give in… I showed her the screen on my phone, and expressed my feelings
completely honestly.
“But I am sorry. I still prefer to play games happily… It seems impossible to do that in
the Gamers Club where we spar and train with each other.”
“! I really… don’t understand… Didn’t you just say that training is the right way…”
“Ah, yes, that’s why I wholly acknowledge that way of enjoying the game.”
“… Then…”
“Eh, that… Right, I have a very cool and excellent little brother.”
“…… What?”
Tendo-san turned stiff. To be frank, her eyes started to show the emotions of being
dumbfounded. But even so… I still struggled to convey my messy thoughts to her.
“Actually, I don’t have much interest in common with my brother, and didn’t talk much.
Think about it, I am so incompetent, and couldn’t do something that showed the dignity
of a big brother… H-However, you might laugh at this, when the two of us play video
games together, we could laugh like idiots happily… Even if we encounter anything
unhappy in school… That doesn’t change.”
“.…..”
“And so, Tendo-san, video games to me… Well… I know that my attitude towards
gaming would be lectured by you, Kase-senpai or Oiso-senpai, and is not anything worth
complimenting… However, I still treat it as my safe harbour, something I can find
comfort in, a medium for a bum like me to use to interact with others… That’s why I
hope to keep video games as something that would give salvation to my soul… keeping
the most important ‘entertainment’ effect of it.”
“.…..”
“Ah~~… T-Think about it, just like a player whose goal is to make it into Kōshien or turn
pro, and another who just wanted to vent their stress in the baseball batting cage… like
the difference between them?
“.…..”
“Well, anyway, what I wanted to say is, I’m sorry, Tendo-san. The Gamers Club is
wonderful… But I won’t be joining. Because I want to play video games in my own way
in the future too. Ah, but I am very very happy that you invited me! Thank you!”
I expressed my gratitude with a smile, but Tendo-san’s reaction… For some reason, she
was looking down and trembling… She seem to be muttering something.
“~~! ~~Ugh~~! Why… Why does it feel like I am being dumped…! I never… thought
that… I would be rejected by someone like… Amano-kun…! For that to actually
happen…”
The moment I spoke, Tendo-san lifted her head as if she came to her senses. For some
reason, her face was red.
“I-I’m not being tsundere…! T-That’s right, s-since you prefer that, I-I don’t… mind at all.
And also… someone like you… I won’t… A-Anyway, your skills are bad, playing games
with you is… is not interesting…”
With her arms crossed, Tendo-san averted her eyes as she complained to me quietly.
In response── I showed the smallfolk smile I was good at and agreed with her.
“Ah, that’s true. Well… But I think you have a talent for video games! So please continue
working hard on the club! I will support you all from behind! Ah, Misumi-kun joined the
club, with such a promising member like him, the club will be fine even without me!”
The next instant, Tendo-san suddenly slammed on my table with a ‘bang!’ Her face was
completely red as she glared at me grudgingly with tears in her eyes… T-That’s strange?
She then turned, flicked her long blonde hair to the side… Then left in crude steps,
completely unlike how she came into our classroom.
“.…..”
Tendo-san left the classroom and left everyone dumbfounded. After a few seconds,
there was a commotion in class as all my classmate seemed to snap out of it.
“Huh? What happened? This is the first time I see Tendo-san making such a vexed
face…”
“No, they were talking about club activities or something… Anyway, why don’t someone
ask Amano.”
“I-It’s hard to ask the subject directly right now. And he seemed so mysterious
recently…”
I seemed to have become the subject of their discussion… Since I could hear all that, did
that mean everyone didn’t care whether I heard them or not…?
I sighed deeply and looked out the window. The branches of the birch tree swayed
wildly with the wind.
… Sigh… Not only did I reject joining the Gamers Club… I even made Tendo-san so mad…
Just what am I doing…
The route to a wonderful high school life crumbled. In such a situation, I would have no
one to blame if Tendo-san’s fans find trouble with me. Why did things turn out like this?
After sulking for a while, I decided to use the time before the bell for class ring to
complete MONO’s help request mission.
I worked hard to defeat the unexpectedly tough enemy, reaped the miniscule rewards
and then switch off the screen for a while to rest… Sigh.
Now that I think about it… I prioritized this reward over Tendo-san, right?
……
Oh no, I am getting depressed. Now I get it. After an hour, I will definitely return to how
I was before. I would keep thinking about joining the Gamers Club, and regret
tremendously──
“Boo boo!”
“?”
I thought it should be the notification of an app update and unlocked the screen. But it
was displaying something I didn’t expect… A message from the Social Network Game.
It came too suddenly, and made me open the message from the menu in a hurry.
“.…..”
I read those words four times… Then looked out the window.
Unfortunately, the weather was a bit gloomy. It wasn’t going to rain, but there wasn’t
any sign of the sky clearing, a strange weather… But this was actually the most
comfortable weather.
… A plain half hearted everyday life without any pretty girls… Isn’t too bad either.
“Ah?”
Aguri whined as she tugged at my sleeve, and I couldn’t help turning my head back with
a pouting face.
A girl who appeared dull witted at a glance was looking up at me. She had a light tan,
and her hair was dyed a faded orange. But thanks to her face and body figure, she was
cute on the whole and her skills in appealing to men was top notch.
I tried putting on airs, but Aguri ignored that completely. She forcefully pulled me to the
Claw Crane Game and pointed with her finger, saying: “That one, that one!”
Sick in a negative way. There were many cute kittens inside the Claw Crane Machine…
Various plush toys that had weird changes to the usual design of the kittens, some had
two long legs, others were full of muscles.
Even though I felt they were ‘sick’, but from the way Aguri squealed excitedly, her
definition of ‘sick’ was probably opposite from mine… Instead of ‘ugly cute’, wasn’t
‘normal cute’ better? Or was my sense of aesthetic behind the current times?
I couldn’t help snickering. My gaming skill is much better than Aguri’s but I didn’t play
much games before her at all. I think she saw me played fighting games a couple of
times, so she thought I was ‘cheekily good’. Thinking that I was good with Claw Crane
Machine because of that, was how people who don’t usually touch games would feel.
I sighed as I dug out a hundred yen coin from my wallet. Aguri who was squealing
behind me might be annoying, but this wasn’t the first day she behaved like this. In fact,
her frivolous style was popular among the boys… To be honest, I didn’t really get it
though.
I pressed the two buttons that controlled lateral and vertical movements respectively,
and made the mechanical claw reach down in the vicinity of the plushie Aguri wanted.
In the end…
Wasting a hundred yen hurts me a little, but I didn’t invest any emotion in the plushie
itself at all. I turned to leave — but my arm was grabbed strongly by Aguri.
“Once more! Tasuku, one more try! You can do it! You can definitely catch it!”
“You…”
What’s with this girl? She want me to keep playing until I catch that plushie? For a game
machine like this, shouldn’t she be grateful that I am willing to use my own money for
one try?
To be honest, I didn’t want to humour her. But if I ignored Aguri here, it would be
troublesome later. If the alternative was me having to treat Aguri to a pancake to cheer
her up, since I already threw in a hundred yen, I would be better off showing off my
sincerity and carry on the challenge.
With no other choice, I threw in another hundred yen, and leaned forward a little more
seriously.
This time, I inspected the entire machine carefully, and found my serious face reflected
on the glass.
My brown hair was carefully styled, and my brows neatly trimmed; placing emphasis on
washing my face with lotion kept my skin so smooth and clean that not a spot of acne
was visible; a dull silver earring was hanging from my left ear.
My unpleasant mood diminished a little. And behind me was my girlfriend who wasn’t
that smart, but could definitely be described as cute.
I couldn’t help peeking at my past self who was residing in a corner of my mind… And
greeted the me from my middle school days. In response, the plain guy with side parting
and glasses and uniform buttoned all the way up answered meekly with a smile: “That’s
right.” … That guy was still the same, why can’t he smile a bit more cheerfully?
I focused on the Claw Crane machine to escape from that mindset. After spending plenty
of time and carefully controlling the buttons, the mechanical claw stopped right on top
of the plushie — and slightly to the side. Aguri said unhappily:
After I said that, the mechanical claw slowly… descended to the position slightly off to
the side. As I expected, it didn’t grab the plushie– however, one side of the claw hooked
onto the tag on the plushie splendidly.
“Ahhh!”
Aguri opened her eyes wide. After the mechanical arm rose with the tag in tow, it was
wobbling unsteadily, but the plushie didn’t fall. Next, it returned to the starting point…
and the claw opened, dropping the plushie at the prize retrieval slot.
The next instance, Aguri took out the plushie excitedly, and showed it to me as if she
was the one who caught it then said:
“How sick! It’s really fluffy! Tasuku you are really good at games~~!”
Feeling a little embarrassed, I averted my eyes. To be honest, half of it was a fluke. I did
aim for the tag, but I wasn’t good enough to be certain that it would definitely work, so
the over exaggerated praise was a little troubling. Eh, getting my girlfriend to fall for me
again wasn’t too bad–
“Wah~~ … Awesome…”
“?”
– I turned and saw a male schoolmate who was wearing an Otobuki high school uniform
just like us. It seemed that he just happened to see me playing the Claw Crane game as
he stared blankly at the kitten plushie Aguri was holding with a dumb impressed face.
At this moment, I realized that I knew this guy. He seemed to have noticed us at the
same time. When Aguri looked at him and asked “What’s the matter?” his face blushed
and he panickedly bowed at us before leaving in a hurry.
A classmate that he wasn’t close to had a girl who seemed to be his girlfriend. Normally
speaking, it would be quite difficult to chat with me in such a situation. Aguri didn’t
seem to think that far, and looked baffled.
I just said: ”Doesn’t matter, it’s great that we caught the plushie.”
And so, Aguri’s mood became great as she hugged the plushie tightly in her chest… The
way she intentionally hugs it with the head of the kitty facing me was really skilled…
Well, that was definitely cute.
As she had something extra in her hands, we left the arcade directly and headed home.
After we exited downtown and I bid Aguri farewell, I walked by myself for a while. As I
was about to take a shortcut through the park… it suddenly hit me.
Ah, that’s Amano. Amano… what’s his name? Anyway, he’s that guy from my class…
I remembered the family name of the classmate I just met, but no matter how long I
thought, I couldn’t remember anything else. I smiled wryly.
Speaking of which, he was probably more plain than me in my middle school days. I
wouldn’t be that impressed with someone playing a Claw Crane game. And he was in
such a panic just seeing me who he never even talked to being with my girlfriend… how
lame.
I smiled awkwardly as I recalled the dumb look on that plain classmate. My mood
turned great for no good reason as I whistled badly and strode through the quiet
residential zone.
“… Yawn… Morning~~”
I stifled my yawn as I greeted Daiki and Masaya. I dumped my schoolbag onto the table,
tickled the waist of Shiyouji who was sitting at my seat, getting him to move away.
The four of us played around a little, then Masaya’s girlfriend Mika came in, followed by
a girl from the light music club Reina that Shiyouji hooked up with recently. The group
started chatting idly as usual.
Today’s topic was mainly about Masaya and Mika complaining about their karaoke
session yesterday. Even though I commented: “That’s horrible.” the topic wasn’t that
interesting. My eyes wandered carelessly in the classroom to stave off my boredom. At
this moment, the boy who I never paid attention to in the past appeared in a corner of
my vision suddenly.
Amano Keita…
I looked at him because I ran into him at the arcade yesterday. After observing him a
while, he really was a boy without anything. It goes without saying that he had nothing
to do with me, he wasn’t prominent in school at all. As far as I know, I have never heard
any friends talked about him at all… For example, who he was close to, what club he was
in, nothing at all. I only learned his name after looking through the class nominal roll
that was placed inside the classroom.
People with a sense of presence as thin as a ghost… they can be found anywhere.
If we flip through the graduation booklet during a class reunion ten years later, we will
definitely have a hard time recalling his name… That’s how I felt.
I suddenly remembered how I was in my middle school days. It was different from
Amano, but my life was really dull too. I would just work hard on preparing for my high
school entrance exam as instructed by my parents, and play games occasionally for
entertainment. I lived my life seriously, and was influenced by the people around me to
attempt the entrance exam of a high school beyond my standard… After failing, I
entered my safety school Otobuki. This was treated as a scar that shouldn’t be
mentioned by my family.
In the end, you can only win in life by living in the moment.
Talking about life at such a age might seem a little arrogant, but ever since I made up my
mind to start over again, my life had been smooth sailing.
Right, for example, this was like ‘The ant and the grasshopper’.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Ant_and_the_Grasshopper><>
The guidance of my parents was a factor, the young naive me was nurtured to have the
view that I should ‘live seriously like the ant’ after hearing the story.
However, instead of the ant who had to work hard in order to save for the future, I think
the grasshopper who got a share of the food just by apologizing was smarter and more
worthy of respect.
When I realized it, my mood turned sour. What was going on? Amano didn’t do anything
to me, we were classmates whose path didn’t cross at all. I didn’t have any reason to be
this frustrated.
… Ah, no…
At a glance, Amano was sitting by his lonesome self in his seat, but he was smiling about
something. I thought he was busy with some stuff, but he was toying with his phone.
From the position of his fingers, he wasn’t texting or surfing the web, but playing games.
Now that I thought about it, this guy was always playing games by himself after class. He
was happily isolated from the outside world, minding his own business without being
noticed by us.
Even so, there shouldn’t be any reason that would make me flustered… Why was that?
Amano was just playing games on his phone, but he looked so cheerful…
I couldn’t help scowling my face, and Masaya suddenly toss the topic to me.
“Isn’t that right, Tasuku!? Don’t you think that is awful? What I ordered was fried
chicken, fried chicken!”
“T… True, you are right. A cold fried chicken is not even half as delicious as before.”
“Absolutely! Hmm, Tasuku, you feel me!? Please work over there~~”
I faked a smile as I joined them in their idle chat. It wasn’t that boring, and everyone
bickered with Masaya, such times were enjoyable too. However…
He should be a loser in life, but the face he was showing seemed happier than me who
was chatting with my friends, and I felt dissatisfied by this. Just what was he so happy
about?
“Nothing, I just got a bit unhappy after listening to what Masaya described.”
“You didn’t know? That’s right, no matter what, I will always take the side of… Mean
customers.”
“How wicked!”
Everyone retorted, then laughed out loud. I didn’t care about the classmates who turned
our way, wondering what happened as I laughed dumbly with my friends.
What am I doing? Why should I care about someone like Amano… Alright.
“Don’t be annoying! I am a good guy! Before this, Aguri even asked me–”
I pushed the plain nerdy classmate out from my mind, and resumed my rowdy everyday
life.
Until a few days later, when the famous Tendo Karen came to chat with Amano.
After class was over, Class 2F would split into groups of various sizes, chatting idly
together and creating a noisy atmosphere.
Leaving our numbers aside, the six of us were the type with lots of acquaintances and
friends in class, and would naturally influence the overall atmosphere of class 2F.
When we laugh, the emotions in class would become high; when we rage, the tension of
the other people would rise.
And so, whether class 2F was rowdy or not was mostly dependent on us.
And now─
The school idol Tendo Karen suddenly graced us with her presence, and the entire class
turned silent.
I couldn’t help holding my breath because of the blonde schoolmate standing at the
entrance of the class. The first to notice Tendo was Mika who was always looking
around her. From the angle she was looking from, she already saw Tendo walking along
the corridor. But at that moment, Mika just treated it as a part of the conversation,
pointing to the corridor as she said: “Ehh, look, it’s Tendo-san…”
When we heard Mika, we all turned to look at the face of the rare beauty… At this
moment.
We noticed this at the same time… and were all stunned by the fact that Tendo was
about to enter Class F.
She surveyed the classroom from the entrance, and smiled as if she found a lost
treasure. Then─
─ Nobody expected that… Tendo was here for the person who was furthest away from
her in a sense, Amano Keita.
All the chatter in class stopped instantly, and then… following Tendo’s actions, we all
focused our gaze on Amano.
It was similar to the ‘frustration’ I felt about Amano a few days ago, the same emotion
was reignited in my heart.
Amano seemed to be shaken by Tendo’s appearance and being the center of attention in
class too. His plain face was even more stiff now, and he couldn’t even smile… Agitation
mixed in with several other complicated emotions were gradually expanding in my
chest.
On the other hand, Tendo who didn’t seem to mind the gaze of the crowd strode forth
confidently and approached Amano’s seat nimbly. When she was before his desk… She
leaned to look at the phone Amano was toying with in an intimate way.
“!”
Some of our classmates finally made some wavering noise, and sound returned to the
classroom.
Tendo seemed to be talking about something to Amano, but because of the whispering
everywhere, I couldn’t hear what they were saying clearly.
The only thing I could tell was that Tendo was talking to Amano rather one sidedly.
Games, promise, library… I heard these terms, but I couldn’t grasp the contents of their
conversation.
As the class was getting anxious, Amano seemed to have nodded at Tendo hurriedly
several times. And the next instant─
“I see!”
Tendo smiled and enchanted the entire class. At the same time, when everyone noticed
that she was smiling just at Amano, the wavering in our heart increased and the noise
level went up a notch.
However, the bell announcing that class would be starting soon rang as if if on cue, and
Tendo said hurriedly: “Ah, I have to go now. See you after school, Amano-kun!” She said
in an intimate tone and left right away.
When the entire class was dumbfounded, and Amano who was left behind watched
Tendo leave in a daze─
But before I could gossip with my friends, the teacher came in to start the next lesson, so
it left a strange ‘itch’ in the heart of everyone in class.
I laid out my textbook and notebook onto my table, and pretended to listen to class as I
thought about Amano. Unfortunately, from the seat assignment, I couldn’t see Amano
who was beside the window at the back of the classroom from my seat in the middle,
but he was definitely…
Showing a cocky face that is saying ‘did you all see that?’
The plain loner nerd who was suddenly chatted up by the number beauty in the entire
school.
This was like the story from a boring trash light novel. The subject might be having the
time of his life, but from the perspectives of the people around him, there was nothing
that was more disgusting than this. I knew very well that was jealousy or ‘sour grapes
mentality’, but so what? That was my true feelings right now. In fact, most of my
classmates more or less felt annoyed by this.
… Sigh.
That might be so, I was aware that I my reaction was bigger than others.
After all… I didn’t meet with such a wonderful salvation in middle school… Damn it!
I got angrier the more I thought about it. Amano Keita. As I couldn’t see his face, I
imagined that he was showing a smug face. Even ignoring that, I was still…
… Who would be happy to see a plain nerd who didn’t put in any effort to obtain
happiness out of nowhere… Arghh, so annoying!
The next afterclass break, the classroom was covered in a strange atmosphere. Even
though the groups were all chatting as usual, but the topic revolves around Amano and
Tendo. It was the same for us, especially the two girls who were speculating blindly.
As for me… To be honest, I think the act of ‘chatting about this topic’ would make
Amano happy, so I didn’t participate too keenly. However, when Reina asked cheerfully:
“So, what exactly are their relationship?”, I couldn’t help responding.
“Hmm? Me? Ehh~~ That’s hard to say. It will be fun if it is love related. Well, to be
honest, it doesn’t feel that way, saying they are friends is unrealistic too. They felt more
like official business contacts?”
“You mean, the two of them got acquainted through club society or their jobs?”
That felt close to the truth. As I was about to let it go, Mika who loves to gossip made a
‘Hmm~~’ sound.
“That is boring~~ And actually, I remember that Tendo-san didn’t join any committees
or clubs right? And to be frank, I don’t think she works part time.”
“That’s right. Tendo’s family is rich right? And also, I don’t have any impression of
Amano working or joining clubs.”
Daiki’s words made everyone laugh. I joined in too, but my laugh was superficial.
I noticed that… I couldn’t let my unhappy mood go, and treated this as an entertaining
piece of gossip like everyone else.
What the… Having so much fun talking about Amano. Are you all retards? How boring.
I peeked at Amano. Even though he was intimidated by the gaze of the entire class, he
seem unconcerned with the surroundings, and was looking at his desk with sparkling
eyes. I was wondering what he was doing, but he seemed to be engrossed in his game.
He wasn’t playing with his phone, but a handheld console.
There was a time when I was addicted to games. During the spare time I had while
preparing for exams, I found the large arcade machines really interesting. And with the
unique sense of space it had, it was a refuge for my soul during middle school. That was
why I would be as excited as Pavlov’s dog whenever I step into an arcade. However…
At least the time I spent chatting between classes with my friends are more meaningful
than games. That guy is just hiding in his own world, engrossed in his games…
Even though we were the same age, I detested him with a ‘kids these days’ sort of
feeling. I couldn’t stand it.
… Well, other than Amano, there were a few others who spent the time after class by
themselves, but somehow, I didn’t feel flustered when I look at them. I only felt pissed
off about Amano… Because of his expression when he looks at the screen of the game.
Thinking back, that guy had always been showing such a face after class. He didn’t
laughed out loud, and was simply staring at the screen with a dumb smile, as if he was
enjoying a little piece of happiness. That was why he could blend into the rowdy
atmosphere in class despite being a loner, and won’t become a subject in others
conversation for better or worse, or remain in other’s vision.
Not for me… It felt like he was making a dig at me. After all, even though I was
surrounded by friends, I felt from the bottom of my heart that the things they were
talking about was boring, and my smile was completely fake.
… What… You got a problem with that? Don’t look down on interpersonal relations.
Even though Amano didn’t say anything, I averted my eyes from him.
I didn’t know why I decided on that. And because I could look forward to that, I was able
to make it through the entire day of Tendo and Amano topic.
After finishing up on cleaning duties, I met up with my cute girlfriend at the school gate.
Alright, we will set off to the arcade happily. But on the way there─
“Oh right, Tasuku, that Amano something is in the same class as you right?”
Aguri who was walking beside me didn’t notice my face was tense, and kept going on
while swinging her school bag around.
“It was an uproar in Class C too. The famous Tendo-san actually went to find a male
schoolmate from another class─”
“─ So noisy!”
“Huh?”
I couldn’t help yelling, and scared Aguri into stopping in her tracks. I glared at her for a
moment, but noticed I had lost my composure and soothed her:
Strange, my tongue was not working well. I seemed to have reverted to my middle
school self.
“I-I’m sorry. I think… Let’s not go to the arcade today, and go home straight alright?”
Aguri looked my way with a face of concern. But I hid how I felt and only told her: “I’m
just not in the mood.” and kept walking.
Aguri caught up with me but still couldn’t read the mood and talked about Amano again.
“There couldn’t be any guy who is good enough for Tendo in a school like Otobuki.”
“It is a miracle that Tendo actually enrolled in this school with such low entrance
grades. In fact, people from elite schools and baseball club members from famous
schools would confess to her every other day. Why would a girl like that look for a
suitor from the bottom feeder guys in Otobuki…?”
“Ah, but I think that you and Tendo-san match rather well, Tasuku.”
When I heard something that didn’t sound like what a girlfriend would say, I turned my
head in surprise. But Aguri didn’t seem to mind at all… She had the same dull look as
usual, and said calmly with a smile:
“You are handsome with good points too, and is amazing at everything you do. You two
would be a perfect match.”
“… That’s right.”
I felt disheartened… This girl is the same as usual, just how do her nerves look like?
Where in the world would you find someone naive enough to say her own boyfriend is a
good match for other girls… I couldn’t stand her.
Speaking of which, the reason I started dating Aguri was really casual too. When I
debuted successfully in the high school social world, I bid farewell to my dark middle
school days and was making a lot of friends, she confessed to me on a certain day in
winter even though we just met: “Uehara, let’s start dating~~” The fact was, Aguri
looked really cute, and with no reason to turn her down, I started dating her out of
nowhere. That happened about half a year ago.
… After that, the things we had actually done was just playing together like this after
school. And we both had plenty of friends, so we didn’t stick to each other on non school
days, and didn’t go on any proper date before. We didn’t create any nice atmosphere, so
things like kissing or beyond didn’t even need to be mentioned.
