The Guest by M. Endeshaw
The Guest by M. Endeshaw
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Morountodun Femi Osofisan. First
Nigeria Limited. published in Morountodun & Other
Plays, 1982, Longnman
The Guest(Engida) © Manyazewal Endeshaw. Not
If: A Tragedy of the Ruled © Rotimi
Foundation.
previously published.
Books (NIG.) Ltd. First published 1983. Heinemann Educational
Mother Uganda & Her Children ©
Rose Mbowa. First
publication 2017. See pp. 3-4. performed 1987, first transcribed for
Majangwa: A Promise of Rain © The Estate of Robert
African Publishing House Serumaga. First published 1974 East
The Legend of Wagadu as Seen by Sia Yatabere by Moussa
in French by L'Harmattan as La Diagana L'Harmattan. First
into Légende du
English by Richard Miller, 1991 Wagadu Vue par Sia Yatabéré, 1989; published
translated
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The Guest
(Engida)
A One Act Play
MANYAZEWAL E N D E S H A W
98
The Guest (Engida): A One Act Play 99
And the eyes of them both were opened, and they knew that they were
A n a
nakea. her
naked.
on neck and she laughs. After fooling around, she takes
the
a grape and
kisses
He
her
hand
hand toward
touward his imouth, but when he is about to eat, she eats it herself.
does this
does this once more, he grabs her hand and eats the grape.)
Whenshe
usband (Pause.) ve been sitting here thinking.
Wife What about?
Husband About you.
his forehead.)
Husband Balcony ... balcony... the left balcony ... yes on the left..
and on your left I see
OK the hall is full, therefore you are standing,
...
. It was . . .
to talk to you;
because you liked his
Creating some pretext he started with enthusiasm; I think you
approach and his voice, you responded
Were even trying to seduce him.
Genesis, Chapter 4.
100 Manyazewal Endeshaw
leaves unnoticed.)
(The guest Don't you pcople say that love is blind?!.Or.
Husband Why not?
self-control.
vou lost your
Wife It's vou who's
lost control' This is beyond jealousy!
would I be Jealous? |
am not Othello, nor are vo
Husband Why with
wouldn't be ditficult tor me to smother you
Desdemona. Perhaps it
would kill myself afterwards, you are
but if you think that I
a
new friend
Wife (Shghtly angry) Forget it in fright as ifhe
wee c0se
(He makes a threatening gesture, and she noves back d the
starts to read while moving ar
He pcks the neuspaper, dears his throat and
garden. She leaves the balcony without attracting attention.) cense
(Afier trying to get the right tone, he starts to sing an old love song )
I don't get bored while waiting for you,
I don't feel tired while waiting for you,
Oh my love,when shall I see you?
Oh my beauty, when shall I meet you?
Shall I wait for you on Monday?
Promise me not to stay away,
And on Sunday, my dearest dream,
The whole day 1'll stay home!
(After the first couple of lines, she joins in the singing and they dance. Holding hands
they spin around like children. They laugh out loud, and separate and still laughing,
take seats
apart from each other. Their laughter slowly subsides and his face becomes
serious.)
Husband Sometimes I think that you go out to stay away from me. soi
myself, "Can there be anything that I didn't fulfill, that she
all the time?" flies away
Wife (Picks up a
fan and with a flourish.) I like to take fresh air. The
sunhght
the
evening wind, the full moon... as a human
fellow humans gives being, the company or
Husband Don't I give
me
pleasure.
we living together?
you pleasure? (She gives him a sarcastic smile.) Wny a
WifeWhy are you
Husband When wasasking
I
this now?
Wife At the supposed to ask you?
Husband It beginning.
hadn't occurredto me then.
Wife And to m
it's too late!
now
Husband (Pause.) (Pause.) What made you think it
Wife If1 told Would you of now- hen?
have told me the truth, had I asked
you, what would you
Husband you have done?
Wife WhatDepends
ifI told
on
your answer.
Husbandl could have you that I don't love
Wife And ifI lied? stopped it there andyou?then!
Husband What for?
