Until We Meet Again (English

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Until We Meet Again (English
Translation)
1. Volume 1
1. permission
2. prologue
3. 1
4. 2
5. 3
6. 4
7. 5
8. 6
9. 7
10. 8
11. 9
12. 10
13. 11
14. 12
15. 13
16. 14
17. 15
18. 16
19. 17
20. 18
21. 19
22. 20
23. 21
24. 22
25. 23
26. 24
27. 25
28. 26
29. 27
30. 28
31. 29 (end)
32. special chapters
33. bonus 1
34. bonus 2
35. bonus 3
This translation are republish from Giapohonjati's
translation. Her account get reported for unknown reason,
so i am here republishing this under permission from
GiaPohonJati and Khun Iamlazysheep. Keep it in your mind
that this is fan's translation, if someday the author publish
the official english translation then i will unpublish mine .
Dont forget support the author if that things happend :)

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Permission from author, and talk about official translation
prologue
Chapter 0 : Intro

***

(Flashback)

Except for the sound of rain and the continuously roaring

thunder, everything was deathly still. There was just the
incessant sound of water hitting the ground down below. In
a room at the top floor of an 8-story condominium, two
young men sat hugging each other on a wet sofa; trying
hard not to make any sound. Sobbing, the smaller body of
the two, curled on the other's wide chest.

"No matter what, everything's going to be okay," one of

them comforted the other even though inside his heart he
too cried.

"Don’t leave In,” a voice whispered.

“Shhh...we have to stay together P‘ Korn" the younger voice

continued, both arms wrapped around his lover in a firm
hug.

It was forbidden love, one that was unaccepted by both

parents. They fought and quarreled with both their families
only to make the situation worsen when their parents finally
forced them to separate. But they managed to escape.

Korn rubbed at the bruised cheek of the boy in his arms. His
heart felt pity for the young man who was usually cheerful
but because of him, had to fight with his parents until he
was hit.
"P’is so sorry In" he whispered gently into his partner’s ears
and kissed the temples of the trembling boy that so filled his
heart with so much love. "P’ loves In. Always remember that
I love you very much."

The boy looked up with a tearful face, "P’, don't say it, don't
ever leave In," both hands grabbing tightly at his lover's
shirt until his body trembled.

"In will always be with you. We will always together,

forever."

A flash of lightning striked followed by a deafening crash of

thunder but the distraction didn't even take the attention of
the boys as they continued to cling to each other; oblivious
to the rains. Korn kissed In's pressed lips, already pale from
the cold and fear.

Bang!

The huge door suddenly slammed as one of the boys

screamed.

"Let him go! Damn you, I shouldn't trust In to meet with

you.” The angry voice of the man who barged in was
directed towards Korn.

“In, come here!" The middle-aged man went closer to where

the boys were trembling and pulled at his son's arm only to
feel the resistance as In fought back and grabbed at his
lover's body, afraid to let go.

"Dad, I love P’ Korn. Please, let us love each other Dad,”

came the small boy’s plea, his voice cracking with emotion.

"Do you think he's better than your own father? Do you
think I love you less?" In’s father snarled in anger. He tried
to hit his son's hand but found that the bigger boy whom he
despised was blocking his strike.

"Don't hit him na. He's is not wrong. He is not making a

mistake. I am sorry," the young man protectively hugged his
lover tighter, trying so hard to cover him even from those he
loved. Awkwardly, Korn tried to raise his hand in respect
(wai), his eyes brimmed with tears as he implored.

"I love him. I love your son. We love each other."

"Bastard! I don’t need your respect,” The angry man took a

stick that was lying around and hits Korn hard. The sound of
the strike echoing above the din of the storm from outside.

"Dad…No!!" In screamed as he saw the blood that began to

flow from his lover's head.

“He will die… Please, Dad, don't hit P’ Korn na!!"

Behind In’s father was the shadow of his mother. She had
silently followed her husband in and was looking at her him
as he was continuously hitting at the taller boy; her son’s
lover. She was silent, standing like a statue. The boys
continued to scream; one in pain, one to make his father
stop.

"Korn! Son! I told you not to mess with that boy!" the angry
voice of another man told Korn that his father has arrived.

"You bastard, you hurt my son like a criminal and he is not

even fighting back! I'm your enemy here!" Korn’s father
shouted as he pulled his son to his feet. Away from the
striking wood that was making him bleed.

"Come! Do you think I am afraid of your mafia family?” In’s

father’s voice roared in the darkness of the room.
“This is why I don't want my son to have anything to do with
mafia blood like your son. Intouch, get away from that
gangster’s spawn!"

The two older men began to fight, both trying to separate

the two boys who continued to cling to each other until the
strength of the two young men fail them and they both
dropped to the floor as they screamed their lungs out in
despair and hurt. Crying out for both their fathers to stop.

The rain outside continued its downpour and the tension

inside continued to grow. Korn finally stared into his lover's
eyes. The glint that burned inside his own dimmed as if he
has decided to give up but his love remained as strong as
ever. Korn suddenly turned to his father and bowed.

"Dad ... I am sorry," the tall boy jumped towards his father,
grabbing at the gun that was strapped at the waist and puts
the end of the barrel to his temple. With a quick movement
of his fingers, he clicked opens the lock, smiled towards
Intouch and gently says, " P’ loves Intouch…"

Bang!!!

"P’ Korn!! P’… P ‘Korn!!!!" Intouch’s scream filled the room.

Everyone looked in shock at the smaller boy who has
covered his lover's bloody body in a tight embrace. The
surprise has silenced everyone except for the continues
wailing of the boy who kept on trying to stop the flow of
blood from the gaping wound at the side of the other young
man's head, Korn’s eyes stared blankly at the shadows.

"I love P’... In loves P’na… loves P’Korn.” Intouch cried as he

kept on kissing lips that were already dead.

“P’… we promised… P’ we promised we will always stay

together forever,"
In's small hand trembled as it gripped at the body a lover
already dead until his fingers inadvertently foundthe gun
which has fallen beside his lover. Intouch’s swollen eyes
stared at the metal in his hand, back to the face of his lover
as if engraving it into his memory

"In luk (son), No!!" In’s father yelled when he saw the gun in
his young son’s hands and saw the resolve in Intouch’s
eyes.

Another shot fired like the sound of the thunder outside.

Another life lost as the small body of the other boy fell right
on top of his lover’s; a final embrace.

The sound of the rain became deafeningly loud. Until a

mother's scream pierced through the sound of falling water
right before she collapsed and all was finally silent.