… I was a healthy high school boy too. Even though I was filled with lust, but for some
reason, probably because Aguri being the one who confessed, I had some strange pride
that stopped me from taking the initiative to do anything to her. But Aguri also
maintained this pace, so our relationship developed into playmates who could talk
about anything without worries, while our boy girl relationship didn’t move forward
one bit. In the end, I couldn’t really grasp the difference between Aguri and my other
female friends, so I couldn’t be more ‘aggressive’ with her.
… That might be so, but we were still a couple, so saying things like ‘you match Tendo-
san well’ is too insensitive.
“Huh? Yes! You are handsome after all, and Tendo-san is cute just like me!”
“… How stupid.”
I already thought that Aguri was a stupid girl, but I didn’t expect her to be this retarded.
She probably confessed to me for my looks anyway, it would be a joke to describe it as
love at first sight. Really now, women these days… Wait, I shouldn’t use Aguri as the
standard. Mika and Reina might be frivolous, but not this bad… sigh.
If I was choosing a partner solely on looks, she would be the top choice. No, it was the
same for her personality. At least, if I was dating her, our relationship wouldn’t be as
tiring like Aguri and mine was. Even chatting would be a joy, if anyone could
monopolize Tendo’s intimate smile and shy expression, be it boy or girl, they would be
captivated by her… That was why…
After she reminded me, I realized we were at the splitting point where we should be
heading home separately. I felt my face heating up a little, but I couldn’t take my words
back, so I pulled Aguri to conceal my embarrassment.
Even I would feel that a guy like this would be too much of a brute. What the hell? It’s
fine for a boyfriend to walk her girl home, but forcing his girlfriend to walk home with
him doesn’t even happen in the olden patriarchal society, and was just plain retarded.
I made up my mind to let go of her hand and dash back home once Aguri rejects me.
However, it just happened that my girlfriend couldn’t read the mood…
Aguri was all smiles for some reason, and accepted my suggestion excitedly… Since she
said that, I couldn’t turn her down now.
“Yes! Hehehe~~”
Aguri held my hand again with glee… Eh, what’s with this girl… And what’s with me
today…?
After deflecting all the responsibility, I managed to keep a steady mind… And walked
home all lovey dovey with Aguri depressed.
… How unfathomable…
I had thrown aside all the frustration and doubts from yesterday, but I was still stunned.
Not just me, the entire class was the same after witnessing ‘that scene’. It would be hard
not to, after seeing ‘that scene’.
Amano rejected Tendo about something, and with tears of vexation in her eyes, she left
Class F with a flushed face ─ What an unbelievable scene.
After witnessing that scene that could very well herald the end of times, the classroom
fell into utter chaos.
“Huh? What happened? This is the first time I have seen Tendo-san looked so vexed…”
Mika and Masaya said in a volume loud enough that Amano might hear them, even
Daiki, Shiyouji and Reina were discussing it too. They said that it sounded something
like clubs, Tendo’s reaction being abnormal, and even suggested asking Amano.
They asked for my opinion too, but I answered disinterestedly. During all this while, I
was staring right at Amano.
Despite what just happened, Amano was still toying with his phone happily. Even
though he seemed depressed and regretful momentarily, after he looked at his phone
and smiled, he reverted to that ‘Amano who smiles happily even though he was playing
with his phone alone’.
I gulped. Instead of frustration, I felt more crept out. However, I got the gist of their
relations.
Tendo probably invited Amano to join a certain club yesterday. As she was
exceptionally loud today, we could hear this part clearly.
However… Amano turned her down coldly… He actually turned her down.
For Tendo, this was an unexpected turn of events. Her face turned red midway, and
even left with an expression that she rarely showed… Even though this wasn’t a matter
about love, the class would still riot. After chattering noisily for a while, Mika looked
towards Amano and muttered:
“Huh?”
After hearing something unexpected from Mika, I shifted my gaze away from Amano.
Mika said a little flusteredly: “No, it’s nothing deep…”
What surprised me was that the other three agreed with what Mika said. Even though I
was annoyed with Amano in the beginning, I couldn’t keep up with their train of
thoughts and started defending Amano:
“If there is some compelling reason, Tendo won’t show such a face right?”
“Eh…”
“From what I am seeing, I think she was rejected because of Amano’s state of mind.”
Reina had a keen eye in observing others. That was true. If there was a good reason,
Tendo’s expression would show that it was a shame, and she wouldn’t react that way.
Shiyouji who had the aura of being a ‘follower’ in the group sighed in resignation, and
mumbled:
“He is the receiving party, yet he still wants to keep up his ego, how unsightly.”
When I heard him say that, I felt a fire surge up within me for some reason. I couldn’t
help lashing out at Shiyouji:
“… We are all students from the same school year, so there isn’t any higher or lower
status anyway.”
I only realized after seeing Shiyouji acting a little shaken up… What lofty things was I
talking about? Yes, there were higher and lower status. In fact, I thought that Amano
was lower down the totem pole than me right? So what was I saying…
The quick witted and calm Daiki noticed that I was shaken up, and helped to smooth out
the situation.
It was a brilliant way of putting it. Thanks to that, what I said earlier could be
interpreted as me feeling annoyed by ‘Amano looking down on others. The truth was,
such a flawed explanation couldn’t smooth out the conversation that well, but Shiyouji
and I were both happy to accept it, and the discussion moved on.
I was relieved and rejoined the conversation. We discussed about Tendo and Amano
passionately up until the bell rang.
I felt guilty about spoiling the mood for a short instance, and worked hard in talking
about delusions and nonsensical speculations for laughs…
But whenever there was a pause, my gaze would be drawn to Amano who was playing
games happily by himself.
After school, I visited the arcade myself because Aguri couldn’t make it at the last
moment. After visiting it one time, I would unconsciously visit it several more times. I
was very particular about things, and would focus single mindedly into things I was
engrossed in.
I remembered that was the reason why I kept my distance from games when I prepared
for my high school entrance exams…
As I walked along the streets, I recalled this. Why had I thought until a moment ago that
the reason I strayed away from games was because I was ‘tired of it’ or ‘faded interest’?
Even though I really like games, and only managed to pull through by keeping my
distance.
From this perspective, it was only natural for my passion to be reignited after I started
visiting the arcade with Aguri.
After I reached the arcade, I walked around the entire facility. Even though it was not
that easy to bring in new machines, the rewards of prize machines do change frequently.
My taste was different from Aguri, and I wasn’t interested in plushies. But I found
something I kind of liked today and stopped in my tracks.
Several cartridges for the last gen portable game console was placed inside the 500yen
per game machine as prizes, as if it was a bazaar for second hand goods. As this was a
rare situation and I found a game that I wanted to play in middle school but skipped in
order to prepare for entrance exams, I put in 500 yen before I realized it.
I was surprised by how moved I was as I controlled the mechanical arm and aimed. The
old game was probably cheap, and the packaging had a spot that could be hooked on, a
kind design.
I maneuvered the mechanical arm and hooked the tag splendidly, and the prize moved
waveringly to me. It fell with a dull thud. To be honest, I felt this wasn’t the proper way
of treating the game, but it was hard to complain about it either.
After I took the prize, I sighed and wondered why I picked this game after all this time─
“Wah, so strong.”
─ Right after that, I heard a familiar voice from my side. I turned and it was like Déjà
vu… An impressed Amano was standing there with sparkling eyes.
I showed a speechless and perplexed face as I looked at Amano. He probably realized he
said something after that and started blushing and panicking.
Thinking carefully, Amano looked really shady when he wasn’t playing games, and was
a normal pitiful loner… Will his personality change when games were involved?
“I know that.”
I answered casually. But this fellow didn’t seem to read the mood, ignored my attitude
and inched closer. He then… pointed at the game I won as a prize in my hand.
“T-This! You are amazing, Uehara-san! You caught a plushie the other time too!”
What was going on? Why was this guy talking to me? It was too unexpected, so I didn’t
know how to react.
“Erm, U-Uehara-san, do you like games? W-Why did you pick this prize…?”
“Hmm? Ah… Not really, this is just lucky. There was a game I felt like playing…”
“Ughh.”
Amano got even closer. What was with him? A nerd to the very core?
“Oh, POF!”
Amano’s eyes lit up for some reason. I didn’t want to foray into this, but I could
understand that people like him seem to like this game series.
The Fantasia games were a rather famous RPG series. It was similar to Dragon Quest,
each iteration was a standalone story. The title doesn’t use numbers, but changes the
‘xxx’ in the game title of ‘XXX of Fantasia’. By the way, the first game was called ‘blah
Fantasia’, a timeless game that had been remastered several times.
And the battles were side scrolling action games. That was why the gameplay fitted me
who prefer fighting games really well, and I played several games in this series.
However, I had to prepare for my exams when the latest game was released, and I had
to give up on games and abandon the series.
Other then that, just from the packaging and promotion videos, I couldn’t deny that the
art style and story of this series was trending towards nerds. I felt embarrassed about
touching them, and started shying away. I couldn’t get use to the illustrations in recent
years…
Amano didn’t know I had such complicated feelings started chatting with me
enthusiastically, based on the fact that I like this series.
“This is a masterpiece! Uehara-san, if you like this series you have to play this!”
“Yes! When the entire series was maturing, the developers claimed that they want to
‘revolutionize the concept of gaming’ before pushing out this iteration. After it retails,
people realized it followed the traditional formula of the Fantasia series, and it was
swamped by critical reviews. But in actual fact, it was really well made! That’s why I am
so confident about recommending this to you!”
Instead of Amano’s taste, I would rather refer to the comments on Amazon. As I started
to scratch my head, wondering what I should do next, Amano seemed to have snapped
out of it. His face turned red, and he moved away from me and shrivelled his body.
“Eh, it’s okay… Ah~~ Sorry, I must have given you a fright.”
I was also reflecting on it. At the very least, I shouldn’t use such an attitude to treat a
classmate who came to me with kind intentions. So I decided to take a step back,
alongside Amano. Amano laughed awkwardly, then raised his head and looked at me
apologetically.
“Eh, well, I did something stupid recently, and missed the chance to befriend fellow
games enthusiasts… That’s why I went crazy and thought it was a good chance when I
saw you caught a prize twice in a row in crane games, and got too excited… I’m sorry.”
“No, don’t need to apologize… Ah~~ … Erm, thanks for coming to chat with me.”
We then turned silent while facing each other… What was this? A matchmaking date?
As I was having a headache about what to do, Amano lowered his head out of concern
for me and said: “Ah, I will make a move first…” Then turned his back to me.
Amano hurried along to another area with arcade machines. I watched his movement
with complicated feelings for a moment─ And…
Amano wanted to try the newest fighting game, but was afraid that someone would sit
in the machine opposite him for a fight, so he withdrew. He then looked for a single
player arcade machine, but they just happened to be full right now. He ended up in front
of the machine for ‘Tank Wars’, and was hesitating about playing it. Well, Tank Wars
was a fun game…
Could it be… He likes video games, but isn’t used to the arcade environment?
It was true that there was a gulf between arcade players and home console players.
Although I was the type who played both sides frequently, many people only come in
contact with one side. From the way Amano looked, he definitely belonged to the home
console faction.
Amano started dazing and wandering about─ This time, a student from another school
clicked his tongue at Amano, even though Amano didn’t get in anyone’s way. That
affected him deeply and he became really depressed… W-What the hell was he doing?
In the end, Amano didn’t play anything and walked out of the arcade depressingly─
“?”
I couldn’t help chasing after Amano, and put a hand on his shoulder. Amano looked back
at me confusedly, his face was just like a baby rabbit that had been abandoned by its
mother!!
“Huh?”
Amano who was chatted up by me opened his eyes wide. His face was getting redder…
“Don’t pull such a old cliche even if you want to run. How about it? Want to play
together? Or not?”
I shrugged in haplessly.
Not thinking carefully about it, what was I doing… I couldn’t help holding my temple to
ease my headache.
The game Amano picked was originally a home console RPG, but in response to its
popularity, an arcade fighting game was made for it. The story was also a continuation
after the ending of that RPG, that was why Amano who loved that game made up his
mind to visit an arcade he normally wouldn’t visit.
Amano scratched his head shyly as he queued to play the game together with me.
“I came here before, but as expected of the newest game, it was always occupied. Even if
it was empty for a moment, someone else would play it immediately, that’s why I felt
bad about watching the cutscenes and story leisurely.”
That’s right, I met Amano here last time too. So he went straight home that time then…
Just how negative was he? It was dumbfounding… However…
“……”
“?Uehara-san?”
Amano peeked at me after I suddenly stopped talking… The truth was, the more I learn
about his character… the greater the dissonance he had from my impression of him
because of Tendo’s incident.
Oh crap, my face is heating up. I was very conscious of such a senseless question, and it
was draining on my psyche to even ask. If it was Aguri, she would ask it nonchalantly.
But it was true that this thing had been nagging at my heart.
“I-I see, that incident at the end of class… You saw it too right, Uehara-san?”
“Ah, you already know that much. Ugh~~… Well, considering the nature of that club, I
hope you can keep this between us…”
After making that clear, Amano, he told me the briefly what happened between him and
Tendo. To be honest, it wasn’t that big of a deal after hearing it. He just happened to
meet Tendo, and was invited to join her club, that’s all. I was surprised that the club was
a ‘Gamers Club’, but everything else was a normal run of the mill. Invited to join a club,
Amano went to visit it. However, if there was something unusual about this story, that
would be…
“And so? Why didn’t you join the Gamers Club? To be honest, I still don’t understand
your explanation about that crucial part. What exactly is the difference between the
Gamers Club and the the games you want to play?”
I asked while I checked if the player in front of us had finished their bout. Amano then
showed a very troubled face.
“But, don’t you want to meet friends you can talk about games with?”
Amano stammered, and the frustration that was gone came back to me again… Sigh,
damn it. Why do I feel so annoyed whenever I see him? Even I wasn’t sure what I am so
caught up about, which made it even more infuriating.
“Ah, Uehara-san, look. Two seats facing each other have just been vacated! Let’s go play
there!”
Just when I turned silent, two spots opened up at the machines, and we quickly filled
them… To be honest, I was saved. With how I was just now, who knows what I would
say to Amano. I was certain that I would vent at him unreasonably because of the
frustration I felt.
I checked and didn’t see anyone aside from us queuing for this machine. After Amano
was satisfied with looking at the opening scenes and the character intro, I inserted a
hundred yen coin and was ready to fight him.
I asked Amano from the other side of the machine. He raised his voice and answered:
“Yes. I will enjoy that part when the home console version is published. Let’s fight,
Uehara-san!”
What am I doing? Wasn’t I feeling really great that I didn’t come to the arcade with
Aguri, and happy about the peace and quiet? Stop kidding, she will just scream like a
banshee if she was here.
I focused on the screen again, and Amano already chose his character. The cliche main
character. This was a steady choice when playing a game for the first time…
I fiddled with the selection cursor, and after pondering for a little, I chose a character
that looked powerful and hard to control. The other side reacted in surprise.
“No, this is my first time. I just like the design of this character.”
“Ah… I see.”
Amano’s voice sound stupefied… and happy at the same time. I tilted my head, not sure
what was the meaning behind his reaction. But the battle began immediately, and I
concentrate on the game.
Amano had the posture of a gamer, and his control skills were much better than Aguri.
He won’t jerk the joystick about randomly like Aguri. However, that was why…
People who input commands randomly was unexpectedly difficult to deal with in a
fighting game. Even though they were not ‘strong’, but as they completely gave up on
defense and psychological warfare, they could score quite a number of hits with their
unorthodox attacks despite their stiff controls.
That’s why, when talking about which type of players were the weakest, that would be…
A player who knew the controls and used moves without any innovation was the easiest
to defeat.
To confirm the move set, he would try to use each of them once.
And then try to forcefully throw his opponent, and get hammered in the
process.
When his hitpoints get very low, he would try to use super moves.
Focus too much on the complicated input commands and miss the timing of
using the moves.
I couldn’t help retorting over the machine, this fellow’s fighting scheme was too
forthright! Even a grade schooler these days would be more cunning than him!
As Amano was groaning on the other side, the second round began. This game used a
best of three system, it would be over if I win this match.
After seeing how weak Amano was in the first round, I gave him a bit of handicap and
tried out some moves─ And…
This was a common design in recent fighting games. Taunts. It didn’t have much
meaning behind it, but it showcased the unique features of the various characters who
made interesting moves.
What, he used a second type of taunt against me? There are so many taunting moves in
this game?
I looked at the sticker that showed the controls. At the corner, there was a small print
about ‘Taunt 2’… No no no, Amano, remembering this thing is too strange!
I was a bit stunned, but I still responded with taunt 2. I then heard Amano muttering
from the other side of the machine…
“Amazing…”
“What’s so amazing!? What exactly is your standards!? There isn’t much time, I’m
coming!”
“Wahh!”
My character who was throwing a light punch got thrown back! Amano seemed really
pleased.
“This is the ultimate defensive skill that depletes the power gauge to reflect all attacks!”
After lecturing Amano who wasted his entire power gauge, and even used my
character’s ultimate skill to finish him off in retaliation.
Amano yelled at the other side: “Uwah~~!” … This fellow was usually quiet, but he
showed huge reactions when playing games.
After finishing the match, as the winner, my character could continue with the story
mode. It couldn’t be helped since I won, so I will just play a little─
I roared as I peeked at the other side of the machine. Amano then looked my way
sheepishly.
“Eh, no one is queuing anyway. It’s fun fighting with you, and before I knew it…”
This guy was really head strong when gaming was involved. I sat back down in
resignation.
Oh, so I can switch my character when a new challenger joins mid way. Alright…
It’s a good chance, so I changed my character and waiting for Amano. When the match
started, Amano’s avatar wasn’t the main character anymore.
“But… You seemed to like the design of the previous character, and is getting used to the
controls right? Is this fine?”
? What kind of question is this? Although I didn’t really get him, I still replied frankly:
“It’s more fun to try more characters right? You also changed your character.”
“…”
“Amano?”
“Ah, n-nothing! Nothing at all! J-Just that, it’s natural to want to try out other
characters!”
“T-That’s true…”
What the hell. Amano’s voice sounded really chirpy. Did I say something strange?
Hmm─
And so we started our second match. Amano was weak as usual as he used strange
moves he learned from somewhere that was not really practical… I felt that defeating
me was a secondary objective to him.
With such an opponent before me, I had no intention to be too aggressive, and used all
sorts of move sets in response.
How I was at home aside, I had always acted seriously in arcades, but it didn’t feel too
bad having a match with Amano. I was used to playing with Aguri anyway, and I might
uncover new things with such debauchery.
As I started playing around in the second match, it turned out really messy, and ended
with Amano’s victory. We were just a few steps away, but Amano still rushed to my side
and looked at me with a blushed face:
Even though I wasn’t as excited as Amano, it was true that I had a blast, so I averted my
eyes and answered him. Amano looked really blissful when he smiles.
Ah… That’s his usual face that appears when class is out… That expression.
It was obvious how blissed he was. His face was more relaxed than I imagined… It was
making me a little embarrassed.
“Huh?”
“Ah.”
I only noticed I made a mistake after saying it. Damn it, why did I invite Amano to play
some other game? He already achieved his goal… The environment of the arcade made
me act in the same way I did when I was with Aguri. The relaxed smile of Amano being
similar to Aguri was part of the reason.
When I suggested having another match, Amano showed a smile that was happy from
the bottom of his heart.
I can’t stand it… Why did someone who showed me such an expression rejected Tendo’s
invitation?
As I was thinking about that, I realized that I hadn’t asked Amano the reason why he
rejected the invitation to the Gamers Club.
But when I see Amano’s smile, it was hard for me to bring up that topic…
“That one… Hey, isn’t that a laser gun shooting game? There’s no versus mode!”
“Ah, right… Yes, but it looks like it would be fun for co-op, so let’s play it!”
Amano becomes a different person when games are involved, and I had no choice but to
follow.
And so, I was dragged by the excited Amano all around the arcade for an hour.
I couldn’t help glaring at Amano who was so full of energy after all this time.
“Hey Amano, you have been using a match with me as an excuse to play all the arcade
games you want to try but couldn’t because you are alone right?”
Amano averted his eyes and tried whistling even though he couldn’t. I was
dumbfounded, but didn’t continue to resist and started browsing for the next game.
The truth was, I was having a blast playing games with Amano. His skills were bad, just
a bit better than Aguri, but his reaction was interesting… He gave the impression that he
was enjoying games from the bottom of his heart, even I was influenced by that aura of
his.
And the strange thing was, after playing my heart out with Amano, I could subtly
understand why he didn’t join the Gamers Club.
How should I put this… Aguri and this guy… are both really pure.
What exactly made them turn out this way? To be frank, the two of them had very few
things in common, but I could strangely feel that there was a similar ‘essence’ at their
very core. But… I couldn’t really grasp what that essence was. And… it was making my
heart itch.
I looked at Amano who was walking around the arcade in a great mood.
I couldn’t recall when that was, and what I reacted to. But Amano’s smile stirred my
heart so much because I felt the same way in the past.
As I grumbled even though I wasn’t really against it─ I suddenly noticed the prominent
figure of a beautiful blonde girl in my field of vision. I only saw the side of her face, but
that was obviously the pride of our school, the school idol Tendo Karen. She was out of
place in the arcade, and there were players who ended their games because they were
staring at her… What was going on?
And from the way Tendo was looking around in search of something… To be frank, I got
the gist of the situation, so I decided to tell Amano who had not noticed Tendo yet.
“Ah, Uehara-san.”
“?”
Amano interjected with a nervous voice. I was wondering what was the matter and
noticed he was looking behind me… At the entrance of the arcade. I followed Amano’s
gaze─ and standing there was…
“Ah…”
I took a look, and saw that they were the classmates who usually hangs out with me. The
five of them were Daiki, Masaya, Shiyouji, Mika and Reina.
However… that reaction was enough for a gloom to cover Amano’s smile.
… Before the five of them took notice… Amano turned his back to me before I could say
anything, and left with his head lowered.
“Ughh… Hey!”
I wanted to stop Amano, but it was too late. He passed by my side, and went in the
opposite direction from the five of them, heading briskly for the exit into the back alley.
Me, who could only watch him go in a daze; Amano who walked away before my eyes
with a pained expression; And the beautiful blonde girl who couldn’t speak to him in
time.
As I stood there, looking at the exit Amano left from, the voice of Masaya and the others
came from behind me.
“Yo, what a coincidence, Tasuku! We just finished Karaoke! At that place I told you
about!”
“Yup, that one! Their staff is just as bad today… Hmm? Oh right, where’s Aguri? She isn’t
with you today?”
“I see. So you are playing here alone? What’s wrong, why are you acting in such a
lonesome wayso lonesomely!?”
“Not really…”
I wanted to refute him, but everyone was laughing together with Masaya, so while my
words were still caught in my mouth, Masaya kept talking to fill in the gap.
“Alright, anyway, we went to sing karaoke today too. And it ended just like last time─”
As I listened to him recount his boring karaoke adventure, several emotions twirled in
my heart. Especially…
With self reproach, regret and anxiety all mixed together, my anxiety burst forth first.
The group of five including Masaya were all stunned, and I passed by Tendo quickly,
heading straight for the entrance where Amano left from. After coming out of the shop, I
went to the back alley that had barely any pedestrian. I guessed the direction Amano
would go if he was going home, and ran towards the residential zone with my bag in
hand.
I couldn’t organize my feelings at all. Did I want to apologize to Amano? Vent my temper
at him? Not just that, I didn’t know if it was appropriate for me to chase after him
without any plans.
If I go on like this, I would become just like my middle school days! Not able to squeeze
out an ounce of courage, not daring to make friends, unable to tell my true wishes to my
parents, just like that time!
I tripped and almost spilled a bucket in the restaurant, but I still dashed into a dark alley
where there wasn’t many pedestrians.
After sprinting for about a minute and reaching the corner of a building, I finally found
the depressed back of my classmate.
“Amano!”
I couldn’t hold back and dashed over with a shout. Amano trembled, then turned his
head towards me timidly. When Amano saw me approaching with ragged breath, he
tilted his head in confusion.