The Guest
(FEngida): A One Act
Play 103
you
to lose
Wife Not
Husband Without loving me?
think all these people live
Wife You together because they love each
Not at all. It's habit, custom, rules, tradition. other?
hand But
Husband they don't love each other,
But ififthey they will certainly
Wife That wouldn't change anything. separate.
Husband Intensely looks at her, and shakes his head.) You wouldn't feel
thing it we parted company. any-
Wife I didn't say that.
Husband You live to be appreciated by others.
Wife Everyone does it
Husband I ive for myself!
Wife If that was truc,. you would have asked me
straight, the
why we should live together.
at
beginning.
Husband (Imitated.) I told you that it didn't occur to me! (Pause.) Besides,
it was my belief
that...that you loved me, so ..
Wife And now, do you doubt my love?
Husband 1 didn't say that.
Wife ShallI tell you the real reason why you didn't ask me? You were afraid!
Husband What would I be afraid of?
Wife If I told you that I would be willing to live with
you even without
love. you would have found it difficult to decide. So
you chose not to
know.
Husband If that was true, I wouldn't have asked you now.
Wife O ..k. What would you do ifI told
you now?
Husband (Pause.) I don't know...
Wife In that case, it's
what can I do?... after all this time..
useless to know the truth. (Pause.) l've met only one
man who lived for himself.
Husband Why didn't you marry him then?
Wife I admire such a
strong person, but I hate his selfishness. What is the
meaning of life, unless one lives for the sake of others too? Humans are
like fire.
Husband (He fnishes it for her.) They warm us, they burn us.
wife He who doesn't know hate, cannot understand love!
1usband We love as much as we hate! (Long pause.) How 5 the guest to
find our house?
WifeC s the one who gave me a ride. Oh, you remind me that I should
ards a seat.
While the guest limbs up the few steps on to the raised platform, the
1owarlaces the flowers on a small table next to the reclining chair. The guest puts
husbane p on
he table and when he is about to sit on the chair, centre, which looks
the .
bottle
the more comfortable than the others, the husband vhistles. The guest turns
bigger and the husband gestures with his head towards the chair on the
see
what's wrong
points to the chair to make sure, and the husband nods in agreement.
1o
right.
auest Theguest
rosses towards the chair and as he is about to sit ... .)
Husband ould you like to join me?
Guest (He straightens.) Join you?
I mean, shall offer you beer: Or do you prefer something else?
usband
Guest Beer
is fine with me, especially if it's Saint George.
Husband (Shaking his head with appreciation.) Our taste is one and the same!
and raising his glass.) Cheers!
Getting closer to the guest,
With what?
Guest (Confused.)
Husband Oh sorry!
crosses to the front door. When the guest is about to
(Leaving his glass on the table,
turns and with a loud voice .)
sit, the husband
. . .
(1They clink glasses and the husband takes a sip, while the guest finds it dificult to
take a sip as his glass is full of foam. But because it's only polite to take a sip, he
manages The husband points at his owrm lips, the guest mimes to say "what?",
one.
the husband points at the guest who mimnes again to mean "what about me?" The
husband then points at and wipes his lips. This time the guest understands, and after
while they look each
upng his lips, shous his appreciation with a gesture. For a at
"sory")
Husband (Crosses to stage lefi, and in an aside.) I manage the introauctoy
106 Manyazewal Endeshaw
Husband Do you
Guest What?
reason, nobody comes here.
Husband Without
invited here.
Guest But I'm
Husband Invited?
To this world?
momnent coifuSion.) Oh you mcan that You
of are
Guest (After a
born 1S a miracle right.
Nobody is born
without a reason. Getting
have been so if we had not overdone itl
Husband It would
And what's your
lite's call1ng, ifI may ask?
Guest (Pause.)
was an actor. (Pause.) When I had enough of their hi.
Husband and
nagging, I quit.
Guest Who are they?
artists.
Husband The so-called
Guest But if the truth was on your side, you should have stayed and fonoh
Husband That's what you think, my friend! They wouldn't let you n
go
before they drove you crazy.
