A Certain Someone Complete
A Certain Someone Complete
Chapters:
19/07/20:
Afternote.
Chapter 001 - Jiang Tian
Best Deskmate of the Batch
The inter-class breaks were always full of noise in the top floor of
Mingli Block in Fuzhong. The study rep of Year 2 Class A drifted from the
new student!”
“The little eunuch from the Respectability room is here to mess with us
“It’s not even midterm or end of term, what is even going to come in?”
“It’s a transfer student.”
With this said, the ones who were actually awake in the classroom
“Absolutely sure! I just saw him, he’s a guy, quite tidy looking and
dashing.” The study rep mulled a little, and added, “Who knows which
campus.”
(t/n: I used this term from ‘Daily life of being the campus idol’s fake boyfriend’, mostly because the
original term directly translated into ‘school grass’ which isn’t very nice in English. The students also
made a joke with this implying that Sheng Wang was literally grass that the teacher picked from another
school. Overall, the term ‘school grass’, refers to the hottest guy in school.)
few girls stole a quick glance at the corner of the last row amidst the chaos.
There was a guy resting his head on his table, catching up on his sleep; a
hand covered the back of his head, his long digits slightly curved, and his
The surroundings were really too noisy, he ran his fingers through his
“I’ve never heard of its name too, but it has to be a key province
“Wait, let me check.” The boy speaking dug out his phone from the
dumbfounded. “Fuck?”
“What is it?”
The boy holding the phone displayed the results for a single round, and
Only a long while later then did someone finally come back to their
senses. “He’s not from this province? Someone not from this province
finished year one and transferred into Jiangsu? Did that handsome guy’s head
Sheng Wang, whose head was allegedly stuck between the doors, was
The cicadas released its long cries in the heavy shade, he only
managed to get a clear listen from the new voice messages sent from his dad
after distancing from the windows and stuffing in his earpiece. Three
messages in a row, each message a minute long, the usual style of Sheng
Mingyang.
“Your Uncle Xiao-Chen just called me and told me you went upstairs
by yourself. Why didn’t you wait for him? New place new classmates, it’s
from First High? Even though both are key schools of the province, but after
The air condition in the student affairs office was a little old, and could
only manage local air conditioning, suitable for the middle age and old.
Sheng Wang stood at the front of the air outlet, the tip of his hair, slightly
dampened by sweat, was blown to the point of being ice cold. His fingers
tapped his screen, and cut the voice message off only after listening to the
first few bits, rolling his eyes once every message. By the time he rolled his
He of course already knew about Uncle Xiao-Chen, that was the driver
who sent him to report in. The teaching zone did not allow for cars to enter,
and the parking spot was also far apart, Sheng Wang felt that the extra effort
was a waste of energy, and decided to might as well let him go back first.
Then…...
replied.
Sheng Wang fanned himself with his own collars, and pretended that he
lost connection.
Sheng Mingyang chased after him with a phone call, his tone grudging.
“Old Xu is the head of the office, he isn’t very tall, and he looks quite proper,
and maybe a little strict. Logically speaking he should be the one fetching
The teacher who brought me upstairs was quite amiable, he kept smiling, it’s
He’s also short, and his direct gaze only reached Sheng Wang’s
shoulders, he had to lean upwards to talk to him. After he settled Sheng Wang
here he headed downstairs, saying that he was getting someone to help him
ghost to ghosts was trained to the point of perfection, only here when facing
The sound of people came from outside the door, Sheng Wang turned
make a good first impression in front of your teachers on your first day, don’t
“I’ll get Xiao-Chen to fetch you at night, I should be able to reach home
said, “Let’s invite your Auntie Jiang for a meal; it’s that thing your dad
Auntie Jiang’s name was Jiang Ou, and had a son. He never met Jiang
Ou herself, he only saw two pictures, and even so he barely put any effort
into it.
He had been hearing that name on-and-off for nearly a year now, the
frequency went from once every two to three months to nearly every day; he
really was getting used to it soon. It had to be said that Sheng Mingyang was
a pro at controlling the mood, and fault could not be found with what he was
doing. It was to the point that Sheng Wang could not even find a suitable entry
Last month, Sheng Mingyang said that he would be twice as busy for
the second half of the year, and could barely stay a few days at home. He also
said that Jiang Ou ran into some issues with her house and could no longer
stay there. Therefore, he wanted to let Jiang Ou move in, and thus she would
have a place to stay, and would be able to help take care of Sheng Wang at
Honestly, taking care was a lie; there was already a lady hired for
cleaning and cooking. The issue might not even be real, it was only for the
sake of a breakthrough: by the time they really live together could she even
still leave?
before Sheng Wang actually agreed, new items began appearing in his house,
everything was prepared to welcome that woman, oh, and that son of hers.
outcome.
Sheng Wang’s reply did not come after a long while, Sheng Mingyang
called out for him from the other side of the phone.
Dean Xu, who looked like a big mouth monkey, walked in just at that
Dean Xu was able to maintain his basic benevolence. “You were calling your
home? No worries, don’t need to hurry and hang up, informing your family is
Sheng Wang turned his head, his laugh youthful. “Thank you, teacher, I
downstairs just now, that this new transfer student may have looks that
spelled trouble for girls, but he seemed to be a good student, and would not
“Come, sit.” Dean Xu pointed at the stack of books newly brought over
and said, “This is the teaching material we will theoretically be using this
Sheng Wang did not understand the meaning of this sentence at the
moment. He opened the chemistry book on the top of the pile and flipped
through two pages, its content roughly matched up to what he learned before;
there was not much of a difference, it should not be a challenge when he has
to learn it.
“I’ve read your information, you transferred quite a few times?” Dean
Xu said.
between middle school and first year of high school, this was the third time.
Thanks to these transfers, he held no special regard for any particular place,
“I’ve also seen your results, you are a brilliant student, basically never
leaving the top three of the year in your exams. You definitely have the
quality, it’s just that there might be a slight tiny difference for the progress on
the academic programme between the schools.” Dean Xu used his fingers to
demonstrate a difference of less than 1cm, and consoled, “You will more or
less run into problems like this when you transfer schools, with a bit of effort
Student Sheng Wang always had a smooth journey, and never actually
did face any fear when it came to academics, there was no way he would be
scared. But, he could not act as if he was not humble, so he could only let
down the tail that was sticking up behind him. “I did some mental preparation
“Oh.” Dean Xu nodded. “Actually, we also have fluid classes, it’s just
shift around every half a term. Isn’t there two major exams in the form of
midterms and end of terms? Last three places would go to Class B after
every major test, then the top three from then would enter. This is our
streamed class.”
Simply put, other people’s fluidity was freedom of choice for their
subjects, over here for them their fluidity was to let people screw off.
Dean Xu was done with scaring little kids, and finally decided to be
humane.
corridors. Sheng Wang could not help to take a few more glances after
passing by the wall of honour, as the wall full of expressionless “ID picture”
spot. He said rather proudly, “There really aren't a lot of Olympiads for year
ones, but our performance is still quite decent. Most of the people on this
wall will become your classmates, you may familiarise yourself with them in
advance.”
Sheng Wang was bad with faces, and had no interest in getting to know
First, it was because the repetition rate of his face was too high, and
managed to single handedly turn the wall of honour into a match the puzzle
game. Second, was because his surname was Jiang, his full name was Jiang
Tian.
in any case he held no pleasant feelings for anyone with the surname Jiang at
all recently.
Dean Xu was admiring the wall for the thousandth time, and yet he
reached out and wiped it for a bit, and angered, “Who doodled hearts on the
Sheng Wang grunted and added fuel to the fire at the side. “And it’s not
person in the picture still kept a certain air to it; in Dean Xu’s words he
could spell trouble for girls everywhere. But, Sheng Wang felt that cold guys
He prayed that he would be able to stay further away from this person,
to avoid having to fight him the day when he could no longer stand him.
However not even five minutes since he made the wish, he was
forcibly placed right next to the real life B-king himself. The reason was that
he just started and it would be difficult for him, the best solution was to find
Dean Xu said, “When you look at the entire batch, you probably can’t
The moment his voice stopped, 40+ pairs of eyes all directed their
Sheng Wang dully gave Big Mouth Monkey a look, and internally said
screw you.
*re-edited: 22/12/20
Chapter 002 - A Blow
This is Your Auntie Jiang’s Son, Call Him Ge
“Teacher, someone’s looking for you.” A girl called out to Dean Xu,
nodded at the person looking for him outside the window, saying, “The
Wang’s ears and said, “Oh yes, today’s reporting is an exception. Tomorrow
onwards, things like mobile phones and PSP should not appear in the
the guy sitting in front at a speed faster than anyone could react.
“What the fuck!” The guy immediately sprung up, the speed at which he
“You think just because you covered it up there’s any use? This is
already the second time, Gao Tianyang.” Dean Xu raised his hand, and
waved the newly confiscated phone, saying to Sheng Wang, “See this yet, this
“Okay.”
Dean Xu finished a major transaction, and walked away with his spoils
in satisfaction.
Sheng Wang watched the seize in close distance, his expression a little
lost. The guy named Gao Tianyang looked at him, his gaze gradually turning
bitter. A few seconds later, Sheng Wang finally reacted and quietly removed
his earpiece, and stuffed it into his bag along with his phone, so as to avoid
Sheng Wang thought for a bit, and politely consoled him. “Accept fate.”
“Fuck.” Gao Tianyang did not keep it up, he looked like he didn’t know
if he should laugh or cry as he wiped his face, and said, “It’s fine, it’s not
even the first time anymore. Anyway, they check for phones every once in a
looking at me for?”
“We were just talking about it before you entered the classroom, I even
Baidu’d your original school. Why have you lost your will to live at such a
young age, and transfer into Jiangsu in year two of high school?”
Sheng Wang gave a hollow laugh. “Go ask my dad.”
Gao Tianyang rubbed his buzzcut, and wanted to gossip for a bit more,
but was unfortunately stopped by the school bell. The students sitting
sloppily and chattering idly all sat up straight; the people who slept for most
of inter-class period all raised their heads, stretched their arms and necks,
and dug out a stack of test papers from their tables.
When everyone returned to their seats and no longer clustered in
groups, Sheng Wang suddenly stood out way more—because everyone in this
class sat! In! Single! Seats! Only him had his table placed right next to
propping him covered a good half of his face, only the lines from his lower
jaw bones could be seen from the gap. A white round sleeve t-shirt revealed
the curvature of his shoulders and back, rising and dipping lightly with his
breathing.
Is he about to sleep till school ends, Sheng Wang said internally.
After Gao Tianyang tried for two times, Jiang Tian finally woke up.
pointer finger, letting out a light sound of “crack”, then finally lifted his head.
After he sat upright, he also rubbed his face.
One could see with the naked eye how hard it was to wake up.
“My god, what did you do last night that made you so drowsy?” Gao
Tianyang could not help but ask.
“Some trivial thing.” Jiang Tian obviously did not want to speak
anymore on that issue, other than sleepiness there was also displeasure
between his brows. He fished out a bottle of mineral water from his table,
the condensation covering the bottle further dissolving with his fingertips. He
unscrewed the cap and took a sip; he finally glanced at Sheng Wang from his
peripherals.
He frowned and turned his head. Perhaps it was because he just drank
iced water, his voice and tone were both cold. “Who are you? Why are you
here?”
of his Jiang surname, and after a provocation with this tone, he was made to
have further no good impressions. His young master temperament came up,
and pointed at the new teaching material on his table with his chin. “I’m new,
The moment Gao Tianyang realised that something was off with the
mood, he was the first one to come rushing out to mediate. “No, you were
catching up on your sleep so you didn’t know, the teacher made him sit here.”
“Which teacher?” Jiang Tian asked.
“Who else could it be, it’s Big Mouth.” Gao Tianyang said, “Didn’t
you know that he always liked to blindly assign seats? Last time a sentence
from him sent my seat to right next to the teacher’s desk, and then he himself
forgot the next day, and asked me why didn’t I sit in the perfectly fine rows,
and insist on squeezing with the teachers. I really was dogfucked then.”
Sheng Wang was still coldly standing off against Jiang Tian, the
moment he heard Gao Tianyang’s words he turned and stared at him, his face
clearly displaying a line of reprimand in capital letters: Why didn’t you say
this when Big Mouth Monkey was around?
he followed the sound, only to see Jiang Tian already standing up, carrying
his chair, and pulling his single table behind, a distance away from him.
head towards Sheng Wang’s direction, and said, “He’s shorter, he’ll sit here,
I’ll sit behind.”
Jiang Tian already sat down on his new seat, he pulled out a thick stack
of test papers from the bottom of the table and tossed it on top, then he leaned
backwards on his chair, lifting his gaze to look at Sheng Wang. “If not, you’re
taller?”
“......”
At this point, there was no saving Sheng Wang’s bad impression
He shifted the single table in front of him towards the left a little,
aligning itself with the entire row, and also stuffed his bag into the bottom of
the table. He just sat down when Gao Tianyang used his pen to tap his desk,
turning his head and chatted with a low voice. “Hey, bro.”
“Hm?” Young master Sheng’s displeasure was focused on the
people.
Gao Tianyang covered his mouth with his hand, and used an even
lower voice, “Don’t take it personally, he usually isn’t like this. Something
probably happened to him these two days, his mood isn’t very good.”
Sheng Wang said “Oh” out of politeness, but internally he was thinking
The reason being that as far as the eye could see, he was the only one
with teaching material on the table out of the entire class, other people’s
tables were filled with stacks and stacks of test papers. Furthermore, the
school bell had rung for so long, and there was not a single teacher in sight.
His gaze swept around once, and before he could even ask, Gao
“Oh, then what are you revising with?” Gao Tianyang jabbed the brand
new teaching material, saying, “Textbooks?”
“Test.”
Sheng Wang used a gaze that said what is this sleeptalk and looked at
him. “Test what? Content from year one?”
“That’s last semester’s final exam, what year one topic would they
even test us with.” Gao Tianyang pointed at the teaching material Sheng Wang
Maybe the way he froze up was a little dorky, Gao Tianyang laughed
like crazy.
monotone voice. “Dean Xu told me that this is your new teaching material for
this semester.”
“Theoretically it is.” Gao Tianyang said, “But we are already done
with it. Today’s August 8th, right? We started summer break from July 10th,
just ten days, and then we came back for class. We just finished two days
ago.”
“What subject?”
“In any case we are already done with math and physics and chem,
language is slightly slower, and English never followed the textbook in the
first place.”
Sheng Wang felt as if he was suffocating. “So I will need to take a test
“Yes.”
“Can I take medical leave?”
been through too much and said, “Friend, you have a long struggle ahead, and
you are on your own. When you graduate, all you need to do is to find
someone to beat Big Mouth Xu up.”
This was overly thrilling, to the extent that till the end of the day,
student Sheng Wang was in a state of mental drunkenness; in short, he was
completely gone.
It was only when the chauffeur, Uncle Xiao-Chen, called his phone,
then he realised that self study was over. Most of the people in the classroom
already left. Gao Tianyang seemingly spoke to him right before he left, the
unpleasant presence behind him also disappeared.
He received his dad Sheng Mingyang’s call when he was half way
home. His dad was truly his flesh and blood dad, a “Mn” was all it took for
asked.
Sheng Wang leaned his head against the car window, lazily sprawling
on the car seats behind, and said numbly, “I’ll like to bother you with a
request.”
“Say it?”
“......”
Sheng Wang had the personality of a peacock spreading its tail open
ever since he was a kid; it was only when he was acting unreasonable and
shameless then he would say “I can’t do it”, when he got older he never
heard that ever again. A sudden reappearance of this tone made Sheng
Mingyang a little rueful, even his tone became much gentler. “Come tell your
Sheng Wang let out a “ha”, and was just about to pour out all his
Mingyang’s side. It was the low voice of a woman. Sheng Mingyang’s voice
also muffled; he probably replied to her while covering the phone.
“Nothing much, I was just saying, I’ll hang up now.” The corner of his
mouth tugged as he spoke, his tone still sounding light and carefree.
Sheng Wang turned to look outside the window. The car just went past
Green Sun main street, and he could vaguely see a side road the car could
turn into in the near distance, a few more moments of driving and they would
reach White Horse Alley. A few carts selling snacks stopped at the alley
entrance, steaming god knows what, a thin smoke spreaded out at the walls of
the alley entrance.
White Horse Alley was where his ancestral home was located, he only
stayed there until he was five before he moved away. Before he was eight, he
would occasionally make some return with his mom, after he turned eight, his
When Xiao-Chen drove the car into the courtyard, Sheng Mingyang
was already standing there and waiting.
The sky was ashen blue with a tinge of darkness, some houses already
turned on their lights. Sheng Wang left the car with his head lowered, then he
heard his dad gently call his pet name. “Wang-zai, this is your Auntie Jiang,
this is Auntie Jiang’s son, Jiang Tian. He’s slightly older than you, call him
Ge.”
Jiang who???
Translator's notes:
home page, and can be found on products like Hot Kid Milk. 仔 is a suffix
added on to a name, roughly meaning 'kid'. Both are pronounced in the
exact same way, 'wang-zai'.
2. Ge: 哥 in cn, meaning 'older brother'. HOWEVER people can also call
unrelated people 哥 for respect or as terms of familiarity. Throughout the
*re-edited: 22/12/20
Chapter 003 - Tests
For How Long Do You Intend to Keep My Paper
From Me?
The sparsely lit lamps carved out light and shadow in the
courtyard, Jiang Tian stood in that patch of shadow. He had a tall
stature, and the unique nimble figure of youth, yet he was not
overly lanky. He carried his school bag on one shoulder, his
thumb hooked onto the black colour strap, and kept his head
looking in a different direction.
It was only when Sheng Mingyang dragged his son over then
he finally turned to face them, and immediately the expression of
having eaten spoilt food appeared.
Jiang Ou stood right next to her son, and was simply dressed.
Her style was completely different from what he thought it would
be. She was considered to be more willowy among women, yet
she was still a good chunk shorter than Jiang Tian. Not only did
this juxtaposition make her seem completely harmless, she even
gave off a sense of delicate cordiality.
It was the first time Sheng Wang got a proper look at this
woman’s front view, in the instance she smiled, he suddenly
discovered that her looks half resembled his mom’s.
Sheng Wang doved indoors with his bag in his hands, and
said without looking back: “Your son has tests tomorrow, with not
a single subject out of five learned yet, the hell with time for
dinner.”
Jiang Tian was still trapped in his mother’s grip, and could
not leave. He stood in the darkness apathetically, his spare hand
holding his phone, his head lowered as he scrolled.
The new teaching material was laid out in a row across the
table, he curled up in his chair, and spun his pen around.
The screen on the phone he left at the side lit up for a bit,
and lit up yet again. He accumulated a few before he finally
reached out to unlock his phone,
StarAniseCrab:
Wait that doesn’t seem right, why would you even want
exam papers for revision?
StarAniseCrab:
StarAniseCrab:
Sheng-ge?
StarAniseCrab:
Sheng Wang spun his pen around and jabbed at the screen
with one hand——
Canned:(7)
StarAniseCrab:
Pretend, go on and keep pretending. You’re just lazy, and
think that it’s too much effort to even send another message,
every time you would wait for the messages to accumulate before
you would even reply altogether.
StarAniseCrab:
StarAniseCrab:
Canned:
You’re the discriminatory one here, I won’t have time for this
many tonight, got to learn to give and take.
StarAniseCrab:
What the heck? One night? What are you(8) doing? And also
aren’t you so usually so lazy to the point that you refuse to send
messages if you could just send voice messages, what’s up with
you today? You actually manually typed two messages.
After replying with that line, the little young master suddenly
felt a wave of heartache. He had mixed around in the Jianghu(11)
for sixteen and a half years, and yet the day where he had to rely
on fate for exams arrived.
This was left behind by the hired lady, Sheng Mingyang was
often not home, without a parent making sure, Sheng Wang’s
three meals were irregular. Every time the lady did not receive a
response from knocking, she would leave some food suitable for
eating in the middle of the night, thus providing him some ease
whenever he would go down to hunt for food. Eventually, it
became an unspoken convention between them.
Sheng Wang did not even bother with his slippers, he wore
his socks and silently went downstairs. Just as he opened the
fridge, stuck his head inside and searched for food, he heard
Sheng Mingyang’s low speaking voice from the balcony beyond
the glass.
He stopped for a moment, carried his red grapes and
sneaked over. Sheng Mingyang was talking to someone, a hand
on his phone, the other pinching the space between his brows,
looking like he was extremely sleepy too. Still his tone was tender.
I what?
“......”
Sheng Wang twisted his head and stared him down: “If I
want to fill it in that way, then I’ll fill it in that way, it’s none of your
business? You had to poke me to say it?”
Jiang Tian looked at him, and unfolded his palm wide open: “I
poked you because I wanted to ask, for how long do you intend to
keep my paper from me?”
Footnotes:
2. Name for affliated school, kept the hypy to make it more pronounced as a
noun
10. Confused Nick Young, the meme. It’s surprisingly well known in
China.
11. Milieu in which wuxia plays out, Sheng Wang was dramatising
his experience as a student to one of a Xia, a rogue, in ancient
historical drama
The bell rang right at the last second, the invigilator clapped:
“Alright time’s up, put down your pens. Ay, the boy sitting near the
window in the first column, quit writing. It’s all Class A students
here, is this ten to twenty seconds really that important to you?
Spare the students in the other classes, please.”
“What are you so nervous for, isn’t it just the last question.
The newbie is even calmer than you are.” The student behind him
gave him a kick in his butt, and made a casual joke along the way.
Everyone looked at Sheng Wang again.
Jiang Tian held on to his script and stood up, two finger tips
knocked with a ‘du’ on Sheng Wang’s table, indicating him to hand
in his script.
Sheng Wang shot him a look, just as he was about to stuff
his script at him, Gao Tianyang turned behind in the chaos and
asked: “Are you okay?”
“Wow you can still smile.” Gao Tianyang gave him a thumbs
up: “Your mental fortitude is good, if I end up in a situation like
yours, I would probably just shut down.”
Sheng Wang was even more confused than him: “I’m getting
some water from the back?”
……
Huh?????
He did not get any reply when he was done talking, a look
behind, and he saw Student Sheng slouching in his chair, his head
turned up, his expression already vexed.
“Let me ask just this, how many marks are your maths
worth?” Sheng Wang’s tone already showed that he no longer had
any vested interest in living.
“For the science students, 200 marks, the total for gaokao (1)
is only 480 marks, go ahead and process this weightage with your
soul.”
“......”
“Yeah. He came over the moment the bell rang and said
that.” The girl pointed at the corner of the window, “He wants you
to go the moment you finished the tests.”
Jiang Tian looked like he was rushing for time, he did not look
particularly pleased, and yet he dumped his bag and went.
Sheng Wang was refilling his cup at the back of the class:
“I’m waiting for someone.”
“Which Old He?” Sheng Wang took a sip of water, and asked.
There was a giant office for the year twos, all the main
teaching staff were in there, as a teacher usually did not teach
only only class, with the exception of Class A. Big Mouth Xu
already showed him the way, the main subject teachers for Class
A did not take on any other classes, therefore they had their own
five-person office to themselves.
A look was enough to tell him that the one whose back was
facing him had to be Jiang Tian, the other one had to logically be
Teacher Wu.
“Is there anything else teacher?” Jiang Tian was very straight
forward with his question.
Sheng Wang also smiled back at her: “Is there something the
teacher needs me for?”
She used her chin to point behind her, and said: “We’ve
already heard from Old Xu, you are a book behind for every
subject, it’s my fault for not being in school yesterday, if not I
could have helped to file an appeal, you wouldn’t have needed to
force yourself for today’s weekly test.”
“Hold on, I don’t care about the rest, but it would be too
much if he got five to ten marks for language wouldn’t it?”
She thus decided that she would not bother beating around
the bush anymore, and headed straight to the point: “We won’t
treat your results seriously this time, but the large gap in progress
is an actual problem, and not a small one either. Class A’s syllabus
is done very quickly, we have to finish all the content for high
school within the first half of the semester, and cannot stop to
wait for you. Therefore…...you will likely have to think of a solution
on your own, and catch up on what you have missed while
following the rest of the class in learning new content.”
It was the first time Sheng Wang heard that break being
called a holiday, and let out a hollow laugh.
He Jin made eye contact with the other teachers, and said:
“We roughly estimated how much you can catch up within a week,
let’s set you a small target.”
“No.”
Sheng Wang let out a “hm”, and said: “Nothing, let’s keep the
target like this for now.”
Translator's notes:
-LONG CHUNKY EXPLANATION OF JIANGSU GAOKAO-
Footnotes:
2. A chinese idiom
6. So the term used here directly translated into: little black house,
or according to baike the black house, originally an internet
slang referring to the ‘forbidden zone’ internet forum users
would get sent to after they break the rules, implying that this
would be the place where they would not be seen or heard. In
the context of this usage here, it probably means that it was
incredibly shady looking.
10. The score per subject was calculated differently from the “total
score” mentioned earlier, Jiangsu gaokao runs differently. Also
there's a difference between total score and actual score.
Chapter 005 - Moving In
That Bastard Named Jiang Tian Seriously Grew
Legs and Escaped.
“Hm? Which two boxes?” Gao Tianyang was busy burying his
head and replying to someone on WeChat at the bottom of his
table, he did not truly realise what he was asking.
‘The timetable?”
“Yup.”
Gao Tianyang looked up, stared at the board infront intently
for about three seconds, and violently turned his head back to
ask: “You sit in the fucking second last row, you can still see the
words on the timetable clearly?”
“I sure can.”
“No wait, I was just expressing my shock. You can take a look
around, you’re the only one in our class who’s not shortsighted do
you know that?” Gao Tianyang said.
Sheng Wang’s head did not even turn, he jabbed his thumb
in the direction behind, for some mysterious reason lowered his
voice and asked: “Doesn’t it means that he’s not human for not
wearing glasses too?”
Sheng Wang internally went: the hell with looking, why are
you this moronic and speak so loudly for?
The good thing was that Jiang Tian was catching up on his
sleep during the inter-class period again, and heard nothing at all.
Sheng Wang was rather bemused, why did this person seem
to lack sleep every day as if he was busy staying up being a thief
all night, don’t tell him it came from doing questions?
The study rep’s voice drifted over clearly, his tone clearly
gossiping: “Really, I don’t know what happened, in any case when I
entered the office the teachers were rioting, they went nuts and
were super excited, they wouldn’t stop going blah-blah.”
Shortly after the bell for night self study rang, the homeroom
teacher He Jin sandwiched a stack of test papers between her
arms and entered the classroom. She placed it on the teacher’s
desk like it was a matter of course, then pulled the board behind
her with a natural ease, saying: “The weekly tests have been
marked, we will be going through the paper tonight.”
Someone in class did not manage to hold it in, and let out a
whine. (2)
He Jin said: “What are you whining for, are you trying to act
cute with me? Is there any use to acting cute at all?”
He Jin adjusted her glasses, and said: “What are you looking
at? You haven’t even received your scripts back, all you know is to
look at the new student! I was about to talk about this. Sheng
Wang, he just entered our class on Saturday, he basically did not
learn anything tested on the test. But after calculating
proportionately according to past cases, both his chem and
physics entered grade B, his main three, language math and
English scored over 300. If this was gaokao, he could make it for
undergraduate courses. He only spent one day, to achieve all
these.”
The cold white light of the lamp above was reflected in his
lenses, adding a layer of seeping coldness over his orbs. He was
basically a “I’m displeased” in giant capital letters.
That pen tumbled onto his table, the arm that rested on top
was marked with a scrawly uneven line, it was especially
conspicuous with the contrast of his cold and fair skin.
Jiang Tian’s gaze was already fixed onto the blackboard: “In
case you can’t keep your hands to yourself again.”
Sheng Wang: “???”
Fuck.
Bleh.
The phone call got on his nerves, Sheng Wang was irritated:
“He’s sitting right behind me, if you want anything go find him
yourself.” After he spoke he turned to pass his phone to the back,
only to see that the table behind was completely empty. That
bastard named Jiang Tian seriously grew legs and escaped.
Footnotes:
Sheng Wang rolled his eyes, and tossed his phone onto the
table.
It had been three days since Sheng Wang arrived, he did not
attend a single English lesson, and it was this teacher that left the
deepest impression on him. This was because the old foxes, Class
A, changed colours whenever they spoke of the “Jing” (1), the
moment they hear the words “Jing-jie(2) is looking for you”, they
would visibly pale in teror.
From their words alone, Sheng Wang thought that the one
who taught them English was a Yaksha. (3)
Yang Jing walked past the door and came back again, her
chin lifted up and she knocked.
She spoke quickly and her chin was always slightly pointed
up, a perfectly normal sentence felt like an interrogation when it
came from her mouth.
“Oh.” Yang Qing shot a glance at his table, “How bold of you,
you really just place your phone right under my nose?”
After she spoke, she left with her high heels clacking.
Sheng Wang settled his phone on the desk, just as he was
about to let go, the person inside let out a “Hello”.
“Called who?” Sheng Wang nearly did not catch what he was
asking, he then went “Oh” and said: “It’s Jiang Tian, right, he
brought his phone? I never would have guessed that he’s the
daring kind too.”
“No way, don’t even think about it.” There was no one
around, Sheng Wang was explicit with his reply.
What the……
“You think that I wouldn’t know what you said even if you
didn’t sound it?” Sheng Mingyang teased him, “Fine, you come
back with Uncle Xiao-Chen first.”
“Oh, I don’t need to wait anymore?” Sheng Wang asked
emotionlessly.
In your dreams.
The key school(4) within the city did not consist of Fuzhong
alone, but most of them sat in the outskirts, far from the urban
district and far from the people, all looking like they were dying to
religiously seclude themselves.
“No need.”
He did not even look up, opened the shoe cabinet, only to
see that there was an extra row of unfamiliar looking shoes. One
part was nearly the same type as sports shoes he owned, the
other was women’s shoes.
Ever since his mom passed away, things like these had not
appeared in the house for a long long time.
“Your slippers are right here.” Sheng Mingyang bent over and
passed his slippers to him, “I already prepared it for you.”
“I already told you it’s better if I’m not standing here.” Jiang
Ou said.
“He will have to get used to this one way or another.” Sheng
Mingyang heard the bedroom door on the second door close with
a “bang”, and sighed: “This kid is all harsh words but deep down
he’s soft, he can rationally tell who’s good and who’s bad, it isn’t
that he’s out to get you, he’s just……”
“He’s probably still angry for now, he wouldn’t open the door
for me.” Sheng Mingyang let out a fake laugh, and said: “Who do
you think the sign that says do not knock on the door is for?
Warm the porridge and leave it there first, he would come down
to eat when he’s hungry.”
“I feel like the way you and Xiao-Wang interact have some
issues……” Jiang Ou could not help but say.
Sheng Wang swept away melon seed shells on his hand, and
answered: “Don’t stutter, you can say it properly.”
“I didn’t.”
“Then why are you speaking like you’re drunk.” Sheng Wang
said: “All my marks are free marks, the kind that anyone can score
after going through the teaching material once, if I can score full
marks with a week of studying, then what’s the point of me going
to school?”
“You’re blind.”
“Fine, do you still want any papers? I can go ask the year
twos again.” Crab was always eager to help.
Sheng Wang let out a dry laugh, and said: “I can’t do it”
“You jest!” Crab said, “I’m seeking help from the audience.
There’s a couple of pretty smart seniors living next dorm over, let
me go ask them.”
Sheng Wang sent a picture to him, and directly went online
on his computer to search too.
Around half an hour later, Crab came back with his tail
between his legs: “The seniors turned on the torch light and went
to solve the question on their stomachs. As they tried they kept
yelling at me, saying that I’m out to get them, if they can’t solve it
by tonight, they won’t be able to get any rest.”
The living room was already dark, with only the light at the
entrance being left on. He shot a look at the clock before realising
that it was already 11pm. He brought out a bottle of ice water
from the fridge and went upstairs, leaned against the window and
chugged two mouthfuls. Just as he prepared to return and chip
away at the question, he suddenly spotted someone standing
next to the street lamp outside the courtyard.
Sheng Wang was a little curious. He saw Jiang Tian tap the
screen once, and stuffed his phone into his pants’ pocket with a
cold look on his face. Yet, he did not immediately enter the
courtyard, but rather he stood out there by himself for quite a bit,
before turning to look at the building.
Sheng Wang closed the curtains on instinct in order to shield
himself, only after closing the curtains then he realised that this
was more obvious instead.
The commotion was a little bit loud. When he was done, the
bedroom window downstairs also opened.
Sheng Mingyang stuck his head out and looked at him: “Who
are you talking to?”
Footnotes:
StarAniseCrab:
Good news, they finally solved the first part. I even managed
to feel their fervor all the way from the other side of the wall, then
their dorm got a warning from the teacher on patrol.
StarAniseCrab: ??
Sheng Wang brought the phone near his lips: “It’s not even
that late yet, I’m still up.”
Sheng Wang cheered up. He got a kick out of his words, yet
he suddenly recalled the way Jiang Tian looked as he stood by
himself outside the courtyard, the street lamp stretching out his
shadows. Quite proud, but a little...lonely.
Sheng Wang was actually standing right behind the door, the
father and son were only separated by a single wooden board. He
heard everything loud and clear, and yet he did not reply.
“He should be.” Sheng Mingyang estimated the time with the
wall clock, and mumbled: “It’s almost one, let’s go down first.”
Sheng Wang dimly heard his dad say: “I have to catch the
morning flight tomorrow, help me take care for a bit.”
From this angle, he could see half of the window next room
over. The light specifically that came from a desk lamp was
reflected onto the glass through the curtains. With this, it
appeared that Jiang Tian was probably rushing his homework too.
He wondered if his physics was completed……
What if he also did not know how to solve the last question?
Five minutes later, the young master dragged along the face
that met its demise and stood in front of the door next to his. He
lifted his hand three times before he grudgingly knocked on the
door.
“Out with it.” Jiang Tian obviously did not want to chat.
The moment the door was vacated, Sheng Wang turned his
head and swatted at his own mouth.
“.......”
Sheng Wang stared at the pen in his hand for a few seconds,
and slowly stuck out a middle finger at the room door. He then
scrambled back to his room to continue the showdown against
the physics paper.
Did he come out for a stroll after driving himself insane with
studying?
He held the towel in his hand, shook his head to get rid of
the water in his ears, then looked up towards Sheng Wang, and
asked: “You still need something?”
Sheng Wang turned on his heels, and went straight for the
stairs: “I’m going down for some water, you just go and shower.”
If it was not for the fact that he did not look very happy
either, Sheng Wang would have suspected that he was joking.
Jiang Tian placed the phone back in his pocket, and asked:
“You already went in and out for quite a couple of times, what
exactly do you want?”
Sheng Wang hid the test paper in his hand right behind him,
and did not manage to squeeze out a single word even after a
long while. In the end he said a: “Is that any of your business?”
before shutting the door.
Sheng Wang for the first time ever deeply related to this
statement. He gave up on that question at last, and collapsed
onto the bed in frustration. Right before he slept, he could not
help but recall that in the moment he closed his door, Jiang Tian
seemed like he took a brief glance at his fingers. He did not know
if he saw his paper.
His room came with his own bathroom, and did not need to
go opposite to fight for a slot with Jiang Tian. Therefore he did not
waste much time on washing up and getting himself dressed. It
was only when he finally got everything together and went
downstairs with his bag then he realised that he was the one who
woke up the latest.
Back then when he got up, the only moving living creatures
in the house were him and the housekeeping lady.
While he zoned out, the phone Jiang Tian left on the shoe
cabinet vibrated a few times in a row, he straightened up,
grabbed the phone and took a look.
Jiang Ou’s hand that was scooping porridge for Sheng Wang
stopped, she looked up at the wall clock and asked in
astonishment: “What day is it today? He transferred money to you
at six plus o’clock?”
Sheng Wang was still under the influence of low blood sugar
from having just woken up, his reactions were a little slow. His
brain was still stuck on the part with “Ji Huanyu”. He thought that
this name was somewhat familiar for some reason, like he heard
it from somewhere before.
Only when he reflexively received the bowl, and got his
tongue burned by the first mouthful then he abruptly
remembered. Sheng Mingyang once mentioned a very long time
ago that Jiang Ou’s ex-husband was named Ji Huanyu.
And so the people who lived together for 13 years went their
own ways. Ji Huanyu went overseas with his friend for a business
venture, Jiang Ou raised her son, and their lives no longer
intersected.
Sheng Wang did not know what was the exact situation like,
but for now at least, Ji Huanyu still remembered to transfer
money to his son at regular intervals, and Jiang Ou did not display
any resentment or grievance. That was already the best out of a
bad situation. Yet, from Jiang Tian’s reaction, he did not seem to
like his dad very much? He even...loathed him a little?
“Long gone.” Sheng Wang rolled his eyes, and urged: “Let’s go
already uncle, I still have a question I need rescuing for.”
What?
Sheng Wang was baffled, but Jiang Tian did not even stop in
his steps, and went out of the front door straight to the office.
Footnotes:
3. It means ‘top quality’ originally, but internet slang could also use
this to mean ‘outrageous/annoying on the extreme’
6. The term used was three words like this in chinese: “water-
flowing banquet”, or “Water banquet”, a type of banquet where
the dishes are continuously served one after another. Try
relating that to continuously approaching one table to another
for answers to the homework.
Chapter 008 - Petty
You Are Doing This on Purpose Aren’t You???
All I did was give you a shout at a critical time, do you really
have to go so far that you even hold a grudge now?
Just as he stuffed his phone back into his desk, Jiang Tian
returned from the office, a thick and heavy book in his hand.
Jiang Tian stood at his seat, his tall figure casting a shadow.
He casually placed the book onto the table, opened that crumpled
post-it note and looked. An extra new line was added at the
bottom of the note: ——
Fuck.
The angel’s name was Gao Tianyang, he just came back from
the water banquet. He scampered to Jiang Tian’s desk and spoke:
“You’re finally back at last, quick, lemme take a look at the last
question for physics! I got three different answers after checking
with everyone else, nobody is quite sure of what the last answer
is.”
Yet, Sheng Wang still felt the disparity from their words——
Sheng Wang shifted his seat, and opened up a path for the
students flocking there. He internally went: as expected of Class A
whose average score for physics is 104marks.
Gao Tianyang was at a loss with his paper in his hand: “Then
should I change my answer or not?”
“Up to you.”
Even though Jiang Tian was damn good, there were more
than forty people in this class, when he was the only one with this
answer, odds of him being wrong was really much higher.
Students who made it into Class A would easily be the top
student in any other class, they more or less were a little
conceited. It would be too much to ask from them for them to
easily accept that their answers were wrong.
And so just as the crowd came in like the tide, after some
gabbling, they also receded like the tide, the number of people
who changed their answers was less than ten.
Jiang Tian did not mind that his answer was not commonly
accepted, he merely clearly disliked the feeling of being
surrounded by people. As the crowd dispersed, his tightly knit
brows finally relaxed a little.
“Why would I even buy this.” Jiang Tian shoved it into his
desk without even flipping the book open, “I got it from the office.”
Their year had five periods of class each in the morning and
afternoon, this morning Class A had two periods of math, one
period of chemistry, and two periods of language. For the
afternoon, there would be a PE lesson right in between physics
and English.
For the first three periods, both Sheng Wang and Jiang Tian
became infamous,(2) the former was because of his super strong
study ability, the latter was because he was that good.
In this weekly test, Jiang Tian only lost three marks in total
from his three sciences——he missed out an answer for ‘select
the correct answer(s)” in chemistry, and missed out a “solved” for
maths.(3)
“Yes, the test now is a little harder than usual, it was too easy
for your essays to go off topic, the overall score for the second
comprehension passage across the entire year is very low, as for
poetry appreciation...forget about it. I never held any hopes for
your poetry appreciation, but you can’t just make things up?”
Just as he was feeling good from head to toe from all the
praising, Beckon Money suddenly added a line: “It’s just that that
handwriting of yours still needs some work. You don’t need to
make it particularly pretty or anything, you only need to try your
best to make sure they are upright, and not crawling.”
Sheng Wang shifted his paper even more to the left, and yet
he heard Jiang Tian correct himself, even more undisturbed: “D.”
Footnotes:
4. A potion that makes one forget their past life, fed to you by
Meng Po in the underworld before you can proceed to your
next life, meaning that the students are completely going
????????. Can also be used to refer to words that mystify people.
Sheng Wang was left gaping, and that was when he heard
Beckon Money raise her voice: “Eh? Why aren’t the two of you
running?”
“The...two of us?” Sheng Wang only noticed the “two” behind
him when he turned around.
Not only did Jiang Tian not rocket off, he was even doing a
practice paper.
Beckon Money could not help but feel moved when she saw
a corner of the script, “Yo, did the sun come out from the west
today? You’re really doing your corrections so seriously? Let me
see, which question are you stuck on that it’s taking you so long. Is
there anything you don’t know?”
“Nope,” Jiang Tian crooked his left index finger and touched
his nose, yet the pen in his right hand did not stop, the speed of
writing even increased.
He did not really feel it yet after he just went down, but the
moment the sun reared its ugly head, sweat belatedly started
steaming from him. Sheng Wang could not stand it a second
longer, he took off the jacket and grabbed it instead.
Sheng Wang “tsked”, and peeved: “I only ran down with you
because I was implicated by you, why won’t you even spare me a
piece of tissue?”
It was only then Jiang Tian finally dug out a packet of tissues
from his school uniform’s pocket and tossed it to him. Sheng
Wang reached out to catch it, and took a piece to wipe his sweat.
“Can we still make it in time with our speed?” Sheng Wang
looked all around him, as compared to the hurrying crowd, the
two of them were truly a whole other sight altogether.
In all honesty he did not want to eat with Jiang Tian at all. It
was clear with the naked eye alone that Jiang Tian did not want
him to tag along either, just imagining that scenario was awkward
enough to the point of suffocation. Yet the competitive spirit of
boys was ever present for some mysterious reason, in a situation
like this, it seemed like whoever backed out first lost. Sheng Wang
did not want to be the one who chickened out, and so he forced
himself to walk shoulders to shoulders with Jiang Tian……
“Hold on, the canteen’s over there, are you not going to eat?”
Sheng Wang asked.
“You can eat the plates if you go to the canteen at this time,”
Jiang Tian shot a glance at him, “If you want to you can go there
yourself.”
The shop’s name was ‘Xi Le’, from the colour scheme of the
area above the entrance it appeared to be copying ‘C-Store’,(3)
everything about it screamed that it was about to get a crack
down by the 315 for being a knock-off. (4)
The boss’ name was Zhao Su, he was a tall and thin middle-
aged man, his eyes were slightly bugged out like a praying mantis.
When he peered over the top of his thick glasses, he was the
image of shrewdness.
Sheng Wang let out a light ‘ah’ internally. The man was mute.
Jiang Tian nodded at the mute, he was not very warm either.
Still, the mute was rather happy, and gesticulated at Boss Zhao
again.
Sheng Wang was not picky with his food for once, and ate it
all without complaints. He placed the dining plate back at the
return area, and slightly revised his opinion on Jiang Tian. At least,
he brought Sheng Wang to this shop, he did not have to squeeze
with people, nor did he have to starve.
He did not have cash, his phone was also stuffed in the bag
inside his desk, he was penniless.
Boss Zhao grabbed his hand on the spot, “That won’t do, you
can’t leave if you can’t pay.”
“How about you put it on my tab first, I’ll pay you back
together with tomorrow’s lunch?” Sheng Wang suggested.
“No.”
The dialing tone rang for a good while before the phone was
finally picked up, Jiang Tian’s voice rang out from the phone, “Is
there anything you need, Zhao-shu?” (7)
Boss Zhao said, “Yes, bring money here for a bit, and pay
ransom for that little dine and dasher boy of yours.”
Footnotes:
2. Dance step
3. Sigh here we go: “C-store”’s cn name is 喜士多, “xi shi duo”
which sounds like “many good things/news”, however imo it
looks like a knock-off 7-11, and also also it apparently has an
english name called C-store, probably short for convenience
store. Xi Le also means joy and I decided to retain the name in this form
instead, because it really is way more generic as a name.
The boss was amused, “That won’t do, I’m just a small
business, I can’t afford to kill this particular hostage.”
Sheng Wang looked up and let out a long sigh of “ah—”, and
sat down on the floor hugging his head.
Fortunately Crab did not hear that line coming out from him,
or else he would spit at him.
When this handsome guy chooses to be thick skinned, he’s
absolutely undefeated, when needed he could act unreasonable
and shameless without even changing his face, “thin skinned”
when applied on him was already an act of shamelessness in
itself. Although the rate of his awkward moments these two days
were really a little too high.
That ten plus minutes felt like a century. Boss Zhao gave his
shoe a kick, “You can stand up now, the person paying has
arrived.”
He stuck his head out and peered, Jiang Tian was turning in
from the path in ‘Garden of Conduct’. The glass door with the
sensors opened with a ding-dong. Sheng Wang, leaning against
the counter, had his eyes downcast and pretended to look
dignified. The flush on his neck and ears had already long faded
when he stood up, his pretense really did look legit.
Who would have thought that Jiang Tian was not receptive to
that technique at all. After he listened to his sincere self mockery,
Jiang Tian scathingly went, “I also didn’t expect to have to
chauffeur someone around when they want to eat.”
Jiang Tian was a little taller than Sheng Wang, one could
hardly tell when they were both sitting in class. But as they stood
like this in close distance, especially as his gaze swept downwards
from the corner of his eyes, that few centimetres of difference
became super obvious.
Jiang Tian looked like he was losing patience, “He’s asking
you if you are taking anything at all.”
Sheng Wang did not realise what was going on at first, and
also followed him back to Mingli Block calmly and unhurried.
Fuzhong year two’s noon break was a one and a half hours in
total——the first half was for food, the last half was for napping,
the middle half all belonged to Old Wu. Every noon he would
arrive on the dot to give out practice papers, specifically to
practice the additional math question, and immediately collected
once upon 30 minutes.
Old Wu eyed the wall clock on the wall at the back of the
class, and asked Sheng Wang, “There’s still 15 minutes left, are
you planning an insurrection or something?”
“I don’t know whether you forgot about the fuck, I only know
that it’s probably too late for you,” Old Wu spoke with an accent,
every line sounded like it was an unhurried one straight out of a
play. He even used his index finger and tapped on Sheng Wang in
the air, the combined visual and auditory effect was seriously
quite the sight.
Jiang Tian, while still under his forceful look, used his pen to
point above him.
Sheng Wang followed the direction of the pen tip. The
minute hand of the wall clock moved two degrees, there was only
13 minutes left.
Fuck me.
The bell rang, Old Wu clapped and called for a stop, getting
the last students to collect it to the front.
“Are you using hacks?” Sheng Wang could not help but say.
Jiang Tian was placing his pen pouch into the desk, when he
heard that he lifted his gaze and asked lowly, “What again?”
Waiting caused by any reason at all would all give the wrong
impression that he was nervous. After Sheng Wang’s palm lay
splayed open on the table for a while, he was uneasy for some
ineffable reason. He took a look at the wall clock again, waggled
his finger and urged, “Quick, I still want to sleep.”
Sheng Wang curled his lips. He lied down just like the other
students, his forehead touching the table. His two hands instead
fumbled with the phone inside the desk.
He waited for about two minutes, and did not receive the
notification that the other person accepted. He could not help
himself and looked back. That bastard was already resting his
head on the table and asleep.
That should be a scar that was left from a long time ago, it
was round, and the skin around the area was not particularly
smooth either, as if he was burned by something. The dangling
fingers happened to block that spot.
For some reason, for a good half of the day later on, his
thoughts constantly drifted back to that burn scar on Jiang Tian,
even though it certainly had nothing to do with him.
Footnotes:
T/N: to ask for wechat is kinda like asking for your number (it
basically is) and wechat is also social media other than wallet...if
Sheng Wang wanted to be completely impersonal he could have
added only Alipay straight away and not bother about WeChat,
alas the gay is already showing lol. Also i swear sheng wang is so
confused like 99% of the time dsnvvsnsnv
You would first warm the scene with a couple of emojis, and
then an entire series of small talk, stretching the conversation on
with fluff to make yourself seem close, and when it’s stretched to
the point of being utterly cringeworthy, you may then exit after a
sending a couple of stickers or something.
Sheng Wang lost the mood to game. Still, he did not want to
put his phone down. He dully went through the applications on
his phone like he was the emperor on an inspection tour. After he
inspected all his frequently used apps, before he knew it, he was
on WeChat again.
The chat for that full stop next door over was still taking up
the top spot of his chat list, and yet when he tapped on it it was
completely barren.
.:?
. : Water money.
Sheng Wang did not catch what was happening at first, and
glanced at the wall in doubt. The footsteps next door stopped.
Perhaps Jiang Tian was standing at a random area and looking at
the message, or he was purely just speechless.
He then saw the top of the chat display ‘the other person is
typing……’. He switched to sitting cross legged, and propped his
elbow on his lap and waited.
The other person typed for more than ten seconds. The
status then disappeared, and there was no new reply in the chat.
Canned: ?
.:?
Sheng Wang stared at the two question marks, and felt that
maybe there’s something wrong with him. But, it was not like the
person next door was any better either. He rolled his eyes, and
typed word by word: Whatever, it’s nothing, I’m going to sleep.
The top of the chat once again displayed ‘the other person is
typing……’
Sheng Wang said internally: if you keep typing without
actually sending any goddamn thing, I’m going to go knock on
your door.
A few more seconds later yet again, there was finally a new
message in the chat.
. : Mm.
When that person chatted with that full stop as his name
alone, he was asking for a beating a hundred times more than
usual.
For the first time ever, he willingly put on his school jacket.
He swiped away the alarm clock in his phone that was squawking
non-stop, took two pieces of tissue and headed downstairs.
Jiang Tian stood next to the couch, and was placing the
practice papers and pencil pouch into the bag.
Jiang Tian tossed away his bag, and strided into the kitchen.
From Sheng Wang’s angle, he could see half of his figure from the
back.
“It isn’t exactly sudden, it’s just that I was chatting with your
mom and I casually mentioned that Xiao-Wang likes this
particularly much, back then—” Auntie Sun rushed over with a
small round jar, and said, ‘Come, let’s apply this. This ointment is
very useful, I bring it wherever I go, I use it every time I get burned
and I always healed.”
The bedroom door behind him was left ajar, a night’s worth
of built up cold air came gushing out, and embraced him from
behind. He suddenly felt a little empty on the inside.
Jiang Tian’s voice tightly followed up, and it reached all the
way upstairs, “Why are you copying other people.”
Footnotes:
1. Function of wechat to post about your life, aka like posting a tweet
or a post on facebook
The study rep, after correcting the last two math questions,
wrinkled his nose and sniffed everywhere, “Which shameless
bastard sneaked in fried chicken? Are you trying to stop us from
studying in peace? Gao Tianyang was it you!”
A good half of the class was scampering all over the place
for homework, only he alone was asleep.
“Eh?” Gao Tianyang hovered around Sheng Wang with the box
of chicken in his arms, “Broski? Morning class hasn’t begun yet
and you are already sleepy broski, can you sleep after you save
lives?”
“Thank you for your gracious help.” Gao Tianyang settled the
box of fried chicken on his desk, “This is my breakfast that I(1) am
offering up to you, do you want a taste?”
“You still say a little with the way you are now?” Gao Tianyang
said, completely done. “Your face screams that you’re sick right
now, do you want to get some medicine from the sick bay?”
“......”
Sheng Wang eyed him, and his gaze accidentally met with
Jiang Tian’s downcasted eyes.
His volume when he talked was usually not high, it was low
and rumbly, with a little croak left over from changing his voice
during puberty. His voice descended upon him.
While Sheng Wang did not look up, Gao Tianyang made use
of that opportunity to point at him, and mouth exaggeratedly at
Jiang Tian: He looks like he’s in a bad mood, don’t know which
fucking idiot pissed him off.
After he said so, he discovered that Jiang Tian did not intend
to gesture back at him at all, he only looked at him with a poker
face.
But this time, he only watched Sheng Wang, with not a single
sound coming out of him.
“It’s too far, I’m not going.” Sheng Wang sniffed, the feeling of
having his nose clogged up made him frown in irritation.
He flipped up the collars of the uniform, grabbed at the
lapels, and zipped all the way up.
And the two bastards Gao Tianyang and Jiang Tian did not
wake him up for class.
The first two periods were English, and they would be going
through the 150 practice questions from last night. The English
teacher, Yang Jing, was already tall enough, she even liked to walk
on ‘stilts’. The moment she stood on the platform with her high
heels, she would get a good view of every action made by all 40
plus people in class.
She caught view of Sheng Wang with a single look, her index
finger knocked on the desk, “What’s going on? The student lying
down, you think that you can get away just because of your high
score in English?”
“Oh,” Yang Jing nodded, “sure then, let him lie. When he’s
awake, please inform him to come see me for a chat during noon
break.”
What kind of cruel joke was it to chat with Yang Jing? When
that woman got angry, even the principal was scared of her.
The weekly test the week before last week, the broadcast
system spoiled during listening comprehension for English, and
wasted 20 minutes of the students’ time. The vice principal and
Big Mouth Xu was in charge of patrolling around for year twos.
The two middle aged men managed to get yelled at by Yang Jing in
the corridor for ten minutes straight, and did not manage to get a
single word in. They even started sweating as a consequence, and
had to borrow tissues from the class monitor in Class A who was
next to the windows.
Yang Jing reached her hand out to a boy sitting in the first
row, “Here, pass me your paper.”
That boy’s name was Qi Jiahao, he was the English rep for
Class A. He was super concerned about his ‘face’, he had a build
of a giant, and from body type alone he should not be in the first
row. Yet, his vision was really too poor, after a month of
badgering the homeroom teacher, he finally badgered his way to the
first row.
She looked up, her gaze circled Sheng Wang twice, and
finally landed on the person sitting behind him, “Jiang Tian.”
Everyone first let out a sigh of relief, and then looked over in
unison.
Jiang Tian was still wearing that expression of his, he was not
nervous at all. Just as he took the papers on his desk and was
about to stand up, Yang Jing suddenly said, “Hand me the paper of
the person sitting in front of you to me.”
Jiang Tian shot a glance at Sheng Wang’s head, “The practice
is inside his desk, he’s in the way.”
“......”
Jiang Tian did not come out of the student affairs’ office, he
did not have the ability to search through other people’s desks. He
felt a little headache coming on as he looked at the unconscious
person in front of him. He propped his arms against his desk.
The person once lying on the table moved a bit, and raised
his head from the crook of his right elbow. His fringe was slightly
messy from being pressed on, his eyes were half opened, a pale
crescent of light was reflected in his eyes.
“What are you doing?” Sheng Wang asked, his sleepy and
hoarse voice was tinged with the annoyance from being woken
up.
Only until Yang Jing waved his paper, “The rep would usually
get four to five questions wrong for this kind of practice paper,
let’s see if student Sheng Wang could match that standard or not.”
He pulled a long face as he sat for a while, and dug out the
phone inside his desk. He pulled up Jiang Tian’s WeChat, and sent
him 50 eye rolls.
Footnotes:
3. As I translate the next chapter, the person here is more likely to refer to
Gao Tianyang rather than Qi Jiahao, the same factoid was repeated in the
next chapter and is probably an error/adjustment on the author's part.
Chapter 013 - English Practice
Go Ahead And Write, Otherwise You Are Too
Unoccupied
Yang Jing talked for five minutes with the practice paper in
her hands before she noticed that the one who was sick was
twirling his pen, his ruler, and his eraser. In any case, everything
within his reach, he could twirl.
She eyed him a few times and finally recalled, “Sheng Wang?”
Not alright.
Sheng Wang internally said the person behind him still owes
him a beating, he did not want to share with him at all.
Jing-jie must drag Gao Tianyang during class, that was already
daily business as usual, there was no stopping it.
Sheng Wang dragged his chair to the last row, and sat on
Jiang Tian’s right. Even though he did not remember his own
answers, he still performatively brought along a pen.
Initially, he kept to himself more. He sat a chi (1)away from
the table, and he had to lean over when he wanted to see the
paper.
Yang Jing was not slow in going through the answers, but
there were three papers and 150 questions after all. Those who
got many answers wrong were really busy, those who did not
were extremely bored otherwise.
Sheng Wang’s elbow shrunk back, and Jiang Tian changed his
pose too, the elbow near him was simply removed from the table.
Sheng Wang capped his pen sheepishly, and let out an “oh”.
As he was sick, the way he looked was extremely deceiving, when
he lowered his eyes a trace of loneliness could be found.
Jiang Tian tossed his red pen to the side, and leaned
backwards against the chair, looking as if he gave up on listening.
He whisked out an English olympiad question bank, and said
to Sheng Wang without even lifting his eyes, “Go ahead and write,
otherwise you would be too unoccupied.”
Yang Jing was very good with pacing her lessons, two
periods was just enough for her to go through all the answers.
He did not even need to look to know where this ugly thing
came from. Jiang Tian looked away as he pursed his lips, and
seized his stolen red pen back from Sheng Wang. He gestured at
his front-desk, inviting him to scram.
Sheng Wang dragged his chair back to his seat. Yang Jing was
summarising her own thoughts about the practice. She dug out
her own red pen, and marked Sheng Wang’s paper as she
crouched over the table. As she marked, she said, “Overall it’s still
passable. He only got seven to eight answers wrong, when placed
in a formal exam setting the rate of accuracy is still viable. Still,
there’s still quite a bit of distance from being the best.”
The students shrunk. With the difficulty level this time round,
only getting seven to eight wrong was awesome enough, at the
very least they would be top five within Class A.
Yang Jing kept her red pen, and lifted her chin at the subject
rep Qi Jiahao, asking, “How ‘bout you? How many?”
“Five.”
“Good enough.”
Sheng Wang did not really care, “Didn’t Jing-jie say so?”
“I copied all 150 answers from you, you didn’t get seven to
eight wrong at all. You are super damn good wow you —” Gao
Tianyang wanted to continue when the sound of high heels clicking
came close.
“Here—for you.” Yang Jing slapped the paper onto his table.
But, if he did get everything right, why did Yang Jing say that
he got seven to eight questions wrong?
The long break in Fuzhong was after the first two periods in
the morning, a total of 30 minutes. For Monday, it would be the
flag-raising slash public reprimand assembly, for Tuesday to
Friday it would be jogging, and for the weekend it was free time.
When Sheng Wang entered the office, only Yang Jing was
there.
She sat at the office desk, and used her feet to hook a stool
over. She said to Sheng Wang, “Sit.”
“Did you get a clear look at your score for the practice
papers?” Yang Jing asked.
Sheng Wang said, “Then I’m not glum, I did not need to copy
as many questions that I got wrong for, why should I be glum.”
Yang Jing raised a brow and looked at him, and bursted into
laughter. When she raised an eyebrow she gave the feeling of
being domineering, and yet when she laughed it was the exact
opposite, “Sure, your mental fortitude is good. Then do you know
why I said you got seven to eight wrong?”
“Nothing else, roughly just Gao Tianyang. But the reason why
we are close is because he’s naturally familiar with people, and
easy to get along with, it doesn’t mean that I’ve been accepted by
this class yet. In reality, most classmates still see me as an
outsider, like they were just watching me for fun. If I score too
badly, I would not fit in anywhere in this class. If I score too well
and take up some spots from some classmates, I would be
excluded. Therefore, matching up to Class A without being the top
is the best way to go. Am I right, teacher?”
Sheng Wang gave a dry laugh, “I think You are right, but—”
“How many?”
Sheng Wang recalled Gao Tianyang’s sphere of radiation, and
conservatively estimated, “Eleven to twelve I guess.”
“......”
Yang Jing felt like she was suffocating, she internally went:
you wasted this old lady’s efforts.
Footnotes:
The rain was too strong, and half the corridor got wet. The
students once loitering outside instantly vanished, and all went
back to home base. Only Sheng Wang alone wanted to go out for
a breath of fresh air.
Gao Tianyang was the tour guide, “It’s 150 questions, are you
even still human?”
“10 wrong answers are already asking too much from me, 20
it is. I’ll be exhilarated if I get less than 20 wrong out of 120.”
“How aspiring of you!”
“Then I’m kidney!” (5) Gao Tianyang gave him a slap, and
sniggered, “You could call him Wang too.”
“Fuck off, you’re the one who’s a dog.”(6) After Song Sirui
cursed out Gao Tianyang, he looked woefully at Sheng Wang, “Why
is your name like this?”
Sheng Wang was amused, “I’m so sorry, it’s too late now. You
can make do with that.”
Sheng Wang was just chugging down water with his cup in
his hand, after hearing that he grinned, “I’ll gett a little full of
myself here if you’re like this.”
Sheng Wang was leaning against his seat, he did not stop
drinking his water, but his gaze shot towards the corner of his
eyes.
“......”
Gao Tianyang mouthed: It’s an old habit, just let him say it.
Can’t blame him for thinking like this, it was mainly because
Jiang Tian was all alive and hopping and definitely not sick, and he
even talked about the sick bay with Gao Tianyang this morning.
With these two factors, it was honestly a little too coincidental.
Honestly, after interacting with him for the past two days he
could tell that this person though appeared to have a shitty
temperament on the surface, he was really quite soft on the
inside, at least towards his mom.
Maybe…...he was also like this to other people?
Sheng Wang gave the content of the plastic bag a scan, and
just as expected there were two small dark green round jars
inside the bag, the exact same ones as the one Auntie Sun applied
on Jiang Ou this morning.
Gao Tianyang chatted a bit with Jiang Tian again, Sheng Wang
did not really listen.
A short while later, Jiang Tian closed back the opening of the
plastic bag, and turned back to return to his seat. The moment he
lifted his foot, his line of sight mysteriously tilted for some reason,
and met Sheng Wang’s.
The moment their gazes met, Sheng Wang lowered his eyes.
The tiny person in his phone had long since fallen to death.
He tapped to restart, and his two thumbs slid back and forth on
the screen.
The sky was pitch black outside, the cold white incandescent
lights were switched on in the classroom, casting some square
shaped bright spots on his phone. Half of the screen was
occupied by the soundless jumps of the tiny person in between
the jagged cliffs, the other half reflected the person beside him—
For the rest of the day after this, Sheng Wang had pretty bad
luck in gambling. He would also die in any no-brainer games the
moment he played, he got pissed off to the point of shutting
down his phone and tossing it into the most inner region of his
bag.
Night self study still ended at 8pm, with another batch of
students, the night became much more lively than before. The
homeroom teacher, He Jin, entered the classroom as class ended on
the dot, and hurriedly pasted the new school bus schedule. When
she left, most people in year two block had already left.
Sheng Wang was done packing his bag and was about to
stand up when Gao Tianyang suddenly tapped him, “Eh, are you
free tonight?”
Gao Tianyang snapped his fingers, “Then follow me. Old Qi’s
older brother opened up a barbeque store outside the school’s
north gate, today is the first day of opening, and he planned to call
a bunch of people to warm the place up a little. There aren’t that
many papers tonight anyways, it’s so rare we get to relax a little.
Are you going?”
Sheng Wang actually did not have any appetite due to being
affected by the cold, but recently he was in the state of not exactly
willing to go home. Today was especially bad, mostly because he
did not want to meet Jiang Ou.
The other person’s gesture of goodwill made him feel a little
helpless. He could not make himself to make other people look
bad and not give any face, but to accept other people and to even
get close to her, he could not make himself do it even more.
Gao Tianyang casually swept his hand, the people who were
still dilly-dallying in class all grabbed their bags, “Me, you, study
rep, class monitor, Old Qi, monkey, Big Flower—”
“We are,” Gao Tianyang greeted, “Qi Jiahao and some went to
the toilet, let’s walk from there and wait for them.”
Sheng Wang draped his bag onto his shoulder, and shot a
glance at a certain empty seat, asking, “Aren’t you quite close to
Jiang Tian? You’re not inviting him?”
Gao Tianyang said, “Not quite close, very close. The two of us
are childhood friends.”
This was the first time Sheng Wang was hearing this,
“Childhood friends?”
“Didn’t the two of you have beef with each other the first day
you arrived? For these two days, other than the time the two of
you were forced to share the same paper, I didn’t really see the
two of you talk. I thought that you aren’t familiar with him at all,
and would wish more than anything that he wouldn’t go.”
Other than having to enter the same door every night, they
really were not familiar with each other.
Sheng Wang pursed his lips. He never did have to inform his
family, he only needed to inform the chauffeur, Uncle Xiao-Chen.
Footnotes:
1. 天下苦秦久矣: It roughly translates to: the cruel reign of the Qin
dynasty had caused the common people to suffer for too long,
hinting that it was time to end it. The speaker was playing
around with this quote and replaced ‘Qin’ to ‘English’.
IMPT NOTICE: i fucked up and misread Gao Tianyang's (who you might
previously see as Gao Feiyang before this update) name all along. I already
went back and made changes, so uh don't be spooked by the Gao Tianyang
that appears from now onwards.
He’s Right Here. He’s Drinking Right Next to Me.
“.......”
He even said ‘my Tian-ge’. Not even Gao Tianyang says it all
the time. He silently mocked in his head, that this student Qi
Jiahao was a little slimy when it came to his words.
Gao Tianyang said, “Don’t say your Tian-ge, your Tian-ge will
never join degenerate activities like this.”
“He’s really not coming? Can you try asking again later?” Qi
Jiahao said.
Sheng Wang felt that his observation skills were very strong.
He already sorted out the relationship amongst these people with
two to three lines alone — like how Gao Tianyang was truly on
good terms with Jiang Tian, Qi Jiahao seemed like he was trying to
worm his way into being friends with Jiang Tian.
“Mainly year threes, and also some year twos and ones, but
not as many,” Song Sirui stuck out his finger and pointed in a
circle, “the three lecture theatres there are for year threes, the
one here is for year twos, and the smallest one here is for year
ones. These are all boarding students, they have an additional
period of night self study compared to us.”
Fuzhong was in the urban area and for the present they did
not engage in secluded style schooling(1), they have way fewer
boarding students as compared to other schools. The school bus
was convenient for traveling to school anyway.
“Treasure it now, it’s the last year. Wait till we’re year three,
the teachers will have lengthy heart to heart chats, one by one, to
suggest to live in the school. By then, the majority will choose to
stay in the dorms, and some over there.”
Gao Tianyang said, “No wait, Sheng-ge, why does it feel like
I’m seeing temptation on your face? Don’t tell me you seriously
want to stay on campus?”
The class monitor’s name was Li Yu, her name was like a
boy’s. In reality however like her nickname, she was a cute and
lovely girl. Though her results may not surpass the bunch of
screwed up people like Jiang Tian, she won at being obedient and
earnest, and would not piss the teachers off.
“Sure, I’ll let you know when I receive the notice.” Li Yu could
not help but say, “We are all quite unwilling to board, there’s no
way it’s as convenient as living at home. You really want to stay
here?”
“Ay, I apologise,” the boss took out his cigarette, “I’m so busy
with opening my business that I haven’t slept in two days. I was
relying on it to stay awake. I didn’t mean to suffocate you on
purpose.”
“Tsk, don’t you guys ever look at the wall of honour in the
administrative block? The one that features them by batches,” Qi
Jiahao said, “he’s right inside. He was in the class of 2006, and won
many prizes. He was also the top of the city for gaokao.”
“Just this? Top scorer?” It was not that Gao Tianyang looked
down on him, rather it was more like he did not expect that at all.
“Ay, don’t just look at this,” Qi Jiahao said, “he was overseas
previously and only just came back recently. He probably is
already a foot in for a job, either ways he’s definitely super
badass. I think he’s on a break for now or something, when he
came back he ended up helping a friend to set this BBQ shop up,
it’s all for fun.”
At this age, jealousy and adoration came all too easily. The
former was for good grades, the latter for overly good grades.
It was still that saying, men’s dignity is bigger than the sky,
the young master was capable of everything ever. He silently
estimated the volume of the beer, and reckoned that he could
probably down two mugs.
Yet, the fake boss called Zhao Xi returned with three cans of
coconut juice, and said to Li Yu and the girls, “There, I brought
some drinks.”
Li Yu bashfully received the drinks, and shared it with the
two other girls.
Sheng Wang held the mug in his hands. His gaze drifted over
to him for a moment before retracting it again, only to see the
three girls opposite all staring at Gao Tianyang’s hand, the two of
them with especially obvious blushes.
He tsked internally.
Gao Tianyang displayed his phone for one entire round. “See
this yet?”
“Why is Jiang Tian always so cold,” one of the girls could not
help but to say.
“You’re the dash and diner boy that Jiang Tian had to rescue
last time, right?” Zhao Xi said.
After he said that, the atmosphere across the entire table
turned stiff, maybe out of either shock or surprise.
Sheng Wang was even stiffer, why did he have to expose him
like this, did his pride not matter any more??
Zhao Xi got a hearty laugh for a good while upon seeing his
expression, and said, “When I went to the shop I already saw the
two of you walking towards the teaching block, my dad runs the
shop.”
Footnotes:
3. Little brother
4. Little sisters. Also why he couldn’t call them that is because they
aren’t close/barely met each other, it would sound like he was
demeaning them or coming onto them.
6. https://www.chinesefoodwiki.org/Bo_Bo_Chicken
This BBQ shop had a very un-BBQ name, it was named “In
Those Years”, full of pretentious literary fineness. Too bad the
customers both in and outside of the main dining area acted as if
they just left Liang Mountain. People were hollering, competing
over drinking and laughing heartily, to the point that they could be
heard from all the way on the other side of the long street.
“Oh right, I forgot. Sure, then I’ll let you go for now. All you
know is ‘en’, would it hurt your mouth to say two more words?”
“Ah?”
Jiang Tian must have said something on the other side, Zhao
Xi suddenly questioned, and shot a glance towards the table. His
gaze was too brief, Sheng Wang was unsure if he was looking at
him, or the group of people seated at the table.
This fake boss kept his phone and looked back, only to see
the entire table staring intently at him, like they were waiting for a
result.
Sheng Wang recalled the phone call he made just now, “Jiang
Tian?”
Boss Zhao left without doing anything else, and went to take
care of other friends with a smile. Sheng Wang sent him off with
his eyes and turned back, only to see the entire group of
classmates looking at him with curiosity in their eyes.
Gao Tianyang clung onto him and fake sobbed with the aid
of alcohol. “Small Mouth, my phone is still locked in your dad’s
drawer, are you bold enough to help me pry it open?”
Everyone sniggered.
Li Yu said all sincerely, “He looks quite normal, it’s just that
he’s not as talkative as before. I’ll be honest, you look more drunk
than him.”
Everyone was a little tired of eating, the three girls were the
first to put down their chopsticks. They rested against their chairs,
and as they listened to the remaining people brag, their eyes
followed Sheng Wang.
One of the girls looked until she blushed. She nudged Li Yu,
and the three of them huddled together and gossiped.
“What’s the quota for our class this time?” Qi Jiahao asked
again.
“Three people.”
However, the waiter said, “The bill for this table has already
been paid.”
Qi Jiahao said, “Huh? Who paid?”
What…...the fuck.
There was still five minutes until it was ten at night. The
degenerates finally decided to disband on the spot, and parted on
their own ways.
Gao Tianyang drank until his neck was all red. He supported
himself against the table as he said, “I need to go to the
bathroom. I’m scared that I can’t make it all the way home when
the vehicle gets too shaky.”
A boy beside him whistled with a devilish smirk on his face,
and his mouth was instantly pinched shut by Gao Tianyang. “Keep
on whistling and you can wash my pants.”
“I’ll sit here for a bit.” Sheng Wang was deep in thought as he
rubbed his temples.
After seeking death for the whole night, what was destined
to happen happened—his nose was extra congested, it felt like his
head was stuffed with cotton. He even felt a little light on his feet.
His cold seriously got worse.
Before Sheng Wang could react, he heard fake boss Zhao Xi’s
voice closing up on him. “Eh? Why did you come here? Didn't you
say at least 10.30pm?”
Sheng Wang furrowed his brows and digested that
information for a bit. He turned and opened his eyes.
Jiang Tian wiped his forehead. His thumb hooked onto the
strap on his shoulder, and pulled his bag upwards. He said to
Sheng Wang, “Time to go back, can you still stand?”
Jiang Tian got a headache. He directly cut him off, “You said it
all.”
The leader’s lips curled, and did not say a word. He did not
look particularly satisfied.
The end of the alley led into a wide street, there were both
public transport and a taxi stand. Even further away, there was
the metro entrance. The moment they left the alley, the sound of
traffic at night came pouncing at them.
The car Jiang Tian called for came very quickly. Sheng Wang
ducked into the backseat out of habit, and planted himself in the
usual spot he sat in. He saw Jiang Tian open the door to the front
passenger’s seat. He was about to sit down, but he changed his
mind at the last minute.
The city at night was still illuminated with light, coldness and
warmth intertwined into an expanse.
Due to his cold, his hoarse voice was also nasally. It fit into
the quiet atmosphere in the car.
Jiang Tian looked at him for quite the while, and said,
“Actually—”
After only a word, he heard Sheng Wang grumble, “I’m so
terribly sick, and you didn’t even bring any medicine for me.”
“......”
Jiang Tian’s thin lips parted and closed again. In the end, they
pursed into a straight and narrow line. He was speechless.
Sheng Wang turned to him. “Didn’t you say that it’s for
cockroaches?”
Sheng Wang eyed the bag as he said, “I’m very precious, I’m
picky with the medicine’s brand.”
Sheng Wang ran through his options for two seconds, and
grabbed at the entire bag.
Footnotes:
1. Tri-Quality Students of the City: An award given by the city, I think? The
Tri-Quality is a translation of "三好学生", if you were here for the tragic
earlier version of the TL, Three Good of the City, that's sorta what it
roughly translates into. By "Three Good", it referred to how the students
must excel in three ways: their grades, their moral character/conduct, and
their "body", which can take on various other meanings in other places,
perhaps referring to good physical results like sports etc etc. Basically, be
a good well-rounded student, and it appears that in this case it is also a
significant award that will give one an advantage when it comes to entry
into higher institutions of learning.
T/L notes: hey i worked on these in lieu of the first audio drama episode :")
listen to it here!
and also if you haven't watched the PV with music...what are you waiting
for? that's literally 99% of the reason why i started tling
Also life has briefly taken over soz for the brief disappearance...but hey
here's two chapters. And so we are 3 chapters away from finishing book 1,
Mint.
Also also the formatting on this site is so cursed I'll probably shift to
wordpress at some point. When I have the energy to. Sighs.
Chapter 017 - Half-Sentence
I Said We Could Give It A Try
Jiang Tian paid and exited the car first, yet Sheng Wang did
not for a long time. He went around to the other side before he
realised that this ancestor was quietly waiting for someone to
open the door for him, a bag of medicine in his hands. Clearly, the
chauffeur spoiled him.
Jiang Tian thought that the other person was waiting for him
to go together. Unexpectedly, Sheng Wang nodded up at him and
said, “Where’s your phone?”
“Why?”
In the shot, Sheng Wang stood beneath the street lamp, and
his shadow was stretched longer by the light. The tip of his foot
kicked at the uneven ground, saying, “This shitty road is so bumpy
and full of potholes, and yet just now, I was walking in such a
straight line. Did you catch that?”
Maybe the hoarse and nasally voice that uniquely came with
a cold was too good at swindling people or something. Jiang Tian,
while holding the cold expression that said ‘I don’t actually want to
talk to you’, was speechless for a moment before he said, “I
caught that.”
Thank the heavens, the driver that sent them back had long
since disappeared. It was just him and Sheng Wang in this entire
alley. This stupid conversation did not happen with other people
around.
“What’s the point of only catching it,” The leader delivered his
order once more, “film it down.”
“......”
“Who knows.” Jiang Tian mocked under his breath, and kept
his phone back in his pocket.
Sheng Wang was stable in his every move, aside from the
one time he swayed a little while changing his shoes, one could
barely tell that there was anything wrong. However, Jiang Ou did
manage to smell that something was wrong as soon as she saw.
She turned to glare at Jiang Tian as she asked, “You brought him
to drink?”
“Mm.”
Jiang Tian took out two small dark green jars, stood up
straight and passed it to Jiang Ou.
When she got scalded, it was this ointment that Auntie Sun
applied on her. She had a deep impression of it, and recognised it
with a single look. She stared at the small round jars for quite a
while, before she finally looked up and tenderly said, “You got out
of the way to buy it?”
Jiang Tian changed his shoes with the support of the door
frame. He said without even looking up, “It was on the way.”
Sheng Wang stood up with a drag of his slippers, and did not
forget to bring the plastic bag along either. Jiang Ou saw ‘Fuzhong
School Hospital’ printed on top, and asked Jiang Tian in some
disbelief, “You bought it for him?”
“He bought it himself.”
Jiang Tian lifted his school bag’s strap, and was about to
head upstairs.
“Eh? Don’t run away yet.” Jiang Ou did not think too much
about it, she only tugged at him and said, “Bring Xiao-Wang to go
sit on the sofa for a while, I’ll go make some honey water.”
How could one simply change the habits they got from living
in a place for such a long time on a whim.
Yet, she was relatively lucky too. They got a divorce due to a
divergence in ideology, and no heavy damage was dealt. Jiang Tian
was mature enough that he did not need anyone to fret over him
at all, and Sheng Mingyang was incredibly respectful towards her.
Even Ji HuanYu continued to do his duty as the birth father.
The lights were not switched on in the living room, only the
floor lamp at the side of the sofa was lit. The warm light made a
circle of light, and the two boys sat right beneath that light.
Jiang Tian’s long legs were curled up, his knees reached
above the sofa and the coffee table. He reached over to whisk out
a book from the bag at his legs, and flipped through it in complete
boredom. The lapel on his spacious school uniform sagged,
revealing the t-shirt inside.
Sheng Wang sat next to him, with a distance of half a person.
It was neither near nor far.
Ever since they moved in, this was the first time Sheng Wang
was this relaxed in front of people.
Jiang Ou was incredibly self aware. She knew that this way of
relaxation was definitely not because of her, but rather, more like
a form of subconscious habit—
Jiang Tian held the cup in his hands, and slung his bag over
his shoulders. “I’ll give it to him, you go sleep first.”
He sat on his bed, and stared at his opened bag and the
plastic bag with medicine for a long time. He could not recall what
it was he wanted to do.
Just as his legs were going numb from being crossed,
something sticking to his thigh vibrated.
Jiang Tian: .
Sheng Wang held the send button, and said lazily: What for—
Canned: “Nope— ”
This ought to be the first time Jiang Tian ever entered this
bedroom. But, he did not look around, he did not express any
curiosity about the interior decor. He only walked straight to the
bed, and settled the cup down on the bedside cabinet.
Sheng Wang rubbed his right ear and said, “Oh, I’ll drink it
later.”
“Forget it,” Jiang Tian stuck his hand out, “give me the cup.”
“No.” Sheng Wang dodged his hand. He grasped the cup, and
frowned as he said, “Hold on for a bit, I still have something to
do.”
“What?”
“I don’t know. It’s been a long while and I still can’t recall.”
“......”
The fingers Jiang Tian were propping against the back of the
chair lightly tapped twice. He lowered his eyes, as if he was
recalling.
The time on his phone showed that it was 5.37am, there was
still more than 30 minutes until his daily alarm rang. The air
condition hummed at a low speed. Sheng Wang rethinked his life
as he sat on his bed, hugging his pillow.
There were three major laws for Newton, there were two
major conflicts for socialism. 16 years of his life, and there was
only one thing he could not figure out—
He drank five mugs last night, and lost his entire lifetime
supply of face because of that.
With his cold and hangover, his throat was parched to the
point of cracking open. He was guilty enough to not dare send
voice messages, and so he could only type.
Canned: Hardworking.
Canned: Okay.
Sheng Wang closed his WeChat, and saw that it was 5.45am
on his phone. Comrade Sheng Mingyang gave him a new way out.
Though he lost his face, weren’t his legs perfectly fine? While
nobody’s up at this time, he could probably sneak to school!
He took action the moment he decided. Sheng Wang
immediately jumped off the bed and rushed into the bathroom,
took a quick shower and thoroughly blow-dried his hair with a
quiet hair dryer. 5.53am, he grabbed his school jacket, grabbed
his bag and was about to leave.
Shit.
Sheng Wang’s mind went blank, and instantly shut the door
again. He squatted behind the door, burying his face in his palms,
feeling like life was too unpredictable.
Jiang Tian: ?
Sheng Wang rubbed his face until his face went out of shape,
and silently brokedown for a moment before he finally typed.
Canned: Diarrhoea.
Jiang Tian: ……
Sheng Wang managed to sit at the edge all the way until
6.15am. Judging from the usual schedule, Jiang Tian should have
finished his breakfast by now, and would leave after packing his
bag.
She walked towards the storage from the kitchen, and came
face to face with Sheng Wang who just came downstairs.
Jiang Ou poked her head out from the area with the dining
table, and waved at him. She had learned her lesson today, and
wore a pair of heat-proof gloves. She looked more gentle than
before. Sheng Wang initially wanted to say that he wasn’t really
hungry, but when he thought of the specially made honey water
last night, he ended up sitting at the table after a moment of
hesitation.
Ah, women, when she’s in a good mood you could never tell
what she would be capable of — Sheng Wang was right in the
middle of eating porridge, when he suddenly heard Jiang Ou ask
in the direction of the living room, “You’re changing your shoes
now?”
Sheng Wang knew who she was talking to, but he did not
want to look up. He only shot a glance from the edge of the bowl.
Jiang Tian stood at the entrance hall with his bag. It looked
like he planned to leave already.
However, Jiang Ou said, “It’s already this time, why don’t you
wait for Xiao-Wang?”
Fuck.
Xiao-Chen had no clue what was going on, and sat up a little
straighter.
The car ran into a mild traffic jam near the school. Sheng
Wang’s fingers tapped on his knee, counting by seconds. He had
never felt that the road to school was this long.
Jiang Tian was sitting right next to him. From the corner of
his eyes, he could see a white earpiece stuffed in his ears, and his
head was lowered as he browsed through his phone. Judging by
the colour of his screen, it was probably a certain English
newspaper.
Jiang Tian, who was next to him, suddenly opened his mouth
and asked, “Sober now?”
“Do you still remember what happened last night?” Jiang Tian
asked again.
The car was silent for a good while, and no one said a single
word. Xiao-Chen shot them a glance via the rearview mirror,
Sheng Wang shifted his gaze to look out the window.
Yet a few more seconds later, he finally heard Jiang Tian toss
out a line, in a voice that was neither hot nor cold, “I just knew it.”
The moment his words ended, Uncle Xiao-Chen braked. They
stopped outside the school gates, and Jiang Tian exited the car,
his bag in his hands, and not a single glance back.
Sheng Wang went into Mingli Block via passing through the
shade of the parasol trees. Before he even entered the classroom,
he already felt the strange atmosphere.