Amano also jogged towards me. I walked to his front, then kept quiet for a moment to
regulate my breathing… Then I glared at him and asked:
Amano laughed sheepishly, but my attitude remained forceful. Amano’s mood turned
sour too, and he overtly showed an unhappy face.
Amano couldn’t take it anymore and averted his gaze. He then said in a humble and
gloomy tone, as if he was talking to himself:
“Well… It must be troubling to spend time with someone like me… And you are a
normie…”
“───”
The instant I heard him say that, I grabbed Amano’s shirt and pulled upwards.
Amano moaned painfully, but I didn’t care, pulling his face close to mine.
“Stop your bullshit, you damn hikkikorimori virgin! Who do you think you are!? Saying
things like normie! Don’t use that word… Don’t think you can brand everyone with a
term like that! You understand!”
The groaning Amano didn’t seem to get what I was saying… Even I myself didn’t get my
own words. But once your emotions spill forth, it would gush out like a broken dam, and
wouldn’t stop before all of it had been emptied.
“If my life right now seem fulfilling, it’s all thanks to the effort I put in! Because I used to
be a bespectacled nerd, and only worked hard to change myself after entering high
school! Your life is unfulfilling because of your own doing! Am I wrong!? At the very
least, I don’t think I should be branded with your discriminatory term like everyone
else, Amano!”
“I am not… discriminating…”
“Don’t you dare say you didn’t! Listen up, you definitely thought ‘instead of spending
effort to build up pointless relationships, it is more meaningful to spend my days
happily playing games’, am I right!?”
“… T-That is…”
Amano’s face turned a terrible shade of green, his blood wasn’t flowing to his brain…
but that was definitely not the reason why his face became like this.
I relaxed my right hand that was grabbing his chest, and continued:
“Yes, your idea isn’t illogical. That’s all that I can agree with you. Because I also have the
thinking of having fun in the moment. However, my standard of entertainment is much
higher than yours. Living my youth to the fullest means that you can call me a ‘normie’. I
have friends and a girlfriend. What about your high school life? You had no choice but to
make the compromise that you will be happy just with video games.”
“……”
“… Hey Amano, you heard the children’s tale about the ant and the grasshopper?”
“……?”
Amano appeared to waver slightly after I asked him that… But he still nodded, as I held
on to his chest. I showed a twisted grin.
“I am the grasshopper in the story. By understanding the ways of the world and getting
the main gist of it, I can have a fulfilling youth. If I run into major trouble, I just need to
plead my head low and I will get to take advantage of others. Isn’t that wonderful?”
I worked hard every day in middle school, and only games gave me a little breather. But
I didn’t achieve anything in the end, and I hated myself for that. Myself from back then
was overlapping with the nerd before me.
“Amano, speaking of this, what about you!? Are games fun? Is that enough? Hey, isn’t
your method of escapism too shabby!? That part of you… I find that part of you to be
very annoying!”
The parts that resembled me greatly. Even though he was really similar to the past me…
there were different parts too.
“Even if you say this much…Uehara-san, you don’t really know me…”
“I know! I don’t need to ask too much about someone as shallow as you! Amano, you
rejected the invitation that Tendo worked so hard to grant you right!? You had the
chance to be a grasshopper without working for it… But you used the poor excuse of
‘differences in attitude towards gaming’ and gave it up! Even though you sounded as if
you regretted it, but that’s not how you really think!… The truth is, you think you are
cool for sticking to your haughty principles!”
“!T-That is…”
“That was the same reason you ran away before my clique! You are reveling in the
image of a tragic main character you moulded for yourself! To me… That part of you is
something I can’t tolerate!”
“……”
The sad gaze of Amano caught my eyes… It was like looking at my past self. I couldn’t
help getting too emotional.
“In the end, what is there to be serious about for stupid entertainment like gaming?
How retarded. No matter how much you play, it won’t benefit your real life one single
bit. That’s how gaming is… an absolute waste of time. It’s true, if you see it from that
angle, I can agree with your dissatisfaction with the Gamers Club. Wasting effort on
useless things like fools. Tendo looks pretty, but her reputation is getting worse because
of her weird moves recently─”
And so, I talked about anything that came to mind… The next instant.
“Ugh!”
I looked at him, and Amano’s eyes were… turned from the timid into the enraged.
Amano probably had a hard time too, but he still grabbed my chest and pulled up with
all his might… and glared right back at me. I couldn’t help feeling impressed by that.
Ho? So you can show such eyes too… And then? Why are so mad? Because I called you a
bum who can only be envious? Because I told you the fact that rejecting Tendo’s
invitation was cool? Or…
I said these words because I had my conviction anyway. No matter how Amano refutes
it, I had no intentions of giving in. And I didn’t think I was wrong.
Amano’s right hand that was grabbing me was shaking weakly, his eyes were tearing
up… At the same time, he mustered his strength in his eyes and…
“… Wut?”
Amano’s words were too unexpected, I even forgot to get angry as I stared at him
blankly. As I unconsciously released my hold on Amano, he leaned into me.
“I-It’s true that I didn’t put in any effort, I’m just a no lifer whose only interest is gaming!
I knew that from the start! That’s why I will not refute all that! I’m very sorry! Also, I’m
sorry about calling you a normie. I think it’s wrong for me to say it like that! T-To be
honest…Uehara-san, I only said all that because I can’t play with you! I am very sorry!”
Amano was grabbing my chest, but he seemed to be agreeing with my criticism and
apologizing to me… What was happening here?
“Also, that thing about ‘rejecting Tendo-san looks cool’ really got me hard! I was only
aware after you said that, it really surprised me! That’s right, I am really troubled! Also,
also, I think I am really crazy for rejecting Tendo-san! I messed up the chance to make
friends because of my strange pride, I really am the worst! So retarded! Something is
wrong with my head!”
As Amano continued speaking, his posture got lower than prostrating, so I couldn’t get
angry.
I wondered what I should do next and scratched the back of my head ─ At this moment,
Amano lowered his head and voice.
“……Eh, if I take a hundred steps back, I can agree with your idea that gaming isn’t
beneficial. Yes… basically, it isn’t useful at all. I know, but that is why I find it
interesting… To be honest, I don’t have the chips to refute you on the point that gaming
isn’t beneficial. I acknowledge that. But…”
Amano stopped here. He kept his head down, and a moment later… When he raised his
head again, only his heightened determination was left in his eyes, as he looked straight
into mine.
“But, I won’t allow you to look down on the Gamers Club and Tendo-san when you are
criticizing gaming!”
“!”
It was a little unexpected… but his refutation that had some properness about it made
me speechless.
At this moment, Amano got to the core of the issue with a gentler face.
“Uehara-san, like you said, I think the grasshopper in ‘The Ant and Grasshopper’ is very
smart. I am impressed with how well rounded he is, and frankly speaking, I am really
envious of that kind of lifestyle. I actually wanted to be the grasshopper too. That is only
natural. But… but…”
“No matter how smart the grasshopper is… he still don’t have the rights to look down on
the hardworking ant.”
“! You…”
Amano was on a roll, as he went all out on me who was gaping like a goldfish:
“It’s fine for you to call someone who takes it so easy a bum, and I think you are right.
After being admonished by you, I realized again how bad I really am. Not even an ant, I
didn’t even put in the effort, so I am just a flea. I don’t have a single bit of rights to
lecture you. I am really sorry. But, even… even so!”
Amano who didn’t stutter at all at this moment moved me with his sincerity.
“Even though we are talking about games, such unbeneficial things! When you are
criticizing me and games, you shouldn’t look down on those who put in their heart into
one single thing… You shouldn’t criticize Tendo-san and the members of the Gamers
Club!”
“… Ugh.”
Oh no, not only couldn’t I rebuke him, I completely agreed with what Amano said.
Correct. At the spur of the moment, I lashed out too hard at everyone, even though I was
just feeling frustrated at Amano. Even if Amano gave in and accepted my criticism, I
didn’t need to defame Tendo, the Gamers Club and games in general too.
As I was feeling dejected, Amano who was still grabbing my shirt showed a gentle face,
and continued with a warm voice:
“Especially Tendo-san, she is a really nice person. She actually invited someone like me
twice. It goes without saying that she is beautiful, she is gentle, can get things done and
is talented in gaming. Even though Tendo-san is very smart, she went out of her way to
study in Otobuki in order to join the Gamers Club. To me, someone like her is just like
my first love─ No, I mean someone worthy of respect. That is why, even though I accept
your criticisms towards me…”
Even though Amano appeared a little timid, his honest eyes were filled with even firmer
conviction.
As Amano stared at me with such eyes… The sense of frustration I bored towards him
that had been haunting my mind disappeared.
Ahh… What the hell, this guy… Is completely unlike the old me. Even more than the old
me… No, even more than the current me, he…
I sighed and gently pushed away Amano’s already loosened hand from my shirt. After
patting at the crease, I apologized.
“… I was wrong. I apologize for saying those things about the Gamers Club and Tendo…
Erm, and also… I feel the same for the things I said about you. All this… was just me
picking a fight out of nowhere. Sorry about that.”
“Uehara-san… N-not at all! Not one bit! Everything you said about me is my fault!”
I was the one apologizing, but Amano lowered his head instead and turned fidgety… I
can’t stand him, this is really demotivating.
“But someone who rejected Tendo’s invitation don’t seem to be in the position to say
anything for the Gamers Club.”
My words made Amano open his eyes wide. He then scratched his head with a blushing
face.
“…Fufu.”
The sight of Amano scrambling to find an excuse made me laugh. When Amano saw that,
he also laughed in relief… Eh, what the hell, it wasn’t a big deal after clearing up the
issue. Amano wasn’t pretending to be mysterious or behaving strangely, he was just a
normal classmate of mine. What was I so anxious about before this?
“I’m heading back to the arcade, what about you, Amano? Why not join us…”
My suggestion out of the wish to atone and a little bit of consideration made Amano
smile awkwardly.
“Well, that bar is too high for me. And I have games I want to play at home, so I will go
home for the day.”
“I see… Well then… Erm, see you at school.”
Even the normal farewell from a classmate made Amano smile from the bottom of his
heart… Damn, I still couldn’t get use to him, it was too cringey for me to look.
“Ah, right!”
I heard Amano’s voice from behind and turned back. He was some distance away and
seemed to remember something interesting, and was snickering.
I was a bit hesitant, but I still asked Amano why he was acting so weird, and he said with
a smile:
“I am laughing about the meme of the Ant and the Grasshopper. Uehara-san, you came
up with this metaphor after thinking for long, and talked about it arrogantly as if it was
a grand idea. But it didn’t fit at all.”
I was so embarrassed that I pulled up my sleeve and wanted to go after Amano, but he
just smiled deviously… And told me the reason.
“In order to be with your friends and girlfriend, you have worked hard. That is the
complete opposite of the grasshopper who indulged in the effort of others─ Uehara-san,
you are actually a super serious and cute ant.”
“────”
A strong urge to laugh well up, and I laughed out loud like Tidus.
… The strange thing was, I felt the me from the middle school days was laughing along
with me.
“.…..”
“.….. (daze)”
“.…..”
… I ran into a blonde beauty hiding in the blind spot of the building ─Tendo Karen. But
she didn’t even noticed that I was right beside her, as she looked at a certain direction
with a dazed expression as if she caught a high fever.
I followed her gaze… And it seemed to be the direction Amano left in… Hmm.
After all… The way she looked… Anyone who saw her would…
A pure girl with a red face and sparkling eyes, watching a boy leaving was standing right
there.
Tendo probably followed behind me to find Amano. Her objective was to persuade him
to join the Gamers Club of course. However, she happened to witness my spat with
Amano. And then…
She saw Amano, who rejected her invitation, caring so much for her and the Gamers
Club, and became like this.
I never expected to see such a dramatic love story that was so obvious from a glance.
Well, it wasn’t that couples like me and Aguri was the norm, but in this day and age, love
would happen in a plainer way. To think our school idol would be the exception from
the norm…
I admired this rare scene for a moment, but I couldn’t bear leaving the dazed Tendo in
the dark alley and leave. So I went and spoke to her.
“Hey… Tendo?”
“…Huh!”
Tendo only came to her senses when I placed my hand on her shoulder. After
recognizing me, she used her famed smart brains to understand her situation… She
blushed immediately and shouted at me:
A wild Tsundere in love has appeared! And she wasn’t aware about her feelings yet! …
How idiotic.
“W-Wait a minute!”
“Uwah.”
“W-W-What did you mean by you get it? Why are you congratulating me…?”
“Cough cough… Ahh~~ … Well, I think Amano and you are a good match.”
“What──”
Tendo’s face turned even redder, and was steaming like a boiling kettle of water. Okay,
now’s my chance.
“Bye.”
I waved and escaped in a hurry. Fortunately, Tendo didn’t chase me this time… Phew.
… I can now empathize with Amano, and understand why he didn’t look very happy
about being chased by a stunningly beautiful girl. That girl is really troublesome, more
so than Aguri in some ways.
Alright, I will do all I can to bring them together, and tease Amano along the way!
“Ah, Tasuku~~!”
“Hmm? Aguri?”
After parting ways with Amano, I went back to the arcade and chat idly with Masaya and
the others. Just when I felt it was time to split, Aguri suddenly came. I was surprised, she
then took my arm and explained:
“Ah… Right.”
Even though the teasing eyes of Masaya and the others made me feel awkward, I still
answered reluctantly… The instinct of women scared me sometimes. I didn’t have any
experience in affairs, but I caught a gist of how terrifying it would be in the future.
Aguri joined the conversation for a while, but it was getting late, so Masaya and the
others went home a short while later.
As for me… Aguri pleaded with me to ‘play one game! Just once okay!’, and was dragged
to the crane game machine by her.
I felt unmotivated.
“Spare me… Just how much money did you think I was forced to spend in the arcade
today…”
“Hmm~~? What, did you catch a plushie for someone other than me?”
Aguri puffed her cheeks suddenly… Huh? It was rare seeing her look jealous. After all,
she could say something like Tendo and me being compatible so casually. Hmm?
I felt a little hesitant, but I still took one hundred yen from my wallet and explained:
“No such thing, I was just wandering around the arcade and playing games at random
with some guy.”
When Aguri heard what I said, she exclaimed ‘huh~~!’ and reacted as if it was a pity.
“Huh? Aren’t you always watching? Why are you saying that now…”
I inserted the hundred yen coin into the crane game machine… but Aguri was still angry.
That’s a rare sight. Aguri usually smiles all the time, and didn’t think of anything like an
idiot.
… But that’s true, my emotional ups and downs when I was with Amano might be wider
than when I was with my girlfriend Aguri. Thinking from this perspective, I could sort of
understand why she was jealous, but I didn’t explain the situation in so much detail.
I don’t dislike Aguri, and find her to be cute… But was that enough? I had absolutely no
intention of getting into BL, but after the emotional fight with someone who was just a
classmate, I felt a bit weird that I didn’t tell my girlfriend about this.
I inspected the crane game machine. Aguri probably wanted another version of the
weird cat I got her the other day. I planned to use the tag hooking trick, but I had to be
careful.
As I checked the machine… I had some time on time, and tried asking Aguri:
“Hey, Aguri.”
She was still angry. Did she take the wrong medicine today? I couldn’t care less, and
continued:
“I want to ask… Just what did you see in me, that prompted you to confess to me?”
“Huh?”
Aguri seemed to have forgotten about being angry and stood there in a daze. Oh right,
this might be the first time I talked about this. I was a bit bothered when we started
dating, but I felt embarrassed about raising this topic myself. When we got to know each
other, we were too casual about it, and I lost interest in asking about this.
After devising the plan to catch the plushie, I started pressing the controls carefully.
First would be the vertical axis.
“That’s right.”
Alright, the vertical axis was just as I wanted, next would be the horizontal axis…
I sneaked a peek at Aguri… She didn’t seem to be thinking as usual, and just like Amano
who was playing games earlier, she had a dumb smile on her face. Her mood seemed to
have recovered after talking about love… What a simple girl. She probably fell for me
because my looks suit her taste anyway.
I shift my focus back to the crane machine, and thumbed the horizontal axis button
gently.
See? In the end, it was all thanks to me changing my image and making it into the high
school social scene. Looking at it this way, it was proof that my efforts was worth it…
I was happy that my prediction was on point, and felt disappointed in some sense. I
pressed down on the button to move the mechanical arm… Alright, just a bit more, and
it will be right above the target─
“Because back in middle school, you were really cool when you helped me catch a
plushie!”
The arm completely pass over the plushie and moved to the side. Aguri protested:
“Ah~~ What are you doing, Tasuku!”
As for me, I felt nothing about wasting a hundred yen, and looked at Aguri blankly.
Aguri lectured me angrily for being useless, but I just asked her in a mutter:
When Aguri heard my question, she turned her gaze to the crane machine, and
answered vexingly and nonchalantly:
“We did. Ah, back then, I had black hair, braids and wore round frame glasses, a plain
girl completely different from now! But you also changed, so we are the same!”
“Hmm… Hmm?”
That’s right, I think such a thing did happen. In the summer of my third year in middle
school. In order to get away from the pressure of preparing for entrance exams, I ended
up playing crane games somehow, and caught a plushie… But if I brought something of
that size home and my mother found out, I would get in trouble. I was worrying about it
when I saw a plain and cute girl who was obviously not used to the arcade staring at
that plushie. And so I…
“Since that day I have always~~ liked you. After that, I will visit this arcade to look for
you every now and then. When you occasionally visit this arcade, you would focus on
playing one game, and then go home. I like the way you were the most.”
Aguri said it in a relaxed manner. However, I was the opposite of her, my brain felt as if
it was knocked heavily.
After all… After all, this girl… the one Aguri likes… is not the me right now…
“I knew we entered the same high school, but you became so cool when I visited your
class. I then asked my friends, and heard that your preference leans towards frivolous
girls… So I worked hard to change my image. Ah, but I really like the way I am now
anyway.”
─ For some reason, I felt very ashamed, and couldn’t look at her directly!
My heart was pounding so fast! I covered my mouth with my hand, and averted my gaze
from Aguri. But I couldn’t shake away the image of her smile from my mind!
What is this? What is this! Why am I so nervous about a girl like Aguri, that my heart is
on the verge of exploding…!? S-She had her eyes on me since middle school? She liked
me… since that time? She fell for the real me? … A-Aguri would do that?
… It is gripping my heart!
“Y-Your place faces the shopping district, it is not dangerous at all even if you walk back
at night! Bye!”
I turned my back towards Aguri’s unhappy voice, and left the scene hastily. I walked on
the street briskly, trying to cool my burning cheeks.
─ I walked like this for some time. On a whim, I looked at the reflection of myself on a
shop’s glass window, and…
… Ugh.
A figure who looked dazed with blushing cheeks stared back at me, just like Tendo
earlier─
In other words, that was a reflection of a pure youth who had fallen deeply in love.
After the turmoil on Friday, Saturday and Sunday went by and it was the morning of
Monday.
Because of various reasons, I went to school with dark circles under my eye and waltzed
lazily into Class 2F. Masaya and the others greeted me energetically: “Morning!”
I stifled a yawn and replied: “Morning~~” went to my seat and placed my bag on my
desk.
─ I then cast my gaze to the corner of the class, locking eyes with Amano who was
playing a portable game console.
I hesitated momentarily about what to do, and that guy seemed to be worrying about
me unnecessary, and shifted his eyes back onto his console. I got mad when I saw
Amano act that way.
… Alright, I decided.
Shiyouji was about to move away from my seat as usual, but I stopped him… And then,
under the confused gaze from the five of them, I walked towards Amano. Not just
Masaya and the others, the entire class was watching my strange move… And so, I
placed my hand onto Amano’s desk a little forcefully.
Amano looked up in surprised, then removed the earpiece connected to his console. I
said to him with a smile:
At this moment, Amano seemed to realized the reason why I was unhappy, and smiled
awkwardly with an “Aha…” as he scratched his face.
“B-But for me to greet you out of the blue cheerfully… will be weird right? I have my
image too…”
“… Sigh.”
I sat on the back of the empty chair before Amano and answered: “That’s true.”
“How mean!”
Amano looked as if that was a heavy blow. In fact, Masaya and the others were watching
my interaction with Amano a little waveringly, and the atmosphere in class seemed to
be affected too.
Even I became like this after Tendo’s visit, it couldn’t be helped for Amano to be in the
spotlight. I felt awkward and thought I did something I shouldn’t have, but Amano
showed me a wildly happy smile.
“But thank you, Uehara-san. I was really happy that you were willing to play games
together with me!”
“…………”
For them… the thing they love deeply is right beside them.
Amano straightened his back a little nervously… He probably thought I will say
something serious again… That made it hard for me to say it out too.
I turned silent for a moment… Staying like this won’t do either, so I made up my mind to
ask Amano:
I glanced at Amano from the corner of my eye. He was all smiles… unbelievably bright.
Amano leaned his entire body forward.
“So the story is scripted to lose? Eh, the game ends normally after I lose though…”
“No, not that, you can’t win if you don’t use the moves in the correct sequence.”
“Hmm?… Ah, I get it! The story did mention that a little!”
I couldn’t help placing my hands onto the table. Oh no, I want to try it out soon!
Basically, this is an RPG I had been staying up at night to play! After finding out the way
to clear the level, I didn’t feel like attending classes anymore.
“That was hard to decipher. Actually, I was forced to check the online guides too.”
“Ah~~ I thought about checking it online, but I feel that I would lose if I did. I won’t feel
hesitant if I check it once… but this is my first playthrough.”
“Yes, I know! You will be spoiled if you check the guide in some places!”
“That’s right! Even though the story wasn’t mentioned, there are cases where the name
of the dungeon itself is a spoiler!”
“Exactly! I really wish the guide writers will be more considerate, although the ones
reading it are partly to blame too. Basically, there are times when you come across
spoilers in the midst of searching for the guides to clear the level.”
“There is! For example, searching the terms online and you got the results of ‘character
name + betray’!”
Amano and I had a blast talking about video games. However, when we noticed that our
classmates were getting a bit rowdy, we cleared our throats a bit shyly… Hmm, strange?
“……”
I turned to the side, and there was a beautiful blonde girl leaning into the classroom and
watching us. She was gritting her teeth vexingly as she looked our way.
Haha~~ Tendo probably gave up on inviting Amano to join the Gamers Club, and
naturally thought from a high position: “Shouldn’t I chat with Amano who didn’t have
any friends about games?” And when she reached the classroom, the position of ‘game
chatter’ had been taken by me, that’s probably it… Our school idol is really interesting.
“Huh?”
Amano looked at the classroom entrance after I told him that. Tendo left in a panic, and
Amano stood there dazed.
“Eh… W-What was that just now? Could it be… Tendo really hates me?”
Seemed like he was still concerned about rejecting the Gamer Club’s invitation. I
couldn’t help snickering, and Amano looked at me with his head tilted.
“N-Not at all! You are actually taking pleasure over my misfortune! I made Tendo-san
mad, I-I have to apologize to her…”
Ara, that won’t do. I had to… I had to make things more interesting!
“Ah, no need no need, ignore Tendo. Just leave her alone before she find you to talk on
her own.”
“Uehara-san, are you being especially strict towards her all of a sudden?”
“Huh? No, rather than me being strict, it will be more effective to make her a bit more
anxious…”
“A-Anxious? Effective?”
After Amano sent me off with a smile, he turned back to his game console happily again.
……
With my back to Amano, I rubbed my neck and said as if I just thought of something.
… Actually, this was the thing I really wanted to talk about… But it was really
embarrassing.
After a moment of silence… In order to not let Amano realize this was the main issue, I
asked quietly:
“Hmm…”
I turned my head a little to peek at him. And… Amano showed an absolutely blissful
smile, similar to the one he had when he was playing games earlier, and then nodded
firmly.
“… Okay.”
With a wave, I returned to Masaya and the others… In the end, we were still the same as
usual. I spent my time noisily in the center of the class, Amano still played games by
himself in a corner of the room, our relationship was awkward, not even friends. Aguri
was my girlfriend, that part had never changed.