Guest Haven't you heard the saying that "the truth sets you free"?
Husband And don't you know that telling the truth gets you hanged?
Guest But I thought artists talk more openly than the rest of us.
Husband Openly? You don't know them, my friend. Everything they say
in their interviews is invented, pure fiction.
Guest How do you mean?
Husband What they tell is not the truth, but what people want to hear!
For instance, if you ask a writer why he is writing, he says, "To change
society!" But probably he writes for money, or fame. Let me tel you
what I read about a fantastic writer. This author wrote all his great noveis
to pay for debts incurred by gambling.
Guest Dostoyevsky?
(The husband shows his thumb in appreciation.
Guest What I feel is, the relationship between artists and their fans is hKe
nat of new lovers. For instance, you don't tell everything aboutyou
a gir you just started dating. There may be a few things you hide,a
a few things you lie about.
Husband (Laughs.) This is really a new angle of looking at it! Kiac
brother!
(The guest smiles with embarrassment at the
Guest Well... if
enthusiasm of the husband) not
you show your weaknesses to the pretty giri wi
yet given you her will
heart,
the image she has been building aboutyrhe
suddenly crumble! In a similar manner, fans put their idols
above
clouds, and if artists reveal that folk,
they have weaknesses like co1u on
they'll come crashing down from the clouds!
Husband (Applauding,) shake
Bravo, bravo, bravo! (Stretching his hand.)
hands!
(The guest is embarrassed.) Come on!... Lee
Please, do it for me
The Guest (Engida): A One Act Play 107
easy occupation. The secret meetings, the gossip, the harass1ment t you
are caught red handed, the blows that the husband would rain on yot
the thrashing by the guard, the punches from passersby, and tinally th
handcufis of the police! It's when I consider this that I say, "On: t
Husband
No, by hoice... everyone is living abroad.
HusD sce ... then how come you alonc stayed behind?
Guest Ah,
Husbar What's an actor witho his stage? (Pause.) Looking at me from
de, o n e ink that l'm lucky, but l'm not. The one I
would thin
wanted
Ou is pot the woman who invited you here. But what can you do?
ae)I had a fiancéc. (Pause.) And suddenly this one falls in love with
(Paus
me: for no apparent reason, Even before I laid cyes on her, her friends
ldme that she said she'd kil herself unless she made me hers. (Pause,)
er friends begged me ... they pursued me everywhere! Believing that
she would calm down if I met her for a few days, I agreed to meether.
Guest (Pause.) What about your fiancée?
Husband I didn't tell her.I agreed to meet the girl secretly. But she was
getting worse. She even became jealous of my fiancée. Is that not absurd?
Well, I started to avoid her. When she realized this, you know what she
did? She hanged herself?
Guest (In shock.) What?!
Husband (Smiles.) H'm, if it were not for neighbours who arrived on time,
she was gone for good! Finally, I asked her, "What do want? You know
what she said? "To marry you!" was her answer. I thought about it, and
considered it from different angles. At last I said, "What is the difference
between one woman and another? Marrying this one or that one does
not make a difference." So I married her.
Guest (Pause.) How about your fiancée?
Husband (Tearfully.) Well, I gave her the ring back, and with tears we
separated. (Takes out a handkerchief and wipes his eyes.) Sometimes I ask
myself whether I did that in sound mind, or if she used black magic.
for o
our
r l4 language,
theatre people to survive abroad.
110 Manyazeuwal Endeshaw
Who knows?
and Adey the flower,"
Ifthe bird a spring
of
ot September?" said.
Have made rendezvous, in the month for her.
one of said
But n o w I feel pity our
poets. (Pause.)
Guest Perhaps
she may meet somebody.
Husband What about me?
Guest But you left her, didn't you?
Husband When?
left her for this one.
Guest You said you
Husband Are you talking about the other one?
person! I don't think there is such a husband who is as anxious for his
wife as you!
Husband How about a wife, who
is anxious for her husband?
but...