A few people could not hold themselves back, and let out a
snort. Seeing how the atmosphere was they instantly stopped it in
the tracks.
“You have the nerve to laugh?” Yang Jing said, “”I beg you,
please get it straight. You’re not just a normal science class, you
are Class A. All the best teachers, the best resources go to all of
you. Who are you trying to disgust by getting mediocre scores in
the end? I know, we each have our own strengths, and some
people genuinely aren’t good with English, I understand. I’m not a
yaksha — quit trembling, why are you trembling? All of you always
acted as if you’ve seen a ghost when you see me, you think I don’t
know what you’re thinking?”
“What I want is an attitude. As long as I can see your effort,
no matter your scores I’ll find a way to praise you. But did you give
it? Hell no! Some people, I could tell that he definitely didn’t do it
even without checking. Right, Gao Tianyang?”
As Yang Jing said that, she walked to Sheng Wang’s table and
took a look. It was all blank.
The next second, Yang Jing said softly and gently, “My face
hurts, can you feel that?”(2)
Sheng Wang covered his face, took his paper and a pen, and
went out without any protest.
The instant after she spoke, the classroom rang with the
noise of chairs shuffling around. A bunch of people filed out, and
all came to accompany Sheng Wang.
The people walking outside all looked back. Sheng Wang was
also a little curious, and looked inside via the window. Then, he
froze—
First period of morning class had not even started yet, and
the whole level already knew the two insanely hot school princes
were chased out of the class by the teacher. There were around
10 people in a row, and of the two of them, one stood at one end,
the other person at the other. They had zero interaction, and were
clearly on terrible terms.
Footnotes:
2. What was not said was that that sentence implied she was
‘hit/slapped in the face’, meaning that she was proven wrong.
Chinese internet slang: to be hit in the face is to be proven
wrong.
Chapter 019 - Delicious
(1)
Canned: It’s My Bad
And the other type relied on five words: a feel for the
language.
Gao Tianyang could not not bear to listen anymore. “Eh, turn
around and take a look at who’s standing right next to you. Do you
not feel diffident when standing in that spot?”
The boy whipped his head around. Right next to him was
Jiang Tian’s expressionless side view.
Sheng Wang had just finished a page, and took the gap in-
between flipping through the paper to sneak a glance at that
other side.
Jiang Tian stood at the other extreme end. Due to his
looming height, he was especially outstanding in the group of
people, and was not hidden at all. He kept doing the paper, and
did not even look up when people next to him teased him to the
heaven and beyond.
Sheng Wang held the pen cap in his mouth, and felt a little
guilty.
As he zoned out while eyeing that side, Jiang Tian just flipped
the first paper to the other side. At that moment, his thin eyelid
seemed to have raised a little.
Gao Tianyang, who was at the side, did not notice these
minor little movements. He was currently tilting his head and
looking into the classroom, and ruefully went, “Today, both Tian-
ge and Sheng-ge aren’t there, so Old Qi’s the only king in there
now.”
Jing-jie’s lessons were like setting up wooden stumps as
usual, she did not spare the rest just because the class was ten
plus people less. Only Qi Jiahao managed to sit back down after
being called upon every single time.
The few boys guffawed. “The fact that he’s this fast now with
practising is also rather awesome.”
“Yeah, now it’s our turn to chase him,” Gao Tianyang said,
“have you seen him do English papers? Now that’s what I call fast!
Didn’t Jing-jie say so before that with the difficulty level in her
English practices, with 150 questions, as long as we could finish it
within two hours, we would have plenty of time when it comes to
gaokao. Old Qi that bastard could finish it in one and a half hour, I
timed him before.”
“Yup.”
He dug out his phone to check the time again. From the time
they started catching up their overdue work, it had been 20
minutes, and Sheng Wang already finished 58 questions……
“Um.”
“An hour.” Sheng Wang never actually did try to time before,
he just gave a rough estimate. As he saw the gradually distorted
expressions from this line of people, he wanted to add 20 more
minutes.
“Fuck!”
Gao Tianyang poked his head out and said, “No, Jing-jie,
we’re just expressing our thoughts on Sheng Wang’s speed at
doing questions.” After he spoke, he quickly shrunk back.
Yang Jing gave a cold laugh, lifted her chin and said, “When I
told you guys to practise your feel for the language, you did not,
and now you can feel your distance from him?”
“No wonder.”
Not only did students of Class A come out for a tour, every
single class from the twelve classes downstairs all had someone
heading upstairs, there were even quite the number of students
in the year one block opposite crowding against the windows.
Even the teachers in the office could not stay put anymore,
and all came out to mock them. Old Wu, who taught math, went
to the hot water room twice within ten minutes. The math rep
could not bear to look anymore, and asked, “Teacher, You really
have to drink so much hot water during the hottest parts of
summer?”
The school bell finally rang. The tourists entered like the tide,
and receded like the tide. The tourist attraction was left stuck
there.
Sheng Wang let down his paper, and let out a sigh of relief.
He grumbled, “Is Fuzhong really this free after class?”
He seriously shuffled all the way from the front door to the
back door of the class.
The sun remained scorching hot. The ten plus of them were
steaming like buns that just left the tray, any closer to each other
and the sticky warmth would annoy them.
Jiang Tian’s progress was not that different from his, with a
span of a class period, he already finished more than 120 of them.
There were plenty of circles and marks on the paper, along with
the sentence structures he labelled along the way. His letters
were messy, but nice.
“How did you end up not doing it?” Sheng Wang asked.
Jiang Tian casually wrote a dot next to the answer, and his
gaze already moved onto the next question. He did not even lift
his eyelid.
The one who spoke was the girl whose nickname was ‘Chili’,
“I went to the administrative office last night, when I came back,
all of you had already left. When I switched off the lights and
locked the doors, I think I saw the practice inside his desk, right
Jiang Tian?”
Chili, who was next to him, mumbled, “Why are you still so
late this morning then? I thought you would come over early to
finish it.”
After all, Jiang Tian was not someone who did not do his
homework.
When she was done speaking, Jiang Tian did not have any
reaction, but Sheng Wang froze.
The opponent did not react at all, but young master Sheng
Wang almost busied himself to death.
This state lasted all the way until English lesson ended. It did
not turn for the better when chemistry started either.
“As for the new slot that I asked for, us teachers discussed
this for a bit, and we decided to give this to the student who
shows the greatest improvement. After all, hard work is also a
form of capital, and it’s the capital most deserving of affirmation.
How do we quantify improvement then? We do have a weekly test
this weekend, and another week would be your monthly test,
which is the first major test when school officially starts. We’ll
judge from the performance in these two exams, okay?”
Soon, He Jin kept the form and officially started class. Sheng
Wang’s thoughts drifted back to the starting point.
Sheng Wang heard the three buzzes behind him amidst the
bustling chatters.
However, a reply did not pop out in the chat. Sheng Wang
closed an eye, jerked his leg, and started typing.
Canned: no
Canned: I can’t lose my face and even act like my head has
issues too
Jiang Tian: ……
Canned: You can just forget about the stupid things I did,
pretend you weren’t there. We can just remember the good
things, how does that sound?
Fuck.
Sheng Wang quickly plucked out his ear piece while the angle
was convenient. He stood up and said, “I nearly fell off.”
“Oh.” He Jin nodded, “When it’s class, don’t rock your chairs.
I’ve already said this many times.”
When Sheng Wang sat down, he heard that bastard let out a
rather low laugh.
Fine.
Sheng Wang stuffed his phone into his bag on instinct, and
properly looked up and gripped his pen. The next second he then
realised that he was too obedient. Therefore, he slowly raised a
middle finger at the person behind him with his hand behind his
back. Said finger was knocked down by the person’s pen.
It was like from this lesson onwards, he really did get a little
closer to Jiang Tian.
Footnotes:
And with this, we mark the start of book Hawthorn, or book 2, or the
friendship arc!
But the weekly test this time round was slightly special.
Although she did not name anyone, her gaze already swept
past a few people.
“Because you are crying about your grades to the last place
in class,” Sheng Wang faintly replied.
Gao Tianyang was stumped for two seconds with his ugly
crying face, and finally realised — he nearly forgot, Sheng Wang
should be the one who wants to cry the most in class. He only
managed to study for a single day before the weekly test.
Sheng Wang was also a little uneasy. “What does she want
from me?”
Jiang Tian said, “To go to the office for your results slip.”
Which was the one Jiang Tian’s hand was currently holding.
Jiang Tian released his hand, the slip landed on his desk.
His index finger pushed at the end of the slip, all the way to
Sheng Wang’s front, and then Sheng Wang saw a line of 1s:
Normally when people saw a result slip like this, they were
either jealous or envious. Sheng Wang’s response however, was a
little unusual. He was…...a little reluctant to part with it.
When Jiang Tian whisked the result slip away, he acted like
he was selling his children.
“Is there any problem?” Jiang Tian couldn’t stand the sight
anymore.
“Nope,” Sheng Wang’s gaze was still stuck on the slip, “my
grades in the past used to look like this too, I’m just reminiscing
with yours.”
“......”
Sheng Wang finally shifted his gaze away from the result slip.
He looked up to see Jiang Tian looking at him like he was some
‘flower of Langhuan’.
(t/n: Sit in tight because I’m cobbling from various sources at once. Original term: 琅嬛奇葩.
琅嬛: han mythology, where the heavenly emperor used to keep his books, evolved to also
mean where precious books are, and also the mystical fairy realm in general. 奇葩 is
‘wonderful work’ according to baike, originally meaning strange but pretty flowers, basically
exotic. To be a flower from that lang huan probably means you are truly ‘one of a kind’, and
now 奇葩 is an internet slang also used commonly, sarcastically, to mock outlandish
weirdos. Jiang Tian in this case is looking at him like ‘some unique brand of weirdo’.)
“Pass the pen.” Jiang Tian moved his index finger, motioning
him to pass him the pen.
The way they acted around each other had became a little
strange—
And thus the logical conclusion was that he and Jiang Tian
became the only two who did not fight for canteen food, and
could only accompany each other.
But what Gao Tianyang did not know was that in somewhere
he could not see, the volume of WeChat messages between
Sheng Wang and Jiang Tian in a week had already exceeded the
volume between his and Jiang Tian’s in a semester.
What the hell are you walking back and forth for???
His forehead rested against the table as his two hands held
his phone, and fell into deep thought. Two seconds later, he
deleted that line, and retyped: Are you still not asleep yet? Auntie
Sun placed a bowl of red grapes in the fridge, I’ll share some with
you?
Sheng Wang deleted this line again, and started editing the
message for the third time: You’re this hardworking today?
He silently read through a few times, and felt that it was
passable. He was about to send the message before his phone
suddenly vibrated.
Jiang Tian: ?
Canned: ???
Jiang Tian: It’s already a while, you’re still not done typing?
Canned: Chemistry.
T/N: now consider, how long was Jiang Tian staring at wechat
before he sent sheng wang a message?
Chapter 021 - Correction Collection
Jiang Tian Got Me to Pass This to You, He Said
That You Left It in His Bag
Jiang Tian stood outside of the door, the hand that knocked
was holding a loose leaf notebook, the other hand was scrolling
through his phone.
Like last time round, Jiang Tian did not look left and right
when he entered. He was talking to someone about something,
and walked straight to the table as he typed.
Sheng Wang followed right behind him.
He finished typing the last few words right next to the table
before he finally locked his phone and tossed it into his pocket. He
turned to look at Sheng Wang’s corrections collection and asked,
“Where are you stuck at?”
Jiang Tian shot a glimpse at the wall clock, “You’re not stuck
but it’s already 2.30am?”
Jiang Tian casually flipped through a few pages with his eyes
lowered, “Then what did you want to ask?”
Not so long ago, this was what other people always said to
him, he had never ever thought in a million years that the reverse
would happen.
Jiang Tian eyed his improper sitting position, and his thumb
pressed down on the pen as he asked, “Can I draw on the
collection?”
“Up to you,” Sheng Wang said, “it will be torn out in the end
anyways.”
“Torn?”
He himself was already this sloppy, Jiang Tian did not bother
with being courteous anymore. He roughly looked through the
collection, clicked his blue pen, and drew giant brackets around
some questions.
“When you have time, give the remaining ones a look, if you
didn’t it doesn’t really affect much anyway.”
When this young master spoke, the long legs dangling at the
side of the table lightly playfully swayed, just a look and one could
tell he was up to no good.
“Speak.” Jiang Tian’s hand, which was delivering the
notebook, paused in its journey.
Jiang Tian just knew that he did not have any pleasant thing
to say. The moment he heard, he immediately drew the notebook
back.
Earlier on, in order to save time he did not even bother with
drying his hair. At this moment, it was already thoroughly dried.
The hair was uncombed, and with these two actions and a fuss it
was messier than before.
Out of his peripheral gaze, Jiang Tian did not get up to leave.
He took his own loose leaf notebook from the table, leaned
against the back of the chair and flipped through it. Sheng Wang
took a quick look at him before retracting his gaze, and did not
chase him back to his own bedroom to do so. Neither did he ask
him how long it would take for him to finish it. He only drew a pen
out from his pencil case, and started scribbling on his scratch
paper.
The two people did not stay up so late before, both their
eyelids were heavy at the end, they were basically competing to
see who was sleepier. Even the notebooks and pens were kept in
its entirety. After Jiang Tian returned to his room, Sheng Wang
flopped onto his bed. He buried himself within his blankets in
half-alive-half-dead state for a while, before he groped for his
phone as if he remembered something.
He used his finger to pull at his eyelids, and mustered up his
energy to open up the chat window with Jiang Tian. He bit the tip
of his tongue as he sent a ‘oh yeah thank you’ with much
hesitation, and locked his phone the moment it was sent. He
tossed the phone aside and went back lying down again.
In the end, Jiang Tian went down later than he did by two
minutes. Sheng Wang glanced at the staircase as he listened to
the footsteps, and then drank his porridge to the sound of Jiang
Ou muttering, nearly burying his entire face inside.
Their tables were at the back, one 44 and the other 45, and
just nice both were taken by students from other classes.
The moment the boy who sat at table 45 saw that it was
Jiang Tian’s table, he immediately rubbed his hands together,
“What the heck is this godly seat, if I touch it a couple of times,
can I score better?”
That boy instantly shrunk his hand back. Yet, even if he did
not have the guts to touch the table, someone did. Gao Tianyang,
while holding his pencil case, brazenly pushed Sheng Wang over
there as he said, “Here, the two of us get a touch each, maybe
next exam we wouldn’t be exiled downstairs.
Sheng Wang echoed after Gao Tianyang for the sake of it, he
did not actually have the intention to touch at all. In the end, the
moment he looked up and saw Jiang Tian’s indescribable gaze, for
some reason, he suddenly was in the mood to tease. He reached
out for a touch, and after a touch he escaped.
The reason for his bad grades was known to Class A, but
that did not mean that other classes knew too. He just sat down
in his seat when he vaguely heard two people’s whispering, to his
rightish-front, “This score is pretty bad, how did he even make it
into Class A?”
Sheng Wang dug out his pencil case from his bag, and
treated these as a joke.
Sheng Wang looked up with this girl, only to see Jiang Tian’s
figure flash by, leaving from the classroom entrance.
“Jiang Tian?!”
A boy who just entered made his way over in a light jog, a
familiar looking loose leaf notebook in his hand.
The two girls, as well as the students who heard this, all
violently whipped their head around.
Sheng Wang was more confused than they were.
Chapter 022 - Old Man Ding
To think back then I was also quite the popular one, at least
there wouldn't be any idiots around who would say ‘this score is
pretty bad’ right in front of me, Sheng Wang said internally.
Only till this moment, when the people who couldn’t keep
their mouths to themselves bury themselves into the test with
distress, and the school bell gradually stopping its final sound,
with him sitting in the classroom and listening to the cacophony
of the cicadas outside, he suddenly realised albeit late—
279 was his seat number this time. Fuzhong’s niche was in
the sciences. In year two, other than Class AB, the top 7 were all
science classes. His ranking this time wasn’t really desirable.
Sheng Wang clicked his pen, and signed his name after that
number.
Gao Tianyang was only a class away from Sheng Wang, the
moment he handed in his script he waited outside Class 5, in the
corridor.
“We don’t need to fight for the canteen food for today, did
you forget?” Gao Tianyang realised the moment he spoke, “Oh,
yeah right, you didn’t know. Our school has a rule, for days with
weeklies, the canteen will open up for meals two times, there’s no
need to fight at all. I reckon they are scared that when students
need to compete with their physical capabilities after going
through the beatings of the tests, they would lose it. What if they
go leaping down from the observatory, that would have a bad
effect.”
Jiang Tian lifted his head and gave them a look, his thumb
rapidly tapped at the screen, like he was deleting something.
“What the heck, you’re not even trying to hide, aren’t you
afraid of running into Big Mouth Xu once you go around a corner
or something?” Gao Tianyang said.
“He’s patrolling the year ones today.” Jiang Tian tossed the
phone back into his pocket. Before the screen turned off, Sheng
Wang thought he briefly caught a glance of a vertical row of red
dots, like WeChat’s interface.
His mind ran, and for some reason, he thought that Jiang
Tian was about to send him a message just now.
“Tell me what?”
“Tell you that we’re all eating in the canteen today.” Gao
Tianyang dragged his voice, sounding done, “Do I even need to
say it, ge. He will find out when I drag him here to wait for you
anyways.”
It was the first time Sheng Wang met someone who spoke
through his actions in this manner, and asked in bewilderment,
“What if you didn’t manage to make me stay?”
“I run faster than dogs, tell me how I can lose you?” Gao
Tianyang said.
“Why not the west gate today?” Sheng Wang followed Gao
Tianyang downstairs. Next to him was the stream of humans
quickly filing past them, and Jiang Tian was behind him.
Sheng Wang turned behind, and saw Jiang Tian say, with a
‘coffin face’, “No.”
“What are you looking at?” Sheng Wang said, “I really can’t
run at all, if not for the sake of exams today that I ate a few extra
mouths for breakfast, I usually don’t have the strength to even
fight a chicken. I’m super unhealthy, even.”
“And that’s their sports rep, aiyo, what the, is his shoulder
made of metal?”
Sheng Wang and Gao Tianyang helped the mute up. Due to
the hunchback on his back, his stature squished short and small.
When they helped him up, they basically lifted him up.
Sheng Wang grabbed his arm and inspected it. His kneecaps
were scraped in two places, revealing red, bleeding flesh.
He was suffering a great deal from the pain, yet other people
who couldn’t help take on the pain.
Gao Tianyang straightened up and asked, “Who pushed
him?”
Most people were hesitant, and did not say a word. Their
gazes however all shifted to the same spot. A girl with a fiery tone
spoke in the silence, “Who else could it be, ZhaiTao, duh!”
Enemies are fated to meet and clash, it was the same person
who mocked Sheng Wang in Class 5’s exam room.
Zhai Tao violently tossed away the tissue in his hand, “Fuck!
Cuss me out one more time?”
“I can look past you being trash, but you even create more
garbage.” After Gao Tianyang sneered, he said, “I’m still cussing
you out, whatchu going to do?”
Zhai Tao was posturing, trying to head down the steps. The
students beside him tried to hold him back, but he shook them
aside.
“Why are you fighting the one with the surname Gao, he’s
famous for being all brawns and no brains!” that student called,
“there’s only two of us here, it’s not worth it.”
Gao Tianyang hung the taunt on his face, “Ay, here! I’m afraid
you’re too cowardly to fight. This is the first fucking time I’ve heard
an idiot from a normal class say to Class A’s student’s face that
they’re all brawn, who are you kidding?”
With this, both of them could not stand it anymore. Zhai Tao
rushed down the steps in a couple of steps, and shot straight at
them.
Gao Tianyang clenched his fist and was ready to face them
head on before he saw a flash of something before his eyes.
The schoolbag brushed past his ears, he could still hear the
‘whoosh’ of wind.
Zhai Tao’s face was imprinted with two lines that came from
the zipper, looking sort of funny. But when matched with him
having conniptions and raging on, he was still a little terrifying.
Then he picked the line Sheng Wang hated hearing the most
to yell over, he said, “Fuck your mom!”
Gao Tianyang didn’t quite get the trigger, but he could see
the change in Sheng Wang’s mood with his naked eye.
Before the word ‘mom’ could come out of his mouth, Jiang
Tian’s hand holding the schoolbag raised up.
“I—” Zhai Tao was so pissed that his face reddened, “who am I
apologising to?!”
“You’re retarded?”
(t/n: That's the literal word in cn. Unfortunately plenty of terms and insults would be ableist
by western standards. They are also only calling the mute 'the mute'.)
“I……”
Zhai Tao was on the losing hand here, and it was weekly test
period too, the usual bros he commanded around were all getting
their asses whipped by education, and were not with him then.
With the attitude of ‘a wise man knows better than to fight when
the odds are against him’, he did not continue asking for a
beating.
The one who stirred trouble was gone, and conflict roughly
ended there.
Two girls gave a reminder, one of their voices was the exact
same as the one who reported against ‘Zhai Tao’.
Sheng Wang turned to look, and realised it was someone he
knew. This time round, he no longer had facial blindness, and
recognized them as the girls who reminded him to not get on Zhai
Tao’s bad side from the same exam room.
“Ay, don’t hang around when guys fight, it’s quite bloody.”
Gao Tianyang said to the girl with a baby face, “Little Dimples,
hurry up and drag your Xue Qian away. Her looming presence
here with her height is scaring me.”
The girl beside was at least 1.7m, and wore a high ponytail.
When she heard what he said, she scoffed, “I’m not even looking
at you, the heck are you worried for.”
“Yeah yeah yeah, I’m the ugly one, fine?” Gao Tianyang
responded.
Still, Xue Qian did not bother lingering around either, she
pulled Dimples and went straight from the canteen. Before she
left, she even openly directed at Sheng Wang, “Eh, you were quite
hot just now!”
Sheng Wang, “......”
The Mute gestured with some grunts, he pursed his lips and
just shook his head.
As expected, Jiang Tian said, “He said he’s not going to the
school hospital, there’s disinfectant cream at home.”
Sheng Wang had much insight with being sick, he was
especially selective when it came to medicine too. He immediately
asked, “What kind of cream? How long has it been there? Is it
expired yet?”
The west gate in school was always quite empty. The parasol
trees intersected with each other, creating shade for the entire
path. The sunlight leaked through the tiny gaps amidst the thick
shade.
Gao Tianyang said that he and Jiang Tian stayed here when
they were kids.
Why?
“Didn’t you tell him that you’re not coming over for lunch
today? Then why isn’t he taking his afternoon nap at this time?”
Gao Tianyang started kicking up a fuss again.
Despite Old Man Ding’s old age, his vision was very good.
The moment he spotted his enemy, he turned around to grab the
broom leaning against the wall.
This ridiculous idiot cupped his fist, and escaped out of the
door in a flurry.
(t/n: Or hold fist salute, as explained by baike. It’s a way of showing respect. Image here.)
“Does the broom look fake to you?” Gao Tianyang said, “The
two of You have to suffer for a bit, I’ll go to Xi Le for a meal now.
After I’m done I’ll head straight back to the classroom, see ya
later!”
(t/n: Not sure if I mentioned it, but when I capitalize the y in you or italicize it, just know that
the character used the respectful you.)
Old Man Ding was like an elderly owl, and stared at the door
in full alert. Only when he made sure that stinking brat really
escaped, he finally slowly settled the broom down.
“He fell down in school and scraped his knee.” Jiang Tian
said.
Sheng Wang raised up the blue cloth bag in his hand, saying,
“Two watermelons cracked open too, there’s only one good one
left.”
Old Man Ding’s owl eyes stared at Sheng Wang again, after
he gave him a once over, he asked, “Whose kid is this?”
Old Man Ding hmmphed, and said, “Brat only knows how to
sprout rubbish!”
Jiang Tian let Gao Tianyang shoulder all the blame without
even blinking. Old Man Ding’s attitude towards Sheng Wang
visibly became much better. He said, “You sent mute back with
Xiao-Tian? Don’t you two still have papers today?”
Old Man Ding felt that he was sensible, he nodded and said,
“So the two of you have already eaten?”
Sheng Wang internally thought that I’m just letting Jiang Tian
take the lead for the conversation out of courtesy that’s all! He
was ultimately an outsider, if he said he didn’t eat, the old man
would make them stay and eat, Jiang Tian would have to agree
even if he didn’t want to, how awfully inconvenient that would be.
Old people’s elation were just like kids’, it all showed on the
face. Old Man Ding suddenly became happy, and fanned himself
with a palmetto fan as he walked towards the kitchen, head
swaying. “Aih, I just knew that you two didn’t eat! I’ll whip
something up.”
The moment the old man left, they supported the mute into
the room.
Jiang Tian got two bottles down from the top of the
wardrobe with much familiar ease, along with a bag of cotton
swabs.
He held the blue bag in his hands, and brought Sheng Wang
outside.
Jiang Tian pointed at the bedroom with his chin, “Did you see
a fridge just now?”
Sheng Wang said an ‘oh’, and his mood became better again.
“Eh?” Sheng Wang was a little curious, “Just asking, I saw that
other people don’t understand his hand gestures, how did you
understand?”
If there was only a single person in the world who could hear
you talk, then they would be more important than anyone else.
Old Man Ding’s food was already cooked, when people came
all he needed was to heat it up a little. Jiang Tian said before that
he wouldn’t be coming. His and the mute’s appetite were both
small, so he only made a dish and a soup. He was worried that it
was too monotonous, and made stir fried pork slices with green
peppers on the spot, and served it up like he was presenting a
treasure.
He could understand.
“You really didn’t get beaten up before with the way you
are?” Sheng Wang couldn’t hold himself back.
“Nope.”
Jiang Tian dug his phone out on the spot, and opened up his
gallery.
Xi Le - Zhao Su: If I have a son like this, I’ll starve him for 3
days first.
Jiang Tian: ……
Sheng Wang could already feel Jiang Tian’s numb shock and
speechlessness all the way from the screen, but Sheng Wang was
even more asphyxiated.
But he thought, Boss Zhao was the same person who said
“That boy of yours is dine and dashing, come save him” after all,
what would he stop at?
A pet mame like this coming out from his mouth was indeed
a little weird. Sheng Wang’s dangling fingers squeezed his joints in
discomfort, saying, “Xiao-Sheng, Xiao-Wang both work too, as
long as You’re happy.”
“Let me do it.”
Sheng Wang could only sheepishly keep his hand back, and
sat down at the Four Immortals table. Perhaps he was genuinely
hungry, though the dishes on the table were simple, they really
did smell delicious, smelling even better than the ones made by
chatterbox Boss Zhao of Xi Le.
Jiang Tian’s lips moved. With a sweep of his gaze he saw Old
Man Ding carrying the rice in, and pulled out his phone and
opened the memo instead.
He saw Jiang Tian tap the pencil, and drew an oval on the
memo. Within the memo was the word Ding(丁), and then two
round eyes, three lines of wrinkles on his forehead.
“Alike.”
Sheng Wang buried his head and started laughing, and Jiang
Tian deleted the memo with a poker face.
Sheng Wang snatched his bag and started digging for his
phone, as he dug he said, “Don’t you always switch off your phone
before exams?”
The more he put it that way the more he must take a look at
it! He dug out the correction, and before he could flip it open, a
piece of paper slipped out.
“......”
Just as Jiang ‘fake fortune teller’ Tian predicted, young master
Sheng Wang’s mental state collapsed on the spot.
(t/n: The term originally used was 神棍, specifically used to describe someone who scams
via religion, aka overcharging for false exorcisms and stuff like that. But, when used here
it’s more about the property of someone who can do some magic shit/tell the future, so I
just used fortune teller for now. May change my mind in the future. )
Even though Sheng Wang was a little dazed from that blow,
his strong professionalism caused him to come back to his
senses in the afternoon papers, and converted his despair into
power. The last three papers were smooth sailing.
The real result of that weekly test was: Sheng Wang raised
his overall score by 62, and chemistry alone shot from 60+ marks
to 90, his level position raised up by 127 places.
More people lost it.
The ones who lost it the most were Class A students. These
top students clearly had high scores by themselves, and yet they
behaved like they had not seen the 100th+ place for eight
lifetimes. They were acting as if they were high on laughing gas,
and gathered around Sheng Wang’s desk and crowed.
Gao Tianyang led the crowing, study rep Song Sirui assisted
him.
“???” Song Sirui was baffled, and added on, “I can bear to part
with this.”
Inside the desk, Jiang Tian had just sent a WeChat telling him
no need to wait for him after night self study. Sheng Wang was
bored anyway, and sent him several stickers in a row.
Jiang Tian: ……
(t/n: They were measuring in 斤, in this case it means 50kg. No I’m not converting that to pounds :))
Chilli, as a legend who could squeeze into the top five of the
level, was well-liked by everyone. She mixed in well, and proved
herself to be a troublemaker too. Everyone included her in their
jokes. Out of everyone, Gao Tianyang was the most insufferable
with his words, and would often end up getting beaten up by her.
The moment her voice stopped, Chili’s book flew directly
straight at them through the crowd.
They ran away like they were utterly defeated, Sheng Wang
managed to laugh with this sight alone, leaning against his chair.
Jiang Tian said next, “Then move your table forward a bit,
don’t quake against my table.”
Sheng Wang: “......”
Big Mouth was all smiles as he sized Sheng Wang up, and
looked towards Jiang Tian too. A few seconds later his expression
abruptly changed. Saliva droplets flew everywhere as he roared,
“Getting too big for your britches, aren’t you?! Fighting on the day
of the weekly test itself! You even picked the fountain square that
has the highest human traffic! Tell me, what exactly were you
thinking?! Ah? Putting up a show?!”
“Why are you even back here?!” Big Mouth Xu was still pissed
off, he showed no leniency towards his own son either.
Small Mouth Xu sheepishly pursed his lips, “It isn’t really that
either.”
“Is your curiosity sated yet?” Big Mouth Xu said, “Get the
exercise booklets and quickly leave!”
“I did!”
“Hit, my ass!” Big Mouth Xu pointed outside the windows,
“You think the security cameras in this school are dead? Don’t
blindly join in, get out! Otherwise, I’ll increase the punishment,
believe it or not.”
The office door was slammed shut by Big Mouth Xu, Zhai
Tao couldn’t hold it back anymore, “Reporting in.”
“Speak.”
He’s the fucking one who got beaten up from the start to the
end, the scar still hasn’t faded from his face!
“I’ve said, the cameras aren’t dead. The crowd that day has
eyes and ears yoo.” When Big Mouth Xu saw the way he was
acting, he couldn’t be bothered to waste his energy anymore. He
waved his hands and said, “Fine, fine, I’m not here to argue with
you either. Since I’ve already summoned the few of you here, I’ve
already got my evidence from multiple sources.”
He was born clean and neat, the ends of his eyes were
elongated, with slight droop towards the end. When he smiled he
nearly glowed, when his eyes were downcasted it was incredibly
deceptive, with 30% innocence and 70% bookishness, Big Mouth
Xu stuttered two times when he looked at him.
He lifted a finger, and said, “It wouldn’t take too long, just
one week. This week, report with a broom in hand during the
morning long break, I’ll get someone to watch over you. You
bunch of brats, if you don’t lose face a few times round you’ll
never know exactly how much longer life is! After finishing
everything in a week, come over here and receive the outcome of
your official punishment.”
What really got to Sheng Wang was the parasol fluff itself,
can this thing even be swept by fucking humans??
The wind was strong today, Sheng Wang was poked in the
eyes for multiple times, his eyes were red from rubbing from the
entire week, once in a while he had to hold on to the broom while
pinching at his eyelids. When the young master was irritated, he
shut the world out, he even tuned out his five senses, and was in
a state of, hear nothing, see nothing, acknowledge nobody at all.
(t/n: Name of a person that has become synonymous of a selfless model citizen, promoted
widely by the government )
All he ever said was “the two of us’, as if Zhai Tao at the side
was just thin air. The ‘thin air’ nearly exploded in anger.
“One week.”
“Yup.”
“Go.” Yang Jing stuffed a stack of test papers each into Sheng
Wang and Jiang Tian’s arms, and stomped in her heels
domineeringly, “I’m going to speak with Big Mouth Xu!”
Yang Jing was truly the woman who fought against all the
school leadership, she stormed into the student affairs office in a
fury, closed the door, and was all lightning and thunder as she
yelled.
In the end she left Big Mouth Xu with a line: “The English
Olympiad is next week, the two with the most potential to get a
good placing are both outside. If you insist on punishing them this
week, go take their places for the competition, if you can’t get a
trophy I’ll hang myself at your office entrance, do as you see fit!”
“......”
Big Mouth Xu was agape and had zero power to fight back.
Last time round, it was Jiang Tian who knocked first, it should
be his turn this time. Gifts should be reciprocated, everyone
understood this norm.
Sheng Wang silently let out a sigh of relief, and entered the
bedroom.
Not long ago, he was still grumbling about his house being
taken over by a certain grandson to Crab, but now he had silently
acknowledged this room as Jiang Tian’s territory.
He was similar to Jiang Tian, he did not like poking his head
here and there in other people’s bedrooms. First was out of
courtesy, the second was…...that behaviour was uncool. Still, he
couldn’t help it when the room was too simple, he didn’t need to
particularly look around in order to take everything in at once.
“What did you say again? I couldn’t hear anything, you’re too
soft.” Jiang Tian removed an earpiece with a tilt of his head.
Upon hearing that, Jiang Tian went past him to go clear his
table.
“Eh? Don’t need to tidy it, I’m ok without a chair too.” Sheng
Wang followed over.
“You can just sit on the chair, I don’t need it.” He kept the
paper in his bag, and sat at the spacious window sill. His back was
facing a wall at the side of the window sill, a leg half-bent, and an
exercise book in his lap. His other leg dangled from the window
sill, touching the floor.
Next to the slash was the correction, for some there was
only a clause, for others the correction went on for several lines.
What he was looking at was these.
“Got it.” Sheng Wang raised his left hand, only to see his
three fingers miming a ‘seven’, saying, “This is the most I’ve ever
heard you talk, there’s 87 words.”
The window sill was right next to the table, where Jiang Tian
sat. It wasn't too far from Sheng Wang, he was within his range of
attack.
Sheng Wang side-eyed him, and tutted, “You sure are bossy.”
Sheng Wang reflexively kept his leg back. There was a round
carpet in front of the desk, when the chair landed on the carpet it
barely made a noise. He ruefully sneaked a glance at Jiang Tian,
only to see the thin end of the corner of Jiang Tian’s eyes also
lightly twitched.
His pupils were pale beneath the light, as though there was a
thin layer of crystals on top of it. When he casually scanned
around, that gaze of his was much like a careless glance.
“Still a bit more.” Jiang Tian finally could bear to close the
book, and looked up. He asked, “You’re done?”
“All done.” Sheng Wang dug out his phone to check the time,
“It’s not even 1.30am yet, I seriously finished it.”
This weekend was the first monthly test. Sheng Wang did not
attempt any new questions tonight, and instead circled out the
challenging points in his notes and topical exercises, preparing to
go through it and discuss with Jiang Tian.
He showered a little later than usual today, his hair was still
moist, droplets quietly crystalised at the ends of his hair, and slid
down along the curve of his neck, dampening the edges of the
collar of his grey t-shirt.
Jiang Tian retracted his gaze from the door, and instead
shifted it to Sheng Wang. He was quiet for a moment, before
suddenly asking, “Why were you panicking?”
Sheng Wang lowered his pitch and copied his dad, that tone
of his was remarkably true to him. He walked to the table, and
settled the paper down with familiar ease. “If you say that you
haven’t finished your homework, he would instantly ask if it’s too
difficult or too much, is it that way to everyone or just you? If you
say that you’re just revising for the monthly test, he’s gonna ask
how’s the revision coming along, are you confident or not. After
he asked he would say it’s okay to feel pressure, but not too
much, and then start to pour chicken soup down your throat.”
(t/n: Remember ‘chicken soup for the soul’? Chinese netizens use chicken soup to represent
cheesy motivational stuff. A fun article on it. )
Jiang Tian settled that glass of plain water on the desk, and
took the towel from his neck to dry his hair. “He’s this talkative?”
“Not really. It’s just that he’s usually too busy to ask, when he
gets the rare chance to, he gives it his all, it's sort of a—” Sheng
Wang pursed his lips and deliberated, “compensation, you know?”
The hand drying his hair briefly paused. He shot a glance
towards Sheng Wang’s face, only to see the other person busy
flipping through to find the pages marked out in the topical
exercises, there weren’t any signs that he was emotionally
affected when he said that.
“......”
Since ancient times, it was usually Jiang Tian who told people
to shut up, it was an extremely rare sight for someone to say this
to him. He raised an eyebrow, and nodded, indicating that he
could grudgingly play along.
He pulled open the chair and sat down. He asked Jiang Tian,
topical exercise in hand, “Eh, have you tried similar question types
to these two?”
Jiang Tian swept a look at the book at his hands, and sat
down at the window sill as if he was minding his own business.
Sheng Wang waited for an eternity and yet there was still no
reply. He kicked at Jiang Tian’s slipper, “Oi.”
Oi went deaf.
Sheng Wang pressed the book into his hands, and motioned
with his lips, “Question 12, 13, I marked an asterisk beside it.”
“Mn, I’m a little lost.” Sheng Wang said, “I got stuck after I
wrote down the formula.”
“It’s normal to get stuck, the last question was a little out of
syllabus, you need to cal a bit.” Jiang Tian said.
“What ‘cal’? Which ‘cal’ are you talking about?” Sheng Wang
did not realise yet.
“Hold on.” Sheng Wang asked, “Is it the same calculus I’m
thinking of? The one in university?”
“Yes.”
“......”
“At least? That means it’s getting tested in the future?” Sheng
Wang asked.
After some thoughts, Jiang Tian settled the book down and
walked to the front of the wardrobe. He opened a door, pulled
open a storage box and searched around. He took a collection
with a blue cover, passed it to him and said, “This book delves
deeper.”
The suitcase was open, the clothes Jiang Tian often wore
were all inside, in neat folded stacks. It was so neat that as long as
he closed the suitcase, the owner of these belongings could make
a swift and clean departure, leaving not a single trace behind.
Back then he wished for nothing more than for Jiang Tian to
leave, but now he suddenly went back on his words.
Jiang Tian followed his gaze that landed on the suitcase, for
that few seconds he did not talk. A few moments later, he said, “I
didn’t start packing, it’s always like this.”
“I didn’t directly write on it.” Jiang Tian said, “Go ahead and
use it, looking at those with circles will do.”
(t/n: To capsize, which is also to suffer setbacks or defeat. Decided to keep capsize for the
whole boat metaphor thing, and also the ‘came to that bridge’ was originally 船到桥头自然
直, literally “the boat will straighten out upon reaching the bridge”, pretty cool equivalence
huh )
Sheng Wang tossed the notebook into the desk, got up and
went to the door, asking, “Jing-jie’s looking for me? What for?”
“Yeah.”
That boy shook his head, “I don’t know why either, maybe
the printer spoiled or something. Just go already, I’m heading to
my exam venue.”
The crew cut was stumped, and then asked viciously, “You
know? Oh, then tell me, what am I here to do?”
Sheng Wang said internally, his luck with exams was truly
something, he had to fight every time there was one. To think he
made a declaration everyday that he was totally weak and
helpless.
Even though he managed to get rid of right at the start,
Sheng Wang could not quickly get away either.
“Then have you seen the answer sheet for this test?”
“No?”
“Where’s he?” Jiang Tian went down the steps, and looked
towards Class 2.
……
“Aiyo what the heck you scared me,” The person held his
hand to his chest and said, “God Jiang, why are you here, Yang-ge!”
That boy had no idea what they were talking about. He could
not particularly understand why it was Sheng Wang who was late,
but Jiang Tian was the one who Gao Tianyang asked instead. The
other classmates started rushing him impatiently, and the boy
hurriedly bade his farewell before leaving with his friends.
Disbelief was written all over Gao Tianyang’s face. “This
subject is English, Sheng-ge has the greatest advantage in this
one, why would he be stupidly reckless enough to be late?”
Jiang Tian looked past him. into Class 2. Most students had
already left, and the classroom was empty enough such that his
view was unobscured. From this angle, he could see a partial side
view of Sheng Wang’s face. He was stuffing his school jacket into
his bag, his eyes lowered, the look on his face indiscernible.
“......”
t/n: Left behind youth, a spin from留守老人 - left behind elderly, a phenomenon in China
where the elderly are often left back in countryside villages with barely any support after
their children move to the cities to live and work.
Sheng Wang was attempting to fold the dirty side of the
jacket inwards in order to prevent it from staining the bag. When
he saw Gao Tianyang and Jiang Tian entering one after another,
he gave up on wrestling with it. He messily stuffed the jacket in,
pulled the zip up, and called it a day.
Yet a few seconds later, he looked down and gave his nose a
light pinch, and completely gave up. “Fine.”
When this sort of reaction was carried out by him, it was sort
of amusing. Sheng Wang couldn’t hold it back and a laugh
escaped him, the anger simmering in him for the entirety of the
morning instantly vanishing.
The one who waved was Song Sirui, beside him was Qi
Jiahao, Small Mouth Xu and co. The five of them occupied a table
for eight, there were still just nice three spots left empty.
Gao Tianyang let out an audible sigh, and gulped down a few
mouthfuls of the ice cola he just opened before saying, “We were
just asking him, so what exactly happened?”
Qi Jiahao asked, “How did you come back? You beat them
up?”
“Pause!” Song Sirui stated, “You’re gonna say you don’t have
the strength to even truss a chicken, go ask the Zhai Tao from last
time and see if he agrees.”
Usually, whenever Small Mouth saw his dad it was like a rat
meeting a cat, getting him to go to talk to his dad about
something was like asking him to die, he didn’t expect him to
really take the initiative to help him out like this today.
His voice wasn’t loud, Gao Tianyang and the rest who were
running high on excitement didn’t notice him. Only Sheng Wang
heard him.
After hearing this, Jiang Tian thought for a bit, and said, “Ok.”
Most people were done with over half of their meals when
he finally deigned himself to eat the first mouthful. Thus, it could
be seen that Boss Zhao of Xi Le was already merciful with his
words.
The taste of garlic in the water spinach was way too heavy,
the knife used to cut the watermelon slice definitely sliced an
onion before that, the beef was too old, the trotters were too
tough. Young master’s journey of eating his food was extremely
strenuous, but in the end barely any food entered his stomach.
“Buying water.”
“In use? Of course they are, a tiny business like mine still
gets thieves all the time, who could even stand it.” Boss Zhao said.
“How about the two outside the door?” Jiang Tian pointed at
the entrance while carrying the bottle, “The one facing Garden of
Conduct, and the one facing the school walls.”
“Huh? Why?”
The entire Mingli Block was quiet, the type of quiet could only
be found in the noon breaks in schools.
“Got it along the way.” After he said that, he cut through the
corridor, a bottle of ice water in hand, disappearing around the
corner of the stairs.
t/n: Bang is also hanyupinyin/romanisation of棒 meaning superb/wonderful etc etc, but also
said name ‘bang’ was in english that why I italicized it. Could also mean (wooden) rod. It's
read more closely to the 'bung' in bungalow
The heck.
The meal today was the first dinner truly shared together.
Sheng Wang, Sheng Mingyang, Jiang Ou were all seated, waiting
for Jiang Tian.
Before Jiang Tian left he did let Sheng Wang know, saying
that he would be going home slightly late, no need to wait for him
for dinner. But Sheng Mingyang was insistent — those two kids
had agreed to have dinner as a table of four for the first time, why
would they ever start eating before everyone arrived.
It’s been ages since Sheng Wang was this close with his dad,
was it a couple of years or three to five? He could no longer tell.
This closeness lasted until Sheng Wang was 10, those two
years they sort of lived like they only have each other. When
Sheng Wang felt upset on the occasions he dreamt of his mom,
he would hug his blanket and squeeze into the same bed as
Sheng Mingyang in the middle of the night, as though having
someone next to him would make him feel a little better.
Therefore, a gap grew between the father and son from who
knows when. Some people thought that this was called being
‘open-minded’, but Sheng Wang understood what was between
him and Sheng Mingyang was ‘politeness’.
Sheng Wang didn’t lock his phone screen. The chat interface
between him and Gao Tianyang was right there, all up for his dad
to see, but Sheng Mingyang didn’t lean over anymore.
……
Sheng Wang scrolled through the chat, his attention was
caught by a certain thing all of a sudden.
Sheng Mingyang let out an ‘Eh’, and followed up, “Is there
something wrong, you’re not eating anymore?”
Canned: brb
t/n: Gao Tianyang’s phrases: ‘The heaven has eyes’ → the guilty won’t get away, ‘heaven’s net
has wide meshes, but nothing escapes from it’ → can’t run from the long arms of the law, all
成语s containing the word for heaven. BTW heaven here is more complex in cn.
Jiang Tian raised his phone, “Gao Tianyang has been giving
me a live report.”
“The two idiots who sabotaged me,” Sheng Wang said, “were
you the one who found them?”
“No.” Jiang Tian was clear cut in his answers, “Just came out
from the com lab.”
Jiang Tian was a little taller than him, when he was hooked
like this he could only slightly bend over and bow his head. His
eyes were looking down, and saw Sheng Wang pointing at him,
laughter evident in the eyes that were crescent with a smile.
“......”
Jiang Tian was all headaches, after a long while later he
awkwardly tossed out a line, “Xi Le caught the footage, the friend
that Zhao Xi is running the BBQ shop with happens to know a lot
of people, I just sent the footage while I’m at it.”
“I just knew it.” Sheng Wang looked like he had all his
questions answered.
Canned: Thanks.
But this hasn’t been done, there weren’t any results yet
either. If he told too early it made him seem like he was asking for
recognition or something. Jiang Tian swept a glance at the entire
line and felt a little childish, he pressed backspace and cleared the
input box.
Ever since Sheng Wang added Gao Tianyang and Song Sirui,
Sheng Wang’s WeChat main interface was filled with an additional
bunch of group chats, with group chats like [Mingli Giant Melting
Pot], the chat for Fuzhong year twos, [Most A on Earth](the chat
with no teachers), Year 2 Class A One Big Family (hello teacher), as
where as all sorts of three to six people tiny groups.
Once the monthly break started, the WeChat group with the
teachers remained dead quiet at the bottom of the screen, the
groups without teachers exploded otherwise. No matter when he
checked it was always 999+ messages.
Sheng Wang put every chat on ‘Do Not Disturb’, but he could
not prevent others from tagging him.
The chattiest one was the Melting Pot chat, there were all
sorts of people from all classes, any topic of conversation could
and would start and continue. As the social butterfly of Class A,
Gao Tianyang was especially active in this chat. Song Sirui, Qi
Jiahao and Little Chilli were determined to not be outdone either.
Class 7 - Xue Qian: Aren’t you Class A too what are you even
envious for?
Class 7 - Xue Qian: Both Sheng Wang and Jiang Tian are
going?
……
t/n: These names are girls’ names/names associated with girls
The entire chat was filled with more than a hundred of this
like they were spamming.
After speaking she also tagged Sheng Wang and Jiang Tian.
“What are you looking at?” Sheng Wang snapped his fingers
at him.
Sheng Wang: ……
Jiang Tian pointed at his phone with the pen. “Reply your
message first.”
‘I don’t want to talk’ was written all over Jiang Tian’s face. “Just
help me reply.”
“Sure.”
They did not skimp out on doing questions over the monthly
break, the only good thing was that they could sleep until they
naturally awakened. However, Jiang Tian did not wake up too late,
after all the biological clock shaped over a long period of time
would not simply be stopped within a couple of days.
His eyes remained shut, the fingers resting at the back of his
head grabbed at his hair before letting go again, like he did a
partial stretch. Next, he heard a bunch of a burst of chaos, Sheng
Wang switched off the source of water noises, and indistinctly
swore “shit”.
The Adam's apple of the boy curled up on his side on the bed
slightly moved up and down, a low noise coming from the bottom
of his throat. It was hard to tell if he was laughing or jeering.
Jiang Tian actually did not have the habit of sleeping in.
When he woke up for the second time, the sun was already
high up in the sky. The ray of light shone in through the gap
between the curtains, hurting his eyes when he looked at it. The
time displayed on his phone was 8:36, he woke up three hours
later than usual.
“The hell with breakfast, I’m not in the mood to cook.” Old
Man Ding stared at the television resentfully.
Jiang Tian gave the last two shumai to him. “Give the mute
one.”
The old man was lonely for his whole life, Jiang Tian was the
only one who ever only stayed, he basically treated him like his
own flesh and blood grandson. Therefore he had to know how to,
even if he didn’t know he still had to know. As such, he checked
the manual on how to fix the tv for the whole night before this,
summarised quite a few methods, and planned to try them out
today.
Old Man Ding’s grin nearly broke his face, he bluntly praised,
“Ay our Xiao-Tian is still the most capable one after all! Knows
everything!”
With the television coming back to life, the old man also
found the motivation to cook. He was busy with cooking from
10am to 11.30am, and awarded the key player with five dishes
and a soup.
The key player took a quick glimpse at the dishes. The green
pepper was julienned, the potato was stewed soft and flavourful,
the meat consisted of mostly ribs, it was neither too fatty or too
lean, and there were even crunchy bones.
“So rushed?” The old man took the bait hook line and sinker,
he asked in accordance.
“Oh--” Old Man Ding found it novel. After all, he rarely saw
him together with people. other than Gao Tianyang that up to no
good, mischievous brat. Old Man Ding asked, “With who?”
“No,” Jiang Tian said, “He thought the canteen food is worse
than yours.”
“What do you mean worse than mine.” Old Man Ding argued,
displeased, “So you’re saying he thinks my cooking is great?”
The elderly are weak against praises. You praise that his food
is good, and he would want nothing more than to treat the entire
world to a meal.
Just as expected, Old Man Ding said, “Then why didn’t you
bring him here?”
Old Man Ding tsked, and gave him another clap. “Kid’s some
state banquet’s guest of honour or what, I have to be the one
inviting him? If I didn’t tell you to you wouldn’t? Do you make
friends by being like this in school? To think back then we—”
“......”
Adding soon:
A character + location page for reference (because god knows I'm losing
track of my choices lmao)
Jiang Tian and Sheng Wang chose to fly solo, but the few of
them still decided to gather in school first as Qi Jiahao said that he
contacted Yang Jing, who would be doing some pre-competition
coaching.
“Please count how many top 40 came out within these few
years.”
Within the city, each key school has their own strengths and
weaknesses. Fuzhong’s niche was in math and physics. As for
English…...the top few were essentially reserved by Yizhong every
Olympiad, all the other schools basically couldn’t squeeze in at all.
(t/n: Yizhong: 一中, First High School)
“You all don’t place much importance on it, whose fault is it?”
Yang Jing said.
“Ok ok ok.” Big Mouth Xu raised both his hands in surrender,
and then bowed to motion her to proceed. “Go mark your scripts,
comrade Xiao-Yang.”
Yang Jing led four students upstairs and entered the grading
office. English teachers from each level were sparsely spreaded
throughout the table, scripts with their names sealed away laid
beside their hands on the table.
“......”
(t/n: Nan Gao is short for Short for South High Schooll)
The male teacher at the side interrupted, “They’re harsh, but
we’re harsh too. We’re harsh, but Yizhong wouldn’t let up either.
One sabotages the other, everyone can cry together.”
“In any case, the score for this English exam isn’t getting too
high anywhere. The test is difficult, and the marking is strict.” Yang
Jing turned to reply to him. “I was on the phone with that Yang
Ziwen from Nan High yesterday, he said that there are very few
who scored over 100 marks for this English exam, there’s only like
2-3 of them who scored 110 and above. Apparently there’s one
they could tell has a decent foundation in English, but everything
came crashing down at the MCQs. The name is all sealed up, so
they don’t know who it was either.”
Yang Jing’s eyes bulged. “That kid’s getting full of himself or?”
“Oh, that’s fine then,” Yang Jing was like Empress Dowager,
“when you see him this afternoon remember to pass the
message, tell him that the grades for the monthly test are out
tomorrow, get him to behave himself, I’ll speak with him at any
moment.”
(t/n: Original term here was 像个老佛爷, “to be like a queen mother/the emperor’s
mother”, the wording didn’t suggest that it was precisely empress dowager, but 老佛爷 was
a common enough nickname that I opted to use this here. #funfacts)
The people did not dare to disobey her orders, they nodded
obediently.
“Tell him after the competition, I don’t want his mood to get
affected before that.” Yang Jing said.
“Where?”
They followed the direction of her voice, and saw a tall boy
standing next to the metro entrance, wearing a simple white T-
shirt, continuously attracting the eyes of various passerbys.
He tugged at the bag strap with one hand and his head was
lowered as he fiddled around on his phone, paying zero mind to
the attention he was receiving.
“Sure, after all that fuss turns out he’s boarding from here
too. Why didn’t he go with us then.”
Ma Shi was also one of the girls who would blush upon
seeing Jiang Tian. She glanced over there as she said, “Since when
did you see him buddying up with anyone?”
(Original internet slang here: 颜狗, “dogs attracted solely by physical attractiveness”,
often use in self mockery, that’s the rough meaning.)
As they waited for the red light at this end, they watched
Sheng Wang weave through the crowd to go behind Jiang Tian.
He reached out to snap his fingers at Jiang Tian’s left ear, and
then speedily dodged to his right. Unexpectedly, Jiang Tian
refused to play into his hands, and turned to the right
straightaway, directly catching him in the act.
Jiang Tian placed his phone in his pocket. After the two of
them exchanged a few words, they walked towards the entrance
of the metro.
“The rep has been studying in Fuzhong for so long, are you
sure he hasn’t been beaten up before?” His befuddlement was
incredibly sincere, thus increasing the mockery in his question by
several levels.
Jiang Tian rolled his eyes at him, and increased his stride.
Sheng Wang refused to lose, and increased his stride too.
Canned: Where are you guys, are you on the train yet?
Qi Jiahao: “......”
Abou 30 minutes later, when they were only one stop away
from Erzhong, the group chat buzzed with a new message.
(t/n: 二中, --> Ezhong, Second High School)
Canned: The signal’s pretty bad in the metro, just saw the
message.
“......”
Qi Jiahao carved a ‘fuck’ in his heart.
The more difficult the language was, the more the number
of questions, the more obvious his advantage in speed.
15 minutes before the exam ended, he put down his pen. For
exams like this, he never got tied up about the answers. Past
experience told him that as long as he was feeling conflicted, his
first choice based on instincts has the highest rate of accuracy.
“Don’t wait for people here, they will be taking a while more,
you can’t loiter here.” The invigilator said.
And saw yet another one who handed in his script ahead of
time.
Fine, whatever.
The invigilator said internally, you can’t even stay put for 15
minutes, I’m going to see what kind of results you can get!
The second day, the duo who “swaggered away” were both
dragged by Yang Jing to her office for a face to face chat.
“Got too big for your britches, and now you’re acting cool in
the exam venue, huh?” Yang Jing rapped the table. “Didn’t I warn
again and again to try not to hand in ahead of time, to try to be
more imperturbable? Didn’t I say this before, huh?”
Jiang Tian scored 115, Sheng Wang danced at the edges, 110.
He got 7 questions wrong for listening compre, and had 3 marks
deducted for his essay, one of which was because of his poor
handwriting.
Other than that, Class A had no other script that began with
a 11.
Yang Jing stared at the scripts with her hands on her hips.
She didn’t know if she should laugh or rage first. After she
remained frozen in a female demoness state for a good while, she
didn’t keep it up by herself anymore.
She looked at Jiang Tian who was neither servile nor
overbearing, and Sheng Wang who pretended to apologise, and
waved, “Scram, scram, scram! I’ll settle this when the results of
the competition comes out! Get out!”
Sheng Wang was already out of the door, he stuck his head
in again and said, “Your command?”
Yang Jing felt her stomach ache just at the look of him
pretending to be obedient. She stifled herself for a while before
she managed to say with a poker face, “Get Qi Jiahao to come
over for a bit.”
Chapter 30 - Shop's Closed
Qi Jiahao did not return for a long time, even after the long
break ended he remained nowhere to be seen.
Her sixth sense told her that now is not the best time to
continue to talk to Sheng Wang about this matter. Therefore, she
used the remaining piece of paper to cover half her face, silently
moved a table forward until she was next to Jiang Tian’s, and
carefully placed the paper on his desk.
Both Jiang Tian and Sheng Wang looked at her at the same
time.
Jiang Tian did not look up, his lowered eyelids were quite
thin, the corner of his eyes formed a long and yet graceful curve.
The way he looked at the surface of the table was especially
serious.
Li Yu felt as if she accidentally stirred some major trouble,
and scampered away.
Gao Tianyang was the face of confusion, why did the two
people behind lose it all of a sudden?
“The hell? What are you two doing, why aren’t I invited?” It
was the first time he has ever seen Jiang Tian laugh uncontrollably
with his head looking aside. It was a little novel, but he was more
bewildered than anything.
His lament was too obvious, Sheng Wang felt the remorse of
stealing his bro for some mysterious reason. Even though this
remorse made zero sense at all, he went on to explain anyways:
“It really wasn’t anything, just something kinda awkward.”
“Yeah yeah yeah, super wrong.” Sheng Wang waved him off,
and turned around again.
Jiang Tian scanned the form that was still on his table, and
abruptly asked: “Why did you want to stay?”
Jiang Tian was the most special person to him that he got to
know in Fuzhong.
“You?” Sheng Wang asked, “You also asked the class monitor
a long time ago?”
Qi Jiahao only came back to class with his head hung low
when the school bell rang for class to start. After that, he did not
speak a single word to anyone for an entire morning. Gao
Tianyang and co were all mystified, and their tongues wagged.
Despite calling him “Old Qi” for a while, they did not manage to
cheer him up.
It wasn’t only him who was acting unusual, Jiang Tian was
acting off too. This person scored the highest for 4 out of 5
subjects out of the entire level, yet he looked like he came in
behind everyone in the level.
Bits and pieces of laughter came from the class, and finally
things looked a little lively again.
“Spot the problem now?” He Jin said, “That’s right, I’ve only
ever seen two third places up till today. What does this imply?
This means that after our series of training, scoring a third prize is
much more difficult than scoring into Tsinghua and Peking U,
whoever that manages it would be a clown.”
At this point, Qi Jiahao finally smiled for the first time that
day.
One was Sheng Wang. He lazily clapped his hands, but his
eyes were on his table instead, like he was analyzing the
timetable. What’s so good about that dumb timetable anyway.
The other one was Jiang Tian. This person did not even clap
at all, he just coldly glared at him with his back leaning against the
chair.
The first student of each group took the slips, found their
own and passed it behind.
Just as he was puzzling over it, Song Sirui let out a soft “ah”
next to him.
Song Sirui passed the slip to him, saying: “Badass, your total
score went up by 40+ marks, if you convert your score for physics
and chemistry they should be A grade by this point, your level
placement went up by 47.”
Song Sirui was still helping him do the math next to him: “If
you didn’t miss English listening compre, you could have gotten 7
more marks…...lemme think, I just saw Chen Cheng’s result slip,
he scored 4 more points than you, and there was a equal sign
next to his placement. I reckon that with your 7 marks, your
placement could have gone up by 8-9 more.”
Jiang Tian tapped into the chat, the other person’s profile pic
changed from a small red can to a patch of darkness. His WeChat
name became ‘Shop’s Closed’.
As he really barely made any mistake, this part only took less
than 10 minutes.
Sheng Wang did not shuffle around in his slippers, nor did he
show any signs of intending to buddy up to study. Last week, he
even joked that Jiang Tian’s bedroom became a study room he
took over by force. In the end, the moment the monthly exam
ended, the ‘study room’ lost its purpose.
This mini unit was talking about the clever use of parallelism
in sentences, two minutes later, Jiang Tian already zoned out.
The White Horse Alley at this time didn’t have the particular
type of tranquility found at 2am yet. People occasionally passed
by the lane once in a while, casting fleeting shadows in between
the walls. The main street in the distance also had some traffic,
sometimes, it would be utterly quiet, and the other times, there
would be the light sound of car tyres rolling past the surface of
the road, like the sound of waves that the wind occasionally
carried over.
His phone suddenly buzzed, and Jiang Tian retracted his gaze
from outside the window. The lines of his lips and brows shifted
on a miniscule level, like the moment he heard the vibration, they
instantly relaxed a little.
Jiang Tian: ……
Gao Tianyang sent several memes about life being rough,
and explained that the questions this time round were much
more troublesome than before, there was too little information
given, and he didn’t know where to begin.
Jiang Tian was already idle anyway, he dug out the practice
paper he completed from his bag, and took a picture of the
question. He used a black pen to underline 10+ parts.
Six in the morning the next day, Jiang Tian was packing his
bag after he washed up. He suddenly received two messages on
his phone. Due to the fact that his phone was on his blanket, the
vibration wasn’t particularly obvious. His screen only abruptly lit
up twice, but he still spotted it instantly.
He pulled the zip on his bag all the way to the bottom in one
shot, and his long arm reached over to grab his phone.
The person who was dead all night finally gave a reply.
Shop’s Closed: Accidentally fell asleep last night, just saw the
message
Jiang Tian looked at the screen next to his bed, his eyes
lowered.
There was still five minutes before the last lesson in the
morning ended. Jiang Tian sent a message to the deskmate in
front of him: Let’s go to Beyond Parasol Tree for lunch?
Sheng Wang was busy with doing his chemistry paper. As his
right hand speedily calculated, his left hand reached into his desk,
grabbing hold of the lightly vibrating phone.
A while later, he finally took his phone out and looked down.
Just as they turned around the corner of the lane, they saw a
mini truck parked in front of the empty space in front of Old Man
Ding’s front door, a giant cardboard box as well as some foam
packaging against the wall, like they just unpackaged a giant piece
of furniture.
Old Man Ding treated Jiang Tian like half a flesh and blood
grandson, when he had no other choice he could use his hands.
But that did not apply towards Sheng Wang, after all, that boy was
a guest, and he seemed like he wouldn’t withstand a hit.
Old Man Ding internally said what kind of bullshit is this, but
the person who spoke looked rather sheepish, he didn’t have the
heart to be harsh with him.
The old man glared at him for a good while, before that aura
of his deflated like a balloon and asked: “Why did you buy this
for?”
Sheng Wang broke out into a smile: “You wanted to take care
of my lunch right? I’m just contributing to food expenses.”
Sheng Wang let out yet another “oh”, and said: “That’s fine,
then I’ll be leaving with the fridge.”
“Wait!” Old Man Ding said.
“Sure, I’ll wait.” Sheng Wang lowered the hand that was
about to wave the people over here, looking especially obedient.
Sheng Wang was amused by that line, “Not even my dad can
control me.”
Old Man Ding spat out the tea leaf bits and said: “What kinda
temper a kid like you even has?”
He put his hands on his waist and played the role of the
obstinate mule in the courtyard. Several minutes of being
obstinate later, he finally admitted defeat. He grumbled a “stinkin’
brat” under his breath, and entered the kitchen, reaching a
compromise.
Old people have the same mentality as kids, they may say “I
don’t want” for all they like, but when he actually kept it he was
more happy than anyone.
Jiang Tian settled the stool next to the table, and walked
towards him, asking: “When did you buy it?”
Sheng Wang didn’t look up from his game. “Just two days
ago.”
He turned on the scope, sniped someone, and spoke again:
“The day you said to take care of my meals.”
“But——”
Jiang Ou’s mouth was open, but it was as if her tongue was
pinched. She recalled something, and all fight went out of her, her
eyes were downcast as she quieted.
……
Sheng Wang sometimes felt that Jiang Tian and his mom’s
dynamics were a little strange.
“What bus?” Sheng Mingyang could only ‘care for the head
but not the ass’, he was trying to juggle both sides at once, and
didn’t manage to catch his son clearly.
“......”
Sheng Wang waved his hand. “Just make your phone call, I’m
gonna eat.”
Every old street in this city was lined with parasol trees, they
stood there for decades amidst the flowing traffic and the sea of
people. The thick branches and leaves intersected with each
other, blocking out the heavens, blocking out the sun.
Sunlight could only shine through the cracks and gaps,
leaving behind spotted patches of light on the ground. The
pedestrians weaved through the lights and shadows.
Sheng Wang dodged around the crowd, and waited for the
green light at the sidewalk near the corner. He took a quick glance
at the old street, and said to Jiang Tian: “I was an especially fussy
kid back then, I would often cause a ruckus and wake everyone up
early in the morning.”
“6.30.”
Sheng Wang checked the time on his phone, and crossed the
sidewalk with Jiang Tian. They stood and waited at the stop at the
other side of the street, the topic about brothers never came
back.
To be honest, Sheng Wang was a stingy little brat when he
was young. He disliked any living creature who dared to try to take
his toys, his limelight, and his snacks. If he really did have siblings,
they would probably end up tumbling around all day in fistfights.
Later, the grandpa that would bring him out to survey the
streets was no longer around, the mother who called him “Wang-
zai” everyday was no longer around either. Slowly, gradually,
Sheng Mingyang stopped being around often too, and he no
longer was so stingy anymore.
6.30am, the school bus arrived at the stop right on the dot.
The moment Sheng Wang and Jiang Tian boarded, the girls in
the bus all burst into excited whispers, causing Sheng Wang to
nearly retreat back to the stop.
Upon seeing that they’re unfamiliar faces, with the uproar
they caused, the driver instantly awakened his professionalism.
He used his mouth to point at the machine next to the driver’s
seat. “What year? Where’s your card? Take it out and swipe it.”
“When did you even take it.” Sheng Wang had astonishment
written all over his face.
“When you snuck out of the house like a thief.” Jiang Tian
also brought his own card over and tapped it against the machine.
“Sorry.”
He sat down in the third row, saving the empty seat in the
second row for Jiang Tian. Afterwards, he stuffed in his earpiece,
lowered his head and started using his phone.
The boy beside him was in the same class as the two girls in
front, he kept chatting as he leaned forward against the back of
the chair. They seemed to be the history-politics class under Dean
Xu, they received news slightly faster than other people.
He Jin finished speaking, and finally tossed out the line that
Sheng Wang was afraid to hear the most: “This is compulsory for
everyone, if you really have special circumstances, come find me
after class.”
Shop’s Closed: No
Shop’s Closed: no
And his son understood this very well, that’s why he didn’t
even bother with coming up with a reasonable excuse when he
lied.
His voice was lowered especially softly, like the wind of pine
trees caressing the strings of music. Perhaps it was because it
was too quiet in the earpiece, it even sounded a little gentle.
For that few seconds Sheng Wang did not speak, neither did
Jiang Tian hang up.
Class A was at the west of the corridor, the corner of his was
at the east. They were less than 10m apart. If a classmate yelled,
he could hear it both inside and outside the earpiece.
Yet another while later, Sheng Wang said: “I’ll hang up and
call again.”
“What for?”
He Jin’s son was still young, he was nothing alike with Sheng
Wang. Yet when she looked at the boy in front of her, her heart
ached a little.
She thought for a bit and said, “How about this, next
weekend, please kindly bother him to come here for a bit, I’ll be
waiting here for him.”
She could tell that Sheng Wang did not want to spend a
single second longer on this. But she had her responsibilities, she
couldn’t just not care about this at all.
She deliberated. Just as she was about to speak again,
another “reporting” rang from the door to the office.
“Come in,” He Jin asked him, “what’s the matter with you
too?”
He Jin: “......”
“How about you two just partner up, when you go home
discuss this with your parents, whenever everyone’s all free, I’ll
hold a three-way mini parent-teacher meeting and have a quick
chat, how about that?” After He Jin spoke, she didn’t give them the
room to argue. She waved them off and said, “So that’s set, hurry
up and leave.”
The two were chased out of the office, but they didn’t
manage to make it back in class. Instead, they were ambushed on
their way back.
“I didn’t get into any fights recently,” Sheng Wang was a little
lost, but he did not forget to add, “he didn’t either.”
These words jabbed at a sore spot on Big Mouth Xu’s body
somewhere somehow. His expression turned uglier than ever, but
it seemed that his anger wasn’t directed at Sheng Wang and Jiang
Tian.
Translator's notes:
I'm still trying to sort out text conversation styles because while they are
teenagers, cn also doesnt have stuff like caplocks or a lapslock typing
style, and I myself am unsure how to really handle it, and neither do I want
to go back to change the previous conversations until I really settle on a
method. So, y'all gotta have to bear with me a little here :")
Formatting for WeChat names will probably be revised too because the
reappearance of Sheng Wang's ex-dormmate/deskmate,
StarAniseCrab/Pang Xie reminded me that I went with a different style
earlier...so yeah
“......”
“Dean,” Sheng Wang reminded, “I think we’re the victims
here.”
Big Mouth Xu’s anger doused out with a “poof”, and said in
exasperation, “I know, I’m just worked up about it now, it wasn’t
directed towards the both of you. I couldn’t keep a hold on my
anger, that’s all.”
“Ok.” Sheng Wang dragged Jiang Tian behind him, and used
himself as a shield between the other two. “Please save more of
it, You can let it all out at the offender later.”
Sheng Wang and Jiang Tian locked eyes, and followed behind
Big Mouth Xu as he twisted the knob open.
“I’m talking about the other one,” Jiang Tian said, “Lin
Beiting.”
Other than the two from the BBQ shop, there was also a
Yang Jing quietly existing in the office.
She sat behind an office table, her slender brows tightly
knitted together. She looked peeved as she stared at the three
boys standing in front of the table.
As for the one standing next to him, Sheng Wang only felt
that he was a little familiar-looking. He couldn’t recall precisely
where he saw him from before though.
“Ay, no big deal.” Zhao Xi said: “My dad has security cameras
over there in any case, those two hooligans climbed over the
walls from the residential block into the school 7.10 in the
morning, and laid an ambush right there at Magpie Bridge——”
Zhai Tao’s surname was Zhai, the crew cut who kneeled after
a knee from Sheng Wang had the surname of Wu, the other
blonde who could fight had the surname of Lu. The older and
younger ‘brothers’ all knew each other from the corners of the
streets and the depths of dark alleys.
A few days ago, Big Mouth Xu managed to suss all these out
from the clues provided by the hooligans and the security camera
in the corridor. He thought that that was the entire story.
However, just as he was prepared to take disciplinary action on
Zhai Tao and Ding Xiu when he called them into the office, Zhai
Tao sold another person out, and pushed all the blame onto that
one person.
When Sheng Wang and Jiang Tian entered the office, Dean
Xu just confronted all three of them again. Until now, they still
hadn’t reached a consensus.
Zhai Tao and Ding Xiu were cornered rats, they refused to
concede and admit to their own fault in this fiasco, as if they were
the righteous ones, the others were the real idiots. As for the third
student, no matter what the other people around him said or did,
he kept his head hung low all the way.
There appeared to be two hair whorls on the top of his head,
but classmates close to him would know that one was a true
whorl, the other one was a scar that resulted from being hit by a
hard object. Sheng Wang does not remember people by faces,
nevertheless, he had deep impressions of that scar.
From Sheng Wang’s angle, he could only see that the corners
of his pursed up lips violently twitched, as if he was slapped by
someone, both unsightly and embarrassing. Not long ago, he was
even cheerily saying on the stage, hand tugging on his sleeve,
“Thank you! Thank you everyone for showing me so much face!”
“THE FUCK?”
All fight left Qi Jiahao at once, his head hung low again. Out
of the whole office, the person he was the most terrified of
looking at was Yang Jing.
“When Old Xu said that Sheng Wang could only qualify for
Tri-Quality by improving 50 places in the monthly exam, there was
only me, him, Sheng Wang and Jiang Tian in the office.” Yang Jing
said, “Although I’m not the homeroom teacher, I also know who’s
on good terms with each other, and who couldn’t stand each
other. Not even Gao Tianyang knew about this, and I reckon that
Sheng Wang and Jiang Tian didn’t bring it up to anyone else either.
It could only be you.”
The office fell into silence. A while later, Dean Xu rubbed his
face: “The whole situation is roughly something like this. Some
things we won’t get a clear answer just by asking around. Only the
few of you will know what happened deep down inside. No matter
what was your intention, the final result was that you caused a
student to miss his listening compre. You may think, oh, the
monthly exam isn’t a big deal, if he couldn’t make it this time round
there’s still next time. But what if we didn’t get to the bottom of
this? He would lose his chance at Tri-Quality, and then because of
this missed opportunity he didn’t manage to meet the
qualifications of the advanced admission most suitable for him,
and then what?”
Qi Jiahao clenched his jaws, the joint at the side of his face
twitched.
He turned to ask Sheng Wang and Jiang Tian: “Did you class
only settle on him for the name list for Tri-Quality?”
Jiang Tian replied to him with: “Nope, now all four slots are
empty.”
“Am I the one who made him lose that?! Huh!” Big Mouth Xu
was on the verge of eating someone alive.
Yet, after he gave it some careful thought, he realised to his
dismay that in theory it really was him.
16-17 years old boys were proud and arrogant, they often
acted emotionally, and would often attempt to seek their own
ideas of justice on some strange issues. He could never
understand it, and could never bring himself to agree. It was the
same way that the vivacious youths in school would never
understand his dignity in old age and experience, as well as his
overcautiousness.
“Hm?” Sheng Wang was digging out his notebook from his
bag.
“He means that you should be standing up.” Yang Jing’s clear
voice came from the stage. She asked, “Gao Tianyang, are you
tired from talking with your neck twisted up like this?”
His good bro had a shitty handwriting and still had the nerve
to write without lifting his pen off his paper, he could not read a
single sentence.
“Ok.”
“Go back and work on your handwriting, got it? Don’t torture
your teachers anymore.”
He sat down, dug out his phone, gave it a quick sweep, and
saw that said person sitting behind him in Yang Jing’s words sent
him a message.
Sheng Wang paused, and kept typing with his head down.
Jiang Tian: ……
Shop’s Closed: the real and fake boss were both Fuzhong
students?
“......”
Yang Jing shot him a glare, and called, “Jiang Tian, come save
Sheng Wang.”
Sheng Wang heard a clatter from the chair at his back, the
person behind him also stood up.
A few seconds of silence later, Jiang Tian’s voice rang behind
him. “I wasn’t listening either.”
The two of them were the only ones who stood up the entire
lesson, one before the other.
The hotpot place at Fuzhong’s north gate was only open for a
month, they took up the most popular spot in the area, and there
were always long queues in the night market. It was slightly better
at noon. They used northern style copper pots here, the smell
wasn’t too strong, and there were also students and teachers
from Fuzhong who sneaked out here for lunch during the noon
break.
“The change is pretty big.” Zhao Xi looked all over, and said to
Lin Beiting, “Right?”
“Mn, there was barely anyone around back then.” Lin Beiting
said.
“Yup,” Zhao Xi said, “Both spots were open for rental back
then.”
“Then why didn’t you rent this one?” Sheng Wang asked.
Sheng Wang could roughly tell at this point that just from the
way Zhao Xi acted alone, he was probably a tyrant himself in
school back then. After all, it takes two hands to clap.
“Of course not.” Lin Beiting said, “We fought at least ten
rounds, and finally reluctantly made peace in the end.”
“Then you entered the same uni?” Sheng Wang felt like he
could imagine an entire trajectory himself.
Jiang Tian drank an iced drink with a frosty look on his face,
bringing Zhao Xi some mirth.
Zhao Xi laughed for a long while. “Nah, I won’t. After all, I’ve
tried similar things back then. Rationality speaking, it was quite
stupid, there will be a lot of people telling you that you wil regret it
in the future.”
The crowd at the crossroads was at its peak for the noon,
the stream of people flowed endlessly, unending they came,
unending they went.
Yet, Sheng Wang had zero time to even think about him at
all, because the class monitor, Li Yu, came to carry out her
responsibilities with a form in hand again.
Sheng Wang casually whipped out a book from his desk, and
flipped through it with his head down, his feet on the bar under
the table. He flipped through four pages before he realised that
he was looking at the physics notes that he had long since
finished studying.
What closely followed was Jiang Tian telling Li Yu, “I’m not
handing in either.”
Song Sirui was squeezed until his face and neck were
flushed, and spat in difficulty, “I’m fucking sorry, please?!”
……
The classroom was full of chaos, but Sheng Wang heard
Jiang Tian’s words crystal clear.
Sheng Wang sent a smiley face that was asking for extra
beatings, saying, “Already caught up.”
StarAniseCrab: ……
StarAniseCrab: it wasn’t even one month???
StarAniseCrab: fk
It was likely taken after a jog during the long break, he wore
a white T-shirt, a school jacket hanging over his left shoulder, a
hand grabbing a bottle of water, the other hand wiping at the
corner of his mouth. There were traces of sweat by his sideburns,
and he was smiling as he talked to someone.
Shop’s Closed: ……
“What’s that?”
“You call that practicing when you only did it twice?” Sheng
Wang said, completely done, “Why don’t you just say that it’s
innate.”
“No need.”
This time round, Jiang Tian really did laugh out loud.
His wrist was propped against the door frame, and laughed
with his head looking aside, his Adam’s apple slightly trembling
along.
Jiang Tian turned to face him. “Do you want a crash course?”
“Duh!” Sheng Wang eyed him warily after saying that. “Don’t
tell me…...you even have tricks to practising your handwriting?”
Jiang Tian stuck out his palm, his pointer finger beckoned, “A
pen.”
Sheng Wang pushed him straight into the room next door.
The table here was already tidied, the chair was empty, but
Jiang Tian did not sit. He took out a red pen from his bag, stooped
and circled a few words on the copybook.
“国(country), 辽(liao), 溪(stream), 覃(Qin/Tan/deep), 鸦(crow),
氧(oxygen)......” Sheng Wang read out a few as Jiang Tian circled,
he couldn’t spot a pattern.
Jiang Tian found one for him, and even threw in a pen for
free.
“Just write, I’ll memorise my texts.” He grabbed the language
textbook that was facing down at the side of the table, and sat at
the windowsill just like the many nights before.
The few night insects at White Horse Alley started crying out
again, in chirps and screams. Sheng Wang briefly paused before
the table. He finally pulled out the chair, sat down, and started
writing the characters circled out on the copybook, stroke by
stroke.
Jiang Tian gave it a quick scan, and that handsome face of his
instantly went dead.
“......”
The hair in front of his forehead was slightly damp, his eyes
were clear. When he bent over to grab the school jacket at the
foot of the bed, he had the cooling scent of mint. It was obvious
that he just washed up.
Sheng Wang grunted, his voice was slightly hoarse, with the
type of nasalness that came from having just awakened.
The hand about to lift the blanket from him stopped, and he
silently covered himself with the blanket again.
“I did.” Jiang Tian tossed the language book into his bag. He
said without even looking up: “You can black out even without
drinking?”
“......” Sheng Wang brazenly brought his knee to his chest, the
blanket settling around his waist. His elbows were on his
kneecaps as he rubbed his face until it nearly went out of shape.
“A little more than slightly tipsy then.”
Jiang Tian zipped up his bag and wore the school jacket
before he replied in exasperation. “Where else.”
True.
Sheng Wang felt that his question was kinda dumb, they
were both boys, there was no need to sleep on the floor. Besides,
if there was really such a big fuss over it, there was no way he
would have zero memory of it.
Little Chilli already buried her head in her book, ignoring him.
Sheng Wang made eye contact with Jiang Tian, and went
back to his usual expression as he received the voting slip.
She paused, her gaze sweeping over Sheng Wang and Jiang
Tian, “These two students are firstly more confident, and
secondly, they wanted to give more classmates opportunities. As
such, they willingly renounced their nominations.”
The classroom was dead quiet for an instant, and next it was
followed by an uproar.
40+ pairs of eyes all shot towards them. For that moment,
Sheng Wang really felt that he and Jiang Tian became living
Samaritans.
She was stern for quite a while, and finally smiled again at
this time. She went back and said in all seriousness, “And also,
Gao Tianyang has improved by 64 marks in total across these two
exams, his level placement went up to 78th place this time, he’s
the one with the second highest improvement in our class. Let’s
give the other Tri-Quality nomination to him, alright?”
She especially liked to add an “alright” at the end of her
sentences, her tone gentle and open for negotiation. Still, nobody
dared to say “No, it isn’t alright.” Furthermore, Gao Tianyang was
the one who got along with everyone the most in general in class.
Naturally, no one objected.
His hand behind his head, his face red from heckling, he
cupped his fist at Sheng Wang and Jiang Tian, saying with much
gusto, “Thank you! Thank you for your graciousness!”
He Jin rolled her eyes on the spot, the entire class doubled
over in laughter again.
Thanks to Jiang Tian and Gao Tianyang, Sheng Wang had
never felt any particularly obvious discrimination and bullying as a
newbie. It was only until this physics lesson then he realised that
this group of people had long since treated him as one of them.
Wasn’t there a saying that goes like this, that when you and
someone are no longer overly courteous, able to share both
troubles and honour with them, you are friends.
In the end, there were four people who were nominated for
Tri-Quality. Li Jia, Gao Tianyang, Li Yu out of the class committee,
as well as Xu Tian Shu who was democratically elected (that was
Small Mouth Xu’s proper name).
Old Man Ding was startled. “Why are you here? Aren’t you
supposed to be taking your nap in school?”
His eyes lowered and gave a quick sweep. The page the old
man was looking at had four photographs, one of which was a
group photo. A few adults with 7-8 kids. The photo was exposed
to moisture, the surface was blurred. It was hard to tell the faces.
The three remaining pictures featured the same little boy.
“Old photos, these are from bygone times. You all don’t
develop photographs anymore these days.” Old Man Ding
grumbled.
“They are two people.” Old Man Ding said, a little annoyed.
He stared for a while, and really did see a few traces of Jiang
Tian in that straight line. He asked with much doubt in his voice,
“Is this Jiang Tian?”
The boy in the photo was roughly five to six years old, he
hadn’t grown into himself yet, but his features were already
remarkably exquisite, especially his eyes. He was looking up while
standing next to the door, his eyes on the cat lying down on the
short courtyard wall.
“He was still so small back then.” Old Man Ding said.
If this is Jiang Tian, then the other two with the boy that
shared a resemblance with him……
(t/n: Maternal grandmother, aka Jiang Ou’s mom. Old Man Ding was also using "Xiao-
Jiang" to refer to Jiang Ou, and "Xiao-Tian" for Jiang Tian, just to be clear)
“He didn’t have a thick skin, he was too awkward to say that
he couldn’t go home. But I could tell, I knew all along.” Old Man
Ding said, “I would just say that I need his help here every time,
ask him to come over, and get him to sleep here.”
“Not even two years later, he was gone. He was sent to stay
with his father.” Old Man Ding added, “His parents didn’t work
together, they were separated in two different cities, they
travelled back and forth. Whoever had more time on their hands,
whoever took care of Jiang Tian. He didn’t stay for long anywhere
he went.”