The same for games, I didn’t give it any exceptional evaluation. In my heart, my
interaction with friends and other entertainment still had far higher priority than
games. Amano and I were different.
… However──
He was usually quick witted in some places, but he was looking at me baffledly right
now.
“Eh, you seemed to be a good mood today. Did something good happen?”
“? What happened?”
I replied shyly:
I couldn’t help praising it as I fiddled with the control pad connected to my computer.
The game on the screen… Wasn’t the latest cutting edge AAA grade games.
By using existing art work and traditional RPG structure, the game was presented in
nostalgic bitmap art, that reminds me of indie games made during the Super Famicon
era.
They are games created by hobbyist and distributed free of charge online. I was playing
an adventure game made by the most popular RPG maker software.
Although the graphics were constructed using the RPG software, the game didn’t have
any battles or character growth elements. It was a pure exploration, puzzle solving and
storytelling game from start to finish. Commonly seen amongst free games. That was the
reason the quality varies greatly, but if you ask me about the quality of the game I was
playing──
I controlled the main character, little girl, and chose the ‘key of death’ I just got from the
item selection box to enter the new room, ‘room of poison’── And what appeared
before me was a wall full of faces, all of them squirming about as they groaned in an
unknown language.
Actually, this game… Or rather, this creator always made games that were hard to
understand. After playing midway, the storyline was normal, there were no obvious
programming errors or typos, and the game was made really carefully… Unfortunately,
there were too many ‘super developments’.
The super development wasn’t natural too, it was so bizarre that the player would feel
they were playing another game midway. I thought the creator would explain in detail
later, but he just tossed all the earlier storyline away, which makes me wonder what the
point of all that was.
It was impossible for such a game to be popular; since,the games made by this creator
were too niche. However, the second game he made was much more docile, without any
strange super developement, and the ending was unexpectedly normal. That’s why it
made it into the popularity rankings of free games in no time. I only learned about this
creator through that game…
Aside from the second game, without exception, his other works were… putting it nicely,
unique; putting it not so nicely──
But such games also had their blind following among the open-minded world of free
gaming… How should I put this? I don’t think the works of this person werethat
‘outstanding’.
His style always follows a set route: ‘The story starts out interesting, turns into
shambles because of the super development, and proceeds into the ending in a mess.’
There was nothing ‘deep’ about the super development either, so you can’t really talk
about it with others.
A work that combined the four elements of no climax, no ending, no meaning, and no
taste. (I coined the term ‘4chan’ for this.) This was the style of this creator─ ‘NOBE’.
I couldn’t really answer properly even if you ask me why. The flaws I mentioned earlier
bother me and the super development would make me retort: “Hey hey hey…” I
probably agree more with the negative comments.
As I thought blankly about the creator while I explored the ‘room of poison’, the faces on
the wall started speaking.
“The adverts by the mobile service provider do not get to the point though.” “The ice
cream looks delicious, but they can do away with the song.” “Why do they want to film a
live action version so much?” “I can’t accept a generic comment which includes a
discount code as a product review.” “It’s a little too late to release a huge DLC now.”
“The trend of jacking up the prices by adding the words ‘limited edition’.” “Physical
ability and talent are two different things.” “Oh, so ‘this game enhanced the internet
communication functions’ huh?” “No matter how I look at it, it’s your own fault that you
are not popular.”
That’s right, it was this kind of feeling. I couldn’t explain it clearly, but this was why I
always have a smile on my face when I play the games by this creator.
This was different from it being funny because the game sucks too much. If I could
appraise it more directly, I feel that the games made by this person… his worldview
feels very comfortable to me.
Like his choice of words for the game messages, his taste in picking pictures, way he
uses the music, all these trivial things. All these elements suit my taste perfectly.
The occasional glimpse into his personality I get when his developer blog refreshes also
resonated with me. It even surprised me that there is someone with such compatible
sensibilities as me.
That might be so, I didn’t know his age or gender. This was normal on the internet, but
from how vague the creator was on his private life, he must have taken extra care to
protect his privacy. The only thing that was clear was his internet handle ‘NOBE’.
And of course, I didn’t interact with the creator either. I would leave my comments
about his latest release on his blog (basically compliments) or express my agreement
with the passages posted on the blog. Even so, I had never received any response. But I
like the icy attitude of ‘NOBE’ too, a true die hard fan.
After exploring the entire ‘room of poison’, I made the main character enter the next
room, which was the bottom of the sea for some reason… Although I was exploring a
mansion and there wasn’t any mention of me entering a tunnel, a room in the bottom of
the sea suddenly popped up.
── The next moment, a giant jelly fish suddenly appeared and killed the main character
by eating her!
“Huh?”
The unreasonable situation made me froze momentarily, but such deadly traps were
common in games made by this creator, so there wasn’t any need to panic. I just need to
reload an earlier save file. So I waited quietly for the screen prompt to appear… But
after waiting for so long, the game over message still didn’t appear, and only the jellyfish
that ate the main character remained on the middle of the screen.
“.…..”
Thinking ‘it can’t be’, I timidly press the left button on the directional pad, and──
Even a die hard fan like me couldn’t help roaring at the screen. Immediately after that,
the worried voice of my younger brother came from next door: “B-Bro, what’s the
matter?”
I answered: “I-It’s nothing.” and turned my gaze back to the game screen.
To confirm, I pressed up down left right on the directional pad. The Jellyfish moved
according to my input commands.
I looked at the screen dumbfoundedly for a moment, but a smile returned to my face
quickly, and I continued playing.
And of course, I was aware that many people had different personality or remain
anonymous.
But even so, I was still very interested in this person ‘NOBE’.
On a certain morning, Uehara-kun who ran into the classroom didn’t go to his seat, and
headed straight for me. The first thing he did was complain to me loudly.
I tried greeting him with a cool smile, but Uehara-kun didn’t even acknowledged me,
and approached with a fierce attitude that made the other classmates cringe.
“I trusted you because you recommended it! During the starting ‘mystery exploration’
segment, I was looking forward to it when I saw all the puzzles and foreshadowing!”
“That’s right! Not just that, when the super development happened midway and
changed into a ‘fishing game’, I was shakened, but still played on patiently by telling
myself ‘Well, Amano recommended it, so the story will be make sense in the latter half,
and lead to a touching ending…’!”
I tried soothing him with compliments, but it was not effective. Uehara-kun said with a
trembling fist: “In the end… In the end…” He then slammed it onto my table with a bang,
and roared with tears in his eyes:
“Why is the ending an arrogant bearded old man taking a picture with a huge black
bass!? What the hell! What happened to the haunted mansion in the first half of the
story!?”
“What’s interesting about that!? Your taste is too weird! That is just a trash game!”
“Yup, probably.”
“So ill will is nine-tenths!? Damn it, compensate me! Give me back the time I spent on
that lousy game all night at the expense of passing on watching ‘Ame Talk’!”
“Ah, their segment on ‘Celebrities that love gaming’ last night was super interesting.”
Uehara-kun strangled me…Sigh, how blissful. I had resigned myself to a dull campus life,
but I actually get to experience such friends-like interaction, this was like a dream… Like
a dream… there’s a large patch of flowers around me… Hmm, isn’t that my great
grandmother I had only seen on photographs──
“I-I am sorry. Erm, there was a 90 percent chance that this game wouldn’t suit you, but I
carelessly… hoped that you might like it.”
“Huh?? Ah… In the end, this incident started because I asked you whether ‘you have any
games only insiders would recommend’… My bad, I overreacted.”
Uehara-kun scratched his head as he said that, then sat down in the seat in front of me. I
placed my phone onto the table and apologized once again: “I am sorry.”
Uehara-kun sighed and said: “It’s fine.” But he immediately followed up with: “But…”
I didn’t refute. The truth was, aside from the internet, I had never met anyone else who
praises the work of ‘NOBE’.
“Isn’t that right? Basically, your taste in games isn’t too different from me. In fact, the
stuff you recommended earlier were all really interesting, that’s why I trusted your
judgement so much.”
“Thank you.”
Hearing someone say that was the most blissful thing for video gamers. However,
Uehara-kun put his elbow on my table and rolled his eyes.
“And that’s why I don’t understand why you recommended that. It feels like a prank.”
Seemed like Uehara-kun wanted to debate me but got blindsided. I scratched my cheeks.
“Ehh~~ … Well, I don’t have any excuse. How should I put this, the charm of that game
can’t be explained with words. Putting it more arrogantly, those who don’t understand
won’t, it’s just like one’s taste in food.”
“Food huh… If I have to say, this isn’t a matter of like or dislike, it is dubious whether the
thing is actually food. It can’t be called a game.”
“Not that. What I like is the details within the game, or its worldview.”
After saying that, Uehara-kun leaned onto the chair’s back, rocking the chair on its hind
legs as he crossed his arms behind his head…To be honest, I couldn’t explain further. If I
had to use a great example I haven’t used before…
“That’s right, Uehara-kun, this is something like love, and can’t be explained with
reasons.”
“… What the hell is a cherry boy like you saying to a guy with a girlfriend?”
“Ugh.”
Amano Keita’s heart suffered a billion points of damage! My face turned red with shame!
“T-That’s not the point! I am talking purely about spiritual connection! M-Maybe you
and your girlfriend already have… erm, a more intimate connection.”
“Ahh?”
“Hmm?”
For some reason, my words stunned Uehara-kun… a moment later, the redness of his
face could even rival mine. Uehara-kun then averted his gaze… Could it be…
“Erm… Uehara-kun, I remember you had been dating with your girlfriend for almost
half a year…”
“……”
“Who’s asking you about that! I mean you and Tendo, Tendo!”
“Tendo-san? Hmm? What about Tendo-san? If you are asking about my interaction with
the Gamers Club, I will greet Misumi-san when I meet him on the corridor by chance, or
chat with him a little…”
I didn’t meet the upperclassmen since then, much less Tendo-san who was from a
completely different realm…
“Tendo-san and I don’t have anything in common to the point of being depressing.”
I replied in a tone insinuating: ‘What’s the point of asking this now?’ Uehara-kun
showed a stupefied expression for some reason.
“Eh, I don’t mean that… After that time, you didn’t see Tendo around much?”
“? Yes, that’s right. There are times when I saw her one sidedly, but the thing is, we
interacted in the past, so I got better at noticing her from the corner of my eye. Sigh~~…
Am I really sissy for acting this way?”
I realized how disgusting I was, and felt a little depressed. Maybe I still had lingering
feelings for Tendo-san, or held on to some hope. People with chunnibyou were really
troublesome.
When I smiled with a hint of guilt, Uehara-kun looked even more stupefied.
“You… You aren’t dense, but your self esteem is too low, and a bit off in your taste.”
“? Off? Ehh… Ah, you mean my views on the games made by ‘NOBE’?”
“No, not that, I mean Tendo… Forget it. It’s funny that way too. But you have to be
careful about drifting too far apart, and losing the hook.”
“? Drifting too far apart? Ah, it’s fine, you might not know since you laid off gaming for a
while. The effect distance for proximity connection for the 3DS is further than
expected.”
“… Is that so.”
Uehara-kun answered disinterestedly… What’s going on? I felt our dialogue was out of
sync. Was this the gulf between nerd game players and normies?
── At this moment, I suddenly noticed a request for aid from my mobile phone. After
notifying Uehara-kun, I checked and found a message from ‘MONO’. I wanted to clear
the quest while chatting with Uehara-kun, but found him peering at the phone screen.
“Well, not really. I’m interested about the person on the other end… What’s the name
again? One of the reason you rejected Tendo’s invitation…”
“Yes. Connecting spiritually with someone you don’t know the face or background of,
don’t it have the feeling of destiny about it?”
“It would be great if the other party is a beautiful young girl. Sigh, but I won’t mind even
if ‘MONO’ is a old man.”
“N-No, that’s wrong! I just think that if we can chat about games happily, then the
gender of the other party wouldn’t matter… Or rather, I have less reservation when
talking with guys.”
“Not at all. I often think: ‘will a pretty girl fall from the sky’?”
Uehara-kun sighed with a stupefied expression, then stared blankly at my phone screen.
After I finished the help quest, then asked:
“… Oh right, why did you pick your internet handle to be ‘Tsucchi’? Since your family
name is Amano, I thought you will pick something like ‘Rain’.”
After hearing his question, I answered while thinking that it is rather embarrassing for
someone to watch me play social games:
“To be honest, I will name the hero Rain or Keita when I play RPGs. But I prefer
distancing myself for internet handles…”
“And so, I used my mother’s family name ‘Tsuchiyama’ and chose the handle ‘Tsucchi’.
On the other hand, my internet alias is ‘Yama-san’.”
“Who cares!”
“Looks like you need rehabilitation before I can use your love comedy as
entertainment.”
What’s the link? I blinked blankly, and Uehara-kun looked at me with serious eyes.
“Think carefully about it, Tendo is too high a bar even for me. Under such a situation, the
current you… Even if Tendo is willing to take the initiative, it will end in no time with
such a huge imbalance. You are… too weak.”
“Yes, I don’t know what you are talking about, but it’s clear you want a fight. Uehara-
kun, let’s take it outside for a round of Mario Party!”
“Your way of picking a fight is too gentle! Sigh, Amano, calm down, you are mistaken. I
just want to tell you… Compared to Tendo, you are lower than a lice.”
“Yup, that’s no different from what I thought you are trying to do! Let’s Mario P──”
“Eh, I am not trying to make you depressed. Like I said, I want to help you rehabilitate…
In other words, salvage you from the situation of being a loner.”
“Huh!? So you are going to finally introduce your girlfriend and friends to me──”
“……”
“N-Not really, that bar is still too high for you right now.”
I was actually half joking. I couldn’t imagine myself chatting happily inside Uehara-kun’s
circle of friends. I think that interpersonal relations require effort from both parties, but
feeling strained and exhausted from being friends felt wrong too.
I couldn’t figure it out… Uehara-kun smiled at me deviously, and nonchalantly stated his
idea.
“……”
The ideas from normies were too horrifying, which made me shiver with a headache.
“Alright Amano, the target is Class A’s ‘Hoshinomori Chiaki’. She seems to be the same
type as you, a loner nerd girl who likes video games.”
After school. When class was over, Uehara-kun who got information about girls through
his network came to my seat.
“Like I said this morning, I don’t want that, this is like picking up girls…”
But Uehara-kun didn’t back down and glared back at me with a straight face.
“Hey hey hey, what are you saying? Anyone who wants to make friends has to start by
talking to complete strangers. It’s a given it will be somewhat like picking up girls.”
“Ah~~… No, I remember now. For guys, you already know the gamer Misumi right?
And you have no problem talking with me.”
But to be honest, I was still quite distanced from Misumi-san to call him a ‘friend’. We
only chat when we meet occasionally, and wasn’t that close to make the effort to keep in
touch.
But Uehara-kun didn’t know about that awkward gap, and started persuading me:
“Think about it, if you keep grinding the same type of enemy in a RPG, the experience
points will dip right? It’s the same for this. Amano, you need to challenge a new enemy
so you can grow rapidly.”
“Somehow, I feel your arrogant face is trying to say: ‘good good, I made a perfect
example by using the concept of RPG for Amano who loves gaming.’ It feels irritating.”
“Why are you so acute when it is about your inferiority complex!? That is a worse
characteristic than main characters who act like blockheads!”
“I’m just a background character anyway. Not a main character like you, how nice.”
“Annoying! Loner twisted nerdy virgins are annoying! Please, if you go on like this,
Tendo will──”
The words ‘oh shit’ might as well be written on Uehara-kun as he averted his eyes…
What a surprise! Especially the fact that she didn’t choose the weakest minion, the cute
‘slime’. She went out of her way to call me a ‘giant slug’, that shows her malevolence
clearly!
“T-That’s really depressing… I wish she could upgrade me to the level of ‘giant rat’…”
Y-Yeah, that’s right. I don’t get your standards for doing that though… Eh, it’s a lie
anyway…”
“At times like this, you need to act like a main character that is hard of hearing! Why did
you hear that! The love comedy can’t proceed like this! Are you consciously pulling out
the flags!? You really have no right to be a main character! Even though you have the
quality of a main character in attracting events!”
Did I mishear? That should be it, Uehara-kun had no reason to tell me a lie like that.
Also, unless his conscience was biting at him… there was no reason for him to mumble
about telling lies. Yes, I should reflect on this. Pulling myself together, I looked into
Uehara-kun’s eyes again.
“I-I understand, Uehara-kun. Being branded a ‘giant slug’ is too miserable, so I will
believe you and try rehabilitating! I will go to that… Erm, Hoshinomori-san and chat
with her!”
“G-Great! Amano, I’m glad you understand where I’m coming from. No point in wasting
time──”
“── Go and find that Hoshinomori, and talk to her now, Amano!”
“… Huh?”
For some reason, Uehara-kun slinged his backpack onto his shoulders, then waved at
me… Strange? Wasn’t this the usual way he bid farewell…?
“I will be playing with Aguri at the arcade, I will pray for your success! Bye!”
“……Huh?”
Uehara-kun left the dazed me behind, and followed a girl with a light tan that was
waiting outside the room before I realized it… She seemed to be his girlfriend named
Aguri (I don’t know why she always glares at me from afar before walking off). He left
with this cute schoolmate hurriedly.
… Which means… I will be going to this female schoolmate I didn’t know, and talk to her.
And purely for the sake of building a better relationship… Yup, this simply means…
……
This idea from a normie was too horrifying, which made me shiver with a headache.
── On top of nausea and a headache, I was also inflicted with petrification.
I walked towards Class A on the corridor, and couldn’t help nursing my lower abdomen.
There was a dull pain, as if someone filled it with lead. However, this pain probably
wouldn’t subside with stomach medicine.
Even I myself didn’t understand why my legs didn’t led me to the shoe racks, but
towards Class A. I wasn’t that determined about this and felt repulsed by this idea, but
my legs showed no signs of stopping.
Despite that, I thought about it as I walked and came up with a few possible reasons.
First, Uehara-kun’s idea played a big factor. He isn’t just a friend that I finally made, he
even used his own methods to come up with this proposal. And also… he just happened
to play a game made by ‘NOBE’ that didn’t fit his taste, which made me feel bad…
He will ask me about the result the first thing next morning. If I answered ‘I didn’t even
give it a try’, that would be too disappointing as a friend. At least, I hope to answer: ‘I
went to her class to look, but I missed her as she already went home.’”
I still feel guilty about wasting her effort and goodwill. Since I had another chance to
build an interpersonal relationship through games once again, I felt that I couldn’t avoid
this. Also, I didn’t take everything Uehara-kun said wholesale, but if I want to meet
Tendo-san again and apologize, it would be impossible if our relationship was so bad
that she calls me a ‘giant slug’. I need to at least be a bit more decent.
And the last factor, which was trivial when compared to the previous two…
After getting to know Uehara-kun, I realized once again how happy it was to chat about
games with others. There wasn’t any grinding of skills or exchange of high value
information… Just idly chatting about what games we liked, and which games were
interesting. These carefree chats about games were really blissful.
When I realized it, my stomach didn’t hurt that much now… Yup, it should work now. Go
go, Amano Keita. I am not committing any nefarious acts, I should learn from Uehara-
kun who made it into the high school social circle, and talk to that person confidently! I
straightened up my posture and made my way outside Class A, then gulped.
The door to the classrooms were open since school was out, and the students inside the
room would be able to see me if I took another step inside… I just remembered, this was
basically the first time I was visiting another class… my legs started shivering.
I-It’s fine! School is out, so there shouldn’t be that many students around. Someone like
me is different from Tendo-san, no one will notice even if I entered the classroom! Yes!
Let’s get it over with quickly
Making up my mind, I took a step forth and peered into the classroom from the
entrance. As I expected, there were not many students around, and no one paid me any
mind.
“Ah.” “Ah.”
── I locked eyes with an absolutely gorgeous blonde girl. Only now did I remember…
Tendo-san was in Class 2A too.
The school idol was seated in the middle of the class, surrounded by her classmates.
When they saw her surprised face, their gazes slowly focused onto me… Oh no.
That incident between me and Tendo-san reached this class too, and the classroom
turned a little rowdier. I couldn’t help backing away and hiding half my body.
And so, even Tendo-san who always looks composed showed a wavering expression.
After shifting her gaze away from me, she immediately did a simple touch up to her hair
for some reason. She then cleared her throat, and appeared even more at ease than
usual.
Could it be like Uehara-kun said, her reaction by treating me like a ‘giant slug’? I took
another look, and even though Tendo-san was blatantly making an expression of ‘I am
not bothered by Amano-san at all~~’ while chatting with others, she would peek
towards me from the corner of her eyes every now and then.
A-Anyway, the only thing I knew was that it felt very awkward. Leaving Tendo-san
herself aside, the ones who grew tense from her unusual reaction were her classmates
instead… Recently, I had been making too many enemies.
Well, my objective today is different anyway… Yup, I won’t earn any ire if I don’t bother
the school idol.
After my quick conclusion, I stepped into the classroom once again, looking around the
room in search of Hoshinomori-san. And of course, just the information ‘quiet girl who
likes games’ wasn’t enough for me to find that girl.
I was a bit hesitant, but I still steeled myself and chatted to the two girls closest to me.
“M-May I ask…”
The reply was a bit too tense, which made me depressed. I told myself it wasn’t because
I was disgusting, but because I was the center of attention, so I muster my courage and
looked at the other party’s eyes.
“Huh?”
Her question made a few girls in the classroom squeal a little. I peeked at Tendo-san,
who was still cool and composed…But her eyes glanced my way more frequently, and
her gaze seemed to be looking forward to something.
I couldn’t guess what Tendo-san’s intention was… I still waved hurriedly with a bitter
smile. In order to not trouble Tendo-san, I refuted her with a heavier tone.
“Ah, no no. I am not interested in Tendo-san at all, and don’t have any business with
her!”
That moment, a loud ‘Cock’ sound came from the room. I was wondering what
happened, and saw Tendo-san had banged her forehead onto the table, what the hell!
Not just me, the entire classroom was shakened by this. Tendo-san lifted her head
slowly, and showed her typical graceful smile as if nothing had happened… That was
scary. W-What’s with her? Was she not feeling well?
Seeing this chance, the girl talking with me asked as if she just remembered something:
“Eh, s-so you are not looking for Tendo-san? I heard the rumours and thought…”
I nodded to affirm her suspicion, and did my best to answer with a smile:
“Cock!”
The knocking sound sounded even louder than earlier! Tendo-san’s forehead had sunk
into the table a little, and steam like smoke was wisping out! T-Tendo-san?
Everyone held their breath. As for Tendo-san, she slowly raised her twisted smiling face
that looked like a mask… said to her classmates “excuse me for a moment”, then left her
seat… She then walked towards me with a smile on her face!
The situation was completely unexpected── like grinding near a save point and
suddenly entering a final boss fight, which threw me into extreme confusion.
Under the watchful gaze of the students from Class A, Tendo-san came before me, and
spoke after widening her smile even further:
I was so nervous that my entire body turned stiff, and I broke out in cold sweat.
Compared to the first time I met Tendo-san, my fear had grown stronger. My smug
feeling from back then was completely gone, and only the negative and darkness
remains. I was scared.
I stood up straight as if I was being lectured by a teacher for violating school rules.
Tendo-san was composed and smiling… But at the same time, she seemed a little
nervous as she asked me:
“So, what brings you to Class A? I-I heard just now that you are looking for a girl…”
“? Yes.”
Tendo-san who was standing appeared a little giddy for an instant… So she really was
unwell?
But the next moment, she seemed to have figured something out and turned cheerful.
She then asked me excitedly, as if she was clearing up something:
“Oh right, I know! Amano-kun is so serious, so you must be looking for a girl from my
class for committee work or some other duties──”
I panicked because I seemed to have been misunderstood, so I spilled the beans without
a second thought.
“I came to class A in order to build a better relationship with that girl! It has nothing to
do with Tendo-san!”