***
We will be together, forever.
***
end Intro
Chapter 1
When The Clock's Hand Move

~~~
Bang!

Crash! Bugh!

"Oi, Shia!" The boy fell off his bed, tangled in his blanket yet
again. Cursing, he was busy patting his butt. He fell from
bed because the room beside his apartment slammed the
door.

It was the beginning of his first year at the university and

the 18-year old Parm, a student of the Faculty of Economic,
stretched and then lied down on the floor, hugging his chest
as he held his palpitating heart. Since as far as he could
remember, he has always been afraid of loud sounds;
whether it's thunder, firecracker, or just like now, banging of
doors caused him to panic. He doesn't know what has
caused it. It has always been embarrassing. His phobia was
not that common. At first, his friends laughed at him until
they saw him shaking in fear, his face pale and drained of
blood. It was when everyone who knew him became worried
and tried to help him.

Once he calmed a little, he glanced at the clock. It was just

six in the morning. He walked towards the kitchen. Opened
the refrigerator, took a glass of water and had a drink.

Parm lived alone. It was the first time in his life that he had
been given the opportunity to live by his own. His father had
died when he was 10 leaving his mother and a little brother,
both of which were now living in America. He himself chose
to go to a university in Thailand. He became so fuzzy about
it until his mother gave in and allowed him to live in a small
studio apartment of a relative.

When the clock's hand pointed at the seventh hour mark,

the pale boy was startled out of his thoughts and rushed to
the bathroom. Wearing a brand new student uniform, he left
his apartment; it was the orientation day for new students
at 8 o'clock, he can't be late.

***

"Haah…"

Parm sighed when he reached the large gym. According to

the schedule, the orientation was to begin in 10 minutes. He
had to look for a place among all the milling students.

The boy walked to the table with a sign that said

“REGISTRATION. He was given some documents and was
shown by the seniors to a place where he could sit.

"Thank God!" he said as he rushed towards the sitting area

where a few other students were sitting. Glancing at those
nearest him he smiled.

"S’watdee, I'm Parm," he greeted.

"I'm Team." Said a boy who was seated beside him.

"I am ManNow" a girl beside Team said, a sweet smile on

her face.

Team was a tall boy. Neither fat not thin, but his dark skin
showed that he loved outdoor activities. ManNow was a
petite girl. Her hair shoulder length waved like a doll’s.
Smiling to himself, Parm though that it seemed like he
would be having friends that very the first day.

They continued to talk until the opening ceremony began.

The director gave a long boring speech that only managed
to make the students sleepy but the assembly became a
little more cheerful when the Student's President came up.

"Next, we will ask the representatives of each clubs to come

up and introduce their clubs to the new students. After this
orientation is finished, whoever is interested to join any of
the clubs can apply at the activity area. There will be
seniors to assist you there."

Representatives from the different clubs began to come up

with their own ways to entice the first years to join them.
The music club presented a rock n’ roll band. The Basketball
Club brought their national team and held a popularity vote.
There was also an acting club which brought up the stage
their members; some of the most good-looking students
among the different faculties in the university.

Parm looked around the gym with interest. Ever since he

was a child, he had always had the habit of looking around
as if he was looking for someone. It was a feeling in him. But
now, at 18, he has never really found what he was looking
for.

"Ai Team, Ai Parm, what clubs would you be joining?"

ManNow asked.

"I was thinking about joining the swimming club," Team

answered quickly as if he has already decided.

"I ... am still not sure," Parm hesitated. He had a club he was
interested in but he was embarrassed to tell his new friends.
"Next, let us call onstage the swimming club," the voice of
the emcee broke through their conversation. I was followed
by the shrill sound of girls all over the gym.

A young man, his hair dyed golden blond, went forward with
two other young men in bathrobes. As soon as they reached
the middle of the stage, they shrugged off the robes stood
like demigods. Now half-naked, the three young men
showed off wide pectorals and hard, defined washboard abs.
The screams in the gym was deafening!

"Sawatdee khrab, I am Win from the swimming club. Anyone

who is interested to have these muscles ..." he gestured to
the two other young men who flexed their muscles and
paused like mannequins.

"There you have it. Sexy dudes with straining abs. Please
join us at the swimming club. And for girls who want to see
this view, you are also most welcome to come and watch
our practices." Win teased. Shrugging his eyebrows in a
tantalizing way.

Parm and ManNow stared at Team who was gawking, his

mouth wide open; see his friends looking at him, he quickly
shook his head, "It’s not like that! I just like swimming."
"If your’e still not convinced. Please welcome our beloved
club president, Dean from the Faculty of Management."

The sound was deafening, it reechoed and resounded all

throughout the gym indicating that the person called was
very famous. The girls around Parm began to gossip as
someone tall was being pushed to the stage as a deep male
voice sounded on the sound system.

"I am Ratthanon Wongnate, the president of swimming

club."
ManNow grabbed at her friend’s sleeves, her high-pitched
scream; just one of the innumerable screams that filled the
air.

"I see him often. He has joined so many swimming

competitions," Team acted smug.

The sound of Parm’s heartbeat echoed in his chest.

The tall young man looked taller on the stage. Bright eyes,
sharp face, thick eyebrows with an aquiline nose, he looked
like he had mixed-blood. However, it was not the
appearance that made Parm gawk. But something made
him feel weird as he was looking at the young man on
stage, it made his eyes feel hot.

The boy hurriedly wiped at tears that had suddenly and

uncontrollably escaped his eyes. Parm bowed his head to
hide the tears that continued to flow. He frowned, not
understanding why his heart was suddenly thrilled. It felt
like something exciting was happening. As soon as he saw
the swimming president, it was as if he found something
that he has been looking for for a long time.

“Phi Dean?”

"Parm! Hoiii, what's going on?" Team slapped him gently.

Waking him up from his trance.

"Is it finished?" Parm asked, looking around at people who

have started to leave the gym.

"What the hell! Team will go to Swimming Club and I will go

to acting club!" ManNow explained.
Parm scratched his cheek, he has already decided as soon
as one club was introduced.

"I ... will join the Thai dessert club."

"Huh?!" His answer surprised his friends.

"You can cook?" Team asked, his eyes wide as the small boy
nodded.

"Yes, my family runs a Thai restaurant. Since I was a child I

often helped in the kitchen, but I'm more skilled in desserts
and foods carving," Parm explained and told them about the
shop that his mother owns as he remembered it although
now, both his Mom and his brother had moved to America.

"I wanted to join the Cooking Club at first, but when I found
out they had a Thai Desserts Club, I just found myself
interested."

"Uuiii.... can we try your cooking? I like KaNomChan and

lookchub" ManNow excitedly said as only girls to loved
desserts could be overly excited by something sweet.

"Hey, I like ryokan pumpkin custard," Team added the list of

food.

"Hah, for now I don't have the proper equipment, but the
club should had them. I'll try next time."

"Talking about food is making me hungry. Let's join our clubs

first and then meet at the gym again to eat together," Team
wave the other two off and then turned away. When
ManNow saw Team leave, she excused herself to go to the
Acting Club where the applicants must be overflowing
because one of their members was already a well-known
celebrity.

Parm walked around a little dazed and confused, trying to

run away from clubs that used force to recruit new
members. Finally, he found a tent where beautifully carved
fruits were displayed on small tables outside, right beside
many Thai desserts.

"Excuse me?" the young first year called out.

A girl with short hair, carving a cucumber stopped and

looked up.

"This is the Thai Desserts Club, right? I come to join the

club" Parm gave a smile, a little amused that the girl
managed to let go of the carving knife in her hand as she
looked at the first year with wide eyes. Without a word, she
took a piece of application form and handed it towards
Parm, held out her hand for the young boy and snatched the
form like at treasure as soon as it was filled in.

"Ohhh,” the girl squealed. “There is a man here who just

applied for the club,” she gushed. “My name is P’Goong,
second year.” Introducing herself.

“Giffy! P’ Oom!! we have a new member!!!”

At the end of her scream, two girls appeared from the back.
Parm knew that the Cooking Club and the Thai Dessert
Clubs were next to each other.

"I'm dead! Welcome Nong! my name is P’Giffy. I'm a second

year," said another girl, her face wearing cosmetics making
her look quite organized and pleasant to look at. But when
he look at her hands, Parm noticed that her nails were clean
and clipped short. She was definitely a cook.
"I’m P’ Oom, third year," the last girl said. P’Oom was a
beautiful girl, she looked kind hearted and had curly hair.

"We have a total of 9 members total in the Thai Dessert

Club. Normally, we do activities together. And I'm really
happy to have a young boy like yourself apply," Khun Oom
explained with bright eyes as she held the young boy's
hand.

Parm laughed gently, "How can I help? Just tell me. I can
also make food carvings."

"Perfect!!" P’Giffy raised her hands like she won the lottery.

"Other clubs often ask us to prepare food for them.

Sometimes, even the University call to ask too. Having
additional help is really great." The girls began to dance
around. The senior of the three pulled her friends to
introduce the other Thai Dessert Club's members; there
were two other boys as members that for some reason,
gave Parm some relief. This was good.

***

The University had cafetarias, restaurants, cafes and other

shops that open 24 hours a day during exams; especially
the cafes around the Architecture Faculty. They open until
late at night because students from the faculties often have
projects and other school works. In one of these eateries,
the newly met friends were eating.

"Our club member are mostly girls," ManNow complained,

her hand held a fork and was stabbing at a piece of garlic
pork. They were eating in an air-conditioned restaurant to
cool off from the heat outside and mostly to avoid the riots
in cafetaria.

"Well, the Acting Club has a male star as a member, so it's

not strange. But if you really want to meet a lot of men,
come to the Swimming Club." Team said.

"But there are so many girls who come just to see the
handsome prince, P’Dean ... I'm so jealous," he added. The
fork in Parm’s hand fell with a clatter.

Team, hearing the sound, smiled to the waiter and asked for
a new fork. Parm’s heart began to race.

"Parm, why did you eat so little?" ManNow asked noticing

that the food on her friend’s place was hardly touched.

"Stomach ache." Parm relied, "I can't eat late. My gastritis

will relapse."

"Why didn’t you tell us earlier?" Team frowned "Had I

known, we could have eaten first before going to our clubs.
You are very thin and pale, do you have another disease or
condition other than gastritis?"

"Yes, loud sound."

"You’re afraid of loud sounds?" ManNow put down her spoon

and paid attention to her friend.

Parm nodded, "Thunder, firecrackers, popping balloons,

slammed doors, and explosion," he tried to remember what
else he was afraid of.

"If you hear a loud noise, what will happen?" Team asked, in
a not so polite way. Realizing his mistake, he immediately
apologized.
"Don't worry, I’m a little blunt too sometimes," Parm
laughed at Team who kept on punishing himself. "Ummm,
when I hear loud sounds, I suddenly find myself trembling,
crying and the worst is I collapse... or hyperventilate."

"Shia!" Team cursed.

"It’s dangerous."

"It's a good thing you told early so we can be ready."

Seeing his friend panicked faces, Parm smiled widely and

said, “Calm down will you, the loud sounds has to be really
loud. If it’s just a little firecracker or a balloon I can avoid
panicking. If I cannot avoid it, I’ll just cover my ears. I’m
always on guard so no need to worry.”

"Hey, it seems like I am stronger than Parm," ManNow

stared his friend from head to toe.

"What?"

"He's just a little taller than I am. Probably a little heavier

and when I see him ... it kinda makes me want to protect
him."

"Huh?!" Parm felt like he seemed too weak.

"Yeah! Originally, I wanted us to help each other in

protecting ManNow from bad boys. But it seems now I have
to protect both of you." Team joked with ManNow, but it was
not funny.

Parm couldn’t join sports because of this condition that

made his parents worried; an activity that made loud noises
like athletics is a big no no because most used guns to at
the starting point.

"Hey Parm, I ask seriously," Team whispered, making

ManNow move closer that their heads were too near to
almost stick together.

"D’yu you like boys or girls?"

ManNow held her scream and covered her mouth with eyes
wide open.

"I have no problem either way, I just asked to prepare how

to act accordingly. To protect you from whoever, so boys or
girls?" their tall friend asked with all seriousness.

Parm's cheek become hot.

"I ... don't know."

"Oh!" Both friends were shocked.

"Or are you bi?" ManNow asked. Curiosity brightening her

face.

Parm shook his head. "I really don't know. I never thought
about it. If he's the right person, no matter what gender, it
really does not matter," he said. Since birth, he has not had
a lover so he did not know how to properly answer.

"Okay, okay. Now, I understand." Team straightened his

back and sat straighter.

"I'll protect you from boys who flirt too ... should I start to
grow a beard?" Team mumbled loud enough for Parm and
ManNow to hear and that brought all of them to laughter.
"Someone like Parm ... should be paired with P’Dean,"
ManNow screamed happily. "Soft and gentle with someone
so masculine. Just like in novels!”

Parm’s face became bright red. It was like having a sunburn

in summer.

"What are you talking about, ManNow? What pair?" Parm

hurriedly took the glass of water to drink, his hand shaking.

"Wait ..."

ManNow and Team said almost together, both of them with

smiles teasing Parm.

"Please stop ... enough ... why are we talking about this?
Damn" Parm swore wanting to change the topic until they
finally changed it into other things. Nevertheless, the quiet
boy's heart was certainly beating very fast.

***
end chapter 1
Gia love you all!!
Chapter 2. Promise

***

after two weeks the classes of first term starts, Parm is

starting to get headache from the lectures.

fortunately he got two friends who are down with the same
headache as him. the clubs activities are not yet started. as
usual letting the new students to adjust to the atmosphere
first. He also heard that after a month of the term starts, the
seniors will make announcement.

he close his microeconomics book, a very thick book, then

put it in the drawer. the clock's hand shown 4 o'clock. he
open his laptop and enter a famous social media with blue
color. he move the cursor to click the swimming club page
where he had been a regular fans. the boy stare at the
picture of the club's president which taken secretly by the
club's member. he raise a smile and his hand move to touch
the screen. his heart still beating fast every time he see
him. despite of knowing phi Dean's status is, but he is not
brave enough to add him as friend, someone he definitely
not know. he doesn't know how to explain his feelings. as if
very happy to meet, but at the same time very afraid when
seeing him. in the end, all he can do is stalking secretly at
social media.

"strange, why do I feel sad every time I look at him?"

Parm mumbling, typing a name at the box above, secretly

looking at the man's face. Phi Dean rarely post anything.
most of his pictures are tagged by his friends.

and in all of those pictures seems as if phi Dean looking for

something with empty stare. everyone who tag him always
ask the same thing "looking for something?"

Parm save the picture, download it in his laptop and then

close it. his heat beat is making him feel hotter than the
hottest summer. he act like a little girl who fall in love for
first time, if ManNow and Team know it, they definitely tease
him.

"enough...enough ... Ai Parm, let's sleep" Parm slap his

cheeks and close his eyes, not long until he fall asleep like
the 'sleeping beauty' (* the actual word is 'nidarom' means
sleeping beauty in Thai tale)

(Flashback past life written in ittalic)

...

"hei phi Korn" said while putting his pair of legs into the pool

"what?" Korn frown

"if we are reincarnated, do you think we will meet again?"

the person asked drop his eyes, then flick his fingers to his
boyfriend's forehead "you read too much novels"
"ooiii" Intouch rub his forehead "I ask you, just answer it"

he stare gently and answer softly "definitely meet"

"really?" his lover confront with surprised look

"really" he answer while hold the small hands "will looking

for you until we meet"

Intouch hold his hands back as an answer. the edge of his

eyes getting warm

"if i live in another part of this world?"

"I'll take an airplane"

"you rich ass!"

Korn just shrug his eyebrows

"In will looking for you too"

the two young men open their hands to hug and touch their
foreheads
"promise that we will looking for each other until we meet
again?"

"umhh ... promise"

(End of flashback)
...

Bang! prak!

"shia!" Parm awake from the loud sound of a door slammed

every morning next door. cursing because he fall from the
bed "should I buy bigger bed so I won't fall every time I
shocked?"

"shit! it's 8" Parm hurriedly get up and run to the bathroom.
he got class at 9 in the morning.

Parm open his clothes, throw it to the basket, prepare to get

in the bathtub, but stopped when he feel strange. he rub his
face and hurriedly go in front of the mirror to see.

a warm tears flow to his cheeks

"oi, what is this?" he wipe his tears "bad dream again? really
embarrassing"

why does it feels so sad?

***

Parm run fast after getting off from his car, almost trapped
in a traffic jam, fortunately he come right in time. he call his
friend earlier to by him breakfast and then wait her in the
classroom with Team.
"oh, I almost die" Parm walk limp to his class. he almost cry
from happiness because the lecturer has not yet come.this
lecturer is a killer, five minutes late, the door had been
locked and can't enter the class.

"calm down, I have bought you sandwich and milk" ManNow

act as a good friend and bring the food ti her friend. he
smile at her while putting in the straw, and eat the
sandwich.

"last night, Team saw the university's web page?" ManNow

ask with a bright eyes

"huh? no" Team answer while Parm shake his head because
his mouth is full.

"oh, wait" ManNow take her tablet and open the university's
web page she mentioned and hand it to her friends.

the university web page is a page for students to post all

kind of subjects. separated by the grade, but not separated
from the official faculty page which often post
announcement for the students. including announcements
from all classes. while for the students they often posts
questions about the exams. what happen with the university
page? it is about the handsome and beautiful new students.
what ManNow talk about is, she open while read "cute and
handsome boys from first year"
all of them are pictures which taken secretly or asked
directly
"hey!!" Team screaming when he see his picture riding aa
motorcycle is in the page, below there is a caption

______________________________
=nong Team, 1st year, dark skin from economics faculty=
_____________________________

Parm and ManNow laugh at their friend who is in dilema

"forget it Ai Parm, look at this" beside Team, there is Parm

leaning on the low fence smiling wide

"hey! this is when we talk yesterday" Parm said looking

confused

"ha, nong Parm economics faculty 1st year. bright face, very
cute" Team read the caption, Parm who hear it laugh out
loud. after being beat by his friend, he pose like a celebrity
shamelessly.

"here, there's more .... nong Team and nong Parm this year's
couple" ManNow read it while laughing.

"I'm not!" Parm and Team scream at a same time. Parm rub
his arm which got shiver imagining him being with Team,
there is no way!!
4:30 in the afternoon, the lecture ended, Team stretch his
body, feel refresh as if getting alive from death, because
they haven't adjusted yet.

"does your club started?" team ask while putting his

belongings into his bag and put the red and blue pens to his
shirt's pocket.
Parm shake his head "no, the club starts next week"

"so you and ManNow can be my supporters at the swimming

club. today there is screening and after that let's go eat
shabu together"
Parm stopped from copying notes from the whiteboard. his
heart beat fast suddenly

"let's watch, Ai Parm. I want to see handsome boys"

ManNow take her friends arm and pull him

"can I refuse?" Parm answer and laugh. but his friend force
him to go and no refute.

"you can't!!!" both friends answer in a same time and laugh,

and then soon the laughter became scream because they
hit each other.

5 in the afternoon, the university's indoor pool is packed

with people at this time. Parm and ManNow looking for a
seat at the tribune, looking around with excitement.

"so many people interested. just an elimination round,

right?" Parm ask with doubt, because Team said this just
gonna be picking up members from first year, the one who
really got ability will be the representatives of the university
to compete outside.

"the swimming club also have national team which already

win so many competitions" ManNow explain about
swimming club.

"hmmmm ... we'd better pray for him"

at this time, ten boys with swimsuit come forward and stand
together at the pool's side. there phi Win is explaining
something.

"eeiiii...Team is the best" ManNow pull out her pkone to take

pictures while praising her friend making Parm who hear it
couldn't stand it

"so childish" Parm laugh and close his eyes, but being hit by
his friend until he have to beg to be released

"ooiii.. this boy is so cool" ManNow hit her friend's arm

then the attention drawn to the tall body who doesn't wear
a swimsuit. Phi Dean wearing the university's jersey
bringing documents walking toward phi Win. he two person
talking a while then wave to the first years to do warm up
and get ready to the elimination round.

the club's president move his body to do warming up. he

doesn't care at all to the screams and the people whispering
around him because he is used to being watched at the
competition.

"wait, the competition is as planned, right? First round

choose the best five, and then compete them again, doesn't
it?" phi Win said while holding the documents. Then they
walk together.

"yes, the top 2 will be the main member, which will keep
practicing to prepare for the swimming comptition at the
end of the year. While the other 3 will stand as substitute"
Dean point at the red mark.

"this year, there are so many good swimmers. Much better

than last year, it's good to replace the 4th year members
will graduate soon" Win who has a golden hair keep talking,
but the person who listen is ignoring.
Dean, a young man with 186cm tall, looking to the tribune.
Tan skin from the sunburn add up to his charm, especially
the strong and muscular body, handsome and bright.

Overflown with supporters who are know very little about

him, except for the bloodline that is mixed-blooded from
middle east. He have a little brother second year at
architecture faculty, and a little sister first year at literature
faculty.

His face is sharp and sweet, people said he's very hot. His
eyes looking around as if looking for someone he know, his
eyes sweep trough so many people as if looking for
someone.
"ooi, you are dazing like usual" phi Win said while waving
the documents in front of his face "have you found what you
looking for?"

Dean just brush off his friend's hand and sigh "let's start it"
After receiving the president's order, phi Win take the
whistle while his hand holding a timer.

"ready ... go!!!" the whistle blown with the body of the boys
leap to the water.

Parm jump from the loud sound of the whistle, he breath

heavily. Feeling almost black out, his sight is blurry. When
Dean stand up and turn, he shocked and hide quickly. He
feels really embarrassed until he feels like he wanted to
drown his head.

"look, Team already leading" ManNow shake his arm,

making Parm to turn and look. Cocentrated at the
competition again.

Team leading the game until second round. The loud cheers
create a lively atmosphere. Parm and ManNow scream
loudly to cheer their friend. As expected Team choosen as
one of the main member who have to practice for the
university sports competition at the end of the year.

"cool" Parm say to his friend who just finished changing his
clothes. They meet at the side of the pool, while the
audience gradually leaving. Many of the club's members are
still swimming, sometimes there is a loud voice of the senior
training the junior.

"will be like this till the end of the semester, because soon
there will be a regional competition" Team shrug and rub his
belly "I'm starving, let's go eat shabu. Hurry up!".

ManNow still standing, and keep looking around looking for

a handsome senior.

"where's phi Dean?"

"talking with phi Win at that table, discussing about the

schedule. What's up ManNow? Where did the shy girl from
the first day go?"

ManNow laugh "you're so clear Parm"

"it's not like that!!" Parm who is drinking from the bottle
coughing and wet his shirt "why me?" Parm flustered, and
turn to take the towel on Team's shoulder.

"at the competition, his eyes keep staring without winking"

Parm smile while covering his face with towel and bow
down. He blame his red face because he coughing, not
because the hot summer.

"ohhoo" Team teasing his friend, squat down in front of his

friend, but his stomach's grumbling is annoying

"very hungry"

"shabu shabu ..."

The loud noise from the juniors made the two seniors who
just pass by the poolside stop and stare at them

"oh, Team haven't go home yet?" phi Win approach the

juniors who get ready to go "nong, you're so cute, what's
your name?" he ask to the first year junior who is very cute
with interest

The club's president froze. His eyes stare at the boy who
Win was flirt with. His smile and his laugh warm up his
heart, longing, charming as if fill the hole inside his heart
until he feels his heart overwhelming.
As if his heart ready to explode ...

"what's up?" Win scream to the cold and fierce president

who is now standing still frozen with teary eyes, like it will
overflow at any time.

Dean shake his head, blinking, wipe his hot eyes "nothing,
just got something into my eyes"
"promise ... that we will found each other until we meet
again"

***
end chapter 2
Gia Love you all!
"Khrab mae, I'm fine"

Sunday morning, the boy was busy in the kitchen of his

apartment talking to his mother via video call on 'facetime'
on his tablet. the sweet aroma of the dessert floated in the
air, summoning saliva. a silver tray was placed on a wooden
table. on the tray put some small floyd cups. Parm slowly
pour the light blue batter coloring of the 'anchor' flowers
(thai food) in each cup.
["Today why did you get up early to make dessert, kid?"]

her mother asked. he looked at his son who put the dough
into a small cup.

"just felt like eating it, so i made one for my friends too"

When Parm finished, he turned to do the rest. Take a mixture

of coconut cream and rice flour with a little salt put in a pan
and stir until it becomes a white dough. Parm, cook briefly,
then sprinkle with roasted golden beans.

"Who says Thai desserts are hard to make?" Parm muttered

to himself with a smile. Too bad it's hard to find banana
leaves, otherwise the snacks would have smelled better.

["mae misses making snacks"]

"If Phoom succeeds, let him try first," said Parm and laughed,
because his little brother couldn't make dessert, but his fried
rice was the best.
this mother and her son spoke moments later to end the call
as she had to prepare to open her restaurant. When the call
ended, Parm felt a little uncomfortable. the desserts are
done, just have to wait for them to cool down and then put
them in a box and store them in the fridge.
Parm walks towards computer. 1:30 pm. he opened the usual
page, but this time he laughed because the photos of the
new members were posted. Especially the photo of Tim
being the main member of the first year has a lot of
comments from girls. Parm scrolled down to see while
enjoying it.

"Huh? hey!" Parm screams as he finds his photo with

ManNow (only appears half in the picture) sitting in the
stands. plus, the person who posted added a caption and
tagged Team

__________________________________
[ Photo ]
~the number one supporter of @teamTerayu~

Lemon : I just showed up halfway. Who shot him? T_T

teerayu team : yay... i said no i mean wowwww

Winnie the pooh : @Lemon come again next time, I'll take
your full picture lol.

team teerayu : his name is ManNow phi Win (anjay the

Winnie the pooh is P'Win )

Winnie the pooh : @Lemon that's okay. By the way your sour
name brought me

Kritti : Phi Win doesn't just flirt with girls all the time. by the
way the Team supporters are so cute

Nawin : The teammates are both cute. I keep staring at those

pictures until now, really like... 555...
Teerayu team : stop it! both are not free.. (possessive uiii)
__________________________________

Parm just laughed when he saw that Team really did what he
said yesterday, but it seems to have misunderstood people.
actually he didn't care about the news.

Parm scrolled down the page and stopped at the post

'competition schedule and score collecting'

__________________________________

Rattanon_dean : score collection schedule, see image below.

the schedule of using the swimming pool for exercise in the
morning is 6:30 to 9:30 am, in the afternoon from 5 to 9 pm.
__________________________________

"are you serious ?!" he tilted his head and leaned on his arm
he was just afraid that Phi Dean would misunderstand.

***

"What's wrong? Ta-goh (coconut jelly wrapped in banana

leaf) ?" Tim widened his eyes, by now they had finished their
afternoon class. after this they will go to their own club.

Parm opens a box of desserts for Team and ManNow.

"Similar, this one 'leum gleun' is actually better to eat when

it's freshly made but I have class in the morning, so I made it
yesterday and put it in the fridge all night"
ManNow showed a confused look. never heard, so he just ate
it "i like dessert" then choose another "the color is pretty,
blue"

"The color is from the anchor flower, when mixed with the
dough it will be brighter" Parm opened the snack and ate it.

"Mmm, sweet! So soft!" The girl widened her eyes "Team try
it, delicious, soft in the mouth"

A Thai dessert he had never heard of. but when he tried it,
he immediately smiled broadly "good"

“Soft dough isn’t it? It’s very easy to eat and it smells like
jasmine water in the mix”

ManNow made a face and already ate 3 pieces “haah... you

are a boy but very good at cooking desserts”

“Oii, don’t talk like that. Most of the chefs are male” Parm
explained

“If you like cooking, why don’t you major in home economics
(domestic science)?” Tim asked curiously

“Why are you studying at this university? We don’t have a

household economy here,” asked ManNow

“Yes, why?” Tim changed the question to make his friends

have to be patient

“I’ve learned to cook all my life. I want to learn something

else” Parm pouted his lips making his friends laugh. After
they ate 5-6 pieces each, the cook looked at his friend’s face
as if he wanted to say something
“Hmm... what?” ManNow wants to eat again, but he can’t eat
too much because he has to control his diet

“Take it, I made a lot” Parm smiled and then took out two
boxes of dessert songs “ManNow and Team take it to your
friends at the club too”

“oh thanks” Tim looked at his watch. His senior had already
given him a schedule. He took the box and put it in his bag.
Had crossed his mind, he saw his shy friend slowly handing
another box to ManNow. Tim smiled seductively.

“I’ll make sure phi Dean eats it”

Parm was shocked, his face turned red just hearing that
senior’s name.

ManNow smiled, he saw Team who was very happy with his
friend’s reaction. Looks very clear

“Yeah, I’ll give a lot for phi dean,” Tim said as he walked out,
leaving Parm who was now bright red.

“Team!!!” always like this.

Today the Thai cooking club and dessert club started their
activities on the first day. The girls screamed as the new
member boys made dessert and it was delicious. Usually,
club rooms are in one building row. Sports clubs have their
rooms near their training facilities. But for the cooking club it
is separated alone in one building for safety.

Looking around the room, the ventilation window was

already open. On the left there are two western kitchens and
a Thai style kitchen located outside the room. Moving to the
center of the room there is a counter for preparing food and
a sink. In the right corner there is a workbench with a lot of
documents on it. There is also a bulletin board to put
announcements, news, activities, schedules etc. There is
also a Japanese folding table.

From the news, this club has full support from the university,
this can be seen from the club room which is wider than
other club rooms. But when receiving an order from the
university, the room felt cramped. Besides thai food, there is
also western food and cakes. The club president said he
requested a name change to ‘international cooking club’ as
there were more orders for Chinese, Korean and Vietnamese
food.

“Thai dessert club is also part of this club” a senior brought 5

new members to have a look. Looking for storage space,
keeping everything tidy, pans, brass paddles or steamers.

“when there are a lot of orders, we have to knead the dough

until our arms feel almost cut off. We have to stay in the club
room all night,” said the senior and scared the juniors.

After the two clubs looked around and finished greeting. The
club president explains the rules, including how to ask
permission to use the kitchen.

“Right now, we’ve got orders to make 40 boxes of snacks.

Who can help? You’re coming in”

“who ordered phi? So we can decide” one girl said and made
the others laugh and then got the club president hit.

“Swimming club, they plan to take their juniors to the beach.

So they need snacks to eat on the bus”
Parm twisted his neck almost breaking when he heard ‘swim
club’. Her heart was beating fast again.

“Is anyone free?” club president asked again

Then the boy from the Thai dessert club slowly raised his
hand

“I can help”

The swimming club just had a break after a tiring workout.

On the club bulletin board list everyone’s score. They put it
there to measure statistics.

“oh so tired” Tim was lying on the bench in the dressing

room

“Take a shower and change clothes quickly! Or put on a

towel, do you want to show off your ass huh?!” one of the
seniors kicked him lightly making him scream

“Oiii phi! I haven’t taken my clothes yet” replied the team

while covering his body with a towel

“Why bother covering it up?” the vice president of the club

came and teased. Then took the towel and threw it the other
way

“Phi Win!!!” the person teases back but falls on the floor.

“Come in and change quickly” Win reached out his hand and
helped his junior to stand up.

“hungry, tired” Tim sat down and then widened his eyes,
“yes, I have some snacks,” all the seniors laughed at Team
who ran to his locker and took a box.

“no need to be shy, eat them” Tim took some snacks and put
them on the bench then went to change because he was
starting to feel cold.

“what’s this?” Win prostration and take one “it’s weird blue
color, fragrant, sweet smell, no corn how can you call it ta-
goh?”

“No phi, it’s called ‘leum-gleun’. You don’t know?” Tim shows
off what he knows from Parm. Everyone approached and
took two pieces each person.

“heard the name but never eat it hey, it’s delicious” Win
shouted as the soft snack melted in his mouth. The
sweetness of the blue batter and the salty taste of the white
batter with coconut milk matched perfectly, “Where did you
buy it?”

Tim shrugged and laughed showing off the pose “my friend

made it for me. I think he’s really great” (Tim mentions Kao
/boy)

“Your friend is a boy?” Another senior was surprised and

asked

“Yes, his family owns a Thai restaurant. He makes these

snacks”

Suddenly the locker room door was opened with a bang by

someone who rushed in and made the people inside stop.
The club president was shocked when he saw 5-6 people
gathered inside.
“what are you doing now?” dean came and joined them. He
looked at the box of snacks in his junior’s hands and
furrowed his brows until they almost stuck together.

“Leum-gleun snacks?”

“Hey, you know, phi?” The team’s eyes shone and he hastily
handed over to his senior “my friend made it, try it”

Dean unhesitatingly grabbed a snack and ate it, then froze

for a while. The sweet taste, as if familiar, made his heart
beat abnormally. His eyes sharply stared at his junior, as if
he wanted to ask something but changed his mind.

The team doesn’t let opportunities slip away. His friend said
“the French club I went to don’t make anything like this”

Dean nodded “but it’s better to eat outside or it will invite

ants in the room”

After being scolded, everyone hastily grabbed Tim’s neck

and grabbed the box and pulled him out. The snack owner
just smiled, stopped and teased the president

“I will give you the last part, his name is Parm, sweet lover”
then took his bag and gave a snack to the club president

(in Thai there is a saying that whoever eats the last piece will
soon get love. And the word ‘sweet lover’ can also be
translated ‘cute to make her a lover’ so what Tim means is: ‘I
hope you will get Parm as a lover soon , because parm is so
cute’)

Dean looked at the snack in his hand “so his name is Parm?”

His eyes looked gentle and smiled slightly.

He put the snacks on the table and took out his cell phone to
take a picture. Then entered the blue app which never
Posted anything for a long time. His fingers slid up and down
a little and frowned,

Then he clicked to edit and added a few short sentences.

- Words from his broken heart-

Parm sighed after taking a shower. Today was very tiring,

because he came home late due to a meeting to discuss
snacks for the swimming club. They agreed to make mini
hamburgers. This time he just helped prepare and decorate.

Parm climbed into his bed, leaning against the bright yellow
headboard. He couldn’t wait to open his tablet. Slide to view
social media. Wanted to ask Tim about snacks whether he
liked it or not. Just thinking about it excited him. He hastily
opened the green application, the Chat group on the Line in
the third row.

___________________________________
Parm: how was the snack today, team? Do they like it?

Team: delicious, everyone loves it

Parm: oh, next time I will make him eat again

Lemonade: ( cat sticker) do we like it? (He taunts Parm

without asking them what they like or not)

Parm: hey, I just wanted to ask

___________________________________
Parm reminisces he completely forgot to ask ManNow

___________________________________

Lemonade: yes, our club doesn’t have phi Dean

Parm: oh, hey it’s not like that. Do ManNow friends like it?

Lemonade: they love it

Team: heh heh (bear gym sticker)

Parm: yes.., that’s good

Teams; tomorrow okay, I already gave for phi Dean too

Team: (send pictures)

___________________________________

Parm jumped up to sit up straight when he opened the photo

his friend had sent him for viewing. Her cheeks became hot
and her heart almost jumped out as if dancing rock n roll.

Image taken from Dean’s phi page. The first status he made
after half a year, a beautiful bright color snack picture. Lots
of comments flooded in, but no one answered. Interested in
the short caption below that made him shudder

___________________________________
Ratthanon_Dean : *never forget”
___________________________________

(Not forgetting: mi khey leum, while the snack is ‘leum

gleun’: forgot to swallow. So he made a pun. “Even if they
forget to swallow but will not be forgotten “)
Chapter 4. Moving in … near the heart

***

(Flashback memories)

"what is it?" Korn stare at a black menacing thing in the

plate, he flip to find out the answer

"...Omlette" In answer with a sad voice

"what the hell did you do?" Korn poke it with a fork to find
out more, he is clearly in a 'devil boyfriend mode' right now
(* nay pen ngai : what are you doing? so it means Korn ask
In 'what are you doing to make it burnt like this')

"when I fry it sticking to the pan, can't flip it" In explain

"here" turn to take a plastic box and give them to Korn.

"huh? dessert?" Korn open the lid and see inside, they are a
Thai dessert called lookchub.

"In help mother made it" his hand stretched to point a

lookchub
"especially this one is the hardest to make" pointing at the
star shape. lookchub are bright and colorfull "aaa ... open
your mouth"

Korn with funny expression open his mouth to eat the

lookchub. when chewed, the fragrant aroma spread in the
mouth.
"taste like aromatic jelly"

"this one taste good" Korn bow down and kiss the thin lips
and whisper
"but the omlette, can I skip it?"

(End of flashback)

***
the sweet dream make the body which wrapped in a blanket
raise a smile which is rarely happen when he sleep. when he
is indulge in a happiness, everything ended when his
cellphone ring because he had set the alarm time.

Dean wake up and sit, rub his face and load his brain to
wake up. when his dream ended he can't remember
anything, but the happy and warm feelings wrap his dry
heart. his big hand wipe the tears which falling down. he
isn't surprised anymore.

since he was child he was often dream about someone, but

he never remember the details. and every time he wake up
he will feel sad and crying which he can't explain why. the
more he grow. his dream become less often, from 2 weeks
become a month. other than feeling sad, Dean also feel
scared. but when he dream again tonight, he isn't sad
anymore, but turn into happiness.

maybe the sadness is the thing which made him looking for
someone ... the one who can explain why he feels like that.

Dean turn his body before get up and walk to the bathroom
to take a bath. wash his face while staring at his face in the
mirror. some shadows appear, as if he see someone look
alike his face, like twin, but different smile. Dean shake his
head and swearing softly then go take a bath.
he is too drunk

Dean's family consist of 5 members, exclude 2 maid. his

parents often go abroad to work, leaving him and two little
siblings. he also too lazy to meet his father which he don't
know why he always quarrel with his father.

breakfast at the dining room today is quiet as usual. just his

little sister who eat her breakfast and a little brother who is
talking on the phone. Dean look at the simple breakfast
fried egg, sausage and bread which are prepared by the
maids. he walk to take orange juice and drink it.

"phi, today I'm going to get home late because I have to do

projects with my friends" Don his little brother ask
permission with a very polite words. Dean just nod his head
without answering.

Dean know both his little siblings are afraid of him and very
awkward, maybe because they didn't grow up together
since small. he was sent to live with his grandmother since
he was small. then return home after he's 18 when both his
little siblings already grown up. many times he tried to be
close and persuade them, but there's always something
keep their distance.. maybe because he is too introvert, he
never care about family bond until it's getting worse.

"saturday night I go to camp with the club, going home on

sunday. ah, I am going with juniors too"

"Del okay to be home alone, phi" Del tell his brother

because she worried that he will make phi Don's permission
difficult.

"no" Dean said "girl alone at home is very dangerous. I will

call to check" then he walk and take the car key and his
phone on the table. Dean shake his head when she run and
ask about breakfast.

the black sedan park at students parking lot. the tall body
take his sheets and sit still for a while. he leave home too
early to go to class. he doesn't have a spirit to go to club,
want to take care the buletin board but too lazy to meet
people. in the end his stomach decide for him, even though
he doesn't want to go eat, but he is too hungry.

the main cafetaria at university is the biggest restaurant

and have so many food stall to choose. Dean go to a stall
and order. luckily this is too early in the morning, so there
are less people and not wasting time.

"par, omlette rice please" (*par : aunt/uncle who are not

related by blood)
Dean order a food which is first appear in his mind. only one
minute, his yummy omlette rice is ready, he turn his head
left and right to look for a seat and go to an empty table and
start to enjoy his breakfast.

the omlette rice is same everywhere. but strangely ... he

thinking about a burnt omlette which he cant eat it. dean
doesn't know where that thinking appears from, because he
never eat a burnt omlette his whole life.

when thinking about it, his phone ringing and shaking. the
sharp eyes glance at the name appear on the display
screen. the picture of the club vice president appear on the
screen, until he really want to flip it down and turn it off, he
really doesn't want to be bothered.

"what's up?" Dean's voice is cold because he is enjoying his

breakfast right now.

"just asking, when will you arrive at university?"

"I've arrived, what's the matter?"

"ah, no. you're so early. it's good then. the cooking club's
president come and want to talk about the snack. so I want
you to come and listen to it too"
about this, the swimming club's vice president almost crazy.
training in the morning, in the afternoon. sometimes the
members playing in water like little kids, always make him
angry, Dean hurry up finish his breakfast and get up "okay,
time to go to the club"

he stand up and take the empty plate to return. his other

hand hold a cellphone and talking on the phone. he doesn't
care about surroundings, but after a few second he walk
away someone else holding a plate sit at his table.
"ah, I just going to eat, yes, the middle restaurant, yes i'll
wait" Parm put his omlette rice on the table. he is talking
with Team trough Line before sit, and wait for his friend to
eat breakfast together.

seeing omlette, Parm laugh remembering his childhood. he

was secretly climb on a chair and try to fry an egg. at that
time he use an electric stove and he didn't adjust it. the
result was his first omlette is scorching black and his butt
was hit by his mom. he cried and beg his mom to teach him
cook. but that is the starting point he help his mother
cooking at the restaurant. his mother was teasing him that
he was in a hurry want to be a wife who can cook.

thinking about it, he feel sad. he lean his head on the chair,
but stopped because his hand touch something.

"oh, what is it?" Parm mumble, it looks like someone left his
sheets.

"hooiii" his friend's body lean to him, and bow down to take
the omlette rice to his mouth.

"Team!!! my rice!!!" Parm hit his friend's hand hardly

"just a scoop, okay okay ... i'll go buy food first" the hungry
dog shake his hand and say while walking away.
Parm just shake his head. he put his sheets on the table,
forgot that someone's sheets are mixed up.
"what is phi Dean's post yesterday mean? have Parm ever
met phi Dean before?" ManNow come and showing the
screenshot Team sent last night in group Line. thinking
about it, he doesn't understand what phi dean mean with
'never forget'
Parm shake his head "I've never met him before"

***

right now they are in english class. there's an english

lecturer with native British accent is explaining on how to
make a correct reports. Team who doesn't understand
foreign language sit down in a bad mood. while ManNow
and Parm who had been studying in international school
following without trouble. they bot talking in low voice while
holding cellphone under the table. (*i want to say... they're
sooo typically me 555)

"everyone are so surprised when he post his first status in

half a year, this is so strange" ManNow open the
conversation try to analyse. what is his real meaning? she
want to know what her other two friends think about this
posting.

"maybe he had ate that snack before, so he want to take

the picture as a memento" Parm answer, if he doesn't
answer ManNow won't stop her curiousity.

ManNow pout her lips "no, how is it possible? I think Parm

and phi Dean had something which link you together"
"girl's instinct?" Team who has been quiet suddenly join the
conversation
"girl's instinct? what is it?" Parm confused with new words

"so what's the different with girls like boys?" Team ask while
laughing in low voice and make ManNow pout her cheek

"haa.. even though we 'fujoshi' were aggressive, but in fact

we won't ever match a friend with a simple guy like him.
and please keep your eyes at the board in front which full of
the lecturer's explanation. do you really feel something,
Parm? if you don't like it just tell us, we won't talk about it
anymore" ManNow said while staring at her friend's face
curiously.

Parm smile wide and shake his head, and then hit ManNow's
head with his pen "don't overthinking. if i really don't like, I'll
tell ManNow"

"so you like him?"

the person asked is stunned a while and then sigh and

answer
"...not ...sure"

his answer is low, uncertain, make both his friends shocked.

Parm also not sure whether he will tell them or not, but
thinking about his friend's care, they are trusted.

"if I tell you, don't laugh at me na" Parm talk while stare at
his notebook until as if he almost make a hole on it
"then ..." ManNow and Team talk almost together

"i don't know how his face, everything are blurred. I just feel
very happy and very love him" Parm said in a low tone
(*Parm use khao=he, while she=khe, so Team soon
understand that the person is a boy)

"that person ... is a boy?" Team ask

Parm nod "khrab ... this is the thing that made me confused
with my sexual orientation" he said slowly while fidgeting
his fingers "I always looking for that person ... until ... the
orientation day where I saw phi Dean"

ManNow raise her hands to cover her cheeks. smiling shyly

while Team open his mouth wide and tried to understand his
story.

"yes .. yes. that person is Phi Dean right?" the girl ask as if
wants to scream but hold it in not to hit her table and will be
heard the whole room.

"I'm not sure if haven't really meet him" Parm tighten his
palm while staring his friends "but I also feel sad everytime I
hear his voice or see his picture"

"so let's meet him, I'll find a way to meet you with him"
Team started to fired up, he also want to know hos the result
is when these two met.
"no ..." Parm shake his head . his hands shaking "I'm so
afraid"

"no need to be afraid, just calm down. just meet Team at his
club, there you'll meet phi Dean" ManNow tried to make a
plan, but her friend keep shaking his head, his eyes start to
watery, he can't calm down.

"it's not like that, I mean I am very afraid ... afraid to meet"
Parm close his eyes ... afraid if he have to be separated
after meet him.

when seeing Parm's face become very pale, ManNow and

Team stare each other and then pull his hands and squeeze
them tightly and rub his back to calm him down.

"you are not yet meet him, so calm down. ManNow and
Team are here encouraging you" ManNow said while smiling,
calming down with sweet words, making Parm start to relax.

"right, you have not yet meet him. so it's okay. you still have
a chance to make delicious snacks and I'll bring them to phi
Dean to eat" Team shrug his eyebrows and smile, a daring
words which made them laugh.

"Miss Marrisa!! Mister Parm!! Mister Teerayu!!!" The

lecturer's yell and make them who talk secretly in class
jump. (*the lecturer's word is written in english like that, not
in thai words)
"I'm sorry" the three of them apologizing laudly, in the end
the heave a sigh because the lecturer ask them to make 3
pages report as punishment

(*the original words are " " read as "aem sa ri"

which has no meaning if translated. while "I'm sorry" in Thai
are khod thod or khod thi)

***
the clock shown number 9, it's 9 pm now and Parm just
finished taking a bath. in the afternoon after club activity
the club's president ask to talk about the things need to be
prepared for the snacks from the swimming club's request.
today is monday, they have to go buy groceries at friday
and stay at the club room to prepare everything, and then
take the snack to the swimming club in saturday morning.

Parm open his computer and pick the paper sheets. but how
ca he finish making 3 pages report in english? his friends
are also punished, but it's their fault because they're talking
in class.

Parm couldn't help to smile remembering today. when he

can talk to someone the things he kept by himself all this
time, he feel so good.
'ummm ... english sheets" Parm flipping through the sheets
because he put them all together.

"found it ... aww"

under the english sheets he found a strange sheet. Parm
tried to remember again, he think those are the sheets he
found at cafetaria this morning.

"it must been taken with me accidentally" Parm shocked

when he read the scribble at the corner of the sheets. he
stare it and widen his eyes
Dean 571-xxxx

"..." Parm froze a moment and then laugh "maybe just

coincidence that the names are same" his mouth saying like
that but his heart beating so fast. because the student's
code is definitely shown that person is a third year. Parm
sigh and open his computer to enter the university's page.
he enter to the student's search system. his hands are
shaking while entering the code written on the sheet, then
he move the mouse to click enter
the small boy bite his lips before click enter, and the name
shown on the screen is none other than the person he think
about
571-xxxx Ratthanon Wongnate, Management faculty
crump ...
the sheets in his hand scatter around the table and and floor
as he throw and scream

"eeiii!!!!" unconsciously he move away from the table, as if

he see a scary monster

"how luckyyyyy .... but how will I give it back to phi?" Parm
begin to to confuse himself. sit on the chair, then get up and
walk around the room. he stare at the facebook page and
frown.
or should I add him as friend and tell him? eeiii ... or should I
ask Team tonight to give to him tomorrow? aww it's
impossible Team said that tonight he is not at his
apartment, he went home, I really can't think anymore.

the small boy mumble by himself for half an hour, until

finally he got no other way than give them back by himself.

... but what will i say ...

the clock shown at number 11. Parm print his report which is
due tomorrow. he turn his body, yawn and shut down his
computer, get ready to sleep. but before he get up from his
chair, he stare at the papers which gave him headache. his
thin lips raise a thin smile and his hand touch the name
written. his slender fingers touch each words written and
whispering softly as if afraid that anyone will hear

"good night .. phi dean"

***

"Parm, do you have club activity today?" ManNow ask while

hug her friend's arm, her eyes stare sharply

"nope, but I have to go to the library for a while. yesterday

phi Oom said that there's still some spare left from the
swimming club's snack budget, so she allow us to make
additional snack. so i want to try to search snack book"
Parm explain

"we will be very happy" Team rush to join the conversation

happily when knowing that the snacks they will get at the
bus are from his friend's club.

"umh... I'll talk with her first. I can't wait for saturday to
come" he can't promise, but he also not rejecting it
ManNow ask to share the snack before finally they go their
separate way. ManNow seems to be busy too with her own
club. because the acting club angree to work together with
the movie club to make a drama. she's so pity so he will
make snacks to boost their mood, seems like a good idea.

few books to read had been in his hand, he still bringing

around phi Dean's sheets for 3 days. doesn't dare to give
back because he is afraid. but also worried that he won't
have the material to study for the exam. Parm heave a sigh,
too bad he have to stop his thinking.book about all kinds of
sandwiches and Thai desserts spread on the table. after he
ask phi Oom to make a Thai dessert, he already agree to
make them. but he just realize on how difficult it is, because
he have to be carefull about coconut cream or other
ingredients which are easily to go bad.

the mini hamburger with a Thai dessert can be said a very

weird combination.

"first ManNow is in diet, so avocado chicken sandwich

seems good." he turn the colorful pages to read. the menus
are so incredible, thinking while laughing, sometimes he
should took home economics major which he had known to
survive.
"I have to make for Team too. making tomato tuna sandwich
is good too, then just need tomake the list of tThai desserts
which are not difficult to make and could be stored all night"

the small boy write down and enjoy his time, until he
doesn't realize that he had spend an hour. he yawn then get
up and colect the scattered books before decide what he
going to do next. when he walking slowly through the other
reading tables, his foot suddenly froze
... what is this?

his damn heart is dancing

Parm slowly step back and stopped at a table with four
chairs, but only one person sitting there. to be precisely,
sleeping there, his face covered, just his side is shown.

Phi Dean!!!!!

why? when? how? phi Dean's body is just a meter distant

from where he standing right now.

Parm look left and right, is it okay to wake phi dean up and
give back his sheets? or should I pretend to not see him and
walk away? it's just a few papers anyway, he can get it
again.
while looking at the sharp face, pointy nose, and long
eyelashes he is sure that ...

wait!! shia Ai Parm!!! what did you do approaching him like

this?! he quickly turn around when he realize that he move
closer too much close to his face.
the confused boy rub his head hard, his cheeks are red, his
heart beat so fast making him had to go back to his table.

"damn, just being close to him like this already make my

heart almost die" he said while hugging his chest until he
have to bend down.

"hu ..." the hot tears fall down again. the feelings inside his
heart is uncontrollable. Parm rub his eyes with his sleeve. he
feel as if he is already crazy, why just seeing him already
make me happy like this?

then he realize, the red eyed boy take out the source of the
problem, then put a post-it note and write to explain shortly.
at first he write his name, but then he erase it. and sneaking
around and put the sheets near the sleeping young man
with the courage left. lastly he take a picture of the sleeping
young man as a souvenir.

"have a nice sleep ... phi Dean"

this time he whisper to the sleeping owner of the sheets.

the young man wake up upon hearing a small laughter. he

rub his face and then look around and found a girl smiling at
him. Dean hit his head unconsciously. he lack sleep. at first
he just want to read book a while and then go to club. but
he fall asleep until 6 pm. when he check hos phone he see
many missed calls and messages in LINE from his friend,
including a reminder that was sent to him whether he had
gone home.
I accidentally brought them from the cafetaria. I'm sorry it's
been too long to give back.
the heart of the swimming club president stopped. this time
he wake up with a happy feelings. but still leaving a mystery
because the person in question is nowhere to be found.
Dean froze a moment, then take the post-it. under the
sentence is written a name but had been erased. but still
can see a faint marks. reinforcing confidence, he gently
smile, grab his wallet and put the psti-it at the picture box
then put in the wallet into his shirt pocket
... near the heart.

***
end chapter 4
Gia love you all
Chapter 5. The Sweetest Star
"Good morr ning gggg" (*ManNow talks in English)

The sweet voice from ManNow is a good way to start a new

day. Parm smiles and answers until it's broken. Right now it's
still 7:15 am, they are sitting on a stone gazebo under a tree
in front of their faculty.

"What? Is there any food to eat?" The screaming girl soon

asks for something to eat.

"Wait for Team first, he called and said he is on his way

here." Parm holds the girl's hand which is ready to attack
the plastic box on the table.

"Haa.... hungry, Team hasn't shown up, he is so slow."

ManNow starts to complain.

"What are you complaining about?" her head is hit lightly

with the English paperwork by Team

"Hui ... So cruel, hitting a fragile girl." ManNow turns and

hits back.

Hmmm ... their quarrelling sounds are disturbing the

peaceful morning.

"Can I eat now?" ManNow can't wait to open the lid of the
box full of soft sandwiches. "There are some avocado with
chicken seasoning. These are tomato with tuna. Eat, it will
boost your energy."

ManNow is very happy, lifting up the box as if it is a box of

diamond. She turns her head to her friend who sits beside
her.

"Parm kha, please marry me! I'll earn money for you and
you just need to stay at home and cook for me. " ManNow
says to her friend while hugging his arm.

"Are you trying to say Ai Parm is the wife and you'll be the
husband?" Team is teasing, his hand reaches for the chicken
avocado sandwich and eats it.

"So rude!" ManNow waves her hand "Did I not speak the
truth?" Team changes his expression.

Parm can just massage his temples listening to the absurd

conversation of his two friends. "Hurry up and eat! We just
have half an hour left."

The girl screams , she hurriedly takes a tuna tomato

sandwich and eats it.

While eating, they both become quiet. Parm smiles when

seeing them. He is happy that both of his friends like his
cooking. The thin eyebrows lift up when Team opens his bag
and picks up an orange juice in a glass bottle and gives it to
him. The bottle is cold with vapours still steaming.

"Do you buy it? This is from XX cafe, right?" Parm asks in a
daze, but then he picks it up, turns it to the left and right,
flips it up and down and then opens it to drink. The taste of
the orange juice is very sweet. But then he chokes because
of the next sentence

"Nope, Phi Dean bought it for you."

Cough ... Cough ..." Parm grabs the tissue which ManNow
gives him. He choked after hearing it and then widen his
eyes "No joking!"

Team raises his eyebrows "Who is joking? This morning I

went to the club and met Phi Dean. So he asked me to give
it to the person who made the snack." He says while passing
a post-it note to Parm, on it is written

_________________
Thank you – Dean
_________________

The small boy turns red. The more his friends teased him,
the more he is embarrassed. Parm takes the post-it and
keeps it inside his notebook and then picks up a sandwich
and eats it. Trying to calm his beating heart.

He's thanking me, really ...

The same color post-it note which he gave to Phi Dean the
other day.

So for which thing was Phi Dean actually thanking him?

***

Today, Parm along with the girls from the club goes to the
supermarket to buy groceries for the snacks. There is also a
third year male senior member who helps in carrying the
groceries. His job is easy, but he will have to buy bread for
the hamburger, many grocery bags, meats, eggs, cheese
and fresh vegetables. Now everyone are going their own
way to buy for their appointed tasks.

As for Parm, he is responsible for buying the goods for the

Thai desert. Today he already brought the secret ingredient
from home. Luckily he already had it, he calls it secret
ingredient because it is not sold in any shop.

"Where is the mungbean flour?" He pushes his trolley while

looking around. Right now, he already had most of the
ingredients, all that is left is the mung bean flour. When he
reaches the shelf, it turns out to be empty.

"Hey, it can't be." He looks around and looks up. And finally
sees the mung bean flour on the top shelf. The boy purses
his lips because it is too high, he stretches his hand,
tiptoeing and jumps but he is worried that the flour bag will
fall and break.

"There is no staff, huh" he tries to stretch his hand once

again but fails.

"Hey, is there something else we need?"

"Generic medicines are already bought. No alcoholic drinks."

The bass voice tells his friend who asked.

"Just a little, don't be too uptight, Dean."

"Yea, getting drunk, and then drowning. Who will be the one
responsible? Only soft drinks and water."

The very familiar voice makes Parm to stiffen. He doesn't

dare to turn or even take his arm down. He really wants to
curse the shelf, hoping he can become a ninja or a
chameleon to escape.

"Yes, yes, the water is on the front shelf." Phi Win's voice
seems to be getting further away. Until he can't hear his
voice anymore, Parm is just standing still with eyes closed,
waiting for his heart beats to become normal. While
wondering why he also have to hold his breaths. Parm
doesn't hope even in his dreams to meet Phi Dean here. But
it is not so strange because this supermarket is located near
the University while Phi Dean and Phi Win have to buy the
things for tomorrow's camp too.

After he calms down, he stretches his arm again, tiptoeing

and ...
Swift
Hmm
Parm blinks his eyes a few times when a big hand suddenly
appears, reaching for the mung bean flour bag and gives it
to him. He turns his body and gets ready to smile and say
thank you but his face bumps into a wide chest.

"Sorry" does my nose break? Haa… the small boy groans in

his heart and lifts his face up to see.. suddenly blank

...
Phi... Dean
...

All his surrounding seems as if it stops suddenly. The person

who helped just sigh heavily. He doesn't think that the
tiptoeing boy is the unexpected person.

No words come out, just eyes staring at each other. Their

faces are closer than a ruler distant. Very close until they
can feel each other's breaths and smell the body scent.

Many feelings poured out from nowhere

Missing
Missing
Missing
The hearts beating fast without stopping.

Parm feels warm in his eyes, the familiar feelings appear in

his fading memory, the smile, laughter, feeling, kisses,
hugs, everything that appears in his dream is formed ... as
this man.

Missing him until it feels like dying, missing until I am lost. I

don't know how to explain my current feelings.

Dean stares at the bright face which is now becoming bright

red. The lips are quivering, his clear eyes become teary, and
before his brain can process anything, his hand has slowly
move.

Just a little touching of each other, but his body is shocked

as if electrocuted. The fading feelings begin to show clearly
as if statics appearing on a TV screen which is searching for
a matching signal.

**************************
(Flashback memories)
Phi, do you love me or not?
Really loves you
(End of Flashback )
**************************

The tall young man rubs his face with confused feelings. He
heaves a heavy sigh, holding the feeling of wanting to hug
the person in front of him tightly and say love endlessly.

... How is it even possible? Because ... they don't know each
other yet ...

The awkwardness begins to take over Parm as if he wanted

to dig a hole and bury himself inside. The tall young man
starts to feel confused about what he has to do. Forget it!
He never feel this dumb before!!!

"Ummm..." Dean decides to start a conversation.

"Ai Dean, where are you? Letting me carry the water by

myself, damn! I can't carry them all, woy!!!" the club's Vice
President is screaming loudly, coming back to where they
separated to look for his friend.

Dean and Parm are shocked. The club's President turns to

look for the source of the voice and when he turns back, the
boy with the teary eyes had disappeared in a flash, leaving
him stunned.

"What are you doing?" Win pats his friend's shoulder who is
standing still. "What are you looking for? Let's go back!" The
newcomer doesn't know the situation, innocently said.

It makes Dean very angry. Since he became Win's friend he

had never ever wanted to chop him into thousand pieces
and throw him in Chao Praya river.

"Sat!!" He got a chance to talk with the boy but now it's all
gone because of Ai Win!!! (*sat = a curse word like damn or
bastard)

Win, who doesn't feel that he did anything wrong, asked him
what wrong he did to make his friend that angry. He really
wants to know the reason, but the club's President already
had an 'angry bear' face, so he just shuts his mouth and
smiles awkwardly.

Did I accidentally step on a bomb?

***

Cough, cough
Parm falls down, and squats in front of the car's park.
Running out of breath because he ran away without
thinking. After he calms down and breathes normally, he
opens the car's door and throws his body onto the seat. He
decides to wait for his friends here.

"Hu ..."

Tears falling down and couldn't be stopped. He cries loudly

like he never did, years after his father's death.

"Phi Dean hu... Phi Dean." saying it repeatedly, the more

they meet, the more he realises the truth.

Love ... He really loves Phi Dean. Love at first sight.

"Damn!!" He hits the steering wheel hard with one hand and
his other hand wipes his tears. "Why? Why?" Parm screams.
Why did their first meeting have to happen in front of the
mung bean's shelf! Damn oi!!!
***
It's 6:30 in the morning, the first and second year members
of the swimming club are gathered in front of the
University's bus. The noise of people who are busy keeping
their things inside the trunk.

"The bus will leave at 7:00, come, hurry up, hurry up! No
complaining!" the club's President seems very fierce. His
voice shows that he is in a very bad mood. His beautiful
eyes now turns firey, everywhere he looks, he'll burn them
down. People who he started at will avoid him.

"Phi Win .. What's up with him?" Team asks quietly to the

Vice President who now have a blank look. Like someone
lacking sleep.

'I don't know, he'd been like that since yesterday. I don't
know whether I step on his tail. And last night, he stayed in
my room, I couldn't sleep at all" Win is complaining.

"Well, are everything ready?" Win changes the atmosphere

a little, as if the senior sees someone else in that fierce
eyes.

"Oh, Nong Parm." Win soon smiles sweetly when he knows

who is the one coming, because Team is always boasting
about this friend of his everyday.

Team picks the snack box to see what's inside. "Parm comes
to bring the snacks we ordered, so where do we have to put
it Phi?"

"Wait, I'll ask Dean." the club's Vice President pretends to

walk to find that damn friend. But he doesn't even have the
energy to go, from his clothes it is clear that he is shaking

Team smiles with bright eyes. "Hey Phi, no need to go. Let
Parm himself asked Phi Dean." Team says while putting the
snack box back in his friend's hand who drops his jaw.

"Team ..." Parm bows down, he really doesn't want to go,

but his friend doesn't even care and keeps pushing him to
find the club's President.

Dean is busy marking with his pen, every equipment have

been checked. all the things are ready. He sighs and
massages his temple, doesn't realize that someone is
already standing behind him and staring at him.

"Er, Phi Dean, na khrab ... the snack box ..."

His voice is familiar. Dean, who is in bad mood, turns around

and answer fiercely to the person he thought is his junior.

"Wait, bring to the bus ..."

His words are swallowed back in his throat. He widen his

eyes, staring with a disbelieving look.
"Nong .. Parm"

The person being called heaves a sigh, his white cheeks

begins to turn red.

"Here Phi , the snack box for bus 1." Parm is handing over a
plastic bag containing two big boxes.

"Ah, thank you." The fierce eyes of the previous episode

have completely disappear now. Dean raises his hand to
take the snack boxes, but still remain frozen. The two stared
at each other for almost one minute and then talk again.

"Yesterday ... Thank you for helping me pick the flour."

"...It's okay ..." Dean still answers with a short sentence. Not
because he is upset, but a person like Dean could also feel
happy enough to die.

"And I'm sorry for running away just like that ..." Parm
hurriedly apologies, because he felt he was so rude
yesterday, even though he had been helped.

Dean gives a faint smile. The small boy tries to explain with
a shaking voice and a red face.

Dean can't resist ruffling his head with one hand, while the
other hand carries the big boxes.

"..It's okay ..." Dean's voice is very soft and friendly, other
people who heard it will never believe that he is the fierce
and strict club's President.
While the small boy just freezes.

"Sat! Ai Dean!!! We run out of time, hurry and get on the

bus. We'll be leaving." Win gets a chance to curse back at
his friend. He stands looking at those two talking. His eyes
are bright.

"Er!!" Dean turns around and answers stiffly.

If not for Parm, he would have been cursing back fiercely.

Phi Win just laughs loudly.

Dean let go of the soft hair with a heavy heart and says
softly "I'm going, na"

"Ah, Phi Dean." Parm grabs his shirt before letting it go

hurriedly as if it is a hot thing. Dean stares at him in
confusion and frowns. The heart-stirring mind suddenly
thought

You can't meet him everyday, now's the chance, be

aggressive!

Parm heaves a long sigh, calms himself down,and tries out

Team's suggestion. This is the time to grab the chance.

"This one is Phi Dean's snack box." Parm stands up and

hands the box to the confused person. "There is a name
written on it, don't get it swapped." After handing over the
box to the big hand, he turns around without waiting for an
answer.

When the bus is moving, the President explains the seniors'

duty again before handing out the snacks at the next stop.
The happy sounds of the club's members are soon heard
when they open the snack boxes and see mini hamburgers,
with small wooden stick in the middle. The fluffy warm
bread, yellow cheese, fresh vegetables and the soft meat
smells so good.

"Hey, Thai dessert!" someone suddenly shouts.

"Delicious hamburger, soft meat."

"The Thai dessert also tastes good, very fragrant, where to

buy?"

Everyone is enjoying their food. Dean is sitting alone on the

front seat, beside him are the medicine box and the
documents bag. He had just put down his cellphone after
talking to the second bus. His big hand grabs his own snack.
He has a smile on his face when he reads the handwriting
on the lid of the box.

When he opens his box, he sees a mini hamburger and a

paper cup for the famous Thai dessert,
Lookchub ...

Dean picks up the lookchub, there are 3 shining stars. The

delicious aromatic lookchub is very difficult to find at the
shops nowadays. Not many shops sell them anymore. The
stressful face now calm down. The picture in his dreams
begins to clear up little by little
(Flashback memories)
...
Phi aaahhh come on
Hap, the aroma is like jelly
...
(End of Flashback )
"Why are yours star shaped?" The voice of the devil that still
fails to function, Win, comes up suddenly from the back seat
when he sees his friend's snack. He is wondering why it is
only Dean that has his name written on the box. "You also
got 3, you're cheating!"

"How could it be cheating?" Dean asks.

"The others just got 2, and the shapes are common fruits or
chilli, but why is it only yours that's star shaped?" The Vice
President shouts at the unfairness, and stretches his hand to
try and snatch his friend's snack.

Dean closes the lid immediately when the noisy friend tried
to snatch his star and scolds him. "Sit still!" the warning
voice is no longer fierce like this morning, so Win just laughs
and sits back.

Strange ... did he get enough sugar intake in his blood until
his mood is better?

***
end chapter 5
Gia Loves you all!!!
Chapter 6. Hello Monday

***
The swimming club members are back from their training
camp with the 1st and 2nd year juniors. Their bodies are 2
levels darker. And from confusion, they are now without
doubt. After knowing that their club's President is very
fierce, just hearing his name and the Vice President's name,
who is usually joking, they will hurry up to run away. Don't
want to meet them face to face.

Today the club's President let them rest. Just some 3rd year
members came for practice. Dean collects the document
and bidding goodbye to the people in the club, he takes his
car key and walks to the parking lot.

It's 6:00 o'clock in the afternoon, a student is slowing down

his long legs when passing by the Economics faculty. He
can't help looking for someone. He doesn't know whether
that person goes to his club or already went home. After
coming back from the camp, Dean tried all means to contact
him. But still no chance. The only connection is Team who
usually bring snacks. But today he doesn't come for
practice.

"We're sorry Parm, these last few days we began casting the
actors. So we'll be going home late everyday." The clear
voice of the girl doesn't make the owner of the name stop.

"It's okay, ManNow, hurry up and go. I can go home by

myself."

Dean follows the source of the voices, then finds two juniors
sitting at the stone gazebo next to the faculty building. No
other students are around, so he can hear them clearly.

"Your car broke down, and Team is sick." ManNow hugs her
friend's arm and shakes him. "ManNow is sorry, na."

"Hey, no need to apologise. The car broke by itself, it's not

ManNow's fault. We will cheer you at the club, su su na."
Parm grabs his friend's hand, ManNow just smiles and
waves her hand.

"So lazy to go home alone." Parm complains, to reach his

apartment by car only took half an hour. But if he took
public transportation he will have to change the bus three
times and spend an hour because he'll have to wait for the
next bus. He often hitched a ride in ManNow's or Team's car
to the train station, but never to his apartment.

Actually can ask to ride Phi Win's car, na woy ...

He sighs and lay down his head on the table.

Dean smiles slightly seeing his child-like action. Parm is

someone who is very expressive, from embarrassment,
nervous, confusion, crying, or childish. Everything can be
seen clearly from his face. Making the one who saw him
unable stand it.

Bang boom!!!

A loud explosion makes the students shocked. Dean

hurriedly turns to look for the source of the explosion from
the faculty building. After a while he hears people
screaming, saying that the transformer had exploded. Dean
heaves a sigh, this is the first time he heard such a big
explosion this near. He is still shocked.
His interested face turns back to the stone table, but he
couldn't see the boy who sat there.

"Parm?" He comes closer to see if the boy had already left

and it seems to be not the case because he sees the bag is
still on the table. And when he comes closer, he is shocked
and almost jump.

"Parm!!!"

The boy he is looking for is curled up under the table, his

face is so pale it is as if no blood is flowing. He is trembling
all over, heavy breaths and both his hands and legs are stiff.
The tall body soon pulls to hug him, the junior who is
suddenly suffering from breathing difficulty, it's making him
lose his heart.

Parm tightly hugs the young man's shirt, stares at his face,
worrying the person who is holding him as he is full of tears.

"Phi ... Dean" his voice breaks.

"Ssshhhh! ... Don't talk." Dean reaches out his hand to grab
a paper bag from the table. He hurriedly pours out the
things inside and brings the bag in front of Parm's mouth
who is breathing heavily.

"Calm down ... calm ... Phi is here." he whispers, his

forehead is sweating. His hand grabs the small hand and
repeats the words.

They stay like that for sometime until Parm calms down and
breathe normally. Dean helps him to sit on the chair and
squats in front of him.

"Let's go to the hospital." he says staring at the boy's eyes.

Parm shakes his head. "It's okay ... Just needs to rest for a
while and I'll be fine."

"Don't refuse... Phi will drive you there." He stands up and

puts back the things inside the bag and takes the bag
together with his own backpack.

"No, Phi Dean." Parm hurriedly shouts to refuse.

"Walk by yourself or I'll carry you?"

The sick person soon gets well and answers "Walk by

myself!"

And the first year student from Economics faculty is

kidnapped by the swimming club's President to go to the
hospital without anyone knowing about it.

***
"It's hyperventilation, usually because of stress." Dr. Satorn
Jaidee explains "It is usually triggered by a very stressful
situation or shock. What is the cause?"

"The transformer explodes loudly." Dean answers, the

doctor folds his arms and sits in the examination room while
his patient is still stunned.

When the doctor and Dean both turn to see and wait for his
answer, Parm nods.

"Khrab, I am very afraid of loud sounds. If it isn't too loud,

the symptom will not be too bad. But if it's very loud, it will
be very bad."

"Do you have this symptom before?" the doctor writes down
the details in a white card while the person who is asked,
answers normally.

He had been brought by his parents to so many doctors,

even psychiatrists.

"No, unable to breathe if the sound is like a gun or an

explosion."

"Are you ever in an accident involving a gun?"

The boy shakes his head, "Never, but my mom said that I
have been afraid of this loud sound since I was child."

"Can this symptom be cured?" Dean asks the doctor with a

heavy voice.

"Hyperventilation is usually related to mental sickness. I can

only prescribes medicine to make him relax. But if Khun
Parm doesn't have any stress and we can't find the cause, it
will be very difficult to cure." The doctor explains with an
uncomfortable look. Dean nods. He talks with the doctor for
a while and listens to his advice on how to take care of the
symptom. He then pay his respects (wai) to thank him.

Since they get out of hospital, the swimming club's

President is frowning and the junior sits by his side. He just
found out about the symptom Parm had and he doesn't like
it. What if this symptom appears when no one is near him?

They both sit quietly all the way, sometimes the driver
glances at his passenger. The boy hugs his bag tightly to
calm down his heart. When he loses consciousness,
happiness took over. Fortunately, he had difficulty breathing
only when he hears loud sounds. But when he is very
stressed or excited, the symptom never appears, if it's an
emotional disease like the doctor explained.

Dean grabs the steering wheel tightly to calm himself down.

Worrying is not solving the problem at all, but have to look
for the root cause. He glances at the boy who is hugging his
bag tightly. He sees tension on his face. Maybe it is because
he is unfamiliar? Or afraid?

... thinking a while and moves his tongue, his fingers

tapping on the steering wheel before starting to break the
silence.

"Dean, Ratthanon Wongnate, third year Management faculty

has 2 siblings studying in the same University, their names
are Don and Del."

"Hahaha" Parm turns and widen his eyes. He doesn't know

why Phi Dean suddenly introduces himself. But that person
is still waiting for a response so he replies,

"Parm ... Parm Triwinij, first year Economics faculty. Has one
younger brother, his name is Phoom, grade 10."

"I live with my family, but our parents often go abroad."

Dean continues as if he has to say something. And it seems
what he does is effective because the tension decreases,
Parm's face begins to relax, and he is not hugging his bag
anymore.

"I live alone in an apartment. My father had died and my

mother runs a Thai restaurant in America."

"Phi was born in April 21st."

"I was born in June 16th"

"Phi likes the sea."

"I like the sea and rivers."

"Phi is the President of the swimming club."

"Parm is a member of the Thai dessert club."

"... I like to eat Thai food." glances at the Nong.

"... I like to cook Thai food." The sound of such a light-

hearted answer. Parm doesn't realise that his answer is
wrong.

The car is slowing down before stopping to wait for the light.
The piquant face turns to look at the person in the eyes.

"Single ..."

"Si ..." Parm is stiff and slowly faltering. The boy wants to
avoid, but he is attracted to the beautiful eyes. His lips are
swollen until it's red. Then he answers when the countdown
on the red light has 3 seconds left.

"Single...... too."

The sentence ended. The silence is overwhelming. Leaving

some feelings that are forming more and more. The young
man moves the car when the light turns to green. He slowly
drives along the road, as if he is stretching for a little more
time to be together.

"Is it this your condo?" when the person next to him nods,
he turns the steering wheel to the front of the building's
entrance
An 8th storey low-rise condo located in an alleyway that
needed their own vehicles. Dean frowns once again in the
car. Now that they have arrived, he is losing the reason for
them to be together.

Parm smiles and raises his hands in a wai to thank him

because he had driven him home. As if it's a dream, he gets
to sit in Phi Dean's car and talk with him. Even if it is not
much, it can already be considered as a development. Parm
takes his bag, gets down from the car but before he walks
into the building, the driver opens the car window and
detains him

"Wait."

The big hand holds his phone and his beautiful eyes are
staring at him. Parm is looking at the phone in the big hand,
his brain is working very hard to interpret it. Finally, his
mind is in tangles and blown into pieces.

The reason? Because of the unasked question. Just his

instincts is working, telling him to take the phone and opens
the screen with a code that had been told and then press
call ...

enters his number.

When the phone in his bag rings. Parm gives the phone back
to the owner. He raises his hands once again and then walks
into the building with a happy feeling. The driver stares at
the number in his phone and moves his lips slightly.

That night, the small boy lies on the bed staring at Phi
Dean's phone number with his heart beating fast. He
presses to save the number and then used the picture he
secretly took at the library to set as the caller's id. His lips
are smiling all the time until his cheeks hurt. Rolling left,
rolling right, tuck in front of the pillow and shouts out with a
muffled voice.

Happy to die

***

(Flashback memories)

Among many students. the tall body was hidden in the

corner of the south courtyard. He sat on the floor, leaned
back against the wall, and stretching his legs in a
comfortable position, ignoring everyone.

"Hello, what's your name?" the voice sounded unfamiliar.

Saying hello, he raised his head to look at the bright face of
a boy.

"My name is In."

"...Korn..." he answered shortly.

The boy smiled widely "May I like you Phi? May I flirt with
you?"

The tall young man furrowed his eyebrows. Nobody dared to

do it before. This kid is surely just playing.

He thought it very ridiculous, so he turned to his book again.

In said again, "If you don't reject, it means a yes."

Korn still didn't say anything. In moved and spoke again, but
was hit by his friends, hugged and dragged away.
"Don't mess with him. His father is a mafia. A loan shark."

In shrugged his shoulder "But the son ... is not a mafia."

"Too dangerous, too risky" Another friend warned with a

dark tone

"Deadly."

"Nonsense" In shook his head while staring at the tall body

which still ignored the world around him "Just liking won't
make me die."

He just wanted that lonely person to be happy, only that.

(End of Flashback)

***
Parm wakes up and opens his eyes. He leans on the
headboard and looks at the clock on his bedside. The digital
number shows 6:20 which is too early to go for morning
class at 10:00. The boy lies down on his bed again.
Remembering his dream for a moment.

He feels like he tried to flirt with someone ...

Thinking about that he laughs, takes out his phone and finds
that his LINE messages are so many because he didn't look
at it yesterday. The boy presses the green app to reply to his
friends' chats, but is surprised when he got one new friend
notification.

That new friend is using a sea image as the avatar. But he

knows this person immediately because he had seen this
image in someone's Facebook.

P .. P ... P ..Phi Deannnnn???

He sits straight on the bed, stares at his phone confused.

(Flashback memories)

______________________
Anyway, it's Phi Dean's LINE message, what should I do?

If you had a chance, take it, don't let it go.

______________________

(End of Flashback)

ManNow's words appear in his head ... Okay, his best friend
gave him an advice.

Oh, since I was born I've never flirt with anyone, how to do
it?! How does a beginner learn to flirt?

He scratches his head until his hair is messed up. Parm lies
back on the bed, takes his phone and enters Phi Dean's chat
room.

Sawatdee ... doesn't know what to write, he erases them

again.

Send picture ... tries to search his gallery. Looking for a cool
picture. Found nothing.

Sticker ... try this one.

Then he presses the button to search stickers for greetings.
But because he is too excited, his hand is shaking, he
presses the wrong button ... sends the wrong picture.

And the picture is ...

The picture ..

______________________
[*the writing inside the picture : sawatdee wan canth =
hallo Monday, today I miss you again]
______________________

Yes, it is the picture that he sent to him!!!

Parm is cursing his own stupidity and wailing in bed.

The sound of a message coming in, makes the young man

startled. It is past six in the morning, is there anything
happening at the club? Dean puts down his coffee cup on
the table, the dining table is as quiet as ever. He slides the
screen, frowning to see an unfamiliar account, but when he
sees the picture he immediately knows that it is the boy
whose number he got last night, he hurriedly enters the
chat room. When he sees what he sent, Dean is stunned
and laughs until both his siblings stare at him weirdly.

Was he drunk? Why was he smiling happily when typing the

reply?

The person wailing, stopped at once when the LINE sounds

again. He hurriedly opens and leans on his body.

______________________
Dean : But today is Wednesday...
______________________
That's not it, Phi Dean .. not that, na. Parm hurriedly replies.
______________________
Ph@m: Phi, I'm sorry I sent the wrong picture.
______________________

Even though he is not in front of him, Dean can just imagine

the person at the other end with a red face, teary eyes and
shaking hands.

______________________
Ph@m: for yesterday, thank you *sticker bowing dog*

Dean : it's okay, how will you go to school?

Ph@m: Team will pick me up

Dean: ummm my house is not far from your apartment, if
Team can't pick you, how about I pick you up? It's one way
to the school anyway.
______________________

Hhmmmm Parm widen his eyes when seeing this message,

can't refuse

______________________
Ph@m : *sticker smiling dog*
______________________

Replying in the middle like this before.

______________________
Ph@m: Phi Dean, I'll pay you back. ______________________
Parm begins to grow a new hope after destroying them a
while ago. Secretly proud of himself, who is brave enough to
stare at his phone for 10 minutes.
Dean messaged back

______________________
Dean : can you cook for me?

Ph@m: yes, anything.

Dean : omelette rice.

Ph@m: you can ask something more difficult than that.

Dean : omelette rice. I want to eat it tomorrow morning.

______________________

Dean still insists on omelette rice. Parm can only wonder

whether he really wants to eat it.

______________________
Ph@m: ah .. let me leave it to Team in the morning when he
goes to the club.
_____________________

Parm plans to put it in a box and leave it to Team to give

when he goes for practice in the morning.

Dean unlocks the car, preparing to go to the University. He

sees the Line, to answer the boy with shining eyes

______________________
Dean : it's okay, your car is being repaired, right? Tomorrow
morning, I'll go to your condo and have breakfast in your
condo and we'll go to University together.
______________________

To my condo
To my condo
To ...
"Huh?!" Parm freezes a moment when knowing that Phi
Dean will pick him up.

______________________
Ph@m: uh, it's a little bit difficult.

Dean : tomorrow at 7:00 am. I'll go to your condo and then

go to University together.
______________________

After this message, no matter how many message Parm

tried to send, he doesn't read.

Just for omelette rice, is it necessary to go this far?!

***
end chapter 6
Stay tune and Gia loves you all!!!
Chapter 7. Smile

The clock hits five and a half,

The room owner who is a student of the Faculty of

Economics is sitting on the bed. He wakes up before the
alarm clock even ring, almost an hour earlier, because he is
so excited that he couldn’t sleep. Dean will be coming to
pick him up at seven o'clock in the morning. Finally, he gets
up to wash his face and goes to the kitchen to prepare their
breakfast. Whenever he wakes up, he is always searching
for something to eat.

Parm opens the refrigerator to look, and finds that there is

pig's blood and a soup that just needs to simmer. So he
decides to make boiled blood soup which is not too hard to
make. He takes the soup and sets the stove to warm heat,
adds radish, and salt. Let it boil and wait for it to smell
fragrant. In the meantime, flavored pork is chopped into
chunks and then put into the pot. The pork blood is already
blanched, prepared and set aside to rest. Then he waits for
the soup to boil, to put in the meat. When everything is
done, he puts the top of gourd leaves in a bowl and scoop
the boiled pork blood on to it, then places it on the small
dining table. Enough for two persons to sit on.

While waiting for the rice to be cooked, the boy walks out to
the balcony of the room to breathe in the morning air. The
advantage of staying in a condo deep into the alley is that
there is no smell of vehicles' smoke like on the main road.
"Huh ..." Parm sharpens his eyes to look at the parking lot.
He soon frowned at the sight of a car,

It is familiar...

While he staring, the owner of the car comes out. The big
tall body, tanned skin, all very familiar, makes his mouth
open wide, he rushes to see the clock. What time is it now?

6:15! Did Phi Dean come early?!?

Parm quickly grabs the room key and runs with a bang down
to the ground floor. He completely forgets that he is still
wearing his sleepwear, that is a regular T-shirt.

"Phi Dean!!" Runs to the person that is leaning against the

car door. "Why did you come so soon ... did I remember the
time wrong?"

Dean shakes his head and scratches his neck. "Phi is the
one coming at the wrong time." He didn't want to say that
he couldn't wait for the appointed time. So he was in a hurry
to come out from his home. "Never mind. No need to hurry.
Phi can wait."

"How could it be the wrong time for almost an hour, na

khrab?" Parm furrows his eyebrows making a hesitant and
doubting face, looking at Dean’s pale face, alternating with
his wet hands from self-consciousness. "Anyway ... Just
come in first ..." He raises up his head and looks him in the
eyes.

"Let’s go to eat breakfast together in my room, khrab."

The ghost of the sugarcane farm* is definitely possessing

him to be able to say that. Now, in the studio room, his
studio have a large guest visiting. Dean stands looking
around with interest, this room looks smaller and more
comfortable.

"Please sit here," He moves a chair to the table and serves a

plate of hot rice, "but I haven’t made the fried omelette
yet."

Dean sits, nodding his head, looking at the face of the chef
skillfully preparing the eggs in the pan. Shortly after, a fluffy
omelette is placed in front of the person who recovers from
his daydreaming.

"With boiled pork blood soup and omelette." A hot cup of

boiled pork blood soup is served with a wide smile.

Fragrant aroma with a warmth that is luxurious for him.

Bringing forth smiles from the person being served. Then
when the little boy sits down, Dean laughs gently.

"Parm ... not go for showering first?"

Parm looks at himself ..... and his face is suddenly red. He
immediately knows the cause of phi Dean’s laughter, it is
because he is still in his sleepwear!

"Wait, I’ll take a bath first." The boy jumps, grabs his
student uniform, and rushes to the bathroom. Fortunately,
he had already washed his face and brushed his teeth as
soon as he woke up. So, he just needs to run through the
water for a short time, less than 10 minutes. The child
comes back with dishevelled hair to sit at the dining table.

"Don't rush." Dean said and helps to tidy up his messy hair
into place. "Tell me, I can wait."

Huh ... Parm feels like he is dissolving into water. "Let's eat
rice. If you wait till it's cool, it won’t taste good."

Morning weather in a small studio. The sounds of the fan

works loudly. Two people with a common breakfast. Hot
boiled pork blood soup and fragrant omelette and steamed
rice. In spite of being ordinary it feels special to these two. It
looks familiar, like they used to do this, as if they had been
together before.

Suddenly

In the middle of enjoying the dish, the couple suddenly stop,

look up, stare at the eyes, some memories suddenly flash
into their heads like a flashback in a movie.

[......... that omelette, Phi really don’t want to eat?]

=Weah … Want to take revenge?=

[Not burnt again, na]

[Guaranteed that this one is tasty?]

tuk tak (*heart beat)

tuk tak

tuk tak

The hearts of the couple dance. Some feelings erupting in

the chests until they couldn’t be stop, unable to breathe.
Sad, happy, Parm is looking at the eyes, he likes the
beautiful color. The low bass voice of someone is still ringing
in his ears. The smile is still charming. The warm touch of
the big hands does not fade away from the memory.

The person... that they are always looking for

The very important people

drip ..

"Eh ..." The boy is blinking his eyes. The warm water flows
out of his eyes without him knowing why. He tries to wipe
and begins to rub his eyes because the damn tears are still
flowing. Won’t stop. "Why ..."

"Sshushh ..." Dean takes the other person’s hands so he

won’t hurt his eyes. He reaches out his hand and gently
wipes the cheek as if he is afraid of breaking it.

Parm is sobbing and slowly looks at the young man's eyes

again. Now, the strange green-gray eyes are just red, they
don't teared up like his. Dean's eyes are red, and that
makes the tears of the younger person flow out more.

"Don't cry ..." The bass voice is gentle. He doesn’t even ask
the reason for what happens, doesn’t think about why they
are like this.

"Phi is here .."

After a moment, the two of them begin to calm down, the

feelings change into shyness. The little boy rolls his eye
down when the other person rubs his hand at his cheek.

Feels like a bomb will explode here.

Dean himself breathes slowly. He slips to the other side,

spells out many feelings that are erupting in his head

Want to hug!!

Really miss him!

"Uh ... I’ll scoop it for you"

Parm tries to dispel the strange shy atmosphere. He scoops

the eggs onto Phi Dean’s plate and smiles.

The young man scoops the omelette rice into his mouth,
raised his eyebrows. The lips moves up and shows
satisfaction. He has such a big appetite that if the people at
home see him they will be shocked.

"Humm" Dean stops when he sees the eyes glaringly like a

puppy waiting for compliments. He laughs in the throat and
moves his smile.

"Very tasty"
short compliment but warm to the heart.

***

The calculus class has students from many faculties

studying together, and Parm, ManNow and Team are sitting
together in the room like always. The three people are busy
trying to solve the problem on the board until their heads
almost explode.

Team moves closer to his friend. Secretly looking at the

answer that his friend had exactly did, turning his pen in his
hand.

"How did you come to University this morning?"

Parm stops when he is asked so suddenly. He glances at

Team who is busy looking at the answer on his paper.

"Come by myself." but with phi Dean's car. He said the last
sentence in his heart.

"Yeah .." Team responds shortly and bows to the next

problem.

His heart is still not confident, so he doesn't dare to tell his

friends. But it's clear that he intended to tell them someday

absolutely..

The sound of a mobile vibrating make the two boys turn to

look. ManNow smiles apologetically. The girl opens her
phone and looks.

"Aiya !! Parm, quick, take a look at this!" She jerks her

friend's shirt.

Both Team and Parm lean forward to look at the phone,

when their girl friend is exclaiming.

The blue app page shows a familiar young man. The tall
body, the tanned skin in a student uniform, leaning against
the wall, resting like everyone else. One hand is inside the
pant’s pocket, and the other hand is holding a mobile
phone, looking at something. But the most striking thing is,
the usually fierce face is smiling brightly, the whole eye is
secretly taking a picture that creates a flow of comments
from people in the swimming club and girls as well.

"Oiii Phi, he smiled, so handsome." ManNow said with a red

face.

"Ohhoo… smiles and looks good like this. Why don't you
smile often?" Team takes the phone and zoomed in the
picture, "What was he looking at, making him smile like
that?"

"I hope he is not talking with a girl." The girl pouts, she
doesn't try to cool down her friend.

"Maybe he sees something funny?" Parm, who is just

calming himself down, is hit by his two friends.

"What's funny Parm? Phi Dean seeing something funny

won’t ever laugh like this," ManNow shakes her head. "Just
imagining that he watched the dog clip, rushed into the
bush and laughed ... was creepy." Team rubs his arm from
the goose bumps.
Parm opens his own mobile phone. The same picture as
shown in ManNow’s phone. He tries to scroll through many
comments. Most say the same thing, that Phi Dean is talking
to someone that might be important.

... frighteningly strange.

"But he still doesn't have a lover." ManNow is confident

about the news she shouldn't miss.

"But that does not mean that he isn’t seeing anybody." Parm
answers simply making his friends surprised.

"Hey, he really doesn’t have anyone close. Phi Win told me

that everyday he is just swimming and never going
anywhere" Team hurriedly explains and tells the reason.

He closes the phone and gives a smile to both friends.

"Team once said he will protect me and ManNow, why is he
acting as if pushing me to another so easily?"

Team shrugs. "I did. I will intervene when my friend is

attacked, but will (help) invade when a friend wants to flirt
with someone."

ManNow holds her laughter until she is shaking. As for the

person who was hit by the shocking fact that he was lonely,
he immediately becomes hot.

"Team ... Maeng ... Oii, what the hell?"

He can't fight, so just can quietly accept.

***
After the last class Parm goes to the club room to make a
simple sandwich for both friends. Today, ManNow must go to
the final practice before starting the audition. As for Team,
he is a bit hard because the seniors are training him
deligently for the race, collecting points in the next three
months. So, he became so drained. These two people then
paid for him to make them food. When he visited the
convenience store, he had bread, ham, cheese, boiled eggs
and salad. So it is easy to make something to eat.

"Sawatdee khrab." Parm says hello to the members of the

club who are opening the food menu. They talk about
desserts.

"Aww Parm kha, just now, the acting club contacted us."

"Khrab?" he says while putting the bag on the table. "Oh,

Phi I'll borrow the kitchen to prepare a little bit of stuff, na."

"Er" Phi Oom replies and continues. "He said he is having a

short film project together with the movie club. There is a
scene of the heroine carving vegetables and fruits and then
making Thai snacks. What do you think, Parm? "

" Hm ... Food carving, Phi Giffy and Phi Goong can teach it. "

" Um, this time, Goong and Giffy might be busy" Phi Oom
says, then he suggests another male member. He has a big
build, but he is briliant at food carving.

"But for Thai snacks Phi thinks that Parm is the best expert
to make desserts in the club and your cooking is delicious. "
Parm thinks while moving his hands, putting cheese, putting
ham on bread and cutting them into pieces. At the other
side takes a boiled egg, mix it with mayonnaise, which is
accompanied by a salad on another slice of bread.

"Well, if filming that kind of movie, it must require beautiful

looking food, but must not be too difficult that the actors
can’t keep up." He takes a salad and wraps it with another
set of bread. Cut each other together to have vegetables in
every piece.

“How about Chor Muang?"

The seniors hurry to flip the menu to look for the Chor
Muang the Nong mentioned.

"We will prepare the fillings. Let the heroine decorates the
dough. Pretty good, I think."

"Hey, it's really beautiful. What do you think?" Phi Oom

turns to ask the head of the food club that is considering the
menu in the book. After a while, she nods.

"This is beautiful. Delicious to eat and easy to teach. Just

decorates the snack. No need to use a pan."

Parm smiles. He arranges all the sandwiches into two plastic

boxes. Then cleans the kitchen neatly.

"Well excuse me, I'll go first khrab."

"Parm" Phi Oom calls. The young boy raises his eyebrows.

"Can you teach? Next week they'll finished choosing the

heroine, so they need to start learning how to do it. "
"Yes, I got nothing to do that day." He responds without
much thought. But secretly hoping that if ManNow is the
heroine, it will be fun.

"Okay, this job goes to Parm and Dech. The compensation is

a ticket to eat for two each at XXXX hotels. "

This time, Parm is shocked. "XXXX hotel that is near the

Chao Phraya River?" People who are foodies they is no way
they'll miss it. "I remember that the buffet was very
expensive. It is almost three thousand per head. Use only
good stuff, plus Michelin chefs.” He wanted to try and eat
there for a long time, but couldn't afford the price.
(*michelin chef : International certified chef)

The club's President laughs. "This is a full course meal for

two persons, it costs more than ten thousand each.
Someone in the acting club got them from his dad, he is a
star, he got free but it's near the expiry date. So they give it
to us to pay for those who love to eat like us."

"So, okay. "

When he knows what was the pay, he smiles happily. He

carries the food first to the acting club. The young man
shakes his head when he sees his friend in the corner of the
room. He quickly rushes to call,

"ManNow". ManNow runs to him with a smile.

"Parm, I’m hungry." the little girl complains. She receives a

plastic box and widen her eyes. "Hhaa … I got Parm, I don't
have to die."

“Not to that extend.” Parm shakes his head.

While they are talking, someone's hand suddenly reaches
out, taking one of the sandwich out of the box.

"Eii" ManNow, who is the owner of the food cries out. But
when she turns to see who is stealing her food, she stops,
her face red.

"Ui, Phi Alex."

A half-blooded actor who is coming stands smiling, with a

handsome, sharp, western face. Alex has light brown hair
like his eye colour. He always smiles and is always friendly
with everyone.

"Give some to Phi na, I saw that ManNow is having a

delicious meal everyday." Snatch the sandwich again. "Then
this is Nong Parm, a friend of ManNow, right?" He smiles at
the boy who is still standing shocked.

"Aah yes, the person who made the leum gleun snack."

"That was very delicious. If it’s like that, I want to order to

take to the shooting set." The young man smiles and stares
at him and it made Parm puzzled.

"I can’t. I am alone so I can only make foods for my friends

and for me to eat." Parm smiles back at the other person
and answers honestly.

Alex raises his eyebrows. He looks at the young man

seriously. Can't imagine that this little boy is cute and
terrifying.

"You already have a lover?"

Parm makes a face as if wanting to say "What the hell?" But
can only exclaims because he is still shocked.

"Do you have a lover? If you don't, I want to flirt with you.”
the young star winks his eyes, making ManNow gaps in the
background.

The young man keeping flirting with his eyes. Parm drops
his eyes and looks at the floor before speaking up. "It's a
great honor to have celebrities flirt with me. I still don't have
a lover." He tightens his hand on the bag on his shoulder
and looks at his wristwatch. So late, Team will already be
hungry.

"Then I can flirt?" Alex asks with the sparkling eyes.

The boy shakes his head and refused, "There is no lover, but
I don't want to have a star as a lover. Ah, ManNow. I’ll take
this food to Team first."

ManNow is nodding. Shut up the screaming inner voice. My

friend has grown up !!

Parm waves his hand to his friend and pays his respect (wai)
to the senior before going to the semi-outdoor pool. But the
young star stares at the first year junior with glistening
eyes.

Interesting ..

Almost 7 pm.

He hurries to the pool. Today Team is practicing till 7:00 pm.

The voice of the coach shouting and the loud sounds of
people swimming can be heard when he approaches the
pool. The light shines all the way down to the pool. Today,
the club members practice at the outdoor pool because the
indoor pool is temporarily closed. When he arrives there he
sees the girls. Sitting in a circle by the gallery stand with the
sound of their cheers.

The boy looks around the pool and sees Phi Win holding a
megaphone, shouting at the swimmers to be quick, and his
other hand is holding a stop watch to show to the club
members.

"Have you come?" The unexpected force on his shoulder

makes Parm jerk a bit. He wrinkles his eyes in front of his
friend who is wet with a towel on his head.

"Hungry." Team drags him to sit in a corner of the stands.

And ignores the frantic girls' voices who took out their
phones to take pictures.

"I finished eating. So you eat now, the schedule is very

tight." Parm doesn't allow him to open the box. "Just look at
them, they will upload it their social media tagain." It is a
pain in the ass because the photos of Team and him are
shared so much.

"We’re not really dating. What's to fear?" Team wriggles his

eyebrows. "Oh, you have to be scared.
Parm thinks Phi Dean will misunderstand?"

His face becomes red at once with his friend’s words who
always teasing him.

Yes, that would be enough to get the heart beating fast. Just
hearing the mention of Phi Dean. Very embarrassed, hot
flashes, dead. But when Phi Alex said he'll flirt with him, he
didn't feel anything ... and the heart didn't dance like this.
"Looking for someone?" Team asks when he sees his friend
looking around. "Phi Dean went back at 7 pm today. He was
in a hurry. Don’t know why, but he said he got some
business?"

"Yeah .." Parm is peeking at the box of sandwiches in his

own bag ... Wondering whether he will be able to give it to
him or not.

"Finished. I’ll give back the box tomorrow. Now, how will you
go home?"

"I can go back by myself. Don't worry." He gives a smile to

Team and slaps his friend's shoulder before getting up.
"Then I go home first. My condo is in the alleyway and I’m
alone "

"Well, Line me when you get home. The punishment will end
really late."

"Kay, bye."

Parm hangs down his head, walks while kicking a stone. He

kicks the gravel along the way. There are still a lot of
students so the University is not yet silent. But it's darker
and quieter than usual for him.

Sigh..I really don’t meet Phi Dean!

Thinking while walking along the road in the University.

Remembering this morning, his damn lips reveals a smile
that couldn’t be hold in.

beep beep
Short horn sounds pulls the young boy out of his
daydreaming. He turns to look in a daze. Parm is on his way
and was surprised when the driver opens the car window
and calls him with a soft voice.

"Nong Parm"

Phi Dean is always successfull in making his heart beats

wildly.

"A … are going back khrab?"

Dean nods. "Parm is going back, right? Come, I’ll send you."

Parm is smiling and his hand begins to shake that it is

impossible to hide. So he can only hold on to the strap his
bag tightly. "Uh, I'm afraid that I’ll bothering you."

The young man shakes his head, "Come ... "

... ..

....

Oh. Okay, and I was defeated so I'll just follow along..

"Thank you." When he sit in the car, he curses himself,

because he is terribly gullible.

The car moves out on to the road. Dean selects a soft song
to keep the atmosphere in the car from being too quiet.

"Are you busy today? I Line and called to meet you, but you
do not answer."

"Eh!"
Parm shakes his head and quickly picks up his phone to find
that there are so many Line and missed calls because he
actually turned off his ringtone. After leaving the class, he
completely forgot to turn it back on. He didn't realise it until
now.

The younger person says, "Sorry!"

Dean shakes his head and reaches out his hand to rub his
head gently. "Later, if you are going home late, then call to
ask Phi first so I can send you home."

The clear white cheeks are warming up immediately. Parm

doesn’t dare to answer and just hangs his head down to
open the blue app. Surprisingly .. he felt like he is used to
sitting with Phi Dean. Despite having only been sitting twice

"Today, don't you have any business, Phi?" He remembered

that Team told him that Phi Dean had to leave early because
of some business.

The young man raises his eyebrows and clears his throat
slightly. "My business is you."

"Me?" Parm turns to look at the face of a confused person.

"I intend to send .." Explains. "If you wait for me for three
hours, it will be too late."

Oh ... my heart Parm mumbling to himself, "Yes, but you are

not allowed to skip the practice just to send me like this
everyday"

Dean moves around smiling. "So that means if I am not skip

practicing, I can send you everyday, right?"

The little boy tries not to shake. His finger quickly slides on
the feed page, until reading the status, doesn't know about
it. He needs to find a way to change the topic

"Ah, actually." He stops at the picture this morning. The

picture that made ManNow screaming in the calculus
classroom. Clicks on the picture and shows it to the young
man to see. "Is this you seeing something in this status?
They teased that you have a girlfriend. Is this you talking to
anyone? Is that person cute?" Parm asked it himself but

If Phi Dean says that he is talking with someone... He

definitely die.

"Yes... talk to someone." The respondent says so

unabashedly, but the listener .. coldness suddenly creeps
down to the toe. The little boy in front of him fell down and
looking at his hand clenched tightly.

"Uh.. So er ...."

"Parm knows that person,"

Parm tilts his head. Now, Phi Dean stopped at the red light.

Wait ... Which Phi Dean's version is this?

"Look" Dean picks up the phone and opens and then enters
the green app, shoves it to his hand. "I only talk with one
person privately, while the others are in group."

The boy holding the phone is confused. His mouth is

trembling and he bows down to look at the screen with his
heart shaking. Looking at the top name, apparently, Phi
Dean’s LINE has only three groups of Line: family, Swimming
club and classmates. As for those who have a single chat
room alone, there is only one person.

"Ph @ m"

What is it? Will surely get heart attack!!

"The pictures that they uploaded on facebook should be

when I was opening the Line that you sent the day before.
Everytime I see it, I couldn’t help laughing." He is laughing
loudly to the person beside him.

"Hooiiii Phi Deannnn. Delete it, na khrab. Remove it now.”

The boy’s face is now crimson red. Parm does not know
what he is embarrassed about.

"I’m sorry. Don't remove. Don't delete it." Dean says and
turns the steering wheel to enter the familiar lane.
Unfortunately today, there is no taffic jam. They arrive at
the condo very quickly.

Confessing to shyness and calming the rhythm of his heart

that is dancing Zumba. Today, there is too many events that
make the Nong feel so shy as if almost die. Did not see Phi
as Team told him, that Phi Dean was very cruel.

"Good night."

Dean looks at the red cheeks. Seeing him so shy, this kind
of shaking, fears that hyperventilating illness will appear
again. He waited until the little boy raises his hands (wai),
thanking him, and then picks up the bag from the car.
Unfortunately, he can't figure out what the reason for his
own symptom.
When he hears the sound of the car's door closing, the
sound rises gently. His heart wavering as though he didn't
want to go. Dean sighs and pushes the gear, preparing to
turn the car around, but then stops at the sound of knocking
on the car’s window.

Tap tap

"Did you forget anything?" He slide down the glass window

on his side.

Opens the bag and takes out the plastic box. "Uh, I made
sandwiches for you. If .."

"Thank you" Dean reaches out to receive it without waiting

for him to finish his sentence.

Even though the sandwich had already been taken, the boy
still stands there, frozen. Of course, Dean isn't rushing
either. He sits calmly waiting.

Parm waves on the windshield and says with his trembling

lips,

"Phi Dean"

"Khrab" ..

".... Tomorrow .... will you come to eat breakfast together?"

The young man raises his eyebrows. A hollow heart is being

filled with warmth, with just a few words.

"..the, Phi won’t bother you, right?"

Parm smiles widely. "So tomorrow, please come at six and a

half."

"Okay." Beautiful eyes shining.

"Don't rush." The little boy hastily stops mid way. "Don't
come too early and made me go down with sleeping
pajamas like this morning."

"Huh, got it." Dean answers and laughs.

The black car drives away, leaving only the young man
standing and smiling in front of the condo. Parm feels like
his cheeks might be broken before raising his hand, holding
at his two sides, and shouts loudly.

"Yes!!!"

Will see Phi Dean again.

***
Chapter 8. Satisfied

Since that day, the swimming club's President became a

regular member of a breakfast club at the apartment of the
first year member of the Thai dessert club, until the repairs
on his car is completed. Parm holds his heart, feeling
stuffed, his thin lips has on a smile all the time, his hand
moves to write down the breakfast menu Phi Dean wanted.
Even though they are just eating breakfast together and
talking about normal things and then going to college
together ...

But he feels happy enough to die.

"What are you mumbling?" Phi Oom's voice rings out

suddenly and she hits Parm's head with the roll of paper
sheets in her hand.

Parm smiles slightly while rubbing his head gently. He

forgets that he is now in a brief meeting about the acting
club.

"Sitting while smiling, is there anything good happening?

Hmm?" Phi Oom secretly watches him while resting on her
elbow. The person asked just rubs his red cheeks, without
answering.

"Okay then, let's introduce ourselves" the cooking club's

President claps her hands to get the attention of everyone
in the room. "This is the acting club's member who will learn
with us for the whole of next week. "

Beside the President, there is a beautiful girl with long black

hair, standing in the middle at the back of the group, smiling
at the cooking club members. A beautiful and serene
looking girl, but the most attractive of all is her eyes

Beautiful eyes, the same colour as Phi Dean, greenish-gray

...

"Sawatdee ja, Parm." The loud voice of the cheerful ManNow

breaks out, this boy is so glad.

"ManNow comes to learn too?"

"Kha." ManNow holds her friend's hand and swings it. "I got
the role of the heroine's sister, there will be a scene where
I'll have to sit and make desserts together with the heroine."

Parm nods " then ... the heroine ..."

ManNow turns to look at the beautiful long haired girl, "Del

... Ronnaphorn Wongnate, Literature faculty first year, ja."

Aaahhh ...it's really Phi Dean's little sister.

Tense ...

Parm feels as if his symptom will appear anytime soon.

Never expects to meet Phi Dean's little sister. When her
eyes are looking at his hands decorating the dough with the
same eyes as Phi Dean, don't tell me that she is like Phi
Dean.

"It must be difficult to decorate." Del turns to ManNow and

stares with wistful eyes. The two girls are full of worry.

"Wait, I'll make it slower." Parm takes the purple dough from
the rice flour mixed with other flour and then mixed with the
'anchan flower' water with a sprinkle of salt. Then he takes a
metal tool that looks like a tweezers but with a flat wide tip.
"This is 'chor muang' khrab." He says while showing it to the
girls, "This is how you make the petals, na khrab."

Parm slowly uses the tweezers to clamp the dough from the
bottom to make small petals around the dough. "This is first
level."

Parm then clamps the dough a little above the first level,
"This is the second level. For the third level which is more
narrow, use the corner of the tweezers. And finally make it
like this."

Just by clamping the dough, Parm is tranforming it to look

like a beautiful flower. He shows it to the girls who look on
with their mouths wide open.

"Superb!! Very beautiful!" Del screams excitedly looking at

the little flower with shiny eyes.

"Ohhoo... so marry me, na Parm." ManNow can't stop

praising while hugging her friend.

Parm laughs and then teaches them once more. He gives

the tweezers and the dough to the girls to learn how to
decorate. At first, for their practice they used empty dough
with no filling, so that if they failed, they can flatten it and re
shape it again. They repeat the process a few times and
make a lot.

All the students sit and practice how to shape the dough,
while the teacher sits with a smile and takes the filling to
put inside the dough and decorates them like a beautiful
little flower. Very cute! It makes the students want to try
even harder, the results of their efforts is placed on a plate.
Parm gets up to boil water, and then lines a steamer with
banana leaf at the bottom, then he puts the ready dough to
steam for 5 minutes. Just a while later, the teacher places
the cooked desserts onto a plate, sprinkled with fried garlic,
decorated with lettuce and fresh chilli, and serves them to
the students to eat.

"I ..." Del stares at the appetizing desserts on the plate and
her heart melts "I already know how ManNow is feeling."
Then she turns to face Parm and holds his hands, "Marry
me, seriously"

The person who has just being proposed to two times today
can only smile sweetly.

"Marrying me doesn't mean that you will suddenly be able

to shape the dough." His bright face is looking at his
students' results. "You both still haven't pass. The practice
just started today, you have to be able to do it soon.
Because you also have to learn about food carving which
will be a lot more difficult."

His words are harsh, and his gaze sharp, making the
students sit back and learn how to shape the dough again.
But he doesn't forget to take a picture to upload on
Facebook.

Hang on, Parm, he tells himself while shaking his head and
then back to shaping the rest of the dough because he
intends to give them to his students to take home. He is
suddenly startled by the notification sound from his phone
which means there is a message coming in.

Line?

The boy laughs when Team sends him a group chat. He is

whining that he wants to eat. Of course, Parm already
prepared food for him. He replies with a smile. Suddenly,
another message comes in,
... Phi Dean

_____________________________________
Dean : that is chor muang right? Teaching the acting club?

Ph@m : how did Phi Dean know?

_____________________________________

He remembers that he didn't tell anyone because he is not

sure whether the acting club will allow him to tell others.

_____________________________________
Dean : I saw my sister's Facebook.
_____________________________________

Dean is standing and smiling at his phone. After he updates

the practice programme on the club's page he saw his
sister's post on Facebook, making a beautiful purple flower.
When he knows the location is at the cooking club, he can
guess who is the master that teaches her. It made him
unable to resist sending him a Line. It is very strange that
he really wants to see his clear face and his smile again,
even though they were just together this morning.

"Smiling by yourself, who are you talking to?" The Vice

President teases him from behind. The owner of the blonde
hair is peeking at his friend's phone but gets hit by Dean's
big hand.

"You are prying." Dean's response makes his friend shut up.
Then he keeps his phone in the locker. Win just shrugs his
shoulders. They both went out to the pool, watching the
club's members who have been practicing for a while.

"You know, you smile more often lately. It seems that you
are in a good mood." Win remarks while opening his jacket
and starting his warm ups.

"What do I looked like?" Dean himself realises that he feels

the same. But he pretends to ask with a frown.

"Your face is fierce, always frowning and swearing a lot …

always stare blankly as if looking for something." Win
answers while stretching his legs, he smiles at his friend,
"But now, you've found it!"

"Haha" Dean laughs throatily. He does warming up for a

while and then walks and slaps his friend's head, and pulls
him towards the pool, "Wants to race?"

Win whistles long, "This person invites me to a race? Come."

The swimming club members cheer loudly when they saw

that the two highest people in their club are competing. The
coach waves to the club members to clear out from the pool
and use the main track. Everyone comes out from the pool
to watch the race.

"Freestyle, 200 m." the coach brings out a score board and a
stopwatch.

Very tall, regular, ready to use waterproof glasses. Once the

whistle sounds, both quickly dive into the water.

"Damn, so smooth!" Team shouts while shaking his friend's

neck when they saw the smooth movements of the two
competitors. They have been in the club for a while already
but this is the first time to see them competing. Also, when
practicing they never pay attention to those two persons
because the club members are all busy trying to make a
time record.

This time the swimming club is full of cheers, inviting the

attentions of the people passing by and making them to
stop and watch too. Parm walks to the pool with ManNow.
These two soon find Team to ask what is happening.

"Ooh, so you come here?" Team smiles while taking a small

towel from his friend's hand. "Are these for me?" He takes
the plastic box containing the purple coloured desserts.

Hhei!!!

"What's up?" ManNow is surprised and turns to look at the

two people who turn to reach the finish line.

"Phi Dean and Phi Win are competing. Their movements are
so smooth, and they are both quick to react." Team's eyes
are shining.

The names of the two people competing make Parm and

ManNow soon turn. And with one stroke, the President and
Vice President reach the edge of the pool with a difference
of milliseconds only.

"What's the time?" Team jumps in excitement, so are the

other members who stare at the coach with the same look.
While the two persons who are competing are at the side of
the pool, pushing their up bodies from the water. They put
up their glasses to their heads and look at the timer.

"Dean 1.54.66, Win 1.54.80, really great!"

When the coach finished saying that, a buzzing soon
started. "The records are great!" someone exclaims.

Dean pulls off his glasses and rubs his hair, he rests his
hands at the pool side to climb up from pool. At the same
time, Team is pushing his friend forward so he is unsteady
and bumps into him.

"Ah!" Parm exclaims and hits a wide chest, he becomes a

little wet.

The club's President looks at the person who bumps into

him, Parm raises his head to look at Phi Dean and then his
cheeks turns red.

"Er..." Parm grips the towel in his hand tightly. At this point,
all the club members stop and give them confused looks.

Dean Ratthanon smiles again with shiny eyes.

"Give me." he says gently and calmly.

"??" The Nong has a confused look and it makes the Phi
laughs.

"You bring the towel for me, right?"

Parm is startled and hurriedly hands over the towel in his

hand as if it is a hot thing. Soon, his head hangs down and
his mouth is openly gaping. He is surprised and nods
quickly, and then turns to look at his friends who is giggling.

Win jabs his friend with his elbow and smiles "Look ... if we
race again, you will surely break the world's record."

"Sat!" The teased guy can only cursed, then he picks up the
towel to rub his face.

The member of Thai dessert club isn't afraid to be teased,

because normally people are afraid of the club's President.
And soon the picture of a boy with red face handing a towel
to the club's President are widely posted on Facebook with
the caption :
_____________________________________

favorite of the supporter club @Ratthanon_dean??

Mamiew - what is this? what is this? Whaaaatttt

Ohm Aum - Phi Dean smiles at himmmmmm. Phi smiles at

the Nong

chaopor roasted duck - what the hell, nong Parm from

economic faculty is my favorite woyyy!

T university cooking club - what did you do? Have you asked
our permission kha @Ratthanon_dean ?

Dech food script - @T university cooking club. president,

please do not control the club as you wish

vanilla sky - =\\\\\//////= yay! my ship is sailinggggg. I'm

confused! sorry @Team #DeanParm

Thanai Y - this is report directly from the swimming club.

Shit, my heart is tickled by the atmosphere!!
_____________________________________

All the comments are soon flooding the swimming club's

page.

After practice, all the members are gathering to eat the

snacks. The cooking club helped to bring them to the
swimming club.

"Yes, delicious, soft, fragrant, taste good." Win exclaims,

chewing his food with relish.

"I saw it, so many." Team stares while his hands are still
busy drying his hair. "Parm feeds me, my hands are busy."