“Leader” was the easiest cat Old Man Ding had ever kept, it
understood humans even better than dogs could, it would hit
whatever he told it to. Jiang Tian was originally lured into the
house thanks to it.
When Jiang Tian was five-six years old, he disliked talking like
the way he was now, he was always quiet and sullen.
Nevertheless, he was still young. It was easy to get his attention,
and easy to get him to let down his guards too. As long as
“Leader” laid down on his feet, there was nothing else he could
do.
Old Man Ding didn’t like to gossip, but he was obsessed with
playing chess for a period of time, and so as he played he got to
know about the full situation with the development of Jiang Tian’s
grandmother’s illness. He already personally knew the Jiang
family, and liked Jiang Tian very much too. With this and that, he
treated him basically like a grandson.
Old Man Ding took special joy in watching that—the kid was
bewildered and at an utter loss of what to do. He couldn’t stay,
but he couldn’t just leave either. He could only stay frozen on the
spot in a silent stand off against the cat. At this time, he would go
rescue Jiang Tian with some hollers, and conveniently drag Jiang
Tian into the courtyard.
The kid was thin-skinned and stubborn too, if you asked him
if he ate, he would nod and quietly say, “I ate.”
Ask him why isn’t he going home, he always had the face of
someone who hated fun as he said, “Playing outside.”
It was the first time there was hesitation on his face, but in
the end, he still nodded as he said, “I ate.”
Old Man Ding zoned out for a long while before he fingered
the corner of the photo album that curled up. “You know Xiao-
Tian’s personality, it’s super tedious to get him to even open his
mouth to ask for things. He has always been like this.”
This was the first time that he fell into a nearly lonesome
mood due to what happened to other people.
For that moment, Sheng Wang felt that the term “brothers”
didn’t mesh well with him. How strange, he himself clearly said to
Jiang Tian earlier that he once wanted a brother.
“Oh, he’s at the start of the year.” Old Man Ding said, “Then
you have to call him ‘Gege’, why haven’t I ever heard that from
you?”
Sheng Wang: “......”
“Not so proper.” Old Man Ding shook his head, “It was more
like picking up a kitty cat or a dog, seeing how pitiful they were,
giving them some food, and taking care of them. His name was
given by that person, his surname followed the person who
picked him up. Many years later, there was a crackdown and
everything had to stop due to restrictions. The kids all left, only Ji
Huanyu remained in this area.”
Sheng Wang recalled the scar at the back of Jiang Tian’s neck,
he frowned as he asked: “Could it be Ji- his dad who burned him?”
“I did ask him, Xiao-Tian said it wasn’t, and it wasn’t the kind
where he was pretending. I could tell if he was.” Old Man Ding
said, “Ji Huanyu may be a terrible person, but he wasn’t really the
type to do this.”
“Then how did it get there?” Sheng Wang did not understand.
“I don’t know.” The old man shook his head, “Xiao-Tian was
extremely stubborn, his mouth tighter than anyone else. If he
didn’t say anything, nobody would know. I didn’t dare to bring it
up either, if I brought it up he would get upset. He didn’t have an
easy life, it was rare for him to be happy. Why would I ever upset
him?”
Old people were long winded, when they talked about the
past, it was fragmented, and a little incoherent. Still, Sheng Wang
managed to glean a corner of Jiang Tian’s childhood.
Sheng Wang then recalled that the noon break was almost
over, it had been half an hour since he snuck out.
Rainbow Koi: I said that you went to the sick bay for
medicine because you were feeling unwell, don’t mess it up
Sticker: thx
Rainbow Koi: ……
Sticker: im begging
Sticker: ok
Sticker: thank u
“Not here anymore.” Old Man Ding said, “It was an old cat.”
He stuffed his phone back into his pocket and flew towards
the school.
It was just that the cat who would scam him into making him
stay had long since been gone.
Sheng Wang halted in his steps, and then quickened his pace
to run towards Jiang Tian.
That day, the school was tranquil as usual. The bell signaling
the end of noon break had yet to ring, even the birds were tucked
away under the shade of the trees, nodding off. The person who
pounced from his back was the only vivid presence in this dull
silence—
Jiang Tian felt someone hooking an arm around his neck, and
he faltered out of inertia. The two of them stumbled a few steps.
He turned around, astounded, and saw Sheng Wang’s brilliant
smile.
Translator's note: Imma be honest I have no idea why google sites is acting
up with the copypasting today, so the formatting for the next few chapters is
gonna be a little wonky because I am literally doing my best to imitate
whatever happened for the earlier chapters.
I’ve Caught Plenty Of Young Couples Already
Staying in school didn’t go quite well. The moment it was brought up,
they were met with all sorts of opposition. By ‘Opposition’, it referred to
Sheng Mingyang sent three video call requests in a row. Sheng Wang
accepted one, and hung up on two. With that, he was still nagged to the point
With an earpiece stuffed into his ears, Sheng Wang tapped on the 10+
voice messages in quick succession. They were father and son after all, he
knew what the other person would say with the beginning alone—
“Something must have made my son unhappy, why else would you want
“Don’t keep it to yourself, you can say whatever that you want to say.
People your age always think that us parents are old-fashioned and rigid in
our thinking. We aren’t all like that, actually.”
……
Sheng Wang was someone with a good upbringing. Until now, he had
never ever seen him losing his temper at anyone. Yet, at the same time, he had
an extremely dominant nature. It was just that his dominance happened to be
people to tell.
Those who dealt with Sheng Mingyang would often unwittingly end up
following the plan he charted out for them. He would always be able to
convince you but it would be challenging for you to even change his mind.
insisted that his son chose to stay in school due to unhappiness with the
current arrangement; he even proved his point from various angles, despite
the multiple “I’m not angry” Sheng Wang stated over and over again.
He removed his earpiece and tossed it onto his desk, restless and
irritable. After hanging on the chair with his head skywards, he finally
couldn’t help himself.
He pressed the voice message button: “I’ve said that it isn’t because
I’m angry, I’m not angry, can you please listen to me for once.”
Sheng Wang’s irritation threatened to break out from him with greater
Even at this moment, his tone was slightly harsher, his talking speed
slightly increased.
“I’m oversensitive, selfish, and have a terrible temper. There are
plenty of times when I’m truly pissed off, when have I ever not told you any
of them? Have you ever helped with any of them? I said I didn’t need some
new family members, I’m fine with being on my own and you dealing with
your business all over the place. Tell me when you’re coming back ahead of
time, and I can wait. Did you actually listen? You found Auntie Jiang.”
“Afterwards, I got over it. My mom isn’t around anymore, there’s still
decades ahead. I will fall in love and get married when I’m an adult, and you
can’t just be by yourself forever. You can find someone new, I’ll accept
anything, as long as you don’t let her replace my mom, anything goes. In the
end? You let the person move into where I lived as a kid, sleep in the room
where my mom used to stay in, use the kitchen where my mom cooked, cook
the dishes she loved to cook.”
decent personality, I wouldn’t be able to get mad at her or take my anger out
on her. You planned it all out, you figured that I will have to accept her
sooner or later.”
Sheng Wang’s back remained leaning against his chair, the phone by his
lips. His dark eyes stared at the lamp above his head.
couldn’t tell on a regular basis, but now that he had been staring at it for a
while he then discovered how harsh it was on the eyes.
It was so harsh that it caused his eyes to puff up, reddening for some
strange reason.
He said: “When I was drunk, she made me honey water. When I was
sick, she searched all over for medicine for me. The dish I haven’t eaten for
a long time, she learned how to cook it for me. Nobody can replace my mom,
but I can accept two more at home.”
“I’ve told you, I’m not bothered by Auntie Jiang. I could treat her as
part of the family. I’m on good terms with Jiang Tian, super good terms in
fact. I wasn’t mad at anyone, nobody pissed me off. I just felt like staying in
school, that’s all.”
He let go of his fingers, sent the last voice message, and tossed it
behind him. It soared in an arc, silently crashed onto the bed, sinking deeply
into the blankets. From then on, he couldn’t hear it no matter how many times
it vibrated.
He dazedly stared at the lights for a while, closed his eyes and
muttered, “Fuck.”
Between him and Sheng Mingyang, there was usually only one person
who spoke in paragraphs. This was the first time it happened in reverse, all
for a tiny matter like staying in school……
He felt a little upset when he had to say these to Sheng Mingyang, in all
honesty. What was undeniable though was the tinge of exhilaration he felt
within the upset. It was as though after being stuffed in a cramped and narrow
she had too much guilt towards Jiang Tian, even her opposition was silent
and timid.
Jiang Tian was a little thirsty when he woke up in the middle of the
his hands, he realised that there was light in the living room. Jiang Ou was
curled up on the couch all by herself. The floor lamp encased her in a dusky
yellow glow, the television was switched on. It was playing a random old
movie, the actors were laughing and joking around in the scene, but there was
After a while of looking from afar, he walked over with an empty cup.
When Jiang Ou heard the footsteps, she turned around vacantly. A few
“Mn.” Jiang Tian replied, shot a glance at the television before asking,
“Why are you sitting here?”
“Can’t fall asleep, so I’m watching a bit of TV.” Jiang Ou said mildly.
“Watching the television without the sound on?” Jiang Tian continued
asking.
The couch she was sitting on was a long couch, there was a huge
stretch of empty space next to her. Jiang Tian bent over to settle the cup
Jiang Ou looked aside and rapidly blinked her eyes. When that sour,
aching feeling was finally suppressed, she finally turned to face Jiang Tian
and asked, “Xiao-Tian, were you having a bad time staying here?”
There, even though she asked him straight to the face like this, even
though the answer couldn’t be any more obvious, he still chose the phrasing
that would break people’s hearts the least (despite his stiff and awkward
tone).
As Jiang Ou watched the soundless images on the television, her nose
was a little flushed. Quite a while later, her voice was a little hoarse as she
spoke: “I’ve been thinking for the past two years, exactly how many things
I should have been the one to take more steps back, spend a few more days
away from work, spend more time at home and not send you to your
grandma’s, spend more time accompanying you, would it all turn out
differently?”
“I had a dream the other day. I dreamt of you as a kid, were you two or
three? Around when you just entered kindergarten, I think. Back then, I was
especially terrified of you keeping your eyes on me. Whenever you did that, I
couldn’t leave. So everytime I left the house, I had to wait for you to be
asleep.”
In those days, Jiang Ou had a blouse that had a ribbon around the cuff.
It was usually tied up in a knot, but there were a few times the knot was
untied for some mysterious reason. She was pretty puzzled about it.
She only discovered later that it was because of Jiang Tian.
Jiang Tian was so small back then, she would sit beside him when he
took his afternoon nap, a hand propped at his side. Before Jiang Tian shut his
eyes, he would grab that ribbon and wind it around his fingers.
When Jiang Ou first discovered it, she thought that this was a little
kid’s strange sleeping habit, the need to grab onto something in his sleep.
A certain day later, when she prepared to leave the house while Jiang
Tian was asleep, the ribbon tightened as she stood up. As she watched the
ribbon about to slip out of his grip right in front of her eyes, the child, who
It was only that day when Jiang Ou knew that that wasn’t any strange
habit, it was just that the child wanted to hold onto her, wanted for her to stay
a little longer, wanted to know when it was that she left, and not be unable to
find her anymore the moment he woke up.
Jiang Tian wanted to say “I don’t remember anymore”, but saying this
would probably hurt her. Therefore, he merely pursed his lips, and quietly
listened.
“Your Uncle Sheng told me stories about Sheng Wang as a kid.
you as a kid. Maybe all children are the same, he was brought up into that, I
caused you to be like this.”
different method to take care of you, will you be a little happier, laugh a little
He had never been good at dealing with people on the verge of crying,
especially a Jiang Ou on the verge of shedding tears. His gaze landed on the
television screen. He was quiet for a moment before saying, “There’s no
“You’ve said before, you want to go back to work when you have the
various things. She changed from someone who was constantly on the move
don’t want to see my son carry a suitcase by himself, and move into another
place again.”
She said: “I’ve seen it too many times, my heart aches.”
There was yet another period of silence in the living room. The lights
from the television brightened and dimmed again, the characters came and
went.
“It’s not the same this time.” Jiang Tian finally retracted his gaze from
Jiang Ou didn’t react in time. She was stunned before she questioned:
“What’s not the same?”
Jiang Tian swept a look at a certain area upstairs. He said: “I’m not
alone.”
This time, there’s someone with me.
*
Sheng Wang slept all the way until the sky turned bright before he
finally groped around for his phone at the corner of his bed by following the
sound of his alarm. He slightly hesitated before he opened WeChat in the end.
Sheng Mingyang, who was usually long-winded, didn’t speak for the
entire night. He only sent an “Ok” at around the time he would wake up in the
morning.
He said: “I’ll listen to you this time.”
They were late for their application to stay in the school dorms, the
school replied that the year ones were going through military training and
they invited two vehicles worth of military instructors over. They were
temporarily staying at the boy’s dorms and already have filled up the
remaining space. The students who applied late could only move in when this
wave of military practice is over and the dorms are vacated.
(t/n: School culture: new students entering middle/high school and university often end up having to
participate in a couple of weeks of military training (from actual instructors) to train them for
determination and other Positive Qualities. Here’s a wikipedia article on it.)
Therefore, the two stayed in White Horse Alley for an extended period
of time.
Sheng Mingyang finished a portion of his business at last, and could
finally come back home for a few days to rest. The father and son both
mutually decided to move on from the late night voice messages that time,
both taking half a step back. They got along pretty harmoniously.
There was also a subtle change to Jiang Ou and Jiang Tian’s dynamics,
maintaining a different sort of balance.
time, Sheng Mingyang took a step back. The two came to an agreement on the
schedule. In Fuzhong, the residential students had breaks on a monthly basis,
they just needed to ensure they were home for those few days.
With this, there was less remorse and guilt, and somehow they ended
up feeling like there was an increase in the time they got to spend together.
This family that was put together like jigsaw pieces seemed to have
found the perfect dynamic, to the point that in some moments, there was even
a hint of joy and harmony amongst everyone.
For this period of time, Sheng Wang was in a great mood. It wasn’t
simply because of relations at home becoming better, it was more because of
Jiang Tian.
Ever since the day he said to stay in school together, he grew even
closer to Jiang Tian.
Of course, student Jiang Tian was used to being frozen, he wouldn’t put
the words “I’m overjoyed” on his face, when his words ought to be toxic they
were toxic as usual. He continued to brazenly be the type to say one thing but
actually feel the other, and yet he would reveal a tinge of indulgence in the
details of certain things. It wasn’t as obvious as the mountains and rivers; it
Sheng Wang didn’t know if Jiang Tian was like this towards Old Man
Ding and towards the cat named “Leader” too. There’s probably a little
difference.
Once youth is in a good mood, light will always seem to emanate from
Gao Tianyang mixed around with him every day, he would be hard-
pressed to even ignore it. Once, after the jogging exercise, he joked with his
arm hooked around Sheng Wang, “Just this state of yours alone, it’s definitely
on the level of the Four Major Happy Events back in the ancient times. Rain
after a long draught, running into a close friend in a faraway place, wedding
night, or excelling in the imperial exams. Which one out of these are you,
Sheng-ge?”
snatch Jiang Tian’s ice water. Upon hearing that, he was bemused. “What
state? Which state? You’re drunk this early in the morning? Why are you
speaking nonsense?”
The summer heat was extremely drawn out at summer’s end, it was
humid and stuffy. Until the last third of September with the arrival of an
autumn rain, the weather then abruptly changed for the cooler.
The year ones’ military training reached its end, they took up the sports
ground for the entire morning to carry out their display performance, their
shouts were heaven deafening. The jogging exercise during the long break for
the year twos and threes were cancelled for the day, many students watched
the show for fun outside the wire fence, sipping on their drinks.
Sticker: ……
Sticker: skipping physics? do i look like i want 2 die
Sticker: the keys are already here, when are we moving in?
Jiang Tian: During self-study tonight
Sheng Wang sent three “violently shaking his head” memes in a row.
Sticker: i’m kidnapped by Gao Tianyang and Old Song, they’re forcing
me to watch the military exhibition performance
It was rare for him to joke, Sheng Wang was doubled over in laughter
for quite a while. Just as he was about to reply, he was suddenly elbowed by
someone.
“What?” Sheng Wang looked up, only to see Gao Tianyang burying his
head in his palms. “Too late.”
The next second, a hand dove in from a tricky angle and snatched
Sheng Wang’s phone away at lightning speed. Sheng Wang resisted on
instinct, but he wasn’t successful. He only managed to lock the screen by
Oh shit.
The administration dean popped up from god knows where, and Sheng
with your phone on the road, you’re scared that I can’t see you, right?”
He was caught red handed, there was no use in finding excuses.
Sheng Wang sheepishly smiled as he touched the tip of his nose, and
was prepared to give in and apologise.
Unexpectedly though, Big Mouth Xu walked a few steps away from the
crowd, and beckoned him. “Come over for a bit.”
Sheng Wang obediently followed over, all the way to a random corner
opposite the boulevard, then did Big Mouth Xu stop in his steps.
Both his hands were behind his back, his head tilting slightly upwards.
His gaze was judgemental as he stared at Sheng Wang; Sheng Wang’s hackles
were raised from that alone.
normal, and his tone relaxed: “You all are now at the stage where everything
is fresh and new to you, and you want to try everything, more ignorant too.
For you, there’s no need to mention your looks, everyone can appreciate
beauty, you do get more attention than others on your own, and for some girls,
hmm, they can be more gutsy and also in a stage of rebellion too. They might
show some attraction to you, and we do not lack excellent girls here.”
Big Mouth Xu was still going on, “......the teachers also survived this
age, we do understand, but—”
Big Mouth Xu narrowed his eyes. “Who were you sending messages to
few seconds later, when he digested that information, his heart abruptly
skipped a beat. It was like accidentally taking a step into thin air when
climbing the stairs, and also like someone giving his palm a light tickle.
“Unlock your phone and let me check.” Big Mouth Xu presented his
phone to him.
Sheng Wang lifted his hand and pressed, the screen quickly lit up along.
The screen was still at his WeChat conversation with Jiang Tian, the top
wrongfully blamed you, but what I said can still serve as a reminder.
Students ought to put their studies as their main priority. You are incredibly
brilliant, I hope you can successfully spend your last two years in high school
with no regrets, and don’t let other things get in your way.”
The wind swept from the tip of tree branches, bringing with it the
coolness of the start of autumn.
Gao Tianyang made a small jog over from the edge of the sports
empty hands.
“Mn.”
“Big Mouth is truly public enemy #1!” Gao Tianyang lamented on his
behalf, and clutched his own pocket with lingering fear in his heart. “Oh
yeah, who were you chatting with just now?”
“Why?”
“Did Big Mouth see the chat? If you’re chatting with someone outside
of school it’s no big deal. If it’s someone in our school, like Tian-ge or
whoever, then Big Mouth is probably in his way to confiscate another
Sheng Wang nearly bumped into people, he weaved around them as he said
of his school jacket were lifted up by the wind, and in a blink of an eye he
Gao Tianyang was too late and didn’t manage to stop him. He
vigorously waved at the sports ground and yelled, “Old Song! We’re
leaving!”
Gao Tianyang was well known in the entire level for his role as a
sports rep. He participated in the sports carnival in year one, and all the
Even with this, he spent a hell lot of energy just trying to catch up with
Sheng Wang, to the point that he only caught the corner of Sheng Wang’s
jacket as he headed to the second floor while he only reached the first floor
of Mingli Block.
“Big Mouth really caught it?” Gao Tianyang climbed the stairs three
even Gao Tianyang was panting, “My Tian-ge, earned his own allowance,
was quiet ever since; maybe he was too absorbed in the performance or
something else.
He switched off the screen, and tossed the phone as well as the
envelope into his bag. Out of the corner of his eyes, he spotted a figure
dashing into the classroom.
He was startled by it enough to look up, and saw Sheng Wang charging
straight towards him, only braking when his palm landed on his table. The
gust of wind followed by his actions was warm from his body temperature
and the remnants of summer heat lingering outdoors.
“Did Big Mouth come by?” Sheng Wang panted with both hands
propped against his table, beads of sweat appearing at the corner of his
forehead.
“No.” Jiang Tian did not understand what was going on. “Why were
you in a hurry?”
“No.” Jiang Tian instantly understood and turned his eyes to Sheng
Wang, “Yours got confiscated?”
“That was so freaking tiring, even more tiring than 3000m.” He looked
as if a great burden had been lifted off his shoulders; he slumped over as he
tried to catch his breath. The lines of his neck shifted as he breathed, his lips
Jiang Tian took out a bottle of water from his table, uncapped it and
passed it to him. “You ran all the way from the sports ground?”
“Yeah.” Sheng Wang didn’t bother with formalities and was about to
drink the moment he received it.
“I was in the midst of typing, and Big Mouth randomly popped out just
like that.” As Sheng Wang said his chin was already lifted up, his lips
already touching the mouth of the bottle. He suddenly paused.
His gaze travelled from the end of his eyes, swept across Jiang Tian’s
face and went back again. He had a moment of hesitation, wondering if he
students, he was just casually listening to it, that’s all. No need to think any
further into it. It’s the same as that gust of wind by the sports ground, it’s over
and that means it’s over.
the corridor all streamed into the classroom. Sheng Wang also returned to his
seat. Just as he was prepared to dig out his physics paper, Song Sirui rushed
in at the exact timing of the school bell. The moment he entered he yelled,
“Alert, alert! Big Mouth Xu is on his way up here to confiscate phones with
“I saw him too!” Another classmate who came in right behind him
yelled, “He’s now at the third floor and he’s already collected an entire
Everyone’s first reaction was to bury their phones into the deepest
“He’s really using a plastic bag? Then how much did he even collect,
that’s so sad?”
“It’s the first time I’m so glad that we’re on the top floor.”
“The top floor’s great, we get heads ups.”
“Many thanks to the allies downstairs. I think other than Old Gao, not
many people really got their phones confiscated, right?”
“Don’t say it, Sheng Wang just sacrificed his.” Song Sirui said, “Why
else did we sprint back for? Everyone, stuff your phones inwards as much as
possible, don’t make any moves if the enemy isn’t doing anything, as long as
Everyone: “???”
There were plenty of teachers who confiscated phones, but it’s the first
Class A, who was pretty collected earlier on, instantly broke out into
cold sweat. They could do nothing but fret and scratch their heads in their
seats.
“How now?”
“The entire class in the toilet together? You think the teachers are
idiots?”
“Hurry! Big Mouth is at Class B already!” The student who sat near the
also good at coming out with good ideas on the spot in emergencies like this.
He grabbed his bag from the inside of his desk, unzipped his bag wide open
stuffed it into Sheng Wang’s bag, pressing it into the very bottom, and then
threw in his phone.
Sheng Wang held up his bag: “Who else has their phone, toss it all in,
hurry!”
Even though he didn’t figure out what was happening, Gao Tianyang
enthusiastically responded to his call and handed his phone over without a
second word. Next, 12-13 other people all zoomed over and messily stuffed
the “booty” into Sheng Wang’s bag.
“Faster! He’s here, he’s climbing the stairs!” The student at the back
didn’t have the time to wait anymore. He rushed to the window at the side of
The students by the window all gathered closer to look outside. At this
side of Mingli Block, there was a giant patch of greenery, they used soft mud
all over the place. Even if someone jumped from the fourth floor, the landing
on the soft mud would at least make sure they stay alive.
At this point, Sheng Wang’s bag was already chilling within the shrubs
Immediately after as they pulled open the window and sent the bag
downstairs, they heard a cough from Big Mouth Xu. He brought the metal
detector as he entered from the back of the classroom. The entire class was
sitting upright and was completely still, not a single peep was heard from
them.
“I’m telling you, Class A is a major disaster zone.” Big Mouth said.
Two other teachers followed behind him, a plastic bag each in their
hands. There were at least 30-40 spoils of war in them.
Big Mouth dug out yet another plastic bag from his pocket, as he
unraveled it he made eye contact with Jiang Tian, and said: “Some students
in our class think that just because of good grades they can get away with
everything. Today, I especially saved a plastic bag and didn’t use it just for
all of you! I reckon your class alone can fill up the bag. Here, let me check
—”
detector.
Big Mouth Xu completed all five groups and came back with not a
single grain of harvest.
He also went around Jiang Tian three times in all earnesty, and the
Big Mouth finally realised that he had been tricked by these brats.
landing between Jiang Tian and Sheng Wang, bobbing up and down, “So a
ghost was the one who sent a message if you didn’t bring your phone, right?
You two stinkin’ brats just you wait, if I catch you next time I’ll—”
“What are You doing?” He Jin arrived late into class with a stack of
physics paper in her arms, the moment she entered she sized up Big Mouth’s
get up. “How grand, Dean Xu.”
These top class teachers were infamous for being unafraid of the
school leadership. Big Mouth said with irritation, “I’m having heart pain!”
He Jin side-stepped, making way for the back door. “Then you should
The moment he left, He Jin shut the back door, scanned across the
entire class and asked, “Tired from holding it in yet?”
The entire class “pffted” upon her words, and collectively burst into
laughter at last.
He Jin rolled her eyes and said, “Sure, either way everyone did
something bad as a collective, right? Everyone stand up, if I can’t sit down
He Jin said, unamused, “Out of control and shameless, these words fit
you guys. Do reflect on this.”
The entire class snickered, and after their snickers they felt that the
sound was overly ridiculous, and everyone doubled over in laughter again.
Sheng Wang lifted his chin amidst the laughter at Jiang Tian. “Am I
clever or what?”
“Incredibly so.” Jiang Tian replied without thinking.
A moment later, his hand went behind his back, his palm facing Jiang
Tian.
“What?” Jiang Tian slightly leaned forward.
Sheng Wang leaned backwards a little, with his eyes on the teacher’s
desk, he said through a narrow opening of his lips: “I saved your phone at the
very least, where’s the thank you gift? Some self-awareness please.”
That paw of his behind his back was really getting into it, it beckoned
like a fan, intending for teasing only.
Sheng Wang’s eyelids were briefly lifted before they lowered a little
again, a movement so minor it was as though his eyelid trembled.
He felt something metallic stuffed onto his palm. Next, Jiang Tian
backed away with his fingers still being squeezed.
“No thank you gift, only a key to the dorm.” Jiang Tian said.
“Ok.” Sheng Wang kept his hand and stuffed his key into his pants’
pocket. “Sure.”
He Jin went through the question non-stop at the front; only when he
heard the part where he needed to take down notes, he then removed his hand
The moment class ended Gao Tianyang pestered Small Mouth Xu.
Jiang Tian was even more iconic, with the self-assurance that he wouldn’t get
beaten up because of his top grades, he went straight to the office to ask Old
He “How to claim the phone back from confiscation”.
Old He was blunt too. “Either write a report until Dean Xu is satisfied,
Big Mouth Xu quite a few times recently, writing a report to his satisfaction
is probably kinda impossible. As for getting the parents…...that was even
more impossible.
Sheng Wang ran through the prices in his head, and planned to drag
Jiang Tian to the west gate during dinner time to shop around. There was a
commerce street near the subway station, Beyond Parasol Trees; retail stores
In a twist of events, the moment they just exited the school they
received a call from Uncle Xiao-Chen, saying that his car was already
outside the school gate. He initially thought that Xiao-Chen would be the only
one delivering their luggage to move into the dorms, but when the car doors
opened, the first to exit was seriously Sheng Mingyang who “did not have the
When was the last time Sheng Mingyang came to school to look for
Jiang Ou gently said: “Your dad spent an entire morning on the phone
to push everything to tomorrow morning, we changed our flight to 11.30
tonight.”
Sheng Mingyang used to have to attend a lot of social dinners, he
always drank and there was a period of time his body wasn’t doing well, so
he rarely burned the midnight oil, and usually wouldn’t buy a flight at this
timing either.
Sheng Wang found it a little hard to adjust to, he didn’t manage to speak
a single word after a long while later.
Sheng Mingyang pulled his luggage along, when he walked past him he
patted his head. “I’ve spoken to your Auntie Jiang for a few times now, the
two of us have been doing some self-reflection. Can the leader now inspect
the outcome?”
Sheng Wang didn’t speak. After a while, he finally went into the school
with Jiang Tian, following the two parents from a distance that was neither
too near nor too far.
Jiang Tian called He Jin to request for a leave from tonight’s self-
study. The family dragged their luggage towards the boy’s dormitories, Block
2, and attracted second looks from various passerbys along the way at a high
rate.
It was common knowledge that Sheng Wang and Jiang Tian were on
good terms, it wasn’t an uncommon sight to see them walking together. But
now with two adults in front of them, this sight dealt much visual impact.
from young people. He entered the dormitory’s yard, and when registering at
the counter he couldn’t help but ask: “I’ve spotted quite a few people
registering to move in today too, and there weren’t just a couple of people
dragging their luggage along. Why are there so many kids staring at us?”
was truly this shameless; he also felt at the same time that it was quite
interesting.
With this change in topic, they didn’t take a close look when registering
at the counter, and were under the illusion that there would only be Jiang Tian
and Sheng Wang staying in Block 2 room 601. By the time they realised, the
family had already carried the luggage up six flights of stairs. Room 601’s
door was wide open, people were already unpacking inside.
“Wrong room?” Sheng Wang murmured. Just as he was about to back
out, he heard Jiang Tian knock the door, saying, “Not wrong. There’s a name
list here.”
Sheng Wang looked up. There was indeed a table pasted on the door,
with their name and class printed on it.
The dorm could hold up to six students, there were three double decker
beds. 601 wasn’t fully occupied, there were only four people's names on the
table.
The other two consisted of someone named Shi Yu from Class B, and a
The two of them were early, and already occupied two lower decker
beds. Sheng Mingyang politely greeted them, and then stood in front of the
only empty bed, sizing it up. He turned around and said, “Xiao-Tian is a little
taller, it’s probably better for him to stay in the lower bunk. Wang-zai, you
Jiang Ou took two wet tissues and was laughing as she wiped the
cabinet. After she was done laughing, she asked, “Where are you putting your
luggage?”
Sheng Wang subconsciously looked at Jiang Tian, and replied, “We can
handle it ourselves, you two should hurry back. Don’t you have a flight to
catch?”
Sheng Mingyang and Jiang Ou were no different than the rest, it was
only what they said before they left that caused the two other residential
students to have their jaws drop wide open.
Sheng Mingyang said: “Then you brothers should take care of each
other.”
The boy named Shi Yu was settling a bunch of books on his top bunk,
again???”
Brothers???
Chapter 040 - Address
were at the same side, Sheng Wang and Jiang Tian’s bed as well as a line of
closets were on the other. In the middle was a long table enough for six
The moment Sheng Mingyang and Jiang Ou left, Shi Yu tumbled out
from the upper bunk, sprawled over the table and asked: “You two are
related?”
“What kind of real are you talking about?” Sheng Wang said.
“Biological brothers?”
“I knew it, you two totally don’t look alike. Are you cousins or?”
“Nope.” Sheng Wang shot a glance at Jiang Tian, and upon seeing that
he wouldn’t particularly mind, he said: “We both came from single parent
know sooner or later. Besides, with how Sheng Mingyang and Jiang Ou
already came around just now, there wasn’t any particular need to hide it.
was like, damn, goddess of fortune must be smiling down on me. I’m Shi Yu
from Class B, last-last week our classes even played a basketball match
impression of who this new dormmate was. He was the tannest person out of
the entire basketball court, his style of playing was too wild, when he played
he charged everywhere like a bull. Sheng Wang asked Gao Tianyang who the
hell was that person right there and then, and remembered his name.
“You seriously know me?” Astonishment was written all over Shi Yu’s
pretty highkey on the court. I’ve played half a match, and you’ve stepped on
me six times in total.” Sheng Wang lifted up his right leg and slapped it. “All
on this foot, I can’t forget about you even if I tried. Couldn’t you at least
switch to a different foot to step on?”
Jiang Tian witnessed how terrible Sheng Wang was with faces before,
hearing that he knew who Shi Yu was came as a little surprise to him. Now
Sheng Wang must have grown an extra pair of eyes, how else would he
manage to tell that Jiang Tian was laughing from the back of his head alone?
“When I wore my shoes the next day, my right shoe felt tighter.
Visually, it was no different, but it felt like I’d grown pig trotters.” Sheng
Wang continued.
Now, even Shi Yu could tell that Jiang Tian was laughing from the side
Upon hearing that, Jiang Tian’s head whipped back, his brows
furrowed. The look on his face said “What kind of bullshit are you
sprouting”.
Shi Yu sheepishly shut his mouth. Sheng Wang, however, burst into
laughter.
He had always found joy in teasing Jiang Tian until his expression
apology: “Soz for accidentally stepping on you six times, I’ll be careful the
next time we play together.”
(t/n: 拱手/cupped his fist: make an obeisance by cupping one hand in the other before one's chest. It’s
used in a joking way in this context. Images here.)
Sheng Wang replied: “It’s alright, we’re in the same dorm after all. I
can leave the court and repay it all back.”
Shi Yu cracked up.
The atmosphere in the dorm warmed up quite a bit with that, Qiu
Wenbin finally found a point to cut in. “Um, I’m Qiu Wenbin, from Class 11.”
As compared to Shi Yu, he was much more bashful and inarticulate.
When he was listening to his few dormmates chat, he laughed along too, but
He indistinctly said: “You are all gods, you probably don’t know me.”
(t/n: Cn internet slang to refer to people who are super good at doing something)
Unexpectedly, Jiang Tian was the one who said “I’ve seen you before.”
This time round, it was Sheng Wang’s turn to not see it coming.
Truthfully, Jiang Tian actually knew quite a lot of people. He was the
exact opposite of Sheng Wang, even if it was just a random passerby he had
seen once he would still be able to recognise them. He simply chose no to
Situations like him saying “I’ve seen you before” on his own accord
was rarer than rare, Sheng Wang turned to look at Jiang Tian with a little
surprise in his eyes.
“He was in the same exam venue as Ding Xiu.” Jiang Tian slightly
add on a line of “My grades are especially bad”, he heard Sheng Wang ask
blankly: “Ding Xiu? Who’s that?”
He simply had no words for that while. He asked Sheng Wang again:
“May I ask if you even still remember who Zhai Tao is?”
awkwardly laughed, finally recalling how he was sabotaged for his English
“Oh, yeah right, I remember now. Ding Xiu was the one who lured me
to go find Jing-jie.”
Jiang Tian’s pointer finger tapped at his temples. “If you couldn’t
He turned around and was mystified yet again. “It’s normal for you to
know Ding Xiu, but you even know those in the same exam venue as him?”
Jiang Tian stared at him, the look on his face was frozen in an
before.”
even more enigmatic; he coaxed: “Wait, no, it wasn’t you who went to find
him. It was Dean Xu who went up to you by himself, and badgered you to
show you the security footage.”
“Just shut up.” His lips moved, a single line came out of him.
Sheng Wang spent a while doubled over in laughter with a hand on his
“Ah?” Qiu Wenbin was stumped before he realised that Jiang Tian was
speaking to him. “Right, yeah, yeah. Dean Xu did find me before. It wasn't
just me though, in fact there were two other students. He asked us when Ding
Xiu left the exam venue, and when he came back in again. He was just
checking.”
what happened, there were still quite a number of people in the level who
“Didn’t Big Mouth find you guys for questioning? If it wasn’t for your
confirmation, that incident wouldn’t be solved, and I would have been
sabotaged for nothing.” Sheng Wang said with a grin, “Therefore, I ought to
be thanking you.”
what happened was with Jiang Tian and the security footage, those were
enough to firmly nail what happened down. Qiu Wenbin and the rest assisted
at the very most, if he didn’t ask them he would have asked someone else.
But, with the way Sheng Wang phrased it, Qiu Wenbin felt as though he
His skin was pale and he was also a little fat, when he was a little
sweating profusely. He even went to find the administrator to ask for two
They even drew a map, indicating where the hot water room as well as
“How?” Qiu Wenbin was a little lost from all the praise.
Sheng Wang lifted up the bag that had been lying down at the corner all
along, and displayed the mud at the bottom of the bag. “I have been looking
Fuzhong’s dormitory services were pretty decent, not only were there a
row of washing machines that operated via scanning the QR code, there were
even laundry ladies who provided laundry service. For items that were not
exactly suitable for the washing machine and were yet also too troublesome
to hand-wash, they could all be registered for this service with the laundry
ladies.
Jiang Tian was the only one left in the room. Shi Yu and Qiu Wenbin
went to fetch hot water. He was cramming the last book into the cabinet.
When he looked up after he finally finished tidying everything, he realised
neatly hung inside, at the bottom was the suitcase he hadn’t closed up yet.
For a long period of time, that suitcase of his was always fully filled,
everything inside was crammed neatly according to their types, he could
leave any time. It was efficient and convenient, nearly becoming a pretty
first place.
Until this moment, when the empty suitcase was spreaded open right in
front of him, he had an instance of unfamiliarity. In that brief instance, he
realised that he had never truly settled down in a place for ages now.
He paused, bent over and shut the suitcase. He zipped it shut, locked it
up, and pushed it into the corner of the closet. He looked up, and saw Sheng
Wang leaning by the closet door, elation tucked away at the tip of his brows
and the corner of his lips.
He has long shapely eyes, but they weren’t narrow at all. His eyelashes
casted a shadow at the corner of his eyes, the light from above criss-crossing
with the shadows. He saw a boat, mooring in the shallows, clear and bright.
The language teacher, Beckon Money, had read out a model essay from
years old youths are always glowing. He was doing a math question then; in
the midst of calculation, he only vaguely caught this line.
There was zero context to the sentence, he wasn’t paying any particular
attention to it. Yet, he recalled it on this day, such a long time later.
*
The dormitory became rather quiet at a certain moment. Sheng Wang
saw Jiang Tian’s thin lips move a little, as though he wanted to say
something. However, the sound of speech came from the corridor, Shi Yu’s
voice which was coarse from puberty was quite distinguishable.
“Hey? Out of the way please, there’s a hell lot of hot water.” He came
back with Qiu Wenbin, a kettle in his hands. Sheng Wang side-stepped to let
them enter. By the time he looked back, Jiang Tian already took out a data
cable from the closet, walked to the side of the table, switched on the power
socket and started charging his phone.
They had asked for leave from night self-study, they didn’t need to go
back to the classroom.
Sheng Wang touched the tip of his nose, and he too dug out two books
from the cabinet. He pulled out the chair and sat down.
The side facing Qiu Wenbin already had a row of books piled up.
Sheng Wang took a scan, there were seven to eight collections of questions as
well as a stack of practice paper from some random subject. There was a
rechargeable table lamp by the books. He made himself a cup of tea, shot an
apologetic smile at Sheng Wang and Jiang Tian and sat down.
“You actually study these books?” Shi Yu looked at Jiang Tian in
astonishment.
Jiang Tian removed an earpiece and returned his gaze with even
Jiang Tian didn’t like to entertain people in the first place, upon
hearing that he felt even more unamused. In the end, he replied with: “That is
pretty insane.”
After speaking, he stuffed in his earpiece, spun his pen around and read
the question.
Sheng Wang laughed for a while at the side, and said to Shi Yu: “If by
not listening you mean ignoring language lessons to do maths, ignoring maths
lessons to do physics, then there are plenty of these people in our class.”
Shi Yu said: “Then Class A is much more hardworking than I thought.
My class has quite a few who literally don’t listen in class at all, including
me to be honest. The lesson was taking too long and we couldn’t keep it up
anymore, we would play on our phones inside the table or something, our
grades are also just so-so and passable.”
When he said “so-so and passable”, he was honestly being way too
modest. After all, Class B has the best grades in the classes other than Class
A.
When the time came for students to move from middle school to high
Those who passed the exam wouldn’t need to participate in Zhongkao, and
started lessons for high school an entire semester in advance.
(t/n: Zhongkao: High School Admission Examinations)
It was precisely this group of people who formed the two classes,
Class A and Class B. Class A consisted of the first 45 places, Class B of the
last 45 places.
bathroom with the school card and said: “I’m gonna shower then, otherwise
there would be a queue later.”
The dorms in Fuzhong came with their own shower, hot water would
come out upon sticking the school card into the card slot, and money would
be automatically deducted.
He had always thought that the top few in Class A were all monsters, they
could just casually study and it would be enough to leave others behind in the
able to score into the top 100 places from the last half of the level. He had a
higher starting point than Sheng Wang at the very least, right? What if he put
in a little effort too?
*
Sheng Wang didn’t exactly bother with revising for today. Now that his
grades in every subject were making rapid progress, he was making fewer
mistakes and doing his work at greater speed, he no longer needed to stay up
to 2am.
Jiang Tian was studying competition questions next to him; he was just
gilding the lily.
Sheng Wang was also gilding the lily; he was practising his
handwriting.
He persevered with Jiang Tian’s method for a little more than half a
month. It was as though he had unclogged his conception and governor
vessels, his words have at least changed from ‘crawling’ to ‘walking
upright’.
(t/n: Exactly as translated from the original text. They control the movement of yin and yang energy of
the body, and if i were to put it in another way it would probably be something like ‘unblocked all his
chakras’, anyways it’s all metaphorical for exaggeration purposes. You can read about the two vessels
here.)
of words.
He gave it a brief scan, and asked: “You’re practising your handwriting
too?”
Jiang Tian, that asshole, made watching him make a fool out of himself
a personal goal everyday. The earpiece was still stuffed in his ear, he wasn’t
even looking up, but he still snorted anyway.
Qiu Wenbin’s huge and round face was thoroughly flushed as he said,
“I’ve made a lot of mistakes, so I have to copy over a lot too.”
Sheng Wang hurriedly waved his hand. “No, I’m not laughing at you or
anything.”
If he was in the same exam venue as Ding Xiu, then he had to be the
last few in the level too. His heart was probably in pain from having to face
the first in the level, Jiang Tian. Sheng Wang couldn’t help but feel glum on
his behalf.
anymore. He asked: “Do you copy all the questions you got wrong like this?
You copy the entire question?”
Qiu Wenbin looked up vacantly. “Yeah, the teacher said to make a
you sure you can finish copying everything in the same day?”
Sheng Wang: “......”
How are you this good with your words?
say—no wait, I also wanted to say—that this is way too inefficient. When I
just came here, I made just as many mistakes as you did, there’s no way I
could finish copying everything.”
“I’m more casual, and I don’t treasure my books and papers this much
either. I cut them out.” Sheng Wang said, “Cut out the question, find a
notebook and paste them according to their types. That, will be your
correction collection.”
Sheng Wang pointed at Jiang Tian: “For him, he does everything in a
notebook the first time round, and makes a mark next to the question he got
wrong. Second time round, he goes straight for the wrong question. It’s all up
to you, in any case it’s best not to copy. You can save so much time to do
enlightenment.
“What’s this look of yours?” Sheng Wang kinda wanted to laugh when
he looked at him.
Qiu Wenbin scratched his head. “I felt like I fell into a cave and found
a rare book on martial arts.”
(t/n: Common storytelling trope: u fall into a random cave/down a random cliff and you find a secret
book of martial arts/magic and suddenly you win at life)
Young people often get hotblooded for strange reasons in their youths,
Qiu Wenbin now felt a little that way. Even though he hasn’t started anything
yet, he felt as though a door to miracles was slowly opening up to him.
Jiang Tian thought a little, and asked: “What’s your level position
now?”
“......”
Qiu Wenbin turned pig liver red again.
Sheng Wang went to muffle Jiang Tian with his hand straight away. He
said to Qiu Wenbin, completely emotionless, “My Ge isn’t good with his
words, don’t lower yourself to his level. Please treat him as a mute.”
He pawed down Sheng Wang’s hand a little, and his gaze swept over
from the end of his eyes. He asked, with an eyebrow raised, “What did you
call me?”
Chapter 041 - Honour
dumb. It wasn’t that he didn’t want to answer on purpose, it was just the “My
Ge” that came out so smoothly towards other people, he couldn’t bring
Jiang Tian was still looking at him with his brows half-raised.
Sheng Wang wanted to standoff against him, but not even half a second
passed before he conceded. He removed his right hand from Jiang Tian’s
fingers. “I called you didi.”
(t/n: didi means Little brother, hence implying him to be of a lower ranking/hierarchy)
Sheng Wang, who was on the losing end, finally became the general who was
gaining the upper hand at last. He lifted his chin, pleased with himself, and
said, “Ok, no more playing around, let’s study.”
He squeezed the joints of his right hand as though he was messing
Out of his peripheral vision, Jiang Tian finally looked away and stuffed
in his earpiece after a beat. The water-based pen soundlessly spun between
Qiu Wenbin, who sat opposite him, started to figure out the correction
collection with a frown on his face. He took out a pair of scissors from his
it. Qiu Wenbin was a good student who followed the rules, and under the
oppression of his homeroom teacher, he had developed the good habit of not
playing on his phone. He was better than 90% of the students in this regard,
before realising that those two had not even looked up at any point, too
engrossed in what they were doing. Therefore, he hurriedly dug out his phone
collection. He downloaded a camera scanner app for the time being, and
This method was indeed much less troublesome than copying over.
There was a self-service printer in the residential block, all he needed to do
was to print out the questions and redo them on a regular basis.
The questions that he used to spend an entire night on copying, he only
God knows how long it has been since he felt the satisfaction of
finishing a task ahead of time; this was the first time he felt exhilaration when
it came to the matter of studying ever since he entered Fuzhong.
Qiu Wenbin wanted to express his gratitude towards Sheng Wang for
reminding him, but he also felt a little awkward about it.
grabbing the pen that had been lying idly for twenty years now, and started
writing on the notebook.
Qiu Wenbin was befuddled for several moments when he finally
He suspected that the bigshot zoned out, but he had no proof, and
neither did he dare to ask him.
Shi Yu came out from the bathroom. His hair was only slightly longer
than a buzzcut, a few rough wipes with a towel and it would already be 70-
80% dry. As he cleaned the water out from his ears, he said to the others,
“I’m done, who’s next?”
Fuzhong?”
“11.20pm, I think,” Shi Yu said.
“Oh, I’m not rushing then.” Sheng Wang was done with today’s
workload. He kept the copybook, and yet he also dug out another book.
Shi Yu sat down by the bed; he replied a few messages, and played a
round of games. He stood up when he felt that his hair was all dry. He was
spurred on by tonight, and he wanted to feel what it was like to be diligent
for once after so long.
But he had already completed the papers given out in the day by
rushing them before night self-study. Despite how his language homework
was copied, his English was also half-copied, was he seriously going to take
them out and redo them all over again?
He had been doing the bare minimum for such a long time now, that
other than these, he genuinely couldn’t figure out he could at that moment.
Shi Yu went one round around the room, stopped by Jiang Tian and
tapped him. “Tian-ge.”
interrupted by people; his expression, which wasn’t warm in the first place,
became more and more colder.
Shi Yu was a little sheepish, but he still asked, “What’s that that you’re
reading?”
Jiang Tian lifted up the cover of the book, indicating that he take a look
himself.
“Oh, this one,” Shi Yu straightened up, “our physics teacher
recommended this one too, saying that your class uses this one for
competition preparation. Is it good? If it’s good I’ll go buy one too.”
midst of studying, “That book really is so-so, Old He picked like 10+
questions from it, and we’ll be switching over to a new book after we’re
done with those.”
“This book is already useless after only 10+ questions?” Shi Yu was
stunned, “What else do you guys use then?”
“Quite a lot, actually. But we only pick a bit from every book.” Sheng
Wang asked, “Do you want to do it? The books are all in the cabinet there,
Shi Yu waved his hands. “I’m not the type to work hard, I’m just
asking.”
Sheng Wang only smiled.
Class A were open to everyone; recently, more and more people from Class
B had been gatecrashing the lesson. If you really wanted to participate in the
to mention that.
“What’s this that you’re doing? English?” Shi Yu was much more
casual when conversing with him; he probably felt that he had a good
temperament and his grades weren’t so good to the point of being
intimidating.
“Mn.”
“Uhh He Shi from my class went too,” Shi Yu spoke while waving his
phone, “I was just chatting with her, I was like why was she so nervous.”
that other than Qi Jiahao and Li Yu, there were two girls from other classes
who participated. However, as to who’s who, he had never figured out
clearly.
“The competition is already over, what are you still studying for?” Shi
Semifinal?
In the midst of bafflement, Shi Yu’s phone vibrated once again. He Shi
Shi Yu took the chance to ask: that English Olympiad of yours still has
a semifinal?
This time round, He Shi was much quicker to respond: Yeah, why are
Shi Yu eyed the questions Sheng Wang was doing again, and typed: do
u need some preparations or sth? I’ve just seen a pretty decent competition
He Shi: How about you go check the conditions for entering the
semifinals?
Shi Yu: too lazy to, what are they?
Shi Yu: ……
Shi Yu did not expect ridicule from simply asking a question; even
though this was the girl he liked, he was also a little put on the spot.
His thumbs slammed as he typed: I’m just asking, if not forget it
He Shi: Your questions bring nothing but heartache……
He Shi: ……
He Shi: He came in from other province, he probably didn’t exactly
She sent quite a few emojis that said she didn’t know if she should
laugh or cry.
He Shi: Duh
He Shi: Haven’t you discovered that our school silently acknowledged
that there wouldn’t be a semifinal? Did you see anyone else preparing for
that?
Shi Yu: nope
He Shi: Our school hasn’t seen anyone entering the top 40 in years,
STEM niche
replies.
Sheng Wang certainly didn’t know what he was talking about, he could
only hear how his phone was vibrating non-stop, while Shi Yu was
scratching his head like a black monkey.
“Do you want to say something?” Sheng Wang couldn’t help it.
“Ah,” Shi Yu gave a hoarse laugh. He pointed at his phone. “No, I was
just chatting with He Shi. I wanted to buy her an Olympiad assessment book,
she said she definitely wouldn’t be entering semifinals and therefore has no
his legs. He was much more tactful than Jiang Tian, he even knew to create a
natural lead-in.
(t/n: Probably referring to this meme, the caption says “at the verge of seeking death”.)
Sheng Wang was rather calm on the contrary. “A little, Jing-jie said top
40 in the province is all it takes.”
He Shi: …...
Sheng Wang on purpose. It was just that he was a little unused to an overly
frank personality like his.
He himself wasn’t exactly hardworking on a normal basis, every time
the other was kind of too full of themself. It was likely the mindset from
teenage rebellion stirring trouble or something, he wanted to see the madman
mess up.
At the beginning, they all viewed Jiang Tian like that too. However,
Jiang Tian was too stable and not once did he ever mess up, he even brought
them to their knees. His usual gaming, drinking, and sports bros called Jiang
Tian “cheat mode” behind his back.
Never would he ever think that the heavens had sent a Sheng Wang.
Three days after this conversation, the results for the English Olympiad
came out.
Yang Jing was in a black skirt with a golden rim as she walked into the
classroom. Even as she opened the doors, it was followed by a gust of wind.
She slapped the papers she was about to go through on the table, and propped
herself against the edge of the table with only one palm. She looked down on
Gao Tianyang leaned backwards with his back kept ramrod straight,
whispering to Sheng Wang, “Why does Jing-jie’s face look like someone
last time to tell us to watch out, she’ll settle scores with us when the results
are out.”
Gao Tianyang: “......”
Yang Jing pursed her lips, her already horizontal lips even sunk a little.
Just as the atmosphere in Class A was about to turn solid, this madame
finally deigned to open her golden mouth. “The outcome of the Olympiad is
out, let me just talk about it for a bit.”
Her tone was breezy, the students didn’t dare to breathe either.
Yang Jing stuck out a slender pointer finger, saying, “I have two
certificates in total with me, one second prize, one first prize.”
is all we need, if not Jing-jie will take everyone down with her.
Gao Tianyang went all the way to directly slumping over, he shot a
thumbs up behind him, saying, “Good sign, now all we need is to see who’s
the second and who’s the first prize here. To be honest, there’s not much of a
difference here, a prize is good enough.”
Sheng Wang raised an eyebrow, and his hand quietly snuck into his bag.
Last time round, Sheng Mingyang went to the administration office. He
wasn’t sure what kind of scolding Big Mouth Xu went through, either way he
returned his phone the next day, and warned: don’t let him catch him for a
second time.
He jabbed into Jiang Tian’s WeChat, and speedily typed: wanna bet?
Sticker: ......
Sticker: what a coincidence, I too also don’t think I’ll get the second
prize
Just as he was one-sidedly fighting Jiang Tian with memes, Yang Jing
spoke again.
“First, let us congratulate the rep.” Yang Jing said, “Qi Jiahao has
Sheng Wang pressed his fingers, indicating him to chill out a little.
The moment Gao Tianyang turned back, he sent a new message to Jiang
The sparse applause stopped, Yang Jing continued, “Then let us also
congratulate our class monitor, student Li Yu. The class monitor gave me a
pleasant surprise this time round, but I wouldn't call this a performance out of
the ordinary. You just get nervous too easily, as long as you plan your time
well and relax, you deserve good grades. See, you surpassed the rep this
time. You, have gotten a first prize.”
Li Yu was cute and had a nice personality, her classmates all quite
liked her too. Normally, there would already be table slamming and cheers,
but there was none today. Even Li Yu herself didn’t manage to feel excited.
Because everyone all turned to look at Sheng Wang and Jiang Tian in
that instant.
Gao Tianyang’s eyeballs were nearly falling out of his sockets. “No
way, you two……”
Sheng Wang felt a little wronged, but was also rather surprised at the
same time. In his honest opinion, he thought he did pretty well, otherwise he
wouldn’t hand in ahead of time. As for Jiang Tian...he was a little conceited
when it came to exams, but he definitely wasn’t the type to mess around; he
ought to have done well too.
It was at this time that Yang Jing opened her mouth again. “I’ve just
said, I only have two certificates with me. One first prize, one second prize.
I’ve finished announcing which prize goes to who. But there are four people
who participated in our class, so what’s going on when the remaining two
didn’t get their certificates?”
Yeah!
40+ pairs of eyes were all on her, waiting for her to continue.
Yang Jing took a dramatic pause, and said, “That’s because they will
need to participate in the next round of exams.”
The entire class was completely thrown off, and next it all dawned
upon them like a comet, the buzz of discussion was like boiling water
entering hot oil, and it all exploded.
placing, it will be on the national level. If not, it will be the first prize in the
province instead.” Yang Jing pointed at Jiang Tian, “You, 11th place in the
province.”
She also pointed at Sheng Wang, “You, 5th place in the province. You
two only have a difference of two marks, the brats in the middle were all
and lifted her chin as she said, “Each of you already earned a voucher for
advance admission. It’s the first time that our school has two top 40 at once
from the same batch, you literally made history. Therefore, you definitely
She raised her pitch, and smiled as she asked, “Is our class badass?”
“BAD—ASS!!!”
The entire block could hear Class A’s ghostly howls, Class B even felt
as though their ceiling was about to collapse.
The other classes all received a scare, and as they all knew from their
teachers of this, the entire block reached boiling point.
Gao Tianyang grabbed Sheng Wang’s shoulders and shook him back
After he sent that, he shot a grin at Yang Jing. “Jing-jie, are you still
settling scores with us?”
Yang Jing scolded with a laugh, “To hell with settling! Don’t pretend
that you aren’t happy!”
Chapter 042 - Asking For it
“One, two, three—” Song Sirui pinched the thin air and shook his head
“You’re even counting the freaking beats?” Sheng Wang nearly choked
gesturing according to the beat, Gao Tianyang was nearly losing his mind
“Were they always this dumb?” Sheng Wang turned to ask Jiang Tian,
“Were they like this when you got a prize too?”
Two boys at the side howled in laughter as they said, “Depends if Old
Gao is willing to die. If Old Gao is daring enough to yell to treat everyone,
we will yell along. If Old Gao is too scared, we will just yell ‘Tian-ge’.”
“???” Sheng Wang glared at them, “Then why are you guys so bold
today?”
Song Sirui started chanting without any other care in the world.
“Sheng-ge—”
It was as though other people planned this beforehand, they followed,
“Handsome!”
“Cheat mode!”
“......”
and came back to life again, “Didn’t you notice how well practised they
were?! It’s the usual flow of events for them already, you’re the only one who
hand, “After this week’s test, ‘During Those Year’ BBQ store at the school
entrance, my treat. Let’s eat the boss out of stock!”
A huge group of people began to cheer, “Eat Lin-ge broke! Eat Xi-ge
It was the first time Sheng Wang had ever encountered such crazy
classmates, but he really did like this class more and more. No, wait, most of
the people in this class. He said it before himself, that he was petty and held
on to grudges. He was in no way benevolent, so the people who sabotaged
Recently, the entire column shifted, he went to the fifth column, Sheng Wang
and the rest were at the first.
He was diagonally across from where the crowd was, the furthest
He remembered the day he fought his way into Class A from Class 5:
the classroom was just as boisterous too, a giant group of classmates he only
half knew surrounded him, and teased to get him to treat everyone just like
that too.
Before that, he had only ever seen the people of Class A along the
corridors and at the sports ground. He barely knew them, let alone speaking
to them; he knew their names anyway, because every single one of them was
Therefore, the first time he was met with this teasing, he was both
arrogant and timid, terrified and pleased with himself at the same time. By
the time he struggled through his conflicted feelings and was about to agree,
the crowd had already dispersed after they were through with joking around.
From that day onwards, Qi Jiahao became Old Qi of Class A.
He discovered that the people in this class were all a little naturally
friendly, as though as if they were pleased, all it took was a single line to
befriend someone.
He was somewhat envious, and a little jealous at the same time too. He
was jealous of their natural confidence; for what reason do they get to be like
that? He supposed that they were raised on flatter and praises.
Unlike him, who had a father that accomplished nothing and yet was
full of bombastic sentiments, and a mother who projected all high pressure
onto him stemming from her own failure in school. If he did well in exams,
his mom would deliver cut fruits all the way to his mouth. If he messed up,
any biting and cutting words would leave her mouth.
All his relatives said that he had to be smart because of the two whorls
on his head. But he knew, only one of them was real. The other one was from
getting caught for skipping tuition class in primary school, a scar left by the
clothing pole his mom used to hit him with out of sheer anger.
Sometimes, he felt like he was a worm who made his way into dragons
by a fluke; sometimes, he also felt like he was a sole dragon slayer, waiting
breathing, the way he firmly occupied the first place as casually as drinking
water. He also disliked Gao Tianyang: his grades were the worst in class, yet
he could get along well with anyone. There was also Xu Tianshu: if his dad
wasn’t the administration dean in Fuzhong, just with his mediocre self, there
……
even deliberately express any sort of cordiality either, and this class still
accepted him so easily. On what basis did he earn all these? On the basis that
he didn’t need to work diligently, and already possess the same—or even
matter what subject, other than English. Only in Yang Jing class, then did he
become a true Class A student. He had never worried about getting called on,
hell, he even wished that he would be called on. His script could nearly be
the answer key, other people fought to copy his notes, even Jiang Tian nearly
had to concede to him.
Yet there came a Sheng Wang out of the blue, and all his ‘nearly’
became ‘definitely’.
In Class A, for the subject, English, Sheng Wang was definitely the
He sat on his chair, his face lowered as he flattened the newly acquired
placed it inside his bag, waiting to please his parents after night self-study.
Ever since he lost the Tri-Quality last time, his mom had been displeased.
Other students were still talking as they surrounded Sheng Wang and
Jiang Tian. If it wasn’t for that incident, then he would still be part of that
treatment too.
this, huh.
Who hasn’t made any mistakes? Just this once, and from now on, he
had nothing to do with the bustle, nothing to do with the cheers, nothing to do
……
*
Jiang Tian made a phone call to Zhao Xi on Friday morning. He was
genuinely concerned that the starving wolves that were his classmates would
really eat the BBQ shop out of stock. He wanted the boss to be mentally
prepared for that.
conversation with his chin resting against the back. The baby birds waiting to
be fed, or rather Gao Tianyang and co, were checking their answers against
his. However, the more he listened, the more something was off.
“It’s not Xi-ge?” Sheng Wang asked the moment Jiang Tian hung up.
“No,” Jiang Tian replied as he stuffed his phone back into his bag, “it
was Lin-ge who picked up. They had to go to Beijing for some issue, he was
“Don’t know, they just said an issue,” Jiang Tian recalled: the other
end of the phone was quiet at all, Lin Beiting was at a public space with
go back for check ups once in a while. They probably brought him to Beijing,
he wasn’t at Xi Le yesterday.”
“What’s the diagnosis?”
“Stomach cancer.”
the first time he saw him; his eyes were slightly bulging, and he was indeed a
little too thin too. Perhaps it was due to how he experienced loved ones
dying before, Sheng Wang was slightly sensitive towards issues of life and
death.
Jiang Tian’s voice paused for a bit, and then added, “It’s been 7-8
years since the operation.”
Sheng Wang still hasn’t realised. “What about 7-8 years?”
“The doctor said that as long as he doesn’t relapse for five years after
that other than his appearance, Boss Zhao in no way resembled an ill patient
at all. When he laughed and scolded, he was more energetic than anyone else.
He finally heaved a true sigh of relief. When he came back to himself, he met
Jiang Tian’s eyes; maybe it was because his eyes were lowered, he appeared
a little gentle.
“What are you looking at me for?” Sheng Wang rubbed the back of his
reverting to his normal state. He took a sip of water from his bottle, and said,
“Is your face a tourist attraction? I need a ticket to look at it?”
Sheng Wang let out a cold laugh, and glanced at the bottom of the desk.
Jiang Tian’s basketball shoes today were white. Hence, without a second
word, he made a mark.
defiling.
Gao Tianyang immediately let the public know about Zhao Xi and Lin
Class A’s competition classes had begun for a while already, they were
both invited to teach. A few idiots who came to Class A to gatecrash were
shocked. “Aren’t they the bosses from the BBQ shop outside of school?
booklet in order to observe. Her face was stony as she said, “I did.”
The few students nearly went back where they came from out of sheer
terror.
When the physics rep projected the introduction slides onto the screen,
and Zhao Xi and Lin Beiting’s substantial resumes were displayed right in
front of everyone, the group of idiots let out a “wtf” before their mouths were
good. The way his words were full of mirth was a little roguish, and
easygoing at the same time too. He said, “Relax, Lin-zi and I are just here to
be a guide, we’re here to show what it’s like if you keep going down the path
Lin Beiting was somewhat more solemn than him, but he also cracked a
tiny joke at the end of the class. He pointed at Zhao Xi, who was sitting in the
last row. “Let me get one point straight: learning these wouldn’t cause you to
turn bald for sure, as long as you don’t do it in the UK.”
After that, the entire level knew that two hot guys came in to coach
Class A for the Olympiad, one of them was even an alumni of Fuzhong.
Rounded up, they could call him their senior.
The other classes were already like this, Class A even more so.
Everyone liked them incredibly much. When they said to go for skewers as a
treat, their real intention was to eat with Zhao Xi and Lin Beiting. Now that
the both of them weren’t around, they couldn’t enjoy the meal to their hearts’
content.
Lin Beiting said they would only be back after National Day, therefore
this meal that Sheng Wang was supposed to treat was delayed too.
It took only an instant for the weather to turn for the cooler. At the tail
end of September, Fuzhong’s sports carnival came in first.
Gao Tianyang finally had the spirit of a class comm member; during
every single long break, he was all over the classroom, trying to recruit
athletes.
Tian into quite a few events on the basis that he was on good terms with
them. One of which was this.
“Mixed gender, four guys and four girls, the order’s up to us, and it’s a
test of both our stamina as well as strategy.” Gao Tianyang made it sound
profound.
There were only eight girls in total from here and there in Class A, out
of the eight girls, only Chilli could run. The others were just there, and all
puked after the 800m run; three of them even failed it, who are they trying to
kill here?
Sheng Wang looked at Jiang Tian as he said, “Is it still too late if I
jump down from the upper bunk and break my legs tonight?”
Jiang Tian said, “It’s faster if I break it for you instead.”
carnival wasn’t for the competition amongst youth and the chance to display
vitality; but rather, it was the rare chance to relax and take a breath amidst the
mountain of exams. There weren’t any classes for these two days, which was
basically a monthly break. The entire school was excited, and were
abnormally diligent in their preparation. In contrast, the teachers were much
more unperturbed.
He Jin said that there weren’t any requirements for the minimum
number in the audience. If they want to spectate, they could go. If not, they
could stay behind for self-study too.
……
When He Jin returned from the office for a tag, not a single soul was
“That bunch of brats,” she laughed as she cursed too, and walked
towards the sports ground with the other homeroom teachers. Though in its
core, the sports carnival was primarily for relaxation, friendship comes first
and competition second etc etc, the moment they truly entered the place the
competitive spirits of these middle-aged people all came out as they got
The teachers all appeared to be humble as they said “Our class can’t
make it”, deep down they hoped that their students surpassed everyone else.
The top of their class had a giant banner, and the class slogan was
written in white, on top of the red fabric. Everyone else had some
inspirational line like ‘charge forward bravely, hot blooded youthful energy,
second place at least and fight for the first, overcoming all difficulties’ etc
Year 2 Class A, win or lose, it’s ok! Life is painful and brief, it’s over
hesitation.
Over there, Gao Tianyang was giving out team uniforms to the
participants. Upon hearing his name, he turned around and gave a toothy grin.
the side added a shapely outline to the shirt. The front of the shirt was an
absolute ‘A’, behind was an even more absolute ‘Super A’.
(t/n: A is for ‘Alpha’, they have taken to use the letter ‘A’ alone to represent alpha, use in
contexts like an alpha vibe, etc etc)
Just as she was about to distance herself from them in order to not lose
face, she was stopped by Yang Jing who strolled in, fashionably late. Today,
Yang Jing had a completely different style from usual. She wore a white slim
fit shirt and a sports skirt. She also wore a high ponytail and a white baseball
top.
“It’s too silly, what’s the point?” He Jin said, exasperated.
“To post it in the friendship circle,” Yang Jing said, “flex our treasure
of a class.”
He Jin ‘pffted’ into laughter.
Tianyang about the dumbass uniform, he was given a scare by Yang Jing the
moment he looked up.
The way he was thoroughly lost was so funny that it completely amused
Yang Jing. She looked down, and saw another person sitting by Sheng Wang,
his long legs propped up. He had his white earpiece stuffed in his ears, and
“Teacher.”
Class A students all knew that as long as they weren’t using their
phones in the middle of class or get caught by Big Mouth, nothing would
happen if the other remaining teachers saw. Jiang Tian was already cold and
unfaltering, he barely reacted at all when the teachers came. He even swiped
“Who pissed him off? He seems pretty upset,” Yang Jing asked.
“He’s shutting the world out,” Sheng Wang said, holding back his
laughter, “Gao Tianyang’s uniform was too cringey and he refuses to wear it
even if it kills him.”
Jiang Tian played deaf with his earpiece stuffed in.
Yang Jing trembled with laughter as she saw the way he was, and then
left after taking a few pictures with He Jin.
After Sheng Wang had his fill of admiring Jiang Tian’s aloof head from
My skin is truly itching for a beating, Sheng Wang internally said, but
Jiang Tian looked up, removed his earpiece and asked, “What?”
Sheng Wang said, “I suddenly felt that this shirt is passable.”
Jiang Tian looked at him with an expression that said “Did your
Sheng Wang did his best to not laugh, appearing particularly sincere. “It’s
normal to be a little chunni and stupid, Old Gao has already put in so much
effort anyways.”
(t/n: Chunni, an explanation but also, cn internet adopted it as a slang too)
Sheng Wang started to stick his head into the verge of asking for a
beating. “Therefore I kinda want to wear it.”
“......”
Wang grabbed his wrist, saying, “It’s too embarrassing if I wear it alone.”
Jiang Tian’s expression screamed “I fucking knew it”, and numbly said,
“I’m not wearing that.”
“With a close of your eyes and a kick of your legs, put it on you and
“......”
Class A, Sheng Wang walked down the grandstand with him pushing Jiang
Tian’s shoulders. He suppressed his laughter behind him, and even motioned
an ‘ok’ at Gao Tianyang behind his back. As for Jiang Tian…...his aura was
so chilling he nearly froze into an ice sculpture; every single cell in him from
head to toe was a ‘I reject’ in capslock.
It was rare that everyone could see Jiang Tian taken down a peg like
this, they instantly whistled and howled. They blindly kicked up a ruckus.
Sheng Wang used his pointer finger to shush them, and said laughingly,
“Don’t you dare scream, don’t mess this up for me. I shed blood, sweat and
tears to finally coax him down here. If he gets angry and goes to sit on the
rooftop, are you gonna do the coaxing?”
Jiang Tian halted in his steps, his brows furrowed as he looked at him.
Sheng Wang instantly went, “I’m sorry, I’m not speaking anymore.”
Everyone planned to watch the show at first, but when they legitimately
changed and came back...oh my god, they look so good?
Gao Tianyang was like a giant monkey that was bouncing up and down.
He pointed at the two walking signboards and said, “Look! I was totally
right! The effect is super explosive! The shirt is so wild and savage and
dashing, who the hell still dares to say my taste has died?! Who!”
rather die than give in had collectively switched sides; the team uniforms
were instantly all gone, there was even someone who didn’t need to
participate attempting to snag one for himself amidst the chaos, and was
instantly caught red handed by Gao Tianyang. “Eh, fuck off! If you take even
The troublemaker boy retracted his hands with a grin. “Fine, fine,
that’ll be an eyesore.”
As seen from the evidence, Gao Tianyang’s taste was really passable.
The clothes looked chunni as hell, but the effect was exceptional upon being
worn. All the athletes of Class A did at roll-call was to stand together, and
the year one classes closest to them all exploded into commotion. The girls
exchanged excited whispers, and the booklet containing the register of the
athletes that every class got a copy of was nearly fell apart from all the
flipping. The girls were all looking for the events Sheng Wang and Jiang Tian
would be participating in, and there were even some calls of “Gao Tianyang”
mixed within.
need to rest to catch his breath before he was off to summon his friends to go
play ball. His stamina was simply inhumane.
classes in year two, the first six places in each event will all get points. The
1st, 2nd, 3rd place gets 15, 10 and 5 points respectively. The 4th-6th place
gets 3-1 points in descending order.
“Old Gao scored three 15s last year, thus managing to drag our class to
6th place by force,” Song Sirui said.
this way: if not for Old Gao last year, we would probably score a total of 15
His first reaction was to look at Jiang Tian, his expression a little
incredulous.
Jiang Tian didn’t exactly care about these sorts of things initially, but
upon seeing Sheng Wang’s questioning gaze, he couldn’t help but add, “Don’t
“What place did our class come in for the relay race last year?” Sheng
Wang said, “Give me a good estimate.”
“But! This year! Let us strive for 6th place minimum and fight for the
top three? Everybody, put your all into it!” Song Sirui yelled.
2.30pm, afternoon. Roll-call had begun for the 8 x 200 event. Before
entering, every class' order of relay was constantly changing. All the other
classes were attempting to get the other class to divulge their strategy, trying
to figure out their opponent’s formation. That is, except for Class A. All the
girls surrounding them were just there to scream about how hot they are,
there wasn’t a single spy. It was the most blatant display of condescension
and try to create as much distance as possible. Next is Old Song and Little
Carp, you two just do your best. Sheng-ge, you go in the middle, and try to
make up for these two’s distance a bit. Little Chilli is decent at running, so
5th leg goes to her. Next is Qiaona and Dai Xiaohuan, um….don’t feel too
pressured about this, not puking is already victory. And then Tian-ge for the
last leg, we’ll take whatever position you can get.”
Soon, everyone was in place. One round around the track was 400m,
two legs made up one round. Sheng Wang and Jiang Tian’s exchange zone
happened to be together, so before their turn, they stood next to the track with
each other.
Sheng Wang’s hand was propped against the tent; he squinted as he
watched the starting point.
The sun at the start of autumn was not as eye piercing as the one in the
height of summer, hanging high up in the sky. The air was filled with the fresh
scent of turf from the football field. He saw Gao Tianyang bending over at
the starting point, and the teacher raising the starting pistol at an even further
spot.
The moment the shot was fired, Jiang Tian, who was next to him,
suddenly spoke. “Wanna bet?”
It was rare that he took initiative, Sheng Wang felt somewhat surprised.
“We’re on the same team this time, did you forget?”
“The stake?”
Gao Tianyang was sprinting along the track in the distance, as swift as
the wind. Sheng Wang watched him leave all 11 people from the other
classes behind him, and then pass the baton to Song Sirui. Class A’s cheers
could be heard from across the grass field, causing everyone’s hearts to race.
As Gao Tianyang shook off his sweat while he walked over here,
Sheng Wang waved at him.
Translator’s notes:
after participating! The original language was rhythmic and actually rhymed,
so I kinda racked my brain to come up with a Eng tl version that sorta rhymed
squint, and heat washed up from the front of his forehead, as well as the back
of his ears.
He suspected it must be the hot air that Gao Tianyang carried over; he
fanned himself twice with his collar before saying to Jiang Tian, “How can
several moments before he said in half resignation, “You didn’t feel like you
“Duh, that’s totally different.” When Sheng Wang laughed, he felt like
the heat wasn’t as suffocating anymore; the cool breeze swept by, and it was
still the clear and crisp autumn weather once more.
He said in full righteousness, “You’ve already said so, it was a set up.”
“What set up?” Gao Tianyang took a bottle of water from the student in
“Nothing, we’re just talking about the hugeass hole you dug for us,”
decent speed judging from his height and legs alone, but he never knew that
“You better tell me that Old Song is just saving up his strength and he’ll
be sprinting at the end,” Sheng Wang pointed at the person being gradually
200m?”
As they spoke, a girl from Class 8 had overtaken Song Sirui. He
snubbed Song Sirui, he was merciless. “At the last 50m, you will discover
how fast his legs can go. Have you ever seen a hamster ball? It’s that effect.
Visually, you think that he’s sprinting, but in reality nothing changed. It’s quite
illusive.”
(t/n: The language used in the original text seemed to suggest this for Song Sirui's legs.)
Just as he said, Song Sirui scampered his way to the exchange point in
the way Gao Tianyang described. By the time he passed the baton to Li Yu,
the advantage that Gao Tianyang bought was all gone. From the first and far
ahead of everyone to the 5th place from the back, all it took was 200m.
“Maintain your pace, don’t break down. Think about our class’
that’s a relief!”
Sheng Wang: “......”
Jiang Tian said monotonously, “I was just thinking about this too.”
“To the nobility of friendship.” Gao Tianyang raised his bottle of
vitamin water.
The three of them were in a pretty good place mentally, but Li Yu, who
received the baton, broke down. She was already inept at running, and was
only here to make up for the numbers due to her role as the class monitor.
After this round, the last 5th place had completely transformed into the last
place.
The referee over here raised the flag, and the students in charge of the
fourth leg all stepped onto the track. Sheng Wang was one of them. He had
warmed up prior to this, and was now doing a few quick bounces on the spot.
Then, he got into position and waited at the exchange zone.
Students came charging in, and they received the baton one after
another. There was still 10+m until Li Yu arrived.
Jing-jie often said she had a shaky psyche, she would easily get
stressed out and anxious. This point of hers was magnified by many degrees
In her blurred vision, Sheng Wang was already lightly jogging along the
track. He was a clean and yet striking silhouette on the track.
The moment she passed the baton to him, she heard him say, “Ay, don’t
cry.”
The next second, the boy shot out like an arrow that left its bow.
reaction: the entire of Class A had gone ablaze, and screamed their throats
hoarse at the track.
Sheng Wang had overtaken Class 8, Class 6, Class 3, and Class 9……
With every person he overtook, there was another wave of screams
and were following the competition in real time by the grass. Amongst them,
was Shi Yu from the same dorm as Sheng Wang and Jiang Tian.
Ever since the results of the English Olympiad came out, he was in an
incredibly awkward state for a long time. Even though Sheng Wang didn’t
know that he was waiting for him to clown himself, he still felt like his
words came back to bite him in the ass, and was too embarrassed to see him.
Perhaps it was because of the many days Shi Yu used to praise Sheng
Wang, or maybe it was the competitive spirit of boys, but Shi Yu had
suddenly entered ‘competition mode’, and treated Sheng Wang as his
scored 10 points higher than him for physics and chemistry in the weekly test.
did his assignments himself on a usual basis too. Yet, he only scored 126 for
natural talent.
Well...humans will all have a couple of things they are good at, Sheng
Shi Yu had always felt that he was naturally outstanding in terms of his
physique compared to other people. His speed, his explosive energy, his
jumps were all amazing. He made everything look as easy as breathing. He
had always felt that catching up to natural talent was an impossible task, it’s
all due to destiny. This was also why he copied homework, played games,
and chit chatted whenever he wasn’t revising.
come closer and closer to the second place. Just like that, he was the most
unbridled, dazzling presence on the entire track, and abruptly he felt that even
his own so-called talent wasn’t as outstanding anymore.
“Holy shit, that’s too iconic!” The few people of Class B couldn’t help
to exclaim. One of them even hooked an arm around Shi Yu’s neck, saying,
“You’re quite something too, do you even know how badass your roommate
is?”
shoulders with the second place, and was only two steps behind the first.
The next moment, Chilli dashed out with her face entirely flushed.
The two legs in the middle were largely boys. Class A students thought
that they were about to lose their advantage once more, but never would they
think that everything is possible when girls go insane!
“Oh my god……” The sports rep of Class B didn’t know what to say
anymore.
Class A was stunned for a moment, and then they were on fire once
again, as though they could put Chilli on hacks through sheer volume alone.
“Chilli’s new name from today shall be Wind-and-Fire Wheels!” a boy
shouted. Other people figured that it was indeed quite fitting, and then they
were losing their minds from laughing.
(t/n:, or the wheel of fire that goes zoom zoom thus creating much wind, iconically wielded by
Ne Zha. It looks like this.)
This girl legit surpassed another person, and after 200m Class A was
first in place again. There were many boys in the class, and when they
cheered their pitch was clearly different, and the gusto of it all was
earthshaking.
Sheng Wang was drinking a bottle of water by the side, and after a few
seconds, he decided to not drink anymore; he was afraid he would choke to
death here.
First it was Zhao Qiaona, the sixth leg, who slipped and stumbled a
few steps. 7-8 students whooshed past her like the wind.
With that, she panicked, and soon she lost track of the rhythm of her
breathing, becoming terribly out of breath after 100+m. With her relay, Class
A was in 11 place.
Next, someone bumped into the 7th runner, and nearly fell down. Both
her hands were already on the ground before she straightened up to catch
up……
Sheng Wang saw that the situation was going out of control halfway
through, and ran to Jiang Tian from all the way across the other side of the
field.
At this time, the teacher had already raised the flag. Jiang Tian was
standing at the exchange zone. Gao Tianyang made use of the fact that they
haven’t chased him away yet to down chicken soup right into his ears. After
spending ages doing so, he discovered Jiang Tian was zoning out, and not a
He followed Jiang Tian’s gaze, and saw Sheng Wang by the side of the
track.
“Ok fine, You have a hella steady mental state, I’ll just take my leave!”
area had begun shooing people away. Gao Tianyang ran over, crestfallen.
“They aren’t allowing anyone there anymore. If you wanna say something,
just yell.”
he wanted to say. Why did he come all the way here then?
Just to stand by the side? Just to…...take a look?
“Oh, I thought you figured out a strategy or wanted to warn him about
some things from the way you ran like your ass is on fire,” Gao Tianyang
waved generously. “Then, let us both just do our jobs and cheer him on!
Tian-ge—run well!”
Jiang Tian was rotating his ankles at the moment, his plain and clear
The 7th baton had already come around from the corner of the track,
concerned.
Just as he looked away from the far distance, he saw Jiang Tian give
him a thumbs up, then turning to his side. His hand reached out, waiting for
the girl charging from behind.
Sheng Wang suddenly felt reassured.
That day, Class A students felt as though they were aboard the roller
coaster ride of death, they received heart attacks again and again, again and
yet again.
In the end, when they saw Jiang Tian surpassing everyone one by one,
they collectively got excited, and decided to might as well start counting
along.
When they counted to 13, the relay race was finally over. Jiang Tian
was the second across the finish line, and Class 4 was first. The gap was so
narrow that one could barely tell them apart.
Class A was ecstatic. 2nd place was enough to cause them to howl.
After all, they were usually the last place in the previous relay races.
The language rep even prepared the broadcast speech. Unexpectedly,
the referee made a hand gesture, and summoned a few students who were by
the corner to ask them something
A few minutes later, a number was added to Class A’s total score: a
full 15.
“What happened???”
Class A students all thought that there was a mistake, only to hear Gao
Tianyang, who just returned, yell, “Class 4 broke the rules by bumping into
people, and they are disqualified. The other classes move forward by one
Jiang Tian was out of the loop, and was walking back from the
Other than him, nobody else would dare to plaster themself onto him
like this.
Jiang Tian lowered his head to go with the momentum, and stumbled
two steps with his back hunched. He opened up the bottle of water, appearing
completely unruffled.
“I heard,” Jiang Tian replied, with his lips touching the mouth of the
bottle. He took a few more gulps before he put it down, revealing a smile.
Sheng Wang still had his arm around his shoulder; he watched with his
very own eyes how any trace of his smile disappeared from his face, and his
expression chilling.
the sports ground. In the middle of the way, there was a flight of steps. An
immaculately dressed man was walking down from the steps, and when he
saw Jiang Tian he stopped in the middle.
Sheng Wang’s first reaction was that he felt that the other person was
kinda familiar. It was rare for him to remember people’s faces, but as long as
he had an impression, there must be something special about the person.
He was briefly stunned before he realised: that person was special in
how his face was somewhat similar to Jiang Tian’s.
Next, he also recalled how he had seen this person before: outside
Beyond Parasol Trees, in the alley near Old Man Ding’s home.
Jiang Tian’s childhood, and suddenly he found himself loathing this person’s
outstanding airs..
The action of having an arm around his shoulder suddenly didn’t feel
“None of your business,” his tone was icy cold. After that, he lightly
tapped on Sheng Wang’s shoulder, saying, “What are you standing here for.
Let’s go.”
Chapter 045 - Stubborn Donkey
He descended from the stairs, and followed behind Jiang Tian and
Sheng Wang. Occasionally, he called Jiang Tian’s name a few more times,
carrying the resigned tone of “I don’t know what to do with you”.
This tone made him gain the upper hand. In the ears of ignorant
passerbys, it was like a cultured and refined father who was trying to coax
his temperamental son.
Behind the grandstand was the script collection area for the broadcast,
the roll-call area as well as the assistance area. Students and teachers milled
around the area, and curious looks came from the surroundings again and
again. Yet, they were only brief in lieu of Jiang Tian’s icy expression.
“The 8 x 200 event, right?” The teacher at the roll-call waved at them
from afar.
Everyone knew the people of the hour. The teacher didn’t ask any
further questions, and went straight to taking out a form, pointing to an empty
spot and saying, “There’s only the two of you left in your class who haven't
Jiang Tian received the pen, and wrote his name expressionlessly.