……faints
“T-Tendo-san?”
Tendo-san still had a smile on her face, but she was falling backwards for some reason. I
rushed forth to support Tendo-san’s back and held her steadily, and squeals erupted
from her class. No no no, now is not the time for that kind of reaction! No matter how I
looked at it, Tendo-san had obviously fallen ill! And her face was red as she looked at me
from such a close distance! Not just that, her mouth was opening and shutting, like a
goldfish gasping for air…
“Pla?”
Tendo-san wanted to say something, so I turned my head and perked my ears. And so,
she…
“Huhhhh!?”
Tendo-san pushed me away, and ran out of the classroom… Weird, what happened?
This felt familiar though, what was with this situation?
By the way… What did she say? Beckpla buoy…? What did that mean?
Tendo-san was probably too near and she wailed too suddenly, so I didn’t hear what she
said clearly. Well, I thought I heard ‘big playboy’, but that was definitely not words to
describe me. Ugh~~ …I was really bothered, and wondered what she actually said.
But the sharp gazes from the people around me didn’t allow me to ask any further…
Could it be, they think Tendo-san and I were a couple and we were having a fight? Even
though Tendo-san was just feeling under the weather… I couldn’t stand it, for her
classmates to not show concern for her at a time like this felt wrong to me!
I felt a little angry for acting like a ‘dense main character who didn’t show concern for
how others felt’. Thanks to that, I could relax my tensed emotions and asked the female
student once again:
When the female student heard my question, her mouth was wide open as she said
something nonsensical:
“>Huh? Erm… that’s right, I’m not here for Tendo-san, I’m here to look for Hoshinomori-
san.”
I didn’t know why she mentioned Tendo-san, but I still answered her.
For some reason, the classroom turned rowdy… What was it, what was it?
I was losing patience. So annoying for them to involve Tendo-san in everything they say,
although I know she was really popular. And the squeals in the room every time I speak.
What’s wrong with this class? You should worry about Tendo-san’s health instead! I
couldn’t stand it!
And so, I insisted that Hoshinomori was the only choice for me. The classroom got even
rowdier… I don’t get it.
With a face of a neighbourhood housewife entertaining herself with the love gossips of
others, she pointed to a corner of the classroom… Taking reference from my class, It
happened to be near where I was seated.
── She was the same type as a certain someone, this background type girl without any
thing striking about her was sitting there.
This is… just like the reenactment of that scene last time.
A student who had drawn the gazes of all the students in the class was approaching
another student playing video games at a corner of the classroom.
The only different thing was, unlike Tendo-san, I was a big coward.
Only now did I felt impressed by this fact. Just recently, I was on the verge of breaking
down just coming into contact with Tendo-san… Tendo-san endured more gazes than
this and still managed to act naturally.
… Really, the more I get to know her, the further she feels. She can still insist on the
things that she likes, which makes her truly a great person… I have to at least shake off
my title of ‘Giant Slug’.
Nowadays, whenever I think about Tendo-san, I will compose myself mentally. This
wasn’t just superficial admiration, I understand that she was worthy of respect…
Although we were the same age.
After steeling myself, I didn’t want to lose to those gazes, and walked straight up to
Hoshinomori-san.
She was still wearing her headphones with her eyes glued to the screen.
I just stood in front of her desk and looked down at this scene.
………
“……c-cough cough!”
“………”
…Oh no, the other party didn’t notice me at all. This schoolmate of mine was focusing
entirely on the game.
W-What should I do? Touching the shoulder of a girl… Isn’t good either…
To be honest, I wasn’t comfortable with taking the initiative to talk to others. Not just
that, I seldom contact others through phones or emails either… Because I will wonder:
‘Am I bothering them?’ Pushing myself to ask a female classmate about Hoshinomori-
san was already my limit.
On top of that, Hoshinomori-san…
It feels that… she is completely immersed in her game, it is hard to chat her up…
I could empathize since I play games often too, there was nothing that spoils my mood
more than being dragged back into reality when you were totally engrossed in the game
world.
Hoshinomori-san leaned forth and studied the screen carefully. Her curly hair that
reminded me of seaweeds covered both side of her console, barring away the annoying
sunlight.
I also play video games in class, but not to such an extent… Or I hope I didn’t. No, if
Uehara-kun was to judge, he would probably say: ‘how alike.’
Okay, I couldn’t bear to interrupt Hoshinomori-san who was focusing so intently on her
game. To be honest, my business with her was just trivial chat about ‘let’s be friends.’
I pulled out the chair in front of Hoshinomori-san’s desk, and sat on it side ways with
my elbow on the back of the seat. Frankly speaking, I didn’t really dare to sit in someone
else’s place, but the owner seemed to have already went home, so this was an exception.
I peeked at the screen of the game. Thankfully, there wasn’t that much seaweed like hair
to the front, so I got a clear view.
Hmm, isn’t this ‘Aegis VIII’ that was just released last week? I happen to be playing this
too…
On the screen was a 2D style chibi male main character defeating enemies with his
sword and exploring the open plains. This type of game was known as Action RPG.
Fearing spoilers, I timidly checked how far Hoshinomori-san’s had progressed in the
game. She seemed to be slightly slower than me, so I patted my chest in relief and
continued watching her play.
“……”
On closer look, she seemed happier than I imagined. I caught a glimpse of her mouth
through her hair, and she looked defenseless, opening it halfway in her joy. It was a little
disgusting, but I felt as if I just met a comrade, and felt really happy.
How should I put this… Maybe I like seeing people enjoying their games with a smile.
Before I realized it, only the two of us were left in the classroom illuminated by the
setting sunlight. I saw a few bags around the classroom, so it just happens that just the
two of us were alone…
Ugh… If I want to talk to her, now should be the best chance… right…?
Without the gaze of bystanders, the bar for picking up girls lowered substantially…
Wait, no no no, this wasn’t picking up girls!
My head started hurting again. To avoid the atmosphere going astray, I had to choose
the way I start the conversation carefully.
Anyway, I decided to leave the conclusion for later, and return my gaze onto her game
screen. And then…
Ah, she is finally going after the boss? What a long journey. The difficulty of this
dungeon didn’t feel like the games of recent years. The enemies are strong and the save
point is placed near the entrance.
The game was entering its climax, and my thoughts on chatting up Hoshinomori-san
was tossed aside.
Hoshinomori-san gulped nervously. Indeed, if she loses now, all her time spent playing
after school would be for nought. And from what I glimpsed, Hoshinomori-san didn’t
grind too hard, and could even get in trouble fighting the dungeon’s minions. Her skills
were similar to mine, she knew the controls, but was not very proficient.
As for whether she can beat the boss, it’s probably 50–50. I only challenged him after
grinding to a higher level than Hoshinomori-san, so I had more leeway, but it was still a
tough fight.
The boss room was right before her. Hoshinomori-san stopped, and I couldn’t help
straightening my back.
And so, after waiting for five seconds… Hoshinomori-san finally stepped into the boss
room. After the display of an exaggerated warning message, a huge rock giant blocked
the main character’s path.
…Gasp.
Hoshinomori-san pulled away from the boss, planning to observe his attack pattern
first. This was the standard method when one faces a boss you met in an Action RPG for
the first time. However…
“Swoomp!”
“!”
With the soft sound effect that leaked out from her ear phones, stone spears sprouted
out from the walls of the cave. This was one of the annoying ability of this boss, if you go
near any stone walls or objects, it will attack with spears that was almost too fast too
dodge.
This attack will definitely land the first time. And she will think it is just a trap, then get
stabbed again when she hides in the other corner.
Just when I was thinking that, Hoshinomori-san got stabbed as I expected. Her
movement pattern really resembles mine, which made me giggle.
Now that I thought about it, even the way Hoshinomori-san played earlier was eerily
similar to mine. Even though I often watched my younger brother play and others
livestreaming their playthrough online, I had never seen someone whose thought
process was so similar to mine. The truth was, this game was very liberal in playstyle,
weapon choice, stats allocation and skills to learn. But somehow, her choices were
almost similar to mine.
Ah, she won’t expect the spear to sprout from other objects, and will get stabbed once
more.
“~~!”
Hoshinomori-san’s face turned anxious. That hit brought the main character’s HP bar to
the halfway mark, and there was basically no way to heal during boss fights in this
game. Items couldn’t be used, so magic was the only means. But that would drain a lot of
MP, and the casting time was also rather long.
That was why grinding to increase attack and max HP was so important.
Even though I was at a higher level than her, I barely managed to defeat the boss. In that
case, since her skill and play style was about the same as me… her odds are low.
Okay, although she made up her mind to attack the boss fiercely, that heavy smash
attack with an unreasonably wide hitbox… Ara, she got crushed as expected.
Fearing that the time she spent adventuring would be wasted, her breathing started
getting rugged, but her controls remain deft and cautious, easily dodging the attacks she
had seen before and counter attacking. The boss’ HP dwindled slowly, and the tide was
turning, but the main character will fall with another hit.
She replicated my situation almost perfectly! But when I was playing, I grinded harder
so I could still take another hit when I took down the boss… But for her…
Hoshinomori-san could dodge the attacks she had seen before… But this boss will use
new attacks when his HP drops…
Although it was an attack that could be evaded easily after seeing it once, it was used in
a way that would ‘definitely hit players who saw it the first time’… At least it hit me.
I was more emotionally invested than usual because I watched the progress of the game
together with her!
I glanced at Hoshinomori-san’s face, and she seemed to be enjoying this tension too, but
I still felt…
That’s right, the grueling game difficulty might add to the experience… But if possible,
players would still prefer to avoid wasting the vast amount of adventuring time they
spent.
And for Hoshinomori-san, there was probably some other reason. Gaming inside the
classroom in public view was not very conducive, and the gaze of her classmates didn’t
feel comfortable either. If her adventure was all wasted… That would be too terrible.
The Rock Giant raised its hand in a ‘banzai’ stance, and started charging for an attack.
“!”
Having not seen this attack pattern, Hoshinomori-san was surprised. This was natural,
as the pattern that worked so far had been dodging left if the boss moved its right hand,
dodging right if it moved its left hand.
But this time, ‘both hands were raised’… several ways of dodging would come to mind,
but she wouldn’t be able to confirm which works best and…
She will pull back as she thinks putting some distance between them cannot go wrong! I
did that too! But──
After hesitating for a moment, Hoshinomori-san pulled the control stick down hard and
pressed the emergency evade button, dashing backwards──
“Dodge forward!”
“!”
Hoshinomori-san immediately pushed the control stick forward instead, making the
character roll between the legs of the Rock Giant! At the same time, the Giant smashed
the ground with its fists, a donut shaped shock wave spread outwards in all directions.
That’s right… except for the safe spot between the legs of the Giant, it will hit
everywhere else.
“!~~!”
As I cheered her on, Hoshinomori-san mashed the attack button, plummeting the Giant
who was exposed after it dished out a huge attack! And so, when the Giant’s stun time
ended and it prepared for its next attack──
“!”
The moment the stage clear message was flashed… We couldn’t help standing up.
“Oh right──!”
Looking at her again, Hoshinomori-san was an innocent looking cute female girl when
she lifted her head. But when her seaweed like fringe drooped down again, she
immediately… turned back into a vague existence.
Ah, I felt it was a pity. I wanted to look at her face more clearly… Wait.
“……”
Snapping out of it, the two of us were touching palms, and staring blankly at each other.
Her earphone fell from her left ear, and the sound from the game buzzed in the silent
classroom.
Returning to reality from the game she was completely engrossed in, she found the
classroom to be empty except for a guy she had never seen before smiling intimately
and touching palms with her.
This wasn’t a matter of picking up girls anymore, it wouldn’t be strange if she made a
police report. This first meeting was very much overboard.
“…………”
My gamer brain that splendidly rescued her from a crisis… failed to provide a single
ounce of useful information right now.
“……”
Hoshinomori-san and I sat on the bench of the deserted bus station. The setting sun
provided warmth for my back.
In the end, I tried to express my reason for finding her. Even though she remained
skeptical, she still agreed to speak with me on the condition of only doing so before her
bus arrives. The reason she stayed so late in school seemed to be the low frequency of
the bus she was taking home.
And so, the situation turned into me waiting together with her for her bus…
Oh no… After a short conversation in class, I didn’t speak with her properly…
It was fine while we were walking, but once we sat down, the silence was unbelievably
heavy. That being the case, talking about games right off the bat seemed inadequate too.
I decided to start off with trivial matters.
Hoshinomori-san trembled for some reason when she heard me, then answered with a
bit of stutter.:
“I see, there are few trips, and the arrival time is unreliable, it must be hard on you.”
“……”
…… Hmm. It felt like the conversation was over. Although Hoshinomori-san didn’t say
much and answered in short spurts, I was the one responsible for holding the
conversation and was despairingly unskilled in this. I thought I had improved somewhat
after talking to Tendo-san and Uehara-kun, but I was wrong. The two of them were the
ones who were good, I didn’t improve at all. No matter what, I should start with an
introduction. With that in mind, I said with a stammer:
“Ah, s-sorry, it’s a bit late to say this now, b-but, I’m from Class F, my name is Amano
Keita.”
… I couldn’t think of a good opening line. That was expected. Who could say something
like ‘I want to be good friends with you’! Even putting it in a nice way, it would be
troubling to underestimate how bad my social skill was.
… After agonizing over it, I gave up and handed the topic docilely over to the other
party.
The two of us were in the same grade, so I should be more relaxed and speak to her as
an equal. But I didn’t have the guts.
Although her gaze made me anxious, I still racked my brains to keep the conversation
going.
“Huh?”
I didn’t know how to react to this unexpected question and Hoshinomori-san lowered
her head for some reason.
“I’m sorry. No matter how many times you all ask… I-I don’t intend to join the Gamers
Club…”
“?”
Seeing how flustered I was, Hoshinomori-san tilted her head bafflingly. I raised my voice
to clear the misunderstanding.
“I’m not from the Gamers Club, alright? Well, they did invite me before…”
“? Then, you are not acting together with Hyobu-san… or Tendo-san?
“? I don’t know who Hyobu-san is… But Tendo-san did invite me to join the Gamers
Club. And just like you, I turned her down…”
Hoshinomori-san opened her eyes in surprise. However, I was the one who was
shocked. I didn’t expect us to have things in common for even that part.
Anyway, I decided to clear up our relationships with the Gamers Club. I told her the gist
of what happened between Tendo-san and me, and Hoshinomori-san bowed towards
me with her face slightly blushed and said:
“M-Me too! A freshman girl called Hyobu-san invited me… And then… I visited the
Gamers Club once… But, eh, how should I put this…”
I reminded her with a smile. Hoshinomori-san was acting just like I did when I spoke
with Tendo-san, which amused me a lot… Sigh, although I felt rather thick-skinned for
looking at her from such a perspective.
Hoshinomori-san seemed very anxious about finding the right words to express herself.
Inspiration struck, and I took the initiative and told her:
“Is it because… The actual content of the club is different than the ‘gaming’ you had in
mind?”
After hearing what I said, Hoshinomori-san nodded as if she was enlightened. I felt
happy about it, and couldn’t help continuing:
“The Gamers Club is good and all, but for us, that is too dazzling…”
“T-That’s right! Playing games with others is enjoyable, I enjoy a match with another
person occasionally too… B-But, I have no intention of being the very best that no one
ever was…”
“I know right!? But, the Gamers Club is a through and through ‘club activity’.”
Nods furiously!“Like I said, Hyobu-san who invited me… As well as Tendo-san who
approached me again on the basis of being classmates, I feel bad towards them…
However…”
When we realized it, we had already started chatting. Seems like our similarities were
beyond Uehara-kun’s expectation, we were alike to the very core.
“T-That’s right, I get it. Playing leisurely is important, right! But that doesn’t mean I only
like simple games…”
“Yup, difficult games are nice too. Like those that explores dungeons…”
“Well, RTS and those foreign beat-them-up games are attractive too… Right?”
I didn’t expect to find someone to talk about games with like this… Today is a good day.
I was enjoying the blissful moment quietly. Although being chatted up by Tendo-san the
first time was also blissful enough to give me wings; but the bliss I felt today was
different in nature compared to that day.
I took a look, and Hoshinomori-san who was lowering her head had a cheerful
expression now, as she looked at me excitedly.
“Hoshinomori-san, I am surprised… Erm, this might sound rude, but you are really
chatty.”
“Not at all, that’s not true. B-But, I will talk more when I am with people I am
comfortable with…”
Oh no, that’s just like me. No wonder she sounded so intimate. I wasn’t sure if it was her
catch phrase, but she will occasionally repeat herself with ‘t-that’ or ‘b-but’, which
express her seriousness and was unexpectedly soothing. I took a deep breath and said:
“Sigh, I feel at ease. Hoshinomori-san, you don’t really make me conscious that you are a
girl─ Ah, putting it that way sounds rude, my bad.”
“Not at all not at all! That’s my tone when I speak, so that’s natural! Erm… all this while,
I couldn’t get used to the way girls talk… even using ‘watashi’ makes me feel
embarrassed. B-But, I am glad that you find this more comfortable.”
Ever since I entered high school… No, in a sense, fulfilling a lifelong wish made me feel
touched. But at this moment, I noticed a bus approaching on the road.
I asked her, feeling that it was a shame. Hoshinomori-san confirmed it with a slightly
gloomy face: “Ah, yes, that’s the one…”
With that in mind, I stood up and said: “Let’s stop here for today…”
As she got up, the bus rolled into the bus stop, and the door near the driver’s side
opened.
Ah, I’m glad I mustered my courage. Will she be willing to chat about games with me
next time…?
The door of the bus closed with a ‘pomf’ behind me. When the bus passed me by, I
looked at its window, seeking out Hoshinomori-san. But she was probably seated on the
other side as I couldn’t find her.
Feeling a warmth that didn’t stem from the weather, I walked back to school alone.
── At this moment, I heard someone jogging towards me. Strange, there wasn’t anyone
around just now. I turned as I thought about that, and found…
“A-Amano-san.”
Hoshinomori-san who was rushing to me lowered her gaze shyly, as she fidgeted with
her bag she was holding in front of her. She seemed to be squeezing out all her courage
as she said:
“Yes, I-I know. Hmm? I-Isn’t that the bus you were… waiting for?”
I was half confused and half expectant, which made my heart race. I waited quietly for
Hoshinomori-san’s next words. I could see how red her face was despite her long
fringe… she shouted her proposal to me:
“E-Erm, before the next bus comes, can you chat with me for an hour!?”
These words and how cute Hoshinomori-san was dazed me for a moment──
This felt like being invited to go for a drink. Although I have never visited a bar before.
“……”
And so, the two of us returned to campus, and finding that Class A was still empty, we
started chatting there again. The more we talked, the more I realized that Hoshinomori-
san’s hobby and interest aligned surprisingly with mine, which made me suspect that
we were siblings separated by birth. Well, my blood related younger brother was
completely different from me in his hobbies though. After asking, I realized that
Hoshinomori-san also had an excellent younger sister too, even this part was eerily like
me too.
Especially for video games, the games we played, our attitude towards them and even
our playstyle were virtually identical.
After chatting for 50 minutes, our nervousness when we first met was all gone and we
were really close.
Not just Uehara-kun, I spoke to her with a tone more intimate than my younger brother
and asked:
“Oh right, Chiaki. You were playing ‘Aegis VIII’ just now, so you like the Aegis series?”
I didn’t use honorifics for a girl, which was not like me at all. It was the same for Chiaki
too…
“Of course! T-That’s right, you really saved me just now, Keita.”
Chiaki had gotten used to calling me by name, this scene was just like a loving couple
about to get married, but people who got along were probably like this, yup.
……
…… No, thinking about it calmly, it was strange for us to be so close. But for the two of us
who didn’t make any friends before, this issue was the same for both of us. The
appearance of a too ideal person to talk with resulted in our brains secreting excessive
endorphins, and we were in a drunk-like state.
Our faces were flushed as if we had beer, and kept talking in our excited state.
We had completely forgotten about the next bus timing, and chatted intimately.
“Speaking of which, the Aegis series is really a masterpiece, Chiaki!”
“T-That’s right! I love that series! The best part about it is…”
“Yup, it is definitely…”
Looking at each other’s face, bearing an expectation of our views in aligning, we shouted
the charming part about the Aegis series──
…… Huh?
“……”
…… We stared at each other blankly… That was strange. There seemed to be a difference
in opinions just now… N-No, that wasn’t possible, yup.
With a smile that was a little stiff, I continued by acknowledging Chiaki’s view:
“T-That’s right, yes. No matter what, the charming part of that series is in its music!
Using music to bring out the fine aesthetics of fantasy! The world building only works
uniformly because of the music!”
“I completely agree.”
I had no arguments about that. The music in the Aegis series was wonderful. However,
the foundation of the world building had to be supported by the character design──
“The only flaw is some ‘Moe’ elements got mixed into the character design.”
“Huh?”
“What?”
For a moment, time seemed to freeze. I squeezed out a smile and said “No no no.”
“What are you saying, Chiaki? The Aegis series is built on the enchanting heroines that
debut in its various venues.”
Chiaki seemed baffled by my words, and tilted her head to the side.
“? Ara ara, you sure like to jest, Keita. What are you talking about? Isn’t the heroines the
only flaws in the Aegis series? The later releases trend towards ‘Moe’ a little too much.
‘Moe’ is the main thing that spoiled the game, right?”
“Huh, what are you saying? ‘Moe’ is a great spice for all media, you can even say it is a
crucial ingredient. Although it would be troubling if the balance goes off scale…”
Chiaki slowly frowned as she listened to what I said. She squeezed out a stiff smile and
said:
“H-Hold on, Keita, please stop joking. ‘Moe’ only brings detriments with no benefits to
gaming right?”
When I heard what she said, I also replied with a forced smile:
“No no no, you should be the one to stop joking, right? ‘Moe’ surpasses gender, and even
extends to inanimate objects too… It is embodied in all things in life, no matter how
hardcore a work is, we can still find a wonderful entertainment value in it, that’s ‘Moe’.”
“……Huh?”
“……Ah?”
………
I was bothered by the gazes from around me, but I still mumbled a reply while
scratching my face:
Uehara-kun sat onto the seat in front of my desk, and placed his right elbow on the table
menacingly.
When the gazes of our classmates drifted away, I turned my eyes away from Uehara-kun
and replied:
“Huh? Hey hey hey, I heard that Hoshinomori is a loner girl who likes games. What is
this about? Is she a fujoshi who only plays BL games?”
“N-No, it’s not that… The games we like are almost the same… And our game preference
is so alike that she is practically my body double…”
“No, it’s not that either… Her experiences were almost the same as mine, and we got
along fine as if she was my doppelganger. To be honest, she speaks a little nerdy, but
that makes it more relaxing and I was less conscious about her being a girl. She was
more like a friend to me than you who is lofty for some reason.”
“What?”
“I don’t get it at all. Shouldn’t you two get along great? Not just friends, she might as well
be your fated partner.”
Uehara-kun couldn’t fathom the reasons and tilted his head. He then asked me from
another approach.
I averted my eyes away from Uehara-kun, and said it quietly in an attempt to bring it
across casually:
“You retard!”
I was completed refuted by Uehara-kun’s loud voice. With no regards to the gaze of our
classmates, he leaned towards me agitatedly.
“What the hell! Why did you fight so hard about this with a girl you just met!?”
“Erm, how should I put this… This is how vast the gulf between our communication
skills with girls are.”
“I feel a different sort of respect towards you now! Just one short hour, and you turn
from a first meeting to getting along like a one true pair, then progressed to sworn
enemies! I’m not as fast as you!”
“Because I’m the type who will choose the simple options wrong even when I play
galgames because I overthink things.”
After venting his agitation, Uehara-kun was stupefied and sighed, then laid onto the
table.
“First Tendo, then Hoshinomori… Why did you get into a fight with someone that
matches your ideals…?”
“What useless manliness you are asserting! So that’s what happens when a nerdy loner
gets involved with his strange ego!”