Parm laughs when his friend makes vexatious eyes. He picks

up the food with a fork and brings it to Team's mouth. That
action causes the girls, in the gallery near the pool, to
scream.

"Phi too." Win also requests, which the boy doesn't mind. It
is just feeding, what does it matter. So, he comfortably
feeds Phi Win as well.

"This Phi too" the Vice President suddenly pulls the club's
President by his neck. This time the boy who does the
feeding, stops.

Dean stares at his friend who smiles evilly, then his eyes
turn back to the boy again. He looks at the boy for a while.
The person in front of him complains that he wanted to
drown.

His hands are shaking.

He shakes his head when he thought the food will fall off but
a big hand reaches out and pulls it towards his mouth.

Kkyaaaaahhhhhhhh !!!!!

The screaming around the pool is louder, while Team can

only complain to ManNow ...

"No need to care about me. Just keep on going, do as you

please." The girl covers her mouth to hide her red cheeks.

Parm feels ...

like ....
wanting to die.
***

Today, the heroine came to learn cooking as usual. Her

black hair is braided and tied at the back. Her round pink
cheeks are soft, her eyes and her eyebrows doesn't need
any make up, because it is originally already beautiful.

"Yes, good." Parm is looking at the result of the girls' work

and nods in satisfaction. "Wait, I'll steam it first. You guys
will be going home together, right?"

"Yea." ManNow and Del hug each other and smile. Last
night, they were practising using clay at home until very
late at night. They wanted to be able to decorate the dough
soon.

After finishing sooner than expected, everyone is conversing

leisurely. Whether it's Del or ManNow, they refused to reveal
the movie's plot, and tell them that it is secret and that they
will have to wait to watch.
"Hey Del, I want to ask," ManNow says while sitting next to
her, "How's Phi Dean at home?"

The private life of the swimming club's President is an

interesting topic for the girls. Because his normal expression
is serious, and he doesn't say anything. When one has a
friend who is his little sister, it is a chance to ask.

Del smiles shyly "He is just the same, cold and fierce."

"Eh? He is fierce at home too?" Phi Oom is surprised, "I

thought he will be nice to his Nongs."

The boy is also surprised, when he was with Phi Dean, he

was very gentle and nice.

"Maybe because we were separated in childhood. We meet

again only after he is grown up. Phi Dean is like father,
rarely talk. Del is closer to Phi Don." She answers sweetly
"We usually talk only at breakfast, but lately... he never eats
breakfast together with us. Just greets and then go."

Parm stops his hands which are holding the snacks in the
box. He frowns.

Is it because of him? Does he cause the three siblings not to

talk to each other anymore?

"How's the making of the snack?" The club's door is opened

with a cheerful sounding voice. The handsome face of the
famous young actor, looks at the box with the colourful
snacks and smiles.

Alex walks in and sits near the boy. He reaches for the snack
and brings it to his mouth, "Hui, delicious. Parm makes them
again?"
"The fillings and dough are done by everyone, while the
decorating are done by these two girls." Phi Oom answers
with a smile.

"Oh, so good. With this, the short movie will definitely be a

success." He then turns to the person beside him.

Parm smiles, "Of course, the actresses are Del and

ManNow."

"If there is a movie about cooking, you'll be the actor,

okay?" The light brown eyes are shining and expressing his
thoughts. Alex never denies that he is popular with girls as
well as boys. This time he fixed his target.

"Hahaha. I am not good at things like this khrab." Parm

shakes his head. "It's better, if I am behind the scenes."

Alex raises his eyebrows,"The equipment team?" He picks

up his phone and holds it out in the middle of their
conversation.

"So, can I ask something like this?"

Parm widen his eyes when he sees the picture of him

feeding Phi Dean. He doesn't know when they took it
secretly, and without him realising it already spread around.
Seeing the comments and the likes, it is so much until it is
already uncountable.

"Flirting with the swimming club's President?" Alex is

digging for information.

"Yesterday, Parm feeds Team also, and Phi Win too."

ManNow hurriedly answers when she sees her friend already
turning pale. When it is just within their gang, she can easily
tease him. But not here, this is a public place ...

"Oh... there is such kind of service? So, can I also ask for the
same service?" Phi Alex says again while sneaking a peek at
the dessert plate, "Feed me too."

The awkwardness is rising. But before Parm has the time to

answer, Phi Oom who saw through him picks up the fork and
feeds Phi Alex, she smiles sweetly. But her eyes doesn't
seem to smile.

"Oops!!"

"Is it delicious kha?"

"..." everyone's quiet. Parm smiles, almost laughing when

Phi Alex eyes shine while nodding.

"Delicious, superb!"

Parm heaves a sigh, "I once told Phi that I will give some
snack to you, right?" He takes out a small box of snacks and
gives it to him. "Here, take it back with you to eat if it's
delicious, na khrab." Finally, he can only smile... a smile that
looks distant.

As if feeling chased away, the young handsome actor can

only smile and shrugs his shoulder, recieves the box. Before
he bids them good bye, he took some pictures with the girls.
Then he leaves with the box in his hand.

"Hhmmmmm" Phi Oom, Phi Giffy, Phi Goong and the

cooking club's President are humming at the same time.
"There are so many girls in the room, why does he flirts with
Parm only? There is the smell of fresh meat na." (*there is a
saying in Thai to say "hidden motive" as "smell of fresh
meat")

"What smell of meat, na khrab?" The boy who was teased

tries to argue, but his face is red.

"The smell of fresh meat is not from him only, but there's
also someone else, na woyyy" ManNow secretly teases him,
as a friend, she pinches his cheeks until it's red to cover his
blushing.

While the others are joking and teasing each other until the
whole club is laughing, a girl from the acting club sits quietly
staring at her phone. The status at the swimming club's
page is clear without her having to zoom the picture.

The picture of her big brother smiling at the boy in front of

him, a smile which she, as his little sister, had never seen.

Shiny eyes, staring at the junior. It suddenly rises a doubt,

What is the relationship between her brother and Parm?

***
end chapter 8
Gia loves you all!!
Chapter 9. Family

enjoy!
***
The aroma of the cartilaginous mushrooms spread around
the small apartment room. In the morning, the owner of the
room is welcoming his regular guest with a healthy
breakfast.

Dean sits observing the Nong who walks around handling

the kitchen skillfully. He smiles when sees the small boy
tasting his cooking and smiling sweetly. In an instant a bowl
of rice porridge is served on the table.

"Delicious!" He says in his low bass tone when he eats it.

What he said is not just flattery, but it really is delicious.
"Parm is good at cooking delicious foods."

The person who is listening smiles shyly and says hesitantly,

"Actually, I wanted to open a restaurant, continuing my
mom's restaurant that was closed."

"Aww, then why did you take Economic major?" Dean asks
while chewing his food.

"My father's wish, and I also like it." Their bright eyes look at
each other.

"My father is dead, so I wanted to do something for him."

His voice rises while the listener is eating

Dean admits that he beginning to be seriously addicted to

his cooking.

"So, which race is Phi Dean from?"

"My mom is from the middle-east, I think that there are
many races. But I never met my mom's relatives. My mom
doesn't have any siblings. While the eye color.." He leans
closer and surprises the small boy who is backing away a
little. "Seems like the color is inherited from my
grandmother. Maybe it is a dominant gene, my mom and all
my siblings have the same color." He explains while rubbing
his pointy nose. "Are you afraid of them? Like the kids who
said that my eyes are like a ghost's eyes?"

Parm shakes his head, "I like them!! Uumm ... love your
eyes, Phi." His voice is stuttering, "Like a beautiful gem."

The young man raises his eyebrows, he is surprised. "Parm

is the first person to say so. Thank you!"

The small boy smiles, he really likes Phi Dean's eyes. If not
because of embarrassment he would stare at them all day,
"Eh! Was Phi hurt at the temple?"

Dean's big hand touches his temple with the tip of his finger
slowly, "No, this is a birthmark."

"If we don't look closely, we won't notice it. I also have one."
Parm sweeps his hair aside and displays his temple. "My
mom told me that there was a diviner who said that this is
something from a previous life. When there is a birthmark
on the temple, I can't think of what that person might have
done to make a mark here." He laughs and ladles out the
rice porridge on to Phi Dean's bowl. Now he knows that Phi
Dean eats a lot, so he does it without being asked.

After the bowl is full, he turns to the listener.

"Then one day my little brother went to the cinema, and he

is shocked, not believing. He told me that this kind of mark
is from a gun shot ..."

The small boy is suddenly quiet, some pictures flashes. The

sounds of heartbreaking cries, tears flooding the face.
Someone stand straight, staring at him and his lips move
slowly says...
***
(Flashback memories)
Phi ... love ... In
Phi Korn!!!
Bang!!!
Prang!!
(End Flashback )
***

"Sob.." A bowl of hot rice porridge falls to the floor. The tall
body stands up and walks over. Dean pulls the trembling
body into his arms.

"Shush... Calm down!" His big warm hands are rubbing the
back of the boy within his embrace, calming him down and
comforting the boy.

Parm breathes heavily as if he had been running a

marathon. He nestles his face on Dean's broad shoulder,
shuts his eyes and slowly calms down. A little bit more and
his symptom will occur. Thankfully, Dean is sensitive enough
to help him prevents it.

The loud alarm clock reminds them that they have to hurry
to leave. But those two are still hugging each other. Dean
touches his forehead to Parm's and their noses rub each
other. He strokes the boy's hair softly and smell the scent of
his shampoo. He stays still until the body in his embrace
stops shaking. The older person realises that time had fly.
"The bowl ..." Parm is blushing, trying to get out of the
embrace and starts to collect the pieces of the bowl that
was shattered on the floor.

"Be careful not to get hurt ... " Dean hugs his waist and pulls
him to sit on the chair. Then he turns to look to see whether
he gets hurt or not. After he found no injuries, he walks to
clean up the mess.

"Phi ... I can clean them up myself." Parm came out of his
daze and hurriedly forbids his guest from cleaning it up. But
he is met with a glare which makes him sit back on the chair
again.

After half an hour, the two people get inside the car. Parm
brought sliced apple and persimmon and placed them in a
box to give to the older person to eat.

"I'm sorry for that earlier, na khrab." the boy says while his
hand holds the box tightly.

"About what?"

"I said ridiculous things and made my symptom appear." He

sadly says while staring at the person who is driving.

Dean glanced at the boy who stares at him. He holds out

one of his hand to rub the boy's head until his hair is messy.

"Something that shouldn't be remembered ... shouldn't

appear." He says even though he doesn't know why he said
that.

Parm bows down his head while thinking, "I don't remember
why that thing hurts my heart so much." and begins to bring
the food to the mouth again. "I'm sorry that I bother you
Phi."

"Everything depends on you." The beautiful eyes shines

while thinking. "But Phi can't eat another bowl of the rice
porridge, it was delicious."

"S ... so let me make another next time." Parm hurriedly

answers.

"Fruit?"

"Huh?" Parm stares at the box in his lap. "This is for me,
right?" Dean asks while opening the lid and stares at the
younger boy. He just nods.

"I'll eat that one."

The confused boy then takes a stick to pick the fruit and
hands over the whole box, "Here. "

"Phi is driving right now." Dean smiles and glanced to the

small boy who is still trying to process the meaning. He is
slow, so Dean needs to explain again, "My hands are busy..."

His hands are busy ... so he can't eat ... if translated in the
brain ... When Parm starts to understand the meaning, his
cheeks becomes hot.

Wants me to feed him???

"I want to eat all of them before we reach the college." Dean
continues with a smile. Soon the small hand picks up the
fruit and brings it to the older person's mouth.

Parm smiles staring, then he picks a slice of apple with

shaking hands, bring it to the other person's mouth. Dean
bites the apple, the small boy is stunned when he sees his
tongue licks the lips. The beautiful eyes looks at the boy
who is feeding him.

"Delicious" He mumbles with bright eyes..

Vroommm

"Phi Deannnnn!!!!" The small boy screams with red face

when he realises that he was being teased.

Dean laughs loudly nonstop. Laughing like he has never

done before. He doesn't know when it was the last time he
laughed like this.

"Sorry, sorry, don't be cranky.. hm." He says while rubbing

the junior's head.

Parm had made a cranky face countless time ever since he

gets together with Phi Dean. The more he is spoiled until he
thinks that he must have pushed a switch button on this
senior. But however he acts, if he asks Team, Phi Dean is still
the same, fierce as always. His words are harsh, his eyes
fierce. If he can change that, his heart will feel good.

Finally, the fruit is kept in the box again, because the boy
refuses to feed and it makes the driver suffer because he
has to coax the junior to reconcile before they reach the
college.

The black sedan is parked at the usual parking lot. Parm's

hand is holding his documents while waiting for the driver to
pick up the things from the back seat. His bright eyes are
confused, hesitant until the young man comes closer. Parm
looks at him and says what was on his mind.
"Phi Dean ... Phi doesn't need to pick me up anymore."

Dean is surprised and lifts his eyebrows. He gives the junior

a questioning look, "Why?"

"The repairs on my car has already been completed. So, I

won't be bothering you anymore, Phi." He soon explains
restlessly.

"Phi tells you na, Phi doesn't feel bothered at all." His voice
is sharp, the tone is unsatisfied. "Or is Parm embarrassed
because everyday Phi has to come to your room?"

Parm shakes his head, "No, never. I feel happy." He answers,

so embarrassed that his cheeks feels hot.

His eyes become soft. "Then, why can't Phi picks you up
again?" His voice is softer too until the listener had to
struggle not to melt.

"Del ..." He mentions Phi Dean's sister, "Phi had breakfast

with me everyday and so you have no time to have
breakfast with your family, right?"

Dean didn't realise and he has to admit that he had

completely forget about his family.

"Your younger siblings also wants to talk with Phi, na khrab.

And the only time is at breakfast, so I don't want to snatch
away that time." Parm slowly explains the reason calmly,
"Don't ignore them like that, I beg of you."

The young man closes his eyes, remembering his siblings

whom he hadn't talk to for a week. He just remembers this
junior in his head. They seemed too considerate, don't even
dare to argue. There's no interactions between the siblings,
even when they are in college they had never greeted each
other.

"Phi isn't a good big brother, right?"

Parm smiles widely and shakes his head, "It's only that Phi
doesn't know to act properly." When he looks at the person
in front of him, he raises his eyebrows and suggests, "Del
said that you and your siblings are separated. You meet
again after you're all grown up, so you don't know how to
act. While I have experiences as a big brother for 16 years,
I'll teach you."

Dean smiles and asks "Then, how to become a big brother?"

"Start a conversation if they don't dare, speak first. Listen to

what they have to say, give them advice when they need."
Okay, right here Parm skipped the part where Phoom, his
little brother never listened to him. When Dean nods, he
continues, "Go eat out with them sometimes. I'm sure that
you guys never went out anywhere together."

"That's right." Dean agrees because his parents are busy

and rarely at home, and the kids are always with the maids.
Different people have different styles by the way.

"After eating, try to talk with them. With that, you will know
who likes what. The blood relationship couldn't be cut, but it
can be repaired."

"I'll try." He says ruffling Parm's head as a thank you. "Too

bad, Phi can't eat breakfast with Parm again.".

Parm's smile gradually fades, he is afraid that they can't eat

breakfast together again. The cozy atmosphere in the
morning, and their small talks had become a habit.
"Come, or Pham will be late." Too bad that today he has
class at 9, while Phi Dean has class at 10. Maybe he will go
to the club first.

When Dean turns and starts to walk away, both of Parm's

hands jerk his shirt until the documents in his hands fall. He
doesn't care about the reputation whatsoever. His cheeks
turns red and he shyly says

"Can't have breakfast together again ...but," Lifts up his face

and looks at the young man in front of him.
"Lunch, dinner... or during holidays ... we can still do it,
right?" Suddenly he starts sweating and is red faced, not
because of the hot weather, but because he is so shy.

The swimming club's President's lips shows a very happy

smile. His heart beats so fast until he has to suppress his
feelings

How can he do this?

When the body of the small boy stepped into the Macro
Economics classroom, the voices in the room seemed to be
quiet until the moment that he has to look around. The
smiling faces of his friends make the atmosphere strange.
He quickly goes straight to ManNow and Team, sits down
and whispers,

"Why are they all looking at me?" Team is smiling, looking at

him.

ManNow smiles. She takes out her mobile phone and passes
it on to him. This time he immediately understands why he
was being looked at like that.
The picture where he is pulling Phi Dean's shirt was secretly
shot and zoomed on the face of the boy!! Also the picture of
them near the car, standing and talking to each other. Hey,
gossips spread really fast. "Ah," Parm opens his mouth.
Looking at his two friends. He is confused. Is he being
stalked???

"Is this the reason you didn't call us?" Team teases him
immediately.

"It's not like that... maybe."

Team leans on his friend laughing. "Damn, we won't be

angry. But please tell us, so that we won't be worried.
Secretly going to pick you up and sending you, huh?"
Folding his arms to act as a father.

"What secretly?" Parm's cheeks are red, refusing to make

eye contact with both friends. Not really secretly, because
Phi Dean had drove him in his car up to the parking lot
before and everyone saw them. Some other day, Phi Dean
also stopped his car and called him in the middle of the
University, but no one was interested.

"I think that your shippers are increasing, probably because

there are more pictures that you share." ManNow remarks.
When she sees her friend making a puzzled face, she
explains "The picture of the snacks, remember?

Huh, obviously.

But the most obvious thing in his memory is the picture of

him feeding the apple slices to Phi Dean in the morning!!!

"Oh, this is bad. I fed him on many locations, Phi being

taken alone." The young man slumps onto the school desk.
"Will Phi Dean's fan club be angry at me?"

ManNow strokes her friend who dropped down and smiles.

"I'm sorry. It seems Phi Dean's fans are liking it even more."

"ManNow, how did you know?" Parm's question makes Team

who is drinking water from a bottle turn around to listen
with interest

"Here is the secret chat room of DeanParm fans!!" ManNow

proudly shows off the Line group with hundreds of members.
"At first, it was a secret room for Dean's fan club. He is now
positively liking Parm. Therefore, they added Parm too and it
became Dean Parm." The girl turns the mobile phone
towards the dazed face of her friend. Then she takes a
candid photo.

"Heyyyyyy!!!" Parm screams, "ManNow, don't take it!"

Taking that strange face for others to see, it's embarrassing.
But ManNow rushes immediately to make an unreasonable
expression.

"Naaa… Naaa, honestly there are so many people who

wanted Parm's picture. We promised that we will ask your
permission before we shared it."

"Why do they want my picture?" Parm is puzzled, then turns

to face Team who is looking at his friend with bright eyes.

"Does Parm ever see Phi Dean post anything on his

Facebook page, except some which are swimming club
related?"

As if an arrow hits through his heart. Parm blushes to

acknowledge it. Really wants to die.
"On the page of the University's board, the picture was all
over. Everyone wanted to see. The beloved Nong Parm from
the Faculty of Economics." Team is explaining and leaning
closer to Parm's face. "Then after the camp ended, some of
my club's members have posted on the University's board
to find out who made the lookchub. And then someone
posted a picture when you're making the lookchub, the one
shaped "stars" as the only answer. Then the news spread by
itself." Team finally ends with tears of exhilaration.

"Damn, you ganged up on me." Parm sighs, trembling,

stroking his forehead.

The giggles of girls coming from behind the two young men
make them look around. Team narrows his eyes as if he
understands what he had to do. So he manages to give
fanservice by embracing the shoulders of his friend who had
not yet been able to huddle.

"What the hell!" Parm smashes the shoulders of the famous

Team.

"Crazy, really! TeamParm shippers still exist." ManNow drops

her jaw, and that makes Parm more confused. As for Team,
he laughs in his ears.

"OK, so can I take the picture to share? Not okay?" She turns
on the screen and uploads the picture that is taken just now.
The image of Parm, slumped on the table, looking at his
friends with glittery eyes. The owner of the picture, Parm
couldn't do anything but sighs and furrows his eyebrows

"Do as you please."

Soon, the good girl friend caught up with the Line group.
Sometimes, smiles and laughs. Parm and Team can only
step back in fear.

***

The next morning, the dining room of the Wongnate family

house runs quietly. The little girl of the house sits at the
dining table but is not eating until the older brother frowns
with suspicion.

"Are you sick?"

"No, that's ..." Del looks at the stairs of the house. After a
while, the oldest brother comes down in his student uniform.

Dean sits at the table, sweeping his eyes with familiarity. He

is thinking in his head how to greet his siblings first.

"Today .... Phi isn't in a hurry to go?" Don asks surprised.

Because in the past week, the oldest brother will appear,
speak a few words and drive away without even stopping to
eat.

"No, today, I'll eat breakfast at home." He replies simply and

nods to the housekeeper. It must be said that today, nothing
is placed except for water on the table. "Why didn't you eat
first?"

"Del told me to wait for you." Don nods to his sister.

But he is confused. What should Dean do? After a while, the

housekeeper walks into the kitchen and serves three bowls
of rice porridge. The young man raises his eyebrows.
Surprised, because usually his house served only western
breakfast.

"Rice porridge, with pork bone soup?" Don scoups and

identifies it, "Who made it?"

"Khun Del is the one who cooked it." The housekeeper is

smiling. "Khun Del came down to prepare it early in the
morning. She said that she would like her big brothers to eat
it."

Del's face is ruddy, "Eat while it's still hot." She hurriedly
urges them because she doesn't want to answer questions
from her brothers.

The oldest brother of the house is looking at the hot boiled

rice porridge and ladles it. The scent and taste is familiar,
causing him to have a glimpse of the sister who smiles to
him. Del secretly presses her cell phone while looking at her
brother as if she is worried. But when she sees both brothers
are eating them all, she smiles with joy.

"It is very delicious. When did Del learned to make it?" Don
even requested another bowl. Of course, the oldest brother
asked for more too.

Del still refuses to answer, but stares at the oldest brother

with big eyes. Dean almost laugh out at the cuteness of
sister .. which he has never noticed before.

"Delicious. I like it." The big hand reaches out and gently
rubs her head.

Del feels her eyes getting hot. She smiles holding her
brother's hand on her head, squeezing it gently. "Del asked
a friend to teach. Trials and errors many times.

"Which friend?" Don receives a bowl of hot boiled rice

porridge from the housekeeper. Adds a dash of pepper and
continues to enjoy.
"Friend from the cooking club" blinks her eyes when her
brother stops rubbing the head and then goes back to eat
the porridge.

"Is that person cute?" Don puts his spoon and looks his
sister with shiny eyes.

"Why? Do you want to flirt, kha?" Del teases her older

brother. Her heart is happy.

"If that person can teach Del to cook this delicious food,
then that person is a cooking expert. Must flirt!" Don shakes
and waves his finger.

A joyful atmosphere that has been long forgotten brought a

smile from everyone, even from the housekeeper who is
standing there. The warmth that fades is gradually returning
to the family.

Del is looking at her oldest brother who is eating quietly.

Listening to her and Don talk

"So, you have to queue. Because someone has already

booked him. Isn't that so, Phi Dean?"

" cough ...." the young man quickly picks up the tissue
because he choked on his rice porridge. He drinks all the
water. He looks at his sister's clear eyes, smiling until he
couldn't speak.

"Phi Dean knows that person?" Don is eager to ask his

brother, but had to stop suddenly when he finds a brutal
sight. Looking back at him.

"Ronnarith! Ronnaphorn!" The call of the real names is a

sign to end the talk. Because Wongnate family has a
tradition, if being called by the real name it means having to
end everything without disputing. "Hurry to eat and go to
college."

The girl smiles. The phone that is on her lap shakes slightly
with the message bouncing on the screen.

_____________________
___
Ph @ m: How is it going?
_____________________
___

Del smiles while responding to the Line message. Her patron

cooking teacher

_____________________
___
Delta ☆ 彡: All great. Thank you, really
_____________________
___

Parm kept his hand in his pocket with a smile that remain on
his face. Even though he didn't eat breakfast with Phi Dean
like other time, but his heart is warm and happy.

One day, after he finished the course, Del came up to him.

The girl sought him out to talk privately. At first he
frightened because Del was holding a mobile phone with a
photo that was shared in social media in front of him. But
when she talked, Del did not have any objections. More
importantly, she was smiling, she was pleased with him.
Then ended up asking for a simple cooking lesson to help
reduce the distance between brothers.
The phone shakes again and again. Makes Parm have to
pick up and look at

_____________________
___
Delta ☆ 彡: * Send picture *
Delta ☆ 彡: Today I send you. Thank you very much. Thank
you.
Delta ☆ 彡: * Sticker Crying cat *
_____________________
___

Taking a deep breath. His damn heart is dancing, he pressed

to save the image that Del sent. He doesn't waste time,
much less hesitation. A picture of a familiar young man in a
student uniform sitting in the driver's position. The lively
face is turning to look at the camera and smiled slightly. A
little curve at the corner of the mouth and with shining
shimmering eyes.

_____________________
___
Delta ☆ 彡: Del said that Del would like to take a picture of
Phi to send it to the cooking teacher. So then here it is, the
photo.
_____________________
___

Huh ... Maybe Del and ManNow has the same way of
thinking ...
***
end chapter 9.
Gia loves you all!
Chapter 10

in a small apartment complex in the heart of Bangkok,

morning comes and the air conditioner is still running with a
low sound as if to lull a body still wrapped in a blanket.

a little sun came through the curtains as if to tease the

owner of the room. Parm was busy burying his body under
the blanket to avoid the light.

bang!

Bang!

"shiiaaaaaa" Parm cursed again while rubbing his ass as he

fell off the bed 3.5 feet. he gets up, sits down and is irritated
by the next room. he was happy when the next room had
been quiet for weeks but today he slammed the door again.

it was 6 o'clock, which was too early for today because he

had no class, today's class was cancelled.

"want to sleep again, want to wake up late. just make me

angry" he prepared to go back to his bed and go back to
sleep again. but today the next room was very noisy,
because he heard a loud noise so it seemed like a lot of
people. Parm was forced to get up and throw a pillow
against the wall and then stagger, still sleepy, still in his
blue long-sleeved pajamas and stop in front of the door of
the next room and write a message.

"don't be too loud please. from room 802" paste on the door
and then knock on the door a few times, then he goes back
to his room. the boy stood quietly at his own door. she hears
door open and people talking.
"no one"

"maybe just pretending, try to look outside, quick"

"who? he put a note"

"What am I telling you! Not too loud ai sat!"

"sorry weiii"

for a moment he heard the door closing slower than usual it

seemed like 3 4 people, but it didn't matter. Parm sighed,
getting ready to slip into his warm bed again, but just a few
steps, he slipped into the door again when he felt someone
go through the door and heard the next room door close
again.

"???" Parm takes a plastic bag and takes it inside his room.
he was surprised by the things put inside. there's milk,
potato chips, pockmarks, some snacks and notes

"Sorry for being loud. from room 801" Parm smiles while
thinking 'so cute.

Finally he couldn't sleep anymore.

Parm rolled over in bed, just finished talking to his brother in
America via facetime. his brother complains about being
lonely and asks him to come home, so he promises to come
home on semester break. then his hand reached for the
bedside table, took a sheet of paper and widened his eyes.

voucher for free meal at XXX hotel beside Chao Praya River
expires today ???

the little boy stood up and read the details. luckily he didn't
need a reservation in advance. Then, who will he go to eat
with? then he opened his phone and looked in the contact
list, then he stopped at a name.

is it okay if he calls first? Then, does he have class today?

better ask him first.

Parm taps the screen on the green app. get ready to invite
that person. but suddenly her phone rings in her hand.

"aawww" the boy was shocked while holding the phone on

his bed. then after he got his mind

"Hey!!" the screen showed a picture of someone he had

secretly taken in the library. Parm hastily took the call

"hello khrab phi dean"

The voice in the line laughed and then said “sawatdee

khrab, you seem shocked”

“ah, I was just about to send a Line message to Phi. But

then phi called, so I was surprised” he replied while lying on
the bed

“Hmmmm what’s wrong, send me Line?””

“oh, just wanted to ask khrab, is phi Dean busy today?”

“So what time does Parm have time?”

“Today my class is canceled so I have all day, now I’m just

lying in my room” replied while rolling on the bed until
wrinkled

“Phi doesn’t have class today he said, then stopped for a

while to have lunch together? Coincidentally, today my
friend just opened a shop in Siam, so he invited me to open”

The boy smiled until his cheeks hurt. Rolled around in bed
almost fell out of bed again, nodded but then realized that
there was no way anyone else saw him nodding “kh..khrab”

“so today phi can be with Pham all day,” his voice seems
happy, “I will pick you up in half an hour”

After he agreed the time, Parm sat down and folded his
arms. Then grab a pillow to rush his face and scream on the
pillow to make his voice muffled.

And the room owner forgot about his voucher completely

and let it fall under his bed.

My hair, my face, my clothes Parm looks at himself in the

mirror. He wore a white t-shirt with a small checkered
pattern and five rolled up pants, showing off his legs. He
chose canvas shoes and put on a hat. An excited person ran
into the lobby on the first floor and muttered. Less than 10
minutes the black sedan stopped in front of the entrance of
the building.

“Parm” the driver opened the window and called out.

Parm gets in the car and puts on seat belt smiling at seniors.
Her eyes shone brightly, so anyone who saw her would
smile with her.

Dean stared at him for a long time. She stares until it makes
the person staring at her start to worry, is there something
wrong with her clothes?

“Is there something wrong?” the boy was getting nervous,

usually he was dressed like this.

Dean started his car, he shook his head “not weird but..”

“but?”

“Na rak”
The person who is being praised gets hot. Parm dropped his
jaw when he looked at him, phi Dean was wearing a
collarless navy blue shirt. A few buttons were unbuttoned,
and unbuttoned, emitting a hot vibe and showing off his
muscular chest. Arms rolled up to the elbows. She wears
bright colored jeans.

“and phi looks really cool”

Dean raised his eyebrows and smiled “thank you”

After a long journey, they decided to park their car at the

train station and go to Siam using BTS ( bus, not your oppa)
to avoid the traffic jam. The sky train during the day on
weekdays is full of tourists, making them wonder if they are
in Thailand or not. The two of them stood leaning against
the glass window that separated the chair from the
entrance. Dean looked out the window at the moving scene.
Watched the boy tremble.

“Parm,” the young man patted the boy in front of him

“kh..khrab?” Parm looked up to see one earphone handed in

front of a surprised face and then nodded slowly. He took
the earphone and put it on his right ear. A western song
sounded in his ears very loud but very entertaining. Her thin
lips lifted into a smile, easing the tension.

“ah” the door opened and people rushed to get the boy
pushed and fell into the arms of the Dean.

Dean looked down and looked into the clear eyes that were
staring at him.

Don’t know whose heart is beating fast..

Noisy tourists. There, two people listen to soft music from

one cell phone. One person stood still, staring at the many
people around him, while the other stood facing the window
with red cheeks. They don’t talk to each other. They don’t
look at each other. Only faint smiles lifted on their mouths
and fingers intertwined, hiding among the many people in
the crowd.

The ‘Forever Tea’ shop is one of the new tea shops in the
heart of Siam. It has 2 floors. Not many seats, because the
owner doesn’t want them to be too narrow. The shop is
decorated with beige wood, pleasing to the eye, and the
greenery makes for a breath of fresh air in Bangkok’s hot air.

The tall body walked in and talked to his friend before he

came out and greeted Parm. The shop owner was a big, tall
white man, and he looked good. Currently he was wearing a
long black apron around his waist.

“sawatdee nong Parm, I’m phi Sorn, shop owner, childhood

friend of Dean. Just call me phi Sorn. Order whatever you
want, let this person pay for them” he pointed at the
swimming club president. Dean shrugged and sat in front of
him casually.

Parm just smiled, slightly embarrassed

By phi Sorn’s directness. She looked at the menu and saw
the cakes and desserts, she was at a loss which one to
choose, just flipped through.
Dean looked at Parm’s face red from the heat outside then
he turned to ask his friend for a glass of water while waiting
for him to choose his menu.

Cold tea in a clear glass, fits in the hand served in front of

him. Cold water condenses into water droplets on the
surface of the glass, inviting thirsty ones to grab and sip.

As he took a sip, he widened his eyes and looked at phi Sorn

and Phi Dean.

“Very delicious, fragrant aroma, sweet, there is a mixed

fruity taste, there is a tea aroma too, but not sour at all.
What kind of tea is this?” asked curiously, the shop owner
smiled proudly

“Red oolong tea with tropical fruity aroma. Slightly bitter,

good taste and sweet on the tip of the tongue” phi Sorn
explains “it is imported from Taiwan”

Dean shifted his own darker glass to try the parm. Parm
Smile shyly took it and took a sip.

“This one is delicious. The scent of tea is bitter in the nose

but gives a clean feeling.” The tea critic stared at phi Sorn
until he turned his head to look at his childhood friend as if
to ask where he came from.

“This is a menu from a tea shop from Japan. Assam Blend

and Ceylon tea.” He explained. “This one has to be brewed
one night, it’s mellow.”

Parm wanted to hear more explanation from the shop owner.

His eyes were serious when suddenly his stomach growled,
inviting laughter from them. She pouted her lips. He always
acts good, but this time he is starving to death.

In the end, phi Sorn was the one who recommended the
menu for the two of them. A fresh vegetable salad with
Japanese tofu from cereals stuffed with grilled salmon and a
few other side dishes is served on the table.

The arrangement of the dishes and the freshness of the food

made the members of the cooking club make faces with
flavour. With a desire to try and finally ordered a Club
Sandwich to try, and of course it tasted quite right.

“Is this delicious?” Dean was happy that Parm ate and
smiled.

“Very tasty.” The smile lifted and stopped as he realized

they were not alone.

“phi Dean try…………” Parm suddenly stopped his

chopsticks and continued. “Er” pretended to lower his hand
in embarrassment.

“feed him, you can do it, I’ll pretend I didn’t see it.” Phi
Sorn, holding the pumpkin pie to tease the speechless little
boy.

He sat next to his friend and smiled when he saw a red-

faced boy rising to his ears.

“feed what?” pretended and then put the rice on phi Dean’s
plate.

Dean shook his head and kicked his friend’s shin under the
table. The tea shop owner laughed at him. Today he only
knew a lot about this big man. She just found out that Dean
was with Grandma since she was little because her parents
were busy. Because his grandmother who was too strict
made it a habit for Dean to be too quiet sometimes.

Phi Dean is addicted to tea because of his grandmother. Phi

dean likes Thai food because his Grandmother is real Thai,
stays conservative, so doesn’t like his daughter when there
are two brothers and another sister who are loud. But
Grandma refuses to give Dean back and decides to raise
him on her own, causing the brothers to separate until
Grandma returns him, phi Dean is 18 years old.

It was a shame when he had to return to live with his family

again.

Sorn looked at his childhood friend and the junior. The

gentle atmosphere of the couple made him smile. She first
met Dean at the age of 8.

At that time Dean was only 5 years old because his house
was next to Dean’s grandmother’s house. Plus he studied at
the same school until he finished high school first. Since
childhood, Dean was not at all like an ordinary person.

Likes to look around as if looking for someone. He once

asked if he was looking for someone but Dean couldn’t
answer.

10 years ago he saw this person looking for someone.....

“So, have you found it?”

The shop owner teased his friend, took the pumpkin pie and
ate it. He said lightly like a whisper.

Dean moved his eyes back to look at the person next to

him. He replied with a faint smile,
“Well, I did.”

.....the person he had been looking for for so long.

Finally, free food. Dean and Parm had both been convinced,
but the tea shop owner would not accept the money. He is
happy that his childhood friend came and brought the most
important person in his life to be introduced. Ask for his
approval. Parm was very shy and his face was red.

“It’s only three in the afternoon. Want to go for a walk?”

Dean came out of the shop. He narrowed his eyes because
the sun wasn’t going down at all.

Parm stops and thinks and sees Siam mall opposite. The
place he wanted, immediately appeared.

“I want to go to Ocean World.”

“Huh? Water park?” Dean was dazed.

“Aquarium,” Parm laughed. The young man who didn’t know

anything was still confused “it’s under the mall, I’ve heard
about it for a long time. I want to try it for a while.”

Dean nodded. “Come on,” he took Parm’s hand and walked

in the hot sun. Catch anyone’s eye. Increasing the heat on
the other hand to the fear that he almost fainted because
the heart was beating too fast.

Maybe because it’s three in the afternoon on a weekday,

there aren’t many people and there are tourists sporadically.
When he received the ticket and walked inside, Parm forgot
everything, walked along the street, dragging the person
who came with him excitedly.
“Hui, phi Dean, look at this shark egg”. Told to look in a
cabinet with shark eggs arranged by age. The light that
shines in the shadows of eggs, fish and moving. “like aliens”
hastily pulled out the phone to take a picture.
Dean shook his head. But not only fish are found on the
island. The cabinet is very big.

“Want to sit on the boat to feed the fish?” He pointed at the

ship. He was very interested that in the center of the city
center there was a large aquarium.

The boy shook his head. “I’d rather watch the big
aquarium.”

Looking up at the big fish tank to the ceiling. When Farm

sees the fish swimming, Dean shoots a light ( photo flash )
from his back, creating a shadow. The young man looked at
the fish as if he was in the world under the green blue sea.

Facebook, which hasn’t been updated in a long time, is

starting to be updated again. New pictures were posted, in
which he just quietly took.

__________________________
Rattanon_dean : Child under the sea
__________________________

When he was done, he put the phone in his pocket. Not

interested in notifications that explode quickly.

They kept watching and walking along the road. Enjoy. The
young man almost had to remove his junior from the newt
cabinet, also known as the Salamander. He said it was
beautiful and wanted to take it home.

“phi Dean” Parm screamed and pulled his arm, “This fish is
cute, makes the mouth puffy, and then has a mustache on
the side of the mouth.” The young man laughed and
laughed when he saw Parm and the fish playing together,
because no matter which path he walked, the fish swam
together.

“Is that a dog or a fish?”

“Do we have the same face?” Make the mouth and eyes
mimic the fish on the sides of the cabinet. Dean was
tempted to take the opportunity to snap a picture right
away.

“Oi, phi don’t take pictures. This is embarrassing.” Parm

turned red, rushing to another person who was looking at
the picture on his cell phone.

“phi Deaannnnn” Parm panicked, screamed while jumping

but didn’t reach, because phi was playing with outstretched
arms, then he grabbed her hand.

“You look alike, but phi sees the others the same”

“Which one?”

Dean took the boy’s hand. And then found a fish the size of
a fist, has big eyes, a mouth as if smiling all the time.

“Here he is.”

Pham frowned, suddenly the fish seemed surprised.

“Pufferfish, phi Deaannnnnnn, where does it look the

same?” Squeezing the big hands that are still together, not
letting go “when it expands the whole body.”

“Phi Deannnnnnn!!” Parm Can’t remember how many times

today he screamed like an asshole.

After going through the tunnel, see the sharks, see the
stingrays. They walked into a wide hall. The boy exclaimed
excitedly when he saw the giant statue in the large fish
tank.

“So pretty”

“Phra Aphai?” phi Dean went to the statue of Phra Aphai and
the mermaid. The position is designed to be beautiful, like a
giant, reaching out.

“Phra Aphai?” phi Dean went to the statue of Phra Aphai and
the mermaid. The position is designed to be beautiful, like a
giant, reaching out.

Parm goes and sits on the sofa in front of the cabinet. He

saw a fish that liked to swim. “When I read about Phra Aphai
Mni, I felt sorry for the giant all the time. He liked it but was
abandoned.”

Dean walked over to sit next to him. Look at the big blue
aquarium. “Literature has always been like that.”

The bright face turned to look at the unfazed youth. “If phi
Dean is a giant, what do you do with Phra Aphai and the
mermaid?”

Dark eyebrows broke. “phi is very narrow-minded.” He

pretended to think “maybe eat mermaid and come to Phra
Aphai to ask forgiveness again.”
“Hmmm.” The little boy nodded.

“Then if it’s Parm, what will Parm

“Eat them both,” laughed, responding immediately with a

sweet sweet smile. “I don’t like people who cheat. If he has
someone other than me, it’s better to eat them all.” 😂

“Yeah, but why are you looking at me?” Dean laughed in his
throat. “But it’s okay.” Beautiful eyes look into the little
boy’s eyes

“Rest assured, phi is not a cheater.”

Parm quietly took a deep breath and walked along the road.
That damn heart was still beating fast ever since.

Okay.. phi is not a land crocodile..,

Oiiiiii.....

The boy slapped his head. He knows phi is not a cheater

because he never has bad news. Only news won in
swimming petitions. Parm is not an innocent and obviously
ignorant person.

Not stupid until he doesn’t know what he and phi do is “flirt

“ and it keeps growing. They talk to each other in the
morning, until they take their hand, until they date.

I’m happy, but also scared. Not from distrust of phi Dean,
but as if something was holding them like an invisible chain.

He walked slowly and glanced behind him. Dean followed

him like keeping his distance once in a while. This man
knows how to attack and retreat with rhythm. Let him
breathe and talk to himself.

“Nong Parm”

“kh.. khrab” phi Dean’s voice pulled him back from his
thoughts. It stops when phi holds her wrist.

Dean lowered his face to see a large aquarium filled with

many jellyfish. The room is completely dark, with black light,
helping to illuminate the red and blue light of the aquarium.

Like being in outer space

“Let’s sit down.” Dean touched his elbow. Parm himself

followed that with ease.

The two of them sat on the sofa in front of the jellyfish

cabinet. See it swim. The little boy’s voice spoke to the
mother, frustrated by its contents, smiled before gradually
leaving, leaving the two men silent.

“beautiful, nice”

“Like dancing”, staring at the jellyfish moving around the

cabinet. Like a beach suit, waving in the water

The young man laughed, “Dance,

“Looks confused...”

“....” how do you feel now?”

Damn parm. He turned to look at the person sitting next to

him. With eyes full of questions.
“What are you worried about?” The beautiful eyes are now
as deep as the sea.

“I……” The hands lying on the sofa trembled. “...Afraid.”

Dean touched his cold fingertips as if consoling. The sharp

face moved closer to the tip of the nose, almost colliding.

“Believe in phi?”

The heart that was shaken was gradually warmer. The

confused big eyes slowly calmed down. His eyelids dimmed
as he felt hot breath, curled up against the skin of his cheek.
The boy nodded slowly, instead of giving an answer.

“Phi is here. He whispered to the lips, and then the lips then
returned to the temples, whispering “ There is nothing to be
afraid of. Touch the kiss on the spot on the faint temple.
Pressing until a child groans in the throat

“no longer...”

Proud eyes, strong heartbeat, one hand interfering with the

other. The other party lost the peek line as if exploring his
face, he touched the chin, jawbone, chased to the temple.
Poking finger tips at the mark of the youth (former gun).

Hot breath. The tips of their noses touched the skin of each
other’s cheeks. Their hearts danced and grew stronger.
Desire and depth call for the whole body to vibrate. The
memory is confusing, confusing,

“phi..” The boy who called out his voice blurred.

Dean took a deep breath, feeling like he was drowning. He

touched his chin and pushed it slightly, using the tip of his
nose to pull away from the cheek...

And dragged to the lips,

“Mom has a fish wearing a skirt!!!”

A child’s voice sounded so loud. Snatching the two young

men out of the mood. The two of them hastily turned their
faces away. Breathe, hold.

The hottest summer life of a strongly compressed Parm

really wants to shatter the glass and then throw the Jellyfish
away.

He almost.. almost..

Kiss

Uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..

The more he thought about it, the more scared and

embarrassed he became until his hands and hands were
sweating, then felt someone’s hand not let go of his hand.
Still holding them

“Parm,” Dean called out to junior. Secretly worried because

the other party was shaking. “Parms.” He called repeatedly.

The owner of the name raised his face until he was

surprised. The darkness made her look a little blurry, but
rest assured that it wouldn’t show her blushing red face.

“phi Dean” his voice was serious, making the young man
tense up instantly

“khrab”
Bright eyes stared at Parm unfazed. Then Khun Parm from
Thai dessert club spoke..

“Do you like to eat, jellyfish salad?”

Chapter 11. InTouch

The familiar black car moved away from the fence of the
condo, with the young boy waving at the end. Smiling
deeply. But then put his hand to hold his head, wobbling
until he had to stop walking and ask what was that.

Do you like to eat jellyfish salad? Parmmmmm What else to

do !!!!

the boy sobbing to his own stupidity, even though he

couldn't laugh at himself. Today Phi Dean took him to the
aquarium. Remembering it, his shoulders still shaking.
Enough to pique, think of the puffer fish, so nervous until
doesn’t touch the free dinner today at the Thai restaurant
on the way back. Of course, the free menu is jellyfish salad.

Hate the jellyfish huuhhhhhh.

"Oh," when he wake up from his daze. The boy smile slightly
and let an older person carry a bag to the elevator room. He
widen his eyee when the elevator door was about to be
closed in front of him.

"please wait!!"

Fortunately, the person inside heard and pressed to wait.

Parm hurried to get in and then lifted his face to the helper.

"Thank you,"

"it’s okay" his tone is generous and then laughs.

The person in front of him is tall, airy, slightly wavy hair,

gathered into a cluster at the back of the neck, wearing a
frameless eye glasses. Long dark black eyes with slender
eyebrows. He is now dressed in a black shirt, dark denim
pants, backpack and carrying a cylinder. Scent of mild
fragrance Parm secretly swallowed up his saliva because
this Phi had a high sex appeal.

"which floor," he asked when he saw the boy standing still

and keep staring

, "Oh I’m top floor, eight" answer while simpering, he felt he

had a bad manners

"Aha the same floor"

for a few minutes, there is no sound from both of them until

eight’s floor. The two people walked the same way until they
had to peek at each other. And then cried out when
unlocking the room, they happen to live next to each other,

"Room 801" Parm open his mouth shocked,

"Oh, room 802." The young man laughed and like it.
“coincidentally, I’m sorry to nong that I like to slam the door
loudly”

Parm shook his head. "Never mind. After all, there was no
loud noise lately. Thank you for the dessert"

,"never mind. when I scold my friends, they rob the fridge,

and all my provisions" he said and Winking his eyes "my
name is Sin (Art), age 25, I’m an architect. nice to meet
you"

(picture : Phi Sin/Art, from the author’s book)

the boy grin. He glad to know the one beside his room. "I
am Parm, 19 years old, Faculty of Economics, T university
khrab"

Sin raised his eyebrows. "Hey, I’m also graduate from there,
my little brother also study at T university too. I’ll introduce
him to you next time"

They both talk a bit before departing into their own room.
Parm dropped himself on the sofa and drown his face in the
cushions. He smiled at himself because he is overjoyed. Got
to travel with phi Dean and to get to know the person next
door.

"Hey," when he turned over and looked at the ceiling, he

suddenly startled when the mobile phone in his bag ringing.

"I also didn’t check my mobile phone yet" while opening his
mobile phone he have to frown upon because of the
notifications at facebook, it became animatedly too many
"Hey, what's going on"

he became more frown when he see himself being tagged at

some photos. Parm opened his mouth into the Abyss scream

"Hey !!!"

the picture is him with phi Dean was sitting and eating in phi
Sorn’s restaurant !! ?? Wait, what time they shot it ???

Baby Babe - Oyyyyy, today, go for a walk in Siam and find

the good stuff.

* Photos *
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khun Phan ma - eeii !! Nong Parmmmm, Nong Parm,

Economics faculty, first year, so cute is this coming with phi
Dean? Dating, right? !!

Pipo Pita - @Parm sooooo Ai Parm. What is the story? Tell

me.

Lemon - Screammmm @ $ #% $% ^ # Answer us nowwww

!!!

Papaya salad is not spicy – with nets, with pink color, two
people dating. oyyyy

Wanida Pa-chu – Wait wait see his first facebook status is phi
watching him down !!!

Parm’s hands are shaking. The vast majority of comments

immediately hit the facebook. This time, his damn heart
almost jumped out of his chest.

Photo of a fish tank in a large high-sized aquarium attached

to the page,shine on him as a backlit shadow. Although it is
not clear, but for a famous person, people definitely know
for sure. More comments than before, plus Team came to
tag again! And what is the caption !! ‘What are you doing
under the sea? Answer !!!’

While the little boy was shy and would die, the elder who
just arrived at the house read the comments in the mobile
phone. Click ‘Like’ the picture of eating together and
throwing the mobile phone onto the bed to go bath in a
good mood

***
"too slow !!! Faster! "the voice of the coach shouted at T
university’s swimming pool

Today the pool is crowded with swimming club members

because of the race coming near. The club president
pushing up from the pool after practicing for a while. The
beautiful eyes looked at the watch and decided to take a
shower, change the shirt at the dressing room.

"today you’re so strong, aren’t you? President" The sound of

greetings is very loud with heavy arms put onto Dean’s
shoulder. Dean just roll his eyes and pulls the hand on his
shoulder.

"Hungry," he complains.

"Oh, isn’t your nong got up and make breakfast?" Win made
a daze. Because last time he invited him to eat breakfast,
he was declined that Dean had eaten from home.

"Del woke up but Don complains” he answer while wearing

his student shirt and button it up, said that ‘he scold me
completely.’

"Karma. This is what you got if you keep things away. The
nearest cafeteria barely has anything left. a lot of people eat
in the canteen, you have to queue a little." For Win, he has
already eaten and has prepared bread after practice

"I’ll Wait to eat at noon" Dean responded without hesitation.

"you’ll be hungry to die "

"So just divide your food."

"So, be hungry, go die." Win shrugged. Went to pick the
towel.

Both of them carry their luggage. Say goodbye to the coach.

Prepare to find something to eat at a convenience store. But
not yet out from that place, the club president is hit by the
junior.

"Phi Dean, phi Win, sawatdee khrab." Team smiled and

greet.

"Oh, what's the matter? Aren’t you practice this evening?"

Win said

"Yes, there's someone coming" he said while turning to drag

someone standing hiding behind pillars,"come here"

Dean raised his eyebrows when the person is the boy from
the Thai dessert club. Smiling at them and his hands,
hugging plastic box tightly

"Nong Parm?" Because since traveling together and being

bombarded in Facebook, he was teased until he refused to
come to the swimming club. Together with the cooking club,
there is another job.

Parm handed the plastic box to the other hand. The smiling
person give it to him and said, "this morning Del Line me
and said that phi Dean hadn't eaten breakfast ..."

"so he do it for you phi" Team said represent his friend "I
don’t know what to do. He don’t want to see you phi"

Win nodded "I wanted to see nong, what is there more

unique food?"
"but there is just a little time. so I made easy food to do."
Parm, in a hurry, argued, fearing to draw a magnificent
dream.

Dean opened the plastic box and found something similar to

… a normal sandwich??

"What kind of time, you tell me" Team complain "so this is a
normal sandwich huh?"

"Hey, isn't it your own order to bring ham, eggs, sandwiches

and fresh vegetable salads?" Parm didn't give up. Delivery
from him is complete. Some days he order the menu for few
days, depending on the person asking it.

"What bread is it looks like a Doraemon bag?" Win considers

the food in the box as interesting. He pretended to take
from his friend to eat, but was hit by a slap in his hand with
the box’ lid and then closed.

"Pita Bread Like a round sliced kebab bread and then cut at
the middle. See, I also practiced a lot to do with chicken,
black pepper and cooked to.. But " early to describe to the
blonde-head senior, but the later turned to tell the owner of
the glittering eyes when watching him

" thank you "short sentences with smile. Dean begin to

smile more every day

Win took a glimpse of the junior, while Team turned to look

as if they knew each other. Causing a dilemma, hot cheeks
even more hot, he scratched his head, don’t know where to
look at anymore.
"Well, ahem ... you know you have to eat now, the class
starts soon," Win warned clearly.

The young man nodded, but before leaving the faculty He

grabbed his hand.

"We met at the cafeteria ..."

Parm smiling gladly and nod to squint "I'll Wait"

....

"I'll wait,"

the sound of a bright young man reach the ear of someone

who tried to walk away

"I won’t go." Korn answered frustrated. This child, forcing

him to go to have lunch together.

"I will wait ... until you come." He waved and separated to
the cafeteria

"InTouch!" Korn shouted loudly "go die !!"

At that time, he didn't think he would go back to the

cafeteria again at 8pm, despite having gone home. To meet
an idiot boy, sitting, falling asleep, waiting with two cold rice
dish that has not yet touched

.............

Despite not wanting to come near

Despite not wanting to be too busy

Despite knowing that it is dangerous

But the heart gave up

..

"In"

"Hey sat* Dean !!" (*sat : cursing word such fuck/damn/shit,

has no exact meaning so up to you to use either of them)

Dean jumped almost drop the box. He blinked his eyes and
looked around, looking confused

“what’s so bad that made you standing, calling, not

answering." Win looked like a friend who didn't trust much.

" it’s okay, just think about something." He massage the

temples. The brain is blurred and blurry. Something like it.
He tried to imagine, but can't imagine

"going to eat before going to class. Just 15 minutes left."

Win dragged his friend along the path, helping to hold the
sheet on the other hand." Well, that’s it. What exactly
happen to you? "

Dean frowned." What did you say? "

" In "

the heart of the young man jerks and then shines.

"you said … In. "

***
This lunch hall is full of many students. Manow walk hand in
hand with Dale to buy rice, allowing two young men to sit at
the table.

"ManNow is close to Del Née." Team looked at his friends

who held hands.

"they practiced the script together every day, not

completely alienated. She played as a sister," Parm
explained as he continued to play mobile phone. Now,
friends in the facebook are raising up because the image
with phi Dean. When he does not accept the friend request,
he doesn't feel good, but he himself doesn't post anything.

Phi Oom said to use this opportunity to post about Thai

desserts, then don't forget to tag the club. Thinking it was
not bad, so he went down to make a dessert. Leum Gleun
and the image that had been taken in the previous time.
The result was work. There were people who took pictures of
Dean's desserts and leum gleun and screamed. Playing him
off the phone, pretending to die for many days.

"here you are" The delightful sound of the swim club vice
president makes two young men startled.

"Who invited you?" Team teasing, the owner of the golden

head shrugged, didn't care.

"Then nong, please move a bit, okay?" Win took his feet to
the junior, which Team agreed to get up, but it was good to
sit on the opposite side. And instead of chasing, he would
sit, but then walked to sit beside the person who moved
over.

Dean, who walked behind him, looked at his friends. He left

himself to sit next to Parm. There’s the only option.
"Thank you very much for this morning." The young man
picked up the plastic box and hand it back. Which the other
party was smiling wide when he saw that it was completely
empty.

"well, it’s not much to be divided with me" Win was sued but
seemed to be ineffective because he just laughed at instead
of sympathy. And then got heavier when Team repeats the
wound with a bad word

"I'm sorry. If it's not for phi Dean, Ai Parm is more cold than
you think"

"Team! " the person who talked about, his face is red, but
not before being hit by reality.

"Oh, phi Dean, you come back?" Del smiles when he comes
back to the table. Today she has lunch with her brother. The
girl giggling Intended to tell the other brother when she got
home.

The young man made a surprised face when he saw his

sister holding a rice dish with ManNow. When he realized
that these two people had been close together from the
rehearsal, he was just nod. At the end of the meal, everyone
talked to each other, especially Del, who seemed to like her
big brother. It’s been a long time she wants to do so. a smile
can be seen from the people attending the table.

Parm can feel good atmosphere of the two siblings Even

though the elder still looks awkward, it is considered better.

"hu",someone touch the tip of his finger, make him to grope.

He turned to look at his side. But the other party is still in
conversation with his friend. His lips are tighten, cheeks
clear, warm up slowly.

"is there something?" Team said, but the best friend shook
his head.

"No," the eyes fell, looking at each other. The right hand
that was inserted under the cloak was catch by a big hand
that didn't know when it had been inserted since. Dean's
long, slender finger is entangled to his finger, and their
hands are intertwined with each other,

warm, gentle .... and then ....

tuk tak (sound of heartbeat)

I could die...

Dean, who is listening to Win, tells the story of the teacher,

glimpse the young boy beside him. He smiled with red
cheeks and shaking eyes. His hand trembled, but he held
his hand and did not release. The big man secretly throws
hot breath, forcing himself to grab the other party to
manage.

Patience. He's less.

"Parm are you sick? Your face is red" ManNow leans forward
to reach his forehead. Parm jumped and shook his head until
blown.

"No, I’m okay." When he turned to the eye, the cause was
even more excited and he could die and can’t wait huuuuu.

"What are you doing at the next month's open house

event?" Del said, which is the topic that everyone is
interested in at this time. Next month, T University Will held
an open house for high school students to see the subjects,
including visiting the teaching of various faculties At that
time, the university stopped studying all day because of
changing the whole university into a venue.

"Each faculty member has a seminar at the main meeting

room. The faculty representatives and professors will have
more people to speak. And according to the faculty building,
the booth and activity are organized to see that it was made
as a base for accumulating points for this exchange." Team
tried to think about the details that the teacher had given.
Personally, he went out to the activities of the swimming
club, so he didn't know what the group was doing.

"Well, the swimming club has a demonstration on how to

swim .." Win Looked at the club president "The activity of a
young man falls into the water"

Dean roll his eyes. "Think yourself, take responsibility for

yourself. In the morning I had to help the faculty first and
then go to the club in the afternoon."

"Longing but terrifying. Let the first year to be the one who
swim." The first year member of the swimming club shrill,
but couldn't do anything. The acting club also use
celebrities as an attractor. As for other clubs There are many
interesting activities.

"Oh, yes. The day before, I saw the Economics faculty talked
with the president of the Thai dessert club here."

Parm nodded, "Aww, Faculty of Economics asked the Thai

dessert club to open a snack booth. They saw that it would
lure the childrens. The cooking club saw that this stage
could be used to launch a new club name at the University's
Quest Buffet, from Thailand, Chinese, Korean, and Japanese.
So I consider not to go home."

" so What dessert Pham will make? " Win’s eyes

immediately shining up

"The club talked about making bu lan dan mek (Thai

Traditional Dessert- Rice cake with egg yolk drop). Because
today we can’t meet again, we still can’t figure out what
else should we make."

(pict : bu lan dan mek)

" make lukchub."

Parm jumped." Eh, "

Win smiled evilly."make the star shape na” his sound

spoiling the shy boy. When he saw him shaking his head.
The more he laugh, turning to shrug the eyebrows to the
person who is still teasing. Team smile slightly.

"phi Dean, what kind of dessert is good?" Dean raised his

eyebrows and turned to look at the boy next to him. He
tightened the hand that he held a little bit more and said
slowly,

"Leum gleun?"

"Oh," the first one to shout are Del and ManNow.

"Oops, hahaha." Come from Team with Win,

"phi Dean!" Pham shout almost pulling his hand out, but the
other one held tightly. The young boy opened his mouth
before turning. He slipped his eyes to the other direction,
not daring to catch anyone's eyes.

Play with his fingers stroking the back of his hand like this.

***

The black sedan soars through the dark at almost midnight.

Today, the swimming club holds a meeting on the open
house event until late, with the final work summary. The
president of the club had to drag long to make the
documents, send to the university about the matter to
complete the events. The mobile phone on the driver's side
just extinguished the light. After a while, he talked to Parm
and told him to sleep first. Because he himself looked very
tired from the club activity until the next few days. sitting
and eating bread from a convenience store he bought in the
morning

The young man turns the steering wheel when reaching the
village area. Drowsiness began to awaken until he had to
slap his cheek. The foreground image is blurry, not clear.
Soon he is being pulled into a dream

..

"Hey, don't burn the kitchen !!" In scream at Korn and grab
his boyfriend, screaming at the pan with fear of death.

"To fry the chicken, we have to use much oil." The two
hands locked into a bewildering look.

"But not to the point of emptied the whole bottle." The

younger man lifted the pan and pushed the body back to sit
on the sofa. Korn was squatting in front of him and grabbed
the other cheek.
"I want to make delicious food for you na na".

"make it the other day after I teach you." Hold his hand.
Squeeze gently before entangling their fingers together.

In, he pretends to let Korn swoop the body until the young
man's face is tucked into his chest. Then two legs and two
arms embraced tightly.

"Phi.. In can't breathe." Korn uses two hands to push him to

the sofa. But it seems that he is not even listening

The boy moved his face closer. Whispered at the ears of the
other party.

"Then .. eat something else first?" Snap the ear and move to
kiss the heavy jaw.

Korn laughed. He caresses his lover through a thin t-shirt

until the body in his arms was startled. Tease each other for
a while before the clothes fall out, turning into fervor with a
whining voice

If he knew that after this he would not eat food again ... In
would allow his lover to burn the kitchen.

If he knew that they would not be able to love each other

after this .. He would hug him all day and night.

he know that this will be the same forever ... He would not
let me go

"I love you so much. Phi rak In"

ckiiiitttt !!
The sound of the brakes to the road and the car that jerks,
stopping at nearly hit the wall of the house to just a few
inches more. His hands tighten at the steering wheel, face
pale, heavy breath, shocked by

"madness,"

he withdraws his heart and then his head falls on the

steering wheel. Dark eyebrows frowned on the temples,
biting his lips. A small sweat sprung up from the tension of
the person concerned. Someone's face is becoming
increasingly clear. But his brain resists

"khun Dean !!"

"phi !!"

The cried sound heard, Dean see from car’s mirror. the
young man must grope his hands to unlock. The car door
was snatched open and the housemaid, the gardener, even
his brother rushed in.

"Are you okay?" Don held his brother and flip left and right.
He was going to sleep, but heard the brakes in the front of
the house so he came out to see at the balcony. When he
saw the car, he was frightened and rushed out of the house
despite his bare feet.

Dean shook his head, gently slapped his shoulder.

"Never mind, just not fit. Got a headache." The gardener

helped to support him get out from the car. Much time until
he is able to stabilize and the eyes are clear.

"Go to the hospital?" the housemaid ask, it’s good that Khun
Del sleeps well. Don't know anything.
"No, I'm okay." Dean waved, didn't want to bother. "Don,
take the car to the garage .. then .." He looked at the three
people present. "Don't tell anyone about this. I will probably
sleep in a long time."

When he was stressed, he didn't want to admit it, the three

were just able to nod. Dean was seated and sent to the
bedroom. He denied taking medicine or taking care of
everything. Can only leave the body lying on the bed with
fatigue. The big hand stretched over the forehead, the eyes
fixed on the ceiling in the darkness.

"In .. huh?"

End chapter 11.

Chapter 12. Red Thread

“this way khrab, you guys please walk in groups so you

won’t be lost. Come to the Economic’s faculty of T
University khrab” the person calling the highschool kids is
holding documents, looking right and left and talking in a
blaze.

Today is the university’s open house day.the kids from all

highschool gathering here until it’s crowded. Parm turn his
body left and right feeling tired from helping the preparation
at the club until finish. At the basement, right now stood a
small Thai dessert’s booth, to be distributed to the kids who
attend the seminar. Last night they make the dessert
starting at 2 am until 6 am in the morning, and still cooking
the dessert till now.

“what dessert is this phi?”a cute little girl, her hair braided
neatly walking with two other friends looking at a weird
dessert in a cup.

“is this fushion* cup dessert? It has blue color with yellow
dot in the middle” a girl took her cellphone and take a
picture to upload it at the social media as usual (* the
original thai writed as fushion)

Parm laugh while picking the dessert with spatula and put it
in a paper cup for those kids.

“bu lan dan mek khrab, do you know?”

Those kids just shake their head, the put a cunfused look as
if that is not a Thai food.

“this is an ancient Thai dessert. The middle part use an egg

yolk. Bu lan means ‘moon’. It was made to convey the
feelings to the moon in the sky. Try it”

Those girls look at each other and then eat the dessert in
their hands, a little while after, they widen their eyes and
look each other again “hey!! This is really delicious, where
can we buy it?”
“it’s like ating a custard filling, really tasty”
“the dough is like nam dok mai dessert, oh, I like it”

All the club’s member laughing looking at them, they are

very happy. Eventhough they are dead tired when they go
back to the club room because they had to sit and steam
hundreds cups. Also, making bu lan dan mek has to be in
perfect timing. When the dough is ready it has to be put in
the cup instantly round around the edge of the cup, so it will
make a hole in the middle. And then put the egg yolk in the
hole and mix with sugar, then steam it. The reslut is those
beautiful desserts. Making that dessert have to be so
carefull, some people even sit all night until their face are
wrinkled.

“you can only get one each person, if you want more, go to
the economic’s faculty to answer some quiz. If your answer
is correct you will get a coupon to be exchanged with
additional snacks. There are also Phra phai dessert” phi Giffi
show a cute snack inside a paper cup. They are so colorfull
with sweet beans filling.

Those girls creaming excitedly as if they’ve never seen a

cute dessert like that. They soon walk away to find
economic’s faculty becase of the temptation.

“Parm, go to rest. You’ve cooking all night, haven’t you?

There will be other members who will take over” the club’s
president said to her junior because she saw him cook those
dessert till late at night, and just sleep a little, and then
wake up really early to cook again.

The boy ruh his eyes and said that he will be back “then, I’ll
go first, bye-bye na khrab”

After got permission from the president, Parm put some

desserts at a plastic box to share with his friends. He walk
along the building while looking at the watch. It is half past
ten so he decide to see ManNow and Del.

At the gym which was used for orientation day, right now it
is full of the acting club’s members, they all busy. In the
afternoon there will be a drama show for the highshcool
kids. Parm see them busy to prepare the scene, he walk
slowly and quietly to meet his two friends who are reading
their scripts.

“huh, wonderfull” Parm smile widely because because these

two girls are wearing flare skirts and bright make ups.

“Parmmmm ha, very excited” Manow and Del scream out

“we need some snacks to prop” and weirdly as if they could
read his mind.

Parm shake his head, he open the box which made those
girls sream excitedly. Those two girls soon take out their
cellphone and take picture and then upload it at social
media.

“is this one for team?” Manow pointing a box beside the boy

“yes, so don’t take it”

“where’s the one for phi Dean?”

“the box beside th … hoi!” those two girls gigling, especially

Del, she take the box for Dean and take a picture and the
edit it.

Parm feels uncomfortable “what are you doing?”

Done editing, click send, then turn her cellphone for her
friend to see “hey …”

“hey!!!”

A picture of a box of dessert with Parm as the backdrop.

Post at facebook and add a heart-moving caption

@Rattanon_dean, phi kha, there is someone who is going to

send dessert for you ♥♥

And tag Parm at the backdrop too!!

“Del!!” the boy whose face is red, hurriedly delete the tag,
but it is impossible to compete with the fans who monitoring
the social media for 24 hours, they soon comment and like.

Manow hifi with her friend, they laugh like crazy. It seems
these two girls are together too much lately.

“uii! Phi Dean replied!”

Parm shocked and averting his eyes somewhere else

“phi said if you looking for him, just go to the management

faculty, he’ll be there until noon” those two girls turn to look
at their friend with bright eyes “right, Parm” and end up
screaming because he hit them.
The boy is teased but can’t fight. Suddenly a heavy hand
leaning on his shoulder.

“bringing more snacks?” Alex stretching his arm to pick up

the snack inside those girls’ box, and then smiling satisfied
with the taste.

Parm smile to him and pick up his bag while push his hand
from his shoulder, feeling uncomfortable.

“right now, there are some snacks left at the faculty khrab”

Alex shake his head “even if I go there, Parm won’t be there

right now” he said while pulling Parm closer “have you think
about it?”

“Parm …” Manow said in a low voice. Parm smile and shake

his head then push the senior’s hand politely

“I remember I had been rejecting you, phi”

The mix-blood young man shrug his shoulder “what if I ask

you to think about it again?”

“why should I waste my time thinking?” Parm answer and

smile “because I’ve never had that kind of feelings with you,
phi”

Alex clicked his tongue, his lips smiling, but no one know
what’s in his mind right now “because there’s someone you
like?”

“yes” the boy’s answer is clear made the two girls can’t
stand to scream
Alex smile to the answer “hmmmm …is it Dean?” he stop
flirting because he know Dean, him and Dean are in the
same faculty and same year.

Parm atay quiet and sigh “I need to go, I had other

bussiness. Manow, Del, I’m going, bye” he then squat down
to pick up his bag and the snack box, then turn around to
leave the gym.

“not official yet, right? I still have a chance” the young mix-
blood man shout and make Parm stopped and turn, and
then smile.

“how do you know we’re not official yet?” Parm answer

while waving his hand. He heard Del and Manow scream
loudly. His legs hurriedly walk out the gym, and when he’s
outside the gym, the brave boy squat down and close his
eyes

Shit

Very

Embarassing!!!

At the management buliding 11 o’clock, the visitors are

sparse. Maybe because it’s almost lunchtime, the kids are
looking for places to eat lunch. Parm stare at the big, clean
building in front of him, hesitant to go in or send Line first to
tell phi Dean that he come to send the snacks.

“oh, nong Parm”

A voice greet him and a heavy hand lean on his shoulder

from behind made Parm shocked. He stare at the person
who is unknown
…who??

He doesn’t know this person “seeing Dean, right? I read the

facebook, you’ll come to send the snacks” he said while
pulling Parm’s wrist who is standing still, stiff. He pulled to
the faculty’s multipurpose room. He doesn’t care the
confused look on the junior’s face.

“Dean, you nong has come”

“hoi, phi no need to shout” he tried to stop the senior from

shouting, but it seems useless, because people around them
had stare him with the same look.

Parm ended up letting the senior to drag him to the faculty’s

registry. There are a group of management’s students with
name tag, sit in a group, everyone smile friendly. While the
one he is looking for, he seems just finish talking at the
phone because Parm saw his phone in his hand and then
put it inside his pocket, and then stare at him.

“welcome, where’s the dessert which I heard it took a long

time to cook? I have to try it” aomeone from the group ask
about the snack before the others without knowing the
frustration of the owner of the snack behind him.

Dean wave at him, but when Parm want to come over to see
him, Dean’s friends hold him. In the end he can’t go
anywhere. Dean can only stare at Parm and bow his head

The boy smile awkwardly, took out the box and everyone
soon take the snacks. The group rob it very quickly, Parm
quickly grab one bu lan dan mek and phra phai for Dean.
Which he worried there won’t be left for him.
Less than 5 minutes those two kinds of dessert has gone,
followed by the satisfied sound of the students who have
never eat them.

“delicious” traditional Thai dessert, Dean lick his fingers

because too bad all the foods have been eaten by his
friends.

“very tasty, soft” a friend scream excitedly “what snack is

this? Never seen them, it’s round, made from sticky rice
flour, but the filling is sweet and fragrant, with salty coconut
milk”

“yes, the colours are cute, put in a cup like this made it
even more cute” a girl take a picture

“it’s bu lan dan mek”

Parm shocked and tie his eyebrow, phi Dean seem to know a
lot about traditional Thai desserts. Very strange for this
management student 3rd year to know a lot.

“my grandma, she loves to makethai dessert” dean answer

as if know without being asked, because Parm’s face is
clearly shown

Critique, interesting snack, made everyone open their

cellphone to search, that make Parm to smile.

“what are you guys doing?” a group of people sit behind the
table, of course phi Dean too. What makes Parm wondering
is the string. A thread? A string like thread are lined up, the
colour is bright red and tied to their pinky finger. The other
end of the thread hidden under a table clothes.

“oh, this one?” a girl who doesn’t tied by the thread explain.
She also call two other highschooler to listen.

“to build a good relationship between senior and junior, also

to know the management faculty better, we made “buddy
navigator” which will be choosen to accompany the tour
from top floor to the lowest floor. Usually one of us bring 1-5
students, now the junior can choose one on one. And the
method isn’t difficult. We use the red thread method” a
senior girl take a thread under the clothes.

“we cover it with clothes, so we won’t know who will be

choosen. These handsome seniors are the one who sit at the
end of the thread” the seniors smile to those kids, except
the president of the swimming club, who made the
atmosphere so tensed.

A highschooler try it, some people even put their arms

together over their head like worshipping before pull the
thread as if believe in superstition. A little boy got a senior
girl, he jump excitedly in front of everyone, it seems that girl
liked by many junior.

“nong Pham want to try it?” a senior girl who explain ask to
the boy who laugh at a small highschooler who got a ‘big’
buddy.

“eeehhhh…. Me too?” Pham point at himself “I’ve been in

first year, phi”

“but you laso have to know about management. No refusal”

she said while push him to stand in front of the table.

This time, all the girls and boys are screaming. A girl want to
be his ‘buddy’ even went so far as pull her own thread for
Pham. He just stand, considering which thread while
peeking at phi Dean. A slight smile begin his own adventure.
Pick

The boy take the thread and the gave it to the senior earlier.
The people at the end of the threads look at eachother, who
had been choosen? The girl the pull the thread in front of
everyone, the widen her eyes, shocked.

“what good deed did you do in the past?”

“it’s that person right?”

“what does it means?”

“you really are match”

Some people screaming, some people took picture and

upload at the social media, some girls screaming and
jumping with their friends. While Parm open his mouth wide.

… at the other end of the thread is tied to the pinky finger

Dean Rattanon sit quietly stiifen, and then his friends begin
to push him. This time, Parm will be with phi Dean.
Eventhough he is shy, he can’t do anything. The senior girl
then cut short the thread and tie the other end to Parm’s
finger.

“usually the tour will take half an hour, but I’ll add it to be
45 minutes because Dean has been helping a lot. So it’s my
turn to help him, 45 minutes ok, please enjoy as you wish”
the girl pat Dean’s shoulder and wave

Dean roll his eyes and then turn to look at the stiffen boy
“let’s go …”
Soon after they step outside, his friends at the whole
building shout at them

“wish you happy, have a lot of childrens, has a lot of

gandchilderns! Even the whole town!”

“sat!!” Dean cursing his friends while pointing his middle

finger but being laughed at. Eventhough Parm also teased,
but he is laughing happily.

The building of management faculty is u shaped, in the

middle is a mulitpurpose yard which is now used as the
venue. Dean take Parmwalk slowly, show a big and small
room, and the library with big window show the garden
outside the building which is the best view.

Parm, the faculty is not small at all” stand in front of the

glass window enjoying the view “the faculty has small
library so we don’t have to go to the main library”

Dean talk a little “look at this big, the seniors who had been
graduate most of them are bussiness owner” while waiting
the junior enjoy the view tho the heart content.

Then walk to other room, audiovisual room, computer room,

Dean explain with low and soft voice in a rhythm, make the
listener seriously listening. Their distance gradually shorten,
with the red thread still attached to their fingers.

“wait till finish visiting the classrom, then we’ll find

something to eat” Dean said to the person next to him and
smile. Parm nos and smile, and soon the topic shifted to
food.

“I’ll bring the snack this afternoon before they’re all gone”
thinking about his bestfriend who is busy with the swimming
club. No snack, he must be starving “oh, I’ll bring for phi Win
too”

“let him be, it’s just Win” Dean said and laughing. But he
know because he have to go to the club too “but why did
you think of making phra phai?”

“oh… that snack has a meaning … so … I want you to eat it”

Parm answer while hung his head down

Dean raise his eyebrow and tighten his hand “want me to

eat? What is the meaning?” this time Dean ask, eventhough
he know the snack, but he doesn’t know the meaning.

“phra phai is a snack used in a wedding ceremony” Parm

look down “made from sticky rice flour which represent the
strong bond of … love” slowly he raise his head nd look into
the beautiful eyes which is staring at him right now “the
filling is sweet beans means …” his cheeks become hot “the
sweet love”

Tuk tak (sound of heart beat)

Dean’s heart beating so fast, he sigh, close his eyes and

shrugh his eyebrows

“who teach you to be like this?” Dean cursing

“what? Let me gooooo” Parm screaming when he suddenly

pulled somewhere

Kreak

He stood still when he brought someplace. He turn to look

and know that behind him is a big window with a closed
curtain. At this time, they are inside an empty classroom.
His face becomes red, standing nervously, doesn’t know
how to handle this kind of phi Dean.

Dean embarrased and frustrated. He took off the red thread

from their finger, but it doesn’t mean anything. Dean took
his cellphone. What’s wrong? Then flip the screen and show
it to Parm.

It is a clip when he was confronting phi Alex!!!

“Del sent it to me few minutes before you arrived at my

faculty” this time the beautiful eyes blinking, the sound of
the clip resounding at the whole room. Every words heard
clearly, even Parm’s answer who was rejecting a famous
star while walking away

[“hmmm… is it dean?”
“excuse me, I had another bussiness, Manow. Del, I’m going,
bye”
“not official yet, right? I still have a chance”
“how do you know we’re not official yet?”]

The scream of those two girls ending the clip, then flip the
screen again. Parm at this time not only his face is red, he is
sure his whole body is red.

“Parm” Dean walk closer so Parm hurriedly grab the curtain

to cover his face. Dean almost laugh out loud because both
his ears, even his neck is red “nong Parm” he call again, and
then try to grab the hand which hold the curtain to snatch
the curtain \’the curtain is dusty”

Dean’s power is stronger than Parm, so the curtain soon

released from his hand, but Parm still not give up

“don’t look! Don’t look!” he tried to cover his face with his
two hands, but failed because Dean pull his hands from his
face. Never been so embarrased until he wanted to die like
this before.

Dean walk closer and smile widely, his eyes sparkling,

winking at the red watery eyes.

“just being close is already red, huh” Dean tease him

“phi Deannnn!!!!” Parm couldn’t talk anything anymore, just

scream to fight

“I’m happy you answer him like that…” Dean said

Parm tightlips , hearing him said honestly like that made his
legs shaking.

Next time he flirt with you again …” Dean come closer and
wishper in his ear “me and you are lover* … understand?” (*
the original words pan chadkan = original meaning is
together/lover in a more common meaning, while lover for
specific is pan faen)

Parm nod his head, if dean let him go at this time, he surely
will run hundred miles, until his heart is dead.

“I will never let you go again na” the senior laugh at the
junior

“huh?”

“I’ve been waiting for a long time, I won’t wait again … Parm
understand, right?” he had been waiting his whole life, so he
won’t let him go again.

Parm sigh, then nod again, his fight decreased. Dean

doesn’t want to let him go, tighten his grip on the wrist.

“answer” his pointy nose touch the temple. Land a strong

kiss, so strong until Parm jerk

“understand … khrab” his voice is blurry, hi hands slowly

raised up, grab Dean’s arm tightly. Hot breath, soft touch at
his cheeks made him melt.

“understand …” Dean move his lips to the hot cheek

“ …Understand that …” Parm move his face slightly, their
lips just slightly away
…
…
“we love eachother … ah”

Two lips tied together, crushing together, tight and soft.

Dean suck those thin lips until it swollen. They both gasping,
with soft touch and hot from both of them. Dean pull Parm’s
clothes up, put Parm’s weight on his body because his legs
has no more strenght.

“haahhh…”

Dean release the kiss a while to breath, while his thumb still
trailing on the wet and soft lips, caress softly and the kiss it
again.

Not only lips touching each other, but deeper. Parm slowly
move his hand from Dean’s arms to his neck. Open his
mouth and welcoming the the hot tongue which entangled
and sucking to each other until the sound is embarrasing.
The sweet scent from the snack is lingering at the mouth

Phra phai … the sweet love …

It’s been so long until Dean think that he have to open his
mouth to breath eventhough the kiss has been released a
for while, then he hug Parm’s waist because the boy is
shaking al over right now. Dean use his nose to touch at the
cheek, kiss it until satisfied, and then kiss his temple. After
that he help to fix the crumpled clothes from their play.

“oke hm?”

Dean said, but Parm still hide his face on his chest and grab
his shirt tightly, refuse to let go.

He just shake his head and refuse to raise his head.

Together like this is very embarassing

“hey look at me” Dea try to push the boy from his chest, but
he is more hardheaded than he think

In the end, the dictator president of the swimming club lick

his ear, make Parm to jerk and stare, Dean soon raise his
eyebrow and smile

“answer me first”

“y..yes” Parm answer stutteting. Feel more flutter than

before. He tried to take a deep breath and exhale. But when
he raise his face and look at Dean’s eyes, his memory of the
kiss resurface. He feels so annoyed because phi Dean have
to bring him to an empty classroom.

Made the “buddy” understand that he is fine now.

Today at the cafetaria is full. Dean look at his watch and it’s
almost lunch. He told Parm to wait at the table before
ordering for food. His tall figure soon dissappeared. At first
Parm just wanted to play game, but looking at blue app
giving so many notification, he is tempted to open it.

“huh”

He dropped his jaws, almost screaming and cursing to blown

the whole cafetaria, ke is attacked again with hundreds of
comments, someone tag him at a picture of him and phi
Dean in a group

Picture of him bring snack for phi Dean

Picture of him holding the red thread where the end of the
thread is phi Dean’s finger

Picture of him walking together with phi dean going up the

building with their fingers tied with red threads

And the last is picture … when they held hands inside the
building!!!

Hey wait!!! When did the pictures taken? Hey who share
this? Crazy!!!

“what’s up” Dean put rice and cold water on the table. He
frown looking at the starnge face as if almost crying.

“phi” Parm said sadly while hand the phone to see

Dean raise his eyebrows seeing that picture. His face shown
a pity look because his emotion is wrong

“pretty” then return the phone and sit across Parm “I love
the picture when Parm took the red thread”

“but phi!!!” Parm scream while drown his face into his
crumpled arm, Dean just laugh.

“as long as they don’t go too far, it’ s fine” Dean said while
scoop the rice and giveit to Parm “sometimes it made
someone know…” Dean look with his bright eyes “so that he
won’t bothering mine”

Yes… Parm saw Alex’s shadow floating far away over Dean’s
head. Change his worry mood into embarassed again. He
stunned, Dean flick his finger to the plate, calling to eat. The
embarrassed boy in the end eating his rice without looking
at Dean who is now defeated by the rice.

***
Done ch 12
Episode 13 Red thread (2)

After lunch, the two men walk to see the facade of the other
faculty a bit before they separate to do their own errands.
Parm refused to let phi Dean go to the building because he
was afraid of being teased by a group of people. The boy
move the Facebook feed and widen his eyes because of the
Thai dessert club's feed. He was so much appreciated that
made people come to see the Faculty of Economics much
more than the previous year. He keep scrolling down and
find another picture with phi Dean that has been secretly
taken. Which he can only look and sigh

.. Secretly store the files.

the Mobile phone then put back in the pocket After a while,
phi Giffi send Line told him to go to the club room. So he
change the path from the faculty building to the other way,
but only after stepping in

"Be diligent and go to sleep" The president of the club said

before her friends say anything.

Parm put down the bag to wash his hands. The face is still
baffled by the smile of the people in the club.

"Hold your heart to take your hands together, Right?"

Another person added.

"How much do we have to ask the damage fee from holding

a child from our club, President?"

"Forcing monopolies to order food from our clubs fu fu"

This time he hung his head down. He doesn't care about the
seniors teasing, but both the cheek and the face were red
until the people who saw it laughing happily.

"Oh, Parm doesn't have to be this red." The girls rush to

grab the younger's cheeks who tried to protect himself.
Then letting go Parm who is suffocated and fled to prepare
the dough on the other side.

If they know that it was more than just holding hands, they
definitely teasing more than this.

Thinking about the hot incident earlier, Parm raised his hand
and touched his lips gently. As if the warmth of phi Dean's
lips still remains. Including the sweet taste attached to the
tip of the tongue ....... He bowed down and looked at the
dough in the hand that was being molded and ready to wrap
the filling.
aaaaaaaahhhhhhh

"Phi Oom khrab !!"

"kha," phi Oom who is holding the lid, which will start to
steam the snacks almost drop it.

"Can I change to make bu lan dan mek?" Parm request to

change his role from making Phra phai dessert, because it
always remind him of phi Dean, if this keeps on he'll die,
definitely gonna be dead.

the senior made a puzzled face. But saw her junior's

request, with a wistful eye, in the end allowing him to
change their position. Parm came and lift the candy tray,
arrange them in a large battered. Fortunately, the hot steam
helps conceal the ruddy face, not letting anyone know what
is going on.

----
(Flashback memories)
----

"In, do you really want to go out?" The nearly 30-year-old

woman asked her little brother who is ten years apart "If
Dad knows .."

"Phi will help me cover it, right?" The boy made a wistful
eye on his sister's arm. "Just half a day, I want to go to see
phi Korn." Since his relationship with Phi Korn was caught
until it became a big argument for both sides, he was
detained for months. Lucky that today, both his parents, are
not home. It is Convenient to sneak away to meet each
other.
Anhtika sighed with her brother's hardhead. She nodded,
"Do not go until late. dad will call the house to check if we
are home."

"Umm, I'll hurry back." Tied the shoe, turned and rubbed his
7-year-old niece's head.

"Where do you go uncle In?" The little girl hugged the doll
staring on his eyes. One hand hold the mother's shirt tightly

"Uncle In, have a business. Will be back soon. Alin, take care
of your mother, ok." He loves his niece, plus the name is
Alin. "uncle In's niece is like a western doll Cute, red
cheeks",

Looking at the two uncle and niece, teasing each other,

although she should feel good, but she was dismayed and
wanted to say no. When he stood up and prepared to go,
she hugged him tightly.

"What would you like to eat for dinner? Phi will make it"

In laughed, gently rubbed his sister's back. "So .. let's make

a big hamburger with chom som chaom*." (*sour soup egg
curry)

the sister laughs with the menu that complete opposite.

Because Hamburger is the favorite of her daughter. In like to
spoil his niece,

"Okay, I'll make it for you."

"Love you. Bye." He waved and rushed out of the house and
left his sister and his niece who are looking at him.

"Mother, what's the matter?" The little girl jerks her

mother's shirt and starts to ask "Mother ... Why are you
cry?" tears falling down without reason.

Anhtika cried, not because embarrassed of her little brother.

She rubs herself hard. Then bowed down to her daughter

"Mom is okay. Let's go to pray. And then in the evening we'll

go to supermarket to buy delicious food to make for uncle
In."

" Yea "Alin jumped happily

That day, Antika didn't think that the big pieces of

hamburger and the delicious aroma of chom som chaom ...

...

...

her little brother couldn't eat them forever

----------
(End of Flashback memories)
----------.

"Smell sour?" (* sour = chom som)

"Hey !!!" People in the club startled. "How can the smell of
Bu lan dan mek become sour?" Some people rushed to see
the sweets that had just been lifted from the steaming. But
the aromatic scent is a sweet, luscious aroma

He rubbed his nose and frowned. Try sniffing again and don't
smell sour.

"Wondering if I catch a cold," he complained softly.

"So enough. Take it as a cold. Wait for the dessert to be

delivered to the faculty, then rest, the other staff will
manage the rest. Parm just take a rest", phi Oom pick up a
plastic box and hand it to him, she know that he will take it
to his friends.

" here it is. Go to your boyfriend, or to your gig or to anyone

as you wish"

"phi Oom !! " Parm's face became red. Why should I return
to my boyfriend again? Everyone behaves like knowing that
something has happened or has it been intercepted ??

"Go, go, it's almost three in the afternoon" the senior had
already put the snacks inside the box and shove it to the
junior's hand

Then he is pushed out, feeling lost. the young boy just stand
in the middle of the university. He tried to open the Line to
see the message from Team, saying that he is still
swimming. He immediately decided to find his friend at the
club.

Laughter and loud hilarious sounds throughout the pool

area. In addition, the cheers call attention to the people who
passed by here. The decoration at the entrance of the
swimming pool, inviting people to see. He went inside, he
looked at the watch on his wrist a little before gradually
sneak into the crowded situation inside.

It seems that the swimming demonstration is over. There

are only a few young boys who swim in the water with three
arches set at the edge of the pool. And use a standard size
pool instead of a water tank. As for the balls used, there will
be letters written, for example, if someone gets a ball with a
butterfly shaped on the water. That person must swim a
butterfly style around the pool. It seems that this was the
vice president's idea to practice.
Parm tried to smile when he saw Team just got out from the
pool. He is in break now. He waved and wished that friend
would see Then the unexpected happen

..phi Win turn and his eyes are stare at him ..

"Oh, Nong Parm !!", Vice-president of the swimming Club,

deliberately shouted to call out despite not being necessary
at all. Team that took the towel to wipe his face stopped and
looked. Including all the remaining members turned to the
entrance at the same time. Fall into silence, almost retreat,
preparing to escape

"food!" Team rushed in and grabbed his friend with a

glittering eye "where's the snackkkk"

Parm immediately rushed to send the box. Plus another big

box

"This one is for Team and the other people in the club"
owhhhhhh

the rest of the members wailed. Looking at the person who

just come as an angel, happy when they hungry. The vice
president rushed to grab the arms of the junior on the other
side and received the snack box with excited eyes.

"Thank you. It's good. Ai Dean just walk to the club room,
wait a moment"

The boy shook his head. "I stopped to bring the snack for
Team and the people in the club."

"there is no special delivery for 'phi' except for Team?" Win

makes a wistful voice.

"Yes. There is" Hold the bag to see.

"Then for phi Dean ..." Team pretended to ask.

"phi Dean already eat" Parm answer his friend,

"aww" the bass sound is familiar heard from behind. "So this
time, no snack for me?"

Parm turned his back to face phi Dean in the swimsuit.

There is a towel on his neck. The head is still wet. The
beautiful eyes that look at him looks funny.

"there is! I bring it." Hurried pick up another box, send it and
invite a smile and laughter from his best friend and Win.

"come on, come, what are you standing here for? eat the
snack" The members gathered around to pick up the snack
and finish it. While the president took three ball round with
cute colors to the mouth
"Do you like to eat phra phai?" Win ask with his mouth full.
Even though it was delicious, but personally, he like it to the
point of intoxicating

. Dean shrugged. He responded to his friend, but his eyes

glanced at Parm. "right now, I am impressed with Phra
Phai's dessert taste." Snap another ball. "Sweet .."

Parm's cheek becomes hot, hurriedly stared at him, hiding

from the eyes of those around him. The sound is light.

"phi Dean, naughty ..."

Dean hear it and smile, quite satisfied.

"Wait until we're done the work and then let's go eat" Win
said after he finished the snack. The juniors then gradually
collect trashes and clean around the pool.

Dean tied his eyebrows and turned and stared at the person
sit beside him. Until the boy was startled, and then point his
finger toward his face

"Ask me?"

Win laugh "No, I asked him. But it looks like he has leave the
duty to make decisions on Parm."
huiiiii

The members of the club exclaimed around them. Because

the voice of the vice president is not low at all, causing the
other people who are collecting garbages to hear it clearly.
The smiling, joyful and glistening eyes are recording, that if
the junior from the 1st year of the Thai dessert club comes
to the pool again. They would have to arrange a special
seat. While Parm doesn't know what kind of face he had to
make. The president of the swimming club goes to the front.
Accepting that if Parm decide, then he'll follow.

"haeee, to be the who decide huh !!" Team elbow his friend
gently. But was hit by a full force until he scream. He doesn't
expect that when his friend is embarrassed, he will be this
cruel.

"Wait for ManNow and Del first," Parm said about two girls
who should be soon finish the drama. He is very
embarrassed, doesn't dare to look at his friend's face

"just invite them all along" Team proposed "it's fun to eat
together with many people."

Parm nod. It is concluded that this evening they will go to

eat together.

After fired up to pick up the two girls, they call the scream
from people standing in the gym. Because it is rare that the
president of the swimming club will come here. Plus a good-
looking vice president sent a smile to everyone they come
as a set that is extremely cost-effective than the popcorn in
front of the cinema. In particular, Team complains of hunger
every five minutes and there is also a story that the swim
club president is standing up looking like another half-star.
They spent an hour driving and all six lives arrived at E mall
in the center of the city. They're so happy as if almost
honoring the national flag

Dean, Parm, Win, ManNow, Del and Team walked away to

discuss what to eat. Win asks for Thai food while the girls
ask for foods with cheese. Finally, ended at the famous
Shabu

When the shop was decided, the person who knew the way,
Dean, walk in the front. The two girls who are talking about
the drama that is shown today walk in the middle. And Win
with Team walking behind

"Uiii Del look at this" ManNow jerks her friend's shirt with an
excited tone.

Del turn to look what ManNow shown. Her older brother

walked quite quickly at first when he turned to see Parm's
slow step, he's slow down the speed until he walked side by
side and bowed down and said something that caused Parm
to shout at him, put his hand up, grabbed the shirt of her
brother, with a smile and warm eyes. It's seems ...

"good"

"veeeery good" ManNow smile, secretly take picture and

post it into the secret room in Line

Del giggle while wondering the meaning her 'good' and

ManNow's are different.

.... Well ... that her big brother can find an important person
is good...

"Dellll !!" This time, ManNow held her friend's hand. "This is
good, Full HD*, so gooooodddd." (* the original written in
english Full HD)
Del consciously look at his brother again and her cheeks
became hot. Because this time Parm's hand that was
holding the shirt was pulled out and held tight. He looked
up, shy, cheek red, tried to say something, and pull his hand
out, but Dean shook his head, holding his hand firmly, not
letting go. Finally, tightlipped, and turn his face to the other
way.

From where they stand, it is obvious that they hold back the
smile. His eyes looked at the floor, allowing phi Dean to take
his hand and walk. While Dean himself had a smile at the
corner of the mouth. Little action, but merciless to the heart
of those who are peeking at them.

Del hot cheeks glimpse into the lime that is now gagged,
screaming with trembling eyes

... Okay, it is acceptable ...

it is good, but she's just 50% of ManNow's level

***

The soup in the pot is boiling. Smelling fragrant. Six people,

two pots, they are starting to eat a fun dinner. Team quickly
dipped the meat into the pot, swinged and cooked, then
dipped in the dipping sauce that was mixed by the members
of the Thai dessert club. Actually, there was no special
reason, just a personal belief that anything was eaten, this
best friend's made is definitely delicious.

When he said this, everyone on the table looked at Parm

with the same eyes. Suffering, because in the end he have
to mix the dipping sauce for everyone.

"Today, the drama that plays is about love's destiny. The

hero of the story wakes up and finds himself with a red
thread tied to his finger. So he left to find the end of the
thread, where it was ..." ManNow start her story. She sit
opposite Del. Next to her is Win and Team. On the opposite
side, next to Del is Dean and Parm

"What's with the red thread? Normally when you waking up

like this, you cut the thread right away." Win asked, throwing
a few rice into his mouth, almost emptying the whole bowl.

"Boo, not romantic, aren't you?" ManNow point her

chopsticks and began to explain. "Japanese people believe
that the soulmate has a red thread tied together on their left
little finger. Like a vein from the heart that is tied to the
person of their fate."

Team nodded. He had read from some comics. But when he

saw the senior member of the club's face seems to be
confused like a lost golden haired dog, so he picked up his
mobile phone, slid the three knuckles and showed it in the
middle of the dining table. "it's like this"

Everyone looked at him and shout 'uuiiiii' almost together,

"Hey, Team !!!" Parm screamed, hurriedly grab his friend's

hand, but didn't catch it. Team immediately sent to phi Win,

"Ahha, understand if it's like this." Win finish looking the

picture, smiling at the junior of different clubs that now
seem to blow himself to death.

"just you wait" Parm held a grudge against his friend and phi
Win who laugh at him. That was the picture of him and Dean
with a red thread tied together.

Dean shook his head. Arrange to send a large piece of meat

to his sister to prevent anymore tease until his face will be
black. And send another piece to the special person beside
him. His eyes are glittering when he saw the red face to the
ears.

This kind of symptom .. it's not good for his heart. It's really
not good.

Del chewed the meat from the older brother and help to
change the story. "Oh, when practicing this drama, Dale
heard the legend of the Chinese red thread too." Put the
meat slices into the soup pot until it is semi-cooked, she lift
off when it has soft texture.

"Is it different from Japan?" Win filling the second dish. While
waiting, he turned to steal the meat from his junior. He
stopped eating because listening the story. Team completely
forgot his meat. So he changed the target to the dish of
ManNow. But alas...she's smooth, couldn't be stolen

"In Japan, it's tied to the left little finger, right? But in China,
there is a belief that those who are destined to have a pair
of red ropes tied to each side of the ankle. "

When hearing that there's different tie in different area,

everyone are wondering how each thread is different and
what it means.

"Did you ever hear about it?" Team who started to feel full
ask "A pair of unrequited love they will tie the rope or red
thread on the wrist together and kill themself. Because they
believe that the red thread will be the link for them to come
back to meet again. "
Tuk tak

Parm felt himself has a strange feeling while the girls

muttered that they had pity for Team's story.

tuk tak ...

"and when it comes to reborn They will feel like they've

known each other for a long time. they've waited thei whole
life, " Team's voice began to farther
tuk tak

"When he met, how would he feel? ..." and the sound of the
ManNow was more farther

...

...

felt .... warm, longing in the chest ...

["Promise that we will find each other. Until we found ... "]

his eyes are hot. Tears flowed without reason

["Umm .. Promise"]

...

...

Huh !!

Parm is startled. He just realized that his face now is full of

sweat. Heart beat fast, like something shocking. He took a
deep breath. It seems that his friends at the table don't
notice what has happened. But the person beside him ..

"phi Dean", Parm called with a blurry voice

Now the beautiful eyes are looking at him. Looking with

deep eyes, looking for something, watching while he tight
his grip on his hands as the answer

If, phi Dean does not hold his hand and squeeze it, his
consciousness will be far more distant. Two people look at
each other as if they have something to ask but can't
imagine. Finally, both of them spoke at the same time.

"promise" "promise"

what promise? Why this word?

Dean frowned up, feeling a headache, more hurt than when

he almost drove and kiss the wall of his house.

"What promise are you talking about?" Win asking about the
words they said earlier. Parm hurriedly drove his eyes down
and looked at his own bowl of rice.

"Oh, I promise to drive him home." Dean answer while

nodding. Parm widen his eyes, turn to look at the man, he
doesn't understand it

waittt??? When did you promise it phi ???

"aww, no need to tell." The team pretended to be frantic.

Just seeing his friend make that face, he knows that the
president who he respect is bound. A good clubs member
should help to encourage.

"So drive safely, phi Dean send Parm home na kha. Del
bring my own car and probably visited ManNow first. Will go
to take the things left in ManNow's room." Del play as a
good kid. But she actually had to go to ManNow's room
because last night she left her script at the friend's room to
rehearse the last chapter

Parm turned left, turned right, started following his friends

suggestion. Today, he actually didn't bring the car because
he thought that the parking lot had to be fully loaded. He
came with Team in the morning and intended to return
together.
"Okay, deal*" Win fill up the third bowl of rice, "Eat fast for
another snack." The iron stomach man reaches to steal from
the president of the club. But was quickly slid away until the
chopsticks dropped at the table. (*the original words are
written as okay, deal)

The laughter was so loud and loud that he felt a strange

feeling. After a moment, the conversation changed from a
romantic story into bing su. Which restaurant is delicious?
And became a serious debate topic

Dean smiling at the little boy, inviting comments from

friends. Their hands still hold, don't want to let go. It felt
familiar even though they had just been held hands a few
times. Did not feel strange but familiar as if they had been
holding hands for many years.

Red thread ... Soulmate ..

Young man sighed He picks up his mobile phone, searching

for something. Something ... that will help to clear his
doubts?

The sky is dark When the car turns to the road. Soon the
black sedan turns into a familiar condo. Dean drove to the
entranc, So that Parm can carry the goods easily.

"really phi Dean, today, I am daydreaming again." Parm

picking up the books and talk,

"Huh, daydreaming?" Dean raise his eyebrows "What time

did you sleep?"

"I didn't sleep." Laughing happily. "How to explain, It's like

having a glimpse of image in the head." Point to his own
head and make a face "when I made the dessert I Felt like I
had a niece."
"niece? Is there any? "

Parm shook his head." My mother had only one relative in

America who was not married. As for the relatives on the
father's side, I haven't met them for a long time since my
father had cut all ties with them, until I can't remember
anything. My younger brother is only 15 there is no way I
had a niece."

"are you wanted to say that you want to have a small

child?" Dean leaned over the hands teasing and laughing.

" No, it's not like that. " Parm hurriedly screaming."Just it's
surprising I felt that I had a niece and, there is an older
sister too."

This time, the older person laughed out without cover. He

rub his head with compassion.

"you lack of sleep. You need to sleep. After this, go straight

to sleep. "

" Hui, say that I am sleepwalking." Parm hit the big hand
gently. And then pick up everything in his arms "go, thank
you for sending me back"

".........." The swim club president barely choked himself. Day

by day, he couldn't resist smiling, and even today, he had
just tried the sweetness of his lips. He can't help but ask ...

"Can you give more than a thank you?" He narrowed his

eyes to the boy

"Eh" Parm widen his eyes.

"If I ask for more, can I?"

Sigh,

a young boy, startled and wobbling, his back lean on the car
door. While the older person took off his seat belt and move
closer,

"Ah ... Ph.. Phi" Parm said, stuttering. In the brain inside his
head, he is more panic, the sharp face move closer. His
heart is beating and dreaded to a heart attack for today.

When looking at the position, where he could not escape,

the junior of economic faculty face the problem by closing
his eyes.

Will .. happen ... then ..

Kiss,

touch soft lips on the forehead, make people feel exploited,

look down. Parm lifted his hand to touch his forehead with
blank stares.

Kiss .. forehead?

Dean laughed in the throat. He look at him with a funny

look,

"Good night, Khun Parm", gently pointing his finger at the

tip of Parm's nose.

Dean opened the car window. Looked at the younger person

who had gone down from the car and still baffled as he
unable to catch his breath. Honestly said that he himself
was fully patient, trying not to bully him more than this
because of pity. But if his reactions are this cute, it make
him more and more motivated by his 'naughtiness'
Beautiful eyes look at the body gradually Slowly walking
away from the car. Blurred images begin to appear in his
eyes, with a feeling of jealousy in the heart. (* T/N = the one
who got jealous is the person in Dean's image)

Slim body that is higher than Parm and longer hair ...

Parm? ..who? Like .. but not? (* the sentence means =

Parm? He's not Parm, Who is it? Someone I like... but it's not
Parm?)

Dark eyebrows frowned up, feeling a headache again.

[phi ... phi Korn]

"phi Dean!"

the Greenish-gray eyes startled. The person who should

have gone come back again he doesn't know when.

"Pa..."

before he could finish his sentence, soft lips, touch into his
lips of fully. Crushing, squeeze slightly, until he feel the
wetness and then slowly pulled out his face completely red
and shaking the whole body.
"nice dream"

talk lightly before running toward the condo, let the other
party sit and stunned

You dead! Parm got Dean until he had to curse in his heart,

his big hands stroking his face hard He laugh in the throat.
The warm feeling that was melting in the moment. He
touched his lips, secretly regretting that he couldn't keep
up. Otherwise, it will not end just touching the lips.

Dean sighed with a smile. Manage seat belts. Hand held up.
He found that the screen is still pending at the spot where
he printed for something on the dinner

Dean shake his head hit the cross screen then go to gear
the car out to return home

Parm is Parm. Who else that can be?

* the picture translation : Intouch gun killed accident ...
(Flashback memories)

" Disgusting !" The father's voice was loud along with a
punch to the face . The taste of blood spread to the entire
mouth. InTouch looked at his father with a painful look , his
heart breaking .

"In!" He glanced and saw his lover's body being held by two
big people.

" Don't go near my son , you're a mafia kid ." Father pushed
him until he staggered - staggered before the pull the collar
up almost dead limp . " Didn't I tell you not to mess with
them? What they did , we never know! Do you understand !
One day, the police will arrest them, do you want to arrested
too? Are you going to give a home to the enemy ?! "

The sound of rain profusely from the sky were roaring .

Everyone's body was now wet and cold . In looked at his
lover's face , now his eyes filled with purple because they
didn't know it would be like this. They didn't wait for things
to calm down, but secretly ran into each other without
knowing that their parents were watching them.

They met at a suburban restaurant . lusted by getting out of

the car and having to face each other . The first thing that
pops into your head is overlooked .

A man half -life that is sitting in the car smash his cigarette
out of the window . She looked at the son of the eldest were
soaked with expression of disappointment .

"I didn't think you 'd be this stupid , Korn," a raspy voice cut
in .
Phi Korn bit his mouth until it bled . The man 's eyes were
sad , filled with warm water that looked different , but one
could see his lover being scolded alone .

Now, the restaurant parking lot , no one dared to get

involved , other than their group . When Korn's eyes turned
and made eye contact with In, he realized intuitively . He
flinched when his lover waved his hand , turning around to
punch those holding him .

Run a way!!

(End of Flashback memories)

...

“Phi Korn!!!”

Shouting loudly, calling out in the bedroom, Parm gasped,

sat up, and took a breath. He spilled lightly on his wet hair.
Even though he turned on the air conditioner until it was
cold, he was still sweating all over his body.

“Rain?” The boy looked out the window with sleepy eyes.
The sky is quite dark. When he picked up his cell phone, he
realized that it was already ten o’clock.

“Another nightmare,” Parm wiped his tears. Wet pillow. But

the more he cleaned it, the more it flowed until he sobbed.

Thinking about losing someone.

He didn’t like this atmosphere. He doesn’t like rain.

Parm let himself lie in the middle of the bed, staring blankly
at the ceiling, letting tears contemplate his dream. A
person’s name stuck to his lips. Know that he is important
but can’t remember.
“What’s his name Huaaah?” Turn around and lie down.

...want to call phi Dean

Tense....

Parm was shocked, almost like a cat.

“Shia, don’t step on that cutter, it’s a cutter”

“okay ok that’s enough”

“You borrowed my room and still cursed?

“Oil, don’t be so bad!!”

The commotion on the wall made Parm interested in

listening. Today, room 802 has visitors and seems to be the
same group that likes loud noises. Parm sighed, getting out
of bed to the bathroom to freshen up his body.

It’ll be a little more midday, then he’ll make a brain-wake

lunch to wake up from feeling crazy.

Loud noises in the small kitchen, with music from the CD he

borrowed from the team. Pork soup gravy with the aroma of
onions, galangal, lemongrass, coriander, pomegranate, is
dropped on the large prawns just bought yesterday. Then
followed by adding the mushrooms and boiling them.

Thunder!

The sky roared, causing Parm to raise the song and then
toss in the chili paste, mix in the fresh cream, melt it into
the soup in the pot and add the seasonings. He hummed a
song to sink from the dark sky and tasted Tom Yum. The
slender eyebrows furrowed slightly in discontent and put
down a slice of lemon.
This time, the chef smiled and said,

“Very tasty.”

***

“phi Sin, you there, khrab?” Parm shouted, for now his hand
was holding a pot of Tom Yum for many.

A loud banging sound hung from the inside of the room,

then the door opened with a familiar face with Phi Sin who
felt strange because the junior from the next room came to
call.

“I made Tom Yum for lunch. What do you have for lunch?”
bright smiling eyes.

Sin looked at the window which was now pouring rain. Come
to think of it, he sent Line to let someone pick up supplies,
but because of the traffic jam it would take too long.

“Hey, what’s this smell?”

“my stomach...mine”.

The sound of wailing from the room made Sin hastily lift the
pot and invite Nong to come in.

“Parm, have you eaten? Let’s eat together?” Then arrange

to place the soup pot on the dining table. Fortunately, the
rice was just cooked, he planned to eat it with fried eggs.

“Is that good?” Parm acts attentive, but gets hit by the
adults.

“You are too considerate. Come and eat together. Hey, come
and eat!! Here, room 801 makes it” shouted the nagging
monkey and sat in the interior of the room. For a moment,
he heard the sound of light in the kitchen.

“Delicious smell of Tom Yum soup” The first one came

running to meet a new friend and braked suddenly.

“Nong Parm, this is Nong Parm from the first year economics
faculty, you guys.” He turned to the other two friends
behind.

“Well, the real one looks better than in the picture.

Sawatdee khrab Nong Parm”

“You know him too?” Sin went to get rice. Parm was quick to
help. The boy couldn’t behave properly when he was seen
by many eyes watching with interest,

“ho, phi Sin, he’s famous. Good at cooking delicious food,

beautiful smile, good character. Has a picture on the
university board. What’s weird knowing him?”

“What cute boy wouldn’t like you and would fall.”

“Hey, hey, I have an imaginary partner”

Parm is confused. Quickly turned around and opened his

mouth, letting the seniors stop talking, but no one was
interested

“imaginary couple?” Sin put six plates of rice on the table.

The room was really cramped.

“Yes, wait a minute. Call him first.” He spoke into the

bathroom door and banged loudly.

“You are taking too long, hurry ai sat!! Get out, you have
someone you want to meet.”
Pam was in a daze. He was grabbed by phi Sin to sit on a
chair, then filled with a spoon in his hand.

“Haa, tired. Who wants to meet me?” his voice is not

friendly with his friends.

Dark skin, tall, prominent nose, but the most familiar are a
pair of gray-green eyes.

The young man was panting.. Don’t say that……

“This is ai Don the demon couple, your phi brother, nong

Parm”

Really phi Dean’s brother too !!!!!!!!!!

The atmosphere at the dinner table was now cheerful, with

the youngest in the room peeling the prawns on his own
plate. All the seniors teased and admired the delicious taste
of the food.

“Parm usually eats slowly?” phi Sin said while adding

another dish, he asked when he saw that the rice on the
nong plate was still more than half the size.

“Not really khrab, but I guess you guys eat so fast so it looks
like I ate too slowly.” Laughed dryly and hastily scooped up
Tom Yum with a sour taste.

His eyes looked at the opposite side of the chair and was
surprised, because the owner of the gray-green eyes was
looking at him, looking at him and making him worry. Phi Sin
knew that he was looking him in the eye, so he turned
around to hand out mangoes to the nong.

“What are you looking at? Nong can’t eat if you look at him
like that. What’s your problem ai Don.”
Don made a wrinkled face and rubbed his forehead, which
was now red. He was about to open his mouth, but his friend
spoke first.

“Nong Parm, I want to get to know you a lot”

Parm took the soup and then turned to the person who
asked.

“Okay, picture taken with brother ai Don. You guys really are
a couple huh?”

Parm choked, coughed, his nose ran, tears fell, rushed to get
phi Sin’s tissue came to wipe.

“This reaction means right instead of the answer.” Now

everyone put down their spoons, and turned to look at the
pale face nong.

“But the pictures on the internet are very clear. Really?”.

Flicked a friend who had just scooped his meal.

Parm tasted bad. He didn’t know phi Don would be friendly

like Del or scary like phi Dean. As far as he only knew from
Del, he saw that he was a simple, quiet, crazy sportsman.

“You want to know, right?” Don wiped his mouth and got up
from the chair.

“Wait and see” Raised an eyebrow at his friend. Then

walked around looking for a seat next to Parm who didn’t
fully understand.

“Eh?” the boy screamed as Don wrapped his arms around

his shoulders and held him firmly. Don took his cheek
against his cheek, raised his hand, took a selfie, even
though Parm was still staring at him.
“Wait a minute” Parm closed his eyes at the touch of the
skin, phi Don was not arrogant.

Don took lots of photos until he was satisfied. Then he sits

down, selects an image and presses send to Line group.
Everyone looked very displeased, but waited to see what
would happen.

The young man put his cell phone in the middle of the
dining table. For ten seconds, it shook because Phone call.
The owner of the cell phone looked at the name of the
person who called him smiling and then pressed the
speaker.

“What?” He answered the call jokingly.

[“kyaaaaa, phi Don!! Where did you meet?! Why don’t you
take me?! You’re the worst! Then you eat together with
Parm? Send me a Tom Yum pot. You’re not good!!”]

The loudest girl’s voice broke through the speakers until the
audience burst into laughter. When he realized that
someone had heard him, Del was even more frustrated at
his second brother,

“Wait, where’s phi Dean?” Don rushed to ask before his

sister lashed out again.

[“Phi Dean was out so early. Look, everyone left me alone at

home.”] her voice is sad.

[“Parm ja, pity me. I want to eat some snacks.”] Exclaiming,

not feeling the need to be polite to her brother,

Parm smiled and responded cheerfully. “Okay, let’s eat next

time”
The girl let out a pleasant voice. She shouted at her older
brother and cut the call.

“Ho, my sister, very serious. Don’t know how to handle her”

“Really, in case you’re worried about your sister seeing you

with Parm too much.”

Don shrugged, “but on line people both have read it na

woiiii”

Parm smiles, feeling weird, turns around. He looked at the

selfie for just a moment and didn’t know what it was.
Thinking really hard trying to eat and not thinking too much
about it.

The sound of a cork at the front of the room made Sin widen
his eyes from the pleasure to come. He gets up and turns to
smile at Parm.

“I thought it was the person who sent the supplies. There

should be more food to eat together.” The door opened, but
from the corner they were seated they couldn’t see who had
entered.

“Sin you really eat first?” Newcomers complain about being

left out. His voice was familiar, so Parm looked at the face
suspiciously.

Tall body with a smile, trade, walk into the kitchen. Two
hands full of food bags

“Phi Sorn?” how could Parm not be surprised and open his
eyes wide?

“What’s with Parm, making Tom Yum, so you have a chance

today? Wait, let’s taste your cooking.” Sorn placed the bag
on the dining table. “I heard someone boasted for a long
time that your cooking was delicious.”

“too much talk” the voice of the person who came later
seemed unemotional. He was wearing a dark shirt and
jeans. Tan skin is amazing, emphasizes a sharp face, looks
more attractive

“...phi Dean”

“how did phi come?” Don asked. Frankly said that at first he
was frightened because he thought his brother would come
to deal with the accusation of touching his nong.

“to see me in the morning,” said Sorn. “At first when I said I
was coming to see Sin I still didn’t care. But after seeing his
hand he held his phone and looked and said he would come
with me.”

Don glanced at his brother and smiled. When he saw his

eyes, he looked back, he quickly got up and fled to sit next
to the others while making whispering sounds

“choose original partner”

“Huiiiiii”

“Should be. Since coming, staring at Nong Parm. Ai Don

dammit you are so smart.”

“Take a picture to upload on facebook.”

“Aren’t you afraid that my brother will break your neck?”

They whispered, but Parm heard it clearly. The white cheeks

are now red. Not daring to look at anyone’s face.

He wanted to go back to his room immediately,

But couldn’t because they saw the entrance.

“Then it’s not wrong when I saw Dean’s car a few days ago
in the morning.”

Sin handed a plate of rice to a new person and nodded to sit

beside Parm.

Dean shrugged. “I just found out that you moved here phi.”
He didn’t think that phi Sin would stay in this condo and
didn’t even think that he was beside Parm’s room.

Parm looked at this person first, who was gradually moving

to find the person close to him. He tugged gently on Dean’s
phi shirt, looking at his face with questioning eyes.

The young man understood, smiled, put down the fork.

“Sorry Parm might already know, but I’ll introduce him

again.” Dean pointed to the younger brother who was
staring at him. “That’s Don, my brother”

Parm nodded and looked at Dean’s finger

“That one Sin ..” silent a little, wait to see his reaction. “Phi
Sorn’s Girlfriend”

“Oh, huh?” the little boy made a mischievous face.

“phi Sorn is phi Dean’s friend. He‘s Phi Sin’s lover. And phi
Sin is my ‘brother-in-law’,” Don explained curtly and pointed
his finger at himself.

(** P’Sorn is Dean’s friend, the owner of the cafe in chapter

10, Sorn is Sin’s girlfriend, now Don’s girlfriend is Sin’s
sister, so Don said Sin’s brother-in-law.)

Maybe the world is too round..

After finishing the introduction, there was a war in the room.
The presence of eight adult men in the room made the place
inadequate. And in the center of the living room, now
scattered with the architects’ devices

Sorn himself, when he finished eating, could only talk for an

hour and begged himself to return to the shop. Parm himself
was very reluctant to ask to return to his room. But this time
he didn’t come back alone.