Sheng Wang lightly nudged him. “Help me sign too, the artistry in my
annoyance.
Jiang Tian’s motion of settling the pen down stopped for a moment, and
not speaking.
Sheng Wang internally heaved a sigh of relief, but his mouth continued
anyways, “I mean, I did practise, but I gotta hide my true powers. I plan to
The two of them chatted as if there was nobody else around, Ji Huanyu
was waiting approximately 2 steps away. The roll-call teacher looked up,
The teacher then politely expressed that hey, everyone gets busy, it’s
understandable. It was as though all and any problems were so easily swept
aside with this casual line.
Jiang Tian settled the pen down, straightened up and asked, “You’ve
been stalking us for half a day now, spill it.”
appearances, but Jiang Tian knew that he already was starting to regret
following them over.
He was vain and was thin-skinned. He always had the need to appear
charming and appropriate in front of other people, he disliked to lose control
in any case.
The teacher at the roll-call felt a little awkward, but someone had to
man this area. He couldn’t leave, but he couldn’t exactly stay either. He could
only force a smile at the three of them.
Ji Huanyu pointed at the empty spot in the distance. “The teacher still
has to attend to other matters, let’s go there?”
Jiang Tian still remained ice cold, and was completely unmoved.
Huanyu finally gave up. Even up till this point, he still kept up the appearance
of polite and refined. He smiled and said, “Sure, let’s not talk about any
the edge of the parents’ zone and sat down. He greeted the person next to him
and started watching the competitions quietly.
1500m event, and a round and a half for the 3000m event. Chilli got 2nd
place for both the 200m and 400m event. Li Yu and Zhao Qiaona performed
better than usual at the three-legged race, earning them 3rd place. Other
suddenly they were 3rd in the level. They were only 10 points away from the
second place, Class 5, and only 18 points from the first place, Class 7.
Everyone’s last hopes rested on Jiang Tian and Sheng Wang. The
former was participating in high jump right now, the latter in hurdles.
The high jump was at the southeast corner of the sports ground. Due to
how there was a need to run-up, the site was thoroughly cleared. People
could only wait by the grass patch 10m away. Most of the people in Class A
disappeared from the grandstand, and nearly everyone crowded over.
The site manager had no other choice but to bring over a few white
metal barriers, forming a straight line. A huge group of people stood beyond
the barrier.
Song Sirui eyed the surroundings and asked, “Since when did our class
Gao Tianyang let out an “Ay” in a sigh, and said, “Dream on, if we
really have this many I will die of happiness here and now.”
A group of girls from the other classes giggled, saying to him, “We do
The girls all nudged and pushed each other as they giggled, but refused
to answer too.
The crowd was bustling and lively, but Sheng Wang was completely
out of it; Jiang Tian no longer smiled for the whole afternoon.
As the horizontal bar increased in height, Jiang Tian ran up to the bar
again and again. He leapt as he turned around; he had a tall height and long
The crowd always held their breath whenever he started to run, and
burst out into cheers the moment he landed, becoming more and more keyed
up than before.
contrast.
The group of girls at the side seemed to even eat this exact type up
well, a girl whispered to her pal, “I can't believe he actually sweats, I feel
laugh or cry.
The sound of a whistle pierced through from the near distance, the
broadcast at the sports ground started to summon the participants for hurdles
for roll-call. Sheng Wang shot a glance over there: boys from all over the
place walked to the back of the grandstand with their number bibs.
The girl at the side suddenly cried out in surprise. Sheng Wang turned
around, and saw that Jiang Tian didn’t go back to the starting point after
Jiang Tian stood by the barrier, and took a bottle from Sheng Wang.
“I’m fine.”
Class 3 and Class 9 were pests; nobody was disqualified yet after
going through three heights with him. Sweat had already gathered at his
forehead and next to his temples. The beads of sweat rolled down from his
lower jaw to his neck; when his head was lifted as he drank water, even his
Adam’s apple was dripping wet.
Jiang Tian passed the half-drank bottle back to him, lifted his chin at
now.”
Jiang Tian nodded. “All the best.”
portion of the spectators also followed Sheng Wang to the tracks, but the
majority still remained by the southeast corner; Sheng Wang’s finishing line
As he warmed up, he could see from this distance that the high jump
increased in height once more. The boy from Class 9 couldn’t succeed after
three tries, and had already left the competition venue. The one from Class 3
Sheng Wang lifted his leg, and rolled up his sleeves next. He leaned
downwards.
The moment the starting pistol was fired, the boy from Class 3 couldn’t
make it pass after three tries too, and was also disqualified.
difference between first and second place. However, hurdles was different.
Some people were used to it, some people couldn’t. The difference was
clear in a moment.
After three hurdles, Sheng Wang had arrived at the first segment. The
segment consisted of only two people: him, and the sports rep from Class B.
Prior to this, the sports rep had practised on the tracks for an entire
week. He had way more practice than Sheng Wang, and he was smooth in his
Perhaps it was the way Sheng Wang was too stunning in his
sudden. When it came to the point of the formal event itself, he ended up
fumbling in his leaps, and knocked over quite a few wooden hurdles.
At the last hurdle, a wave of screams suddenly burst from the corner of
the sports ground nearby. Gao Tianyang’s hoarse shouts travelled particularly
Sheng Wang shot a glance at that corner subconsciously, and could only
see how the crowd gathered around there, the girls were animated.
and fell down to the ground along with the hurdle. He fell face-down, dog-
Sheng Wang wanted to avoid him on instinct, however, his legs were
He only had time to internally swear, “fuck”, and then he was back on
the ground.
With a loud “crack” in his left ankle, he knelt down straight away.
panicking, someone was calling his name. He couldn’t hear them clearly; all
he knew was the buzzing in his ears, and the clamour outside of it.
Soon, the tinnitus that came from the pain faded away like the tide. He
opened his eyes with his hands clutching his ankles, only to hear that beast
from Class B clutching his butt, going “OWOWOW”. This scene seemed
pretty ridiculous to him—the first and second place both fell into a mess,
how embarrassing.
Sheng Wang frowned, but he couldn’t help to start laughing too.
the high-jump area at some unknown time, and squatted down right in front of
him.
“Don’t squat anymore, hurry and pull me up—” Sheng Wang hooked
onto him all at once, and stood up with one leg using him.
Jiang Tian didn’t know what sort of no good Sheng Wang was up to.
His brows were knitted as he glared at him. “What do you think you’re
doing?”
“There’s still a few metres left, I’ll continue after I hop over!” Sheng
Wang let go, curled his left leg up and hopped forward.
“You!”
He didn’t even need to look; from this word alone he could already tell
that Jiang Tian wanted to hoist him up and whack him.
The people in other classes were initially quite far behind them, and
they all stopped for a bit by this abrupt twist in events. By the time they
reacted and kept running, they were only delayed by a little bit.
“Shit!” As Sheng Wang cursed through the pain, he watched the person
from Class 9 shoot pass him, becoming the first to break through the finishing
line.
When he jumped, he gave off the vibe of being both light and valiant.
Even if he was performing “golden rooster on a leg”, the distance in his
jumps were larger than other people’s. Soon enough, he was arriving at the
finishing line.
(t/n: golden rooster on one leg - It is a famous taichi posture, but also commonly used to
describe standing on one foot)
The people at the grandstand thought that he would be the last place for
sure; they never saw any of this coming, not in a million years, and instantly
started cheering for him. The cheers from Class A were thunderous.
The person from Class 2 brushed past him, and arrived first.
Sheng Wang made another jump, and finally caught up. The white stripe
on the ground streaked past the bottom of his foot, and from then on the dust
had settled. The next second, he saw Jiang Tian entering from the side of the
venue, and supporting him right on the dot.
“Fuck, that was so painful!” Sheng Wang draped his entire body weight
way across the finishing line. He seriously made it to 6th place, gaining 1
point.
“You’re so goddamn badass!” He sat his ass down on the track, yelling
at Sheng Wang as he dealt with his scraped knee.
“You’re goddamn not bad too!” Sheng Wang copied his tone and
heartily laughed back. The moment he turned back after that reply, he was met
with Jiang Tian’s expression that bore resemblance to a corpse in a coffin.
“......”
now?”
Sheng Wang felt as though the entire school was watching his foot, a
pale red flush started to appear on his neck. “I’m fine, you get up first. We’ll
A group of people squeezed and shoved their way onto Road #3. Sheng
Wang had finally convinced most people. They gave concerned advice for a
Gao Tianyang also said, “We can take turns to carry you, it doesn’t take
much energy.”
what?”
Sheng Wang: “Correct.”
Jiang Tian sped up in two steps and caught him. He turned around to
say to Gao Tianyang, “I’ll bring him over, you go back first.”
Gao Tianyang wanted to say something else, but stopped. In the end,
something occurred to him and he said, “Sure, you two go ahead first. I’ll
bring something good and will be over soon.”
Sheng Wang hurriedly hopped forward by a few steps again.
It actually wasn’t that far from the sports ground to the sickbay. Judging
by the distance alone, hopping his way there doesn’t seem nigh impossible.
But, the road wasn’t completely flat; from the forked path out from Road #3,
there was a winding road on a slope, going two entire rounds before they
reached the sickbay.
Sheng Wang draped on Jiang Tian as he hopped the entire way there,
and argued the entire way there too. All for “to carry or not to carry”.
Just as they were about to reach the top of the slope, Sheng Wang heard
the sound of wheels rolling behind him.
He turned around in confusion and saw Gao Tianyang. This big bro
was pushing an even bigger thingy in his hands, giddily saying, “Sheng-ge, I
asked for a wheelchair for you. If you really don’t want to be carried, then sit
on the wheelchair!”
Sheng Wang was dumbstruck.
“Is it a bit too ceremonious?” After being dazed for a good while, he
then pushed Jiang Tian, saying, “Finefinefine, you turn around.”
Upon finishing his words, he hooped his arms around Jiang Tian’s
neck, and sprawled onto his back with the momentum. “Between the
wheelchair and being carried on the back, I choose to be carried.”
Chapter 046 - Sick Leave
and muttered under his breath as he went to return the wheelchair. Jiang Tian
lush and verdant trees by the sides of the path, the vines of flowers would
often reach out from the shrubs, hanging in various lengths along the road.
Sheng Wang still felt a little uneasy. Jiang Tian didn’t even need to look
Jiang Tian didn’t quite get the logic: it’s not embarrassing to fall down
in front of the whole school, but it’s too much to get carried on the back after
breaking his leg? But, these are the words he ought to keep to himself; if he
said anything, the peacock on his back will immediately end himself by
He actually did understand that his words were a little too blunt
someone on purpose, but more often than not he simply did not care.
Tian deadpanned.
Just as expected, Sheng Wang was choked to the point that he didn’t
speak for a long while. He then tightened his hug, saying, “Your neck is now
in my hands, can you think before you speak?”
Jiang Tian was stuck to the point that he had to look up. He calmly
causing the other’s person’s wrist to feel a slight discomfort. He could feel
Sheng Wang quieting for a few seconds, and his arm released a little. Not
only that, his entire upper body straightened up, as though he was trying to
minimise contact.
Jiang Tian’s brows quickly lightly furrowed, so brief that not even he
The wind blew around the corner of the winding path, the spray of
flowers sticking out from the side lightly swayed along. Jiang Tian’s head
moved aside, avoiding it. For some mysterious reason, he suddenly spoke,
asking, “Are you tired?”
“Me?” Sheng Wang didn’t realise what was going on. He asked,
befuddled, “Why would I be tired?”Jiang Tian slightly tilted his head, and
swept a glance at him from the corner of his eyes. “The way you’re holding
your neck so stiffly, aren’t you tired?”
Sheng Wang had no words. Jiang Tian turned around again, his gaze
meeting straight ahead. His pace was leisurely, his footsteps landed on the
patches of light and shadows casted by the tree branches and vines.
Yet another while later, the boy on his back gradually relaxed. His chin
rested on the crook of his shoulders, like a sloth hanging from the tree.
Jiang Tian’s gaze lightly swept to his right, and kept it back again.
the alleyways of Beyond Parasol Trees; “Leader” would descend from above
without a single warning, and roll in front of his feet. Its slender and pointy
tail was soft and furry as it danced across his ankles.
He only felt that time had slowed down, leisurely marching along, and
the road ahead was both long and easy.
*
There was already someone in the sickbay; a tall and good-looking
male teacher in glasses with a refined air was sending messages on WeChat
with his head lowered. Upon hearing the door open, he looked up and over.
The male teacher’s name was Zhuang Heng, Fuzhong had invited him
over from another school. Ever since he entered the school, he had never
switched levels. Every single year, he would only teach year 3 Class A
Sheng Wang had heard some gossip from Gao Tianyang and Song Sirui,
saying that he appeared to be wooing Yang Jing. However, he was more of
the reserved type, and Jing-jie’s cells capable of love were all extinct; there
“Hey, what happened?” Zhuang Heng kept his phone, strided over and
supported him. Sheng Wang jumped off from Jiang Tian’s back, and hopped
As they spoke, the sickbay’s female teacher, who was short and stout,
walked over from the corridor. She passed two boxes of anti-inflammatory
medicine as well as a pack of lozenges to Zhuang Heng, and then turned
around to ask Sheng Wang, “You’re unwell?”
“Nope, just sprained my ankle,” Sheng Wang patted his left leg.
“Let me see.” She squatted down, and lightly pressed Sheng Wang’s
ankle. Her technique was roughly the same as Jiang Tian’s actually, but Sheng
said.
She still made Sheng Wang go to the other end of the corridor for an X-
ray before she confirmed, “Your bone is alright, you just need some rest. I’m
giving you some medicine: these two here are for anti-inflammation, take it
twice a day. This box is for blood circulation and getting rid of bruises, take
it thrice a day. Also, there’s a tube of cream here, apply it in the morning and
at night.”
Sheng Wang carefully studied the label for the medicine. When he was
done, he asked, “Is one tube enough? Teacher, can you give me another one?”
It was the first time teacher Lu had ever seen a student that treasured
himself this much. She said, in both amusement and slight despair, “You just
need to apply one round around your ankle, it’s not like it’s body lotion that
you need to spread everywhere. There’s no way you’ll use it up this quickly.”
But, seeing how the boy was a pleasure to interact with, she gave him
two tubes in the end, and took up a form to fill it up.
Zhuang Heng had been waiting there, and was prepared to help Jiang
Tian support him too. Yet, he heard teacher Lu say, “Where do you think
you’re going? I’m signing off a slip for you, you know.”
“What slip? Sheng Wang may be lame, but he wasn’t staying in his
“Can you behave yourself?” Jiang Tian said, “I’ll help you look.”
“Nuh-uh, I have the rights to stay in the know.” Sheng Wang hopped to
“Go home and rest?” Sheng Wang rejected without even thinking. “No
“......” Sheng Wang opened his mouth, and answered sheepishly, “Sixth
floor.”
“Oh. From how reassured you sounded, I thought you stayed on the first
floor. If you don’t go home, how else do you plan to go up 6 floors, tell me?”
He actually wanted to say that I’m ok with hopping, but Jiang Tian
definitely wouldn’t let him hop. Besides, he also didn’t want Jiang Tian to
have to carry a wholeass person like him up so many stairs.
“And then, tell me what do you plan to do about going to the toilet,
showering, and changing your clothes? Your dormmates are going to wait on
you?” Teacher Lu said without any mercy. “There’s only showers in school.
Even though our tiles are anti-slipping, but what if? What if you fall from
your golden rooster pose? It’s no big deal if you fall into the ground or
against the door, but what if you fall into a pit?”
Sheng Wang hurriedly got her to stop. He touched his nose as he said,
heard from Ya- your English teacher that you live in the city?”
“Mn.”
However, Jiang Tian still dug out his phone to make a phone call in the
end.
Zhuang Heng’s gaze swept between the two of them. “You two are
help but laugh at Sheng Wang’s withered, listless state. “If other students get
to have 15 days of break, they would be jumping with joy even with a broken
leg. Why are you so reluctant in 800 different ways?”
When he asked that, Sheng Wang himself didn’t understand why either.
In any case, he didn’t exactly want to go home. By the time he realised, five
convenient.
The nanny, Auntie Sun, made all sorts of nourishing soup for him for all
three meals. Sheng Mingyang and Jiang Ou bought flight tickets back the very
day itself, and from then on Sheng Wang no longer needed to even go
downstairs.
drink upstairs, the fruits were even washed and cut and presented with a fork.
Sheng Mingyang was much more sloppy, but Jiang Ou was meticulous; she
remembered how to take each type of medicine and how often well in her
If not for the young master’s firm stance on the issue by covering up his
feet at all costs, she would probably apply the cream herself too.
Sheng Wang was pretty moved, but he still felt that she was slightly
For what she owed her son in his childhood, she was doing her best to
Sheng Mingyang still had the traces of rationality of being a father left
in him. Other than staring at Sheng Wang’s foot, he also remembered to ask,
behind by an entire book he could still catch up. It wasn’t like he didn’t try
before.
Soon, he found out that he overthinked it. The night self-study the day
after the sports carnival ended, he received voice recording from teachers
from all subjects. The recordings made up the day’s worth of content, not a
single bit was left out.
On the basis that he was on good terms with Yang Jing, when he
received the English recording he replied: Jing-jie, you don’t even bring your
script for class, you seriously remembered to record?
Yang Jing first snarked back: Begone, you’re itching for a beating?
Sheng Wang was amused, he sent: Thank you, teacher.
However, not a single moment later, he received three messages in a
row from Yang Jing.
Yang: I’m more careless, I didn’t even think of recording in the first
place. It’s Jiang Tian who came into the office to ask me, it’s him you should
be thanking
Yang: Oh yeah, same family
Yang: Even if he’s your gege, you still got to thank him.
Jiang Tian was completely unaware that he had been sold out once
more. Sheng Wang knew he was obstinate when it came to his words, so he
managed to tease him for an entire night in a roundabout manner. In the end,
he nearly got injured for the second time by laughing so hard he was on the
He probably went overboard with the teasing that day, student Jiang
didn’t really pay any particular heed to him for the next few days, his aura
was icy cold. Sheng Wang was both amused and frantic, and built a way out
while frantically scratching his head. Until yesterday night, then the person
finally deigned himself to step on the way out he built for him.
The phone buzzed until nearly 1am, today was quiet again.
This day was Fuzhong’s weekly exams. Sheng Wang received special
considerations and did not need to attend. However, Jiang Tian and the rest
were basically locked up in the exam venue for the entire day, their exams
for quite a while. He watched a movie for a bit, and even managed to chat
with Crab for two hours straight as he had a weekly break. Yet, he was still a
little dull.
Even Crab could tell that he was out of it. He asked: are you in a bad
mood?
The sky darkened outside. Sheng Wang sat in front of the table, the
uninjured foot stepped on the table’s bar, slowly rocking his chair.
This season’s evening was both clear and bright, causing the streets
and alleys to appear as though they were encased in brilliant glows of lights.
There was clearly the sound of people in White Horse Alley, but he still felt
that the surroundings were too quiet; the second floor was too empty.
The clock on the wall pointed at seven o’ clock. Sheng Wang shot a
He sent quite a few grumbles jokingly, not a single line was thought
He zoned out at the window while swaying back and forth for several
moments, the trace of smile on his face slowly faded away.
He suddenly realised: it wasn’t that the second floor was too empty or
that outside was too quiet, it was that someone was missing next door.
It was funny when he thought about it; he appeared to be…...missing
severed the electric cables. Around evening time, Fuzhong was suddenly
electricity. Each level had a short meeting and decided to cancel night self-
study for the day, and give them a night of break. The students were
overjoyed.
The day students shot out of the school, bag in their hands. Due to the
difference in their school cards, the residential students couldn’t leave, and
could only go back to the dormitories to obediently wait for the electricity to
come back.
The weekly test was just over, nobody was in the mood to calm down
and study. After going two rounds in the dormitories and receiving a couple
of calls, Shi Yu finally managed to put down his pride and asked Jiang Tian,
“Tian-ge, I’ve heard that you can mimic the teachers’ signatures very well.”
Jiang Tian happened to be chatting on WeChat as he sat by his bed.
The rumour had a long history to it, Class A students more or less
mentioned it at one point. It was mostly because Jiang Tian had a nice
handwriting, and both his messy scrawls and proper handwriting were
comparatively decent. According to the rumour, he only needed a single look
Shi Yu didn’t know who started the rumour, he only knew he was at his
he pondered for two seconds, and answered, “Sheng Wang said so.”
Shi Yu let out a sigh of relief, and felt that he was already halfway
there.
that as a roommate, people would often ask him for his WeChat. Odds are,
this was one of them, and finally managed to make this ice statue melt after
Shi Yu took out an ‘exit slip’, wanting to take advantage of Jiang Tian’s
good mood to get him to copy Big Mouth Xu’s signature. However, the
moment he passed it out, Jiang Tian flashed his phone screen at him.
The screen was of a WeChat chat interface, the top was the other
person’s nickname, called Sticker.
Shi Yu internally said, wtf, you’re telling me you’re chatting with
bottom—
signatures?
Sticker: no wtf
Upon seeing how he had utterly failed due to a factor in the end, he
went to the balcony to make a phone call with his head hung low.
Jiang Tian didn’t care. He went to the table, pulled out a chair and sat
down. He whisked out a book from the stack of question collections, and
asked Qiu Wenbin, who sat opposite him, “Can you lend me your portable
lamp?”
Qiu Wenbin nodded, “Please, go ahead.”
Jiang Tian turned on the light, and started writing away after opening
up a notebook.
Qiu Wenbin was already lying down on his bed; he did not want to do
anything at all tonight, and the blackout was a marvelous excuse. It was
totally understandable that he took the chance to have the day off.
But the first of the level was furiously working away, on what basis
did he have to slack off? Qiu Wenbin instantly felt as though he was sleeping
on a bed made of iron nails. He tossed and turned a few times before he sat
upright as if he completely gave up.
It was when he sat opposite of Jiang Tian then he realised that this #1
in the level bigshot wasn’t studying; he flipped through several pages at once,
his gaze would hurriedly sweep across, and then note down the page and
question number.
“Deity, what are you doing?” Qiu Wenbin couldn’t help but ask.
“Compiling.” Jiang Tian said.
“Compiling what?”
“Interesting questions.”
said, us mortals can truly never understand the joy of top students, as long
as You’re happy I guess.
The exact regulations weren’t out yet, but Jiang Tian felt that Sheng
Wang was in no way safe. Despite his improvement of 200 places in the
recent two months to the point that even the teachers have nothing but
Gao Tianyang and the rest joked that Sheng Wang was running on
hacks, but it takes time for hacks to level up too; one cannot simply max out
their level in a day. Jiang Tian wanted to cut down the time it took for him to
level up.
Furthermore……
Someone had been babbling non-stop in his WeChat for the whole day,
spend his time on; they were all selected from the questions he recently did,
to his death while biting the pen opposite him. Jiang Tian was done with the
first book and was just about to select the second before his phone screen
He took his phone and sure enough, it was still the one who’s rotting
away.
Sticker: Jiang Tian
Jiang Tian: ……
Jiang Tian: here
He felt that Sheng Wang’s tone was a little exuberant for some
mysterious reason.
compile top questions. However, his bad habit of not easily admitting to
about it. It made him seem pretentious, and even like he’s trying to ask for
credit.
Everyday, he would go to Old Man Ding’s with Sheng Wang for food.
They had communicated this with Big Mouth Xu before, and the other person
left a long-term exit slip at the school security at the entrance so that he
wouldn’t have to bother him for his signature everyday. They only needed to
ensure that they were back in their dorms before the teachers conducted the
room checks.
Sticker: then you go do your thing, Imma eat now
After he said that, he quieted down.
The screen had not lit up for a while now, Jiang Tian felt a little unused
Nothing was happening around him, and there was nothing to talk
just as he was thinking whether he should take a picture and send it to him as
Sheng Wang replied to him with a sticker of a smile that didn’t reveal
teeth, like he was up to no good; it’s a little cheeky.
Two minutes later, Sheng Wang sent: You’re at the west gate now?
Jiang Tian: I just left the alley, I’ll be at the west gate after I cross the
road.
The other side was quiet for yet a few more seconds. Jiang Tian’s
brows slowly began to furrow; something was definitely wrong the more he
Suddenly, the fluorescent light above flashed, and the cold white light
encased the room without any prior warning. The surroundings changed from
Jiang Tian blocked out the white light, and lowered his eyes to look.
Perhaps it was because of how dazzling the light was, when Jiang Tian
saw those two messages, he fell into a moment of stupor. By the time he
realised, he was already going downstairs with his phone in his hand.
The whole school was attempting to shed off the darkness; the teaching
block and the office block at one side of Road #3 gradually lit up, room by
room. The milky white light pierced through the glass, tilting out of various
There were quite a number of staff and students who weren’t back in
the dorms; they gathered in small groups, and were chatting and strolling.
They also instantly halted in their steps the moment the lights came back on.
Jiang Tian weaved through the crowd. His skin was pale, and when he
sweated upon doing physical activities like running and jumping he even
gave off an impression of coldness, causing the girls who were passing by to
turn around to stare at him, and yet too afraid to approach.
These two days, he could finally manage to walk, but he was still
unable to put too much weight on his left foot; even as he stood, he put most
of the weight of his body on his right, and so he wasn’t exactly standing
His back faced the school entrance, and his front faced the entrance of
the alley at Beyond Parasol Trees. He typed with one hand, furiously
Jiang Tian’s name jumped on the screen. Sheng Wang slammed the
button, and instantly said, “You scammed me?!”
He shot another look at the alley entrance: there were only two old
people slowly shuffling past as they supported each other, there was no one
else to be seen.
“I’ve been standing here for ages, the security uncle even thought that I
was striking up a pose. You only need to cross the road before you reach the
from behind. Someone was running over here. He turned around, and saw
Jiang Tian stop in front of him.
Maybe it was because of how fast he sprinted, his breathing was a
little heavy. His slender arms dangled by the side, and a slightly protruding
green vein could be seen near his inner wrist.
He lowered his head to catch his breath, and then removed an earpiece,
saying to Sheng Wang, “I’m here now.”
“Why else.” Sheng Wang said, exasperated, “I get to move around a bit
if I come to school; back at home, they refused to even let me out of the
bedroom. You go back and lie down for five days and you’ll know how much
it sucks.”
Jiang Tian took his bag from him. Initially, he desperately wanted to
save face and refused to give it to him. Afterwards, he realised how long
Road #3 went and gave in—going back on his own legs was good enough
he grumbled, the moment he opened his mouth he could list countless reasons
why he was forced to come back to school out of resignation. “Other people
get tube bone soup, the heck does she mean with pork trotters?”
Jiang Tian said, “It means you gain what you eat.”
“Scram.”
depressed for even two seconds, he caught a glimpse of Jiang Tian looking
aside.
“......”
Jiang Tian wasn’t really trying to avoid him, probably worried that he
would break his leg again from overexertion. As the two of them messed
around, they looked up and realised they subconsciously ended up taking the
shortcut near the Garden of Conduct.
The garden in the day was quiet and tranquil, they would often go
through there and not feel like anything was wrong. But, the garden at this
timing was slightly different; it took Sheng Wang only a glance to see two
figures holding hands in the near distance, walking amidst the woods and
quietly exchanging private words. Even further away, a boy put on a brave
act and was boldly putting his arm over a girl’s shoulders, and used his
forehead to brush against her cheeks.
The atmosphere in the woods was overly suggestive; Sheng Wang felt
that he was thoroughly out of place there, feeling an indescribable sense of
little faster for some strange reason, even though this was clearly no different
from usual.
He abruptly retracted his gaze, licked the corner of his lips that was
drying up, and said, “Wow, there’s so many people here. No wonder it’s
Translator’s notes:
A quick refresh: magpie bridge carries a romantic connotation because of its
role in the folk tale, Cowherd and the Weaver Girl. It was the bridge that a
bunch of magpies formed in order for the cowherd and the weaver girl, who
Also tbh I still can’t believe I did chapter 42-46 all on Sunday lmao
Chapter 048 - Exchange
Happy first update of 2021! Anyways I think I'll probably revise Pang Xie's
or StarAniseCrabs's wechat name to 'Bajiao Crab' after some belated
realisations and a change in the naming style I have for wechat at some point,
thank u!
"We’re Switching Beds, You Sleep Down Here.”
“Magpie Bridge” had an endless amount of snaking pebblestone paths,
when seen from above, they looked like a complicated tangle of vines and
tendrils. Nobody knew what exactly went on in the head of the person who
designed that, but it was indeed convenient for the young couples in school.
Sometimes, Big Mouth Xu would bring people with him to patrol the
area. However, there were too many diverging paths, he could block one end
but not the other. Looking aside other qualities, the brats were super alert for
sure; they disappeared faster than the wind, it was hard to even catch them.
Along with the fact that non-couples would take shortcuts from here too, he
couldn’t come to a definite judgement even if he caught some. This caused
Sheng Wang and Jiang Tian picked a forked path closest to them, and
shoulders in the far distance, the boy wearing a T-shirt with wide strips. That
piece of clothing looked familiar, but Sheng Wang couldn’t recall, and neither
It wasn’t that he didn’t feel like chatting, it was just that no matter what
topic, it seemed a little out of the blue, and kinda stupid too. Jiang Tian was
also rather quiet; his slender fingers were stuck in his pocket, a bag slung on
his left shoulder. It wasn’t even his things, but he made it appear perfectly
natural.
……
This was the first time Sheng Wang had realised how long Road #3
was. They had walked a literal century and yet there was still not an end to
be seen. Fortunately, they bumped into someone when they passed by the
sports ground, and they were rescued from this strange atmosphere between
them at last.
“Jing-jie,” Sheng Wang greeted.
Yang Jing wore a high ponytail, and walked over from the side of the
sports ground while dressed in sportswear. She waved at them while she
removed the sweatband she wore on her forehead.
“It’s only been a few days, and yet you came rushing back. You want to
“Yep, I’m afraid half a month of break will set me back all the way to zero.”
“No way.” Yang Jing knew he was acting obedient, and rolled her eyes
as she said, “The foundation and the brains are both there, even if you didn’t
study it can’t go that badly.”
She had always been straightforward with her words, but she still
added, “I don’t mean to let you two slack off, okay? Working harder when
you ought to work hard is still better than not working hard at all, right?”
“For sure,” Sheng Wang replied.
“Don’t you act tough either.” Yang Jing looked down at his ankle, and
doubted, “Last semester, I sprained my wrist and had to recuperate for more
than a month, until now it still acts up whenever I mark too many scripts.
Now with you walking around for fun without recovering, try not to leave any
lingering problems. I’m telling you, if you don’t fully heal from it, you will
sprain it for the second time as easy as breathing. Repeat this a few more
times, and you’ll be hobbling in the future.”
Sheng Wang’s face turned slightly green from everything she said.
“Hey, don’t scare the students,” a voice cut in. Sheng Wang whipped
his head around, and saw the male teacher they met in the sickbay, Zhuang
Heng. He was also wearing a jogging suit, and had two bottles of water in
his hands. He came over from the direction of Xi Le.
Yang Jing took a bottle of water from him, and said, “Who’s scaring
him. In which way am I wrong, how about you correct me?”
The school leadership didn’t even dare to correct her, not to mention
Zhuang Heng. He hurriedly said, “No need, no need. Your teacher Yang is
correct—”
He gave a cough, and turned to say to Sheng Wang, “You should still be
careful, otherwise your leg will be beyond salvation after you sprained it too
many times. It would be such a pity if this handsome face of yours is matched
with a limping pair of legs. Think about it, doesn’t it work like this?”
“......”
There’s no way Sheng Wang was thinking about it.
He looked at how teacher Zhuang, the stalk of wall grass changing
sides like the wind, and only felt how Gao Tianyang’s roast was absolutely
true: dating couples, or people about to be dating, more or less have
Yang Jing knocked on Zhuang Heng’s arm with the bottle, saying, “I
asked for iced, does this look iced to you?”
Zhuang Heng said, “The shop is sold out of iced ones, and has just
replaced them with a new batch when I went in. I already helped you take the
innermost one.”
completely unruffled.
Sheng Wang internally said, bullshit! Xi Le is next to the sports ground,
its bestseller is iced water, and they constantly keep the fridge filled; they
would never be out of stock. Jing-jie is no fool, is she seriously going to buy
this at all?
Contrary to expectations, Yang Jing domineeringly looked him in the
eyes for several moments, eyed the room temperature water in disgust, and
uneasiness all too late. She lifted her chin at Road #3, and said to the two
male students, “That’s it, if there’s nothing else then hurry up and scram! The
electricity’s already back, go study if you have to. I’m telling you, don’t toil
away at physics and chemistry all the time. Especially Jiang Tian, giving a
Jiang Tian did not expect to be personally named and shamed of all
things despite doing nothing at all. He had zero intention to reflect, and
at all.” Yang Jing snarked at him with zero mercy, “In any case, the training
camp is next month, and the exam comes straight after that. Now that you’re
in the semifinals, bring me back an even better prize. If not, watch out.”
A few steps later, Sheng Wang analysed like a scientist, “I suspect that
“Sheng Wang, what did you just say!” Yang Jing asked acutely.
Sheng Wang was prepared to flee, but the moment he lifted his foot he
remembered that “I am Unwell”. Therefore, his attempt at running away
became a single-legged hop, Jiang Tian even played along and helped to
support him.
(t/n: 寡人有疾: used in earlier parts of the text too, meaning “i am unwell” but using the royal
pronoun, can also be euphemism for having some...unspeakable medical condition.)
about it would simply be unwise. After he hopped past the corner of Duxing
Block, Jiang Tian couldn’t hold it in anymore and laughed, blooper style.
Sheng Wang completely gave up and sat down by the edges of the shrub, and
His entire body shook with laughter with his head lowered and his
hand propped against his knees, and only managed to stop his laughter with a
swear at the end. He pointed at Jiang Tian, “Close your mouth, don’t you
dare laugh. It’s all your fault, why couldn’t you hold it ub?”
Jiang Tian got his face back under control, but mirth was still in his
eyes. He tugged at the bag strap, and his eyes were lowered. “Who’s fault is
“You, duh.” The young master didn’t turn red at all when he started
tickled usually, and yet it all went wrong when it came to me. What’s up with
you?”
Jiang Tian was a little resigned. He looked aside and gave a short,
brief chuckle, and turned around to ask, “Are you going to be reasonable?”
He followed along with laughter of his own too, and then his smile
him.
It’s probably because Jiang Tian was too cold and unfeeling towards
other people, that these reactions seemed incomparably special; as for him,
Why?
Is it because there had always been too few people he could get close
There were only two lamps lit up in the top floor of Duxing block, the
darkness was thick in the garden in front of the block. So thick, that he could
see tiny dots of firefly lights twinkle in the bushes. Maybe he was seeing
things.
Perhaps they were worn out by laughter, but the both of them did not
speak. Yet another while later, Jiang Tian tore his eyes away from thin air,
glanced at Sheng Wang’s lowered eyes, and asked after he was quiet for a
“We’re going back to the dorm after you’re done resting,” JT said.
“Okay.”
Sheng Wang replied, and saw Jiang Tian reaching out to him, his head
both long and straight, bringing about the sensation of both dryness and slight
coolness. The fingers on Sheng Wang’s hand, propped against his knee,
Jiang Tian did not immediately let go of him, and steadily helped him
for a part of the road. Only when he heard the clamorous noise of the people
inside the dormitories, and huge swaths of light crashed into his view, did
Tian’s arm instead. He said, in the gaze that the other person aimed at him,
“Support me for a bit later. Thank god we’re going up six levels, and not
down. I’ve discovered that this foot is okay with going upstairs, and hurts a
“Did you bring your swell reduction medication?” Jiang Tian asked.
“I nearly forgot on my way out, Auntie Jiang had to grab my bag and
The moment the dormitory door opened, Qiu Wenbin hurried over.
“Nonono.” Qiu Wenbin said, “I want you back more than anything.”
After he said that, he pondered for a bit, and realised that this line
could be taken the wrong way, as if he couldn’t stand staying with Jiang Tian
Qiu Wenbin thought a bit, and added yet another line. “Just now, when
Qiu Wenbin took his clothes, and ducked into the bathroom with his tail
*
By the time Shi Yu came back, it was already quite a bit past 11, near
to when the room checks would be conducted.
Sheng Wang received a call from Sheng Mingyang, and listened to him
nag on about his trotter. He ended with half joy and half wistfulness, “Seeing
how you and Jiang Tian are on better and closer terms, dad and Auntie Jiang
are both quite happy.”
“But, don’t get him to do your bidding just because of your broken leg. He’s
your ge, not your nanny.”
“Okayyyyyy” Sheng Wang replied without putting any heart in it. He
walked back from the balcony, when he saw Shi Yu he let out an “Ah”, and
said, “So it’s you that I saw just now? I was saying, why was that T-shirt so
familiar.”
“Were you walking in the Garden of Conduct just now?” Sheng Wang
asked.
Shi Yu was confused for a moment, and then his face instantly flushed,
just like cooked prawns. “Huh? Um that…...ah. I had something and needed
to look for He Shi.”
Sheng Wang saw his reaction, and it hit him like a truck that he was
accidentally prying.
He hurriedly waved his hands. “No, don’t get nervous, I was just
saying.”
Shi Yu’s face turned even redder, he defended, “I’m not nervous, who’s
nervous.”
In order to prove this, he instantly replied with a question. “To think
you’re asking me, how about you? Why were you there?”
It was Qiu Wenbin, the guileless man who said, “He came back to
school, and deity went to fetch him.”
The moment Shi Yu heard that, he pursed his lips, and said with much
disappointment, “Che…...I thought you are in a situation too.”
embarrassment, and ducked into the toilet with everything above his neck
turning crimson, slamming the door.
Qiu Wenbin scratched his head, and dully said to Sheng Wang, “Sheng-
ge, do you think I should remind him?”
“Remind what?” Sheng Wang asked.
Sheng Wang didn’t know what to reply for the time being. He laughed
dryly, “True, but you’ll probably get hit.”
Sheng Wang sort of wanted to laugh upon seeing him act like that. Yet
he felt uneasy for some strange reason. He wanted to turn around to talk to
Jiang Tian, only to see that gege of his, who was good at freezing people up,
move the pile of items on his bed like his PSP, earpiece, notebook, foldable
Jiang Tian grabbed his notebook from his table and tossed it up the
bunk along the way, answering, “We’re switching beds, you sleep down
here.”
inflame once more. But, he couldn’t help to be stubborn with his words,
indicating that he was very tough.
That night, maybe it was because it’s a new bed or for some other
reason, Sheng Wang couldn’t fall asleep for once.
Chapter 049 - Strange
also tw: Gao Tianyang makes a joke involving suicide in this one just a
headsup
The Two Discussed and Settled on Not Leaving the
Dorms for the Three Days of Break.
The sky still lit up relatively early in this season. It was just past 5am,
and the clear morning rays slowly seeped into the balcony, the window pane
The temperature in the morning wasn’t high; a hint of the autumn chill
was hidden within. He had always been a messy sleeper, only half of his
blanket stayed on him, his arms as well his lower leg were both exposed to
the outside. He finally felt the cold after tossing and turning for the whole
night.
He flipped over, and shrunk his hands and legs back into the blanket.
The soft fabric wrapped him all the way under his chin, like a cat tucked
Jiang Tian used the same body wash as he did: the fragrance of wood
mixed within sea salt. It was a type of scent that was both light and
refreshing, but upon coming into contact with two beds, it was stained with
different smells, a smell that was both familiar and yet special.
Sheng Wang was enveloped by this scent, and squinted his eyes against
the reflection caused by the railings; he finally felt drowsy at last. However,
in the blanket. Finally, he sat upright, having completely given up. His ankle
swelled up again.
Auntie Sun’s logic of making up from what you eat had some truth to it,
covered up his pork trotter and turned to look, and saw Jiang Tian coming
The other two in the dorm were still snoring. Sheng Wang asked, using
Jiang Tian did not look bleary-eyed indeed, as though he had been
took less than five minutes to walk from the dorms to the classroom, with the
cafeteria right smack in the middle. He Jin did mention before that those who
wished to sleep in a little more could bring food into the classroom, as long
as they weren’t too brazen with it. Therefore, the best part about staying on
campus was that they could sleep earlier, and wake up later too.
It wasn’t like he had just moved in for two days; the body clock from
before ought to have long changed.
Sheng Wang shoved the screen right into Jiang Tian’s face, and
immediately exposed him. Jiang Tian merely glanced, grabbed his phone and
Sheng Wang’s mouth, and next he also lowered his voice, asking “Where are
you bringing my phone to?”
Jiang Tian tossed the phone into his pants pockets, and went to the sink.
A short while later, he came back by the bed with the cooling mist smelling
of mint.
“Speak.”
“I left the ointment by the cabinet yesterday, help me grab it? I’ll make
Jiang Tian took a cotton bud, and uncapped the tube of ointment as he
returned.
“Let me take a look.” He came to a stop by the bed, indicating Sheng
questioning look.
Sheng Wang stuck out a leg in complete reluctance.
“Why is it so swollen?” Jiang Tian furrowed his brows.
He reached over to take the cotton bud, but Jiang Tian avoided him.
Next, he saw the other person bend over, use the hand that sandwiched the
ointment between the fingers to lightly hold onto this foot, and use the cotton
bud to apply the ointment on the swollen area.
Wang was in no way mentally prepared at all. When the ointment landed on
his skin, he was caught by surprise. He was so startled that the top of his foot
tightened.
“Eh you—”
“It hurts a lot?” His reaction was too obvious; Jiang Tian immediately
stopped, even thinking that the sensation of the ointment was too strong.
“It wasn’t painful.” Sheng Wang didn’t know how to explain either.
The ointment came into effect rather quickly, and the places the ointment was
applied on instantly went from cool to warm, like a towel was placed on it.
The throbbing pain slightly died down. He moved his ankle, and gave in.
“Whatever, you can just go ahead. Don’t be too light, that’s all.”
The ointment was brown in colour. Jiang Tian applied two layers on
him before he finally straightened up. Sheng Wang propped himself against
the bed and admired it, and said self-mockingly, “It was like a mantou just
now, and now it looks like a deep-fried mantou.”
Jiang Tian: “......”
He stopped in the midst of twisting the cap back on, and said,
exasperated, “Behave and stay in the dorm today, alright? Don’t go to the
classroom.”
to repeat it again today?” Jiang Tian tossed the cotton bud into the dustbin.
He wasn’t wrong, Sheng Wang couldn’t find a reason to rebut him with,
therefore he could only stare at him unhappily. However, this person went
back up his bunk to retrieve something after setting down the ointment, not
Jiang Tian wore light grey cotton sweatpants inside the dorm, when he
lifted his arm, a white drawstring was revealed at his waist. There was a
right angle protruding out from his right pocket; that was where he put his
phone.
Jiang Tian did not expect that move from him, and caved inwards on
instinct. He gripped Sheng Wang’s hand in front of the pocket, and as they
lost their balance in the tugging and pushing, one fell sideways onto the bed,
the other didn’t fall only because he grabbed onto the bed’s railing.
Still, they were too close; so close that they could hear each other
breathing.
out of his nose was a little quick, and he was a beat slower when he replied,
“Why don’t you say who’s the one who snatched my phone first?”
This position was slightly awkward. He was in a hurry to take his hand
back, but only after two wriggles then he realised that that pocket was next to
nervousness, and now he had to face the music. Before the alarm clock even
rang, his bladder woke him up first. He rubbed his eyes and sat up straight,
and saw two figures entangled with each other at the head of the bed.
“Motherfuck……”
Jiang Tian looked aside, loosened his pocket and stood up straight;
Sheng Wang withdrew his hand accordingly. His wrist wasn’t sprained at all,
but he still shook his hand twice, as though if he didn’t take any further
walked on the floor, barefooted. Mentally speaking, he still hadn’t left his
dream yet.
The two lines had zero link at all, not to mention any trace of logic.
Jiang Tian removed his gaze from him, dug out the phone and returned
it to Sheng Wang. Then, he walked straight to the closet for clothes meant for
going out. Sheng Wang scratched his head, and melted downwards against the
head of the bed, shrinking back under his blankets.
The other three left at 6.45am, around 6.50am Sheng Wang received a
“100 days to recover from serious injuries” on the phone, took several shots
at him, and ended the conversation with an order for him to stay put in the
dorm, barred from going anywhere at all.
He replied with “okokok” all the way, and coaxed Old He until she
hung up. Qiu Wenbin then came rushing back again.
turned around and started flipping through the test paper on his upper bunk.
“The deity happened to help you buy breakfast, so I helped to bring it back.”
“So much? Is he feeding a pig.” Sheng Wang made it to the table with a
single hop on a foot, and as he looked through the packets, he asked, “Why
didn’t he come here himself?”
“Ran into your math teacher, Old Wu, the moment he stepped out of the
“Oh.”
Sheng Wang opened up the last packet, and saw a neat row of deep-
anyways.
Just for this row of mini mantous alone, Sheng Wang single-sidedly
conducted a cold war for an entire morning. Usually, he would make use of
breaks between classes to tease Jiang Tian with a couple of lines. But, for
today, he didn’t even open WeChat, choosing instead to do three practice
By the time he finished the last question, stretched and rotated his neck,
he then realised that it was already past 12. There was suddenly a bustle of
human activity outside the balcony, like water about to reach its boiling
point.
Sheng Wang hopped over with the support of the wall, and saw a vast
sea of black hair shoot straight for the cafeteria like an avalanche. From his
Gao Tianyang was tall and sturdy, his energy as vibrant as the rainbow;
Sheng Wang pointed at the cafeteria, indicating for him to shut up,
scram, and stop calling out to him. However, this idiot misunderstood, and
thought Sheng Wang was hungry. He yelled again at once, “Hold on, Tian-ge
door.
Ever since the second day they moved into the dormitory, the entire
school heard of how the famously brilliant Jiang Tian of year two as well as
the transfer student running on hacks, Sheng Wang, were from the same
Tian was infamously aloof too, and those who wanted to gossip didn’t dare
to be too obvious about it, only daring to secretly discuss in small groups.
Then, they would spot some traces of it in daily interactions.
Two lines from Gao Tianyang basically trapped him in the vast sea of
people. With Sheng Wang slipping away, he was thoroughly surrounded by
the people around him, and all sorts of questions came pelting at him—
“Yang-ge! They’re really brothers?”
“Why do I recall that they both weren’t on good terms at the start?”
“Yeah. I’ve heard it before too.”
“That’s still up for debate, the higher up you go the more difficult it is
to change your placing. You think people like Tian-ge can be mass-
produced?”
“Even if he can’t make it into the top five, top 10 is amazing too.”
“Nobody knows for sure what lies ahead in the future, I scored first
fucking place for middle school’s combined exams too, but now I can’t even
people in the cafeteria increase with his very own eyes, he asked in despair,
“Don’t you all need to fucking eat? Can gossiping sustain you with magical
energy or? They’re bros, related, on hella good terms, any more and I’ll
KMS.”
When his good bro was left to struggle alone downstairs, Sheng Wang
heard the jingle of keys outside the dorm’s door.
Jiang Tian came in with a plastic bag filled with containers of food,
“Didn’t the cafeteria just open?” Sheng Wang did not expect him to be
this quick at all. He asked, full of doubt, “Old Gao hasn’t even made it there,
but you did?”
He wasn’t saying that Jiang Tian ran slower than Gao Tianyang, more
“Not from the cafeteria.” Jiang Tian took out the containers from the
plastic one by one, and the first box already showed suisines unavailable in
the cafeteria.
Old Man Ding was excellent at cooking, there were a few signature
dishes that nobody could mimic at all, one of which was this container of tofu
with minced pork. Sheng Wang had mentioned this to the nanny, Auntie Sun
before, and both she and Jiang Ou had tried to recreate it. The tofu was either
too tough, or the minced pork wasn’t fine enough, the flavours were different
too.
bring it here.”
This line of his skipped out on countless details: first of all, someone
had to tell Old Man Ding that Sheng Wang sprained his ankles. Secondly, they
also had to tell him that Sheng Wang came back to school. Thirdly, that his
ankle was swollen again and he couldn’t go up and down the stairs.
Lastly…...someone had to know what he wanted to eat the most.
Sheng Wang sat down by the table with respect and veneration; the
moment the lid came off, the aroma spilled out. He single-sidedly ended the
cold war he started this morning, and decided to resolve the awkwardness
Sheng Wang lazed away in the dorms for barely two days, and National
Day had arrived. Fuzhong did not accommodate according to the public
holidays, if they said three days of break, they meant three days of break.
Still, this was enough to send students over the moon.
Only at this time, did Sheng Wang realise what an awkward timing he
picked to go back to school at. He only had to grit his teeth for a few more
days and Jiang Tian would have already gone back. Great, now he made
Putting aside the issue of his dignity, if he decided to rush back home
today with a broken leg with Jiang Tian, he still had to come back with a
broken leg three days later? He clearly harboured hatred towards his foot if
he did so.
Therefore, the two discussed and settled on not leaving the dorms for
the three days of break, choosing to remain on campus.
Translator's notes:
National Day break is supposedly one week. However, due to labour laws
and probably hardcore academic cultures etc etc, and also by getting students
to have make-up lessons in lieu of the holidays or something, the seven day
may be shrunken to three days. Apparently there's a labour standards of
adjusting for not coming for work by making employees come on a day where
they are not working instead, like the weekends, to ensure that sufficient
labour hours are met. Also don't take me 100% on this.
Chapter 050 - Disturbance
He thought that there would be the tragic situation where the entire
residential block would be left with him and Jiang Tian. Unexpectedly, just
Block 6 alone, five rooms were not completely emptied, not to mention the
was too far, they wanted to make good use of the time to catch up with their
Then there were some with slightly more special reasons: for example,
their parents were too strict, and felt that “the mountains are tall, the emperor
was far” by staying in school. Or, the adults at home were out and they
in room 602, next door over, and it wasn’t just one of them. The students
staying in 602 came from a certain more special class in year two.
Jiangsu Gaokao required the students to take history for the humanities
stream, and physics for the science stream. The last elective subject was up
to you. Therefore, there came the more niche combinations like history +
chemistry.
Sheng Wang also only knew about how humanities students came in this
subject less than the other science students. In the ecological system of
Fuzhong, they accidentally became the most relaxed students in the whole
level.
certain degree. Therefore, despite how their classes were situated on the
topmost and bottommost floors, diagonally across each other in Mingli
Block, they became the two classes on best terms with each other, with many
personal friendships established across the two classes.
602 was also where two of Gao Tianyang’s scoundrelly friends stayed,
one named Mao Xiaobo, the other named Yu Tong. They were both on decent
terms with Jiang Tian, and so they rapidly developed into Sheng Wang’s
scoundrelly friends too over the National Day break.
The first day of break, Old Mao and Tong-zi popped over thrice out of
boredom.
First time round, it was 10 in the morning. The two of them came
charging over with a stack of papers respectively in their arms, and started
fake-crying the moment they entered. “Sheng-ge, Tian-ge, did your class give
out homework yet?”
Currently, Jiang Tian had just returned from his trip to the cafeteria to
buy breakfast, Sheng Wang was leisurely blowing at the spoon and slurping
up the porridge.
Upon hearing that, he casually pointed by the table, indicating the two
Old Mao fixed his eyes on it. “Damn, this thick? How many pieces?”
Sheng Wang picked out the carrot strips in the side dish strip by strip,
and used his spoon to scoop out a piece of boiled peas and ate it. He asked
Jiang Tian, “Was it 34 or 36? I didn’t count, I only heard Old Gao’s wails.”
“36,” Jiang Tian replied.
Old Mao and Tong-zi made eye contact, and stopped crying. They
pulled over two empty chairs and sat down by the table.
Tong-zi made a thumbs-up at Jiang Tian and Sheng Wang, saying,
“You’re living so tastefully! The tyrant is still the daddy! There’s 36 papers
waiting here, and you two still have the spare time to eat breakfast? If it’s
Old Mao and me, we won’t even have time to copy. Did nobody wail when
they gave these out?”
(t/n: Pun: 霸霸 就是 爸爸 (ba4ba4 jiushi ba4ba) ⇒ the tyrant/overlord (?) is still your daddy.)
Sheng Wang said, “Yeah, I did. I said people would think we’re having
our winter break if they didn’t know. But, I wasn’t physically in class, so the
teacher didn’t hear.”
“Our class gave out 19 papers, around half of what you guys got.”
Tong-zi respectfully spreaded the papers on the table, saying, “Can we
mooch over here for today? Maybe by basking under the glow of top
students, our train of thought will travel more smoothly while studying.”
“Sure,” Sheng Wang gladly said, “I love having people around to suffer
together.”
“You guys are still suffering more,” Old Mao politely said.
They dug out their pens, and waited for the two top students to study.
However, five minutes later, their Sheng-ge was still picking out the terribly
unfortunate carrots.
Jiang Tian pushed over the steamed dumplings. “Don’t bother anymore,
wanting to ask for a while now, did Fuzhong secretly contract a plot of carrot
field or something? The cafeteria stir-fries them all day every day, no matter
what dish, I see them. If they see a gap and stuff the needle like this for meat
too, that’ll be good.”
(t/n: 见缝插针/see a gap and stick a needle in it: To make use of last and every single inch. I
didn’t translate directly into the meaning in order for Old Mao’s part to make sense later.)
Old Mao gave a hollow laugh. “See a gap and stuffing the needle is
impossible, but the shredded meat is indeed thin enough to stuff through the
needle.”
should be done soon after eating two steamed dumplings. However, this
mister took a bite, and his nose abruptly scrunched.
What now……
extremely tiny red dot hidden within the stuffing. “See it? It’s everywhere.”
(t/n: 三鲜馅: sam sun stuffing in english, referring to the stuffing in dumplings made with
various ingredients depending on the region. I chose to omit the kind of stuffing in the translation.)
“Did you use your 5.3 vision all on this?” Jiang Tian deadpanned as he
pushed his own container of porridge, indicating Sheng Wang to put that
remaining half of a dumpling there.
In that moment, he felt that his and Old Mao’s appearance here wasn’t
exactly the right move to make, but his desire for studying suppressed that
moment of instinct.
complete one.”
Jiang Tian raised an eyebrow, and didn’t say anymore. He drank the
remaining bit of porridge.
When Tong-zi and Old Mao saw Jiang Tian keep the two containers,
they met each other’s eyes, internally saying, they’re finally done. However,
the moment they looked up, they saw Sheng Wang stuffing an egg tart into his
mouth.
(t/n: The phrasing here was actually more like: an animal carrying food away in its mouth (that
kind of grab))
Ancestor, why…...
(t/n: 祖宗: it does mean ancestor. In certain contexts it can be a term of endearment, or in this
one, refers to someone as hard to please/take care of/deal with as their ancestors.)
Old Mao and Tong-zi were both on the verge of breaking down.
at the container, “You two didn’t eat breakfast? Do you want some?”
Tong-zi squeezed out, “No, not hungry. We don’t have the habit of
Sheng Wang finally understood what the two were in a rush for. He
swatted away the flakes of pastry on his hands, quipping, “Dang, you two can
start first then, you need us to yell ‘Ready, get set, go’?”
switched on the phone’s screen, checked the time and said, “We still have
time.”
He placed the two containers into the garbage bag, tied it up, and then
both his hands reached out straight to Jiang Tian, his palms opened as he
Jiang Tian moved around the two outsiders, took two thick stacks of
papers at the corner of the table, and heavily slapped one onto Sheng Wang’s
hands.
It had been more than 40 minutes, this good sir had never left his chair;
everything was catered to his needs.
Tong-zi looked towards Old Mao, asking, “Is this still the Tian-ge we
know?”
Old Mao shook his head. “Nope.”
Sheng Wang found this slightly hilarious. He stuck out his left foot,
dangling his slippers, saying, “Are casualties not allowed to have a little
special treatment?”
them a smack each before sitting down by the table. He started a timer and
said, “Any more bullshit and you can go back to write it yourselves.”
The two instantly chickened out. “Zipping it now, not talking any
more.”
Overall, the entirety of year two roughly made the same amount of
levels. Therefore, Class A’s papers overlapped with Old Mao and Tong-zi’s
homework in a few parts, which was why they came over to mooch—
What if—no, wait—they definitely didn’t know how to do the last two
questions, they could borrow the two top students’ papers for a look when
they get to it. With these two’s support, they shouldn’t be in too much pain.
However, they soon found out, they were wrong, ridiculously wrong!
When Jiang Tian was setting the countdown timer, he tapped the
screen. Sheng Wang took a look, and changed the two hours to one and a half.
Tong-zi and Old Mao wistfully exclaimed, that top students are top
students after all; they had the exam mindset when doing their papers on a
Therefore, the two tacitly whipped out the chemistry paper, only to discover
Around 1h15min, when Old Mao and Tong-zi only reached the first
part of the third major question, Jiang Tian had already put down his pen.
He gave the paper a scan as he squeezed his finger joints, and used the
Tong-zi and Old Mao looked at him at the same time, their expressions
a little distressed. Jiang Tian glanced at them, saying, “It has got nothing to
do with you.”
Tong-zi and Old Mao then buried themselves in their work again.
Sheng Wang had been playing deaf from the start to the end; Jiang Tian,
unperturbed, placed the timer that he wouldn’t be using for the time being
Now, this was arrogant to the point of asking for a beating. Sheng Wang
rolled his eyes, and dragged over a random book to cover up the timer,
continuing to speedily write down the last formula.
The moment he started to hurry, his words grew wings and soared
again.
Jiang Tian could see how ugly his handwriting was all the way from
the other side of the table. He couldn’t help but remind, “Did you practise
your handwriting for nothing?”
Sheng Wang’s fingers paused, and slowed down with much reluctance,
obediently finishing the last line. Upon settling his pen down he went to stop
the timer. He checked, and he was slower than Jiang Tian by 10 minutes.
Sheng Wang was pissed to the point that he fell back against his chair.
Several beats later, he pointed at Jiang Tian in fury, “You’re screwed up.”
Jiang Tian didn’t lower himself to Sheng Wang’s level.
How this term affected him depended on people. If it came out from
Shi Yu, it just seemed uninteresting. If it came out of Sheng Wang, however, it
was especially delightful. The key was whether the person talking was
capable enough.
“How much is there left?” After Sheng Wang scolded his ge, he finally
in the end, two fingers were raised with a “There’s still two and a half
questions left!”
Jiang Tian didn’t appear to be convinced. “When I was done, you two
Tong-zi looked up, Sheng Wang saw his indignant look, and decided to
“Sure.” Sheng Wang restarted the timer with a new timing, took out a
paper and began to write.
Tong-zi couldn’t understand them at all. “Wouldn’t you puke from
doing three math assignments in a row?”
“These two are still okay, one is fill in the blanks, the other one is the
practice for annex questions,” Sheng Wang said, “they can be quickly done.”
Tong-zi and Old Mao were stuck on the last two questions. For every
single question, they tried at least five trains of thoughts, only to be met with
a train crash halfway through. By the time they finally managed to figure out
the first two parts of the second last question as well as the first part of the
last question with much tediousness, the two top students had already
completed the fill in the blanks practice, as well as half a page of the annex
questions.
Old Mao faintly said, “I don’t know if they’re puking, but I already
want to……”
They borrowed Sheng Wang and Jiang Tian’s completed papers, and
studied them for a while. By the time they completely understood, those two
Tong-zi clenched his jaws, saying, “Then let’s do another chem paper.”
This time round, Sheng Wang and Jiang Tian didn’t cause any further
blows, and obediently set the timer at 100 minutes. Tong-zi and Old Mao
went on their way with much ease.
In the end, the instant the timer reached zero, the two of them both
cursed, internally saying, to hell with ease!
The total time was 100 minutes, they did finish a chemistry paper in
that time, that’s true, but Jiang Tian and Sheng Wang settled two……
They did know Class A were fast at doing questions, but in no freaking
papers with a few clean moves, cupped his fist at them, and said,
“Farewell.”
too.”
The two ran away like they were escaping from famine, leaving Sheng
Sheng Wang used the joints of his finger to rub his nose, slightly
sheepish. The reason why breakfast was late was because he played dead
and tried to have a lie-in, no matter how Jiang Tian dug him out he refused to
get up. Somehow, he managed to resume his sleep on his stomach, by the time
he opened his eyes it was nearly 10am.
“Then, let us do English before we find food to eat?” he asked, probing
out.
Jiang Tian nodded and said, sure.
Now that the masses who were butting in had just left, Sheng Wang
didn’t bother setting a countdown anymore. He was already at roughly the
same speed as Jiang Tian, they could only go faster and faster, no slowing
down subconsciously.
He glimpsed at the starting time, and began writing.
what Jiang Tian did by putting the phone screen next to him was the subtle
form of being extra, then he was being obviously extra.
He copied Jiang Tian by using his fingers to tap on the table. The
person opposite didn't even look up. His fingers mimicked the motion of
walking, crawling forward on the table for a distance, and then knocked a
few more times.
Jiang Tian continued to not pay any heed.
Sheng Wang’s finger crawled on forward again, and went straight to
pressing the paper opposite down, knocking quite a few times. If he could
pushed away Sheng Wang’s meddling fingers. After not budging despite two
pushes, he simply covered up that entire hand with his.
His eyes were lowered as he looked at that hand, the mirth at the
corner of his lips slowly dimming away. The touch on his skin suddenly
himself.
With a hand squeezing the joints of his fingers, he settled down his pen
Translator’s notes:
So there’s that further insight into Jiangsu’s/Fuzhong’s subject combinations!
Funnily I was in a class like the residents of 602 at one point and can confirm
it’s really Like This.
Also handholding ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
Chapter 051 - Thief
asking, “Let’s get something to eat, I’m starving to death. What do you want?”
Jiang Tian was the exact opposite of Sheng Wang: this person wasn’t
picky with his food at all. No matter if it was delicious or terrible tasting, he
could swallow it down without blinking an eye. If you asked him how was
mooch off for meals, for Old Man Ding, it was as though he had been
pointing at Jiang Tian, “This boy has no sense of taste, no matter how much
salt I put, how much sugar, whether I used soy sauce or vinegar, he couldn’t
tell at all!”
The old man would occasionally invent some new dishes on a whim,
and Jiang Tian still wouldn’t be able to tell. Every single time, the old man
would have to throw his old face to the wind, point at the plate and ask,
“Look at the new dish I just made, how was it?”
This asshole would then reveal a trace of shock, saying, “Didn’t you
make it before?”
The old man was so pissed that he desperately wanted to smack him
When Sheng Wang just began going there, the old man had already
heard of how especially picky this child was, giving him the impression that
he was yet another one bound to cause anger, therefore he didn’t hold much
—all he did was to change the green chilli to Hang Chilli and Sheng Wang
could already taste the difference, saying that he preferred the newer flavour.
Old Man Ding felt like he found gold right there and then.
This caused much puzzlement in Jiang Tian for quite a period of time;
once, when he really couldn’t bear it anymore, he took the chance to ask the
replied, “Really?”
“If he isn’t a delight, would you bring him here?” Old Man Ding had
the look of saying “all you know is to be stubborn with your words”, and
mercilessly refused to give him an out. “You even tried to get me to lure him
here for food, you think I didn’t know?”
Jiang Tian drained the water in the bowl, stubbornly refusing to admit
He mulled for several moments, and added, “You picked someone with
a smooth tongue, who knows what’s what, and is better at praising than you
do.”
Jiang Tian internally said, old people are truly easy to lie to.
In conclusion, Old Man Ding and Sheng Wang managed to hit it off all
the way across the insurmountable chasm of 60+ years of differences in their
ages, and the old man began his journey of invention from then onwards.
Every few days or so, he would create some strange and new dishes, with
Sheng Wang even being especially supportive, pleasing the old man until he
couldn’t tell north south from the east west. Ultimately, the unfortunate one
was still Jiang Tian.
the pair of old man and youngster would then start to eat.
From that onwards, Jiang Tian developed a new habit: when he ate, he
had to request for “not too weird”, because when certain people started to
mess around, they were absolutely unstoppable.
When Sheng Wang heard this request, he started laughing. His head
was lowered as he scrolled on his phone. Who knew what sort of no good
was he up to, but it managed to wash away the awkwardness from that earlier
moment of tension.
for tonight? The people delivering food can enter campus during the
holidays, I’ve ordered some crayfish and clams, it’ll be reaching real soon!”
(t/n: babas: Remember the pun for tyrant and daddy earlier? The text said 霸霸, tyrant style, but
it can also sound like 爸爸/daddy/papa, so I chose to keep what it sounded like. )
over.
always conduct random spot checks on the dorms? The auntie would check
the tables and cabinets, but not open up the suitcases, so therefore—”
beer!
Tong-zi was still asking for credit, “Tell me, is this not awesome!”
Sheng Wang slowly raised his thumb at him, saying, “You might as well
open a shop too.”
“I did!” Tong-zi said, “Oh, yeah, just did for a week. It’s a business
running on a small capital, the publicity hasn’t caught up yet, also mostly
because I didn’t come to your dorm for business. I don’t exactly like your
dorm’s Shi Yu, and that Qiu Wenbin looks like a law-abiding man, what if he
Old Mao pointed at Tong-zi as he said, “Our sixth floor makes going
up and down pretty troublesome, right? This bastard had taken over all of the
instant noodles, ham, spicy sticks, chips from the convenience store
downstairs, he even supplies hot water for the entire day. So many people on
the sixth floor would make their way here to buy noodles from him when they
get hungry at night.
Tong-zi said, “I even hid poker cards and mahjong tiles under my bed
ordered BBQ delivery on the spot in order to shut this commerce whiz’s
mouth.
“Two packets of crayfish for four people isn’t exactly enough, that’s
true,” Old Mao said, “but Sheng-ge, don’t order too much either.”
Sheng Wang said, “I roughly ordered a few sticks, probably not that
much.”
Old Mao wanted to say sure, but when he saw Jiang Tian’s expression,
he wasn’t so sure. Therefore, Tong-zi and him waited for the food delivery,
coincidentally arrived too. Tong-zi and Old Mao jumped at the chance to go
down and take it, Jiang Tian added, “I’ll go downstairs too.”
Tong-zi: “No need, the two of us will do.”
seeing four giant bags printed with “During Those Years BBQ”, he internally
along too, without him, it would really be too difficult to carry everything.
by them all too easily. Therefore, he swallowed his words, and changed it to
some self-awareness.
“......”
They carried four giant bags of BBQ, two packets of crayfish as well
breaking down.
food delivery. Tong-zi and Old Mao peered at the packaging: it appeared to
be plain tasting dishes like coconut chicken. They thought Jiang Tian himself
was the one who wanted to eat it, but when they opened up everything
upstairs, they found out that it was the ‘casualty’s meal’ that he ordered for
Sheng Wang.
The casualty kicked up a fuss on the spot, nearly taking JT down with
me eat these tasteless things. Are you doing it on freaking purpose?” Sheng
Jiang Tian was caught in his death hug, and had lowered his head out of
necessity. Perhaps it was out of friction from rubbing against his arm, or
maybe his throat was rumbling from his deep chuckle, but his Adam’s apple
The laugh disappeared from him, and he dragged over two boxes of
medicine from the head of the bed as he remained in the hostage position.
With a twitch of his pointer finger, he turned the box to the back, pointing at
the instructions as he said, “Take a look yourself.”
Sheng Wang didn’t need to read it to already know what was written on
it—the patient is supposed to avoid hot and spicy food, and anything too
surrounding masses with bitterness in his eyes. Tong-zi and Old Mao
internally said, what sins did we commit to be going through this suffering
now?
gave up when they reached the last skewer. They leaned back against the
chair, and fell into a food coma as they rubbed their stomachs, watching Jiang
Just as he ate the topmost piece, his phone suddenly vibrated twice.
While he looked down to reply to the message with a single hand, Sheng
Wang’s keen eyes and even faster acting mouth snatched away the meat with
Jiang Tian tossed his phone back onto his bed, giving him a flat look.
Sheng Wang smirked provocatively, and finished the cartilage noisily.
indeed longer than a weekend break. But, when they were described as short,
then they were truly short. Time flew past like a whoosh.
Sheng Wang and Jiang Tian were fast, and only spent a day and a half
on completing all their homework. If Sheng Wang didn’t sprain his ankle,
they even still had time to go out and roam freely. Unfortunately, reality kept
them rooted to the same spot.
Before that, when Sheng Wang got anything and everything he wanted
in his house, he was so bored to the point of nearly growing mould. He was
stuck in the dorm for a day and a half, with nearly zero entertainment, yet he
and the classroom were directly controlled by the school, after the start of
Boys at this age were naturally warm and full of heat, they couldn’t
tolerate warm temperatures. Therefore, the geniuses of 602 decided to sleep
with their door open at night, taking advantage of the safety of the school as
well as the high floor they stayed on, experiencing the feeling of “doors wide
open at night” for themselves. With the door and the balcony both open to the
wind, and the night wind going from the south to the north, the entire dorm
According to them, this was past experience passed down from the
seniors of previous batches, they did this every year. Up till now, nothing
went wrong. Upon seeing someone take the lead, the other dorms all
followed suit. Other than 601, that is.
Sheng Wang and Jiang Tian weren’t particularly sticklers for rules, and
they didn’t exactly avoid doing things that resulted in them getting directly
called out by the residence manager on the public blackboard too. The reason
why they didn’t do so, was because they merely felt that the dorm at night
was a very private personal space, just like how one would close the
decide to have a lie-in? There’s no barrier when other people want to pop
over, how unseemly that would be.
As the saying goes, You can’t help but to run into ghosts if you keep
walking at night. With an entire row of dormitory rooms leaving their doors
wide open recklessly for several days, a ghost finally paid them a visit in the
When Sheng Wang saw a figure, he had just broken free of a dream that
was akin to someone chasing him down to kill him. He wasn’t fully awake
yet, and as he blearily opened his eyes, he faintly saw someone go past his
bed.
dreaming. As he followed along his dream, he recalled the figure that passed
by his bed, and suddenly realised that something was wrong: Jiang Tian wore
a white T-shirt to bed, why would the figure be all black? Not to mention, he
had a cold white skin tone, as long as there was a tiny bit of light shining in at
night, there was no way the figure would be this unclear.
Sheng Wang turned around, wrapped up in his blankets, and then was
startled awake with a jerk.
He sat up straight, and scanned around. Both the upper bunks and lower
bunks opposite him were empty, there were only clothes left hanging at the
balcony, floating upwards and sinking with the wind. There wasn’t any noise
in the direction of the bathroom.
Sheng Wang got down from the bed, and reached up to tap on the
person on the upper bunk.
“Jiang Tian,” he softly called.
The other person wasn’t in a deep sleep either, with one call and he
was awake. His eyes were barely open as he looked at the side of the bed,
hoarseness in his voice, “What’s going on?”
“Did you come down just now?” Sheng Wang asked.
“No.” Jiang Tian understood the meaning after he answered the
question. He sat up, rubbed the bridge of his nose to get himself awake, and
came down from the upper bunk. “What did you see?”
“Maybe I was just dreaming?” Sheng Wang said.
The two walked one round around the dorm. Initially, they didn’t find
anything wrong either. Just as they both silently agreed that it was a dream,
His foot was already on the ladder; he took it back down, and opened
up the door to the balcony when he walked over there.
The clothes were still wet after they were washed and left hanging to
dry, causing puddles to form on the floor. Someone accidentally stepped into
a puddle, and left a few footprints behind. If they woke up any later, the
Without a second word, Sheng Wang grabbed his phone and called the
people on duty for the dormitories. Before long, the auntie on duty came up
with two security guards, the row of dorms on the sixth floor all lit up one by
one.
The dorm check took roughly more than an hour, and it was basically
confirmed that they were visited by a thief. The dorms that left their doors
wide open more or less had some losses, with Tong-zi suffering the heaviest
loss. 601, on the contrary, didn’t really lose anything at all. It was possible
that Sheng Wang’s sleep talk managed to spook the thief.
Now that trouble had occurred in the dorms, the school didn’t dare to
drag their feet to manage it at all. The dormitory office soon made a police
report, and the auntie summoned the few residential students who left their
dorms open for guests for a bout of reprimands.
By the time various issues were settled, it was already four in the
morning.
The auntie made a blacklist, and hurried them back to sleep. Before
they left, she reminded, still apprehensive, “Even if they are investigating, it
still takes a few days, we can’t guarantee that the thief wouldn’t be daring
enough to sneak in again. He even dared to climb around the sixth floor. All
of you, watch out when you sleep at night for the next few days, if you’re
scared, share beds or go home for a couple of days. Anything is fine, as long
as safety comes first. If you’re going back, be sure to sign out with me.”
If they wanted to stop thieves, it was actually still quite difficult. After
all, the dorms were so stuffy, even if they closed the door at night, there was
no way they would shut the windows too. That thief probably reached in
The dormitory auntie was worried that something bad would happen to
the students, it was pretty normal for her to nag a few more times. However,
Sheng Wang felt that the thief probably wouldn’t be coming again any time
soon, therefore, he continued to leave the window open for ventilation.
Sheng Wang washed his hands, and chatted with Jiang Tian for awhile
as he sat cross-legged on his bed. Only when the sound of human voices
gradually faded, and the night was restored to its tranquil state, he then felt a
few hints of sleepiness.
When Jiang Tian was prepared to go to the upper bunk, Sheng Wang
was slumped sideways against the wall, on the verge of dozing off with his
blanket wrapped around him.
His eyes were half-open as he quietly watched Jiang Tian place his
phone on the upper bunk. His spacious white T-shirt loosely pressed against
He saw Jiang Tian stop in the midst of his action. He suddenly lowered
his head, looking over to Sheng Wang as he leaned against the bed railing. He
asked, “Scared?”
Sheng Wang was submerged in drowsiness, he was a little slow to
react. He said a “hm” in doubt before he realised why Jiang Tian was saying.
He was actually rather bold: he dared to watch horror films with the
lights off, and play the VR edition of horror games. He had been alone in his
house for so long, it was enough for his nerves to be thicker than anyone
else’s. Otherwise, he wouldn’t have gone straight to leaving his bed to check
He totally could have said “No way I’ll be scared”, but his lips only
Qiu Wenbin’s bed opposite them lightly trembled. Sheng Wang suddenly
made space by moving inwards on his bed. He lifted his chin at the empty
spot, saying, “The auntie said we can share beds. It may not be possible to
share the upper and lower bunk, but I can spare you half.”
two chillies. Anyways, fun fact time! The first one was 尖青椒
((sharp/pointed) green chilli), and researching shows that it might just be
your common green chilli, of the Capsicum frutescens L. variety. The second
“jilin chilli”). I called it Hang Chilli (I couldn’t find an English name and
thus the spiral into research sighs) due to the meaning behind its name: it was
first planted successfully in Hangzhou (also capital of Zhejiang City in
China). The differences between the two chillies are as listed: green chilli is
longer and more slender, some would call it spindle-shaped or finger shaped,
with a smooth surface. The major difference is that it has a pointed tip at the
end, with no curve at all. Whereas Hang Chili is a hybrid chilli, with a goat
horn-like shape, and a slightly wrinkled surface. It has a gradual turn to
pointedness, slightly curving along at the end. Texture wise, Hang Chilli has
a thinner skin and is on the softer side, green chilli has firmer flesh. In terms
of heat/spiciness, Hang Chilli is moderately spicy, and isn’t too ‘dry’. Green
chilli meanwhile is slightly spicy, with its red counterpart being extremely
spicy. However, according to the author of the article I’m largely referencing
from, the Hang Chilli that people usually buy from markets are no longer pure
authentic Hang Chilli, for instance they may be bigger, and the skin thicker.
Edit: see shortly after this I found out that Hangjiao is indeed a thing in
English, but it all refers to a type of chilli that was breeded/made/grown in
outer space from China, with no explicit reference that it is the very same
chilli that was made and grown in Hangzhou. A cursory search for space
chilli in cn suggests that its green bell peppers so like?? I can’t tell if they
actually use the Hangjiao for outer space plant experiments too?
Also chicken cartilage skewers: ngl the text didn’t mention it was chicken,
but a general search suggests that it’s likely chicken. TIL that it’s apparently
edible. Apparently, the cartilage usually came from chicken
sternum/breastbone, but it is also possible to use the one in the knees (yes
chickens have knees but it’s not where you think it is). It contains a bit of
meat, and when you roast it with salt it tastes especially sweet and tender.
flavourful hello
how he lodged over in Old Man Ding’s house when he was little, he always
curled up by that old and worn sofa by himself; no matter how Old Man Ding
persuaded and coaxed him, he refused to sleep on the bed.
There was only ever one time that he did: “Leader” had peed on the
sofa, and the stench was truly soul rapturing. Old Man Ding removed the sofa
cover as well as seat cushions, and washed them for two entire rounds. He
even left the frame outside to dry, leaving Jiang Tian with no other choice but
to make do by sharing a bare wooden bed with Old Man Ding for a night.
The bare wooden bed was very spacious, more than enough for two
whole adult humans to sleep on. Moreover, Jiang Tian was still tiny back
then, he could be counted as half of one. Coupled with the old man’s giant
however, when he opened his eyes in the middle of the night, he found Jiang
When this kid slept, he was like a living radar: if you shift a little bit
towards him, he would subconsciously shift away to the other side of the
bed. He would rather freeze with no blankets covering him, than to huddle up
against someone to sleep.
Old Man Ding initially thought that that brat was shunning the place, it
was only later did he understand that that wasn’t the case. It was just that he
had been alone for too long; he could sleep in any given environment, but he
wasn’t used to being close to people at all.
Jiang Tian didn’t know what he was like when he’s asleep, of course.
He could only recall the giant dark circles under Old Man Ding’s eyes as
well as the constant yawns for the entirety of the next day.
From that onwards, he had never shared a bed with someone else ever
again……
The bed in that bedroom was bigger than Old Man Ding’s bare wooden
bed by one entire round, there was enough space for three, even. Not to
mention two. For that one instance, Jiang Tian genuinely hesitated.
He only draped the blanket over Sheng Wang, tucked in twice, and
wrapped a certain person up into a cocoon wordlessly, as though he was
being mischievous. For himself though, he took out a blanket from the
wardrobe, and made do with resting his head on the table for the night.
He knew that Sheng Wang had a sensitive disposition, therefore he
went as far to pretend that he slept on the bed the next day.
Smack—
“What are you zoning out for?” Sheng Wang reached out, lightly
snapping his fingers.
Jiang Tian came back to himself, and saw how his hand burrowed back
under his blankets, like a cat who got sleepy while sitting on its hind legs. He
lowered his head, restraining his yawn, and his clear eyes were instantly
fogged up by a layer of mist.
said.
Sheng Wang was a little confused. “I don’t think so? Didn’t I share
Jiang Tian felt like he dug a hole for himself, the kind he couldn’t
“This bed is like one metre plus wide at most, can it really fit two blankets?”
No way it could, no doubt.
Jiang Tian quietly contemplated as he held onto the bed railing, and
Sheng Wang shared half a blanket, with him being covered by the other
half. There were no railings for the lower bunk either; according to what Old
Man Ding said years ago, it wouldn’t be too long before he would fall off the
flashed by in his mind. He felt Sheng Wang lightly turn around, his lightly
curved back as well as his shoulder blades pressed up against him. Warmth
from another body was diffused to him; the temperature was slightly higher
than his.
Even though he was going on about being sleepy earlier, Sheng Wang
didn’t fall asleep that quickly. Jiang Tian could tell.
Not that long later, Sheng Wang finally couldn’t keep it up anymore and
gave in to sleep, his breathing becoming calm and even.
Jiang Tian turned to look, and saw the collarbone that was slightly
protruded due to his lowered head.
would be awake until daybreak, but in reality, not even a few minutes had
passed before he felt the call for sleep, like the warmth from the body closely
Jiang Tian was awakened by the rustling sound of the door opening.
When he opened his eyes, everything outside the windows were clear and
bright.
heavy boulder due to the residential block collapsing after the school started
getting haunted. There was even a dream where he was playing basketball
weight.
Sheng got too warm in his sleep, and piled up the blanket all on him.
over him.
Jiang Tian numbly stared at the bed board on the upper bunk, and
from Old Man Ding ten years ago were unable to be proven, because
someone wouldn’t give him a chance to fall off at all.
“What the fuck!”
Shi Yu’s voice abruptly rang, and Qiu Wenbin went “ow” for a while,
clanging noises that came from the schoolbag crashing against the bed frame,
had completely aroused Jiang Tian from his sleep.
He turned to look, and saw the two dormmates watching him with their
jaws gaping open, the spitting image of having just seen a ghost.
Sheng Wang moved a bit from all the racket, and looked around with
bleary eyes…...the dorm was nothing but a blur, he couldn’t see anything
clearly. He then lowered his head, wanting to bury himself back inside the
blanket to recover for a bit. That was, until the “blanket” was a little stiff to
Sheng Wang looked up once again in confusion, and saw Jiang Tian’s
face.
Jiang Tian could get up at last. He leaned against the railing at the head
of the bed, and was about to to exercise his right hand which had gone numb.
Upon hearing that, he paused in his action, and said neutrally, “No, am I
stupid?”
The two of them carried all sorts of luggage in various sizes, their
schoolbags had already fallen to their elbows, looking both unkempt and
comical. They somehow managed to stay frozen for a long while before
Shi Yu looked an entire round at the dorm. “There’s even six beds in
here……”
And it’s still not enough for you two to sleep???
Sheng Wang was stuck. He shot a glance at Jiang Tian, and explained to
the two of them in all seriousness, “There’s a thief in the dorms last night,
have you heard?”
Shi Yu was a little lost, it was Qiu Wenbin instead who let out an “oh”,
saying, “I was registering the number of luggage I have with the auntie just
now—”
“Yeah, nearly everyone has some losses on our entire floor, I even saw
a human figure.”
“Figure?”
Sheng Wang described what happened last night; this person watched
games. When he narrated, he was so good at creating the ambience that Shi
Yu’s tanned face managed to turn white.
potential for more danger.” Shi Yu desperately held onto his pride as he
defended himself, and after that, he asked Sheng Wang, “So did the person get
caught?”
“You wish, the report was only made last night.” Sheng Wang quoted
the residence manager upon seeing his chance, “This incidence is pretty
spooky, so the auntie said that if we’re scared we can share beds.”
Qiu Wenbin was about to say “I wasn’t really scared” when he saw Shi
*
The school is a piece of fertile land, with too many nutrients, any sort
of people can come out of it. The news about the thief entering the boy’s
dormitories soon spreaded throughout the entire school, and people kept on
approaching Sheng Wang and Jiang Tian to ask about what they experienced
that night. Some did it out of concern, some simply thought that it was
thrilling.
Jiang Tian used only a single line of “I didn’t see” to get rid of all the
busybodies. Sheng Wang, at the start, still briefly narrated out of politeness.
suppose”.