“… Erm, U-Uehara-kun. Wasn’t it cool when I announced that I won’t back down just
now? If this is a scene from a light novel, this will definitely be a timeless quote──”
Uehara-kun was filled with rage as he lashed out… Weird, I thought my recent
conviction was a good thing. Looks like I completely misunderstood. Life is hard.
“A-Alright, I admit that incident with Tendo-san was completely my fault. But this time…
I think Chiaki and I should share the blame.”
“You are calling her directly by name? Just how close did you two get in one day…? Sigh,
forget that for now, since you said there was a big fight, the other party must have
retorted too…”
“Of course. And the content of our fight is basically about the necessity of ‘Moe’ in games
and other media. I agree; she thinks there is only harm without any benefit.”
“Yup, from the topic of your big fight, I can tell you two get along really well.”
“Stop that! Getting along with such a person makes me want to puke!”
“Just how bad is your relationship with her! You are just like a divorced couple!”
“Well, even so… you two are basically compatible, right? In that case, you just need to
apologize and make up with her.”
“The determination of a Samurai completely does not fit with you, why are you so
repulsed by that idea! … Sigh, I get it I get it. I will go together with you after school,
that’s fine, right? With someone as a buffer, you two will discuss more calmly, right?”
“.….. If you insist, this humble one won’t reject your offer.”
“Yup, even I am thinking about ending our friendship. Seriously though, I am really
intrigued by Hoshinomori who got into a huge fight with you. I will accompany you
there after school.”
Uehara-kun then massaged his shoulders lazily and waltz back to his own seat.
… That’s true, with Uehara-kun soothing things, maybe we can reach a compromise…
After all, I didn’t fight with Chiaki because I wanted to. If we could get along, that would
be for the best.
With this faint hope in our after school meeting, I started playing social games again.
“What! Wait wait, Keita, what do you mean! The Japanese game industry that is leaning
too much towards ‘Moe’, and the foreign game industry that prioritize gameplay and
story! Just think about it and you will know which side holds the advantage! Stupid
stupid stupid~~! I can’t stand it, shorty with narrow field of vision is really…”
“H-Hold it hold it, Chiaki-san. Let me ask you then, when you play foreign made games,
don’t you ever think: ‘If only the girls are drawn cuter…’ No, you definitely did, right?
Romance or not, ‘Moe’ and ‘cute’ are important elements! Narrow minded seaweed head
who can’t even get this is really…”
“Huh~~?”
“Yeah?”
Uehara-kun got between Chiaki and me who were glaring at each other.
“… O-Okay, Uehara-san……”
She backed away quietly with her face red… Although she was an introvert, her reaction
definitely didn’t stem from that reason. From the looks of things…
“Oh~~ Chiaki, you only have eyes for handsome guys, but not ‘Moe’.
“What did you say!? T-T-That has nothing to do with this! Also also, I-I am not ogling… I-
It is not like… what you said…”
Chiaki kept stealing glances at Uehara-kun, and would lower her head shyly when their
eyes met.
I sighed exasperatedly.
Sigh… Uehara-kun says he will be neutral during our discussion, but he is basically
supportive of Chiaki… It’s only natural, he’s handsome after all.
“Why are the two of you so quick to bicker… And you are criticizing each other’s
appearance right? That’s not good. Although it’s true that Amano is a virgin shortie.”
“Hey.”
I glared at my friend who was not neutral at all. He ignored me and smiled amiably at
Chiaki.
“Hoshinomori, I think your hair is nice. Natural curl looks great on girls, and has a feel
that artificial curls can’t replicate. How could he call you a seaweed head, I can’t stand
him…”
Uehara-kun seemed to be saying this seriously, he even scratched his head as he glared
at me in bewilderment… I-I didn’t think Chiaki’s hair was that bad, I was just getting
back at her for badmouthing me…
Chiaki looked at Uehara-kun with a dazed look of admiration… Her eyes were just like
how I looked at Tendo-san some time ago.
I can understand how she feels… After all, I admire Uehara-kun too.
How should I put this, maybe he had a certain charm that attracts nerds? The subject
himself probably wouldn’t be happy about this though.
Right now, we were seated at the back of Class F, with three chairs placed around one
table. And of course, there was some distance between Chiaki and me, with Uehara-kun
in the middle, his elbow on the desk.
It had been 40 minutes since we started talking after school. We went all out since the
beginning in a continuation of yesterday’s fight. And so, even with Uehara-kun
mediating as a neutral, it only shifted how we feel about him, while our relationship
showed no signs of warming.
“Why is your relationship so bad? It might not sound nice, but to me, the two of you are
the same kind. For someone like me who couldn’t get what you two are arguing about, I
think you two get along superbly well… Hey, don’t make such an obviously repulsive
face!”
Uehara-kun yelled when they saw the expressions we were making. I glanced at Chiaki,
and she glared back at me through the gaps of her seaweed…
“Don’t duel with your eyes! Sigh… you two are really…!”
Uehara-kun ruffled his hair hard. After exchanging looks, we tried to speak in a non-
hostile tone.
I started the conversation. Seaweed head… No, Chiaki answered as she averted her gaze.
“Yes yes! That’s right, it is really wonderful! There are many ways to showcase an Elven
village, but it’s rare seeing one that could build the atmosphere to be so fantastical and
intellectual at the same time!”
“That’s right! Not just that, the graphics give the player a subtle sense that the village
dislikes humans and doesn’t welcome outsiders. The way they present that is really
masterful. The thing that builds the atmosphere further would be the pretty──”
“……” “……”
Sharp sound of friction came from the air. There were other students in the classroom,
but everyone just happened to stop at the same time. The ticking sound of the clock
reverberated in the classroom. And then──
““Huh?””
The moment the two of us glared at each other, Uehara-kun retorted loudly.
Not giving Chiaki and I the chance to continue, he gave his opinion:
“90% of your opinions matches correct!? You don’t need to go that far! Why don’t you
two compromise on the last 10%!?”
“Uehara-kun, you don’t get it. We… will even turn down an invitation to a normies
Gamers Club, we are lone gamers, and the only thing we build up is our strong egos.
Especially on our taste in games, there are no backing down for us in that!”
“Keita is right! Just like the gap between lovable bad games and detestable games that
couldn’t be explained easily! Lone gamers also have a line they won’t back down from!”
As Uehara-kun finally showed a face of stupefied resignation, Chiaki and I used this
chance of him not interfering to argue as much as we could.
Before I realized it, we had ignored him and another 20 minutes passed.
We were still fighting, but when I saw Uehara-kun’s girlfriend… Aguri-san peering in
from the corridor, I remembered.
Ah, he said he is meeting his girlfriend, and can only accompany us until 5.
I stopped arguing when I remembered what Uehara-kun said. While Chiaki was tilting
her head baffledly, Uehara-kun suddenly muttered as he checked his smart phone: “Oh
no.”
I didn’t have the chance to tell him that Aguri-san was here, and he started packing his
stuff in a hurry.
“Sorry, let’s call it a day, alright? Well, you two can continue──”
““Don’t wanna.””
“I thought so. Anyway, I’m meeting someone at the school gate at 5.”
Hmm? Meeting at the school gate? Aguri-san is already here to pick you up… Ah, you
couldn’t see her from your side.
I wanted to warn him, but the anxious Uehara-kun refused to pass his turn to me.
After tidying up his stuff, he looked at Chiaki once more. The blushing Chiaki
straightened her back.
Eh, it’s weird to introduce it like this too… Right? Being too concerned would make him
uncomfortable instead… But making it clear early would be better… No, I don’t need to
worry, yup.
I forgot about the matter with Aguri-san and thought about my own things. And so,
Uehara-kun smiled at Chiaki.
“Bye, Hoshinomori. Sorry about making you join us out of the blue.”
Chiaki lowered her gaze bashfully── At this moment, the face of Aguri-san looking this
way changed… Ah.
Uehara-kun mentioned that he invited Chiaki himself… And it is obvious that the
blushing Chiaki likes him…
“But it was fun. It’s interesting listening to you talk about gaming.”
I wanted to warn Uehara-kun, but seeing a scene of jealousy for the first time made me
panic and I couldn’t find the words to say.
As I was still mulling over it── Uehara-kun said the critical words with his best
handsome guy smile.
“Oh right. Hoshinomori, your hairstyle is fine now, but judging from your hair texture, I
think cutting it a bit shorter would suit you much more. After all── you are already
cuter than others just the way you are!”
Bang!
“……”
The last one was a bullet of sadness that opened a serious wound in Aguri-san’s chest!
I checked Uehara-kun’s face immediately. He had a brilliant smile, without any hint of
ulterior motives. That was only natural, he wasn’t planning anything nefarious.
This is the same pace when Uehara-kun gave me advice! After breaking into the high
school social scene, he is sincerely cheering for Chiaki who is similar to me in his own
way!
The lack of malevolent intent increased the power of that smile over 9000! It was
enough to make Chiaki fall for him. If… If his girlfriend who felt a bit troubled because
he felt distanced recently was to see this… It would be a kill shot if Aguri-san saw this!
After saying his farewells, Uehara-kun prepared to leave cooly… Oh no, if he leave like
this, he will meet with the depressed Aguri-san, and it might end horribly…!
“W-Wait!”
When I realized it, I already stood up and shouted loudly… I was also holding my bag
and saying something that I shouldn’t be saying:
Uehara-kun and Chiaki both tilted their heads in confusion. Uehara-kun asked:
“… Erm, Amano, why are you the one passing the message…?”
Shit, I didn’t think this through clearly. But… But it would be problematic if the two of
them met like this! I might not know much about love, but I could tell this! Most
important of all… I think 70% of the fault behind this misunderstanding lies with me!
“!”
Uehara-kun was stunned. Oh no, my lie was too outrageous. This was bad.
Thinking that saying anymore would expose my lie, I ran off hurriedly.
The two of them behind me was confounded. That was expected, even I felt this was
weird!
I ran in the corridor hurriedly, but couldn’t find Aguri anywhere. Worst of all, I didn’t
know anyway to contact her. If she contacted Uehara-kun and wanted to break up with
him, that would be… Uwah! What did I do to my first precious friend I made in high
school ahhh!
As I ran anxiously along the corridor, I suddenly noticed a prominent blonde beauty in
the distance.
She noticed me too, and seemed to be shaken… After weighing the seriousness of the
matter, I mustered up my courage and talked to her.
“Tendo-san!”
It was rare to see her stammering, but I didn’t have time for that now!
I asked flusteredly:
“Tendo-san! Did a girl just pass you by!? She looks like… How should I put it, dressed
like a hottie, but it suits her well and feels rather cute…”
“Huh? Ah, yes there is. If you mean a girl that looks like that and seemed depressed, she
was walking towards the school gate just now…”
“! Thank you!”
I ran after thanking her. However, Tendo-san who didn’t understand the situation
shouted a question towards my back:
Why ask me? This was hard to explain. And I didn’t have time right now.
I turned back as I ran, deciding to just tell her the key point.
“!”
…Eh, did I convey my intention well? Tendo-san stood there blankly and her bag fell
onto the floor… Forget it, I didn’t have time to explain. I guess Tendo-san only asked
why I was in such a hurry out of courtesy, but was not really interested in my after
school activity. Yup.
I kept sprinting at full speed. And finally, when I reached the school gate…
“Aguri-san!”
“?”
I caught up with Aguri who was changing her shoes, with no intention to wait for
Uehara-kun.
I was stunned, and Aguri-san looked at me with suspicious eyes… Ugh, I caught up to
her, but I don’t know where to start. The entire matter needed to be explained from the
very start, but he might think I was just speaking up for Tasuku because we were bros…
Hmm… From the looks of things…
Making up my mind, I looked at Aguri-san’s… unexpectedly innocent face, and told her:
“─── What?”
…… Recently, I felt like I have been chatting up girls a lot.
Part 2
“Fwah…”
I couldn’t help yawning for the upteen time. I usually walk or ride a bicycle for this
stretch of road, but I took a bus today. There wasn’t anyone I know on the bus, and there
was plenty of empty seats. I leaned my back heavily onto a seat, and sighed after closing
my eyes.
I wasn’t sleeping enough recently, which was wrecking havoc on my body condition. If I
needed to stand for a long time such as during school assembly, it might get dangerous.
All of this was…
Amano’s fault…
Negative emotions that seemed sort of similar to the ones I felt towards him before
welled up in me. Worst of all, the games he recommended were all interesting… No, I
need to make a correction. Worst of all, except for the game made by ‘NOBE’, the games
he recommended were all interesting. I was the type who would restrain myself in
terms of entertainment, but when the RPG I was playing neared its end, I couldn’t help
pulling an all nighter to finish it off.
However, the reason why I didn’t get enough sleep was different this time. It wasn’t
because of a game recommended by Amano, but because of Amano himself… In other
words…
Just what did Amano and Aguri do together after school was out yesterday ahhhh!
Basically, Amano and Aguri had no link at all, right!? No, or did they knew each other
much earlier?
Aguri used to be a plain girl, and Amano seemed to have friends back in middle school…
Ah, they might know each other. But, were they from the same middle school?
B-But usually, they will make that clear from the get go. Since they never mentioned it,
they probably don’t know each other… No, thinking about it from another angle, are
their relationship so deep that they can’t be open about it!?
The difficult question that would even stump Google sensei made me down in the
dumps. I knew I couldn’t figure it out no matter how much I think about it, but that was
why I couldn’t help thinking.
The easiest way would be asking one of them… But, that was really scary.
The reason was, after I parted with Hoshinomori quickly yesterday, I wandered the
streets after leaving school to kill the time I suddenly had…
The couple chatting cheerfully were people I knew, Amano and Aguri! That’s wrong! It’s
too weird! Amano going to a cafe together with a girl was already a sign of the
apocalypse! And he just have to be with Aguri…
To be honest, I really thought that the world was about to end. For me, that was how
outrageous that scene was… And made me speculate.
Normally, even if I didn’t ask, Aguri will keep using messages or LINE to report to me
her everyday life. But not only was her message’s content meagre today, she had
completely glossed over the fact about her outing with Amano.
And so, I couldn’t ask Aguri about it either… In the end, that incident yesterday kept
replaying in my mind.
The route to my school flashes past the window. I will reach school soon. To calm myself
before meeting my schoolmates, I told myself:
I-It’s fine. Amano and Aguri would definitely not NTR me. Even if they have contacts, it
would revolve around me. Anyway… it’s probably the sensitive Amano overthinking
things and then approached Aguri. Speaking of which, he was acting weird yesterday…
That’s right that’s right, what a logical deduction. This was definitely it……
No, wait. Some time ago, didn’t I thought that Amano and Aguri seemed similar at their
cores? Did the two of them… hit it off? … Ha, haha, how is that possible. The Aguri I like
is so frivolous, she won’t be interested in Amano…
Wait… Aguri fell for the past me right? The past me… In other words, the nerdy me who
plays games happily… I was really similar to Amano back then!
When I realized it, the bus already stopped at my school’s stop. I got down and drifted
towards the campus like a spirit.
“!”
A familiar voice came from behind me. I was surprised and turned back exaggeratedly.
Aguri said as she walked beside me. I wanted to walk naturally just like usual… But my
joints were strangely stiff.H-How do I usually walk?
“Huh?”
Ah…
I asked before thinking, but in retrospect, that was a landmine. An absolutely disastrous
choice! It’s not like I was Amano! As I broke out in cold sweat, Aguri… Aguri seemed a
little shaken, and averted her eyes quietly.
“Erm, that… y-yesterday I suddenly felt like having tea with my friend, s-sorry, Tasuku.”
“R-Right…”
“……”
What was with her strange reaction! The doubts in my heart were gushing out! The
truth was, Amano said himself that he was meeting Aguri, but it wasn’t clear if they had
prepared their testimony ahead of time. Aguri only told me she went for tea with her
friend, but refuse to say that friend was Amano.… What the hell, I feel so conflicted!
In my heart, the theory that ‘Aguri had a thing for Amano’ was quickly taking shape.
Eh, Amano wasn’t a bad guy… His looks were fine too… And he seemed to be the faithful
kind… even the famous Tendo fell for him, an unexpectedly manly character… Wait.
Strange! Is Amano’s that good a catch!? Is he having it good? No… That’s not true right?
After we reached the school gate, we changed into indoor shoes, then walked towards
the second year classrooms together. After this short period of silence, Aguri suddenly
said to me with a rare tense expression:
“Huh? M-Me?”
The question was too sudden, which made my heart waver. I still recalled what
happened yesterday, and reported honestly:
“Well… I chatted with Hoshinomori and Amano… Ah, then Amano left first…”
“After that… Oh right, I don’t think you know her, the Hoshinomori I mentioned is a girl
from Class A.”
Aguri was interested in Hoshinomori for some reason… I could understand if she wants
to talk about Tendo or Amano… but she wants to learn about Hoshinomori who was
completely unrelated to her? Strange.
“What kind of girl… Well, looks gloomy at first, nerdy, and have an aura of not having
any friends…”
Aguri suddenly flicked her hair, and she looked a little smug…?
“Ah, but after actually talking to her, she is actually a nice person, and is interesting to
talk about gaming with her. Also, she is the classical hidden gem, the type that loses to
others because she doesn’t dress up.”
Aguri became depressed again for some reason. Was she jealous? Eh, that was unlikely.
After all, she even said I was compatible with Tendo, a girl who was frivolous about
love. I might be her boyfriend, but she wouldn’t be that dedicated to me…
I averted my gaze. Oh no… I was exposed. Feeling lonely because my girlfriend didn’t
care about me, that’s too sissy! But, I couldn’t help it, I feel that… Aguri looked really
cute recently.
“……”
Our conversation ended abruptly… After being with Aguri for half a year, this was the
first time this happened.
With an incredibly tense heart, we came to the corridor leading to the Second Years’
classrooms.
“Huh?”
The female student before Aguri and me was a beautiful girl that was a sight for sore
eyes.
She had an innocent looking face, exceptional figure and she her uniform was put on in a
sloppy but fashionable manner. She had a lazy charm about her, and her slightly curly
hair was enchanting─ Hold on.
Nods furiously!“Y-Yes.”
I did say that cutting her hair shorter would suit her better, and also told her she didn’t
need to wear her uniform too tidily… To think it would be so drastic a change…
To be honest, I was scratching my face a little troubledly. Both male and female
schoolmates around us had their eyes our way. Aided by the feeling of freshness, she
was as prominent as Tendo. I turned, and saw that Aguri was stupefied too.
Hoshinomori seemed to be shy about my gaze and lowered her head quietly… Ah, she
might look amazing, but she was still Hoshinomori on the inside.
“Ehh… s-sorry.”
“E-Erm, changing my style like this is a little too reckless… It must feel revolting, right? I
carried out all the advice you gave yesterday… B-But, I just want to give it a try…”
“I-I see…”
Yup, that was totally Hoshinomori on the inside. Her self-esteem was too low, just like
Amano. I couldn’t stand it,the two of them had similar experiences and had similar
personality, so why couldn’t they get along better? If they just made a compromise
about ‘MOE’, they would really be a one true pair── hold on.
I didn’t get it myself either. I was showing symptoms of catching a cold, probably from
the lack of sleep, my entire face will heat up when I get agitated. I couldn’t stand it…
── At this moment, I realized that Aguri glanced towards my face, and then shuffled
towards her class as if she was in a trance… Strange.
I wanted to call out to Aguri, but Hoshinomori didn’t seem to realize that I knew Aguri,
and continued talking to me.
“Neh neh…Uehara-san. Is it fine… for me to change my style like this? W-Well, aside
from my classmates, even my parents and younger sister asked me ‘w-who are you?’…”
In the end, Hoshinomori couldn’t tell if these reactions were good or bad. Was there
even a need to say this? I couldn’t stand it, just how low was these people’s self
esteem…?
“Well, there aren’t any problems, it suits you very well, Hoshinomori. Especially your
haircut, it is great. Amano won’t call you seaweed head anymore.”
Seeing the bashful smile of the more confident Hoshinomori… looks like she will be
popular.
When Amano passed us by, he said softly with a mocking laugh at Hoshinomori:
“Dry seaweed.”
“What──!”
Using the chance while Hoshinomori was getting mad, Amano dashed into the
classroom. J-Just how much does he hate Hoshinomori!?
Hoshinomori wanted to rebuke him, but entering Class F… Entering another class in the
morning made her hesitate, and she could only stomp her feet vexingly.
“W-What is w-wrong with him! Uehara-san, why are you friends with Keita!?”
But… Didn’t Hoshinomori notice? Amano only saw her back, but he managed to
recognized her before coming to tease her.
Hoshinomori who changed her style was so different that even her family didn’t
recognize her. But Amano still treated her the same way, as expected of Amano──
…In the end, my mind was clotted by the relations between Aguri and Amano.
“Y-Y-Yes.”
Hoshinomori lowered her head shyly as she sat on a bench inside a park near the
school, while sipping on tea flavoured soya drink through a straw.
I watched her from the side, thinking:Hmm, what in the world am I doing?
It had been a week since Hoshinomori changed her style, and I realized that I was like a
consultant to her.
Well, in the beginning, I just thought of it as an after sales service after she changed her
looks drastically, and it would just be discussing with Hoshinomori what sort of
fashionable accessories would fit her style. But the content of our dialogue gradually
shifted to her worries and complaints about Amano (Which were present all along).
On the other hand, Aguri didn’t spend much time with me, and I suddenly had free time
after school. That was why I ended up accompanying Hoshinomori who was bored stiff
waiting for her bus.
Hoshinomori revealed her interest in creating games, and the content of our discussion
finally went beyond the realm I could manage.
“That’s why, e-erm, I want to ask Uehara-san for advice about making games…”
“Ah~~……”
Well, I was happy that someone was relying on me, but discussing this with me was
strange, right? After I finished the 200ml ‘tri-arrow’ brand soda, I slammed the can to
the side and said:
Hoshinomori looked up at me with sparkling eyes… Oh no, she had grown really
intimate with me before I realized it.
“If you want to discuss about gaming, you should know someone who is more suitable
than me─”
“… Pui!”
“Is it so repulsive that you had to spit with an abhorrent face that completely spoils your
image!?”
Well, Hoshinomori didn’t really spit, but she conveyed her unwillingness to me very
clearly.
“Hey, you two can definitely get along better, right? Why are you so stubborn about
this?”
When Hoshinomori heard my question, she crushed the soya package in her hand and
said:
“This isn’t being stubborn, it’s a problem of not backing down and insisting on one’s
pride.”
“I-I-I don’t care about Keita at all. I don’t feel anything about him, and don’t want to get
involved with him. I hope he will transfer schools to an alternate world.”
“B-But, Uehara-san… Do you know how far he had progressed with ‘Aegis VIII’? I-I’m
just curious…”
“I-I-I am not concerned about him! I just want to clear the game before he does, then
gather all the rare weapons, armour and collectibles, then show it off to him arrogantly!”
“That’s why I said you are super concerned about him! Hoshinomori, you wouldn’t
compete with others on how fast you clear games!”
When I pressed her, Hoshinomori probably realized she was being irrational, so she
took out her phone and pretended to answer to an incoming message… Basically, she
didn’t have friends that would send her messages, just like Amano, right… I leaned in
and peered, and found Hoshinomori playing a social game as expected… Hmm, wait?
Strange, this game was…
“What~~?”
Ah, as expected, that’s the game Amano was playing. Just how compatible are the two of
you…
It was to the extent that they should just get married. Why did they have to fight over
something as stupid as ‘Moe’? God was cruel… No, these two were just too retarded.
As I blankly watch Hoshinomori play her game, I realized Amano received the help
request Amano mentioned last time. The other party’s name… was some guy called
‘Tsucchan’… Hmm? I saw this player’s name somewhere before…
I couldn’t help grabbing Hoshinomori shoulder from behind, and she turn around
flusteredly with a blushed face. I let go with a “S-Sorry” but I couldn’t help asking her:
“H-Hoshinomori. That game… You… are using… the nick name ‘MONO’… to play this?”
“And then… Erm… The ‘Tsucchan’ that requested for your help… is a player you had
known for a long time?”