Sin stood at the door, waving to Dean and Parm who

retreated to the room. Beside him, Don smiled widely, eyes
sparkling, Parm barely dodged behind phi Dean.

“Do as comfortably as you want, now we will play music

loudly. I will make sure that your noise will not be heard” Sin
raised an eyebrow at his junior who was currently tying his
brows.

“Nong Parm has a father, has a mother

Na phi.. be patient....” Don had a chance to tease
considering having phi Sin as a shield. But when he saw his
brother’s eyes, he came back. He was shocked.

“See you next time, Nong Parm,” he said, waving his hand
and rushing to the room.

Dean felt he should apologize for his brother’s behavior. He

admits that he has never won an argument with phi Sin. He
couldn’t handle someone like this.

Parm became even more shy and hastily swiped the card
into his room, his hands shaking.

What loud noises are they talking about...!!!!!!

(You’re innocent kid, yes that voice....)
The sound of the rain outside the window had fallen heavily,
with the clock hand sliding to number 3. As soon as he
entered the room, he went to open the music player from
this morning.

“I don’t like the sound of rain,” he explains with a smile. “Phi

Dean would you like a drink or not?”

Dean shook his head.

He walked in to find someone else and then lifted him onto

the sofa, pulling his hand to sit beside him.

Music from loudspeakers loud with rain. From the chaotic

atmosphere, Parm who had now become quiet seemed stiff
at first, but when he saw that phi Dean was quite relaxed,
he started to loosen up again. Breathe in the sweet scent of
phi Dean’s body, wondering what it smells like. Shaving
cream? Perfume?

When the body begins to feel comfortable, his head tilts

gently, leaning on his shoulder. Parm looks at his pulled
hand and holds it in lap. Fingertips fused together,
apparently Dean’s hand was bigger and stronger than his.

Parm closed his eyes and squeezed his other hand slightly. It
was the first time in 19 years that he had completely
forgotten about the rain.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P5VFTPL3Er4

The rhythm of the music changes

And start the rhythm again.

Dean placed his fingertips on the back of the white hand. He

saw the long eyelashes that were closed as if absorbing the
atmosphere and it caused him to close his eyes. Music from
a soft CD, lulls two people into a trance.

Use your heart to listen to each other

***

song

Where do I ask for happiness? The man who passed me

Asked me an umbrella. But on the one hand, he has one.

Surprised by the raindrops

...

(Flashback memories)

“Rain. Let’s go together. Wait phi, I will send you to the car.”

While looking at the umbrella in his own hand and looking at

Korn, now he opened the umbrella and stood beside him.

“But I have”

“Come on.”

..

He asks if he wants happiness. Try closing the umbrella for

a while.

And look at the date and time. Seeing the drops of water
that hit his eyes

Still wet, right? Or not rain.

 In the sky, nothing at all. If you look at it from now on,

Then dark, then bright,

There may be rain causing a storm. Or the wind drifts

there

Nice to travel for a long time.

Where it goes? It’s just ...

...

(Flashback memories)

The boy grabbed phi Korn’s umbrella and folded himself and
covered it with his

“The umbrella is small and we’ll get wet,” Korn made a

messy face.

“The narrow space will bring us close. Even if we are wet,

we have to wet our shoulders on each side” In said while
smiling at the older man.

“Um Phi, it’s heavy, it’s easier for me to hold. Let me help
you.” Even though he was shorter, he still didn’t give up.

Kont sighed. Then turned himself into an umbrella holder

because he didn’t want to bend over until his back hurt. He
purposely held the handle of the umbrella higher than usual,
leaving the end of the handle.

While smiling and looking sadly with a flushed face then

gradually reach out to the end of the hand and walk
together

...
 Smile, I smile more often.

The happiness I have felt here for a long time. Just

understand. Don’t hold on and hold on. It’s just the
umbrella.

In the sky, absolutely nothing. If seen from here

Moment, then dark, then bright,

There may be rain causing a storm. Or the wind drifts

there

Nice to travel for a long time. Where it goes? This is only

...

(Flashback memories)

“Phi learns technique, it’s cool”

“Why?”

“Will have the opportunity to wear a shirt to cover the head,

and run in the rain together”

Look into the eyes

“Ah, not romantic at all.”

...

I saw him holding an umbrella past

Tears and tears He wasn’t the only one suffering. I’m like
you.
 Did you hear? I want you to try throwing the umbrella
which is holding it heavy.

Throw it away

...
(Flashback memories)

I don’t want to see you lonely anymore

(End of Flashback memories)

...

There is absolutely nothing in the sky. If seen from here

Now, then dark, then bright,

There may be rain causing a storm. Or the wind drifts

there

Nice to travel for a long time. Not far,

Don’t go and

Do not go. I will regret

Because life has to change, no matter who suffers joy just

to see it

...
Suddenly

The music player jolted and everything went black. Along

with lights and electrical appliances in the room. The power
went out, leaving only a faint light from outside the window.
Two hearts dance in memory. In the darkness, they looked
each other in the eye.

“In the morning” Nong’s rash voice seemed unstable. “I had

a bad dream. I don’t remember. But all I know is a very sad
feeling.”

The other man used his free hand to rub his cheek gently for
comfort.

“I woke up full of tears. And this is not the first time ..” said
Parm again his face was red. “I’ve had a dream like this
since I was little,”

Dean took a deep breath. He felt his heart beat as if it was

ready to explode.

A dream since a child was sad and crying...

“... Korn “

Deg... Deg... Deg.... (Heartbeat)

“phi.....Know this name?”

Deg... Deg... Deg.... (Heartbeat)

It was as if the world had stopped spinning, the two hands

holding each other were strangely stronger. Dean felt Parm’s
hands shaking and wet. Even his own hands are the same.

“Parm..” a low hoarse rocking voice sounded

Deg... Deg... Deg.... (Heartbeat)

“Know someone named In or not?”

Deg... Deg... Deg.... (Heartbeat)

They looked at each other as if searching for hidden

memories. Parm felt hot at the corner of the eye. His mouth
tightened before speaking in a stuttering voice.

“phi... promise to find each other until we meet.”

The beautiful eyes looked at the younger’s teary eyes. Dean

moved his mouth to smile. Respond with a roar

“I’m here” touched the corner of the other eye.

“phi is here to fulfill his promise”

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AE7r4SCy_fY

Tears flowed.

There was a loud cry in the midst of Silence.

Parm’s hand reaches and lifts and touches his face. He

touched along the strong jaw, using the thumb on the cheek
then raised to the temple.

Every experience is like a reminder that it wasn’t a dream

“Are you afraid?”

Dean asked, while his arms wrapped around his waist to

hold him close. Lost memories, was it just a coincidence or
was someone fated? The feeling of being a stranger is too
scary
“scared.....but it’s okay.”

Their bodies almost felt the heat and the beating heart.
Look at the sofa. Slightly surprised when hot lips touched
forehead. Dean’s phi touch is polite but always hides
possession.

The boy slowly turned around to see the same rhythm with
hot lips moving down immediately.

“Umm”

Tenderness, elasticity, crushes, squeezes, puts fingers into

short black hair. Slightly press the other person’s head for a
deeper kiss.

They swallow their mouths taking turns to suck each other.

Until when the touch became heavier, he opened his mouth
and let his hot tongue tucked into his mouth.

Hot, sweet, shaking all over the body.

It’s okay not to remember it. Though it’s still confusing...

Just the two of us together is enough.
Sudden

The lights in the room were turned on again.

Music player, play CD back. Music sounds smoother when it

comes

don’t hold back, don’t hold back

don’t hold them to it. Will not regret

Throughout his life, must go through changes, no matter

who

Suffering, would love to see the rain stop

Parm’s eyes looked at the person who was resting his head
on his lap. He stroked other people’s heads, spread short
hair, along with a massage. The boy stopped his hand at the
temple. Press and expand gently. When he saw his
eyebrows, he changed his mind to be mischievous

Pretend to touch eyebrows. Touch the eyelid. Touch the

nose. Then

“Oh”, touch his lips. The hand stopped when the person who
was blindfolded grabbed the wrist.

The gray-green eyes opened and looked at him fiercely.

Dean took his hand and kissed it on the wrist. Rebelled
lightly, but the person gasped, hastily jerked his hand away,
his cheeks reddened,

“you”. He laughed in the throat.

His face wrinkled. “Want to go for a walk”

Dean let go of his brows, took his hand to touch his bruised
red mouth and spoke.

“But your mouth is bruised like this,” then kiss constantly

and don’t stop until your mouth hurts.

“huii phi Dean” the young man is so hot, who made him like
this.

“It’s wet outside. Let’s stay in the room.” Turn it over and
tuck its face into the younger boy’s belly. Two arms around
the waist.

The parm was stiff and could barely hold its breath. He felt
hot breath hitting his stomach. A strange feeling formed for
no reason.

“Phi Dean don’t sleep like this. Sleep properly.” Try to turn
the man to lie on his back. But in vain

Dean deliberately pressed his face on the other’s stomach

which was only separated by a t-shirt. Raised a smile when
he felt a contraction. ...

Cute and kissing with love On belly...

“Uh!!!” Parm screamed, screamed, closed his eyes, and

then slapped the naughty girlfriend on the shoulder.

“... phi Deannnnn”,

The young man laughed and liked it. He lifted his face and
sent a smile to the now red youngster.

“Don’t pretend” squeezed the red cheeks. Then wake up

before he becomes more depressed.
Parm stroked his own cheek. Today he can’t pretend, can’t
do it, but averts his eyes. Phi Dean broke his eyebrows,
dropped his tongue, and grabbed something from his pants,
not picking up something but..

Keychain with car keys, house keys and locker keys. The
youth shuffled the silver label hanging on them and sent it
to Parm .

“Dog Tag, phi loves it. Been using it for a decade.” Hold the
other hand, “Can you continue to handle it?”

Parm accepts it, silver mark, on the plate, there are four
English letters

DEAN’s POV

The little boy smiled and held him tightly. After thinking
about what he would use, he quickly went to the low cabinet
in front of the door. Open it, stand in front of the drawer,
search a little and come back again.

He shows the other party how to keep the tag and hang it
on the necklace.

“With the necklace, nothing will be lost,” said the speaker.

“And this one.. I gave you”

Round brown leather keychain decorated with large metal

buttons. Simple. Nothing seems shallow. Turned around to
see the back with a burnt stamp of its own name, but it
wasn’t that important..

The thing hanging around his neck.

“This...” Dean looked at the thing in his hand and turned to

face him.
He’s not stupid and knows what it is.

Parm stands still. Tucked his eyes down and looked

elsewhere, trying to hide the red cheeks

“Key to my room. Take good care”

Chapter 15 I'm here ..

The atmosphere is now entering the tension because it’s

nearly the final exam of first term. Students begin to study
in groups until late at night. Many clubs abstain from
activities, even the swimming club that has competitions
during December also temporarily reduces the training time.
Almost every seats are full. Even the cafe in the university
area is almost full. Of course, Parm's group also has to find
seats to read books as well.

The ice in the glass in front of them begins to melt. 1st year,
three students of Economics faculty and one girl from the
Faculty of Litterature, sitting at the coffee shop which open
24 hours in front of the university. Today they only have
classes until 2 o'clock in the afternoon. When they finished
studying, they decide to find a seat to read together as seen
right now.

"Can't understand at all woy !!" Team scratch his head and
erased the number problem in the book until it’s wrinkled.
Finally he surrendered and fell on the table.

"Fortunately, Del’s subjects don’t focus on numbers," the

only girl from Litterature faculty relieved. But wistfully
looking at the thick textbook that she had to memorize

Parm just finished reading the book, and then took a break
and playing with mobile phones. He glanced at his best
friend. Before returning to pay attention to someone's
message. During this time, he is busy, but his image with
Dean are still spread all over. This girl, ManNow, dragged
him into a group of secret chat room, so well, but didn't tell
the members that he was the real one. So Parm read
everything and saw an exclusive edition that even though
he was still shocked to find out where they got them, but he
went and talk at this group too. Not just girls, but there are
many boys in this room too

Having said that, fortunately, no one coming out against his

relationship with phi Dean. Eventhough he didn't speak or
pronounce it clearly, but many people guess what it going
on.

But except for one person,

"Oh, studying together?"

The greetings come with a hug on Parm’s shoulders. Team

stopped reading and looking at the newcomer.

"phi Alex" Parm withdraws his shoulders and picks up a

glass of water to avoid the conversation. This senior is very
active approaching him every time they have a chance.
ManNow told him that when he is in the club, phi Alex was
one of a good seniors, so he doesn’t chase him away
properly.

"When will you stop bothering my friend?" Team look down

on him.

Alex shrugged He turned to smile for the girls. In a

coffeeshop he holds a mobile phone, takes pictures by
embracing the person he follow very close. And without
being careful he make the water in the hands of the junior
spill, and smear his shirt.

"Hey, sorry sorry." Alex quickly picked up the tissue to wipe.

But Parm push his hand out and took the tissue to wipe
himself.
"Never mind."

The necklace that was hidden under the student shirt was
pulled out and wiped. Silver tag, sparkling glitter. Alex
frowned before looking and grab the dog tag. Turn to see
the words engraved

D-E-A-N.

The boy pulled the necklace back and quickly insert it into
the shirt. Hot cheeks raise up when the eyes are fixed at
him. It's not just the eyes of phi Alex, but also the eyes of
Del, who is gagging when seeing the Dog Tag.

The famous young star, he really curious more to the metal

thing, the more he like the habit. He knew that he had
rejected. He knows who is the one Parm like. But he also
hoped for a small chance. When he saw the evidence, this
was aching his heart.

"Parm .."

The owner of the name look up at his eyes.

"Did you agree to be Dean’s boyfriend?" Alex's voice is not

so light, and in the coffeeshop, he only speaks in a soft tone.
But at that time other students are read quietly. Makes
Alex's voice loud enough to make everyone turn to look at
their direction with the same look in their eyes

"I've already answered you,"

"But it's not clear." Alex squeezed his shoulder until he

frowned. "did you going out with Dean?" He repeat again.
"Hoy! Phi!"Team was upset that his friend was threatened.
But being hit by someone, and pressed to sit down in the
same place.

"If I am his boyfriend, then what will you do?"

a low voice suddenly ring out from his back. Dean just
walked into the coffeeshop because he had arranged to
meet Parm and accidentally come see the scene perfectly.

Fierce gray-green eyes, looking at the face of a friend from

the same major. Parm quickly rise up and stand beside the
newcomer. He jerks phi Dean’s shirt lightly because he is
afraid that they will make a scene in front of many people.

"phi Win let me go!". Team clench his fists, but the pressure
on the shoulder causes him couldn’t get up.

"Stay still!" Win said in a dark tone "Alex is not an illogical

person. And Dean is not the person who likes to use force if
not needed. "

Alex hit his hands and shrugged off his shoulders. "I don’t
like to bothering someone else’s lover. If he’s really your
boyfriend, I will give up," Alex just needs clarification.

Dean throws a breath. He wrapped Parm’s shoulder and

pulled it toward himself and looked at his friend with a
serious eyes.
"So, you have to retreat." His voice is changed into a clear
low bass tone "Because I don't like anyone to bothering my
lover"

The buzz of the people who listen in the coffeeshop

immediately rising up. Parm stiff, doesn’t have to tell him,
he know that his face is red to his ears, holding his shirt
tightly. It is a matter that is known at the mind but still be
shaken when he heard it.

Alex swear "shit! Since when?"

"had been a while". Touch the hot shoulder, and that makes
Parm even more shy.

The young star looks at face to face with the dark skinned
friend. Even if he regretted, he really doesn’t want to pick
fight with anyone.

"If it’s not for you I wouldn’t believe," Alex walked in and
slap and complained. Until the other person frowned (*Alex
use gu=I and mung=you in a ‘rude words’ to talk with Dean.
‘Rude words’ usually used between a very close friends. So
it means Alex and Dean are actually close friends. The polite
words are chan/lau=I and nay=you. And the most polite
words are khom=I and khun=you)

"tell me if you regret with him nong, I am waiting in queue"

after saying it, he wave and not waiting for the answer. He
walked out of the shop with a loud grumbling sound which
could be heard by the whole coffeeshop, "shit! I am
heartbroken."

"Damn you!" Dean swore loudly and make Parm to startle.

I never saw this version of phi Dean na ....

Dean and Win sit at the table with the juniors. After the
situation was resolved, the young man changed from hold
the shoulder to hold his hands, not letting him go, and
ignoring the eyes of the people who present at the table
that made them wanted to ask.

"phi ... really dating you?" Del is the first to ask before the
others, which is the answer is a nodding from his brother.
They hold their scream, turned and clap with ManNow that
shake hands in front of the red faced boy.

"Then that man will still chasing Parm?" Team that still
secretly angry ask him with concern.

"No, Alex already said that he will retreat." Win aswer him
instead.

"so he really believed that Phi Dean is Parm’s boyfriend? Phi,

I saw he already rejected many times but still chase him,
even when he saw the silver tag just now"

"of course he believe" Win laugh crumbly "If ai Dean said it

is true then it’s true, this kind of thing isn’t a joke, anyone
knows."

After receiving confirmation from Phi Win, Parm then

squeezed the big hand and turned to look at the other side.
But when he saw the eyes looking luscious, looking back, his
face becomes hot

phi Dean's eyes are more clearly than any love words

***

kruk kruk kruk

the mobile phone vibrating nonstop, the owner sitting on

the bed his eyes looking at it repeatedly. Since the incident,
Facebook almost broken. The line group is almost broken.
Parm couldn't imagine how many people in the cafe took
their phone to shoot the event because it wasn't just a
picture.

But come as a clip

____________________________________
The secret chat room DeanParm (499)

- The boys got me a reaaaaaally good stuf

- What good stuf did you get?
- My friend. In the cafe and found the good stuff, it was
filmed in a clip
- what clip? A clip of phi and nong dating?
- it’s more than that. Look! * send clip *
...
...
- @% ^ # & * ($ # & *% ^) & * (
- Screammmmmm
- youuuuu. The conclusion they are a real couple
- mae kha! I’m dead (*mom, I’m dead)
- "So you have to retreat, because I don’t like anyone
bothering my boyfriend" fin* haa… let’s go to facebook (*
original word is writen as fin, means finish or the end)
- look that nong look that nong, he’s so damn cute
- red face, red ears. Doesn’t dare to look at phi Ooiiii
- embrace the nong tightly, nose bleed nose bleed...
- can I share it at facebook?
- just go ahead share it at facebook, go sharing weyyy
- the university board page also had it. It also had a fanbase
DeanParm *bow*
- guys, ny friend also want to join this Line group too
- the group is full, hey what about open a page?
____________________________________

His hands shaking when opening the clip. Both the image
and the sound are sharp and irresistible. Plus they zoom it,
Dean's hand that holds him! Oh, how are you going to fight
in front of the people?

The line continues to rebound continuously. When he saw

the message of the friend appearing in the secret room

____________________________________

- Parm, we would like to open the page (ManNow)

- wait wait … who do you ask ManNow?
- ask nong Parm?? Is he in the room too? Hey
- don't tell me it’s the person who just joined last week !!!
- Nong Parm !! I am screamingggggg. phi love you.
- Love with phi Dean in a long time don’t you, nong Parm?
- want to eat the snack Parm made khrab
____________________________________

The boy is unable to catch up. Hurriedly put his hand stuffed
under the pillow and tucked in his face on the pillow. The
hands were crumpled, crushed, smothered the bed, letting
him breathe. He turned over his face, raised his hands,
closed his face.

Both shy and happy to die

The phone vibrate and shouted loudly. Causing the person

who is raving, hurried to grab and receive with a clear voice,
laughing and hearing

(did you open the facebook?)

"Del, I don't dare to open Facebook." Speak inside the

blanket.

(Now, DeanParm page is now open. Plus ManNow dragged

us into an admin too.)
“Oiii, ManNowwwww” Parm shout long, a good friend don't
sell their friend.
"Do not tell me that Del calling ask me to like,"

(Oh, how did you know? lol Just kidding, I’m calling ask you
to help me)

"is there something happen?"

(well.. Soon. Our parents will come back to Thailand. So I
want to make snack to surprise them)

This time, the listener even get up to sit and listen.

"Parents?"

(Yes, I want to make Thai desserts. Which is easy to make,

but delicious to eat. Do you have any good ideas?)

phi Dean’s Father and mother ...

Thin lips pursed tight, a little worry begin to come up

, "ah yes, there is" the voice respond in a down tone as if

not confident

(good !! Is this Sunday free? Come to teach a little at our

house)

"At haouse!" Parm shriek

(yes, we'll invite Team to come with ManNow. Come early in

the morning to eat together)

"and then study the exam books ..."

(hahaha what are you worry about? Phi Dean and phi Don
are enough to teach, I think)

Parm grab his chest take a deep breath to calm himself.

However, he is too excited

"yea ... I’ll go teach you this Sunday,"

the other end cry out loud and then laugh. Parm arranges a
meeting with Del and cut off the call. Then call his two
friends to come together.

phi Dean's house, phi Dean's house, phi Dean's house,

"su su wey!!!!!!" the shy person shouted in the room to

cheer himself

fuu

smoke lingering in the dark gray color. The owner of the

room 801, leaning against the balcony, smiling upon hearing
the shouting of the room beside him.

the boy is cute

(As I said, please send the details again. I’ll leave it to you
phi Sin .... do you listen to me?)

The low bass of the junior heard from the mobile phone
attached to the ear. Sin crushing his cigarettes into the
ashtray and looking at the night sky.

"Okay, let's find someone." He walked back into the room

and picked up the paper that had written the basic
information

(I tried to find the information myself but I couldn't find it.)

"Wouldn’t be found for sure, because the information is very

little, but I’ve persuade my father to find it." In other words,
it is not a bad idea for Dean to ask him.

(That is okay I just want to narrow it down. I am happy.)

"Ah, if you had time to come, then call me."

(Thank you.)

The phone connection soon cut off. Sin waiting for the other
party to send the information and then contact his father's
staff to help find more information. It is expected that it will
not be known for a long time.

"Korn and Intouch .." He put the paper down and moved
himself to the bathroom. Take off his clothes and stepping
into the refreshing water

dead from gun shot ...

Who is Dean looking for?

***

Sunday arrived quickly unimaginable. He stand infront of a

three-story house with interest. It is a very large housing
complex, but every house looks clear and unique. As phi
Dean's house is full of fresh green color and has a relatively
wide area because it is a house on the corner.

"My mother likes trees. So there is a gardener to help to

take care of it. "Del directed her friends into the house,
decorated quite modern. Airy atmosphere, high ceiling The
first room they found is a beautifully decorated living room
that seemed to be rarely used. Del led them to walk next to
the second room.

"Here is the living room, Oh, phi Don, wake up early."

Another house owner, semi-sitting on the sofa, play mobile

phone and TV remote. He waved to everyone. Shrug the
eyebrows
"Wake up to watch the ball. What do you do?" He get up and
sit straight. Then call the guests to sit at the sofa

"Today, Parm come to teach to make dessert. I want to learn

to surprise our parents."

Don raised his eyebrows.

" Take our parents heart with food. It's not easy." Don teased
Parm and make him hurried to shake his head.

I'm not ready yet !!

"Eh, that's right." Delk distracting.

"Ui, come see the parents," ManNow laughed. As for Team,

he smiled at the corner of his mouth for his friend

Parm couldn’t argue "let’s go, Del, where is the kitchen?" He

quickly changed the subject.

Del laugh crumbly. She hurried to take her friends. Come to

the kitchen at the back which is a wide western kitchen.
There is an open window to wind and drain the food’s smell
completely. In the middle of the room there is a middle table
raised to prepare food. Team and Parm helped to put the
items purchased from the morning market to sort out. They
intend to make a snack in the afternoon, while in the
morning they will read the book first. Parm made an
appointment early in the morning because he intended to
go to the market first to buy equipment to make the Thai
desserts.

ManNow, grill, picking water, bean curd, tofu To make

breakfast with Del, today, she will show her skill to the
master by making pork bones porridge. Parm sitting ion a
high chair in the kitchen watch the girls help each other
prepare the breakfast, while Team goes to chat about the
ball with Phi Don. The boy looked out of the window. In the
morning, the weather is comfortable, but the gestures
seems not. He looked left, looked right, and he found
canned longan placed on the cabinet. Suddenly some ideas
popped up in the head

"Can I use canned longan?"

"Ah, it has been a long time ago. Wait until new year,
someone will bring another basket. It’s too soon eating it
now."

" Is there any jelly or jelly powder? And food coloring too?"
Parm still looks for more stuff.

"There are only jelly in the refrigerator. Agar powder with no

food coloring. This house doesn't have anyone to use food
coloring." Del laughed. It seemed to understandable that it
is a common house.

Parm laughed and scratched his head. He went to pick up

the jelly and walked to drag the lazy Team to help.

"Take out the longan Don't take the syrup. "

Team followed that order easily. Manage to pry out canned

longan from the cup and managed to eat it all until he had
to open more cans and being scolded. Once the longan is
finished, remove the melted jelly and put it into the vacuum
tube.

"Put the jelly drops into the longan." This activity is not
difficult and fun. Team concentrated on dropping all kinds of
jelly colors. Looked like a pastel colored glass, all lined up.

"Completed, then chill it to make the jelly solid and finished.

Eat when it’s cold, delicious." Parm nodded at Team to lift
the longan cup into the refrigerator.

"it’s done, so cute, what is it called?" ManNow looks wistfully

and wants to eat. But the jelly is not yet frozen, so she
looking at the one who made it

"Longan Gem", the boy laughs "the name is really luxurious,

longan with jelly. When I was a child my mother often made
it for us to eat, we like it."

Listen to their friend can be concluded how can they find

someone like Parm again? If can marry him, they know they
will survive.

Eight o'clock, all the food is prepared. Porridge smells so

delicious that person in front of the TV walk to the dining
table without having to be called.
"smells very delicious today. Breakfast feels so important
now." Don exclaim when he see many delicious foods on the
table. “ phi Dean is still not awake, go wake him up." He
spoke deliberately but emphasized the words to the person
behind him and the boy is startled.

"Del is busy to wake him up. Leave me alone." Del hurried

to escape to the water in the kitchen while Don sit and cross
his arms, smiling, the eyes are glittering.

team grabbed a snack send to his own mouth and shrugged

off his shoulder "it’s the boyfriend’s duty, I’m an outsider."

" Third floor, left room." Don point his hands toward the
stairs. All eyes look at the boy that stands awkwardly.
Feeling hot on his cheeks

"ok, sure I’ll wake him up" Parm complained about being
forced to go

criek …

the stairs made from dark wood feels good to the touch. The
atmosphere is quiet but warm spread around. Even though
there are not many people living in, this house still has a
home feeling.

Looking up to the top, take a deep breath and step slowly

step by step.

Step by step.

Tapered fingers touch the cold wall. Stumbled upon the

photo on the wall, which was arranged to level. The boy
smiled with the naughty little boy image bullying girls. Two
children in the picture grew, respectively, from kindergarten
to primary school.

There is no phi Dean?

but when arriving at a small stairway. He had to unfold the

smile again. Many picture frames decorated in groups The
little boy in front of him stood looking at the camera and
looked like the only image from all that he looked straight.
But other photos Even when winning a swimming race, the
Green-gray eyes look the other way as if looking for
something. Drifting in the same sky as every picture up to
the nearest current image.
The older person in the student uniform stands by the pool.
Glittering eyes looking to the side, look at Parm. Until people
look jerky The first day of the picture Parm meet with Dean,
his memory turned back and thought about it.

The president of the swimming club on the stage stood

quietly but swept through the meeting room. Looking for
someone who he has been waiting for a long time ..

His heart beats and trembles.

Touch the finger on the cheek in the picture frame and move
a gentle smile.
"I am here."

The voice is like whispering. Like telling people in the picture

frame to turn back

No need to look around again ..

For many minutes, Parm can’t take his eyes off of his lover's
photo. Clean white face looking up to another floor Feeling
embarrassed when thinking of phi Dean's room above. His
lips are tight and then move on to the third floor. The photos
are still lined, but it is the image of a man and woman who
knows who they are.

"phi Dean's parents?"

Middle-aged man with attractive look. The dark eyebrows

are so obvious that they are kind people. The eyes that look
straight at the eyes of the first to see, made him instantly
realize that phi Dean's eyes are none other like his father.
The boy looked next to the girl next door Bright face, long
hair, wavy to mid of her back and wide smile. The outline of
the face is clearly a mestizo (mix race Spanish), especially
the green-gray eyes, descended to all of her children. Parm
stopped standing, stared at the image as if he had been
pinned.

Beautiful .. like a doll

(Flashback memories)

"uncle In’s niece is like a western doll. Cute, red cheeks "

"ouch", the boy tie his brow his head hurts at the temple.

"uncle In go have a business.just a moment and will be back

soon. Alin take care of your mother na."

"phi Anh!! Oh, so cute uncle In’s niece. "

" Grow up quickly ok. Good girl. Uncle In love very much,
really love you. "

(End of flashback memories)

Drip

" Eh "

warm tears flowed out. His chest feels like bursting. Parm
stroke the wet cheeks

" A … lin ?"

who

who is it?

the pain cause his eyes blurring like stars scattered

everywhere. Parm closed his eyes tightly, massaging his
temples. Trying to adjust the breath in order to not get sick.
But then, the pain fades as though it was just a dream.

Even if he don't understand, but his instinct and fear tell

Parm to hurry to walk away from there. He walk in hurry
until he stopped in front of the mentioned bedroom. Parm
slowly knocked on the door but there is only silence. Finally,
he put the gut to push the bedroom door and walk in. Some
sound waving through his brain

"phi Anh ... the eyes are so beautiful and is half-blooded.

The color is like a gem ... "

...

...

" .. Greenish gray ... "

***

Done chapter 15
CH16 is okay.

The coldness of the air conditioner strikes the whole room.

The room is quite dim because there is a thin curtain
covering the window. In the middle of a king-sized bed, the
owner sleeps there.

Looking around the room that is quite spacious, with just a

bookcase, awards shelves from swimming, and a reading
table near the bed. He walk and stop at the table, slightly
complaining when he saw the key ring that he had placed
on his wallet. Now it doesn't have just his room key, but
there seems to be a car key and other keys hanging around.

The boy slid his eyes to the people on the bed. The beautiful
eyes are now completely closed. Parm was a little too busy
to make his face look softer.

The heart of the intruder beats fast.

Parm decided to climb up onto the bed and tap to call the
owner of the room softly

“Phi Dean wake up khrab. Everyone is waiting to eat. "

" ... "

The boy sighed because there is no reaction. He sit looking

at his face sharply for a moment and then secretly reached
his hand to ward off the messy hair. Stop the hand slightly
when he see the mark on the temples before slowly
touching with the tip of his fingertips.

Similar marks to his ..

His eyes looking down. Some feelings come up in the chest
like being hurt repeatedly. Parm’s fingertips brushed the hair
much more slowly, bent down to touch the temple with his
lips lightly as a fast peck... Softly, as if it was delicate

"Stealth?" A low voice heard from the person who should be

sleeping. Causing Parm to hurry get up immediately

Green-gray eyes are looking at him, full of two eyes.

"Eh! ???"

suddenly the image in front of him turned upside down. And

the whole body was turned upside down on a soft bed, Parm
closed his eyes and was shocked when he was able to get
his mind. He gradually narrowed his eyes and look

awake.

The sharp face was so close that he was dreaded and close
to the nose almost colliding. Call clear like HD image. The
young boy looked left, looked right, and found himself
caught in the embrace of phi Dean. It is important.

Why don’t he wear a shirt !!!!

"Ph..phi ...." Parm calls stuttering.

"so can I get it?" The questioner was still a little sluggish.
Which Parm think that his boyfriend is still half asleep.

"Del, take ... Ah!" Wrinkled the neck, closed his eyes. The
hot breath that touches the skin, the heart will stop for sure,

"Ph.. Phi Deannnnnn" Parm wondering if it is true, don't see

it coming.

The little hand stiff shaking phi Dean’s shoulder. But the hot
skin of the older person is no different from the fire that
makes the hand burnt. Parm almost held his breath when
his hot lips pressed on his neck. Ready to feel and snuggle
like not wanting to let go

Sleepwalking? Not likely ??? No, not sure !! His eyes were
wider than before when he saw a beautiful pair of eyes
looking dim. Dean's eyes show clear satisfaction, indicating
that the owner is definitely not sleepwalking or just wake
up.

He is already tricked by phi Dean!

Hot lips begin to move up. The warning signs in the head
sound loudly.

"phi .. Hu ... .. Um ..."

The last word was swallowed by the tongue and the invasive
lips that arrived. The heat is crushing, pushing more than
ever before, until the breath is gone. Parm open his mouth,
taking the air when Dean moved his lips to change the
angle, but not yet.

over

Not a sweet sweet kiss as they did before. Not a kiss that
melts nostalgia. But it is a kiss full of feeling of desire

Dean puffed out the lips slightly. Looking at the red face that
is breathing heavily. At first, he just intend to tease, but
when his hand touched the skin, he couldn't help it until he
accidentally bully him.

Parm’s lips are now shining, moist, moist, inviting him to try
kissing it again. Beautiful eyes, staring at the clear water
droplets that swallowed up until they reached the end of the
chin. Good for the heart. He breath hard before bowing
down, managed to clean it with the tip of his tongue, swept
from the tip of the chin, dragging it up to the bruised red
lips again. The body in the arms trembled. Their eyes
looking at each other with a strong heart beat.
Then the lips touched again The tongue touches the tongue
as if swallowing. Entangled until it made an embarrassing
sound. The body is contracting, pecking the nail onto the
wide chest, and bend upwards. Touching with an endless
desire, like a flame at the paper.

... and burning them together

Feel dizzy, tortured, suffocated as if drowning. Parm tried to

scrutinize the way to vent his discomfort.

Can't stop, but must stop

"Oh, phi Dean !!"

The little boy turn to open his eyes when the other party
push the hips down. Stiff to the whole body. His cheeks are
hot from the touch trough the thin fabric below.
His voice makes Dean stop suddenly and they both see each
other again, seeing each other's hesitation. It's still too early
..

"... Phi ..." Parm cried out with a shaking voice. The young
man closed his eyes, took a deep breath and rubbed his
face hard.

"Sorry... I’m sorry." Apologize. Bent down tand touch the

forehead with his.

Parm shake his head, wrap his arms around his shoulders,
gently squeezed.

"never. .. mind "

When he is able to be conscious, he is not able to do

anything. Dean moved up and pulled the younger to sit
along. Manage the messy hair of the other party and fix the
clothes.

"Will wait for me to take a shower or go down first"

Parm snap the big hand that moves down to button up the
pants. He made a big shock because he didn't realize when
his pants was opened. Persuading the stubborn reluctant
arm of the other person. Parm will allow him to fix his
clothes and ducked down

"I will go down first"

pose awkwardly smiling at the one teasing him. Dean

chuckled down and reluctant to go to take the towel to the
bathroom. Let the younger brother look at him in the bed
while curling up like that.
What to do !! ???

Parm crushed his head and dipped his face into the blanket,
hiding a hot face as fire. Just starting to touch each other, it
made him so hard that it was almost impossible. Like his
body and phi Dean known each other before

Even know where to touch to feel good,

"ooyyyyy…. Go go go". Get down from the bed, push the

weak legs down and sit on the floor. The boy stay still for
several minutes to get up. When he managed to get up, he
fold the blanket and open the door.

the boy who had a lot of things in his mind running around
and stop at the stairs, looking at the image of phi Dean and
wrinkling his nose. He poked at the same position in a
strong shape and meekly complain

"obscene !!"

and then squint

"but me too" he admit it. But it feels good

Parm decide, if possible, will never waking up phi Dean ever

again.

"Hungry" Team's voice rang as soon as Parm coming down

to the first floor. A close friend leaning against the wall,
looking at him who was startled, seems had been waiting for
a long time. Parm hurriedly humbled his eyes, but when he
walked, he was dragged by his neck

Team scan Parm head to toe, then sighed

"go die! How in the hell your way to wake him up?"

"see" hit his face and blink his clear eyes. But was debated
by Team

"Don't make it so clear, look in the mirror in the bathroom,

then go to the dining room" said to the dazed friend to go to
the bathroom nearby

Parm frowned, he walked to the sink. The image reflected in

the glass made him gasp.

Red cheeks, red mouth, bruised red marks on the neck.

Seeing how it looks, he feels like he has been blown away!

"How can I go to the dining room. In this condition I will

definitely teased." Team hugged the other party and smiled.
"But.. had did it together?"

"did what?" Parm open the cold water, then wash his face
and look at the friend who asked

"Jeez, then what did you do with phi Dean?"

the person who was asked is stiffened. The image that he

tried to forget, once again flash to the brain again. His face
is moist, red. Parm hurriedly flicked the water to the
obscene friend.

"Not doing anything at all. Woyyy," hurriedly wiped his face,

wiped his eyes and fled to the dining room quickly.

All the people at the dining table are smile teasing him,
wanting to overturn the breakfast on the table. He sit down,
shrunk, eating quietly beside phi Dean who was sitting next
to each other. Washing the face just didn't help, and it is still
heavy when it caught the eye of other people. Don
smothered, laughed, sneaked the eyebrows, teased his
brother because of the condition. It is clear that he is fully
pretending. Actually, he didn't think that his brother would
be able to pretend to this extend. As for Del and ManNow,
their face are too. They did not dare to imagine what had
happened, but couldn't help screaming at the Facebook
page.

"And what are you planning?" Dean collecting the spoon

when he finish eating. Looking at the sister and waiting for
an answer

"in the morning we’ll read the exam book first. Then the
afternoon will make a dessert."

The young man nod. He also heard his sister said that she
wanted to make a dessert to surprise their parents. And
thinking of this, Dean couldn't run away. Not much problem
with his mother, but with his father who likes to complain
that he is like his grandmother.

His mother is quite a modern person. A cheerful woman like

Don and Del inherit her character. An astounding optimistic
person. But the father is quite quiet and not in good term
with Grandma, might be because Grandma had oppose his
marriage.

Thinking about this made him laugh. Father quarreled with

Grandma about his mother before graduating until he
almost die. Cut the tie to his mother, do not talk to each
other, but when he was born, the father return because the
bussiness have problems until they’re troubled in raising the
child. Only one year has passed, lucky their bussiness has
been successful. At that time Don is born.
But at that time, Grandma refused to return him to the
parents

and keep on raising him for 18 years. Something like that

interferes with him and his family.

"Phi .." The voice calls Dean out of the trance. He turned to
look at the person beside him and found a smile from nong
and gently touch the thigh, causing him to smile.

If he is now wandering in the dark tunnel, Parm is like the

light at the exit ..

tid tid tid

The voice reminds something. The members who are going

to keep the dish in the kitchen, looking for where the sound
came from.

"This is loud." ManNow picked up the tablet from the sofa.

The boy made a surprise face. Because the number that he

uses with the tablet is the number for the family only. Now
the screen lit up, incoming calls along with long numbers is
so many. He immediately pressed to receive FaceTime.

["Phi !!!!!!"] The ringing voice from the phone is so loud that
he almost wept. Somebody's outcry came as a set, like
keeping it pressed

"Phoom", Parm take his index finger to his mouth. Shoo him
to cut down the noise

["Why phi? Where are you?"] The stupid bitch has not
stopped, trying to focus at the unfamiliar background.
"friend's house" turning the screen to Del and ManNow. Two
girls waved Friendlyly

“little brother?” ManNow look at the little boy at the screen

The boy at the other end seems to have the same face.
Looks alike they saw that he is a younger brother.

"umh, my little brother, his name is Phoom grade ... ten”

["Hui, come to girl’s home in the morning. Must report to

mother !!"]

Parm widen his eyes at his little brother’s concept. He

flipped the screen to Team with phi Don who are looking at
him with very interested look.

"There are other people .."

["Aww I see.."] Phoom makes a confused look. ["Then, who

are these two big gigs?"] Pointing at the team with Don ["or
two people negated"]

Laughter burst, echoing throughout the restaurant. While

Parm’s face is red, turning the screen back and stare at his
brother. Which he ask which person is a gig? And also
include men in this category

"nothing like that at all"

Phoom make a loud hmmmm voice to the most humble

older brother.

"so, why calling? New York should be two o'clock, right?"

Normally, his family would call once for two weeks. But if he
remember correctly, he just called to talk to his mother.

["because of phi na..."] Phoom is frantic, but had to stop

when he saw that somebody sitting next to his brother got
out of the table. ["Who?"]

"eee ..........." Parm considering other people at the table

who are also listening. He didn't want to lie, but didn't know
if he should tell everything to the people at home. In the
beginning, he intended to give something more perfect
timing before he can tell them ...

Dean walk back to the dining table again with a bottle of

cold water. He dropped himself to sit beside his boyfriend
and raised his eyebrows slightly when he see his face
becoming bright red.

He caught his shoulder and leans forward to the screen.

Seeing what had happened

["Oh"] Phoom made a big eye before he almost put his face
attached to the phone to see the person at the other end
clearly.

["mom!!!!!!!!!!! Mother came here soon !!!!!!!!!!"]

Parm startled and stunned,"Phoom wait!" Tried to shout, but

the younger brother left the phone and run away from the
screen. He turned to look at phi Dean's face while the big
one frowned a little.

Dean slapped his thigh and gently squeezed it, saying that
he is right here. Don't be afraid.
Less than five minutes, the boy came back again. With a
woman in short haircut. The face has wrinkles due to aging.
But her eyes are full of energy

["This is the person on Facebook that mother opens to see

with Phoom"]

the person in Facebook ... Mom is open to see?

Parm open his mouth. He completely forgot about his

picture being close with phi Dean. Why wouldn’t it not got
into the adult’s eye? Some pictures even tag their names.
Their face is clearly seen. Social media is whirling back to
attack him unintentionally.

"I .." Parm’s voice shook, one hand slide down to hold the
big hand. The other person squeeze his hand to rest
assuring.

The atmosphere around them seems to cool down for many

degrees. Don looked at the three other people and made a
signal to get up to go to another room. This time should be
talked as a matter of two people.

The woman in the screen move a thin smile. ["Is there

anything to tell to mother?"]

Parm sigh a heavy breath. Sweat begin sprang up at the

ame time as the hair and hands began to shake. Pale face,
already pale, this time more than ever

Very afraid, why fear like this

"Parm!" the low bass voice sounded with a hard squeeze to

the shoulders. Parm flinched, blinking his eyes, still looking
confused.
"Look at phi, nothing’s to be afraid. Okay hm?" Dean stare
at the other person's eyes. "Take a deep breath". Wait until
he do as he say. "Very good ..."

The breath gradually returns to normal with a calm heart

rate. Parm nod to phi Dean and then look back at the screen
again

it’s okay, phi Dean is here

, "Mae .."

...

...

"This is phi Dean, Parm’s boyfriend"

[ "....". ]

Mother is quiet and getting close to Phoom that made him

widen his eyes. Parm squeeze his lover’s hand tightly and
telling himself firmly in his mind repeatedly

it’s alright it’s alright it’s alright it really is alright

...

["... Sigh, I think that you will never tell me."] Mom sighed
heavily and smiled sweetly back to his son. ["Nice to know
ja, Dean"]

Huh!?
["hey what was that mae? Phoom don't allow. Why don't you
pretend a lttle bit!!!"] Phoom who sit beside the mother is
frantic. Tried to squeeze in front of the camera, but was hit
by his mother to sit away.

"Mae .." Parm call with shaking voice. "Mae, okay?"

["Why won't mae be ok if Parm love someone?"] the mother

laughs gently. ["Mother don’t have a problem if someone
loves you. Because it is Parm’s personal matter”]

["Let's just have a happy mother. And that person loves my

child .... "] She repeated the words with a strong voice.

["Mother, leave my son in your care, Dean"] She smiled

when she saw the eyes of the young man looking firmly
back, without hesitation. Just now it was clear that this
person was looking after her son when just having an
unusual symptom, he knew what to do immediately.

"Khrab" Dean responded with a smile to the person on the

screen. He laughed softly when the child who sit behind his
mother hang his tongue and put his eyes on him.

"Thank you," Parm said. Two hands raised to pay respect to

the mother and the damn tears fell. "I miss you mae."

["Mae miss you too ... no need to cry, why don’t you come
to New York with Dean?"] She invite the new son
immediately. Make a loud protest sound in the back

Love isn't easy, but it's not difficult. For a mother who has
only two children If it can make her child happy, she’s ready
to do everything.

The four people talked for a while. The mother excuse

herself because it’s getting late and still had to do another
thing. When the signal is cut, the person who was made him
strong withdrawn and sighed with a loud voice, he turn to
look

"aww"

Dean gance at the boy with a glimpse at his head and reach
out his hand to rub his head

"phi was so stressed. Sit tightly all the time. Well, it’s good
mother didn't angry." Look at the shy face. He lean closer a
bit that made the boy fall back. He made a serious face
when he saw a smile.

"I'll be .."

"Ahem, wait khrab wait, What will you do to nong khrab

phi?" Don stand against the door, looking at his brother. He
came back to see the situation a bit.

the person who almost got ‘attacked’, suddenly bursting in

the red. Parm hurriedly picked up the tablet and embrace it
with a smile.

"I went to read the book first." An opening to escape from

the room. He is too embarrassed to make eye contact with
Don.

The big piece called Don look at his junior. But when he
move his eyes back to his older brother, he was stunned
with his eyes, look at him fiercely blaming him

for being interrupted.

"Er ......... I .... help to tutor them first." Don hurried to turn
around again when his brother got up. Anyway, he is still
scared of Dean anyway.

Morning dragging until afternoon. Children of the first year

read the book until the brain is blown. Eventually, they
decided to keep the textbooks and enter the relaxation
mode and start making desserts, which is the main goals of
today.

ManNow and Del held hands at the kitchen with a giggling

sound and Team waved at Don as if they are just like Dean.
The teacher, however, can only shrug because he has to
teach them himself.

Clean white glutonous rice flour, boast in a silver-colored

mixing bowl. Parm turn to pick up a cup of water with a
jasmine scent to mix with it.

"Have you ever eaten boiled sweets?" Slowly pouring water

while kneading dough by hand

Two girls shook their heads. They are real city children that
live with the mall so they don't eat these things.

"This one is similar. Can be applied" the person who teach

continued to demonstrate. "Thai desserts often have
floating flowers. I saw in the garden of your house, Del had
a jasmine tree," he point out the kitchen window. In the
garden there are really jasmine plants grown. "When making
a cold dessert, collect jasmine flowers to float. Leave one
night, in the morning, scoop the flowers out, the water will
smell fragrant. So this doesn't have to use synthetic scents
beforehand. Try it. "

Del and ManNow start doing their own part. Put the water in
small increments and massage them together.
"We have seen in the drama. That they took the water to
float the flowers and put into the refrigerator to drink, "
ManNow thought "Strange, put in the bowl, soak it in"

Parm chuckle

"put in the silver bowl right? In the past, people would put
clean water into the silver bowl and then float the jasmine
and chilled. The refrigerator is cold, making the surface
forming thin ice and cold. If you’re tired, and you drink it,
your tiredness will gone."

"Parm’s house is doing that?" Del made a big eye because

her house is semi-western, except at Grandma's house
might do that.

"..." The young boy qiuet down in a moment. Reviewing his

own memories, but couldn't remember that his house had
done that too? Not at his house?

So where did he remember?

Water from the silver bowl coated with thin ice crystals. He
take with his finger gently, let the ice break and soak up the
coldness.

-----

(flashback memories)

"Refreshing? I take the jasmine by floating."

"Umm, I like it."

(End of flashback memories)

-----

Pam is stay still. The girls didn't interrogate anything else.

He rested the dough, then massage it. Then turn on the
stove to boil water, picked pandan leaves bought from the
market in the morning and wash it until clean and put into
the pot
"When boiling the dough, it will get the aroma from the
leaves." He explain when he sees the confused look of the
two girls "Put a little color If there is time, I’s prefer to use
natural colors, but it will be too much hassle. So we can use
any food coloring." Wink his eyes and pick up the red and
green colors and sent to both of them.

"A little drop is enough. That’s it, then massage until the
color is mixed up well in the dough."

The white powder in Del’s hand gradually transforms into a

sweet pink color. While ManNow’s flour turns to faded green

The sound of talking are soft, simple but warm. Dean leaned
against the kitchen door and looked at the three child
quietly. The aroma of the sweet pandan leaves while the
teacher is teaching the pupils to wrap the filling with the
kneaded dough. Each ball was molded into a circle and then
dropped into the pot one by one at a time.

"When it floated on the surface, it means it is cooked. Take a

sieve to scoop it, drain it, and mix it with shredded coconut
a little." Parm scoop the little balls that float up and drain
and arrange to mix with shreded coconut as he teach. He
sprinkle a little salt and let the girls try it.

The owner of the black long-hair girl try the sweets that are
still hot. When bitten down, the sugar inside flows out and
delivers the sweet taste throughout the mouth.

"Huiiiiiiii", Del made a big eyes. "the dough is soft soft soft,
very soft. The taste is sweet and salty, it is very delicious,
Parm!" Take another piece immediately.

"yummy, very soft, fragrant. If I had ten children. Then will

definitely my all ten children eat." ManNow chewed and take
pictures. She is about to update to the Facebook and tag the
person teaching, but she have to stop "But what is this
dessert’s name?"

"I think you won’t ask." Parm laughed and then scooped the
candy to mix with the coconut. "the dessert called kho as a
local dessert of the south." Pick up some food to taste and
smile. "delicious".

"Then Parm says that like a boiled dessert, how?" ManNow

ask while put another sweets into her mouth again but got
slapped by Del to stop, because it will be emptied by her.

"people at the old days boil this snack with the filling is fried
coconut with sugar. But the filling we have right now is just
sugar glasses." Parm means the sugar that he buys as a pair
of glasses made from palm sugar that smell more fragrant
than other types of sugar.

"When we first saw, we thought it was something. If you

don’t explain this, I don't know if it's sugar." Del picked up a
sugar bag. This morning, they looking around the market to
find it. Accepting that since she came to know, she has
opened her eyes to many snack stories about Thai desserts.

Pam laughs "Eat a lot of and you’ll get fat. Because it

countains flour and sugar.” This time it is effective because
the young woman withdrew and stand still immediately.

The boy turn off the stove after he had scooped up all the
candy. When turning back to teach his friend to decorate a
good dish, he had to stop when he saw the big man
standing, looking at him with a smile.

"phi Dean .."

"aww, why you not coming in kha phi?" Del looked up,
smiled at his brother. She ask like that, because she can
guess that he was secretly watching his boyfriend.

"I come to brew coffee." he peek to the coffee corner with

all the equipment placed. But still did not go to the brewer
as he said. Parm went before him.

Plain coffee from a bottle of golden spoon, half a spoon,

smells fragrant when dissolved with hot water. Dean raise
his eyebrows, wondering how he knew how many spoons he
have to put in the coffee. The boy presented a mug of black
coffee with a thin smile.

The big one nods instead of thank you. He glanced a little to

the brown coffee because it's not like my usual black coffee,
but laced with a little sugar

clink

a small, dark brown, strange thing put into the cup. Plus the
little boy put sugar in the glass

"Palm sugar, brewed with coffee, will be sweet" Parm said

and turn to pick up four to five snack and put on a small
plate “Eat with snack will be delicious."

Dean swears that he never had to endure anything like this

before. Patiently to not hold the body in front of him.

The young man pick up the coffee to sip. The sweetness of

the sugar goes well with coffee more than he think. He slid
his eyes to the snack and looked in the eyes of the boy who
still tie his eyebrows.

"My hands are busy,"

Parm looked at the big hands that now hold coffee cup in
one hand and holding dessert plate in the other hand. For a
while, the cheeks became hot.

is that so you pervert, why don’t you just straighforwarldy

ask to feed!!

"my hands also busy." Parm complained. But Dean pretend

he didn’t hear it.

as if knowing what was going on, ManNow and Del, carrying

the sweets plate, waving as if to say to be comfortable and
fleeing to the living room. Leaving Parm with a cunning wolf
who wants to eat a little lamb. He squeaks to his eyes.

"The coffee is getting cold." Dean sipped his coffee and

laughed gently in the throat.

Eat yourself !! Parm argued in his heart.

Wiping hands with a wet tissue on the table, then he

extended his hand to the dessert plate, deliberately ignoring
the fork that is placed beside him.

Dean stood and amazed at the snacks in Parm’s hand.

Parm raise his eyebrows and chuckled. "I change...." was

about to pull his hand back to bring the snack into his own
mouth. But he was too slow

Dean Peck his face and bent down. Use hot lips to swipe
from Parm’s hand. End with a slight lick of the fingertip. A
little loaf of cracks and fragrant sugar floating out in the
mouth
Dean dropped his eyes and looked at the young boy
standing still. He lifted the cup of coffee to sip

"delicious ..." whispered to the red ear "Does this snack

have meaning?"

The young boy shook his head brightly. "K ... Kho is an
auspicious snacks, use to pay respect to the gods."

"Hm ..." Dean nodded, "Looks like Phra Phae ... I think that
... means love."

Parm becomes all hot. He squeaked.

"you naughty"

Dean pretend to laugh, then kisses him in the temples. He is

very strong.

"Go to the living room."

There are two more people in the room.

Parm now all red not only face, but whole body. He nodded
and follow phi Dean. Until he came to the living room, he
jumped in the sofa, took a pillow and burry his face tightly
making the other people had to send their eyes to the root
cause, who is sipping a cup of coffee, eating snacks calmly

Some things are known to two people ..

The sky turns into an onyx, swallowing light faster than

usual. It may be because of the cold winter that is not very
cold. Looking at the outside light that moves quickly
according to the speed of the car.
Finally, Dean sent him and he got Team to send the
ManNow. Their home is on the opposite side of the city, but
Team’s house is in the middle so it's easy to pick up both
sides. When Team arrived this morning, Del picked up
ManNow to buy the things together.

"Where are the plans for the new year?" Dean knocks on the
steering wheel with the rhythm of the music that is lightly
heard.

Parm made a busy face.

"I'm not sure. Have to see that I have to go to America to

see my mother and brother. But if my mother and brother
come to Thailand, I don't have to go there.” He secretly
glanced at Dean's face.

".... phi planning to go somewhere or not?"

"I have to wait to think first,"

the young boy made a daze. "What are you waiting for?"

"If the swimming competition win, phi had promise will take
the club member to sleep in Kanchanaburi." He stopped the
car at a red light and then he hand his phone to the litle
boy’s hand. On the screen appears a picture of a houseboat
made of wood tied together in several houses. Around the
mountain is surrounded by the river.

"Hey, I never slept on the raft." Parm scream excitedly. "If

you win, will you really go?"

Dean nodded. “all the member who compete should be

about ten people. One raft can be used to sleep for six
people is quite comfortable."
Parm never travel like this. He hurriedly slide the screen to
see the raft image. Interesting. Not luxurious, looks clean,
quiet, suitable for resting after the exam and annual
competition

"But .. I'm not a member of the club .." he smileto phi Dean.
Parm got the big hand rubbing his head to ease

"don’t worry" Dean slide the gear and move the car.

"you are the club president’s lover, aren’t you.."

khrab ..

Parm’s face becomes hot sore. Found out that he is being

tricked by the question immediately.

The black sedan moved out of the condo after sending the
little boy. Dean tap to the steering wheel while listening
music in rhythm with a very good mood.

kriddd

his phone ring on the seat beside the driver. The screen
show a name of the person he waited for whole week. Dean
presses to receive immediately.

"Yes, phi Sin"

("Just saw the car driving away Did you send Parm? ")

" Is there anything? Wait, I can go back." Dean turn on the

sign in the way, in order to make a U-turn
(" No need to go back today ")

.Followed by a knock on the ashtray

("I’ve found the story")

Dean feels cold to the spine immediately.

"You mean ..."

("Yes, about those two") Sin swear something and continue.

("The name of Korn can't be found almost in every way, this

person had a big line to shut off the story. But the other
person's name is Intouch. Got the info it will not be wrong.")

Dean flexed, hands grip the steering wheel so tightly until

the knuckles white without realizing it.

("Today you go home first, Dean. Wednesday evening, meet

me at the arrow restaurant ")

" Phi! "He called. Quit hoping for a call back because he
should have turned it off

Dean slapped his face on the the steering wheel. The

eyebrows tied to each other tightly.

never mind. It's okay ... They have to be okay.

***

End chapter 16
Episode 17 Sorry

------------

(Flashback memories)

The body of a person stretch on the grass, supported by his

arms, looking at the sky without clouds. The thick eyebrows
frowned together without feeling

"wrinkled face".

The murmuring sound comes with a hand rub the eyebrows

until he feel hurt.

"phi Korn what do you thinking about?" Kneeling, his hand

still stroking on the other parties forehead, relieving anxiety.

"Many things .." He answered and closed his eyes. His brain
is full of worry about his father

the touching on the forehead making Korn relax and almost

asleep. But he have to open his eyes when he feel
something that touches his lips

Superficial, but as hot as fire

In hurriedly bounced up and sit, laughing, blushing,

"stealing the first kiss."

Korn laughed. "It's not my first kiss."

"But it’s the first time for us" In still insists.

The eyes are sharp and narrow. He push the smaller boy
down and lean closer to the head, slip in at the face, then
pressed the kiss on the lips again, crushing the invaders
until being knocked out. Korn laugh and like it, because the
other party is blushing red.

"This is the same as our first kiss."

(End of Flashback memories)

-----------

Loud ring from the phone waking him up every day. Big
hand, groping around the bed Picking it up, before turning it
off, and throwing it again. Green-gray eyes look at the
ceiling that is still dim. With the eyes lined up with tears
before it drop down, the world disappeared on the bed. He
touched his lips and sweep out gently.

Today he have to meet phi Sin.

The Main Library of the University now has many students

occupying the seats to read the exam books. First year
young boys from the Faculty of Economics, too. The group
and friends just finished the exam in four o'clock. Some
people have classes, but many people go home. ManNow
herself had an appointment to eat, and Team tell him that
he will go back and leave him alone.

Scratching the head when reading some content, do not

understand and then realized that the teacher had
introduced a good book to help expand his understanding.
Thinking about that he get up to find the librarian to ask
about the book.

The young librarian tapped the keyboard. Stared at the

screen for a while and shake her head and turned to smile.
"This book has already been borrowed. It will be long until
they finished "

Parm faint

" is there no other book, khrab?" he make a wistfull eyes.

The girl tap on the keyboard again. This time she smile
widely.

"There is another book. But it is at the library of the

Management’s faculty. Try to look at it there. There is no
history of who borrow it."

The boy stay silent in a moment before saying thank you

with a smile.

Management’s library?

The image of someone's face flashes into the brain. Would

say that the last two days, phi Dean looks quieter than
usual. Not even appearing to see him. Even though still chat
on Line, still calling, but it's really unusual.

Maybe he should stop by

Bite the lips slightly. His hand put the things in the bag,
immediately rushed to walk to the place he has been
thinking about.

The activity area of the administration board is full of

students, gathering together to read different books from
other groups. Parm stand looking at the mobile phone,
hesitating to call phi Dean. But he remember that now he
must be studying so he had to give up his mind, change to
send Line instead and step in to the building alone.

This is the second time coming into the building. But

remembering the Faculty of Management’s Library is
making him Remember well that phi Dean took a walk to
see around. And remembered well that there was something
going on between the two of them.

The first kiss ..

"terribly mad" blowing his own hot cheek and hurriedly slap
his own cheek. Go to the library like he was originally
intended.

Classroom with 60 seats of international business subjects,

now students sit and discuss the exam subjects. In front of
the room, there is an AC in the classroom. Causing students
to come to use this opportunity to cover themselves in the
air-conditioned room to read books

The sliding door’s sound is loud, a new person coming in. In

his hand, he carried many glasses of water to serve his
friends.

"Hey Dean", the person shouted across the room. Causing

the owner of the name to put down the textbook and tie the
eyebrows looking at the person calling

"just now I met your boyfriend, walking around our library.

Bowing, while walking, very cute”

The eyebrows are become more frowned. Dean picked up

the phone and found that he send Line and told him about
borrowing books.

"Nong Parm, yes Want to see the real in good looks, not just
the picture. " Another friend stopped and talking in front of
class immediately.

"I miss to eat the snacks he made. Did he come today?"

" yea, I like* him. He’s at the library, right?" this time the
girls friend said something and pretend get up and go as
she speaks. (*she use chob = like not rak = love)

krud

but the actual owner stand up with his face looked calm.
The person who intends to go to see lovely nong suddenly
stopped theirself in a row. Many people are widen their eyes
by the skepticism of the swim club president who has never
been interested in anyone.

Dean ready to walk to the library but his shirt get pulled
suddenly. Causing him to turn to the owner of the hand
unceasingly

"If going to the library, borrow books of Intertrade” Win said

to Dean who look at him with sharp eyes like a pencil tip
which ready for the test, Win is the top at the faculty ever

Dean nodded hard. He only take his mobile phone and

walked out of the room, ignoring the sound of teases and
boos following.

The young man walk along the way. Frown upon his dreams
in the morning. The feeling of warmth in the chest remains
until he can't think of it.

Should he talk to phi Sin or should he leave it like this? Don't

dig into it? He is curious, fear and feel uncertain.
If he know then what will happen? Will he and Parm will still
love each other?

Tighten his hands until the blood vessels appears.

if there is no Parm, there is no smile, there is no eyes that

stares at him.

Just think about it feels as if the world collapsed in front of

him

..

..

He’s not indecisive. Not a day!

the president of the swimming club stopped in front of the

library door. Adjust his mood before opening. The green-
gray eyes swept around. He slowly walked to find the
familiar person but could not find him. Try to Line him, but
the boy doesn't reply.

Or have you gone back?

Dean decides to turn to go out to make a call, but his eyes

glanced over to see the book that Win had ask him before.
He walked to the bookshelves, pick it out, and there he see
someone looking for something on the opposite side of the
bookshelf.

The figure that he was looking for is now bowing down to do

something. Dean looking at the face clearly. The boy jerks
when looking at the phone while pressing. And then his
mobile phone shaking up.
________________________________________
P@rm: I'm still in the library.
________________________________________

The cold heart is warming up slowly. Little action which is

valuable.

knowing him for a few months

Decided to be together in a short time

But everything is filled with feelings

Dean looking at him, standing still, looking at the phone,

waiting for an answer, but when he see that there is no
reply, the eyebrows tapered down a bit like he is
disappointed. The person threw his breath before looking up
and caught his image trough the gap between the
bookshelves. Both two people are stood still in a moment

Then he widen his eyes. Looking at the phone and then

changing his facial expression and laugh gently. Then turned
the screen to look as if it was just glancing. The thin lips
smiling wide with bright, sparkling eyes.

Shattering his worries in the blink of an eye

...

don’t know why he was scared

...

because he love him and didn't want to lose. Love him until
become afraid of things that have not happened yet

Parm hurriedly come to find him with the smile still not
fading. The little boy stopped in front of the other person
who still stare at him, look in the eyes

"phi?" The voice ring out and touch the upper arm when he
see the person stay still. "What happen, khrab?" then
tiptoeing, reaching out, flicking the hair

Dean felt tight in the chest. Want to hug, want to tell the
feeling of depression in his heart

... he really loves Parm

"Ah?" Parm exclaimed when his body is hugged in a wide

arms. Face began to red. Although between the bookshelf
and hidden from people’s eyes, but that does not mean that
people who passed by would not see

"Ph.. Phi?" Parm frowned upon the strange behaviour of phi

Dean. "phi, are you okay....." the sound disappears at the
end

by a soft touch on the lips

Not a deep kiss. Not a kiss full of desire. It is just a light

touch on the lips, conveying what’s in his mind.

Dean puffed out the lips slightly and end it with kiss on the
red cheek and hugged him

I only have this person who is now in my arms.

"Phi love Parm ..."

Parm is a little startled. He quickly look up at the other
person with a trembling heart, and when he look in the
eyes, he became more confident. Textbook is left. No more
interested in who will see them. The two arms wrapped
around the big ones. There is no other word, just a warm
embrace that is ready to protect each other.

"... Parm love you too"

The administration's path has many students passing by.

Many people looking at the familiar boy on the campus
board, which is now walking alongside the president of the
swimming club with a bright smile. As for the people who is
always scolded by this president, he seems to be shocked.

Dean took him to the classroom for a moment. He opened

the door and call for the eyes of his fellow-classmates to
look at each another.

"Nong Parm !!" Some girls shouting. Then the girls rush
towards the junior, who is secretly hiding behind the big
crowd, they pinch his cheeks and rub his head with love.

"Don't bothering him" Dean made a fierce sound, but no one

was interested in listening him. Parm himself is shaking his
head and laughing with the seniors

"want to hold too" the male friends around him rise started
to touch him, but this time Dean’s big hands turn unrully

"just look is enough" he shrugged his eyebrows to his

friends and called the laugh from everyone

"jealous bastard" and the person said it getting hit by his

hand until it hurt
"he seems to be jealous. na Nong Parm" the sound of the
tease getting louder that Parm almost hide his face behind
phi Dean to hide his red cheeks. Coming to this room is a
bad idea

They are talking for a while. Dean then excuse himself to

return first. He took him to the car in front of the Faculty of
Economics. Today, everyone is busy, so they’re not going
out together. The young man waved his hand when he sit at
the driver’s seat. Then moving his car out.

Dean tilted his neck and raised his eyebrows confusedly. But
the little boy extend his hand to touch his arm

"A couple of days ago, phi looked so stressed. Are you okay
or not? Is there anything that I can help? "

" ... "The green-gray eyes looking at him gently. He held up

his hand and kissed the middle of his hand and attach it to
his cheek. Close his eyes and absorb this tenderness.

"Charging power."

He would spend all his life. To get his hand touch him like
this

Hot cheeks raise up once again hurriedly nod waiting until

he refused to release his hand and drove away with a
trembling heart. When the car is out of the university’s
fence, there are not many people who see him shy. Lift up
his hand and then kiss again at the middle of the palm

Dean returned to his own car. When he got on the car, he

threw the book and the sheets on the seat beside the driver.
Beautiful eyes looking straight ahead with empty stares.
The eyebrows are dark and then starting the car. Heading to
the shop of the senior like the appointment before.

Forever Tea shop at 7 pm is still bustling. Phi Sorn looking up

from the counter when he see his childhood friend walking
in. He nod and point to the second floor that is now closed.

On the second floor, the lights turn dark, but when walking
up the stairs, he see the light from the outside shining
through the glass. Phi Sin sait on the couch, looking outside
the glass window in front of him, on the table, lay document
with brown envelope. One of his hand knock on the table
lightly to put off the ash from his cigarette.

"You smoke a lot"

Dean drop his body on the opposite side. The eyes fixed on
the envelope in front of the eyes.

"Try to reduce it, Sorn also complained a lot." The owner of

the black wavy hair was frustrated. He moved the glasses
slightly and picked up the documents envelope.

"Can I ask you, Dean?"

"Yes?" Dean didn't know how tightly he sit is now.

"Why are you looking for these two people?" phi Sin pick out
the documents. There are photos in it.

Green-gray eyes looking at the other person’s hand. His two

hands that are barely bent into the flesh with anxiety, deep
breathed several times before moving the eyes to the senior

"I dreamed .." The low bass sounded lightly.

"Who? dreams of someone that Sorn used to talk about?"
Phi Sin ask while staring back at the junior.

Dean nodding, stop his hands when he feel hurt. He change

to place his hand on the table and began to tell the other
person.

"I dreamed for a long time. Dreaming of someone and I

always looking for him. Then I met .. "Squeeze his hands
stronger. "Since then, the dream has become more intense,
more detailed, more time consuming. I also found out that
the people in my dream, their names are Korn and In"

phi Sin stopped, took out the photographs and looking at it,
while frowned upon. He don't want to guess who the other
person is.

"The thing that I'm quite sure is .." He lifted his hand and
made his gun in the temple. "One of those two shot himself"

the person who listening to phi Sin talking while adjusting

his glasses, biting his lip, feeling cold and shiver with the
fact he just learn.

"Until the last time I am sure" his hand stretch to the senior
"That I was Korn ... who shot himself to death." He stare at
the document in the other person’s hand, which is now
shaking until it obviously seen "Can I ... see the picture?"

Sin sighed heavily. He handed the picture to the younger’s

hand, allowing the other party to sink with memories.

Photos that is diluted orange-brown tones, apparently new.

Even though the picture is not clear, the smile of the person
in the picture is stuck in memory. The eyes glanced at the
smiles of someone he love in the memory hugging
someone's arm at just his houlders height

Dean feels his eyes are hot. His hand trembles until almost
impossible to control.

"the person in the picture is InTouch" the voice of phi Sin

explaining is light but very clear for him now

.......

(Flashback memories)

"phi Korn let’s take picture together,"

"I don’t like"

"just a little please come here"

"Fine. "

(End of Flashback memories)

..........

" Kill himself at the age of 18. Just one month after taking
this picture"

Dean immediately looked up.

" Suicide? At the age of 18?" He asked to repeat. It didn’t

appear in his memory. He should not commit suicide.

Sin nodded "you should have missed it right, Dean?" look at

the eyes of the junior seriously. "they both killed on the
same day", pick up the document, send it to the junior
"Clearly speaking, the person named Korn killed himself
first. And then the person named In killed himself too. "

Dean shake his whole body and couldn't say anything. He

shook his eyes and close it and kept his mind for a moment
before looking at the document in front of him. Reading the
letters slowly

"InTouch Chatpokin"

"Are you familiar with this surname?"

The young man shake his head.

"then, I ask do you know Anhtika Chatpokin?"

he continue shaking his head

"You know, your mother's maiden name?"

The big hand twitching. The sharp eyes open wide

immediately staring at his senior

"Alin Chatphokin," Sin speaks slowly and clearly.

".... A person named Anhtika is your grandmother."

"... Dean"

...

...

"The person in that picture, none other is the younger

brother of your Grandma."

Dean can't remember how he could drive himself out of the

store. He don't even know which way he turn. Then,
knowing the clock on the car has changed to five and a half.
He constantly drives around the capital. The eyes are not so
focused. Everything goes just following his instinct.

‘After Korn died from suicide In almost immediately kill

himself too. Still the child named Korn was still 20, seeing
that both parents were definitely very upset. But Korn's
father was influential, and has money to keep the
information shut. While In’s family is moderately good, but
still not enough to keep all the news. You go to live with your
grandmother from childhood. Then my mother barely
contacted the grandmother. I think you should know InTouch
because he is boy.’

The sound of phi Sin still hovers in the head. Two hands are
strain, holding the steering wheel tightly. Uncomfortable like
suffocating Dean tighting his jaw, his temples hurt.
Memories tried to sputter out and are making him suffer,
they are

….

(Flashback memories)

Phi love In

don’t!!! Pi Korn

love In very much, the most

Phi don't leave me.

after graduate we’ll flee together, right?

I love phi .. you have promise me na

...

promise to be together forever

bang !!!

(End of Flashback memories)

The warm water droplets flow out from the eyes as he can’t
hold them back.

He brought his lover to die together.

Destroy a bright smile, destroying a beautiful future. Left

tears, screams and heart broken to pieces before he died,
he who should protect

was kill In

he kill his own lover

tense !!

"You are bad, bad." He smashed the car's steering wheel

until the car swayed. Fortunately nobody wake up very late,
making the road is empty

"you are bad!"

tense !!

"You are bad !!!!"

A loud shouting sound from inside a car that is parked on

the roadside. Dean collapsed in front of the steering wheel,
allowing tears to burst into a line with shaking shoulders. He
knew why he was afraid of loud noise. He already knew why
he liked to cook. The deep memories of him still remember
everything. Even the thing that he committed suicide in
front of him or even wanted to learn to cook

Everything is because of him.

***

Low-rise condo in the alley with a bright lights. Dean didn't

know when he was driving here. The young man nod to the
guard who was familiar and moved to the park. The light
iluminates tells the floor in the elevator with slow
movement. He pressed down the numbers before moving to
the desired floor.

The condo is quiet because it's midnight. Dean stopped

standing in front of the 802 room. The familiar room, large
hand touched on the doorknob. The cold door closed then
he decide to knock on it.

The sound of the doorbel rang along the path. There is no

response from the room. Dean tried to knock a few more
time and couldn't think of anything. He was hesitant, put his
hand in the pocket, suddenly touching something.

The big hand pulls up the leather key chain. The keys of his
room still remain in the same place. Green-gray eyes
looking at the door, decide to use the key .. open the room
gently,

"Ah"

exclamation and confrontation because he is not prepared.

The owner of the room in the long-sleeved pajamas stood in
front of the door when the intruder opened the door.
Actually, Parm has gone sleep, but he couldn't close his
eyes. When he finished drinking, he was about to go back to
sleep and heard the knock on the door. Today, Parm didn't
put on the door chain, so he had to hurry to see who came
at midnight. But not yet able to peek on the hole, the door
was opened with the familiar body

"Phi ..."

The person he was really not expecting

Parm swept his eyes and look piquant. Stopped at the

beautiful eyes, which is now red. The boy reach out his hand
to rub, which the older man close his eyes and allowed him
to touch the eyelids.

"... Can I ask?"

Dean reached the other hand to catch the wrist. He smile

slightly, too weary.

"Can I hold you?"

"Eh"

Parm blinking his eyes.

"Then phi will tell you … everything" gently kiss his wrist.
Looking at the midnight intruders for a long time before
drop his eyes and pull the other hand into the room instead
of an answer

This time, the door is locked and chained. The boy turn and
walk away in the bedroom that separated by the living room
with a mirror. Therefore Dean can see what he is doing.
After a while, he returned with a towel and pants.

"This leggy pants should be able to be worn. But ... I don't

have phi Dean's size shirt. "

Dean widen his eyes then gently rubs his head.

"Normally, I don't wear a shirt when sleeping." He accepted

the pants and towel and ask if he could use the bathroom.
Parm quickly nod and picked up the things needed, wrap it
in a new package. When the bathroom door is closed, he
come back and sit down on the sofa, strewn his knees and
tucked his face down.

phi Dean came and stay ..

the excited person try to breath deeply, cheek becomes red

themselves, then try to think about whether there are spare
blankets or pillows. But his room had nothing. Looking at the
small sofa that he sits and sighs. Phi Dean sleeps on the bed
should be more comfortable.

thingking like that and then move to lie on the soft sofa. Pick
up the cushions to hug them.

He sleep on the sofa and is

…
…

cold

Parm looks so stupid before asking to be put down because

he is now in the arms of phi Dean, who is still wet because
he just came out of the bathroom.

"phi !?" He screamed at phi Dean, who ignorantly holding

him and walking and lay him on the bed. Teasing the boy
who is now had a red face, helpless

"Why don’t you sleep in the room," phi Dean said scolding

"phi is big, it will be uncomfortable because my bed is only

3.5"Parm tried to get out of bed to sleep on the sofa. But
was pulled down to lie on the soft bed Followed by the phi
laying on top of him.

Parm is hot all the time. When the nose is touch to the neck.
He don't know where to put his hand because he touch it,
the body of the invader. His heart beats hard when he is
kissed at the end of the chin and is almost indifferent when
Dean push his lips onto the chest at the heart position
through a thin pajama

"phi Dean ..." he make a moan. Now, both of them are close
to each other until they feel each other's hot breath. Parm
closed his eyes, grab the bedsheet tightly.

.. Then all the moves stopped.

The room is quiet. Only the sound of air conditioning and

the heart beat. phi Dean attaches his face to the warm
chest. Close his eyes, inhale the aroma of the lover that
makes him calm down. The broken heart is coming back
together as one piece again, just because there is Parm
beside him.

Sorry. Sorry. Sorry

I'm sorry for your heart.

Sorry for not protecting ..

Dean tightens his arms around him. Tug his face, listen to
the heartbeat that come back to dance rhythmically. Can
feel what is called life. He curled up a bit and tucked himself
like an injured animal. He didn't ask anything again, but the
touched lightly on the head makes him relax. His lover’s
hand slowly brush his hair. While the other hand stroked the
back. Hug him with a small but great arms

The sound of a loud voice on the ears

"Never mind ..."

The hot eyes of the young man came up again.

"... It's okay."

Kiss lightly at the temples like the heart.

".. I am here .."

as the light at the end of the tunnel

CH18 Memories

(Flashback memories)

The music is sweet, soft and loud, creating a dazzling

atmosphere. Inviting the listener to be prudent and curled
up with warmth Some lips move, mumbling while indulging
in the music.

"Song because of you"

The tall man who is opening the tape turns to look at the
lover on the bed. He opened the tape box, picked up the
lyrics sheet, unfolded to see what the song was named. And
what kind of lyrics are before to enjoy and remember

From people who do not care about anything, start to learn

what the other person likes, little by little, then fill in the box
called memories.

Korn walked back and sat beside the bed. The big hand
touches the soft hair and gently rubs. Convince the nong to
sleep again, Intouch closed his eyes with a smile.

He loves this kind of feeling.

(End of Flashback memories)

***

"Huey"
soft sobbing. Of the person in the embrace, making the
young man tighten the body. The green-gray eyes looking at
his face who looked uncomfortable, tortured and tears that
won't stop.

"sshhh don't cry." The whispering sounds come with a warm

touch on the cheek softly. The big hand wiped his tears
gently, fear of waking him up. Dean bowed down and kissed
the forehead and rub the back.

The small body moved a little before relax and calm down.
He tuck himself in his chest, warming his lips, smiling as if
he is dreaming

"phi .. Korn"

in the dark. Digital clock shining, showing at 5 am.

Someone's heart is shaken.

Please .. let us free from the past.

The sound of the music is not familiar. The loud sound from
the head of the bed waking the person in a happy sleep.
The owner of the room groan loudly, tuck in front of the
pillow, feeling the warm water at the edge of the eye. He
wipe it roughly. Remember, then he reach the forest pictures
cover and took the phone which is ringing then press the
answer button

"Hello ..."

( "..........?")

Sleepyhead frowned.
"Who ... khrab." The tone is still awkward. He curled up
slightly, feeling good with the warmth from the back.

( "Pa .... Parm?"), The voice in the phone make khun Parm to
wake up completely and see the sky already bright

"Huh Del? What is it? " parm want to twist, but he have to
stop when he feel he can't move. He stop and look down at
his waist.

The tan color hand ... The big hands that are familiar and
the warmth that is wrap on the back

...

Lost !!

"Del Del !!" Hurry to call his friend in the line. The boy just
realize that this is not his own phone. This is phi Dean's !!

("so ... er, p.. phi is with Parm, right? So I’m relieved. I see
that phi didn't go home so I called. ... just be as comfortable
as you wish.") Del speaks stuttering seems like
embarrasses. But Parm’s mind is already crushed.

"it’s not like that, wait!"

("Tell phi Dean too na, that I call, you can continue. Bye bye,
well, not going to bother you then ....... kyaaaaaa Phi
Dooooon !!") The beautiful girl's whistling shout came into
the line before cutting off the call. Parm’s face is pale,
intimate, looking at the mobile phone in the hand, like
seeing serious prohibited items.

What to do! How to explain?!?

"Hmm .." The low tone sounds frustrated because being
disturbed. He tighten his embrace on his body until it feels
as if almost crushed. The young boy open his mouth, trying
to push the arm of the problem, but phi Dean's strength is
not normal.

"phi Dean... phi Dean khrab." When pushing the arms, it

didn't move. Then Parm smacking phi Dean's upper arm
gently, but he feel like he is tighten up.

"Hu ... phi Deannnnn" cried muffled because of a hot breath

at the back of the neck. The damn heart beats so fast that
the person who hug can hear. Finally, he couldn't endure,
trying to turn himself back to finish. The young boy made an
eye on him, but he is frustrated with the familiar music from
the head of the bed. Parm flustered and hurriedly flung to
accept the phone himself, but

"ummm … khrab"

Hey !! ??

The person who has been awake since earlier push his back
up, reach his hand, then picked up the phone.

"phi Dean!" Phum cried, really shy, wake up from the chest
of the phi who rob his own night.

Dean quiet for a moment when he heard the whistling

sound from the end of the line. He move his hand to see
who he is talking to, but his face is not familiar. Piquant
eyes, looking at the body in the arms with the red face,
trying to reach his hand. Dean broke up his eyebrows and
pretend to pull the mobile phone away.

"Um .... yes yes, three o'clock na. Hmm ... phi will send him
to go there."

After a while, he cut the line, but still doesn’t return the
phone. Then the screen saver spell his eyes.

"waaaaa !!! Don’t see don’t see don’t see… phi Dean, do
not see !! " Parm screwed up his mind and hurriedly seen by
the other's eyes. Clear and red face. Embarrassed until
almost cry. Did phi Dean saw it? Don't know.

"I didn't close my eyes." Dean protest with a joking tone.

Because he’s not slow. He saw it fully.

"Ph ... phi saw it?" Use one hand to close the face, while the
other hand reaching out to grab the mobile phone back

Dean does not answer. He only makes a smile while

loosening his hug on the waist. Doubtful but embarrassed
until he forget that he is still in his arm.

"phi Deaannnnnn" When he can't do anything, he can’t fight

the older person. Frantically cut off by shouting his name
long "Why are you like this?" Pham wanted to hide under
the pillow and covered with a blanket covering his face, like
an ostrich that hide it’s head.

"just now is ManNow, she said that in the afternoon had a

meeting at a friend's house." The young man changed the
story. "I’ll drive you there. As for going back, Team is likely
sending you”

Parm shut his mouth tight. Then reach his hand to phi
Dean's face and glanced at him.

"I have a car."

"But phi want to send you." Dean move to change his
position a little. This time, he raised two arms to the head,
allowing the young man to lean on his body.

The boy pretend to be displeased, but couldn't argue at all.

He frown, intend to call back ManNow.

so it’s ManNow huh

wait a minute !!! Just now, it’s ManNow who calls!?

"Hey!! Phi pick up the call and ManNow is not shocked huh?"

Dean raise his eyebrows, hoping that the morning will go

slower for several minutes too.

"I screamed at phi clearly"

Parm made a face like the world collapsed. Del knows lemon
knows too, and he knows what he'll be left with.

"Ah," the boy was startled when the big hand touch the
cheek. phi Dean use his fingertip to gently rub the red eye.

"your eyes still look red?" the person who ask is frown.
Because his eyes still look moist with tears

Phum smile shyly. He like this kind of touch. And like more
when the warm big hand, sliding up and stroking his head
like a child

"not anymore khrab. But this time, my dream was feel light
in my chest." Pham closed his eyes to remember the
memories. "Hear the old songs like my mother used to play
during my childhood And phi stroke my head like this."
Green-gray eyes looking at the little boy with his guilty eyes.
He rub his head and then move to touch hard the marks at
the side of the temple. Dean push up without forgetting to
support the other party to sit. Bent down to kiss his
forehead, then move and smile at the nong

"I’m going to take a shower first, wait a moment."

he wait until nong get up to pick up the towel, then walk in

an unsure manner to go to the bathroom. Soon the door
close

"have to change the screen saver. No need to use photo"

Parm walk in a blur and touchy eyes. The result is he bang

on the toilet, shut the door with a slam. While Dean laughed
until his body shaking, the shy child who was so shy and
unable to do anything right.

The screen saver is his image which secretly taken when he

sleeps. Looking from the background view, should be in the
library. The day that Parm return the sheets back to him.

Because no shirt to change into, Dean take the towel across

his shoulder. The other person is shocked when he walk out
of the bathroom and see him half naked and walk out the
room. He managed to knock on the next room door. Then
stand and wait. Soon the familiar person show up.

phi Sin that looks very sleepy in a messy sleepy shirt and a
slightly disheveled hair, diminishing the younger
generation's head to toe.

"you didn’t went home?" phi Sin ask, with his eyes cross to
the next room.
Dean shrugged off, not interested to answer. "Borrow a
shirt"

"Do you think you fit in my shirt?" The shoulders are so wide

that his shirt can’t be worn by this junior.

"I mean Phi Sorn’s shirt, you surely had them here right? "
phi Sin massage the temples lazily, thinking that this young
man is really a pain in the ass.

" Oii --- "phi Sin shouting long, leaning against the room
door, his hand folded like deliberately pretend. But not
doing anything and later there is a sound at the back which
had completely destroy his intention.

"aww" someone who threw him a jacket is not phi Sin,

because he is still irritated by Dean at the door. But is phi
Sorn who walked from the back and held his lover's waist
and hug close to his chest

they doesn’t even worry. Looking at it will surely know that

last night was a restless night

"Have you talked to nong?" the person who ask move the
glasses with eyes staring long, busy body, annoying. Then
lean to the back.

Dean is silent for a moment. He look in the eyes of two

senior friends. He is sure that phi Sorn should known all
about it.

"intend to talk today"

"If there is anything come up, then call it a day." Sorn

couldn't be not worried. Anyway, they have been friends
since child
"Thank you phi", the owner of the tan skin slap his shoulder.
He excuse himself to return to the room. But is called by phi
Sin

"hey, if you use condom just ask me if you run out of it "

The door of the room in front of him is closed on his face

with a sentence full of pressures. Dean cursing loudly,
glaring his deadly stare.

Phi Sin maeng!! (*maeng is one kind with sat, damn, shit,
bastard etc)

When Dean came out of the bathroom, it is quite late. He

walk to the kitchen where the owner of the room is now
boiling a pot. The tall, large body walk to sit at the dining
table, looking at what he is able to help. Enjoying. Secretly a
little surprised when seeing a bag of foods placed.
Wondering if it was bought when he was showering, he had
probably flee to buy things at the morning market across
the condo.

"Oh, phi Dean, do you drink coffee?" Parm turn back and
pick up the plate on the table. Secretly shy a little when he
found the other person sitting and staring at him and didn't
know how long he had been watching

"Where is the coffee? I’ll make my own " put a plate on the
table. He just see that he made a sweet stir-fried chili paste
and omelet with rice porridge.

"On the cabinet on the right side. The hot water is in the
thermos. Please bring me the shredded pork as well khrab"
he haven’t used to the place and is bump his head until he
is dizzy.
The thing that Dean admits is that Parm is a man who
prepares everything very well, and like to read, he always
one step ahead. No matter what he take, the boy seems had
prepared everything. As when he finish making the coffee,
he turn back to the table. There is a small dish with brown
glasses, cut into pieces, so that he can put in the coffee.

Hot rice, clean white, is put in the cup, placed in front of

him. Phum put pathongko*, which he bought earlier, on a
plate and add it more because he knew how much phi Dean
eat. (*pathongko is a deep-fried dough stick)

"lotus? Pay respect to the gods?" Dean say about the lotus
flower, the big pink and white flowers that are wrapped in
paper. But Parm shake his head

"In the room there is only a small khae phra ongh I normally
use the phuangmalay to pay respect. This lotus flower is for
wrapping a snack. "

" Wrapping snack? " The young man made a puzzled face.

" Yeah, when I talked to ManNow, she asked me to make a

dessert too." Parm don’t want to admit that he want to
make the dessert to shut his friend up. ManNow call to
scream at him. Ask the story on how phi Dean received her
call and then ask to come together until he has to cut down
to talk later.

"I went to buy a soft banana leaf from a regular shop, but
the market closed. Then I got the lotus flower instead." Put
sweet pickled radish with a cup of rice porridge for the other
party. "Stop asking khrab. Just wait. The food is hot. Today,
phi Dean must be a baby. I’ll make a dessert."
The young man raised his eyebrows when scolded. He
smiled at the corner of his mouth, making himself easy to
start scooping the food in front of him. The sweet flavor of
radish goes well with hot rice. Both crunchy and not too
sweet

Dean muttered softly.

"we should moving in together ..."

Parm is stunned. The red cheeks are so stubbornly appear

and spread to his two ears, but didn't know how to behave
and fortunately, Dean didn't ask the answer from him as
well.

Glutinous rice flour, bean flour, white rice flour, mixed in a

silver bowl. Followed by sugar, coconut milk and salt. Mix
them together, then pour into the pan, turn on the light,
gently stirring the dough until they mixed well. The young
boy held his back when he saw the big guy beside him. Tried
to squeeze pandan juice after he ordered him to wash, cut
and then pound the pandan leaves thoroughly. Then
squeeze them with a white cloth, his big hands are too large
to do something like this. Couldn't help picking up his
mobile phone to take a picture.

"is this enough?" Dean almost wiped the sweat and sent a
cup full of dark green pandan leaves juice.

the young boy nods. He stir the flour until it began to clump
and then pour the pandan juice, the president of the
swimming club, gradually pouring the mixture into it.

"Phum will make a dessert." The young man looking at the

dough in the pan. It began to turn into a beautiful green like
a custard.

"Chamungkud khrab" turn to pick up roasted watermelon

seeds on a plate and send to older person to eat

Dean raised eyebrows "Chamungkud? Isn't it usually yellow

or orange? Which looks like a pumpkin crown." He talks
about a round, yellow-orange snack, the base decorated
around with melon seeds. Sometimes put gold color on the
top of it

Parm shake his head. "That one is called Dara Thong or

Thong ek krachang. That was just made at the time of Field
Marshal Champol Por. But what I made is the Chamungkud
snack that had been made since the reign of King Rama II.
Actually it didn’t put pandan leaves, but now I put it
because I like it,"

young boy’s hands stopped when the dough is soft, smooth

and shiny. He use a spoon to cut a little hot dough and taste
the soft dough like caramel, fragrant aroma, jelly and
pandan leaves

"Delicious" turned to smile to Dean, until the man also

smile.

Dean look at him, scooping the dough to rest on the plate.

Then turn to pick up the lotus leaves that is soften, then roll
onto the prepared leaves.

"familiar as Grandma used to say about this dessert, but I

don’t remember. Why did I wrongly called it? " Turn to pick
up a melon seed dish to decorate the dessert.

"because in the past, there was a book signed by the wrong

confectioner," Parm said. "That book became the model for
calling Thai desserts to this day. It was difficult to correct
them now." he cut the snack and put on the lotus leaf
petals. Arrange the watermelon seeds to decorate on the
green flour to be eaten, then wrap in a small skewer.

"If the wrapping is finished, bring a little while under the

sun. The dessert will have a pleasant aroma of lotus leaves."
Parm gradually wrapped the pieces one by one.

Dean looking at the younger ones who make the dessert.

Continue to make snacks for friends. He never neglecting
the resolution. He had heard when he was teaching Del that
Thai desserts are charming, beautiful, which takes time to
do it, so regardless of whether it is actually done or not
done, the one who do it must pay attention to it fully.

"Would you like to try it?" Parm ask without looking up but
the answer had been turn into something else.

"… about last night"

the hand that is scooping out the dessert is only stopped a

second before moving again

"It's the story of InTouch".

his lips are flutter together. The eyes of the young boy
shake up immediately. Dean touch his hand and squeeze it
gently.

"phi Dean ask me?"

"khrab?"

Parm raise his head to look at the beautiful eyes of the other
party. He moved a little smile.

"If I listen to InTouch's story, will our relationship change?"

the dark eyebrows flocked together immediately." No

change, no change."

"Then, if I listen ... will I be sad or happy?"

The green-gray eyes flashed suddenly. He put the spoon

down and put his finger in the other hand.

"... maybe .. sad." Dean's voice is broken.

Parm shake the hand of the older man and laughed. "So it’s
better for me to not listen."

When seeing Dean so surprised. The boy is even smiling.

"Knowing it but not giving good results. I don't know. In
other words, it can't fix anything." Slack down on the snack
wrapped in a white pink petal. Bring it in front of his eyes.
"do you know phi, I've never used a bag for desserts
before." he use another hand to knock at the temple “But it
came up in the head. I think Intouch should have seen
somewhere before”

Parm hugged by the young mang again. His voice is stable,

without hesitation. "If we don’t counting on sad feelings I
think that leaving it like this is okay, okay? Yes, it is the
same like hearing dream story in the morning. "

The boy said slowly and softly.

"If old memories ... come back again. I will choose to

remember only good things. For tomorrow to have a happy
heart " (* Am Saowalak)
finish speaking and sent a smile "I don't know who the
words are from or what songs they are from. I have to try to
look at it again. you frown again." Reach out to touch the
other eyebrows. When he was warned, the dark eyebrows
were loosened. Dean looking at the person in front of him
with a lot of feeling that is overflowing.

He don't want this smile to fade away ..

"I lose."

Parm blinking his eyes. "khrab?"

Dean bowed down his forehead and attached the forehead.

"phi lose to Parm already khrab." Pull the body of the

smaller boy to hug tightly "will never fight against you”

his brain is slow, standing still, confused, doesn’t

understand. But once he had collecting his consciousness,
the cheeks suddenly red.

"phi Deaannnnn on what way did you losing?" Drag the long
voice because he know he is being teased.

Dean laughed. He rubbed the tip of the nose and stole a kiss
on the two cheeks. The man is seizing the opportunity to be
rude. The red faced boy is in his arms that he won’t let go
easily.

How can he explain the feelings in this chest? Love, love

and love so much.

"Can I kiss?"
the boy suddenly stop moving. This time the red color
spread to the ear. Even though it is not the first kiss, but he
is unable to stop the shaking hands from the shyness. The
person who ask doesn’t wait for an answer. The hot lips
snuggle up to the corner of the mouth, urging the answer

"Kiss na khrab" Dean ask again. He waited until he nod. Hot

lips are crushing almost immediately.

The faces are attached together the lips keep crushing,

alternating with each other. Then the heaviness begin to
increase as the pace of breathing becomes more rapid. His
mouth opens to take a breathe and made an entrance to the
other party to send the tip of the tongue to invade.

The moist of two mouth followed by excessive noise. Pull to

persuade their tongue to visit each other. The arm hug
tighter following on what his heart tell him. The body is
rubbing by intuition. Responding to a hot kiss until the older
man almost sighed with satisfaction

"Ah…uhh…!"

Parm let out a moan, when the whole body was carried up to
sit on the lap. The kiss began to get worse and blurry. In the
condo's small kitchen, filled with a subtle aroma of sweets
mixed with a moaning sound. They don't know how long
they kissed. Don't know how much they touch each other.
The things that are perceived are just not enough.

It's never enough .. (*me toooooooo!!!! So just don’t stop

will ya?!)

"Haaahh" the young boy breathed in to fill the lungs. The

eyes are closed tightly and trembled all over his body.
as if almost die

the hot tongue dragged from the tip of the chin to the trunk.
The t-shirt was blown up by the emotional force and
touched by the big hand that rub along the skin. Touching
the small cherry on his chest with the tip of the thumb,
press until the boy must hurry to grab that mischievous
wrist.

Parm lift his eyes up wondering if phi Dean will stop. Without
knowing that such a sight will only make the person see it
have to suppress his feelings inside. Like a little children, he
frown tightly, breathless. He squeezed the aggressor's wrist
and kiss his mouth when he feel that strange sounds will
come out.

"ummpp"

Dean presses the kiss on the cherry on his breast to uncover

the redness. The feeling of wanting to be the owner,
wanting to possessing him, wanting to take nong and his
body, to make them both fly so high. Want to swallow, want
to take everything into his own

Parm is not Intouch. Nong is his own only. Korn has no right
!!

"Crazy ei!" He cursed. Dean raise his face and closed his
eyes The two hands pull away from the slippery skin. The
hands then pull the shirt in the arms back on. He slowly
looked at the eyes, trembling of the other party. Believe to
continue the relationship until the end. But ... it can’t be
when he still cannot shake the feeling of someone else
inside him away from the head.

two person are watching each other's eyes. The breath also
suffers. No one moves as if fearing that if they moving more
than this, it will become a fuel to a flame that will not stop.
The emotions of teenagers and the passionate love create a
temptation for them to dive into desire. And it wouldn't
really stop If nobody does anything

"phi Dean"

Parm’s shaking voice can be felt. The young man looking

around at the room, and when he see the eyes of the phi, he
began to calm down. "Open your mouth khrab!"

Dean, who is still puzzled, following the order easily. At once

a scoop of Chamungkud snack got stuffed into his mouth
who is about to say something immediately

"Oomph!"

"is it delicious?" Parm ready to put in another scoop again to

the mouth if he doesn’t answer. Found this way to change
the mood, the desire is quickly extinguished as if splashing
water on a fire.

The president of the swimming club nod. Chew the snacks

with a laugh, until he is hit at his arms. Because the person
threatening is sit on his lap, plus a red face, his hand
holding a dessert spoon as a weapon

Really suitable on Parm

***

At three o'clock, almost half an hour to the appointed time.

The black sedan move away when it is all ready. Parm holds
a desserts box and a textbook. Into the house He smiled to
the nearly ten friends who are lying on the balcony of the
lawn.

"finally you come, yeah." Team run aand hug the neck of his
best friend, then drag him into the studying circle. Of
course, the dessert box is already in his hand.

As soon as Parm had sit all eyes in the group of friends stare
at him. Smiles, grimace and gestures like cornering him,
make Parm want to run away. But his good friend Team
stand firmly and hug the shoulders.

"Confess". ManNow use a bottle of water instead of mike.

"What should I confess?" He is frustrated but the cheeks are

red again.

"The story that phi Dean received my phone call, what did
you do that morning? Don't say that he didn't do anything!"
Team smiled with sparkling eyes. Friends in the group are all
nod almost simultaneously. The story of Parm and the
president of the swimming club is a hot news. To have an
opportunity to know from the person himself, who wouldn't
want to listen

“do what? It’s usual, he comes to sleep." Try to pull Team

out of the shoulder.

"If you and phi are not lovers, we probably don't think of
anything." One of the friends ask. And that person ask about
the hickey on his neck too.

"chip away here and got to eat, right?" Team took Parm to
turn left, turn right, to see his neck then hiked up the shirt
again. But not yet able to see anything clearly
"What eating are you talking about !! woa !! This dessert
doesn't have to be eaten!" Pham grabbed the snack box as
a hostage and pretended not to share with his friends. Good
friends who arre scolded hurriedly apologize. He is touched,
but he definitely won’t share the snacks!

***

Dean came home shortly. He carry two snack boxes into the
house. The other thing of Parm’s cuteness is that no matter
what food is already eaten. He always prepare separately
for him

He chuckles, and when stepping into the living room where

the little siblings sit

"phi Dean !! Last night, do not go home to stay at Parm’s

room, why didn’t tell us!! " Del hug the waist.

Dean stroke the sister's head then when he look at the back,
he found his brother, shrugging his eyebrows, sending his
glad eyesight. The older brother wanted to curse of being
scolded, because in the morning he is almost ‘do’ Parm.

"The penalty because I go home very late, here snacks." He

handed a plastic box with snacks lined up beautifully made
them gag

“uiii, wrapped in something pink. Cute. " Del rush to show to

her other brother. Both of them hurriedly to take pictures of
the amazing snack to the social media after the older
brother explain what it was.

Chamungkud smells fragrant of the lotus leaf. Smooth and

soft texture. Of course, everything will run out quickly. Only
the pale yellow lotus petals that the girl doesn’t not dare to
leave but it’s a shame if she eat it.

Dean sit back in the sofa, looking at two siblings in a good

mood. Suddenly, the last sentence from phi Sin come back
in his mind again.

InTouch is your mother's uncle ...

"When will our parents come back?" he ask but causing the
two siblings to look puzzled. Because their brother usually
do not care about their parents' return date.

"At the end of the year, not the New Year. That’s the ticket
date is. They won’t be able to come to the swimming
competition after the exam." Dale answer regretfully. She
wants her parents to see phi Dean as a real swimmer.
Because he is so cool

Dean click the tongue and frowned a little.

"Don and Del want to met grandmother?"

"Eh" this time, Del shout out loud. The girl glance at phi
Don, who now bounce back and sit in shock.

The eldest son of Wongnate family sigh. He never ask about

Grandma before. It wasn't strange that they are so shocked.

"phi .. don't hate Grandma?" Don on the other side of the

sofa move around.

"Where did you get that idea? why do I have to hate

Grandma? " He widen his eyes and scolding.

"Dad said that Grandma didn't like mother and mother

hated Grandma's house. So I think that you would hate .. "
Don hurried to justify his thought and the listener just nod
his head.

"Grandma never taught phi to hate anyone. Then, agree to

meet Grandma or not? " Three years ago, since moving to
the Wongnate’s house, Dean never met Grandma even
once. Even though he never had the word from the
grandmother, he often heard about her.

Both the younger sister, and the younger brother are

hesitant. Then Del is the first to speak

"We often go to Grandma. But did not tell you," the girl
approach phi Don hurriedly. "Afraid that phi Dean will not
like it, but Grandma often asked me if phi is okay. I often
take photos for Grandma. "

Dean drop his eyes and look at his hands tightly. In the
memory of Korn, there is a sister of In. But not many person
named Anhtika

older woman, thin and often have faint smile, thin lips, long
straight completely black hair, and bright eyes like her
younger brother. Damn, as if disconnected

"phi want to meet her."

The young man raised his face and turned his eyes to his
siblings eyes.

"phi want to see Grandma. Today is even better. Can take

you me there? "

Don and Del open their eyes wide. They don't understand
what happened. But seriously, it can be said that their
brother is not joking and it is important enough that phi
Dean wants to meet today.

"Wait." Don hurriedly hit the phone. He talked to someone

at the end of the line with a serious tone before smiling and
turn to smile to his brother.

"Grandma is at home. Grandma's house is not very far

away. "

Dean nod. He get up and grab his belongings while Don is

confused how he quickly got along with his older brother.

What he wants to do

Things that I want to do

To the older sister who lost the important little brother

....

....

I want to apologize to you by myself

***

End ch 18
CH 19 Thank you

When the time needle turns to five o'clock, all of the first
year students are heading inside to flee from mosquitoes
from the front porch to the living room. They push the sofa
to the other side to clear the area for everyone to use. Some
are laying around, some are reading books, and there are
some taking a nap

It is the latter. He just placed the study sheet and picked up

the mobile phone and sent a message to the recently
separated person.

"what are you doing?" ManNow tried to sneak a peek, but

was hit with a pillow cover.

"Just met two hours ago, really. Had been sending message
to each other as well." Team squeeze the other boy aand
make a shiny eyes.

"Just feel worried" young boy frowns He typing and then

delete it several times. Finally, he just send a short word.

"Is there anything happen?" ManNow caught her friend's

arm. When she saw anxious facial expressions, she worried
again.

"Not at all, I’m just thinking too much." Parm turned to smile
and sighed. One hand gently rubs himself

don’t know why I feel so worried

_____________________________
# Ph @ m #: Fighting. (*su su na khrab)
_____________________________

Dean smile reading messages from him. Wondering if he

should talk about the exam because he himself had to read
loads of books as well. The young man try to send a reply,
but had to drop it off, keep the phone into the bag again
when the car turned into the door of a house.

Just seeing the eaves, his body is cold and unconscious.

Green-gray eyes replay some memories. It is nosalgic to

some extent, but it is barely different from the old house in
his memory

----

(Flashback memories)

"just send me home until the yard is enough"

"but I want to pay respect to the elders to know them"

"No .." In shake his head

"Well .. Good night." Bent down, kissing the forehead gently.

In then responded by kissing his chin.

"get home safely"

InTouch's body wander into the two-story white cement

house. Blue-green louver windows open to ventilate the
entire house. Hyala roof, wooden pillars, dropping water
along the eaves The delicate pattern is clearly seen as an
old house inherited.
Beautiful ... but bleak

Calm ... but not welcoming strangers

(End of Flashback memories)

-----

"phi Dean"

the young man is a little startled when his sister and brother
poke him to get down from the car. Dean just smile, which
caused an awakening. The feeling of the house in front of
him is quite intense in a way that it is not very good.

In front of the house, there is a middle-aged woman

standing welcoming. Guess that she should be a
housekeeper. She greeted Don and Dale in a familiar way,
but is not quite right when she turn to the eldest grandson
of the landlord. The three men following the housekeeper
inside. Simple decoration of little pieces. Most of the
furnitures and folks are antiques made from fine wood. Dean
look around very interestingly until they walk through the
folding doors that separate the room into two. The image in
the head makes the young man feel blurry in a moment.

At the garden in the living room ,with a thin body, wearing

glasses, eyes looking down, reading quietly Straight hair
that is long straight, now with short white cuts for
convenient care. The face has wrinkles according to age,
but it is obvious that the age should not be more than 60.

"Grandmother" Del run toward her and embrace.

Grandmother placed the book in shock, and then smiling
broadly, embracing the granddaughter tightly. Both of them
kiss cheek each other until Don walks toward them and kiss
the cheek with some envy.

"Do you come to see grandmother?"

"There is a special guest. He wants to come to see

Grandma." Don shrug his eyebrows and nodded to the door.
Causing the grandmother to turn to look

Tall, large build, tan, standing still, green-gray eyes, staring

directly at each other. The face is sharp, confused, hesitant,
like not knowing how to behave. The old woman opened her
eyes wide, lift her hand and say and turn to look at the
grandchildren next to him. Both Don and Dale smile wide,
nodding to emphasize to Grandma that it is as thoughtful.

Dean looking at the woman he had intended to see so badly.

Even though the face expression is not clear, but the eyes
are shining and happy

"Dean ..." The trembling voice from the grandmother

"Dean ... Dean, right?" The old woman call repeatedly. With
two hands spread to the eldest grandson. Grandma's face is
moist with tears.

Dean step forward a few steps to reach her. He bowed down

and embraced the thin, thin body. Stroking the back that
trembled and comforting

"Come to grandmother with your nong?" Two hands hug her

grandchild with the nostalgia. "Missing, Missing, So Much"
Dean move back, stroking her face, stroking her eyes, the
grandson who had not seen the truth for over ten years.
"you’ve growing up this time .." The speech is sobbing.

Dean is tighten his jaw, full of sadness. He move himself

back and sit down at the ground and then bending down
and bowing at his grandmother's foot for a long time.

"I'm sorry ... sorry for not coming at all."

The young man take her small ankle and touch the old
grandmother, making his eyes hot. Then hold back his tears,
everything is almost ruined when Grandma's hands gently
rub his head

"It's okay, baby .... Don't worry." Tears begin dripping. The
grandmother touched the grandson with her shaking hands.

The living room is now only quiet and sobbing. The old lady,
the owner of the house, wipe the tears until the
handkerchief is all drenched. She continue to rub the head
of the grandson repeatedly. While the girl turn to hug her
brother and cried out. Don feigned sadness, trying to turn to
another direction to hide his own red eyes.

"Grandmother understood, grandmother not angry." She

reached out and wipe the tears at the eyes of the grandson
and smile. And that makes the heart inside the young man
shaky and tortured

sorry, I'm sorry, I really sorry.

Dean look at the grandmother with confusion. And how will

he tell? How can he manage? He will destroy this woman's
heart again like that, or

fight. (*su su na khrab)

The message on the phone flashes up with a bright smile of
the sender, melting his anxiety slowly.

Never mind ...

"I have a lot to talk with Grandma." Dean firmly held his
grandmother's hand.

"Grandmother too, has a lot to talk to Dean." She slapped

the back of her grandchild's hands. "Come up and sit on the
ball, eating, and drinking together first." Wait for the
grandson to get up and sit next to her. She laughed, wiped
her face, wiped her eyes, both grandmother and
grandchildren. Both person are shy with unsightly
conditions.

Don and Del excuse themselves to wait outside. They said

that today is the day of the oldest brother to talk to his
grandmother, allowing him to talk privately together.

The face of a 60 year old woman full of smiles. She told

many stories for the young men to listen. The story when he
was still young and had been involved with this story before,
grandmother would take him to a party and he
dissappeared.

"Grandma I understands that Grandma doesn't like mother."

As he said, the grandmother rub his grandson's face and
eyes. "Our mother was precocious, since she had not
graduated from high school. At that time, grandfather was
very angry, almost letting the police arrest our father for
charges of taking a minor."

Dean made a mistake. He had heard the grandmother

quarreling with his father, saying that his mother had
deliberately use her body to seduce his father, but he did
not stay till the end to pay attention, and that was the only
time he heard Grandma speak badly about his mother.

"Finally, the grandson was born and they allowed to get

married. The grandmother was glad so Grandma loved her
grandchildren."

The young man moved a little smile. Move the water when
he see the grandmother start talking until tired. Suddenly
he sighted and see the plastic box that was carried with
him. So he pick it up, open and sent to the grandmother

"Dessert."

The aroma of lotus leaf and pandan spread. Grandma

looking at the little snack wrapped and placed in a box and
make a big eye. The more she open the dessert wrap to eat,
the more she smile.

"Grandmother haven’t seen it for a long time. The more you

use this package, the more difficult it will be." Touch her
finger gently on the petal. Touch and feel old. Return to the
old time to remember about it. "When grandmother made a
snack, I used this wrapping baguette. There is someone who
like it .. " She closed her eyes, thinking about her perverse
brother.

I want to eat dessert wrapped in a lotus petal

Weah's tricky

it's like onions in

Anhtika slightly taken back. She take a snack to eat and is

satisfied with the taste that had not been found for a long
time. The attention that comes to the person eating, more
than the delicious taste is…

"where do you buy them? This person do have skill.

Delicious, delicious."

Dean unfolds the snack and smiling. He gently squeezes

Grandma's hand.

"My lover is the one making it"

"Ui, Dean, has a lover?" Grandma shocked and excited. "it’s

been a long time, I never see a new generation children
doing Thai desserts. Bring her to meet grandmother.” Pick
up the dessert and think, even the wrapping is so
meticulous.

"Grandma ..." the green-gray eyes look at the old woman

seriously.

"My lover ... is a boy"

Antika halt. The hand holding the snack are trembling. The
faint face of the brother flashes into memory. Smile and
laughter. The promise to come back to eat the delicious food
that she has prepared. Everything was shattered when
receiving a call from her father on a heavy rainy day.

nong is dead ..

The phone fell as she fell into tears.

Her beloved brother killed himself because they forbid his

love.

the same-sex love

…..

(Flashback memories)

"I will be back soon."

"Love you .."

(End of lashback memories)

…..

"Dean .... Grandma" Her voice trembled and begin to get a

bump. The fears rushed over her two hands, hugging her
gandson tightly. The tears can’t be able to flow out. "No
matter what happens, don't hurt yourself. Don't do
anything. Dean, Grandma ask Grandmother ... beg you"
Anhtika requesting her grandchild as if to be worried. She
would not be able to stand it if she had to lose another
important person.

You really can’t do it.

Dean tighten his jaw until it is ridge. Ruddy eyes

suppressing the awkwardness of the overflowing feelings.

"Don't be afraid. Trust me." The tone of the young man is

deep. ".. I will never kill myself." Hold Grandma's shoulder to
push out to look in the eye. "This time I will protect my
lover. No one will die. And my father, there is was no way he
is like that! "

" Dean ... "Anhtika began to be conscious. The words of the

nephew are wrong. "I don’t understand... What do you
mean"

The eyes shine accepting. Dean broke away and sit on the
floor again. This time he sit with his back straight before
bowing down to his grandmother's feet. This time not
apologizing as her grandson but as Korn, the lover of this
woman’s brother.

"I'm sorry for not protecting him." The voice is shivering but
clear to the ear.

"I'm sorry for causing InTouch to die."

"I apologize for making him leaving his older sister."

"Dean, grandmother, grandmother, not understand.”

Anhtika’s hands are shaking. Her heart beats strongly. "you
speak as if ..."

The young man look up, stared at his grandmother's face.

When the eyes collide, the eyes answer everything instead
of words. Anhtika feel a faint memory. This kind of sight, she
has seen long time go. Only one time that the younger
brother brought to meet her.

Owner of the dark eyes, shrap face dismissive things around

him except her brother

Korn ..

"Not..true.... you’re.. Korn"

big hand reach up to touch the hand of the old woman and
pull to his chest. Feel the rhythmic heart

"He's here. He said," I'm sorry. ""

Anhtika felt awkward. Her body leaning and wobbling.

"Grandma!" Dean quickly rise up and supporting the old

woman and prepare to shout for someone to help. But he
had to stop when his hands shake his grandmother, she
squeeze his arms

"No .. no need. Grandma is okay. "

"... Grandma" The young man feels exhausted. Sometimes

the dogmatic way of pursuing the past is hurting too many
people around him. Too much painful things.

The eyes begin to flow out tears. Anhtika look at the

grandson as if she didn't believe her eyes. The image of a
young man who loves her younger brother coming up until
she has to reach out to touch.

Is this possible? Anhtika looked deeply into the eyes of the

grandson. The suffering, confusion, grief, and clear sight
that he was dismayed. Dark eyebrows that flock to each
other and the mark. The big hand tremble with fear and
uncertainty.

Afraid that he won’t be forgiven

"Are you tired? Are you tortured?" How long have her
grandchildren have to live with this feeling?

Touch the cheek up to the hairline. She is sobbing when she

saw the faint marks at the temples. "Is it very hurt .. Dean"

"grand ..." Dean’s voice is blur. "Grandma .. Believe?"

The old lady smiled. "my grandson is not a liar ...."

"sob ..." Dean looked up, rubbing hard the clear water which
flow down the eye. "Sorry ..........." Dark eyebrows frown
together. "Sorry for not being able to protect"

"why apologize.. It is the way that In choose himself. Not

Korn’s fault, not at all .. "stroking the other head Comforting
as if a lull for her little brother

Not anyone's fault ... because everything is her brother

choices himself

Anhtika inhales a deep breath. Never thinking, never

dreaming, that someday she will come across such things in
the age of 60. She glance at the eldest grandson who was
still looking at her with suspicion, fearing that she will had a
heart attack

"In conclusion, you have the memory of Korn, right?"

"Most of the memories are in InTouch and the family. But

other things can't be remembered."

The old woman slipped her eyes slightly down.

"Then .... In ..." Can't doubt the possibility that In will come
back again as someone else. Will it be enough?

Dean moved a smile. He turn to pick up the snack in the box

to put in his grandmother's hand.

"In’s cooking skill is not good. But he never forgot the skill of
phi Anh "

Anhtika looking at the snack in her hand. She slowly bring it

to her mouth and begin to rise a smile. Chamungkud
wrapped in a lotus petal, her sight become a little blurry, not
clear from tears.

"Thank you." She used two hands to hold the snack and
bowed her face down to the trembling hand.

"Thank you for still loving him. Thank you for finding him
again. Thank you very much. "

Dean's heart is warming. The heavy chain gradually slipped

out one piece at a time, releasing from the deppression. As
if a man drowned in the water

Not anyone's fault and thank you for loving each other ..

Dean looking at the grandmother with many feelings. Can't

think about how to introduce his lover and how to do it. He
rubbed his grandmother's shoulder with a thin smile.

"he is very good at cooking. Smile all the time. Grandma will
love him."

Anhtika laughed with tears. She hit the grandson's arm

softly.

"you boasting too much. Is he cute?" Rub the snack and look
at the grandchild's face with a luscious shiny eye.

The young man pick up his phone and open the image file
for Grandma to watch. He has saved some pictures,