Either way, it was Shi Yu—who wasn’t in the dorm that night—who
In the next few days, new rumours constantly popped up left and right:
on her bed, strange footprints were found on the balcony and along the
corridors, someone heard someone sticking something in the keyhole in the
wee hours of the night. There were even a few dorms who solemnly swore
that they met a thief too. With both truths and lies being completely mixed up,
Shi Yu declared that as long as the rumours weren’t gone, there was no
way he was sleeping on his own bed; his bed was opposite the closet.
Sometimes, when the closet doors were not closed shut, the doors would
occasionally creak open in the middle of night.
The one who suffered was Qiu Wenbin. He’s already fat, and disliked
being warm. With an extra scaredy-cat crowding him on his bed, he woke up
drenched in sweat every single day. The scaredy-cat was clearly disdainful
of that, but he still insisted on not leaving.
collaborative care, recovered very well. By the last third of October, he was
pretty much barely affected by it. It would just get a little swollen if he ran
for a long time or if he kept hopping and jumping.
Sheng Wang basically moved back to the upper bunk. This “basically”
was also dependent on the state of his ankle.
He came back with a notebook, and announced the new regulations for
“change of class”.
“I’m going to be honest: it’s more severe this time. For certain students
in our class who are too used to slacking off, this is probably a bolt from the
blue.” He Jin’s expression was solemn. “In the past, it's the last three places
for the major exams like midterms and finals who would have to leave. But,
you all know deep down that there’s definitely more than three who scored
out of the top 50 places.”
“I get it, we all have ups and downs when it comes to exams, just like a
waveform graph. You may be in an especially good state for this exam, but
next time it might not be as good, then next next time, it’s better again. It
basically comes in alternation. Therefore, while I personally think that just
because you aren’t in the top 50 for a major exam, it doesn’t mean that you
don’t have what it takes to be in Class A—no, it doesn’t work like that—”
She paused, and continued, “—Your placing can still reflect the fruit of
your learning for a period of time, the adjustment of your state is also part of
that. Therefore, don’t think that this new rule is out to make your lives
difficult on purpose, the school’s purpose will never be that. Rather, it is for
the sake that your lives wouldn’t be made difficult after you leave the
school.”
“So what’s the new rule, teacher?” Someone couldn’t help but ask.
He Jin said, “Our class has 45 people, and 45 seats. Therefore, the
first 45 places in the major exam would be in Class A. Those who are behind
these places will be sent to the corresponding classes. 46-90 will be in Class
B, 91 to 136 would be in Class 1, and so on and so forth. For students in
other classes, if they make it into the first 45 places, no matter how many of
Sheng Wang said, “Hey, don’t die yet, I’m staying in the elimination
zone too.”
“You call that staying? Yours is clearly passing by!” Gao Tianyang
said.
“I haven’t taken an exam for a while now, ever since I broke my leg, I
don’t have the feel for it anymore. Maybe this time round I can’t pass by, and
when we’re all exiled together, you might still get company.” Sheng Wang
tried to console him, but the moment he turned around after he was done
The pen around Jiang Tian’s fingers spun for one round, and smacked
against the notebook, his expression ice cold.
Sheng Wang studied it for a few seconds, and changed his mind. “I
think I’ll try to pass by.”
Gao Tianyang: “?”
A week and a half before midterms, Sheng Wang found the time to
make yet another trip to the sickbay. He finally acquired teacher Lu’s orders:
he could finally stop taking medication for his ankles, and he no longer
needed to avoid any food.
been back for a while now, it’s time to make up for the meal he owed
everyone when he got a prize.
Translator’s notes:
Google searched:
Steelyard weight
Types of bed frames/types of bed/bed board/structure of a bed/bed
terminologies
Cat body language
Cat sitting positions
whole wooden board) might be good for your health and it's what people like
old man ding (the older generation) may do!
Not gonna lie I had 3 chapters done over the weekend but a certain piece of
news motivated me with enough spite to do two more so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
Chapter 053 - Meal Gathering
opposite of other places: the others were the busiest during the holidays, they
left the school. There were slightly fewer customers in the BBQ store than
usual, but there was still a queue. Fortunately, the boss gave them special
privileges and left Class A the biggest spot.
Sheng Wang’s previous classes had also held gatherings like this
before, but when they said “the whole class”, having only half who showed
actually turn up in the end. Other than those with their personal grudges and
issues with Sheng Wang and Jiang Tian, along with those who were genuinely
Zhao Xi saved enough seats for them, but he did not expect them to be
literally filled up in all honesty. When he saw the sea of black hair swarming
in, the term “The whole nest has come out” was the only thing left in his
mind.
(t/n: 倾巢而出: the whole nest has come out, meaning the enemy has sent out their full
strength)
broke, eating skewers already had the effect of the appetite of 1 + 1 >
Not even a moment later, Chuizi, who was in charge of loading and
unloading the stocks, left the shop hectically in his vehicle.
Sheng Wang went to find Zhao Xi and Lin Beiting, upon seeing the back
of the vehicle, he asked, bemused, “Why’s Chuizi-ge leaving? He’s not going
as they carried the buckets of beer and drinks along. “When he saw this many
people, he ran away like his ass was on fire. He’s scared that you guys
wouldn’t have enough to eat, so he went to top-up the stocks.”
Gao Tianyang stuck out his head from the private booth. “What top-
up?”
Sheng Wang was concise, “Scared that you all will eat the store
empty.”
and the girls, “They keep going on about losing weight and dieting and
practising inedia and ascending to the heavens, they probably would barely
make a dent.”
Chilli smacked his back with her palm. “You’re the one who’s
ascending!”
“Aiyo what the f—” Gao Tianyang’s swear had already half exploded
from his mouth, and yet he swallowed it back down under the girls’ glares.
He was like a long-armed orang utan with the way he was covering his back.
“How are you this strong? My back is already swollen.”
Gao Tianyang put his palms together, “Okokok, my bad. You don’t need
to fast and lose weight, you don’t need to practise inedia and ascend to the
heavens. You’ll eat more than us, is this fine now?”
Zhao Xi took it all in, and suddenly used his shoulder to nudge Sheng
saying a single word. He roughly understood what Zhao Xi was poking fun at
him about: Little Chilli’s blush was too obvious, and he wasn’t blind either.
Still, he did not feel that this meant anything, some people just happen
to flush easily. There was a boy named Cheng Wen in their class, he was
born easily flushed, and his face turned red regardless of who he spoke to in
class. According to this logic, he ought to be in love with the entire class.
Just as Sheng Wang was about to debate with Zhao Xi using that boy as
an example, he heard Zhao Xi rib, “The little girl has chased Xiao-Gao
around for two entire rounds already, why is this so? That’s because Xiao-
Gao said that she ate more than boys right in front of you.”
His grounds for an argument instantly lost its purpose, therefore his
do any stupid thing that you can think of, you want your dignity only in front
of the person you want to woo.”
everyone, thank you very much, go ask Jiang Tian if you don’t buy it.
However, after some mulling over he figured to not take it seriously, and
made an inviting gesture with much veneration, “Whatever, I don’t dare to
have one. Teacher Zhao, please take your seat.”
Other than that period of time when they just started their business,
Zhao Xi and Lin Beiting didn’t consciously behave like the boss. The two of
them actually came down to the store quite rarely, and even when they did,
they merely took up a table and enjoyed the skewers.
Therefore, even without the both of them, the servers still did their jobs
quite well. Class A saved the two of them seats, and after notifying the
tendon...this, this and this, all of them.” Sheng Wang checked his order with
the server, washed his hands and entered too.
standing directly in front of the air conditioner, using his face to enjoy it. He
replied, without even looking back, “Beats me, I’m too warm to be sending a
“Eh, Sheng-ge’s here.” That person asked Sheng Wang, “Where did
Tian-ge go?”
“He went to the alley in front to pass someone something.” Sheng Wang
Next, someone was acting worrisome again. “How about Lin-ge then?
Why isn’t Lin-ge here too?”
lose control and get too drunk, it’s there just in case.”
“Don’t lie to kids. Be clear that who’s the one that’s scared of getting
“Why are you so good at picking the time,” Zhao Xi said, annoyed.
“Punctuality.” Lin Beiting weaved through various tables, and sat down
by the seat to Zhao Xi’s right. When he settled the box in front of Zhao Xi, it
was six o’ clock on the dot. It was the stipulated time of the BBQ, yup, he’s
indeed on time.
too much, and was a little tempted. “You wouldn’t get drunk after eating
this?”
“Nuh-uh.”
Jiang Tian : ?
Jiang Tian: ?
Jiang Tian: Why would you need to eat a pill
Jiang Tian: ……
Due to the fact that he wasn’t wearing his earpiece, WeChat, that
was able to attract the attention of the entire table. Sheng Wang let out a
Sheng Wang was caught in the act, and figured that he might as well
show the message to the topic of the conversation himself. Zhao Xi snorted,
and changed Jiang Tian’s voice message to text. “Lemme hear what he
replied.”
Jiang Tian: He has a reason for doing so, back when he just came back
he hurt himself by drinking at too many gatherings, so now he has them for
backup. You need it with how easily drunk you get?
Although the speech was converted to text, Sheng Wang’s brain still
Zhao Xi laughed from the message; he recalled the way Sheng Wang
held onto the beer mug last time, and just as he was about to follow up with a
you?
sore spot.
Sheng Wang’s fingers flew and mercilessly sent him an entire column
After he beat Jiang Tian up, locked his screen and lifted his head, he
saw an odd expression on Zhao Xi.
“Oh, I forgot to ask.” Sheng Wang unlocked his screen again, and asked
Ou had brought back a few days ago, they picked some to give to Old Man
Ding.
Sheng Wang was a little bemused, and sent a question mark over.
Sheng Wang stilled, and looked up on instinct. The doors were half-
open, and Jiang Tian stood there with a hand on the handle. He lowered his
eyes as he locked his phone screen, and tossed the phone into his pocket.
“Tian-ge!”
Various voices chorused disjointedly as they greeted him, Gao
Tianyang called, “Your ass is finally here! I’m about to die from hunger.”
“Why don’t you eat if you’re going to die from hunger?” Jiang Tian slid
past the gaps between the stools as he talked to Gao Tianyang, automatically
pulling out the stool next to Sheng Wang and sitting down.
“We’re waiting for you, duh!” Gao Tianyang said, “With so many
gaping maws around, if we don’t wait for you before serving the food, you
will literally not even get to eat the sticks.”
Jiang Tian leaned against the chair, and scoffed. He then greeted Zhao
Xi and Lin Beiting too before turning his eyes to Sheng Wang. His head was
slightly tilted down, and he quietly said, “Let’s go to Beyond Parasol Trees
after this?”
“Sure,” Sheng Wang said, “and the pears?”
“Left it at the counter, will take it when we leave.”
The server came over to double check the number of people, and
finally started to serve the skewers in giant platters. Platters after platters
were served. There were a lot of people today, and Sheng Wang had 100 as a
minimum for every type. When they served the food, it was truly quite the
spectacular sight.
The voices of those slamming their palms on the tables and clinking
their cups all blended in together in a ghastly howl, those who could drink all
poured themselves iced beer, and the gathering was suddenly in full swing.
Zhao Xi and Lin Beiting were older than this group of boys and girls
by more than 10 years, but they didn’t appear out of place as they sat amongst
them. As compared to teachers, Class A students felt that they were more like
their seniors, and friendliness was mixed in with their admiration towards
them. They dared to joke with them, and tease too.
When a group of people are gathered together, they can only enjoy
themselves when there’s a common topic.
in year 1 who tragically got caught for climbing over the wall to go on the
internet, and when Old Xu dragged them down their heads were still covered
in black trash bags, XXX from Class 7 was caught for dating XXX from
Due to their overly excited state, they even reached out their claws of
gossip towards Zhao Xi. Lin Beiting was sterner, and everyone didn’t exactly
dare to ask.
“Xi-ge, have you done something like this back in high school before?”
Everyone started joining in the cajoling, and all fixed their eyes on
Zhao Xi as they held back on their laughter.
you have to properly study when you ought to. You wouldn’t want to
flashback to liking so-so-so in high school, and flunking everything just
because of that, and that’s why you are in this state now etc. That would be
unfortunate.”
Sheng Wang chugged down three glasses of iced beer with the skewers.
He was composed on the surface, but his mind was starting to swim. Maybe
he was affected by the alcohol or something, but he kept feeling like Zhao Xi
Next……
anymore. He used his chopsticks and leisurely picked out the soft tendon on
the metal stick. The moment he looked up, 30+ pairs of eyes were sparkling
at him.
“Why are you like this?!” Everyone didn’t dare to fight him either, they
said, “Then my grades fluctuated too much and nearly gave my homeroom
Those who were there all knew how amazing his grades were, when
they heard that, expressions of surprise all showed up on their faces. “No
their bad days or two. I had a bad temper back then, it’s fine if I'm so pissed
that I was gonna explode, but I was too apt at fanning the flames too, so
whenever I fou……”
His words jammed, and he chuckled, his fingers tracing the rim of the
glass, “The alcohol is making me blabber. Anyways, quarrels and conflicts
happened pretty often. Now thinking back, my luck was pretty shit, 8 out of
Back then, he was honestly insane, he didn’t put too much importance
on anything. When he’s in a good mood, he could go through an entire
Olympiad questions collection in two days. When he’s in a bad mood, then to
This type of people, when they start dating, who they are torturing are
the teachers and not themself. One week he may be the first in the level and
leaving the second behind in the dust, the next he dared to fall out of the first
100 places with a dark look on his face. The next week again, he came back
with a grin.
Which teacher could stand this? None of them could stand this.
At the start, the homeroom teacher was scared out of his mind, thinking
study. After that, the teacher wasn’t terrified anymore, he had only anger.
That homeroom teacher had the surname of Fang, and was the infamous
King of Hell in Fuzhong. When he started acting fierce, nobody dared to even
breathe too heavily. When they heard his footsteps, any student chasing each
other around would instantly return to their seats.
Sometimes, he would try to relax the mood in the class, and play some
songs for the students. No matter, it was basically two songs, one Yesterday
Once More and the other Don’t Cry. The former was out in 1973, the latter in
1991, a few generations away from the students.
He didn’t speak when he played the songs either. He just propped
himself up against the lecture table, and surveyed the entire class from the top
of his his spectacles. Nobody could relax at all.
It was a teacher with such a terrifying reputation, that Zhao Xi
somehow managed to anger into growing an entire patch of white hair.
Zhao Xi had met many teachers as he grew up, and out of them, Old
Fang was the strictest, the one who scolded him the fiercest, and the one who
worried about him the most after he graduated.
Old Fang wasn’t good at small talk, neither was he good at expressing
a casual side. Every year when it was the time for festivities once more,
Zhao Xi would make a call to him. He would use the tone he used in the night
self-study chat, ask Zhao Xi about how his health was, was he doing okay,
and when would he be coming back to the country.
For quite a few years, Zhao Xi didn’t frequently come back, but every
Yet another day later, Old Fang became sick; it was lymphoma. It
rapidly turned for the worse. Zhao Xi hastily returned, and could only make it
That day, Zhao Xi played Old Fang’s two favourite songs on loop in
the car. He suddenly realised: life is full of accidents, if you aren’t careful
enough, you might not get to see a certain someone ever again.
*
The brats didn’t get the full juice, they weren’t satisfied at all.
However, Zhao Xi paid zero heed to their whines and complaints. Nothing
came to fruit of their revolution, and so they could only give up in resentment.
Soon, they were enthusiastically chatting about something else. A bunch of
youth, full of vigour, will never run out of conversation topics when they are
gathered together.
Xi received a call. Lin Beiting notified the group, drank the remaining
alcohol in the bottle, and the two went on their way.
“Lin-ge and Xi-ge are honestly so tight.” Song Sirui glanced outside
through the window, and saw the pair of silhouettes turn around the corner.
His face was full of envy as he said, “My dad said, students usually don’t
stay much in contact with friends made in middle-high school, people like
“That’s right, it depends on the person, and also whether they are truly
tight.” Someone added, “I think our class is pretty good though, we’ll
“Definitely!” Song Sirui sported two blotches of plateau red that came
with drinking, and said, with an arm around a boy on his left and another on
Gao Tianyang on his right, “Look at how tight we are! And there’s still Tian-
ge and Sheng-ge, I’ve always thought that you two are especially similar to
Jiang Tian was murmuring something to Sheng Wang at that time, upon
hearing that he looked up at Song Sirui. His lips moved, whether he wanted
to refute that or answer was up to anyone’s guess, but in the end, he didn’t
speak.
arm. Exasperated, he said, “No shit sherlock! They are part of the same
family, of course they’ll be close.”
“Ohohoh, yeah right.” Song Sirui slapped his head, and raised a glass
Sheng Wang lifted his glass along too, and took a sip in much self
awareness.
He stuck his hand right in front of Sheng Wang’s face, lifted a few
Sheng Wang scoffed in annoyance, and pressed his fingers back down
Glasses and plates scattered askew on the table, there was still a bit of
iced beer left, but nobody could take it anymore. Everyone had long since
finished their food, but to depart straightway felt a little too abrupt. Some
idiot suggested to play “Seven”, whoever lost, whoever takes a shot, thus
finishing the remaining beer.
Jiang Tian pointed at Sheng Wang, “He’s skipping this out.”
“No way! Why is he skipping?” Everyone rejected it.
“Drunk?” Gao Tianyang looked next to him, and Sheng Wang smiled as
he shook his head. His face was utterly composed, he didn’t blabber
“Who are you tryna fool, Tian-ge? If this is called drunk, then I’ve
gotten alcohol poisoning!” Gao Tianyang waved, “No skipping, nobody is
With a hand on the beer bucket, he pointed at the girl opposite. “Little
Chilli, you start, show them no mercy.”
and skip. When played on a normal basis, the group of people that is Class A
could make it go on for forever. But, after drinking so much, it wasn’t the
Class monitor, Li Yu, rested her head on the table and snoozed after she
received her first round of punishments. There were a few who couldn’t
handle their alcohol who began slumping downwards in the chair too,
waving their hands with a stupid grin on their faces. Still, none of them made
as many mistakes as Sheng Wang did.
but his mouth had a mind of its own. He specifically counted for 7 and
multiples of 7. In the end, Gao Tianyang gave up and placed the bucket of
beer in front of him, filling up an entire glass and said, “Sheng-ge, you’re just
gathering on the top, and sliding down from the outer surface of the glass.
lowered his head and sipped that mouthful of foam without lifting the glass,
and then frowned. “Actually, I don’t think I can take it anymore.”
Gao Tianyang asked in despair, “Then you shouldn’t have made that
many mistakes!”
A ring of white stained his lips, and his tongue darted out to lick them
off. Just as he was uncertain about how he was supposed to down that glass
of beer, he saw a hand reach in from the side.
Sheng Wang’s reaction at that present was actually a little slow. He
zoned out as he stared at the mole on the wrist for a while, before he turned
Jiang Tian’s thin eyelids were half downcasted as he finished all the
beer with his head tilted up. He settled the glass back onto the table, nodded
Gao Tianyang and the rest wowed in jeers, and cried out things like
“badass”. Various chairs moving around caused a giant racket, and most
people stood up.
Sheng Wang stood up too, and tried to shoot for the exit.
Jiang Tian pulled him back, asking, “Where do you think you’re
going?”
for the food. This person may be so drunk that he couldn’t count 7 anymore,
but he refused to forget the fact that he was treating everyone. He leaned over
the counter and said to the young lady, “The bill for the private booth.”
“No need, Lin-ge said that this meal is on them. Everyone has finished
eating? Stone and the rest have booked cars for you, and will be sending the
classmates of yours back. This is also what Lin-ge and Xi-ge told us to do.”
Sheng Wang grumbled, “For such a grown person, why are they still
The cashier lady giggled non-stop, and followed his train of thoughts,
“Yeah, the boss is so immature.”
She took out a bag of fragrant pears from the counter’s cabinet, passed
it to Sheng Wang and said, “Xiao-Tian placed it here, you two are going back
“Hey, don’t stand there, that’s the lost and found corner,” the cashier
lady said.
“Oh, then I’ll wait to be claimed,” Sheng Wang said.
The young lady doubled over in laughter again.
Soon enough, the lost item was claimed by Jiang Tian along with the
pears.
Last time he drank too much, Sheng Wang and Jiang Tian’s relationship
was just so-so, therefore he only managed to earn the role of the cameraman.
This time however, it was different. Someone threw an arm around Jiang
Tian’s shoulders, and forced him to participate in the dumbassery that was
The alley in Beyond Parasol Trees was quite uneven, actually. Cars
can pass through the widest parts, and as for the narrowest, only bicycles can
pass through. Under Sheng Wang’s lead, Jiang Tian’s shoulders crashed into
the wall three separate times.
He may be thinking so, but his arm still guided Sheng Wang
nonetheless. There were plenty of small pieces of rocks in the corner of the
alley, and he would sprain his ankle again if he accidentally stepped onto
them. Though the snake-path walking style was absolutely moronic, it did
manage to reduce the probability of someone getting injured for the second
time at least.
Old Man Ding’s house was of the older type, with a tall doorstep. The
young master had heavy feet and couldn’t lift it up to go across it. In a bout of
anger, he planted his butt down on the stone block outside the gate, and
waved at Jiang Tian. “I’m not gonna go in, Imma just wait here.”
“Don’t run all over the place,” Jiang Tian said.
Sheng Wang nodded, and internally said, my legs are mine though.
Jiang Tian walked across the courtyard and into the house. Old Man
Ding’s coughs could be heard across the walls and doors that weren’t tall in
the first place, causing some slight echo to reverberate within the alley.
This was the deepest part of the alley, with most of its residents being
the elderly. People at this age usually wouldn’t be awake at this timing, there
weren't even many lamps lit up. It was so quiet that only the sparse sounds of
He stared at empty space for a few seconds before he recalled: the two
his feet that were going numb, and staggered his way to the alley entrance. He
stuck his head out. What surprised him however, was that the two didn’t walk
very far either, they were only 7-8m away from him.
Lin Beiting said something, and Zhao Xi stopped in his steps. After
listening for a while, he was doubled over in laughter as he had a hand on
the wall and call out to them, he saw Zhao Xi straighten up. He looked
towards Lin Beiting with mirth on his face, and raised the hand that was
previously resting on his shoulder. He hooked his finger at him beckoningly,
He slapped away that challenging finger, tilted his head and pressed
his lips to Zhao Xi’s.
This long and straight alley was both narrow and out of the way, with
too many routes that could easily replace it. Usually, barely anyone would
Crack.
The gravel in the corner made a slight noise under his shoe, there was
barely any commotion at all, but Sheng Wang was startled nonetheless. By the
time he realised, he had retreated back behind the wall, his heart quickly
*
Jiang Tian left the courtyard, and saw the empty rock. Fortunately, there
came a noise the next second from the wall, the breath that was caught in his
Sheng Wang seemed to be zoning out, and only came back to himself by
sound of the question. Perhaps it was the dark encroaching night that was
obscuring his vision, but there was a trace of panic in his eyes.
His gaze swept everywhere, and looked around the alley too.
Everywhere was spotless, there were no stray dogs or stray cats, neither
were there bats and moths.
Sheng Wang didn’t speak. He stared at Jiang Tian with vacant eyes for
a bit, and the once dispersed intoxication slowly bubbled up in him again.
People who drank got thirsty easily; he licked his lips before looking down
as he said, “Who’s scared? Am not. Ate too much, decided to stand up for a
bit.”
Sheng Wang then said, “Is the old man asleep yet? I wanna sleep
already, I’m so sleepy.”
Jiang Tian lowered his head and kept his eyes on him for a bit. He
wafting about in the room. Shi Yu was playing games as he leaned on his bed,
Qiu Wenbin was still industriously toiling away at the table, only a portable
ancestor rejected his help. He was so drowsy that his eyelids were
threatening to fight each other already, but he still remembered to go take a
shower in the bathroom, and proceed to die a glorious death in the lower
“My god, how much did he drink?” Shi Yu asked as he sat on the bed.
Someone could barely handle his alcohol but had an abnormally strong
will too, nobody knew from which drink was it that he started getting drunk.
Qiu Wenbin took a look at Sheng Wang’s sleeping position, and asked
because someone was having quite the fitful sleep, he kept tossing and
turning. The bed in the dorm was in no way comparable to that giant bed of
his at home, with two rounds of toss and turn, he nearly fell off the bed.
Therefore, Jiang Tian remained in the lower bunk in order to stop him
from falling.
That night, Jiang Tian didn’t get a good night’s sleep, and neither did
Sheng Wang.
That scene from the alley seemed to have imprinted itself in his mind,
and then appearing in his dreams every opportunity it got. He had a lot of
dreams that came in messy bits and pieces, and with the end of every part he
would suddenly find himself walking beneath that streetlight.
Around him were two mottled walls of the alley. Beneath him were the
moss growing in between the cracks of the floor made of stone, as well as
tiny bits of gravel. The light was always swaying in the dream, sometimes,
the shadows would be casted on the wall, and others, on the floor.
Dusky, quiet, salacious.
He would always hear someone call his name in the end. Every time he
looked up, all he saw was Jiang Tian’s face.
*
After god knows how many parts, Sheng Wang finally woke up.
The instant he opened his eyes, his spirits were still stuck at the end of
his dream, a thin layer of sweat gathered on the corner of his forehead.
Half of his body was draped over Jiang Tian’s, his arms around his
neck, a leg pressing down against the other’s. Due to the heat, the blanket had
long since been discarded, with more than half of it hanging by the edge of
the bed. Therefore, there were basically zero barriers between his and Jiang
Tian’s body.
The material of his long pants was soft and yet thin, it couldn’t even
block out body heat, not to mention some even more awkward reactions.
The sky was on the verge of lighting up, the light that shone in was
pale. It seeped in through the gaps between the balcony door and the floor,
and the gaps between the windows and the wall. The dorm was dead quiet.
Sheng Wang lowered his eyes, and heard his own heartbeat, pounding like a
drum, and the uneven breaths he took.
He removed his leg near frenetically, while also attempting to be more
subtle, trying to not wake Jiang Tian up. He glanced at Jiang Tian, and soon
he abruptly left the bed and went back to the upper bunk, terrified to stay for
a second longer.
Because, for a split second just now, with his eyes on Jiang Tian, he
seriously felt the impulse to go a little closer. He wanted to lower his head,
and touch his ge’s lips that constantly pursed into a straight line. He wanted
to see if it was as cold as it seemed.
The ceiling above him was nothing but white, so was the look on Sheng
Wang’s face.
He stared at that swath of white for a very long time, his heartbeat so
heavy that he heard it roaring in his eardrums.
He didn’t notice the person below him turn around, not to even mention
the way Jiang Tian pulled over the blanket to cover his abdomen, and opened
his eyes as he laid on his side.
Translator’s notes:
Also I owe the audio drama for my life solely for turning zhao xi and lin
beiting’s kiss into a straight up makeout session, also also SHENG WANG’S
He was actually quite normal in the day. High school students may be
missing anything except for new conversation topics as well as idiotic
moments. Even an error of the mouth could cause the whole class to cackle in
laughter. With this atmosphere, as long as Sheng Wang didn’t think about it,
he wouldn’t recall anything.
And then Sheng Wang would laugh loudly as he leaned against his
chair, fistbumping Jiang Tian behind him without looking back.
It was in these moments that he felt that that moment his heart fluttered
in that early dawn was just an illusion; he was so unrestrained and free, no
different from Gao Tianyang, Song Sirui as well as the surrounding
classmates.
But, he had never been able to keep up that gusto for too long. It would
slowly retreat away in the thoughtless eye contacts as well as moments their
skin touched, replaced by some other nameless emotion. Like the turbulent
undercurrent beneath the peaceful surface of the ocean.
Therefore, three days later, two patches of black grew beneath young
master Sheng’s eyes.
He vaguely felt something lightly brush past his clothes, and thought
that Gao Tianyang was there to dig out his papers from his desk again.
However, the next second he heard Gao Tianyang’s loud voice ringing from a
few tables away. “Chilli, gimme chem, quick! Old He is going to be here real
soon!”
“This is the last time,” Chilli said this for the Nth time.
“Last time last time, quick!”
“If you copy again tomorrow, your surname wouldn’t be Gao.”
“Not Gao anymore not Gao, if I copy tomorrow again I’ll call you
daddy.”
Gao Tianyang, that bastard, could really say anything for the sake of
papers.
Sheng Wang complained as he was half awake and half asleep, and
next he startled awake; if it wasn’t this bastard who was digging for his
paper, who was that just now???
He frowned and looked down with bleary eyes and a drowsy mind; the
paper was still inside his desk, and other than that, an additional plastic bag
appeared. That bag was printed with a dark blue logo, one look and it was
apparent that it was the one used in the school cafeteria as well as the
supermarket.
Sheng Wang took out the plastic bag and opened it up. Inside it, was a
cup of beancurd, a hard boiled egg as well as a can of milk.
There were two floors in the school cafeteria, with the flavours not
being entirely the same. The second floor has a shorter queue, with a stronger
alkaline taste to the beancurd. There were more people on the first floor, and
they would sprinkle peanut and walnut bits onto the beancurd.
Sheng Wang liked the flavour from the first floor, but he bought from
the second floor more often, as he was truly too lazy to queue up.
The beancurd came from the first floor, a layer of toppings fully
covered the milk-white beancurd, it was steaming hot too.
It was the hard boiled egg that somewhat caught Sheng Wang by
surprise, because he refused to eat hard boiled eggs without any condiments.
However, if it was take-away, hardboiled was indeed more convenient than
fried.
As for the milk, it was a familiar little red can, the exact same as his
previous profile picture.
As long as Jiang Tian was the one who brought him breakfast, there
would definitely be this can of Wangzai. Initially, Jiang Tian did it to get back
at him for a mocking line on WeChat, and intended to tease him with Wangzai
in return. Afterwards, it somehow became a habit and a symbol.
When Sheng Wang saw the small red can, he let out a breath he didn’t
know he was holding.
There were two tiny figures fighting each other with blades in his
mind. One said, “Thank god, there’s zero change in any habits, Jiang Tian
probably hasn’t discovered anything yet.”
The other said, “No shit, there’s nothing to be discovered in the first
place.”
One said, “I didn’t mean anything else, I was referring to that
biological reaction that morning.”
The other one: “Fuck off, what kind of guy wouldn’t have a bit of
reaction in the morning.”
“That’s still pretty awkward.”
“It wouldn’t be awkward if you forget about it.”
“Another way to resolve this is to know that the other person was more
awkward than you.”
“So, that morning, did Jiang Tian also—”
Before the two could keep nagging on, they were all squashed out by
Sheng Wang.
When Gao Tianyang returned to his seat, he saw a complete poker-face
on Sheng Wang. He was shook. “The fuck? Sheng-ge, what’s with your giant
eye bags?”
Sheng Wang said, “Insomnia.”
Gao Tianyang was still confused. “Then why are your neck and ears
flushed too?”
Sheng Wang: “......”
Sheng Wang internally said, you’re asking me this, but who do I ask.
Before he could think of an explanation, Gao Tianyang—that idiot—opened
his mouth again. “Tian-ge—”
He asked Jiang Tian, over Sheng Wang’s shoulders, “Did something
happen in the dorms again? Sheng-ge seriously lost his sleep even with that
giant heart of his?”
Sheng Wang almost vomited blood, saying on the inside, thank you so
freaking much.
His entire back tightened up, he was quiet for a few seconds before he
realised that he was seriously waiting for Jiang Tian’s answer too. Although,
the question was a bit nonsensical, he pretty much wouldn't be getting an
answer at all.
Just as expected, Jiang Tian sent Gao Tianyang away with a offhand
“No”, as Old He had also entered the classroom right on the dot of the school
bell ringing. No matter how mischievous Gao Tianyang was, he wouldn’t
dare to chit chat right in front of the homeroom teacher. He pouted as he sat
up straight, and listened to the lesson.
They were already through with the syllabus for year two, Old He and
the chemistry teacher have been going through specific topics for lab work,
and began the lesson with a few clips of hands-on experiments first. When
they were through with lab work, they would be starting year three content
soon, finishing within an estimation of a month and a half. After that, it would
be all sorts of competitions and revision.
Just as he was about to toss out these random useless thoughts and note
down the key points of the experiment on the notebook with the aid of the
light from the screen,something lit up within the bag inside his desk.
With his pen unstopping, his left hand reached inside his bag and dug
his phone out. He swiped across the screen to pull down the notification
panel, and saw a new notification from WeChat, indicating that Jiang Tian
just sent him a picture.
A picture?
A meme?
He tapped open the chat that he rarely used for the past three days, and
saw the picture Jiang Tian sent.
Sheng Wang’s pen slipped, and accidentally dragged it all the way to
the edge of the notebook. He finally knew what that hard boiled egg that
wasn’t up his alley in his breakfast was for.
So Jiang Tian did notice all along, way earlier than Gao Tianyang.
Sheng Wang pursed his lips, and entered a “thank you” in the chat box,
then felt like it was overly polite, unbefitting of his usual style. Therefore, he
deleted it and changed it to a “k”, but that felt too perfunctory.
In the end, he sent a “makes sense, I was thinking why you gave me an
egg”, personally thinking that it was casual, relaxed, and not too cold either.
Jiang Tian replied: Yeah.
On the platform, Old He opened the last video. The lights and shadows
from the new colour palette spreaded from the front. Sheng Wang swiped his
screen in utter boredom, and just as he was about to lock his screen and keep
his phone, another line popped up in the chat.
Jiang Tian asked: Why couldn’t you fall asleep?
Sheng Wang’s brows twitched, his finger stopped on the screen lock
button.
For a split second, he suspected that Jiang Tian could tell something
was up despite having nearly zero evidence at all, or that that morning Jiang
Tian was awake. But, he rationally calmed down with a passing thought,
thinking that it’s not very likely.
His eyes were lowered as he silently read the message Jiang Tian sent.
A moment later, he sent back an excuse that did not overly sound like it was
made up.
Sticker: nothing much, just that I didn’t sleep well from nightmares
recently
Sticker: i wasn’t really getting insomnia
He learned that from Sheng Mingyang, that the best way to lie was to
mix it in with some truths. It wasn’t exactly a good thing to do, but doing so
once in a while can cause one to avoid some awkward situations.
Jiang Tian did not instantly reply; he did not know if he bought the
excuse either.
Sheng Wang waited for a while, and until the screen darkened by itself
and turned to black, then he realised belatedly that he was hungry and thirsty.
He dug out a small red can from the table, slowly turned that pair of side
eyes towards the direction of Jiang Tian who was behind him, and then took
two drinks with a lift to the corner of his lips.
He slightly tilted his head upwards, and drank in tiny sips. His senses,
however, were all concentrated behind his head. He could feel Jiang Tian
leaning forward, and murmuring next to his ears, “That night at Beyond
Parasol Trees, were you spooked by something?”
“...........................”
“Cough—”
Sheng Wang choked on a mouthful of Wangzai, and coughed till he
nearly passed away on the spot.
His ge probably doesn’t want him to live anymore.
Translator’s notes:
A quick refresh, Wangzai milk looks like this. Boy has eyes looking to the
side. Sheng Wang’s entanglement with Wangzai was due to his name. Wangzai
is 旺仔 in Chinese, Sheng Wang’s nickname, affectionately called by Sheng
Mingyang, is 望仔 due to the fact that they are pronounced in the exact same
way. 仔 means ‘kid’, roughly speaking. So Jiang Tian gave a Wangzai to a
Wang-zai.
Chapter 056 - Impact
The clip of the experiment happened to stop playing at that moment, the
students on both sides of the classroom were already rolling the light-
blocking curtain back up. Sheng Wang sprawled across his desk, and as he
coughed, he waved his hand high up in the air, indicating that he was alright.
“You’re really okay?” Out of Class A’s teachers, He Jin was the most
gentle, and the one prone to worrying the most. Probably had something to do
Sheng Wang’s hand, up in the air, made a thumbs up, indicating that he
“......”
Sheng Wang was toeing the verge of breaking down. To his resignation,
his neck and face were thoroughly flushed from coughing, and thus he
couldn’t reply. Therefore he hesitated two seconds, and lifted the can of
Wangzai milk up.
He Jin said, “Isn’t this internecine?”
Sheng Wang placed the small red can back onto the table with a clang,
and internally said, the fuck you’re laughing at, you monsters!
After He Jin was done joking, she started going through the topic.
Some students, previously dozing off, had completely awakened from the
laughter and started taking down notes too. Young master Sheng had made a
noble sacrifice, it was just that his dignity couldn’t get over it.
He had already stopped coughing, but the blood that rushed to his face
had yet to fade. He figured he might as well not get up, and hid a hand under
Sticker: the nerve to laugh when you’re the one who bought it???
Jiang Tian: ……
Jiang Tian: Your hearing must be truly good
Sheng Wang stopped in the midst of replying. He came to the abrupt
realisation that Jiang Tian honestly chuckled quite softly, when mixed with
Gao Tianyang’s racuous voice, it might as well be silent. Yet, he still caught
it.
Other people’s laughs didn’t enter his ears, he only heard that laugh
Sheng Wang pouted, and replied to the person with a “ha” first. The
joking expression on his face gradually faded away. He then sent a
despicable shrugging meme “no 300 taels of silver buried here” style, and
said: can’t help that you’re the closest
(t/n: A classic chinese story about how a man got his silver taels stolen because he buried it
with a sign that said “no 300 taels of silver buried here”.)
In any case, with the effort of the few lines, he managed to diverge
from the topic on that night at Beyond Parasol Trees. Jiang Tian got
distracted by him for once, and he seemed to not remember afterwards either.
He wasn’t sure if Jiang Tian knew about the truth about Zhao Xi and
thought Zhao Xi and Lin Beiting were both cool as hell, but he did slightly
avoid them recently—after his worldview was so abruptly shaken up just
once from this, he already ended up with so many strange dreams in a row.
With a second round of shaking up, he could wave goodbye to sleep.
But, there exists a saying called “whatever you’re scared of will come
for you”, and also a phenomenon called “selection bias”. The person he used
to not see often in the past, was now everywhere he looked these few days.
Sheng Wang went to Xi Le to buy water, and so he heard Boss Zhao
gesturing at the mute, “I left my phone by the cabinet next to my bed, Zhao Xi
and Lin Beiting talking to their friend at the corner of the street outside the
west gate.
He was summoned to the office at night by Jing-jie to help to mark
papers, Zhao Xi and Lin Beiting were a table away as they discussed the
progress for the competition class.
It was even to the point that when he went to the PE equipment room to
return the basketball, he ran into the two walking shoulders to shoulders with
Big Mouth Xu on Road #3, appearing to be attending a meal together.
It was no big deal if he was the only one there, and yet nine out of ten
times, Jiang Tian was next to him too. Thus, they had to stop, greet the two,
and chit chat with them.
Not only that, Sheng Wang kept hearing people say that he and Jiang
Tian were incredibly similar to that pair. There definitely weren’t so many
He Jin and Yang Jing were involved too, Sheng Wang couldn’t just beat them
up either.
The one who said this the most was administration’s Big Mouth Xu,
actually.
Sheng Wang and Jiang Tian never exactly stuck to the rules. Big Mouth
was a heavy victim of it before, therefore, he said to Zhao Xi more than once
in front of them, “These two are so proud, the moment I see them I would
think of you two. This head of mine…...it has been aching for more than a
decade.”
Zhao Xi, in contrast, was daring to joke about anyone and everyone as
usual. “Lin-zi was from Yizhong in the past, kindly don’t take on the credit
for Yourself. The Yizhong administration dean himself did not say anything
either. Also, if your head has been aching for more than 10 years, I
plenty close to me, what do you mean he didn’t say anything? He told me all
about it 10+ years ago, saying that if Lin Beiting goes to your Fuzhong to stir
trouble, be sure to help me catch him and give him a good scolding. But I
couldn’t catch him? So what kind of ideas could I even come up with.”
Lin Beiting explained, “Young age gave plenty of energy and vigour,
Zhao Xi nearly died from laughing, Big Mouth Xu was tongue tied and
“carbon copy”, the other person appeared to have felt his gaze too, and also
turned to look at him.
Jiang Tian’s lips moved, but in the end no sound came out. After letting
Big Mouth nag on and one for a good while, he replied with a single line in
the end. “Got it, teacher. We’ll run slower next time.”
Big Mouth Xu’s eyes bulged, wishing more than anything to whip him
to death. Sheng Wang swiftly reacted, turned heel and ran as he pulled Jiang
Tian along.
With that, he confirmed one thing: Jiang Tian probably genuinely didn’t
know about the exact truth to Zhao Xi and Lin Beiting’s relationship.
*
The midterm exam was a major exam, the few key point schools with a
legacy in the city all enjoyed training their troops with simulations on major
exams like this. This time, other than a synchronous examination date as well
as marking of papers, they even planned to simulate the randomised exam
venue, wanting to give their students the chance to get used to not taking their
Fuzhong had terrible luck this time, and got Nangao, the school located
the furthest away. Mingli Block had to be allocated for Jinhu’s students’
exams too. The day before the exam, Fuzhong cancelled night self-study, and
spent it on setting the exam venue up.
The moment the afternoon classes ended, the day students ran away
happily. Sheng Wang and Jiang Tian went to Old Man Ding’s for dinner. They
initially planned to return to the dorms, shower and sleep, but they ran into
management’s teacher on Road #3, and so Jiang Tian was summoned away
again.
Despite the looming pressure from midterms, the very fact that night
those who were chatting at the corridor, those who were chasing each other
around, those who were accompanying each other to get hot water, or those
who were hidden away in a corner to secretly smoke.
When Sheng Wang walked past 605, he smelled the stench of cigarettes
wafting out from the tiny window in the bathroom. He narrowed his eyes and
coughed, then speeded to the entrance to his own dorm.
To his surprise, their dorm was very quiet, neither could he see any
light inside.
Sheng Wang opened the door in confusion, only to see Shi Yu hugging a
laptop, light faintly emanating from the screen and casting onto his face.
“What are you doing?” Sheng Wang closed the door, and reached out
next, wanting to turn on the lights.
Shi Yu hurried, “Don’t switch it on, do it later. Are you in a rush to use
it?”
“Not really,” Sheng Wang said.
There were lamps along the corridor too, they shone in through the
window on top of the door, thus the dorm wasn’t in complete darkness. He
tossed his school bag onto the table with the aid of that light, asking,
“Where’s Bin-zi?”
“He found the residential block too noisy, so he went to the lecture
theatre to study,” Shi Yu said.
Sheng Wang internally said, oh yeah, those who are truly in the hurry
to study would have gone to the lecture theatre. Those who stay in the
block tonight are all planning to not cram anything in, no wonder it is this
noisy.
His screen was bright and then it was dark again, this went on and on,
but no sound came out. Sheng Wang moved closer, and saw a female ghost
hanging upside down with her head touching the ground. Her ghastly pale
face with blurry features floated towards the screen from the other end of the
corridor.
“Horror film?” Sheng Wang tapped on the keyboard. “Why didn’t you
turn on the sound? I think I’ve seen this before, want spoilers?”
“What the fuck don’t—” Before Shi Yu could stop him, the volume was
switched on by Sheng Wang.
The way the female ghost’s head met the ground was a little like the
the evening, it echoed repeatedly. That face instantly flashed to right in front
of the screen.
“No need!”
Shi Yu apprehensively removed his fingers, and heaved a long sigh of
relief. “Don’t switch on the lights, I’m building my courage.”
“I’m going at it incrementally.” His skin was too tan, without any light,
it was hard to tell if his expression was fine or not. In any case, he sounded
incredibly weak.
“You can increment yourself then,” Sheng Wang felt for his school
card, “I’m gonna bathe.”
kiss-assery, saying, “Wait, you’re really not scared? You still dare to shower
without the lights on after witnessing that female ghost's ‘a glance back and a
smile’?”
(t/n: ‘A glance back and a smile’: a set expression specifically describing the way women turn
around/look back at someone with a smile, lovely, moving, enticing.)
Shi Yu internally said, this can’t be, you’re this gutsy but you still had
to share a bed with Tian-ge the last time the thief entered the dorms?
Could it be that the scaredy cat is Tian-ge? After letting his imagination run
wild for a few seconds, he shook his head and went straight to the main
point. “If you aren’t scared, you might as well watch a few minutes with me
difficulty, and finished watching the last 15 minutes with agony on his face.
He basically had a death grip on Sheng Wang’s arm the entire time, his palm
wet with sweat.
Sheng Wang didn’t really like this sensation of sweat sticking to skin,
and used reaching out to take a bottle of drink as an excuse to remove his
elbow. Shi Yu wiped his hands on his pants, and didn’t continue gripping
onto him either.
He recuperated for a few seconds as he leaned against the bed
footbridge, thinking that the aftermath of this film was a little too much, the
more he thought about it the more it scared him.
something that isn’t super impactful couldn’t save you, submit to fate
already.”
he mulled over who Da-Qian was, Shi Yu had already found that something
“real good”, and clicked ‘play’ cryptically.
below the groin, the other kneeling in between the slightly parted legs.
What…...the fuck.
Sheng Wang was stunned for two seconds, and turned his gaze away
like his eyes were stung by honey bees. The dream he finally forgot with
“Fuck, what for?” Shi Yu was astonished by the lightning speed that
Sheng Wang’s hand moved at, and after he realised what was happening, he
was a little baffled. If he doesn't wanna watch, he could just not watch it?
Why close the laptop. Besides, what’s wrong with watching it a little, it’s so
Sheng Wang had already stood up from his bed. Just as he was about to
open his laptop again and grumble, he heard the sound of keys jingling in the
keyhole. The next second, the door was pushed open, and Jiang Tian’s tall
silhouette stood at the door, his back facing the light.
Shi Yu quietly retracted the hand that was about to open the laptop
again, internally saying, shit, thank god Sheng Wang reacted quickly enough.
They were both dormmates, but he wouldn’t dare to watch things like this
right before Jiang Tian’s very eyes. Maybe it was because that person was
too cold.
Jiang Tian, who opened the door and came in, didn’t know about the
wild thoughts in his dormmate’s head. He merely switched on the lights out
of habit, and saw Sheng Wang standing by the long table.
Perhaps it was the way the room was lit up, briefly dazzling him, but in
that split second, Sheng Wang’s face and neck were both ivory white, yet
Jiang Tian, entering inside, paused in his footsteps. He met his eyes
previously laid out on the bed’s railings, and said, “I’m gonna go shower.”
Translator’s notes:
Re: selection bias. The term the original text used translated into “Retinal
effect”, according to what chinese wikipedia (aka Baike) said, this referred
to a theory postulated by Dale Carnegie, the same guy who wrote How to
Win Friends and Influence People. The retinal effect is whereby when we
have an item or a particular feature, we would notice that other people have
“retinal effect”.
In text, it probably meant that Sheng Wang couldn’t stop seeing Zhao Xi + Lin
HUH???
No matter what I did I couldn’t find any mention of this in English sources at
all, neither did the Chinese side of the internet provide any direct linkage to
an English term.
figured that selection bias fits the closest to whatever the hell retinal effect
is. My first thought was the Baader-Meinhof effect, actually.
Jiang Tian looked at that narrow tea-white louver door, the dilute
coloured vapours spilling out from the blades at the bottom, creating an
His elongated eyes lightly blinked, and turned his view away from the
door. He asked Shi Yu, “What happened to him?”
“What do you mean what happened?” Shi Yu played dumb. Jiang Tian
was the one who initiated a conversation with him for once, the show of
favour made him feel as if...no, he really was scared. He felt the guilt of
being caught red handed.
When Jiang Tian walked in, he settled the bag on the table. Sheng
Wang’s bag was next to his, the zip not even opened yet. He didn’t take
anything out at all, as though he had never touched the bag the moment he
came back.
He recalled the darkness in the dorm he returned to, and looked at Shi
Shi Yu was stuffing his laptop under his pillow, upon hearing that, his
hands shook and his laptop nearly fell onto the floor.
He gave Jiang Tian two forceful laughs, and spoke lightly while
avoiding the crux of the issue. “Actually, we were watching a horror film
before you came back. I rarely watch films in this genre, and Sheng Wang
happened to come back. So I dragged him along to watch with him, boost my
courage or something.”
“Trying to boost your courage with him.” Jiang Tian glanced at that
closely shut louver door once again, and couldn’t help himself. “So the two
“Of course not.” Shi Yu used the horror film to cover up the existence
of ‘action film’, and gabbled non-stop, “Sheng Wang is really so bold, I was
about to piss my freakin pants, but he didn’t even blink. He even helped to
switch the volume on and off, and drag along the progress bar too. He even
heard Shi Yu prattling non-stop like the sound of pouring beans, and finally
horror and thriller films in the market, saying that when he was young and
alone at home, he would watch them to boost his courage. Then he grew
Therefore, Shi Yu stopped the conversation, and said, “Oh yeah, Tian-ge
would have definitely known about this already.”
Yet, Jiang Tian didn’t know; Sheng Wang never brought it up.
The late night with the false alarm flashed in his mind: the residence
manager and security guards were discussing the thief that invaded the
scooched over to make extra space on the bed, and patted it.
Shi Yu was keeping his laptop, pulling the bed curtains, and digging out
his phone. He was busy. Jiang Tian stood by the table for a long time, and
suddenly felt a little thirsty, and so he took out a bottle of water from the bag
to drink.
That shower Sheng Wang took went on for a little too long, by the time
he came out, it was as though his eyes were washed too, with an extra layer
by the closet.
The two stilled for a brief second as they stood within each other’s
reach, and both went a step back by himself. Sheng Wang blinked away the
water droplets that clung onto his eyelashes, wiped his hair and said, “Why
are you standing here? You scared me.”
If the person in front of him was Gao Tianyang or someone else, Jiang
Tian probably couldn’t resist it and ask, “Aren’t you quite brave? Even you
can get scared?”
However, he didn’t bring it up. He only took the clothes and towel
neatly folded and stacked in the closet, and said, “I’m going to shower.”
“Oh.” Sheng Wang sidestepped, making way for him.
There was still hot steam in the bathroom, the scent of body wash had
yet to fade, like a mark left behind by the previous person. Boys were plenty
rough with each other, they wouldn’t be fussy over so many things like this.
Still, Sheng Wang, for some mysterious reason, opened his mouth. “How
Sheng Wang pulled open a chair and sat by the table, his back hunched
over and his head down as he dried his hair. A moment later, he looked up,
and Shi Yu had already put down his book, playing on his phone instead. He
was happily chatting away with someone on WeChat, an uncontrollable smile
tugging at the corner of his lips. He couldn’t even feel the gaze of other
people on him.
He looked at Shi Yu for a while, and suddenly recalled the time Big
Mouth Xu confiscated his phone outside the sports ground. Big Mouth asked
roughly understood.
“Who are you chatting with that got you smiling so hard?” Sheng Wang
asked, trying to sound offhand.
“Huh?” Shi Yu looked up, the dumb grin on his face finally toned down
The hand drying his hair stopped, a moment later he removed the towel
and gripped it in his hand.
When people are engaged in romantic endeavours in this age, one one
hand, they would be a little furtive, try to cover things up. On the other, they
went through his chat records again. He finally couldn’t resist and told Sheng
Wang, “I’ve discovered that, no matter how fierce those girls can get usually,
Sheng Wang nodded, but his heart wasn’t in it. He had no interest as to
whether the person Shi Yu was mentioning was cute or not.
smiled, the way the sun shone on her hair made the colours look amazing,
praises of her pale skin, good looks, and legs that went on for days.
Sheng Wang’s eyes were lowered, his mind wandering. The parts in
front went in one ear and out the other, the last part came true the clearest
instead.
He heard Shi Yu’s praises, but what came to his mind was Jiang Tian
After Jiang Tian played basketball, he always liked to push his slightly
damp fringe backwards, and then take the clothes hanging by the railing,
drape it over his shoulders. His fingers were slender, and his legs were long
Sheng Wang blinked, and pushed these random thoughts out of his mind.
He asked Shi Yu, out of the blue, “How did you know you like her?”
“Pale skin, good looks, long legs. So many girls have these features,
how did you know it is He Shi that you like?” Sheng Wang said.
Shi Yu had never met a question like this, he was a little confused for
the time being.
He really put some serious thought into it, and attempted to answer. “I
don’t really look at other girls though? That time, during the sports carnival, I
got first place for both sprint and level 3 jumps, an entire group of people
from my class all came over to give me towels and bottles of water. There
were so many girls, but all I saw was her. When I received the bottle from
“—Whatever, whatever, these are all bullshit.” His face was as red as
a baboon’s butt, as though it wasn’t him who took out porn just now. “There’s
no need for questions like this at all, whether you like someone or not, you
know best.”
Sheng Wang’s elbows were propped against his knees, the towel
loosely dangling between his fingers. After he was done listening, he was
quiet for a moment. With an “oh”, he never spoke again.
He went to wash the towel and hung it at the balcony, minding his own
Yet a few more moments later, the door to the bathroom made a noise.
Shi Yu answered from the opposite side of the room. “He’s probably
asleep, he said to sleep and rise early for exams tomorrow morning.”
Jiang Tian stood for a while, and the bed moved very lightly next. He
probably sat by the side of the bed. Moments later, Qiu Wenbin came back
after he was done revising. They lowered their voices, said a few words,
The upper third of November was already the end of autumn, heavy
beads of dew formed in the late night. The frosty chill pervaded in the
Around midnight, a few rolls of thunder rumbled in the sky, the torrent
came pouring down without any warning. The rain fell into the balcony, and
crashed against the window pane in pits and patters. A moment it was
Sheng Wang finally turned over ever so slightly, and laid completely on
his back.
The streetlights downstairs managed to shine in all the way to the
heights, forming a blurry blob of light on the glass, curtained by the pouring
rain.
He stared at that blob for a while, felt around for his phone by the
pillow and turned on the screen: 3.14am. Seven in the morning, tomorrow,
Fuzhong had arranged for school buses to send all of them to Nangao’s exam
venue. He had less than four hours for rest, but sleep completely escaped
him.
Sheng Wang was startled on instinct, and stuck his head out to look at
the lower bunk. He saw Jiang Tian lying on his side, a hand resting on his
neck out of habit. His elbow blocked out more than half of his face, his eyes
and brows sunken within the shadows.
Sheng Wang watched on his stomach for a while before he retracted his
gaze.
around lights out, all and any commotion would be obfuscated by the signal
for lights out, not startling someone who would be already asleep.
Sheng Wang stared at the time, and thought that perhaps this is the
reason.
The person sleeping in the lower bunk looked as though he was cold
and emotionless, but he paid more attention than anyone else. And yet, he
was also the sensitive type, he could always discover these miniscule, trivial
details.
It must be because he has been lonely for too long, and Jiang Tian was
the one who came too close to him. That’s why it was like that.
He didn’t have any experience, this was the only plausible reason to
him.
Shi Yu was right, there was no need to ask questions like this. He knew
But, that can’t do, you’re my Ge. Sheng Wang internally said.
Sheng Wang spaced out at his phone screen for eons, and finally
managed to tap into Jiang Tian’s personal info page. He changed the name he
had used for a very long time.
When he backed out, WeChat was already refreshed. That cat named
“Leader” was still at the topmost of the screen, lying on the grey-white wall
on its belly. It quietly looked down at him, all the way across the bygone
years.
The profile picture of the person he was talking to didn’t change, but
the personal nickname did. It became: Ge.
Translator’s notes:
Ge (can) mean(s) older brother. Please write a 1000 word essay on the
symbolism behind our dear Sheng Wang’s action and figure out where this
story is going, plenty of foreshadowing already :D
I’ve opted for a literal translation and typing it in chinese shows something
like this. I am too old and tired to be finding out which exact shade of off-
white this is.
Types of doors
LOUVER DOOR (i break down as I’ve finally find the term for it)
Also, recall: the last time ‘address’ was used in a chapter title was in
chapter 40 :D
Chapter 058 - Exile
who were terrible at lyrical writing an advice: if you really can’t crap
anything out, you can save the emotional parts for the night. She said that
people are more emotional in the late night, they wouldn’t be like this in the
day.
stood at the waiting platform for the school bus, six plus in the morning with
the northwest wind blowing at him, he instantly felt that whatever that caused
him to toss and turn in his bed was nothing at all.
Even Sheng Mingyang knew that his son was unflappable and never got
too deeply involved; he refused to stumble into deep holes and get mud all
over him. If there was trouble blocking the path, all he needed to do was to
walk away. If a thorn was stuck to his side, all he needed to do was to throw
it away. Just like that Tri-Quality nomination from a long time ago: since he
wasn’t happy with how he got it, then he might as well not want it.
He remembers he would often game on the living room couch into the
night back in middle school. Not a single light was switched on, only the
flickering lights from the phone or the television screen were present. At the
health checkup held in year three, his vision had already dropped to 4.8.
advance. By the time high school started for year one, his vision had already
It was the same now; some correction and everything would be fine.
The rain in late autumn didn’t rush to come and go like summer rain;
every time it rained, it lasted for several days. The beads of water rode with
the wind, splattering everywhere, both heavy and wet.
Yang Jing was in charge of following the students this morning. The
moment she came, she pointed at a few students, saying, “Who are you
freezing your asses off for in this cold weather by wearing so little? I’m
She side-eyed Jiang Tian and Sheng Wang. “Didn’t the school send a
group message last night to remind everyone that the temperature is dropping
The way he spoke on a normal basis sounded like he was talking back,
the teacher had already been used to it. Yang Jing mercilessly exposed him,
“Why didn’t you check SMS? Your phone has been in your hands for the
entire time, you clearly are quite diligent with using it.”
school jacket had sneakily been unzipped to go down below the lower half,
revealing a single thin long-sleeved shirt inside.
No wonder Yang Jing had to yell at him.
Sheng Wang was zoning out when a patch of white flashed right before
his eyes. He looked up in mild shock, and saw Jiang Tian’s hand reaching out
from a pocket—from the distance of slightly more than a step away—and
took matters into his own hands by pulling his zip all the way up.
The school uniform had a high collar when it was flipped up, enough to
circle the entire neck. The crook of Jiang Tian’s fingers accidentally touched
Sheng Wang’s lower jaws, causing him to slightly tilt his head up.
His gaze swept across Sheng Wang’s face. He released the zip, and his
hand lowered as he said, “If you are warm, you might as well wear short
sleeves. Saves the effort too.”
“You’re telling me I’m the one who did?” Jiang Tian said.
“The zip slid down by itself, go ask it if you don’t buy it.”
“......”
The douchebag with cutting words looked aside, and laughed from the
anger. Or maybe he really was laughing.
Sheng Wang raised an eyebrow at him, both smug and taunting. He then
looked down and buried his lower face into the collar. He rolled the jacket’s
sleeves to his wrist, and stood at a spot where the wind was weaker with his
back facing Jiang Tian. He bit on the zip out of habit.
Yet a moment later, he suddenly realised that the zip he was holding in
his mouth was what his Ge had just touched.
……
This is really going to kill him.
Sheng Wang was silent for a few seconds, and released his jaws.
The school bus soon arrived. Sheng Wang didn’t like the crowd, so he
boarded the bus at the end of the group.
He thought that there wouldn’t be many seats left and thus he would
have to be separated from Jiang Tian naturally, but he did not expect Gao
Tianyang—that idiot—to pat on the pair of seats in front of him, and say,
“Here! I saved you two seats, am I not your fuzzy little jacket?”
(t/n: Fuzzy little jacket: term in cn was 贴心小棉袄, or "thoughtful little jacket (worn in winter),
used to describe daughters towards parents, like putting on a warm cotton padded jacket in winter.
Describes the warmth and intimacy of their kinship too. Basically, this is Gao Tianyang going AM I A
GOOD BOY)
If Sheng Wang has a lighter, he would set this jacket on fire there and
then.
already did not have a good sleep, and he did plan to “cool down” after all,
The school bus wasn’t exactly new, the rubber at the side of the
window pane was a little worn out, it was terrible at sealing the bus; the
draft constantly got in through the gaps. Sheng Wang closed his eyes and
leaned against it for a while, and was a little cold from the tiny gusts of wind.
He pulled his collar up, and buried the entire lower half of his face
inside the collar. He switched to an angle where the wind could barely get
Sheng Wang half lifted his eyes amidst the bleariness, and saw Jiang
Tian on his phone, his right hand propped against the edge of the window
pane. As he rested his head on his palm, his arm happened to block that hole.
Sheng Wang’s heart skipped a beat, and gradually slowed down again.
Most of the students were sleeping on the bus, with some still hugging
the buddha’s leg at the last minute. There were muffled snores, the shuffling
of paper, and softly spoken recitations; none of them was as loud as the
He looked at Jiang Tian in silence for a while, and suddenly felt that
Beckon Money’s words weren’t exactly right. The day was not a time solely
for rationality.
Jiang Tian’s finger swiped at thin air, and turned to him in surprise.
“I’m just letting you know, wake me up when we’re about to reach.”
manner.
Jiang Tian finally snapped out of it after that term of address. He
for Jiang Tian: bus driver uncle’s style of driving is a little too wild, I’m car
sick.
Jiang Tian’s eyes stopped on that alias. Last time he saw it, it was his
of clear, bright eyes closed, the radiant or sometimes crafty smirk at the
corner of his lips faded and flattened into a plain straight line, the sense of
either.
The midterm exams lasted for two days. This time round, the papers
for English, mathematics and physics were all difficult. Howls and wails of
complaints chorused all over the corridor, a huge wave descending the
moment a subject was over. By the time every subject was over, they were
basically dead.
When the school bus drivers drove the students back to Fuzhong, they
felt as though they were holding vigils for the dead.
(t/n: Vigils for the dead, or 守灵, is a customary practice from chinese funerals, in which family
members need to take shifts to watch over a relative on their deathbed. This is to ensure that said
relative is accompanied until the very last moment before entering the afterlife. (largely cited from
wikipedia).)
To Sheng Wang, the paper being difficult, the lack of sleep, whether he
liked someone, all had zero impact on him. He wouldn’t become too stupid
wrong direction.
He was the only one who could control his grades; it wasn’t an issue of
When they alighted the bus, half of Class A was busy with comparing
their answers with each other, the other half was busy yelling at each other, “I
screwed up for this subject, how ‘bout you?” “I did so shittily for this one,
you?” “I nearly couldn’t finish all the questions, how about you?”
Sheng Wang always said “I’m ok” in the past. This time round, it all
became “so-so”.
The first time they heard that, Gao Tianyang, Song Sirui and co all
honestly paused, but that was all they did. Nobody treated this seriously at
all.
It was only until the few schools were done marking the papers, then
did the people understand this line.
he opened his eyes, he discovered the balcony door was blown wide open by
the wind at one point. A bird came crashing in with soaked feathers,
drenching an entire area with moist mud, knocking over a glass of water, and
Tian had just left out to dry. The glass belonged to him too, the water soaked
He cleaned up that horrified mess on the table, and took down his dirty
stuffed Sheng Wang’s dangling hand back under his blanket, and watched him
for a while as he stood by the bed. He finally sat down.
For some reason, he felt that this day wouldn’t go too well.
Old He entered the classroom right on the dot, a few stacks of the
All and any racket instantly reverted back to silence, the entire class of
people all behaved. They eagerly fixed their eyes on that list, its corner lifted
up by the wind.
Old He didn't appear to look too fine, but she did look like that after
every major exam, so nobody was surprised by that.
four schools, we have the highest average score for physics, for maths,
second highest for chemistry, third for language and fourth for English.
Teacher Yang Jing isn’t pleased about this, be prepared to get scolded later.”
Nobody dared to even breathe too heavily, the moment they thought of
across the entire class, and landed on Jiang Tian first. “The first place goes
to our class for the combined exams for four schools, out of a total score of
480, the first place has left the second place behind by 21 points.”
The difference was larger than the last combined exam’s, it broke a
new record. Class A was in an uproar for a while. As Gao Tianyang
clapped, he turned to say to Sheng Wang, “He’s not human, right! My Tian-ge
is no human at all!”
Sheng Wang laughed as he seconded, “Yeah, he’s screwed up!”
Jiang Tian’s mood improved for that short moment, the pen pinched
as he clutched onto his shoulder, “You’re not letting me speak the truth
either?!”
He Jin knocked on the lectern, and the class soon quieted again. She
said, “I also have to commend that there are more students entering the top
few than usual. In the past, there would usually be 10+ students who fell out
of the top 45 places, this time round, there are only 5.”
The people wanted to cheer on instinct, and just as they were about to
begin, they suddenly recalled that these five would have to switch classes,
and managed to abruptly brake.
“I’ll be getting each group leader to pass down the individual results
slips soon.” He Jin paused, and continued, “Those who didn’t get it, go see
me in the office during the long break. We’ll have a chat.”
With this, everyone understood: those who didn’t get their result slip
He had amazing luck, with both his weaker subjects being very
difficult this time, other than the bigshots at the top, there weren’t much
difference in everybody’s results, thus saving his life. Therefore, his total
everyone merely had to look around to find out the result of “change of class”
this time.
The five students who had to get out were Zhang Xin, Zhou Sitian,
Zhao Rui, Wang Zelin…...as well as Sheng Wang.
At that moment, the classroom was dead quiet.
Sheng Wang tilted his head slightly, and saw that the pen in his Ge’s
hand had stopped spinning. With a smack, it plummeted onto the table.
He lightly blinked, and thought, I really did do what they said, when I
start being reckless, I’m the exact same as Zhao Xi. However, he didn’t do
this recklessly, he merely decided to send himself into exile, and cool down
a little.
Translator’s notes:
Sheng Wang’s description at the start: “He had always been good at letting
go.”
Surprisingly, this might be one of those times when a line works better in
English, especially if you compare to Jiang Tian’s lines in the last part of the
next chapter.
Original term was: 看得开, meaning (able) to look past things that
upset/trouble you, not letting your heart be constrained by upsetting things. If
letting go isn’t a good enough fit, the full meaning (kinda) is here.
And so, let the dip before the rise on this rollercoaster ride begin.
Chapter 059 - Switching Class
He Jin would usually make some pretty lame jokes when she had class.
However, she was solemn from the start to the end for today. As she
deconstructed the logic behind answering the question on the lectern, the
Sheng Wang didn’t retain anything as his phone screen was constantly lighting
up, new messages coming in non-stop.
Gao Tianyang and Song Sirui, the two chatterboxes, sent the most
frequent messages. As Sheng Wang switched back and forth between two
chat windows, he finally couldn’t handle the both of them at once in the end,
and figured that he might as well make a group chat for the two of them.
His words were clearly taunting. If it was any other time, Gao
Tianyang could fight him for half an hour with that alone, and maybe the
mood would become livelier too. Yet, Gao Tianyang didn’t refute his words.
Sheng Wang typed with his head down, and brought out what he had
already explained previously: i’ve said it before, the exam was so-so for me.
Unassuming Gao Tianyang: ask that to 10 people after exams, and all
10 will all say it’s so-so, isn’t that the polite standard reply???
Da-Song: ……
Da-Song: omg that’s true
meant that he wasn’t really satisfied with his performance, his “it’s okay”
meant that it was not bad, his “pretty good” meant that he really did do quite
well.
This was already the restrained and humbled down version, he was
to the tiger. Second place, close enough to touch, that’s what I meant.”
The tiger possibly had never met such an audacious person, and had to
take two seconds to digest this joke. He first watched Sheng Wang with
extremely mixed feelings, and then expelled him from the bedroom along
Gao Tianyang and Song Sirui were still talking. Sheng Wang’s finger
hovered over the keyboard as he spaced out. That conversation was merely a
couple of months ago, but now thinking about it, it was a little dizzying.
Nobody had entered his “study room” for a long time now, the place
they lived in changed too. That kind of joke he could make with zero
abandon, he would no longer make anymore.
It was because of what weighed down on his conscience.
He was just changing his class, it wasn’t like a life and death
and with Sheng Wang’s various changes in subject along with a couple of
jokes, the mood was soon lively again.
Da-Song: the next time there will be a change of classes is after finals,
by then Sheng-ge will be ready to fight his way back
his phone away in order to take down notes. This round of consolation ended
with a backfired attack and the persuasion to study.
Sheng Wang backed away from the group chat, and saw 20+ unread
messages, coming from all sorts of people in class. Some told him that it’s
alright, that there are many people who go in and out of Class A. Some said
that with the rate he was improving at, the next time he came in he would be a
resident in the nail house. There were even some who weren’t too good at
comforting people, and only sent a few emojis.
(t/n: Nail house: phenomenon where people refused to sell their property to developers, thus the
property/nail house is left to stand alone while development occurs around them. An article on this.
(....or I could have just translated this as ‘absolutely untouchable’))
He replied to all the messages on WeChat one by one, and by the time
he looked up, he discovered many post-it notes folded into tiny squares on
his table. They featured the same encouraging words, the content not so
different from each other, the handwriting vastly differing. Sheng Wang didn’t
even know who were the ones who tossed them over, but that didn’t stop him
He even saw Little Chilli crumple up a ball of pink post-it, and while
He Jin turned around, she tossed it behind her without looking back. It ended
up on Gao Tianyang’s table by accident.
Gao Tianyang—that idiot—didn’t realise what was happening, and
gestured furiously. Like chicken communicating with ducks, they ended up
from his face again. He suddenly had the thought, would Jiang Tian look at
him the same way he looked at Little Chilli? Maintaining a distance with
some awareness, not causing awkwardness while also not leading anyone on
either?
are on the same frequency, there would naturally be no chance for that
awareness. Besides, Jiang Tian was family, there was no way he could
What was even more distressing was that he had received messages
from most people in Class A, there was only one person whom he hadn’t
heard from at all.
He stared at the chat pinned at the top of WeChat, and panic was
Sheng Wang was startled back to reality by this bell that came out of the blue.
He peered behind him as He Jin left the platform, and coincidentally met
Jiang Tian’s eyes.
For some reason, Sheng Wang wanted to flee on the spot. And so he
did.
Are you a coward?
Sheng Wang spat in his head. He was on He Jin’s heels as he followed
her into the office, and presented himself for a scolding in advance. As
expected, that “Reporting in” of his was akin to a lamb entering the tiger’s
mouth, five teachers instantly surrounded him.
The language teacher, Beckon Money, drew out an exam paper. The
paper bobbed up and down as she said, “What were you doing for these two
comprehension passages? How many times did I say this before, for the
poetry appreciation segment, look at the score weightage, the score
weightage, the score weightage! An 8 marks question, the answer has a high
points or even 6 will do. Either way, extra points wouldn’t result in a
deduction of marks. You ought to be familiar with this format by now, why
“And also, for memorised text, I’ve said this over and over again:
when you memorise, don’t just move your mouths, take a pen and write it
down. A single wrong character and everything is gone just like that, no
matter how well you have it memorised, it’s all for nothing.”
Just as Beckon Money finished speaking, Yang Jing too also slapped
the paper in front of him. She pointed at the MCQ she marked out, and said,
“Were you unconscious or were you frozen stupid by wearing too little that
day? You’re telling me you made such low level mistakes too?!”
No matter how much she liked the student, Jing-jie was utterly ruthless
when it came to chewing them out. In fact, the more she liked them, the
Beckon Money saw the way Sheng Wang obediently hung his head
down low as he accepted all and any scoldings, and didn’t have the heart to
watch anymore. She helped to speak up for him, “I think his English is still
“So what if he’s first in English?” Yang Jing said, “Have I not seen
think of it.”
Old Wu and the rest were flipping through his papers at the side too.
Their expressions were rather mild, they didn’t scold Sheng Wang like Yang
Jing who was basically jabbing at his forehead as she scolded, but their
If you say that Sheng Wang made a complete mess, that wasn’t the case
either. He answered most of the questions pretty well, with only a small part
not being the average standard, the score wasn’t unsightly either; it could fall
under regular fluctuation.
If you judge by one subject alone, Sheng Wang’s grade was actually
pretty decent. Every mistake could be said to be a small mistake, but with the
mistakes accumulated from five subjects, then it became such a pity.
After much pondering, they could only say that it was a pity.
“If you didn’t get these few questions wrong, you could have gotten 5
more marks at the very least for English! What’s the meaning of that 5?” Yang
Jing said, “With that 5 marks, you wouldn’t need to change your class, got
it?”
He did know that he would not need to change his class if it wasn’t for
the five marks; it was because he knew, that was precisely why he made the
himself, no matter how insane it is, he would rarely regret it. However, he
was indeed guilt-ridden. Very, very much guilt-ridden.
with every batch, she was not lacking in excellent and outstanding students.
However, every batch had a different way of adding more white hairs to her
head.
The years of youth are the fusion of impulse and mishaps in the first
place. The most captivating, but also the most anger inducing. As the
She pulled out a chair, and said to Sheng Wang, “You have already
“You have sprained your ankles before, and didn’t attend a few minor
exams.” There was a stack of papers with tables neatly layered in her hands,
a red pen was used to mark out every single improvement and the opposite of
for every student, as well as points to take note of. Sheng Wang’s column was
“Your level position this time is the 49th place, and the 147th place
amongst the four schools. Compared to the exam before you sprained your
but precisely because that you are good enough, that we wish that you
performed at the level you ought to have. At the very least, it shouldn’t be 49
or 147.”
“I can tell you aren’t in a good state this time, are you facing any
problems?” He Jin stared into his eyes.
Sheng Wang avoided her eyes, and a moment later, he quietly returned
her gaze. He flashed a quick smile as he said, “No, I’m not. I wouldn’t be
dean, Dean Xu, was telling me last time that you are merely getting away
because of your good looks. You look obedient, like a good student, but you
are actually plenty mischievous. I’ll believe you for the time being, I want to
have any qualms. We have always said this: any students in the entire level
are free to treat us as their teachers too. Also, for competition class, in
principle your attendance is now voluntary, but I’m personally letting you
know, I hope that you will obediently turn up for every class. There is plenty
of space in the classroom, we are at no shortage of chairs.”
“Okay,” Sheng Wang said.
“If you let me find out that you have slacked off at any point—” He
Jin’s finger pointed at him, and hmphed before continuing, “—just you wait
*
The ten minutes inter-class break was spent on that talk. Sheng Wang
went back to Class A with He Jin, and when they entered the classroom, the
Sheng Wang suppressed his curiosity for a while, and didn’t manage to
in the end. He patted Gao Tianyang’s shoulder.
Tian.”
cold?”
“No.” When Jiang Tian turned back, his eyes flitted past Sheng Wang’s
face. He carried that fogged up bottle, and sat down behind him. His clothes
lightly brushed past Sheng Wang’s shoulder, bringing about a frigid breeze
Sheng Wang didn’t turn behind. He heard the sound of a bottle being
uncapped coming from the back. Jiang Tian was the one who was drinking it,
but it felt like he took a few gulps too.
Iced water in late autumn had to be petrifyingly cool.
After that, for the entire morning, Jiang Tian did not speak. It was only
when the last lesson ended, he then stood by Sheng Wang’s desk with an
umbrella, and his finger knocked on his table, saying, “Go eat.”
they shared an umbrella. Their pace wasn't exactly quick, but nobody spoke
at all. When they passed by a rubbish bin, Jiang Tian tossed the empty bottle
inside.
Condensation was still dripping off from the outside of the bottle even
as he tossed it away. The joints of his digit were a bloodless white,
appearing icy. Sheng Wang wanted to feel how cold they were for himself all
of a sudden, yet he could not find a single reason to.
The current scenario reminded him of the first time he went to Xi Le.
Jiang Tian was just as silent as he was now for the entire journey. Back then,
he felt that it was only reasonable; now, he could only feel incredibly
unaccustomed to it.
To be honest, he was still unused to it, but he was trying his best.
Laziness was written in his nature, it was rare for him to be putting so
much effort, despite how this type of hard work wasn’t pleasing anyone.
Jiang Tian’s cheekbone moved a bit. There was barely any expression
“Okay.”
They went around the corner of the long alley, and went across the
doorstep in front of the old courtyard one after another. Old Man Ding
welcomed them with a wok spatula. “How quick you’ve arrived today, none
of that dilly-dallying along the way I see.”
“Yup,” Sheng Wang was supportive, “I’m so hungry I’m gonna die.”
He was hungry to the point that his stomach was twitching in pain.
“You’re just in time, I’ve made a steamed fish head with chopped chilli
today,” the old man said, pleased with himself. “Apparently the cafeteria has
made it before? Try it and see which version is nicer.”
The old man was in a good mood today. Not only did he cook steamed
fish head with chopped chilli, he had also stewed black chicken soup, as
well as three small plates of stir-fry. The red and green chopped chilli, as
well as the jade green choy sum were placed neatly on the table. Uncle mute
was there too, and was giddily bringing the bowls and cutleries.
“Aren’t you starving to death already? Eat more.” Old Man Ding
scooped for them full bowls of rice and ladled soup too, and waited for
comments in elation.
Sheng Wang gave his praises, to the point that the old man was
absolutely over the moon.
He turned and asked Jiang Tian too, “How is it? Better than the
Old Man Ding pointed at the face and said, “If it’s so yummy, what’s
with that ugly look on your face?”
Jiang Tian lowered his eyes and swallowed his food. Two seconds
later, he finally answered, “If I’m smiling as I eat, you would have even more
questions.”
mouthfuls and the rice in the bowl would disappear by half. Soon enough,
they were already done eating, and headed to the kitchen to finish washing
the vegetables they didn’t manage to in the morning.
The more Sheng Wang ate, the more he slowed down. He put down his
chopsticks eventually.
Jiang Tian’s soup spoon bumped against the bowl, creating a light
clang. He suddenly spoke. “Gastric pain?”
Sheng Wang was stunned for several seconds before he realised that
Jiang Tian spoke to him on his own accord, and his mood instantly changed
slightly for the better. He replied on instinct, “No, I’m full, that’s all.”
Jiang Tian didn’t speak. He drank two mouthfuls of chicken soup with
his head down, and finally couldn’t resist asking, “Did you lie to Old He like
Perhaps he didn’t want to come off as sounding too cold or being too
overbearing, Jiang Tian’s eyes were downcasted for the entire time. He
waited for a reply in silence. A white porcelain spoon was pinched between
his fingers, but he did not take another mouthful of soup. Still, even with all
that, the sharp and pointed corner of his was still revealed.
It was just like that bottle of iced water in late autumn; despite the
gentle, hazy layer of mist wrapped around the bottle, it was so cold that it
hurts to the touch.
Sheng Wang fidgeted, wanting to change his sitting position, but he
Sheng Wang’s stomach twitched, and the pain akin to a needle stab
speedily spreaded. He lightly hunched over, and didn’t manage to say
anything for several long whiles.
This gastric pain sure knows how to pick its timing, he ridiculed
himself, it probably looks no different from pretending.
He pressed down on the aching area twice with much force, and said to
Jiang Tian, “It wasn’t on purpose, why would I flunk a major exam on
The entire class was consoling him; they all thought that he didn’t
perform at his usual level, he had terrible luck. All the teachers were
reprimanding him; they thought he wasn’t in a good state, he was negligent.
Jiang Tian was the only one who knew that he didn’t fail to perform at his
His face was pale, either from possibly the lack of rest or the gastric
pain. The lighting was terrible in the old house, the hall was dim. The torrent
poured on outside, the rain cascading down from the inclined rooftop,
forming a curtain of water along the edge of the tiles on the ledge.
For some strange reason, Jiang Tian was reminded of the first time
Sheng Wang was drunk. He sat in the car sulkily, the expression on the face
being the same too. Occasionally, he would look outside the car window.
The swath of light and darkness gliding across his half-lidded eyes;
sometimes, they were extremely bright, but others, a tiny twinkle of light.
He certainly wasn’t saying anything, but he always seemed a little
lonesome.
Jiang Tian stood up by the table, the person who was still quibbling
“......”
Jiang Tian’s fingers twitched. He said, “I’m getting you hot water.”
Sheng Wang said an “Oh”, and his gaze sank again. He released him.
Jiang Tian went to the kitchen, took out a glass, washed it and poured
half a glass of boiling water. He then mixed the previously boiled water that
the old man left out to cool, and went back to the hall. He settled the cup
before Sheng Wang.
“Noon,” Sheng Wang paused before he added on, “before noon break
ends, I think.”
In reality, there wasn’t much time left, but none of them spoke up about
leaving. The hall fell into a silence that kept stretching on. Sheng Wang
brought the glass to his mouth, and took tiny sips of the slightly boiling hot
water.
After yet several moments later, he suddenly spoke. “I really did mess
up this time, I’ve made so many mistakes across all the subjects.”
Jiang Tian said so internally, but what left his mouth was, “Okay.”
Sheng Wang took a few more mouths of hot water. Perhaps his gastric
was slightly relieved, he looked like he felt better.
*
Mingli Block’s noon break had always been quiet, but it was
absolutely bustling with life today. One could hear the sound of tables and
chairs shuffling around all the way from the ground floor. At first listen, it
When Sheng Wang returned back to the classroom, the other four
students who needed to leave had already packed their bags. One of them
was empty handed; clearly, he must have gone downstairs at one point
already.
“Sheng-ge, you all will be going to Class B, right?” that person asked.
Sheng Wang nodded. His expression was mournful as he said, “Okay,
I’m merely downstairs, I guess. We’re only separated by a ceiling.”
back.”
the same consolation. How many of them actually made it back in the end?”
Gao Tianyang choked, and slapped his back. “You can’t give up just
like that either!”
He acutely felt the subtle change between the two, but with his jellyfish
Sheng Wang stuffed a portion of his items in his bag. Just as he was
about to carry another stack of books, he saw Jiang Tian bend over, and help
him carry those. He proceeded to walk towards the staircase.
Issues like level position were discussed behind closed doors. Before
they go through the change of class, nobody would know the situation in other
classes.
Class B was waiting for the people upstairs to descend from the
heavens as they cleared up the tables, but never did they expect the first one
to appear to be Jiang Tian. The student on duty was so spooked that they lost
their grip on the rag, and nearly wiped it on another person’s face.
Just as they spoke, Sheng Wang followed into the classroom, a bag
There were a few empty tables. Jiang Tian asked Sheng Wang,
“Where?”
Shi Yu: “......can we not talk about this now? Let it rest, Tian-ge.”
Jiang Tian did not speak any further. He walked over, and placed
Sheng Wang’s books down. The other students who had to change their class
all streamed in one after another too, and occupied the remaining tables.
Sheng Wang stuffed his school bag inside his desk, and just as he was about
to take things out, he heard Jiang Tian say, “I’m going up.”
He briefly paused in his action. He looked up and said, “Sure.”
He watched Jiang Tian leave the classroom via the back door, and
soon, he disappeared from the corridor. In that fleeting moment, he had a
flashback to the first time he saw the suitcase, in the neighbouring bedroom,
as well as a certain inter-class break, when Jiang Tian told him “have to
move sooner or later” at the back of the class.
Only, he was the one who had to move this time.