Guest You might find such a one,
Husband (Moving his head up and down.) Such people are not lucky enough
to meet each other. Treated like a princess by one, can be played upon
like a doll by another! Knowing this, I tolerate everything with patience.
But sometimes I'm embittered! (Suddenly moves toward the guest,
(Pause.)
almost pushing him physically.) I just want to fly away and leave her!
(The husband crosses to the entrance, and looks at the offstage gate.)
Husband And where is she now? (Turns his head to the guest, and whispers.)
IfI tell you a secret, would you keep it to yourself?
Guest Ifit is a secret, of course I would.
Husband (Hesitates for a moment.) The true reason why I stopped acting
.. (He senses someone coming, and as he tries to make sure, the guest stars
the cougts
coughing; the husband anxiously gestures to make him stop, but guest
again
You see, I had no life outside of theatre! When I go onto the stage,
get a kind of ecstasy that... that I don't feel even when I sleep with a
woman! What can I say? ... IfI don't act for a month, I nearly explou
That was why I got involved in 4 or 5 plays a week. If one of the play
not I wouldn't worry, because I still would pertor
pertorming,
was
the other plays. But my friends think that I did it for money. Wnnat r e
tor
don't know is, as long as willing to work
I don't go hungry, I'm Ire
(Pause.) But the problem is ... I have a condition that nobody KnO
so I decided to quit all together.
ne Adey ffower has yellow petals, is found only in Ethiopia, and grows at the begn
the spring season.
The Guest
(lingida): A One Act Play 111
Guest (4fier.
ileBut you didn't tell me
your condition.
Husband... l'meon stage... andT forget my lines
remember but
... I try to
cant...
the other
other actor
the actorS try to
prompt me.. .but just can't hear what I
I
say..
ehe
the audience applauds tor the
auc
play to continue I feel ...
they my
back drenchec with sweat... ny hand visibly shakes... those who run
paticnce whistle... the angry ones come onto the
shout and wlh
out of
menacingly approach me shouting "Give our stage,
money back!"
anttoWay... but ny legs won't budge... "Give us our money"I
...
grab
me
the neck
. . . I fight to get
by e down on the stage fHoor and one of them, wearing an
myselt free ... but it is useless...
they
throw me dowr army
kicks
shoe, kicks
my genitals ... short of breath and gasping for air ... I wake
up screanming.
wvith a handkerchief)
(Pause. Wipes hisJace
wake up
in sweat.
soak (Pause.) Every time I have a performance, on
I
morning, I have this same nightmare. (Pause.) What do vou
rhe previous
have to say about this? (Pause.) Didn't you say that you are a psychiatrist?
you go to bed
Guest (Ponders.) Perhaps, betore
. . .
long. ActuallyI
Guest Not that
was
the hem of her dress.) your dres must be (He ponders and then turns holtheds
. .
DaCe)Do you
rstand. (Pause) know fortune things that
nde
time, Ok
me a beer. get
(The guest shows his appreciation and while crossing to the front door., he ren
tricks the husband played on him earlier. When the husband is about to sithe he
turns and with a loud voice....) guest
Guest Please take your seat, Sir!
(The husband is bewildered and straitens, but when he realizes that it is his
own tridk
played upon him, he calmly starts to sit. But again the guest turns...)
Guest Feel at home!
(The guest goes into the house. The husband is confused, and tries to understand
the
situation. Suddenly the coquettish laughter of the wife is
Unable to hold out any more, he approaches the door and
heard from inside the house.
peers through a crack .
Sensing the return of the guest, he runs back and sits at his former seat, picks upa
bottle and when he is about to take a swig, realizes his mistake and moves
to his
present seat. The guest comes back with a bottle of beer and a glass on a tray, and
pours the beer in such a way that the glass is filled with foam. He gives it to the
husband, and when he is about to take a sip...)
Guest (In a loud voice.) Wine maketh glad the heart of man!
(They then go through a shorter version of the wiping lips routine. Whispers.)
Guest You love my wife, right?
Husband (In a loud voice.) Which wife?