“Ah, y-yes. Well, this type of game basically have shallow interactions limited to within
the games, but this person will always help me at the most crucial time, and is very
righteous. For someone like me who don’t have friends in real life… He is probably one
of the few people who understands me… Ah, e-erm, maybe you think it is weird that
despite having never spoken with him… I still described him in such exaggerated
terms…”
“……Tsh~~”
“U-Uehara-san?”
I took a deep breath. Even though this was in public… Despite of that, I still stood up
from the bench, walked to the front of Hoshinomori and grabbed her shoulders tightly
with both hands. I looked at her seriously in the eyes── I couldn’t stop myself from
yelling:
Hoshinomori was scared stiff. Her face was red from embarrassment because she
misunderstood something, she even averted her eyes. But I really couldn’t spare the
thoughts for that.
I was agitated, but I still lowered my voice and asked her with renewed seriousness:
“Huh? I hate him more than an idol forcefully slotted into my favourite drama series by
some agency.”
“But why!?
“Fall in love! At a time like this, you should go and experience love! Isn’t a happy ending
obviously in sight!?”
“What~~! No no no, no matter how I think about it, this is a bad ending for me!”
“… Ah! Damn it, so when someone enhanced by the traits of a main character, possess
despairing low potential to be a main character, the situation becomes this retarded!”
When I realized it, Hoshinomori appeared to be spooked by my weird actions, and was
even offering some of her soya. I turned her down as I decided I do need to cool my
head, and sat back onto the bench.
After spending some time to regulate my breathing, I spent some time thinking about it
before telling Hoshinomori:
“Hoshinomori. I want to confirm again… You don’t have the tsundere type of feeling for
Amano at all…?
“Absolutely not. If I am stuck on a deserted island with him, I would rather kill myself.”
“That so…”
She refused with serious eyes. After hearing her opinion, I reviewed my strategy.
It is easy to explain such a fated situation to them… But from the looks of things, even if I
clear up the situation, that might just make them hate each other, so what is the right
move…
Well, although I was an outsider, I still feel frustrated when such a ‘regrettable’ situation
was placed before me. It was the same as Tendo’s incident, it really felt like I was
cheering for the main character and heroine of a manga or light novel. It was really
interesting.
I looked at Hoshinomori, and she seemed a little concerned about me. But the deadline
for aid request was probably reaching, so she placed her eyes on her phone and fiddled
with it.
“Huh? Ah, I get it, you are asking why I choose this name? It’s very simple.”
“Simple? Ah, did you pick a part of ‘Hoshinomori’ and read it backwards──”
“No no no, it’s because my mother’s family name was ‘Mononobe’, and I used the first
kanji, ‘MONO’. As you know, everyone would prefer to choose an online handle that isn’t
too close to their real life self, right? Ah, that’s why I used the other part of the name
‘NOBE’ as my online name. I use it mainly for game creation.”
I stood up and yelled again, which shocked Hoshinomori once again. The parents who
brought their kids to the park also pulled some distance from me.
I immediately lowered my head in apology, saying “Ah, sorry” and then sat down, but
my emotions remained hyped up. “‘NOBE’ huh!? So you are ‘NOBE’! What is this
situation!”
Hoshinomori probably completed the help request mission and kept her phone, her
eyes were fretful as I had given her a fright. I cleared my throat with a cough and asked
once more:
“Before talking about Keita’s charm as a man, I don’t even acknowledge him as a
human.”
What was with the two of them!? Could one person hate another to such an extent!?
“Except for a certain point, your hobby and interest completely aligns…”
“That is the reason! His experience is so similar to mine… but he still supports ‘Moe’! I
am bewildered by that taste of his! It’s like I am seeing my own dark side!”
“…Ah~~…”
Simply put, this was the highest level of the inverse of ‘opposite attracts’. Because they
had so many things in common, there would be an intense standoff if they arrive at
different conclusion from these experiences.
Oh no, from the looks of things, their grudge was too deep. And from the Gamers Club
incident, it was clear how much unnecessary pride these two had. In that case… No
matter how fated this seems, nothing good will come from revealing this! But if the two
of them avoided each other and loses touch, it will be really…
Despite all these fated situation linking them together, it would be ridiculous for them to
drift apart! Too ridiculous! But if this goes on, they would definitely not persist on
meeting each other.
As I racked my brains and failed to think of a way, Hoshinomori probably switched the
subject out of consideration for me:
As I thought about the ways to pair Amano with Hoshinomori, I listened to Hoshinomori
expound further.
“In the beginning, I will create simple games and publish them online because it’s my
hobby… B-But, how should I put this? My reviews aren’t that great…”
Hoshinomori 一 look so docile, but she was actually so evil on the inside… As I sighed,
Hoshinomori looked at me with surprise:
“U-Uehara-san, y-you know about the games I made! Even though it is so niche!?”
“? Ah, I only played one game from the beginning to the end. As for why I played…”
At this moment, I considered about telling her the entire thing with Amano.
Wrong! It might be destined to be, but the subject wasn’t me! I wanted to clarify with
Hoshinomori, but I found it hard to mention about Amano with how happy she looked.
Anyway, I will make a simple confirmation.
“Well, Hoshinomori, assuming… this is just an assumption. Assuming Amano knew that
you are a game creator and played the free game you made…”
“… I will let the crows feast on my living body and return to nature.”
W-What is the right thing to do here!? Objectively speaking, Amano and Hoshinomori
are each other’s destined partner! If they keep drifting apart, that would be too
ridiculous. If they carry on like this, they won’t get together even if all the other
conditions are fulfilled…
As I was racking my brains over this in vain, Hoshinomori continued her discussion with
me:
“Eh, Uehara-san, what do you think about the game I… ‘NOBE’ made?”
“Huh? Ah~~… Well… How should I put this… i-it is very original──”
Hoshinomori probably realized something and shirked away. The two of you were only
sensitive about such things!
“In the beginning, I only made games for my own interest. I didn’t plan to show anyone,
and just want to make a game that only belongs to me.”
“Ah, everyone will have such thoughts. Like drawing your own manga or writing a
novel.”
“T-That’s right. When the game is finished, I became emotionally invested in the
product. And so, I tried releasing the game online… After that, I received some praises
and a few comments, which made me become cocky from happiness. And so, I started
making a second and third game…”
At this moment, Hoshinomori pursed her lips. It appears that this was the part she
wanted to talk about.
“B-But… Recently, I don’t know anymore. Because the games I designed in the way I
like… Erm, is like the one played…”
“Rave reviews.”
Hoshinomori nodded. Right, I think Amano mentioned this before. Amongst the game
made by ‘NOBE’, the second one was relatively normal, and even made it into the top
rankings.
“W-Well, I know that I am not a great creator, so it’s strange for me to worry about it so
much. But even so, I still can’t find the right answer. In the end, I just kept doing the
things I like… And ended up with mediocre reviews.”
“… Things would be simple if I just resign myself like that. But after experiencing praises
that one time… I can’t forget the exuberance I felt…”
“I-I made the second game with that in mind. However, I didn’t feel that strong sense of
happiness even though I got praised by others…”
“T-That’s right! Erm, it’s not like I don’t feel happy at all. In fact, I was very depressed
when my third game tanked. B-But, I believe that my real style will be accepted one day
and I have been working hard all this while. However…”
“Y-Yes. That’s why, I am thinking whether I should make another orthodox game.”
All creators in the world had been caught in such a dilemma to some extent. But there
was no right answer to this. Frankly speaking, I think it was fine either way and urged
Hoshinomori to continue:
“And then.”
“B-But, actually, I have a strange fan who said… He likes the style of the real me.”
Eh, enough, why aren’t the two of you dating yet? Just how many places did the red
string of fate bond the two of you? Was that red string a flawed product or kinked
somewhere?
“So I was thinking, if I made a proper game… wouldn’t that be betraying ‘Yamasan’?
That’s why I want to discuss this with someone. Uehara-san, t-tell me, what do you think
I should do?”
That would solve everything! But Hoshinomori seemed to think this was a joke, and was
annoyingly gleeful when she said: “Uehara-san, you are doing that again~~” Ugh, even
her inability to gauge distance was the same as Amano!
Even if I ignore ‘Yamasan’, Amano would be more suited to discuss such game related
troubles. But Hoshinomori would never consult him about it. However, it would be
wonderful if their relationship improves after talking about this. On one hand, I want to
support Tendo’s love, and if I somehow dragged Hoshinomori in, it might even ignite
Tendo’s jealousy.
In a corner of my heart a fair away from these thoughts, I was really bothered by Amano
and Aguri’s relationship. But with no good way to unearth the facts, I could only stare at
the issue anxiously.
Also, I had just been spending time with Amano or Hoshinomori recently. Frankly
speaking, my status as a normie in class was getting dangerous, and there was another
issue I had to be careful about…
Sigh~~ is there any good way for me to resolve all my frustrations and troubles I
accumulated in the past week in one go?
I looked around the park blankly as I harboured a hope that was as good as relying on
God.
In the distance were kids playing in the sand pit, while the housewives busied
themselves chatting to the side. On the open plaza beside the park were several
elderlies engrossed in a social game of Croquet… What a serene sight. The atmosphere
in the Gamers Club sounded really strict. This scene was its exact opposite!
“.…..”
“Huh?”
But I didn’t reply to her… No, I couldn’t reveal anything, I just looked at the scenery
within the park seriously as I thought about my ‘heavenly revelation’.
Once again, I realized that it was a great move that could settle all my worries, and was
terrifyingly effective.
“”Hobby group?””
After school was out, the synchronized voices of Amano and Hoshinomori echoed in
Class 2F.
With the two of them intentionally sitting some distance apart from Amano’s desk, I was
standing with my chest puffed out alone. I announced loud enough for the few
classmates who were still around to hear:
“”……Oh.””
The two of them who weren’t too sure about this looked at each other troublingly.
Using this chance while they weren’t fighting, I used the momentum to propose:
“The two of you are both interested in ‘gamers group’, but thinks that the Gamers Club
is not what you are looking for.”
“”…Oh.””
“In that case, we should create a new organization! Unlike the Gamers Club that holds
club activities for everyone to hone their skills, but something more relaxed, a gaming
group that makes having fun for its members the priority. That is… the ‘Gamers Hobby
Group’ that I am trying to form!”
““Whoa~~……””
The two nerds were probably influenced by my passion as they forgot their position and
clapped for me softly… If I mediate for them in the middle, the two of them were
unexpectedly easy to coerce.
I took a look, and found my classmates who were still around looking at us and
whispering… Good good. This was one of my plan.
Me, Amano and Hoshinomori, such a combination feels weird and would be very
prominent. However, if I tie the three of us together under the name of a Hobby Group,
the gazes directed at us would lessen! I can talk to them openly too!
That was the first advantage of forming the Hobby Group. As for the second advantage…
“Erm, Uehara-san?”
“What, Amano?”
Amano raised his hand meekly and asked with his head tilted:
“A Hobby Group… to do what exactly? Can’t we just talk to you normally like before? A-
After all, if we do as you suggested…”
When Hoshinomori heard his question, she raised her opinion too:
“E-Erm, me too, I just want to talk to Uehara-san like before. I am saying this because…”
And then, the two of them pointed at each other, and told me firmly:
I was stumped, but still coughed and kept my cool, then explained to them calmly:
“”?””
“You two might share similar interests, but I am not forcing you to be friends. You would
just be partaking in the Gamers Hobby Group’s activity. It is just an avenue for members
to talk about gaming, and won’t force them to get along with each other. So…”
The fire of determination burned in their eyes… Yup, although I was hoping for this…
They were idiots as expected.
However, I didn’t show my stupefied expression, and continued with a devious smile:
“How about it, it’s great isn’t it? Because you hate each other… There must be plenty of
times where you want to debate to your heart’s content.”
““Ughhhh…””
They looked at each other with almost the same movements, then turned their face
away. They then looked my way and mumbled… The similarity of their thoughts was
like a scene from a comedy. I was looking forward to their interaction in the Hobby
Group.
Actually, this was the second advantage of forming the Hobby Group.
Even if the two of them squabble, this would ensure they would meet each other.
Even if they want to better their relationship, it would be impossible if they didn’t have
a place to converse. However, if they were not tied together with some reason, they
would probably drift apart stubbornly. Even though they consider each other as
eyesores… They were surprisingly concerned about each other. It would be too much to
describe them as Tsundere, but they still wish to have the chance and reason to talk to
each other.
Hence, I set up the ‘Gamers Hobby Club’, a small circle to link them together…
Hook, line and sinker. I caught both of them. I’m a master baiter. Although the fishes
were brainless.
With a smile of satisfaction, I sat down as I had more or less achieved my goals.
The two of them were sneaking peeks at each other, it felt as if they were keeping each
other in check.
“But… Can we form a Hobby Group with just the three of us?”
“Hmm? Ah, there needs to be a minimum number of people and a clear objective in
order to form a club in our school, but we just need to submit some documents for a
Hobby Group, and we are good to go. On the other hand, the school won’t allocate any
budget for us.”
“S-So, it’s just the three of us? Well, I don’t like having too many people either… But…”
Sparks flew between Hoshinomori and Amano as they dueled with their eyes. I sighed
and replied:
“No, I actually invited one more person. I haven’t ask her to come in yet…”
As I was saying that, that person leaned her head into the classroom. While my
classmate in Class F were stunned, I raised my hand and hollered: “Yo!” calling her in.
“Ah, Uehara-san. Sorry for being late. Cleaning duty took longer than expected.”
“T-Tendo-san?”
Amano immediately straightened his back… It seemed that his fear of Tendo was
growing by the day.
Tendo had her usual perfect smile as she walked over, then politely bowed and greeted
the two people who sat stiffly.
“Thank you everyone for inviting me to join the ‘Gamers Hobby Group’. As I also had my
own club activities, I haven’t decided yet. But I will consider it seriously after joining
today’s session…”
She looked at Hoshinomori, at this juncture, and paused for some reason.
“……”
“Erm… T-Tendo-san.”
“Tendo?”
Strange? What happened? Why was Tendo looking at Hoshinomori intently? They were
from the same class… But they were not enemies or anything, right? Didn’t seem like
they had anything in common.
As everyone was baffled by this development, Tendo suddenly came to her senses and
asked Hoshinomori:
“Y-Yes… Ah, I am sorry about turning down your invitation to the Gamers Club that
time…”
Hoshinomori acted timidly. I overlooked this part, so it was my fault. But… The thing
bothering Tendo didn’t seem to be issue with the Gamers Club…
“Ah, I have to apologize too. I turned down the Gamers Club, but joined this group
instead…”
“N-No. That is fine… Erm… as expected… T-The two of you would rather form the
Gamers Hobby Group than join the Gamers Club because both of you are here…?”
“”?””
I finally realized at this moment. It wasn’t clear why… But Tendo thinks the two of them
liked each other? Well, I did hope to spark off Tendo’s jealousy, but she seemed to have
been mistaken way before this.
After they were asked this vague question, the anxious Amano and Hoshinomori once
again showed how in sync they were, and how they couldn’t read the mood… They
nodded firmly and answered:
Imbeciles ahhhhhh!
Feeling the (non-existent) intimate relationship between the two of them, Tendo was
shocked. What the hell was this situation?
As I was sweating buckets internally, the red faced Tendo averted her gaze and
muttered:
“… A-As expected, the Gamers Hobby Group don’t really need me…”
Oh no! I do hope she would be jealous, but not like this! Things could only develop after
she joined the Gamers Hobby Group! Only then would there be a chance for Amano to
get closer to either Tendo or Hoshinomori! Don’t fail at such an early stage!
And honestly speaking, once the Hobby Group is formed, it will eat into Amano’s after
school time. He can start his romantic comedy with the two beauties, and won’t have
time to date Aguri! I can also use the Hobby Group activity as a reason to control plus
monitor Amano’s movements!
After affirming my plan, I decided that getting Tendo to stay was the priority and said:
I was soothing things over midway when Amano made an insensitive statement:
“Ah, Uehara-san, that won’t do. I hope Tendo-san can… concentrate on leading the
Gamers Club!”
“?”
Amano tilted his head innocently. His words were equivalent to ‘get the hell back to
your Gamers Club’, which made Tendo’s face cramp. Such genius! Genius in hurting
Tendo’s ego!
“A-Anyway, please take a seat, alright? Joining or not is another issue, j-just observe our
activity okay!? Okay? It’s fine, right?”
“Huh? Ah, that is fine… Eh, Uehara-san, were your actions this weird before?”
Of course my actions turned weird! What the hell was with this situation!? Recently,
even I got confused over what the objective behind my actions was! What happened to
my normie lifestyle?
Anyway, the four of us finally sat down around Amano’s desk, and Amano was quietly
feeling touched. It might just be the few of us, but to him, this was like a scene from his
dreams. Having several people around his desk, such a situation… I felt like crying for
him too.
When Tendo asked me: “And so? What’s the activity for today?”
I glanced towards Hoshinomori, confirming with her with my eyes. After getting her
final consent, I formally brought up the gaming topic for today.
“Hoshinomori is making a game right now, let’s discuss the direction for her next work.”
““Huh?””
Amano and Tendo looked at Hoshinomori in surprise. She mumbled the things she
discussed with me yesterday shyly…… and omitted the part about her being ‘NOBE’. She
seemed to have done so because she didn’t want Amano to play the games she made as
she was sure Amano would belittle it… When the fact was…
“What?”
Amano had a go at Hoshinomori as expected… No, the only fantastic fan of her would
actually be you…
The scene of them two squabbling all the while shocked Tendo… Ah right, she thought
the two of them were on great terms.
“They are always like this. Can’t get along like fire and ice.”
“I-I see…”
Tendo’s mood improved and she smiled… You didn’t even attempt to hide your liking
for Amano huh. Or did she train in gaming too much and was unexpectedly
inexperienced in love?
With the misunderstanding cleared for now, I felt more at ease. I broke up their fight
and moved the topic forward:
“Alright, Tendo and Amano, what do you two think? Should Hoshinomori do what she
likes? Or do what others want?”
“Do you even need to ask, don’t hesitate and just do the things you like.”
I didn’t expect Tendo to answer so decisively. Hoshinomori asked timidly: “S-So that’s
the right answer after all?”
“Of course. You have to follow through on your beliefs. Be it painting or literature, a real
masterpiece is borne from such a selfish desire.”
“You must believe in yourself and work hard on your creation. Your skill and popularity
will come naturally in the future.”
Hoshinomori straightened her back and completely agreed with Tendo’s opinion.
Amano and I were impressed. This girl… Tendo was good. She might be a wreck when
things involved Amano, but the girl at the top of Ootoki High was the real deal. Her
opinion and attitude were unwavering, determined and strong.
“… Ah~~…”
The topic thus ended… No good, that was too perfect, Tendo Karen! What the hell! At
least showboat a little! High school at a level higher than us── for example, Hekiyō High
school located near us, their student council will showboat in every meeting! So holding
a fun discussion was impossible if someone so perfect was around! Today I learned!
Awkward silence shrouded the place… Strange, were hobby group activities supposed
to be like this…?
I knew this was irresponsible as I broke out in cold sweat, but I had no choice… but to
push the topic to Amano.
“Huh!”
Amano glared at me as if to say: asking me after hearing such a perfect answer, how
mean! …Ugh, sorry, but… Amano, I have my troubles too!
On the other hand, Hoshinomori sensed Amano’s crisis, and asked with an insidious
smile:
“Ah~~ I want to know too, what does Keita who is famous for loving games think?”
What an ugly fight! Tendo who was surprised by that scene asked me again:
“I-It seems that in all sorts of ways, these two have less compatibility than oil and
wate…”
Amano glared back at Hoshinomori… then sighed in resignation and scratched his head.
After that, he answered in an unexpectedly relaxed manner:
“…Huh?”
His opinion was too casual, it would be too much to compare that with Tendo’s
masterful comment.
“W-What is this. Keita… Y-You don’t care about the games I am making…?”
“W-Why you…”
Sparks flew between them again. Tendo muttered to me: “They seem to be on great
terms instead…” Yup, I felt the same, they were like a loving married couple who just
happened to be fighting.
“But, even if it isn’t you, I think it would be fine too. To me, it doesn’t matter whether the
creator wants his work to be popular or not. The important thing is how fun the product
is.”
“With the way you put it, it’s as good as not saying anything…”
I mumbled, but Amano replied nonchalantly: “But I’m not wrong, correct?”
“Since there are cases where masterpieces arise by staying true to one’s conviction,
there must be cases where entertaining elements got mixed in haphazardly and the
finished product is still incredibly fun. Vice versa.”
“W-What is that? Keita, d-don’t you have anything you want from the game creators you
like?”
“……”
His lack of ambition was completely opposite to that of Tendo, and even made us felt
stupefied. However… Amano continued: That’s why,”
“Chiaki, just do it the way you like, ok? Even if you want it to be superficially popular,
that is still your work. Isn’t that so?
“Huh?”
His words seemed to make Hoshinomori realize something, Tendo and I also listened
carefully to Amano’s view.
“Chiaki, since the project made by sticking to your conviction is your work, isn’t the
game made in order to gain popularity also the fruits of your labour? Are these two that
different?”
“Well…”
Hoshinomori was a little shakened and averted her gaze. But Amano probably felt his
opinion was too shallow compared to Tendo, so he glanced at Tendo and scratched his
head shyly.
He explained to Tendo politely, with a completely different attitude from the way he
treated Hoshinomori.
“Ah, I also like the games made by a certain free game creator. If I have to say what I like
about him, it would be the personality that could be discerned from the details of the
game. That’s why… Even if that creator wants to gain more superficial popularity, I
think the core parts would remain the same no matter what he does. In that case, I
would definitely like it too, that’s how I feel.”
“……”
“S-Sorry, I must have sounded really shallow… Eh, I-I don’t care about the lousy game
Chiaki made anyway…”
“Ehhhh!”
Hoshinomori glared at Amano, but strangely, her eyes weren’t that hostile.
Tendo too, despite her opinion being the polar opposite of Amano, she was smiling
warmly.
“I see… you are right. I finally know now. Yes, Amano-kun… That’s the sort of person
you are.”
Amano was completely intimidated… Ah, he seemed to have misunderstood! Tendo was
obviously showing a face of admiration! Why did you interpret it as you being scolded?
Basically, this guy was too sensitive; plus, he has an inferiority complex!
… Well, the atmosphere was unexpectedly cordial, I thought it was about time.
After saying that, the other three nodded without any objection. When I realized it, the
classroom was empty save for us.
When everyone was ready to leave after packing up, I said to Tendo:
“So how about it, Tendo? What do you plan to do? Do you want to… join the ‘Gamers
Hobby Group?”
When Tendo heard my question, she glanced towards Amano hesitantly… Yup just one
more push. I didn’t want to let Amano and Hoshinomori hear this, so I went closer to
Tendo and whispered:
“Huh?”
“He wants to talk to you with an attitude of an equal in the future, so he is working to
improve himself. He found someone who likes gaming to practice his talking. Sigh… And
it became like this.”
“I-I see. H-He did this in order to… speak properly with me…”
“T-That’s fine. I had fun today too… Then I will split my time between these two groups,
and join your──”
Phew, I could finally relax. Going by this pace, if the Hobby Group progresses well,
Amano will become a pair with one of them── Hmm, strange? Over there was…
“…Ughh!”
“?”
Well, I didn’t arrange to meet Aguri today, but she still came to pick me up. In that case, I
should hurry and tidy up──
“Ah, alright Aguri-san! S-Sorry! E-Everyone, I have some business with her, so I will be
going now!”
Amano who was summoned by Aguri hurried over after packing up. Tendo and I were
speechless, while the two person meeting at the entrance…
“U-Ugh~~! A-Amano-chi~~!”
“……Huh?”
“……”
Hoshinomori was not surprised by this strange situation at all as she calmly packed her
things. She even said something impactful to our backs:
“B-But, sometimes fact is stranger than fiction. To think that… Keita can find such a cute
girl to be his girlfriend. Don’t you think so, Uehara-san?”