You’re the one who chose to stay further away from him, you’re the
one who wanted to come downstairs. Stop acting like you can’t bear to
leave with your crocodile tears.
Sheng Wang said to himself.
There was still more than 10 minutes until noon break was over. The
people who moved into Class B had already settled down, the classroom
Gao Tianyang had once again taken upon the heavy duties of being a
socialite. He waved at them without asking, and said, “Whatchu waiting for,
friends? You’re in military pose? We’ve already cleared the tables, you’re
still not coming in? You need us to perform a formation to show our
welcome?”
empty tables. Just as he was about to point at Sheng Wang’s, he heard Tian-ge
open his golden mouth, saying, “Wait.”
Gao Tianyang looked at him in puzzlement.
Jiang Tian did not sit down the moment he came back to class. Instead,
he took out the school bag, pencil case as well as papers out from the inside
of his desk. He had a tall stature; with just a stretch, he managed to toss the
few books on his table to the one in front of him. He then went to Sheng
Wang’s seat and sat down, a bag in his hands.
Gao Tianyang never thought that things could go like this. He watched
for ages with question marks floating all over his head, and asked, “Tian-ge,
Jiang Tian placed his items inside the desk one by one. Upon hearing
that, he said without even looking up, “I sat here in the first place, any
problem?”
Gao Tianyang then recalled: before Sheng Wang came, Jiang Tian did
sit here. Now that Sheng Wang left, he came back here with his things in tow.
He suddenly felt some mixed feelings, but he soon snapped out of it.
“No problem, it’s good that you’re changing back here. Otherwise, if I want
to whisper something during class, I lean back, and the new classmate
doesn’t answer me at all, that would be so awkward.”
Jiang Tian settled his things down, and shot him a glance as he said, “I
wouldn't respond to you either.”
“I knooow, not only will you ignore me, you’ll even ask me to shut up
and turn back around.” Gao Tianyang shook his head, “Now that we’re
comparing, Sheng-ge is the one who shows me more face.”
Jiang Tian pursed his lips, and no longer spoke. He took out a book
More than half of the students made use of the time to sleep. The class
monitor subtly switched off two lamps, and the lighting in the classroom
dimmed. The raindrops in the ongoing rain that fell around them were
slanted. The cascade of water continued to hum. Inside, however, it was
quiet. Just like every single noon break in the past.
These few Olympiad questions were extensive, the sentences being
convoluted too. Jiang Tian stared at them for quite a few minutes, but not a
single word entered his mind. He then realised that he was completely
distracted.
He leaned back against the chair; a hand dangled by the side of his
body, the other hand rested on the table, a pen within his fingers. The pen
spun for four-five rounds, and he still couldn’t absorb anything. He finally
The figure by the table in front of him became Gao Tianyang; it was no
longer the person who likes to wear his uniform below his shoulders when
he’s warm, and lazily fanned himself with his T-shirt collar. It was no longer
the person who would dare to slowly and leisurely rock his chair with his
foot on the bar beneath the table, and turn around to act obedient as he
apologised to him after his chair would occasionally bump against the edge
of his table.
His eyes were lowered as he zoned out for a moment. He suddenly felt,
after so many twists and turns, he had gone from the starting point to the
starting point once more. The transfer student in the middle seemed to have
never come in the first place.
If he doesn’t look back, and see the few new students who transferred
in, he even felt like it was an illusion; that he merely took a nap on the table
The screen on his phone inside his bag suddenly flashed. Jiang Tian
dug it out on instinct and opened WeChat. There were no new messages. He
spaced out for a while before he realised that that was some lunchtime news
that an app sent out as a notification.
He pulled down the menu, and kept it back up again. He watched the
top most chat in WeChat, that flat Wangzai sticker quietly rested in the profile
picture.
Jiang Tian actually had the habit of changing aliases, his style simple
and completely boring: the full name, or how he addressed them. The one at
the top was his first exception.
He had briefly changed the person’s alias to “Sheng Wang” before, but
a few days later, deep into the night, he changed it back for some
inexplicable reason. Back then, he couldn’t put into words what mindset he
was doing that out of, but now, it was more obvious: he simply wanted to see
the other person’s changes, if his profile picture changed, if he was happy or
not.
on a lot of websites. He had tried so many ways in order to keep it for a few
more years.
However, Old Man Ding said, “It’s already an old cat, it doesn’t have
much time. We can’t make it stay anymore.”
In the end, he didn’t manage to make it stay. Just as expected.
……
It seems that it has always been like this.
When he was young, he tied Jiang Ou’s silk ribbon around his finger,
but he had never seen her every time he opened his eyes. Later on, he wrote
his name and pasted his photo on a slip of paper, and tied it around his
grandmother’s wrist, but the old lady still couldn’t remember him. Even later,
after taking so many pictures and videos of Leader, that cat who had spent
such a long time with him was still buried six foot under.
Keeping people with him had never been his forte, and never did he
These few days, Sheng Wang had begun calling him “Ge” at a frequent
rate, but he wasn’t happy. Instead, he would often flashback to these bygone
affairs. He knew that the person who would hook an arm around his neck as
he said “Let’s stay in school together” was going further away from him, but
Translator’s notes:
Sheng Wang: [moves to a different class]
Jiang Tian: [starts thinking about everyone who has ever left him]
Also this is such a long chapter I’m gonna cry (8.7k in raws, basically x2 -
x3 of a normal chapter)
Hey remember when Sheng Wang said in the last chapter he had always been
good at letting go
:)
Chapter 060 - Swayed
middle of lesson. There were those on their PSP with their hands inside the
desk, playing mobile games, chatting on QQ and WeChat etc. There were
even people who stuffed their phone inside their pencil case horizontally in
order to read novels, or make use of their long hair to cover the wireless
The relation between teachers and students illustrated that virtue may
be one foot tall, but the devil ten. One side always had a way to check, the
The few classmates from Class A weren’t quite used to this either, or
maybe they were not in a good mood in the first place. A few of them all
elements of flexing. However, he forgot one thing: Sheng Wang had changed
through too many places, and had seen too many classes.
Each class has their own vibe, Sheng Wang had even stayed in a class
more unruly than Class B: when they moved on to high school, the cream of
the crop eligible for the direct recommendations exam were selected,
forming a pre-exam final sprint class that truly straight up disregarded the
rules.
With a lock of the classroom doors and the pull of the curtains, it was a
normal sight to see people grouping up to play poker, chess, and even mobile
games together. Sheng Wang brought a foldable basketball hoop and nailed it
to the back of the classroom. When boys start to get fidgety, they could toss
anything inside. They even dared to compete. The main credit behind Sheng
Wang’s shockingly good accuracy in shooting into the basket went to mainly
There were even people who brought dice, and used a mug as a dice
cup. Those who lost will have to treat the entire class to supper. Sheng Wang
only. Theoretically, students shouldn’t be able to buy it, as the school did not
want to delay lights out and sleep. However, they have succeeded again and
again. Someone ratted them out twice, and the teacher on duty came to catch
them with the penalty book. They split into three teams as they fled, and
managed to shake the teachers off despite the ambush and being cut off. They
snuck food back to the dorms, and toasted each other in celebration. On
Monday, they would come to have a joyous reunion as they were forced to
attend “The Public Criticism Beneath the National Flag”.
Whether Shi Yu had seen it before, Sheng Wang probably did it all. Big
Mouth Xu was correct about one thing: he simply happened to be getting
away because his good looks, his obedience was all surface level.
At one point, he thought that he liked that class that best; because of the
utter lack of restraint, because of the liveliness. Because he could avoid
returning to the empty and boring house.
Afterwards, when the recommendation exams were over, and that class
that was formed in the last minute dispersed, he then discovered his so called
had to work hard for; they were nothing to write home about.
process behind solving the question, but there was only a pathetic amount of
people holding their pen as they cooperated with the teacher. Sheng Wang
was one of them.
During the inter-class break, the study rep had given the few new
classmates the homework left behind by the language and English teacher. He
spared an ear for the person at the lectern, his pen however leisurely
scrawled away for English.
When he flipped to a new page, he slightly rocked his chair with his
foot on the bar, and felt that there wasn’t a huge difference between upstairs
and downstairs.
The teacher’s speed of talking was slightly slow, the breakdown
behind the thought process was too detailed. The difficulty of the question
wasn’t as in depth as what Old He and the rest did, the expansion was
slightly too little, the number of repeated questions on the practice paper a
little too much. But, he could adjust and cope with all those by himself. Other
than those, there did not seem to be any flaws at all.
I told you it wouldn’t be that hard. Look, you’re already getting used
to it.
He told himself.
rhythmic to the point that it was monotonous; like the wall clock at the back
of the classroom, continuously repeating the same sound, and time quietly
The sky outside was dark and gloomy, it resembled neither day nor
spent an entire period and a half on it until he reached the last comprehension
passage, and then his words started to break apart.
Out of habit, he twisted open the tip of the pen, his chair tilted
backwards, and knocked on the table behind him without even looking back,
something into his palm. He didn’t manage to get a new pen refill, only Shi
Yu’s confused question. “What, do you want to borrow a ruler or pen?”
Sheng Wang blanked out for a moment, and was suddenly mortified.
The sound of rain seemed to have become louder from that instant,
noisy enough to irritate. He turned around in that chaotic background noise,
and wanted to say to Shi Yu, who was confused, “Do you have any extra pen
anymore.
and said, “It’s nothing, I got confused from all those questions.”
He looked at the ballpoint pen that he dismantled into half in his hand,
and was abruptly no longer in the mood to keep doing questions. He sat for a
long time in the clamour of the pouring rain, and finally admitted to himself
endurance.
Not even half a day went by, and he already began to miss that seat
upstairs.
half of the period. He only recalled coming back to himself upon the sound of
the school bell ringing, signalling the end of class. He dug out the umbrella
that was basically unused, and hurried to Xi Le Convenience Store.
“It’s okay, there’s the laundry lady.” Sheng Wang went straight into the
Wang taking three boxes of pen refill, for all red and blue and black. Other
than those, there were also a paper knife, ruler, scotch tape, and correction
fluid……
“Okay okay okay, what are you doing? Trying to open up a wholesale
market?” Boss Zhao zoomed out from behind the cashier, and followed Sheng
Wang around the shelf back and forth, like a parent worried about his son
Sheng Wang’s eyes were still darting around the shelf. “I’m not doing
wholesale, these are all what I need.”
Boss Zhao was even more confused. “I get it for the pen refill, I know
you all use it way too quickly. But why wouldn’t you have a ruler and a pen
knife and correction fluid? You haven't gone to class before?”
Sheng Wang explained in all seriousness, “I did, but I’ve always lost
my stuff. They just disappeared into thin air, and I needed to borrow.”
Boss Zhao tsked, and said, “All mischievous sons in the world are the
Just after he spoke, he saw Sheng Wang take three stacks of post-it
notes. He couldn’t help himself once more and chided, “One stack is enough,
when he finally softly said, “I don’t want to borrow from others anymore.”
felt that that was an entire Pacific Ocean between him and Sheng Wang. He
understood that if Sheng Wang kept shopping around, he would be late for
class.
Furthermore, the way Sheng Wang was lingering before the shelves
was actually a little lost, like not even he knew what he still wanted to buy.
Boss Zhao clapped his back as he pushed him towards the check out area,
and said, “Don’t pick anymore, and put down the repeated items too. You can
come take more when you’re done with using them. And that’s all for the
He found a plastic bag to contain the items, and after some thought, he
then wrapped another layer in order to prevent the rain from drenching them.
When he passed the bag to Sheng Wang, Boss Zhao couldn’t help but say,
“Actually, it would be dinner time after one more period. You totally could
have come here around that time, either way you have to go to Beyond
Sheng Wang said, “My pen just happened to run out of ink; if I don’t
However, Sheng Wang knew it himself, that these were all excuses: he
simply didn’t want to drag it out to dinnertime, because Jiang Tian would
definitely be next to him, and he didn’t want to let Jiang Tian witness the way
Sheng Wang hurried back to Mingli Block with a plastic bag in his
hands. Perhaps it was the urgency that the bell for lesson prep brought about,
or maybe people tend to be more confused in rainy weather, his legs moved
faster than his brain. Either way, by the time he realised, he was already at
Old Wu walked to Class A with a thermos, and stopped a boy who was
walking past him on the way. “Jiang Tian, please take the papers and give
When he passed by the stairs, he spotted Sheng Wang, who was rooted to the
ground.
off and forming a giant puddle on the floor. His other hand held a plastic bag,
With one look and Jiang Tian already knew: he came to the wrong
floor. His expression was vacant and awkwardness filled every fibre of his
Jiang Tian looked away and his brows furrowed in a flash. He turned
unblinkingly. Yet a moment later, he shook his head again as though he just
wrong place.”
Jiang Tian eyed the forced smile at the corner of his lips, and didn’t
Sheng Wang was the one who flunked on purpose, who decided to go
further away like he was minding his own business. Yet, when he saw that
smile, he still felt upset, and a little heartache too.
“This is way too embarrassing, just treat it as you’ve never seen me,
yeah? I’m heading down now.” After Sheng Wang spoke, he turned around to
go downstairs. When he went around the corner, his eyes lifted towards his
direction.
When he returned to his seat, Shi Yu was startled by that giant bag of
items. “What are you doing? You plan to live in the classroom?”
Sheng Wang placed the items inside his desk one by one, and said
refill out, and changed the pen which ink just ran out last period. “It’s just
that the rain is too troublesome, and I’m too lazy.”
It was because the rainy day spelled trouble, that after he tried so hard
to crush certain feelings in its roots, before it even had a chance to work, he
nearly failed because of one thing.
All it took was a single glance at Jiang Tian when he was upstairs.
A while later, with dinner and going back to the dorms to sleep and
dinner at Beyond Parasol Trees in the end. That was because Jiang Tian’s
father, Ji Huanyu, went to Old Man Ding’s house.
Translator’s notes:
[whispers] it’s about the tiny details
It’s Sheng Wang’s unused umbrella because he always shared with Jiang Tian
It’s the various stationery that he kept borrowing from Jiang Tian
It’s not about missing his seat upstairs, it’s about missing the person behind
his seat.
Note: A change has been made for "Beyond Parasol Trees" (a location) to
"Wu Tong Wai" (the pinyin version of the term). If you have any strong
feelings about this change, feel free to contact me.
“Can You Come Back?”
Old Man Ding had an elderly phone, the font size as gigantic as bronze
bells. Apparently, Jiang Tian wanted to buy him a normal smartphone back
then, and tried to patiently convince him that he will teach him how to use it.
However, the old man refused no matter what, claiming that he’s old and
couldn’t see clearly, there was no way he could read a single word on the
screen of a smartphone.
The old man was a force to reckon with, and threatened that he would
what kids wouldn’t spare a second look at, and brought the phone with him
everywhere he went.
Jiang Tian was a gauche person, so the old man loved to tease him
especially much. He would often brandish the phone in front of other people,
saying that it’s Xiao-Tian who bought it for him etc etc. Naturally, he did
show off to Sheng Wang too. When that happened, Jiang Tian was eating his
food next to him, and the more he ate the more his expression turned deadpan.
In the end, he dumped a giant chicken drumstick in the old man’s bowl,
The old man wanted to smack him with his chopsticks, saying that
Jiang Tian is a cheeky brat with a bad temper. Sheng Wang nearly perished
from laughter.
One could assign contact numbers as kin on the elderly phone, it was
convenient and also for the case of emergency. Jiang Tian took up the number
1 spot, and the old man said this is enough. Later, Jiang Tian notified Xi Le,
and added Boss Zhao in too. When Sheng Wang came, he scooted over a
little, and so Sheng Wang took up spot number 2 and Boss Zhao ended up
However, under normal circumstances, Jiang Tian was the only one
Old Man Ding would call. Therefore, when Sheng Wang received the call he
The old man said, “Ji Huanyu is here to be a menace again. Bring
Now that was quite the strange statement, Sheng Wang was a little
confused by what he was hearing. “Grandpa, you’re trying to say that don’t
let him know Ji Huanyu is there?”
“You don’t say? If not, I would have called him straight away,” the old
It was strikingly obvious whenever Old Man Ding lied through the
phone: scared of more questions, his tone would deliberately sound harsher,
and hang up straight away after a few curt lines, not giving the person the
chance to speak.
Even Sheng Wang knew how to distinguish his words, not to mention
Jiang Tian.
The old man continued, “I’m afraid the kid will get into a bad mood
after hearing Ji Huanyu’s name.”
That was indeed true; Sheng Wang had witnessed Jiang Tian’s change
of mood before. Back then, all it took was a mention from Jiang Ou and his
That was kind of strange, Sheng Wang had never fingered out why.
He couldn’t resist but ask, “Grandpa, why is Jiang Tian so bothered by
him?”
Old Man Ding did not get what he was saying at the start. He said, as a
matter of factly, “Ji Huanyu is no good at all, that’s why. Is there any
difference to having this thing that is his father around at all? Quite normal to
“No, I do get it.” Sheng Wang deliberated, “But if we’re talking about
not taking care of him enough, well, when I recall what you’ve said,
actually……”
Actually, Jiang Ou and Ji Huanyu were basically of the same stripe.
They were both negligent in their care towards Jiang Tian when he was
young. The difference was that Jiang Ou had no other choice, while Ji
Huanyu was simply being himself.
Yet, Jiang Tian’s attitude was as different as day and night. Though he
may not be as close and intimate like mother and son towards Jiang Ou, he
was protective of her at the very least. He cared about her, and could not
bring himself to be harsh with her. On the contrary, he was extremely
repulsed by Ji Huanyu, to the point that he refused to spare him even a look,
let alone talking to him at all.
When he heard Old Man Ding talk about Jiang Tian’s childhood, Sheng
Wang did suspect whether Ji Huanyu hit Jiang Tian before. Later on, he
rejected that theory, as Jiang Tian was completely unafraid of Ji Huanyu at
all.
When the father and son were around each other, it was Ji Huanyu who
was the one treading carefully around him. That kind of cautiousness wasn’t
necessarily surface level, but rather…… it was more like he was afraid that
any carelessly spoken word would touch Jiang Tian’s sore spot. Jiang Tian
was the one who harboured zero fear towards him, not even a single trace.
There was only vexation.
Old Man Ding could not clarify while being all the way on the other
side of the phone. After all, he did not live with the Jiangs in those years, he
would not know the cause of the animosity between the father and son. He
was the same as Sheng Wang, he could only guess.
But it’s so hard to guess with Jiang Tian……
doesn’t look down on an old man like me, and is close to me too. He’s trying
to make me a middleman, I suppose. Maybe he thought that I’ve lost my
marbles with my age, that he could treat me like a moron. As if he only needs
to pose around a bit, and I’ll think he’s a good boy again. Or maybe he
thought that after he showed a little filial respect to me here and there, Xiao-
Tian wouldn’t be so bothered by him.”
Sheng Wang felt that it was rather funny: an actual flesh and blood
“One for reconciliation.” Old Man Ding sighed, “A 40+ years old man
who has been playing around for so many years, suddenly recalled that he
still has a son out there, probably wants to resolve whatever issue they have
between them.”
whatever that, and now you start to regret. When you look at other people
falling sick, you would think: what if you become like this one day, and not
have a single loved one around you? That would be quite upsetting too.”
But, when he was young, Jiang Tian didn’t have his loved ones
around him too.
Old Man Ding smacked his lips, and grumbled resentfully, “Even if you
get a cat or a dog, you still have to stay around it, creating bonds or
something. Look at him, it’s been so many years, does he know how much
Xiao-Tian cannot stand him? Daydreaming about some coaxing and cajoling
to mend their relationship, even wanting to bring him overseas. Ha—”
The old man coldly hmmphed, and said, “I’m the first one to object!”
Until he hung up on the phone, all Sheng Wang’s head was filled with
was “even wanting to bring him overseas”. Despite knowing that Jiang Tian
did not plan to pay any heed to Ji Huanyu at all, he was still a little bothered.
the cleaning rag that the cafeteria lady soaked in soap, and fell ass-down onto
Sheng Wang was originally still a little down, but with that even he
couldn’t resist anymore, and was doubled over in laughter for a while before
he realised that he was resting on Jiang Tian’s shoulder out of habit again,
Gao Tianyang rolled his eyes while he still sat on the ground, and stuck
his hand out. “The hell you’re laughing at? Can someone please help me up
limbs.
“Eh, are my pants wet?” Gao Tianyang tried to look behind him.
“It’s fine, there isn’t that much piss,” Song Sirui said.
“Fuck you, I’ll pull your pants down and change into them, don’t you
everyone else while still covering his behind. He said, “Sheng-ge, I know
you are a good person, I want to eat the sweet and sour ribs, curry briskets
and spicy chicken from the number 8 window, can you help me get it? If I
don’t manage to eat it, I will die from pain right here today.”
“???”
Sheng Wang turned and saw the long queue that had already made two
turns and snaked all the way to the cafeteria’s entrance, and asked
Right after he spoke, the school card in his hand was taken away by
someone.
Jiang Tian held the card between his fingers, and waved it at him,
calmly speaking, “I’m buying. What do you want to eat, say that again.”
He said, “I want the bok choy, steamed egg and ribs from the number 3
window.”
Other than the number 8 window, the most popular one, there were
actually quite a few people at the other windows too. Jiang Tian and Sheng
Wang stood at the end of the queue for the number 3 window, Song Sirui and
The queue wasn’t crowded, but Sheng Wang still acutely felt the
that warm?”
“......”
You’re so good at making conversation.
Sheng Wang paused, and stuffed his card into the pocket. A certain
ears again; it was composed, not as sharp and cutting like the time at Wu
Tong Wai.
After he spoke, he realised that the answer was a little too awkward,
and added, “It’s a little simple, but it’s not bad.”
Time flew by in a meal, Gao Tianyang and the rest belonged to the food
inhaling, and no matter how cultured Sheng Wang was, he wouldn’t take too
long either.
They went back to Mingli Block, and went their separate ways
throughout three floors. When Sheng Wang entered Class B, he felt his heart
slowly sink down again, like a hot air balloon that reached the end of its
journey.
Only at this time, then did he realise how happy he was just now.
The happiness was only ever so momentary, then he had to spend the
Without anyone noticing, the time he took to eat became shorter and
shorter, and the time he went back to the dorms after night self-study became
later and later.
Out of the entire level, Class A was the only one with special
privileges, they got to stay in the classroom for night self-study. Every other
student in the level had to go to the lecture theatre.
At the start, when Sheng Wang left with his bag in tow, more than half
of the people in class were still packing up. The second day, it became less
than half. Much later, there was barely anyone. In the end, he was the only
one left.
When he went back to the dorm, it usually was cutting close to lights
out. They barely had time to exchange a few words before silence settled in
matter how much he wanted to deny it, he and Jiang Tian were still inevitably
embarking on two different paths.
The weekly test for this week was temporarily cancelled due to the city
holding an event for appreciation of great teachers. A few classes from year
two were selected for being recorded over the weekend, while the other
Sheng Wang took out an entire question bank as usual, and went through
it the moment he opened his eyes until night. When he walked into the lecture
theatre with a new book of English Olympiad questions, Shi Yu finally
couldn’t resist anymore and said, “The hell, this has to be the third book
already?”
“What third book?” Sheng Wang sat in the corner at the back, and said
as he took some books out.
“I’ve watched you finish going through two books of Olympiad
question banks that are literally this thick. This is the third book already,
aren’t you tired?” Shi Yu got a headache from just looking at it.
Sheng Wang, however, was stunned and said, “It is?”
him. Sheng Wang was really downright terrifying of late, he did not have the
audacity to be on WeChat while he sat beside him, and inexplicably ended up
doing questions with him for the past few days too.
It was scary now that he thought about it: he was done with half a book,
he had never been this hardworking for his entire life up till this point.
“If the weekly test wasn’t cancelled, I think I could jump up a few
places this time,” he said, half humble and half smug. Unfortunately, he did
not receive a reply.
Sheng Wang had already stuffed in his earpiece and began studying.
He watched him for a while, and felt that the other person was in a
strange state: like he was focusing particularly hard, but his mind seemingly
elsewhere too.
……
The bell signalling the end of night self-study rang. Both Shi Yu and
Qiu Wenbin had packed their bags. They were already used to Sheng Wang’s
late return, and after waving him goodbye, they went back to the dorm.
The song happened to shuffle to quite an old English song, the hoarse
voice of the singer was low but gentle. Sheng Wang stilled, and recalled that
this song was acquired from Jiang Tian’s playlist.
moment then he realised that the song was honestly really good.
Sheng Wang sat for a while, and busied himself with writing a few
nouns down. In the end, he stopped writing. The sound of human voice
suddenly came by the window, and two boys passed by with a basketball. As
they tried to snatch the basketball from each other, the sound of the basketball
Sheng Wang looked away, and suddenly plucked out his earpiece,
hurriedly keeping his pencil case and books. He did not know what was up
with him either, all he knew that was in this instant, he was struck by the
desire to go back.
Therefore, he slung his back across his shoulder, and ran towards the
dormitory block in large strides.
When Sheng Wang ran up to the 6th floor, it was 10.45pm, much earlier
than the previous few days. When he opened the door, he was met with the
scanned across that lower bunk, the study table, and even the sink and the
bathroom, but he did not see any trace of the other person at all.
He caught his breath as he supported himself against the door. He
placed his bag on the table next, and pretended to be asking casually,
“Where’s Jiang Tian?”
“He isn’t back yet,” Qiu Wenbin said, “doesn’t he usually come back at
nearly 11?”
Sheng Wang was stupefied.
Qiu Wenbin then realised what was happening, and said, “Oh, yeah
right, you’re usually a couple of minutes later than him. It’s normal that you
wouldn’t know.”
feeling into words. He was dazed for a few seconds, and felt as though his
heart was stabbed by something, both a gentle poke and a heavy slam.
From a certain day onwards, he really did lose track of Jiang Tian’s
schedule.
“Why……” Due to the exertion from running, his voice was a little
He stood by the table for a while, and felt a little insipid. After
walking for a couple of rounds, he grabbed his collar as he said, “I’m going
out to the balcony for air, the run back is overheating me like crazy.”
“Okay,” Qiu Wenbin said, “watch the time then, Sheng-ge. It’ll be
Sheng Wang closed the balcony door and fanned himself. He then sat
down at the edge of the basin area, and stared at the ground with his hands
Ages later, he heard muffled voices in the dorm. Yet another moment
later, the balcony door opened with a click; someone came in.
Sheng Wang’s eyes remained on the ground. He knew who it was, but
he couldn’t muster the energy to smile. He was feeling kind of upset.
Jiang Tian didn’t ask if he was okay, neither did he ask why he was
sitting there.
The balcony was very quiet; he merely stood before Sheng Wang, and
was probably looking at him with his eyes lowered the same way he was
before too.
Quite a while later, Sheng Wang pursed his lips, moulded his face into
placed the notebook by his hand, his finger lightly tapped on the cover. “It’s
for you.”
“What’s this?” Sheng Wang was stunned. He flipped through a couple
of pages after taking the book, and was starting to be unable to flip through
anymore.
He had seen something like this before: when his ankle was sprained
and he rotted away at home from sheer boredom, Jiang Tian went through
the page and question number. It clearly stated what made the question
special, and why it was selected for a look through.
However, this was slightly different this time: the book before him was
more precise than before. He didn’t need to go search it up himself, all those
questions were cut out from their respective books, neatly pasted inside the
notebook one by one. They were separated by subjects and types, the unique
points as well as beneficial points were labelled at the side too.
At the later half of the book, the corresponding answers and solutions
to the questions were written down too. Every single line matched.
They consisted of all mathematics, chemistry and physics. If Jiang Tian could
understand a topic to a certain level, Sheng Wang could manage it too.
Perhaps, this could be counted as a simple and crude gift.
give. All he knew was to search and carve from within himself, and extract
whatever he could, giving all of them to people he cared about.
Sheng Wang said he flunked his exam, so he will pull him back up.
Sheng Wang said the teachers weren’t as in depth, so he will make up for it.
This was the most practical thing he could think of.
Therefore……
Jiang Tian's eyes were on him as he asked, “Can you come back?”
Translator’s notes:
well enough in your exams to come back?” To me, the scoring part is more
like a prerequisite for Sheng Wang to return, and within the context of the
passage, the prerequisite isn’t strictly necessarily IMO to convey what Jiang
Tian was truly asking, the act of handing him a compiled notebook of
questions was enough to suggest the academic aspect. Also that is just clunky
as hell. So, I’m just leaving it out here because I am very, very biased.
For Jiang Ou, a ribbon from her blouse, gripped tightly in his sleep
For his grandma, a tag with his name and his photo, to remind her who he
was
For Sheng Wang, a painstakingly compiled collection of questions, to ask
It was as though someone pinched the corner of his beating heart, and
bringing himself to say the word “no” at all. All of a sudden, he thought that
he was quite the fool: after so many days of busying himself here and there,
when it came down to it, all it took was a single line from his Ge and he was
back at square zero. He wanted to say “You really are quite something”, but
deathgrip; he did not speak, nor did he look up. He did not move at all. Only
when that sour, aching feeling dissipated with the pumping of his heart and
the flow of blood, and that it no longer hurt so much anymore, then he rapidly
lips as he cleared his throat, and then waved the notebook. “With this, if I
His eyes were born gorgeous, his eyelids were paper thin, the crease at
the end of his eyes weren’t long, but instead, they slightly tilt upwards. When
his gaze swept across here from the tailend of his eyes, it always appeared
both cold and arrogant, like he held no regard for anything at all. However,
when he plainly made eye contact, his gaze slightly sunken and reflecting the
sparse dots of lights—barely bright at all—you were the one that stood
Sheng Wang stood in his eyes for eons, and finally nodded, saying,
“Okay.” Afterwards, the sharp edges he seemed to put up around him all
In that few seconds, Sheng Wang even had the illusion that he was on
the same wavelength as his Ge. This illusion gave birth to an impulse within
him, he wanted to ask, “Ge, can I hug you”. However, just as he was about to
outside the balcony; under the temperature in late November, the flowers
ought to have all wilted and fallen off. Yet, somewhere, there were those
scarce few flowers who were stubbornly giving out that nearly imperceptible
fragrance. That bit of impulse within Sheng Wang gently faded amidst the
remnant scent.
railing, and side-stepped to open the balcony door, motioning for Sheng
Wang to go in.
Earlier on, his grip on the book was too tight, and relaxing his hand out
of the blue caused it to feel both numb and sore. Sheng Wang rotated his
joints as he walked into the dorm, and when he went over the short doorstep
at the balcony door, he felt a light pat on the back of his head.
clothes and towel from the closet, and said, “I’m taking a shower.”
Shi Yu was sending messages with his legs crossed on the bed. Qiu
Wenbin clipped the portable lamp onto his bed’s railings, and reminded,
“Deity, you gotta hurry up, the teacher on patrol will be coming here later.”
“I know,” as Jiang Tian spoke, he entered the bathroom.
“Sheng-ge, why are you still standing here?” Qiu Wenbin left the bed to
retrieve a book. Due to Sheng Wang standing rooted next to the balcony door,
the area seemed a little squeezy.
“Hm?” Sheng Wang ran his fingers through the hair at the back of his
Jiang Tian was soon done with his shower and came out. Sheng Wang
proceeded to take over his shift as he grabbed his clothes and towel. Water
vapour still fogged within the bathroom, and as the hot water descended upon
him, he suddenly could see it all clearly now; or rather, the moment he told
Jiang Tian he could “go back”, he already figured it out.
All he did was to like someone, what’s the big deal? A lifespan of a
human is like 80-90 years, he’s still at the start. The future is so long, so far
that he couldn’t see the end of it at all. He just happened to fall for Jiang Tian
in this period of time, that’s all. He wouldn’t know how long it would last,
and he wasn’t planning to say anything either. He also understood that there is
no way anything is going to come out of this.
serious issue?
Not at all.
The hot water for the day was finally completely used up, the water
pouring down on him soon turned cold. Sheng Wang slammed the tap shut,
The moods of teenagers are just like weather in June: when it’s pouring
and storming and the dark clouds loomed above everyone, it seems that the
clouds are there to stay forever. The moment the rain stops however, the sky
is clear, and the warm rays of the sun shine upon the earth.
Sheng Wang was the embodiment of the shining sun himself for these
few days.
A while ago, Sheng Wang was buried in studying like he did not want
to talk to anyone else at all, finishing one book after another. It was to the
point that not even Shi Yu was entirely unaffected, and took a few sets of
questions to secretly compete too. He found out that no matter how fast he
after some picking and choosing, he managed to cut out a few pages worth of
any particular attention to the lesson. More often than not, he would be
reading a dark brown leather notebook while spinning a pen, and
draft. As he wrote, he would even dig his phone out and chat with people on
WeChat.
Shi Yu stole a glance before, and due to how fleeting that glance was,
he did not catch any of the content clearly. He could only see the word
“Changbai” for the alias. He was baffled for quite a while over that, he still
It was only at night self-study on Wednesday then did he find out who
exactly the mysterious “Changbai” was.
Night self-study meant for residential students only began after the day
students ended classes. Students from every class would all go to the
specified lecture theatre one after another, a bag in hand. There would be a
teacher in charge of answering questions at the lectern, and the teachers in the
level would usually be the one on duty.
There was plenty enough space in the lecture theatre, and there was
free seating. Nobody was restricted by class. Sheng Wang sat in his usual
seat at the last row as per the norm, and Shi Yu and Qiu Wenbin sat right in
front of him, so that they could go back to the dorms together after night self-
study.
When the bell to start prepping rang, roughly everyone had moved in,
The teacher on duty scanned around, and figured that everyone had
arrived. Just as the teacher was about to stand up to close the door, a boy
with a school bag on his shoulder came in. The teacher froze, and questioned
because as everyone knew, Class A has special privileges, they don’t need to
come to the lecture theatre for self-study at all.
Sheng Wang looked up amidst the buzz of discussion; Jiang Tian was
conversing with the teacher on duty. As he spoke, he looked up, his eyes
swept around the lecture theatre, briefly paused on Sheng Wang, and then
upstairs, going two steps at a time, and went past an entire row of tables and
chairs.
The every goose—no, every person—in the lecture theatre all stuck
their heads out to look. Shi Yu was the nearest, and accidentally caught a
There was zero obstruction to the phone’s interface, laying on the table
in plain sight just like that, like he didn’t care if anyone saw either. On the
screen was a WeChat chat. At the top of the frame, was the alias for the other
person. This time, he managed to get a full view of the name at last: Changbai
This Changbai Mountain’s Divine Tree had just sent a message half a
minute ago, asking Sheng Wang: Which row do you sit at for self-study.
Sheng Wang answered: the last row.
And so Jiang Tian came, the identity of the Divine Tree became clear
terms of endearment between brothers, what the heck even are these.
Jiang Tian turned a blind eye to the attention he was receiving. He sat
down next to Sheng Wang, and dug out a thick book with a dark blue cover
from his bag as well with a pen. After all that, his eyelids finally shifted as
he asked the person next to him, “Why so dazed?”
Sheng Wang opened his mouth, and asked in bafflement, “I thought you
Jiang Tian said without looking up, “Sitting there for self-study by
Jiang Tian looked towards him with a frown. Sheng Wang said, “I
imagined it, it is quite stupid.”
“......”
On Friday, Yang Jing looked for them, and gave them two forms. She
said the training camp would begin next week, and they will have to fill up
the form as well as prepare two sets of ID photos, sized two inches.
Yang Jing said in annoyance, “They all went up on the wall of honour
down or what?”
Sheng Wang initially planned to go to the printing shop at the school
entrance for a random photo and make do, but Yang Jing then said, “Take a
good one, smile at the very least, yeah? Your photo will still have to go up
the wall after you do well, don’t make it look like a mugshot.”
There was a printing shop next to Xi Le. On the way there, Sheng Wang
kept going through his phone gallery. He lived like he had an “auto-follow”
function activated, and was constantly half a step behind Jiang Tian. As he
turned, he also turned. As he stopped, he also stopped. He did not look up for
the whole time.
Jiang Tian told him “eyes on the road” twice, and they all went in one
ear and out the other. When he could no longer stand it anymore, Jiang Tian
led him towards the tree at the side without a single word. It was only when
it was too late to brake and his forehead bumped into something then did
Sheng Wang was startled enough to look up: Jiang Tian’s palm was in front of
“You really dare to not watch where you’re going?” Jiang Tian said
incredulously.
Sheng Wang was even more incredulous, “You really dare to lead me
Sheng Wang followed him and looked around too. There was nothing
but leaves and more leaves. “What are you looking for?”
and was rendered rather speechless too. He imagined him holding an end of
the walking stick, Jiang Tian holding the other, and someone wearing a pair
presented to him, “There, a human walking stick for you. Do you dare to hold
it?”
He saw Jiang Tian pause, and took his arm back, pretending to sneer as
he said, “I can’t believe you even have to think about it. We’re leaving.”
After he spoke, he went ahead with his head down, still busy using his
phone.
Ever since the day he made peace with himself, he had been in this
state.
paw at him for a bit, and scratch at him for another too. Like that cat picking
a fight in the meme, it teetered at the edge, completely unrestrained, having
leave for the training camp. Yang Jing had begun urging them to start packing
their luggage, and they managed to acquire two absence slips excusing them
from night self-study as an exception. Regardless, they had to go to class that
day.
The last period on Thursday afternoon was Class A’s Olympiad
coaching. It was physics. He Jin had been going through a portion of the
content of physics at the university level. However, He Jin was unwell for
the day and went to the hospital, so the coaching class got Zhao Xi as a
substitute.
well, but when lesson ended, Zhao Xi went to the office to put down his
teaching plan before returning to Class A, and sat down at the edge of the
table in front of Sheng Wang.
Class A students were eating or heading to shower, they had already all left.
There was just Sheng Wang and him. “Management’s Old Zhao dragged him
away again?”
Sheng Wang nodded, saying, “We’re not having night self-study tonight
anyway, so I’m waiting for him to go have dinner at Wu Tong Wai.”
“Oh.”
Zhao Xi laughed, and said, “I’m not in a rush, let’s have a chat.”
Sheng Wang asked hesitantly, “What are we talking about?”
“Talk about why you, kiddo, are avoiding me and Lin-zi recently?”
Zhao Xi said.
Sheng Wang’s awkwardness instantly reached its limit.
“Sigh, what are you so awkward about?” The way Zhao Xi conversed
was very hooligan-like, entirely different from the way he was during class.
He was more like a delinquent senior. “I personally am not awkward.”
that alley, the few old houses are vacated for a long time already, mute and
the old man are the only ones living there. Older people tend to sleep earlier,
so there’s no way he would be up and about at the time. The only ones who
“We thought that we could just let this pass by. But, after a chat with
Lin-zi, I was worried that we accidentally traumatised a kid going through
puberty—” as he joked, he accidentally broke into laughter too as he spoke,
“So while there’s free time today, I came to have a chat with you. Were
you...spooked?”
Sheng Wang realised that after being torn up on the inside over this for
so many days, he ended up forgetting whether his first reaction was terror. He
was hesitant for a moment, and answered, “I’m okay I think.”
brightness into his eyes, that when he looked at him like this, Sheng Wang had
the illusion that his thoughts were bared wide open to him.
He lowered his eyes, and the top of the book spun around beneath his
finger tip for a few rounds. He wanted to change the topic, so he asked Zhao
Translator’s notes:
My second favourite scene (or is it?): Jiang Tian leading Sheng Wang into a
tree.
For those of you who have read Global University Entrance Examination
(novel by the same author), Qin Jiu (ML) does this to You Huo (MC) too :D
Outtake:
Original, more word for word: Other people gaze at flowers as they ride on
horses, is he hurting anyone with a few more glances at his Ge?
Version I so desperately wanted to go with: Other people miss the forest for
the trees, does it matter if he misses heterosexuality for his Ge?
also sry the 'preview image' is a scam because it never actually happened :")
Chapter 063 - Declaration
before he bent over to scoop up the book again, and then asked, disbelieving
once more, “Jiang Tian knew?”
He couldn’t help but laugh. “I didn’t see you dropping your book when
I came to look for you to have a chat, so why are you dropping it now?”
Sheng Wang did not answer, and remained in stunned silence for quite
a while.
there wasn’t only one person who said that he and Jiang Tian were super
similar to Zhao Xi and Lin Beiting. The person who said it did not imply
anything otherwise, but the person who heard it took it to heart. Sheng Wang
had heard it countless times, and Jiang Tian was next to him for nearly every
single one.
Otherwise why did he not refute them even a single time after hearing it
“Isn’t it quite normal for Xiao-Tian to know? I’ve known him for so
long,” Zhao Xi lamented, “He’s still so little when I was in high school. It
doesn’t really sink in if I don’t say it, but now that I’m mentioning it, I
There was mirth in his voice no matter what he spoke about, regardless
if it was between him and Lin Beiting, or him and Jiang Tian, it all seemed
like casual chitchat. However, at this moment, the more he spoke, the more
Yeah. Jiang Tian stayed in Wu Tong Wai ever since he was a kid, Zhao
Xi was someone who stayed here too. They’ve known each other for so long,
Sheng Wang thought: did he think that I would lose face if he refute
them? Or……
Whatever that came after the “Or” was way too preposterous, he knew
that he shouldn’t go in that direction, but he couldn’t help to. Therefore, his
sunken heart began to gently soar amidst the seemingly aimless thoughts.
telling himself, “He is my older brother”, but when it came down to it, as
long as he thought of that one in a million absurdity, he couldn’t help but to be
happy again. Even though this probability was so miniscule to the point that it
was negligible, and it would never be proven, ever.
He zoned out with his eyes fixed on a random spot for a long while
before he finally asked Zhao Xi, “Xi-ge, do you know what happened when
he’s super young?”
“You’re talking about Jiang Tian?”
“Yeah.”
Zhao Xi recalled for a moment, and said, “He didn’t know when Lin-zi
and I just got together. He’s too small back then, around five-six years old, I
think. I would often help my dad to pass some things to uncle mute, and he
“Yup, but as to what is his true surname, I don’t think anyone really
knows. He rarely brings it up.” Zhao Xi quirked a corner of his lips as he
smirked, “I’m even the one who came up with Old Man Ding as a nickname,
afterwards the kiddos in the alley plagiarised from me, and even later
“He’s just scaring you. The old sir does have a bad temper, but he’s a
pretty kind person too.”
It was Jiang Tian’s desk that Zhao Xi was sitting at, he started fiddling
around with a ruler he casually fished from his pencil case. “Back then, Jiang
Tian often read in the old man’s yard. What a young age, but such a stubborn
temperament. I could already tell this boy will definitely be quite proud
when he’s older, and quite gloomy for sure.”
“I’m pretty wild around then, I didn’t exactly have much patience.
Sometimes, I would leave after teasing him for a couple of lines, and
sometimes, I would chat with him for a bit. At the start, he didn’t respond to
me. Later, when he chanced upon books he couldn’t understand, I would go
there and go blah blah blah as I showed off. He probably never seen
hooligans who love to read too, and thought that it was quite novel, so he
reluctantly responded to me. Eventually, we became familiar with each other,
and then I introduced Lin-zi to him. Lin-zi was an infamous school tyrant in
middle school too, and pulled a long face all the time. When he sat face to
Sheng Wang recalled the Jiang Tian in Old Man Ding’s words. The two
years Zhao Xi mentioned were around when Jiang Tian was locked out from
his grandma’s house. With that gauche personality of his, the surface level of
familiarity he displayed towards Zhao Xi and Lin Beiting only suggested that
he cherished them more personally at heart. They were probably the few
happened to be stuck in between the old books.” Zhao Xi recalled, and his
words gave way to laughter, “I was already no longer with Lin-zi at that time,
and I personally was a little dazed when I saw the photos out of the blue too,
so I didn’t immediately keep them away. So Jiang Tian saw them, just like
that.”
degree of...intimacy was around the same as what you saw that day.”
Sheng Wang awkwardly let out an “oh”, indicating that he got it.
Zhao Xi raised an eyebrow; this hoodlum truly befit his school tyrant
origin, as the person implicated himself, he was the one who was completely
unbothered instead. “Jiang Tian wasn’t that old back then, not even 10, I
think. I thought he wouldn’t get it at all, but for some reason he had an
That one out of a million absurdity abruptly vanished in the few words
that came from Zhao Xi; like a popped balloon, after the explosion, the
ragged bits were left to slowly drop, and quietly descend onto the ground.
it?”
“Yeah, he’s so repulsed that he left without taking the books.” Zhao Xi
said, “He was still young back then, different from the way he is now. No
matter how hard he tried to keep his face stony, it was still evident from his
face. I could tell he was trying to restrain himself out of politeness, but I
Wang thought he would use the word “disgusting”, but what he went with in
the end was “uncomfortable”.
Zhao Xi said Jiang Tian looked especially uncomfortable at that time.
fiddling with the ruler, “It’s so drastically different from Jiang Tian’s
reaction. However, his reaction was quite rare. Most of the people who
half playing along, “Is that true? We must truly be brothers then, we took up
both extreme ends of the spectrum.”
boy.” Zhao Xi said jokingly, “After he left, I took the entiiiiire day to reflect,
thinking: really? Is it really that hard to stomach?”
“Later? Later on, I was like, that kiddo is so freaking troublesome, why
should I have to coax him? Let him be, damn. In the end, not even two days
later, I obediently went to have a chat with him.” Zhao Xi lifted his chin,
saying, “Just like the way I’m talking to you know, but not as light-hearted
though. He’s very stolid, he refused to reveal any of his thoughts on this at
all. I don’t even know if any of what I said had an effect at all.”
“For a time, I suspected if he had some trauma in regards to it. Later
Sheng Wang violently looked up, but Zhao Xi did not plan to go any
further into it. “Just my guess, I don’t have any concrete evidence, so I
wouldn’t be telling you. In any case, I have already tried my best, and chatted
with him so many times. Not that long later, he moved away from here, and I
went overseas too. We did stay in contact, but not often. A year or two, and
I’m back in the country for summer break. He came to Wu Tong Wai a few
times. The first few times, he said he’s there for Old Man Ding, and later, he
finally came to look for me on his own, and awkwardly apologised to me.
That’s when I knew he got over it.”
for someone with Jiang Tian’s personality, spending two years to correct an
inherent perception had to be a tough internal battle with much push and pull.
It was also from that day that he realised: to Jiang Tian, he and Lin
Beiting were truly important friends to him.
“I keep saying that he’s too mature, but that’s not true, really. When he
starts getting proud, he’s a match for my unruly ways back then. Honestly
speaking, he’s constantly asking for it, but that face of his lets him get away
every time.” Zhao Xi tutted, and his voice lowered, “But, he’s very rational.
Even people older than him by a lot wouldn’t be able to get past this either,
not to mention the people the same age as him. He wouldn’t let a problem
stemming from one person affect his perception of an entire group of people,
that’s quite rare to see.”
thinking of. Perhaps it was the way the hue of the lights in the classroom was
This reaction was rather abnormal, and with some details from earlier
the boy’s slightly lowered eyes, and suddenly called under his breath, “Sheng
Wang?”
“Hm?” Sheng Wang came back to himself, and looked up to face him.
“I see that you’re zoning out, and your face doesn't look too good. Are
“No,” Sheng Wang shook his head, saying, “I just thought of something
that has nothing to do with this, that’s all.”
phone screen, from two minutes ago. He unlocked his phone and entered
Sheng Wang looked at the alias with mixed feelings, and typed out a
reply: omw
Acting in the Jungle”. Who knew if it was a jab at Jiang Tian, or at himself.
The cold light in the classroom darkened just like that. Sheng Wang
looked up, and saw Zhao Xi switching off the lights. He changed the alias,
and just as he tapped on “confirm”, Zhao Xi, who was in front of him,
suddenly turned around. He asked, “Sheng Wang, I’ve wanted to ask you this
The way he said it was hesitant and euphemistic, but Sheng Wang
Zhao Xi looked at him with lowered eyes, the roguish light in his eyes
absent for once. Instead, there were a few traces of gentleness laced within.
He nodded, saying, “Ah, that’s good.”
However, when the door opened, Jiang Tian was already swiping on
his phone by the door. God knows how long he had been standing there, and
Sheng Wang thought of what he said earlier, and only a single word
The three of them could chat normally when they were together, but for
some reason, the moment Zhao Xi left and Sheng Wang and Jiang Tian were
left travelling side by side, the mood took a turn for the quiet.
Evening at the west school gate was a constant stream of people. The
school banned car horns around the school premise, and the items dangling
from street food carts were jingling and chiming. The sky was slowly
overtaken by the night, the lights in the distance were sparse and scattered,
he didn’t know what to say. As for Jiang Tian, he wasn’t the chatty type.
Usually, it was hard to tell if there was something weighing on his mind or if
he did know why Jiang Tian was so silent, or maybe he didn’t know anything
at all.
It was already said that the troubles of youth were the hardest to tell,
either.
The old lady at the entrance to the alley was walking her grandson
around, stooping and teasing the child with an imitation of how the child
spoke. Sheng Wang side-stepped to give way, and his shoulder accidentally
bumped against Jiang Tian’s chest. Jiang Tian supported him a bit.
Jiang Tian’s palms were huge, but they weren’t particularly thick
either. Sheng Wang could feel the long and slender fingers pressing down
continued walking only after the old lady left. Perhaps it was because he
Jiang Tian looked at the narrow and long alley before them. A short
while later, his gaze finally turned to him, like a casual glance. “You have a
Maybe it was because he was too quick to answer, but Jiang Tian
paused too.
It was like Sheng Wang finally saw the chance and grabbed it. He said,
Jiang Tian’s eyes were on him. A while later, he finally shifted his gaze
and nodded, not saying anything else. Like he was simply casually asking too.
Now that he finally explained what he had been holding back, Sheng
Wang’s heart slowly sunk back onto the ground. He only cared about finally
getting that sigh of relief, only when they went around the corner of the last
alley and heard the sound of human voice from the near distance, a question
then suddenly flashed by in his mind.
Why…...did Jiang Tian ask that?
The last time he saw him turn that way, it was because of Ji Huanyu.
Sheng Wang looked in front on instinct, and just as expected, he saw a
man who had just exited Old Man Ding’s courtyard. The other person was
still immaculately dressed, his expression was the only thing filled with
unkempt.
Old Man Ding’s raspy voice came from the door, “Look at the way you
are, do you have no shame? Doesn’t it look bad for you to keep going on
about this everytime you come here? Take a listen at yourself, are those
reasonable words at all? Oh, you can just say yes when you feel like it and
no when you don’t? Does the world revolve around you? Xiao-Tian is a
human! You’re a complete monster! Don’t you come looking for me, and
don’t you dare look for Xiao-Tian either, the both of us aren’t acknowledging
you! Scram, and stay as far away from us as possible!”
This was the first time Sheng Wang witnessed the old man truly lose
his temper, and not lovingly act harsh. The old man’s physique may not be as
good as his younger days, but he was part of the military before, he still had
plenty of strength. He pushed the person out of the door without any mercy,
and Ji Huanyu stumbled a few steps backwards with the force too.
The old man stuck his head out, wanting to shut the door. However, he
spotted the people at this side of the alley. He paused, and hurriedly
motioned at Sheng Wang, indicating for them to hurry up, don’t just watch the
show here.
However, Ji Huanyu already saw them. He had lost his face before the
younger people like that, and anger born from humiliation was evident in his
awkward expression.
“You! Don’t go tell him about whatever nonsense you have, ain’t
nobody want to hear them! If he wants to hear, he would have heard you a
long time ago, no need to wait until now.” The old man still wanted to go pull
him back.
Ji Huanyu kept a lid on his temper, and pushed the old man back into
the yard without any further arguments, and closed the door for him too. “I’ve
said it before, I only wanted to have a chat with him. Can you go back inside
and rest? No matter what, this is between Xiao-Tian and I, it has nothing to
do with other people.”
The old man cursed and yelled inside, Ji Huanyu latched the door shut
from the outside. He said in Jiang Tian’s direction, “I didn’t lock, I’m just
blocking for a bit. I’ll let go after I’ve said my piece.”
could still maintain the way he was now even under this circumstance.
Despite his voice evidently being on the verge of irritation, he still sounded
catching in school. He recalled what Old Man Ding said before, that he met
Jiang Ou in high school, and were together ever since. After university, they
naturally got married too. It seemed perfectly reasonable for Jiang Ou to have
He was father and son with Jiang Tian, and in Old Man Ding’s old
photos, they did look a little alike. But when the man himself stood before
“Let’s find a spot.” Ji Huanyu took out his phone and checked the time,
“You can do it right here,” Jiang Tian cut him off impatiently, “you can
say whatever here.”
Ji Huanyu sighed as he looked at him, and put down his phone. “Sure.”
He thought that Ji Huanyu was an absolute joke: he was the one who
said that he wanted to have a chat, but every time he had to act like this was a
conversation privy to no one else. Why bother? Isn’t that just contradictory?
The mockery on his face was overly obvious, and after feeling as
though he had been burned by that expression, Ji Huanyu suddenly could not
go on anymore. The peaceful facade he tried oh so hard to keep up finally
revealed a crack.
He walked two steps towards Jiang Tian, and stopped halfway through.
He couldn’t bear it anymore and said, “Xiao-Tian, it has been years. Your
mom has found a suitable partner for her too. I heard that she’s doing quite
well these days, better than with me. Why do you keep harping on those
issues?”
Jiang Tian looked aside, as though a single second longer would cause
him endless vexation. “You think you’re qualified to even mention my mom?”
“No.” Ji Huanyu did admit it really quickly. His eyes were lowered,
and did not speak for a long while. He stared at a spot on the ground, thinking
of god knows what. A good while later, he said, “I don’t have the rights to
mention her, that’s why I’ve never visited her up even up till now—”
“You dare to?” Jiang Tian moved a step.
Ji Huanyu hurriedly said, “No, I’ve never gone to find her. I’ve been
avoiding her ever since I came back from overseas. But, Xiao-Tian, that
really happened for so long ago. Yes, I was indeed somewhat muddling
along, nothing was going well for me at all, it was such a long way off from
or perhaps he was just scared of pissing Jiang Tian off. He hesitated before
he continued, “I already don’t have much feelings towards her. I’m going to
be honest, Xiao-Ou—your mom had already been looking at information
related to divorce proceedings, I was thinking the same thing too. I just
thought that we could still wait, and still go on together. After all, we met
each other in high school, and were together for such a long time too.”
scumbag, from top to bottom. I also understand why you didn’t want to let
your mom know. You don’t want her to think that she wasted more than ten
you believe me, I suppose. I was truly head over heels for her when I was
with her at the start, I wasn’t thinking of anything else. But, living our lives
together wasn’t the same as dating, there were too many troublesome issues.
It was part of the reason why I fought with her too. Anyway, there were too
many this and that and what not, I was a little dispirited. I don’t know if you
have experienced the same situation before too. Sometimes, when the stress
gets to you, some crazy thoughts come up in your head, just like that, you’ll
think, whatever, I give up. And then you want to do some things that would
really take it too far. That’s why……”
That’s why you were messing around with some strange man in the
person himself was too ashamed to even speak of what he had done, every
time he brought it up, he had to do it away from other people, or just cut
himself off. As though if he didn’t say it out loud, those things would
he wanted to move past that issue, other people had to follow along and
forget too.
As though what other people’s feelings didn’t matter, other people’s
Yeah, he was indeed quite young at that age, so young that every time
he recalled something from that period of time, there were only disconnected
parts. Just like the memory of that day, all that appeared was the clouds of
cigarette smoke wafting in the room, stinging him to the point that he nearly
couldn’t keep his eyes open. Cigarette butts lay strewn all over the floor; they
were burnt through, with tiny red embers still lit up. Ji Huanyu was entangled
He was already sick that day, his head heavy. He might still have a
fever. Those images even seemed surreal, like graffiti or threatening arms
He might have said something, thus startling the people entangled with
each other. And then there was chaos. He seemed to have been tossed aside.
Or maybe someone crashed against him. He fell onto the floor. Perhaps he
weren’t terrifying, but he could only suppress that feeling of disgust after
could recall was the smell of cigarettes and the feeling of utter disgust.
Zhao Xi said he was a little precocious, and perhaps that was true. It
was true in the way that he knew Ji Huanyu was someone who clung onto his
dignity tighter than his life at a tender age, and loved to act like everything
was alright.
It was said that Jiang Ou and Ji Huanyu were not that different from
each other, both did not know how to take care of him. However, he could
clearly tell who did it out of resignation, and who had it written in his blood.
The care he received was limited, therefore the type hidden away in
the heart was counted too, therefore his protectiveness over Jiang Ou. When
he was brought away, Jiang Ou hugged him and sobbed for a long time,
saying that she seemed to keep making mistakes, saying that she was a little
useless.
Because of him, Jiang Ou had negated a few years of her life. He did
not want her to disregard more than ten years of her life just because of Ji
Huanyu, as such he kept hiding it from her.
As long as he hid it from her, Ji Huanyu would never say a word either.
That was why, for a long period of time after that, he kept feeling
disgusted, and still had to suppress that disgust before Jiang Ou. Gradually,
he no longer had the urge to lash out.
Even a tin can would rust after staying sealed up for so long.
For quite the while, he rejected any sort of touch that was overly
intimate in nature. Rationally, he knew that he was taking it too far, but it was
older than him, and then he forced himself to gradually make peace with it,
slowly get used to it. Until a certain day, he could finally sever Ji Huanyu
apart from all the other people, and thus also himself from those things too.
Just like what the two friends said, not all sorts of intimacy represent a
certain feeling, and there was no need to be unnecessarily paranoid too. That
weren’t anyone who caused any absurd thoughts to manifest in his mind.
He wasn’t the same as Ji Huanyu.
……
The sky grew darker and darker, and the outlines of their figures finally
became indistinct.
Ji Huanyu explained for a long time, and finally started getting
impatient. He felt that he didn’t really say anything wrong, but no matter what
he did, he could not change a single iota of Jiang Tian’s mind. He couldn’t
help but recall what Old Man Ding said: he was the one locked outside the
remorseful he was, Jiang Tian was only cold and aloof from the start to the
end.
He then couldn’t help but turn to look at Jiang Tian. In that instant, he
had the illusion that Jiang Tian’s despise and vexation floated about in the air
around him, as though he wasn’t the victim, more like a witness.
It was just like he spent many, many years, and forcibly removed
himself from the messy bygone affairs, and became some irrelevant passerby.
And then, in the today culminated from those years ago, he helped to convey
a message from the him who had to lodge all over the place.
He said to Ji Huanyu, “I think you are disgusting.”
There weren’t any bright streetlights around them, but Sheng Wang
could tell that that man’s face turned deathly white. He really was burned by
that line.
He stood rooted to the ground. Old Man Ding’s curses, Jiang Tian’s icy
gaze…...all sorts of pressure and feelings surged up within him, and he had
Sheng Wang saw him move, and he proceeded to stand in front of Jiang
The alley fell into dead silence. Sheng Wang was stupefied for several
seconds before he got what Ji Huanyu was implying. He shot a look at Jiang
Tian on instinct, but due to the darkness of the night, he couldn’t tell Jiang
Tian’s expression.
He did not know what Jiang Tian was feeling now: embarrassment?
and yet still insisted on dragging other people down with him. He lost his
his face covered in the shadow. He suddenly felt he was seriously blind
when he looked at the old photos at Old Man Ding’s, why would he ever
think that Jiang Tian resembled that scumbag when he was young in any way?
Sheng Wang tugged at his bag strap, and moved forward half a step.
“Uncle, I actually don’t have anything to do with whatever you said, but I
It was part of what he learned from Sheng Mingyang: the more he was
this close to losing it, the more he could instantly welcome the person with a
brilliant smile. He had the looks that said he was a cultured good student, so
him. Despite hearing the mockery in his voice, he did not really take it
seriously.
Sheng Wang took down the bag that was on his shoulder, lifted it up
and presented it before him. “I just wanted to say, if it’s not for you being
Jiang Tian’s father, this bag would be bludgeoning against your face now.”
certain that an outsider wouldn’t intervene in private affairs between him and
Jiang Tian.
He shot a glance at Jiang Tian, and said, “But, I think Jiang Tian doesn't
The moment after he spoke, he swung the bag and smashed it against Ji
Huanyu.
“It’s none of your goddamn business how Jiang Tian is doing now? He
has a home now, fuck.” After Sheng Wang swung his bag, he grabbed Jiang
years old boys, he did not know of people who kept his words if he said he
was going to hit you. He rubbed his face, dishevelled, and strided after them
as he frowned.
Sheng Wang heard his footsteps, and just as he wanted to turn behind to
look, Jiang Tian moved him behind him with his hands pressed down on his
shoulder.
With a slump of his right shoulder, Jiang Tian’s bag slid to his elbow.
He lifted up his bag strap, and said to Ji Huanyu, “Haven’t you had enough
after a hit?”
He knew it damn well how much he owed his son, the halted footsteps
was the evidence. That was because he clearly understood that Sheng Wang’s
move was just for that one time, he was standing up for him as he was truly
pissed. If Jiang Tian made a move, then he would be settling several years of
Old Man Ding could not see the battle situation, and banged on the
the alley began barking too, causing a giant racket. Coughs and human voices
began to come nearer too. Ji Huanyu hesitated, and his feet finally moved.
He had always been eager to be first, he split hairs over the smallest
issues, he cared about his face to an extreme degree. Every time he appeared
state he was in in that dim room, to the point that he could never truly glow
Disgrace.
arsed to even sound out. He walked to the door at the old courtyard, and
unlatched the closed door. He pulled Sheng Wang and walked in.
Old Man Ding, red in the face and the neck, was blocked from him by
Sheng Wang holding him below his armpits. Jiang Tian closed the door once
more, and the person was separated out of the door in the night. He did not
After a long while later, Sheng Wang checked around the surroundings
as he poked his head out from the patterned cement on the courtyard walls.
The spot before the door had long since been void of people, only the used
cardboard boxes and plastic bottles that uncle mute left to pile up in the
Old Man Ding was a little sheepish tonight, he kept thinking that it was
his fault for not notifying them on time. “If I managed to squeeze out time to
make a call, then maybe Xiao-Tian wouldn’t have met Ji Huanyu, that
mongrel.”
When Sheng Wang went to wash the cups in the kitchen, that was the
Nth time he heard him grumble like that. After grumbling, the old sir took a
kitchen knife and turned towards him, asking, “Dried bamboo shoots, lotus
Sheng Wang avoided his blade, and felt a little like he didn’t know if
he should laugh or cry. The elderly man was no good when it came to
cheering people up, especially when it came to Jiang Tian. After all, Jiang
Tian was quite rational ever since he was a kid, and rarely did he need
consoling. The only solution the old man could think of was to whip up
something good. The person was already angered, so let’s not mistreat the
question. Old Man Ding had raised him like his flesh and blood grandson,
Sheng Wang thought that not even he knew, but unexpectedly, after some
thought, he did manage to sort out an order from the three items. “Dried
bamboo shoots, I think. He seems to prefer crunchier stuff, and eat them more
than the others. He rarely touches food like eggplant and luffa on his own
accord.”
The old man flashed a thumbs up at him, and went to dig things out
thanks to inspiration from the old man, he searched all over the kitchen and
quell some of Jiang Tian’s anger. That would still be better than nothing at
all.
That night, the old and the young tried with all their might, but Jiang
Sheng Wang suddenly flashbacked to the first time he met Jiang Tian.
He was baffled for quite a while, thinking why the long face all the time.
Now, he finally understood. If he ended up with a dad like that, witnessed all
those hideous things, and became an adult under an environment like that, he
would also be hard pressed to find anything worth being happy about.
The luggages were long since packed in the dorm, and there was no
need for night self-study either. They stayed at Old Man Ding’s for a lengthy
amount of time, and by the time they went back to school, the residential
Students were everywhere along Road #3, some would ‘travel from
afar’ to Xi Le to buy the snacks that the other convenience stores didn’t
stock. Some had a basketball in their hand, and when they passed by the
basketball court, they aimed the ball at the basket a couple of times for the
fun of it.
Jiang Tian would occasionally look over at the sports ground, and his
eyes would half narrow. A while later, he would retract his gaze again. He
that.
“Hm?” The other person finally came back to himself, and turned his
eyes to him.
couldn’t find a fault worth mentioning with you, that’s why he even brought in
“Besides, Auntie Jiang has merits all over, there’s enough to pass on.
There’s no way it would be his turn. You’re the one who gets the final say in
anything you do, it has nothing to do with him. You’re different from
him……”
Sheng Wang thought about the implication behind heredity, and was
of people were making their way downstairs. Some were getting water,
buying things, or just popping over. They went against the flow, and all the
lights were lit in the sixth floor corridor. The door belonging to the dorm at
the corner was wide open; Shi Yu and Qiu Wenbin probably just reached too.
When they were about to reach the dormitory door, Jiang Tian, who
had been silent for the entire journey, suddenly spoke. “Xi-ge said something
before.”
“To not overcorrect myself to the extreme, that’s how I’ll easily overdo
direction, the more you will pay attention to the path behind you. The more
you want to get rid of something, the more acutely you can feel its
presence.
Lin Beiting said: There will be all sorts of people you will meet in the
future, too many, really. No way that as long as you go a little closer, you’ll
Jiang Tian tore his eyes away from Sheng Wang, unloaded his bag and
walked inside the dorm. The lights out signal had yet to sound, and the room
was brightly lit, encasing the boy who returned late in a fuzzy halo of light.
The first half of the sentence was meant for Sheng Wang.
Because he saw the silence that barely lasted for two seconds before
Sheng Wang spoke to comfort him, because he saw the traces of avoidance
and upset in Sheng Wang’s slightly lowered gaze; he always seemed to see
all these. For every pause, for every unspoken word, for all the laughing and
joking around despite not being exactly happy himself, he could see them all.
sufficiently objective and rational. He had always been on good terms with
Zhao Xi and Lin Beiting, he had no problem getting along with Gao Tianyang
and the rest too. He thought that he found the perfect balance beyond the
boundary itself. That was, until Sheng Wang appeared, and that balance was
knocked over.
Sheng Wang wasn’t the same as other people. He was setting himself up
many things, but he would always avoid that point. He would deliberately
look past certain unplatonic or other feelings, like as long as he didn’t think
Until today, when they met Ji Huanyu at Wu Tong Wai, and heard Ji
Huanyu say what he said, he suddenly came around to it. The other person
wants to pull him into the darkness? He’ll emerge instead. The other person
step forward, he’ll make peace with himself instead. He refused to fight
himself anymore.
He liked Sheng Wang, that’s all. He has fallen for him for a while now.
Due to Zhao Xi and Lin Beiting’s relationship, he understood better
than the average people this particular route. He had witnessed the unions
and separations along the way. His rational side told him: Don’t drag the
other person in, he is very precious. He wanted the person to smile more
often.
himself back.
charge up towards them from the neighbouring dorm, Old Mao and Tong-zi
tugged at Sheng Wang as they greeted him, saying that the training camp
begins tomorrow, all the best for them, and bring some glory to Fuzhong.
by the road, take a breather and leave. It’s best if he didn’t say hello to him at
The training was held in another city, a river separated them from
Fuzhong.
separated from the centre of the city by thousands of miles. It would be too
the troubles that came with transferring again and again on the journey,
arranged for a private car for them. As the teacher in charge of the team in
Fuzhong, Yang Jing was the one who would be bringing them there.
The place to board the bus was the same one where they usually
to get up so early for cold wind in my face? The sun isn’t even up yet!” Yang
Jing wore a thin woolen coat outside of her sweater and lacquered shirt, long
enough to cover her ankles. As the wind blew, she stomped her feet, cursing
Big Mouth Xu: older people could wake up early, they don’t even spare a
thought for young people’s need for sleep when they arrange for transport.
After she cursed out Big Mouth Xu, she started scolding Sheng Wang
Young master Sheng was feeling quite sorry too. He initially took a
thicker outer jacket this morning. Now that he no longer needed to wear
school uniform the entire day as he was out of Fuzhong, those simple and
stylish clothes of his could finally be worn. For some reason, his brain
shortwired upon leaving the dorm, and changed into a thinner one.
Yang Jing scrolled through her phone, saying that the temperature
would drastically drop today. As Sheng Wang froze his reddened ears off, he
wouldn’t stop moving about before his Ge with his jacket completely
unzipped. Jiang Tian side-eyed him several times with a furrow in his brows,
and asked him, “Do you know what temperature is it today?”. He stuffed in
The fourth round Sheng Wang moved before Jiang Tian, Jiang Tian
finally couldn’t hold back anymore, and pulled up his zip for him like last
time. He then removed an earpiece from him, saying, “Are you having fun
Sheng Wang internally said, of course I’m not having any freaking
fun, my tears are literally going to fall out from the cold. I’m just making
him with a frown, he did not reject him or avoid him no-homo style. He
would even pull up his zip for him, showing that what happened did not
even forgot what Zhao Xi said yesterday, and forgot the fact that Jiang Tian
knew everything too. All he cared about was to make sure Ji Huanyu did not
that too.
They were heading for training soon, they were on the way for another
city, leaving Fuzhong for a brief period of time. Those secretly blossoming
feelings that sprouted in the corner of the classroom, the balcony at the dorm,
beside the sports ground, or even beneath the shade of the tree, could quietly
come out for air for a bit. There was no need for tip-toeing around.
would like; Sheng Wang had a rare case of motion sickness, unlike the one he
The car just went past the tollbooth, and he felt his stomach churn.
There was a light scent of leather in the car; usually, he wouldn’t really
notice, but now the scent was making its presence especially known, and
He was chatting with Jing-jie at the start, and looked for every
opportunity to tease Jiang Tian too. With that, he finally settled down, saying
“I’m sleeping for a while”, and leaned back against the seat. He even took
the hood from a hooded sweatshirt in the inner layer to cover his head and
being carsick, he could say it out so easily. This time round, now that he was
saying a single line would make him appear frail and weak or something.
Jiang Tian was good at pissing people off and not good at casual talk.
Once Sheng Wang shut his mouth, Yang Jing lost the interest to chat either.
She went through her phone, and planned to prop her head with her hand and
sleep too. The car soon quieted down. In the midst of his discomfort, Sheng
Wang half-opened his eyes, and saw Jiang Tian with a white earpiece stuffed
in, his head lowered as his hands speedily flew across the screen, typing.
The nausea was getting to him. Sheng Wang didn’t keep looking, and
With motion sickness, every second that went by felt like an eternity, it
was hard to keep track of time. He did not know how long his head tilted
upwards for, and suddenly he felt the person beside him shuffle, like he
leaned forward.
Jiang Tian called out to Yang Jing with his voice lowered, saying
Next was the sound of a zip; she was possibly looking for something.
A moment later, the leather seat slightly shifted again; the person next
The next second, Sheng Wang felt something touch the corner of his
lips. Jiang Tian’s deep voice rumbled next to him, “Open your mouth.”
hand, the one he just took out was already stuffed into Sheng Wang’s mouth.
Yang Jing turned around from the front passenger seat. “Why didn’t you
say so earlier about being carsick? There will be a rest stop later, we’ll get
the driver to pull over for a bit. There’s still at least three hours before we
can reach there, you’re telling me you can hold on until we reach?”
Who knew where she bought her plum candy from, either way the
nausea was instantly suppressed by a lot, and some life finally went back into
Sheng Wang.
He pushed the candy to the side of his cheek, and said to Jing-jie, “I
Yang Jing was amused, the driver meanwhile couldn’t hold himself
Sheng Wang said, “No, you’re pretty steady. It’s just that I woke up too
Yang Jing saw the opportunity, and began to curse out Big Mouth Xu
again. She thus sent the person a long voice message, completely fearless,
as he listened. Sheng Wang pulled down his hood, and leaned back against
the chair again, wanting to close his eyes and rest for a bit. However, his
eyes weren’t tightly shut, and he spaced out as he sneakily watched his Ge
Jiang Tian still held onto the packet of preserved plums, who knew if
he couldn’t find a place to put it down or if he thought that Sheng Wang still
needed another one. His other hand hovered in the air, his pointer finger and
thumb slightly crooked. They were probably stained with powder from the
preserved plum.
There were tissues on the car, but they were placed by the windshield
in front of the car. Jing-jie was busy, and had no time to deal with the people
open, withholding the mirth bubbling in his heart. He always found joy in
watching Jiang Tian being helpless and resigned, his motion sickness even
Jing twice before he gave up again. He leaned back against the chair in
surrender, and took out another plum from the packet. He ate it himself, and
A moment later, Yang Jing finally tossed Big Mouth Xu aside, turned
around and retrieved the packet of preserved plums. She asked, mystified,
Yang Jing said, “Why are your ears frozen red again?”
He gritted his teeth and said, “Yeah, it’s cold. Can we turn on the air
conditioning?”
The driver turned on the heat without a second word, and Sheng Wang
This car ride was a total of three and a half hours. They stopped by a
rest stop halfway through, and ate something, walked around, got some air.
By the time they boarded the car again, Sheng Wang had completely
recovered.
remote, this has to be in the middle of the jungle, right? Why a place like
this?”
“A few years ago, it wasn’t that remote. Every summer and winter
camp for every subject were all held in schools in the city. Do you know how
troublesome is it to take care of you unruly kids? You think that just because
you’re not in school, you can get up to any mischief. I remember a year when
12 were caught climbing over the wall to go use the internet in a single night.
They couldn’t even directly name and shame, and had to send the training
Sheng Wang and Jiang Tian met each other’s eyes, feeling like the
scoldings their seniors never went through, were all about to be materialised
on them.
“Okay then,” he said, having submitted to fate, and followed Yang Jing
The school was bigger than they thought, it was divided into two zones
by a hill, the front and the back, The one behind was the main school campus,
the one in front was slightly smaller, and thanks to the generosity of the
school, they carved out the zone in front of the hill all for the training camp.
the lodging, hm, it will be the staff residence block over there. The
decker beds, but they are much better than normal student residences. Two
students to one room.” The teacher in charge of logistics gave Sheng Wang
and Jiang Tian two cards, saying, “The dorms are assigned according to
school. You two are quite lucky, just nice for a room. There are no lights out
me I still have to say this, so...try to follow the school rules, okay? You are
Sheng Wang recalled what he was thinking earlier, and suddenly felt a
The staff residence in this school indeed had better conditions than the
ordinary student dorm. Other than an independent bathroom, they even had a
the so-called double decker bed was much more ‘luxurious’ than the average
student’s. At the very least, it was wide enough, and the steps upstairs were
Yang Jing brought the two students to the dorms as per her
responsibility. She went around the room, and headed to the balcony—or
there weren’t so many strict precautions and protection set up. They even
placed a pair of coffee chairs, as if people would come out here to enjoy the
surrounding the hill. Yang Jing tsked, and mumbled, “How quaint.”
Yang Jing critiqued, “Smaller area, mine has a bedroom and living
room. Still, the view is pretty decent here, there has to be a good thing about
this place after all. Teachers don’t have it easy too you know. We keep
having to mark your papers all day long, and suddenly oops, we get
Sheng Wang said, completely void of any humility, “Meh, in any case
“Don’t spread your peacock feathers for now, pass me the room card,”
Jiang Tian reached out to him as he said, directly after having settled down
“Okay.” Sheng Wang dug through his pocket without any fuss.
Yang Jing was slightly amused by that scene, and was curious enough
to ask Jiang Tian, “Shouldn’t everyone have their own room card? Why are
you taking his?”
Jiang Tian took away the card, and his thin eyelids were lifted, much
have lost the school card thrice, the dorm keys twice, three rulers, and how
Yang Jing: “......How have you not lost your head yet?”
Sheng Wang thought, and said defensively, “But I swear I’ve changed
recently, I haven’t been losing any more things for a while now.”
Jiang Tian’s fingers paused, and his eyes were lowered as he was
momentarily silent. He quietly kept the school card in the side pocket of the
bag.
outside the door. A huge wave of boys surged up from downstairs, half
The boys in the next dorms all sprawled around the corridor,
discussing the timetable for the training camp with their heads put together.
There were a sparse few who came up from the stairs, still marvelling,
flock together; those from the same schools preferred to stay with each other.
With this scale alone, it was obvious they were from Yizhong.
Throughout the years, Yizhong had occupied a good half of the slots for
the English training camp. This group of students acted like they came home,
free and given the green light. They even acted like they were the hosts.
why the boys were all creating a disturbance: all training camp students,
regardless of gender, stayed on the same block. The boys lived on this floor,
“Are they for real? Has the school gone insane?” Sheng Wang said,
astonished.
Yang Jing shook her head. “Don’t just listen to the way they are acting
up now, there’s a metal gate for every floor. They are open now only for the
sake of moving in. When your classes start, the doors will be locked for a
certain period of time. When I saw the arrangement, I already went to ask
logistics. They said there will be dorm checks after the doors are locked.
“Then what are they cawing about,” Sheng Wang didn’t know if he
Teenage years are filled with frissons of surprises; when a huge group
of people are gathered together, seeing some things different from their usual
lives would easily send them into fits of rowdiness and chaos. Soon enough,
that group of boys began chasing each other around, a group of people
crowded a boy against the wall. They were no different from Gao Tianyang,
Yang Jing pointed at the air in front of the two, “I’m warning you, don’t
get infected by Yizhong’s foolishness with a trip to the training camp. Also,
whether the people downstairs are boys or girls or the existence of the metal
gate is none of your business, don’t go out there and provoke anyone. Got it?”
Just after she spoke, two pairs of eyes watched her in silence. Yang
Jing mused, and figured that the two really aren’t the type to go flirt with girls
for fun. Thus, she changed her wording, “Not even if the girls are the one
who approached you first, don’t you dare pay any attention.”
The two pairs of eyes still watched her in silence, utterly wordless.
Yang Jing: “Whatever, treat it like I said nothing then.” Yang Jing’s
stomach hurt every time she dealt with these two. She waved, “In any case,
don’t let any distraction get in your way and secure the semifinals for me. I
have to do pre-competition coaching if it's the others, but you two with your
mental state can do without it. I just have one request: do not hand in ahead of
After settling them down, Yang Jing left with the arranged transport.
Sheng Wang pondered through her words, and felt that her worries
were somewhat uncalled for. How would he go flirt with anyone? Even if he
did, the person wouldn’t be from downstairs. As for the girls, they literally
There weren’t any lessons in the afternoon of the day they report in,
class meeting; at the very most all they did was to give out some teaching
went to print the student info they were supposed to hand in, and Sheng Wang
went to reserve seats in the classroom with Jiang Tian’s bag. Unexpectedly,
Sheng Wang shot a glance at the group of people chatting, and found a
pair of seats next to the window at the back of the classroom. The
conversation of the chat in front of him flowed into his ears with much
clarity. He listened for a while before he figured out that out of the group of
people from Yizhong, two were Jiang Tian’s middle school classmates, a guy
and a girl.
The girl sat on the table, and wore a loose ponytail as well as a
spacious jacket. She giggled non-stop as she held onto another girl’s arm.
She was the one who started all the jokes, appearing to be even more bold
people from Yizhong all used her as the topic of their jokes, going on about
“Old deskmates can catch up with each other” or like “When Jiang Tian
The boy who started ribbing her had a very tanned skin, and wore a
Sheng Wang silently glanced at the empty seat before them, pulled out
When he typed the message, he felt that his tone was pretty normal, but
message.
for?
Sheng Wang roasted in his mind.
It would be fine if Jiang Tian didn’t see the message, but now that he
replied, that line of “You have retracted the message” seemed sort of
unnatural.
To be fair, Jiang Tian’s middle school was quite famous in the first
place. Running into old classmates should come as no surprise at all. His Ge
liked him out of his old classmates. Sheng Wang didn’t particularly feel
anything about this issue, but now with these few messages, it ended up
Sheng Wang couldn’t help but laugh as he stared at the chat, and figured
“Apparently the training camp this time will be using the score from
the preliminaries?”
“Oh no, I’m totally losing out then? I completely screwed up for the
“Scram already, jesus christ. Quit pretending, yeah? You’re in the first
10 and you’re still saying that you screwed up? I’ve gotten the same score as
you, why didn’t I feel like I screwed up?” This was said by the one in bright
silver.
“Exactly, all of you have the same score, you are all basically the 6th
Tian, and we’re stuck in the middle. This is called ‘stuck between a tiger and
a wolf’.”
semifinals, there’s public speaking and Q&A, they take up half of the score.
Putting other factors aside, our school actually still has a pretty huge
here and there, we can totally leave them behind in the dust.”
Bright Silver laughed dryly, “Forget about him, his is better than mine.”
“But, you can still surpass #5 though!” Bright Silver said, “Not like
you haven’t seen the people from Fuzhong before, they are either idiots or
either a hardcore crammer who spams questions all the time. So, probably
braindead.”
Sheng Wang: “......”
reminded him. The group of boys and girls from Yizhong all subconsciously
scanned around, and when the girls’ eyes reached Sheng Wang, they briefly
lingered. They turned around with a giggle, and continued their discussion at
a lower volume.
Other than Sheng Wang, there were still a few students scattered all
over the class. They were clearly from other keypoint schools of the
province too.
Bright Silver waved, “Hello, are you dumb? The person is classmates
with Jiang Tian, of course they’ll come here together. Jiang Tian isn’t in class
“Oh, that’s true.” Other people felt that this made sense, and nodded
along.
The moment after he said, Jiang Tian entered the classroom with a few
intensive focus class was not lower than what he received in Fuzhong. The
moment he entered, the bunch of people who were chatting all turned around
in unison.
Bright Silver pushed that girl teasingly, and then raised his hand,
Jiang Tian paused in his steps and looked at him. “You’re here too?”
“Yeah, got a slot here by dumb luck, and also Ge Hui is here too.”
Bright silver looked at his hand, and said, baffled, “You’re not even taking
“Bag’s over there.” Jiang Tian pointed, and walked towards Sheng
Wang.
The group of people from Yizhong first stilled, and then slowly turned
to face Sheng Wang as they followed Jiang Tian’s path. Their faces all turned
green. The group of girls started laughing first, and Bright Silver’s skin
with his tail between his legs, and sat down on the seat before the two of
them. He squeezed out two empty laughs at Sheng Wang, saying. “Um, about
was he exactly smart, but this mouth of his was truly asking for it. Possibly
out of guilt and remorse, he kept trying to make aimless small talk with Sheng
Wang for the whole afternoon, attempting to get friendly with him. However,
he kept touching his sore spots, to the point that the more he spoke, the more
Sheng Wang’s face was expressionless, and so the grudge was formed.
The teacher said that for half of the time, the classes will be focused on
spoken language training, and even the training itself has a certain degree of
competitive element to it. The students will be grouped into twos, and for
public speaking and Q&A, all will be practised via PK. Winning net them a
score will be tabulated into the final score for the semifinals.