including the pictures that Del sent to keep.

The old woman moves the image slowly. She touched softly
a young boy’s face with a smile on a touch screen. Her
brother returned to being a happy person. Smile and bright
eyes
"you perverted child. How old is him? Have you two been
dating for a long time? "

" Just 19 years old khrab. We’ve been together for about 3-4
month.” If he have to tell the story about Parm, he will
spend all day to talk with grandma.

"Then .. Did he remember the past?" The questioner did not

dare to look up.

"... remember, but not as much as me ..." gently slapped the

back of Grandma's hand "If he is ready and want to come I'll
take him to introduce."

Anhtika nods, swooning her heart. Not able to meet each

other yet, but just knowing that her brother is happy with
her lover again, she doesn't ask for more. She continued to
move the image. Enjoyed before stopping and suddenly turn
her eyes away.

"Deannnnnnn!!" Dean frowned, baffled. He glanced at his

phone, looking at the image in her hand. what happened?
but had to stop with what he saw.

Picture of the sleeping nong in his arms, the day he stayed

over lastnight

forget !!! Completely forgot that he secretly shoot

"Uh .."

"you dead !!!! Why did you do this to nong?" Immediately

hit the grandson. "he’s still young, not even twenty!"
Grandma begin to start to protect the person who have not
even met yet.
"Wait, grandmother, it is .." The swimming club president
acted improperly. He receded and escaped when he met his
grandmother’s eyes.

"No! Do not trespass your lover."Anhtika stand up on her

feet, gazing at her grandchild.

Dean stopped suddenly, he thought about it for a while,

then smiled a little, returned to Grandma. Not accepting, but
not refusing. The glistening eyes of the grandmother and
the hands. Thinking about the year 1980’s, how the little
child in the picture will know how good his grandson is. He
don’t know. [* my guess is Intouch died at 1980’s, and the
little child here refers to him, the original words is : dek noy.
The grandmother means : how Intouch will know that his
grandson (his sister’s grandson, so it means Dean also
counted as In’s grandson) is this good]

is the real Korn like this?

"stop it. nowadays children huh" she complained. "put off

your hands from him, he is still a child" can’t help to warn

"khrab" This time Dean agreed to accept, but well the two
people of grandmother and her grandchild looking at each
other for a while before starting to laugh. The old woman
hug the broad shoulder of the young man, gently stroking
the wide back before whispering.

"Welcome back."

Both Dean

and Korn
Dean and Don is talking to Grandma until late. The
atmosphere of happiness infuses the house where the
young man once thought it was cold. When their cars
moved out of the house, Grandma still stood and looked at
the grandchildren until they can’t be seen anymore. Dean
looking at the old golden ring on his hand. The family ring ..
Grandma said that this ring has been passed on to the
eldest son. But came to a halt when losing Intouch.
Grandma therefore kept it and intended to give him, which
is the oldest grandson.

The young man sigh slightly, keeping the ring in the shirt
pocket. Then picking up the phone again. The message from
the younger one coming in several hours before.

_________________________
# Ph @ m #: Going home. Read the book until the brain was
all over
_________________________

Dean laugh in the throat. He type the replying message and

then closed his eyes, release himself, absorb the feeling of
dullness in his chest.

_________________________
Dean: Fighting. If you pass the exam, phi will give you
reward
_________________________

No matter when, he always made him feel good

it has been a week since he visit his Grandma, Dean still

does not say anything about Grandma to Parm. Because
entering the final exam makes everyone quite stressful.
After the exam is finished, he has to swim again. He intends
to wait at the right moment, he will tell him everything and
let him decide whether to meet his grandmother or not.

Parm used to say that the matter that has passed, even if
he knows, it doesn’t make anything better. For him, finding
the grandmother and was able to talk to open his heart is
good. But for the nong, he is not confident. It may stimulate
old things. May make him feel bad. But no matter how the
decision will be made, he respect that decision.

the young man sigh. Flip the book in his hand through. Then
looking at the Faculty of Economics building that is
completely silent. Due to some final exam of the Faculty of
Economics come to an end, Sunday is Christmas. For the
swimming club president who completed the exam two days
before, he intend to wait for the nong in front of his faculty
without telling in advance.

The students put the pencil down when the teacher told him
to lay hands. Now it's almost five o'clock in the evening and
they're hungry. Team sit and lay his head at the temples
with horror. The test results. But more than that is the
swimming competition that will take place next Tuesday.

"Team hurry up and get back to rest." Parm walking closer

when he see his friend sleeping.

The three of them gathered together and follow their friends

out of the room. All people talk about the new year, and
where to go. But as soon as they step out of the building,
the students are quietly making noise and pique the interest
of people to look on what happened,

"hoo, not bad" Team teasing. He elbow his friend who stand
still.

"Wait a minute – phi Dean." At the stone table in front of the

group, there is a familiar body sitting alone to read. Green-
gray eyes flick up when he hear the call. He smiled a little,
close the book and walk to find the still-standing nong.

"The exam is finished?"

"why are you ... come?"

"I come to pick you to take a walk to see the Christmas

lights."

Hoooiiiii

Jealous of someone who have boyfriend

So hurt na

The ranting sound, with boos from friends in the group,

made Parm to blush. He turned to look at the good friend
Team that is the central figure of the teasers. Team smile
and rush back to hide behind ManNow shamelessly.

"But .. I am in a student uniform." Jerking the shirt and

looking at himself from head to toe.

Dean clicked his tongue and tilted his face down to whisper.
"I’ve bring you a change of clothes."

"Hmmmmmmmm."Parm widen his eyes. Wait, you bring me

a change of clothes? But how khrab phi???

Paper bags is sent to his hand. There are folded clothes in it.
The confusion still has occupying his head when being
pushed into the bathroom

When he is gone, Team immediately rushed to the president

of the swimming club.

"phi Dean khrab, the competition is on Tuesday na khrab."

Dean raised the eyebrows to the junior, the busy club that
made his face becomes frightening.

"Then?"

" Hui, not going home to take a rest. Wait, you’ll have no
strenght --- oii” Team scream, jolt, his hands hold his
forehead.

"I’ll go back to rest. If you’re very furious, want to practice,

then tell Ai Win to compete with you."

first year member of the swimming club raise his hands to

scratch his head, eyes, and ears.

"Don't wanna khrab phi. Phi Win is very strong. He set a

very good time in swimming." Team act horror. In the club,
the person that had competed to swim thousands of meters,
of course who do the best time is Phi Win, but he look
comfortable,not suffocated like them.

The young man shake his head. He greet back the child who
excuse himself to go home first. Sitting and waiting for a
while, the nong came out as though he had been
deliberately waiting for his friends to disperse.

"phi dean it’s really my clothes. How can you get it?"
Looking at the favorite T-shirt with the jacket. There is a pair
of hoods and his favourite pair of jeans.
Dean picked up the room key and swing to show him.

"Eh !! phi went to my room !?"

" already got permission." Dean moved a smile. "At noon,

Parm’s mom called, therefore I would like to ask for
permission to take you a walk. After we talked, your mother
told me to go to take the clothes at your room, so we won’t
have to waste time. And this set, mother and Phoom, were
the ones choosing them. "

" Phoom na khrab?” the young boy even made a not-believe

face. His brother looked so stupid, phi Dean would die.

"Um, probably see phi and your mother discussing together

for too long. So he couldn't stand it and choose himself."
The more he thought of the angry face of his little brother,
the more he is amused. The mouth complained, but chose
the clothes for his big brother seriously.

"Hm ..." Listen about this, make him miss his mother and
little brother.

Mother and brother ...

"how can my mother call phi Dean? .." began to feel that
something was wrong.

Dean shrugged the eyebrows without answering, but went

back to the parking lot of the Faculty of Economics. The
more he pounced his arm tightly

"phi Deaannnnnn. Then how do mother know that you have

the room key? " the cheeks are red “Then when did phi call
my mother" Mother "since when?"
When he arrived at the car, the young man took the car
keys from the hand of the younger ones, which the other
party sent to him with confused look.

“aww, then your car …” the car’s owner sit beside driver.
The face is full of questions, mobs, dazed until Dean can’t
stand it. Kissing one of the lovers' temples strongly.

"Ah Haya, don't change the subject khrab." Parm blush

when he is grabbed and kissed. Everyday he feels getting
more and more exploited.

"I left my car at Parm’s condo. If I bring it, we have to go

back in separated the car." Dean adjusts the seat again.
Parm pouting his mouth. Yes, he doesn't have such long
limbs.

"I mean, about my mother," Parm complained softly. But in

the car, it was quiet. So phi heard it.

the green-gray eyes, glimpse at the side with glittering eyes

"Principles of business, need an exchange if you want me to

tell, then what phi will get in return khrab?"

When Parm thinking about this, the more weird he will ask.
He started to think about the risks of speaking with phi
Dean. The percentation he won is low, but his curiosity
pushed over. But what can he offer as exchange?

"Please use the credit first khrab!" Open the credit line
immediately. He just learned so he remembered!

Dean raised his eyebrows. "Redemption period?"

"Let's be a long-term credit khrab." Parm tried to think with
the subject at the exam. By completely forgetting that the
other party has already learned about management at the
third year

The older man clicked his tongue, turning the steering wheel
along the way. "Long term, high risk of bad debtor. What is
the guarantee? "

The man who was pushed began to fumble. Parm looking at

phi Dean smiling happily. Makes him guess that the thing is
not cheap. The white cheeks began to heat up.

"then ... use the position of lover khrab."

Dean even stopped. He bite his lips a little, tried to be

patient to not jump on his lover in the middle of Sukhumvit
Road. Day by day, Parm becomes more and more evil*. (*
can also be translated as “worse” or “fierce”)

, "Okay, guarantee is reliable. So phi is the creditor. And

Parm is the debtor." The car makes him convenient to turn
his eyes and see the nong comfortably. "Long-term credit,
unlimited duration. But pay the monthly installments with
interest. Deal na"

the young boy abruptly close the deal. Why have you
become a debtor and have to pay monthly installments with
interest?

“not ok? then take the installment with interest every week,
deal or not? "

Parm jumped hastily in a hurry because of the drawback.

"Every month. Not every week. "

the young man smile happily. He reached out his hand and
rub the head of his nong.

"Every month na, okay deal."

Parm nodded and then open his mouth wide "phi

Deaannnnnn”

He was tricked again !!

The sky is now completely dark. Light up in front of

Ratchaprasong, bright and beautiful with lots of people.
After they find a parking space, they play for hours. Parm
chose to eat something easy and persuade phi Dean to go
down to see the big tree decorated with golden yellow
lights. But when he encountered a crowd of people , he
suddenly ask to turn back.

"a lot of people". Dean wrapped his shoulder to prevent him

from being hit by other people. The lights are pretty, but the
crowds aren’t. The two of them continue to walk until
they’re stuck in a tunnel where people stopped to take
pictures.

Dean turn to look at the person beside him when his shirt
was pulled. Parm tried to pull his arm, then point at his hand
which holding a phone ask him to take picture.

"phi shoot please"the person who had longer hand hold the
phone from Parm’s hand. He leaned his head closer, and the
fun atmosphere would make him forget about it.

Bright eyes looking at the camera, sparkling eyes. Behind

them is a beautiful yellow light. Dean looked on the mobile
screen. At first, Parm is still unaware of it, but he is surprised
that phi Dean was not take the picture yet. Until the eye and
the other person's eyes collide in the screen, the heart of
the boy shakes up without cause.

The heart dancing faster. Pumping blood up in front

Younger people breathe deeply, doesn’t dare to look away,

but stare at him. Parm count one to ten. Why would he be
so shy? Why would the person who look at me is phi Dean?

phi Dean is his lover

Maeng ... Oyyyyyyyyyyy

the shy person isn’t able to hold hands at public place. All
red cheeks, red ears. Would like to leap into the pillow, but
without pillows around here, will be crazy about phi Dean,
not right. Finally, he tried to suppress the trembling,
gradually turned to the person at his side.

".. phi .. Dean?" The eyes trembling because of the shyness.

Looking at the other party with red cheeks.

The patience of a young man is like being severed by a

scissor. He swear softly, forgetting many people and places.
The face is eloquent, leaning down, attached to the lips,
stamp on the lips, soft and crush gently.

Sweet and tender. He warm the hearts of the two of them.

A small scream snatched the person who are kissing, forgot
to break apart. Parm raised his hand, shut his hot mouth.
This time he really hide his face behind Dean. Both shy and
embarrassed to die. Dean secretly apologizes to him in the
heart that he couldn't bear it. Then bowed down and
apologized to the people around who looked at them with a
shy face.

"Parm" Dean tried to grab him. But his little boy rolled and
dodge and hug his waist from behind him. "Nong Parm", the
young man began to be amused. Can't catch him because
he really is not willing. Wondering this time he really shy.

Can't help.

He sighed and changed into holding the two hands of the

younger and pulling them around his waist. Become
embracing from the back and made people who see to
smile.

“Phi Deannnnnnnnn” Parm cried out loud. doesn’t able to

see but Dean is sure that he is embarrassed until wanted to
dig a hole and burry himself.

"Put your face behind me. Will have no one to see your
face." he laughed in a good mood. Holding his hand firmly.

"uuhhhhhhh," Parm complained, but still tucked his face at

phi Dean's back. He then realize Phi Dean looked happy.
Smile all the time until he can feel Parm allowed the big
man to walk through the laughter of the people around him.

"Parm", a low voice, called the nong again after getting out
of the catastrophic tunnel.
The boy slowly tilted his face out, looking forward to phi
Dean's face who looking at him. Green-gray eyes when the
night light hit are beautiful, not wanting to take his eyes off.
Phi Dean moved a gentle smile until he also smile. From the
touch of the big hand that tightened his hands feels soft,
warm, safe.

"Merry Christmas khrab."

Parm tried to hold back the smile. "Merry Christmas too"

"New Year, let’s go to pay respect to the Buddha together"

The little boy nod his head and glance,

"... to pay respect to the parents too."

The young man squeezed a small hand that was slightly

tightened. Parm slipped his eyes silently, before he lifted his
eyes again with his eyes glowing. Nong's answer is bright,
there is no hesitation.

"khrab, Let's pay respect to phi Dean’s parents together

too."

Thank you for coming back.

Thank you for loving me

Thank you for meeting together.

20
"Okay, mother, will you come back to Thailand?" The

voice talked through the muffled face time, because people

were talking on their faces and tucked the pillows and put
the tablets on the bedside. Because of the late night The
eyes had broken, but curled up on the bed

["Back, but probably after the new year, not sure which
month?"] The mother said, tearing down the clothes for the
little son who couldn't find anything. ["Heard that the
grandfather was sick Would have to visit again. "]

" Huh? Grandpa? "This time, the young man opened his
eyes. Actually, he even knew that he still had a grandfather.

["Yes, uncle, he called Do not be confused. Phum met the

grandfather last time, 2 years old himself? The landscape is
not found. "]

Hmmm, quitting the eyebrows, feeling strange. When he

realized that there were still some relatives in Thailand but
didn't think he would be the father From childhood, he saw
his father all along, never having to meet his relatives once.
Until he understood that his father would not have any
relatives anymore because of his father's funeral
"Let me go to visit my grandfather first?" For then, if there
are still relatives, he would like to know as well.

The mother is a heavy face. She sighed and shook her head.
[ "Wait for the mother to better really a room within the
address I was your uncle bought him a children's"]

"This bay within the scramble he is" not even met his cousin
was. He used to scramble for use.

["No, the owner of the room is as old as the landscape, still

living at home with the family Than to enter the university
alone But where does the son-in-law go? "]

"What son-in-law, mother !!" Their mother laughed and had

fun. "Dee hyung is at home." Until the mother still wheeled
him.

["Oh, I saw him with the keys. The mother thought that he
had moved to live together. "]

" How? ... "Muddled in front of the pillow before getting up."
Yes, how do you know that Dean has a key! And how can
you know Dean's number? "

Mae Sa-dee sent a parody of his son's eyes. She shrugged,

responding with confidence that the child must not know for
sure.
["My mother has a great line."] He

found this sentence to be able to hold the temples, the

brain, thinking who would be the mother. Because Lime
Team Dale shouldn't have talked to her mother.

["When I stopped thinking about it, my mother knew that

our Dean had been in the room."]

Ahh! ! How to know! ??

Phum took his face and thrust the pillow again, not daring to
fight in front of his mother. If the mother does not know
about Dean and him, it will be smooth. But this, knowing
everything, will face.

["Pam"]

A more serious voice makes the rush to shy, embarrassed,

get up and sit. Secretly shaking that he would be scolded

["Mother, I don't know what he is going to be with. But the

mother let him leave alone because the mother was
confident that we were old enough to decide herself. "] She
drained the smile when she saw that her son had started to
stress. ["Mother believes in the decisions of Pham. But
remember that when done, we have to accept the
consequences of the action. "]

Young children nodded. He raised his hands to pay homage

to his mother and smiled wide. "Thank you for believing me.
Mother"

["Do not believe the child and will go to believe in you."]

She laughed crumbly.

["Not true. My mother didn't believe me.] Maeng from the

mother, quietly shut up

["The name of the word means power And there is

something in it I'm sure you can stop being afraid. This
name, Uncle, set it for me. "]

" Oh, my name, Uncle, set it for you? "The boy feels strange
and warm. When knowing that his own name was set by an
uncle who could not remember his face He felt a thin bond
that connected him to the family of Father

Phum. Lollipop wondered. This new year had to invite Dean

to pay respect to his father at the temple.

["Father, he said that, like that, my mother did not

remember the details as well. How did you find it? Uncle
then asked. "]
Pham nodded. Before yawning out again and looking at the
time Now, Papa hit one, and tomorrow he had to go to cheer
for the swimming club. Finally, he was unable to tolerate
himself with his mother to sink in the slumber.

----

(Flashback memories)

"Do anything" Korn glanced at the person who had done

something to his wrist. When the deal was finished, the
news broke away.

"How to tie a red thread?"

Now his two wrists are linked with a red thread.

"What play does not matter." Tap the bald, busy. "Do you
know some people hold him? Tied with red thread bracelet
is really ominous "

InTouch fumbled forehead Tuff" Oh, I do not hear any talk

that red thread to tie people together. So I put it here. "

The young man shook his head and thought of his lover. He
twitched his wrist a little, so he tilted to come close before
embracing InTouch in his arms. Hot lips, kissing on the red
marks on the forehead.
"So, it's just a belief."

In a wide smile, he leaned up, straddling his lap.

"Then I will create a new faith for you." Raise the wrist that
is tied together. "This is the promise of red thread to tie two
of us together," raised eyebrows to face down the device's

"sewage"

in the eyes say something sweet I never have. Phi Korn

must always have this kind of garden

"Do not see the need to tie it." Korn slipped his eyes and
looked at the red thread at the wrist. He moved a little
smile.

"I'm not going anywhere."

Low, smooth and serious bass.

"We will be together"

makes the heart of the listener beating

"forever".

The rain splashes until you see the way forward. Two bodies
ran together through the cold to the front of the eight-story
condo that had just been completed. Korn embraced his
lover, attached his chest, looked up at the front of the
condo, frowned out,

no way,

no money, no cars, nothing but nothing.

After fleeing his father from the parking lot at the restaurant
They left everything there. Will be left, but the condo key
that just bought in the pants Even today, they intend to
invite each other to buy additional accessories to add more
rooms to prepare together after graduation. But was
intercepted before

Korn, just smiling .. There is no way that the father will not
know about this condo.

"In" He squeezed the other arm of the brother who was still
quiet. "Tired?" The questioner still looked at the tall building
with an unreadable eye.
Intouch hugs the lover's arms tightly. Would like to say that
it is not tired but in truth it is not The two of them are so
tired and are reaching a dead end.

Korn didn't wait for the answer from her again. But decided
to take the other party to escape in the condo as intended
The heart of a young man dives into darkness and silence.

The sound of wet shoes hit the corridor. The engine noise is
working to bring the elevator to the upper floor.

No voice talking

"What do you think?"

As soon as he entered the room InTouch then opened the

mouth to ask, despite the trembling of the whole body. But
the silent symptoms did not answer the device, causing him
to be frightened Warning signs are calling for harsh eyes
and tension, suggesting that the other party is making a
scary decision.

"Inquire, what do you think?" Screamed loudly, shouting

with tears "I promise that we will be together. I promise !!
"Repeatedly beat the shoulder width.
The big hand holds the wrist that is firmly beaten. InTouch,
frightened and cold Phi Korn's eyes that look without hope
Without power, without power, everything

Finished ... nothing left

"Do not leave it in please." The whispering cry before sat

down on the floor is exhausted. "do not do like this You
promised ... "

Korn let his tears fall. He stared at his lover and did not miss
his eyes. Two hands, moistening the cheek, stroking slowly
Try to remember everything on the face so that you don't
forget to go anywhere.

He bowed down to support his crying child who didn't stop

taking him to the sofa. Hugged the body, sobbing, trembling
in the arms Different people are embracing each other,
comforting the heart that has broken apart. There is no way
to escape, but tucked away as if the dog had stalled.

.. until death

"I love you, remember you, I love you very much"

bang !!!!!!!
The bright red blood spreads along with the body that had
stood up and fell as the leaves fell out of the pole. The heart
of InTouch is broken into small pieces. No more, loved ones
No more, no touch from warm hands

no more,

no more,

no more

"Brother Korn !!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

(end of flashback memories)

----------------

Hah !!

The body on the bed twitched. His heart beats the sweat.
The two eyes are full of tears. Two of the young men
grotesquely shirt was wrinkled with breath, wheezing, rapid

suffered suffocation as dying

"gulp .." Pa's open mouth, trying to sniff out but heard only
the sound of weed, the more

red blood scream. Cry and sadness Clearer than any dream

He tried to lean on to the bedside drawer, but the body

didn't listen to the command. Finally, the whole body was
turned down by the bed. The hand trembled, pulling the
drawer out so hard that the inside of the item fell out. Blurry
eyes trying to find what they wanted I grabbed a handful of
his mouth and then spit it dropped into the calm breathing,

calm, never mind

the boy convinces himself. He slowly breathed out in a slow

rhythm. Coinciding with the drug to make breathing more
convenient Nearly 15 minutes until the symptoms were
calm, leaning up and sitting leaning against the bed edge.
Warm tears dropped down uninterrupted. The morning sun
shines through the curtains. With a whispering sound of the
people at the bedside

University of K, who hosts the swimming competition, is now

full of many people. The announcement of the competition
schedule is confused with the talk. The cheering team from
the University of T began to stand cheering with the spirited
heart. To put pressure on him to be a champion for two
years, but this year, they still expect to be a champion in
the third year.

"Amy, what kind of match, butterfly mix style free" Lemon

read the match schedule in hand. She secretly squeezed
close friends and turned to nudge Dale sitting next to each
other.

"Phum, quiet, fiercely,"

Dale secretly looked at some things and actually, as the

lemon said. Today came to slow, causing him to not see
Dean. And the person who wears the sun glasses Looking at
the eyes is not clear anymore.

"Isn't it comfortable?" Dale reached out to touch the

forehead. But the smile returned

"not ok"

"Huh hoarse like" Lemon say hello.

"Late at night," answered. Completely looked around. The

same

two girls frowned. But looking at the left-right look of the

friend, then they agreed to look for the president of the
swimming club. Now many athletes have come out to warm
up by the pool.
"Ahh, Denny's brother"

Dale waved. When seeing a group of university athletes

themselves preparing The president of the swimming club
seems to be able to see it, leaving the group walking in a
row of high-cheer stands.

Phum moved the smile. He got up from the stand and sat
down at the edge of the fence. The height makes him look
at the eyes of Dean. The young boy tore a wide smile until
he was battered.

"Fight it."

"What is it?" Phum Khaek suddenly smiled with a question

back. Green-gray eyes look very worried and noticeable.

The big hand reached, gently touch the cheeks Dark

eyebrows frowned together like not being satisfied.

"Cry?"

Pham shook Dick's head. "No," he didn't want Dean to be

worried now.

"Remove the glasses to see you clearly" provoke the glasses

and look with sharp eyes. His mouth before allowing him to
remove the glasses for the other person to see his eyes.

Dean was stunned at the moment with the pale face of the
other party. He rubbed his eyes, bruised gently. The color of
the eyes is clear, clearly showing that they do not want to
race, but want to jump.

Phum Lollipop, then laying his hands over the big hand,
insert the fingers together to loose The cheeks were
attached to the palms of the warm eyes.

"The same dream Don't worry Now you have to concentrate

on the race. Do you understand? "Pretend to speak
seriously, even though he was so perverse that people
moved their smiles around the mouth.

"If I win the race, will reward you" Suddenly you are worried
eyes sparkling glitter to change the mood a little behind

, "Eh?" On page E Wha

"I want a prize from the French" squeeze my cheeks to keep

canines.

The boy blinked his eyes. Almost said that he made a

celebration, but Dean's eyes didn't mean that. Especially
the thumb that now moves to spread his lips slowly Soft and
smooth to the whole body The heart of the beat The eyes of
the person in front of him do not cover a bit of what he
wants and what he knows. Seeing that Dean wants to eat
more things than Thai desserts.

"Cheating terribly" frowns at the crafty people. Trying to

make a stand still, suppressing the stampede. But the red
cheeks were completed

"Then, please?" The elder also pretended to ask to be

shaken.

His eyes fell with his lips. His feelings have nothing to
review. There will be only self-confidence. The boy hesitated
to stop thinking, and eventually he nodded a little, but when
he saw the sparkling eyes he hurried and said,

"A little."

Dean narrowed the eyes of his red child, all the way, and
still looking for a bargain. He laughed in the throat and
crushed the younger head with compassion.

"You have a reward for us." After seeing Phum's face dazed
again, expanding "How do you take the exam?" The

boy is smiling. But the past experience teaches that Dean is

a very insidious plan. He sent his eyes, not trusting his
lover, but was squeezed into the nose.
"What do you think you are really rewarding? Not like what
he would give you. "

" How do you know that I will give you something? "Beak
forgot to temporarily forgive the summer.

"Want to say it?" The older man smiled.

"Huo Aoru" was a hot summer. When unable to argue "Go to

warm up, get time to race and go." Hurry to chase the bad
habits before they are more disadvantageous.

Dean laughed and liked the gesture of his lover. He refused

to return to the group as easily, letting him sit, hug his
knees, red cheeks and drooping. Today he is really full of
encouragement.

"Take it?" The voice of the girl rises from the back.

Pham jumped quickly, turned back, but suddenly stopped.

Because almost all the people looked at him with a smile.
The young boy is embarrassed to know where to hide
himself. He forgot that the back was the T student,

"Oh, Dean, the girlfriend of the national fan." Lime pulled

the girl friend who together helped scream. "The hand
trembled all the way."
"There is a grip on the cheek. Skincare ruffle. "Another girl
whips up.

"We have never seen Dean like this before." Del open. Of
course, don't forget to type the line. Tell the other brother
and send the picture. Saw the eldest brother smiling for the
girlfriend to play and shake

How do people know about the redness of their faces? He

hurried to sit beside the lime, picked up his backpack and
hugged and tucked his face down and did not dare to face
the curious eye. Then he sat back to let him know how to
look at someone Elder Dean, facing the real stand, why
don't you tell each other? Really bad habits too !!

10 am after the race day

... Sometimes I feel like I'm not going to accept anything.

Dean is easy.

The boy looked at the picture in his cell and sighed around
100 Now, the page of the swim club is full of congratulations
for being a three-year champion. The president and vice
president did not disappoint. Swept a couple of gold medals
each. As for the new generation of children, like the team,
they go through the money back. Other people in the club
are not at least able to come together to show their pride
***

He placed his hand on the side of the bed and rolled it and
rolled it to his pillow. Imagine so much that he couldn't
stand up and sit and sit on his back, throwing a pillow,
smashing his bed in front of his black face and scolding
himself.

Damn, it's a filthy guy !!

After the race has finished, Dean does not come to demand
the prize again. There is only talk about going to sleep in
Kanchanaburi with people in the club. Which after agreeing
to conclude that they will walk to sleep at the beginning of
January before the semester begins When Dean said that he
would take him to travel with people in the swimming club,
nobody said something. It is a parody, but the eyes do not
look for him to make an effort, who

do

a good

buzz in Oshawa, Oshawa reneged on it. Change your mind

and be fined or not.

"Oh ............. heart". The boy caught himself in the heart,

beating every moment when thinking of And even the
heaviest symptoms if the face of a lover emerges in that
thought Finally, Pham picked up a pillow, hugged his face,
tucked away.

He must have been crazy.

.. that acted like falling in love with Dean again

taps,

tap, door knocker, alarm room owner from trance Phum

flustered, rushed to pick up the phone to see the time
before he opened his eyes, hurriedly rushed to open the
door.

"Sorry, fit the phone." In the room

Dean gently rubbed his head, no matter what, because he

became accustomed to the bruising symptoms. He had put
his hands on the refrigerator before he explored the
condition of the fan himself. I was completely fall apart. The
clothes were still not changed. Younger people, after being
shot by Kong, have a little smile like that. Hurriedly pushed
back to Dean

"I know myself very rotten. Do not stare like that. "Put your
hands off the beautiful eyes. Day by day, he only shows to
Dean that he can't see his own condition.
Dean chuckles He reached up on his waist to stand between
the legs. Big hip again he does not run away with me before
his voice caught the comedy

"Pretty good're watching,"

it said in a shy Why?! Frustrated He tightened his mouth,

the hand that closed Dean's eyes, shaking away. Someday
he would definitely have a heart attack because of this man.

"I ... would like to change clothes for 5 minutes." Today, they
intend to buy super things to prepare food to pay homage to
the New Year and buy items in the room. Since Dean is a
skilled foodie, he has always been forced to pay for fresh
produce. By reasoning that it is a large capacity person
Which he understood because Dean had eaten two more
dishes than him The more you have Win and the team come
together with rice, you have to cook two pots to be enough.
This swimmer-eating athlete is terrible.

When he saw Dean, nodded his hands, leaving his face

sharpened, turning to hold the big hand out of the waist. But
how do people, bad habits, refuse to let him go easily?

"Elder Dean ..." The little boy glanced at the other side.

"Yes?"
Oh, come to make clear eyes. Don't know again !!

"Let it go." Phum directly at his waist.

"I can only ask for the balance of interest this month
before." The

boy opened his eyes. "Eh?"

"The end of December. Promised to pay every month with

interest. "

Ee Ee !!! Open mouth Here he accidentally spoiled them

catch up to me to protect me

, "Dean, it is a" long-haul voice crying. "We have to go

shopping."

"The mall is open at 11 o'clock. Ample time. "People look

like they don't care much.

His mouth was tight before he realized that those who were
debting him Have not yet explained the reason why the
mother calls

"Dean has not told me about Mom. No product, I do not

have to pay for this. "When pulling out the waist's hand, he
turns into another shoulder. At least helping to keep Dean
from being involved in this matter.

Dean quit his eyebrows now. He started to find a way to

escape. He cracked the tongue and added a touch of the
waist to jump,

"Know the layaway system?"

"Layaway ??" The boy tried to use the brain quickly. This
time, Dean, what do you claim?

"Product deposit system And installments in installments

Complete payment for products. "

Wait !?

"Dean, bad habits!"

Phum screamed before, must be frightened when he was

pulled into it. The arms that push the shoulders wide are not
effective at all when the strength of the swim club president
The boy flashed his eyes. With the discontent of raising two
hands, sticking on Dean's cheek and making a fierce face

"No need to claim How will it be taken? "

Dean moved the smile. The sparkling eyes "know this very
well." The

thing that young people learned from men in the face after
being a girlfriend for a while is Do not argue or negotiate
with Dean. From waste to a minimum, you will become a
much more immediate

, "that's it"

debtor impasse words. Looking left, looking right, finding an

escape The cheeks are slightly red, before deciding to bow
down gently. On the lips, the image of a young man Then
quickly broke out

"to pay." No matter how many kisses, but before this, his
heart didn't really fight.

Dean narrowed his eyes and shook his head. The wide arm
band managed to measure the body, lying down on the
couch and followed up to the top. The little boy looks up and
wakes up and laughs. When the elder kisses his face all
over,

"Hue-O, Dee-Noon," hit the shoulders of the elder. The

forehead, the eyelids, the tip of the nose, the cheeks come
to an end. Which has escaped
Breathless, wheezing, ruddy He wrinkled his nose in the
bullies. Different people smile each other and kiss their
mouth repeatedly.

.... is important to never release

Happiness blossomed when the heart of a young boy

shakes. The two hands that were deflected at first changed
to be wrapped around the broad shoulder. Press the brace to
make the face eloquently bow down again and touch the
lips on the cheeks of the lover. Sad and confused eyes
Happiness is too overwhelming. Happy until fearful like a
nightmare ..

"I love Dean."

Is a word of love that is heard and invited to frighten Dean

stroked the soft hair and bent down to figure out some lips.
Sucking, repeating it until it starts to bruise He looked in the
eye and was about to speak. If he returned to his side, he
touched his lips, touching the tip of the tongue.

An exceptionally sweet kiss that tears with tears.

Finally, do not go to buy things. Dean sitting on the floor,

leaning back on the sofa, with his sister in front of him.
Press the remote control on the hand to see Keep changing
channels like no point. She looks strange from the day of
swimming and he knows the cause. Bruised eyes and eyes
full of worry Would not be the matter of the device with In
The young man sighed hard. Until Pham would say that he
didn't want to get to know the story in the past, but it was
following him to hurt him as he had seen ..

Actually, we have to leave the past bad and move on. But if
the past still remains a chain of interpreters, don't go
anywhere, we have to go back and get rid of it.

Dean embraced the body in the arms more. He placed the

chin on the slope of the shoulder and asked.

"Hungry?" The

two of them haven't eaten anything since morning. When I

found this question, I opened my eyes and felt

"I am sorry, Dean is hungry. What am I doing to eat?"

Pretending to be bursting, but still holding his hand.

"No, I have food. Deposited in the refrigerator This time, I

had a seat. "He squeezed his nose and pulled his younger
brother to sit and wait in the kitchen.

The small kitchen looks cramped when the big person bends
and tilts. Phum smiling, secretly filming clips He likes when
Dean gets up to do something. Only being a kitchen is
something strange. If there is a chance that he intended to
sneak out to see Don Waddell to

"narrow kitchen," Dean murmured, "I have a little house

with a big kitchen,"

the clip stopped suddenly. Reduce the mobile phone to look

at the back plate, not the eyes.

"Will make a locker with a lot of storage space." The

clear cheeks begin to heat again as well as the turbulence in

the heart.

"No, when you build a house, you can control the building,
the kitchen itself is better than what it is." Dean turned back
and found that his little boy took the table. All ears are red.

Phum shook his head, turned off the phone, did not dare to
continue. And how can he dare to take clips for others to
see when Dean speaks like building a house for two people
like this?

Don't make me fall in love more than this.

The aroma of the dish calls the belly up. Fortunately, having
cooked rice makes it not to waste much time waiting. Dean
placed a large bowl that had just been warmed in the
middle of the table with another dish that wouldn't be eaten
together.

The boy looked at the rice and lollipop cheeked. A large

piece of ham, topped with a diced glass sauce Top the
toppings with melted cheese on the mashed meat. In the
bowl, the back is Cha-am sour egg with a large shrimp.
Smelling and aromatic

"Where did Dean buy from?" Received a rice dish from a

lover with the most enthusiastic manner.

Dean couldn't answer anything, but Lollipop then sat down

on the opposite side

. But not interrogating anything further He first tasted the

sour curry first. The sour taste of tamarind juice is mellow
with the sweet taste of palm sugar. And something that is a
latent flavor The boy stopped his hands and looked at him in
front of him without believing his eyes.

He knows this taste.

(Flashback memories)
When making sour curry, add canned fish to the sauce. Will
it help to increase concentration?

Hands holding a spoon to shake Pham Tak Curry tasting

again to emphasize that it is not misunderstood. This taste,
this sour, sweetness like this, he never forget,

never forget from the heart even a little.

"What evening would you like to eat? Wait, do you wait. "

" So .. let's get a big hamburger. With sour curry, Cha-am

egg. "

" Okay, I'll do it. "

" Love you. "

(end of flashback memories)

Dripping.

Transparent tears poured down slowly. Scooping the food in

front of him, as well as whining away In the end, he couldn't
stand the cutlery, he let the tears flow out

. His lover unfolded with a faint smile. Before reaching out to

wipe the tears

, "I want to see"

"Gulp .." within the trusses up. A lot of sobbing and tears
flowed.

The elder still Oppa is always waiting for him.

"This is the reward of the test." Dean spread the tears that
still flow out. "Phum has the right to choose to meet or not."

Fear, confusion, worry, but miss. Missing the older brother.

Dean moved the chair to sit next to him. He held his brother
in the hug and rubbed his back.

"Regardless of which path you choose Will you stay with

me? "Bent down, press the lips and wet temples.

The boy closed his eyes to review his feelings. The mother's
words are still in the heart.
[Mum believes in Phum's decision]

Phum Khai-ny, a lover's shirt tightly before looking up. An

embrace that is attached with a familiar aroma makes the
mind calm. Confused eyes began to ease. Dean is still
calmly waiting for the answer from him.

"I will meet" will not escape again.

"If you meet, you have to get to know other things." Dean
asked, but he was nodded and didn't change his mind.
Pham sent a smile to him with sparkling eyes.

"Dean will be right next to me, right?"

"Um, you will be beside me." Bent down, put my forehead

attached like I do.

"If so, I am not afraid of anything." Embrace the lover with

two hands.

If the former pulls back, he is ready to go back and fix it in

order to move forward ... side by side.
Episode 21 Oh Moon

The sky outside was not yet bright, but in a small room,
someone turned on the lights and started the activities of a
new day. The tall body on the bed rolled before turning
when he didn't find the person in his arms last night. The
greenish-gray eyes were still drowsy. The glass that
separated the bedroom from the living room had the
curtains drawn to prevent the light from disturbing the one
who was still sleeping. The kitchen sounds and the smells of
aromatic snacks caused the young man to rise up and
grabbed the phone to see the time: it's four and a half.

Dean yawned, he was very comfortable and had a good

night sleep. Today, he and Parm would be going to the
temple to give alms and make merit for the New Year.
Yesterday, they had gone out to buy the necessary
groceries. When they returned to the condo, Dean realised
that the New Year's night will be noisy with fireworks
booming and cracking and decided to stay the night. Of
course, Parm's mother who had called her son, approved the
plan.

The tall man got up. At least he wanted to help the other
party do something because he was going to cook food for
them to eat. Just walking out of the bedroom, the aroma
made the person hungry.

"What did you make khrab?" Leaning over Parm as he

asked, startling the other and made him shout.

"Phi Dean, why do you wake up la khrab?" The boy then

turned to pick up a cup of coffee and put hot water that was
boiled in a bottle.
"Wants to help Parm, anything I can do?" He looked around
and saw that the Nong already had done many things. Did
not know at what time he got up.

"I made chilli and hamburger tofu chaom. Now I'm making
snack thawpaeb khrab." Pointing at the food that was set on
the table. (*thawpaeb read as thuapaeb actually I really
don't know, but this is what uncle google told me : it is a
mung bean paste in a sticky rice dough, boiled and roll on
grated coconut, then sprinkled with sugar and sesame
seeds.)

"Hamburger Tofu Chaom?" Dean frowned at the strange

name of the dish.

Parm laughed gently, "It's like a normal hamburger khrab,

but it's a little modified. I also made Dean's part. Wait until
the rice is ready to eat khrab." The young man said while
taking the glutinous rice flour that was set aside and put in
the juice of pandan leaves turning it into a light green
dough.

"Come, Phi will help." The big guy put down the coffee cup
and then washed his hands. He looked at three more dough
parts and the colour that the Nong prepared with interest.

"Purple from butterfly pea flower, Yellow from pumpkin,

Orange from carrots." Parm explained while the person
watched him lovingly. "Knead it to colour the dough na
khrab." The big hands were very strong. It did not take him
long to knead the dough. The dough soon turned a light
purple colour.

When he saw Phi Dean doing what he could, Parm turned to

deal with the roasted sesame seeds and preparing the
mung beans to steam. The young man put the beans
together with grated coconut, and sprinkled with salt. The
sesame seeds were then mixed with sugar, and put aside
for garnishing at the end.

He heated the water until it's boiled, and then put in the
dough in the boiling water and waited for a period of time
until it's done.

"Shaped it into a round ball and pressed it to make it flat."

The teacher needed to teach the big student who was fully
concentrated. "Put it in the pot. When the dough is cooked,
it will float up."

The flattened dough balls were gradually dropped into the

pot and would float up to allow the young boy to soak them
in cold water to cool off. Then it's drained and then filled
with beans and rolled on grated coconut to prevent them
from sticking together.

"We'll spread out the dough and then stuffed the beans. Fold
the dough and press the edge slightly like a dumpling. Then
sprinkled the grated coconut and sesame seeds. Then we'll
have the delicious dessert, thawpaeb."

Dean listened to the Nong who clearly enjoyed teaching. But

when he looked at the beans in front of him, the memories
of the day they met appeared in his mind until he couldn't
help laughing.

"Huh, what's the matter khrab?" Parm looked up in

confusion. He was taking a banana leaf to wrap the dessert
completely.

"Beans....." Phi Dean couldn't stop laughing. Parm stopped

what he was doing for a while and began to think. Then his
cheeks burned with shyness.
"Phi Deannnnn!! Don't laugh. At that time I was really
shocked na." The boy pouted.

Then Phi Dean's thoughts returned to that time when they

first met. Yesterday when buying things together, they were
laughing and holding hands, not even a single hint that he
would be shocked even when they rode the car huy! To be
able to be close together like that and Parm not running
away again, it was an incredible thing.

His mouth pouting at his naughty boyfriend, Parm continued

making the dessert as he taught, and was soon laughing
too. The boy pouted while wrapping several pieces of
snacks. He separated them into different boxes, to give for
alms and to take to Phi Dean's house. He also set aside for
himself.

"I'm sorry" Dean said, leaning on his shoulders. After

completing everything both of their hands were all sticky
and they had to squeeze together to wash their hands at
the sink.

"Phi Dean likes to tease," Parm complained.

The young man shrugged while still washing his hands,

"Someone said that .. I like to tease the one I like."

The person he liked stopped for a moment. The lovely

sentence made Parm incapable of doing anything but
rubbing his hands until they were all bubbly. Dean smiled
slightly and pulled his hand to help him rub.

"But for those who Phi loves. Phi still expresses a little
feeling na. "

The sentence made the listener shake his head. Parm looked
at his own hands that were now being held by a big hand.
Dean's long and strong fingers gently rubbed his finger, one
inch at a time, to remove all the dough that were stuck.

Parm shut his mouth tightly. The gentle touch on his hands
made his heart danced. The longer he was rubbed, the more
his hands twitched, but they were locked tightly. The boy
was restless, embarrassed because he felt strange.

"Ph.. Phi Dean wait, I just wash..." He raised his face and
asked his lover piteously. But that made him realise that he
had made a mistake. The more the eye contact, the
stranger the hand touching became.

The child was distracted, his heart was dancing. He hated

himself for how his blood's rushed everytime they were
close. The two cheeks were hot as if his face was burned.
Two persons looked at each other, the face of Phi Dean
slowly came down.

"Phi ... " Parm called with a trembling voice.

Hot kiss stamped on dry, heavy lips. When he felt him licked
his lips, he was shy. Making the person who was looking at
him impatient and he pressed a kiss again.

"Ummhh ..."

The boy moaned softly and closed his eyes. When he was
attacked by the tip of the tongue, his lips opened and
received it with responsive moves. He sent his tongue to
explore, it was luscious, moist, watery. The moanings
became embarrassing. Hot breaths fanned his cheeks,
making the touches became more and more heated.

Parm liked the kisses from Phi Dean. And Dean was similarly
fascinated by the kisses of the Nong.
The hands that held each other start to move. Dean's long
fingers stroke his wrists and then moving to his index finger
upwards into the palms of his hands. Repeatedly slipping
inside. The bubble was slippery, stimulating the whole body
to feel it.

Begging, pleading, as if their bodies were intertwined with

each other.

"Ph ... Phi ..." Parm slightly turned his face and called him
and then repeating it again. His whole body trembled and
he felt that he couldn't bear it.

The naughty boyfriend wouldn't let go of him so easily. He

kissed him again, but this time he reached out to open his
hands and washed clean his hands and the Nong's hands.
Then he turned to pull him closer.

Parm was breathing heavily. His two hands scrambled to hug

the other's arm, squeezing tightly when the hot tongue
invaded.

Why this time's kiss feel like this...

"Ahh .." The young boy was startled, turned and opened his
eyes when Phi Dean's thigh was inserted between his legs
and moved about.

No, this is more than hands.

"Phi Dean, Phi Dean," Parm cried out loud. "We have to go to
make merit ...ahh." His voice was stuttering, followed by an
exclamation when he felt something under his stomach had
risen up. Parm curled up instinctively in front of the other
person and froze, not daring to move because he was afraid
he wouldn't be able to hold on.
Dean looked up at the ceiling. Feeling regrets at his own
stupidity for pushing up the wrong rhythm to the boy in his
arms, he still hugged his Nong. After a while, he could calm
down and pat his shoulder softly and gently.

"Go to the bathroom, go .."

After getting permission and being released, Parm rushed

off towards the bathroom and slammed the door. And the
older one felt sick, because he was harassing him in the
middle of the kitchen. Dean looked around and turned to
switch on the water at the sink and washed his face
vigorously.

He had almost claimed his reward from the Nong.

Their breakfast before going to the temple was Hamburger

Tofu Chaom and fresh vegetables salad. Parm refused to
come out of the bathroom until Dean had to knock and
called him to come out and eat, otherwise they would be
late.

"I had eaten my brother's cooking and I miss it. So I made it

na khrab. But I mixed it a bit with Chaom too." When talking
about food, he wasn't shy at all. "Used minced meat, adding
a little bit of flour, and mixed it with Japanese tofu. I did not
use onions, but replaced it with tamarind, it is delicious too."

The light brown mashed beef with sauce of parsley green

was delicate and fragrant. Dean was surprised that he chose
to make this kind of food to cook with seasonings that was
both healthy and delicious. It was easy to eat. As for the
thawpaeb, he ate it too and it was not too sweet.

The young man cut a piece to taste it. Feeling it again, he

ate half a loaf, while the Nong was looking at him with
expectant eyes
"Delicious!" It was a menu for little kids, but truly easy to
eat.

Parm smiled and started eating his own food. The cozy
atmosphere of the New Year's morning began with a simple
smile for each other.

Near dawn, the temple was filled with many people standing
in a queue behind a desk that was put out for convinience
when the priests came for alms.

"When I was kid, my dad used to take me with him to give

alms all the time" Parm said while taking out the items from
the bag. He arranged the set of dishes he brought from the
house. A small smile on his face when thinking of the father
who he had not talked with for a long time.

"At that time, my brother and I would be awaken by my

mother to help with the cooking, since the time my head
was not yet higher than the dish washing counter." And that
was the reason that made him accustomed to be in a
kitchen. "How was Phi Dean's childhood khrab?"

Dean nodded his head, "When Phi was small I used to

accompany the grandmother too." He thought of the days
when as a child he would begged to go to the temple almost
everyday. "But how was Parm's father as a person?" Dean
remembered Parm saying that he had lost his father when
he was young. Surprisingly, Parm was talking about him.

"Um, very kind, very cheerful. Loved the family very much."
He smiled at Phi Dean, "I would say that his character was
like Phi Dean's na."

Dean raised his eyebrows, "Does Phi looked kind? Loves the
family?" He felt strange because Don and Ai Win would
often mocked him saying that he was not good with friends.
"It's the meaning of being kind to me. It's not otherwise."
Parm shook his head and argued until he became muddle
headed. "I mean the overall atmosphere. When father stood,
he gave you the feeling .. hmm ... calm, that kind of feeling
na khrab." He began to tell stories about his family without
knowing that the listener was smiling as he talked about his
family.

"I know that I have a grandfather too. And I remember that

there is an uncle but we have not seen each other for a long
time. We'll meet when my mom comes back to Thailand."
He was excited about seeing his father's family. The big
hand lifted to rub his hair softly. And then nodded his head
to signal when he saw a monk approaching.

The alms offering for the New Year's morning was simple
and peaceful. Even though he did not say anything, both of
them were willing to give offerings to Korn and In, and
Parm's own family who were living separated far away.

Many monks walked through until there was one that

lingered, looking at both of them when they were bringing
food to the last set of bowl. Parm raised his hands and made
a bow.

"Er, this is all khrab." When he was giving the offering, he

was so confident.

The monk looked at them simultaneously for a moment

before smiling, and speaking gently to them.

"Two people giving alms together, do not forget to pour the

ceremonial water too na."

The two persons who were addressed looked at each other.

However, they had already decided to do that themselves.
They raised their hands to pay respect again. After all the
monks had passed, Dean and Parm helped the temple
collector to collect the garbage. Then they went up to pay
homage to the monks on the house and approached the
monk who was preparing the ceremonial water. Parm
blinked when he saw that it was the same monk who had
greeted them a moment earlier.

Luang Phor Praphan accepted the monk's alms, everyone

was peaceful and quiet, but before he went back, he said
something for them to ponder.

"Strength and trust will make it possible to overcome

problems. Things are bound to have both good and bad
results. Forgiveness is important. Do not forget."

Dean tighten his hands. He squinted his eyes slightly and

bowed down. Then moved on to pour the ceremonial water.
Both of them did not talk about the subject on their minds,
not even daring to mention it.

The black sedan moved out of the temple very late. Parm
staring at the view outside the car was thinking about the
monk's words from before. Forgiveness for what? He didn't
even know that Intouch would be angry at anyone or who
would be angry with InTouch. What should he do?

While Phi Dean listened and nodded like he understood what

it meant. Parm sighed while ruminating. He said that he
dreamt of Phi Korn a lot. Especially during the latter nights
of his sleep. Even when he thought he would not fall sleep
for fear of the nightmares that could be caused by the loud
sounds of the fireworks on the New Year. Fortunately, Phi
Dean came to sleepover with him, so he could sleep
peacefully without having any dreams.

The boy glanced at the driver. After talking to Phi Dean and
deciding to go forward, he admitted that there were many
times he had nightmares until the hyperventilating
symptoms appeared to be aggravated and suffocating for
him, making Phi Dean anxious. And the result was that they
have to negotiate with each other how to sleep.

Parm pursed his lips... he wanted Phi Dean to come and hold
him while he slept. It felt warm and comfortable. But he
believed that Phi had some bad hidden motives na!! But it
would not be good for him not to return home. When
arguing the point, he found a hypocrite in the person in
front of him.

Then Parm decided to sleep over at Phi's house instead.

He's barely bothering me. Oyyy, that way, it's even more
embarrassing! How can he face Del and Phi Don la khrab!
Thinking about it made him have a headache. The young
man turned his head and began to look attentively at the
view outside the car. But the unfamiliar view caused him to
raise his eyebrows in suspicion.

"Ho, Phi Dean, where are we going?" Parm was a little

confused because the road taken by Phi Dean right now was
not the way to his condo and it was also not the way to Phi
Dean's house either.

Dean didn't answer, instead he was staring at the Nong who

was looking left and right. But when he drove along the path
for a while, Parm stopped looking around. The eyes of the
younger boy widened, then the body began to tremble.
Feeling stressful.

The young man slowed down and watched his lover's

symptoms. He saw the Nong's two hands clutching his pants
and starting to tremble. Dean hit the brake immediately and
stopped by the side of the road. From his observation, the
symptoms of the disease were quite severe and it was just
like what he thought.

The Nong was still afraid of the past.

"It's okay", He reached out his hand and took the trembling
hands, "Take a deep breath, look at my eyes." He waited
until the eyes fluttered and looked at him.

"I .."

"Don't think about it okay?. If you can't, Phi will turn the car
back."

Parm shook his head and held his lover's hand tightly. He
had made a decision, so he had no other option but to move
forward.

"Let's go khrab."

The path to the old shabby building was overlaid with

confusing memories. He himself was very familiar with it, as
he used to walk around here.

Fortunately, the road around here was not busy, enabling

Dean to hold on to the younger boy's hand while driving.
Within a short time he stopped in front of a house with a
large garden. The hipped roof was unique. Even though the
house was starting to get old, but looking at it, it was well
maintained.

Parm stared at the house with a frightened face and his

breathing became heavy. One hand firmly held the lover's
hand and the other hand holding on to his leg until his
trousers were all wrinkled. The whole body was trembling
with fear.
Dean released the safety belt and turned to talk to the Nong
whose whole body was stiff. He slowly removed his lover's
hands from pinching his own leg and then pushed his face
upwards, stroking his cheek with the tip of his thumb.

"Look at Phi"

Parm gradually moved his eyes from the house to look at

the beautiful eyes. He raised his hand and held Dean's
wrists like an anchor.

"This house has no one who would do anything bad, okay?"

Parm's eyes were shaking before nodding. "Then Dad ... He

.. the father of In, he ..."

"Died a long time ago." He looked at the face of the Nong.

"But Phi Anh, the sister of InTouch .." He started and that
caused Parm to tighten the grip on his wrist. "Still living, but
divorced from her husband."

Dean breathed deeply and began to explain. "Before Parm

goes to see her, Phi has to tell you first... Alin, Niece of In."
He looked deep into the eyes of the trembling boy. "Alin is
married and has three children."

"Alin .. Married?" Parm was shocked. The little niece of In,

was already married? How much time has passed?

"All the three children are in T University. The eldest son

studied Management. The second son learned Architecture.
And the youngest daughter learned Literature." Dean felt
the hand that was holding him, shaking and sweating.

Parm's eyes widened, his heart began to dance erratically.

Management, Architecture and Literature. He repeated all
the three faculties to emphasise.
"Phi ......." Phi Dean was in Management. Phi Don was in
Architecture. And Del was in Literature.

"Phi ......." A shaking and rasping tone. The two hands

tightened, gripping the wrist of the lover tightly, it's not
right. He repeatedly called Phi Dean with confusion before
moving closer and hugging him. The big hand stroked his
back gentlly and kissed his temples.

"Parm ... Alin is Phi's mother... Phi Anh is my Grandma." The

body in the arms shivered again. Parm's heart was beating
hard and fast until Dean could feel it. He slowly pushed the
younger boy out and smiled at the pale face that looked
ready to cry but couldn't cried out.

"Who is Parm?"

Parm's eyes looked into Dean's eyes. Reviewing that

question.

"Parm... Is Parm."

The word Pham of his name means power and there is

something in it. Parm was sure, this name was given by to
him his uncle.

The young man nodded. "Yes. Today, Phi will bring Parm to
InTouch, who used to live here." Dean removed his hands
from the Nong's cheeks, and moved to his chest, touching
the heart's position. "Meet the older sister, but another goal
is Phi wants Parm to meet Grandmother, to introduce you."
He leaned down to his forehead.

"As Phi's lover*" (*the word is khun rak, which has a higher
meaning than faen.)
Parm's heart was dancing, his face which was pale before
became red. Phi Dean liked to tease him till he's
embarrassed, but such reaction brought him peace of mind.

"Phi Dean, I am confused." "What?"

"I'm either excited because I will be meeting Phi Anh or I'm

excited because I will be meeting Phi's grandmother."

Dean chuckled. He pressed a very strong kiss to the Nong's

forehead. Then smiled widely, "Okay, are you ready to
meet?"

A moment of fear in his heart. As if getting so much power

to calm down, Parm smiled before he nodded. "Ready
khrab."

And then the black sedan moved through the fence.

Every step that brought them closer to the house awaken

the memory to become clearer. Dean took the Nong, who
slowly walked as though he was looking for something
wrong in the house that he had been away from for a long
time. Parm reached out his hand to touch the moss coloured
wall. Fingertips on the old piano cover. Then stopped,
looking at the folding doors that today were folded together.
The bright eyes were now excited and scared.

Like someone who was happy to go home but wasn't

confident that the house would be welcoming.

"She should be in the kitchen, Phi didn't tell her in advance."

Dean whispered.

The loud voice sounded from another way. The tone was
somewhat different, but somebody could remember it.
"Decorate it a little more beautiful, I will take you to my
grandchildren. This golden krathong is the favorite of Del."
The grandmother, the owner of the house, ordered the
teenage housemaid. Today, both housekeeper and maid had
been drafted into the kitchen since the sun was not yet high
enough to make food to give alms. Then came back to
arrange the rest of the food in the box for distribution.

"Then the rice is set here la kha khun." The housekeeper

arranged white rice to put in a plastic box. And turned to
scoop the side dish into a separate bag.

"Oh, this one ...." Quiet for a moment. "It is for Dean to his
lover ..."

The boyfriend of the grandson who was holding the large

hand stopped within a few steps. They were about to meet.

"Go." Dean pat his hands gently. "Do what you want to do.
Phi is waiting here."

Parm nodded and took a deep breath. He slowly released his

hand. Walking to the kitchen. If he meet Phi Anh again, then
what will he do? If he meet Phi Anh then what will he say? If
he meet Phi Anh, then will she remembers or not? if ...

"Aww, who? .." The housekeeper asked the unfamiliar young

boy, but was relieved when she saw the grandson of the
house owner behind him. The old woman who was packing a
plastic box looked up at the voice, and everything stopped.

As if finding a missing puzzle after a long time.

Antika let the plastic box fall to the floor. The two hands
lifted up, the whole body's shaking. The face that was only
seen on the phone was now really appearing in front of her.
She looked at the figure of a young man staring at her. Even
though he was not as tall as her little brother. Even though
he didn't have a similar face. But those eyes ...

It was profound. It clearly indicated everything.

Many feelings overflowed at the edge of the eyes, the tears

fell from her eyes. Words that she wanted to say. The things
that she wanted to tell were all swallowed up by her
sobbing.

Her brother. Her beloved brother,

"I ... In ..." Hard sobbing sounds. The old woman fell down to
sit on the floor at the same moment that Parm ran towards
her. The boy embraced the old woman tightly and let the
tears spilled over.

InTouch in the body was crying with a heartache.

"Missing ... Uuk" Parm tucked his face on the slope of the
small and fragile shoulders. "Miss .. Hui .. I missed you Phi
.."

Antika held the young boy tightly. The warmth that she felt
stunned her so that she didn't know what to say. Despite
having never met before, but bond with a lot of love. The
old woman closed her eyes and held the boy in her arms.
Many tears flowed until both their shoulders were soaked.

Her beloved family was always warm in her memory.

"Anh, now you have a Nong, you have to take good care of
him na luk*." A mother teaching her ten years old daughter
who became an older sister.

"Yes, kha mae Anh will take good care of him."

"The eldest son of the Chatpokin family, grow up quickly.
You have to be handsome and definitely be a smart person."
The first son who had been long awaited until it almost
made them desperate, was born amidst the joy of the
family.

"Dad is really angry"

The girl opened her mouth wide at the conversation of her

parents before turning to look at the Nong who has red
eyes, lying on the bed, the eyes that couldn't see clearly
because of the tears, stop staring at Phi, not the eyes.
Antika smiled and her finger grabbed his hand. The voice of
the girl, laughing.

Moon oh moon, I want a curry rice.

Asking a copper ring to tie Nong's hand kha.

Requesting the elephant to be my Nong's ride kha.

Requesting a chair for my brother to sit kha.

Requesting to set a bed for my Nong to sleep kha.

May grandmother raise my Nong kha.

May I raise the newborn baby by myself kha.

"Phi Anh will take a good care Nong In myself ..."

"Hurt .." Parm was mumbling a complain, frustrated when

he was wiped in a soft cloth with a cold gel.

"This time, you were crying a lot and had swollen eyes,"
Dean helped to support the fabric before handling the
messy bag and then holding the bundle with a rubber band.
But was hit with his grandmother's hand.
"Use a carry bag rubber softly when pulling out*. The Nong
is hurt." She was looking at Parm herself, the eyes were still
red. (*don't know the meaning at all. thung kaeng = curry
bag, what the hell is it??? Psst... Is it a 'carry bag' instead of
'curry bag'? )

Now a grandmother and a grandson, not of her bloodline

were sitting together, making her bloodline grandson rolled
his eyes. Dean refused to change the ties and tied the
stopper to the fountain so that he could use it conveniently
as a compress for the eyes. His little boy raised his hands
and thanked him and turned to talk to the grandmother who
rubbed her new grandchild's eyes worriedly. Both have a lot
to talk about, but were not able to remember much.
However, Grandma did not interrogate him about anything.

"Father... Ah, I mean great-grandfather?" the slender

eyebrows were furrowed because he was an outsider. "When
did he die khrab?"

"A long time ago, I couldn't remember it." The old lady was
smiling. In fact, she remembered it clearly. Her father was
very sad that he lost his only son and fell sick. And then he
died, following him a few years later, the great-grandmother
died 10 years ago.

The young boy frowned, "Then, who was Grandma living

with, la khrab? When Alin ... " This time, Parm stopped
because Alin, his little niece, was the mother of his lover.
When he simply called the name, it sounded bad.

"Calling mother is fine," Dean said. Like the weather today

his eyes were bright.

"That's right, call her mother. Anyway, right now you are
Dean's lover, aren't you?" This time, Grandma sided with
her grandson openly.
Parm opened his mouth. Understood that Phi Dean's shining
eyes might be like anyone's, but actually he was having fun
from all of this.

Sly Grandma and Grandson!

"Khun ..." The young boy was reddening slowly. "Khun mae
... er khun mae did not live with Grandma la khrab?"
Hurriedly said that despite feeling shy. When he saw his
lover twitching, he smiled and quickly rushed to take the
eye compress to avoid his sight.

"Living alone. But the grandchildren often come to visit, so

I'm not lonely."

"If .." Parm opened the blindfolded eye, "Can I come and see
Grandma often khrab?" At least he would like to take care of
her as a replacement for her brother InTouch.

The old woman's eyes flashed hot again. "You can." She
immediately grabbed the hand of the young boy and held it
firmly. "This house is always open for Parm. Whenever you
miss me, you can always come na luk.*" (*luk =
son/daughter, the way older people call their children)

"I am going to come with Phi Dean na khrab." Smiled and

turned to look at his lover with shiny eyes.

Dean sighed and he could sense his rotten thoughts from far
away. "I will bring you often. During holidays, if there is a
chance I will bring you to eat together, okay khrab?"

The young man laughed throatily when both the

grandmother and his boyfriend nodded and turned and
smiled at each other as if they had been allowed to travel
from their parents. Dean looking at both smiling faces was
glad that hr wasn't sad like when he confessed to Grandma.
Beautiful eyes slipped to the floor. The image of the fuzzy
face of a man who seemed to be the father of Korn.

What about the family of Korn? Still alive or not ...

"Phi Dean", The touch on his hand startled him out of his
thoughts. When Dean moved his eyes to look at him, he
found a smile that was meant for him.

"Let's eat together khrab. Grandma made a lot."

To Parm, he would not say anything, but the hand that

squeezed his shoulder indicated that he was worried. Dean
smiled at him and told himself in his heart that he would not
think of anything sloppy. When he reached the dining table,
he found that all kinds of food were served until the table
was overloaded. Then the lunch that day became chaotic.

"Aww!! How come!?" The screaming voice rang from the

door. Causing all three members who were seated to turn
and look at the newcomers. Don and Del holding a fruit
basket prepared as a New Year gift for Grandma, stood
puzzled when they saw Parm who they were not expecting
there.

"Seeing Phi Dean's car, I thought that Phi will come alone."
Don smiled and came closer to tease him. "Does this means
you are bringing the lover to introduce to Grandma?"

Dean shrugged his shouder and pulled out the hair band.
While Parm's cheeks heated up and he could not even
protest, because Don was half-right. And embarrassed by
Phi Dean's eyesight, he could only be silent instead of
answering.

"Huyy after staying together with Phi, I don't think that Phi
will bring him to pay respect to Grandma." Del gave him a
teasing look when she saw him being shy.

"Right, Dean." Grandma immediately said, "Let me tell you,

don't tresspass on the Nong." Is it the grandson himself had
taken her brother too?

Dean cleared his throat, suddenly feeling awkward. Both Del

and Don quickly turned to look at the trembling boy, who
blushed and said that nothing had happened.

"I'm not tresspassing." The answer of the naughty lover was

unclear.

Don raised his eyebrows. "Oh, not tresspassing on the Nong,

but maybe someday?"

"No! Phi Dean is already doing ... ah!" Parm, who hurriedly
protested but unintentionally disclosed his secret, lifted his
hand to gag himself and closed his eyes.

Lost!!!!!! What did you said Ai Parm!!!

"What have you done??" Both Don and Del asked at the
same time while Grandma Antika grabbed her inhaler,
comforting herself.

"Oh, you'll die if you're tresspassing on him." The old lady

inhaled the inhaler and cast worried eyes at the little boy. As
if he was In who smiled. Well, she believed that In had done
it before. But for Parm, it was not. This child looked a lot
more shy.

"No, I didn't do anything." The boy waved his hand and said
no. That was a misunderstanding for them. He quickly
turned to find help, but Phi Dean didn't give any explanation
and looked away. There was only a smile at the corner of his
mouth that made Parm go red.
Especially about this morning and the promise to give
rewards.

When he was unable to fight with the three siblings and the
grandmother, Parm surrendered and tucked his face away
behind Dean, and did not dare to confront anyone. Winded
from laughter, Parm told himself that he would not let Dean
come to the room again. But in the end, when he saw
Dean's eyes staring at him and the touch of the large hand
gently squeezing his hand, the hysterical thought faded
away and left only the heat on his face and a heart that's
beating loudly.

Still lost to Phi Dean.

"Then what did Phi Dean do to Grandma .." Don looked back
and forth between his grandmother and his brother. Their
Grandma was avant-garde and modern, but he didn't think
that she would easily accept her grandson to be with a man
as boyfriends.

"Phi didn't do anything na." Dean shrugged.

Antika's laughed. She rubbed Parm's head like a child.

"How could a boy this cute be, for grandmother not to go

down? And your Phi had confessed since the first day he
met grandmother again after a long time."

"Oh hoo seriously." Don looked at his brother admiringly.

"Now it's grandmother who will introduce too when our
parents return?"

This time, both Don and Del turned to look at the young
man. Dean took the golden krathong into his mouth and
smiled a little at everyone instead of giving an answer.
"Phi maeng, desperately sly." The younger brother looked at
his eyes. "He's taking Parm to stay on a raft in
Kanchanaburi. I think Phi would do something. Confess
now!!" Don holding the spoon as a microphone, secretly
flinched when he saw his Phi's eyes.

"Just claiming the reward of winning a swimming

competition with Parm .. so we went together."

The listeners nodded. Understanding that the eldest son of

Wongnate asked the Nong to go on a trip as a reward. But
Parm, even though he was sitting still, blushed and the
cheeks were red hot. The fork that stabbed the food was
ruthtless making the Grandma puzzled.

The boy's eyes wistfully looked at the lover. Asking with his
eyes,

Seriously khrab, Phi Dean!!!

Episode 22 Story on the raft

♥♥♥

At six and a half in the morning the sky was still dark, the
only light came from a shining light pole. At the University's
parking lot all sixteen members of the swimming club had
been gathered now. They were busy storing their bags and
loading supplies into the twenty-seater minibus.

Parm, the only outsider of the club, carrying a backpack

stood by looking at the food supplies that were loaded into
the bus in a crate as if there's going to be a famine for a
month. Today he didn't make any snacks because Phi Dean
said that it would be a hassle. They still had to stop by the
gas station, and by the time he cooked the rice it was
already morning, which made him decide to take some fruits
instead. It's almost seven o'clock and the club's President
now hurried everyone to get into the bus to start off for their
trip.

"Phi Dean" Parm called the young man who had just finished
talking to the driver because he didn't know where to sit.
When he asked Team, his friend said that he had to wait and
ask the President.

"Get into the bus," Dean pushed him on to the bus, and
followed behind him. But as soon as he stepped on the bus,
the club members stopped their activities and loud voices
welcomed him with boos and whistles, teasing him until the
boy felt hot.

"Hoyyyyyyyy jealous."

"The cheating President. Abuse of power."

"I want to bring my girlfriend too."

"Oh! Let’s karaoke a bit." The nice Vice President was using
a mobile phone in place of a microphone. Pretending to sing
as they listened helplessly.

"Take My Hand, binding them to trust that I will be beside

you happy or unhappy I met him and we have each other so
we were on the way of love,"

"Hiwwww." The choruses did not give up. Hurriedly helped

each other, singing together, "Holding hands weyyyyyyyy,"

The President's backpack floated into the crowd of monkey

members until the band broke up. Team clapping his hands
lifted up his face because he was being hit hard.

"Hey, your mother just agreed with him ... Don't worry na
mung," He hurriedly stopped the slap from his friend whose
face was red, he was about to swing the backpack again.

"Oh, Nong Parm, since dating with Ai Dean, I am so sad and

lonely." Win laughed brokenly before stopping. He passed
the bag to the owner who now have a displeased face.

Parm did not answer, but went to sit beside Phi Dean and
hugged the bag tightly.

I think that it is unlikely to last, and I didn't expect I will be

teased since stepping on the bus.

He sighed guessing that he would be teased a lot

throughout the trip.

"Don't think too much. These guys are just pranksters."

Dean stroked his head to console him. Actually, the target of
their teasing was Dean. It seemed they wanted to see him
embarrassed for once, but somehow it didn't work.

The boy was able to draw a smile before looking around.

The seats on the minibus were divided into pairs, except the
last row that had 5 seats. Phi Dean and he were seated in
the front row while the next seat was used for placing the
foam boxes, the drinking water and sweets. Behind them
the others were either sitting together in pair or sitting
alone. Moving or pairing together as comfortably as they
please.

"After another hour, we will stop by at the gas station, then

go directly to the bridge over the River Kwai. Rest for lunch
and go to the resort." Dean explained their itinerary for the
day. They were not only going on a simple trip, but for a
vacation. Some people had already gone there many times
before but some had never been there. So, the members
were noisy, discussing what they planned to do when they
arrived at the resort. Of course, they would go for
swimming.

Parm opened the tablet, read the brochure and looked at the
pictures of their destination. The eyes were sparkling.
Excited, because he had never gone anywhere. After losing
his father, his mother had to work hard. The restaurant was
quite busy that he himself had to help out until he forgot
about going on a trip. It could be said that it was the first
time in many years that he went out of the province.

"Phi Dean swims every day and still goes to visit the river to
swim again. Don't you get bored khrab?" Parm turned to ask
the other person. He sat by the window. Phi Dean was
opening a mobile phone, choosing the music to listen to.
Dean clicked his tongue, one of his hands put the earphone
on Parm "Originally, these guys already love water. But if
they had to choose between going to a chlorine filled pool to
practice swimming or playing in the river or the sea, they
would choose the latter option and definitely won't be
bored."

The boy nodded his head. He turned to see the members

who were happy and it seemed to be true what Phi Dean
justvsaid. Everyone's excited about the trip. Parm bent
down, picked up the backpack and took out the plastic box.
In the morning, he sliced apples and put them in the box
and carried it in the bag to eat them when they stopped at
the gas station.

"Want it khrab?" Included the apple into the habit. (*means

Dean has to include eating apples into his new habit like he
put 'eating Thai desserts into his new habit too because of
Parm)

Dean raised his eyebrows before smiling. He bent over and

picked the sliced fruit and tasted the saltiness of the fruit,
because it was soaked in brine to prevent it from getting
oxidised.

"Should we ask the other ten so they won't be jealous?"

"There is no one to feed."

"Don't be angry, I'm just feeding."

"Yeah, it’s just Phi Vice President. No one else is interested."

Parm was startled by the sound of the mumbling that

immediately followed. The next person to be fed was not
right. Dean turned, staring sharply into his eyes and as
expected mad at him for his mouth. But this time, no one
was afraid of him, and the person also teased him back with
a challenge in his eyes.

Parm thought of how to diffuse the heavy atmosphere. Then

got up and decided to walk over, stopping in front of the
Vice President. The golden haired VP smiled and his eyes
looked at Parm who was holding a fork to let him pick the
apple slices.

"Well, what is it khrab---?"

The member of the Thai dessert club smiled ready to dip

into the apples from the box and gave it to him to eat.

"Apple khrab" He said.

The club's VP looked to the front seat and sighed heavily,

because right now the respected President's green eyes
were staring at him fiercely.

"Er… Phi is ..."

"I'm glad that Phi Win likes it, I thought no one would like
them. So I was worried." Parm said feeding Phi Win.

"Oh, I will never hate it. Don't have to worry - Oh!!"

When Win spoke with the apple in his mouth, Parm smiled
with satisfaction before turning around to find his next
victim. That is Team,

"Meee.....so much food!" Team exclaimed but the President's

fierce eyes made him swallow his saliva.

... of course he is mad.

"Eating a lot of potatoes is not good, na Team." Parm poked

the apple in the box and handed it to Team, "Aaahh .. "
(*Parm is feeding Team)

"I can eat by myself " Team said in a sour voice.

"My hand is not busy. Normally I often feed you, why are you
being so considerate?" Parm said while his friend was seeing
those fierce eyes staring at him that made him want to cry.
He had already told Parm that Phi Dean was not kind to
anyone except for him. Even more cruel to the friends, he
was very fierce. You should think about it, Parm!

"Parm!"

Parm turned to see the source of the voice and found that
Phi Dean was calling him back. He nodded, but before he
went back he managed to shove the apple into his friend's
mouth and made Team scream out.

Dean shook his head. When his lover was back on his seat,
he pat his head.

"Naughty, aren’t you?"

Dean said and Parm teased him by feeding the apple to his
mouth, making him widen his eyes.

"I learnt from Phi Dean."

"You're too young to fight me. Try it la*." The elder who
would never surrender to him in this story was about to
reach out to pick an apple from the box to eat. Parm wished
that 'someday' he would be able to fight Phi Dean back. (*la
has no meaning just to emphasise like na)

But first of all, he must start with what he could do, so as

not to be at a disadvantage beforehand.
After stopping to fill the gas tank and sleeping for a while, it
took a while to reach the bridge over the River Kwai in
Kanchanaburi province where the scorching sun was now
blurry.

"Damn! So hot!" Team complained, and picking up a

headgear before jumping off the bus. It was the first time for
him to come here since his hometown was a provincial town
in the opposite direction of Kanchanaburi.

"Let's take pictures together on the bridge," The Vice

President was openly offering. He wore a tank top because
he didn't like the hot weather. But the tattoo on the arm was
so prominent that when he walked through the path,
everyone paid attention to him.

Parm looked at a friend (Team) who was dragged from a

shop by Phi Win, apparently to take a photo in the middle of
the bridge. And then he turned to look at Phi Dean who had
shaded his eyes from the sun.

"Sore eyes khrab?"

"Um, this kind of eye color cannot stand the sunlight." He

picked up his sunglasses.

The tall, large figure was wearing a black V-neck sweat shirt,
with English letters in the front, combined with pale gray
jeans. With his tan and pointy nose, at first glance people
would think that he was not a Thai person. Parm looked at
him with interest.

"Is there anything wrong?" Dean turned to ask when he saw

Nong Parm staring at him.

Parm was flustered and made an excuse, "Well, I was

wondering how long Phi Dean and Phi Win have known each
other?"

The young man's head was calmer. He picked up a baseball

cap and put it on and brought his lover to walk around the
bridge.

"Umh, from high school. But we met in a hotel. "

"Huh?" Parm widen his eyes. Thinking that they were hitting
on each other.

"What do you think we did?! I went to a party with Grandma

and had to stay at a hotel by the sea. I was so bored, so I
came out for a swim in the hotel pool and met Win. When he
saw that we are the same age, he invited me to swim
together. Since then we often hang out together, and it was
surprising that we are going to the same university."

"Hoo, since very young was Phi Win already like this khrab?"
Sneaking a glance at the member of the swimming club
posing on the bridge. It's expected that it will be posted on
the club's page.

"Just came out from watching a movie, it was 5 pm and

suddenly wanted a tattoo, he liked it. So I did it too. "

"Eh, Phi Dean, has a tattoo too???" He asked because he

had seen Phi Dean in a swimsuit, but didn't see the tattoo at
all.

"Actually, I don't like tattooing. But I was dragged along.

When I saw the real thing, I was interested too." The young
man sighed. "But if it was seen by grandmother, she would
definitely hit me with a stick and then chase me out of the
house. Do you want to see it?" He leaned down to the
younger person and asked him with sparkling eyes.
Parm didn't think of anything and nodded instantly in
agreement. But after a while he suddenly glanced at the
lover and was surprised to see him slowly smiling.

"A ... No .. I don't want to see it khrab." He had a feeling that

it would be dangerous.

"No need to be so considerate." Dean pushed up his

sunglasses and looked at the lover's eyes. The gleaming
green eyes indicated a trick up his sleeve, "Wait a moment
to see."

"Phi Deannnnnn!!!" Shouldn't fall for this naughty lover’s

trick!!! The little boy rushed to escape from his lover for his
own safety. Team who didn't know anything was laughing at
him, making the swimming club's President moved the
corners of his mouth in satisfaction.

"Pretending to be good, aren't you?" The arms full of tattoos

embraced Dean's neck. "But now I realise that you are not
as good as you seems to the Nong."

Dean shrugged it off. But his friend locked his neck tight,
and included him in the cellphone frame.

"Come do your service, Your Highness President"

The President rolled his eyes, he's so fed up. But refused to
take any other picture on that day, the swimming club's
page only had a picture of two big males' selfie. One person
was wearing a pair of dark glasses, and his eyebrows were
furrowed while the other’s body was full of tattoos #
President and Vice President. But shortly after, posted on
the page was,

#MafiaandYakuza
And that became a nickname behind these two for a while.

When the sun was almost overhead, all the members lay out
exhausted on the bus where they cooled off with the air
conditioner. The boy took off his hat and wiped his face.
Even though the bridge was picturesque, being with friends
made Parm forget to take photos, play, walk about or eat a
lot of junk food. It was just a little too hot.

"Is it fun?"

Dean looked at his lover whose face was now red because of
the heat. The soft hair was limp and hair strands were
plastered to the face. As for the red lips, that were not
normal at all... before going into the bus, the boy had
dragged him to an ice cream stall and ate a big cup of ice-
cream served in a sweet crunchy cup like tube. The Prince
who was dragged just went along with him, ordered to eat
ice cream and then dragged to the next stall. He was full
from snacks, Mao, ice cream, sweet and cool as the person.

"Very fun!" Smiling at the older boy, "Let's go for another

trip na khrab."

The younger boy laughed, "This trip is just starting, yet

you're talking about a new trip already?" Dean teased the
little boy who was acting spoiled.

Parm made a disappointed face "You can’t khrab?" 'I'll regret

it if we can't go.'. That was said in the blurry memory, Phi
Korn and In almost never went anywhere. It was a feeling
that must be hidden, but he didn't want to be like that …

He wanted to create many memories with his loved one

every day.
When Dean saw the wistful eyes, the older boy pat his head.
He cleared his throat lightly before leaning down to whisper
to the little boy who was beginning to know his weaknesses.
He was smiling, almost approaching, but he quickly changed
his mind and holding his hand happily said,

"Let's go to pay a visit to your mother in America na."

The minibus reached the resort at 3 o'clock. Dean and Win

went to check in at the front desk and picked up the room
keys and briefly explained what to do. The resort was on the
river. There were rooms on the rafts, lined up along the
waterways to the left and right, with a wheel in the middle.
On the opposite side of the river was a thick forest and
because it was not a very large resort, the number of rooms
were limited.

"We'll stay at the top of the three rafts on the left. Each raft
has three bedrooms. Two people will sleep in each room."
Dean placed the keys on the table. "Decide for yourself who
will sleep with who. Every raft has a bathroom and a
hammock. The raft in the middle will have a large terrace
area. If anyone wants to play cards or drink or anything,
come to the middle raft."

Parm looked at the keys. He glanced at Team, but his friend

was going crazy to refuse. The red cheeks came out again,
feeling that everyone would agree that he would be staying
with Phi Dean.

"If you want to get more food, come to the lobby. The big
raft over there is the restaurant where we can go to eat
breakfast. Wait until you are in the room and rest fully
before playing in the water. Dinner's at 7 pm in the middle
raft. As for tomorrow, wake up at six o'clock in the morning,
the resort has arranged a rafting trip along the river. Check
out is at 11 o'clock."

When the President of the club explained, everyone seemed

happy. Except for the one who was forced to sleep with the
President. Phi Win then gave out the keys to the rooms for
everyone.

"Be as comfortable as you wish, this room is at the farthest

end." He winked, Parm was soon red faced. The boy was
shivering while sneaking a glimpse of his lover, but Phi Dean
just shrugged his shoulders and smiled. Of course, everyone
ignored him, but the President kept smiling until it became
disturbing.

Would like to know how much Phi Dean is under the

table!!

Tum!!! (Blast)

Sa!! (prick)

The members of the T University's swimming club were

shocked.

As soon as they split and went into the rooms, they didn’t
take long to change their clothes and jumped in the water in
front of their rafts. Hilarious laughter invited girls from other
groups to peep at them with curiosity. They wanted to watch
because everyone had a good figure.

"The resort also has a rubber raft." One club member threw
a rubber raft on the river. Attached a rope to the pole and
lay on the rubber raft to relax with a glass of fruit juice, and
asked a friend to take pictures of him. He wanted to post it
on facebook.
He popped his head out of his room and snuck back to look
at Phi Dean, who was tearing out his clothes. He stared until
the other person sense it and turned to look,

"Khrab?"

"Can I swim khrab?" The question was so considerate that

Dean almost laughed. Probably because of what his mother
reiterated about the trip, everything he wanted to do, asked
Phi Dean first. So that Phi won't be worried about him.

"Go enjoy the day."

Parm hurriedly rushed to the bathroom to change his

clothes. Reappeared again, wearing only a pair of short-
sleeved swimwear. The young man nodded his head to play
first. After getting permission, he ran out of the raft. As soon
as he saw Team waving, he immediately jumped in to join
him.

"Use the rubber duck." Team pushed the remaining coloured

rubber ducks similar to those often seen on TV. Only the
back of the duck was flat and wide enough to sit on.

"Don't take the rubber ring." He complained, while leaning

on the back of a big duck

The boy closed his eyes. Most of the rubber floats had ropes
and poles. They floated along the river. So he could trust
that it would not go far. Cold water could made you feel
comfortable, reducing your fatigue for the day as well. He
picked out each friend who started playing water ball. They
were racing ridiculously until the girls near them started
flirting. The sounds of the water flowing combined with the
sounds of rustling leaves on the tree branches. The scents
of the forest invited one to breathe deeply. It was a simple
but happy atmosphere that he had never experienced
before.

"Phi Korn, I want to go rafting." Intouch opened a travel

book and show it to his lover. The bamboo raft seemed
exciting.

His eyes looked at the newspaper in the hand. He could only

wipe out the smile instead of giving the answer which
InTouch wanted. Not to speak of travelling to other
provinces, just travelling to two different cities by fleeing
from the people at home was almost impossible. In leaned
his head on his lover's shoulder and twined his hand with
the big hand to squeeze gently.

"Fine, when I am free …" Korn mumbled with his soft bass
voice and squeezing his hands back

"Phi will take In everywhere you wanted to go."

"Don't fall asleep. You'll drown."

The bass voice rang out loud. Parm opened his eyes when
he felt a strong arm around his waist.

"I didn’t sleep, just a little ..." Parm replied and slowly
slipping down from the yellow duck, his body embraced by
Dean's arms. And fortunately the big one turned their backs
on the raft, causing them to be hidden from the eyes of the
others.

"So ... what are you thinking?" Dean used the other hand to
lift his hair, which revealed his face. The faint mark on the
temple was clearly visible. The older boy automatically
stroke it as if he hoped it would disappear.

He didn't want his lover to have this kind of mark.

"I saw In .." Parm's lips began to turn pale because of the
cold water. The little boy closed his eyes when the slender
fingers of the lover slide to touch the lips and gently pat.
"He
said he wanted to go rafting." Two hands holding on to
Dean's waist.

"Then Phi brought me ..."

Dean breathed deeply, closed his eyes, adjusted his mood

for a moment, opened his eyes again and bowed his
forehead, balancing until he said,

"I brought you because I wanted to take you." Dean was

talking seriously. "Your lips are already pale." Seeing that,
they drifted back to the raft.

Parm nodded, shivering because of the cold water. When he

started swimming, he was stopped by Dean, holding the
upper arm to hug around the neck.

"Hug me. I'll take you to the raft, "

The little boy's face became red. He embraced Phi Dean's

neck, burying his face on the wide back, feeling the
movements of the muscles when swimming through the
cold water. The water might be cold but his heart was so
warm.

"Will someone teases those two?" Phi Win, who was floating,
turned to ask Team who had just swim over to take back the
yellow duck.

"Phi look by yourself"

"There's just two people in their world." Another friend

swam over, went to the other rubber duck float and
whispered,

"Mee, he also held his neck. The President of the club is very
gentle to him." Another member of the club twisted his
mouth.

"Do you have doubts? There are many scenes."

Each swimming club members snuck a peek of the couple,

one holding the other's neck. The caring for each other
encouraged people to sneak around to stealthily observe.

They looked so happy!

Just listened to their voices and forget about any worries.

Left with good memories that were built up little by little to

fulfill each other's feelings.

The night sky was cloudless and full of stars. The weather
was quite cold, causing Parm to shrink in the large towel
that had been obtained from some members of the club.
Today's dinner was quite edible with more emphasis on hors
d'oeuvres. The alcohol was passed on to one another, spicy
vermicelli salad, spicy pork salad, Laab Nam*, and sticky
rice. Both purchased and many dishes by the member of the
Thai dessert club that made almost everything to eat.
(*don’t know this one when I ask uncle google, he said it’s
“spicy waterfall” what the heck is that? One day I will really
smack uncle’s head)

Parm did not drink as much as the others, just a single glass
of spirit. As for Phi Dean, he had some beer but he was just
sipping it, he didn't abuse it. While Phi Win himself touched
it just for namesake, Parm later learnt that the two were
responsible for keeping the club members alive and taking
care of them not to fall down the Tha Nam waterfall. As for
Team? He saw him sitting there and already smiling.

The young boy was yawning by the time it's ten o'clock, but
the others were still perky.

"Go to sleep?" Phi Dean asked the person beside him. When
he saw him nodding, he helped to pull his arms up and
supported him.

"I'll take him to sleep first." He informed Phi Win, who was
still sitting and eating sticky rice. The golden head waved
his hand, ready to start his teasing, so he was pleased with
the middle finger from the respected President.

When they reached the room, the younger person was able
to manage by himself. As for the older boy, he took a
shower on the raft. Cold water to wake up a sleepy person.
When Parm returned to the room, he was lying down on a
soft futon on the floor. He glanced out the window and saw
the clear night sky. Then secretly looked at the single bed
beside him. Did not understand why the resort would put
single beds close together. Thinking about that made the
slender eyebrows furrowed together.

Wait ... or is this a double room?

Parm bounced in, sat and he was slightly confused. Today,

he went in and out of the room many times, just felt that it
was strange. When Phi Dean came to rest, the beds in this
room were laid side by side and he was excited about the
two beds being moved together.

"What are you doing?" Phi Dean stood against the door of
the room, looking at the body on the bed.
The boy smiled and disappeared inside the blanket showing
just half of his head. When he saw the tall body, climbed up
and lay down next him, his heart started dancing.

Phi wanted a reward from Parm!

His cheeks became hot when remembering that. Parm

swore and cursed in his heart, shrinking his head deeper in
the blanket, feeling shy until he didn't dare to face his lover.
Secretly wondering what would he do if Dean lost interest in
him? That kind of thing, he couldn't answer himself.

"Parm can't breathe if you’re like that."

Dean tried to pull out the blanket because of his avoidance.

But Parm rolled over, turning himself into a lump of pupa,
stubborn, unable to relax. The older boy smiled secretly
because the skin and ears that emerged out of the fabric
were red and he had no idea what the other party was
thinking.

The young man clicked his tongue and whispered,

"If you're wrapped like this, how will Phi get my reward
khrab?"

Ineffective! The pupa was startled and stiffened

immediately.

"Huh? You want it now?" Parm mumbled.

"If it’s not now, then when la khrab?" The big hand was
stroking the red face.

The boy wanted to melt into a puddle and get lost inside the
bed. He rolled around for a moment before slowly popping
out his head to see his lover lying next to him, with his face
very close to the other.

"Outside …. there are so many people." The Nong,

searching for an excuse.

"But in the room, there are only two of us." The Phi,
responding with glittering eyes.

"The window is open." The Nong did not give up.

"So Parm, don't be loud khrab ." But the Phi answered back
and making his face red.

"Phi Deannnn!!!" The disadvantaged person hurriedly

screamed, and roll out of the blanket. Dean quickly got up
and took the blanket. Parm didn't dare to see the cunning
eyes.

Naughty, naughty, Phi Dean's a pervert. So naughty!!

The person who was scolded for being naughty was now
throwing the blanket out of the way. He caught the waist of
the person who tried to escape and lift him up.

"The noise outside is loud. They will be wondering na."

Parm mumbled. This time, the red colour of his cheeks

spreading to the ears. He made a cute face, making Phi
Dean to let him sit straddling his lap and facing him. But
when he caught his eyes and saw his head, he and his
senior laughed out.

"Phi Dean is their President." Parm fixed his messy hair and
touched the light coloured eyes of the lover. Looking at the
beautiful eyes, this pair of green-gray gems had a strong
attraction until he couldn't take his eyes away.
"Now I'm not the President .." The low voice whispered
softly. Dean touched his forehead to his head and gently rub
his nose.

"But I'm just Parm’s Phi Dean."

Tuk tak

Parm closed his eyes, the hot breaths of the other person
caused his face to heat up. And the heat pressed on his lips.
They took turns crushing their lips repeatedly on each other.
Stimulating the desire to blaze.

"Ummhh .." Thin lips parted to accept the insertion of the

hot tongue that came through. The breathings were getting
heavier from the touches of a large hand gliding over the
skin.

Both have forgotten about the things around them. Whether

the sounds of the river, of the night insects or the laughter
of friends in the next raft. In the small bedroom, there was
only the warm touches of two persons who were snuggling
with each other.

Parm jerked when the sleeping shirt was removed and

placed to the bed side, leaving only a bare chest. He held
Dean's hand, who was going to take off his own shirt.

"I ... want to take off Phi’s shirt as well." Parm said with
cheeks blooming red.

Dean smiled and helped him. But hissed because he had to

lean up to help pull the shirt out of his arms. Then removed
only one side to tease him, Parm sighed sadly, making the
shirt owner to fall out laughing.

Parm cursed in his heart, taking off the other’s shirt didn’t

seem to be an easy task.

"Huu Phi Dean's shirt is hard to remove."

Kiss.
The tip of the chin was kissed, he had a bad habit of stealing
kisses gently.

"Tickle" Parm laughed, trying to pull himself out of the

strong arm.

Kiss.

"Phi Dean, I can’t do it" Turned away, starting a new kissing

battle again.

Kiss.

"Phi .. Ummhh"

This time, it's not the chin but the lips that were coordinated
again. Hot tongues intertwined, pushing down through the
mouth, swallowing, eagerly eating as if dying of thirst. The
younger boy lowered his eyes, responding to the touch,
moaning, embracing the broad shoulders, squeezing their
skins closer together. He moaned, scratched his nails on the
back when the big hand was sliding down his belly. Secretly
startled when Dean's fingertips crushed his chest until it's
red.

“Ahh…” the eyebrows were furrowed together. The two

hands pushed on the chest to stop the teasing, but it
seemed to be getting more and more intense.

“Hurt …” his chest felt tight and hurt.

Dean kissed his cheek. He gently rubbed a few times before

letting up his head from his chest and dragging his hand
across the flat stomach. A swirling around the belly button,
listening to the heavy moans he made. Then moved to the
pants below and slipped in his fingers.
"Ahh ... P .. Phi" Parm became more red and hotter with
moans escaping from his mouth.

".. Good boy"

The young boy bit his lips tightly and tucked down his face
on his lover's wide shoulders. Felt the hot fingers playing
inside the pants reached a sensitive spot. The whole body
was rigidly stretched when the body was completely
grasped.

Shy until wanting to die,

"Ohhh…. "

The voice cried out softly when the big palms began to
move. Squeezing, swiping, bracing and pressing on the
bottom part until it could not be tolerated. His body swelled
with emotions and instincts. The hands wandering through
the chest and nipples of the lover, a heavy stroke on the
stomach and sliding down a little, fearlessly.

He himself wanted to make Phi Dean happy.

The boy lowered his eyes, dropping his lips without

confidence. When inserting a finger through the other's
sleeping pants, it seemed that his lover was wondering what
he was going to do next.

I felt how excited Phi is. His hand shook. Deep down until he
touched the hard and hot body. The little boy's palm held
the member and began to move as the other person in the
same rhythm.

"Uhh ... haa...haaa....haaa", The sounds of both of them

panting to the point, moving faster according to their
desires until wet and made a shameful sound. Dean kissed
the lips again, inserting his tongue and stimulated to
swallow, breathing hard.

"Phi .." Parm groaned, the eyebrows came together. The

hip's twisted until it felt like it was about to break. He
opened his mouth to meet the hot tongue, entangled with it
and one of his hand dug into his lover's wide shoulder tight,
leaving a mark. They moved their hands faster until they
both felt the contractions of the other person and the
shortness of breath was ... quick.

" .. Uh!"
The younger person hid his face, buried it on his lover's
shoulder while the older frowned. They hugged each other
tightly before tending to release themselves together until
they were all messed up. He still hid his face on his lover's
shoulder and was now moist, sweaty and embarrassed.

Dean gently rubbed his back. Then supported him to lie on

the bed. He smiled when the little boy turned his face to the
other side and closed his eyes. The young man flicked the
shirt that was still attached to his arm and managed to pull
off his long pants.

He was stunned and he was feeling strange at the bottom.

He hurriedly turned his face back and saw that Dean was
holding his legs apart before inserting his finger into his
hole.

"Phi.." He cried, his voice shaking and raising both arms.

Closed the eyes, did not dare to see what will happen next.

"Oops"

Feeling soft, flexible, sucking and looking at the chest. He

clamped his mouth tight, holding back his moans when he
was smitten, focusing on his lover's tongue and soaking it
wet. The strange feelings came back again and made him
jerk. "Uh…" The moan slipped out again when he touched
on the other side. Sore pain when he was caught, pulling
lightly until he couldn't figure out that he was all red.

Then the heartless man slowly moved down ..

The wet tongue chased, cleansing the liquid that emptied

the belly, just now, kissed the eyes, the soft skin, until the
redness faded. The body was shaken with a touch on the
navel, almost moaning out aloud until he had to grab a
pillow to help shut his mouth.

"Hey ... there ... not" The hips shook lightly. A low lick at the
lower abdomen, then to the inner thigh. Sucking until it
rose, before lifting the two thighs to the shoulders. Managed
the 'hot body member' that was growing bigger from the
stimulation of the tongue and lips.

His eyes opened, trying to hold the lover's head but had to
grab his hair instead when he felt the hot cavity that
covered his 'body member'.

Phi Dean Phi Dean Phi Dean’s mouth!!!

The younger boy's screaming in his heart. The feeling of

thirst, overtook his entire body until he had to draw up the
hips, but was unable to escape. The hot lips managed to
swallow his 'member' like stealing everything. Moaning,
blurring, the body twisting, uncomfortable. The faster the
movement, the harder he shook. Finally, curiosity made him
wonder about the sight in his eyes, trying to see how he had
being 'bullied'. But the image seen was beyond what the
heart could accept.

So shy that I want to kill myself!

"Oh .... Phi". He breathed rapidly. When the good feelings
began to rise again it's like a signal for the older man to
move faster.

"Enough before .... uuh, wait ... it's"

He twisted his hips. He tried to push his piquant face out but
it was not effective. The little boy tucked his face in the
pillow, moaning with a whimper and suffering. Both the
mouth and tongue, plus the two big hands squeezing the
buttocks, pampering it to the maximum before he was
startled.

Dean swallowed a portion of the liquid that spilt out and left
the rest to smear and be slippery on the entire leg. The
beautiful eyes look at the body in the arms who had become
completely red now. He grabbed the shaky legs of his Nong
and put them on the bed, and then rubbed them back and
forth.

"Take a breath", Dean pulled out the pillow to let him

breathe more comfortably. Then bent down and kissed that
cheek. Shy, couldn't roll in the blanket, then he took his face
to bury in the pillow again.

"I .." Parm, who still felt suffocated, couldn't stop stuttering
when he try to speak. "I want to make … some"

Dean sent a smile to him, bowed down, kissed his feet, then
got up, took off his own pants, revealing his urgent need.
Parm gulped down his saliva, straightening but turning away
in embarrassement.

"Next, turn your back a little." Kneeling down on the limp

body of his junior to turn it upside down and pull the hips
up. Holding both legs together. Parm's heart trembled and
two hands clenched on the bed tightly.
Will Phi Dean really do that?!?

Dean kissed and snuggled the clear white back. Squeezing

himself with the soft buttocks. Tense, causing him to
whisper in the red ear,

"Be calm ... I'll borrow your legs first."

The still frightened younger person was suddenly dazed. But

then he felt that there was something hot, squeezing his
thighs, he hurriedly tucked his hot face like a bomb down on
the pillow. The Phi Dean who seemed rough and fierce, felt
more gentle when he touched with his hand.

"Hue ..."

When the tall body began to move, the fluid released earlier
helped to ease the movements. Moaning, shaking, tightly
clenching on the pillow. His thighs felt hot from the friction
of the 'hard member'. The impact of the boy's rocking
motions, focused on everything in the back.

Like this, it's not different from ...

He breathed heavily. Phi Dean moved faster, more friction

would stimulate the heart.

"Phi ..Ha ... Phi Dean"

Dean panting, jaw tight, breathless, heavy, he moved his

hips until the body in his arms remained almost unchanged.
The hot lips abused, kissed and then bit, showing the
owner's sweetness, provocative actions, urging him to go
crazy. A string of saliva dropped from the corner of the
mouth to the neck.

"Do you feel good?"

The little boy nodded his head. Happiness spread until he
wanted to cry out loud. He tried to shut himself down but it
didn't work. Emotions were broken and he blushed.

"Kiss .. Kiss" Parm pleaded when the movements became

faster. The sounds of the moving body was so loud that the
people outside could hear.

"Fast ... harder ....Phi Dean."

Both the words and tears stimulated the young man to the
end. Dean swore, his hot member stiffen, accelerating the
final rhythm. It provoked a soft yielding along with a
moaning mouth, blocking the fall out which was not
tolerated.

"Oohhhh"

Parm released again and shook all over. Dean moved the
hips a few more times, then clenched the jaw tightly,
lowering the voice, releasing his desire.

Even though it was not inserted, it was overwhelming.

The strong arms were supporting the now limp younger

person to lie down. No breath, no strength. Did not think
that he would be calling for three rounds of rewards like this.
If Phi Dean really did him, he would definitely die for sure.

Dean moved to lie on his side and held his back. Adjusting
his own breath for a moment to sense the outside world
again.

The merry sounds outside could still be heard periodically.

He had some suspicions that he might have to go and
retrieve those drunken remains. He thought about it and
decided that he would take him for a shower and then
stopped to see the situation next to him. But when he
looked down at his arms, his little boy was fast asleep.

Dean sighed. He bent down and kissed the red cheek and
reached out and picked up the mobile phone with a light
signal. The message had only one sentence, but it was
really sore on the eyes.

He would remember that he should not ask for a reward

from him at the raft again.

Winnie: Sat (bastard)!! You have to treat me to a

meal for helping to distract the other members'
attention!! The raft was secretly shaking, you SON
OF A BITCH!!

end of chapter 22

Love you all!!!

 Chapter 23. Side by Side With You

The sound of the flowing water with the clean scent of the
forest woke up the person who had spent most of his life in
the city. The weather was quite cold, causing the body to
curl up, seeking warmth. And the surrounding was still
completely dark, so Parm couldn’t guess what time it was,
he slowly rubbed his eyes, thinking for a moment, and then
remembering that he was not at his condo, but on the raft
at Kanchanaburi.

Raft …

Shia!!!!!!!!!!

The young boy opened his eyes. He couldn’t move because

he was sleeping within the embrace of his lover. Phi Dean
was still deeply asleep, apparently so comfortable that he
didn't want to wake up. Parm began to feel his body and
found that he was wearing clothes. He furrowed his
eyebrows but he was sure that yesterday was not a dream,
and the most important thing was, he had fallen asleep. So
did it mean it was Phi Dean who dressed him up?

Oyyyyyy… the person who just got up had realised that. His
face became red and was so embarrassed he wanted to
jump into the river and disappeared. The images from last
night played again on his head. A clear scene that would
make him go crazy.

Parm tried to suppress his excitement. He stayed still

waiting until his heart beats began to calm down and fully
conscious. Then he slowly moved away from the warm
arms. The mobile phone screen showed that it was 5
o'clock. After a while they would have to wake up to go
rafting to see the sunrise which was the resort’s event. The
lights from outside that passed through the window above
his head made him see everythings aroung him more
clearly. He noticed Phi Dean’s eyelashes. The boy sat staring
at his lover’s eyes.

Enough, I can’t get my eyes off of the person in front of me,

Parm thought of how he had been searching for him for
many years. He touched the mark on the temple which was
similar to his own and dragged his fingetip. To his shock, the
dark eyebrows were fluttering a little.

Intouch, have you ever look at Phi Korn like this? Have you
ever been so happy like this or not?

He wanted to be fully happy for himself and also as part of

Korn and In, he wanted to do many things that those two
persons have never done. Wanted to have a love that wasn't
opposed by anyone. But the fact was that it's not that easy
…

The young boy sighed and went back to lie down a little
longer, but when the tall body moved around, the blanket
was precariously about to fall off from him. He looked like a
sluggish child which made him surprised. Parm reached out
his hand to pick up the blanket to cover him, but something
caught his eyes. The edge of Dean's pajamas was pulled
down a little from his waist, making Parm curious enough to
peek at Phi Dean and letting him see something on his hip.

Tattoo!??

Curiousity kills the cat… (ahahah jk jk forget this line, really)

He was curious but hesitant. Parm lifted the blanket while

staring at the eyes, catching sight of the edge of his lover’s
pants. If he pulled down a little more, could he see it
clearly? But hey, his pants were so low that he could see the
line shape.

The images from last night suddenly appeared again in his

brain.

Whaaaaaa… Parm shed a tear in his heart. His face went

completely red, so he suddenly released the blanket and
pulled up his hands to cover his face. His heart was beating
so fast that he felt like a filthy person. He slapped his
cheeks but then turned to look at Phi Dean’s hip again.

But I really wanted to know this na, last night I didn’t have a
chance to look at it too, even if it's only a little …

As soon as he thought of it, his damn hand went to the edge

of Phi Dean’s pants. He glanced at the person who was still
sleeping and he turned to see the edge of the pants, his
hands were shaking. He really just wanted to see …

Hmab!

Huwa!!!

“Aren’t you naughty, khrab?”

The naughty boy opened his eyes wide and then collided
with the familiar greenish-gray eyes.

“P P Phi Dean” Parm called out in a stuttering voice. It's as if

his tongue was all tangled up. He was about to pull his hand
away, but Dean held his wrist tightly until he couldn't do
anything.

“It will be 5 and a half soon, hurry up and take a shower and
get ready to go rafting.” Dean sat up and picked up his
phone. The gesture and his way of speaking clearly showed
that he was not yet fully awake.

All this time, he has been like this!! Why did Phi Dean have
to wake up at such an important moment?

Parm cried out in his heart, like a bomb. When he caught his
eyes and thought about Phi Dean’s eyes last night, it spread
some image that should not be thought of either.

Phi … kissed me,

So vigorously … Phi Dean.

Aaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh Parm, what did you do?!!

When the older person was distracted, he quickly used the

other free hand to grab the blanket. But the other person
was faster, he soon pulled the blanket and throw it away.
Parm pouting in displeasure turned to grab a pillow to bury
his face, but still lost to the older person who pulled out the
pillow again. When he turned left and right but found
nowhere to hide, he began to panic.

So shy, very embarrassing, did you not get it!! Why's the
story of last night still a matter now!

“Phi Deaannnn” couldn't fight and he could only twist his

mouth.

Dean laughed throatily. The Nong shrugged off his hands

and spreading out his arms as a last resort. The little boy’s
eyes looked hesitant, but in the end he decided to curl up
his knees and arms.

“Stop being shy and curling up like that.” The older person
hugged his lover tighly in his arms. He pulled the Nong’s
face to his chest. But the Nong shook his head instead of
giving an answer. It was so cute that Dean finally planted a
kiss on the soft hair.

“Nong Parm khrab”

“Huh?” The owner of the name slowly lifted his head to face
the caller.

“Are you happy last night?” (* aaahhhhhh…. Dean use khun,

which is a very polite word of ‘you’)

“Ah” Parm’s face turned red instantly, spreading to the ears

and neck. He avoided answering his lover’s question, “Don’t
ask …”

Dean leaned down and kissed the red ear. His hand stroke
his back, “Phi was not confident too, na.”

When he heard the low voice from the older one, the more
his heart's beating.. he grabbed his lover tightly, whispering
an answer, “I’m … happy khrab.”

The older person smiled happily, pretending to rock his lover

with a lullaby and asked 'petulantly', by dragging his voice,
“What are you thinking about right now, khrab?”

The little boy in his arm began to panic, but Dean didn’t
want to let him go that easily. The beautiful coloured eyes
shone so brightly that if the Vice President of the swimming
club were to see it, he would definitely curse him.

“Hmm, what are you doing khrab?” The older person leaned
down to the temples, but the Nong still didn’t want to lift his
face from the older’s chest. “Want to see the tattoo?”
The hands which were clutching the shirt jerked gently
instead of an answer. Dean pushed the Nong from his chest,
he could see that the Nong was still shy. He nudged up his
chin, tracing the lips with his fingertip. Smiling when he saw
the Nong all red from cheeks to his ears.

“Phi, don’t tease.” The boy mumbled in a faint voice, his

eyes still evasive, looking to the side.

Dean laughed throatily. Parm intended to turn around for a

second, but the hand of the other person captured his hand
in the same position as he pulled the edge of the pants
straight down.

“Eh…” The boy widen his eyes, his heart's beating fast,
feeling the heat in his palm before gaping when his hand
was forced to hold the edge of the Phi’s pants and pulled it
down slowly.

“Eeeeehhhh Phi Dean, wait!?” The boy shouted, eyes wide.

“Phi promised that this time is just looking.” Dean whispered

in the red ear. He knew that the hand he was holding was
trembling, but he kept pushing it down slowly.

The pants was pulled down revealing tanned and strong

muscles. Tattoos usually hidden inside the pants slowly
emerged, the English alphabet N could be seen at the top.
Below that a star-like drawing was revealed next. Of course,
the edge of the pants was getting lower and lower, the lines
were more clear, at the same time the lower body hair could
be seen too. Parm, whose hand was forced to pull down the
pants was almost dying, at a loss on where to focus. Should
he focused on the tattoo or ….? “Phi … Phi” his mouth and
his hands were all shaking.
“Compass” Dean explained while holding Parm’s hand and
pulled it to touch the tattoo. The drawing of a compass with
the four directions was clearly visible on the left hip. If he
wore swimming trunks or a short swim wear, the tattoo
might be clearly seen, but he was accustomed to wearing
half length swimming trunks. “At that time, Phi was looking
for something or someone … as if searching for something
I’ve lost. Didn’t know where to go.”

Parm lifted his face to look at his lover, then moved and
kissed his chin in a gentle comforting gesture. The slight
touch of the fuzz was a little ticklish but it felt good. Then he
moved his fingertips to touch the tattoo.

“At that time, did Phi feel discouraged?” Feeling the need to
look for someone without knowing who they might be.
Looking for 10 long years was not a happy story.

“I was.” The young man whispered softly, “But I believed

that someday I will find that person …” He said while
touching the other’s lips and cheeks.

“Then Phi met you”

As promised …

Parm closed his eyes and listened to his own heart. The
warmth from within his chest almost brought out his tears.
The boy moved up his hand, and embraced him around the
neck. Feeling nostalgic, the longing in his heart, that no
matter how much it had been filled, was never enough.

“Phi wants to kiss … may I?” The request accompanied by a

soft light touch on his lower lips brought Parm back to reality
again.
“You're asking only after doing it … you cheater.” Parm
made a blazing protest before all his words were swallowed
by a sweet kiss.

The little boy’s hands were tightly grabbing the bigger boy’s
pajamas when the hot tongue invaded. Feeling damp inside
his mouth, making him want to ask for more. The warm
tongues entangled with each other, the big hand slipped
under the Nong’s shirt.

No matter what happens we won’t leave each other,

right?

“Phi Dean …”

The voice was not louder than a whisper. The boy’s body
was pressed down on the soft bed, followed by a hot kiss
and leaving hickeys all over his abdomen.

Phi won’t go anywhere, right?

“Parm ”Dean buried his nose and lips on the skin. Kissing it
until it’s red and bruising as if to create a mark. Then he
moved down to the lower abdomen which contracted.

We will be together forever, right?

“Ahhh ….” His face lifted up, kept on moaning, his two hands
moved to hide his face which was full of emotions.

You promised! Phi already promised me! Phi already

promised!

Phi Korn!!!!!!
Hicccc
Tid tid tid

The mobile phone rang loudly, stopping the activity of the

two persons. The eyes of both were looking at each other,
breathless, confused, desperate. The boy on the bottom
gradually relaxed, his heart beats becoming normal. Dean
reached out to turn off the mobile phone which showed that
it was five minutes to six meaning they had to get up. The
young man licked his lips before bending down to kiss the
nong’s lips softly.

“Take a bath”

Parm rubbed his face and nodded in agreement. As he got

himself up, he just realised that his shirt was pushed up to
his chest and his pants were already pulled down to his
thighs.

“Huuuuuuu” Parm shouted in anger. He felt that Phi had

done something when he was unaware. If the mobile phone
hadn’t ring out loud, surely there would be something
happening….

I will be eaten whole, ooyyyyy Ai Parm!!! Why are you so

easy like this!! He started to curse himself in his heart.

“Sorry khrab, sorry” Dean apologised while laughing,

helping the Nong to dress again. But he was smiling when
seeing the Nong’s face. Then he got up to take a shower. He
tried to persuade the Nong to take a shower together.
Unfortunately for him the shy boy shook his head and
grabbed his belongings before disappearing to the
bathroom, making khun Phi to shake his head and then he
walked to the other bathroom.

I have to learn to go slowly to do him na.

A large raft, carrying about thirty guests staying in the
resort, floating along the river, there were both Thais and
foreigners. The two sides of the forest were lush and green,
giving out a natural scent which gently touched their
senses. Above the water, there was still a faint white mist
lingering on the top, giving a feeling that they were rafting
above the clouds.

All the members of the swimming club had got up and were
riding on a raft, and two of them were the President and his
lover. But the golden head Vice President hadn’t been
seen*. The cold weather caused Parm to move his body
closer to the bigger person next to him. Dean noticed that
and reached out his hand to wrap around the Nong’s
shoulder. (*did you make out with Team until you wake up
late huh, Ai Winnie??? I am sooooo curious!)

“The scenery is great” The boy said, looking around at the

view.

The raft stopped, allowing the guests to absorb the clean air
until their lungs were full. A golden light gradually emerged
from the landscape, creating a beautiful image and made
the people take out their cameras. After a moment, the sun
shone brightly thoughout the sky. It was a beautiful sunrise
image that Bangkok people rarely had the opportunity to
see often.

“Let’s come together again.” The big one bent down and
kissed the Nong’s forehead and ruffled his hair gently.

Parm smiled widely and nodded, accepting the invitation. He

wanted to wake up to watch such beautiful sunrise every
day and it's the best thing to see it with those he loved, the
person standing beside him.
“This way!” Win waved his hand to his friend who walked
into the restaurant. The table where he sat was a round
table meant for 4 persons who had just turned up.

Dean nodded and he went to make coffee first, while at the

same time Parm went to get rice and pork for breakfast. He
tasted a little first before adding more, then he scooped
some for Phi Dean. Before he went back to the table, he
dragged his best friend, who had just got up* and enter the
dining room to sit together. (ooyyyy damn! I am really
curious as to what did Team do with Phi Win which makes
him wake up late… wish P Neww added the scene for these
two, or else I’ll curse P Neww… hehehe jk jk…)

Now the amount of food on the dining table was very scary.
Parm saw almost 10 slices of toast, many bowls of rice
porridge, fried eggs, boiled eggs and ham. All of them were
just for the three members of the swimming club. He
glanced at the other people of the club. The quantities on
their tables were different. They ate so much until the staff
barely had anything left to fill. But Parm could only eat a cup
of rice and a single piece of bread.

“Ah, have a little nutrition.” Win picked up a boiled egg and

gave it to his friend “dob dob*” (*I don’t know the meaning,
really. And uncle google said “dot” what is it????)

“Sat!!” Dean kicked the other person’s leg under the table
until he made him cry out. Cursing and scolding with much
more words, but in the end he ate all the eggs that his
friend gave him.

“You too, right?” Team also scooped an egg to share it with

his friend too. But Parm returned it to him with a confused
look, and Team sent it back to him, making Parm to hold his
temples.
At times, he's so sensitive na, but sometimes he couldn't
catch on things.

“Don’t want to, I don’t eat eggs.” Parm refused and then
spreading butter on a bread, sprinkled it with sugar and
gave it to the person sitting next to him.

“Wait, today we'll be going to Erawan waterfall which has 7

levels of waterfalls. You’ll have no strength na” Team still
urged his friend to eat it. “Trust me.”

“Then why are afraid that I’ll have no energy?” Parm

couldn’t believe that eggs will increase energy, especially
after practicing hard, with him ‘just going rafting’ this
morning.

“Oh hoo, maeng, so cute!” Win placed his hand over his
mouth to hold back his laughter.

Team showed an exasperated face. This stubborn person,