“……What?”
With our necks as stiff as robots, Tendo and I turned back with a creak.
“Recently, I saw them together when I go home. The two of them seem close. A-Also,
Keita himself said that she is his girlfriend.”
“……What?”
“I find it hard to accept. It’s a pity for that girl to be a matched with Keita. Keita should
be matched with a nerdy girl who likes games instead… Huh? Strange, what am I saying?
Ah, I need to wait for the next bus! Bye bye!”
“… G-Good bye…”
Hoshinomori left quickly. Tendo and I were left in the classroom, and we looked at each
other.
With tears welling in her eyes… She suddenly ran off with a yell:
I didn’t even want to smooth things out! Of course! Or rather, instead of inviting Tendo…
“I am thinking about withdrawing from the ‘Gamers Hobby Group’ myself! W-What is
happening!? What is this!?”
That day after school, when I formed the Gamers Hobby Group and thought I could
resolve all my problems in one go.
Thinking back, this day was the start of all the complicated relationships.
Amano Keita
A boy and a girl sat face to face with painful expressions inside a family restaurant. The
girl had been crying for a while now, while the boy lowered his head apologetically. No
matter how one diced it, this appeared to be a scene of a breakup.
I took iced coffee from the beverage bar and poured it down my parched throat…
Students from Ootsuki don’t frequent here, the beverages were cheap and the family
restaurant itself was fine… But the accusatory gazes made me uncomfortable.
Aguri’s slightly heavy makeup was ruined by her tears… To be honest, she looked cuter
without makeup, but I knew very well that this wasn’t the right time to say that, and
swallowed these words with my iced coffee… Yup, that wasn’t the way to cheer up a girl
who was troubled by love…
“Ah, Aguri-san, I think you look cuter without makeup.”
I said it anyway. D-Don’t underestimate how limited my conversation topics with girls
were!
“T-That’s right~~”
I averted my gaze and took a sip of iced coffee… The gaze from the other people hurt me
even more. The office lady seated behind me even reacted with disgust. I felt like crying.
That might be so, but I managed to stop Aguri-san from crying after saying that.
She drank the coke I got her then admonished me: “Not cold!”
… Well, you left it at the side after I got it all this while ago…
When I realized it, I quickly served a new drink to her. The coke she didn’t want to drink
because it wasn’t cold anymore was now my responsibility. And of course, I would be
lectured if I indirectly kiss with her, so I used a straw.
Aguri drank the iced honey melon soda, exhaled, then looked my way after rubbing
away her tears.
“…Eh…”
I averted my gaze. The group of office ladies behind me started whispering: “What a
jerk.”
Yup… Our conversation do sound like I got caught having an affair, as if we were
intentionally misleading them. Sigh, i-in a sense, such an interpretation was 30% right.
“Erm… For some reason, Chiaki and Tendo-san were invited to join a Hobby Group…”
“That hurts hurts hurts! Don’t pull my ear! Aguri-san! Be conscious about the people
around us!”
Aguri-san pulled my ear hard, then said while panting like a beast:
“Amano-chi, what did you tell me last time!? You said there is nothing going on between
Hoshinomori Chiaki and Tasuku! You also said that Tasuku doesn’t like boys, he only
likes me!”
“And because you promised to support our pairing, I was in a good mood and even
treated you to a drink that day too!”
“You did treat me… but it was cheap and you only treated me once…”
“What!”
“Nothing!”
“Then why… why did things become worse after that day~~!”
“W-Why…?”
That was what I want to ask. What was this situation? Why did it turn out like this?
Well, I should make this clear first to avoid misunderstandings. In the beginning, I
believe from the bottom of my heart that Uehara-san and Aguri-san love each other. It
was obvious, Aguri-san kept raving about her love for Uehara-san… And Uehara-san
seemed to cherish her too.
However, the situation became weird one week ago. In other words… Chiaki made her
debut.
“Basically, Amano’s predictions were all off from the very start! Saying Hoshinomori
Chiaki isn’t a looker, and has a passive personality…”
“And the next day, she turned into a stunning beauty, and talked to Tasuku with an
obvious liking for him~~!”
“Ugh.”
That was too unexpected. Well, to me, Chiaki didn’t feel too different than before. I
thought that her long seaweed head suited her ‘real persona’ more… Wait, these weren’t
important.
Anyway, Chiaki was now acknowledged as a beauty in the entire school. When such a
girl… one that loves gaming took a liking for Uehara-san, Aguri-san who fell for him
because of gaming felt uneasy about it.
“That’s two different matters! Because Tendo-san feels like she is out of reach. And…
Tasuku is the coolest guy in the whole world, he is too good for me…”
“……”
“Ah, nothing. Just felt turned off by others raving about their love life.”
“What?”
Aguri-san dug up the ice in her honey melon soda with her straw.
“While we are busying ourselves with all that, Tasuku seemed to be seeing that
Hoshinomori Chiaki much more often…”
“Isn’t that because of your plan to ‘keep some distance from Tasuku’ failed…?”
“Huh?”
“Sorry, that is also my fault. I don’t know why, but it’s all my fault.”
But if she was willing to accompany Uehara-san after school, things won’t turn out this
way… And I was dragged by her to stalk them too. I actually wanted to play games…
That day Chiaki and Uehara-san chatted in the park alone… Known as X-day. Although
Aguri-san and I were the only ones to use that word.
But that time was really damning. I was careless and thought Chiaki was not a problem,
Aguri-san was much cuter than her anyway… But that day, my opinion was completely
crushed. His stunning words shattered Aguri-san’s hopes.
“……”
As we thought back to the situation back then, the family restuarant fell into depression
again. No matter what… that was too absurd. To be honest, it was a huge blow to me too.
Leaving Chiaki aside… I never imagined… Uehara to be someone who would do that to
another girl despite having a girlfriend.
“… Amano-chi, didn’t you say this after that? ‘I made up my mind! No matter what… I
will make Uehara-san come to his senses!’ I felt a bit touched by that unexpectedly
manly announcement of yours. Did you not say that?”
Well, I was sincere about that. I also felt responsible for this incident for Aguri-san, and I
was serious about supporting her after spending time with her. That was why I made up
my mind, but…
“Amano-chi, why did four boys and girls including you form a Gamers Hobby Group so
intimately aaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh!”
After shouting at each other, we were shushed by the employee: “Please keep your voice
down…” After we apologized to everyone in the restaurant, we sank back into our seats
weakly.
… I said quietly:
“Sorry… The formation of the Gamers Hobby Group was my mistake. I was too
careless… and happy about it, and forgot that Chiaki and Uehara-san would meet each
other more… But Tendo-san joining was really out of the blue…”
I never imagined── that Uehara-san would woo Tendo-san at the same time! But it
would make sense then. Recently, Tendo-san has been talking to me more, so her
interest in Uehara-san was the reason.
……
… Huh, what is this? My heart hurts a lot just now. Even though I am not that shameless
to think anything can happen between Tendo-san and me. How strange.
“Aguri-san…”
“I don’t feel happy about that upgrade at all! And why am I still suspected of BL!?”
“…… Sigh. The truth is, I could feel since I started dating Tasuku… that he is probably not
that interested in me.”
Aguri-san smiled bitterly as she fiddled with the water droplets on the cup. My mood
also turned sour.
“… Even so, your feelings for Uehara-san remains the same, right?”
“It feels like… Because you always seem so sad, so I don’t really get it. Are you… fine
with that?”
“Ahaha, it’s not a matter of me being fine with it. I like him means I like him, there is no
helping it.”
“B-But think about it, if both parties fall for someone whom they can converse more
comfortably with──”
For some reason, the image of Tendo-san’s face kept flashing across my mind. That’s
right, I shouldn’t push myself up this unscalable wall, I need to be more practical about
this, or else…
“…Huh?”
I took a look, and Aguri-san was gazing my way with a ‘what are you saying?’ expression
on her face. She said with a nonchalant tone, as if she was regurgitating the truth of the
world:
“Love, isn’t something that you plan for, but something you fall into unknowingly.”
“……”
“When you encounter such a situation, you can’t help it, it is like meeting with an
accident. Even if it hurts, even if you are not good enough for the other person… Well,
since you have fallen, it can’t be helped.”
“A-Aguri-san…”
W-Why do I feel so sad too!? I wasn’t a man mature enough to meddle in other’s love
affairs… Even so…
“A-Aguri-san!”
“? Amano-chi?”
“Ok!”
As we clasped our hands in a show of camaraderie, Aguri-san suddenly looked out the
window of the family restaurant.
“Inside the bus that stopped at the traffic light just now… I think Hoshinomori Chiaki is
inside…”
“Ah, it will be fine, Aguri-san. Because I already mustered my courage like a man and
told her how compatible a couple you and Uehara-san are!”
“I told her: ‘Aguri-san is the most thoughtful girlfriend!’ ‘A girlfriend as pretty, cute, and
unbeatable can’t be found anywhere else! Incredible right?!’ And I also did this ‘absolute
Aguri declaration’ to Chiaki at the best moment!”
“Wow you helped me so much! Then I… will also support you to pay you back! Alright,
it’s decided! Even if I have to occasionally turn down Tasuku’s invitation, I will still
accompany you, until you can talk to Tendo-san as an equal! A woman will never go
back on her word!”
“It’s no trouble. Let’s work together for each other’s benefit in the future, Amano-chi!
At the table of this family restaurant, we clasped our hands in a manly fashion as a sign
of our friendship.
However, we didn’t realize at this point that the creation of this strange ‘alliance’ would
cause more problems for us in the future… And wasn’t aware of it until our high school
days were over.
Epilogue
It had been two weeks since the founding of the ‘Gamers Hobby Group’.
Today, I attended the Group’s activity after school as usual, then went home for dinner
with my family of four. I then idle my mind in my room, and browsed the websites I
usually frequent.
We started the ‘Gamers Hobby Group’, but the truth was, Chiaki and I still fight all the
time. And for some reasons, Tendo-san didn’t join the Group, which was a pity. If only
she was around, Chiaki and I would settle down more…
I didn’t understand why she didn’t join the Group, but my heart will ache whenever I
thought about this, so I decided not to delve too deep.
There was still a distance between Aguri-san and Uehara-san. Or rather, I feel there was
a gulf between Uehara-san and me too. He didn’t make any obvious strange moves… But
I could feel the distance between us, and he seemed to be observing me.
And so, Aguri-san and I had lots of complaint session and reflection session, and would
visit that family restaurant every other day to vent. But fortunately, thanks to Aguri-
san’s help, I don’t feel that flustered when I speak to someone for the first time
anymore, and I could converse with Tendo-san when I met her. But for some reasons,
Tendo-san stammers a lot, so we still couldn’t hold a smooth conversation… I need to
work even harder.
Oh right, the only proper progress in these two weeks would be Chiaki finishing her
game. The time needed to make free games varies, but she was considerably fast. Was
Chiaki unexpectedly talented? I didn’t want to acknowledge that though.
In the end, Chiaki went in the direction of making her work ‘acceptable by most people’.
But she had a look of accomplishment on her face when she said that. No matter what
type of work it was, maybe it would be good enough if one put their effort into it… Sigh,
I wasn’t a creator anyway, so I wouldn’t know.
However, there was one thing I couldn’t accept, that would be Chiaki refusing to reveal
her internet handle to me. She seemed to hope that I would never get to play it in my
lifetime. But she seemed to have told Uehara-san, which made me so vexed… I would
find out sooner or later.
── As I recalled these things aimlessly while I surf the net, my eyes fell on the rare news
of a certain blog posting new content. It was the blog of NOBE. From the content, it
seemed to be a notification that he completed his latest game.
“Oh, awesome!”
In the game, NOBE’s game was a short AVG (adventure game) that could be completed
in two hours. Surprisingly, there wasn’t any super development, and despite being
short, the content was properly executed.
After reaching the ending, I read the ‘afterword’ that appeared as the ending credit and
went to NOBEs blog. I opened the comments section that remained empty.
After writing that, I posted my comment. My comments were usually short. I considered
writing a long passage on my thoughts in the beginning, but as the words started
accumulating, I feel it was starting to drift from my true feelings. Hence, I decided that
conveying the message that the ‘game was very enjoyable’ would be enough. And of
course, I didn’t hope for any reply, I was just expressing my thanks for getting to play an
interesting game.
“Alright.”
I stopped what I was doing, took a bath, brushed my teeth and got ready to turn in.
After rousing my computer from sleep mode, NOBE’s blog was still open.
Without thinking too much, I pressed the refresh page button to check for any posting
about his next work… And──
The blog didn’t have any new content, but I noticed two comments on the latest post. It
was probably someone else sharing their thoughts, I opened the comment section with
a relaxed mood.
I then saw──
I felt my heart warming… to be frank, I felt touched, but I didn’t write a reply and closed
the window quietly.
Strange? I think I saw those words somewhere before… Well, never mind.
For no particular reason, I felt like sleeping early tonight. I got onto my bed after turning
off the computer.
When I closed my eyes, the screen from NOBE’s latest game appeared before me.
His usual style that was too unique, cocky and introvert changed drastically.
There was a huge cast of characters, each with their clear personality and viewpoint.
They would some time activate their powers through portable consoles and devolve
into intensive fights. But everything was resolved with a happy ending. That was a
heartwarming game──
But the characters appearing in the game seemed to be inserts of people around me
recently, that surprised me. And there are elements of ‘MOE’ this time too, although it’s
just a little. As expected of ‘NOBE’, her taste just hit the right spot.
In my sleepy mind, the smiles of Uehara-san, Chiaki, Tendo-san and Aguri appeared.
There was nothing harder for me to accept than a main character who likes a normal
peaceful life.
This thought of mine remained unchanged even after this hectic month.
I would question what was so average about a guy so popular with beauties, and I
wasn’t that noble in spirit to cherish my old life that was boring and never changing
with the perspective that ‘peace is great’.
However… If I had to say what changed in my heart, there would be just one point.
How strange… In the past, I will fantasize about a faraway world before I sleep. But
recently… I realized I had been thinking about ‘tomorrow’.
Grabbing the edge of the blanket, I curled my body. What appeared in my mind wasn’t a
fantasy world, but Uehara-san, Tendo-san, Aguri-san…… and I guess Chiaki’s smile.
… Since things turned out like this in this world, I had to admit even if it vexed me.
I admit that my everyday life right now… well, felt really charming.
Eh, despite that, compared to harem main characters, such a daily life is still incredibly
shabby. I had a new male friend, a person I admire, and started cheering for the
girlfriend of my friend. On top of that… ah, there’s seaweed too.
In the end, there was just one person I could call a friend with confidence. Even though I
got to know more girls… My relationship was only to that extent. I didn’t have a
girlfriend.
In conclusion, gauging from the average normie scale of having several friends and a
lover, I wasn’t doing that great, and might even be beneath the curve. Honestly
speaking, I was still alone after school was out, and would even wander around campus
out of boredom.
── I finally got the blissful daily life that made me shed tears of joy.
And so──
Went against the preference I have for tales, and was rather regrettable.
The story still started with an average main character being chatted up by a beautiful
girl──
── This was a story about games, a touching tale that pulls on your heartstrings.
Jogging, morning study, club self training. Making full use of the conducive environment
in the morning to increase her concentration, she could improve herself efficiently.
But on the other hand, Tendo groomed herself very quick and simply. Others might not
know, but she was the type who didn’t pay too much attention to her appearance. She
paid the minimum attention to her dressing, and felt it was her personality on the inside
that was the most important.
After reaching school early, Tendo would focus on socializing with her classmates.
Because her belief was to give her all in doing the things that could only be done at a
particular time.
Tendo not only interact with her classmates after class, she would take the initiative to
help the teacher. Instead of trying to score points in giving a good impression, this only
happened because she value the unique experience she could get from performing this
task. Instead of chatting idly with her friends in the classroom, she thinks taking action
would be more efficient use of her time.
For her, afternoon recess was a troubling time. For some reasons, she didn’t like being
tied down after school, so afternoon recess had a high chance of becoming ‘confession
rejection time’.
Tendo had gotten used to being confessed to, but the heartache from turning down the
goodwill of others still bit at her. Even so, in order to share the pain of the other party,
even just for a tiny bit, the most sincere thing she could do was look at the other party in
the eye and reject them clearly.
And so, after she attended all her classes, the time after school was the most blissful
moment for Tendo.
Although Tendo Karen didn’t inform this to most people around her, she was a member
of the Gamers Club.
That wasn’t a serene place where you could play games leisurely, but a venue for people
to grind their video game skills with each other. Tendo loved the serious competitive
atmosphere that was ever present in there.
After partaking for an average of two hours in club activities, Tendo would head home,
study and review her homework, relax by collecting gaming news. After her preparation
for the next day of school, she would turn in early to prepare herself for the next day.
And so, Tendo Karen’s day would proceed without pause elegantly.
Jogging, morning study, club self training. Making full use of the conducive environment
in the morning to increase her concentration, she could improve herself efficiently…
However──
“…~~!~~!”
She omitted the jogging and self training (basically, playing video games) part.
The reason was… she couldn’t get out of bed. It wasn’t because she wanted to sleep. It
was the opposite.
Because… She was covering her face with her blanket, and rolling around with her eyes
wide open.
W-W-Why did I dream about Amano-kun!? A-And the c-content is so shameless… After
all, t-that sort of scenario…!
Tendo Karen relive the scenes of her dream and kept rolling around while fluttering her
legs for several times… In a sense, this might burn more calories than jogging.
In the end, she rolled around for almost an hour after waking up before she composed
herself. She then groomed herself very quick and simply… Not.
S-Strange. The way my fringe looked bothers me… Ah, I need to trim my lashes… Should
I change my lipstick… Hmm? A-Ara, it’s already this late!
Despite spending much more time on her makeup, she still managed to reach her school
at about the same time as usual, and started socializing with her classmates… After a
few superficial words, she wandered to the entrance of Class F although she didn’t need
to pass by that area for any reason.
… Is Amano-kun here yet? … He’s not here. Really, how can he not come to school
earlier, Amano-kun is always like this. I-It’s not because I want to see his face sooner. As
a fellow game enthusiast, we should promote a healthy way of interaction… Ah, I-I don’t
mean interaction in that sense. I mean our interaction through gaming──
“Huh… Why is Tendo-san wandering outside our class in a daze every morning
recently?”
“W-Who knows? There must be a deep reason behind this. She is Tendo-san after all.”
Probably because Tendo Karen had always been prominent, she didn’t realize that there
were many obviously curious gazes falling on her as she wasted loads of her morning’s
time away.
However, her actions would suddenly end when a certain student ── Amano Keita
reaches school. When he reached, he would naturally catch sight of Tendo, and muster
his courage:
“Ah, Tendo-sa──”
Halfway through his greeting, Tendo Karen would turn and walk towards Class A, as if
she was emphasizing that she ‘didn’t notice Amano-kun at all’. So the two of them never
greet each other. By the way, Amano would be deflated; Tendo would blush; and Uehara
would smile deviously in a great mood whenever he saw this. This scene would repeat
itself every time. When class was over, Tendo would not just chat with her classmates,
she would take the initiative to help her teacher.
“Eh… Tendo-san? I appreciate your help in carrying the teaching materials, but these
need to go to the chemistry lab…”
“Hmm… Alright… Erm, Tendo-san? That’s not even the long way there, it’s the
completely opposite direction…”
“It will be fine, Sensei. I will pass by Class F and make sure the items are delivered. (all
smiles)”
“Huh? That’s great… Well, why do you have to pass by Class F…”
“I will make sure the items are delivered, don’t worry. (all smiles)”
… And so, Tendo Karen continued to help her teacher earnestly. Instead of trying to
score points in giving a good impression, this only happened because she value the
unique experience she could get from performing this task… By the way, the unique
experience here include ‘she could pretend to be over encumbered by the teaching
materials, so she could slow down and look at a certain background character type
loner gamer boy from through the door of Class F’. To be honest, that was ninety
percent of the reason.
After that would be afternoon recess, which was a troubling time for her. Because
afternoon recess had a high chance of becoming ‘confession rejection time’, and she was
becoming worse at this as time goes by. The reason was…
“Why… Why won’t you go out with me!? As expected… as expected, someone like me
can’t match up to you right!?”
The words of a boy from her same grade resounded at the back of the school campus. It
was as good as their first meeting, but Tendo responded calmly and: “No, that’s not it.
There are no main reasons. First of all, sorry, I don’t know you very well. And of course,
I think we could still be friends in the future. There is another reason why I can’t date
you, because I don’t have any──”
Desire to date a boy── When Tendo was about to finish her usual speech, the boy
pressed her unexpectedly:
“Hmm?”
The sudden question made Tendo Karen’s brain freeze. No, if it was the usual her, she
would dismiss it with a smile and say: “No, that’s not it.” and then explain she didn’t
want to date anyone right now. However, now…
For some reasons, she seemed different from the famous Tendo Karen… Her face was
beet red, demeanour flustered, head bowed low as she gave a muffled and incoherent
reply while covering her mouth.
“Hmm? N-No, I don’t have anyone I like, y-you idiot, how could that, be. N-N-No, that’s
not it, I don’t have, don’t have any intention of dating… anyone…… Ah! I-I am not! I am
not fantasizing about dating someone and feeling so blissed!”
“? Hmm? W-What? Erm… Sorry, what did you just say…? What do you think after
hearing my confession…?”
“How harsh!”
“Ah, I misspoke, sorry! W-Weird, I-I usually won’t turn people down so cruelly, please
don’t misunderstand. Ah, but I really can’t date you──”
And so, when Tendo Karen turns down confessions in recent time, it would somehow
end in a mess. For her, afternoon recess was much more troubling than before.
But after she attended all her classes, the time after school was the most blissful
moment for Tendo── that used to be true.
“…Tendo? Tendo!”
“Ah.”
The hot babe game maniac Oiso Nina of the Gamers Club── usually addressed as Nina-
senpai called out to her, and Tendo Karen reacted with a start. She then realized the
fighting game character she was controlling had lost a perfect defeat.
“Ah, yes, sorry… Recently, I will get lost in thought without realizing it. What’s wrong
with me…?”
“Well, it’s fine since your health is fine… Then, what do you usually think about?”
“… Well, I couldn’t find anything in common… Eh, bits of unrelated memories would
flash through my mind…”
After her opening disclaimer, Tendo Karen started recounting with a serious but
troubled manner.
“For example, the first time I chatted up Amano-kun at the game shop; or when I invited
Amano-kun to the Gamers Club; and the time I went to Amano-kun’s class; and when I
got invited to Amano-kun’s Gamers Hobby Group; and how Amano-kun is alone in class
today too; it would be great if Amano-kun comes to school earlier; and why won’t
Amano-kun join the Gamers Club? How maddening; and what exactly is Amano-kun’s
relationship with those girls around him? Also, the thing I recalled the most was the
scene when I run into Amano-kun praising our club strongly when he was leaving for
home from the arcade. These scenes kept replaying in my mind.… Fufu.”
“……”
“… Sigh. Ah~~ even thinking about this way, I couldn’t make sense of them. Right, Nina-
senpai? I had been wondering what these things have in common── hmm strange?
Nina-senpai, where are you going!? Why do you have the look of not being able to take it
anymore!? Wait, only the two of us are here today, where do you want to go… Ugh,
hey~~ Senpai!”
That was why, even her Gamers Club activities wasn’t going too well.
After club activities was over, Tendo would head home, study and review her
homework, relax by collecting gaming news. After her preparation for the next day of
school, she would turn in early to prepare herself for the next day. And so…
Will Amano-kun stop by the Gamers Club tomorrow? … Ah, i-it wouldn’t improve the
quality of the Gamers Club even if he comes, and I don’t really hope for him to come! Eh,
b-but if he does come, I wouldn’t be against that. Yes, in that case, I will lay the
foundation of his gaming skills for him… Fufu… Fufufufu…
After she fell asleep while thinking about all this, she would naturally dream about
Amano Keita acting out a scene that made her face blush and her heart race… Which led
to her rolling around in bed the next morning.