(t/n: PK = player kill, english acronym more commonly used for cn slangs. Can be used to mean
showdowns/faceoffs.)
grouped according to odd and even numbers. For example, as the 5th place,
Sheng Wang would be grouped with the 6th place. This time, there were quite
a few people all occupying the 6th place, and according to alphabetical
After dividing them into groups, the teacher gave them the training
camp uniform as well as the teaching material, and so the event concluded
school campus before. Sheng Wang and Jiang Tian picked the nearest route to
the cafeteria from the map and went to have dinner. On the way back to the
staff’s residence, they ran into the people from Yizhong again. The few girls
all nudged and winked at the girl named Ge Hui, and buzzed about softly like
the tide before they walked far away as they giggled. Nobody really dared to
Later, when they reached the dorm, the girls saw him and Jiang Tian
chatting by the balcony, and all swarmed out to gawk like bees from a hive.
After they saw them, they shrank back into the room, even their giggles and
They all had the time of their lives poking fun, but when they actually
came face to face with Jiang Tian, they all became bashful. Even Ge Hui,
who was Jiang Tian’s deskmate for an entire year, stopped her interaction
would stop a step away due to Jiang Tian’s cold and aloof appearance. Sheng
The last girl downstairs went back in too, Sheng Wang scanned around
once with lowered eyes and looked away again. He joked, “The balconies
are all empty now, those who came out were burned away by your chill.
Jiang Tian just showered, a white towel rested around his neck. The
night breeze blew his slightly damp hair up. His thumb flipped through the
calendar and weather forecast on his phone before he turned his screen off,
“The wind is the one that froze them out, what has it got anything to do with
me?”
then, asking him how he planned to spend his birthday that was approaching
in two days. If there weren't any limits placed by the training camp, he and
Jiang Ou wanted to rush over here and treat them to a good meal.
Sheng Wang speedily typed, saying that there are limits here, parents
aren’t allowed to visit. After he typed and tapped the send button, he then
“The sports carnival from before, a girl from Class 9 tried to get Old
Gao to pass a love letter to you. Old Gao rejected her on the spot, and said
“What?”
“He said, does my Tian-ge look like the type who would fall for
cracking up instead.
He clutched his phone, and lazily watched the hill in the distance.
In the darkness of the night, the autumn woods formed a swath of inky
black, undulating, ever connected. Due to the lack of lights, some stars could
be seen in the sky, shining brightly or barely noticeable to the human eye.
Sheng Wang evened the tilt at the corner of his lips, and said,
seemingly jokingly, “You do look like the type who wouldn’t fall for
anyone.”
Out of the corner of his eyes, Jiang Tian paused in the midst of drying
his hair. A while later, he then ran his fingers through his messy hair, saying,
that.
Sometimes ,when people start to get impulsive, nobody can stop them,
not even themself. He didn’t know what the purpose behind what he said
was, and neither did he figure out what kind of answer he wanted to hear
from him.
He thought that Jiang Tian wouldn’t bother with this kind of joke at all,
His emotions at the moment were simply ineffable. Sheng Wang’s mind
simply regret. What happened just now was probably a moment of impulse
on his behalf too. His hand went down, and he wrapped the white towel
His current state was just like having chugged down three giant mugs of
iced beer straight: coolness attacked his heart, but his blood and his brain
were in a state of broil, like he was mildly tipsy. He didn’t know what kind
of answer Jiang Tian would give, and he couldn’t tell if he was looking
Jiang Tian glanced at him, and for a split second, it did seem like he
was this close to saying something. However, all he did in the end was to
turn around, and toss the towel that he wrapped around his hand into the
washing machine.
“I was just casually refuting, that’s all. There’s no one.” He held onto
the balcony door as he said to Sheng Wang, “Go in and sleep, the wind is
getting stronger.”
with something rather suggestive behind it. A while later, Sheng Wang then
finally walked into the house. When he passed by Jiang Tian, he grumbled,
“What a way to brush me off, you even try to keep secrets from me.”
He walked two steps, and turned around again, “Do I know the
person?”
Jiang Tian closed the door tightly shut behind him, and upon that, he
“Okay, alright, time to sleep.” Sheng Wang hung the jacket he wore
after he showered on the clothing rack, and went to the upper bunk as he
climbed the mini wooden flight of stairs. He quickly tunneled under his
blanket.
Jiang Tian glanced upwards. The blanket with grey stripes formed a
lump, at the top end was the back of Sheng Wang’s head. He walked to the
wall and switched off the lights. The house instantly gave way to darkness,
the only light came from the phone screen by the lump on the bed.
“Need me to shed some light for you?” the lump asked.
“Oh.”
Although Jiang Tian was the one who urged him to sleep, sleep did not
find Jiang Tian at all. He rested against the head of the bed and used his
spamming style messages, flipped through his gallery, and entered WeChat
once more. He initially wanted to keep going through some things with Zhao
Xi, until he saw that the person at the top most of his chats had quietly
Jiang Tian paused, and tapped into Sheng Wang’s information page. He
His new profile picture was this crushed can, and his nickname
became: Recyclable.
Gao Tianyang: huh? you didn’t manage to catch all the gossip or are u
stuck on a question?
Gao Tianyang: who’s the asshole who got you like this, Sheng-ge? we
have to crack down on people who stop halfway through while spilling the
deets
…...
posts in Moments, and the queue was simply endless. They took dumbassery
to a magnificent level, until a person at the end of the queue came up to ruin
the formation.
Someone: “......”
He lifted his hand to knock on the bed board above him, like he was
really isn’t anyone”, but what came out of his mouth ended up becoming
page, his profile picture was much bigger than the picture posted in
Moments. The squashed can was half bent over, the cartoon grin was a little
If it wasn’t for the post in Moments, it was hard to tell from the profile
Jiang Tian looked at it monetarily, and his thumb caressed the screen;
The person on the upper bunk tossed around, and after a long while, his
filled the dorm, and Jiang Tian tapped open Moments once more as the sound
of his light breathing entered his ears. He wanted to say something, but what
should he say? In the end, all he typed was a series of punctuation marks.
His ellipsis sank at the bottom of the post, different from the other
the top, trailing behind the long queue of people. The simple word suddenly
became…...suggestive.
*
The timetable for the training camp wasn’t filled to the brim. In the
activities held at night, the self-study room was open all day long, and there
The competition was just a gild on the lily, after all. Whether you are
willing to gild, how far you are willing to gild, it is entirely your business.
At least, nobody will be caring about you the same way your homeroom
unbridled. They were relatively well-behaved the first day, they obediently
stayed in the zone before the hill, they obediently went back to the dorms
Thanks to him, everyone in the class knew that the school wasn’t as
desolated as it seemed. There were some shops, and they were all gathered
at the south gate at the area behind the hill. However, the services they
provide were quite uniform, there was nothing else but food. In the middle,
wasn’t there last year, the facilities should be decent,” a girl from Yizhong
said.
He did not change his seat after moving to the back to apologise to
Sheng Wang, and settled before Sheng Wang and Jiang Tian after dragging
another friend to sit with him, and so that became his fixed seating.
frankly.
“What do you have to do?” Bian Chen asked and turned to the other
Sheng Wang silently turned and fixed his eyes on his Ge. His Ge tilted
Bian Chen shrugged at the people at his side, quite a few tables of girls
“What do you have tomorrow, is it urgent?” Bian Chen tried his best,
after he looked at Sheng Wang, he turned to face Jiang Tian again. “Ah? Tian-
Jiang Tian did not have any intention to loosen up. He knew Sheng
Wang’s birthday is the day after tomorrow, and logically speaking, he really
did not have anything planned for tomorrow. Still, he could tell that Sheng
Wang had no interest in going out with them at all, and personally, he didn’t
exactly have much of a friendship with Bian Chen too. He barely spoke to
him while he was in the same class with him, let alone after being in different
“Why aren’t you guys going today?” Sheng Wang asked offhandedly.
“How are we supposed to?” Bian Chen shook the two pieces of paper
on the table after he grabbed it. “Bro, have you forgotten what they just gave
The papers in his hand were given out in the first period of spoken
language class today. There wasn't anything about 1v1 competition arranged
today, only some basic training, a mention of what one should take note of in
public speaking, and then the announcement of the theme. The students have
to prepare a speech centred on this theme, and from tomorrow, they will
how about you spill some details, and let me have some mental preparation?
He was already prepared for both sides to display humbleness and then
exalt the other person. After all, politeness can let the enemy underestimate
you. Never would he have thought that before he could start exalting, the
Jiang Tian let out a laughter by his side, and Bian Chen finally
recovered from the utter bafflement. He thought, I’m just asking? And you
started bragging just like that? There really weren’t anyone who dared to
truly say that their spoken language is good, Sheng Wang had opened up a
Those who like to brag usually don’t have any self awareness of their
public speaking with a script prepared in advance. Afterall, the speech itself
was a test to the art of writing. Some people may only be so-so in their
spoken language, but, with a well-written script, they could still score some
points too. Bian Chen refused to give opponents the opportunity to score like
this.
His written paper was only a mark lower than Sheng Wang’s, but this
script tonight, and then stun the other person with his spoken language
the other person’s comeback for the next few days afterwards at all. The PK
Competition worked like that: you can be friends outside the exam
venue, but you gotta be more ferocious when it’s time to score. That was
mouth.
from the group consisting of the 39th and 40th place. A total of five teachers
determined by the average score. The group of teachers were only stringent
and more stringent, and before the 14th and 15th place went up, literally none
The 15th place was Jiang Tian’s middle school classmate, Ge Hui.
Compared to the others before her, her pronunciation was rather nice. But,
when combined with the script, she only scored an 8.6 in the end. She was
from Yizhong. Yesterday, they thought they could get a 9 for sure, but after
waiting for so long, the first high score went to Fuzhong instead.
quality to his style, and gave the highest score so far, 9.7. The other teacher
had the opposite reaction instead, and felt that his expression of emotions
was deserving of a negative score instead. It was his script that was
outstanding, and reluctantly gave him an 8.6. Still, after tabulating the
and sent him a series of memes. There were those that called for a major
celebration, banging gongs and drums, whipping the head back and forth rock
and roll style etc…….until he clicked on the wrong thing and sent the one
with
eyes instead. The other person happened to have just left the stage, and was
Sheng Wang’s finger rubbed the screen, and retracted the last meme
with his eyes lowered. After removing, he felt that removing the last one
alone only drew more attention to it, so he simply removed everything above
too.
Therefore, as Jiang Tian sat down and read through his WeChat, in a
chat with a certain person, that was a neat and tidy column of “the other
“......”
Jiang Tian stared at the screen with a poker face, and he really couldn’t
help but to turn to face Sheng Wang. This person, fully taking advantage of the
fact that he retracted all the messages, left his phone screen out of the open
with nothing to hide, entirely unafraid of anyone seeing it. That was how
Sheng Wang internally swore, fuck, I’ve totally fogotten about this.
pacified, “I’m changing, okay, I’m changing it right now. It’s just for fun,
his alias, entering “Jiang Tian”. However, the other person was completely
unmoved, and neither did the look on his face turn any happier.
Sheng Wang met his eyes, and deleted the two words, entering “Ge”.
The other person expression started showing some very mixed feelings, and
His finger hovered above the keyboard, and stopped for quite a while
night, but after keying it in, he felt like this address had a hidden meaning to
it. Just like the deepest depth of the alley that always existed, but no one ever
visited.
its end, the pitch becoming higher. Sheng Wang snapped out of it, and just as
he planned to delete this alias, he saw Jiang Tian’s lowered eyes tremble a
bit, and turn his gaze back to the lectern, like a silent acquiescence.
casting his eyes ahead too. A long while later, he clicked on ‘confirm’ on the
Only when Yizhong’s pupils burst out in a round of applause and whistles,
then he realised that Bian Chen was done and it was his turn to go on stage.
Bian Chen kickstarted the second mini climax of the afternoon. His
scores weren’t as extreme as Jiang Tian’s, every teacher had nearly the same
remark. They all said he had a decent script, expressed them well enough,
and his words were infectious. His final score was 9.3 too, reaching a tie
with Jiang Tian was good enough for him. After all, the person steadily
occupied the first place in combined exams year round. And after three years
There were still five people behind him. He knew the few from
he claimed to be the second in class, no one else would dare to claim first.
Therefore, he figured that the highest score could only get that high. He hit a
even more, his score might even go up to 9.5, and thus truly leaving everyone
Even as Sheng Wang went up, he was still calculating the probability
of scoring 9.5. However, by the time Sheng Wang was done, he was no
No wonder the other person dared to say “pretty good”. If this still has
to go under freaking “not so good”, then there was no such thing as good in
the class.
The five scoring teachers kept on heaping praises after praises, and
then after they chatted with Sheng Wang, then Bian Chen knew that that guy
While he was still calculating how to score 9.5, Sheng Wang had
already left everyone else behind in the dust with a 9.7. What he said last
night was a prophecy that came true. Competition worked like that: you can
be friends outside the exam venue, but you gotta be more ferocious when it’s
enacted on him.
overwhelming victory. For the ten plus days afterwards, he could basically
give up.
His deskmate patted his shoulder. Bian Chen said, “What the hell can I
After class, Yizhong pupils swarmed Bian Chen, and dragged him
towards the south gate, saying that he needed some cheering up.
Sheng Wang, otherwise, was in a pretty decent mood. He held his bag,
and saw that the day was still young. He said to Jiang Tian, “I wanna go out
Sheng Wang honestly thought the so-called “a few shops” did mean a
handful, but as it turned out, it was an entire street when they saw it for
The terrain around the school wasn’t smooth at all; the street winded
down along the gentle slope of the hill, surrounding the school a little by half.
Its end was obscured behind the wall at the side of the hill, nigh impossible
This was the only place anywhere near prosperous nearby, it was also
the only place people in this school could go to. Therefore as evening
approached, not only did this place not become unfrequented, it was bustling
Still, the regular students here still had night self-study; even if they
came out, they had time for only a dinner. Sheng Wang and Jiang Tian picked
an unfortunate timing, and happened to arrive at peak hour. All the eateries
“How bad must the canteen food be that everyone’s this repressed?”
students used school cards, they used dining vouchers. The meals from that
window were so-so, its merit was that there was no need to queue.
Yesterday, they were still mumbling on about how the normal window looked
like they had a greater variety of food, likely tasting better too. Now, it
seemed that there wasn't that much difference after all, so the students seized
the chance to gorge on good food by the school gate the moment they could.
Jiang Tian took his phone out and checked the time. School ended at
5.40pm, the students have just entered the shop. By the time they were done
and seats were cleared out, it would be 6.30pm at the very least.
interested in any store at all. However, things were absolutely different with
His eyes swept before and behind him, and said, “I want to go
everywhere.”
“Pick one.”
“......”
while later he nodded and stuck his hand out. He deadpanned, “Pass me the
knife, I’ll help to divide you up. How many places do you want to go?”
Sheng Wang: “......the hell, who are you trying to scare. Can you bear
to?”
were nothing out of the ordinary. Yet, when it was spoken to the special
Their footsteps were leisurely, as though they were having a pleasant stroll.
Jiang Tian’s palm was still spreaded open, his slender digits slightly
crooked.
That was where Sheng Wang’s peripheral view landed on. He saw
Jiang Tian’s fingers curl, and then went back into the pockets of his long
pants. For a few seconds, Jiang Tian did not make a second sound; like he
was mulling over the issue of whether he could bear to, like he was also
Yet another while later, Sheng Wang then softly replied with an “oh”.
As such, the wind slipped through them, every gust taking twists and
turns.
The streetlights at the side gradually lit up one by one. The two
suddenly became silent. Sheng Wang walked a few steps, and played natural
as he looked around at the various shops. Amongst the numerous fancy and
overly accessorised signs, a store stood out with its truly unique style.
One level of that store was above ground, the other level was below
the surface of the road, with a wooden staircase that led down to it. A few
golden rain trees were planted at both sides of the store, with the tree
branches sprawling over the roof. The top half of the treetop was pink and
orange, the lower half was shades of green. In the wavering darkness of the
lantern, was a sign that pointed downstairs. On the right was an extremely
Graffiti made out of glow in the dark material was splashed across the
However, what truly caught Sheng Wang’s attention was in fact the
crowd before the entrance. A group of boys and girls gathered there, clearly
having just come up from the lower floor. Some of them were patting their
chests, looking like they had their souls scared out of them.
room itself is still okay, it’s just that the mechanics are too on point, the decor
has too much effort put into it, that’s why they are so scary. Where’s Bian
The few boys began to openly laugh, mocking, “He can still be scared
Chen’s voice was rather distinctive amidst the crowd. After he cursed at
them, he felt that something was wrong with his words. He roared, in the
hoots of laughter, now louder than ever, “Who’s the goddamn one who said
that I came out because I was too scared? It’s just too stuffy inside, hello?!
Dumbass, you have the nerve to laugh at me? Who’s the one who screamed
“You,” the boy, who was the target of his accusation, replied ruthlessly.
Bian Chen cussed, and the two began chasing each other around on the
steps.
The girl snorted. “So many cowards but none refusing to admit it. But
anyway, we don’t have seats even if we want to eat now. How about let’s
head upstairs to play the futuristic version of the escape room? Or play
upstairs.
“Then you guys can go up first, we’ll go down and keep looking,” a
girl said. She wasn’t through with playing yet, and dragged two other boys
who wanted to play downstairs; the three entered the store again.
Sheng Wang stared at the store, the gears in his head turning, and turned
to look at Jiang Tian. The words “I wanna play” were written all over his
face.
Jiang Tian looked at the horror style decor downstairs, and turned to
him of something, but stopped short of it. In the end, he nodded and said,
“Let’s go.”
coordinate with the theme, he dressed himself spookily. When Sheng Wang
and Jiang Tian went in, the three from Yizhong were still conflicted over
That girl pointed at the escape room meant for groups of 2-3, and said,
One of the boys roasted, “Ain’t no fun in small escape rooms, if we’re
gonna play, let’s play the one with five people and above.”
“Boss, can three people play the room for five?” that boy asked.
The boss nodded. “Sure, but it’ll be slightly difficult. How about you
try asking the two over there whether they want to join you?”
“Who?” They turned around in confusion, and saw Sheng Wang and
Jiang Tian.
“Eh? ! It’s you guys! Perfect timing—” the boy who showed a disdain
towards the small escape room earlier was instantly full of zeal. He wasn’t
actually familiar with both Jiang Tian and Sheng Wang, but having someone
However, before he expressed his thoughts, he heard Jiang Tian say to that
He knocked on the counter, asking the boss, “Is the two person room
still empty?”
The boss pointed at the one with the haunted school theme. “Yep, this
one’s empty.”
“Ay, Jiang-ge, what are you doing with the one with two people?” the
boy from Yizhong said, “Aren’t they for couples? It’ll be boring.”
The person who said it didn’t mean anything, but the ones who heard
took it personally.
It was just a casual grumble, but Sheng Wang froze in the midst of
unloading this bag. He shot a look at Jiang Tian on instinct, only to see Jiang
*
After that, no matter what Yizhong’s people said or what the boss said,
Sheng Wang did not bother paying attention to them. Neither could he make
himself listen at all. He knew that Jiang Tian usually did not care for people
who acted close even though they weren't, and that “‘Kay” was just to shut
“Other people’s kids act crazy in front of new people, why hasn’t mine gone
hyped up or filled with adrenaline just because someone was looking at him
or was next to him. It was today then he found out: he just never met the right
person.
escape room, his mind was in a state of constant euphoria; although it wasn’t
escape room is much scarier than the other bigger escape rooms”. Who
knows what other people felt, in any case Sheng Wang did not feel a single
trace of fear from the start to the end. This had nothing to do with his bravery
at all, it was simply because his mind was in no way on those things at all.
Never was he ever stuck when solving the puzzles with Jiang Tian at
any point, the entire process flowed as smooth as water. From opening the
doors in the dim classroom to the corridor where the lights were spoilt, and
then to the bed inside the girls’ dormitory with the bed board underneath
filled with words written in blood, and lastly to the bathroom in the deepest
There were three mirrors with mechanics in the bathroom. The last
step to solving the puzzle required them to turn on the tap and wash their
faces, and the face of a female ghost would appear in the mirror, hinting
which cubicle she was in. Next, they had to knock thrice on the door to the
cubicle, and a board in the ceiling above their heads would move away, a
human model with ragged long hair would drop from above, hanging on a
rope.
The story “The Girl Who Went Missing” thus ended, the hidden door
on the wall would slowly rise up, and that would be the exit of the escape
room.
However, when Sheng Wang knocked on the cubicle door, the human
model hit the wall, and the wig accidentally fell off. Only a bald head was
As such, when the secret door rose up, the two walked out, still
doubled over. Sheng Wang directly sprawled over the counter in laughter,
He had seen customers who said “It’s not that scary”, seen those who
cried from fear, seen those who discussed the storyline as they walked, but
he had never seen those who were nearly dying from laughter.
“You sure you came out by pressing the right buttons? You didn’t open
the door with your feet?” the boss couldn’t help but ask.
Sheng Wang laughed until his neck was flushed, and couldn’t reply at
all as he turned to goo over the counter. Jiang Tian scanned the QR code and
now.”
Only when they sat down in a restaurant selling Hangzhou cuisine then
did Sheng Wang finally get over it. He let out a long exhale, and fanned
himself with his hand, “All that laughter is making me feel so warm now.”
Jiang Tian was ordering food on his phone. He then passed the phone
Sheng Wang’s eyes were still crescented; they were brilliant beneath
the light. He said, “Dinner’s on me, don’t you dare snatch this from me. You
Jiang Tian stopped, and didn’t manage to rebut his bullshit rules of the
frowned, “Isn’t your birthday December 4th? It’s the 3rd today.”
“Yeah, I know.” Sheng Wang scanned the QR code to the menu on the
that day.”
“Why?”
Sheng Wang looked up, and saw the slightly befuddled expression on
Jiang Tian’s face. It was such a rare sight for this expression on his Ge’s
face, to the point that he also stilled with him. He asked, “Why the look on
your face?”
Jiang Tian then got his face back under control, saying, “Nothing.”
“Ge.”
The lights in Jiang Tian’s pupils flickered, his eyes moved up to meet
him.
me?”
“Oh.” Sheng Wang leaned back against his chair, his phone in his hand
“Why don’t you like celebrating on the day itself?” Sheng Wang heard
“It’s nothing much, really. It’s just that I spent mine with mom and dad
when I was young, so I have a kinda deep impression of it. And then my mom
it’s a little subdued.” Sheng Wang studied the menu seriously. “When it
comes to birthdays...it’s better to eat and drink, have a little more joy. If I
me today, okay?”
Perhaps it was the lighting, Jiang Tian’s brows were knitted ever so
slightly, but his gaze was unexpectedly gentle instead. He said, “Okay.”
Just for this line, Jiang Tian granted his every wish tonight, he even
held back on snarking Sheng Wang with his words by quite a lot. A Jiang
Tian like this was truly a rare sight to see too, Sheng Wang felt that if he
didn’t take the chance to tease him a little more, he would be literally
The signature dish in this restaurant wasn’t its food, but its rice wine.
The rice wine was served in a specially made goblet bowl, and was given a
stage name of “White Jade Brew”. Sheng Wang asked for a giant jug, and
roaring drunk several times already, and I still haven’t witnessed how you’re
He nearly made the server bring another jug on the spot. Fortunately,
Jiang Tian stopped him. With two giant jugs of rice wine down the throat,
getting drunk wasn’t the issue, but many many trips to the bathroom would
definitely happen.
In the end, it was the server who couldn’t bear to listen anymore. They
reminded him, “Our rice wine kicks in quite strongly afterwards. You might
not feel anything after you just drank it, but when it kicks in you’ll get drunk
easily.”
At that time, Sheng Wang just finished a glass. It was indeed quite tasty,
and he wanted a bit more. He heard “strong kick afterwards”, and then
pushed the glass opposite him without a second word, saying, “For you, the
managed to spend nearly two hours on a single dinner. However, when it was
time to settle the bill already, Jiang Tian still remained sober.
This restaurant was still relatively new; they still had on-going
promotions, and gave Sheng Wang a small gift: two porcelain wine jars
strung together with a piece of rope, containing the signature “White Jade
Brew”.
Internal heat ran high in the bodies of young people. Although Sheng
Wang only had had a glass of rice wine, a thin sheen of sweat still appeared
on his body. With a caress of the night breeze, particular to the transition
better.
He hooked the rope, and brought the wine before him. He measured the
size of the jar, and asked Jiang Tian, “You’re sober, right?”
“How about you add these two jars too?” Sheng Wang asked.
“I’ll probably still be sober too,” Jiang Tian said.
Sheng Wang tsked, and his hand lowered. “Whatever, I give up.”
The night breeze rustled at the hair before his forehead, the contours of
spring-like and handsome. The patches of lights were reflected in his eyes as
he shot a glance at Sheng Wang, saying, “We can try again next year.”
“Makes sense.” Sheng Wang suddenly grew happier; either from his
birthday next year being planned in advance or something else. He swung the
wine in his hand, and the porcelain jars clanged as they knocked against each
other.
tricked by you. I can’t test you other than on the day of my birthday??”
“I’m the one who has to deal with you after you accidentally get
“Fuck.”
Sheng Wang was rendered speechless by Jiang Tian’s retort; his hands
reached out, wanting to choke him. Jiang Tian was especially nimble as he
avoided him, he even reminded, “Don’t keep swishing around, the wine is
The two messed around as they walked back to the school. Jiang Tian
would occasionally send some WeChat messages to other people on the way.
When he received the message for the fifth time, they happened to reach the
played on his phone as he leaned against the balcony for quite a while. He
took a shower, waited by the corridor for even longer, and Jiang Tian was
still nowhere to be found. He still didn’t know where Jiang Tian went and
The server in that Hangzhou cuisine restaurant was right; you might not
feel anything while drinking the rice wine, but the after kick was plenty
strong. After going around the dorm for a while, the alcohol slowly started to
kick in.
Sheng Wang was starting to feel sleepy, but he was still a little
unwilling to sleep.
with Jiang Tian several days ago. This day passed, he laughed, he played
around, and there were even moments where his heart raced and something
surroundings void of sound. Yet, he still felt a little empty, who knows if he
……
By the time Jiang Tian got back, it was already 11.30pm. The entire
campus was trapped in the thick atmosphere of silence. Only when he went
around the hill, then did he hear the sound of a few boys and girls chatting
and laughing by the autumn woods. Probably the people from Yizhong; Bian
There were indistinct murmurs and furtive whispers from the girls
behind him. Someone called out to him too, but by the time he heard, he was
already upstairs.
He braked in his steps before the dorm. His hair, ruffled by the wind,
dropped down. He evened his breathing outside the door as he held a thick
paper package in his hand.
Most of the lights were out in the dorms along the corridor. Other than
the few downstairs who just came back, most people ought to be asleep.
Jiang Tian opened the door with a tap of his card, and was about to greet the
person inside before he noticed the complete silence inside. The quilt on the
upper bunk was slightly disarrayed; Sheng Wang was already asleep.
He stood at the door for a while; his eyes lowered as he stared at the
paper package in his hand. Quite a while later, a corner of his lips jerked as
He did prepare a gift; but no matter how he rushed it, it appeared that
quilt, his hair slightly messy, scattered on the pillow. He seemed to be a little
warm, a very thin layer of sweat gathered at the corner of his forehead. Jiang
Tian walked to the bed, and placed that paper package in the lower bunk.
He stood by the bed and watched him for a long while. His thumb
wiped away the sweat that gathered at Sheng Wang’s forehead; the other
the wall, switching the light off. The dorm instantly fell into darkness. He left
out a torchlight on his phone for him, and with the limited blob of light, he
placed the porcelain jars of wine in the fridge, got his clothes to shower, and
The soundproofing in the dormitory block was rather well done, the
group of students who returned late did not make much noise either. It was
around his neck. A bead of water slid off from the tip of his hair, quietly
falling onto the towel. He took the paper package beside his pillow, looked
the railing. From his angle, he could see the contours of the mountains in the
The person on the upper bunk seemed to have turned around in his deep
sleep, the bed slightly moved. Sheng Wang’s arm dangled down from the side
of the bed, his thin and snowy fingers were slightly crooked, slender and
clean.
He remained leaning against the railing at the head of his bed, a leg
sticking straight, the other one curled up. The gift he brought back rested on
his thigh, just like that. It wasn’t particularly eye-catching, like the feelings he
had constantly kept hidden away, tucked in a secret corner, unknown and
The rice wine he downed from more than two hours ago finally started
to rear its head. He was a little tired, but drowsiness completely evaded him.
On his phone screen, the hands on the clock in the app slowly walked,
It’s December 4th, today is a sunny day. The moon at this moment is
The entire universe was quiet in this moment, nobody would ever
know of this. Therefore, he held Sheng Wang’s dangling hand, and murmured,
“Happy birthday.”
curled, and he snapped back to himself. Next, Sheng Wang’s slightly husky
and Scythes.
With a Caress of the Breeze, the Wild Grass
Jiang Tian’s hand loosened instinctively; his body heat dropped just
like how his fingers slipped out of Sheng Wang’s. Sheng Wang, with a turn of
I heard your happy birthday, I also know that you reached out in the
darkness of the night. Sheng Wang’s voice was hoarse, “I caught you.”
happened.
The wooden staircase creaked, the footsteps were a little hurried. The
final two steps were crossed over in nearly a single step. By the time Sheng
Wang realised, he had already rushed down from the upper bunk.
Instead, he sat on the bed, his right arm propped on his folded knee, slightly
crouched over. The moonlight was casted upon the bed from the side,
shedding a brilliant silver glow as it brushed past him. Yet, he sat in the
shadows.
The hand that held Sheng Wang’s dangled by his side, his long digits
half crooked. His eyes were downcasted, his gaze resting on that empty
Only when Sheng Wang’s misshapen shadow landed on the sheets did
he look up.
Sheng Wang was suddenly unable to speak. He looked into Jiang Tian’s
eyes, his heart palpitated; his chest was so full with emotions that it was
threatening to burst, but there was nothing but a blank in his head.
They both fell into a silence, the intimacy that came from the
Nobody else could see them, they were the only ones who knew it deep
down.
Jiang Tian’s deep voice was a little unclear in the darkness. “When did
Sheng Wang’s chest heaved. All he did was to go down five-six steps
on the stairs, going from the upper bunk to the bottom, yet he felt like he had
that sudden silence. His voice was hoarse as he said, “I thought your ‘going
out for a bit’ referred to a couple of minutes or ten, so I kept walking around,
waiting for you. However, after waiting for so so long, you still weren’t
though as if he didn’t say anything, this night would come to an abrupt end
His rationality told him: it would be even better if you don’t mention
this at all, the events of this night should come to an abrupt end just like
that.
Still, he couldn’t help himself, he asked again, “Didn’t you say you’re
Jiang Tian eyed the paper bag on his thigh, and said, “Because this
Sheng Wang stilled. “A gift? Didn’t you say that there’s nothing?”
He pinched the corner of that paper packaged, and his brows knitted
“What?”
“You don’t need to be,” Sheng Wang said. He received that package
with lowered eyes, and as he tore the packaging open, he said, “Odds are,
will be creased, or it might get caught in the rain and become damp. Sheng
Wang unwrapped two layers, and finally got a peek at a corner of the gift
upon unwrapping the entire thing that it was in fact, a photo album.
Nowadays, photos in the phone were all stored in the cloud drive backed up
on his phone. Personally, he had never used something like this before.
The phone would spoil eventually, there were too many disorganized
things in his cloud drive. Those pictures that recorded certain places in times
were drowned in the extensive sea of data. If he didn’t need to look for
was a giant blur. He could not really recall where he’d been to, or where
Moonlight was the only illumination in the dorm currently. Jiang Tian
got up, and went to switch on the table lamp. Sheng Wang managed to get a
full view of the photo album with the aid of that light.
This album was slightly special, the cover was a piece of quick sketch.
The sketch was of the red can he often used for his profile pictures, like it
A corner of his lips quirked as he smiled, and flipped open to the first
page.
He never actually guessed what photos would be inside that album, but
it was still enough to stun him when he saw the first photo.
technology back then, the picture wasn’t quite clear as today’s. However, the
trees by the side of the street as well as the passersby were outlined in light.
That’s right, there wasn’t a specific subject in the photo. It was a busy
street.
Sheng Wang was a little lost, but he soon noticed the road sign at the
corner: it was the street outside White Horse Alley, the entrance to his house.
flipped to the second page. That was a shopping mall, sitting at the
that spot. The sunlight shone on the glass window, forming a dazzling patch
of brightness.
Similarly, a number was also written at the upper right corner. It was
“I was an especially fussy kid back then, I would often cause a ruckus
“And then?”
“Then I would come to this street, and survey the circumstances of the
common people. I had to walk from that end of the street to this end, and
when I saw that everyone was living a safe and peaceful life, I could go back
“It’s lively.”
……
“See that crossroad yet? Wasn’t there a shopping mall here before?
When I was young, I heard my mom say that before my grandpa passed away,
“I was two, of course I had no idea what I was doing. So I was just
mingling with the common people, I was born to be an emperor, can’t help it.
However, the mall’s already gone. Who knows when they demolished it.”
……
Sheng Wang kept flipping behind, page by page, one after another. The
number at the upper right kept changing, year by tear. He saw many roads in
the photos; roads near his house, near his primary school, outside his middle
school. And then he was in another province; he saw the school gate he often
snuck out to eat at in middle school year three and high school year one, that
Flower Street.
The last photo was taken this year, featuring the west gate of Fuzhong.
He could see the giant characters of the school name on the arch above the
school gate. Through the door was a horizontal street, and by the street was a
narrow passage. A cart selling jianbing was parked there year round; that
The most special places to him this year were all in this photo.
road to Xi Le, his right hand raised, like he was beckoning someone behind
him.
From the first year he was born to his sixteenth, all the roads he ever
travelled were all recorded in this photo album. He could no longer keep all
Every road here is bustling with life, filled with the hubbub of people.
Sheng Wang’s eyes were lowered as he looked at the last photo; he did
dorm was filled with darkness once more. The photo blurred before his eyes,
After yet another long while, he then turned to ask Jiang Tian, “Where
His voice was hoarser than before, the nasalness so slight to the point
of being unnoticeable.
Jiang Tian rested against the table. He was next to Sheng Wang, his
shoulder touched his. His eyes were the colour of the moon, clear and bright.
However, the moment he lowered his eyes, they all were all buried in its
Sheng Wang then asked again, “When did you take the last one?”
behind?”
Jiang Tian was silent for a long time, his brows briefly furrowed
Sheng Wang then nodded again. This time round, he was quiet for a
long time, so long that Jiang Tian’s hand, propped against the edge of the
table, started to tighten instead. His knuckles turned white. Sheng Wang
finally spoke, “Then, was it also because you are my Ge that you grabbed my
Sheng Wang was emotional from looking through the photo album just
now, and the alcohol started kicking in again. He thought that he was being
perfectly composed, but every word he said was more impulsive than the
last.
Every time Jiang Tian was rendered speechless by his questions, his
Perhaps it was the way they were too close to each other as their
Tian’s heart was racing too, completely contradictory to his silent exterior;
He listened to his heartbeat, and turned to look at Jiang Tian. “Ge, your
Jiang Tian blinked ever so lightly, like he wanted to block out that
something and his impulse. However, when he opened them once more, the
them was ever so infinitesimal. Sheng Wang’s breathing was sent into a
He saw Jiang Tian’s gaze dart below— beneath the tip of his nose—
for a split second. Still, his gaze was kept back in an act of self control.
Sheng Wang blinked lightly too. “You said it yourself earlier, you did
all of this because you are my Ge. Why aren’t you letting me call you that
now?”
Jiang Tian managed to turn his eyes back in the end. He looked at
Sheng Wang, his slightly lowered gaze was conflicted; his conflicted
After who knows how long, he then spoke. “Because I’ll think that I’ve
gone insane.”
The moonlight passed through the window pane, taking over the corner
of the table and the floor, like a geometry diagram taken apart.
Someone from a random dorm was still awake,; maybe they were
having a chat in the dark, or perhaps they were playing around. Muffled
The two boys inside were leaning against the table, shoulder to
shoulder. Their fingers gripped the edge. Their breaths mingled, quivering
and tentative. They kissed each other; inexperienced and messy, both fervid
and quiet.
sky.
Translator's notes:
And with that, I've caught up to the audio drama at last :3c
Even now I'm still not certain if I actually did the last line of this chapter any
justice but hey,,,
End of book 3!
Chapter 071 - Shop's Anniversary
Celebration
Notes:
the heat, and everything above his neck was dazed from the warmth—yet his
limbs felt like they were floating in thin air. By the crash back to the ground
out, and was suddenly a little confused. He was unsure if he slept at all, and
He groped around by his pillow for quite a while before he found his
phone and turned the screen on. The lock screen said that today was
December 4th, it’s a sunny day. Every word could not be any clearer. He then
felt by the right side of his pillow, and his hand landed on the leather cover
upper bunk from the side. After all that mess, Sheng Wang finally flopped
back onto the pillow like a weight had been lifted off his back. A few
Just this verb alone was enough to cause his heart to start speeding up.
Sheng Wang couldn’t recall any bit of how he climbed back up or how
he buried himself under the quilt last night. In times of high stress, the
memory tends to be scrambled up, along the lines of suddenly losing track of
the very idea of time. When did what come first? How long did it last?
No, I think. Any pretexts were completely forgotten, like his mouth
Sheng Wang tried his best to recall, but all that popped out was the way
Jiang Tian’s breath was feather light on the corner of his lips when he leaned
over, and how soft his lips were. They were a little cool to the touch.
What the……
Fuck.
Sheng Wang’s arms splayed open at the side of the bed, having the air
of someone who was ready to leave for a better place on the spot. After
muffling himself for a while, he rolled around in his quilt again, and buried
but he did not succeed. In the end, he gave up and got up.
The quilt was tossed aside, and his hair was untidy from all the tossing
and turning. Sheng Wang ran his fingers through it, and got on his knees,
wanting to lean over the railing to peer at the person in the lower bunk. That
He hissed, sucking in air through his mouth, and rolled up his pants in
confusion. Two bruises formed on his knee and shin. He was briefly
kiss, and wanted to climb back upstairs like he was experienced and unfazed.
That’s how he bumped into the corner of the stairs twice in a row.
Where is he???
Sheng Wang leaned over the bed railing; the lower bunk was as empty
as it could be. The quilt was neatly folded, placed at the foot of the bed. The
He unrolled his pants legs, and after going down two steps he gave up
and jumped down with a hand on the railing. He went around the dorm twice;
he truly couldn’t find Jiang Tian.
It was 7am now, there was still an hour until the first period of classes
for the training camp. How was the person gone just like that?
Sheng Wang grabbed his phone from the upper bunk, and called Jiang
Tian without a second thought. Yet, the moment he pressed ‘call’ the regret
started to hit him. As compared to talking, the two of them were more suited
He just managed to figure this out when the phone call was picked up.
The people on both ends of the call were near synchronously silent for
quite a while.
Sheng Wang listened to Jiang Tian’s rather light breathing, and thought
of the breath that landed on the corner of his lips last night.
He licked the edge of his lips, and took a glass of water from the table,
drinking some. Jiang Tian’s deep voice finally rang next to his ear. “Hello.”
Sheng Wang’s fingers, still holding the glass, tightened. He put down
the glass.
“Just.”
Sheng Wang sat down at his bed, and continued, “That scared me, I
thought you—”
The person on the other end of the call seemed to be briefly at a loss
for words too. Next, Jiang Tian’s voice came through again. “I didn’t.”
Sheng Wang nodded, and only after he did then he realised that the
like the gathering whistle the PE teacher will blow during class. Sheng Wang
This school sounded the waking bell at 5.40am, and the regular
students began their morning run by 6.10am. At 6.30am, the crowd spilled
from the sports ground, and walked towards the teaching block as they
chatted and laughed. That was when the sky lightened up.
Presently, a wave of sports students just arrived, and they did their
warm up stretches along the track. The training teacher blew their whistle at
the other end of the sports ground, and they all headed there. Jiang Tian was
otherwise his brain wouldn’t have short circuited, letting the other person go
In the period of time before dawn, he slept a little, and went to the
sports ground after he woke up. He tried to calm himself down with the
morning breeze, until Sheng Wang called him.
He stood up from the grandstand, and went down the giant flight of
stairs. He said to the person at the other end of the phone, “What do you want
The sky in this season appeared to be much further than ever. Sheng
Wang pulled the collar of his shirt up, buried his chin inside and walked
The sunlight was especially friendly today. It wasn’t raining, yet the
flora by the side of the road were abnormally pristine. Even the withered
The air was cold but clean. Sheng Wang inhaled, and a lazy bliss
the training camp were the only ones scattered all over such a giant place. He
Sheng Wang scampered over and sat down opposite Jiang Tian. In the
end, his right knee accidentally bumped into the table, and he instantly hissed
in pain.
against a bruise.”
“......”
mechanical. Jiang Tian’s eyes were still stuck there, and after a while he then
The two’s eyes met each other, and started busying themselves with
eating breakfast.
They were both hiding secrets, and did not notice their surroundings.
Only when they looked up upon vaguely catching laughter and words around
them, then they realised that the surrounding empty tables were all taken up
by girls.
The two girls at the right probably just sat down. The classmate next to
annoying.”
“Okokok, let’s eat,” that boy answered. “Lemme take a look at your
script later, please? Both Mazi and I thought that this subject is kinda tough to
tackle.”
The girl flashed a look at Jiang Tian and Sheng Wang’s table. “Ours
up at the same time, that girl turned to Jiang Tian, her face as red as a tomato,
“Jiang Tian? The script for the spoken English lesson and the few questions
turned red.
The girl who asked this question did not expect a response like this at
all and was startled. She hurriedly took out a tissue and gave it to Sheng
Wang.
“Thanks.” Sheng Wang calmed down as he sprawled over the table, his
and touched Sheng Wang’s hand with the bottom of the bottle, settling it next
to him. He then finally said to the girl, “You should borrow from other
people, I suppose.”
Sheng Wang looked up from the crook of his elbow, the redness was
fading down from his neck. He opened the bottle of water Jiang Tian bought,
downed two gulps, and saw the girl turn towards him again out of the corner
of his eyes.
either.”
The teacher in charge of the public speaking lesson was very strict; a
little fierce, even. The girl thought of the teacher’s face and couldn’t help but
say, “So much time last night…...and you two didn’t write a single word?”
upon hearing that, he made himself stop as he refused to choke to death for
the second time. He met eyes with Jiang Tian and looked away again. “Yeah,
When he heard Jiang Tian and Sheng Wang didn’t do their homework,
Bian Chen instantly came alive. It wasn’t that he was enjoying their
He also did return back late last night, but he did not really dare to
forget about the speech at all. Therefore, he burned the midnight oil until it
was three plus in the morning, and polished out a script that he was very
satisfied with.
figuring out the questions the teacher left yesterday—and to also prepare for
today’s improv speech—there was no way they would succeed unless they
Bian Chen kept waiting, and the public speaking lesson in the afternoon
came at last. Before the lesson started, he even said to his deskmate, “Just
The two bastards probably did take drugs; not only did they settle the
script, they even performed especially well. Judging by the reactions of the
few girls in front of them, they were likely jaw-droppingly handsome while
doing it.
Bian Chen thought, annoyed: they are just like peacocks opening their
public speaking PK on the first day. Today, with impromptu Q&A as well as
As such, for the second half of the lesson, he was entirely out of it. He
sprawled over his table like he was on the verge of death, thinking that he
had to be sleepwalking.
What he didn’t know was that the two behind him weren’t exactly in
The moment Sheng Wang finished his improv speech and left the stage,
he received some WeChat messages from his old classmates, all wishing him
a happy birthday.
He replied to everyone one by one, and chatted a bit more with Bajiao
Crab.
Crab was an abnormally gossipy person, he was not outdone by Gao
Tianyang in this aspect. It was obvious from the way he followed Fuzhong’s
confession wall. However, he was different from Gao Tianyang when it came
to one point: Gao Tianyang’s EQ was lower than the grass. Crab was
Recyclable: what?
Bajiao Crab: in order for you to not mistake me for some screwed up
Recyclable: ?
questions disgust me so much that I’m turning bald, every time I can’t solve
Recyclable: ……
to unfriend you
Bajiao Crab: I just wanna say, bro your profile picture is changing
Recyclable: ……
Sheng Wang stared at the chat interface, and could vaguely guess what
Bajiao Crab: look at how long you’ve used ‘canned’? ever since I
know you, all you used is canned, even after you left you still didn’t change
Recyclable: ……
Bajiao Crab: you’ve changed enough recently to last for several years
He stared at that line for a long while, and then turned to look at Jiang
Tian.
The other person noticed his gaze landing on him. His head was
cover, and said, “Was talking on WeChat with a bro from before.”
Out of who knew what mindset, he turned over his phone screen and
Jiang Tian's eyes moved down; from that angle, he probably saw the
line “dating someone” immediately. He stilled for a few seconds, and his
The teachers on stage were scoring the student, most of the students in
the classroom were all at the edge of their seats. This corner of this
classroom was the only place that was thoroughly filled by some ineffable
thing.
That boy walked down from the stage. The teacher made some brief
comments, and a girl went up next. Sheng Wang shot a hurried glance over
Bajiao Crab: ?
Jiang Tian watched him reply with those. He also saw the scoring
teacher—who was watching the speech—leave the stage, and sit down on a
Jiang Tian had no choice but to look away, and watched the improv
dug his phone out from the bag, opened Sheng Wang’s WeChat profile and
refreshed.
This person changed his profile picture to a giant Wang-zai gift pack,
Celebration.
(t/n: Something like this, also see this fanart (6th picture))
After Sheng Wang changed his profile picture, he went to mess with
Crab again, causing the other person to keep spamming memes as well as
cawing and yelling in his replies. He finally stopped with much satisfaction.
There were only a few minutes left until class was over. He casually
went through Moments a few times, and thought everyone’s moments were
“Someone”.
The real person was sitting next to him, but he was looking at this
picture and personal nickname. Always Leader the cat, always the full stop.
Although he could predict how his Moment was empty just as usual, he
The cover for Jiang Tian’s moments was originally the default one,
The photo was taken before dawn break, the morning light was pale
and shone in from the patio, dividing the dorm clearly into darkness and light.
That empty table was right in the middle of the boundary; half received
Nobody knew that a few hours prior, the table witnessed the pounding
Sheng Wang stared at that photo, and a wave of red crawled up his
neck.
Fuck……
He didn’t know how much Jiang Tian drank when he took that photo
last night, but either way, he was never getting sober from that.
Translator's notes:
Aight I don't know what's wrong with me at the start who decided on
StarAniseCrab for Bajiao Crab but anyways the reason behind the change:
I've realised while the 八角 in 八角螃蟹 can mean star anise, 八角 could
also mean eight sided, or also serve as a pun for 八脚(also bajiao), meaning
eight legs. Since there's a pun here I might as well give up and use pinyin so
Canned (Chapter 1)→ Shop's Closed (Chapter 30) → Open for Business
Tree (Chapter 62) → The Emperor of Acting in the Jungle (Chapter 63) →
Briefly "Sheng Wang", and removed so he could see every change in Sheng
Sheng Wang and Jiang Tian were completely distracted as they were
reading WeChat messages, therefore they naturally did not notice what was
happening at the lectern. Neither did they catch the “We’ll be checking up on
table on the classroom’s front door. The rows listed out the dates,
meticulously marking out the training time for the two weeks for every day,
box by box. The columns were listed according to the groups, two to a group,
At the start, the students were mystified by the purpose of said table,
and everyone crowded around it. That was, until the public speaking teacher
took out the score sheet used for the past two days, and started writing down
given a 0. Both Sheng Wang and Jiang Tian won two days in a row, so they
both got two 1s. Bian Chen and the unfortunate opponent of Jiang Tian’s lost
People at this age are more or less competitive, and neither do they
have a thick face. This table was literally public shaming to the group of
students who were too used to praises, and so their fighting spirit instantly
surged up.
As such, the number of people who snuck outside and play at night saw
a sudden fall. Even if they went out, they obediently went back to the dorms
at around 7-8pm.
The corridor today was especially lively. In order to make it easy for
everyone to pop over, the group of boys from Yizhong all left their doors
Sheng Wang and Jiang Tian just returned from dinner, and there were
enough people in the corridor to make them feel like they stuck in a fair.
Quite a few boys popped in and out of various dorms, hugging their clothes
and towels. There was even someone who asked at the top of his lungs, “Er-
“Just finished them and forgot to buy.” A boy in the corridor spat at the
small bathroom window, “What do you mean tree bark skin still needs
“Fuck off.”
“I am I am I am.”
Sheng Wang had confusion written all over him, and nearly thought that
afternoon, every word he spoke was still laced with emotion. All of this
“Notice?”
Jiang Tian went back to check, and said, “There will be a water
outage.”
there will be a water outage tonight.” Someone explained, “The notice says it
starts at eight, but just now, there were already two dorms with so little
“Oh, yeah. It started from that end,” the boy pointed at the other end of
the corridor. “The girls downstairs are still okay, so I’m guessing it’s
because our floor is higher, and the water pressure isn’t enough? Anyway,
it’s possible that the water will be cut before 8 pm. There’s still 20 minutes,
His neighbour instantly answered, “How about you come over here? I
go over?!”
The people along the corridor paused, and instantly guffawed. They
his underwear—came bursting out from his dorm, and sprinted to the other
dorm.
Due to the shower gel being too slippery, he stumbled at the doorstep,
grasps with much struggle as he held onto his underwear. He roared, “JUST
YOU FUCKING WAIT, I’LL PULL YOURS OFF WHEN I CATCH YOU
LATER!”
It’s not like Sheng Wang never witnessed residence life before, but he
had truly never seen anything this uninhibited. His jaws were agape and his
eyes burned. He pushed Jiang Tian as they hurried back into their dorm, and
as they entered, he even grumbled, “I’m being so cautious, and yet there they
Jiang Tian was typing on WeChat with his head lowered, thanking Zhao
Xi for his help. He did not realise what Sheng Wang just said, and replied,
“......”
Sheng Wang closed the door with his hand behind his back, and
Jiang Tian turned around, and his eyes were lidded as the gears in his
brain momentarily turned before he understood. His eyes shifted up, and his
gaze swept across Sheng Wang’s eyes, before they slid downwards a little
ever so lightly.
Sheng Wang could feel the door getting warm from his back. He was
about to say something, but the phone in his pocket suddenly vibrated. He dug
it out, and saw that Sheng Mingyang had just sent him a message on WeChat.
Encyclopedia for Healthy Living: Are your lessons over yet? Are you
as he read a message from his dad at this time like this, the irrepressible
Jiang Tian did not get a clear view of who the sender was. He merely
tore his eyes away from Sheng Wang’s lips like he just came back to himself.
A second later, he then turned back to say, “There’s still 20 minutes, you take
a shower first.”
“I’m returning a call, you go first,” Sheng Wang said.
Sheng Wang hurriedly turned off his screen, and the hand holding the
happy birthday.”
Jiang Tian nodded. He tossed his phone next to his pillow, took fresh
clothes from the closet and entered the bathroom. He tested the water
temperature first, and came out to remind Sheng Wang, “Don’t talk for too
“Got it.”
Sheng Wang walked around the dorm, and decided to go to the balcony
in the end. He propped his elbows on the railing, and stared at Sheng
Mingyang’s message for a while. Only when his previously startled heart rate
Sheng Wang waited for a few rings, biting the tip of his tongue, before
he accepted the call. “Didn’t I say that it’s not convenient now?”
“Just.”
“It’s really just over?” Sheng Mingyang said, “It’s already seven plus.”
“Then why do you even ask me if the lesson's over,” Sheng Wang said.
Sheng Mingyang grumbled “stinkin’ brat'' at the other side of the phone.
“Fine, Dad’s too used to making customary remarks and hasn’t adjusted. I
“Have you eaten dinner?” Sheng Mingyang said, “Now, this isn’t
customary, right?”
“Just eaten,” Sheng Wang also said, “It’s true this time round.”
Sheng Mingyang laughed. “What did you eat? Is the food there okay?”
“The canteen is so-so, but there are a lot of shops outside, the taste is
not bad.”
Hearing the two words “Xiao-Tian”, Sheng Wang’s guilt reared its ugly
caught by surprise. “Oh yeah, does Xiao-Tian not know your birthday?”
Jiang Ou’s voice came next to his, “He knows, I’ve told him at the
start. He said he knew, and that he saw Xiao-Wang’s student info at some
Upon hearing that Jiang Ou was going to take over the call, Sheng
Wang hurriedly added, “We did, we celebrated yesterday. Last night, we ate
compared to Sheng Mingyang. Fortunately, after adding that line, Jiang Ou’s
“Then you have to thank Xiao-Tian,” Sheng Mingyang said. “Not every
and then exchanged a few casual lines before he finally hung up with Sheng
Wang’s urging.
guilt would hit him, and a wave of rebelliousness the next. Only when the
balcony door behind him was pushed open then did those conflicting thoughts
given him, his features were so clean that they glowed beneath the light.
When Sheng Wang saw him, all those nonsensical, conflicting thoughts went
to the back of his mind, the joy that continued since early morning began to
“Yeah.” Sheng Wang went through the balcony door, grabbed his phone
with an eye squinted at the upper bunk, aiming, and then tossed it out like he
was shooting for the basket. It landed exactly on the thick quilt on the bed, not
a single inch off. Any sound from crashing was completely cushioned, like
“I’m going to shower.” Sheng Wang went inside the bathroom with his
clothes.
maybe it was because of the cold weather, but it wasn’t really quite humid
either. Sheng Wang originally thought that since he’s showering later, he
would be the only unlucky one if the water runs out. Unexpectedly, there was
more hot water than he thought; if he showered quickly enough, there was
Sheng Wang opened the small window to disperse the vapours, and
walked out as he dried his hair. Jiang Tian was already seated before the
table, penning down the script to be used for public speaking tomorrow.
With the lesson they learnt from the previous day, they did not dare to
forget their homework anymore. When class ended, they obediently copied
the theme for the speech and the post-lesson Q&A. Sheng Wang casually hung
his towel around his neck, and went to take his bag.
He dug out a notebook and a pen from his bag, pulled open the other
chair at the table and sat down. However, when his arm just rested on the
edge of the table, what happened last night started to come flooding
back……
His fingers gripped the edge of the table, his head was slightly tilted.
At some unknown point, his fingers loosened, crooked and grasping at thin
……
Sheng Wang hurriedly stood up again the moment he just sat down. He
paced around with his pen and notebook, and climbed up the stairs to the
Sheng Wang sat down on the middle of the stairs, and said, in a restful
Jiang Tian raised an eyebrow, and didn’t say anything else. He nodded
and went back to studying, the white wireless earpiece still stuffed in his
ears. When he lowered his head, the curvature of the muscles on his
shoulders became rather obvious, like a gorgeous and refined bow. His
shoulders were broad, his waist was narrow. He had the energy that came
Sheng Wang had never written the entire script every time he prepared,
he only wrote down the key words. With that, not only is it speedy, he could
He jotted down bits of words and phrases here and there in his
notebook, and as he wrote, he couldn’t help but to look up and stare at his
Ge’s back.
After a while, he pursed his lips, and he stood up again with his
notebook and pen in hand for some inexplicable reason. He walked back to
the table, pulled open that chair without saying a single word, and sat down
Sheng Wang happened to be writing down nouns with a pen in his grip.
When he heard that, he shot a glance at him before looking back, continuing
The dorm was very quiet, there was only the scritch-scratching noise
his pen made as he wrote. His arm touched Jiang Tian’s, his skin met the
other person’s skin. Their body heat was transmitted to each other, with zero
He finished writing down the phrase, and finally put down his pen
He saw Jiang Tian remove an earpiece, his head tilted as he leaned in,
Their breaths mingled between their lips. Just as they were about to
wings. He only realised that he was being a total dumbass when his hand was
The idiot was still knocking. He opened the door with the expression
that said he’s gonna eat someone, and just as he was about to ask “What”, he
saw that the ‘idiot’ was the teachers from training camp. It was a group of
five teachers with the teacher in charge of logistics leading them, standing at
“Oh? What’s with the look on your face? You’re unwell?” Teachers
usually are a little biased towards students with outstanding results, these
few teachers all quite liked Sheng Wang. They weren’t as strict when they
Sheng Wang obediently put down his metaphorical butcher knife, and
“Why the sudden gastric pain? Ate something wrong or did you catch a
Sheng Wang bit the bullet and switched back on the “too weak to fight
even a chicken” character setting he had stopped using a long time ago.
This school sure loves to joke around, they could have renovated that useless
pipeline at any other time, but they choose to do it during training camp?
Let’s not talk about them, I myself nearly got doused in cold water when I
They all came into the room one after another, greeted Jiang Tian, and
“Teacher, why are you suddenly visiting our dorm?” Sheng Wang
asked.
obvious that you weren’t listening. I’ve already said this afternoon that we
will be visiting tonight. The previous two days, we were busy with all sorts
of preparation work, and free time finally came up tonight. We said that
we’re here to check up on you guys, see whether you’re okay with your stay
here etc, but now that we ran into a water outage, we can’t bring ourselves to
class. He knew that we’re coming, and didn’t ask questions like this.”
Jiang Tian just put down his pen and stood up by the table. When he
saw Sheng Wang’s woefully wronged expression, he couldn’t help but want
to laugh a little bit. That split second of expression was caught by the public
speaking teacher, and he said, “See, your emotions are quite vivid now!”
“I’ve already told you like 800 times for the past two days, your script
is very well written, your diction is precise and remarkable.” The teacher
said, “It’s just that the emotional tonality in your voice has some issues. A
successful orator can stir emotions in a crowd, they can even move them to
The teacher was really getting into it, and went on and on. It was
speech.
After he spoke, he took two sips of water from the mineral water bottle
in his hands, still wanting to go on. He asked Jiang Tian, “Are you
speak, the teacher raised his hand. “Fine, I get it, don’t need to say it out
jokes. The public speaking PKs during the training camp are quite important.
Think about it, when pros fight each other, the difference between a mark
more and a mark less is enormous. With the PKs counted into the total score,
it is quite significant.”
“Today, we’re here to talk about this too. We just want to give all the
students a reminder when there’s still plenty of days left in the training camp.
The final outcome of the competition is a part of it. In our core, we still wish
for brilliant students to overcome their shortcomings, and become even more
brilliant. Every person has their own personality, you are good and bad at
what you have now is entirely good enough for the competition alone. Still, I
available resource, you can totally have one person speak and the other
person be the audience. You can see if you can move him, overwhelm him
These teachers really did cherish talents. They weren’t in class, yet
they still couldn’t help but to teach them various techniques and tricks, and
In the end, they held a mini meeting with everyone, and said what they
needed to take note of for the final competition before they were completely
dispersed.
It was already quite late into the night—the sound of human voices rose
and fell like the tide, but also blocked out by the dormitory door.
There was something wrong with all the students, they loved to fight
against themselves. They clearly wanted to sleep, but they would still insist
on playing games on their phones for a bit. Their eyes were clearly
threatening to shut, but they would still insist on uselessly chatting away with
people on WeChat; like if they didn’t wring themselves out until they
accidentally fall asleep, they would be making a complete waste of time. The
ten minutes interclass break was the only time when they had zero qualms
falling asleep.
Sheng Wang walked around the dorm for a bit after he brushed his
teeth, offhandedly grabbed Jiang Tian’s script, and sat down on the staircase
buzzing of the electric toothbrush could be heard from Sheng Wang’s end. As
Sheng Wang stepped onto the next step, he listened for the other person’s
movements and read the script with his head lowered, his fingers gripping
the zip.
Jiang Tian came over. He splashed water on his face, tiny beads of
water gathered at the tip of the hair before his forehead. Sheng Wang sat a
little high up, Jiang Tian’s head was also slightly lowered, so from the angle
on the staircase, he could only see his high nose and flat lips.
Young master Sheng stared at that for a few seconds before his gaze
quietly darted away. In this age, once the stirring in the heart finds an outlet,
one would want more than anything to step on that threshold, all day every
day.
Tian’s nose, sometimes not even he himself caught what he was doing. Who
knows if Jiang Tian noticed, and who knows what he would think if he did.
good.
“Why are you sitting on the stairs again?” Jiang Tian took a piece of
The moment he spoke, Sheng Wang had the feeling of being caught red
He lightly waved the book in his hand. “I’m reading your script. Didn’t
the teacher say it’s quite well written? I’m reading it respectfully.”
Jiang Tian remembered the teacher’s teasing remark, and was a little
“Nope.” Sheng Wang did not absorb a single word at all. He casually
flipped through two pages, saying, “It’s faster to listen than to read, how
about you just perform it now.”
“Not happening.” Jiang Tian refused to show him any face at all.
“The teacher already said so, you can’t let a free audience like me go
to waste.”
“Hurry up, where else are you gonna find such a cooperative
audience?” Sheng Wang was really getting into teasing him. He leaned
backwards like he was his boss, and his hands splayed open, “Come, more
“......”
The dorm was momentarily quiet. Jiang Tian shook off the water
Sheng Wang realised that his words were a little misleading after he
spoke. He met Jiang Tian’s eyes, and immediately continued, “No—I mean—
The young master silently kept his audacious leg, and shut himself
down on the staircase with his head lowered. Next, he fled to the upper bunk.
His actions were pretty composed, but his figure was superimposed with
Jiang Tian’s eyes were still on the stairs, and a long while passed
before he blinked and came back to himself. The person on the upper bunk
had already buried himself alive. He went back to the basin mechanically,
and turned on the tap before he remembered that he was done washing up.
Therefore, he washed his hands for the second time while looking perfectly
composed, took a second piece of tissue to dry his hands, and finally
in through the gap between the balcony door and the floor. He felt a little
cold, but he did not take it seriously…...and that was how he faced the music
Sheng Wang was woken up by the alarm at 7.15am, his eyes blearily
opened before he discovered that Jiang Tian’s script was still in his hands.
The temperature had fallen again, and the early morning was a little cold.
He grabbed a jacket, wore it, and came down from the upper bunk,
wanting to return the script back. However, he found the person in the lower
Jiang Tian usually got up early; it was a little abnormal for him to still
Sheng Wang propped himself against the bed and stuck his head in. He
is it?”
Sheng Wang did not check the time. Instead, he stared at his
Jiang Tian knew it damn well himself whether he was unwell or not.
bouts of chills running throughout his entire body. Therefore, he went to the
worsening in the morning, even his eyes were so dry that they hurt.
It was the first time Sheng Wang ever saw Jiang Tian being like this:
his skin changed from a cold white to a ghastly white, his hair messily falling
before his forehead, half-covering his eyes when his head was lowered. He
could see his tightly knitted brows through the gaps in-between his messy
hair.
He suspected that Jiang Tian had gotten a fever, but there wasn’t a
thermometer in the dorm. As such, he leaned in, wanting to measure the other
Jiang Tian likely felt him moving, and his eyes half opened. After a
“To hell being infected, I’m tryna see if you have a fever.” Sheng Wang
stubbornly pressed his forehead to this, and felt a patch of burning heat.
“Why the sudden high fever?” Sheng Wang straightened up. He rushed
to get the campus map the logistics teacher gave out, and frantically tried to
Jiang Tian sat on the bed for a while. “Maybe I got up too early
yesterday.”
suddenly recalled the offhanded comments the teachers made last night, and
also the bare cloud of water vapour left in the bathroom before he showered.
He gazed at the slight tinge of redness beneath Jiang Tian’s eyes that
came from the fever, and asked, “Ge, did you not use hot water when you
showered yesterday?”
Jiang Tian did not look up. He rubbed his temples like he was minding
his own business, and his lips, dry and cracked, slightly moved. “I did.”
Liar.
The teacher said a successful orator can use their words to overwhelm
people laugh their hearts out, to reduce people to tears, to cause people’s
hearts to be filled with something but not a single word adequately formed.
Sheng Wang managed to locate the sickbay, refilled the hot water
dispenser and plugged it in—he did not want to come back to only cold
water for Jiang Tian to drink after he goes to buy the medicine—but the
moment he turned around, Jiang Tian already got up from the bed.
His school bag was upended on his bed, the zip wide open. Inside it
was the script that Sheng Wang had seized for himself for the entire night. His
hand grabbed a bag strap, and he sat on the bed with his head lowered, trying
minutes.”
“What five minutes?” Sheng Wang stilled, “Why are you up?”
“I’ve already asked the teacher to excuse you from class, what do you
mean by going to class. Stay lying down.” Sheng Wang strided over, wanting
Wang returned what Jiang Tian said before, word for word. He gripped the
other end of the bag, and stared at him with a dangerous gleam in his eyes,
“Are you lying down or not? If you aren’t, I’m taking off your jacket.”
Jiang Tian looked at Sheng Wang, a little speechless, his gaze passing
through the messy fringe on his forehead. Perhaps it was from his pale
complexion, his eyes were darker than usual, a few traces of sickness
lingered.
A while later, he finally felt that standing off like this was simply
a few minutes—” Sheng Wang wore a jacket, took out a small sports bag
He wasn’t done briefing Jiang Tian, but Jiang Tian cut him off, “You’re
going to class?”
Sheng Wang waved the campus guide in his hand. “Taking medicine for
Jiang Tian withdrew his gaze. He coughed to the side before he said,
“I’m boiling hot water, not Miracle Healing Water.” Sheng Wang
flipped the collars up to cover the lower half of his face, “If you insist on
being like this, I’ll find a way to get infected. Then the two of us can both
drink hot water, and see who can triumph over the illness with willpower
alone first.”
Jiang Tian: “...”
Seeing that he finally went back to lying down on his bed with no
further protests, Sheng Wang left the dorm in satisfaction. The school’s
sickbay was next to the students’ dormitory, it was a little far away from the
teachers’ condos in front of the hill. He jogged all the way there.
it was okay to take on the behalf of other people too. There were two
teachers on duty, and one of them asked him, “What’s the situation, how did
Sheng Wang stared at the ground and was silent for a few seconds
It was the teacher on duty who was at the opposite table who said
instead, “Hey, you’ll never know. This is the third person claiming medicine
today. Wasn’t there a water outage in the teachers’ condo last night? There
were some who legit showered with cold water. However, those two didn’t
“Oh, I see. I thought it’s some other student who couldn’t take it
anymore and is trying to score a sick leave.” The teacher smiled at Sheng
Wang apologetically, and said, “I’m going to grab medicine for you now,
The school hospital was probably afraid that the students would eat
they did give him an additional thermometer. Sheng Wang kept the medicine,
and just as the teacher was about to remind “feel free to come for IV drip for
a faster recovery”, Sheng Wang had already went down the stairs three steps
at a time with his bag over his shoulder, and then disappearing around the
Sheng Wang sprinted back to the dorm, and the moment he opened the
door, a certain person who wasn’t obediently lying down was caught in the
act. Jiang Tian stood by the basin; he probably just finished washing up, there
was still a towel in his hand, he still clearly smelled like mint.
“Ha, caught red handed; do you have anything in your defense?” Sheng
Wang was a little warm from running. He settled the medicine and porridge
Jiang Tian had nothing to say. He silently left the basin. He stood
before the table, took out two containers of porridge from the plastic bag, and
“The teacher said take two pills for this medicine.” Sheng Wang was
opening up the box, and suddenly turned to his Ge in suspicion. “Did you use
Sheng Wang reached over to touch his face—it was cold to the touch.
The hell with the food, how incredible you are with changing the
topic. Sheng Wang thought. However, as long as he heard Jiang Tian’s husky
and tired voice, he couldn’t make himself stern with him at all.
Young master Sheng was rather particular when it came to being ill
himself, but it was the first time he had to take care of someone else like this.
The person who fell sick was Jiang Tian, so he wanted to use all and any
method to reduce fevers possible, and thus he couldn’t help but to be a little
worked up.
He stared at Jiang Tian, making sure he ate the porridge and the
medicine, ensuring he went to obediently lie down on the bed for the second
his wrist. He lifted his quilt, saying, “I’m going down with you.”
“Why are you going down?” Sheng Wang acutely pressed the side of
the blanket down. “I’m just buying some cotton swabs and chips. I saw some
alcohol on the shelf next to the basin earlier on, you can bring your fever
Jiang Tian frowned. “No need for the trouble, the medicine is enough.”
Wang said.
“Yes.”
“......”
would always end up getting vetoed by Jiang Tian’s singular vote. All he
would say was “No need” “Don’t want” “Don’t go”. This person was
already cold and stubborn on a normal basis, now that he’s ill he only
became worse.
Initially, Sheng Wang thought he was just being stubborn, he wanted his
face and was refusing to admit that he’s sick, or that he wanted to prove that
his body was especially healthy even when he’s ill, he’ll recover with some
water etc.
Later, he leaned against the glass counter as he waited for a new pot of
water to boil, as well as searching for shops that provided food suitable for a
patient to eat. Without knowing it, he stayed a little too long in the kitchen.
Within that time period, Jiang Tian left the bed twice: once with a cup in his
hands, wanting to get some water, the other being that he accidentally got
some dust on his hands from the inner side of the bed railing, so he’s there to
Sheng Wang was baffled for quite a while and still could not figure out
how exactly the dust managed to get on his hands. So, he simply brought the
newly boiled water back to the bedside, continuing to keep his eyes on him.
This time, he remained seated, and Jiang Tian did not ask for any more water,
Only until a certain someone gave in to the effects of the medicine and
finally fell into deep sleep once more, then Sheng Wang realised in a certain
pride, but that he was just a little clingy when he’s ill.
like nobody would associate the term “clingy” with Jiang Tian at all. But
now that the connection was made, it was like something magical occurred.
Sheng Wang left his chair and silently leaned inwards as he propped
himself against the bed—Jiang Tian was sleeping on his side, facing the
wall. His lips pursed into a straight line, like he reverted back to his usual
Sheng Wang silently eliminated in his mind: it had to be either Old Man
Ding of Jiang Ou who ever got the chance to take care of Jiang Tian when
he’s sick, right? He wondered if Jiang Tian would be like this towards them
too.
humble enough.
The young master was instantly thrilled, his long legs caused the chair
to rock back and forth. Still, his happiness did not last for too long as
hot. It’s too easy to feel stuffy in the process of recovering from a fever.
When Sheng Wang was asleep while he’s sick, he would wrap himself tighter
As this person slept, his blanket would retreat from his jaw to his
chest. Sometimes, when he was so warm that his brows furrowed tightly, he
would directly flip the upper half of the blanket down, squashing it beneath
his arms.
In a single hour, he lifted the blanket six times, and Sheng Wang
covered the blanket back on him six times too. While doing so, he even
In the end, Sheng Wang stood by the bed with a headache, and said in a
He went to the closet to take out yet another blanket, adding another
layer to seal the person within his quilt, covering him up nice and
He grabbed a pillow from the upper bunk as his backrest, and sat
horizontally across the bed with his back against the wall. He kept his legs
straight, pressing them down against Jiang Tian’s lower leg with the quilt
From then onwards, Jiang Tian was abnormally well behaved in his
area, his bones lazily melted away from the glow. He was dozing off from
reading the lecture notes, so he took the photo album from the upper bunk and
There were only less than 20 photos no matter how many times he
flipped, yet he could still keep flipping through. He managed to continue until
Jiang Tian got enough sleep and woke up, and then he went to sit next to him.
“Are you still feeling terrible?” Sheng Wang’s palm covered his
forehead, and passed the digital thermometer to him. “You don't seem as
Jiang Tian sat next to him, shoulder to shoulder; the warmth of human
skin diffused to him across fabrics. He held the thermometer near his ears for
Sheng Wang said, “Then I’m going to pour some water for you.”
Jiang Tian held him back just as he was about to stand up. He said, “I
Sheng Wang pointed at the last photo with his silhouette, saying, “Feels
Sheng Wang raised his phone next to him, and captured the instant Jiang
morning sun of the beginning of winter shone upon them, gently covering up
those few traces of sickness. Sheng Wang’s eyes were crescent in a smile,
effervescent. Jiang Tian just happened to look up, his thin eyelids nearly
“Okay.” Sheng Wang tapped on the photo, and waved at Jiang Tian,
“Just nice, there is still a slot for another photo below this one, we can
find a shop at night to print it out.” As he spoke, he folded his legs, wanting
to change his sitting position. However, the moment he curled a leg, his
“Numb.”
Jiang Tian looked at the way Sheng Wang didn’t know if he should
“Two legs.” Sheng Wang’s head rested against that bent leg. “Both of
the muscle on the other leg. “How long have you been sitting?”
“Forgot.”
……
Sheng Wang’s head rested on his knee, and let Jiang Tian massage the
stretched out leg as he liked. Quite a while later, he suddenly bent his knee,
and stopped Jiang Tian’s wrist with his hand. “Don’t squeeze anymore.”
“No.”
Sheng Wang answered with a word, and no longer spoke. He only
looked up again after quite a few seconds later. He let go, and the warmth
that came from Jiang Tian lingered on his thigh. It gradually faded away.
Sheng Wang bent his legs, propping his elbows on his knees. He
lowered his eyes in his hammering heartbeat, pounding like a drum, waiting
actually in a pretty odd state—they both knew each other’s feelings damn
well, but they still seemed to be somewhat neither here nor there. As such, he
kept feeling like that layer of intimacy had always been hovering in thin air,
He was quiet for quite a while with his head lowered, and suddenly
Jiang Tian’s eyes rested on his own fingers—which was being fiddled
“Why are you asking this?” His gaze shifted up to meet Sheng Wang.
“I don’t know.” Sheng Wang’s head rested against the wall, his chin
slightly raised. His gaze thus slid down naturally, watching the dust drift
about in the air. He reached out to grab at them, all he caught was thin air.
“It just feels a little floaty, neither up nor down, nothing concrete at
all.” His hand lazily drifted down, resting on his knees. “Seems a little
He stopped for a few seconds, and skipped what they both already
knew. He pursed his slightly dry lips. “Either way…...kinda odd, don’t you
think?”
A few while later, Jiang Tian finally looked away from him.
Although Sheng Wang was being quite ambiguous, Jiang Tian did know
what he was getting at. He knew it well, he had always understood it clearly.
More accurately, he did not expect Sheng Wang to ask this early.
a silent consensus—just like the many instances from before. Still, he knew
at the same time that this so-called “silent consensus” was utterly impossible
to keep up in the long run, it would inevitably be broken. It was set in stone
After all, nothing can stay hidden in the dark for long; it either erupts,
same time. Jiang Tian actually did already come up with an answer a long
time ago. He had already rehearsed this multiple times in his subconscious.
When Sheng Wang brings this question up, he would say: wait a little longer.
Wait for this training camp to be over, wait until we leave this confined
school, wait for us to leave this utopia...or this Neverland. Wait until we are
surrounded by people once more, filled with clamour that we (do not) want
to hear. If you still want to ask this, I can tell you the answer.
If you don’t want to ask, that’s fine too. As long as there isn’t a
grandiose, serious beginning, there is no need for a deliberate end. The way
out will always be there for you; no barrier, no concerns. Nobody would be
But the sun was too bright, the person next to him was made too cozy
by it. As long as he saw Sheng Wang’s eyes, filled with light, saw the way he
“Especially happy.”
Sheng Wang’s mind went blank for an instant, and suddenly understood
Jiang Tian was made of sharp angles and an even sharper personality,
other youths in certain conditions. However, Sheng Wang knew that that
person. Even with someone like Ji Huanyu along with an incident like that
right before him, he could amalgamate all his trauma within the smallest area.
He could reconcile with himself and the people around him, so the
He was full of pride, but never impulsive—let alone the matters of the
heart.
Therefore, for the past few days, between bouts of elation, Sheng Wang
would occasionally think: how did they suddenly end up like this? Of course,
he knew why for himself, but he didn’t know about Jiang Tian.
His sudden advancement, his abrupt retreats, all got himself busy as a beaver.
Therefore his Ge couldn’t bear to watch anymore, and came over to help him
out.
It was also just that subconsciously, he was even more worried that the
resist; but that he ran too near, too hastily towards him, that Jiang Tian was
If it was really like that, then he was truly putting him on the spot.
He’s hoarding all the happiness and excitement for himself; that was
Sheng Wang was deep in thought for a while, and made a small smile.
“Quite many, actually.” Sheng Wang counted them one by one, his tone
a little lazy, like this was just a casual conversation, one that neither of them
for every count he curled a finger. At the last finger, he stopped for a while
The room was quiet for a long time, so long that Sheng Wang couldn’t
Perhaps he was playing along with his casual chat too, Jiang Tian also
He said, “Yes for the alias, yes for the birthday, yes for the drinking,
Sheng Wang nodded ever so slightly, and his tongue darted to lick his
many people were standing or sitting before him, he would hardly ever get
nervous. Only when he was standing before Jiang Tian alone, that smugness
and pride that he was naturally born with would temporarily disappear.
knuckles on his pointer finger, until the patch of skin there was red and
flushed from rubbing. He finally heard Jiang Tian say, his voice hoarse,
“Impulsiveness.”
“Lack of resolve.”
“Couldn’t resist.”
later, he finally relaxed; like the giant load of joy he had been keeping to
himself, hugging and waiting, finally had half of it claimed by the other
person. Therefore, the load was finally off his arms, and he could feel
Sheng Wang let out an “oh”, and suddenly said, “Then, is your
Jiang Tian looked at him, and away again. A moment later, he said,
“No.”
“Ask.”
“Publicly, I keep telling everyone you are my Ge.” Sheng Wang
something else?”
“Define privately.”
“When the doors are closed.” Due to the way his voice was lowered,
Sheng Wang’s voice was a little husky too, “When nobody else is around us.”
absolutely unrestrained. His hand lifted his chin as he thought, and turned to
The back of Jiang Tian’s head rested against the wall, his half lowered
eyes blinked flittingly. He was about to open his mouth, but Sheng Wang
added once more, “If you say no, Imma use my mouth. I’ll kiss you until you
say yes.”
Jiang Tian’s gaze swept from the end of his eyes, suddenly dropping
brain, and suddenly a blazing fire roared, his ears became flushed from the
awkwardly press his lips against his, raw and inexperienced. Until the other
person tentatively licked the gap between his lips, then he tilted his head and
moved away.
Sheng Wang narrowed his eyes, and saw Jiang Tian’s Adam’s apple
bob.
A moment later, Jiang Tian finally turned back. “You really want to get
infected?”
“You’re the one who said no,” Sheng Wang still yearned for more—the
“Oh, then let us celebrate.” Sheng Wang grinned as he got his way, and
then licked his lower lip, wreaking havoc in him again. After peppering many
messy kisses, Jiang Tian was finally bothered enough that he couldn’t stand it
anymore.
He slightly backed away, his right hand glided down Sheng Wang’s
cheek and lower jaw, turning Sheng Wang’s head to the side with his thumb
hooked onto his chin. He kissed the side of the other person’s neck.
Sheng Wang grabbed his hair, neither too tightly or too loosely. Even
Fuck.
When young people are deliriously caught up in love, all and any
willpower are just there for show. The final result was Jiang Tian’s fever
draggier cold. As for Sheng Wang, after sneezing three times in a row in the
second morning, he joined the army of people who caught a cold. What a
martyr he was.
The good news was now that the milk was already spilt, he didn’t need
to be worried about getting infected anymore. The bad news was now that
they both have a sore throat as well as cough, their performance in public
Despite the scoring panel knowing their original standard very well,
and also that getting sick was a factor beyond their control and they ought to
consider that when scoring them, the final outcome was still what it was.
They couldn’t turn a blind eye and tolerate all their issues. Therefore, as
Sheng Wang and Jiang Tian’s cold appeared on and off over a week, their PK
In this period of time, Bian Chen was the one who felt the most
he felt thrilled and happy over it, he also felt like he was taking an unfair
It was Sheng Wang who was quite at peace instead. He said to him,
“With every gain comes a loss, that’s how it ought to be. It’s a good reminder
the “with every gain comes a loss” and “ought to be” was beyond Bian
Chen’s comprehension. They were more like the mystical arts at this point. In
any case, he couldn’t tell what Sheng Wang's “gain” was, or why he said it
formal competition wasn’t set in this school. The training camp teachers
arranged their journey, and all 40 students had to head to the north.
Before they set off, Sheng Wang finally found the time to go to the top
of the street behind the hill. That store was completely new after closing for
a few days to undergo renovation. He printed that photo in his phone out, and
He gave one to Jiang Tian, and slotted the other one into his photo
album.
He just turned 17; there were 18 photographs altogether, and the last
one was an accident as well as the biggest surprise at the same time.
Every page was made with stiff paper sprinkled with gold, a
transparent film on top and below. He slipped the picture featuring the two of
them between the transparent film, and some ideas sprouted within him.
He asked Jiang Tian, “Did you handwrite the year on the upper right
corner?”
“It’s printed.” Jiang Tian said, “It wouldn’t be easy to write on this
type of paper.”
though?”
“If I write it on the back, it can’t be seen anymore after I put it inside
Sheng Wang stilled with Jiang Tian’s question, and laughed. “Oh yeah,
my brain shortwired. It isn’t meant for other people’s eyes in the first place
anyway.”
He grabbed a pen and turned the photograph over, watching the outline
of the silhouettes printed as they faced the light. He wrote behind himself:
Me.
And then he wrote the remaining words behind Jiang Tian’s back: The
you I like.
Jiang Tian stood right next to him, watching him earnestly write down
these words. He abruptly felt that his previous inner conflict, the back and
forths, those so-called rationality, were all too foolish. So foolish that he
I like you too much; therefore, I teeter by the edge of the abyss, I
I am unstoppable, I am invincible.
Translator’s notes:
For the final few lines (the last one in particular), I did take some artistic
raws, but also as for the last lines, a direct translation is “There is nothing I
feels too grandiose a word to be used in this context, when this is a slice of
Human Pillow
It happened to be already Monday by the time they were done with the
formal competition, thus perfectly skipping past the monthly break. Sheng
Mingyang initially arranged for Xiao-Chen to go fetch them from the bus
The private vehicle was the exact same as the one from before, and so
was the driver. Only, the person sitting in the shotgun went from Yang Jing to
Sheng Wang was initially a little relieved, thinking that taking the
school’s car was better than Xiao-Chen’s — better than seeing Jiang Ou and
Sheng Mingyang the moment they open the car door in any case.
Still, seeing Big Mouth Xu upon opening the door wasn’t something to
The moment Big Mouth Xu showed himself, Sheng Wang stuffed his
“You aren’t even this obedient while you’re in school, you think I’ll
bother confiscating your phone when you’re out?” Big Mouth Xu said,
Continue if you’re checking in, treat it like I didn’t say anything if you just
“My dad’s asking if our school’s car is arriving soon,” Sheng Wang
answered.