without explaining the matter, he would continue to act as a
curious human being. So, Team moved his chair closer and
bent down to his friend’s ear. “Last night, you're sweating a
lot, aren't you? Doing things until your legs are shaking,
right?”

Parm kept on staring at his friend’s eyes. But when he

considered his friend's words, he realised his friend was
referring to the hot activity, he reddened immediately.

“Shia!!” The swear word that would normally never leave

his mouth, burst out uncontrollably loud out now. Dean
jerked and looked at him in surprise. He hurriedly covered
his mouth. His best friend came closer and he whispered,
“Hh… how did you…” know it? How did he know? Because
he was confident that he held back his voice. He even put a
pillow to cover his face, also Phi Dean … also … kissed him
to shut out his voice.

“Hha calm down, you’re blushing a lot.” Team stroke his

friend comfortingly. “I knew it. It’s only me and Phi Win who
knew about it, others in the club didn’t know, you can trust
me.”

Ughhhhhhhh...Parm looked down on the table, didn’t dare to

look at anyone. Didn’t know where to disappear, where to
go, where to escape, they… these two people knew, it's so
embarassing na ay oyyyyyyyy!!!

“Stop whining” Team slapped the back of his friend and said
loudly, “I told you to get the boiled egg, peel it and eat it.”
At the same time he shoved an egg into his friend’s hand
who was still whining.

Parm sat quietly, biting his boiled egg, glanced at Phi Win
who gave him a smile until he had to avert his gaze. When
he turned to look at Phi Dean, that person was also eating a
boiled egg in front of him.

I’m dead … why do these two have to add protein to other

people in the morning!!

After eating and resting for a little while, everyone got on

the bus in time. Their next destination was the Erawan
waterfall. Of course, these men were crazy about eating,
sleeping and playing and ready to wade to the waterfall.
Everyone wore only t-shirts and shorts and were going to go
full blast. With the bus parked in the parking area, everyone
carried the essential items and walked to Erawan waterfall.
And it's probably lucky that day, that there were not many
tourists so they could enjoy themselves fully.
Team hugged his best friend’s shoulder and invited him to
take pictures all the way and sent them to ManNow and Del.
But the two girls also replied by sending them pictures of
their overnight stay at the beach.

“Look! They went to the sea.” Team held out his phone to
show it to Parm.

Parm rolled his eyes “We are at the waterfall. We can also
play with water.”

After opening the mobile phone, they read the notice at the
waterfall site which stated that they could swim in the
Erawan waterfall at almost every level of the waterfall.
Every waterfall had it's own name and special identity. The
club members didn’t have to stick together. They played
separately. They just needed to get back to the bus on time
because the President informed them clearly that the bus
would not wait for them to go back to Bangkok if they were
late.

“I want to stay at the 4th level. There is a slide.” Team

referred to the two large stones that looked like a woman’s
breast, causing this level to be called ‘the butterfly’s breast’
and turned into a natural slide for tourists to climb up and
slide down.

“This is the importance of finding information first.” Parm

said in a teasing tone, while Team just shrugged his
shoulder, not arguing. With this, the two were very excited
about what they were to experience.

The boys went up to the second level where the two people
were hugging each other and laughing. Dragging each other
to take pictures at desired locations. Letting the other two
persons who followed behind them to shake their heads.
“So carefree, being left by the lover.” Win slapped his
friend’s shoulder. He was not intimidated by the glare sent
back at him, because it's not shocking anymore.

“Let the Nong not see, be alright, hey!” When he spoke, his
words stopped suddenly and rushed to grab his lover’s arm
who almost slipped and fell down the waterfall.

Win laughed at his friend whose mouth said to let go but his
eyes were staring without blinking. Team who was beside
him also grabbed his friend who stood farther.

The 4th level waterfall had clear blue water down to the
bottom, it’s nice to swim in. Team hurriedly dragged his
friend to play until they were fully soaked. Some of the club
members came to play by climbing the rock and sliding
down.

“The water is cold” Parm was shivering but laughing.

According to his friend, sliding for three rounds and then
floating up to the neck together.

“The shirt is cumbersome, ” Team took off his shirt to lay

down on the rock and made a face when the water directly
hit on his skin.

Parm was looking at his friend who removed his shirt. He

then intended to take off his shirt too, but when he pulled it
up halfway, his shirt was pushed down hurriedly until he
almost drown.

“Ai Team, what are you doing!! Cough, cough.” Parm

choked, his face was black and red. Quickly waving to Phi
Dean who turned to look at what happened, but when he
saw nothing, he went back to sit and talk with Phi Win.
Team answered “You are a wreaking havoc,” and tucked in
his friend’s shirt again.

The boy shouted out and put his hand on his forehead. His
face was full of questions, did he do something wrong?

“When you went to shower this morning, don’t you see it?”
Team whispered. “See what?” Parm whispered back,
confused. “Your marks!”

Parm widen his eyes suddenly and hurriedly look on his own
body and almost fell down. His chest and abdomen were full
of red marks. Suddenly, the images of this morning flashed
into his head again. Hot lips and the strong bites, the
greenish-gray eyes filled with desire. The moment he was
moaning his name with a trembling voice …

Parm … Parm khrab

“Oyyy, shit then…” the little boy blushed, slowly falling

down and lowering his head. Phi Dean, so naughty. In the
morning he showered in a hurry because he was afraid of
being left out of the rafting trip and forgot to see that he
had been bitten by his lover’s kisses.

“The President of my club is not normal.” Team laughed and

raised his eyebrows, teasing his friend.

“Who is the one that said he wanted to protect?” The shy

person complained “You see, but you send to offer me to
him forever.”

“If he is not the person you love, will you give yourself to
him like this, huh?” He bent down and pulled his friend’s
arm and dragged him up from the water, “But don’t let
those Phi get into your head. Those guys saw us, but they
keep talking.” (*oh hooo … so are you jealous of your lover
huh Ai Team???)

Team glanced at the side where the President and the Vice
President and some members of the swimming club who
Parm recognised as 3rd year members were. Those two
were conversing. They were so noticeable, making the
people who walked pass them turned to look at them. Parm
withdraw his heart, fixed his wet hair to the back. Actually
both him and Phi Dean had never thought of any reason to
love. He knew they loved each other and try to do
everything. Because of love he trusted him more than
anything.

“Huh?” Parm blinked, blazed up and looked straight ahead.

And with confidence, he extended his hand to touch the
back of his friend’s neck.

“What are you doing?” Team was startled by the shock of

being touched on his nape. This was his special weakness.
(*kyaaaahhhh… I'm imagining Phi Win kissing his weak spot
uhuhuhu… my wild fantasy.)

“Behind your neck,” Parm stared and reached out his hand
to touch it again, but Team hurriedly dodged, “It has a red
mark.” (*aaaaahhhhh I am dead)

Team frowned upon hearing about a red mark on his nape,

“It’s a mosquito’s bite. Last night I was left lying on the raft
outside for a long time before I was carried back to the
room.” When he saw his friend nodding, he understood in
his own heart. The first year member of the swimming club
tighten his hand and rubbed the back of his neck, (*ohohoo
really? A blonde mosquito huh?!) swearing to himself, “Sat!
he made a mark na.” (*way to go Phi Win!)
When they were done with the 4th level, everyone moved to
take pictures on the 5th level. The stone layer that descend
beautifully made it’s name “not boring” and they played in
the water again.

“Hahaha you're dead.” Win laughed happily because Dean

was now half wet and the Nong was rubbing his back, afraid
of getting involved. He shrugged off his friend, giving him
the middle finger to curse back and sent a deadly glare.

“How did you two become childhood friends na Phi?”

“Eh, ha hey!!” Win winked at the person who said that.

Suddenly his body was crushed by his friend.

“Ai Team!!!” The blonde Vice President called out loudly, but
the person who was being called avoided him. He cursed,
scolded, chased, and in the end let his body soaked in the
water and rubbed his face and wet hair.

“Huh”

Laughter, nervous pain, causing the owner of the golden

hair to turn and look. Secretly provoked when his eyes met
Dean’s, shrugging his eyebrows, making fun of him while
laughing louder.

After taking pictures, the wet man walked again. There was
a water bottle for break that could be brought with them
until the 7th level. The clear blue water was more beautiful
than on the other levels, making the person who had just
come for the first time, like Team, very happy. Dean himself,
when he reached the place got down into the water with his
Nong, but this time he took off his shirt and went into the
cold water.

“Hmmm”
The young man stopped swimming when he felt a warm
touch around his neck with laughter. The slender arms were
followed by the bright face when he turned.

“Thank you khrab Phi Dean. Thank you for bringing me to

have a lot of fun.” Parm smiled widely behind him.

The big palm squeezed the Nong’s hand gently, and replied
“It’s good, if you like it.” The more he saw the Nong, the
happier he was.

“When we go back to Bangkok, what food does Phi Dean

want to eat, just tell me. I’ll make it specially for you. ”He
was so enthusiastic, making the young man smile. He
pondered a little before speaking, “Can I ask for a reward
instead?”

The boy stopped suddenly. His face immediately blushed

with the word “Give a reward khrab.” He wanted to release
the Phi’s hand from his shoulder but then was grabbed with
another hand.

“What are you thinking?” The beautiful eyes twinkled and

he was teased, “Phi just wanted to ask Parm to stay at Phi’s
house tonight.”

Parm made a not-trusting face “Just hugging na khrab” Parm

replied.

“Just hugging khrab. Or was Parm thinking about doing

something else too?” Not sparing the Nong, making his face
more and more dark.

“Phi Deannn” immediately shouted in the water. Unawared

of being annoyed and teased throughout “Let me go.” he
was wriggling but then he grabbed on his waist instead.
“Then, do you agree la khrab?” Braced his Nong and turned
his body around.

Parm turned his head, fortunately, no one paid attention to

them, making him calm down. His two hands still pushed his
lover’s shoulders to avoid being pulled closer. His eyes
moved down, looking the other way because he was so
embarrassed until he didn’t dare to make any eye contact.

Stay at Phi Dean’s room huh ….

“If just hugging, then it’s okay …” The answer was awkward
but the listener smiled immediately. Dean hugged the Nong
and kissef his forehead so hard as if he won’t let go of the
red faced boy. Grabbed a towel and pulled the other person
from thousands of people to flee under the trees.

Parm sighed because his face was now covered with a large
towel. No matter how he fought, this version of Phi Dean
was not like the normal Phi Dean at all. He would know that
he was pretending to be angry and terrified. The boy
decided not to continue swimming because he couldn’t
stand the cold water. He went to change his clothes and
then sat, waiting for his friend who playing around. The boy
picked up his phone to take pictures of his activities, but he
had to furrow his eyebrows.

Mom? At this time na?

“Hello mae, what’s the matter khrab?” (*Parm used hello,

not sawatdee)

[Parm luk (son), right now you’re still travelling, right?] the
mother asked, if she remembered correctly, her son
wouldn’t have return from Kanchanaburi yet.
“Khrab, then why did mae wake up at this hour?” at New
York it should be around 3 a.m right now. Even though his
mother always got up early in the morning to prepare for
opening her restaurant, it was way too early.

[because I just got a quick call from Thailand na] she held
her heart [Uncle’s son called and said that grandfather’s
condition is not good. I wonder if Parm can go to visit him
before mother came back to Thailand la. Can Parm go?]

The boy opened his eyes wide “Yes, I can khrab. Then tell
me the address, I will go there by myself”

[Uncle said that your cousin will go to Parm’s condo. Mom

already give Parm’s number, maybe he will call you soon.
Mom will take care of the shop a little bit more and will buy
the tickets immediately.]

The mother’s voice seemed concerned, but Parm had no

time to think about it. He responded to his mother for a
while but cut the call because he wanted his mother to take
a rest.

A grandfather? An uncle? And a cousin?

The people who had never been involved in his life suddenly
appeared and it made him feel strange. His face looked up
at the green trees. The clean air soothing his mind.

It’s allright, they were just father’s family, nothing to be

worried about.

***

The minibus sent the swimming club’s members and they

reached their University at 7 pm. Everyone waved goodbyes
and separated to return to their own homes with bright
expressions on their faces. Parm himself carried his luggage
into a car. Phi Dean made a promise that today he would
take him to stay at his house. He was secretly excited
because this was going to be the second time he visited his
lover’s house. He was thinking that when he saw Phi Don’s
face, he would be teased by him again.

“Can’t you sit calmly?” Dean teased his Nong.

“This won’t be the same khrab” Parm answered while

looking at the driver whose face was full of emotions. The
more he looked at Phi Dean’s eyes, the more restless he felt
about going to his house. He would surely be teased a lot by
Phi’s siblings.

“Tomorrow, Phi will send you back to your condo in the

afternoon. You'll stay at my home for breakfast and lunch
together.” Parm nodded his head and smiled.

If there was time to stay together for a while, he would do

anything. Just to see his smile, just to be by his side.

The black sedan drove into a familiar complex and soon it

turned into a familiar house. Now, the lights in the house
were on. It’s clear that the people in the house were
gathering in the living room. Dean parked his car in the
garage next to the house. When he took off the seatbelt, he
was conscious of his lover’s neck, then he kissed his
forehead, kissef the tip of his nose and ended it by kissing
the soft lips lightly.

“Let’s go” He took advantage when the nong was still

confused, eyes unfocused, and got out from the car into the
house. He was smiling when he saw the other party walking
along leisurely.
Dean reached out his hand to open the door, but he was
pulled by someone who threw herself in his arms.

“You’re back luk (son)?”

A sweet and familiar fragrance. The long wavy haired owner

of the house spread her arms and pulled her son by force
and was landing kisses on both his cheeks, shocking the tall
young man, who stood still, frozen.

“Mom …”

Mother and father … already come back?

***

End Chapter 23
 Ch. 24 Get Ready

***

“Naa In kha why is daddy’s* surname different from mine

and mae la kha?” a little child a few years old was asking
like a rooster.

(* in the novel Alin called her father 'daddy' not por/pho :

father)

InTouch glanced at his sister. He kissed the cheeks of his

niece, “Your surname is different from daddy's, but he is
your daddy na kha.*” The mother didn’t know how to
explain the adults' problem to a child. Because when Phi
wanted to marry a foreigner, their father opposed it, but
they insisted. Then he ended up allowing her to marry but
not to change her surname. The little girl, Alin, looked
confused, but then she didn’t ask any further. She tightly
embraced her beloved uncle who was teasing her. The tiny
hands held her uncle’s cheeks and kissed him repeatedly.

“After growing up, Alin will marry naa In.”

(*naa : uncle/aunt from mother’s side, uncle from father’s

side :Ar and some people also use lung, uncle/aunt who is
not related by blood/complete stranger : par/lung)

The child's mother*answered “You can’t marry your Naa, na

luk.”

(*in the novel it’s written as ‘mother’ not mae) (*luk :

son/daughter/dear, older people call their child or grandchild
or children much younger than them)
“Aww” Alin was pouting and then frowned “Why, la kha? but
Alin loves naa In.”

The two adults looked at each other in confusion. How would

they explain to a child? InTouch kissed his niece’s cheeks
again. “Naa In has a lover. Sorry, na Alin.”

The little girl pouted again, she couldn’t imagine that her
uncle would love someone more than her.

“Then, Naa In will marry that person kha?” The bright eyes
were looking at her uncle. Her eyes seemed unaffected,
then the uncle’s eyes became pensive.

Will we marry?

It will never happen.

***

“Parm!!!” The voice called out with a cool touch. He slapped

the younger boy’s cheeks to wake him up. Parm opened his
eyes and breathe deeply. In front of him was the face of Phi
Dean who looked at him with care.

“I …” The dazed young boy looked around. He found himself

lying on the couch and Phi Dean was holding a towel to wipe
his face.

“Calm down.” The big hand rubbed the Nong's face gently
and looked directly at him “Look at Phi,” The low tone
calmed down the young boy's panic.

“Just now, Parm was suddenly hyperventilating and

collapsed.” Dean slowly explained to the Nong, “So Phi
brought you to lay down on the sofa. How do you feel now?
Wanted to puke? Or dizzy? Or hard to breath?”
(*oooiiii phi Deaaaannnn! He was just unconscious, not
pregnant! Why did you ask whether he feels like gonna
puke??!!!)

Parm shook his head “I’m okaay, nothing serious”

Dean was relieved. He was really shocked when the Nong

fell down, he hurriedly caught him.

“Are you sure you don’t need to go to the hospital luk?”

The loud voice from the back made the young boy to tense
up. He didn’t dare to turn and look at her, not even daring to
make a sound. Now, the confusion made it impossible for
him to respond. He didn't know whether Alin would be able
to remember him or not. And didn't know if Phi Dean's
mother would accept him or not.

“I … I’ll go home…” Parm said while grabbing his lover’s

shirt tight. His eyes were trembling with worry.

“With this condition, what if your symptoms reccur? Just

sleep here ja” The lover’s mother came and stood beside
him. She bent down and touched cheeks of the boy who was
lying on the sofa and smiled. “No need to be so considerate,
you’re Dean's lover, aren’t you?”

Parm opened his eyes and looked at the woman in front of

him, this time he could see her clearly. A beautiful face, with
almost no wrinkles at all. It's unbelieveable that she already
had a son over 20 years old. Long black wavy hair down to
her waist, emphasizing her middle-eastern face.

Alin grew up to be a beautiful woman.

“Why?” Parm turned his face to glance at his lover who was
smiling. He was confused as to how his mother know about
him being Phi Dean’s lover.

“Really cute” Alin pulled the cheek of the young boy whose
face showed panic and then grabbed his hand, “When you
fainted, Dean hurriedly turned and hold you. When mae
asked him about you, he said that you are his lover, mae
was shocked.”

Parm’s face became red, his heart thundering loudly, quickly

turning to look at the Phi. Wait… Phi Dean came out, just
like that?!

“Mom, you talk too much. Just go.” The person who liked to
show a dark aura was coughing and shooing his mother.
While the mother was looking at his eyes and wondering
why she was concerned about the Nong being too worried
and then slipping out of the house. The mother was stunned
for a moment, but seemed to be able to keep her mind
straight and adjusted her posture quickly.

The mild scent from the woman made Parm embrace her
unconsciously. A sweet comforting voice, along with the
touch of her hand gently rubbing on his back.

“Uncle In, smile na kha” the little hands rubbing her uncle’s
back. The man sat curled down and let his tears flow. “Alin
already chanting ohm pheiyng ohm ohm” the little girl
muttering a spell while stroking his back, not stopping the
chant until the man fell out laughing. Even though he had
been banned by his father from meeting Phi Korn, he had a
niece who will always encourage him.

“Ohm pheiyng ohm ohm.” The whispering sounds on his ear

overlapping with his memories. The warm water pent up on
the edge of his eyes finally fell.

In his heart he felt the absence, missing….missing.

“It’s okay.” The mother of his lover comforting the young
boy who was still confused. She thought he felt familiar to
her without knowing why because the atmosphere around
this child was like someone she couldn't remember.

“I’m sorry khrab” Parm pushef her out a little, becoming

embarrassed with all the eyes staring at him, whether it’s
from the siblings Phi Don and Del or the mother who hugged
him. Everyone looked really worried about him.

“It’s alright ja, mother already told you to rest first, you are
tired, right?” she wiped the face and the eyes of the young
boy, and then turned to talk to her son. “Father stopped at
the company to take care of some business first and will
probably return home really late. You’d better talk to him
tomorrow.”

Dean nodded. He came closer to the Nong and try to hold

him again, but Parm quickly refused and blushed, insisting
that he already felt better and did not need help to walk.
They soon went inside the bedroom on the third floor and as
soon as the room's door was closed, the room’s owner
grabbed the Nong and hugged him planting a strong kiss on
the temple.

“Very good.”

“Sob …” Parm’s hands were hugging his lover again. The

smiling face was now soaked with tears “Alin …Alin” The
sobbing sounded as if it was a person who lost his mind and
soon turned into a crying voice.

The pain of meeting someone that was lost, but could only
looked at her.

Couldn’t say anything to her, couldn’t convey his longing to

her, couldn’t tell love words like before, because he’s not …
he’s not InTouch.

Not Alin’s uncle In …

“Sshhh… good boy.” Dean stroke the Nong who was sobbing
until all his body was trembling. “Phi is right here, it’s alright
na” He could only whisper repeatedly, feeling the tears
wetting his clothes, “Your eyes are swollen.” Holding the boy
to sit on the bed, then he sat in front of the Nong and stroke
his cheeks.

‘I … hic … miss Alin” Parm sobbed while trying hard to

explain. He thumped on his own chest as if it’s unbearable,
“In here … it’s all hurt, InTouch loves his niece so much but
… she can’t … remember.”

Alin couldn’t remember that this guy was her uncle.

“When InTouch died, Alin was still a little child right?” Dean
was shaking the Nong to see his face clearly, “She was still
6-7 years old.”

The young boy nodded. He tried to understand, but the

sadness was so overwhelming that he couldn’t stop himself
from crying. The 7 years old child was maybe sad at losing
her uncle, but soon she would easily forget.

“Do you want to take a bath? The warm water should make
you relax.” He wiped away the tears that won’t stop until he
had to wonder how the boy produced so much tear.

Dean didn’t wait for an answer and walked to the bathtub

and prepared clothes for the person who was now busy
wiping his tears. He wondered whether he had to find a
warm cloth to compress.
“The water should be filled, go soak your body in it. Don’t
lock the bathroom door.” He rubbed the boy’s head and
stared at his eyes, his hands pulling the shirt. He still looked
worried.

“What’s the matter khrab?” Dean was looking at the hand

that wouldn’t let him go. He couldn’t move anywhere

“I … don’t want to be alone” the boy muttered softly, but

Dean heard him with his two ears. He raised his eyebrows
and moved closer to his mouth. Parm’s face was red. He
pushed the older boy with an extreme strength “I … I will go
take a bath. Thank you Phi Dean.”

When the bathroom door closed, the boy slipped down to

the floor. He blamed his own courage, his cheeks were red
from embarrassment because he asked him to bath
together. He hid his red face on his knees. He sighed
heavily, feeling confused. It’s true that he did not want to be
alone because when being alone would only made him think
about the past.

Is this the consequence of his sin which brought him back to

life? To make him suffer by seeing the person he loves but
can’t tell that person who he was.

Parm stood up, removed his clothes and washed his face
vigorously before stepping into the large tub. The warm
water helped him relax until making him close his eyes. His
tears flowed down again. Anxiously thinking about how he
would face them the next day.

If Phi Dean’s father didn’t accept their relationship and tell

them to stop seeing each other just like Korn and In, and he
would not meet with Phi Dean anymore, couldn’t see Alin,
couldn’t see Phi Anh, then what will happen?
“Hic …” only thinking about this and his damn tears
betrayed him and flowed out uncontrolled. Parm slowly
bowed down until the water covered his face, his hands
hugging the knees tightly in the spacious tub.

Don’t want to, don’t want to. If it’s like that, I will surely die.

“Phi … Dean” if they had to leave each other, he really

wouldn’t be able to take it

“Why do you cry?”

Parm was startled, almost drowning. But the strong arms

were able to hold him up before he choked on the water.
The young boy widen his eyes and opened his mouth wide.

“Phi!?” Right now, Phi Dean had come inside the bathroom
without him being aware at all, and he came in freely.

Why don’t you wear anythinggggggggg???

“Phi wants to take a bath too.” The bigger boy answered as

if he knew what was in the smaller boy’s mind even though
he didn’t ask. He stepped into the tub and sat behind the
younger boy’s back.

The smaller boy became red and blamed it on the hot water,
making his body flushed up, especially his back which was
attached to the bigger boy’s wide chest, tight and hot until
he almost melted.

He sat so stiff it made Dean chuckle. He scooped up water

and rubbed the Nong’s arm. The long legs were touching
the Parm’s legs under the water and made him tremble.

“Relax a little.” Dean said while moving his hand to touch

the Nong’s back and massage the neck “You don’t want to
be alone, do you?” he leaned down to the boy's nape.

“Umhh…” Parm moaned softly and didn’t dare to make eye

contact with the person who took the opportunity. He
suddenly forget all about his earlier thoughts, even his tears
had stopped suddenly just like shutting off a faucet.
Because the situation now was more dangerous, the swollen
red eyes looked at his own legs that lie on Phi Dean's legs.
Being jealous of his strong muscles though he did not know
why.

Er, his legs …

The naughty eyes started to find something. Parm pushed

his thighs closer to the Phi’s hips, wanted to see the tattoo
clearly but it was all hidden under the water, so he couldn’t
see anything.

Dean leaned back on the tub’s edge. He enjoyed watching

the Nong on his lap looking left and right. As was hesitant if
he wanted to look for something but didn’t dare to move.

“If you keep moving around like that, Phi won’t guarantee
your safety na” The older boy gave a warning and made
Parm stopped suddenly.

The strong arms grabbed the Nong’s waist and then pulled
him tightly. Even though he couldn’t see his face, but the
red skin up to the ears let him know that the small boy in his
arm was embarrassed.

“Phi Dean's a liar!” Both his hands flailing, trying to escape

from the older boy’s arms.

“So stubborn.” Dean exclaimed, but it seemed the Nong

wasn’t afraid of him at all. That day he learnt to tell whether
the Phi was really angry or just pretending.
Parm turned to smile when he realised that he couldn’t
escape from the older boy. He moved and refuse to lean
back within the older boy’s embrace.

“Did your father know or not?” He asked while playing with

the bigger hands, trying to touch his temple and then
twisted his lips.

“Of course, he doesn’t know.” The young man answered

positively. He put his chin on the Nong’s shoulder and the
younger boy just let the naughty lover continue, “Phi rarely
talks to father, because of the issue with Grandma, so it
seems hard to have a decent conversation with him.”

The boy stopped and thought for a moment. His eyes,

looking at the bare feet and his toes.

“Maybe your father doesn’t talk much just like Phi Dean.”
Even though he had never met his lover’s father he believed
that Phi Anh and Alin would choose the best person. “Have
you ever tried to initiate a conversation with him too,
khrab?”

“Want to wash your hair?” The person who was asked tried
to change the subject. He reached for the shampoo and
then applied it on the Nong’s head without waiting for an
answer.

“Phi Dean's so stubborn.”Parm complained and closed his

eyes when the bubbles started to cover his head, “You are
stubborn too. Like father like son, right?”

“It’s not true.” The big hands moved to grab the Nong’s
head and rub it. The smaller boy was frustrated and hit his
arm.
“Huu, stop it Phi Dean.” The Nong pulled his lover’s arm. He
stopped moving and turned around to face his lover. That
led to him straddling the older boy’s lap in the water, “I will
rub Phi too” The person didn’t like to give up even though
he was red faced and didn’t dare to look. He reached for the
shampoo and pressed it. This time, he managed to smear
his lover’s head and soon it turned into a shampoo-war.

The laughter soon heard throughout the bathroom, the two

people took turns to wash their hair, and move to give a kiss
along the face, eyelids, tip of the nose, cheeks and lips.

“It doesn’t matter what father’s answer is.” He pressed the

piquant face to his wet, white chest. His beautiful eyes
closed completely in enjoyment. The Nong bent his head to
wash the shampoo.

“We will never break up.”

Parm nodded, responding gently in his throat. He rubbed his

fingers on his own hair, and washed the shampoo
thoroughly. The warm water from the shower cleaned
everything, even the tears that fell from his eyes.

Yes, we will never break up

When he came out of the bathroom, he changed into his

lover’s pajamas. Long sleeves and long pants had to be
folded. Seeing it made him irritated, but it couldn’t be
helped when their bodies' sizes were so different. Because
the younger boy was not taller. Parm lay on the soft bed.
The familiar scent of Phi Dean was like a good sleeping pill.
As soon as his head touched the pillow, his eyes closed
immediately.

“Crying until tired” The person who followed behind him was
muttering to himself. His body felt comfortable after have a
warm relaxing bath. He went to turn off the room’s light and
get on the bed, lying next to him.

Recently, they've often sleep together. The previous

symptoms had also disappeared. Parm might be shy but
now he didn’t need to be forced again. Dean was prodding
him and opened his arms, Parm then turned around and
embraced him easily. The big hand stroke the back of the
person who was in his embrace for a while. The young
man’s lips were smiling, kissing the forehead and tightening
his embrace. He frowning a little when he heard a car
entering the yard followed by people talking loudly outside
before it became silent again.

Father has come back already …

Have phi ever tried to talk to him nicely?

Dean thought for a while … did he and his father ever tried
to have a decent talk or not?

***

The picture was fuzzy like it was lightly covered by a faint

fog. Felt the sweetness when the two people attached to
each other exchanged the heat of their bodies. The bed was
soft, creaking and rattling as it moved. Breathing heavily,
stirring up the movements until the person underneath had
to scream out uncomfortably. The force on the upper arm
motivated the strength of those who were straining to take
pleasure in until everything reached the climax and calmed
down like the sea after a rainstorm.

“Love Phi Korn na” The mischievous boy said with glittering
eyes. His face was wet with sweat, cheeks red, and so on.
Korn couldn't stand it and planted kisses all over his face.
“It’s late already.” Korn said while looking at the bedside
clock. He pushed himself out and picked up his shirt to wear.

They were in Intouch’s dorm. They had been together since

the sky was still bright until now the sky's completely dark.
Korn picked up his lover’s shirt and passed it to him. They
knew that they couldn’t stay together for too long, but it
was their one year anniversary today. One year might be a
short period for some people, but for them it meant so
much.

"See you," the young man kissed his lover's lips. They
smiled at each other, but he still had to leave. There was a
sudden banging on the room door, the knock was loud like a
thunder.

"What are you doing !!!"

Intouch widen his eyes and then closed them. He and his
lover were shocked when they saw the the person invading.

"Father!?"

Korn hurriedly pushed him behind to hide. He tightened his

jaw and frowned at the familiar face standing in front of the
door. The father’s arm clenched and was standing still,
Intouch let his father come in.

Then, their secret … already out.

***

Dean jumped suddenly, his green-gray eyes, opened wide.

Breathing so fast as if everything had just happened. He
hurriedly swept his eyes towards the door, relieved when he
saw that no one's coming, it’s quiet. Then looked around the
room. White ceilings and familiar dark blue curtains .. am I
dreaming?

“ … Don’t do it”

The whimpering voice beside his body, jerked him up from

his thoughts. The body in his arms was weakly tense. Two
hands clasped his arms tightly.

"Don't hit Phi Korn, dad ... Don't."

“Parm Parm” the young man tried to wake up the Nong by

calling his name. He didn’t dare to shake the boy because
he was afraid that it would shocked him and made the
hyperventilating symptoms worse. “Parm just had a
nightmare na, open your eyes slowly. Good child.”

The bass voice sounded next to his ear, making the body
struggled. His lashes were wet, blinking before slowly
opening, and then looking at the other's eyes.

“Phi Dean?”

“It’s Phi” Dean reiterated the words to convince him. Parm

raised his arms to hug his neck and tucked in his face in his
chest.

“I dream … dream that … Intouch’s father came and saw us

… and he was hitting Phi Korn.” The father in his dream was
punching and shouting, but Phi Korn refused to withdraw. He
didn’t allow Intouch to be hit.

Dean leaned and sat, pulling the Nong to sit up. He still
hugged his lover’s arm, feeling worried about being forbade.
It was the first time he and the Nong dreamt about the
same thing at the same time. Dean remembered that after
Intouch’s father found out, they were both separated from
each other. Korn was severly beaten until he couldn’t go to
school for a week. Both were separated for months until
they found a way to secretly contact and meet at a
restaurant, and that was the last appointment before those
two died.

“Never mind, it was just a nightmare …”

A nightmare that should end.

Dean and Parm came down from the bedroom at almost half
past seven. Because it was a holiday today, the activities
began slower than usual. When he saw that there was only
Phi Don at the table sitting and playing his cellphone, Parm
went to the kitchen to help Del, because today the young
lady of the house intended to show off her cooking skills to
make rice porridge. When the clock moved to eight, the
house owner came down from the second floor at the same
time that the aroma of the cartilaginous mushroom made
them hungry.

The boy was helping his friend and the housemaids to bring
the bowl of rice porridge into the dining room. He stopped
his legs when he saw that an unfamiliar face was seated at
the head of the table. The tall and large built body should be
the same size as Phi Dean, with a short black hair, slightly
white skin. He was reading a newspaper while sipping a
coffee in his hand.

“Oh honestly, why should the guest have to help to serve

the food.” Right at that moment the beautiful mother said
that when she saw her son’s lover helping to bring the bowl
from the kitchen, and she gently slapped his back.

“It’s okay khrab, just helping.” Parm hurriedly waved his

hands when he already put the bowl down, he then sat
beside Phi Dean. Slightly startled when he heard the
newspaper being folded.

The atmosphere in the dining table was extremely quiet.

The 50 years old house owner stopped and looked at the

new member in the house with interest. Parm hurriedly
raised his hand to pay respect, Dean's father just nodded in
acceptance and began to eat his breakfast quietly.

“Eat it while it’s still hot” A raspy low bass voice sounded,
his sharp eyes glanced at the oldest son who seemed to be
awkward “We'll talk when we’re done.”

***
Part 2
Today’s breakfast was still as quiet as ever. The second son
and the youngest daugther gave surreptitious glances at
their father and their brother. On the other hand, the mother
kept smiling while serving food for everyone. Sometimes
there would be a small talk and laughing with her husband
in a good mood. It’s a picture they all were familiar with
already. Their mother was like a light in the house who
always brought smiles and laughter despite any
happenings. Fortunately, Don and Del inherited this part of
the gene from their mother. But Dean surprisingly inherited
the traits of their quiet and stern father.

Their mother once said that if Dean and their father were
left alone in the house, just the two of them, on that day the
house would surely be quiet just like an abandoned house.
Don and Del agreed with their mother because they had
encountered such an event once, and they didn’t want to
see it again.

After they finished breakfast, the porridge bowls were

collected by the housemaids. This morning the food was
delicious and they finished eating everything, making Del to
smile happily. Usually around this time, Del would be talking
to her parents about anything. But not today. The girl
glanced at her older brother and they nodded to each other,
intending to excuse herself to let her oldest brother talk to
their parents. But when she was about to move, the head of
the family speak.

“Sit down”

The two little siblings immediately sat down again.

“Okay, is there something you wanted to say in front of all
the family members?” This time the father asked the oldest
son, who he stared back at his father’s eyes. Dean glanced
at his mother, who smiled at him to make her son more at
ease.

“Father should have hear from mother.” Dean squeezed the

Nong’s hand under the table, “This is Parm, my lover*”

(*Dean use khun rak = lover, which is higher level than

faen)

Parm widen his eyes upon hearing him say the word lover
(khun rak). He trembled and then froze. The onyx eyes were
still focusing on them before moving their hands on the
table.

“Have you think about it carefully?”

Dean raised his eyebrows and looked straight to his father’s

eyes, “I have been thinking about everything carefully”

“What about his parents?” Startling the person who was

being asked.

“My father already passed away but my mom already knows

about me dating Phi Dean khrab. She didn’t oppose it.” The
boy tried to answer as simply as possible and not to
collapse. Actually, he was so stressed that he sweated a lot.

“You know right, that after this you will be facing a lot more
trouble na. Sure you can handle it?.”

Dean and Parm looked at each other before turning their

heads to face the person asking with a steady voice,
“Khrab!”
The stubborness and uncompromising attitude from both of
them made the father sigh. He leaned back on his chair to
relax. Last night, his wife told him that their oldest son had
brought his lover (faen) home and that lover is a boy. He
admitted that he was shocked at first until he had rested for
a while, but he never thought of forbidding their
relationship.

How could he do that, when in the past he had also

experience being obstructed? The pain of being arrested by
the police, the separation, and the tears of his lover (now
his wife) was still imprinted clearly in his head. In the end,
the mother of his lover accepted him, but the memories of
the fights before they were accepted did not easily
disappear. He was frustrated when he saw his oldest child
favouring his Grandma and ignoring the parents who gave
birth to him. So when he had the opportunity to have a
conversation with the other, he wanted to grab the
opportunity to talk calmly.

Yesterday, his wife’s mother had called him. She didn’t ask
for anything more than asking that he opened his heart to
talk to Dean. If the child wouldn’t speak, he must speak
first. If the child took the initiative to speak, he would stop
and listen to him. And today, he followed that method.

Dean didn’t speak, so he had to start the conversation. Even

though it was frustrating to hear a short answer in a scared
voice as if flower phikul (read as phikun) would fall from his
mouth. But the answer was clear, it’s clearly showed that
both of the boys were not just playing around. He didn’t
know what the future would be, but for the father and
mother …

[pict : phikul (phikun) flower] it is famous for it’s astringent

taste, which also means sharp or severe. This flower is also
famous as “bullet wood”. So in Thai what his father means
by ‘as if flower phikul would fall from his mouth’ is ‘so hard
to say it's as if his throat hurts’ or ‘as if he is swallowing a
bullet.’

“Khun kha” The wife moved and sat next to him, gently
touching his back and smiled and then nodded to the two
boys.

His son was leaning down to his lover. His eyes were looking
at the father with an expression he had never seen. It’s
strange until the father had to lift his eyebrows with a
surprised look.

Well, his gaze was very gentle.

“Khun!” This time, the beautiful wife was elbowing her

husband with full strength, startling him. The master of the
house frowned and remained silent, leaning back on his
seat.

“If you think that your decision is right, don’t come to me

wailing later, la”

Dean, Don, Del, and Parm, all looked at the father in

astonishment. The siblings didn’t think that their father
would accept everything easily just like that. When Don
continued to stare, his father became uncomfortable. He
was not familiar with such bizarre atmosphere for the first
time since his kids were born. He glanced at his wife, but
she just laughed.

No matter what his son decided, as long as his choice was

not dangerous for himself and his parents. He could only
support them to reach the shore safely.

“Your father is lovely”

(* the original sentence is ‘khun pho na rak’ but it will be
weird if I translate into ‘your father is cute’ na rak =
cute/lovely)

Dean stopped his hand that was now helping the Nong to
make truffle. He was cutting it into small pieces and soaking
it in red, and green syrup. After the colour soaked in, he
drained it and then mixed it with tapioca flour. The dark
eyebrows were scrunched together, didn’t understand what
the Nong was thinking at all.

Parm smiled slightly while taking the chestnuts and soaking

them in boiling water. He was secretly laughing softly when
thinking about the matter two hours ago. When Phi Dean’s
father accepted him, Parm had jerked his lover’s hand to
bow to him. At first Phi Dean appeared to be reluctant, but
he followed anyway. The father seemed to have never
encountered this kind of thing before, because he saw his
face scrunched up in disbelief. He was sure that Phi Dean
and his father were exactly similar!

Tough on the outside, but soft inside, fierce but actually

kind-hearted, liked to make a stern face, but actually chaotic
on the inside.

“Which the part of him is lovely?” Dean asked as he couldn’t

wait for an explanation. After he was done with the flour, he
sieved the remaining flour with a sieve, and then passed it
to the Nong who poured hot water on it.

The small boy raised his face and smiled, “Lovely, because
he is exactly the same as Phi Dean.” the answer was given
with a smile on his face.

The older boy figuratively fell into an abyss. Since he was

born, he had never seen anyone as cute before. He laughed
as he knew the reason, the Nong was the first to say that to
him, so he pinched both the lover’s cheeks until the Nong
screamed.

“we’re in your house na Phi Dean.” Parm pouted while

whispering, “Your parents are in the living room.” reminding
the older man who stole a kiss. He complained, frustrated,
his hands flailing and went back to stir the boiling chestnuts,
and then he drained them and soak them in cold water
again. He added colour to the soaked chestnuts and they
became beautiful red ruby and green.

The aroma of coconut milk, colourless jelly, mixed with

syrup, and pandan’s aroma permeated the kitchen. Lastly,
Parm put pomegranate into a cup, adding crushed ice,
decorated it with jackfruit and young coconut, and with
coconut milk as the topping.

“Take it to serve.” The young man instructed the

housemaids who had been called to help, to arrange the
dessert cups into a tray. At first Parm didn’t think of making
a dessert, but he was frustrated when he took a quick
glance at a bag full of coconuts. So he couldn’t help but
utilised his hands to make desserts for Phi Dean's parents to
try.

Especially, when Alin as a small child saw the cup of Ruby

dessert and said it was beautiful like a gemstone. So
beautiful that she didn’t dare to eat. She looked so troubled
when she was forced to eat and didn’t accept it when he
feed her.

“Is it tasty khrab?” When only two persons were left in the
kitchen, the mischievous boy scooped the dessert and fed it
to the older like he always did every time after he finished
cooking.
The crispy pomegranate, the pandan’s aroma mixed with
the scent of coconut milk, and cold ice. The taste was light
and not too sweet. Once the father came to his senses, he
had already finished the whole cup.

“This morning my mother sent me a message.” Parm said

while feeding the last spoon of the dessert to his lover
without eating it himself at all. “This Sunday, my cousin will
take me to meet uncle. If there is nothing coming up, he
might take me to see grandfather right after that.”

Dean took the empty cup and placed it on the counter. He

looked at the trembling eyes. “Want Phi to accompany you
or not?”

The boy lowered his eyes for a moment and then shook his
head.

“It’s all right khrab” His mouth said it, but the hand clasping
the lover’s shirt tightly were shaking.

Worried, why does he feel so worried about this?

The green-gray eyes were looking at the lover who stood

still, suddenly, the nong’s arms opened wide and embraced
him. Dean hugged his head and tucked it to his chest, and
gently rubbed him.

“This Friday is a holiday … can Phi sleep with you?” He

whispered in the ear and soon it became red. Dean knew
that the Nong often became shy when hearing a whisper
like this.

Parm nodded, he liked to be with Phi Dean as well. Just

getting together, spending time together and sleeping side
by side already made him happy enough to forget about
everything. And it would be great if he could spend time
with Phi Dean before meeting a relative he had never met
before.

Dean clicked his tongue. He bowed down until his lips were
close to the temples of his lover and started to speak slowly
… obviously, “This time, Phi is not going to just sleep with
you na”

“Huh?” Parm lifted his face, eyes wide.

At first, Parm was unable to process what he heard. Dean

just stared at the Nong and gsve him time to understand his
words. And then red colour gradually spread to the neck and
ears. Acting as if he was unable to do anything, it made
Dean feel naughty and he bent down to kiss his forehead.

“Phi will give you time this week to prepare your heart.” He
said while kissing both red cheeks, “Phi had been waiting for
a long time, I won’t wait anymore.” He ended his words by
planting a kiss on the thin lips. Dean let go of the hug and
gently rubbed his head. He gave a smile and then excused
himself to see the parents in the living room. Leaving the
small boy to stand still, with blank eyes, alone in the
kitchen.

A week?

Not going to ‘just’ sleep with me?

Phi Dean

Phi Dean

Phi Deannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn!!!

***
End ch 24.
The T University's cooking club is quite busy today because
there are orders to make ta-goh (taro) snack and kaw pho
(corn snack). The number one cook of the club, like myself,
was so busy as hell. While P Dech, another young man, sat
down to cut the pandan leaves to fold into a cup, put a stack
of snack in a hundred leaves, rice flour, tapioca flour, mung
bean flour mixed with floating flowers water*. Using a
spatula, stirring the flour together. Then, with sugar and
pandan leaves mixed with fresh green water. Large pan, set
to medium heat, let the mixture start to become smoother.
After stirring the flour, it soon caught the soft green color.

(*put water in a basin then float jasmine or rose or other

flowers and keep it overnight, in the morning, take out the
flower and use the water to cook)

The young boy pouring the sweet corn and a small amount
of young coconut meat into the flour. Stirring with a soft fire
until the color of the dough becomes brighter and more
delicious. As for the club leader, she raised the coconut milk
pot that stirred with the rice flour until thick, smelling
fragrant. In the next one hour, they put a lot of cocoa that
had a fragrant smell and split into two different types.

After finishing the first lot, he set the stove to make the ta-
goh. Everything has been done intuitively, but in his head
he has been scattered with other things already.

I can't sleep.
Since I was talking about it, I was brought home when
fainting. That night, he screamed, put on a pillow, restless,
couldn't sleep all night. The story of his grandfather, uncle,
or even a cousin disappeared from the brain. There was only
a heartless face that came to perish and left him.

Yes... really. Throughout that day, until almost one week, phi
Dean didn't appear to see him. There are LINE messages
and phone calls, but it's still unusual for Team and MaNow
and made them wonder. Although he said that they didn't
quarreled, but his eyesight made his friends worry, because
no explanation. One day, Team almost dragged him to the
swimming club, but Parm shake his head because he
couldn't stand it if he had to sit and look at phi Dean.

Especially when he remember the night ...

The noisy sound of the keyboard pressed by the owner of

the room sitting in a chair Sighing around the millionth
times, then mumbling alone, typing words that had never
been thought to have to be search in the Google’s search
box and only a few seconds the screen showing up....

"Wow !!!" his face is pale, shaking his head continuously

painful bleeding.

Can't sit down.

One count to hundreds, pick up the pillow and burry his face
in it, and then randomly press the topic to see. He gradually
read and swallowed the saliva. Just know that men can have
this size. He remembered when visiting Kanchanaburi
before.

The more he read, the more unconsciously the boy wants to

cry.

"What do we have to use?" Move the mouse to see all the

explanations. "Condom ... how to get to know the size?"
Frowned, and mumble to himself.

"Gel .... ?? Should be prepared?" The rookie looks full of

questions, but doesn't know who to ask. He sit and look for
information long before deciding to grab the purse down to
the convenience store in front of the condo.

For sure, have to buy beforehand! I Don't know the size, so i

just need to buy all size.

"Sawatdee kha"

The young lady of the convenience store greet him

cheerfully. It may be because this time is very late and there
are no busy customers to worry about. Smiling, he walks
around the store to find the target. But came to realize that
the item that he thought to buy was put at the counter next
to the entrance door.

Why did you put this kind of stuff in an eye-catching

display?! How can I choose freely!
Like a little child, he is standing and looking away. He
stopped at the bookshelf. Picked up the magazine and
opened it through randomly, but the eyes looking at the
target. As he began to be embarrassed, he finally stare at it
and went straight to the counter.

Suddenly ...

Wait !!!!! There are some special, rough, there are also
strawberries flavour? Then which size? which box?

The hand then reach the heavyweights battery rack. slowly

move to the position of the lozenges and headache
medicine which now made him wants to buy it to fill his
mouth. Parm turning out to set a new master at the top of
the snacks rack, reviewing his own thoughts. Finally, he
decided to ...

"get more snacks?" The young lady also smiled.

Pharm shake his head and carried the bag out of the
convenience store after spending almost 40 minutes in it.
The red cheek looked at the plastic bag, a big bag
containing two yellow big snacks. Original flavored potato
chips, Team's favorite snack.
Tomorrow will definitely buy it.

The person who failed to buy the condom and lube thought
this and really wants to cry, "hot and cold" because the
hands pushed to the pan that just stirred the snack. The
president of the club hurriedly take the hands of the junior.
Holding the hand that flicked, flipped left, turned right, saw
the red marks on the back of his hand, then sigh.

"Today, you're always clumsy. Just now, you got burned by

drop of hot water. Today, just go back to rest first" the senior
push aside the junior to sit in the corner of the room. Now,
almost all of the work has been done.

"I still have another class," Parm handed his job to another
person. Looking at the date on the mobile phone that shows
the word THU indicates that the time has passed until
Thursday. Tomorrow is a holiday. There is no study and phi
Dean asks to come and be with him all day.

"Then, go and wait for the class." The club's president stroke
the head of the junior who made a shining face.

"Oh, take the snack in the box as well. Want to distribute to

anyone?" she said while wink her eyes.
Parm hurriedly raised his hand to give thanks. He put the
snack box in his backpack and walked down from the club. A
young boy bounces, walking and peeking the box for a while
and close it again. When he reach his school building, he is
just open the door and suddenly see his friends waiting.

"Oh," he give a bag of potato chips to Team that made him

confused.

"On what occasion is it?" Team ask, but he received the

snack and put into his bag without hesitation.

Have to secretly eat, even though he eat too much salty

food he definitely won't stop, will not be disappointed,

"just want to" Parm answer and turn away from the gaze of
his friend. He constantly turn the sheet in his hand. But the
picture on the raft in Kanchanaburi always appeared in his
head. The cheeks are so reddish that he have to hide his
face on the table.

I thought that he is cruel, thinking about this Parm pick up

the phone and open the LINE, press the sticker.

#a dog cried#

But phi Dean seems to be playing with his phone because

he read it quickly. Plus sending a question mark as a. reply.
Parm did not answer anything more because the teacher
enter the room to start the lesson.

The instructor's voice in front of the room, is as usual. Many

students lift up their face to take pictures of documents that
were projected on the screen and continue to save them.
While Parm sit down and take notes carelessly, because in
his head he was distracted.

Should he keep the distance and escape from him? No, not
good. Or should he say that he's not ready? ... it's not good
too. P Dean is nice enough to

give time a whole week too. Oh !! Because P Dean is so kind

like this, he always remember about it? Just imagine that all
time, P Dean came to see him, he didn't make it, right?

"you really don't have a problem?" MaNow, who see her

friend making a strange face for a long time, couldn't stand
it. She hurried to put her hand to the forehead, but it is
normal. There's no fever.

"you really didn't have problem with P Dean?" If the

president of the club is quarreling with her friend, she will be
stand at his side.

"No, it's not a fight. We have a lot of things to solve."

Hurriedly refuse, but the cheek is red. But at least Team
must have seen his face anyway.
"At home I have to meet an uncle who has not met for ten
years, so stress." Parm hurried to find an excuse. Parm
respectfully apologized to his Uncle in his heart.

When they hear that explanation, the two friends nodded

and comfort him, and said not to think too much. Everyone
ask to talk about anything comfortably. Parm is so grateful
and hold his friend's hand and say thank you lightly.

If they know what he was thinking, his head will definitely

be hit by these two.

At almost six o'clock in the evening, students gradually

came out of the building. Parm himself walk out with friends
in the class. many people talk about the next sub-quiz and
invite each other to study together before entering the final
exam. Unaware of one thing, they will finish their first year
and the time is fly so quickly.

"Will you stop by at the restaurant to eat? ... the taste is

quite good." MaNow is talking to invite these two young
men to eat a little pork pan, but the person who stand in
front of the building made them make a puzzled face, but as
soon as they saw the person standing there, Parm stopped
walking. Until Team step in front and stand face to face with
him

"Why? what's the matter you stop by phi?" Team raised his
hands to pay respect the president of the swimming club
who is standing in front of the building. When he turn to see
them, Dean keep his mobile phone and walked straight in.
"Looking for Parm"

"Dating together," Dean grab the documents in his hand to

guarantee that Parm will not run away.
"But you didn't tell about the appointment." Parm know,
today, he was sitting restless all day. Dean just ignore it, his
eyes just glaring at him.

Dean looking at the little boy in front of him, who looking at

the floor with red cheek, telling the answer of everything he
was thinking. The young man raised his eyebrows to reach
out and shake his shy face.

"Why? is there anything?" Dean who knew what he is

thinking about still ask "Then let's eat together next time."
Team hit Parm's shoulder and said out

loud to his friend.

"Yes, next week, we will announce the short film that we

have shown. Chumporn, who taught me, invite a lot of
people to watch and we win. so it will be for the celebration
too." Manow's eyes sparkling because she received the
news that the club's movie had received good feedback
from the director. She hurriedly wielded the arm of Team,
dragging him to the other direction.

A very nice little girl smiling at herself.

Then he had to thank me for opening up the opportunity to

reconcile with phi Dean.

"..." The president of the swimming club shook his head. He

turned to look at his lover. "Let's go back."

"Eh" Pham looked up. "Isn't it tomorrow?"

Tomorrow is holiday, so he plan to hold him from tonight.

Dean knows that if he waits for tomorrow, the shy boy may
cancel the appointment. He will find a way to do something
to avoid him. So he decided to trap at the facade of the
faculty building on Thursday evening. Looking from the
gestures of the boy, then what he have thought was right.

"This evening, I want to eat your cooking" Dean speaking

while climbing up on his car and sitting on the driver's side,
adjusting the seat. When talking to Parm, he look in the
eyes.

"Then I'll made pineapple fried rice," Parm answer and smile
to his lover then open his own bag. Take out the snack and
give it to him "Bear with this one first. Oh, super. I want to
buy more stuff."

"Won't feed me?"

"What did the use of your hands?!" Phum hurriedly scream,

but Dean was acting like a stubborn child.

"I am driving a car my hands are busy." The big man still
finds an excuse,

"No, no, eating a Ta-goh is difficult. Wait a bit." Parm doesn't

give up. He picks up his own part to eat. completely ignore
phi Dean who made a sad face.

Soft, really sweet, mixed with the salty coconut milk made it
taste better. The touch of sweet corn enhances the taste
even further.It is a dessert that is easy to make and is his
favorite thing. Parm sent another piece of cocoa flavour into
his mouth in a good mood, but he widen his eyes when the
driver bowed down to steal the snack from his mouth with
his tongue,
"delicious, sweet and good"

Dean said while licking his lips. Now that he stopped in red
light, he had a chance to steal the delicious food from
Parm's mouth.

When he see Parm's pale face this time, he hurriedly give

the Ta-goh. Dean laughed, he pretend he doesn't continue.
The aroma of pandan leaves is rich in the mouth. He is more
attracted to Thai sweets because Parm always make it.

"Don't smile! the light is green, turn to the mall in front of."
Parm scolding and pointing to the other person, tell the
direction that the older person is easy to follow without
hesitation. Came to think of it, Dean began to realize
himself as much as he was. But when he saw a smile with a
clear eye, he gave up. Not surprising, Parm's mother had
warned him not to indulge.

The young man took the other party to buy things in the
department store at the university regularly. Parm walk with
one hand holding a pearl milk tea, letting phi Dean walk
behind him. It seems like he is forget all the important
things in his head.

"Put the sausage and sprinkle a lot of shredded pork." Hold

the sausage pack to watch. When he ask phi Dean, he
nodded and push the cart to buy things in addition to the
necessities of stirring rice. He bought both milk and fresh
food. And don't forget to pick up the flour for making dough.
A lot of the time, the carts is full in an instant.

"I want to get a bigger refrigerator." the person who like to

cook more than eat complain. Handed the milk tea to phi
Dean, who is still pushing the cart.

"Why do you need a bigger refrigerator?" Dean ask while

take the cart to the cashier.

"How many snacks can I make? P Dean will eat more often
too." Parm hurry to make excuse before being scolded. But
it is true because most of the time he make desserts for
friends or phi Dean who have eaten more.

"Put it in the house when I buy it. The condo is narrow."

Dean said.

" Which house?" Parm ask while sip the last pearl tea until
all the glass is empty.

"When moving with you I like to have a house more than a

condo. "

" ............... "The cheeks are bright red. Fortunately, he had

drank all the pearl milk tea, otherwise it will be stuck in his
neck. P Dean likes to say things suddenly like this. Then he
acted improperly.
"I went to return the glass first." Parm walk out hurriedly,
not waiting for an answer. Stay together for ten more
seconds, will definitely blow him to death.

Dean chuckles. How many times are you with me yet you
not accustomed despite my serious thoughts?

The president of the swimming club click his tongue and

move the cart to the paying line. The beautiful colored eyes
looking at the items placed in the shelf at the counter.
Actually, they put in the bag, it is

a good position. He then picked up a box and a bottle of

lubricant. And probably luckily the staff put the bag in the
bag, if not, there will be a child crying, not willing to return
to the condo in a hurry.

"Phi Dean doesn't allow me to pay." Just returned to the

condo. The owner of the room was fussing and actually with
cooking too.

Dean stop his hand that was putting stuff into the
refrigerator. Looking at the child, cut the pineapple into a
bowl, prepare to make fried rice.

"It's a lot of food that is bought, more than 60% are for us to
eat, me and the people in the club aren't we?"

"But the other 40% is me who eat it right?" Parm replied,

prepare the shrimps and clean it.

"Oh, P Dean, bring out the rice in the fridge."

Dean shrugged off his shoulder and took the rice out as he

ordered. As soon as someone big come in, the kitchen
became cramped.

"40% is the payment of electricity for the chef's power." The

eyebrows raised, eyes widen, Parm shut his mouth because
he can't argue

"P Dean is good at doing business." Turned to cut the

Chinese sausage. He smile when he see P Dean took a
hammering eggs in a bowl with cashews and prepare neatly

"Well, it's about economics, I have to master it. Afraid of

being left behind."

" What are you? !!" Hurry, remembering that he had never
been to anything for phi Dean. Saying this clearly accuse.

Parm stir-fry the garlic until fragrant. He put the shrimp and
ham fried until it is cooked, then add the pineapple, mix
together and then add the fried sausage, then prepared with
the cashew nuts and seasoned with soy sauce and curry
powder. When everything is cooked, put the cold rice along
with the eggs and stir together. Shortly, pineapple fried rice
smells delicious fill the entire room. Parm laughs at phi Dean
who looking at the rice in the pan, the eyes are flashing.
He's really hungry. He put the rice on the plate, sprinkled
with shredded pork and serving to the one that is waiting.

Dean smile when steaming rice served in front of him.

Fragrant fried rice plus dry and not wet. The chef is really
good at food until he is confident that he has to open a
restaurant.
"when you graduate, you intend to make a restaurant,
right?" Dean ask when eating half a plate.

When he saw the Nong nodded, he began to think of the

budget. "So I have to collect a lot of money. May also borrow
from father to open the restaurant at another location."
Businessmen calculate the possibility. Where to build a
house and then make a restaurant. He will have to pay his
father for ten years.

"Wait, why would P Dean have to borrow from your father?"

He hurriedly brace a lover who made a serious face and tie
his eyebrows. He really think about this seriously.

Dean quit his eyebrows. "Oh, we have to be together. Help

each other."

Scoop the pineapple into the mouth. The sweetness fits well
with the big shrimp.

"But ..." Parm's face became red. Here, P Dean held him,
right?
"Or .. Parm don't want to be together?" Beautiful eyes
staring at each other. The tone doesn't look confident.

"Not like that." The shyness began to rise up again.

"Phi Rak Parm "

The younger boy clasp his mouth. His face feels hot "I love P
Dean"

"I want to be with you." Dean keep saying the words that
make a bright weather. He still stared at Parm's red face, not
his eyes.

"I want to be with P Dean."

"If you finish college, we will go to live together."

This time, the listener looked up at the other party. The eye
heats up immediately. This time, phi Dean agreed to do
everything to stay together. But he was still afraid of his
past, so he didn't dare to step forward, fear of the people
around him won't accept them. Fear that it will makes him
lose the future. But he didn't care about anything. All this
time, the man still insists that he must be together in the
future.

Phi Dean is not like phi Korn.

Dean has tried Intense intention and desire, ready to collide
with the obstacles ahead. If in the past, phi Korn was
confident in this, both people would not have to think short
of suicide.

"Why cry? Hmm." The gentle bass voice reaches out to

spread the tears. Parm quickly slipped it out with shyness
and quickly laughed.

"together, you say, like marriage." Saying himself with shy,

so hurry to scoop the rice into the mouth. But the bomb that
was drop by the younger one made him choking of rice,
water, ears, and tears.

"Nong, Damn, which is the way to the room" This kind of

story can't be played !!

"My mother is in New York. If you do not remember that a

same sex marriage is legal there. just eat a lot."

"Do not change the story. This is a big deal. " Dean won't
give up

"The big thing is true. But it is the story of the two of us,
isn't it? " Parm look down, while Dean, looking at the face
that looks panicked,

"Ma, it's right." Dip the shrimp that has just been chewed
into the mouth. Not thinking that he would be able to get a
man to marry in the dining table. His heart is now leaping
out of the room, pressing the elevator down to the ground
floor and setting up in front of the condo.

"Stop at the end of the world." Dean is bold. The little boy
who is unable to speak is stay shut.
"There is still time to think until we graduate. At that time, if
we haven't changed ... I will ask again. Okay. "

This time, the younger person nod like that easily. Parm drop
his eyes and focused on the rice on the plate. Doesn't dare
to look at the person sitting on the opposite

side. It's a strange feeling. Shy but warm. Excited but scared

This love is terribly difficult.

After their stomach full

they sitting down at living room, watch 2 episodes of a

series. Both of them took turns to take a shower. Parm walk
out from the toilet and

take a towel for phi Dean. He swayed on the couch, turn on

the TV, keep smiling, feeling good, because he was with phi
Dean all day.

"Oh, what bag is it

which haven't been opened" after rolling until satisfied. The

damn eyes glanced over to see the plastic bag from the
mall placed on the floor. He flipped from the sofa and
crawling to get it.

"Roll ..... ..... .....Eh" pick up a bright red bottle to see. The
shape is like a roll-on, but the brand name and description is
not a roll-on ... a lubricant gel?

Oh, wait. Phi Dean bought it!?

Suddenly the forgotten memories jump into the brain again.

His mouth opened, his hands shaking, hurriedly stuffed it
back into the bag. But the little square box

inside makes him widen his eyes even more... I revere.

Throw the stuff from his hand and retreat. He raised his
hand to cover the hot face. The idea of being helplessly
touched by P Dean keep playing in the memory, causing
him to be hot, flaring up until he had to raise his hands to
calm himself.
"deep breath." He comforted himself and looked at the
problem inside the bag. He had to hide this bag so P Dean
can't find it.

the person who is repressed, rebelling, crawling back to the

same place. This time, took the box of the condom, throw it
inside the bag. and is about to hide the bag and put it in the
closet, but the curiosity stopped him.

What is P Dean's size?1

Curiosity work again. He hesitated and hesitated again but

defeated. Reaching out to pick up the condom box, flip to
find out, say ...

A ... size,1

"what's wrong?", low bass, whispering along his ear, with

the big hand holding Parm's hand at the middle of the box

"P... P... P... Dean"

The voice trembled. His back is close to phi Dean's chest,

now being held in his arms. The aroma of the soap from the
drops of water from the hair mite, causing a hot chill skin to
shake.

"Ah, you find it?" Take the box out of Parm's hands and kiss
the cheek. Until the little boy is freeze

"Hu ... when did you bought it?!" shrink the neck away,
trying to grab it back and put in the bag. This time, he won't
tuck away, but will throw it into the trash bin.

"When you went to return the glass" Dean answer

Parm flustered and flee, but was struck by a strong arm,
wrapped around his waist, not letting him go anywhere.

"P...P Dean, why did you keep it secret?" Parm shout before
shut up when hot lips touched on the back of his neck

"The secret has been out, then it must be used." He picked

up the whole bag and carried him on his shoulder.

"Wait a minute, P Dean, let me go," Pham cried out when

thrown on a soft bed. Then being straddled with a large
body that was looking at him with lust

"Ah, Oii, no, it's just that the TV is still on." Parm make an
excuse but the heartless man just shrugged off his shoulder.

"The light is on." Parm make another excuse "Well, so I can

see clearly."

Don't want to be seen !! Parm cried in his heart. When they

did it on the raft it was dim. But now this is bright.

"P promised we'll do it at Friday" Parm move physically

because he is now in the arms of a full grown man.

"It is after midnight now. so it's Friday" Dean bent down and
kiss the forehead, eyelids tied together shown a feeling
"scared"

while nodding he say slowly "On the internet, they said it

hurt. Bleeding too" Parm hold the upper arm tight, squeeze
up while his lips are hot, Dean kissing the nose.

"did you search on the internet for this?" Dean quit his
eyebrows. He didn't think Parm would search for this
information beforehand.

The boy hurried to the other side. Red cheeks are clearly
visible "In order to be prepared ... so .." squeezing his face
with a pillow.

I want to shrink myself into cubes and then disappear from

here.

"Nong Parm" gentle voice ring out.

He gradually turned back. The lips are thin and become red.
This act as if inviting him to see and want to try

"Thank you. Thank you for giving importance to this matter."

Kiss lightly on the lips. He look at the eyes, swaying,
trembling, and worrying. Will Parm know that this kind of
gesture can only make him impatient?

The little boy was hesitant before deciding to put his arms
around his shoulders, holding the brace down and bury his
face in his shoulders. Shed his lips on his neck, tinged on
the tan skin until it faded

"Won't hurt so much," Dean whisper faintly

Dean smile and grab the cheeks to kiss him, smooth

comfort. Then answers. When he saw the lover's mouth, he
bow down and plant a sweet kiss instead of an apology in
advance.

"P will try"

on a small bed. Now, crushed by two naked bodies. Parm lift

his arms up, close his face, breath from the lips, hot lips, the
skin is hot too. He is startled when

phi Dean deliberately using the teeth at the cherry on his

chest before possessing it with his tongue.

Hold the groan that will come out. The top two point of the
breasts is stimulated until it's hurt and stifled. The more he
gets sucked, the more his back is tense.

"Phi Dean, .. don't do it ... hurt" trying to push the piquant

face out of the chest He breathed vigorously with his
luscious eyes, looking at the lover who had

not been snuggled away.

"Where is the pain?" Mumble and do it again until the body

in his arms twitched.

"Booing on the chest."

Dean refused to face his nong to see the red face. He smiled
and slid his hand down. Touch the body of the lover. Swipe
gently.

"P is more hurt than any other." He teased. "It's all wet"

"P Dean, pervert! Oh !! "

Bend away, but can't do much. Two big hand hurry to push
brace for misbehavior and crush with the tip of his thumb
"P, Dean, P Dean, Don't,"

Pham pretend to refuse. He tucked along the white neck.

Swarming hard at the collarbone until become a bruise. The
hands swipe the hostage that is fully awake.

"Take it out first." Kiss his mouth strong.

Heavy breath, moaning, trembling when the hand moves
faster. Parm squeezed his lover's arm tightly, just a short
time, then twitched and released and dirtying phi Dean's
hand. The younger boy is laying, breathing the air, raised
his arms to cover his face again because the
embarrassment about what he had done just now.

This time, Dean would know that he had a lot of emotions.

Strange slippery touch the buttocks are making his eyes
widen. And almost cried when the hip was spooned up
against the other leg. Something that is thought as a
lubricating gel is smeared on the back channel with the
fingertips inserted into the crevice.

"Good boy, don't bend."

Dean also rubs the fingertips at the hole when touching.

Reached the tremor of the nong. He reached the side of his
hand that was not smudged, pulling the arm that covering
his face, revealing his eyes that were full of worries.

"Don't worry." after a moment, insert his finger again in the

back channel. The slipperiness made it not very painful, but
he frowned on his face as if he wept.

Dean pushed the finger into the circle until the contraction
began to loosen. He increased to two fingers and stopped at
the third when he cried out loud

"don't cover your face."

He pulled the pillow which covering Parm's face out. Bowing

down, kissing on the slender, reddish mouth, inserting the
tip of the tongue, absorbing the sweetness from the mouth
"Umm .. P .. Uhh." Open the mouth, accepting a hot kiss.
Exchange the tip of each other's tongue while the hip is
twisting, contracting when the fingers are tightly squeezing
deep He almost screamed when phi Dean bent his finger
and scrape along the soft inner wall. The boy tried to plead
with his lover with tears.

President of the swim club reduce the insertion of the finger

when feeling that the hole is likely to be soft enough He
managed to tear the condom with teeth. Then wear it
himself, Pham's arms raised, asking for lovers to lean down
to hug

"P Dean." Like a detonation, endurance, to burst into risk

Dean pull the wet thighs over his shoulders. Then bowed
down and kissed him again. At the same time the hot pole,
push through the narrow channel as it comes with the kiss

"Uh !! Uhhhhhhhhhhh "Pham frowned, the tip of the nail dig

at Dean's shoulder. The face blush, sobbing, shouting.

"P .... hurt, P Dean ... Oh !!!" Pham looking up and cry when
Dean pushed the hips down and didn't stop. He smashed
both the other shoulder, sobbing and hurting the whole
cork. The boy feel like he would die. He groaned and tried to
push the stiff abdomen that he was contracted to not press
down, but he could not resist the lover. Just a short time, he
felt that it filled the channel until he could breathe out.

"Very good, good boy"

kisses his wet temples and chases away the tears. He knew
that he was hurt, but if it was slow, it would have been a lot
more painful. So Dean decide to do it straight away,
"Oh, don't move just yet." Dean stop until he couldn't move
anywhere. As soon as the hole began to less hurt, he move
again immediately.

The sound of a small bed was creaking every time it was

moved. The gel bottle is now used for more than half a
bottle to reduce the pain for the person who is groaning.
When everything enters, the shocks begin to become heavy.

"Oh ..... P Dean"

Younger boy is still trying to push the other abdomen to

reduce the impact. The colic comes with a strange feeling
that increases. When P Dean move hips and hit something
in his body, it is soon replaced with the good feeling inside
his hole.

He rugs, kisses the red face that closed his eyes, and then
manages to pull both hands to embrace his shoulder. When
he had nothing to block, he could penetrate deeper. This
time, shouting and shouting out, indicating that the internal
clusters were crushed "Faster, Phi .. hae".

The soft person who wants to pamper his lover is gone,

instead, he did as the lover said, still blurred. Relating to the
other side of the waist Suddenly the movement became
more and more faster.

"Ah !!!Phi Dean-Ooohhh... ump" Parm respond to the tongue

that had been inserted to his mouth almost immediately. Is
a passionate kiss than any other time.

It is a touch of a deeper body than any other time.

Love is being molded together.

"Parm .." Dean said and tighten his jaw. The eyebrows are
dark, reaching each other when the mood is reaching its
peak. He used one hand to touch the 'hot rod' of his lover
and then bowed down to lick the cherry on the red chest.

"Yea, don't, not be able to do it." Parm sucking his own

fingertips instead. The more stimulating the heat. Symptom
of contraction caused Dean to know that he is about to cum.

"aannnhh... P Dean... I'm cumming" Parm shaking his head,

the hips squeezing his 'hot member' inside and become hot.
Not long the baby jerks, let the white warm water drizzle on
their belly, while he cum inside.

Dean bowed down and kiss his mouth for a reward before
catching his nong, turning him over and pulling out the
condom. Parm hugging the pillow tightly and completely not
wanting to move anywhere. The eyes becomes widen when
the hot rod is inserted again with a new protector.

"Oh !!!"

"I'm not finished yet. Please bear." Dean whisper before the
movement begins again.

The little boy cried with a whine. Do not understand how

good phi Dean is. Or he can endure too little, but certainly
not taking this position again, certainly no.

"It's really deep !!"

“die, of course tomorrow he will die !!!

The owner of the room was still in bed. His eyes looking at
the curtain through which bright sunlight filtered through.
He moved slightly, feeling the warmth attached to his back,
and the strong arms holding him until he almost buried
under the big body.

All his body felt like it's broken.

"Are you hungry?"

The low voice in his ear, along with the hot breath on his
cheek caused him to shrink his neck because it felt ticklish.
The younger boy nodded and closed his eyes when he was
kissed. Dean touched the Nong's forehead and neck and
gave a sigh of relief. At least he had no fever.

"Wait, I'll buy porridge." Fortunately, in front of Parm's condo

there is a convenience store for him to buy what he needed.
The tall body moved and got up, but his arm was pulled. He
looked at the red faced boy and quirked his eyebrows
instead of asking. He persisted until he had to bend down.

"Umm" Parm tried to push the other person's face away. But
Dean kissed him breathless instead. Bare skin touched each
other briefly and awakening something that shouldn't be
awakened. "Enough ... umh Phi Dean." Parm turned away
from the hot kiss, so he gave his two fists for stealing a kiss
on his cheek.

"I'm dead." The Phi swore to himself, "I'm here ... wait a
moment, Phi will buy breakfast first. Want to go to the
bathroom?" He excused himself. When the Nong shook his
head, he got up and picking up the pair of pants that were
lying on the floor and wore them, then he turned to look at
his lover again and snatched up the key and his wallet.
With the lover gone, Parm secretly got into a daydreaming
mode again. The boy tucked his hot face on the pillow. The
memories of last night sprang up again. The touches of the
other person still remained vividly on his body.

"Really embarrassing" he curled up like a ball and hit his

own cheeks.

Already did it already did it already did it for real ooyyyyyy.

Crumpled and crushed the pillow until he was satisfied and
then slowly rose up.

"Ouch ..." stroking his own hips. All the heat and back pain
slowly fade away, hoping that it would be alright.

Parm sat and raised up his knees and put his face on them,
his eyes looking at his own body before reaching out his
hand and stroking the empty bed with a smile. His heart
was so blissful and overflowing with happiness. Since he
was 15 years old, his mother had a serious talk with him
about sex. If he thought about having relationship, he must
use protection and not do it just to play around. His mother
is a modern woman, she'd never think of forbidding his son
from having sex because she knew that it's something that
couldn't be banned. Last night he decided to do it because
part of the reason is Phi Dean himself, who always gave him
a feeling of security in their relationship. Parm knew that if
he really didn't want to do it, his lover wouldn't force him.
And more importantly, Phi Dean was really worried about his
body, so worried that he even prepare some protection and
gel to reduce the pain that he really didn't even thought of
buying himself.

Thinking about this, his two cheeks were hot, his mouth shut
tightly, thinking to himself and blushing by himself.
pict

[good boy ... remember na, we are not merely having sex]
the low tone voice whispered while moving.

[?...] Parm made a dazed face, frowning, and groaning when

he felt the body moved again [...Phi]

[what we do is called make love* .... Means doing it with

love] (*the words "make love" are written in English)

[ah!! Phi.. Phi Dean!]

Make love, a gentle activity of love full of feelings of two

people.

"Huy, enough, enough, you're getting crazy Ai Parm"

fumbled up again and scrambled to drag himself from the
bed. Even though he felt tired and shaky, but still, this time
he had to examine his body in the mirror. The kiss marks
were all over his body, but it seemed that Phi Dean was
avoiding his neck. He couldn't go to meet his uncle in an
unseemly state.

Looks like mosquito bites ... eh? It's similar to the marks on
Team's body.

"Is Parm okay?" the knocking on the bathroom door pulled

him away from his deep thoughts. Parm hurriedly shouted
an answer and quickly took care of himself.

The delicious aroma of the porridge from the convenience

store spread throughout the room. Dean peeled a boiled egg
and put it into the bowl of porridge for the Nong to eat, then
toasted the bread. Also lined up a big bag containing soft
chicken breast, ham and sausage.

"Hoo... Phi Dean went shopping?" Parm asked while sitting

down at the dining table. Today Phi Dean gave him full
service, even putting the jam on the bread and then making
coffee. The small boy secretly opened the bag on the table.
Smiling widely when seeing his favourite ice cream that Phi
bought for him, and was about to put it in the freezer when
he moved to open the other bag. He made a confused look,
seeing what's inside.

"What is this khrab?" took out the medicine tube and then
his face became red when he saw the antipyretic, gel,
antibiotics, anti-sore throat.

"Don't eat the fever medicine. You can eat the anti
inflammatory tablet, do you need to apply the gel too?" The
face of the person who's asking was dead serious, but the
listener was so embarrassed until he almost hid under the
table. Parm shook his head as if he wasn't hurt so much.

"Did Phi Dean went to buy it?" picking up the anti

inflammatory drug and the anti-sore throat. He was just
asking without even needing an answer.

Dean didn't respond, but just smiled and sipped his coffee
quietly. In his heart he cursed the senior next room who was
the real owner of the drugs. It was very likely that Phi Sin
had bought the drugs and hang them outside the room's
door with a note saying,

Be gentle with the Nong you Ai sat Dean.

He forgot that the walls here were thin. He would definitely

heard what he had done. It would be a pity if he told the
Nong the truth, he would definitely be so embarrassed that
he won't even dare to leave the room.

The young man started to eat his breakfast. When his eyes
caught his lover's eyes, he would squirmed on his seat as if
he was hurting. Dean frowned and couldn't help touching his
forehead again.

"You're really okay, right?" Last night, he remembered the

Nong was bleeding a little, but after that it was okay.

"Really nothing, khrab" he hurriedly answer. How could he

tell that it's the opposite!! Oyy Phi Dean, don't ask!!

His face red, he scooped the porridge into his mouth and
refused to look at the face of the person who caused it. The
person who asked remained quiet when the Nong scooped
his food. Today, they have all day together, so at least he
wanted to spend it fully.
Clench

Phi! Today, we have already been together for a year!!"

Loving each other

"I love Phi Korn na"

Spending time together

"What are you doing!!"

And then ... parting

"Phi Dean"

The owner of the name was startled. He blinked his eyes

when he saw his lover already standing beside him and he
hadn't even realise since when. The Nong was holding his
cheeks with a worried face. Dean opened his arms smiling,
and wrapped his arms around the Nong's waist and hugged
him. He buried his face on the other's abdomen and inhaling
the clean aroma which have the same scent he's used to.

"Parm, don't go anywhere, na?" the voice was shaking

slightly.

Parm turned his gaze to the man who's now acting like a
little child. He hugged his lover back and ruffled his head.

"Where can I go ..." hugging him more tightly "when right

here, I am already with Phi."

Dean raised up his piquant face, eyes closed and pucker up

his lips to ask for a kiss from the Nong. The lips slowly
touched together as if soothing and frightening.

"No matter what happens" the big hand moved to the

cheek, and stopped to touch the temples, "remember that
Phi is here, think about Phi, okay."

"I will think of Phi first" the nong joked and then screamed
when the Phi swung him, then he blushed. The two persons
were hugging each other for a while and then moved to sit
together in front of the TV.

Parm was leaning back on a warm chest while watching his

favorite series with a strong embrace from the person
behind him. When they started getting hungry, he re-heated
the food his lover bought this morning. And then he sat to
eat ice cream himself while feeding Phi Dean. When he felt
sleepy, he tucked in on the sofa and turned to kiss.

It was a cozy atmosphere just being together. It's an activity

that had never happened in the memories of Korn and In
because they had to hide their relationship. There was no
way they could watch movies together. There was no sitting
and eating together. For those two persons (Korn and In) just
being together for a short while was already wonderful.

On Sunday morning, Dean asked the Nong to sit and wait in

the lobby of his condo. Parm seemed very anxious, last
night he couldn't sleep at all. Today, his eyes were not as
bright as usual. The mother told Parm that his cousin would
pick him up, but the Nong had never met the cousin even
once. Dean was worried so, he decided to stay and
accompany him until the person who made the appointment
came.

"Your hands are cold" the older man squeezed the other
person's hand gently. Parm turned to smile, shy and
embarrassed. Then he looked down at his toes.

"I've never met my cousin, never met my uncle, never met

grandfather. Mother said that I met him when I was a little
kid, but I couldn't remember anything"

"Anyway, they're your relatives, there shouldn't be any

problem na" Dean stroked his head and then bent down to
kiss the other's forehead to make him forget his worries.
Parm jumped out to remind him not to be too much outside
the room, while the naughty boyfriend just shrugged and
smiled.

"Afraid because I know no one" the little boy swung his

lover's hand playfully. He really wanted to bring Phi Dean
along with him, but it will be a bit embarrassing to bring the
same sex lover to his father's relatives whom he hadn't met
for 10 years.

"Phi's number is set on fast dial, right? If anything happen,

just call. Phi will wait a home all day." He reiterated this
thing to the Nong who seemed to be thinking too much.
When he heard this, Parm felt more at ease. He kept looking
at the watch like 3 times already, making the Phi amused.

"At the end of the school year holidays next semester, let's
go to America. Phi told mother already"

This time, the tail was wagging immediately. "Really na Phi

Dean?" turned to his lover and shook his arm openly.

"Actually, Phi told father and mother, and they said they
wanted to go too. Rejecting the parents is not good na.
grandmother might also come too." He said while smiling at
the Nong who hurriedly opened his mouth.

"Phi Anh too, Ali... hey! Mother too?" the family of his lover
will come together to visit his family in America.

"Well, the adults said that they like her child so much and
they also feel a little bit responsible" Dean immediately
laughed at the red faced Nong. He remembered the
grandmother's words after he called her to tell her about his
parent's reactions to Parm. Father knew that grandmother is
the head of the family, so he would like to ask the grandma
to go visit the Nong's family in America.
Actually there's another thing that Dean wanted to tell the
Nong. He intended to change his surname and used his
grandma's family surname, that is 'Chatpokin' because that
family bloodline has no one left. He didn't want the surname
of Korn's lover to disappear. This would be a surprise for the
Nong later.

"The appointed time had passed by 15 minutes already"

Parm was complaining because he had been waiting too
long that he became tense. "Mother didn't give me his
number" he wanted to ask his mother in America, but it was
not the right time to call.

"If he didn't show up in one hour, I'll bring you home

instead." The Phi smiled but his eyes revealed that he didn't
intend to act properly. Parm didn't know whether the relative
will come or not, and it's alright to go with Phi Dean because
he missed Phi Anh too.

"Well, Phi had been here for a long time, but seeing you
together, Phi don't want to bother you" someone's voice
came from the back. Parm was flustered and hurriedly
turned to find the person with a panic face.

The tall, thin person gave him a smile. His eyes were shining
brightly and smiling at the sight of the two boys. He
shrugged his eyebrows at both of them and greeted,

"Sawatdee khun cousin. It's time to meet your uncle."

"Phi Sin!!!!"

The two-doors sports car drove along the main road. Parm
sat stiffly on the seat beside the driver, he dared not say
anything. He was both scared and shocked. He glanced at
the driver again, thinking that the appearance seemed
similar. But if examined carefully, they almost have nothing
in common.

Especially his high sex-appeal.

And wondering if he had been very obvious, the Phi just

laughed and moved his glasses a bit.

"Very shocked?"

Parm just nodded. At first, Phi Dean didn't believe him, but
after seeing that he was not joking, he had to let him going
with Phi Sin.

"Does Phi also just knew that Parm is a cousin too?" the
older man just kept on driving the car out of the city. His
destination was a small restaurant where he and his father
intended to take him to eat, to reduce his anxiety first.

"Since when did Phi know khrab?"

"Umm..." the other party had a thoughtful expression, "in

the elevator when you said your room number. Because that
room was bought for my little sister."

"Oyy, it's that long. Why didn't Phi tell me?" the boy was
frantic. The big brother* next room that he had known for a
while and had been on visiting terms with each other turned
out to be his own cousin. (* the original word is phi chay phi
: someone older, chay : male)

The driver's face was piquant under his glasses. Completely

black wavy hair, a small pig tail tied at the back of the neck,
and the sexy neck which caused Parm to drool every time
he see it. Phi Sin turned on the music so that the
atmosphere won't be too quiet. He was finger tapping the
steering wheel in rhythm.1

"My father bought two rooms at the condo. The bigger room
where you stayed right now was at first meant for me and
my little brother, while the smaller room next door is for my
little sister. But when I graduated from college, I wanted like
to buy the room from my father. The younger brother took
an examination at the provincial university. My little sister
isn't allowed to live alone yet. That made the room next
door empty. And then your mom called me and said that
Parm was taking an examination at the university in this city
and searching for an accommodation. Then my dad offered
that room for you to stay, the reason being that it's better
than leaving it empty." He slowly explained the story to the
Nong.

"Therefore ... my mother's spy is Phi Sin!!" It's not a surprise

if mom knew everything about Phi Dean and whatever they
had done.

"In exchange for a collection of shoes from America" Sin

proudly replied, he didn't even care about how the Nong
would feel.

"I didn't tell you since the first time because of pity na"
reaching out his hand to rub the Nong's head, while Parm
could just scream. "If you knew that I was your cousin, Ai
Dean would never dare to eat you nae nae." (*nae nae is
just a teasing word, usually used to tease someone
depending on the sentence, sometimes translated as 'right'
but sometimes it doesn't have an exact meaning at all)

"Ah eehhhhhhh!!!!" Parm was shouting red faced "How Phi..

Phi knows?" He almost crawled to the back of the car and
tucked in his face inside his backpack.

"this condo's walls are thick enough to hold some noise. But
the glass door at the balcony doesn't hold much noise. And
accidentally, Phi liked to smoke at the balcony every night
too."

Uwaaaaaaaa... the small boy was screaming in his heart. He

lowered his head and looked at his own hands which were
clenching his legs tightly until his trousers were all wrinkled.
He realized that his whole body was hot and red.

"Aww... Ai Dean didn't tell you that the medicine was from
Phi?" Sin had a surprised look on his face. He skipped the
explanations that when his lover went to buy food, he hung
it on the door himself.

"Didn't tell me khrab" This time he brought both hands to

his face and really wanted to cry. Why did Phi Dean not say
anything? He had assumed that Phi bought it, oyy go die!!!

"Dean didn't play rough with you right? You had a fever or
not?" the boy who asked had a calm face. But apparently he
wasn't satisfied and extended his hand to touch the Nong's
forehead.

"Not rough at all khrab, no fever too." He replied hurriedly

because he was afraid that Phi Sin might confront Phi Dean.

"Then it's good, that night if you're shouting but he won't

stop, then I was definitely ready to climb to your balcony's
room nae nae." Phi Sin said in a serious manner, Parm could
only gulp down his saliva. Being born as an oldest son who
never had a big brother to defend him before. Phi Sins made
him feel strangely good, he didn't know how to explain it.
"Phi Sin ... what kind of person is your father?" When he had
mentally adjusted himself to the atmosphere, he started
asking questions to know more. He really couldn't imagine
his father's brother. If his uncle was like his father, it would
be great. He was a simple man, and kind hearted with his
children.

"He is a former policeman, a commander, a mad man, more

straight than a ruler. He was always snarling at his own
children" Sin revealed a set of thoughts about his father, he
really hated his own father. "He is an insane old man." He
turned his car to a restaurant where he made an
appointment with his father. When the car was parked, he
gave a little glance to the Nong who sat beside him, his face
pale.

"But he is a rational person, loves his family and a kind

hearted uncle, really." Ruffled Parm's head hard. He laughed
at the small boy who made a face, and just staring but still
not following at all "Come, meet my father la"

Parm fixed his messy hair. He clenched his own hand tightly
and closed his eyes. Thinking about his lover's words which
keep circling around his head. Never mind, it's okay Ai Parm,
if there's something happening, Phi Dean will always be by
his side.

The boy opened his eyes again and the stepped down from
the car and went into the restaurant without hesitation.

Forever Tea Shop, located in the heart of Siam. Usually

opens around 11 o'clock, but today it's just 10 o'clock in the
morning and there's already a visitor who came to talk to
the shop owner on the second floor.
"Sin is Parm's cousin?" Son raised his eyebrows because he
also just heard this fact as well.

"Phi Sin never told Phi?" Dean who sat in front of him
seemed very stressed. His two hands were clasping each
other on the table, his beautiful eyes full of worries.

"Normally, Phi never care about Sin's family, but I

understand why you look so worried." The person made a
cold tea and drained it, took a little sip, poured it into a clear
glass and then moved it in front of the other person to sip so
as to ease the anxiety in his heart.

Dean was staring at the water vapor condensing on the

glass. He was gradually recollecting the doubts in his heart.
Actually, he once suspected that Parm's father had relations
with Korn. But the Nong's surname of Triwinij was not in his
memories. Thus, it made him give up the idea. In other
words, he didn't remember Korn's surname, it was so blurry.

If he heard the surname again, Dean was sure that he will

remember.

"Phi Sorn ... what's Phi Sin's surname?" the young man
asked, despite the memory that was the same as the glass
in front of him, but he doesn't want to be like that.

Sorn put down the empty glass on the table and poured tea
for himself. "Aww, haven't you heard? Sin's father often
appeared on TV."

How could someone remember the surname of someone

else who is not close?

"I really don't know"

" ... Sin's surname is ..."

---

"Why aren't you afraid of me?"

"Why should I afraid la? Is Phi a ghost?"

"If you know my surname, you wouldn't said that" Korn

sighed, tired that he had to once again see the same
reaction when the other person knew who he was.

The listener tilted his neck, "Why wouldn't I know?" he

asked before giving a smile.

"Well, Phi's name is Korn Ariyasakul, right?"

---

Sin's surname is Ariyasakul ..."

Prang!!

The tea glass dropped and shattered. The golden brown

water spreading on the floor. Sorn hurriedly got up in shock.

"Ai Dean! Hey! What's wrong?"

His childhood friend was holding his head, tortured. The

dark eyebrows furrowed together until it's tied, the blood
veins on his temple buldged out.

"My head ... hurts."

It's paining as if his head was almost blown. So painful he

unconsciously tighten his jaws and with the contraction of
his body, the deep sealed memories which were struggling
to come out. It was as if his body was going to break apart
and formed a new body. The truth that was being sought
was nearly visible.

So this was the reason when Phi Sin was involved in the
researching project about Korn and In, that Phi Sin said he
couldn't investigate about Korn, it was because the
information was blocked.

Who was blocking all the information? Did Phi Sin covered it
himself? Then, how about the Nong who was going to meet
his uncle today, la?

"Sat! you hurt your own mouth, let's go to the hospital."

Sorn hurriedly supported the other party. He shouted to his
workers for help.

"Parm ..." Dean said between his gasps, suffocated. His

voice came out quivering. He was really worried that the
Nong wouldn't be able to bear it. What if hyperventilation’s
occurred? Especially when he was faced a serious
psychological impact.

Intouch ... don't hurt the Nong. Don't take away his life.

"Keep calm, okay. Nothing will happen na hey" When the big
guy successfully got into the car, Sorn hurriedly rushed to
the nearest hospital.

Don't separate us again ...

Gulp!

The boy swallowed his saliva. He sat stiffly, his back

straight, frightened of the person who sat at his opposite.
The 50 years old man still looked so young.
"Dad, why do you stared at the Nong like that?" Sin who sat
beside Parm saw that he seemed to be in pain. When father
met something interesting, he always stared like this.

"I haven't met my nephew for almost 10 years, can't I look

at him?" The low bass answer with a deep tone as if
overpowering his son. His dark eyes were still staring at the
nephew.

"Er ..." Parm doesn't seem to understand "Khun ... uncle"

"Just call me uncle Krit, sigh! You really look like your
mother. She can't come here?" The uncle muttered, but he
still didn't avert his gaze while leaning back on his chair.

He lost his father when he was just 10 years old. So no one

had ever told him that he looked like his father or his
mother in a very long time. But people would say that his
younger brother, Phoom, is the one who looked like her. So,
in summary no one looked like father, how would he know?

"Relax a little, uncle won't bite. We meet here so that we will

know each other before going to meet grandfather." Uncle
Krit smiled and showed age wrinkles that made him look
more fierce, "The last time uncle sas you was at the
funeral."

"Eh! Uncle came to father's funeral too khrab?" Parm widen

his eyes as he recalled that he didn't see this person at his
father's funeral.

"Of course I went. He was my little brother after all. With

everyone, even your grandparents went to pay respect. It
seems like we used to do something without saying
anything." The big hand reached across the table, it seemed
like he's really my uncle. Parm's eyes were bright because
he was treated like his own Nong, he was relieved.
"Unfortunately, " The boy was regretful because he wanted
to know more about his father's family. "Mother never told
me anything about grandfather's family. I wanted to know
but didn't dare to ask." Holding a glass of water in his hand
and spinning it. He felt strange when his uncle reached for
his hands and rubbed his head, but it gave him a warm
feeling and made him think about his father who had been
long gone.

Uncle Krit was laughing, "Not strange, because your father

and grandfather never got along. He was intolerant and
stubborn. He married and even changed his surname into
your mother's surname. Think about it too"

"Why did father not like grandfather la khrab?" Parm

couldn't understand what painful story happened that his
father had to cut all ties with his parents.

"Because grandfather caused him to lose someone he

respected the most." The uncle's eyesight fading until the
person who saw it was stunned. The little boy closed his lips
tightly, feeling guilty about asking this matter.

The most respected person for father ... who was it?

"B- but mother told me about uncle" he quickly changed the

subject to lessen the gloomy atmosphere, "Mother said that
father gave me my name from uncle."

Uncle Krit raised his eyebrows and pointing his fingers

toward himself, "Uncle who gave it?"

The young boy nodded his head, "The name Parm means
power, while my little brother is Phoom that means land"

Hearing it, the uncle widen his eyes and smiled.

"Think so."

Parm gave a sigh of relief hearing this. If uncle didn't

remember ever giving it, he would definitely lose his face.
But the conversation isn't over.

"Uncle is the one giving the name of Phoom, as for Parm ....
It's another uncle who gave it." Krit closed his eyes,
recalling his childhood memories. That day when two
brothers were fighting about nonsense.

---

"Why do our family like to give a same syllable name? It's

really embarrassing."

The two young men turned to look at their little brother who
opened his mouth to complain as soon as he entered the
house.

"Not at all, it's good. It clearly shows that we are brothers."

Krit who lay on the floor, got up and answered. His nong was
just 15 years old so he started to have problems.

"Hoy, not cool. If I have children I will never give names like
that." Kann, the youngest brother of the Ariyasakul family,
threw his bag on the floor and walked towards the oldest
brother.

"Phi, why do you read something so hard?" He didn't

understand. The English book is so fun? Where's the fun
part?

The oldest brother didn't answer, just moved the corner of

his mouth and smiled instead of giving an answer.
"Hu, let's see when you have a child, I wanted to name my
nephew/niece." Krit pulled his younger brother down to sit
on the floor with him and crushing his head until it stung.

"Er, how can I be sure that you won't name my child after a
chicken na hoy. Wait, wait, I have to think of the name first."
The child soon made a serious face, thinking about what
name will his big brother give to his child in the future? It's
not fair.

"Pham ..."

Krit and Kann hurriedly looked towards their oldest brother

who had put down his book beside him. His piquant eyes
were looking straight ahead blankly.

"Huh?" Kann even repeated it as if he didn't hear it, "Pham

khrab?"

"Umh, Pham means power. Your son will have the power to
fight anything. So if you have a son give him the name
Pham." The power to overcome obstacles, the power to not
give up, the power to fulfill his dreams.

"Hoy Phi, you ask to fight, huh. Ai Kann you have to had two
sons na. I'll give name for the other son. How about ... P P
then Phoom. How does it sound la? The same syllable right
hahaha" Krit laugh uncontrollably, making the younger
brother feel better.

"Phi maeng!!! Just you see na, I won't use both names!!"

---

From a ridiculous conversation that day, they didn't even

think that one day those names will become real names as
had been discussed.
Name ... has a meaning of bonding together between
siblings too.
"Uncle?"

Both Parm and Sin asked at the same time. Both of them
didn't know that there was another uncle, especially Sin who
always thought that his father was the oldest son.

"Father has an older brother too?" Sin frowned. Since he was

born more than twenty years ago, his father had never talk
about having a nephew or not.

Kritt picked up his coffee, sipped it and looked at both

children, hesitating whether it was better to tell them or not.
He brushed his hair which was turning slightly grey in color.
Both of Parm's hands holding a glass were inexplicably
shaking.

Uncle Kritt's eyes resembled someone's eyes that he hadn't

seen for a long time. Not his father, but who ... who was that
someone?

"Yes, I had one older brother." Finally, the pensive guy told
them.

"Aww, then why have I never met him?" Sin was asking
suspiciously. Because as far as he remembered, his father's
beloved sibling Uncle Kann was already dead, and had been
cremated by his father. "At least, meet at home."

Kritt waved his hand to call the staff to bring the bill and
stood up as a signal for the two children to follow. His
piquant eyes showing a sad and tired gaze.

"He's dead."

The answer stunned both listeners. "Dead at a very young

age," The husky voice continued as he turned to look at the
children and gave a smile in the end, "My siblings are no
longer there."

To be dead is suffering, but to be the only one who lives is

no different than being dead.

--

The black Alphard car moved out of the restaurant's parking

lot with a driver in uniform driving his boss and the nephew
home. Sin's car was driven by someone else, because the
car's owner went to his father's car after Parm begged him
to ride together.

Their topic in the restaurant was not resumed. The more he

noticed Uncle Kritt sitting quietly, lost in his own thoughts,
the more quietly Parm sat too. His heart was pounding hard
and he was filled with anxiety. The boy's hands were clasped
together, squeezing tightly, feeling nervous. With fear
suddenly rising at the thought of the person he was
separated from just a few moments ago.

No matter what happens, remember that Phi is here. Always

think of Phi.

Phi Dean ...

He picked up his phone and pressed the green application

immediately. He frowned a little when he saw a message
from Phi Dean, but it didn't say much. And also there were
many missed calls.

Dean : where are you, Parm?

The message was just sent a moment ago. So he hurriedly
typed, feeling slightly confused.

#Pham# : going to Phi Sin's house, khrab.

"We're here," Sin told the Nong who sat in front of him. Parm
hurriedly lifted his face from the phone and saw the golden
wrought iron gates which opened automatically for the car
to enter.

A large two-storeys house, quite modern and beautiful. On

the right side was a garage building to store the other
siblings' cars as well. The boy hurriedly put his phone in his
pocket when the car's door opened. He didn't have time to
talk to his lover.

Dean : wait there, Phi will come.

The beautiful modern house was renovated by the oldest

son who was an architect. Phi Sin explained that a few years
back, the old house was very shabby. So, he tore it down
and rebuilt the entire part of the house, the results of which
could be seen right now. Parm followed his cousin to the
living room. It's a pity that he wouldn't be able to meet Phi
Sin's little siblings today.

"Grandpa mostly stays in the back room." The young man

gestured for him to follow through a long corridor which was
connected to the back of the house. "Just now, some nurses
said that he's sleeping. After a while he will wake up. You
can walk around the house first. That room is a library and
grandpa's office. You can go there to find something to
read." Phi Sin pointed to a room in the opposite direction.
The boy realized that the house had many rooms.
Sin conversed with Parm for a while, then he received a
phone call. He excused himself to go to the second floor and
left the boy alone sitting restlessly in the living room.

What should he do until grandpa woke up? The boy got up

and looked around worriedly. Being left alone like this, there
was no way he could sit still. But the sky outside was dark,
and it looked like it's raining now. Parm decided to get up
and walked to the room which was pointed out to him by Phi
Sin earlier, to find something to read.

The library was not very big with shelves arranged on all
sides of the walls. There was a passage to an office room
next to the library. The boy glanced at the books. He was
surprised to see that there were many books in English.
Some of the books were already showing signs of aging, but
were still in very good condition. There was not even a
speck of dust on the floor.

His fingertips touched the spines of the books which were

difficult to read. His eyes widen when he saw some books
that he had already read during his International studies. He
didn't know who was the bookworm in the house as there
were a lot of famous literatures. He was wondering whether
he might be allowed to borrow them, to bring back to read.

Pulitzer literature, To Kill A Mockingbird, 1984. Dystopia

novels or even the classic Romeo and Juliet, each of them
hardcover, old fashioned books. Some of them even first
print release. The book told it's story, Parm took out one
with interest.

"Ah."

A slip of paper, used as a bookmark flew out. He looked

down and found that it was a dried flower pressed on a
paper and coated with plastic. Parm widen his eyes, bent
down and picked it up. Then he noticed that there was an
iron box kept at the bottom of the bookshelf.

On top of the beautiful patterned box was a photo album.

He sat cross-legged, took out the box and the photo album
and opened it with interest. The photos in the album had Phi
Sin who was still a small child, looking like a cute doll. There
was Uncle Kritt who carried a little girl. There were also
many pictures of children. The more he looked at the
pictures, the more he was pulled back to the past. The color
of the pictures were gradually faded in orange and there
were black and white pictures as well. Some pictures were
faintly polarized. Parm felt as if he was playing back an old
memory.

"Father ..." the boy's eyes were sparkling when he noticed a

familiar person.

A kind looking man, with short black hair, wearing a shirt,

standing, picking up, talking to Uncle Kritt and many more.
His eyes were bright and sparkling, full of smiles, seeing the
pictures of a father that had never been seen clearly like
this. There were also pictures of him and Uncle Kritt both
hitting each other, hugging, laughing together, drinking
together, even a picture of his father holding a small Phi Sin.

Drip,

Tears were dripping down on the photo album. Parm

hurriedly wipe them off. He was almost sobbing when he
saw a photo of his father and mother holding a baby. By the
looks, he knew that the baby was himself when he was a
newborn. Beside the bed, there was Phi Sin standing on
tiptoes to look at the newborn cousin. Parm slowly rubbed
his hand over the picture, nostalgia overwhelming his heart.
He smiled when he saw his father's wide smile clearly
showing an ecstatic expression.

Mother and Phoom had to see this. Maybe he could asked

Uncle Kritt to take some pictures home for copying.

He put the album back in it's place before looking at the iron
box. He guessed when taking out the pictures, they might
be damaged somehow, so the film must be kept separately.
The boy then picked up the iron box, but the edge of the box
accidentally nudged a book that was placed beside the box,
causing the covers to open.

Suddenly his whole body went cold.

At the corner of the cover, there was a small signature

written along with a date. If he was not mistaken, it was the
owner's name and the date when the book was purchased.
A signature that didn't look like a signature at all.

"Phi really can't make a signature"

"This is my signature"

"This is you just writing your name"

Korn 18/2/1984 (*written as : 18/2/1984)

"Phi Korn ..."

***

"Aww, where's Nong?" Kritt walked out of his private office

on the second floor and raised his eyebrows in surprise
when he saw his son just walking out of the room.
"On the first floor khrab" Sin answered while keeping his
cellphone in his pocket, "What was the name of father's big
brother?"

"Why do you ask?" Krit furrowed his eyebrows, surprised by

the sudden question from his son.

"Aww, just wanted to know. The names of Prof. Salahmod's

children at Parm's family begins with Ph- while your sibling
Uncle Kann is K- so what's the other uncle's name?"

The father's sibling whose name had never been spoken for
many years because it had become a taboo for the
Ariyasakul family. The sharp eyes glanced at his oldest son
with weariness.

"Even if you bite, I really won't tell. You don't think to stop?"

Sin was confused. He didn't understand what his father was

saying. After a while his father broke the silence.

"Korn, your uncle's name was Korn"

Phi Sin, help me to find someone for me.

Who?

Their names are Korn and In.

Khun Sin, I can only find someone named InTouch. The other
person, I really can't find him.

Why?

The higher-ups concealed the information because he had

an influential person behind him khrab.

Blocked? Can you tell me his name?

I really can't tell.

Hey! Isn't this father's name??

Sin looked down, hesitating before raising his face and

looked at his father again, "Father ... Uncle Korn, how did he
die?"

"Why do you want to know?" The father's voice appeared to

be stressed.

"Suicide, right?" Sin smiled, feeling so stupid. How could he

forget that his grandfather was an influential person before?
How could he forgot that the person he used to research the
information was his father's subordinate?

"Then, why did you hide the information?" His voice was
very close to mourning. It was his own father who had
blocked all the information.

"Why are you looking for such information?" The father's

tone became fierce. "I also wanted to know to whom you
give the information about those two persons!"

The young man was taken aback. How was he to explain?

Should he say that his junior had their memories? Should he
say that Uncle Korn had reincarnated again? It was so
crazy!!

"I ..."

"I don't want you to know" The father's tone had soften. "I
want you to be happy with Sorn. You don't have to know
about all that."

"What does it have anything to do with me la?" Sin didn't

understand why his father had to block it from him too. And
what did it have to do with him and Sorn?

Kritt swore, he looked at his son's face and realized that it

was the time to tell his son.

"Phi Korn and InTouch were lovers, just like you and Sorn."
he spoke firmly.

Although he already knew some facts, Sin was still shocked.

Both his hands were clenched and his heart's pounding. The
image of Dean the day he picked up the photo replayed
vividly in his memory, the expression was so painful.

"Same-sex lovers who were obstructed by your grandfather,

driving them to commit suicide." The father's big hand
rubbed his son's head with a sad expression. "Father don't
want you to hate grandfather ..."

The oldest son committed suicide in front of him. His

youngest son hated him so he refused to talk to his father
anymore, until the day of his death. The man tortured his
father so much.

***

The shaky hands opened the iron lid and placed it near him.
His big eyes were now full of tears. The small items in the
box were precious and meaningful. Key chain, old
photographs, even yellowing notebooks.

Parm picked up a washout photo. The man in the picture

turned his face towards the camera, his eyes were bright.
Completely black hair brushed to the back. His jaws firm,
but overall, he looked like a Chinese with his fair skin. The
person in his dreams for his whole life.
The person who had repeatedly died of tortures in his
dreams.

"Hic ..." The boy covered his mouth and started sobbing. He
sobbed even more when he found a photo which was folded
in half, when he opened it, he saw another smaller man,
with hair neat to his neck, holding the other person's arm.

A blurred image appeared, feelings of happiness that he

could clearly remember.

----

"Phi Korn let's take a picture"

"No way, I don't like"

"Just a little bit, come here"

"All right"

----

Parm held the picture with a broken heart and sobbed, his
whole body shaking. Many memories had sprung up
repeatedly. A loving voice, warm touches, lots of love, full of
painful memories.

'Phi Korn ..." he took out the items in the box, picked up the
key with a leather key-chain hanging. On the back of the
key-chain a seal was engraved, the initials of the people in
the photo "K&I".

"Hic... " His breaths stuck in his throat. His eyes were blurry,
the brown stains still stuck on the key-chain.

That day, Phi Korn put the key in his pocket.

Blood spattered and spreading all over. Flowing until the
shirt was soaked red. In touch, screaming spiritless, wailing.
The key to the room, that was intended to be bought for
them to live together, fell from the pocket of his shirt. The
blood staining the key.

"...Phi .... Dean" The boy sprawled on the floor. His hands
clutching his shirt, suffocated with horror. Tears kept flowing
out. Phi Dean Phi Dean Phi Dean he called repeatedly,
missing his lover, to remind himself. Both his hands were
clenched so tightly the fingers turned pale. His whole body
was trembling.

Outside the window it was raining harder now, causing a

loud noise. It made the person who initially hated the rain
shook with fear.

"What was Phi thinking?"

"In is asking, what was Phi thinking!!!"

"Phi promised that we will be together. Phi already

promised!!"

"Don't throw away In na, please"

"Don't do this ... Phi already promised ...." The young boy
was looking out of the window and murmuring to himself.

"Maeng oeyy!!" In the rain, a tanned young man tried to

slap his own cheeks to keep himself conscious. The car's
dashboard displayed the highest speed the needle could
point.
Dean kept biting his lip and he couldn't even feel the pain
anymore. When he arrived at the hospital, he had fallen
unconscious. Now he didn't want to waste even a single
second. After being frustrated that he couldn't get through
to his lover, he took Phi Sorn's car key and drove out of the
hospital ignoring everyone's protests. His clothes were
soaking wet from the rain. His body was shivering from the
coldness of the air conditioning inside the car. Since the last
time he saw the Nong went out, the nong hadn't contacted
him. The nong didn't answer his calls, didn't reply to his
message. The young man tried hard to remember the
memories of Korn's house which was fading away. He was
just betting everything on his instincts.

His mobile phone rang, stunning the driver. The screen

displaying Phi Sin's name was even more frightening to him.
How could he forget that Parm was with Phi Sin?

"Hallo*Phi" (*the original is written as "hallo")

"Ai Dean, where are you?" The person at other end of the
line was shouting. It seemed to be a big mistake to know
this Phi at this time.

"Going to your house." He answered while turning the

steering wheel along the road. He became even more
frustrated when he got stuck in a traffic jam.

"Parm is missing" Sin hurriedly blurted out the problem

without a second thought.

"What!!!"

"The Nong is gone. Phi left him at the house for a little
business. And when I went back again Parm had already
disappeared. Ai Dean, listen, Phi found a photo album and a
box already opened, lying on the floor. Parm must have seen
it." He tried to explain for his junior to understand " ... Do
you remember that you once asked me to find out about
someone?"

Dean swallowed his saliva. His hands were squeezing the

steering wheel tightly. "I remember ... I asked Phi to find out
about Korn and Intouch."

Please tell me that everything was a mistake, please tell me

that everything was just a misunderstanding. Please ....

"Korn was my uncle" Sin spoke loud and clear to avoid any
misunderstanding, "and also Parm's uncle. The person that
you are always looking for was my own relative."

Phi Sin's answer destroyed his last hope. Dean smashed the
steering wheel hard, he tighten his jaws, his whole body
shaking. Why did he let the Nong go alone? How could he do
it?!?

The smile of the Nong was about to disappear. The

happiness of the Nong was crumbling. Didn't want to see it.
Wanted to protect him in his arms, didn't want him to know
anything.

The sounds of an incoming call overlaying brought back

Dean to his senses. And the name of the incoming caller
gave him an ultimate relief.

Parm ...

"I'll call you again na Phi." Dean cut off the call from Phi Sin
and answered the incoming call immediately.

"Phi Dean ... hic" the sobbing sounds from the other end of
the phone was aching. Dean felt his eyes becoming hot.
"Good boy, where are you now khrab? Phi will pick you up."
The young man tried to suppress his trembling voice "Parm
.... Nong Parm." He called repeatedly with a very gentle
voice as if afraid that the Nong will break.

"Phi knows the place ..." The little boy answered with a weak
voice, "I am at home ... our home ..."

"Parm!!!" the line was cut off suddenly. This time, no matter

how many times he called back, it was as if the owner of the
phone was not there.

Our home our home our home

Dean decided to search for him. Definitely not at the Nong's

condo, Parm, where are you? Where did you run off to?

---

"Phi Korn will really buy a room in this building?"

"Umh, this building is just finished. There is an elevator too."

The condo was considered to be the newest in this period. It
had only 8 floors, but there was an elevator that was
considered to be a luxury.

"In's father doesn't like condos at all. He said that it's as if

buying a place in the air without their own land"

The young man was laughing "My father is the same ..." He
tightened his grip on the other's hand.

"But buying a place in the air is all right. Because we will get
married, right?" InTouch wriggled his eyebrows and laughed.
He liked Phi Korn's words which amused him. A faint love as
if daydreaming.
----

The young man turned the car around immediately. The

sound of the car braking on the street, was followed by the
sounds of other cars' horns and scolding’s which didn't
affect him at all, as if he didn't care about anything. The
condo that they bought together, the condo that was
located on the other side of the city.

Parm, wait for Phi, wait for Phi na.

***

The thirty years old condo building looked old and dark.
There were lights on some floors only showing that many
tenants had moved away, leaving only some rooms being
occupied. The boy walked in the rain towards the fortress
guard. The building that was once clean and beautiful, now
had became very dull through the ages. At that time he
went with Phi Korn to check whether the room was ready.
The first beautiful sight was still unforgotten.

Parm's body is wet all over. Once he enters the building, he

presses the elevator up to 8th floor. Inside the lift is smelly
and dim. When the elevator door opens, Parm walks slowly
to the room that he can never forget.

At heavy rainy day, the day he and phi Korn came together
to hide in this room.

In front of the room, there is a "no enter" police line. The

boy takes out the key which he picked from grandfather's
house to open the door. Thirty years vacant, it should be
dirty and no one stayed there because of the suicide case.
He familiarly sweeps his hand to the wall beside him aand
touch the light switch to lit the room.
"no way ..."

The sight in front of him is not like in his imagination at all.

No dust, no damage, everything remains the same without
any distortion. Some things are old but not broken, as if the
time had stopped for thirty years long. Parm's wet body
trembling. His hand touch the table. It is clean as if
someone cleaning it all this time.

The warm tears flowing, mixed with the rain water on his
face.

The dining table they choose together.

"this is the perfect size to sit and eat for two persons"
The glass they bought together

"this is black and white, I choose the black one"

Everything are still on their original place, not moved even

an inch. The only thing that had been replaced is the sofa.
Parm touch the cushion that should had been replaced. He
smiled at himself. Of course, how could it not changed,
when on that day it was full of their blood.

Parm sits down on the sofa with same pose as 30 years ago.
he raises his legs and hold it in his arms tightly. His face
buried on his knees and sobbing with regret.

He doesn't want to remember, but he has to remember. He

doesn't want to know, but he has to know. He is being
punished by the karma he was once done.

"Parm!!!"

The voice is calling while panting out of breath. It shows

how fast he run to come here. Dean's tall body leaning on
the edge of the door while staring at Parm who is curling up
on the sofa.

"phi Dean" Parm looks up at his lover whose face is now

looks pale

"...let's go back to our home" Dean steps into the room and
asking the still crying Parm. His eyes both red and swollen.

Dean doesn't want to see this sofa. He doesn't want to see

this room. Something inside him seems to be screaming out
loud to the room which filled of cruel memories.
Parm wipes away his tears, and then walk staggering to his
lover. His eyes couldn't focus on anything. Both his ears
could only hear the sound of the rain. Dean's voice seems
so far away.

"phi love In, remember na, love In very much"

Bang!!!

"phi Korn!!!!"

"I love phi Korn (sob) ... love phi Korn. We had already
promised na ... that we will be together forever"

"you liar!!!" Parm hitting on the wide chest to prevent Dean

from hugging him.

"how dare you! how dare you kill the person I love the most,
you bastard!!! You big liar!!"

He both crying and howling in torture, his hands keep hitting

hardly onto his lover with an extremely anger at his
betrayal. Angry that he abandoned him, Angry that he
refuse to fight together.

Dean tried to hold Parm's hands and then embracing the

boy who crying until exhausted. Parm keep shouting to let
him go, his hands keep hitting the wide shoulder.

Dean's piquant face tucked down on Parm's small sloping

shoulder which is shaking. He let his tears fall down
uncontrollably.

"I'm sorry ... I'm sorry" Dean repeatedly saying. He don't

know what to say anymore, because he understand fully of
what he had done.
"do you know ... how I felt when I saw phi died in front of my
eyes?!" Parm saying while sobbing non stop

"the blood was all over. My hands are soaking red" Parm
pushing his lover and lift his face uf to make eye contact

" no matter how much I call you, you never answer me, phi.
You leave me ... you who had promised me to stay together"
he said while keep banging the wide chest strongly until it's
bleeding

"I can't breathe, my heart stops, the whole world collapsed

into small pieces, I have no energy. Eventhough we love