Guest (Anxiously looks towards the house.) Shush ... take it easy, and tell me
the truth. I swear I'm not
going to be cross with you. But don't lie to me
Husband Well... it's not in the way
you just...
Guest In whatever way it is, I wouldn't be cross with you. But don't think
that you can get away with lying!
Husband (Stressed and fidgeting.) H'm..
Guest (Encouraging.) That's good,
you just give me the truth!
come on! However upsetting it migne e,
Husband Well it's not easy to talk frankly about how one feels...
(Their exchange gets faster and faster.)
Guest Prizes and
trophies, ready to be given.
Husband What I really want to
say is
Guest No prizes, no
Husband
trophies.
Since our
feeling is complex
Guest (Cuts
...
in with loud
a
voice.)) You shut up:
Husband What?
The Guest
(Engida): A One Act Play
115
tHusband isfirst stur and then gets angry and
is met by the same ction from the guest. For
reactic energetically
a
moves
forward,
which moment
they stand face to
a fight.)
readyforhad known that
face at you are such
Guest I f I a
malicious coward, I
have asked you!
have a
wouldn't
the realizes that he has to keep on
husband
(Finally playing the game and backs
The guest takes off his glasses, and puts on the husband's
ino chair and gets comfortable. Pause. The husband crosses
to the rec
Sunglasses, crosses
to the back of
takes out a piece of costu for Othello and in a loud voice
recites from Act
Scene 2, but not in the right sequence.)
5. name it to
Husba Let me
not
you, you chaste stars!
Guest What?
Husband That handkerchiefI so loved and gave thee
Thou gavest to Cassio.
I saw my handkerchief in's hand.
o perjured woman! thou dost stone my heart,
And makest me call what I intend to do
A murder, which I thought a sacrifice:
I saw the handkerchief.
Guest Time is up!
Husband Had all his hairs been lives, my great revenge
Had stomach for them all.
Guest I said, time is up!
Husband . confess thee freely of thy sin;
For to deny each article with oath
Cannot remove nor choke the strong conception
That I do groan withal. Thou art to die.
Guest Hey you, time is up l said!
Husband I must weep,
But they are cruel tears: this sorrow's heavenly;
It strikes where it doth love.
husband throws
ne husband strangles the guest, who fights for his life; finally, the
Hest doun from the reclining chair; the guest coughs and tries to get ar
Art" said one or
Usband "There is no magic cure, for those bewitched by
Our great poets. And I'm created for the stage
e husband takes his sundlasses from the guest and on his way oul, gou
pain.) by t e
then coming back,
unseen
usband Ah! I've got a head ache! (He exits,
guest.) Do you have a wife? After a
while
rosses himself.
(He laughing.
out The guest is shocked, and atractive legs. She
looks
her
wife enters earng
wearing a Ssimple nightdress
that shows
She places the
canales
o
Crushed and carrie: candleholder with
a burning candles.
the table s
and sits.)
Wife Is he
Guest Yes. gone?
116 Manyazewal Endeshauw
told you?
Wife (Suprised.) He
out to buy tablets,.
Guest I think he went
Wife (Pause.) I feel sorry for him. He was a good
committed to a mental hospital. person
Guest Was he comnmitted?
Wife He sick for a long time.
was
Guest That means what he has told me is not true.
Wife What has he told you?
Guest That he had anotherfiancée and you...
Wife Would hang myselfunless he is mine? That's a
story
...
he tells
body. every.
very-
Guest Then how come you married?
Wife We're not married. (P'ause.) We
even sleep in separate beds.
are Just living together. (1Pause)
(Pause.) But he believes that we are
and wife. He even talks about our
wedding. husba
explain to him that we are not married, and the(Pause.) Once I tried
he created in his mind. He went wedding is an illusion
berserk! I was atraid that he
mad, and left the mtter at that. was going
Guest How did you come to
live together then?
Wife It's a long
story.