each other, but you are the one who hurt me the most!!"

"no ... no ... phi love you. I'm sorry I am really sorry, please
forgive me"

--

"Parm, don't go anywhere na"

"where can I go, phi ... when I belong to you"

--

"In, don't do this!!"

Dean said in frightened voice "don't take nong away" Dean

hug his lover tightly. He will never let him go for the second
time, never. "don't take Parm away"
Terror enveloping his heart

"Dean!! Parm!!" a loud voice calling is interrupting them

from their crying, both turn their head to look at the source
of the voice and see Phi Sin, phi Sorn, uncle Krit, Parm's
mother and Phoom. Everyone is there.

And the most important thing is the person who sits on a

wheelchair. He is very thin as if just bones due to final stage
of cancer which about to take this old man's life away at any
time soon, but his sharp eyes are no different than way back
when he was still a powerful young man.

"Korn" the hoarse voice sounded, very soft, but clear for
everyone.

Dean let his tears to flow once again, he tighten his

embrace on parm's body tightly, as if afraid that if he let
him go he will never see him ever again.

"father..."
"Father."

That single word quieten down the atmosphere inside the

room.

Kritt was simultaneously looking at his father and someone

who hugged his nephew in the middle of the room with
disbelieving looks. When he knew that Parm had been
found, he dropped on the floor with relief. His father gave
him a glance as if conveying a wish to bring him to them.

At first, nobody believed because they thought that his

father had started to hallucinate. But when he saw the
steady eyes of his father, he finally gave up and prepared
the car to drive them to the condo. Along the way, Sin
explained how he came to know about the names of Korn
and In. It sounded like a fairytale, but what happened in
front of them was the answer to everything.

The tall young man with the tanned skin was definitely his
older brother ... Phi Korn.

"Don't want." Parm's voice made everyone felt what he was

feeling. The boy's whole body was shaking. The images from
the past and present came flashing into his mind confusing
him. His eyes were open wide, looking at the person on the
wheelchair with a pale face.

Disgusting!

You are stupid!

"Don't want!! Get out, go out!"

"Parm!" Dean tried to hold on to the body of the Nong who

was struggling. "Parm, Phi is here. Look at my face, Parm!!"
The bruised red eyes, the trembling body looking at his
lover in front of him. Parm was shaking his head, sobbing,
gasping because he was out of breath.

"That person ... hic...has a gun ... I've told you I don't want
it, don't want to see it all over again."

The red blood and the spiritless body, don't want to see it
again, no more.

Dean hugged the Nong tightly. Even though he was

scratched until he bled, he didn't care at all. He was afraid
that at this time if he was to let go of the Nong's hand, the
Nong would never be able to return.

"No more, not any of it, khrab." Dean kissed his lover's
temples urgently. "No gun, nothing, calm down, good boy."
He tried to calm him down and rubbed his back. But instead
of calming down, the Nong's hands were pushing him away
with extreme strength.

"Don't come near me." Pushing away his lover strongly and
then drawing back near the wall of the room.

Parm breathed heavily, suffering as if he was dying. He

looked at the couch in front of him and suddenly the image
from the past was superimposed over it. The tall, large body
bathed in blood lying there.

"No!! Phi Korn!! Don't leave me Phi Korn!!" He held his head
and was screaming loudly before collapsing on the floor.

Even when the young man came to hug him, he kept

scratching, and then fell down, face white.

"Parm!" the mother who just got off from the plane to

surprise his son, was surprised instead. She heard the story
from Sin and couldn't believe it. But the symptoms of her
son were clearly not normal. She wiped away her tears and
wanted to hug her dearest son. Since when did Parm started
dreaming about these things? How long has her son been
suffering from it?

But before she could approach her son, her upper arm was
grabbed by a big hand, "Phi Kritt!?"

"InTouch." Kritt walked closer to them but had to stop

midway because both of the boys were looking at him with
horror. "No one intended to separate the two of you again."
He squatted down to look at his nephew, "Father was very
sad, you know?"

When he saw that both of them stopped and were listening

to him, he began to talk again.

"This room ... no, the entire building was bought by father."

The fifty years old man smiled tenderly at both of them.

"The room is cleaned everyday, repairing anything damaged
for 30 years long." He was pointing his finger around. He
intended to speak up for his father at the moment, speaking
of the things that made him suffer the most.

"The stuff inside the iron box, it was father who kept them
there," he said while taking a glance at the young man with
the strange green-grey eyes.

That day, father picked up the room key from the blood
pool. Held it in his hand, the name of his oldest son
engraved on it, with tearful eyes.

"Father .... loves you and misses you all this time na, Phi
Korn ..."
The warm tears which welled up on the edge of his eyes
flow down his cheeks and face. It was a warm and humble
speech from his little brother like in the past while trying to
negotiate.

Dean shifted his eyes to the old man on the wheelchair. His
heart jumped when he saw the tears on his face.

Father became this skinny.

Father did this much.

The father who was so arrogant, became this weak.

"Intouch ..." this time, Kritt moved his eyes to his nephew.
Parm's eyes were clearly showing a scared gaze, "Your
father was also very sad."

"Hic..." the boy continued sobbing while crumpling his

lover's shirt again. The word 'father' made his heart beat
very fast.

"Your father was crying ..." Kritt recalled the distant past. He
would always remember, could never forget.

--
After dealing with the police and clearing the crime scene.
Their lifeless bodies were cleaned and make up applied to
let them appear as if they were just asleep. Both families
intended to hold the funerals urgently because they couldn't
stand the feeling of losing their loved ones.

"Let me do it ..." Intouch's father said in a hoarse voice.

Beside him was his daughter, with bruised red eyes, in place
of her mother who couldn't bear her grief and collapsed,
unconscious. "I request the funeral of both boys together in
one coffin side by side." The father's tears were flowing
unhindered while saying this.
He had separated his child from his loved one to the point of
robbing their lives. At least he wanted to do something for
both of them, even though it was already too late.

The broken hearted families had no objections to his idea.

Before bringing their bodies into a coffin to be placed side
by side, Intouch's father kept on rubbing his son's face with
utmost love. The father then bowed down and kissed his
son's forehead for the last time.
His son whom he had waited for so long.

An important child who looked as if he was asleep.

"Father might not a good father, " he took a red thread and
carefully tied it to his son's wrist "but father loves you, loves
you so much." When he was sure that the thread was
secured, he dragged the other end of the thread to the
other body. His eyes looking at the person his son loved so
much.

He swallowed back his sobs and nodded to the other father

to hold up the cold arm, then tied the thread to that wrist.

"The red thread will bring both of you back to meet again."
He spoke slowly and weakly, "You might not be able to be
together in this life, but in the next life, father begs you to
meet again."

What the father did might not be much, but he had tried his
best, "Father leaves Nong to your care na, Korn. Take care of
Nong ..."

Also, take care of father's heart too

---

"Father ... father ..." Parm felt like he's back himself, with no
more tears left. If blood could flow instead, it would surely
be flowing out from his eyes.

Intouch's heart was weeping, as well as the person who kept

on hugging him in his arms.

Dean knew that the person inside him was rampaging and
blaming himself. Blaming himself for giving up, for causing
bad things, for making everyone remorseful. The sins
brought them back by making them remember and torturing
them both.

Suicide was not a solution. It was a selfish escape.

Kritt wiped his tears. When he knew that Phi Korn had died,
Kann was so angry at his father to the point that he didn't
want to meet him. He was crying intermittently in his room
for months. In the end he moved to America to study and he
met Parm's mother there.

----
"Phi Kritt, my child is born!"
That day, when a phone call came from his long gone little
brother, made the police officer asked for leave to see his
little brother's family with his whole family.

"So cute." Kritt touched the baby's cheeks who was lying
down in the crib. The little baby's mouth smirked and he
continued to sleep. Looked kind and friendly.

"My son's name, la Phi ... is Nong Parm" Kann gently rubbed
the baby's little hand, "Parm means power to fight
everything."

The Uncle bent down. He smiled when he saw the small

mouth gave a smile when he heard his own name.

"How are you ... Parm."

Phi Korn, can you hear? The nephew that you named is born
...

--
Kann never returned to his father even after graduating
from America. It meant he never realised how grief-stricken
his father was because of the tragedy. His father said that it
was his punishment for what he had done before with blood
being drawn in front of his eyes.

Especially when he heard that Kann was seriously ill but still
refused to say a word to his family. That bastard didn't even
know until he was comatose in the hospital, that when he
lost his son, his father washed his hands off of the loan
shark business and made himself clean and kept his
promise.

"Phi Korn ... after the funeral, we still kept in touch with
Intouch's family until the day that In's father became
seriously ill and was on the verge of death. Father promised
that he would take good care of everything about Phi,
regardless of family matters or the condo."

Whether it's helping to take care of Anhtika, the only sister

of In who lived alone, including all their land, title, the deed
of the condo which have just been transferred. The last
group would be moving out at the end of this month. Father
tried to finish everything before his own body couldn't hold
on.

"Don't be angry with father na Phi, don't be angry with

father na In. Both your fathers are hurting too."

Dean tighten his embrace of the body in his arms. They

looked at each other, then the luang por's words when they
were paying their respects to the monks on the New Year's
day came back to their consciousness again.
Forgiveness is important na yom*. (*yom usually used by
monks, or a holy word by monks to call their parents or
someone respected. Similar to normal people saying
"khrab/kha")

"Phi is sorry." The young man held up the Nong's hand and
kissed him repeatedly, "Phi is sorry for not being strong
enough, Phi is sorry for causing everyone to suffer."

He apologized and then bent down to kiss the wet forehead

and whisper softly in his ear,

"Because Phi is stupid, and selfish. But from now on Phi

loves everyone, loves father, loves mother, loves siblings ...
and loves In so much."

He leaned down and touched his forehead to his lover's

forehead and in a soft tone said, "Really sorry, good boy."

I don't want to see you suffering from anger anymore.

The young man looked at his lover with very confused eyes.
He stroke his sharp face up to the temples. Touching the
faint marks with fading heart. Intouch swing, the feeling
inside him is confused. He moved his eyes to the person
next to the door. Looking at the old man who was soaking in
tears. And his mother who was sobbing, afraid that her son
would leave her.

He once made a mistake. Shouldn't repeat it again.

Intouch used to think that he was the strongest, but he
actually was not strong at all.

He was so weak that he let his anger dominated his

thoughts. Loving so much, but angry as much, disappointed
so much, hurt so much. Phi Korn accepted everything he did
himself. Repented and accepted the consequences, but he
was alright. While he himself was so stubborn and resisting
the bad memories, not accepting the truth. He was only
running away and blaming his lover.

"I'm ... sorry"

The small boy sobbed, "I'm sorry ... " his two hands
embraced the broad shoulders. He tucked his face to the
chest and let the tears flow again, "I love Phi."

....
"I love Phi Korn na"
....

Love
Love

Love had burnt them to the point of blinding them. In order

to overcome the hurtful moment, sometimes we should look
for a way to pass through the trial together.

The young man shook his head. He smiled through his tears.

Missed you so much ...

"Phi loves In too."

For the first time in 30 years, after their deaths, today ...
was the day they really met.

The red thread will bring the unrequited lovers to meet

again ...

Part 2.

After that incident, Parm had to be hospitalized for almost a

week because of high fever, exhaustion and suffocation.
Dean also had to stay in the hospital because both Parm
and Parm's grandfather were admitted to the same hospital.
Grandpa's condition couldn't be helped anymore. Today,
they just gave the symptomatic treatment to reduce the
pain of the cancer. He couldn't eat almost anything. Most of
the time Dean had to stay beside the father from his past
life, holding the old man's hand, squeezing tightly without a
word, wiping his body with warm water.

Taking good care of him, including wiping his tears when the
old man looked at him and repeatedly called out Korn's
name.

Dean tried to make amends and pay attention to this father

in the final days of his life.

Until when the consciousness of the old man begin to fade

with the weaker heartbeats. The young man was allowed to
join in the family's farewells. Dean whispered softly in his
ear, uttering gentle words to give comfort to Korn's father,
accompanying the gradual disappearing sounds of the vital
signs.

Rest in peace khrab, father.

The funeral of a former godfather was simple. Dean's
parents only knew that their son went to help with the
funeral of his lover's grandfather. As for grandma Anhtika,
she didn't forget to attend. The old woman embraced her
younger brother, caressed his face and gave her
condolences. Anhtika took a deep breath when listening to
the story of her oldest grandson.

She was frightened by the thought that her brother had

almost left her again.
The kid was sobbing and apologizing to his sister from his
past life over and over again.

Also apologizing to his parents who had suffered from the

lost of their only son.
"Don't cry. Your eyes are all puffy." The old woman helped to
wipe the tears of the little boy in front of her.

"Father and mother loved In very much. Therefore, In must

be happy, okay?" she said while hugging the little boy and
rocking him gently, "Happy for your part too. Phi is still here
to protect you. Anyone who bullies you, Phi will sue."

Parm nodded, hugging her tightly. The scent of his older

sister made him calm. When he became conscious, he
introduced his mother and little brother to grandma Anh.

Throughout the funeral, the boy glanced at his lover who

helped him, doing more work than him as the real grandson.
He watched Dean talking to Uncle Kritt, helping the guests
to take care of the order within the event. Suddenly his
anxiety flared up.

In the middle of the night in a studio apartment, the owner

of the room tossed around restlessly. After everything was
done Parm still couldn't sleep.

He decided to get up and wash his face and sat holding his
knees on the sofa in front of the TV. His mother and younger
brother had already returned to America. He was told that
they would come again for a longer stay during the term
break, because they came so unexpectedly last time, they
didn't bring much luggage. His mother asked whether he
preferred to be left alone, or to go back to America together
with them. But Parm refused with a smile and said that he
would be okay.

Just pretending.

The boy smiled to himself. He hadn't slept for many days

already. Not because he was afraid of dreaming again, but
because he wasn't dreaming at all it was as if Korn and In
were gone from his memory and leaving behind only some
light thoughts or memories that flashed, but they weren't as
clear and as intense as before.

No repeated deaths, no gun shot sounds, no repeated calls

to Phi Korn.

He raised his hand to touch his temple. The mark was also
fading. His hyperventilating symptoms were much better.

Now, when he heard the sounds of fireworks or loud noises

he wasn't as shocked anymore.

Everything was fading ...

"Hic ..." the hot tears sprang up again.

What about his love with Phi Dean? Was their love real or
was it just because of the red thread that bound them
together? When the red thread completed it's mission, did
their love came to an end too?

The words of love, the smiles, the gentle and light touches.
Everything would became the past, right? Were their
feelings of love real or fake?

"What should I do ..." Tears kept on flowing down his cheeks.

He bowed and tucked his face on his knees, and started
sobbing again.

Very afraid of dying.

***
"Uyy, lookchub" ManNow smiled widely when she saw a
snack box full of colorful lookchubs. The girl immediately
picked the snack to her mouth and chew. "
When did you have time to make it? Yesterday the lecturer
gave a lot of homework."

Parm just laughed, because he couldn't sleep all night, he

got up and made the snacks to eat like that.

"Did you sleep well?" Team rubbed the bruised eyelids of his
friend, reaching out his hand to brush the hair that seemed
normal, and widen his eyes.

"You die, Parm!" ManNow hurriedly took cold water in a

bottle and poured it on a handkerchief to use as a compress,
"Your eyes are swollen." She was frightened when she saw
her friend's face.

She would say that Parm had been strange for many days,
but today he was much worse.

"What problems do you have? Arguing with Phi Dean?" Team

helped to hold the handkerchief. The concern of his friends
made Parm feel warm in his heart.

ManNow, Team and Del were all such good friends that he
didn't know how to thank his fate.

"Just couldn't sleep na" the boy shook his head, "it's nearing
the exam, I might be stressed." The final exam was
approaching. The university will be closed during the
semester's break.

Parm didn't even know what to do. Should he go for a rest in

America as his mother said?

"Then, this evening will Phi Dean come to pick you up?"
ManNow frowned. In this condition, it was not possible to let
him drive by himself.
"Umh, he will come to pick me up. This evening we made an
appointment na." He smiled at his friends and annoyed
Team by rubbing his head forcefully.

"Hey, don't worry that I can't sleep again. Tomorrow I can't

come to school. I'm informing you first to warn you." He said
smilingly which made a person like ManNow covered her
mouth and she was blushing.

"Crazy! What are you gonna do woy?!"

Unaware that accidentally she dragged the subject into a

story under the belt!!

At 5 o'clock in the faculty of Economics, a familiar black car

was parked in front of the building waiting for a certain
someone as usual. Parm waved to his friends and hurriedly
walk away with a lot of teasing. He sighed with exhaustion
from studying all day.

"Are you hungry?" Dean reached out his hand and gently
rubbed the Nong's head.

Parm clenched his own hands before looking up and teared

a smile at his lover "Want to eat ice cream khrab."

The Phi acted to scold the Nong, but when he turned to see
his eyes, it seemed he was pleading with his heart every
time.

"Eat food first then eat ice cream."

For a score of 1 to 10, he would definitely lose all 10 score

from Nong.

Dean stopped to buy a big box of ice cream for the Nong.
Then he picked the fresh product to make cold rice. Today
they ate omelette, fragrant crabs and curry. Simple food but
tempting until he emptied the whole plate. As for the
dessert, the young man ate the lookchub snacks while the
little boy picked the whole ice cream box and scooped it
with a spoon in front of the TV.

"Don't eat it all na" Dean couldn't help reminding the Nong.
The person who was crying over the big ice cream box
stopped and smiled at him. Wondering if he was seriously
warning him.

The TV show was a regular series, but this time, there was
no sounds of debating, talk or exchanging ideas as usual.
Both were in a trance. Parm didn't sleep, the Phi was
watching TV like usual. He just sat beside him looking at the
big hands which lay on the floor, didn't dare to touch.

The warm hands that used to secretly hold his hand in the
cafeteria.

The warm hands that had led him on a tour to see the
faculty building.

The warm hands that used to hug his body in their union.

" ... What was Parm thinking, khrab?" the low tone voice
rang out until the owner of the name jumped. Parm
hurriedly lift his face and found that Phi Dean was looking at
him and didn't know how long he had been looking.

"I ...." the boy was fumbling and couldn't speak. The past
concerns were now affecting him the most.

Dean's eyes were filled with worry. He knew that there was
something wrong. Since the time the Nong called to ask to
eat together today, his voice was trembling until he could
feel it. The eyes of the Nong when he saw him coming
looked so sad like withholding something, not crying out. All
the time he was cooking and when eating dinner together,
Parm didn't look at his face at all. When watching TV they
often sat practically crouching, today even their fingertips
were not touching.

Dean felt scared in his heart.

"Phi Dean ..."

The young man clenched his hands tightly, telling himself

not to think too much. He closed his eyes when the Nong
reached for his hands and touched his cheeks. The soft
gentle touch on his lips before turning away.
The beautiful eyes opened and the first image he saw was
the sweet smile of the Nong like the ones he always gave
him.

"We are breaking up for a while, khrab."

And that made the listener went cold all over.

Parm moved his lips in a smile and teared up. He decided to
request for three months during the holiday to question
himself again. Including giving time to Phi Dean to think
about whether they really were in love with each other. Was
it just because they were being forced by fate or not?

Even though Phi Dean didn't say it, he knew that Phi Dean
thought the same thing, now they didn't have any
commitment anymore. No red thread, no more memories
from the past.

It's time for us to review ourselves ....

29 (end)
After the chaos, everything went normal. During the long
term break, Parm decided not to go to America to visit his
family, but he take a summer course at the university,
together with his friends in the gang, such as ManNow, Del
and Team. That is because after the short film from the
acting club which get second place prize makes many
students to join the club and with the credit given to the
Thai dessert club, where Parm is the member, they get
some new members as well.

Today, the Thai cooking club made a demonstration for the

new students. Parm and the president of the club is
demonstrating on how to make rice to the members. Many
methods from picking, washing, boiling until steaming cause
a chaos. He showed each step in details using hand to spin.
He smile widely when the food is taste good. Personally he
was more interested in demonstrating on how to make Thai
desserts.

"Parm, the coconut milk is ready" phi Dech, the boy with a
big body built constantly pouring jelly into the coconut milk.
Today he mixed coconut cream with pandan flavour water to
make the food smell delicious "this is the juice from pandan
leaves which is squeezed" he move the dark green water to
the side.

Parm looking at the pandan juice and couldn't helped

laughing. He was remembered the big man who helped him
to squeeze the pandan juice until it's all messed up.

"Today I will demonstrate to make a dessert that is usually

eaten the afternoon. This dessert is called inthanin. It is a
traditional Thai dessert which is now hard to find" Parm
started the demonstration by pouring tapioca flour, pour in
pandan juice and stir until it become light green. (* the
original word is the roman is inthanil, read as
inthanin)

"actually, there is no more ingredients needed, but the most

difficult thing is to stir the flour until it's cooked, because it
will take a long time" once the flour mixed well with the
water, then he slowly pour it into a brass pan. He stirred the
flour softly. The fragrance of the pandan leaves is so
delicious that made the club members rub their stomach
hardly.

From an opaque liquid powder which was easily stirred, it

starts to clot and then turn into a transparent, viscous green
dough. (*adonannya kek cenil kalo di Yogya didaerah lain
apa sih yak? ... for those who don't understand this
translator's note forget it, I just writing a similar food from
Indonesia)

When the dough becomes transparent, put down the fire

and add sugar" he said while put the sugar in and stir it until
all the sugar dissolved and mixed with the dough. "After
finish, lift the dough and place it in ice. The dough will cool
down and become hard" he move the dough and wait it to
cool. While waiting the dough to be cold, he prepare a small
plastic cup and scoop the fragrant coconut milk into the
cup.

"Scoop into a small pieces, just one scoop size" he wash his
hand thoroughly and then cut the soft viscous dough with
his fingertip. Then he put the dough into the coconut milk
which has already prepared one by one.
"Add a little young coconut and then put some ice will be
very delicious la khrab"

Phi Dech scoop the ice into the cup before distributing it to
everyone to taste. The fragrance of the pandan leaves along
with the sweet taste is so tempting the people who were
just eat it for the first time. The dough and the young
coconut is so soft almost no need to chew them. Many
people raised their hands to ask for more until all the
dessert is gone.

All the cup of the dessert are gone. After the end of the
demonstration and let everyone rest, Parm sit down to open
his notebook, thinking about what he will demonstrate next
week. Being able to make desserts and the club activities
make him more focus to himself and start asking about his
own feeling.

For almost 3 months phi Dean has never showing up. But he
sent message everyday asking general things such as
eating, sleeping, or how is him. Phi Dean is still phi Dean
even though he give space to think about himself. Pham
himself always responding to his message every day,
sometimes sending a picture of the dessert to him.

It is as if they are just known to each other recently. Team is

teasing them so much by saying that they act like people
who just flirt to each other.

"Parm ... and Dean are still together, right?" Dech who
collecting the empty cups from the members is walked and
stand beside his junior. It has been a while he didn't see the
boyfriend of his junior appearing even once, which is
unusual and also Parm himself never mention him.

Parm flip the notebook and at the first page he found a

small post-it with a nostalgic hand-writing flick. After almost
a year, he has kept it well since the first time he received it
with a bottle of orange juice as a thank you gift.

"I and phi Dean are never break up" (*break up in this
sentence is leik means separated, while the 'break up' in
previous chapter is ħãng means 'have a little rest' or 'keep a
little distance for a while' not separated)

[ħ and ã in here being read long like in double word hh and

aa, ã read as a in the word bar so it read as hhaang]

The term of 'break up' (ħãng) from each other doesn't mean
having to go far apart. Doesn't mean giving up and stopped
contacting each other (leik), but means to give a proper
distance to think about how themselves feels.

"Tell me, P Dech, what dessert do you think we will make

next week?" he change the subject. He is asking the senior
instead. Dech loose his tied eyebrows and then rub the
junior's head and stuff a paper into his hand.

"why don't you ask the person who eats the dessert" he
nodded to Parm while made a sluggish face.

Parm take a look at the scrap of paper which is folded, and

stop when he see the familiar handwriting just the same as
in the post-it.

Never forget (mi khey leum)

His thin lips shut tightly. He close his eyes and hold back the
heat on his face.

"I already know what to make" he insert the paper inside

the book. He intended to find glue to attach the paper
together with the post-it.
Dech raise his eyebrows and smile at him.

"what?"

"I want to make leum gleun snack"

--

Just a few days before the summer break is end, there is a

story that shocking the gang's member. Del is whispering
that she agreed to date with phi Alex. The beautiful green-
gray eyed girl tell with a big smile that at first phi Alex came
to complaint about phi Dean and he was secretly looking for
her brother's weakness by getting close to his little sister.
They talk, quarreling, and gradually know each other, and
then made appointment to eat together, watch movies and
gradually both feel good together.

She also saw that phi Dean and phi Don starting to get
along, they play together a lot.

When her best friends confessed herself that she's not

single anymore, ManNow raised her hand and confess that
she 'talk together' with a boy from the swimming club. It is
the result from her frequent visit to the swimming club to
cheer for her friend. She got a fourth year senior who looked
so kind as a 'free gift'. Team just grinning and think to tease
his senior until he is embarrassed when he going to the
club.1

"right, Parm" Team ask when he remember of that person.

He is hesitated while holding his bag, hesitant about to open
it or not.

"huh" Parm look up from his mobile phone

"the snacks leum gleun that you gave to us, the people at
the club said thank you very much" he decide to open his
backpack and eat three pieces before hold the bag tightly.

'oh ... umh ..." he tearing a smile and move his eyes back to
the Line message again. The green app that had just
popped in is showing a picture of the nostalgic snack leum
gleun from a nostalgic someone. His white cheeks are
slightly red by the compliment message from phi Dean.

His heart is beating fast.

---

In the midst of a faint dream, a young boy stood around

him. He trembled when he knew where he was standing.
That sofa, that table ... he never forget them from his
memory.

Korn and In's condo room.

Parm is trembling. He feels frightened. He wasn't ready to

see that bad image again. But then he was startled by the
sound of the room door being opened. The young boy
gasped when he saw someone stepping into the room.

The tall white body was laughing freely while the other
person is ranting and overbearing. They both argued for a
while before embracing each other with a smile on their
face.

Phi Korn and Intouch ...

There is no bad memory which the young boy is afraid of,

but instead it's filled with happiness.
The boy felt the happiness as well before he is interrupted
when Intouch looking into his eyes. Parm looking left and
right to make sure that Intouch is really looking at him.

Intouch is hugging his lover tightly and put his face in the
broad shoulder of his lover. His eyes looking straight into the
young boy in front of him, then slowly tear a gentle smile.
His lips move to speak a short word without sound, but the
word is resounds inside Parm's brain.

Thank you

Parm smile instead of an answer. Soon, the image in front of

him is gradually fading away. His eyes is hot and the tears
welled up in his eyes, slowly falling to his white cheeks as if
parting with his passed away self. Both happy and sad
feelings are mixed together. After a while the image became
clear again, he saw at the other corner of the room
appearing his beloved man, standing with gentle eyes as
always. His damn tears won't stop flowing.

He thought and reviewed. He had all the answer, and

confident that he really loves this man.

"phi ... Dean"

Sob

The airy boy is startled by the dreams. Inside the dark room,
there was only the light from the illuminating clock which
shown 2 o'clock. He touch his cheeks and feel that it's wet.

You're so cute in this clothes.

When your face pouting is like a puffer fish.

Do you trust phi?

Phi had been wait for a long time ... so phi doesn't want to
wait anymore.

Promise, na

Phi love Parm

Parm don't go anywhere na.

The whispering voices as if resounding in the wide room.

The young boy's hand held the precious silver tag that he
received from his lover. His tears dropped after a moment,
flowing down onto his clothes.

"where can I go ..." Parm repeating his own words "when I

belong to you, phi"

Parm stare at the silver chain in his finger with teary eyes.
He thought about the day when he went to see phi Dean at
his faculty in the middle of phi Dean's friends teases. The
red threat that he picked which accidentally linked to phi
Dean's pinky finger.

You are really a match.

He remembered that someone said that word. The young

boy held the necklace in his hand.

When the old thread is being cut, why don't we tie a new
thread ...

He flip open the blanket and hurriedly get down from his
bed. He turned on the light to find his car key and his mobile
phone. He doesn't care what time is it right now. He only
wants to meet phi Dean. He wants to meet his sweetheart.
He would like to tell phi Dean all of his feelings.
When he gets what he wanted, he dashed towards the door.
But when the door is opened, he bumped into a solid chest
that made him almost falling down, but luckily the other
person held his arm in time.

The young boy's eyes are widened when he saw the visitor
in the middle of the night. The car key, the room key and his
mobile phone were dropped on the floor and forgotten. Parm
hurriedly leap into the tall body and embrace that person
with all the nostalgic feelings.

"phi!!" he shouting while his two hands pinching the piquant

face to make sure that it's not a dream.

"I miss you phi" he said while wiping away his tears "I love
phi Dean na, I love phi so much" he said the word love while
stupidly sobbing.

Dean is embracing his lover in his arm tightly, kissing the

nong's face with full of feelings. Previously he dreamed of
Korn embracing Intouch. The couple are smiling full of
happiness. And then korn lifted his eyes and stare at him,
smile and then gradually fading and changed into Parm's
image. Dean's heart was jerked. The nostalgic feeling
possessed him until he couldn't stand, causing him to drive
hurriedly to meet the nong.

He don't want to wait anymore, he give too much time

already.

"Phi love Pam too, miss Parm too" he said while close the
door and carry the nong back into the room Phi won't wait
anymore, phi can't hold it anymore" he press his lips on he
soft lips until the nong out of breath. His lips are red and
bruised.
"I know ... I'm sorry" Parm close his eyes when they both fell
on the bed until it's messy. The night pajamas slide away
from his body with the skill of the person who straddle on
his top. He opened his lips to response the warm tongue.
They want to touch each other as much as they want.

"I know ... I'm sorry" Parm close his eyes when they both fell
on the bed until it's messy. The pajamas slide away from his
body skillfully by the person who straddled on his top. He
opened his lips to response the warm tongue. They want to
touch each other as much as they want.

Parm's hands are shaking while trying to take off his lover's

shirt. Both person helped each other to take off all their
clothes thoughtfully. As soon as the two bodies are naked,
the larger boy squeezed the smaller boy's body tightly.

Parm's hand is rubbing the wide back all over. The nostalgic
feeling to the touch and the good body scent of Phi Dean
made him feel hot all over his body. The sweet kiss is almost
choking him. They take turn to touch and fondle each
other's body.

"ahh..."

His eyebrows are tied together when phi Dean's hot lips
trailing down from his mouth to his stomach. Dean's tongue
licking in circle and biting, making Parm's whole body is
trembling. The big warm chest playing with his nipples on
his chest, squeezing it until it's red.

"Phi Dean ..." Parm moaning breathlessly. He push himself

toward his lover with desire to feel more. That gesture is
motivating the attacker to 'bully' more.

Dying to love him, missing him*

(* the original word is rak khidthung cai ja ҟhãd. The direct
translation will be : love. Miss. Dying to do it. Remember the
strike above the alphabet means read as long sound)

The boy turned his face and shouting when a hot wet
tongue licking his back channel. His hip is raised high and
making him so embarrassed until he doesn't dare to look.
His body is tensed when the hot tongue invading deep into
his channel instead of lubricated fingers. Dean keep licking
until it's wet and then insert his finger to touch the sensitive
spot that made Parm stiff. Dean feels as if his finger being
eaten wholly.

Dean put the tip of Parm's junior into his mouth and then
push down his head to swallow it all while his hand rubbing
his abdomen. He had to stop when he feel the nong's thighs
are tensed.

"uuhh... Parm"

"it's ... enough" Parm asking his lover with embarrassment

and red faced. He said with stuttering "phi ... put it in" he
drag his fingers to grab his lover's astonishing hard
member.1

Dean push his hot member at once into the small, narrow
channel. Parm biting his lip tightly to hold down the cry until
his lip is bleeding. He feels sore, but happy, feeling warm all
over his body.

"hold me ... hold me tightly" Parm's both hands are clinging

onto his lover's neck, his fingertip clenching his lover's
shoulder when he feel hurt.

Dean push his member as deep as he could reach. He heave

a sigh and stay still for a while. His arms hold the younger
boy until his body risen up from the bed, as if a small boy
who is clinging, seeking for warmth.

"love ..." a low bass voice whispers in his ear

... then, the movement begin again.

The narrow bed is squeaking, along with moaning and

whispering of both persons on it. Parm hide his face under
the pillow, moaning, shaking, and shouting under his lover
who keep smashing his sensitive spot until he arching his
body because he couldn't bear the feeling. The big size of
his lover's junior causing colic, but he doesn't feel it is
enough.

"phi ... deeper ... more deeper" the small boy doesn't even
aware that his chanting will sparks a great desire of his lover
even more.

Dean push the white thighs apart and bend forward to kiss
and shut his stubborn baby. He push his tongue inside the
nong's mouth and moving around inside the cave. The
kissing made an embarrassing sound. The small boy move
one of his hand down to touch the interconnected parts. He
can feel the wetness and the intense movement.

Want to embrace each other as tight as possible

Want to love each other as much as possible

Parm's arm embracing his lover tightly. Dean swearing while

touching the red mouth with his fingertip and felt the hole
tightened. He hasten his movement alongside with the
thundering moan of the person who held his shoulder.
Parm's face is red, tensed up, moaning and crying his lover's
name repeatedly.
"phi ... phi Dean ... ugh ... ahhh!!" the loud moaning and fast
panting while releasing in a full blast.

Parm felt that the image in front of him is blurry. He close his
eyes, panting heavily, feeling the heat that had been
released onto his abdomen. The hot member of his lover is
still inside him, still connected.

"are you okay?" Dean kiss the sweaty cheeks and then
sustain the nong to lay down in the bed gently.

The young man looked at the drowsy boy, but both his
hands are raised to grab his lover again.

"hug me"

Please hug each other, don't separate anymore.

The light passed through the curtain blind. Dean pulled the
rope to open the curtain so that the light could brighten the
room. Him and Parm haven't slept at all. They hug each
other, looking at each other, kissing repeatedly instead of
saying words.

"do you want to sleep?" Dean rub the bruised red eyes
tenderly.

Parm shaking his head and hug his lover tightly seeking for
warmth to the fullest. Phi Dean said that he will stay
together with him until next semester starts. He wondered
whether Del would tease him again.

"miss you phi uuhhhh" he said softly but his cheeks are
pulled and making him cry.

"Parm is the one who asked for a break from each other"
Dean making a fierce face and make the boy ducked under
the blanket, but his eyes are peeking.

"because at that time ... I was confused" the boy tried to

make an excuse.

"what about now?" he lay on his back while pull the nong up
to lie on him.

"no more" Parm smiling widely to his lover "I love phi Dean"
he move up slowly and touch his lips.

"phi love Parm too" he stroke nong's head and then stopped
when he suddenly remember something. He get up and sit,
holding his lover on his lap "three months long, I've thought
a lot of things as well"he put his chin on the small shoulder
of his lover and hug the boy in his arms.

"phi has changed the surname na"

"huh?" Parm widen his eyes and turn to look at his lover
confusedly "changed? Why? what for?"

The hysterical gesture of his lover made the young man to

smile.

"phi is not Ratthanon Wongnate anymore, but Ratthanon

Chatpokin"

...

Chatpokin

...

"phi ..." the boy widened his eyes, unable to believe.

"a request of forgiveness to Intouch's father. An apology to

In ..." plant a kiss on the back of the nong's palm "don't cry
na, shushhh"

From cyig, Parm almost laughing when he hear such childish

comforting words. He pouting and then hug his lover again.

"thank you ..."

Dean gently rub his back. His beautiful eyes glanced at the
bedside table and saw his wallet laying there. He nudge the
boy on his lap and nodded.

"bring me my wallet"

Although he is confused, but Parm move up to pick the

wallet. He slightly frown his eyebrows when he feel the sore
on his hips. The sloppiness between his legs is embarrassing
until his cheeks are red. And it seems the older person know
it and massage him gently.

He lost count on how many times they did it last night.

"open it"

The boy doesn't think of anything. Parm open to look at his

lover's wallet. His cheeks are red when he saw the old post
it he had written in the picture pocket.

"phi know that it was me?" he remember that day in the

library he didn't write his name.

"of course" kiss the nong's temple until he leaned "zip open
the coin pocket"

Parm unzip and try to pick the thing inside the narrow
space. As soon as his finger touched it, he stopped and
looked at his lover hesitantly.

"phi ...Dean"
"take it out" beautiful eyes look se tender and making the
person who look at them is shaking. In the end, his long
finger hooked the thing out.

A golden ring which quite old style. On the inside side, there
was a letter engraved. Parm looking a brief moment and
then he remembered in his heart that this ring ... belonged
to him a long time ago.

Intouch's ring

"I got it from grandma Anh. It's Chatpokin's family ring that
will be passed on to the oldest son of the family. Right now I
am the oldest son of the family." He put the wallet next to
his body and hold the nong's hand and kiss it gently.

"it doesn't seems much, but this is the most important and
precious thing that I have right now" he take the ring to the
ring finger of the boy and then kissing the hand again. He
smile slightly and the tears begin to drip on the back of the
nong's hand with a little sob.

Parm hurriedly hug his over again. Let his tears flow. He
tucked his face on the wide shoulder, don't know how to
show to the other person how much he love him.

"after we graduate, let's live together na" Dean rub the back
gently.

The boy nodded easily

"umh"

"let's be together forever"

"umh"
"and will never be separated again"

"not anymore ..."

Promise to find each other until we meet again.

Promise na, that we will be together forever.

***

After graduation Dean continue his master's degree at the

same university for another two years until graduating and
then begin working in his father's company. The young man
tried very hard to learn the job, he didn't use the special
rights of being the son of the company owner. But what has
changed in life is that there are many more important
people. When they have a holiday, Dean has never
forgotten to visit Uncle Kritt with Parm. Even though he will
be annoyed when he is teased by phi Sin, but that's fine.
Sometimes he borrowed Korn's books back to read. There is
probably a similarity to like reading. This is what he and
Korn like.

As for Parm, after the grandfather passed away, the will was
opened. The land at the old condo of Korn and In has been
appointed as his property. Uncle Kritt and Grandmother with
their own money smash the condo to clear the area to build
a house. Both Dean and Pam argued with the elders for a
long time before meet an agreement in the middle. The
elders build two-storey house that are not very big, for the
children, and Dean borrowed money from his father to build
a restaurant in the same area for his loved one as he
promised. Of course, Parm insists on working to earn money
to return to his Father-in-law as soon as possible.

Until after Parm graduate, everything is ready for starting a

new life. Medium-sized Thai restaurants, not so deep into
the alley, with 5-6 parking spaces, always crowded although
they didn't advertise much. The word of his restaurant
spread from mouth to mouth. The guests who come to eat
often have call to reserve seats in advance, because the
food of this restaurant is meticulous and tasty. Many people
on certain days, will get to taste the exotic, traditional Thai
desserts that tend to run out quickly as well.

Desserts like leum gleun, lookchub, hom hwan, bulan dan

mekh, phra pai, and the beautiful delightful chor muang.

There is not many staff in the shop but everyone is working

hard. After transferring the knowledge to the people in the
kitchen until they became confident in their skills, he had a
chance to relax. From having to wake up at 4 am to help
prepare the kitchen, now he has time to wake up late and
just need to prepare breakfast for his lover.

"umh ..."

The sleepy voice ring out from a large body who still lying
on bed. the cold air from the AC dilutes, leaving only the
cold air from the open fan. Dean moved up and reached out
to touch the bed beside his body. His lover might just get up
for a while.

The young man, 28 years old, has just finished prepare

himself. Only need to wear a necktie and a suit. Finished for
preparation for work, Dean walked down the stairs to the
kitchen on the ground floor. The aroma of coffee and
breakfast called him to stride faster.

"Have you awake khrab?"

The person in the kitchen greeted him, even though he

hadn't turned his back. He is moving a bowl of hot boiled
rice which just scooped from the pot, placed on the dining
table.

"already wake up" Dean bow down and kiss his lips softly.
He then sit down and sip his coffee first. the aroma of brown
sugar makes the coffee tastes more mellow.

After Parm graduate, he asked his mother to America to

marry the nong. His grandmother was voluntarily did
everything. They held a simple ceremony in New York
attended by their parents and close friends.1

They both only exchanged rings, not much celebration. The

ring itself is simple designed, not eye-catching. But Parm
still insist to put on the Chatpokin family ring too. So it was
a little chaotic when he made Thai desserts he had to
remove 2 rings.

When this house was newly built, they made two bedrooms.
They tried to invite Grandma. but Grandma Anh, reject them
with the reason of wanting to take care of the current house
until the end. So Pham decided to go to Grandma every
week or go to eat together. As for the other room available,
Parm's little brother will return to attend a university in
Thailand.

After a few years, Del who worked as an actress announced

her marriage with Alex who she had dated since college.
She fight with her 2 brothers for a while until the brothers
gave up because they can't do anything but to accept the
truth.

ManNow herself work as a flight attendant. She have fun

flying around the world and still maintain her relation with
the senior from the swimming club until now.
The vice president of the swimming club after graduating
was sent to continue his master degree at England for 2
years and then returned to continue their family business.
The golden head was forced to dyed back to black. The
earrings were forced to put off and made him complaining
for months.

While Team join the national swimming team and entered

fully in the swimming. Of course he is still crazy about
eating potato chips.

"phi Dean hurry or you will be late na" Parm said when he
saw the person picking to eat boiled rice.

Parm is now 26 years old. He looks more mature, more

decisive, more courageous, and more importantly also more
greedy until many times Dean have a headache by the
perversity of the nong is increasing day by day. They love
each other very much.1

Dean looking at the watch on his wrist. When he was that it

is very late, he hurriedly eat quietly.

"this evening I want to eat Tom Yum. Oh, phi Sin and phi
Sorn said they will come to visit and eat together." He stand
up for nong to tie his necktie for him. Parm dealing it
skillfully, after finish tying, he said and smile wide

"okay khrab, so handsome. This evening I will make tom

yum, wait for it. Pay attention to your work na khrab" he
said and then tiptoe to kiss the tip of his lover's chin, makes
Dean feel good and bowing down to kiss the tongue of the
lover but he struggle for a second. Parm hurriedly step back
and smile with his eyes twinkling.

Dean pointing his finger, expecting to punish his lover but

then pushed back by the nong to hurry to get to work.
The silver European car moved away from home. After
graduating from the university, the old black car is sold and
his parents gave him a new car as a graduation gift. Dean
turned on the song, softly tapping his finger in rhythm on
the steering wheel. The streets in Bangkok are still stuck as
usual, which he already used to. He must be considered
lucky that the present house is not far from his office.

Traffic light turns red, the timer showing 120 seconds.

Dean is leaning on the cushion, humming along with the

music happily. The phone that was placed beside him
flashing, indicating that there is an incoming message.

The young man pressed to open the green application. His

dark eyebrows raised slightly, and then followed by laughter
in the throat when seeing what was sent.

"damn this troublemaker eiyyy"

He feel warmth and love filled his heart. Regardless of how

many years had passed, it has never decreased.

Love

Love

Love

And will still to love forever

#Ph@m# *send photo*

Like a fading dream in the morning like a lyric of a

legendary song

Like a red thread bound for a long time interlocking out love
together
If this life we can't stay side by side we will fight again for
the dream come true

When we born again, please be in love bonding by relentless

love

--END--
special chapters
Special Chapter Pocky Day

"Pocky is gone..." A freshman in the Economics Department

of Hosei University frowned when he arrived at the third
store.

Parm didn't want to use this snack, but because it was the
senior who was in charge of cooking in the club who sent
him a message that there are customers who need it in the
order, he wanted him to help buy some, but he did not
expect the sales to be too good. It was sold out. The boy
walked around the shelf where the snacks were placed.
Then, with a clever idea, he took a pack of Pretz (pretz) each
with corn and kimchi flavors and went to the counter to
check out.

Since there is no more, then do it yourself...

Today Pharm has no class in the afternoon. After entering

the club, he took out the Pretz (Pretz) that he just bought,
and then walked to the refrigerator, took out the milk
chocolate and dark chocolate, cut into small pieces, put
them in the pot and heated it to melt into liquid. After
tasting it, I put some dark chocolate in and stirred quickly to
make them blend together. When the cooking was almost
done, the pot was lifted to prevent the liquid from
evaporating and sticking to the pot. After that, he took out a
Pretz and put it in the chocolate liquid, turned it around and
put it on the tray to wait for it to dry, so it was Pocky.

Even if Parm is not good at making foreign snacks, bread or

chocolate, but after trying to make it, he will quickly get
started. When the reaction is over, he has already made
black and white Pocky, and some have made patterns. The
pattern is mouth watering.

"Wow, it smells good." The senior who was in charge of

cooking in the club opened the door and walked in with the
other two people. They came at the right time, because the
chocolate that was poured on Pocky just now had just
solidified.

"Ah oh, didn’t you send me a message saying that there is

no Pocky? What is this? Hand-made Pocky, so cute.” The
seniors came and watched the students just made it.
dessert.

"Just use the purchased Pretz and wrap it in chocolate liquid

to make Pocky by yourself, and you will become proficient in
doing it a few times.

"That's good, so I can make porfait for customers. When I

saw the order to be delivered at night, I thought I couldn't
make it today. Thank you Pharm."

The teenager scratched his head, smiled shyly and looked at

the seniors. After putting on the apron, he began to prepare
to put the ingredients needed for parfait into a cute cup,
and put corn flakes on the bottom of the cup. Layer cream
and dark chocolate, and finally coffee mousse cake. In order
to refresh the taste, some fruits were added to relieve the
greasiness. Then, put two Pharm's Pocky on it and you're
done.

If Thai desserts are also made according to this procedure,

the Thai restaurant owner’s son has devised a lot of dessert
menus very seriously in his mind at this time, thinking about
it too much, and it will be six o'clock in a while. There were
some remaining Pockys. The seniors were ready to share
them. Pharm smiled and wanted to refuse. In the end, he
only took a dark pocky with a white pattern on it, and then
left them home.

Due to the change of seasons, the weather has been a little

bit cold recently, and it’s getting dark early. At this time, the
street lights in the university are still on, and the Pocky stick
is played with by Pharm. The mood looks good, and the
mouth is also Humming softly.

LINE!

When he walked to the parking lot, the line's information

prompt sounded in the quiet surroundings and surprised
people. He picked up the phone and looked at it, and the
corners of his mouth slowly rose.
Dean

What day is it today?

Pharm raised his eyebrows, wondering if Dean wanted to

tease the last time that the picture says Monday or he was
really asking about the day of the week.

#Ph@m#
Friday

If he couldn't guess it, he answered honestly. While

returning the information, he walked forward to find the
location of his car. After he found it, he put Pocky in his
mouth and dangled his hand to reach into his bag to explore
the car. key.
Dean

What's the date today?

Pharm chuckled the snacks in his mouth, and he wasn't sure

what Dean's purpose was. After all, the seniors have been
more and more like to tease him recently.

#Ph@m#

November 11

Hey, what a special number, he looked down at the car key,

pressed the unlock button and walked to the trunk to put
things in, but...
Bang

"Well, what day is November 11." The trunk door was

suddenly closed by someone with his hand. Parm's heart
tightened, and then the familiar sound and smell penetrated
his ears and nose and made him Tensed inexplicably, he
slowly turned to face the man who had come and stood
behind him at some point.

Senior Dean...

I wanted to scream, but because Pocky was still dangling in

his mouth, I had to try to calm down and face this person
who always likes to tease him by holding him in front of the
car door with both hands.

"It's very dangerous. You didn't hear what I called you just
now. Just humming, I had to follow along and escort you all
the way to here."

The person who was preached just now showed an awkward

expression on his cheeks. Did he follow him when he was
humming? Then, doesn't it mean that he has seen
everything that happened just now! !

"The question I just asked, today is Pocky Day, have you

heard of it?"

The kid shook his head. He didn't know anything. Dean

licked his lower lip with his tongue and laughed.

"Today is the day when people in love want to eat the same
Pocky."

"Heh~" Pharm made a skeptical voice. He has never heard

of it when he grows up.
"The method of mouth-to-mouth transmission..." He was
fixedly looking at the eyes with very beautiful pupils, and his
heart trembled.

Pharm blinked and began to feel at a loss. He hugged the

book in his arms tightly with both hands. It was impossible
to walk forward or backward.

"Pharm brother..."

A deep voice sounded in his ears, and the heat of speaking

was exhaled into his ears, his face instantly turned red into
a monkey butt, making the boy's body tight.

"Could you share a bit for me..." He gestured with his eyes
to the half of Pocky left in his mouth.

Pharm hesitated, it doesn't matter if you just want to eat a

little bit, there are still more than half of the snacks. The
clear eyes focused at this time and raised his head, and
moved his face to prepare to let Senior Dean take a bite and
it was over, but the plot did not develop as expected...
Creak
Giggle

Senior Dean lowered his body and bit on the other end of
Pocky but did not leave after taking a bite. Pharm's heart
tightened. As the distance between his eyes gets closer and
closer, the heartbeat speeds faster and faster, he feels By
now the whole face started to feel hot.
Creak

Pocky was bitten less and less, and his heart was very
nervous, Pharm had to hold the book in his arms tighter.
Creak

Getting closer... I felt the heat of the person in front of me

rushing to my face.
Creak

When I feel that the lips of the two are about to stick
together.
Chuckle
Bang

"Eh!!! Ah!!!"

...The sweetness of chocolate is making them intoxicated.

It wasn't until the other party was willing to leave from the
fragrant lips that Pharm had a chance to breathe, and then
Dean kissed again, kissed and kissed almost two or three
times, and the lips were red, and Pharm's hand was lightly I
patted the reddish face to regain his senses, and the man
opposite had an uncontrollable smile.

The young man pursed his mouth tightly, feeling a layer of

honey in his heart, his consciousness did not react for a
while, and his heart beat quickly. He drove Dean senior to
the parking lot near the Department of Management and
separated. I was rubbed my head indiscriminately two or
three times before.

Is it really Pocky Day?

Pharm raised an eyebrow and thought to himself. When he

arrived at the apartment, he took out his mobile phone from
his schoolbag and called his girlfriend.

"Manaao, let me ask you a question, do you know Pocky

Day?"

A laugh came from the phone: "I know, it's today."

"Then know... about this..." Pharm took a deep breath to

relieve the shame of speaking. "Use Pocky...Kiss..."

"Oh, the game is right, this is a very popular game in Japan,

don't Pharm know? The rule of the game is to let two people
bite one side of Pocky and compete. Whose Pocky finishes
first, who loses? If you don’t know the difference, you will
kiss it. If one person can eat the whole root, it will win.” The
person who explained the rules of the game just now asked
a little curiously: “Why do you suddenly remember to ask
this?”

The person who heard it blushed, and suddenly the last bit
of Pocky that Senior Dean swept away with his tongue just
appeared in his mind.

"That's... I'm a little curious because I heard the seniors in

the club talk about it, thank you Manaao." After speaking, he
hung up the phone.

Senior Dean! Make fun of people again! ! !

"Oh, why did my brother think of eating snacks today."

Dell looked at his brother who was watching TV on the sofa

at this time. There was a box of snacks in red packaging on
the coffee table. He was still chewing with a chocolate bar in
his mouth. He didn't answer his sister's question, but the
corners of his mouth raised. Now, my sister felt even more
strange when she saw this expression.

The person who usually likes to tease people picked up a

smile and put it in his mouth.

"Happy Pocky Day," replied vaguely, softly, as if celebrating

something secretly.

Fanwai 2 special Loi Krathong Festival

November 14

"Oh, yeah, the pastries are not shaped." The seniors

complained. At this time, the club was cooking, in an
atmosphere of sighing.

Today is the Loy Krathong Festival, and all the students of

Hosei University are guarding at the school. After five
o’clock in the afternoon, the streets of the school will be
opened one after another to hold Loy Krathong activities.
Stores from various clubs are preparing for the work. In a
hurry, cleaning up the sewage. The cooking club is the only
club that is qualified to be a water lantern node. Other
stores need to clean up a banana leaf that has fallen on the
ground. Everyone in the club has their heads drooped and
cleared the water lantern bread that has been baked for
sale. The quantity, the style of the water lantern bread they
made is simple and does not have too many patterns, nor
does it put too much noodles to float in the water. The
inside of the noodles is filled with colorful fish food, and the
outside layer is surrounded by flowers. Circle as decoration,
and finally put a candle on it and you're done.

For this community, they not only have the task of selling
water lanterns, they also made dim sum together with the
Thai Dim Sum Club, so they also asked for some banana
leaves from other clubs for dim sum.

Pharm is making noodles, put coconut milk and mashed

bananas in it, knead them together, then turned to tell
another senior who just made pandan leaf juice to let him
slowly pour some juice into the noodles.

"I want to make the desserts have a bright green, so that it

fits this holiday well." He turned his head and said to Det
senior. The burly club senior nodded when he heard it, and
then went to take the green juice and pour it in. After a
while, the surface that was rubbed just now turned out to be
appetizing green.

The teenager poured sugar water on as the last step, and

then kneaded the noodles into a thinness like condensed
milk. A school sister in the club saw that the noodles and
sugar water were completely integrated, so she took a white
cloth to help cover it. On the dough, let it sit for three hours.

"Okay, now the booths are all set up, right? The activity will
begin in two hours. Let's help move things over." The club
president urged the group members to move things
together. A small cart was parked at the door of the room,
inside it was a golden pot, cooking oil and many other tools
for making desserts.

Senior Det hurriedly hugged the prepared dough and put it

in the car, then helped the girls in the club lift some heavier
things. Don't look at his big head and often sullen face and
look uncomfortable, but he has a very nice and lovely
girlfriend.

After Pharm washed his hands, he took out his phone and
opened it. When he saw the message from Dean's senior
student in LINE to encourage him to cheer him up, he
couldn't help but raised his mouth. He couldn't hide his
excitement at this time. Yesterday, senior Dean called to ask
him if he wanted to put the water lanterns together. Even if
he agreed and asked for leave from the seniors of the club,
of course he was ridiculed, but he still pretended to be calm
on the surface. I didn't hear the words they ridiculed him, I
thought to keep the water lanterns made by the two clubs
and let them go with Senior Dean.
The campus radio broadcast this year's Loi Krathong Festival
is about to start. The sky was getting dark, and strings of
small lanterns were hung on the trees in the school.
Because the activities started, the surrounding environment
suddenly became brighter. The merchants arranged their
stalls in an orderly manner. The aroma of the food spread
instantly. Some students who had finished classes came
over to buy some snacks to fill their stomachs, and people
from outside the university also came in one after another.

Zizi.

The dough was put into the golden-yellow pot and was
submerged in oil. Senior Sister Giffee took the fork and
poured the dough on the periphery of the pot into the
center of the pot. When the dough turned golden, she
turned them over. , I applied a few drops of oil in the middle,
and after the noodles were bulging, I picked them out and
put them on the tray to wait for it to drain the oil.

"It looks like a UFO." There were no activities in the

swimming club today, so Team came here to hang out, and
finally stopped at a friend's booth. He stood there looking
down at the round flakes, the outer circle of wavy edges was
pandan leaf green, and the bulging part in the middle was a
dark snack, which had never been seen before.

"This kind of dessert is called Fakbuo (lotus cake)." Pharm

put the lotus cake in a box made of banana leaves and
handed it to his friend.

"Oh, if you put a little lotus seed in it, it will look more like
it." After saying that, he took a stick and put it in his mouth.
The pastry was hot and soft just out of the pan, exuding
pandan leaves. The aroma and the taste are even more
refreshing and sweet, so you can't help but eat another one.
"Fuck it, it's delicious, it's very fragrant." Team raised his
head and blinked at his friend: "You know? Since I met you,
my weight has risen by two kilograms. I have to be at
twelve. Intensify exercise before the month of the game to
lose weight."

"Well, all you have to do now is to control your mouth first,

Team."

The box for the snacks was taken by Manow and Dell, and
the vice president with a blond poisonous tongue was
frowning and complaining about Team.

"Eh eh eh, it's really delicious, especially delicious, let me

have one more." Team smiled at Manao flatly, but the two
girls continued to deliver it as if they didn't see it. With the
dim sum, he deliberately made a delicious expression to
greet him.

"You are really enough. Oh, yes, Pharm student, Dean said
he will pick you up at eight o'clock in the evening."

"Wow~."

Hearing the sighing ridicule from people in the club, Pharm's

face instantly became hot, and he leaned down to help his
friend see if the oil in the pot was too hot to hide his
shyness.

"People with boyfriends are really enviable and hateful."

Hey, put some oil in, or it will be too hot.

"It's receiving, sending, and taking care of it."

The dough is soft, it's not good, it must be vented out.

"Get your phone ready to shoot and follow up with the latest
situation~"

"Oh, senior, don't tease me!!" Pharm's face was so hot that
he was about to explode and he retorted. Who knows that
his friends and others in the club laughed as soon as they
spoke.

The sky was completely dark, the warm yellow lights made
the surrounding environment particularly warm, and the Loy
Krathong music attracted wave after wave of people walking
in. Pharm wiped the oily sweat on his face. Don’t even think
about how difficult it is to wait for a while to set off the
water lanterns with Senior Dean. The noodles they prepared
in advance are almost sold out. I guess it won’t be long
before. It has to be closed before the event ends.

"Pharm." Det senior's voice made him raise his head while
looking down at the pot. Because of the hot weather, senior
sister helped him to lift the bangs on his forehead into a
pigtail and expose his forehead. He blinked. He blinked his
eyes and looked at the senior with some confusion, but the
senior didn't say anything but just raised his hand and
pointed it in the other direction.

Pharm looked in the direction he was pointing, and his heart

suddenly tightened. He saw Senior Dean standing there,
looking at him with his extremely beautiful eyes and smiling
softly.

"Senior Dean!" he cried out in shock, but suddenly realized

that he was now embarrassed. He looked around with some
embarrassment to find some toilet paper to wipe his face,
but only empty boxes were left. People are busy queuing to
buy pastries.
After Pharm handed over the work to Senior Det, he
squeezed out of the crowd and walked to the booth. He was
about to put the braid on his head down but was grabbed by
the big palm of Senior Dean.

"Eh, wow~"

Suddenly a towel was placed on his forehead, which was

refreshing and cool. After a few hours in the university, the
body was finally refreshed at this moment. Pharm closed his
eyes and let the seniors help him wipe his face and neck.

"Feeling better?"

The boy nodded, then smiled to express his gratitude, then

closed his eyes and waited for the senior to remove his
pigtails and tidy his hair.

"Oh yeah, this lotus cake is really sweet~" I don't know who
in the club can stand this sweet and greasy scene, and then
aloud to pull the two of them out of the two-person world.

All the customers and shop assistants looked at them at the

same time, and some even wanted to pick up their mobile
phones to record.

"It's so sweet, I like it like this." A customer poked a piece of

pastry with a sign and put it in his mouth, watching the
junior's face slowly turn red with a mocking smile.

When the senior sister handed the box with the pastry to
the customer, she saw a soft and cute girl standing next to
the burly boy in the club wiping his sweat. The jealousy
value instantly increased by ten thousand points, she
complained: " I also want someone to come and wipe my
sweat."
"Wow, what kind of luck are the boys in the club!!!" The lady
boss teased, causing everyone to laugh.

Pharm took advantage of the gap where everyone turned

their attention to Senior Det's side, and quickly picked up
the bag and took Senior Dean's arm and walked out through
the crowd on the other side.

"Senior Dean, should we buy the water lantern first?" The

two naturally shook hands, and he turned his head to ask.

Dean shook his head, and he pulled his junior's hand to

avoid the crowd.

"The water lamp is in the car. Pharm will change the clothes
first and then let's put the water lamp on together."

When he walked to the parking lot that was already full of

cars, Pharm was sweating again, but Dean didn’t sweat
much. The short boy was indignant but couldn’t say it, so he
curled his lips and glanced. The senior leaning against the
car changed his spare clothes.

Fortunately, there is a set of clothes left in Dean's car... well,

don't ask why there are clothes in the car, but it is really
convenient.

"What's the matter, frowning all the time?" Dean stroked his
frowning forehead with his fingers.

Pharm stood up and shook the dust on his body,

"Is the air above it good?" He deliberately pulled a long

tone.

Dean raised his eyebrows, pondered for a while, and

realized that the younger brother was talking about height.
He giggled and was slapped two or three times by the
younger brother’s dislike. Finally, the senior couldn’t help
holding the younger brother with one hand. Makes the junior
scream defenselessly.

"Wait a minute! What is Dean senior doing!?" Pharm

hurriedly grasped the other's shoulders and checked if there
was anyone around, but even if no one was passing by, it
didn't mean that there was no one in the other car.

"Senior~." After being hugged for a while, his cheeks

flushed with shyness, and he shrank his head and asked
with coquettish eyes: "It's too uncomfortable, I'm very
heavy."

"Is the air above it fresh?" Dean raised his eyebrows as if he

hadn't heard the request just now, trying to tease him and
held him tighter.

"The air is really good~, put me down, huh?" He was so

anxious that he almost raised his hand to worship, but the
man still pretended not to hear anything.

"What do you want me to do to put me down."

Pharm felt that his body was about to explode now, and he
couldn't adapt to how to adjust his posture.

"Wait for others to see it." He said coquettishly.

"Then hold it like this for a while, brother, I'm not tired yet."

A few girls walked past the car laughing and laughing.

Pharm was so shy that he was about to cry. It was
embarrassing that he opened the door to embarrassment,
embarrassed home, why is Senior Dean so bad.
"What if I get photographed..." Pharm pulled the shredded
hair in front of him to one side and exposed his thick
eyebrows, gently stroking a birthmark back and forth with
his hand.

"It's probably been photographed long ago." The senior

shrugged indifferently.

The boy sighed, retracted his head into the man's arms, and
murmured.

"What a bad guy..." The man moved his head softly and
kissed the soft lips in his arms.

Just when the two men's lips and teeth were intertwined,
the boy's body couldn't help but agitated. The kiss
deepened slowly, and the sweet scent of the dessert spread
in the mouth, making people want to swallow it.

"Uh…"

Pharm's body slowly moved down until his feet were firmly
on the ground, but the two people's lips were still close to
each other and never separated as if to continue to deepen
the sweet kiss. The light in the parking lot was dim,
shrouded the two figures in the darkness, Dean's hot hands
put his hot hands on the schoolboy's back and stroked back
and forth, Pharm couldn't help groaning softly, feeling that
his legs were so soft that he couldn't stand. Living.

"Senior...I..." Pharm bit his red lips, and under the stimulus
of hormones, the two's breathing gradually became short.

"I don't have the strength to release the water lamp, what
should I do?" Dean rubbed the tip of his nose against the
opponent's cheek, both hands tightly hugged the younger
brother's waist without letting go.
Pharm squeezed his mouth tightly and opened his eyes and
stared at the senior, tapped his hands on the broad
shoulders of the senior, and then buried his head in front of
his chest and rubbed his head. There should be no one
moving in the parking lot at this time, but still Can vaguely
hear the sound of music coming from a distance. Dean lifted
his junior's chin with his hand and motioned with his eyes.
The man in his arms who was shy from his neck to the root
of his ears looked away and nodded.

A black Hyundai drove out of the school parking lot.

The day of the full moon in December...

The bedroom was empty, and the TV was turned on to play

Loy Krathong songs. Because today is the full moon, the
bright moonlight makes the night sky extra bright. On the
balcony of the apartment, there is a large water basin filled
with water. On it is a water lantern made of banana leaves.
The water lantern is in the shape of a lotus flower. It is filled
with pink amaranth flowers in the middle. Candle.

"Where did the senior buy it?" The boy squatted, reaching
into the water to swing the lantern back and forth.

Dean squatted aside in the same posture, scratching his

face a little embarrassedly, so hesitant to talk so that the
schoolboy didn't hear the answer and turned his head to
look around.

"…I do it by myself."

"Huh?!" Pharm widened his eyes in disbelief.

"From childhood to adulthood, at this time every year,

grandma would let me do this." The senior man looked
down a little shyly and looked away in the eyes of his junior.
"This is too good-looking senior, and it's so exquisite." He
shook senior's arm excitedly: "I can't make this beautiful."
Pharm himself learned to do this from his mother, but he
really I didn't expect the seniors to do so beautifully.

"Do you like it?" Dean turned to look at the schoolboy,

bowed his head and kissed him on the forehead.

"I like it." He replied with a happily smile. "But why are all
Thousand Days Red instead of lotus and marigold?" He took
the water lantern in front of him and observed it closely.

"I like the implication of Amaranthus." The senior took the

hand that was playing with the water lantern, put it to his
mouth and kissed the tip of his index finger: "Amaranthus
can be used to express love." The senior changed his goal
again. Kissing the middle finger: "It can make lovers stay
together for a long time." Another finger: "Get eternal love."
Finally, I kissed my little finger.

There was a blush on Pharm's face, he took a deep breath,

raised his head and looked at the senior with affection, the
other side felt his eyes and slowly leaned down and kissed,
he gently closed his eyes in response The two moved slowly
and gently, and after some time, the two reluctantly
separated.

"Please bless the river god." Dean lit the candle on the
water lantern with his hands folded and prayed silently with
his junior.

The moon that night was extraordinarily bright and bright,

illuminating the floating lantern on the basin in the
apartment.
Beyond the sky

(Across the Sky)

"Eh, where did Inn go?" A dark-skinned student wiped the

sweat in his eyes with a turban, raised his head from a pile
of wood, and scanned the surroundings with a hammer in
his hand, looking for the one. The figure of a friend who
disappeared for a while.

"He has a headache. It seems that he is about to catch a

cold. He said he went to the back of the building to rest for
half an hour and squint for a while." Another friend opened
a bottle of drink and drank half of the bottle. They are
hurrying to make a college distribution. task.

"Oh, let him stay here so that it won't be more

uncomfortable, why don't you let him go home to rest." He
pulled off the towel tied to his head and wiped his face and
eyes, his face worried about his friend Life is in danger.

"He said it's okay, do you want to visit him and bring him
some medicine by the way." After saying that he threw a
medicine with a white package in the past and then started
to work again.

The boy nodded, picked up the white medicine and put it in

the bag and then walked to get the water bottle. He walked
around to the back of the school building, and there was
silence around him.

Intouch is the kind of self-familiar, very playful person who

can deal with all kinds of people. It can be said that
everyone in the freshman year in the department does not
know him. There are many boys and girls who will come to
him. Show good, but he will tactfully refuse on the grounds
that he does not intend to fall in love.

Until a few months ago, he asked a good question

"What is the name of that senior?"

Senior Korn, then became a name they hear every day. His
dad is a well-known loan shark, so no one wants to play with
him. The senior didn't like to be enthusiastic with others but
became the target of Intouch. He chased behind people
every day, and he could be seen no matter how long or late
they were. No matter how others persuaded him, he would
not listen. He sat and waited until dark and didn't care if
they would come to him. The people around him were
worried that one day he would be bruised and bruised.

Everyone thought that he might be hot for three minutes,

and he might not like it after a while, but in the end the
senior was taken down by him and decided to stay with him.
This became a big gossip that everyone said. Many people
asked him to guard against being deceived, but he didn't
care what others said. Because Intouch only has room for
"Senior Korn" in his heart, he is deeply caught in the vortex
of this relationship, and he may be the only one who loves
deeply.
Forget it, if he comes back from injury one day, his friends
will still comfort him.

The teenager walked to the back of the school building,

where there was a wooden table for college students to rest.
The shadow of the green trees on it was so pleasant that
people wanted to miss work. He saw his friend sleeping on
the table not far away. .

Can't support it.

"In...n" He was about to call him loudly, but the sound that
had just been made stopped along with the steps taken.

Next to him, there was a boy sitting there. It was the one
who was crowned the son of loan shark. He gently rubbed
the head of the sleeping man with his hands, looking gently
at him. With worry in his eyes, the person who saw this
scene rubbed his eyes to confirm whether he was wrong.

Korn wakes Intouch to take medicine and drink water. In

talks to him with a bright smile, while the other party holds
a towel and wipes his sweat carefully.

They looked at each other and smiled, their eyes hot.

Senior Korn put his face on Inn’s forehead to measure his

body temperature, and kissed him gently on the tip of his
nose, making Inn smile shyly, his face rose with a blush, and
the hands of the two were tight. Hold together.
Love is a gentle treat.

True love doesn't need to say anything, one look can know
the other's heart.

Love requires two people to pay each other.

The person standing next to him turned and left, opened the
cap of the water bottle and drank himself, and his mouth
warmed when he thought of the scene just now.

It turned out that he was not alone in giving... and that

person had already given his whole heart to him.

The boy looked up at the blue sky, stretched out his arms
and grinned.

"You...must be happy."

His words of blessing floated towards the distant sky.

The auto repair shop was busy recently because customers

sent too many cars for repairs. The tall, dark-skinned man
stood there and assigned work with a rough voice.

"Ah oh, that Vios is repaired?" He took the repair tool and
opened it to check. He still remembered that this Vios was
sent to the repair shop because there was a sound when it
brakes.
"Dad has been repaired. The owner came to pick up the car
today. This did not happen." The shop owner's son's painted
face stretched out his head and looked outside the shop,
causing others to turn his head to look at him.

The teenager in a college uniform was smiling while waiting

for the clerk to drive the car over, and paid the repair fee by
the way. The clear eyes made people look a little
disappointed. Maybe he stared for too long. The young man
raised his face to meet his eyes, just like others reacted, to
the sharp eyes of the repair shop owner, even though the
young man was a little confused, he still smiled and nodded
slightly. He said hello, and he smiled and nodded in
response.

His eyes and smile were familiar, as if he had seen it

somewhere, which made him fall into memories.

The repair shop owner was about to come forward to say a

word, but because his cousin was calling him, he had to
return to work, and when he looked back, the white Vios had
already driven away.

"Who is it like?" He took the file in his hand and looked

through it again. He looked at the owner's name and was
not very familiar.

"Pham Daivinij..."

He frowned in contemplation, his face looked as if no one is

disturbed. After he was seen by his junior, he hurried to
stand somewhere else so as not to distract the other clerk.
Mumbled, now that you have all come out, just walk around
the back of the store. Although the weather is not so good,
it is still cool breeze, which makes his frowning eyebrows
gradually unfold, sharp eyes It softened slowly, and the
breeze reminded him of a friend.

"Eh In..."

The old friend’s name was pulled out of the dusty memory.
He still remembered that In’s insurance officer contacted
the university and said that In had died in a traffic accident.
Later, his boyfriend also dropped out of school and went to
study abroad. The news of the sudden death shocked the
whole department. Everyone wept bitterly for the loss of a
good friend. The funeral was over before anyone had time
to go.

The person in the photo was laughing alone, and they cried
so much that their tears were dry that day, and they
crowdfunded a sum of money to do charity for him.

"Damn it." He wiped a drop of tears from his eyes, then

stretched out his arms towards the sky and asked again.

"You were having a great time, In?"

The words of farewell floated to the sky, across the sky.

I wish you happiness, my friend.

Fan 4 must embrace

Today is the 26th. It is a rest day in a small restaurant in an
alley not far from the main road. In order for the restaurant
owner to have enough time for the staff to deal with some
affairs in the university, and to allow some people from
other provinces to go home, he deliberately added an extra
day of rest. However, even though some people had a
vacation, they couldn't stay free at all, so they got up and
walked into the kitchen. After a while, the aroma of dessert
filled the kitchen.

The tall man just finished taking a shower, changed into

comfortable pajamas, and walked down from the second
floor. He deliberately chose to take off work today because it
was so easy to rush to rest on the same day as his loved
one.

Dean raised his eyebrows. The scent that came out of the
kitchen today was not the usual coconut milk or horse
chestnut, but the scent of milky butter. He stepped into the
kitchen, just when his lover was walking out with a tray.

"Cupcake?" He helped put the pastry tray on the table and

then lowered his head to touch the other person's cheek
and lips.

"Guess it." Parm pretended to smile mysteriously, and the

pastries on the tray were faintly yellow, which made people
appetite.

Dean looked curiously at the ingredients on the table. There

are coconut, food coloring, and egg white? He couldn't
figure out what it was, so he had to guess one.

"Mamon Cake?" He only thought of a dessert that he had

seen in the mall before.

Pharm shook his head, pours the blue, pink, green and
yellow food coloring and coconut chopped together and
mixes them into a bowl, then mixes the egg white and sugar
into a paste with a blender and then spreads it on the
dessert Above, it looks like cupcakes.

The smile on Dean's face deepened. He saw Pharm put food

paint on the cream, and then took a stick to draw a nice
texture on it.

He likes the way his younger brother concentrates on

making desserts, because Pharm is happiest at this time.

"Ah, do you want to bake it again?" he asked when he saw

the schoolboy put the tray back in the oven.

"Just bake the cream to color it again, so have you guessed

it? I only give you the time before the snack is baked." He
set the baking time to three minutes, and then leaned By
the table in the kitchen, clear eyes fell on the opposite
person: "If you still don't guess right, take me to the newly
opened ice cream shop to eat ice cream."
He knew that even if there was no such bet, the person in
front of him would be soft-hearted and take him to eat, until
the oven clinked to announce the end of time.

Dean raised his hands and smiled, "I admit defeat."

Pharm grinned after hearing this, then took the baked

snacks out of the oven and put them on the table, and put
various colors of coconut shreds on the cream in each dish.

"This is a Thai dessert called'Mustkod'. This method is

passed from abroad. The sweetness I made is moderately
sweet. It is a perfect match with coffee." He took a portion
and gave it to the person in front of him. The rest was
divided up: "I also saved some for my grandma and uncle,
don't forget to bring them back."

"Ah...this is Mustkod." The big palm held the snack in his

hand, and he still thought it looked like a Thai cupcake.

"Senior knows this."

He put the rest of the snacks in the storage box and

prepared to put it in the refrigerator. Now it is too hot to put
it outside and it will soon spoil.

"Have you heard a saliva song about food?" Dean took a

bite and tasted it. The taste is indeed not as sweet as the
younger brother said. The taste is soft and melts in the
mouth, making people addicted to eating. I guess Dell will
like it too.
"Oh..." Pharm lifted his head from the refrigerator and
thought for a while: "Masiman spicy soup, fennel, spicy, are
you talking about this?" After saying that, he laughed, and
he still said a few words. Because I heard it often before,
and only remembered it after a long time, he was really not
good at memorizing such things.

"Yes, have you heard of this..." A deep voice sounded in the

ear with a hot breath: "Mustkod (must hug)...how to hug."

Pharm didn't expect that this person would speak in his ear
and he was shocked. He quickly took a step back and closed
the refrigerator door, making a defensive posture.

"I'm a little curious, so I want to ask." The gray-green eyes

gazed at each other tenderly, so that the junior blushed and
avoided his sight.

"You have to hug to figure it out." After saying that, he

wrapped his arms around the younger brother's waist and
narrowed the distance between the two, without leaving the
younger brother a little chance to escape.

"Ah... Senior."

"Dessert... crooked." The man had already leaned over and

kissed his thin soft lips, gently sucking in.

Pharm closed his eyes, and the sweet taste of the pastry
was conveyed to his mouth by his beloved one. He clasped
each other's arms tightly with both hands. Because of the
kiss, their bodies gradually became hot.

Then he was pushed against the counter used to make

breakfast and protested in a low voice: "That...well...
breakfast."

"Um..." The senior's warm lips fell on the opponent's Adam's

apple: "I want to eat Mustkod more now." Another light bite
made a red mark appear on the white neck: "I want to know.
.. How did you hug it?"

Hearing this, the cheeks of the person who heard this were
blushing, and he felt that his body was getting hot. Pharm
complained to himself silently that he had known that he
would not give the bad guy a chance. But even though he
thought so, he didn't interrupt anything.

Dean raised the corners of his mouth and moved closer in

the direction of the schoolboy, putting his two legs tightly on
his waist.

Those extremely beautiful eyes looked at the other half

tenderly. No matter how long it had been, the blood
circulation of the junior did not seem to be so smooth.
Pharm's cheeks are like ripe persimmons, and his neck is
red.

"...kitchen."
"The snack must be eaten in the kitchen." He raised his
eyebrows confidently and urged the person in his arms to
say, "Hurry up."

"Then wait until I have eaten my breakfast before I file a

complaint." After speaking, he pushed the schoolboy down
on the dining table, and his gray-green eyes glowed
strangely: "It's time for a big meal."

"Wait a minute! I was kidding, Senior Dean, I was

talking...Ahhhhh!!

The cry was blocked in his mouth again, and then the table
was pushed back, and the bowl and the plate collided with a
clanging sound. The two-story small duplex house is full of
love, separating the two from the real world, completely
unable to hear other people's calls, Dean smiled and looked
at the limp in his arms.

Today’s breakfast is really fragrant.

The Story of Manow

My girl friend kept her shoulder-to-shoulder hair, and walked

across the school swimming pool with a pile of books in her
arms. She looked at her friend over there with her eyes,
smiling softly from time to time, while watching When the
friend was chased by the club coach around the swimming
pool and escaped, finally couldn't help but laugh.

Manow tucked his hair behind his ears, straightened his face
and continued to walk forward, thinking that she would
rehearse the short film well today, so that someone at the
swimming pool was watching her smiling without noticing it.

The drama club and the movie club are going to work
together to make an old-age movie. The heroine is a Thai
girl who is famous in the country because of the delicious
Thai dishes. By chance, he met a foreigner hero. In the
process of falling in love, we encountered class pressure and
obstacles and worked hand in hand to resolve a theme. The
role that Manow wants to play is the sister of the heroine.
Although the role is not particularly large, it is also an
important assist in bringing the hero and the hero together.

This is Manow's first role in this club, which makes her feel
worthy and proud of it.
The result of the short film competition came out. They won
the second place. Everyone embraced each other excitedly
and shed moving tears, which was beyond their
expectations. Even if you did not get the first place, it is
beyond imagination to get a good ranking for an unknown
film club.

They held a celebration party in the university gymnasium.

Everyone drank a piece, and the heroine Dell and the hero
Alex became the focus of the meeting. Manow was not
jealous of Dell at all. Instead, he was proud of having such a
great friend. The two of them rehearsed together. Manow
knew how much effort and effort Dell had put into making
this movie well.

She walked out of the noisy gymnasium and looked up at

the darkened sky. The watch on her hand indicated that it
was eight o'clock, and she guessed that the meal should be
over. Manow took out his phone and opened the post on
Facebook. When he saw someone teasing Pharm and Dean
in the comments, his aunt smiled. Her friend is so cute.

"Oh~." The girl sighed, thinking that she would still be alone
when she graduated, watching her friends show their love in
pairs.

The girl stretched her body and let it go. Of course it’s good
to have it, but it’s not a big deal if it’s not. She wouldn’t care
so much.

...It's just that sometimes I feel a little lonely.

"Oh eh~ it's so jealous!!" She yelled out in a bit of irritation,
the volume seemed to be competing with the music of the
gymnasium, which made her feel more comfortable. After
she finished venting, she saw someone standing not far
away and looking at her with her hands on her hips. Her
unclosed mouth froze on her face, as if she was frightened.

Damn it, so embarrassing! !

The boy was neither thin nor tall, with a wheaten

complexion, and wearing short-sighted glasses. He laughed
when he saw the girl's face slowly turning red.

"Ah... I'm sorry." Manow hurriedly folded his hands to

apologize to him. Judging from his dress sleeves rolled up to
his elbows and dressed casually, he must not be a
freshman.

"It doesn't matter." The man waved his hand: "It's so late,
why the Manow school girl hasn't come home yet."

The person who was called by the name looked up with

some doubts. She didn't seem to have seen this boy before.
Why would he know her name? "How did the senior know
my name?" She took a step back quietly, thinking that if
there was any danger, she would definitely have time to run
back to the gym.

After seeing the girl's face on alert, the senior quickly

explained: "Wait a minute, I'm from the swimming club."
"Ah?!" Manow frowned, tried hard to remember but couldn't
remember, he couldn't help but wonder if the senior with
glasses was really in the swimming club?

The boy scratched his head helplessly, he didn't expect the

school girl would not remember him.

"Forget it, now." He took a step carefully in the direction of

the girl, and handed her a small bouquet of flowers in his
hand. It is not a rose or a carnation. It is a lovely cluster of
small white flowers, wrapped in a layer of lavender paper
and tied with a bow in brown paper.

Manow took it with a dumb face and said, "Do you want me
to bring it to Dell?" Her first reaction was to think of her
friend, but the person who gave her the flowers smiled at
her, hum, as happy It's like this.

"I gave you this to Manow."

"Me?!" She pointed to herself.

"Congratulations on your medal." He smiled slightly, and the

girl's cheeks were hot instantly.

"Just got the second place..." She replied shyly, she didn't
expect he would give her flowers.

"It doesn't matter which place you get, you win the prize. I
have watched the movie, and the senior sincerely
congratulates you." The boy replied with a serious look and
saw tears flickering in the eyes of the little girl in front of
him. As if he was about to cry, he hesitated for a moment
before deciding to walk over and gently rub the head of the
school girl.

"Really great."

Manow whimpered, "Thank you, senior."

The kind person looked at her and smiled. He glanced at the

exit of the watch to remind the girl, a little worried.

"It's getting late, go home with your friends and be safe."

The girl nodded in response. She smiled comfortably and

said goodbye to him. Before he had time to get out of his
sight, the boy said a word behind him that made the girl's
heart tremble.

"You don't have to envy others if you receive flowers."

Oh eh, really, Manow hurriedly walked away, the bouquet in

her hand blocked her red face.

I haven't asked the senior student what his name is.

On the rest day, the girl stared blankly at the bouquet that
had been made into dried flowers. After that day, she had
been to the swimming club, but she didn't see the strange
senior. She thought that maybe she was cheated, so she
poked her finger. The yellow flower core in the small white
flower vented some irritability. Anyway, being idle is also
idle, so she turned on the computer to search for the name
of flowers.

"Eh, isn't this, flower cutter (scissors flower = little daisy), it

looks like a very lethal name." Manow curled his lips with
disappointment. How could this name feel so sad.

She continued to slide the mouse in her hand until she

reached Huayu, and her curiosity drove her to open the
page.

"What is it... Scissors..."

Her eyes widened, her cheeks flushed with a rub, wait a

minute! The flower language of this flower turned out to be.

It doesn't matter if you can't see me, I love you anyway.

Manow, you have to calm down. You think too much. Seniors
may not think of what kind of gift they want to give, so
choose this randomly. She comforted herself like this in her
heart, then lay on the bed and covered her face with a
pillow. The girl was quiet for a while and began to kick her
legs indiscriminately to release her current mood of the deer
bumping.

You must find this guy!

Thinking of this, she immediately sat up, picked up her

mobile phone and called a friend in the swimming club. If I
remember correctly, there will be a swimming competition
at K University next Sunday. To be on the safe side, she
checked the time again, because there would be a lot of
people from the swimming club to cheer on that day, which
was an excellent opportunity.

On the day of the K University competition, Manow saw

Pharm wearing brown glasses with different worries on his
face, and when he asked him something, he just smiled and
didn't answer. It wasn't until Dean senior came to him that
his expression changed.

Oh eh, how can you not make people jealous.

Senior Dean had only Pharm in his eyes, and his eyes were
full of pity. She touched Dell's shoulder and the two of them
looked at each other quite tacitly, fulfilling their
responsibilities as an agent, and posted their news on
Facebook. If her friend is happy, she will also be very happy.

The single girl nodded to comfort herself.

The results of the game were as expected. The president,

the vice president, and even his team also won medals. The
cheering group walked in with a push and shoved to
congratulate them, making the venue noisy. Manow
stretched out his aching body after packing up, but in the
end she still couldn't find the person.

Forget it, maybe it was really cheated.

"Huh."

"Sorry."

Just now, she didn’t pay attention to bumping into someone

else and almost fell down due to the unstable center of
gravity. When an unknown person in front of her put her
arms in her arms in time, she stared at her swimsuit, her
body was still wet, and a bath towel was wrapped around
her. There is also a silver medal on his neck.

If I remember correctly, she glanced over there during the

senior game.

"Does it hurt?" The boy helped the girl to stand firm: "The
clothes are all wet, I'm sorry."

Manow opened his eyes and hurriedly folded his hands to

apologize, "I am too reckless. I'm sorry, Senior." He
apologized to him with his hands back and forth.

The boy raised his mouth to the girl, he touched the girl's
head and smiled.

"Manow is really sloppy than I thought."

what.

Manow's body stiffened, and his heart was full of doubts.

Why have I recently met some strangers who know her
name? Has anyone used her name to promote it?
The person in front of him frowned. He looked at the doubts
in those big eyes, and sighed softly.

"I don't remember me anymore." The boy opened the box in

his hand, took out his glasses and put on his glasses: "It's
me." No wonder the girl looks confused every time he greets
the girl.

"Eh!!" The girl almost yelled in excitement, but fortunately

she covered her mouth in time: "...that's...that senior with
glasses."

The boy laughed loudly: "Do you like the flowers I gave?"

The man with his face reddened into a monkey's ass nodded
like a chicken pecking at the rice, wondering how stupid she
must be, even the boy wearing glasses or not wearing
glasses can't recognize it.

"That's good, but I carefully selected it."

"Thank you very much, senior." She raised her hand to

thank him, and then saw a medal on the man's neck and
said, "Congratulations to senior for winning the medal."

The boy shrugged: "It's just a silver medal."

Manow pursed his lips and grinned, teasing his lips: "I
remember someone told me before that it doesn't matter
which place I win, winning a prize means winning."

The ridiculed person smiled embarrassedly: "Thank you."

At this time, the referee called out to gather the contestants
at K University. They looked at each other shyly for a while.
The boy stood there and looked at the girl silently. Before he
could say anything, the girl spoke first.

"Can I add the senior LINE?"

The senior blinked in disbelief, and saw the school girl

blushing, although she was extremely shy, she still held the
phone with her nervous and trembling hand and handed it
over.

dying...

The boy typed his ID number on the phone without any

hesitation, then added it, and smiled at the girl with a
cowardly expression.

"Can I store the school girl's phone in the phone?" The

school girl became hot and red, and then said: "I will call
you at eight in the evening."

Manow nodded, and the screams in his heart could reach

outer space.

The senior who had given her the flower rubbed her head
again and said goodbye to her and said that she had to go
to the referee first, and then he was stopped by a voice
from behind and turned his head.

"Senior, what's the name of the senior?"

The corners of the mouth on the delicate face raised
slightly, making a clear voice.

"My name is..."

and also

Manow-Why do seniors’ ID background pages are flowers,

and on Facebook, they are all flowers.

Flower Senpai-Senpai’s home is a flower shop. The bouquet

of flowers I gave to Manow was personally selected by me,
and so was the flower language.

Manow-/shy/What is the name of the senior freshman?

Flower senior-Phuks (Albizia lavender-the name of a plant)

Manow-Then, can I call you the senior of flowers?

Flower-senior-/laugh/whatever you want.

*Student in fresh flowers, tropical plant department in

agriculture, there is a shed specializing in planting plants at
home. *
Close to the heart

Today, the restaurants in the alleys have been booked from

6 o'clock in the evening, and the staff are busy preparing a
lot of food in the kitchen. All kinds of snacks and dishes
were put on the table in the same way. After a while, the
dishes were not left at all. Today, the restaurant owner is so
busy that his face is greasy and his hair is disheveled, not
losing to other employees.

A burly and dark-skinned man walked into the store, "Hey,

why are you so slow, eh Krit." Someone said loudly, and the
man who looked like a black tower suddenly said, "Damn, I'll
get lost too. Well, who thought of eating in such an alley?"
Somkrit strode over, found an empty seat, sat down and
took the beer mug from a friend and drank it.

"You don't know, this restaurant was recommended by my

daughter. She said it was delicious. The first dish was eaten
as soon as it was served." He said that he took a piece of
pandan leaf chicken to a friend. He didn't refuse, peeling off
the outer layer of pandan leaves and stuffing the whole
chicken into his mouth. The fragrance and soft texture of
the leaves made him raise his eyebrows.

"Well, it's really delicious."

The person recommended just now raised his brows, and

then stood up and raised his glass to signal that everyone in
the store turned their attention to him.
"How can I say, everyone is coming today. It's been many
years before we got together. Now I announce that the 21st
class reunion of the Department of Business Administration
of X University has officially begun! Come on, cheers!

The guests present raised their glasses in response. I

haven’t seen each other for about 30 years since I
graduated. After graduation, everyone went their separate
ways. Some people moved abroad, some couldn’t get in
touch with them, and others disappeared and finally got in
touch. There are almost fifty people in total, which is already
a lot.

Somkrit, the owner of the garage, laughed and trembled

when he heard an old friend talk about his experience over
the years. In the same way, he has gone through ups and
downs over the years and his children have grown up.

"You can relax a little, people who are over half a hundred
years old still drink so hard." He turned his head and smiled
at the person next to him. The familiar atmosphere of
drinking desperately regardless of his physical state
reminded him of the past that he had to stay in college to
catch up on tasks late at night.

"Who is the seat for?" Somkrit lifted his chin in that

direction. Since he arrived, he saw that the second place
beside the table was empty, with a glass of beer on it, but
he clearly remembered just now. The president of the
student council said everyone was here.
"Huh Inn."

Somkrit raised his eyebrows. After seeing the student

council leader down and silent, he turned his attention to
the empty seat. The middle-aged man showed a gentle
smile on his face and touched the beer mug in the empty
seat with his big palm.

"I miss him a lot."

"Hmm..." The student council president nodded.

"Hey, don't look sad. Thirty years have passed since he was
reborn and reincarnated. He is already married."

The person who was listening to him chuckled and laughed,

and was choked with a sip of beer just now.

"Haha, you are right, uh, have you heard about senior
Korn?" After he poured a beer for his friend, the man shook
his head and said he didn't know.

"Speaking of senior Korn." The person who listened quietly

to the two of them just now said, "I wanted to tell you a long
time ago, but it took 30 years to have a chance to say it."

"It's been thirty years since you said it now." Somkrit raised
his brows, do you have to thank him for not forgetting it
after thirty years.

"Just as our neighbor knew something because he borrowed

loan sharks from Senior Korn and his father, after Inn passed
away, it didn't take long for Senior Korn to follow him
without knowing why."

"Fuck!" Really? ! "The president of the student council and

Somkrit both stared. Although it has been so long, they were
still taken aback by the news just now.

"Uh, they said that Senior Korn's family has stopped lending
usury since then. They only rely on the money returned
from the old debt to live on, and the interest rate has
dropped a lot. Besides, Senior Korn's father is also sick in
bed. For several years."

The two people who were listening just now opened their
eyes and looked at each other. They wanted to say
something but couldn't say anything. In the end, Somkrit
first smiled calmly.

"I'll change what I just said, I think Inn and Korn-senpai are
reincarnated and married now."

The president of the student council and other friends

laughed. Everyone stood up one after another to clink
glasses with the beer mugs in the empty seat, and said
blessings and teased people who had passed away a long
time.

"Eh Inn wishes you happiness."

"I wish you and Korn-senpai a hundred years, happiness and

happiness"

"The descendants are full."

"Ah, what if Inn is reborn as a boy?" Someone asked.

"Then Korn-senpai will catch him and get married, trust me."
Somkrit said confidently.

"Fuck, you dare to say it." The student council president

laughed so much that tears came out, but he thought so in
his heart.

"Don't tell me, my mouth was opened, and I said anything

Turin..."

"Ah sneeze."

The sneeze just now suddenly interrupted the scene where

the stars were blowing and bragging. This made them stop
and turn their heads to look at him. The man quickly
apologized for the impolite behavior just now, and looked
like he was giving them. Staff serving dishes on the table.

"I'm sorry." Qingxiu's face showed an embarrassed smile,

and then quickly left and walked back to the kitchen.

Somkrit frowned. Although he was a strange face, he felt

familiar, as if he had seen such a person in his memory.

"I have seen it somewhere," he said to himself.

"Oh, you want to make fresh meat, this brother is really

cute." The friend next to him saw Somkrit staring at the
boy's back in a daze and joked.
"What kind of bubble, I just think this kid's face is very
familiar, besides, he can be my son at his age."

"Uh, I also think it's a bit familiar." The president of the

student council replied, "But I can't remember it."

They were puzzled about this matter and soon changed the
subject, from discussing yesterday’s sports events, work
matters to complaining about their wives and children,
before they had time to finish, they saw the boy discussed
in the topic they just started talking about. He walked in
again, with a smile on Qingxiu's face, and put the fragrant
snack on the table.

"Hey, we didn't order this." The student council president

looked at the dish in front of him and wondered.

"This is for free, and I am sorry for my impolite behavior just

now." The boy folded his hands and apologized to them:
"This is Chormuang (purple flower)."

Fresh vegetables and rice peppers are placed on a white

plate, and purple flower-shaped desserts are neatly
arranged inside. Some people have seen it, and some have
never heard of it. Everyone looked at it with curious eyes.

"I haven't seen any store that makes Chormuang (purple

flowers). Come and taste it." Somkrit quickly put a fork in
his mouth, and the smell of the dim sum filled his mouth:
"Hey, It's delicious."
After hearing the appraisal of the delicious food, the others
ate them bite by bite.

"We need to pay in the store, wait for my brother, I will pay,
let's tell the boss." Somkrit said to the smiling boy standing
next to him, he was afraid that the boy paid for the snack.

"Ah... it's okay."

"No, no." The president of the student council waved his

hand. "Add it to the bill. If the boss doesn't believe it, you
can call him over and tell him."

"That..." the man scratched his head and said, "I am the
boss."

"Huh?!" Somkrit and his friends were surprised in unison

when they heard it. How does this young man look like he is
in his early twenties, he is the boss?

"Yes, so don't worry, I made this plate of purple flowers

specially for you."

"Hey, it's delicious, it's really good cooking." The guests at

the table kept complimenting, and the boss smiled
embarrassedly and told them that he would go back to the
kitchen first.

"If it's a girl, let my son chase me." Somkrit nodded

thoughtfully. If there were such a daughter-in-law, I would
definitely be full every day.
"I think it's difficult." The president of the student council
raised his face and motioned to him and said, "Have you
seen that side?"

Somkrit and the others followed his gaze. The boss was not
standing alone. A handsome, wheat-skinned boy stood
beside him. Two people stood there talking and laughing,
which made people feel deep. I think they are like a natural
match.

"Boyfriend," someone said.

"Roar, just look at your eyes. I'm sad for you, your son is out
of play." He patted the auto repair shop owner's shoulder
and said with a smile.

The atmosphere on the table became active again, and the

man who had just wanted to be the father-in-law laughed
loudly. After another toast, Somkrit got up to go to the
bathroom, and the effects of alcohol slowly began to take
off.

"Sorry." He called to the restaurant owner who was standing

not far away: "Toilet..."

"Oh~, just walk down this road." The boy smiled softly,
which made the person staring at him smile back to him.

His mouth and eyes when he is smiling are like his old
friends.

Somkrit smiled self-deprecatingly, and finally remembered

who he was like Inn.
"Go forward to the end, on the right hand side."

The burly man nodded, and a room door was opened as

soon as he walked out a small step. A tall, wheat-skinned
person came out, who they had guessed was the boss’
boyfriend.

"Phram, I think this part of the account is wrong."

Because I walked over and discussed things not far from the
room, and I didn't have time to close the door in a hurry.
Somkrit swears that he didn't mean to take a peek, but
because the door was open, he accidentally saw a small
office room inside, with folders neatly placed in a cabinet.

But what really caught his attention was a long-old photo in

an A4 paper frame. Even though the memory is a bit
blurred, Somkrit is sure that the person in the photo is the
person in his memory. The smile that resembled the
restaurant owner and the face of the senior, who was not
close to anyone else, couldn't be more similar.

A group photo of Korn senior and Inn.

"Hey, I took a photo with Senior Korn yesterday."

"Where? Let me see."

"I haven't washed it out yet. There are still some films left.
Let's take a few and use it up."

"Uh, come and take pictures together."

He didn't see the photo until the end that made him the
most proud, and he didn't get the film. It's been thirty
years...

"Hello, how are you?"

Somkrit woke up in shock. He didn't know when the boss

and his tall boyfriend had finished talking. The two were
looking at him worriedly, and he shook his head quickly.

"It's okay, I..." He looked at the faces of the two of them and
said with hot eyes: "I..."

I want to know, I want to ask, I want to say, but...

"The dishes are really delicious, and I will come often in the
future."

Some things just leave it in the past.

Somkrit went to the bathroom after talking to them, with an

unstoppable smile on his face. In the past thirty years, the
face of an old friend who has been somewhat blurred in his
memory has finally become extremely clear today. His heart
beats extremely fast, and two lines of tears spilled out of his
eyes unconsciously.

You are finally happy, my friend.

Forever (forever)
"It's raining."

The young man looked up at the gloomy sky annoyed, and

he was very upset at the thought of having to wade through
the water and endure the sewage splashing out when the
bus passed by.

Intouch shook his wet hair, took out the umbrella from his
schoolbag and was about to open it, but because someone
blocked the way in front, he had to stop. He was about to
roll his eyes impatiently, but when he looked up, he saw
clearly. The face of the person in front of him suddenly
opened his eyes and smiled.

"Senior Korn."

Korn didn't know whether to keep his face straight or to be

amused by the face of the child in front of him. Just now, he
frowned and looked impatient. When he saw him, his face
suddenly brightened like a switch.

He held the umbrella, his dark eyes shifted his gaze to look
at the umbrella held by the schoolboy.

"It's still raining, let's go together, I'll take you to the

station."

Intouch looked at the umbrella in his hand and raised his

head to see that Senior Korn had opened the umbrella for
him.

"But I have..."

"Come on, eh?"

Just when the senior suggested, the teenager took a deep

breath, not knowing what was thinking in his mind, and soon
put away the senior's umbrella and propped up his own
small umbrella.

"The umbrella is too small, it will get wet later." The senior
frowned and expressed puzzlement.

"Small makes us closer. Even if we get wet, we are all wet

and one shoulder." The face smiled brilliantly at the senior.

"Senior's umbrella is too heavy. My umbrella is light and

easy to hold. Let me help you get it?" Although he is a little
shorter than him, he will never admit defeat.

Korn sighed deeply, grabbed the handle of the umbrella with

his hand and lifted it up by himself. Because he didn't want
to bow to the back pain, he held the upper part of the
handle and left the lower part.

Intouch pursed his mouth, looked at the charming face in

the red striped clothes secretly, and then slowly held the
umbrella handle that was vacant below with his hand and
walked out with him.

"It would be so cool if you are a senior who studies

mechanical engineering." As soon as he walked out, the kid
started to chat.

"why?"

"Then there can be that kind of picture of running in the rain

with the engineering coat over your head."

Korn looked at him contemptuously and said, "Funny, don't

play with an umbrella, you watch too much TV series, right."

Intouch rolled his eyes and said, "Senior, you are really not
romantic at all!!"
The straight-headed man laughed softly.

"Senior Korn." The person who made the sound put his hand
in the rain, and then the rain slowly became smaller, and all
the drops turned into drizzle.

"Ok."

"Want to have ice cream together? I want to eat ice cream

with corn sauce."

Korn raised his eyebrows. Recently, Intouch likes to eat ice

cream.

"Also, a new ice cream shop opened in Lat Phrao Central

Plaza last year."

"Lat Phrao Central Plaza is so far away, or just eat some

Foremost nearby, there are also special banana boats here."

"Oh, I want to taste the new store, but it's from the United
States. Come to think of it, it's Swensens." He shook his
lover's arm.

The boy rolled his eyelids and became disobedient.

"It's very far, the bus is too crowded." Korn usually doesn't
drive to the school because it's more convenient to take the
bus. "Would you like to eat again on Saturday?"

When the senior gave a promise, a bright smile appeared on

the child's face.

"Okay! Let's go and eat foremost today!" Then he shook

Korn's arm back and forth, removing the umbrella in his
hand.
The two of them stared at the umbrella that fell to the
ground, and they were all drenched.

"Inn..." Korn began to scold him, and In quickly put his

hands together and raised his head to apologize to him.

"Sorry to get up. Why don't you go to my dormitory, um~

um~." With big dripping eyes, the senior was bounced off
his forehead by the senior.

"Be careful."

Intouch rubbed his forehead: "What are you thinking about, I

just want you to change your clothes and wait for the rain to
stop." As he spoke, he quibbleed his head and refused to
admit defeat.

In the end, the less determined person still relented to him

and took him to eat ice cream. After eating, he sat in the
schoolboy's dormitory and waited for the rain to stop.

"Almost forgot." Korn walked out of the bathroom, wiping

her hair with a towel in one hand, and ran into the bag with
the other hand and took out the key.

"Hey!" Intouch's eyes widened: "Senior got the key!"

It was the key to the apartment. He and Senior Korn saved

money to buy it.

"Let’s buy furniture together after eating ice cream on

Saturday."

"Couple cup." The boy grinned, and he moved a step

forward slowly, rustled for it, and picked up the keychain.

"Wear this."
After Intouch hung up the key with the K&I engraved on the
back of the keychain bought from Nadsang Market, he threw
it up just to scan the room with his eyes.

"Finally we can live together."

Korn smiled and fell back on the bed.

"Uh."

The boy quickly lay down beside him, and his whole body
sank in.

"Forever, senior."

Korn touched his head gently against the head of the

schoolboy.

"Yes, forever."

we will be together forever...

Fanwai eight yesterday

In the darkest time of life

Deep in endless fear

"Don't mess with him, you will be fucked to death."

"That guy does something illegal at home."

"He is the eldest son of their family, so he will have to take

over his business in the future. Let him stay like this, and he
doesn't need to have a good relationship with anyone. It's
like accumulating virtue for the family and getting less
retribution."

"Go up and beat him up, don't you dare to do this!"

"First you have to learn how to hold a gun."

He doesn't like violence, nor does he like doing illegal

things.

"Net is reading some foreign novels that are not nutritious."

"If you don't do it, I will burn all of your novels and throw
them away."

"Korn is a good boy and should protect your brothers."

He has two younger brothers, Krit dreams of becoming a

policeman, and Gun dreams of a harmonious and happy
family. If he doesn't do it, his brothers will do it, so he has no
dreams at all.

Is there really hope?

Does happiness exist?

Do you really have a dream?

Korn asked himself again and again in his heart, until...

"Senior Korn, this roast pork is really delicious."

A freshman full of vigor and vitality would come to him

regularly at noon every day, like a puppy of his own family,
but also a puppy with roast pork in his mouth.

"No." When he refused, he kept staring at the English novel

in his hand without lifting the head.

"It's bad for your health to skip breakfast." The man sat next
to him, handed the glutinous rice and grilled pork skewers
to him, and said, "I bought it for you."

Korn finally shifted his gaze and took a sigh of relief.

Intouch Chatpokin, a freshman, eighteen years old, is

neither fat nor thin. He has a student head he has kept since
high school. He has a cheerful personality and is easy to
have a good relationship with others. He is a happy fruit in
the eyes of friends.

As for Korn Ariyasagun, a junior, white and tender,

handsome, with simple black hair, he likes to be alone and
read quietly. The most important thing is that he has no
friends... Yes, not a single friend.

Korn's family is in a loan shark business. They use extremely

violent methods when urging people to pay back the money.
His dad is called the "boss" and used threats, bodily harm,
guns, and knives to make people pay back. Since he had the
memory, he has been accustomed to violent and bloody
scenes when he urinates. The teenager may be aware of
this and feel that he should not be close to anyone, and only
this simple and cheerful child is willing to approach him.
"Senior Korn."

The grilled pork skewers were delivered to my mouth and

refused to open my mouth. In the end, I couldn't rub the
child's soft and hard soak, so I opened my mouth and bit the
pork into my mouth so as not to be disturbed again.

Intouch's eyes widened, he stood up and ran around the

table, dancing and saying, "Hey! I've eaten!! Finally I'm
willing to eat!!"

Korn's eyebrows jumped, feeling that he was alive now like a

cat when he saw a stranger coming to feed him.

"Senior, don't spit it out. Be sure to eat and drink some

water." He took a bottle of carbonated drink from the plastic
bag and handed it over. Korn was a little bewildered by the
expectant look in his eyes. The bag of iced drinks then
lowered and took a sip of the soda in the other hand.

This was the first time someone walked in and opened his
dark and silent heart that had been imprisoned for a long
time.

"Senior, are you free this Sunday?"

Intouch's clear eyes blinked when he looked at Senpai. Even

though everyone said that this boy was terrible, for Intouch,
Senior Korn was so cute in his eyes.

"how?"

Did you see it? Now I will reply to him! Sometimes pursing
his lips, sometimes touching his head, the progress is really
fast.

"I want to ask you out to play."

The thick eyebrows were tightly furrowed together, and his
expression was as serious as asking him to go to the
hospital.

"where to?"

"Daen-dei-ra-mid." Intouch grinned.

"what?"

The boy wrinkled his nose and said, "Has the senior never
heard of the amusement park called Daendeiramid? Really
backward."

The person who was approached by the child blinked.

"I have heard of the amusement park, but the amusement

park is called Daennermit, not Daendeirammid."

Intouch's smile froze on his face, and he spoke quickly

before his face turned red.

"Just...that's it!" After saying that, I hurriedly wanted to turn

over this article.

Korn finally couldn't help but laugh, Daen-dei-ra-mid is like

this, what a kid.

"Don't laugh! I've been called that way since I was a kid."

"Haha, Daen-dei-ra-mid." The boy still couldn't stop

laughing, the kid was really funny.

"Forget it, I'll see you at Dean-dei-...nermit at ten o'clock on

Sunday morning!" The red-faced child flopped and stood up
from the table, and said, "I'm going to class first." Intouch
ran quickly. Entering the teaching building, Korn sat alone
and shook his head with a helpless smile.
The eyes looking at the back that had run away were as
warm as a glacier melted by the sun.
Daennermit

The moment I walked into the playground, the dream that I

had rehearsed many times in my heart finally came true. As
written in the novel, I should thank God, thank God, and
finally helped him realize his dream, he kept laughing madly.

The music from the amusement park mixed with the

children’s laughter came into his ears. He climbed up the
senior’s arms and pulled them to the other side. This place
is not like "the son of loan shark" Korn would come. The
place.

"What projects should I play first?" Intouch stared at his

surroundings with wide eyes. At this moment, he was
standing like a little girl, and the person next to him stood
beside him impatiently. Boring.

Intouch smiled secretly in his heart, did he see it, even

though Senior Korn was complaining, he came as agreed
and arrived early.

"Senior, here are a few of their recommended projects,

which have just been opened. Save them for the last time.
Look at the pirate ship!"

After speaking, he pulled up the arm of the tall man next to

him and walked over there, and got on the boat that swayed
higher and higher. When they were in line, the emotional
child pulled him to the last row. Sit and wait for the time to
fasten your seat belt.

Wttt...ttt

"Yohoo~~" Intouch exclaimed excitedly. He likes to play this

kind of back and forth, super fast swinging project. "
Wttt...ttt

"Korn-senpai..."

Wttt...ttt

"It's over, senior!!"

The boy who had been straining his face just now appeared
to be about to faint!

Who knew that the senior would be seasick on a pirate ship!

"Sorry..."

Intouch's ears were drooping. After playing the pirate ship,

he sat and stroked his back to help the senior who was
sitting on the chair with his eyes closed. "

The tall man waved his hand and said it was okay, but his
mouth was still bloodless.

"I don't know that the senior has never played this." He tried
his best to help the senior massage his arm.

The boy sighed deeply, let alone never played, he had never
been to the amusement park.

"In that case, the roller coaster will definitely not be able to
play."

Intouch looked at the train moving fast on the track above,

and the people in the train screamed excitedly. This is what
he particularly likes to play. Oh, what a pity.

"can play."

"Huh." The child looked up curiously.

"It was not ready just now, the roller coaster can be played."

Korn said seriously, he is not afraid of heights, nor is he

afraid of playing these thrilling events, but he was not ready
just now, really!

When he heard what the senior vowed to say, Intouch

immediately opened his eyes and smiled. But after all that
happened, Korn wailed in his heart, really shouldn't say that
sentence, really can't promise easily.
Roller coaster three times
Rafting twice
Swing hammer twice

The pirate ship is twice again

When entering the haunted house to play, the road to the

exit was circled over and over again by the little
troublemaker.

He was stunned by the labyrinth full of mirrors. Intouch

thought he had found the exit and slammed into it, and his
small forehead hit the mirror again.

There are a lot of other things that I haven't played, but

people like Korn are already tired and vomiting, but the
younger brother is still full of energy.

"Enough." Just when Intouch wanted to go to the roller

coaster again, he called to stop. "It's dark." He pointed to
the sky for the other party to look at.

The boy seemed to have just reacted, and he pursed his

mouth to express a pity that the happy time passed by too
quickly.

"Then this is the last project." He pointed to the castle

behind the tall man and said, "Let's go see the princess."

In this castle, there are not many people who come to visit.
Maybe it is because the children have already finished
playing and go home at this time, making the atmosphere
here very quiet. Intouch took the young man’s hand and
pointed it excitedly to him. Let him look around, Korn didn't
say anything, just pursed his lips and gently curled the
corners of his lips, listening quietly, and didn't tell Intouch
that he had actually seen this in Neuschwanstein, Germany.
"There is also a princess," the boy exclaimed quietly.

In the room upstairs, Princess Aurora (Sleeping Beauty) is

lying quietly on the bed, her chest rising and falling gently
with breathing.

"It's amazing." He squeezed the hand of the person next to

him, grinning, his eyes bright and clear.

Korn looked at the boy next to him, and saw that Intouch's
face was as dazzling as the sun at this time, his body was
full of positive energy, and he knew that he was a child who
grew up in a warm and loving family.

Should I let him go or keep him by my side.

Intouch glanced at the person next to him, raised the corner

of his mouth and led the tall person out of the room. From
this floor, you could see everything below, and the lights
flickered especially dazzling in the dark night.

"Have fun today?" The boy asked the person next to him, his
hands still being held together tightly and he didn't let go.

Korn nodded slightly and said, "It's good."

"If you stay with me, seniors will encounter more fun
things." The little mischief is a princess who sells melons.

"But if you stay with me...In won't encounter any good

things."

Intouch froze abruptly, he squeezed the big palms tightly

and lifted them up and then put them down again, smiling.

"In that case, the senior needs me even more. I will take the
senior to encounter many, many good things." The boy took
the other's hand to his heart and said: "I will make the
senior happy, I will let you You meet more fun and
interesting things."

Korn's heart beats extremely fast, and he felt Intouch's

heart strongly at this moment.

"Trust me."

When he recovered, the dark and ruthless world for him was
suddenly illuminated by the sun into every gap.

"Hehe, finally laughed."

Love slowly overflowed from my heart.

"Would you like to be with me..."

"Then be with me, senior."

Intouch opened his mouth and froze in place. He was about

to start a senior joking about whether to be together, but
before he could speak, the senior spoke first.

"Senior won't be drunk by the pirate ship." He asked again

for fear that the senior was really confused and wrong.

Korn chuckled softly and said, "I'm not drunk, I'm very clear-
headed." He also poked Intouch's forehead with his finger,
his eyes were clear and there was a slight smile, the kind of
look that Intouch had never seen before.

The kind of firm eyes that have made a decision in the

heart.

"How about, give you three seconds to think about it, one..."

"I agree!!"
Before he had time to count the first number, Intouch had
already responded, and both hands clung to the other's arm
and shook it.

"I agree, I agree, I have heard the senior, I agree to be with

the senior, then, we are already together. Don't make
excuses to say that you are drunk, don't make excuses to
say that your mind is not clear, this is not a dream , If the
senior doesn’t believe me, I’ll wake up the senior now."

"Wait a minute, I see." Just as the younger brother was

about to raise his hand, Korn quickly grabbed his wrist to
stop him. If he doesn't react any more, he might really be
beaten.

"What should I do, heh, I am so happy now, so excited, I

want to shout out loud." He hurriedly looked at the left and
right, and was about to shout out with his mouth wide open,
Korn quickly blocked him with his hands His mouth pulled
him back into the castle. He felt funny and helpless about
the kid's weird behavior. He was about to hit him with his
knuckles, but he was shocked when he saw tears in
Intouch's eyes.

Korn didn’t say anything. He took his junior’s hand and

walked him out of the castle, letting the other party follow
his footsteps closely, helping him to wipe the tears that
flowed to him, and grabbing the other person’s hand even
more. Tighter. He vowed secretly in his heart that he would
take good care of this most precious star in his heart in this
life.

Fanwai ten, my brother

Suvarnabhumi Airport

Since getting off the plane, the boy has drooped his face.
The weather is so hot today that this person born on this
land is hot and sweaty. The boy shook his hair that was
already somewhat long. After taking the luggage from the
luggage area, they walked to the exit. The people gathered
at the exit lined up in a long queue. There were so many
people that he was squeezed to another place before he
could see his face. Everyone was looking for it. The figure of
the person picking up himself. The boy looked around with a
bewildered look, and when he saw someone beckoning to
him not far from him, he rushed over with a beaming smile.

"Brother Pharm~!"

The boy threw his bag on the ground, stepped forward and
hugged his brother tightly, and was scolded by the boy.

"I can't breathe, roar, Phum has grown a lot taller." Pharm
raised his hand to measure his height. When did his brother
grow up to his height.

Phum raised his head and stood up straight. Although no

one in the family is 180-190 cm tall, he is still very happy to
finally grow up to his brother's height.

"I'll grow it again." He boasted without humility, and the two

brothers started fighting because of their height as soon as
they met.

"Hey, you dare to say it." Pharm did not admit defeat, and
said: "Your brother, I will continue to grow."

"Take your luggage into the car first." Just when the two of
them looked like two Pomeranians were about to fight, a low
voice broke the tense situation. The tall and slender man
pulled up his suitcase and walked calmly in front of the
brothers. His height made people jealous.

Phum didn't want to admit that the tall, straight-faced,

wheat-skinned mixed-race man with a tall nose was his
brother's boyfriend.

and also...

This guy named Dean Ratnont is his brother's boyfriend, but

the family agrees with them when they are together! !

On the way back, Pharm and Phum chatted all the way, and
Dean didn't interrupt them either. Because the university is
in the summer vacation, Phum wants to come back and stay
here for a few months to rest. Of course, he has to live in his
brother's house.

Pharm’s brother’s house is a two-story simple villa, and a

small house extended from the outside is used to open a
Thai restaurant. Trees are planted around the house to keep
cool, and there is a small fountain in the yard, which is no
less pleasant than the resort.

Pharm likes this house very much. Since first seeing it, he
secretly wanted to come here often, but because of some
concerns, the other owner of the house could only think
about it pitifully.

"Brother, whose picture is this." The boy pointed to the

picture on the cabinet. He was sure he had never seen the
two people in the picture.

That was a group photo of two boys, one with a straight

face, the other with a big smile, the photo was so old that it
was a little yellowed, why did Pharm put this here?
"Oh." Pharm poured a glass of horse chestnut juice and
handed it to his younger brother: "Just our relatives."

"Ah?!" Phum frowned. Our family has few relatives. Where

did Pharm get the relatives.

"Dad's relative over there."

"Uh..." When it comes to Dad, the kid who has no chance to

talk to Dad understands.

He seemed to have met his father's relatives years ago,

uncle... eh, what's his name, Kris? Krit? Uh, yes, it seems to
be Uncle Krit, and if you remember correctly, there is a
cousin named Silb.

At that time, he seemed to be still in the first year of high

school. One day his mother suddenly took him back to
Thailand. He was squeezed into a taxi when he came out of
the airport. On the way, his mother was talking to Silb on
the phone. Drive in the direction of a strange house. It was
raining heavily that day and the car skidded several times.
Finally, they were so tired that they climbed up into an old
apartment and saw the tearful brother who was crying.

Brother Pharm was crying in that boy’s arms. He had never

seen his brother cry so miserably. He cried like the end of
the world and there was nothing left. He was almost out of
breath, his eyes were scarlet. It is not tears but blood that
shed.

Phum didn't know anything at the time. The adults just

ended the discussion while standing next to him. That day,
Pharm had a very high fever and his eyes were extremely
swollen. Finally, he had to go to the hospital because of his
severe symptoms. He put all his anger on Dean-senpai that
day, kicking and hitting to vent his anger.
How did this boyfriend be, why is Pharm so sad! ?

But his mother reprimanded him that it was not Dean's

fault, and then drove him to the corner to sit quietly. He
watched the boy sitting on the edge of the bed and
clutching Pharm's hand tightly. That was the first time Phum
was so angry with himself, that he didn't protect his brother,
and why he was born a younger brother.

"Is there anything you want to eat today? Wait for my

brother to make it for you." Pharm fondly rubbed the head
of his brother who was standing staring at the photo.

"Anything will do, brother, wait a minute I will cook fried rice
for you."

Pharm raised his eyebrows: "Okay, brother just wants to eat

fried rice made by Phum himself, then he will make lemon
prawns, fried fish, um... do you want a fried egg?"

"Yes!" The younger brother's eyes beamed.

Speaking of food, the memories I had just recalled were

immediately left behind. Phum hugged his brother, and the
two walked into the kitchen with their arms crossed. They
took out the atmosphere of the restaurant at home and
made a table full of dishes. There were so many dishes for
dinner that day that I could eat for several days.

But the days after that day were not so peaceful. Phum
often deliberately interrupted Pharm and Dean's intimate
scenes, but there was one thing he admired that person,
that is, that person's patience was too good. He deliberately
made trouble several times, but he has never seen that
person change face or become impatient. The person
always smiles at him in a loving manner. Later, when Phum
saw the two people stuck together, he pretended not. See it.
Pharm asked him why he always had trouble with that
person. Is there anything wrong with him?

Uh!

No!

Nothing is bad!

He looks good, he has foreign ancestry, he is also an

athlete, he is not bad in learning, and he has a bright future.

And most importantly...

Rumbling.

Phum raised his eyes to look at the darkened sky outside

the window, and quickly got up and walked down from the
bedroom on the second floor to look for his brother. Before
his feet reached the last step, the thunder rang like an
explosion, almost scaring Phum. Roll down the stairs.

"Fuck," he whispered.

The boy was crying and hurriedly looking for his brother's
figure. Pharm didn't like the sound of gunshots. If he heard
it, he would be scared of asthma. I still remember that when
he was young, as long as he encountered thunder, he would
use his little arm to put his brother in his arms.

The voice came intermittently from the room in the

entertainment room. His instinct told him that Pharm might
be there. Phum was worried about his brother's safety, so
he hurried over at his fastest speed and prepared to hug
him.

Rumble! ! !
A bolt of lightning struck down mercilessly again.

"Snapped...!!?"

The person who was about to rush over to hug him froze in
place. The light in the center of the room was glowing with
warm yellow light. The tall and tall person stood there
holding the beloved one in his arms and patted gently, like
Drive away all fear.

Dean looked out the window, caressed his back with a big
palm, and kissed the sweat on his forehead with his lips. The
younger brother stared beside him as if a century had
passed, and the frightened look that should have appeared
on his face turned into an excited look.

"awesome."

"Senior Dean, is this the end?" Pharm poked his head out of
his broad arms and looked out the window uneasy. The
obstacles in his heart will take a long time to heal.

"It seems to be." He lowered his head and rubbed his

junior's nose with the tip of his nose, and the two smiled at
each other.

Phum sighed softly, walked back to the room, and lay on the
bed watching the rain pattering on the window.

The important thing is...

That man loves his brother too much.

Today's Suvarnabhumi Airport is also noisy. Phum hugged

his brother tightly and refused to let it go, which made
Pharm feel his body numb.
"Will come back again, what are you doing so
procrastinating, my brother will come to see you." He patted
his brother's shoulders, whose eyes were red and his mouth
was tight and he didn't want to leave his brother down and
said: "It's time to go in, right away It's time for boarding."

Phum nodded reluctantly, and looked at the tall man next to

him, who smiled at him with a loving face as usual today.

"I'll see my brother later." He said to his brother again with a

pitiful look.

"Ok."

Phum folded his hands and bowed to his brother’s

boyfriend, staring at him hesitantly, as if he had something
to say. The person who had been watching raised his
eyebrows and was a little curious, just about to ask what
happened. The child who had been shy suddenly plucked up
the courage to step forward and hug the tall man.

"Then I will leave my brother in your care... Brother Dean."

As soon as he finished speaking, he turned and ran into the

security checkpoint, blushing like a cooked shrimp, leaving
his two brothers outside with half-open mouths and
suffocating what they hadn't had time to say.

As the plane drove into the air, the eighteen-year-old boy

looked at his shadow in the window. Although he had not
had time to grow up to protect his brother, he would dare to
pat his chest and proudly tell everyone...

He has two...brothers.
Eeay Time

There was a plop.

Today someone came to visit the bathtub in the bathroom of

Wongnatee's son's bedroom. The bathroom was steaming
hot, the mirror was covered with a thin layer of mist, and
the boy was submerged in the bathtub, closing his eyes and
enjoying the pleasure of being stretched out.

Because no one is at home today, his parents are on a

business trip abroad, Don went to Sorn’s apartment to do a
group project, Dell also went to other provinces with friends,
Dean senior asked him to live at home.

There is a big TV in the room used to entertain guests.

Because Don and Dell like to watch it, it became a private
theater. This time he can use it to watch his favorite TV
series.

But... you have to ask the owner of this house first.

"Give me some time for brother."

This is not.

Pharm lowered his head with a look of reluctance on his

face, but still gave the owner of this room some space so
that he could sit in the bathtub, and he thought that he
would only soak here twice this time. In the second bath,
but every time the homeowner was with him, alas, if the
team knew about it, he would not escape being scolded.

"If you stay here overnight, you can watch your TV series
comfortably on the large TV, and you can also...soak in the
bath with the senior."
Senior Dean spoke in his ear in a teasing tone, making his
heart move, thinking that the TV’s sound system is fully
equipped, and it’s very pleasant to take a hot bath in the
bathtub on the rest day, so he made his decision later. It
goes without saying.

The boy held up and splashed water on his hot red face, it
didn't matter! I have been with Dean-senpai for a year, and I
have seen it countless times. What's so shy about now,
Pharm!

"Want... want me to give you a massage?" He plucked up

the courage to turn his face to look at his beloved, Dean-
senpai raised his eyebrows and looked stunned, but then he
still reacted and stood up and changed his seat with Pharm.
In front of the younger brother.

Fortunately, the bathtub was huge. Pharm tensed and sat in

the bathtub. Dean leaned his head on the chest of the
person behind him, and put his legs on the side of the
bathtub, with a pleasant expression that made people feel
jealous.

Pharm's two hands are very serious to help his beloved

press his head. He tries to keep his eyes from looking down,
because the water in the bathtub is as clear as high-
definition picture quality. Senior Dean is in his senior year
and will graduate soon. He is now at the end of the second
semester of his sophomore year. At first he was still
depressed about the fact that they could not meet in college
after Senior Dean graduated, but the senior later Tell him
that he will continue to stay in school for graduate school.

"Is it comfortable?" He lowered his head and asked. The

other nodded in response.
"It's very comfortable." The respondent answered with his
eyes closed, expressing satisfaction with the strength of the
junior's pressing on his neck and shoulders.

Pharm increased the strength of his hands and continued to

help the senior press his shoulders. He bowed his head and
admired his handsome face, his facial features like a
carefully carved face. Dean has the same thick eyebrows as
his father Wongnatee, the bridge of the nose is high, the lip
peaks are obvious, the eyelashes are long enough to be
touched, although only a quarter of the foreign blood, he
looks like a mixed blood, bronze His skin contrasted sharply
with Korn's fairness.

But for Pharm, Dean's senior is the best.

"Like it?"

"Huh?" Pharm turned back to look at the one he loved, Dean

raised his face and opened his eyes to see the person above
smiling.

"I think you have touched it several times."

Pharm glanced at the hand that he was putting on Dean-

senpai’s eyelashes and stroking back and forth. Suddenly he
wanted to retract his head into the bathtub, fucking Pharm!
But when he realized that he wanted to take it away, he
grabbed it.

"No...no need." If you want me to touch it, let go of my

hand, why did you kiss it. "Senior Dean~." His face was hot.

"I like Pharm's hand." He put his hand on his mouth and
kissed one by one: "Although it is a hand that works
frequently, it is not so soft, but I still like it very much."
"Yeah." Pharm groaned softly. Senior grabbed his hand and
slid across his broad shoulders and then went down more
and more. Pharm's heart trembled: "Senior..."

"Come on, senior will help you... well."

The young man swears secretly in his heart.

Next time he won't come to Dean-senpai's house to live

alone like this.

The 11th Songkran Festival

Today Pharm woke up early because he was going to the

temple with his grandmother and Dean brother. After the
completion of the merit and generosity, the two went to
each elder to receive the blessing of holy water. It started
with grandmother and then to Dean's parents.
Unfortunately, Pharm's mummy was still in the United
States, so they ran to Sin's house and visited uncle.

The jasmine rice scented rice cooked by Pharm made his

uncle smile, but when he saw that Dean was about to do a
namaste to himself, he felt a little bit like a throat. Maybe it
was because he felt that Dean was his elder brother in his
life, and he didn't know whether he should let him pour holy
water to bless him. But Dean didn't want to let him salute in
any way. He had to sit in his seat a little embarrassed to
accept Dean's blessing, and performed a blessing ceremony
for Dean.

In the afternoon, every good friend made an appointment to

go to Siam Square for a water fight.
"Have you been out yet?" Team's voice seemed to be higher
and lower than the noise around him. It seemed that he
should have arrived at Siam Square.

"It's coming out, it's almost here! Wait a minute." Pharm

was wearing a gray T-shirt and a pair of Scottish plaid
shorts, leaning on Dean's shoulder.

Today, the captain of the swimming team wore a dark blue

vest with a line of English letters hot-stamped on the vest,
while wearing a knee-length navy blue shorts.

"Team has arrived." Pharm put the phone back in the

waterproof bag, and then smiled at Dean. Dean stroked
Pharm's head with his big hand, then slid down to grab the
opponent's hand. Today the entire carriage is packed with
people, and it is estimated that no one will pay attention to
their actions.

"Remember to dry your body quickly after playing in the

water." Dean looked at this little brother who was excited
about the upcoming water gun battle and made a
heartwarming reminder, "Otherwise, someone will be dizzy
again."

"Oh, my body is strong!" The little brother who was

recovering from the cold hurriedly showed off, but when his
eyes met his lover's smiling eyes, he immediately strained
his face, "No Weak as you are." Of course this sentence was
mumbling to himself.

"Who do you think is weak?" Dean asked back, pretending

to be angry.

Pharm curled his lips, "No, uh~ we're here!" He quickly

changed the subject and reminded him by pulling his lover's
sleeve.
At the moment, the Siam Square LRT station is more
crowded than cans filled with sardines. Someone would like
to thank the stalwart "high wall" in front of him for helping
him open the way, so that he can easily pass through the
crowd and get out of the station. After some "fights" with
other passengers, the two finally arrived weakly at the
agreed place.

"What's wrong with you? We haven't started fighting yet!"

Team couldn't help but laugh when seeing his two friends
being squeezed into a disheveled look. Then Team threw the
water gun in their hands into their hands, "Ah, this is yours."

Pharm quickly grabbed his water gun, and at the same time
turned around to look at the water gun in Dean's hand.
Pharm couldn't help laughing, because he saw Dean's
posture and felt like he was going to the battlefield, instead
of playing comfortably with others.

The four of them entered the venue through a crowded

crowd. There is no doubt that none of them were spared
along the way, and they were soaked with water. Pharm was
secretly laughing, because he took the opportunity to hide
behind his friends. Team couldn't bear it and quickly aimed
at Pharm's head and fired two shots. And Win became a
sweet potato, perhaps because the vest fabric he wore was
too little, and the sexy tattoos on his body were looming,
giving people the feeling of a bad boy. So the girls all came
to him and sprayed ice water that represented blessing and
love. The more you go inside, the more people there will be,
and in the end everyone can no longer go inside.

"Oh." I don't know who started a large-scale counterattack

with the water pipe, causing a jet of water to be shot into
Pharm's eyes. He immediately felt a little uncomfortable in
his eyes, so he quickly rubbed it.
"Don't mess around." A domineering voice came, and while
a big hand stroked his head, he hurriedly stopped.

"Oh, there is love!" someone shouted loudly.

"Holding together!"

Did not hug together! ! !

"Is the water in the eyes?" The other party quickly asked
gently in his ears.

Before Pharm could answer, he felt an irresistible force

pulling himself into the other party's arms, and the other
party also used a thick arm to resist the continuous jet of
water from the "enemy".

"It's a bit tingling."

"Where." Dean gently lifted Pharm's chin up with his index

finger, trying to see Pharm's eyes, "a little red." Then Dean
was about to take off his wet clothes and wanted to wipe
Pharm off. .

"Oh oh oh oh oh yeah~"

The girls standing near them all hurriedly exclaimed when

they saw Dean's dark abdominal muscles. Pharm hurriedly
stopped when they saw it and stroked the corners of his
lover's clothes.

"I...I'm fine, don't wipe it."

Dean frowned and watched Pharm still grasping his hand

that was about to undress, then turned his head to look at
the big sisters and little sisters who were screaming next to
him, even the ladyboy sisters Can't help but wink at both of
them. Dean thought about it carefully, and finally knew why
Pharm insisted not to let himself wipe it for him.

"Are you jealous?"

Pharm pouted and made a proud look. Although Dean is a

swimmer, it is common to wear swimming trunks to show
his body in front of people, but this does not mean that his
sexy and attractive carcass can be seen by any pheasant! !

Thinking of this, Dean couldn't help laughing, then hugged

Pharm's head tightly under his armpit. Pharm did not show
weakness, and quickly beat Dean's biceps a few times. In
the end, Dean was willing to let go and hooked his
boyfriend's neck instead, his face was filled with an
unconcealable happiness.

"Look at you smiling like a sunflower, huh! Jealousy makes

me ugly." Win, who had already taken off his clothes, ran
over and beat Dean's arm vigorously, then rolled his eyes.

"It's rare to see, someone is going to be jealous at last."

Team teased without mercy. Pharm hurriedly gave him an
eye knife.

"Not jealous!"

"Really?" Dean gave another fatal blow, then rubbed

Pharm's head with his big hand again.

In the end, this year's Songkran Festival celebrations also

came to an end in the wet guard battles in the city.

"Snee!"

"Let's take a look." Dean, who had just walked out of the
bathroom, frowned when he saw it. "They called for you to
come back quickly. You have to get wet and go eat ice
cream with Team."

"Because it's really delicious." I was trying to dry my body.

"Naughty." Dean sat on the bed, then picked up the

hairdryer to help his lover blow his hair loose.

"Oh yeah~ don't mess with me, brother Dean." Pharm

squinted quickly because his hair was being pulled by Dean.
Finally, when the sound of the hair dryer stopped, Pharm
thought he had finally survived, but he shouted louder, "Oh!
Dean brother!"

I got bitten on my nose! !

"Punish you," he turned around and put the hair dryer back
in the drawer, "Go to bed now!" Then he was about to reach
out and turn off the bedside lamp.

"Wait a minute." He took his lover's hand.

"...?"

Pharm turned around and sat on Dean’s lap, "It's..." His

voice was full of shyness. When he raised his head and
stared at the other person’s eyes, he didn’t expect the other
person to look at him affectionately. This made him even
more shy.

"In the past year, if I did anything bad, I want to apologize to

you." After speaking, he buried his head in the opponent's
chest with red face. Pharm’s family has this tradition on the
Songkran Festival every year. Generally, he and his younger
brother will ask forgiveness from the elders in the family.
But he wasn't sure if he should do this to his boyfriend. Then
he thought about it, anyway Dean is considered his elder,
and he won't lose anything anyway.

"Brother?" He saw that there was no response from the

other party, and quickly raised his head to look. Shouldn't
he really do this?

"You're going to die!" Dean's throat heard the decisive roar.

"Uh...ahhhh"

Then Pharm ushered in the other party's second round of

"love hugs" today. Pharm leaned on Dean's chest and was
squeezed and yelled. A scent of soap burst into his nostrils
from time to time, making him feel refreshed.

Dean lowered his head and kissed the opponent's cheek

vigorously, then swam gently on the opponent's cheek with
the tip of his nose, and finally his mouth stayed on the
opponent's lips.

Dean reached over and gently pinched the opponent's chin,

then slowly raised it, and finally lowered his head to send
the affectionate kiss.

"Brother teaches you personally..."

Team-Do you want to drink milk? /Stretch a carton of milk

over/

Pharm-/shakes his head dazedly/

Extra Twelve Will you...

Seniors in bachelor uniforms cheered in a corner of the
campus. Those college students who had just graduated all
had joyful smiles on their faces. They finally graduated
successfully.

Pharm sent the envelope in his hand to the freshman

students who came to observe the ceremony, and gave
each a box of snacks, which made the group of children on
the scene respectful. At the same time, Pharm didn't forget
to glance around, looking for the familiar face.

"Pharm, you sit down and rest first." Mom helped the elder
son hold the bouquet, and then sat down on the bench
under the tree. And his brother Phumi is closing his eyes
and resting, because he is still adjusting the jet lag. The two
of them have come from the United States for a week, just
to attend the graduation ceremony of Pharm.

"Well, are you tired?" Sin came to help as a driver today. He

saw his brother gave him a big smile, and couldn't help but
touch his brother's head indulgently.

"Where's Sorn?" asked Sin's lover, and took a sip of iced tea
in a thermos to soothe the heat.

"Over there, I'm helping Dean and Grandma Ann." As he

said, he pointed his chin in the direction.

Today is also a good day for Dean to graduate with a

master's degree, and his sister is a bachelor's degree. The
two siblings were being captured by their parents and
grandmother and surrounded by them to take a group
photo. Due to too many photos taken, their heads stiffened
in the end. Pharm couldn't help laughing at this scene.

Because Dean was looking around, his eyes were full of

anxiety, and he knew who he was looking for.
Pharm hurriedly got up and ran over, hiding behind the tall
man, and then hugged him violently, causing the former
swimming team captain to be stunned.

"I'm here!"

The beautiful eyes slowly turned from a trace of

consternation to tenderness.

Tenderness is like water, lingering smoke.

"Sweat comes out after the photo is taken, you see, you are
sweating profusely." After speaking, Pharm quickly took out
a tissue to wipe the sweat. After so many years, Pharm has
already developed immunity to the strange eyes of people
around him.

"Okay, I will go home and take a shower and change

clothes, and then go out to eat. Win has already booked a
box in the hotel to wait for us."

Pharm nodded obediently. Win had just returned from the

UK, as if he had just finished his master's graduation
ceremony. After the ceremony, he rushed back to Thailand
non-stop to participate in Zhaoteam's bachelor's graduation
ceremony. The hotel I'm going to tonight is also owned by
the Win family.

Today should be the most crowded day. Whether it is Dean's

family and grandmother Ann, Pharm's family, or Sorn and
Sin, or Zhaoteam and Win, Manao and Preuk's family, Dell
and Alex are all here.

Such a happy day made Pharm reluctant to dare to have

any extravagant hopes.
"Congratulations on graduation!" There was a burst of
unanimous cheers at the dinner table, and everyone raised
their drinks to toast to express their joy.

"By the way, Pharm, has your shop been renovated?" Manao
stretched her head and asked her closest friend. She
remembered that Pharm and Dean were going to live
together and had to open a small restaurant together so
that Pharm could take care of it.

"The work will be completed in about a month, so don't

forget to come and join us by then."

"You have to come! I will be your first customer!" Manao

laughed cheerfully, and turned around to tell Preuk to let
him write down the opening date of the new store on his
mobile phone, in case he would forget it. .

"When the time comes, I will handle the flower baskets for
the opening of the new store." The flower shop owner
blinked his eyes playfully. The Preuk family runs a flower
plantation, and he also has his own flower shop. Manao
once mentioned to Pharm that sometimes Preuk would go
abroad to participate in flower auctions on behalf of his
family.

"If you need labor, you must speak up. The labor fee is a lot
of food for me." Team also volunteered immediately.

"Give him two bags of Lay's potato chips." Win also

hurriedly interjected.

After Pharm heard it, there was endless joy on his face. After
hearing it, Team hurriedly gave Win a kick under the table,
and then the two started playing with spears again, making
everyone present laugh.
"On the eve of the opening of the new store, I guess it will
be very busy." Manao looked a little depressed. The job she
found was a flight attendant, and the company stipulated
that new employees would go abroad for training in the next
three months.

"Yeah, but the preparatory work has been completed very

quickly." Pharm counted his fingers. "All the furniture and
everything are bought, and the kitchen utensils are also
ready. It is estimated that the busiest two or three days
before opening will be the busiest. It."

"Give yourself some time to travel and relax." Dell also

made a suggestion, "I just graduated, and a week off is not
bad."

The young man turned to glance at his lover, then shook his
head: "It's okay."

In fact, Pharm also wanted to travel with Dean for a

honeymoon, but Dean was going to have a two-week
meeting in the United States, so their travel plan has been
postponed. For Pharm, as long as he can follow Dean for two
or three days to climb mountains or sunbathe on the beach,
he feels very satisfied.

If you want to ask Pharm if loneliness is not, he should

answer "a little bit". But if his loneliness embarrassed Dean,
he would rather choose to stay at home alone.

"Dean, when are you leaving?" Pharm's mother suddenly

asked, so that she could remember the specific departure
time. After Dean heard it, he quickly took out his mobile
phone to check his itinerary.

"Tomorrow is about to take off at noon."

"Did you write down my address in the U.S.?" Pharm's
mother said quickly this time, "There is also a phone
number. Come to my house for dinner if you have time."

"It's all there." Dean turned the phone screen to show his
lover's mother.

Pharm feels a little bit lost because mother and brother will
take a late-night flight back to the United States late
tonight. After all, mother's shop has not been opened for
several days, and Dean has to go there for two weeks on
business. Thinking of this, Pharm couldn't help feeling a
little depressed. Although he has made up his mind to live
alone in Thailand for a while, he will still be a little lonely if
no one is with him.

"What's the matter with you?" The other party asked with
concern in his characteristic low voice, while gently covering
his hand on Pharm's palm. Pharm raised his head to look at
his lover's face, squinted, and held his hand tightly at the
same time.

"I just feel a little lonely." His expression on the face, in

Dean's eyes, was nothing short of pity.

"Oh oh yeah, don't think that there are only you two!" Team
looked aside for a long time, but finally couldn't help but
stretched out his fingers to pretend to complain angrily.
Seeing his good friends and seniors showing their affection
here without anyone else, Team was almost gritted with
jealousy.

"Why are you interrupting people!" Dell and Manao rushed

over, quickly knocked out Team's fingers, accusing Team of
hindering them from eating sugar. They watched quietly,
but they did not expect to be ruined by this ignorant brat.
Pharm's face was red and hot immediately, he quickly
turned his head to look at his father and mother, feeling
more embarrassed. Because a group of elders were sitting
there and smiling at their behavior, Pharm wanted to bury
his head under the table, and finally wanted to hide his
whole body under the table, and then took the opportunity
to slip away. .

Pharm hurriedly adjusted his state and winked at his good

friend, which seemed to be saying, "Don't let me catch you
for showing your affection, otherwise you will be ridiculed."
However, Team didn't care. He rolled his eyes and took a
small fork to poke the dessert to eat. When he put the
dessert into his mouth, he also raised his eyebrows
specially, which made Pharm even more angry~

When he finally knew that he couldn't cure Team, Pharm had

to open his mouth and make a biting action out of thin air. In
the end, everyone burst into laughter, all immersed in the
ocean of happiness.

Suvarnabhumi International Airport is crowded as usual. It

was already late at night when the two returned home the
night before, so Pharm fell asleep after a while after taking a
bath. It was too early when Pharm woke up in the morning,
it was too late for him to do anything. Fortunately, Dean
wakes up early in the morning and takes care of everything
in order. This makes Pharm feel a little guilty. The closer
Pharm approached the gate, the tighter Pharm held his
lover's clothes, his eyes full of loss and loneliness. The two
of them walked all the way to the passport control gate.

"Call me when you get there. If you can't find mom's shop,
just send me a message, did you bring a U-shaped pillow?
Oh, you are in business class, so you shouldn't feel too tired
of your legs."
Dean opened those gray and green eyes and looked at his
lover affectionately, full of smiles. Obviously all this has
been arranged, but Pharm is still emphasizing, with a
worried look on his face. Coupled with Pharm's downcast
look, how could Dean bear to leave him here alone?

"If you are so worried about me, then go together."

"Oh! You went to work!" Pharm chuckled a few times. It

seemed that his behavior just now was too capricious and
Dean couldn't stand it. "Go in, or we won't be able to board
the plane in a while." Saying wow, Pharm pushed Dean's
broad back until it reached the gate.

The staff smiled at the two of them, and at the same time
noticed the hands of the two closely held together. Pharm is
a little embarrassed, he is not shy, but afraid of being said
by his lover. He felt that he should leave instead of queuing
in here with Dean brother.

"Two people." Dean handed the passport and ticket to the

staff for inspection. Two familiar passports with vermilion
cover were carefully opened by the staff. The staff carefully
compared the photos on the front page of the two
passports, and then returned the passport tickets politely,
making an invitation to enter.

Wait!

wait a moment! ! !

Pharm walked in with his lover with a look of shock, his mind
went blank. Immediately, he was pulled to the security
checkpoint by his lover for security check. After going
through the security check ignorantly, he was pulled to the
boarding gate by his lover again...until he was sitting on the
plane.
"Brother Dean..."

"Huh?" Dean responded with a smile, turning around to help

Pharm fasten his seat belt, but his expression was calm at
this time.

"Why... uh... ah." Pharm slumped in his seat as a sign of

surrender.

Obviously I was deceived, I deliberately deceived myself! !

Passports, air tickets, maybe, Dean now has some of his
clothes in his suitcase. No wonder that Dean was weird in
the morning, and he looked back when he left the house and
closed the door, as if the house would be unoccupied for a
while.

"I don't want you to be alone." Dean's big hand held

Pharm's small hand tightly. "Looking at your lonely look, how
dare I let you stay here alone."

"But you are going to work..." Pharm rubbed his lover's hand
to hide his embarrassment, "I don't want to disturb you."

"No interruption." Dean shook Pharm's hand lightly, then

bowed his head and asked the back of his hand personally,
"Trust me."

The white face turned red in an instant, and Pharm hurriedly

twisted his face in the other direction, and then muttered.

"Then believe you."

Can't believe it! !

Since the two were together, Pharm also knows how Dean's
brother loves to tease him, but this time he really never
expected it.
After the plane arrived at JFK Airport, Dean led him through
the crowd non-stop, and hurriedly pushed the luggage out of
the airport after he got his luggage. After coming out to look
around for a while, Dean pulled Pharm towards a car that
had been waiting for a long time. It was not someone else
who was driving, it was Phumi. Although Phumi didn't look
very happy, he took the two of them to the house smoothly,
and drove them to Pharm's bedroom to take a break from
jet lag.

So my mother and brother also conspired with Dean to lie to

him?

"Brother Dean, what else have you not confessed?"

Dean, who was packing his luggage, turned to look at his

lover who was sitting on the bed. At this time, Pharm's face
was gloomy. He stuck his tongue out, then walked over and
laid himself beside his lover, half lying on the bed, turning
his beautiful eyes, staring at the ceiling covered with star
stickers. Although Pharm's bedroom is not big, it gives
people a warm feeling. There is a bookshelf in the room and
a wooden shelf with his childhood toys. Pharm mentioned to
him before that this house belonged to his aunt, and
because their family often came here, he had a room of his
own.

"This is the first time I saw your room in America."

"Huh, don't change the subject." Pharm turned his body

around and jabbed his chin on the other's broad chest
muscles.

"Do you want to know?" Dean blinked his sly eyes, making it
hard to trust.

"Just... I must want to know."

"Um..." Dean deliberately prolonged the sound. In the end
Pharm had to directly scratch Dean's sensitive parts.
Eventually Dean had to surrender and confess, "I'm not here
to work."

"Wow."

"I want to travel with you." As he finished speaking, he

gently hooked his lover's waist and pulled his lover gently so
that Pharm's face was on the same level as his own.

Pharm wrinkled his nose and said, "If so, you can tell me
well and I will take you on a trip. Where do you want to go?
Liberty? Times Square? Central Park? Empire State Building?
Broadway?" , I counted all the famous sights in New York
and counted with my fingers. He counted it and found out,
"Wait a minute, haven't you already been to New York?" He
just enumerated those items, I guess the other party has
already been there.

"I have been here, but it's been a long time, so I can go
again." Dean said as he stroked his lover's back.

"Then I will take you to Katz's Delicatessen for sandwiches.

The sandwiches in that store are super delicious! There are
also many delicious mobile stalls on Madison Square." When
it comes to food, Pharm feels immediately When he gets
better, he gets excited when he thinks that he can play with
Brother Dean and take him to the restaurants he used to eat
when he was a kid. He really wants to take Dean to the
shops where he went alone before. Although those places
are not as attractive as well-known attractions, they still
occupy a very important place in his memory...

It's like playing a jigsaw puzzle. There are many small pieces
of memory constantly added to make my memory more
complete.
"I want to walk around here."

After the two played almost once in the suburbs of New York
City, their comfortable days in New York are coming to an
end. With two or three days left, they will set off for
Thailand. A few days ago, Sin also sent them photos of the
restaurant's renovation progress. Judging from the photos,
the completion degree is close to 100%. Fortunately, there
is such an excellent architect to help them supervise the
work, otherwise they would not be able to have such a fun.

Today Dean called Pharm to go out and took a walk in the

community near his home. Fortunately, Pharm's home is
located in the suburbs, so the surrounding environment is
very quiet and there is no too much noise. The air is fresh,
neither hot nor cold. Pharm felt a little strange when he saw
the corner of his mouth looking at him with a smile.

"Why is this expression?"

"Am I going to be prepared to accept some big shock?" After

the last big surprise, Pharm began to be vigilant at all times,
ready to meet the unexpected surprises of the other party,
or fright? But this time Dean was just there laughing and
saying nothing else.

There is a small park near Pharm's home, and there is an

elementary school just a little later, where some pupils are
doing sports. The two walked slowly along the road, and
occasionally saw their neighbors walking with their pet
dogs, and they would stop to take a look. Tired of walking,
the two will also choose to sit down at a small coffee shop
on the side of the road and order a cup of coffee to relax.
Sometimes it's even more of doing nothing, just looking at
the sky in a daze.
"There is a church there. Although it is small, it is really
beautiful inside. When I was young, my aunt liked to take
me to play there." Pharm pointed to a small church not far
away that looked ordinary. There was a light of nostalgia in
his eyes, presumably in memory of the gone time of
childhood.

Dean glanced at his watch, then smiled and nodded in

agreement. Then he took Pharm's hand and walked into the
church. This action immediately made Pharm happier, who
was obsessed with childhood memories, so Pharm half-ran
and half-jumped holding his lover's hand and ran forward,
because he really wanted his lover to see his favorite
places.

"I like it here..."

"Congratulations!!!"

Pharm was taken aback by the sudden shout. His pupils

were so wide that he looked around in a hurry, his mouth
opened wide, and he couldn't say anything.

The church that he was most familiar with when he was a

child is beautifully decorated today, covered with flowers
everywhere, and the air is full of fragrance. The priest was
standing not far away chatting with a middle-aged woman
who looked like Dean's mother, and the people who were
busy with things seemed to be Sorn and Sin. All the people
they knew were smiling at them, causing Pharm to start to
doubt whether he was in the United States or Thailand.

"this is…"

"How is it!" Even the best friend Team, who is least likely to
be here, suddenly didn't know where he came out from and
gave him a big hug. Then Manao appeared in front of Pharm
just like a fairy descending to the world, and put a set of
groom's clothes into Pharm's hand, who was still out of
condition.

"Go and change clothes." Manao said while pushing Pharm.

She had been worried about whether the two would show up
at the agreed time. Dean is really amazing. He successfully
lied to Pharm, took him around in circles, and stopped to
drink coffee from time to time to see the sky, for fear that
the two would arrive at the church before the agreed time.
In the process, Dean also secretly sent Win a message to
report the latest whereabouts of the two.

Really cunning home!

"Wait a minute, wait a minute, what does this mean, what's

the matter, why?" Pharm turned his head and asked, while
Manao blindly pushed him towards the locker room. Team
was also "helping the abuser" and finally succeeded Pharm
pushed into a small room and handed him the clothes.

"Hurry up and put on your clothes, Pharm." Mom walked

over with a big smile. At this moment, the smile on his
mother's face was the happiest one he had ever seen in his
life. Pharm glanced at the clothes in his hand again, it
turned out to be a pure white groom's dress.

Pharm's heart began to beat rapidly until his hands were

about to tremble.

"Mom...this is..."

The mother first stretched out her hand and stroked Pharm's
cheek gently, and then she embraced Pharm in her arms.
She also kept her hand stroking her son's back, comforting
his nervous heart.
Calm down," the two of them separated, but mother's hands
were still holding Pharm's cold hands tightly, "Today is your
big day. "

"I..." Pharm's eyes began to flicker with tears, it was not that
he didn't know what was about to happen.

He... is about to get married.

His thin lips were closed tightly, allowing his mother and
friends to help him change clothes and blow his hair. After a
while, he was pulled out of the room by everyone. As soon
as he stepped out of the door, he saw a crowd of guests
who had been waiting in the church for a long time.

Grandma, Win, Team, Manao, Preuk, Dell, Don, Alex, Sorn,

Sin and others all stood on both sides of the central aisle of
the church.

The warm tears have filled his eyes unconsciously.

"You must be happy, child." Mom hugged the elder son

tightly, kissed him on the cheeks on the left and right sides,
and then gave him a light push to move forward.

"Old age with white head, brat!" Team also hurriedly

stepped forward and hugged Pharm tightly. At the same
time, he patted Pharm's back vigorously and pushed him
forward after a while.

"We will marry behind your back!" Manao squeezed Pharm's

face and twisted it back and forth like a prank.

Everyone sent blessings and hugs to Pharm one after

another, and the distance from the door to the altar
gradually shortened. Brother Dean is standing in front of
him in a snow-white suit, and there is a warm smile on his
face, making it impossible to look away.

"...You must be considerate of each other, and the little

quarrel, remember to reconcile in time, child." Grandma Ann
was the last one in the queue, and saw her holding Pharm
tightly, and then using her dry and trembling one The hand
stroked Pharm's face lightly. At this time, Pharm's face was
already full of tears, but he couldn't take care of these, and
quickly bowed his head to bow to his grandmother, and
pressed his forehead against his grandmother's forehead.

"..."

"Intouch..."

"...Sister Ann..." Pharm suddenly felt a warm current in his

body, as if it was about to explode.

"I hope...my good brother can live a happy life with his
lover..." Ann said softly in Pharm's ear, "Don't make a
temper with your Korn brother anymore."

"...I...I love...I love my sister...Now I am very happy, really

happy."

Ann took out a tissue to wipe away the tears, then turned
around to hold Dean's hand tightly.

"Then I will leave my brother to you..."

Dean nodded, he held Pharm's hand tightly, helped him up,

and led him to the altar.

"The ritual hasn't started yet, your eyes are crying and
swollen." Dean teased again with his unique low voice,
Pharm raised his head and looked at his lover, trying to
block his choke in his body.

"I was really scared by you!"

"What I want is this effect."

"Everyone is working together to lie to me!"

"Because everyone wants you to be happy."

Pharm pursed his mouth, then nodded by default.

He was about to be filled with this happiness to overflow.

A simple and peaceful little wedding ceremony was grandly

held in this church, with blessings from relatives and friends
one after another, various flowers were flying in the sky,
everyone’s faces were covered with smiles, even the
raindrops floating in the grass reflected Shine of happiness.

The two looked at each other affectionately, although the

conversation between the two was very slow, but every
word was so sweet and unusual.

"Will you marry me?"

"I do."

Extraordinary 13 Bear Child 1

Everyone monkey, I am Dell’s sweetheart, the naughty bag

in the eyes of Uncle Team, and the fat pig in Pharm’s mouth.
I am 2 years old this year! It just so happened that my
mommy and dad went to the crew to film, so I was sent to
the home of Pharm Shu and Dean Shu.

"Little fat pig~" I seemed to hear Uncle Pharm whispering to

me while gently shaking my little hand. Actually I woke up a
long time ago, but I was too lazy to move, so I closed my
eyes and pretended to continue sleeping. I think teasing
Uncle Pharm is a very fun thing. If he doesn't kiss me, I will
never open my eyes.

"Last night it was too hilarious." This time I changed to a

deeper voice, and then a big hand picked me up.

Ow~ No kiss...

I pretended to stretch a little, and then rubbed my eyes to

look at the person who was holding me.

"Sichuan..." After I said, I spread my arms and hugged Dean

Shizhao tightly. Although Dean is very kind, he is sometimes
fierce to me, especially when it comes to Uncle Pharm.

"Hurry up and take a shower, your Team will come over

later, don't you miss him?"

"Deam Shu..." (the child slurred "Team" as "Deam") I

immediately shouted excitedly. Team Shusi is a very fun
person, I like to play around with him, but... this means that
Win Shusi will follow along.

The thought of this made me faint, letting Dean Shumi help

me take a bath. At the same time, I stretched out my hand
and touched his abdomen secretly. Why is it not as soft as
mine. Further down...

"What are you looking at?" As my gaze slowly moved down,

Dean squeezed my nose lightly, then patted my forehead
again.

"Hey~" I immediately responded with a pure smile, I just

want to explore the mysteries of the body.

Soon after, I wore this Pampers diaper with a bear pattern

and followed Pharm into the kitchen.

"Grumbling." As soon as I smelled the scent of steamed

eggs, my stomach began to gurgle, and Pharm sukiyaki was
super delicious!

"I know you're hungry, come." Then Pharm Shu took me to

the children's chair, "Feed you Shu, so you don't have to
take a bath again."

I nodded without hesitation, then opened my mouth like a

chick waiting to be fed, bite after bite, and soon I will finish
eating!

Boo!

Pharm Shumiao gave a big kiss on my forehead as a reward.

I smiled shyly, then reached out my little hand and touched
my forehead. Every time Pharm Shuo does this action, Dean
Shuo will unconsciously look up at the ceiling.

"Hey, kid boy, have you finished your meal?"

A familiar voice suddenly came in, and I slapped the table

with my hands in excitement. At the same time, my legs
were shaking back and forth, and my mouth could not close
together.

"Deam Shufan!!!"
"Fortunately, I didn't call you Teen (it means "foot" in
Thai)..." Another voice came over immediately, and the
smile on my face immediately froze.

"What are you talking about, get out, tweeted~ I want to

play with my eldest nephew. Come on, let Shu Mi kiss!"
Team Shu Mi grabbed me and kissed both sides of my face. I
missed him so much and took a bite.

Ahhhhh!

"Hey! Hahahaha, the little guy has learned to bite his nose!"
Team Shu yelled happily, looking at the child in his arms
with a fond look.

Yeah yeah~

"Enough, are you hungry?"

This time, it was not Team Shu's mouth that met my mouth,
but Win Shu's big hand reaching out to block me... Cut!

"Ah, oooooooooo~" Don't worry, let's cry first, let's start by

scaring everyone.

"Oh, it's really troublesome." Win Shu Mi shook his head,

then took me into his arms, and then gently rubbed my little
cheek.

It’s a pity that everyone here knows that I’m a small drama
master, oh no, it seems that I should be called "small drama
bone" better. So none of them cares about the two tears I
squeezed out.

"Shu, woo." I deliberately stretched out my little hand to

grab Win Shu's hair, and lightly slapped him on the cheek,
but he didn't mean to scold me. He just put me on his knees
and took the bottle from Pharm Shu, dangling it in front of
me.

"Humph." I stopped crying immediately. Well, then I will

truce with you first. When the pacifier was stuffed into my
mouth, I immediately adjusted my posture and lay
comfortably in Win Shu's arms. At this moment, I saw the
tattoos on Win Shu's arm through a little tear in my eyes. I
really like those patterns, they are really cool.

"Every time you cry, Win hugs you on your knees before you
are willing to stop." Team smiled adoringly, then took a
piece of fruity mung bean kernel and sent it to his mouth.
Today, Pharm made fruity mung bean kernels and prepared
them to be sold in the store, so Team also has the
opportunity to feast on it.

"The little guy doesn't know how much he likes Win." Dean
smiled, then glanced at the little guy in Win's arms again,
the little guy was already a little sleepy.

"Yeah, I said I like Team sichuan, but my eyes are always

looking for Win sichuan. Who is this temperament like?"
After Pharm finished, he felt stunned.

The three pairs of eyes all looked at the Team who was
enjoying the fruity mung bean kernels. Team almost choked
on dessert, grabbed a glass of water and drank it.

"Whose nephew is like who." Team looked at Pharm and

Dean unwillingly, but the eyes of the two counterattacked
made Team embarrassed again, "Hungry, hungry! Where
can I have food?" Team While complaining, I didn't forget to
pick up the dessert and stuff it into my mouth, and then
walked to the kitchen. Pharm couldn't help laughing, and
then followed up and hooked his old friend's neck with his
hand, ready to find him food.
"What about you?" Dean lowered his head and asked Win,
who was touching the little guy gently.

"Let him finish the milk first." Win nodded, then looked down
at the little guy.

The little guy's eyes are closed, but his mouth is still sucking
milk instinctively. He likes to hold the strong arms of adults,
he likes to play with Team, likes the food made by Pharm,
and he likes to hold Dean.

Let me eat and drink enough to sleep for a while, and then I
will get up later and play with a few of them to my heart's
content!

Fourteen Bear Kids 2

Everyone, do you remember me? I am that chubby little fat

pig! To be honest, my name is Adrian, but no one calls me
by this name, ooh.

A few days ago, my sister was born! The whole body is red
and red, super cute. Her name is Nalin, and her nickname is
Bua.

Why does she have a Thai name? Because little Bua is the
daughter of Aunt Manao. I love her very much, I want to
declare sovereignty to you!

"Bham Shu..." I threw an invincible and lovely look at Pharm

Shu, "I'm going to find Bua, find Bua." I started my best at
acting cute, because I really miss Sister Bua.
"My sister is still very young. When she grows up a little bit,
I will take you to find her again." Pharm Shu Mi picked me
up and put me on her knees, and then kissed my chubby
cheek vigorously. A bite.

Okay, let's listen to you.

"Grow up soon, I don't want BuaBua to have a boyfriend." I

looked serious, but Dean and Win were almost choked by
the water, and Team patted his knees vigorously and
laughed.

"When did you little guy learn the word'boyfriend'?" Dean

flicked his nephew's forehead. This question is going to be
asked to Dell, how do you usually take care of the child, and
actually let the child go to see those soap operas performed
by his father.

The little guy shook his head, "Hen said, Spicy Blue Pot
Friends is God Horse Dongdong?"

Dean glanced at his lover slantingly, and Pharm's face was

already hot.

"A boyfriend is someone who loves each other." Rubbing

that chubby round face lightly.

"What the hell is love in love?" The little guy looked puzzled,
and at the same time raised his head to look at Pharm.

"Yeah..." Pharm pretended to be thoughtful, "I'm someone

who misses me all the time! I think of each other for
anything, and I want to share happy and unhappy things
with him."

The little guy frowned because he still didn't understand.

"Little guy." Team couldn't help but stretched out his hand to
pinch the little guy's little nose, "The boyfriend relationship
is like you Dean and Pharm."

Both Dean and Pharm were stunned, they had specifically

dismissed themselves as examples.

"Oh, yes, yes! Bham always loves Dean! There is so much

love!" The little guy opened his arms, "Bham said before."

"Hush~" Pharm was trying to cover the little fat pig's mouth,
but it was too late. The other three people who were there
all looked at Pharm with a playful look, especially Dean.
After he heard this kind of childish words, his eyes were full
of endless tenderness. At this time, Pharm wanted to dig a
tunnel directly on the spot and escaped. After all, this is
really embarrassing.

"What are the special people?"

"It's very similar to her boyfriend." Pharm hurriedly

preempted, for fear that the little fat pig would say
something indescribable.

"Ah! Win and Team are also boyfriends!" He giggled while

pointing at the two handsome guys beside him.

"Hey!!!" Team yelled, this is bad, this is bad!

Win raised his eyebrows, "Why do you say that?" While

speaking, he also reached out and hooked Team to prevent
him from running away.

"Because Team Shu said, you are him..."

"Don't!!! Little cute!! Do you want to eat ice cream? I'll buy
it for you in a while, oops, Win, let me go." The team is
trying to break each other's fingers.

"Keep on talking, after a while, I will take you to Sister Bua."

"Yeah! Bua Bua!" He clapped his hands excitedly, "Team

said you are his most special person!"

Team opened his mouth, and at the same time his face was
hot, and then he said an swear word silently.

The four adults looked at each other, each of them felt

differently, shy, self-sufficient, contented...and elated.

The little guy smiled so that his mouth was grinning.

Although he did not know what happened to the four adults
at this time, he only knew that he could see Sister Bua soon,
and he could also eat ice cream. Remember these That's
enough!

Am I good?

Bear kid 3

Put on a light-colored vest.

Put on a cool baseball cap.

Put on jeans with torn knees.

Finally put on Onitsuka canvas shoes.

"So handsome!"

"Pretty pretty boy!"

This three-year-old kid is standing there with his hips
akimbo, smiling. He is showing off his new clothes to the
opposite person. At this time, he has been sent to the
homes of the people by his parents one day. The young man
standing across from the little kid laughed. He really wanted
to rush up and bite the kid hard.

"You are also very beautiful in Team Shu." The kid praised
each other in a very interesting manner.

"Huh, you're so coquettish, where do you want me to take

you?" After saying that, he bent down and picked up the kid,
and the kid also took the opportunity to hug the other's
neck.

"Narnia."

"Huh? Narnia?" The name is a bit familiar, like the name of

an old movie. How to get there? Walk through the closet?

"Hahahaha."

"Woo, I'm going to Narnia! Win, you are not allowed to laugh
at me!!" The little guy quickly turned his head to look at
Win. At this time, Win had been sitting on the sofa watching
them for a while.

"I'm sorry, ooh." Win pretended to wipe his tears with his
hands, "Team, what he meant is that you want you to take
him to Kidzania, the children's world in the mall."

"Oh, OK OK, Narnia is Narnia." Team gave his nephew a

strong kiss. Today Dell brought the children over to take
care of them again because she has a job. Originally, she
wanted to take Pham there, but it happened that Pham and
Dean went to America. Therefore, she had to quickly find
these two "spare tires." When the kid came today, he was
already dressed coolly! And it’s not someone else who
bought him this fashionable dress, but the little guy’s father
Alex! Alex always likes to dress his son fashionable.

"Get up and go, Go, Go, Narnia." Win quickly got up,
grabbed the car key, and kissed the kid hard on the cheek.
Then, Win quickly blocked the eyes of the kid in Team's
arms, and took the opportunity to give Team a strong kiss
on the cheek.

"you!!!"

"Kiss, be polite, children are here!" Win put his hand to his
lips and made a kiss. However, the response to this action
was the ferocious gaze of Team's gritted teeth.

Narnia-oh Kidzania is right-a bit big, a lot of kids running

around there, a little confused. The kid is still a little young,
and the two guardians have to pay another money to look
after him.

"Why don't you let the adults play it? I want to try this to put
out the fire." Team stood by and watched the little kid
spraying water on the building, having fun. He didn't have
to play with this kind of stuff when he was young.

Win raised his eyebrows, "Then you go outside to get a

water gun." After speaking, he stretched out his big hand
and kept fiddle with Team's hair.

Team quickly pulled the big hand away and grinned at Win
at the same time, and then smoothed his own hair,
changing the hairstyle back to the way it was before. After a
while, the kid ran back, acting like a baby and said that he
wanted to play elsewhere.
This time the three came to a simulated home, where there
is a small kitchen. The kid recalled the scene when his
mother was at home, and then quickly let the two scorpions
sit on the sofa. And he walked over and picked up plastic
plates and cups, as if to serve drinks to both of them.

"This is Dad's." Handed Win a cup, Win also pretended to be

very interested, "night (hot) coffee."

"Thank you." The tall Win also pretended to blow the cup
with his mouth, "Well, it smells good." Then he turned
around and glanced at the person next to him, "What about
Mommy?"

"Hey!!! What mommy!" Team cursed softly, because he was

afraid of scaring the child. If this were at home, he would
have sacrificed eighteen palms to Win.

"If you have a dad, you must also have a mommy."

"No matter, I'm going to be a father."

"So you want me to be a mommy?" pointed to himself.

"Huh..." Team was unconvinced, and even the little naughty

bag standing by was blinking those big eyes, blindfolded.

"Well then, kid, between me and your team, who is more

suitable to be a mommy?" Win hurriedly sought help.

The three-year-old was also puzzled, because in his eyes,

none of the two of them resembled his mummy. But if you
do choose one, it is...

"Team can be a mommy!" Team is very kind to him, so Team

is the most suitable mom!
"Ouch, hehe!"

Other parents who accidentally heard from the side were

also laughing, especially those mothers, who had been
paying attention to them for a long time since the two
handsome boys walked in. At this point, Team's face was red
enough to boil an egg.

"Ah!!!" Mommy? Want a domestic violence dad? But the

opponent was more agile and successfully avoided the
attack.

Win laughed out of breath, and saw that he reached out and
grabbed Team's arm, then pulled it up, then bent down to
pick up the little guy, "Go, let's go play with Dad."

These two adults who were noisy on weekdays were so in

love with each other today. The little guy was very satisfied
in his eyes. He hugged Win's neck and wanted Win to take
him to another place to continue playing. The little guy has
been yelling "Dad" on his mouth, and at this time the person
who was forced to be a "mummy" looked unhappy.

"Come on coaxing me, little guy!"

"Oh, hee hee." The little guy has been swaying his hands,
not caring about Team's emotions. At this time, Team's face
is already in love.

"Hurry up and call me Dad." Team finally had to negotiate

with the children.

"No, Dad has it, I will repeat it after adding one more." After
finishing speaking, he pointed to Win Shu.

"Then call me Daddy."

"I have an'Alex Daddy'." The kid made a very embarrassed
look, and then shouted to Team overjoyed, "Dad! You can be
my dad! Team sir." said After that, he leaned over and
wanted the other person to hold him.

As soon as he heard that he was given the title of "Dad",

Team's mood immediately improved. So he happily took the
little guy and rubbed it on his face, "OK, then I will be your
Team father from now on."

"Dad Team!" The little guy shouted so sweet and soft. The
two handsome guys looked at each other and couldn't help
laughing. How can the little guy not love him with such a
high EQ?

The little guy also giggled, feeling that he was the luckiest
boy in the world. Look, he has Team Daddy, Win Daddy and
Alex Daddy, there are three in total. Just wait and see,
everyone, he will be able to show off soon! !

19 short stories (part 1)

#Short 1 Acting like a baby

Still in that apartment

Pharm and Dean are going to the movie together at 3 this

afternoon, and it's only 11 o'clock. And the person who had
agreed to take others out was still busy chatting about the
swimming team with the deputy captain.

Pharm got a Ge Youtan on the sofa, and secretly looked at

the lover who was lying on the floor. At this moment Dean
was busy sending messages to his friends with his mobile
phone.

"Brother Dean, can you go to the mall?" The boring child

said as he reached over and poked his lover's calf gently.
Dean took the phone away and looked at Pharm
affectionately.

"I will finish talking with Win first. Now the mall has just
opened. I'm afraid you will be clamoring for ice cream again
later."

Pharm curled his lips, Dean's control of himself became

stricter and stricter. Since Dean's brother and Pharm's
mother finished talking, he knew that Pharm only knew how
to eat ice cream when he was a child, and he didn't like
eating or anything. It was not until I was sent to the hospital
by my mother that my stomach hurts so badly that I
reduced the frequency of eating ice cream from three cups
a week to only one cup a week! ! How cruel!

This wayward boy sent a message to his friend and

complained to his friend. The recent "policy" has become
more stringent, and he actually controlled the amount of
potato chips he eats, only to eat one bag in two weeks.
Team: Then you act like a baby! Brother Dean can't stand
you acting like a baby! When you act like a baby, he
immediately softens.

Pharm pursed his mouth, his coquettish tricks have been

recognized hundreds of times by Dean, what better way
does he have.

Team: You have been together for so long, you can go a little
bit sexy, old iron!

When Pharm heard his friend say this, his face turned red.
He immediately sent his friend a "Madam Rong's gaze"
emoticon, and threw the phone to the other side of the sofa.
Pharm sat up on the sofa and looked at his lover hesitantly.

Sexy route...how to do it?

This kind of thing is not what he is best at, but...this kind of

thing also needs the courage to try it.

After he made a decision, the naughty little guy crawled

from the sofa to his lover, sat down on his lover's calf, and
put his hands on the other's hard...abdominal muscles.

"Huh?" Dean took the phone away from his eyes again and
raised his eyebrows.

"I'm so bored, I want to go." Pharm said against that hot

face, not very good at it.

Dean was also taken aback at first, but when he thought

about it carefully, he realized that Pharm should be acting
like a baby. But Dean wanted to tease him, so he shook his
head and continued to stare at the phone. In fact, there was
already an urge to "pick the chrysanthemum under the east
fence" in Dean's heart. After all, now his lover is sitting on
his body.

Before he had time to think too much, his little fresh meat
had already been lying on his body, and got his head into
his arms. At this time, the faces of the two were infinitely
close.

"Brother Dean."

Dean almost rolled his eyes, he didn't expect that the other
party would make this squeamish anger! Who on earth gave
him the bad idea! !

"Let's go, go to the mall and chat with Win brother!" He not
only verbally acted like a baby, but also "hands his feet"
when he suddenly stretched out his hands and hugged
Dean's chest tightly.

When Pharm saw Dean put the phone down gently, he

couldn't help laughing, and shouting "yes" in his heart! He
was about to stand up, pack up and go to the mall, but...

"Huh?" He felt that his butt was touched, so his face was hot
like the lava of Sulawai Volcano, "Brother...watch...watch the
movie." Pharm hurriedly reached out. Pulling Dean's octopus
tentacles apart, his face and whole body looked like a
cooked crayfish.

Oops!

"There is still time."

This time, the other party's big hand had already

unceremoniously reached into Pharm's pants, and he really
felt Pharm's soft skin.
"Wait a minute, Brother Dean, ah." Pharm felt that his butt
was being squeezed by the other party. It seemed that the
other party was impatient. Pharm is crazy in his heart, there
is no such thing in his plan!

"It won't hurt for a while." A deep and magnetic voice

sounded in Pharm's ear.

Then the two of them temporarily severed contact with this

cumbersome outside world.

Team: What is it, old friend, have you eaten ice cream?

Pharm saw the message that suddenly appeared on the

phone screen, he quickly turned on the camera and took a
picture of the object in his hand and sent it to represent his
own answer.

Team: Oh roar, Haagen-Dazs! Which trick did you use to eat

such expensive?

Pharm pouted his mouth and licked his ice cream hard. At
this time, his ears are already red, and he will never trust
Team this guy again!

"Sorry, let's watch the movie another day." Dean gently

stroked the other's hair and face with his big hand.

Obviously they were too late to watch the three o'clock

game, plus Pharm had been unable to stand up by that.
When the two went out, it was almost seven o'clock in the
evening. The two were too hungry at this time, and the last
two had to ran to eat. After the meal, Dean bought Pharm
ice cream to apologize.

Pharm didn't open the smoke on his face, scooped a large

amount of ice cream into Dean's mouth. A chill suddenly
made Dean's eyes widen. After Dean looked at his lover, he
sighed quietly.

Winnie: Does your little cutie just want to eat ice cream?
Then you can give him a fierce meal, and make sure that he
will not dare to speak any more, nor eat anymore, believe
me!

You bastard Win! You you! Damn it!

#Short 2 Dream Back

"Brother Dean, let's go eat ice cream." After Pharm finished

speaking, he quickly took Dean's arm and was about to walk
to an ice cream shop in front of him. At this time, an
employee stood there and looked at them with a smile.

"You had a stomach affliction before, didn't you just get

better now?" As soon as the voice fell, he took Pharm away
from the ice cream shop. Dean also deliberately didn't look
at each other's pitiful eyes.

"I just like it." Pharm's voice was a little bit disappointed, his
hands were still clutching Dean's sleeves tightly, and he
refused to let go.

The soft-hearted man rolled his eyes and couldn't help

complaining about Pharm in his heart.

"There is a lot of food at home, didn't you promise me? You

can only eat three cups a week."

Pharm likes to make food, especially Thai desserts. When he

sees others eating what he makes with relish, he will have a
great sense of happiness. And he himself would only take a
symbolic bite or two. Fortunately, he didn't lose his three
meals a day, otherwise it must be like a bamboo stick. But
the only bad place is ice cream. Pharm likes to try ice cream
wherever I see it. And Pharm’s good friends, Team, are not
the same, and eat potato chips whenever they are unhappy.

As soon as Pharm heard Dean's aggressiveness, he pulled

his face down and followed his lover glumly. In the end Dean
had to surrender and hurried to Haagen-Dazs to get a cup of
ice cream.

"Wake up."

After being awakened from the dream, he rubbed his

distressed eyes to make the brain hurry to wake up. After a
while, he remembered that he had just dozed off at the
stone table at the entrance of the college building.

"What are you dreaming of? You are smiling beautifully." I

saw the other person standing beside him, with his hands
on his chest, and a honeyed smile, then Shi Shiran sat down
on the next chair.

"Yeah." In thoughtfully, "I dreamed that I had become

another boy. He was a little smaller than me, but he was so
cute. I dreamt that he was yelling for ice cream."

"ice cream?"

Intouch looked at the bewildered face of his lover, and

couldn't help but laughed, "Yes, then the boyfriend of my
dream is very tall, with a wheat complexion, and super
handsome!! The color of his eyes is still surprisingly
beautiful."

The real boyfriend began to frown his eyebrows. It was

obvious that he was of Chinese descent, his skin was white,
and his eyes were black. He was not at all like the
handsome guy in his dream.

"Don't worry about it, Brother Korn." After saying that,

Intouch used his finger to poke the center of the opponent's
forehead. "But what happened in the dream is very funny.
The boy has a serious face. Very fierce, but he is very soft-
hearted. At first he didn't want to let me eat ice cream, but
in the end he bought it for me, Korn brother." Intouch leaned
his body against the opponent's back.

"Suddenly want to eat chocolate ice cream."

Korn raised his eyebrows. It seemed that In was still

immersed in a dream, "Go eat." However, when it comes to
ice cream, Korn's mind is the old popsicles on the side of the
road.

"Aw, what are you laughing at?" Korn stood up, but Intouch
was still laughing there.

"It's really weird, I think you have a personality similar to

the boy in my dream." After speaking, he leaned his head on
Korn's arm, acting like a baby.

"It would be great if the two of them are happy." For some
reason, Intouch only hopes that the two people who have
never met but are deeply bound to have only smiles on their
faces.

"Of course I will be happy." Korn pulled Intouch by the neck

and walked towards the car. He turned around and saw the
confusion on the other side's face, so he explained quickly.

"Aren't the two of them very similar to us? Then they will
definitely be happy!" Korn grinned and showed a warm
smile to his lover, "Is that right?"
Intouch also threw back a wink, and then showed an
invincible and cute smile, "Yes! Then you treat me today."
After speaking, a backhand shook off Korn's arm, and then
ran to the car with a big laugh. When Korn saw this, he
hurried three steps and made two steps to catch up.

Korn shook his head helplessly. When the time comes, his
stomach hurts, and I see if you can still laugh.

When you wake up in the morning,

The past is often remembered.

Fetters the red rope,

Lovesickness is in pairs.

Had no part in this life,

It is impossible to continue the front edge.

I will love again in the next life,

Love is not gone than Jin Jian.

#Short 3 Remuneration
At XX supermarket

Sometimes... Pharm doesn't understand why the tally clerk

in the supermarket won't make up the position in time.

The young man looked up and looked for the mung beans at
the top of the shelf. He is not very short, his height is
considered standard. But the top of the shelf is indeed very
high.

"Hey." Pharm kept moving his body, hoping he could reach

the bag of beans, but his fingertips still only touched the
bag a little bit, which made him super depressed.

"Ah." He couldn't help sighing when a big hand reached out

and helped him take the bag down. But when he smelled
the familiar scent of the other person's body, he
immediately showed a relieved smile.

"Thank you, Dean..."

Boo!

Before he finished speaking, Pharm's mouth was pressed

tightly against the opponent's lips.

"This is my reward." The handsome guy blinked playfully.

Then Dean put the bean bag into the cart. In fact, he was
just pushing the car behind Pharm. When he saw that Pharm
was holding something with his feet on his feet, he felt that
he had forgotten that he had a tall boyfriend.

"Brother Dean!!!" Pharm's face was flushed like a crayfish,

he quickly looked around him, and he let out a sigh of relief
when he found no one was looking here.
"If you have a boyfriend, you also need to know how to use
it, why do you want to take it yourself?" Dean finished, and
touched her boyfriend's head dozingly.

Pharm pursed his mouth, still a little bit shy in his heart,
after all, he is not very used to it.

"Excuse me, if that's the case, please help me get that one."
He pointed to the bag of candy on the shelf. In fact, he can
reach it himself, but since you want me to order it, I'm not
welcome. !

Dean shrugged, then reached out and took the bag of sugar
off the shelf. But when he was about to turn around and put
things in the trolley, did he suddenly feel a soft thing on his
cheek, his eyes widened immediately.

"...Good remuneration." After speaking, Pharm kept his head

down and quickly pushed up the trolley to escape from the
"scene scene", but his car couldn't move! It turned out that
Dean had already put his hand on the basket and pulled it
tightly.

Dean smiled at the corner of his mouth. He poked Pharm's

shoulder with his finger to show him behind him. Pharm
looked in the direction of Dean's fingers, feeling confused,
and after a while he finally understood.

I go! ! ! CCTV! ! !

"Brother!" Pharm yelled sternly, and Dean tried his best to

endure the laughter, put one hand on Pharm's shoulder, and
the other hand hugged Pharm's waist, and asked Pharm to
push the cart and leave the scene. . The back of the two
appeared on a monitor in the monitoring room. Pharm
complained about the other side while obediently letting the
other side hug him and walked out of the screen. Dean
really wanted to give him a big kiss on the cheek, but seeing
him so nervous, he felt sorry for him, so he had to
obediently offer a big cup of chocolate ice cream as before
and "bribe" the little one. lovely.

# Short 4 Skin ship

After the two were together for a long time, Dean began to
feel that his boyfriend liked to stick to him. Maybe it's
because he himself is a person who is more afraid of
loneliness, plus he is separated from his family. For example,
if two people sit next to each other, Pharm likes to cling to
his body, or to rely on himself. When Pharm is with those
who are not familiar with friends, he will keep a certain
distance, and when he is in front of close people, sometimes
he will not know how to restrain his emotions.

If it’s just the two of them alone, then...

Dean, who was reading, squinted at his lover. At this time

Pharm was lying next to him playing on his mobile phone.
Dean has been holding back his laugh since just now, he
wanted to see what his lover would do next. Pharm turned
over and lay there talking with friends. After a while, he
might feel tired, so he switched to lying on it and playing
social software. But no matter which position it is, he feels
uncomfortable. Pharm turned his head and looked at the
people around him, staring at the other's tough abdominal
muscles, with a hint of hesitation in his eyes. In the end, he
decided to rest his head on Dean's abs.

Dean pretends to be concentrating on reading, letting his

lover pick up a magazine on his body and read it. After a
long time, Pharm started to feel uncomfortable again, so he
simply lay sideways on Dean's abdominal muscles.
Dean couldn't help it for a long time, and secretly picked up
the phone and took a photo and sent it to Grandma Ann.
Needless to say, Grandma Ann quickly replied, saying that
she is now a lemon essence.

These sweet days passed day by day, and Grandma Ann

was slowly infected by Dean and became a joker.

Dean continued to read the book for a while, then found

that the other person was on his body, wriggling around like
a bug. He felt that Pharm had pressed his whole body on his
body now, so he took the book away from his eyes, and sure
enough, Pharm's head was already resting on his chest
muscles. So Dean hurriedly stretched his head over and
gave a loud kiss, then continued to read the book.

In less than ten minutes, he heard rhythmic breathing.

Actually fell asleep...

Dean smiled and shook his head, put the book aside, then a
princess hugged Pharm up, and then sat on the sofa, letting
Pharm's head rest on his lap to continue sleeping.

Their holidays are always so plain and sweet.

Stay together, immerse yourself in this peaceful beauty, and

taste various delicacies. Whenever I feel bored, I will visit
my grandma together.

"I love you Pharm." Dean lowered his head and kissed
Pharm lightly on the forehead, then continued reading.

It's a pity that Brother Dean didn't see it. At this time, Pharm
was already red from cheeks to the roots of his ears.
#Short 5 Safety first
T University

? ? -Please support safe sex~ I will give you one~/ I gave

one to the innocent brother/

Pharm-/Looking at the thing in hand with a puzzled

face/Huh? what! /Hurry up and put it into your trouser
pocket, now your face is flushed/

? ? -Be sure to have safe sex, everyone...

Swimming team

Team-Pharm you are so late, we are all done training.

Pharm-I also just finished working in the club.

Win-why, you are here, Pharm, and Dean is looking for you
everywhere.

Pharm-/The phone in the trouser pocket rang, he quickly

took it out, at this time Dean also walked over here from not
far away/

Dean-Wow!

Snapped!

All four pairs of eyes looked at the thing falling out of

Pharm's trouser pocket at the same time.

Team/Win-Woohoo! How many!

Pharm-Wow~ No, it is! what!

Dean-/Bend down and pick it up to see/

Pharm-/I'm about to cry/just...just now...someone

sent.../whooping/

Dean-Pharm...

Pharm-in

Dean-this is your size...I can't wear this size

Brother Pharm-Dean! ! !
Team/Win-……

#Short 6 Happy Late Valentine's Day

"Yeah~" Pharm squirmed his body, looking for warmth, and

let out a soft moan. Because the tiredness on his body has
not completely disappeared. The sunlight outside the
window slowly shone in, awakening the little boy who was
immersed in his dreams.

"...What time is it!" He hurriedly shouted anxiously, but

before he could get up, he was held tightly by a big hand
and returned to the bed again, keeping the same sleeping
position.

"Brother Dean!" Pharm tried very hard to lift his head from
the other's chest, "I have a lesson today." When he saw this
warm chest, his eyes suddenly softened.

"Team said that the teacher cancelled the class today." After
Dean responded, he covered Pharm with a quilt, and at the
same time he kept touching Pharm's back with his hands to
keep him sleeping.

"Really..." He breathed a sigh of relief, but then felt strange

again, "How do you know?"

Dean reached out to the bedside table and picked up

Pharm's mobile phone and glanced at Pharm, meaning that
he was answering the call again this time.

"Brother Dean!!!" Pharm yelled with a flushed face, "Team

will use this to laugh at me again then!"
"What's the joke? It's all true!" Dean replied blankly, and at
the same time lifted the quilt open, showing his bare chest
muscles in front of Pharm's eyes.

Pharm blushed immediately, quickly picked up the pillow

and put it on Dean's face, then quickly fumbled out his
clothes on the floor, put it on and walked to the bathroom.

Last night he and Dean brother...ahhhhhhhh

Thinking of this, his body seemed to explode. Pharm

hurriedly took a bath, brushed his teeth and washed his
face, because he was rushing to prepare breakfast for his
lover. To be honest, it should be lunch at this time. When
Pharm opened the bathroom door, he saw Dean standing in
front of his eyes with a large bath towel around his waist.

How much do you still feel sexually? ! !

"I want to eat an omelette." Dean lowered his head and

kissed his boyfriend's mouth lightly, then walked into the
bathroom. The novice Pharm had to walk to the kitchen with
a face full of shame.

A large plate of cheese and tomato omelette, ginger chicken

and vegetable salad were wiped out in an instant. Pharm
looked in his eyes, his eyes widened, he had already done a
lot.

"Are you hungry?"

"I consumed too much last night." Dean answered with a

smirk.

Pharm pursed his mouth tightly, his face flushed again,

"Wash...wash the dishes!" He quickly changed the subject
and let his lover do the housework. Every time he saw Dean
smile like this, he couldn't bear it.

You are so bad! !

Pharm hurriedly walked away, he glanced at the situation on

the other side of the bed, then sighed, preparing to clean
the bed and wash it.

Click!

Ok? Pharm was about to pick up the sheets and found that
something had fallen at his feet.

"Huh?" The square box fell on the floor, causing an

inexplicable blush on his face. He opened it and found it was
an empty box, so he planned to throw it away.

No need to look at the size of the condom, Dean had already

shown him a real guy.

"I'll help you." Dean has washed the dishes and is ready to
come and help. He glanced at what was in Pharm's hand.

"Empty, I'm going to take it and throw it away." Pharm

explained quickly. He had been scammed by this stuff
several times before.

Dean couldn't help but smiled softly, "It's done, let's go

choose a new flavor." It wasn't enough.

"Brother, you played with me again." Since waking up, Dean

has teased himself again and again, and now the blood on
Pharm's cheeks is boiling again, and his whole face is redder
than Guan Gong's. So Pharm flattened his mouth. Looks
arrogant.
Dean took advantage of the other party's attention and
hurriedly took a bite on the other party's face, and then took
the sheets to the washing machine. Then come back to coax
the cutie sitting on the sofa.

"Eat ice cream?"

"I ate the entire refrigerator." Pharm replied while pressing

the TV remote to switch channels at will.

"Are you sure? Would you like to check it again?" Dean

Weihui smiled.

Pharm opened his eyes wide, and then hurried to open the
refrigerator, and then he heard a cry resounding through the
room.

His favorite chocolate ice cream was neatly placed inside,

some brands he hadn't seen before.

Pharm hurried back to find his lover, jumped up and hugged

him tightly.

"Thank you!!!"

"Eat slowly, and be careful not to make your stomach."

Pharm nodded like aphrodisiac, and laughed happily.

"Happy late Valentine's Day! My dear baby."

A special gift for a special you.

Also~

Brother Pharm-Dean, my stomach hurts.

Dean-No ice cream!

#Short 7 Acting like a baby 2
on the bed

Dean-/Reading by the bed/

Pharm-/Playing with the phone next to me, I took a

peek/...Brother Dean

Dean-Huh? /Responded, but his eyes did not leave the book/

Pharm-/I raised my eyebrows/Dean brother...

Dean-Yeah/Still pretending to be calm, but actually laughing

in his heart/

Pharm-huh! / He snorted, and then tried to climb to Dean's

side/...Brother

Dean-Hmm/pretends not to care, responds perfunctorily,

and then continues to flip through the book/

Pharm-...Oh, all of a sudden, I lie on Dean’s lap and continue

to play with the phone, still humming a song softly in my
mouth/

Dean-/ looked down at this coquettish little child, then put

the book on his brother's back, reached out his hand and
touched it randomly on his head/

Pharm-/turned his head, smiled innocently, then rubbed

Dean’s thigh with his cheek/continue to touch

Dean-/touch and touch/

In the end, this comfortable touch made his younger brother

fall asleep unconsciously, and he could not help but think...
#Short 8 Good morning
Monday morning

The air conditioner in the bedroom was turned on at a very

low temperature, and the owner of the room was sleeping
comfortably with his head on his pillow.

Dean folded his arms and looked at the lover who was
immersed in sleep, and then saw his lover's phone dropped
on the floor beside the bed. It is estimated that when the
alarm clock rang just now, Pharm pressed it down in a daze,
and then accidentally fell to the ground.

He was wondering why Pharm hadn't got down to the lobby

of the apartment, obviously it was the appointed time. I
didn't see anyone answering the phone, so he finally
decided to come and see what happened in person.

Dean checked his watch. It's only 6:30 in the morning. If you
don't have to wake up for breakfast, his brother can still
sleep until 7 o'clock. Dean felt sorry when he saw his
brother's comfortable sleeping look, so he decided to let his
brother sleep for a while.

Dean sat on the edge of the bed, then gently stroked the
messy hair of the crying kid with a face of doting.

"Yeah..." Pharm yelled sleepily, and handed the big hand

over and picked it up. "Brother Dean."

Dean quickly let his gray and green eyes look away, and he
cursed secretly in his heart, how could he have to accept
such a severe test early in the morning. Especially when his
younger brother hugged his hands tightly in his arms, he
couldn't help it. The captain of the swimming team, who is
known for his endurance, almost couldn't stand it at this
moment, and would burst out at any time.
"Pharm, younger brother Pharm." He decided to wake up his
younger brother. If this continues, something will happen.

Pharm frowned and hugged his brother's arm tightly again

while his little lips touched Dean's arm lightly, exhaling
warm breath rhythmically from inside.

Dean stroked Pharm's hair with his other hand. Since he

called you out of bed in a good voice, then another method
is needed. Dean moved his body a bit, let himself vacant
and straddle his brother's body, and then quickly pulled his
hand out of his brother's embrace. Suddenly, Pharm found
that the arm in his arms was missing, so he hurriedly
murmured, and at the same time stretched out his hand and
scratched his head, but unexpectedly touched the other's
face.

At this time Pharm seemed to be still in a daze, he saw

Dean's face in the dimness, and smiled instinctively. In his
dream, Pharm saw Dean's brother looking down and smiling
at him. At this moment, Dean didn't let go of this rare
opportunity, and quickly covered the other's mouth with his
lips.

It's so real...

"Hmm..." His hands hugged the opponent's neck tightly,

squirming his body to find the warm flesh. When Pharm felt
the warm lips of the other party, he unscrupulously
deepened his tongue, and wanted to get closer to the other
party.

"Pharm... uh... you're starting to be naughty again."

Brother Dean's voice is not far away, and his unique body
fragrance makes Pharm difficult to hold on himself and
wants to be closer to each other.
Pharm's kissing skills are first-rate.

Dean stretched his tongue over, responding to the other's

deep love. He felt that every time he held Pharm in his arms
and kissed affectionately, his younger brother's kiss could
make him glow with the most primitive desire in his body.

For example, this time.

Dean moved his lips away from the opponent's mouth,

moved to the opponent's face, and then swam to the
opponent's earlobe... it should be enough.

"It's time to get up... Otherwise..."

Before he could say anything, Dean had already put his

hand into the opponent's pajamas, and the other party
immediately gave a shock.

"You definitely don't have to go to class." After finishing

speaking, he swam his hand to the position below the other
party's belly button and stroked it gently.

Snapped! !

Pharm's eyes widened suddenly. As soon as he saw the

person in front of him, his neck began to flush, then spread
to the cheeks, to the roots of the ears, and finally to the
entire face and to the whole body.

"Brother...brother...brother..." The words became stubborn,

and the hands that were holding the lover quickly released,
and instead he covered his face tightly.

I rub! It's not a dream! !

Dean clicked his tongue, then stood up quickly, trying not to
look at his brother's embarrassment at the moment.

"Go... take a shower, I'll wait for you in the kitchen." My

brother said quickly. It is estimated to find a cup of coffee to
reduce dryness. He could bear it, but depending on the
situation... Pharm could not bear it.

Pharm looked about to cry and got up quickly. But an

inadvertent leg softened, Dean quickly turned around to
support the opponent's arm.

"Can you do it?" Hooking the opponent's arm, let the

opponent stand up. Pharm nodded angrily, then rushed into
the bathroom. After a while, Dean heard wailing wailing
from the bathroom.

Dean propped one elbow on the kitchen table, stirring coffee

with the other. He sighed first, then picked up the coffee cup
and drank it.

Today, I’m going to drink a thicker one without any sugar.

#Short 9 Our relationship (Win&Tean)

The dead of night (again)

Giggle

Team-/Grab the alarm clock and take a look/I wipe it! Four
o'clock in the morning! / Lie back with a irritated face and
go back to sleep/
Giggle

Team-/Frowning, cursing in my heart, finally decided to get

up and open the door/What time do you think it is?

Win-/Look at my watch/Four o'clock in the morning, sleep

together. /Squeezed in sideways/

Team-Go back to your room and sleep, oops! /After closing

the door, quickly turned around and pulled the blond guy to
prevent him from lying on his bed/

Win-I’m going to school in three hours, waste the air-

conditioning fee, so let me squeeze with you for a
while/finally lie in bed successfully/

Team- Then give me your room key.

Win-why

Team-I only have classes in the afternoon, so I can turn on

the air conditioner until noon, which is very cost-effective.

Win-/Quickly rolled his eyes, then pulled the schoolboy to his

side and lay down/

Team-senior, his face hit the bed in a while! /Yelling to put

your head on the pillow/

In the end, this scene appeared on the bed: two tall guys
squeezed into a single bed. One of them lay face up, the
other was pulled down by the other person and lay on the
bed. Half of their bodies overlapped, but they all looked in
different directions.

Win-Are you pure or stupid?

Team-...

Win- Do you think I came to sleep with you in a squeeze, is

it really because of the air conditioner?

Team-...I am not as innocent as Pharm.

Win-...

Team-...

Win-Sleep/Gently stroking the back of the junior/

Team-/Sighed, but in the end he was willing to sleep

peacefully. He muttered in his heart that one day he will let
you share the electricity bill/

Pharm-Hey!

Dean-/Woke up by the sound of brother sneezing/Is it cold?

Pharm-/squeezed into my brother's arms/eh

Dean-/Hug your brother, then put the quilt around your

neck/It will take a long time to stop you from eating ice
cream.

Pharm-/eyes suddenly widened/how could this be! ! !

19 short stories (part 2)

#Short 10 Those hands

Our hands are divided into many types, including those with
calluses, those with soft skin, those with slender fingers, and
those with bloated fingers. Pharm's hands are relatively
ordinary, not very soft, because he often makes desserts.
His knuckles are not very clear, because he does not break
his fingers very often. But he likes Dean's hands.

The palm of the hand has long fingers, and the length of the
fingers is probably inherited from their family. The blood
vessels on the back of Dean's hand are clear. Brother Dean
used to cover Dell's eyes with his hands mischievously. It
can be said that the seal is very good.

Pharm has no classes this morning, and Dean's company is

also on holiday, so the two of them can sleep until they
wake up naturally.

Pharm felt the big hands of the other party on his waist.
When he slid his hand from between the opponent's to the
back of his hand to the blood vessel, he couldn't help
laughing. Then he deliberately pressed the blood vessel on
the opponent's arm. Brother Dean was hugging him tightly
from behind, leaning his face against his neck.

I acted like a baby early in the morning.

"Do you like my hands?" A low voice sounded, and Dean

gave him a strong kiss on the cheek.

"Like, the big palm reminds me of Dad," Dean's hand

immediately scratched at his waist. "I'm kidding, it's not Dad
or Dad."

"You are very bold these days." Dean stopped punishing.

Pharm wrinkled his nose, then interlaced his fingers into the
other's fingers, and pulled it gently, "Your hand, reminds me
of some old things."

Dean raised his brows.

"At that time, when Korn was holding In with both hands on
the sofa... it was really heartwarming at that time." Pharm
turned around after speaking and leaned his head on the
other's broad chest.

Obviously full of hope for those hands, but the end...

If something is over, and some memories are still echoing in

someone's heart for a long time... Dean tightens his arms
and gently strokes the other person's back.

"But my hands will never betray you..."

Pharm raised his head and squinted at each other.

"I like your hands best, Brother Dean."

Pharm clasped the other party's fingers again, then lowered

his head and gently kissed the other party's big hand. Dean
also bowed his head and kissed gently on the back of the
other party's hand, and then another bite, this bite he
kissed the other party's old ring, this ring Pharm has never
taken off.

The two kissed on the backs of both hands, one kissed to

the tip of the finger, and the mouths of the two finally kissed
together.

Pharm likes Dean's hands very much, gentle and strong,

warm and safe.

#Short 11 patient

"Is my brother uncomfortable?"

Win went back to school to find a friend to reminisce about
the past. At this time, he was hooking his hand on his
friend's neck.

"Well, I have a cold. You guy is really like a dog louse. Today
Team came to see Pharm too."

Dean pushed open the door and walked in with a frustrated

look. Pharm has been feverish since last night, probably
because of the rain.

"Just forget about dog lice, I will do cat lice."

Dean glanced at Win, "Why a cat?"

"That little guy is more like a kitty, not like a little wolf dog."
After speaking, he smiled wisely, and made an appearance
of scratching his teeth after he laughed.

The host rolled his eyes, he couldn't imagine that tall

schoolboy would be as meek as a kitten. It looks like a dog
no matter how it looks, and it's still that kind of beagle.

They went up to the second floor together, chatting as they

walked upstairs, because they hadn't seen each other for
nearly a month. But when they opened the door and went
in, both of them were stunned on the spot.

Pharm was lying on the bed, allowing his friend to put his
forehead on his forehead. After feeling the temperature,
Team put his back on Pharm's cheek again, with a calm
face.

"You still have a fever, have you taken any medicine? Do

you wipe your body?"
"Well, I'm taking medicine. Dean just wiped it for me."
Patient Pharm acted like a baby to his friend. Team sat down
beside the bed without saying a word, and asked Pharm to
reach out and hug his waist tightly.

"Look at you, I like to act like a baby every time I get sick."
After talking, he smiled and touched Pharm's head.

"Hmm." The hug tightened.

"Huh huh!" The patient's real husband could not stand it for
a long time. He cleared his throat and reminded the two
good friends who ignored others.

"Brother Dean, did you take Pharm to the doctor? Ay, what
did you do, big brother?" Team couldn't help but raise an
eyebrow when he saw the uninvited guest. At this moment,
Win was leaning against the door, showing a fierce look.

"Can't I make an appointment with my friend?" After saying

that he beckoned, "You come here, my husband is back."

Team was still confused, but when he saw Dean's slightly

fierce gaze, he laughed a few times.

"Wow, let me go first, I'll change someone to hold you later."

Team broke the friend's hand from his waist and stood up.
But before leaving, Team took the opportunity to take a sip
on the forehead of an old friend, with a calm expression.

"Get well soon, Lao Tie." After speaking, he ran to Win and
pulled him up, and then left the room with a sprint speed.

"I'm leaving now, Brother Dean~" The last sentence was

dropped, accompanied by a few mischievous laughs.
Win shook his head helplessly. One day, Team will be broken
his neck. At this point he finally understood why Dean
thought Team was a beagle.

I think he is like a wolfdog who wants to eat Pharm all the

time.

#Short 11 patient

"Is my brother uncomfortable?"

Win went back to school to find a friend to reminisce about

the past. At this time, he was hooking his hand on his
friend's neck.

"Well, I have a cold. You guy is really like a dog louse. Today
Team came to see Pharm too."

Dean pushed open the door and walked in with a frustrated

look. Pharm has been feverish since last night, probably
because of the rain.

"Just forget about dog lice, I will do cat lice."

Dean glanced at Win, "Why a cat?"

"That little guy is more like a kitty, not like a little wolf dog."
After speaking, he smiled wisely, and made an appearance
of scratching his teeth after he laughed.

The host rolled his eyes, he couldn't imagine that tall

schoolboy would be as meek as a kitten. It looks like a dog
no matter how it looks, and it's still that kind of beagle.

They went up to the second floor together, chatting as they

walked upstairs, because they hadn't seen each other for
nearly a month. But when they opened the door and went
in, both of them were stunned on the spot.

Pharm was lying on the bed, allowing his friend to put his
forehead on his forehead. After feeling the temperature,
Team put his back on Pharm's cheek again, with a calm
face.

"You still have a fever, have you taken any medicine? Do

you wipe your body?"

"Well, I'm taking medicine. Dean just wiped it for me."

Patient Pharm acted like a baby to his friend. Team sat down
beside the bed without saying a word, and asked Pharm to
reach out and hug his waist tightly.

"Look at you, I like to act like a baby every time I get sick."
After talking, he smiled and touched Pharm's head.

"Hmm." The hug tightened.

"Huh huh!" The patient's real husband could not stand it for
a long time. He cleared his throat and reminded the two
good friends who ignored others.

"Brother Dean, did you take Pharm to the doctor? Ay, what
did you do, big brother?" Team couldn't help but raise an
eyebrow when he saw the uninvited guest. At this moment,
Win was leaning against the door, showing a fierce look.

"Can't I make an appointment with my friend?" After saying

that he beckoned, "You come here, my husband is back."

Team was still confused, but when he saw Dean's slightly

fierce gaze, he laughed a few times.
"Wow, let me go first, I'll change someone to hold you later."
Team broke the friend's hand from his waist and stood up.
But before leaving, Team took the opportunity to take a sip
on the forehead of an old friend, with a calm expression.

"Get well soon, Lao Tie." After speaking, he ran to Win and
pulled him up, and then left the room with a sprint speed.

"I'm leaving now, Brother Dean~" The last sentence was

dropped, accompanied by a few mischievous laughs.

Win shook his head helplessly. One day, Team will be broken
his neck. At this point he finally understood why Dean
thought Team was a beagle.

I think he is like a wolfdog who wants to eat Pharm all the

time.

#Short 12 Light drink

*When the two seniors graduated*

Pharm apartments

"Celebrate the end of the exam!! Celebrate the graduation

of Dean and Win, yeah!!!"

Team cheers to everyone on the table. In fact, there are only

four people on this table: Dean, Pharm, Win and Team
himself.

Under normal circumstances, Team they do not drink much,

after all, they are athletes. But sometimes on a big day or
happy event, they will also have a few drinks.

Dean glanced at Pharm inadvertently. He found that his

brother's face was red and his eyes were a little blurred, but
it seemed that his consciousness was still there.

"You have a few drinks, are you okay?" Dean lowered his
head to ask his brother, but Pharm showed a big smile.

"No problem, I know how much I drink."

"Oh, the rhythm of a thousand cups without getting drunk."

Win drank it, feeling a little unconscious.

"In my house, my mother exercised when we were 15 or 16

years old and we drank. When we opened a restaurant,
customers often got drunk. My mother said that this way we
can know how much we can drink. "After Pharm finished
speaking, he poured wine into his glass.

"How much do you drink to get drunk?"

Pharm thought for a while, "To be honest, Win brother...I

don't know either."

"Oh!" Dean and Win both looked puzzled.

"Because the person who taught me to drink was drunk
first, I didn't drink it anymore." After saying that he was
about to fill Dean with a glass, but Dean shook his head and
gave up.

"That's good too." Dean was talking to himself, at least he

wouldn't get drunk casually, so don't worry.

"Brother Win, I'm fine, but...cough!" Pharm raised his head

and was about to fall down. Fortunately, Dean caught him in
time.

"Pharm." An ambiguous voice suddenly came.

Dean frowned, then rolled his eyes.

"Team, you are very heavy." Pharm reached out to support

Team. Team was originally tall and tall, "This is what I want
to remind you. Team's alcohol volume is super light, oh yeah
~ shut up..." Pharm's hands Quickly push the face of a good
friend out. You can't kiss others casually when you are
drunk!

"Damn Team!" Dean cursed in his heart. He tightly grasped

his junior by the collar, then held his lover tightly to his
chest, "Have you ever had a drink with him alone?"

"Ah." Scratched his cheek, "It's nothing, Dean." He

explained quickly, not wanting the other party to
misunderstand. Fortunately, Dean was also a man who
made sense. He picked up his own cup and poured it on
other cups, hoping to end today's celebration. however…

"Papa, cough cough cough, Team! Oops! Cough cough

cough!" I saw Win's face flushed with wine. Because at this
time Team has locked the target as Win, suddenly raised the
glass and poured it into Win's mouth. That was not enough.
Team immediately sent his mouth over and kissed Win.

Dean let out a "Huh", and quickly blocked Pharm's eyes with
his hand, and at the same time helped Pharm caress his
back, and did not forget to yell at his friend.

"Enough of you, bastard!" Look at him! It was so greeted!

"I'm sorry..." Win smiled contentedly, and put Team's head

on his chest at the same time, "I'm a bit forgetful."

Since I haven't seen him drunk for a long time, I can't help
it.

Pharm is trying to get rid of Dean's hand. He also knew that

these two people were in a situation, but he saw it with his
own eyes today. Oops, just too late to take pictures!

"Enough, enough, over!" Dean helped his little naughty, "the

pillows and sheets are over there." Pharm's house always
keeps these things, because people often come to his house
for the night, "Don't mess with you! "I emphasized to Win
again, at this time Win was smiling wickedly.

As for the owner of the room, his face was dissatisfied, he

twisted and wanted to keep watching, brother Dean...

#Short 13 Can't sleep

Three o'clock in the morning

"Hmm..." Pharm opened his eyes dimly, and suddenly woke

up for some reason. When he was about to turn around, he
found the warm body of the person next to the pillow and
the familiar deodorant, so he immediately changed his mind
and hugged him at that temperature.

Every time Dean came to his house for the night, he would
hug himself to sleep. Pharm smiled secretly, then opened
his eyes, he cast his gaze to the very serious face beside
him. Brother Dean was still asleep, Pharm took the
opportunity to stretch out his hand and touched the
opponent's chin and jaw, which he usually has no chance to
touch.

The touch is a bit rough, reminding Pharm that Dean will

definitely shave tomorrow when he gets up. Pharm secretly
felt regret in his heart, the beard felt comfortable and itchy.
Pharm moved his hand to the neck of the opponent, and
then to the shoulders. Finally he saw that the top button of
the other party's pajamas was not fastened, and Dean's
stalwart chest was looming.

The angel and the devil in Pharm's mind began to argue

fiercely, and the devil deep in his heart began to urge
himself to open his pajamas to see what happened. Of
course, this is not enough, his hand is not obedient, and he
has slowly reached out to touch the opponent's dark skin. I
really envy Dean's chest muscles.

"Is it fun?"

what!

Pharm was taken aback, and quickly raised his head, only to
find that Dean brother was looking down at him. The
evidence was solid, and he didn't know where to flee for a
while.

"Ah..." Fortunately, it was dark in the room at this time,

otherwise Dean must have seen his face smoking hot.
"Why aren't you sleeping?" Dean whispered a reproach,
then lifted Pharm's chin up, "I knew I was indecent."

"No...no indecent to you." Pharm explained quickly, he was

just exploring.

Dean glanced at Pharm's hand. At this time, Pharm's hand

was still on his chest. Okay, if you say it's not indecent, it's
not indecent. Just treat it as you are doing quality inspection
on my big cargo.

"I woke up in the middle of the night and couldn't sleep,

so..." explained humblely.

"So?" Dean repeated the other person's words, and brought

his face close to the other person's neck, and suddenly a
scent of milk rushed into his nose.

"So...so...oh Dean brother!" He held the opponent's shoulder

tremblingly, and the dangerous signal rang, "Don't..."
Pharm's cheeks were already very hot, because he felt that
the opponent's hot lips had been pressed. come.

"Do it..." The goal is clear.

Pharm's eyes widened, he really wanted to play tricks with

him and ask what he "did".

"It's going to bed, it's going to be four o'clock in the

morning!" He quickly poured a basin of cold water, but felt
that the other party had fully woken up. Dean actually woke
up when the other party touched his chest. Pharm held his
breath when he felt the other person against him.

It's dead, it's dead, it's all like this, it must be dead.
"Brother...Ah!" Pharm was about to act like a baby, and the
act of acting like a baby immediately turned into a moan. He
couldn't move because he was hugged tightly by Dean's
arms. When the two eyes exchanged, Pharm suddenly felt
relieved, willing to let the other party rub his chin on his
body, all the way down...

Pharm closed his eyes, breathing quickly. First of all, let me

declare that he was not teasing Dean just now, he was
really just curious about the pectoral muscles.
Extra articles

Team-/was awakened in the middle of the night, frowned,

stared at the tattooed chest in front of him... After squinting
for a while, he bit down! Do your best/

Win-Oh! What happened? / Was awakened, and then

touched the red bite mark / Was it sleepwalking? / Touched
his brother's head helplessly/I'm probably hungry.

Team-/Hold your laugh and pretend to sleep/

Win-/Sighed and went on sleeping without knowingly/

#Short 14 Star-shaped fruity mung bean kernels

The scent of candles permeated the activity classroom of

the cooking club. The new members of the club were stirring
mung bean flour, preparing to knead dough into various
shapes.

Needless to say, what they have to do this time is the fruity

mung bean kernels that people of every age love to eat.

Pharm is already a senior at this time and has become the

president of a cooking club. At this time, he was wearing a
chef's hat and was tirelessly teaching his juniors to make
desserts.

"After applying the color, don't squeeze it, or it will fade,

wait for the color to dry first." Pharm kindly reminded those
anxious students.

"Pharm senior, I want to make a corn-shaped one, what

should I do?" A polite and kind-hearted senior like Pharm,
who doesn't want to get close to him?

Pharm smiled, "Use a knife to carve this pattern first,"

demonstrated personally, "and this part will be shaped like a
corn bud and then painted green."

"Then what if I want to make mangosteen?"

"I want to make a lotus mist shape."

Obviously they have taught them how to make a lot of

shapes, but it seems that these little kids are deliberately
trying to get the president into a circle.

"Enough. Obviously there are notes, why not take a look at

it yourself!" Pharm yelled.

Everyone was laughing happily, who made our president so

bully.

"If anyone dares to ask, just wait to be punished." He looked

a little angry. Everyone was quiet, because the punishment
method was really cruel. For example, let them stir the
dough for an hour, or separate red beans, green beans,
black beans, soy beans, and white beans in a bowl of mixed
beans.

"Sorry, I want to make a shape that is not in the notes." A

boy's voice came.

Pharm was concentrating on making his own snacks, and

did not look up, "What shape?"

"Star-shaped."

This low and magnetic voice caught the attention of the

president of the cooking club, so he quickly raised his head
to look. Pharm opened his mouth wide and froze in place.
There was a slight blush on his face, because the little kids
were imitating their conversation.

A tall man was leaning on the door frame of the activity

classroom and raised his eyebrows.

"Brother Dean!" The president didn't know where to look for

a while. Today I wanted to be a cool president, but it was
ruined by Dean!

"Come in, Mr. President's husband." The little kids hurriedly

moved a chair and let the tall man sit down.

"Would you like to drink a glass of water, Brother Dean."

And another school girl happily brought a glass of water, so
that people would be angry when they saw it.

Who doesn't know the graduate student Dean? He will pick

up our president sooner or later. I really envy others.

"Don't just focus on playing, finish this quickly." Pharm

quickly became fierce.

"How the hell did that star shape, senior?" There was
another girl who was determined to keep on joking.

"Hurry up and follow the notes on the note!" The president

showed his cute teeth and bite.

"But I really want stars to look like." The man sitting in the
chair was sliding the phone screen as if he hadn't said
anything just now.

Pharm closed his mouth tightly, his anger was coming out of
both ears. Sometimes Dean likes to make jokes too. It's fun
to tease me like this!
Dean was looking at the message on the phone with relish.
He couldn't help laughing when he saw the message that
Win had sent from the UK. But when he suddenly smelled a
strong coffee smell, he couldn't help but froze.

"Have a cup of coffee and wait a minute."

The aroma is so strong, he has already guessed it, the

younger brother must have put a lot of sugar as before.

"And this is a snack..."

A small dish was brought up, with three star-shaped fruit

yang mung bean kernels on it.

Dean raised his eyes to look at Pharm, but the other party
had already turned around to continue teaching the
members. Needless to think about it, Pharm's cheeks and
ears must be red at this time, because the bear kids are
starting to laugh again!

Dean picked up one of the fruity mung bean kernels, and he

remembered the first time he ate this. Pharm's lovely smile
appeared in front of his eyes again... He still made every
piece of pastry so hard, as always full of love.

#Short 15 Boyfriend's way of weighing

Pharm-/ took a cup of ice cream and ran to the sofa to sit
beside Dean brother/

Dean-/Looking at my brother, staring at the other's plump

face, waiting for my brother to finish eating/Pharm...

Pharm-huh?
Dean-Hey/Hold my brother on his knees/

Pharm-Oh, what are you doing, Dean brother/Trying hard to

break free/

Dean-/touching my brother's waist lightly/

Pharm-brother!

Dean-If you move around again, it will be more than just

sitting on the thigh for a while.

Pharm-/Suddenly stiff, I dare not act rashly/

Dean- Oh really!

Pharm-Huh?

Dean-Look at you eating ice cream every day, and you

really gained weight. The body is soft and the face is
chubby/Pinch my brother's cheek/

Pharm-Huh? Σ( ° △ °|||)

Dean-It's better to be softer/Hold your brother tightly and

not let go/

Pharm-/Still in shock, the kind of shock/

Dean-Oh, motionless! Pharm? Dear Pharm? /He just likes his

brother's chubby appearance, he has no other ideas/
Next day

Team-Do you eat ice cream?

Pharm-No!

Manao-Oh, there is a new flavor, yogurt flavor.

Pharm-/look/

Manao-yogurt won’t make you fat/just pick it up and pay/

Pharm-...erh

Manao-I invite you to eat/pass it to him/

Pharm-/Eat with tears/

Team-/Tears Manao/

Manao-we want to be happy and fat together! How can I

make Pharm lose weight all by myself/women's careful
thinking/

#Short 16 Candid

The bathroom door was opened, and Pharm was lying on

the sofa talking to the people in the club. After hearing the
sound, he looked away from the phone screen.

A tall man with a whole wheat complexion walked out with a

large bath towel around his waist. Every time Dean came to
his side for the night, it would be like this after the shower.

Click!
Secretly put his hand on the camera button and secretly
took a picture of Dean brother. Then he hurriedly lowered
his head to hold back his smile, and there was another new
work in Dean's photo collection.

"What are you doing?" A drop of cold water dripped on

Pharm's arm, for fear that Pharm would be surprised when
he was discovered.

"It's nothing." Hurrying to turn over and lie on the sofa, then
hide the phone on his back. This is the most stupid way.

Pharm swallowed a mouthful of water. At this time, Dean

had already pressed his body on Pharm, and the two of
them exchanged eyes. There is still a little water droplet on
the black hair, and Dean's tight chest and abdominal
muscles are now firmly against Pharm's soft body.

Dean frowned. Seeing how suspicious the other person was

doing, he stretched his hand behind his brother, trying to
extract what he was hiding behind.

"let me see."

"Don't!" Rejected all the stops.

"Pharm!" He began to threaten his younger brother, but

Pharm would not easily succumb to the other's lust. In case
it is discovered by the other party, it is really super shy!

"Brother Dean~~~" Pharm immediately entered the

coquettish mode, let's act coquettish first, in case it
succeeds.

Dean smiled crookedly, then scratched Pharm's waist with

his other hand. Pharm was overwhelmed by the sudden
attack, only writhing like a loach, and finally unbuttoned the
big bath towel on Dean's waist in the chaos.

"Hey!" Pharm hurriedly reached out and held on tightly to

prevent the towel from falling off suddenly. He doesn't want
to see little Dean now, understand?

At this moment Dean looked at the opportunity and quickly

reached his brother's back and pulled out the phone. He
quickly turned on the screen of the phone to see what the
big secret his brother had, and then he was stunned.

"Brother Dean," Pharm shook his lover's arm, wondering if

the other party would be angry. He secretly took so many
photos, "I'm sorry."

"Ah..." Dean scratched the back of his neck, then returned

the phone to Pharm, "You think it's OK, I won't scold you."

What is ok? Pharm looked confused, he quickly turned on

the phone to check, and then shouted.

"I wipe it!!!"

This time it’s even more embarrassing than the previous

"Good Morning Monday", oops! Pharm, you fool!

Line group: Macro sec 515

Pharm: Send photos

Barefoot:

!!!

Meow meow:
Ah ah ah ah ah! There are good things to see! Have
something to see!

Pharm...you...

Manao:

Oh abs, do you want to show off like this!

Xiaoqing:

Oh, I'm tired of being together.

TTpap:

Bastard Pharm, I woke up below. a ha ha ha

Boybi:

I know your boyfriend's figure, don't show it off! envy,

jealousy, hate!

Sweetheart:

I'm not working anymore, I want to set this photo as my

phone wallpaper first.

I took a photo with Line's camera and accidentally pressed

the send button! Oh oh oh

#Short 17 Early morning

Today’s morning was a bit cool, and the person in bed

couldn’t help curling up a bit, wrapping himself up a little
tighter with the quilt. Then he reached out and touched the
phone on the bedside table, and took a look.

Seven o'clock...
The air conditioner in the room was turned off, and only the
fan was shaking. He glanced at the temperature displayed
on the phone, 22 degrees. For the people in Bangkok, it is
already a bit cold.

Dean was about to roll over, so he reached out and touched

the people around him, only to find that there was no one
beside him. So he quickly opened the quilt on his body, it
turned out that this guy was curled asleep in his arms.

My brother usually gets up at 5 in the morning, but why

didn't I see him today? He quickly probed his brother's
forehead and neck with the back of his hand. Fortunately,
he didn't have a fever, and he felt relieved immediately. So
he hurriedly hugged the younger brother in his arms. He
squirmed his younger brother like this and murmured softly.

"Sorry, go to sleep." Lowered his head and kissed Pharm's

forehead, then gently stroked his back. Pharm didn't say
anything, buried his face in his lover's chest and continued
to sleep.

It's been a long time since he watched this little child

carefully. The more he watched, the more he became
fascinated. He gently touched the opponent's eyelashes
with his fingers, then to the tip of his nose, and then to the
opponent's round lips, and couldn't help but press down.

"Ok…"

"Shhh..." Dean was still playing with his brother, and seeing
him calm down again, he smoothed his hair with his fingers.

Very strange... I feel like where I have experienced this

scene.

"It's time to get up, little naughty."

"Well, Korn, you ruined the atmosphere again."

"It's late, don't you want to hurry home?"

"Hey~ the weather is so good, I really want to hold you for a

long, long time."

"Let's bear it first. When the day comes, you can hold it all
day."

"Well, I will hold you until you find me annoying."

"Brother Dean."

The green eyes in the gray blinked, and after he saw the
innocent big eyes of the other party, he not only raised a
smile on his face.

"Ok."

Pharm moved his body all the way to Dean's chin.

"I don't want to get up." Acting like a baby in the voice of a
little milk dog.

"Then just lie in bed all day today." He bowed his head and
kissed his brother's hair.

"Really?"

"Well, it's fine to be lazy occasionally, this kind of weather."

Pharm smiled happily, turned around and turned his hand

off, then went on to get into his boyfriend's arms.

Dean hugged her boyfriend tightly and passed the

temperature of his body to him, while whispering in his ear.
"Hold today until you dislike me."

#Short 18 How to choose talcum powder and boyfriend

"Have you chosen yet?"

The anxious person was holding the item to be selected,

and he raised his head to look at the person who asked him,
his eyes showing hesitation.

"Brother Dean, which one do you think is good?" After

speaking, he passed the thing in his hand and smelled it.

Blue and pink baby powder for children.

"This pattern is so cute." He looked at the pattern on the

package and couldn't help laughing.

Pharm pouted, "Because all of this brand has this pattern."

"Then why not choose another brand?" Picking up the pink

flip to look at the packaging, at the same time glanced at
the label on the shelf, "The price is much more expensive
than other brands."

"I like this brand best. It's very dry. My rashes have
disappeared." Passed the blue one, "Is this good?"

Dean raised his eyebrows and then smiled, "You use blue, I
see it in your bathroom."

Pharm hurriedly nodded, "The pink ones are super scented

and are for girls, but sometimes I want to change the taste."

Dean picked up his brother's arm and poured talcum powder

on his arm.
"Brother?" He was about to pull his arm out, but he couldn't
win from the opponent's powerful hand.

Dean put the tall nose close to his arm, and took a breath.

"Floral fragrance."

Pharm was stunned by his boyfriend's move. He saw his

boyfriend turn his eyes to the blue bottle again. So Pharm
quickly put the bottle back on the shelf.

"No... don't try this, I use this one now."

Then Dean quickly put his nose to Pharm's neck and smelled
it lightly. That breath made Pharm's legs soften suddenly.

"It turns out that it smells good too, I like it." Then Dean
locked Pharm's hands and continued to smell his body. At
this time, Pharm's face is flushed, and there is a possibility
of a volcanic eruption at any time. Seeing him like this,
Dean really wanted to kiss him on the spot and swell his
face.

"Would you like to try other brands?" The charming eyes

made Pharm suddenly bewildered.

"no, do not want!"

Never ask Dean's opinion again!

#Short 19 Next stop

On Friday night, there was a rush of people and everyone

was rushing to the city center. Because everyone needs to
find a place to relax after a week of working days in
Alexandria. Including those college students, they are also
looking for a gourmet shop to feast on before going home.

Pushing from the crowd forced Dean to squeeze into a

corner, and he quickly looked down at his brother in his
arms.

"Can you breathe?"

"Hmm." Pharm nodded cutely. Fortunately, Dean is very

powerful, otherwise Pharm may have been squashed and
stuck on the door.

They didn't drive out today because they planned to go

shopping in the city center and then take a taxi home. But it
seems that they underestimated this peak period.

The announcement in the carriage sounded again, and then

the train reached the next station. After the door opened, a
large crowd of white-collar workers and tourists crowded in.
Originally, Pharm was able to move freely in a small area
surrounded by her boyfriend. Now the crowds forced
Pharm's face to his boyfriend's chest. Pharm had to stretch
his head over his boyfriend's shoulders to breathe.

The scent of lavender still remains on the clothes, and

Pharm can't help but want to take a few more breaths on
the broad shoulders. Dell once said that her mother liked to
stuff a few lavender balls in the dryer when drying clothes,
so the clothes of their entire family exudes a faint lavender
smell.

Pharm mischievously smelled it on his boyfriend's shoulder,

but suddenly there was a sudden stop in the subway, so he
had to instinctively reach out and grab his boyfriend's waist.
He had to send a warm smile to the other party.
After a while, the two hands that hugged the waist began to
feel uneasy about their duties. Slowly, his hands began to
move toward his boyfriend's abdomen. Pharm marveled in
his heart, Dean's abdominal muscles seemed to be
tightened a lot. Curiosity made Pharm's hand touch his
boyfriend's abdominal muscles.

Oh, how many... and the pectoral muscles.

After thinking about it, Pharm's hand slowly moved up. Sure
enough, it is a big chest muscle, Pharm can't help but
marvel in his heart. Suddenly, he felt a little strange, so he
was taken aback.

"Huh?" Pharm widened his eyes, and quickly raised his head
to look at his lover, who was also staring at him. Pharm
suddenly felt that his face was hot.

"If you're still touching..." Dean whispered in his ear, and

then grabbed Pharm's big hand with more energy than
before. Pharm really wanted to bite his tongue and kill
himself at this time, no matter what, it was much stronger
than the current embarrassment.

"I'll take you off at the next stop and call home."

(end)
bonus 1
April 21st, 1:30

In the darkness, only the moonlight shines through the

curtains.

Someone looking at the person who is asleep beside him.

Prominent nose ridge and shaped lips, looks sharper than
usual when the shadows falls upon.

How many years have passed ..

He smiled at himself

Regardless of how many years ..

The one who haven't asleep, slowly getting up. Gentle skin
touch his boyfriend's cheek 1 year, 5 years, 10 years, 20
years ..

No matter how many Times have passed, he will repeat it

again. Like this, regardless of how many years have passed
"Happy birthday"

A gentle kiss touches the other person's lips. Move to the tip
of the nose and end at the forehead.

Pham laying down again. Tucked his body into the wide
strong arms.

No need to give many gifts ..

Please just love and hold hands forever ..

The sleepy eyes gradually closed, with a gentle smile on his
lips. While the birthday boy gradually open his eyes sleepily.

Dean touches his lipsand smile. Then he tightening his hug

to his boyfriend, close to his chest.

Together like this forever is enough ..

#redthread
bonus 2
#Mini Read Thread

A Live notification is coming in, draw the attention of social

media user's who are enjoying the internet. To their
surprise, the owner of the account suddenly going Live,
many people hurriedly open to see - P Pharm live?

- Will he teaching about making snack?

- Not seen anywhere nor any sound. Normally, P Pharm talk

first (before start making snack).

- is there something wrong?

- the screen doesn't show any person at all - Only see sofa

Many comments fill the screen. Although confused, many

people still greets. It's a chance to expect that they will see
delicious food today "Hele it is" (a small child's voice of
"here it is") After a while, a clear voice sounded and Kaem
(DeanPham's son) appears. A clear and unruffled eye
appear on the screen.

The small boy smiles broadly, in his hand he showing off the

plasticine that was molded into a strange shape.

"Today, Kaem makes dessert."

Heart icon fill the screen. This boy secretly saw his mom
when he Live and didn't get any clue at all. He only
remember seeing mama talking to this square screen alone.

"Heart", when seeing the icon, he smile sweetly "A big one"
- Screammmmm

- Nong Kaem

- Send heart, hurry hurry!

- Wait, is this nong coming to Live alone? seriously?

The people's heart in social media are melting for this poor
little thing.

He can't read, so he don't know what were they type "Mold

it into round shape na." Kaem said while molding dough
made of clay. "And put in the pot" and then dropping it to
the coffee cup - Coffee cup ...

- whose cup is that?

- OMG, he keep adding them innnn "Wait .." The little boy
counts his fingers. "Wait for 10 minutes, then we can eat"
he raise up ten fingers with confidence.

But before he finish, the little boy is held up into the air and
disappeared from the screen. Leaving only long legs
showing on screen.

"Father's Coffee ..." followed by a low voice "Papa," Camp

quickly hug, tried to escape.

"Naughty! Father, go to the bathroom for a moment, what

have you done? "

"Doing like mama"

Dean frowning, do like Pharm? Making snacks?

He looking at the plasticine and nod to himself. Probably

playing baking, but why is the iPad here?
Something tells the father to pick up the iPad. And then he
is shocked - phi Deannnnnnnn

- the father

- the Father come, hahahaha - nong doing live, phi

- nong want to be net idol

The owner of greenish-gray eyes rolling his eyes. Jao Camp!!

***

That night

Dean : Pharm, don't forget to lock the iPad too Pham : why,
P Dean?

Dean : Kaem Live

Pham : huh?!

Camp : Noo want to be yoo-cup-pa Dean : chupa chup?

(Candy)

P Kon ( dunno what the name in English ) : Kaem want

to be Youtuber khab Dean : /flick Camp's forehead/ know too
much!

Camp : uweeee

Dean : .... /The father couldn't catch up with the kids/

bonus 3
Quarantine period, no stores open Win - / click his phone to
find a friend's number / What food did Pham cook today?

Dean - Marinated chicken, sauce, spicy rice noodles stir fry ..

etc Win - I'll send message to pick up. Please make two sets
me and Team are starving to death / hang up.

Dean - Damn !!!

Pham - / Smile / put them into food container, I already

prepare them. Let's share the food.

Dean <-- a person who is possessive even over foods as

long as it's made by Pham P.S.

Win - you eating too comfortably, watch out you'll gain

weight.

Dean - I do exercise too.

Pham - Hadtchy ???(*sneezing) (He do sit-up and let Pham

help hold the leg)

Team - How is P Dean at the condo?

Pham - .....

Team - Why are you blushing?

Pham - Nothing !!!

Team - did P Dean do anything strange !? = [] =

Pham - push-ups !! Only pushups!

Team - Oh, push-ups .. / Make a happy face Pham - (// ･ _ ･

//) Shy ...