Guest (Looks at his
watch.) I would
Wife (Pause.) My father like you to tell me.
died before I was born.
long after I was born. When I My mother remarried not
chores. Why grew up, I had to do all the
my mother wanted me to household
to
employ maid, made
a work, while they could attord
amazing is that my mother wonder even at that time. What is more
me
man
nything for any man
The Guest
(Engida): A One Act Play 117
live ia a dream world. But I preter
I used
to dreaming
oy reading If my mother saw light in
in the
daytime:
my bed room
I'm
inking that l'in
night
wasting money, she would be at
night,
angry. So I
candles sheneverI
whe got moncy, and read by candlelight. bought
be time when you fell in love with candles.
Thatust
G u e s
have becn.
have
t
It
must1st ally, I quarreled
with my sister, and I
Wife
Then my with
mothe
a her beat me
stick. I got sick. He slapped
was the or
her.
who took
e to hospital. He had graduated and was one
as Only him and my step father who visited meemployed
in the
at the
Guest How come tha you haven't fallen in lovewi him after allhospital
time
he has
done for you?
Wife You think love
because of favours? That
somcone
You can fall in love even with somcone whose behaviour
you don't like.
don't know, buti regard him as my brother. When I was about
I to leave
nital,
the hos
he offered to take me in as a sister, until sorted
I things out.
nAtffirst, refused. Since I couldn't bear the thought of seeing my mother
again, I accepted his offer and came to this house.
Keeping word, he
his
tok me in as his sister. (Her smiling face changes to a serious expression.) But
slowly he started to consider me his wife. I couldn't take it. He forced me
to sleep with him!. But I always teel as it I'm sleeping with my brother;
it's repulsive. But he won't understand. It's so horrible!
Guest (Remains sad for a while.) Why don't you leave him?
Wife Where can I go? To my mother, who is more like a stepmother?
(Pause.) Sometimes I feel like going to my father.
Guest But...you told me that he is dead.
Wife Wouldn't my dead father be better than my living mother? At times
death is better than life! When I sometimes get confused, do you know
what I ask myself? "AmI really born? What if l'm still in my mocher's
womb dreaming?" (Pause.) Who knows? Maybe we get born when we
finish this dream. What if the so called death is just the end of the dream?
You know why I think like this? I feel that there is world
is so beautiful, where life
another which
is perfect and people live without problems,
disease and pain, without crying and agony. I don't mean heaven where
virtuous people are supposed to go. If you believe in heaven, you must
also believe in hell. But what kind of God would create such a horrnble
place? On the other hand, to consider life as a mere passage trom the
mother's womb to the womb of the earth would be a bitter joke! Thats
why I take this world as a laboratory where people are tested and pass
nrough. Just like when we wake up from a terrible nightnare, and teel||
Decause it didn't really happen, we feel the same when we born| are
n the perfect world. All the blunders we committed, and the agony and
future.
Wife My problem is also not being able to know what's i
hat's
(Pause.) But I realized a long time ago that I couldn't go on the utu
in
Guest (Pause.) Is there any way that I can help you? on like this. future.
Wife I don't think you can help me. I have nowhere
to
go! Unless.
us dies .. (Pause.) one of
Guest If you are so bitter, you can come with me.
Wife Where?
Guest To my house.
Wife Are you living alone?
Guest Actually l'm not alone.
Wife You are married then.
Guest No, I'm living with my two sisters.
Wife Then what woud they say 1t you suddenly
Guest Well, I'll explain the situation.
brought a woman alones
Wife How would you do that? (Pause.) Are
you going to say, "I've knOw
this woman for less than a week, but because she n
told me how
life treated her, I brought her with me." dreadfull
Guest No, I would tell them that I've known
Wife Are you going to lie? you for a long time.
Guest So what?
Wife (Pause.) How come
you are not married?
Guest (Pause.) I've tried, but it
failed.
Wife How do you mean?
Guest I had a fiancée.
the theatre, I was (Pause.) The surprising thing is, when I saw in
overwhelmed. you
Wife I don't understand.
Guest You look
exactly like my former fiancée.
finally separated. (Pause.) Anyhow we were
Wife What happened?
Guest She was she was
Wife Did she love
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