“Then you definitely have to notify him, so that the parents wouldn’t
worry. Our school is quite adept when it comes to this — we will only be
early, never late. No matter what, we wouldn’t land the students in a situation
where they are waiting at the bus stop with nobody fetching them.” Big
WeChat messages.
drastically recently, your Auntie Jiang said that the quilts in your dormitory
are a little too thin. Do you have time to go back to your dorm in the
afternoon? We’ll make a trip to the school, and add more mattresses.
Encyclopedia for Healthy Living: Pass the keys to us, I’ll go settle that
Sheng Wang was busy typing with his head lowered when he suddenly
contents of the chat, but just as he turned over he suddenly felt that it wasn’t
quite appropriate.
and Jiang Ou come to school was too obvious — he was scared that Jiang
Secondly, he also did not want to let Jiang Tian see Sheng Mingyang
and Jiang Ou’s names either, worried that Jiang Tian would feel burdened
and regretful.
Therefore his phone flashed before Jiang Tian’s eyes, and his phone
was back to him again before the other person could catch a glimpse. His
eyes were lowered as he grumbled, “My dad insisted that the temperature
Afraid that Jiang Tian didn’t buy what he said, he went all the way to
caress Jiang Tian’s thigh, whispering, “Lemme see if you wore it.”
“.......”
Jiang Tian avoided him, and removed that paw of his. Sheng Wang
relentlessly tried to get around him, but Jiang Tian grabbed his wrist instead.
The two instantly let go, Sheng Wang even moved slightly to the side,
messages alone. Now that he was sitting next to Jiang Tian, right before Big
telling the driver, “Sigh, thank god I only have one son at home. If they are
brothers, look—”
He pointed at the two behind him. “They’ll probably fight all the way
into adulthood.”
The driver’s face expressed that he could very well relate. “Two sons
are what my house has, fighting over toys, food, the bed…either way the
Big Mouth thus began chatting with him in regards to their sons’
education, and no longer bothered about the two sitting behind him.
Sheng Wang was stunned for quite a while before he realised that in
Big Mouth’s and the rest’s eyes, he was part of the same family as Jiang Tian.
They were brothers; it was plenty normal for them to be closer and to get into
more skirmishes. No matter what, they wouldn’t read too deep into their
…….
Sheng Wang’s body, tense for the entire time, finally started to
gradually relax, and his spirits were lifted again. Even the tone he replied
Sheng Mingyang’s messages with was no longer as stiff — like the phone
screen separating them was a protective film itself, able to withstand any
window, his right leg touching Jiang Tian’s, and began bullshitting with
Sheng Mingyang.
conditioning in the dorm, we even get too warm if we wear long sleeves to
get back if you don’t believe me, a slightly fatter dormmate is even in singlets
overheating
falling later on, even if you don’t layer it now, you can keep it there as
backup
about the closets in our dorm, you’re telling me there’s enough space for
backup quilts?
Sheng Wang then added: we can simply just bring them over the next
time we go home
Sheng Mingyang probably went to discuss this with Jiang Ou, and
finally replied after quite a while later: Sure, we’ll wait for the next break.
His right hand, resting on the seat, softly snapped. Jiang Tian looked
“Yeah.”
Sheng Wang finished replying, and in the very next second he tapped
Someone: ……
Jiang Tian swept a look at him, his expression indicating that he was
rather speechless, probably thinking that this was kinda dumb. The word
“childish” was written on his face, but his fingers played along as he typed
Shop’s Anniversary Celebration: forget it, I know I’ll never get to have
one
Jiang Tian’s thin eyelids slightly shifted up, his gaze landing on the
back of Big Mouth Xu’s head. After staring for about five seconds, his eyes
movement, but when Jiang Tian did it, Sheng Wang found it hilarious.
joke?”
Sheng Wang shifted his feet, and stepped on Jiang Tian’s shoe without
and soon he was lured away by the driver’s conversation topic. Sheng Wang
his car
Shop’s Anniversary Celebration: he wouldn’t ask me what joke I saw
either
on my best behaviour from the top to my legs, my foot is the only thing that
Someone: ……
thinking that the car was honestly stifling — all he wanted was to reach the
school already.
It’ll be fine after we alight, it won't be this stifling after we reach the
Yet, when they actually alighted, he realised that he had his hopes up
— Fuzhong may be huge, but in actuality it was no better than the space in the
car.
It was midday when they came back, when they went to their dorm to
put down their luggages they ran into Shi Yu and Qiu Wenbin, when they went
to Wu Tong Wai for lunch, there was Old Man Ding and the mute.
In the past, Sheng Wang thought those alleys were barren of people, but
now he felt that it was a little too lively. In a moment an old man greeted
them with his groceries in hand, and in another kids ran past them as they
chased each other around. There were even a lot of households which left the
windows on the first floor wide open, with some watering their plants,
letting the air out as they cook, chit-chatting with the television on etc.
The school’s Road #3 was not as empty as before anymore; there were
stationery in hand. There weren’t exactly many people, but it was enough to
In the city, in the streets and alleys, human life bustled and flourished.
It was only at this moment, Sheng Wang truly realised that the
“vacation” had ended — in the much longer future, they had no choice but to
hide themselves away, keeping their joy and love to the private, desolate
spaces.
When the two headed upstairs, they bumped into a huge wave of
teachers who just came over from the cafeteria. The teachers from Class A,
Yang Jing directly stopped them. “I had lessons in the morning that I
couldn’t switch away from, that’s why I wasn’t there to fetch you. Are your
“I heard the two of you had fallen sick?” He Jin was the first to worry
“Caught a cold for quite a while,” Sheng Wang pointed at Jiang Tian,
“I’ve heard. They say that there was a water outage at your residence,
It was not the first time Jiang Tian had left the school for external
competitions, and the teachers’ knowledge wasn’t news to him. It was Sheng
Wang however who was shocked. He Jin explained, “There are only this
each other. The school is worried that you aren’t taking proper care of
“Ohh, no wonder.”
“Also, your performance and results slips were all mailed to the
school, it’s sort of like feedback from the training camp,” Yang Jing said.
“No,” Jiang Tian said, “We got a day for sick leave, that’s all.”
are constantly quite remarkable, other than the one day of sick leave you did
not miss a single lesson either,” Yang Jing said, “The evaluation even said
you are both considered excellent students, it’s just that you had a slight
The English teacher from Class 9 said, “Oh? I didn’t see that yesterday.
results from the training camp could also affect the student’s state of mind for
the formal competition, those who were in lead were probably more relaxed,
those who were lagging behind likely faced greater pressure; if they couldn’t
tactfully.
Class B’s English teacher clapped Sheng Wang and Jiang Tian’s
pretty good.”
Yang Jing also said, “Yes, this has already brought pride for me. Oh,
yeah, did Xu say anything when he went to fetch you today? He was
start, just casual chit-chat. Later on, he mentioned something like that as we
alighted, saying that the number of people who can get a prize in this
competition is quite few in numbers, the school will already be very satisfied
with a third place. He told us to not feel burdened, and do our best to prepare
grandiose.”
He Jin said smilingly, and asked the two students, “What did you two say in
reply then?”
in third place.”
He Jin: “......”
line, sounding possibly happy or worried, “Sure, the results are out next
month. I’ll wait and see how the two of you wouldn’t do badly enough to end
up in third place.”
Chapter 077 - Possessed
Not?
When Sheng Wang entered the classroom, Class B’s math teacher
happened to be passing out the practice paper meant for the noon break at the
lectern. He took special care to go in through the back door, but it was all
futile — the entire class all made use of passing the paper around to turn to
Students become envious over the purest of reasons: if you are entirely
justified in not showing up for class, then you are the most blessed person in
meeting that took up an entire class period could even garner a comment
along the lines of “that must be so good”, let alone cases like Sheng Wang
felt like he accidentally walked onto the set for Star Boulevard, and he
cupped his fist to beg for pardon as he sat down on his seat.
(t/n: Star Boulevard: A Chinese talent show, also named after hollywood’s walk of fame)
The entire class laughed at him, the math teacher teased him as he
propped himself against the lectern, “Looks like Sheng Wang is in quite a
The entire class guffawed once more, and finally began to get started
on work obediently.
training camp that lasted for two consecutive weeks had left its residual
effect on him — his first reaction upon seeing math problems wasn’t to draw
a diagram, list out formulas or calculate, but rather, he wanted to translate the
hour practice paper like this. However, due to this godforsaken residual
effect, he was actually running a little tight on time today. When the teacher
“You seem to be a little out of practice, huh? Sheng Wang?” The math
teacher lifted his chin at Sheng Wang across a few tables, “You’re much
For this, Sheng Wang honestly did not have any good excuse, and
“Since you’re already done with English, you ought to put in more
effort into your other subjects from now onwards. For example, you can do a
The whole class simultaneously let out a yell of “what the hell”.
The math teacher glared at them, and then reminded him half-jokingly,
“You haven’t touched these for half a month already, but the other students
did not slack off either. It will be the weekly test in a couple of days, do
looked forward to the arrival of exams. It wasn’t because he was getting too
full of himself, but that after midterms he had not formally participated in any
exams. He was in a rush to score into the top 45 places, and reassure Old He,
When the teacher left, the people filled with despair were instantly
bursting with life again. He Shi bore the brunt, and snuck her way from the
front row with her back hunched over. Shi Yu spared her the majority of his
“Eh, Sheng Wang, was the training camp fun?” As someone who also
participated in the preliminaries for English, He Shi’s envy was much more
“It was okay. The camp was nothing special, the people there were
WeChat with his eyes lowered, and the words slipped out just like that.
He Shi: “......”
Sheng Wang shot a glance at her and Shi Yu, and his fingers flew as he
rapidly typed.
clear voice, of a magicked name, able to stop the nightly cries of babies with
a mention.
Someone: ……
Someone: ?
having a partner
In Class A, most people had kept their stationery away and were
prepared to take their afternoon naps. Only a few people were being up to no
good. Gao Tianyang was engaged with tossing notes back and forth with the
person in front of him, and yet this person had terrible aim, so the paper
always ended up on Chili’s desk. He had to put his palm together and begged
for Chili to pass the note to his front deskmate with all the sincerity of
As Chili helped, she rolled her eyes. The fifth round of note passing,
Gao Tianyang turned behind and looked at the person behind him, and
coincidentally caught that fleeting expression on Jiang Tian’s face.
Jiang Tian lifted his gaze from the bottom of the desk. “You were
mistaken.”
“I don’t care, I saw that.” Gao Tianyang said, “Your little brother said,
during these times I just gotta put words in your mouth and be completely
unreasonable.”
Jiang Tian did not realise what Gao Tianyang just said. “My little
brother?”
“Yeah, Sheng-ge.”
“......”
Jiang Tian swept a look at the phone beneath his desk — a certain little
brother was still saying that he was terrific for finding himself a partner.
“Then...since you were smiling just now, you should be in an okay mood,
right?”
“Don’t bullshit about my mood.” Jiang Tian turned his screen off, and
looked up like he knew what was coming. “What did you land me into?”
“It ain’t my fault this time! I even tried to speak up for you, but you
Gao Tianyang turned and motioned at two people in the front row,
indicating for them to get their asses here. The next second, Song Sirui. the
culture rep and Li Yu the class monitor all got their asses here.
apparent to Jiang Tian. If they were Gao Tianyang and the rest who were on
good terms with him, Jiang Tian could still say a “scram”, but he couldn’t
exactly do it to two girls, considering how the class monitor was a crybaby
too.
Gao Tianyang poked Li Yu, Li Yu poked the culture rep. The culture
rep summoned up her courage, “So uh, it’s basically this: Jiang Tian, the
school’s cultural festival will be happening at the end of this month again.
Since we won’t be participating in year three, this will be our last chance to
do so. Old He generally suggested for us to not take up too much of our
“Initially, um, having the entire class form a choir is the most fair and
least troublesome method, in any case nobody is getting out of this. Pick a
song that’s easy to sing, rehearse a few times and that will do. But—”
Gao Tianyang pointed downstairs, “This was taken by the beasts from
The culture rep explained, “The meeting ended, and without even
discussing with their classmates, the culture reps instantly filled the form and
handed it up on the spot. There can only be two class choir performances in a
level at most, I was being slightly democratic, and the slots were gone just
like that.”
school rules, if there are less than or two people for individual
performances, then the class has to come up with two items. If not, the entire
level will end up sending one person up there to sing by themselves.” Gao
Tianyang pointed at himself and Song Sirui, “The current arrangement is that
I’ll be performing crosstalk with Old Song, this will be a group. You will be
Jiang Tian was stupefied. “Who said I know how to play the guitar?”
easily, she will probably sing into a breakdown with tears. So……”
“That’s fine, you know how the cultural festival goes. You just need to
be hot, who the hell actually cares about the guitar.” Gao Tianyang said,
“Tian-ge, I’m not blindly flattering you — with your face alone, there would
Jiang Tian looked at him with very mixed feelings. “So it’s your crappy
Gao Tianyang’s neck shrunk. “I don’t dare to seek death like this.”
afternoon.”
— he was stopped by someone else instead. The person who stopped him
had the surname of Sheng and the name of Wang, the bane of his existence that
“I’ve heard that you have to perform too?” Sheng Wang sat cross-
legged at the short window railing at the corner of the stairs, his head looking
Gao Tianyang was already a foot on the stairs before he hastily went
back inside the class. “I didn’t bring this up, Sheng-ge happened to ask.”
Jiang Tian followed down the stairs, and walked towards where Sheng
“Nooo,” Sheng Wang stood up with his bag, “I was just feeling glad
earlier.”
“My class’ choir. They took advantage of me not being in school, and
placed me in the direct centre of the first row.” Sheng Wang said, “The bunch
of bastards kept this from me until afternoon, and caused me to completely be
out of sorts for the last period. I only felt slightly consoled when I heard from
“I’m not,” Jiang Tian said, “I don’t know how to play at all.”
“Try.”
“No.”
Jiang Tian tugged at his bag strap, and said rather scoundrelly, “Mn.”
Sheng Wang narrowed his eyes, and hooked an arm around his neck,
causing him to hunch over and lower his head. “Say that again?”
Jiang Tian’s Adam’s apple was stuck against his arm, bobbing up and
down. Sheng Wang was the only one who knew he was chuckling.
Gao Tianyang and Song Sirui then poked their heads out from the
classroom at this moment, and as they cheered Sheng Wang on, they were
Sheng Wang threw a quick glance at them, and turned Jiang Tian around
to make his back face them. Behind him was the endless stream of students
heading to the cafeteria. He lowered his voice and said to Jiang Tian, “I’ll let
you in on a secret: your secret boyfriend just so happens to know how to play
the guitar, and he would very much like to teach you. One on one, guaranteed
successful outcome, and it’s all for free. Tell me, are you learning or not?”
……
Therefore, the same night, Gao Tianyang passed the good news to Carp
“For real?” The two girls could not believe their ears.
Sure, everyone had to plan for the cultural festival, but the only ones
who really took it seriously were the year ones. The year twos usually did
not put in as much rehearsal time, at the very most only a few extra periods of
He Jin was generous, even more so towards Jiang Tian. She straight up
However, Jiang Tian did not manage to make use of the night self-study
leaves; Class B was rather strict, and Sheng Wang couldn’t leave. Even when
he managed to get an absence slip, it would be under the context of practising
After the last period of night self-study on Thursday, Jiang Tian was on
his way to look for Sheng Wang in the lecture theatre with a bag in his hand,
the keys to the music classroom from the teacher, and got excused from
Fuzhong’s arts building was situated to the north, it was rather close to
the sports ground, and very far from the blocks the students went to school at.
All music and art lessons in Fuzhong were held here, the arts students usually
practised here too, some diligent ones leave at closing time on the dot,
precisely 11pm.
When Jiang Tian reached downstairs, he saw Sheng Wang waiting by
the entrance.
At this timing, most of the building was dark, with only a sparse few
classrooms with their lights still switched on. Sheng Wang glanced upwards,
and said, “There’s already barely anyone. Thank god you were fast,
Jiang Tian walked up the stairs three steps at a time, and entered the
Sheng Wang touched his nose, and turned to look behind him. There
were round security cameras, covering all 360 degrees the entrance to the
lot of security cameras lying around. The intent was to guard against thieves,
for security purposes, but to students who were up to no good, those would
be administration dean, Big Mouth Xu’s eyes, omnipresent no matter where
they go.
Sheng Wang did not particularly feel that way in the past, and now he
The ring-shaped corridor was not actually narrow, but his shoulders —
his arms — they always bumped against Jiang Tian’s. With no righteous
reason, for no righteous purpose, he was simply trying to get a little closer to
There were still two arts students in the art studio on the first floor, the
room with the musical instruments was at the direct opposite. They left the
glow of the light, and entered the area full of darkness. Sheng Wang opened
The musical instruments room was not exactly small, but it was
divided into a few narrow paths via rows and rows of metal racks. The racks
“So dusty.” The smell of dust in the room was a little heavy, smelling
distinctly aged and vintage. Still, he did not fan the dust away.
Actual arts students all brought their own instruments, only those who
culture festival looming in the near distance, this place still remained
Sheng Wang reached up, wanting to switch on the lights, but his fingers
did not press down upon finding the switch. He looked around with the aid of
the light on his phone, and asked, “Will there be security cameras here?”
Jiang Tian followed him and checked around too. “I don’t spot any.”
He met Jiang Tian’s eyes. “Does it count as having the doors closed
now?”
Jiang Tian’s eyes landed on his phone screen before turning to him
Sheng Wang released his thumb, and the screen darkened just like that.
The metal racks and canvas bags all fell into the darkness. A random
the entire window pane. The light from the corridor was pale as it shone in
They could see the shadows outside, but if someone was to look in, all
However, the moment he said that, the sound of human voices could be
heard from the staircase facing the room. Due to the tranquility of the night,
Without a second word, Sheng Wang raised his hand to switch on the
lights, and went towards the guitar racks with Jiang Tian.
Just as they lifted up a bag, the door to the instrument room opened.
“Jiang Tian?!” a girl gasped on instinct, and she hurriedly covered her
mouth. Clearly, she did not expect to see a hot guy the moment she opened the
introduce themselves after they asked that. “We’re from Class 10.”
had always been so cold and aloof, everyone had long since been used to it.
Funnily, it was Sheng Wang who also looked sort of unhappy. Despite the
mirth in his tone, the expression on his face was a little indistinct. “We’re
went upstairs with the black colour bag. This time, Sheng Wang wasn’t in the
mood to pick the classroom, and went in after vaguely looking for an empty
one.
The arts building was designed to look like a musical note, the
classrooms formed a circle that wasn’t quite round with the corridor. In the
middle was an ecological garden, with a giant patch of bamboo planted. The
behaviour, and was abnormally displeased. He began to shut the entire world
out the moment he put the guitar down. Jiang Tian closed the door, and by the
he even pulled the hood from the sweatshirt he wore as an inner layer out and
appear rather cool, but it’s just that his mood was a little bad.
Jiang Tian shot a glance at him, and suddenly walked an entire round
by the windows at the other side of the classroom, pulling all the curtains
facing the corridor shut. He then locked the classroom front door.
He headed to the window, unloaded the bag from his shoulder and
tossed it aside. He pulled Sheng Wang’s hood down, and his back hunched
Wang’s feet was stepping by the edge of the windowsill, and his back was
pressed against the icy-cold glass as his palm held the back of Jiang Tian’s
neck.
Their kisses were a little sloppy now that they were finally alone, only quite
*
The cafeteria in a morning at Fuzhong wouldn’t be as crowded as
noon, a lot of students would give up on cooked food for the sake of a few
more winks of sleep, and settle their breakfast with a few biscuits and bread.
Sheng Wang and the rest went to the cafeteria depending on their
moods. This morning, both Sheng Wang and Jiang Tian were in a terrific
mood, so they were already seated in the canteen super early in the morning.
It was honestly quite the rare sight to see the lazy bums of Class A
come down for breakfast for once. Sheng Wang greeted them, and the
“I heard that you went to practise the guitar with Tian-ge last night,”
Gao Tianyang shoved a mouthful of noodles into his mouth, and looked up to
Jiang Tian was sitting opposite him, upon hearing that he looked at him.
“So-so.”
almost intertwined beneath the table. He knocked against Jiang Tian’s knee,
but his eyes were on Gao Tianyang as he said, “The guitar was bad.”
“Oh, yeah, that’s true.” Gao Tianyang had zero clue as to the sneaky
behaviours under the table, and even thought that they made quite a bit of
sense. “After all, it belongs to the musical instrument room. With so many
people borrowing it here and there, it can’t be particularly good. How now?”
“There’s one at home.” Sheng Wang said, looking at Jiang Tian. “Let’s
The weekly test was nothing out of the ordinary for Fuzhong students,
The day before the exam, each class began clearing their tables as per
regulations. Class A students did not like stacking their books on the table,
they usually just brought whatever they needed for the lessons that day. With
the opening of their bags, their tables were basically clear. However, Class
B was different.
God knows who started it, but Class B liked to display their books and
learning materials for the entire semester upright on their desks; with the
They did enjoy much convenience during ordinary times — they simply
needed to bring a couple of papers back and forth to school, and even if they
had to carry the books stack by stack to the back of the class.
There were more girls in class B, and usually they could only ask the
boys for help during times like this. “Who the girl invited to help her” and
“Who did the boy volunteer to help” was never what it seemed, with many
It was the first time Sheng Wang was part of this entire process, and
before he realised what was going on, he saw a boy walk out from the last
row, lifting up a stack of books from a girl in the front row without a single
The entire class was quiet for a few seconds before they exploded into
chaos, slapping their tables and hooting. The boy then tried to act composed
as he returned to his seat, but the red flush on his face betrayed him. The girl
straight, but just by watching them carry their books alone, I already know all
Someone: ……
Someone: Class B’s homeroom teacher did say their entire class is all
a little stupid
simple” hello?
Just as he ridiculed them to Jiang Tian, Shi Yu — who was next to him
— swaggered out. Not only did he help He Shi carry her books, he even
helped to refill her water at the back of the class.
still, I get it though. you definitely will only help whomever you like.
The moment he looked up after sending the message, four girls were
pushing and nudging each other as they approached him in a group, asking,
“Sheng Wang, can you help us carry our books for a bit?”
Jiang Tian was heading downstairs with Gao Tianyang. After he went
Jiang Tian did not know what brand of madness did the young master
opposite spiral into, and sent a question mark having absolutely no clue what
was happening. In the end, what he got in return was an entire column of a
noise.
Jiang Tian turned to face him, only to see him frantically tearing his
very much to stay alive, “Let me get this straight! I didn’t mean to peek, I
merely accidentally saw what was on your screen while trying to say
“What did you see?” Jiang Tian lowered his hand, his thumb moving to
turn the screen off. He realised belatedly that by doing so, it still seemed like
was instantly written on his face. He checked the surroundings, and moved
Jiang Tian to the corner of the stairs with an arm on Jiang Tian’s shoulder. He
cleared his throat before teasing, “Tian-ge, did I just witness a confession
In that instant, Gao Tianyang could tell that his Tian-ge’s expression
because after Jiang Tian numbly stared at him for a few seconds, he seriously
Actually, there was no way Jiang Tian could deny it anyway. After all,
he, Gao Tianyang, had eyes of an eagle, and one look was enough to allow
him to catch the main point, seeing that line of “I like you”.
He observed for a bit, and figured that Jiang Tian was in an okay
to any ordinary person’s confession? Nah, for sure. But, you replied just
now!”
Jiang Tian continued looking like he didn’t know where to even start.
“......So?”
Gao Tianyang chickened out for half a second, and concluded with a
shut of the eyes and a kick of the legs, “So, I think that girl has a chance.”
“Okay.”
Gao Tianyang was the epitome of shock. “You said okay??? YOU
mocked by stubborn words, but never did he ever expect for Jiang Tian to
admit it!
After Jiang Tian said that, he went down the stairs by himself. Gao
Tianyang was stunned stupid for a few seconds before he flew after him. The
The two of them appeared here quite frequently, especially Jiang Tian.
He always came to wait for Sheng Wang every lunch and dinner, every day.
Class B’s teachers loved to drag on their lessons, sometimes, they had
to wait for several minutes at the back door. Despite the high rate they had to
do so, the girls of Class B still stirred whenever they saw Jiang Tian coming
over.
was going back and forth to carry their books. The moment commotion
stirred, Jiang Tian discovered that a particular someone’s seat was empty. He
scanned around the classroom, and finally saw a Sheng Wang carrying books
books with perfect stability, it was the girl by the side who kept going on
“It’s alright, I’m fine.” Sheng Wang bent over and settled that stack of
books at the back of the classroom. He straightened up and patted away the
dust on his hand, asking, “Is there anything else?”
“Nope, no more. I can carry the rest myself, thank you so much!” The
Just after she spoke, the girl felt a gust of wind whoosh past her. The
next second, Sheng Wang had already strided to the window. He held onto the
couldn’t carry their books, and asked me if I could help them. Hold on a bit,
Jiang Tian understood at last what brand of madness did Sheng Wang
spiral into with the “I like you” just now. What probably happened was that
the moment he just said “you definitely will only help whomever you like”,
He recalled that column of a tiny figure kneeling down and crying, and
felt a little like laughing. Therefore, he asked Sheng Wang, “How many
where anyone was free to go in and out, and directly entered the classroom
Jiang Tian rolled his sleeves up, revealing his forearm. He said
When they left the classroom, the girl who was helped by Jiang Tian
was still a little dazed. After all, she did not expect a good thing like “buy
Sheng Wang bought three bottles of drinks at the vending machine at the
bottom of the building, and gave the other two people a bottle each.
“What’s on Old Gao’s mind?” He twisted the cap open, and then
leaned away, avoiding the bottle. The thin white foam instantly gathered at
the mouth with a sizzle, and slowly seeped outside along the gap, leaving
Funnily enough, Jiang Tian was rather direct. “Did I order a gag
order?”
Sheng Wang did not control his strength well, and accidentally
uncapped all the way — a portion of the drink instantly shot out just like that.
Gao Tianyang only avoided the tragedy of getting his pants drenched by
hurriedly retreating two steps back. “What the fuck, Sheng-ge, did you just
“My hand slipped.” Sheng Wang rubbed his thumb, stained by the
way. Just now, when we were heading down to Class B, I spotted someone
confessing to Tian-ge.”
“Confessing?”
lighthearted teasing, and next that tone instantly shifted into regret.
They stood at both sides of Gao Tianyang respectively, and met each
other’s eyes across Gao Tianyang. He lifted his head and chugged a mouthful
of drink.
suss out more information from Jiang Tian, looking to his right. “Therefore,
Tian-ge.”
“You don’t know?” Gao Tianyang made eye contact with Sheng Wang,
Tianyang realised. “I know it, you definitely met during the training camp.”
Seeing that Jiang Tian actually answered, Gao Tianyang was instantly
“Eh, Tian-ge,” he nudged Jiang Tian’s shoulder, asking, “is she pretty?”
Jiang Tian’s gaze travelled from god knows where, and then calmly
took a sip of his drink with his eyes lowered, replying with “Mn”.
Perhaps he was just seeing things, but Gao Tianyang kept feeling like
the corner of his mouth twitched before he went “Mn” — maybe he was
Gao Tianyang turned and immediately hooked an arm around Sheng Wang,
saying, “Sheng Wang, was there anyone who’s insanely beautiful in the
camp?”
“I don’t know about pretty,” Sheng Wang dug out his phone with his
“Guess.”
“......”
said.
edict, and turned to continue trying to wrangle more information out of Jiang
Tian.
Sheng Wang’s thumb speedily flew, Jiang Tian’s phone kept buzzing in
his pocket. However, in lieu of how Gao Tianyang was quite excited, he
Only when they finished their lunch and went back to class for the noon
break, then he dug his phone out for a look. He saw a certain someone first
And then he spammed more than 10 memes, each of them waving long
blades, with every hit causing bloodshed. Some shish-kebabed three to four
Just that alone wasn’t enough, he even changed his profile picture to a
giant Wangzai, rolling his eyes. The picture was zoomed in that there was
only the eye-rolling, his personal nickname became: You say that again
(t/n: profile picture reference: 7th picture in this link)
practice without any hurrying. In the remaining five minutes, he spent four
and a half on watching someone kicking up a fuss and asking for a fight, and
then in the last 30 seconds, he changed his own WeChat personal nickname
too.
occasions, and even subconsciously become more and more similar to the
other person. For example, their catchphrases. Or, certain habits too.
A mere few minutes later, Sheng Wang already discovered this change.
Ok: .
They really looked like they have matching couple names, the kind
where it's secretly shameless, completely subtle and yet somehow as clear as
fight.
Chapter 079 - Accident
too many friends in common with Jiang Tian, his profile picture was rather
unique too. As long as someone with bad intentions looks through their
messages a few more times, they could tell that something was wrong. After
future? What if that person does not turn themself in or make a noise, and get
too much in the way...if only there were none of those around him and Jiang
Tian. Not a single thread tied to them, nothing to do with anyone else at all.
That would be great; they could act without the slightest qualm.
*
The weather on the day of the weekly exam suddenly turned cloudy,
with humidity heavily fogging the air. The grey cloud of mist floated across
the river to the east of Fuzhong, twisting and winding itself around the
parasol and camphor trees that were planted all over the school.
Sheng Wang did not have a good sleep last night, his eyelids keep
Jiang Tian, they ran into a few teachers. They vaguely heard them discussing
something, but the moment they noticed students coming nearer, they
(t/n: Chinese superstition that might be relevant: if it’s the left eyelid that's jumping, good fortune
“Did you catch what Old Wu said just now?” Sheng Wang looked
downstairs again once he climbed upstairs. He leaned over the railings, and
“I didn’t.” Jiang Tian stopped in his steps when he got to the corner of
smiling.
“Define special?” Jiang Tian had already ascended one step, he turned
Sheng Wang originally wanted to tease him, that’s all. He did not intend
on anything else. When Jiang Tian asked that question, he replied off the top
Jiang Tian took his hand out from the pocket of his long pants, and his
Sheng Wang rubbed his palm with both his palm and the back of it,
Jiang Tian raised an eyebrow, but before said eyebrow went down, he
Gao Tianyang was at the very front, Song Sirui closely followed
behind. A few boys even lunged over like hungry wolves. “Let me touch
Tian-ge too!”
“......” Without any hesitation, Jiang Tian stuck his hand into his pocket
once more.
Gao Tianyang found himself mooching off thin air, and relentlessly
clapped Jiang Tian’s shoulder anyway. “Does it count if it’s the shoulder? I
you? Scram! I need to get a bit of that holiness too, I messed up real bad last
In the blink of an eye, Jiang Tian was surrounded by that group of boys.
He pointed at the bunch of dumbasses that came clinging onto him, and
asked Sheng Wang, a headache evident in his voice, “Did you get a kick out
of setting me up?
While nobody noticed, he blew a flying kiss at him, and then attempted to
flee on the spot. However, before he could even take a single step, he found
himself blocked.
A huge wave of chit-chatting girls surged up from the stairs, and all of
side with his back against the railings, giving way to the girls. The girls
glanced towards Jiang Tian’s direction, and then giggled as they greeted
Sheng Wang.
Sheng Wang nodded, and politely returned the greetings. Just after he
“What?” Sheng Wang looked above him as his hand rested on the
railing, “You want revenge even for that? How about you get Old Gao and
the rest to touch me too.”
“No,” Jiang Tian pointed at his own right corner of his lip, saying,
Gao Tianyang, Song Sirui and the rest all looked over on instinct, the
passing girls also glanced at the corner of his lips too. Sheng Wang’s tongue
darted out to lick that corner, and found a very small wound.
This was the result of what happened at the dorm last night. Jiang Tian
was washing up by the sink, and he snuck over using the excuse of going to
the toilet. While Shi Yu and Qiu Wenbin weren’t there too, he made use of the
opportunity to grab Jiang Tian’s shoulders and gave him a munch. However,
he was in too much hurry out of the fear of being caught, and accidentally cut
his lower lip instead. He ran away with a hand covering that corner.
the start to end. He knew every damn detail well, yet he chose to vaguely
wave of heat rush to his face amidst all sorts of greetings and laughter. He
licked the wound, and fanned himself with the collar of his shirt. He made a
Sheng Wang’s seat for the exam was the third in Class B, right next to
the window. Just as he sat down, he heard the few day students behind him
“What is it?”
“You don’t know about what happened by the river at the east gate?”
“We literally stay in the dorms, how are we supposed to know? Spill
Nearly every student had heard of some rumours: like how someone
from XX school XX city jumped off the building, dived into the river, hung
themselves etc etc. Usually, once they heard it, they would express some
melancholic sentiments, and slowly the discussion would fizzle out until they
hear of the next one. Although Fuzhong was heavy on the homework and
A certain rumour went around the students, saying that every time
someone from some other school jumped off the building, Fuzhong would
add another layer of soft mud beneath the major teaching blocks and
residential blocks, to the point that there wasn’t a single building suitable for
window by the wind, and stuck their arms out to try to grab it. However, they
accidentally fell straight from the fourth floor, and gave the teachers a giant
scare. Apparently Big Mouth Xu’s legs even turned jelly, only when they
went straight to the hospital then they found out that it was only a minor
fracture.
With that, Fuzhong hired yet another wave of hourly workers on the
second day, and added a layer of soft mud, ensuring to their best abilities that
students would leave with not a single hair touched even if they fell down.
Nothing came to fruition out of the discussion they had — after all, the
students were thoroughly occupied with school, they could barely spare any
However, because of that, the entire classroom fell into a sullen mood.
Most people’s hearts weren’t entirely in it when they answered the questions.
Only when they went to have lunch at Wu Tong Wai then did Sheng
didn’t see anything, but the Da-Mei who lives at the front saw it. Doesn’t she
There was a group of old ladies who were too old to properly dance
school and clap their hands. They claimed that there were a lot of
acupuncture points on the hand, clapping will ensure they live a life of
longevity.
Apparently the body had already bloated up by the time they fished it out,” he
slightly green.
“No way.” Old Man Ding said, “Your school still requires residential
students to ask for a permission slip to leave the school. You’re telling me
the student gotta ask for a slip from a teacher if they wanna jump? Even more
impossible for day students, wouldn’t they have to come all the way from
home to jump?”
The old man said, “Ain’t nothing like this happened in our area before;
last night, a good half of the alley all went to look. I didn’t manage to make it
before I was dragged away. What a pity, the body was all white and meaty.”
“Forget it, let’s not talk about it anymore. I made stewed chicken
especially for your exams, it will nourish you.” As he talked, he settled the
bowl of soup before Jiang Tian, a white and meaty drumstick swimming
within.
also did not want to let the old man’s cooked meal go to waste just like that,
so they drank intermittently. When they finished the soup, the old man’s giant
bowl of rice was already finished. He cleared the bowl without a second
word and said that he would be going to the kitchen to knead some dough —
Jiang Tian said, “Leave it alone first, I’ll help you knead after my
exams, at night.”
The old man said, “Does it look like I don’t know how to knead?”
Jiang Tian exposed him in a heartbeat. “At least 200, he does it every
single year. He’ll make an entire mountain at around the end of December, the
“None of ya business, eat your food. You kids gotta wait for me to age
The old man was not obedient at all; he walked away, mumbling under
his breath. However, barely a moment passed before there was a giant clang
in the kitchen — like something fell to the ground and knocked the vegetable
basket over.
Sheng Wang and Jiang Tian stilled for a second before they pushed
The old man was in the military at one point in the past, even as he got
older he did give naughty kids a good smacking. He refused to admit that he
was old on the premise that he was still strong with a good hearty appetite,
as though he was still in the prime of his life; it would take half a lifetime at
pick it up. He stood up a little too quickly, and by the time he opened his eyes
He was dazed for a while. After he figured out what happened, his first
Old Man Ding usually enjoyed densely flavoured teas on a daily basis,
his food tended to be on the saltier side. Jiang Tian ate without any
complaints for a very long time...until one day Zhao Xi and co came over to
eat and casually brought up how his food was rather salty, then he finally
realised that it was too salty. After that, his food gradually became milder.
Oh, he did like to smoke in the past too. If he had nothing else to do, he
mouthfuls of alcohol. Although he did reduce his intake under Jiang Tian’s
Anyway, all sorts of direct and indirect reasons led to this accident.
When he woke up, it was already nearly evening, Zhao Xi and Lin Beiting
were in the hospital ward, fruits and clothing in hand. “Fortunately, it was
just a slight brain hemorrhage, and fortunately, Jiang Tian and Sheng Wang
The IV drip was still inserted into the old man’s hand, the smell of
disinfectant and medicine invaded his nose. He watched the back of his hand,
flesh loose and skin wrinkled, and abruptly realised that he really was old; it
stubborn, they nearly skipped the exams this afternoon. At least, it’s only the
weekly exam this time — the rules aren’t as strict — plus their school gives
them more leeway too. Otherwise, who would let them enter the exam venue
The old man was instantly a little frantic. “Then did they go for the
exams?”
“They did, relax,” Zhao Xi hurriedly assured, “lie back down first.
Even if it’s only a slight hemorrhage you still gotta stay lying down in bed,
don’t rush. If you faint again they would have to come again.”
He did not want the old man to overthink, so he did not bring up other
issues. The fact was, when Jiang Tian and Sheng Wang were chased back to
school, the afternoon exams had already begun for a long, long time. They did
take their papers, but their grades would definitely be somewhat affected.
Chapter 080 - Going Home
Terrible Soundproofing.”
After the last paper, Sheng Wang and Jiang Tian went straight to the
visitation hours for the ward, but it wasn’t set in stone. The nurse still
“Didn’t Xiao-Zhao pass the massage?” The old man glared, “You’re
not going to school tomorrow? Nothing serious happened to me, what are ya
“They’re giving us a holiday for tomorrow, the night self-study for the
“Who do you think you’re fooling?” Old Man Ding found it a little hard
to believe. “Why the holiday out of the blue? Did you two ask for leave?”
“Our school is more cautious,” Sheng Wang explained, “they said that
they don’t dare to let the students loose all over the place at night without
finding out what exactly happened. Either the parents fetch us after night self-
There was also an elderly man staying next bed over. He fell asleep
and woke up again several times while watching the TV, and after he stacked
“You kids are from Fuzhong?” the elderly man asked, “Didn’t an
“Yes,” Old Man Ding said, “we were just talking about it, the school is
However, the old man was clearly on the more gossipy side, he knew
more details too. “I heard from the nurse this morning that the body fished up
was a girl. Quite young, around twenty to thirty years old. She’s not from this
area, and until now nobody has claimed the body. Poor thing.”
“Yeah.”
“That’s why as they say, you can’t live alone.” The elderly man said it
from the bottom of his heart, and he sighed, “As for me, sigh, the old missy
left early, my kids aren’t filial, now I live by myself. I fainted while playing
mahjong that day, and it was other people who sent me here. If I rely on
them……”
topics like this. Old Man Ding tapped Sheng Wang and Jiang Tian, saying to
the elderly man, “See this yet? As for me, well, if not for these two, I would
be gone too.”
“Oh? Grandsons?” the elderly man said, “it’s okay if the grandkids are
The old man pondered. “No, wait, you were telling me this afternoon
that you have no kids, where did the flesh and blood grandsons come from.”
Old Man Ding laughed, pointing at him, “Why are you so easy to trick.”
“I don’t have sons or daughters, but this one here is closer than blood.”
Old Man Ding pointed at Sheng Wang, “I’m not giving this one up for
anything.”
Sheng Wang joked, “How about me, grandpa? Will you exchange him
for me?”
The old man guffawed again. “I’m not changing, I want both.”
The old man showed off for a while before the nurse came in, urging
them to hurry up and rest and sleep. Sheng Wang and Jiang Tian hence called
house was still deep in the depths of the alley, once they were inside, the
clamour of the city was muted. The streetlamp outside the courtyard quietly
stood at the corner of the wall. Sheng Wang’s footsteps briefly paused — he
suddenly recalled what it was like when Jiang Tian just moved in.
That day, he stood at the second floor, and saw the way Jiang Tian
stood beneath the streetlight while tugging his bag. Back then, they weren’t
Why?
He probably felt that the way Jiang Tian was made him seem a little
lonely.
again, saying that if only there wasn’t anyone who would entangle their
relations; let them be untethered, with all paths unbound for them. With that,
they could do anything they want, how good that would be.
Instead, now he felt that that thought was too childish — and too selfish
too.
If they were truly all alone in this world, with nobody around them,
themself, no matter if they were the grumbling old man in the hospital ward,
or the rejoicing Old Man Ding, or even the nameless woman who had yet to
At that time, he called out for Jiang Tian — because he wanted to pull
him into where the people are; now that he’s already here, then don’t go back
anymore.
I like you; therefore I wish for the people to flock around you,
Sheng Wang stood beneath the streetlight. “I wasn’t zoning out, I was
“What are you reflecting over?” Jiang Tian was visibly confused.
found on this road, my dad and Auntie Jiang aren’t home either — why am I
“How did you know that they aren’t home?” Jiang Tian asked.
“I sussed out, duh.” Sheng Wang said, “What’s the point of us going
home if they are there too? We’ll put up the most touching brotherhood act in
the world?”
Sheng Wang stared at him with a poker face for a few seconds, and
then he ran over and pounced onto his back, hanging onto him. “You’re doing
this on goddamn purpose, aren’t you?”
Boys at this age might look thin, but they were no feather. Jiang Tian
stumbled a step back when Sheng Wang threw himself on top of him, and
“Noo,” Sheng Wang asked, worked up, “don’t tell me you honestly
In all honesty, he didn’t actually put any thought into what he wanted to
do. It was just that the school was too stuffy, and there were too many eyes on
them. They could only reveal a little of how close they were in the tiny gaps
of spacetime where nobody else was paying attention, otherwise they had to
tiptoe around.
from holding his breath all the time. He merely wanted to find a spot where
nobody was watching and let some air out. But, with the way Jiang Tian
admonished.
managed to make it to the entrance steadily, unlocking the door and entering.
When he pushed the door open, he turned aside and replied, “I don’t seem to
Fuck.
Sheng Wang released his hand, and silently bent down to change his
shoes. However, he only kept that facade of propriety up for barely two
seconds before he grabbed the back of Jiang Tian’s neck and began kissing
him.
He was the one who took the initiative, so he did not have the nerve to
ramble on about being very “proper” etc. Still, as long as he thought of how
Jiang Tian could be so shameless beneath his icy surface, he felt a little
resentful. Therefore he also backed away a little by his own accord, and
He kissed until the apple bobbed, and then he took to his heels.
The lights weren’t turned on in the house, it was nothing but darkness
all over. The streetlight outside the courtyard walls shone in, casting a
Sheng Wang was used to the layout of the dorm, now that they were
abruptly back he was little unused to the house. As he went over, he bumped
Jiang Tian’s pointer finger and thumb rubbed his Adam’s apple and
was rooted to the ground at the entrance hall for a long while. Just as he came
resist, and said, “Do you know what you sound like?”
“Shut up!”
“—flapping its little wings and flying all over the place,” Jiang Tian
“You’ll knock yourself out sooner or later,” Jiang Tian tacked on.
Jiang Tian pressed the switch, and the lights on top all lit up. He saw
Sheng Wang leaning over the second floor railing, squawking at him with
reckless abandon.
The two messed around for a bit. They received a call from Zhao Xi,
briefly described the situation when they visited him at the hospital, and
There wasn't any homework after the weekly exam, the next day was a
holiday that came out of the blue. Both Sheng Mingyang and Jiang Ou weren’t
at home — Sheng Wang suddenly was at a loss as to how he wanted to spend
his time.
It was rather boring, but he was quite happy for some inexplicable
reason — like as though he was with Jiang Tian, even zoning out while
Forget it, zoning out while staring at each other is a little stupid.
He went to shower in his own bedroom, and before his hair was even
dry, he went down with a towel hanging around his neck. He fiddled around
But sitting side by side as they gamed would be a little too brotherly of
When Jiang Tian headed downstairs, drying his hair, Sheng Wang was
digging out the guitar he had not touched for two-three years from the storage.
There was sweat on the tip of his nose, and his hands were all dusty.
guitar once, set it next to the sofa, and went to wash his hands.
This young master refused to use the tissue despite its availability, and
shook water all over Jiang Tian instead before he brazenly curled up in the
corner of the couch. He asked Jiang Tian, “What song is Carp planning to
sing again?”
“We didn’t pick one.” Jiang Tian sat down next to him. “She said she’ll
sing whatever I can learn, either way she will be off tune.”
Not only did Old He not kick them out, she even clapped for their
dedication and devotion. Only, the audience probably would want to kick
said, “I was quite free, so I learned a lot of things, like karate, guitar,
basketball……”
He listed down a lot, Jiang Tian understood the moment he listened:
this young master simply did not have perseverance, he wanted to try
“You’ve learnt karate and yet you still say you’re too weak to fight a
string randomly, “Not every school is like Fuzhong. There were a lot of
people who would pick fights in the school I went to in year three, or their
chunni disease is a little too terminal. I was stopped on my third day of going
Sheng Wang mocked, “The hell kinda girlfriend I stole, I haven’t even
“And then?” Jiang Tian changed his position, allowing his curled up
Wang reflected, saying, “He looked quite ugly after he got beaten up. I did
feel exhilarated after doing that, but I spent the remaining year in constant
regret. That’s because every few days, there would be someone asking for a
beating, and then they would call the parents for a meeting at the slightest
talk to me, like two-three times every week. After that, I’ve learnt my lesson.
The first thing I do after I transfer school would be to declare that I am too
dumbasses.”
“The first day I met you, I thought you were also the kind of—” Sheng
Wang paused.
Jiang Tian sideyed him. “The kind of idiot who would explode on first
sight?”
“The kind of friend who would explode on first sight.” Sheng Wang
changed his phrasing and then immediately said, “Who would have thought
he opened himself up for praises. “It’s been a few years, and I still seriously
“......”
Sheng Wang watched him in silence for a while, and pressed him into
the sofa with a roll. As he tickled his waist, he asked, “So-so this, it’s normal
Jiang Tian curled a leg — as he blocked the edge in order to stop him
from rolling off, he also had to stop his wandering hand. With that, he was
still unable to stop him, and with a few more tussles and turns they both fell
For boys of this age, all it took was a single spark for everything to
turn aflame. A short while later, Sheng Wang’s back was arched as he no
longer dared to move. His hair was a tousled mess as he looked at Jiang Tian
for a while, and then he got out of the way, sitting by the side.
The movie playing on the screen had long since been muted, the light in
the living room was switched off too, leaving only the floor lamp behind the
couch. Sheng Wang’s shoulder touched Jiang Tian’s, his heart pounding like a
jackrabbit in his chest. He pursed his lips, taking several deep breaths before
first……”
The next second, he heard Jiang Tian murmur, “Let me help you.”
Chapter 081 - "Neighbours"
Warning: the beginning of this chapter consists of Two Bros Helping Each
Other Out, and is vaguely rated as mature.
If nsfw scenes are described as 'cars', then this is the vague outline of a
bicycle. Those who are familiar with musuli's writing like global university
entrance examinations/qqgk should be aware that its around the same level,
aka barely nsfw.
If you want to skip past it, look for where // starts and ends.
Sheng Wang Laughed Forcefully, Saying,
Stuff.”
Only at this time then did Sheng Wang discover that he may talk big, but
when it came down to it his actions were rather pathetic. Teasing Jiang Tian
came as easy as breathing, but now because of a single line — four words —
his world was sent into an upheaval, and his defenses collapsed just like that.
The two did not dare to stay in the living room in the end; they chose
//It was clearly winter, but the room remained warm and stuffy
His eyes, covered by the back of his hand, were a little teary as he
remained leaning backwards. His eyelashes fluttered, and his pupils lost
tissue, intending to wipe his hand, but the hand was held down by Sheng
Wang instead.
Such a tall lanky boy can weigh down quite heavily too. He said, his
voice hoarse, “I nearly thought I’m the only one who’s this affected by a little
It was the first time Sheng Wang saw Jiang Tian like this — his eyes
slightly lidded, the Adam’s apple on his throat a flushed red. His gaze was
This sight belongs to me alone, nobody else will get to see him like
this, he thought.
The room seemed to have heated up, his own neck and ears were
boiling red too. He narrowed his eyes,tightening his grasp. He said to Jiang
Tian, “Ge, I want to take a picture of the way you are now.”
Jiang Tian curled a single leg and closed his eyes. A moment later, he
opened them again, and pulled Sheng Wang into a kiss with his hand at the
Sheng Wang was startled awake by the commotion on the stairs the next
day.
Jiang Tian had already gotten out from the blanket, and sat at the edge
of the bed, frowning as he listened to the noise outside. He felt for his phone
and checked the time. He lowered his voice, “When are they returning?”
Sheng Wang was still trapped in the grogginess from opening his eyes,
and his mind was blank for a few seconds before he understood that Jiang
Tian was asking about Sheng Mingyang and Jiang Ou. “Thursday, I thought.”
mouthfuls of water from the glass by the head of the bed, and then he froze,
“Why are they back already?!” Sheng Wang shot up straight, combed
He did not even bother wearing slippers, and went to the door while
Auntie Sun was holding a mop. Seeing the way he stilled, she asked,
Sheng Wang was a little confused. “Auntie, why are you in this
bathroom?”
“The tap downstairs stopped working.” After Auntie Sun said that, she
Sheng Wang then recalled that there was someone behind him, and
nearly closed the door on instinct. Fortunately, Jiang Tian was much more
Those who were extremely familiar with Jiang Tian would know that it
was abnormal for him to bother explaining with this many words. Luckily,
Auntie Sun did not actually see him every day, and didn’t know him well
enough to tell that something was amiss. As for Sheng Wang, he was always
half a beat behind every time he just woke up, it could not be anymore
“I saw the guitar in the living room just now,” Auntie Sun said.
Sheng Wang was stuped once more, thinking, oh no. Last night, they
went upstairs in a frenzy, and did not manage to keep the things like the
guitar. He explained reflexively, “I took it out. Last time, I told him I’ll teach
him to play the guitar, and then later I told him quite a bit of my hobby classes
Jiang Tian — who was on his way back to the neighbouring room —
paused in his steps, and glanced at him. He twisted the knob and entered his
own bedroom.
Sheng Wang ducked back inside too, and aimlessly walked around the
Leaving the guitar downstairs was no big deal, and neither was it
strange for two brothers to share a room. Most importantly, Auntie Sun was
busy with cleaning and tidying after she washed the mop. She forgot what she
asked the moment the conversation ended, her mind did not linger on any of
some sense back into his head — he was his usual self again. Whatever that
He tossed all the panicky things to the back of his mind, and what
happened last night reared its head instead. Therefore, Sheng Wang was a
foot out of the bathroom before he turned back and splashed cold water on
He was too lazy to wipe away the water droplets coalescing by the
corner of his brows, so he simply used his phone, leaning against the sink,
His phone screen lit up non-stop, new messages kept streaming in. He
briefly looked through them and then entered Moments on WeChat, and ended
there was already a long queue of comments beneath the post, the contents
more of less the same thing — either “wtf did the sun rise from the west look
Moments omg”. Gao Tianyang, Song Sirui and their fellow clowns were
In this early morning, Jiang Tian — whose Moments was once a barren
land — posted a status for once. The content was rather simple; he merely
The class monitor, Little Carp, asked below: are you planning to
practise this song? that’s great, I happen to be less out of tune for this song.
There were a few other classmates who agreed too, saying they were
cool with this idea, the song being both simple and pleasing to the ears.
Only Sheng Wang knew: someone was shading him for his reply to
Auntie Sun, the “we were reminiscing about our childhood last night.”
Because of this sharing, Sheng Wang splashed water on his face again,
A few seconds later, Gao Tianyang replied: what a fierce little brother.
copypasted, Gao Tianyang deleted his original comment, and changed it into:
“Didn’t you say that you’ll be back on Thursday? Why are you
Sheng Mingyang said, “It was initially Thursday, but with something so
and check up on you guys. And I heard the old grandpa feeding you two lunch
“You even know this?” Sheng Wang and Jiang Tian met each other’s
That was partially the reason why he transferred Sheng Wang here;
Sheng Mingyang knew quite a few people in Fuzhong, and as such it was
easier to take care of Sheng Wang that way. It was Sheng Wang who first
He’s on an IV drip, and is already awake. The doctor said that it isn’t
There was no way the two parents wouldn’t pay the old man a visit
after he had taken care of the two of them for so long. Therefore, the group of
That hospital was well known for their neurology, there was always a
large crowd every day. The inpatient department was the only place on the
quieter side.
ideal for recovery and healing. There were families pushing the patients on
managed to get himself familiarised with the old man with the aid of Jiang Ou
introducing them to each other. Soon, they were laughing and chatting.
Jiang Ou went to get hot water with the bottle in the ward, saying that
she’ll be washing two persimmons to peel. The people inside chatted, and
the topic of the conversation soon went back to the woman fished up in front
Honestly, this incident had nothing to do with any of them, but old
people do love to spend their time worrying and fretting, finding out more
about this issue in order to relieve boredom.. With such a big city, cases like
this weren’t exactly many in numbers, but neither were they little. Before an
actual conclusion came out, it was bound to be the topic of the day for the
The elderly man next bed over enigmatically said, “When I went for a
stroll downstairs, I heard someone say that that girl has been claimed.”
“That’s good,” Old Man Ding nodded, “It would be terribly sad if
nobody claimed that poor girl. Still, this family is quite the work, wouldn’t
“No,” the elderly man waved his hand, “she wasn’t claimed by her
“Was she her friend?” Sheng Mingyang wasn’t quite into this topic, but
“No, no!” The elderly man splayed his hand, and crooked his thumbs.
Sheng Mingyang had not realised. The elderly man tsked, and
“Yes!” The elderly man shook his head, “Apparently the deceased girl
wasn’t a good student, she messed around outside, her family had
excommunicated her, and this time she owed a loan shark money or made an
messed around with a women, what are they called again, homo—”
Sheng Wang was a little drowsy from hearing them chat. Just as he was
about to drag Jiang Tian out for a walk, he froze when he heard this word
He hastily snuck a look at Jiang Tian, and then turned to face Sheng
Mingyang. He saw the other person still remaining his same cultured and
refined self, and listened to the elderly man concluding, “Yes, how screwed
up.”
His face turned pale, and he rubbed his own thumb forcefully. He
wanted to refute the old man — that was his first reaction — but Jiang Tian
pretending that they heard nothing. However, the other person simply pulled
him behind him, and spoke up himself. “It isn’t quite nice to speak of people
He had always been direct, Old Man Ding and Sheng Mingyang both
knew. It was indeed normal for him to say that. The elderly man was
things over, “That is true, the person isn’t alive any more, and who knows
Old Man Ding funnily did not speak up at all, and was extremely quiet.
Until he followed Jiang Tian sownstairs, Sheng Wang then realised that the
He suddenly had a gut feeling that although Old Man Ding never
long time ago — it was just that his attitude was a little odd……
More specifically, Old Man Ding’s attitude towards Ji Huanyu had
neighbour would yell at Ji Huanyu the way Old Man Ding yelled at him, and
neither would they dig out old photo albums to flip through them after they
scolded him.
Sheng Wang had just left the lift. He suddenly grabbed Jiang Tian,
asking, “It was you who registered the old man in the hospital, right? You
“Oh.” Sheng Wang thought, and then asked again, “Do you know what’s
Jiang Tian did not expect him to ask that. He was momentarily silent
Huanyu was quite a pitiful thing when he was young, he had no parents and
was an orphan. He was picked up by someone and raised with a few other
kids, in a place that wasn’t a proper orphanage. The person simply thought
that they were poor little things, so the person gave them some food. Later,
due to the lack of proper protocols, the place was ordered to stop. Everyone
dispersed, only Ji Huanyu remained here, and lasted into high school.
The old man said, Ji Huanyu’s name was given by the person who
Jiang Tian saw the way Sheng Wang was astounded, and said, “Did the
would turn sour with the mention of Ji Huanyu’s name, but it seemed like he
“He said that Ji Huanyu was an orphan, and was picked up and raised
by someone?”
“Yeah……”
“The old man was the one who picked him up,” Jiang Tian said.
Sheng Wang suddenly understood why Old Man Ding had such a
he was seeing an ingrate of a “son”. He was filled with anger and also self-
reproach.
He was angry at him for turning out to be a scumbag, for not becoming
a good person, for being an asshole. The self-reproach was aimed at asking
himself where did he go wrong, where did he mess up in raising the kid he
picked up.
After all, they weren’t real father and son. He wanted to intervene and
take charge, but on what grounds did he have to do so? He could only do a
few things here and there as an old neighbour. He was probably both rueful
and gratified as he watched Jiang Tian grow up — lamenting over the kid that
grew up wrong, glad that Jiang Tian had always been on the right path.
But what if…...he finds out on a certain day that Jiang Tian likes boys
too?
Sheng Wang suddenly did not dare to go down that train of thought any
further.
Translator's note:
An inch of time, an inch of gold, the teacher says an inch of gold cannot
The case of the body in front of Fuzhong’s gates wasn’t a difficult one
to solve, and a conclusion soon came out. It was even largely similar to what
The one who went to claim the body was indeed that woman’s same-
sex lover, the killer was a friend of that woman from before. Reasons
included money, included those daily little things, and also a bunch of
for the actual nuances, they were the only ones who knew deep down.
the east gate. The passing by students saw it, and talked about it in hushed
whispers when they went back in class. And then it was no more.
life and death separation could possibly be reduced down to only a bouquet
of flowers in someone else’s eyes.
The day this news made it to the office, the result of the weekly exam
Song Sirui made a trip to the office to deliver homework, and when he
came back, he flopped to Jiang Tian’s table, shock written all over his face
Gao Tianyang tapped him heavily, twice. “Eh! Are you possessed or
what? Hello?”
Song Sirui’s eyes were falling out of his sockets. “I saw the positions
list……”
“Huh???”
The first place seriously isn’t Tian-ge. This, to the entire level, was a
major once in a lifetime incident. The news instantly spreaded all over.
Class B’s last period just so happened to be PE. Sheng Wang came
back from the sports ground, wearing his jacket, and raised his hand to
receive a basketball another boy tossed over. Just as he was about to enter
the classroom, he overheard this line from a passing student, and the ball that
There were already people discussing this in class. A few boys sat in a
circle on the surrounding chairs, and said, disbelieving, “Who started this?
Did they see the positions chart? It doesn’t seem that likely?”
Sheng Wang bent over to pick up the fallen ball, and tossed it onto the
Shi Yu shouted at Sheng Wang across the table, “Sheng-ge! Have you
“I’ve heard,” Sheng Wang went back to his seat, and draped the jacket
on the back of the chair. “You think he’s really running on hacks? That he can
exam situation wasn’t normal — they had to send someone to the hospital,
and came in late because of that. Just with that bit of time, there was
Jiang Tian was famous for how quickly he solved questions, but there
were still around 30 marks worth he did not have the time to do. If it was
Even with these circumstances, the fact that there were still people
who were shocked that he wasn’t the first place could only indicate how
mic, and tell everyone: Sorry, the hack named Jiang Tian already belongs to
me.
But at the same time, he was also a little concerned. He knew that Jiang
Tian wouldn’t flunk too ridiculously bad, but he still wanted to know the
actual results.
It was the first time the young master had waited so eagerly for the
homeroom teacher’s arrival. Thankfully, the teacher did not let him down,
and entered the classroom with the position chart in hand bright and early.
The homeroom teacher looked rather pleased, flattening the list on the
table. “Our class did relatively well this time, the average score for nearly
every subject improved, there were even three students who squeezed into
the top 45. The first in our class is ranked #12, and has greatly exceeded my
expectations. Also—”
discovered that nobody was actually paying attention. Most people looked
like they were way more interested in finding out about the gossip. The boy
who sat in the front row couldn’t resist, and softly asked, “Teacher, can you
exasperated, and said, “The first in the level is Class A’s Li Jia.”
Sheng Wang softly let out an “ah”, internally saying, little chili has
The homeroom teacher then said, “I know you guys aren’t actually
interested in who’s first, you’re interested in how Jiang Tian did this time.
The homeroom teacher let out a cold laugh, his fingers crooked as he
knocked on the table. “Here, let’s do it like this. How about you guys guess?
Let me set this straight: that student did not touch a single word of 36 marks
worth of questions.”
Only a small minority of people heard Sheng Wang’s explanation just
now. With what the homeroom teacher said, the entire class realised.
Students were all like this: when they heard of things in relation to
results, they liked to imagine themself in the other person’s shoes. The people
thought about it on instinct: what if 36 points get erased from their total
It was still the boy at the front row who couldn’t resist that spoke up
He was the cream of the crop in Class B, but squeezing into the top 20
in the level was already an arduous enough task for him. Therefore, he
Just as the people wanted to let out an “oh”, indicating that even the
guy running on hacks was just so-so, they heard the homeroom teacher take a
Fuck.
There was only this word flashing in everyone's minds, even Sheng
Wang exclaimed that internally. And then the corner of his lips quirked
uncontrollably.
Isn’t he a badass?
He’s mine.
This was the worst Jiang Tian had scored ever since he entered
Fuzhong. But on a certain level, this was more provoking than his countless
homeroom teacher had to knock on the table before peace was restored to the
class. “Done gossiping? Done with finding thrills too, right? Can you finally
The homeroom teacher said, “Then according to the norm, let me first
improved by 12 places, you’re the 43rd place now. What does it mean? It
“Guo Can, you dropped by one place in the class, from the first to the
second.” As the homeroom teacher spoke, he looked at the active boy in the
front row.
Confusion was written all over the person’s face. “......Didn’t you say
your class position dropped, your level position improved. You’re the 18th
place. I remember that your mid term exam was quite the pity, you nearly
made it into Class A. You improved every exam ever since then. Steadily
keep this up, and don’t get too full of yourself, okay?”
The boy said, “I’m not getting too full of myself, teacher. Now, I’m
more curious who is the first in class this time, they pushed me off.”
The homeroom teacher pushed up his spectacles. “This time, the first
place in our class goes to a student who came down from Class A. Back then,
when there was a change in classes, the teachers in the level all found it quite
a pity. The truth is gold can’t help but shine after all, what ought to shine will
The homeroom teacher looked over with a smile, the entire class all
“Yep.”
Students: “???”
This group of people had never stayed in Class A before, they had
never learned of young master Sheng’s peacock tail opening behaviour and
begin the reprimanding, the boy named Guo Can suddenly let out a “what the
towards students with good grades, but that did not necessarily mean that he
The people were stunned, and then they realised what exactly was he
cursing over — Sheng Wang was in the same situation as Jiang Tian, his
exam was severely delayed. If Jiang Tian had 30+ marks worth of questions
that mean he’s not far from being Jiang Tian already???
The homeroom teacher said, “Sheng Wang basically didn’t make any
mistakes for the other subjects, thus rescuing his overall score. He kept a
cool head.”
The people internally said, that’s not having a cool head, that’s called
After this period, other than Jiang Tian, Sheng Wang’s name was also
young master was relatively satisfied. It was just that he felt slight regret
over the few positions that separated him and Jiang Tian.
upstairs—
You Say That Again: I’ve finally caught you slipping for once, yet I’m
Someone: ?
Someone: I’ll help you catch up
(t/n: "to catch up to", or 追, Sheng Wang's line can be construed as an innuendo on how Jiang
Sheng Wang stared at the chat interface, and suddenly felt it was time to
move the suggestive personal nickname behind the scene. The matching
couple names were clearly there, what a waste it would be if he doesn’t look
at them.
Therefore, he deleted everything in Jiang Tian’s alias, and the chat was
refreshed.
It was always like this when it comes to exams: there will always be
tears of both happiness and sadness. Class B did well as a whole, but there
were still some who flunked. For example, those who got too full of themself
after they improved last time, or those who were affected and distracted from
being in a relationship.
the class was more or less a little sullen. Quickly enough though, the mood
Even though the case of the female corpse by the river was already
clear, Fuzhong still kept to its words. They really did stick all the way to
giving them an entire week of break from night self-study. Since the school’s
dormitory and that river was merely separated by a single wall, a lot of
students signed out, and went home after school for a while.
learned quite a few tips and tricks from Jiang Tian and Sheng Wang. After
weeks and weeks of exams, his exam venue jumped from Class 12 to Class
8, his results went from the last few places to nearly middling. His relations
affect Qiu Wenbin’s state of improvement, so they fetch him home in a hurry.
Shi Yu initially did not want to sign out — he wanted to take advantage
of the lack of night-self study and spend more time with his little girlfriend.
Firstly, she wasn’t quite brave, she was scared of ghosts of the dark of
all sorts of things. Ever since a body was fished out from the river, she did
not even dare to go towards the direction of the east gate, nor did she dare to
Secondly, she messed up for this weekly exam and was in rather low
Shi Yu did not find any fun in being in school by himself, so he decided
to go back home for a while. Therefore, a room for four became a room for
two, and in the blink of an eye only Sheng Wang and Jiang Tian were left.
Sheng Mingyang initially wanted to get the two of them to go home too,
but Sheng Wang came up with an excuse, saying that he wanted to “teach
Gege how to play the guitar”, thus convincing Sheng Mingyang and Jiang Ou.
their deep brotherly bond, and did not want to ruin the scene. As for Jiang
Ou, she was surprised. Never would she think that Jiang Tian would actually
agree to participate in the school cultural festival — she acted like a rare
Hence, Sheng Wang found actual time for the two of them to be alone at
Other.
The stage for the cultural festival was in Fuzhong’s grand hall.
Afternoon onwards, the year one classes all went to rehearse. The block in
front saw a constant stream of people entering and leaving hurriedly. The
year twos were much more composed in comparison — at the very least,
Sheng Wang finished all his papers before the lesson ended, and sent
Ok: ?
yet
vaguely considered as the year two’s last hurrah before their finals.
However, some teachers were also rather “hurrah” when they assigned
upstairs to hurry up and finish his homework. Unexpectedly, Jiang Tian soon
sent a picture of his desk: there were a total of three papers, and they were
all completed.
Okay: Old He and Jing-jie didn’t give out any papers, there’s only this
completed. Just as he was ready to go upstairs to find the person who rattled
him for dinner, the music teacher entered the classroom.
“This early?”
“It isn’t early anymore. The festival starts at 7pm, and it’s already
“Where’s the class monitor? Also, the culture rep, go to the mart to buy
some stuff to tide over for the time being. Your performance is relatively in
Sheng Wang tsked. He could only take his phone out again, and send a
message to Jiang Tian, telling him that he would have to go to the cafeteria on
his own.
There was an entire row of resting rooms in the backstage of the grand
hall. Due to the limited numbers, they basically had to be shared by two
classes. The door for Sheng Wang’s room was pasted with “Class A, B”, but
“Is this your first time here? Hasn’t the people of Class A always been
like this: they are too lazy to even stroll to the resting room unless the show
is about to start soon. It’s not like there’s an award for participating in the
cultural festival!”
The music teacher gave the talking boy a smack. “Quit having a mouth.
Change your clothes and get over here for makeup! There aren’t many people
in Class A, so I told them they could take their time. Even if they are here,
The table next to the dressing table was filled with a pile of unopened
packages of clothes, all white shirts and black long pants. Simple and
convenient.
Sheng Wang went over and looked through it. He immediately turned to
sizing before? Don’t take the wrong one.” The music teacher said, “There are
also some from Class A, please read carefully before you take the clothes.”
“Class A is wearing the same thing as us? Teacher, you sure are good
Sheng Wang originally thought that the names would be pasted onto the
package, if not places where they would be out of sight like the collar or the
cuff. Never did he expect that this music teacher was quite the treasure too —
she got people to print the names on the back of the shirt, in graffiti font even.
From the front, they look prim and proper, and once they turn around they are
eye-grabbingly extra.
With the opening of the package, the resting room was filled with yells
from the sports festival last time. He couldn’t help but to send a picture over
You Say That Again: I suspect he’s Gao Tianyang’s relative, he’s extra
You Say That Again: hello get the situation straight I was just trying to
You Say That Again: see, you are not escaping this too. happy yet?
Ok: ……
reluctant face.
Just as his laughter stopped, the door to the resting room was opened.
Two waves of people entered, one after another. The first two were the
monitor of Class B and the culture rep who went to buy dinner, carrying four
giant plastic bags in their hands. They were filled with bread and biscuits.
A crowd swarmed them, yelling and were ready to fight each other for
helping out along with the actual performers, there were around 7-8 people.
Jiang Tian came in at the very last, white earpiece stuffed in his ear, his left
hand swiping on his phone, his right hand holding a takeaway box from the
He entered with his head lowered, and raised the plastic bag with food
The group of people holding the bread and biscuits instantly lost it, and
questioned the class monitor, “Why didn’t we get hot food? Why didn’t you
“Dream on, the cafeteria has queues!” the class monitor said,
exasperated.
Gao Tianyang was familiar with anyone and everyone, he shook the
crosstalk script in his hand as he cut in, “No, queueing isn’t the issue. The
Sheng Wang kicked the back of Gao Tianyang’s knees with neither too
little or too much strength, and jokingly scolded, “Scram, you envious?”
“Not envious, Sheng-ge, you have to treasure this time now; treatment
like this will have to go to someone else in the future eventually. Right, Tian-
ge?” Gao Tianyang pulled over a chair to sit down before Sheng Wang,
Jiang Tian settled the food next to Sheng Wang’s hand, and frowned.
one who’s chatting with you, the one who’s insanely pretty. Isn’t she
insane from holding everything in. If it weren’t for the presence of a teacher,
Gao Tianyang could sit him down to find out the full juice to the end of time
itself.
The bunch of people from Class B were munching on their dry rations.
Yang Jing and Beckon Money got Little Chili to come help put on makeup for
the girls. The music teacher was in charge of grabbing the boys to put on
shifted his chair nearer to Sheng Wang again, attempting to recruit an ally.
Little Chili was helping Yang Jing hold the makeup brush, upon hearing
that her head whipped around. She was first thoroughly shocked, and then
Little Chili motioned at Yang Jing and the rest with her eyes, hissing a
few words through clenched teeth, “You think your voice is dainty soft?”
After this, Little Chili became part of the same crew who was going
insane from holding everything in. Her eyes were already huge, and after they
widened they became even more obvious. She kept peeking at Jiang Tian,
appearing like she honestly couldn’t believe it no matter what. Later, when
she met Sheng Wang’s eyes, she then hurriedly withdrew her gaze; her face
Yang Jing was putting on makeup for Carp. She chatted all around as
she applied the eyeshadow, she even asked Jiang Tian, “I heard you learned
“Mn.”
winter jujube into his mouth, thinking, now, that’s a good question…...With
the pretense of wanting to teach Jiang Tian the guitar, they stayed in school
for a week. They practised and practised until he was well-versed in all
This age was an ardent and restless one. A taste would leave one
wanting more — once some things were done, it was hard to go back. The
bunk beds in dorms weren’t wide enough, with the pulling of the bed curtain,
it was like they found a holy ground, cut off from the rest of the world. It was
narrow, it was cramped, but it filled them with a strong sense of security.
They kissed and touched each other within those curtains, doing the private
their bodies; Sheng Wang was fine on a normal basis, but he would easily
sweat during these occasions. He always thought his Ge wouldn’t sweat, his
icy self seemed to not fear heat at all. Only in those few days then he found
When Jiang Tian went to take the glass of water — beads gathered by
the corner of his forehead, long pants on his waist — the lines of his
shoulders and his neck formed a curvature pleasing to the eyes, both similar
and completely opposite of the way he was in the day, a kind of sexiness that
As long as he saw this side of him, Sheng Wang could never recall the
He was a total failure of a “teacher” in this regard, and neither was the
“student” diligent at all. The only fortunate thing was that the other person
was honestly quite smart, even with the bare minimum effort put in, he
side the moment he came back to himself, and next something splashed onto
his shirt. He looked down, and a line of ink droplets dotted the lower left
“......Sorry!” The class monitor held a pen in his hand, his expression
already at a loss. “I was just changing the script meant for the crossover
The teacher released the face of the boy in his hands, and strided over.
He straightened the corner of Sheng Wang’s shirt before shaking his head.
“This can’t do, it’s too obvious already. You’re standing front row in the
centre, how can the face of the class wear dirty clothes?”
The class monitor, feeling like he just got in trouble, took a piece of
“Eh wait, no—” the music teacher did not manage to catch him, and
with a wipe of the wet tissue, the ink droplet was smudged even further.
Sheng Wang: “......Class monitor, I recommend you to start running for
already ran to the entrance in a panic. Now that these things already
happened, there was no point in losing his temper — he had to deal with the
“How about you take off the shirt and wear only the white t-shirt
“It’s a choir though, it’s too unsightly to not have a uniformed look, a
little blemish ruins everything too.” The music teacher said, “How about you
“I’ll give mine to you.” Jiang Tian passed his unopened package to
Sheng Wang.
The music teacher was stumped. “What will you wear if you give
yours to him?”
“Anything, it’s not like we are a group item,” Jiang Tian said.
Carp added on, “It’s just the two of us for our item, the colours just
Sheng Wang soon changed into his clothes, the back was written with
“Jiang Tian” in giant characters. The front was indeed a patch of snow white,
“Be a little more careful when you leave the stage later, face the
audience with your side at the very most. People behind him — don’t stray
too far either, help to cover him.” The music teacher briefed, “Otherwise, it’s
a little embarrassing for him when he’s wearing someone else’s name.”
Next to him, Yang Jing exposed him. “You’re thinking too much, no
However, to him, wearing a shirt with Jiang Tian’s name gave the illusion
that they were openly out as a couple in public for some inexplicable reason.
Someone knocked on the door to the room. The teacher in charge of the
event came over and reminded, “There are still 15 minutes left until Class
B’s item begins, be prepared. After Class B will be Class A, the crosstalk
comes first, and then the guitar and singing accompaniment next.”
The teacher in charge left, and the air in the room began to be filled
with tension. The people initially laughing and joking around all stopped;
some went to the toilet, some went out for air, and there were even some who
Carp got nervous easily. Yang Jing finished putting on her makeup, and
she dragged Little Chili out straight after that. Most people in Class B had
already put on makeup; the boys even wore a simple foundation. Yang Jing
surveyed around with a makeup brush in hand, and reached her claws out to
Sheng Wang.
“You’re the face of the class, right? Come here, this teacher will help
“No, no need, thank you,” Sheng Wang avoided her, “I’m fine like
this.”
“Other people already put it on, why aren’t you fitting in?”
Sheng Wang tugged Jiang Tian over, using him as a shield. “Teacher, if
you insist on putting on more makeup for fun, please use him. I’ll wear it if he
does.”
Before Yang Jing could open her mouth, Jiang Tian immediately said
“no way”.
In the end, it was the music teacher who put a stop to Yang Jing’s
mischievous streak. “They don’t need foundation with the skin tone of theirs,
not find a comeback to that for the time being. She could only put the brush
down.
Sheng Wang, hanging on Jiang Tian’s shoulder, let out a sigh of relief.
However, he saw Yang Jing briefly ponder, picked around her makeup box,
“It’s fine if they don’t put on foundation, but the lipstick must be used,
otherwise they don’t look lively on stage.” Yang Jing said, from the bottom of
her heart, “The stage lighting can make people look like they are on their
deathbed.”
The music teacher did not stop her this time round — he even
Sheng Wang faced off against Yang Jing for a few seconds, and fled on
the spot. However, Jiang Tian — that bastard — literally pulled him back,
disrupting his escape attempt. The boys from Class B who already had stuff
put on their face were unwilling to spare him too, with the mindset of going
down on this ship together, the masses rose to attack him, and presented him
“Boys with this skin tone will look good with this colour, no worries.”
Yang Jing spoke the words of the devil and applied a layer on him without
any room for further negotiation. Sheng Wang had never tried something like
this before, and it felt weird to him. His hand rose to wipe it away on
instinct, but he was forcibly stopped by Jing-jie. “Don’t recklessly wipe it,
“......”
After Yang Jing was done laying hands on one, she set her eyes on the
other.
door basically the moment she turned her head, and disappeared outside with
the blink of an eye. Sheng Wang stilled for one second, and instantly chased
after him. “Don’t you dare run, why did you have zero qualms setting me up
just now!”
Light and noise gathered on the first floor of the grand hall, people
were milling about both in front and behind the stage. Jiang Tian turned at the
end of the corridor, and ran up to the second floor. Sheng Wang followed
after.
The two boys chasing after each other were tall with lengthy legs, they
went upstairs three steps at a time, and with a few turns they were already at
There were still those who went to the toilet on the second floor, the
lights weren’t even on for the third and fourth. It was nothing but darkness all
around; the noise and the bustle were beneath their feet, separated by thick
The staircase on the fourth floor led to the rooftop, Sheng Wang felt a
little cold when he ran here. Jiang Tian happened to reduce his speed too.
Without a second word, he hooked an arm around Jiang Tian’s neck, pulling
him down such that he had to bend over. He scolded laughingly, “Still gonna
set me up?! Anymore, and we will both take a swan dive off the roof.”
Jiang Tian just let him vaguely choke him, catching his breath with his
hand propped on his knee. A laugh rumbled from his throat as he said, “No
“Bullshit, it’s ‘no need to go that far’ when it comes to you. When
didn’t you say ‘no need’ when I was held down by Jing-jie?” Sheng Wang
settled nearly his entire weight on his body, and took the chance to catch his
breath too.
He hung there for a while, and suddenly realised that he got a giant
“Goddamnit, did they not wipe the stairs railing for a year straight or.”
“The bathroom is at the side,” Jiang Tian raised his chin in that
luminous and clear. Jiang Tian straightened up, and went to find a clean
Sheng Wang was done washing his hands and left the bathroom. He
walked towards him while shaking off the remaining water droplets, “Either
way, it is important for everyone to be equal. Now that I’ve put on lipstick,
Jiang Tian watched him walk to his side, and asked, “Are you
serious?”
“Yep, think about what you're gonna have to do,” Sheng Wang said.
The two stood off jokingly, and Jiang Tian finally gave in. He nodded,
and then leaned in, pulling Sheng Wang close to him with a hand on his chin.
Yang Jing’s lipstick was slightly sticky, and when their lips separated, they
Jiang Tian backed away a little, and said, “I’ve put it on now.”
“You’re seriously……”
“What?”
“Nothing.” Sheng Wang’s eyes crescented, and bit him once more.
and relieve her pre-show stress with some fresh air, she would end up
moonlight, the outline of everything was suggestive as they were half covered
in light, half covered in darkness. The boy her heart once quickened for was
Only when the two went downstairs, then she came back to herself
from the state of nothing but blank in her brain, and walked out from the toilet
It was already very close to the time Class B had to go on stage. Carp
came down from the rooftop, and stopped when she saw the state Chili was
in. “Chili? What happened? What rattled you so badly in the toilet?”
It was at this moment then Chili truly realised the implications behind
“Are you okay?” Carp was getting more worried by the second.
Chili only found her voice after Carp grabbed her elbow and shook it a
few times. She opened her mouth, but pressed her lips shut again. A while
later, she shook her head. “It’s nothing…...I j—just remembered something.”
item that saved both time and trouble. They roughly divided the class up into
voice-parts, the girls in the front row all holding a lamp, and barely made it
pass as a uniformed and heartwarming performance. Still, when they left the
face.
The classes that performed were not allowed to go to the back stage,
there would be a teacher sent to guide them off the stage and take a seat
Sheng Wang wanted to slip away, but did not manage to succeed. He
could only sit down with everyone else on the seats Class B was assigned to.
He borrowed a tissue from the classmate next to him, and cleaned the
remnants of colour on his lips thoroughly. Tugging at the slip-knot around his
Just as he was taking the tie off, a few girls from other classes who sat
Sheng Wang was stunned. “You mean that’s possible even with this
song?”
“Who cares about the song, it’s all about the face!” A girl was both
shrewish and direct, her face looked up at him while she leaned forwards on
the back of the chair, asking, “You mind getting into a relationship?”
“......”
The girl turned back in disappointment, but Shi Yu — who was next to
him — nearly got whiplash from how fast he turned. “What did you just
say?”
Sheng Wang leaned back on the chair, rolled the (now loosened) tie
into a ball, and gave it to the culture rep who was in charge of giving out and
keeping everything. “Why are you ears so sharp at this particular moment?”
“Are you for real?” Shi Yu asked, sounding like he could not believe
his ears.
Shi Yu mumbled under his breath by himself for a while, and figured
that he was probably trying to reject her with a more tactful excuse. Sheng
Wang did not further elaborate either — he pointed at the stage, indicating for
knew what was the wisest answer to give, he still could not resist letting a
that he did not want to let the other person stay in the darkness.
Waves and waves of laughter could be heard below the stage, coming
in and out like the tides. Sheng Wang came back to himself in the hubbub, and
then discovered that Gao Tianyang’s and Song Sirui’s crosstalk item was
The lighting gradually dimmed the moment they exited the stage, the
final bit disappearing by the upper right corner of the curtains. The hall was
silent for a while, and the din began once more as the lights were switched
on again.
The spotlight appeared like a pillar of light sent from the heavens, and
Barely suppressed cries rang out from the audience, but none of it
overpowered the buzz of whispers over here in Class B. Sheng Wang did not
manage to catch whatever they said clearly. His eyes were fixed on the
person on the stage — the person was wearing his shirt, the white shirt that
Only, that line of ink droplets could no longer be seen. Jiang Tian had
tucked in that half of the shirt into his long pants, leaving the other half
hanging out. The fabric loosely dangled by his hips, forming a few
geometrically shaped wrinkles. He appeared cold and aloof, but at the same
time, giving off the hints of the unbridled and unrestrained energy unique to
older boys.
His pupils appeared rather pale from the spotlight, his eyes slightly
glistened as he looked up. His gaze swept around the audience, and found
where Sheng Wang was. His eyes briefly landed on him before they were
lowered once more, beginning to test out the sound of the guitar.
The guitar began to play its wooden timbre, neither too quickly nor too
slowly. At one point, Sheng Wang felt that this is a magical instrument, like a
pluck of the guitar strings brings to mind the youthful days, when the sun was
dazzling to the eyes; or the way the youth sprinted on the track, demarcated
by lines; or, the way it was always a little nostalgic for some inexplicable
reason.
It was such that even though he clearly was in the said age group, at a
That year, on the stage, the person he liked played a song on the guitar.
When he turned and exited the stage, his back was printed with his name.
The applause beneath was thunderous and unceasing; the grandest of
Nobody knew they were together, but everybody was a witness to the
Translator's notes:
also i nearly broke down from the last scene of them being on stage :")
To the students whose lives solely revolved around the three locations
of the dormitory, the cafeteria, and the classroom, there wasn’t any particular
festivity that was worth paying attention to — the school holiday was the
activities to keep track of the days; they knew it was November when they
saw the sports festival, and they knew the year was about to end upon the
He unabashedly slept away on Jiang Tian’s bed, until the sun shone on
his face and he grabbed his phone blearily. He discovered that a huge
ridiculously narrow, having to host two large boys made it even more
cramped. Sheng Wang went through all the effort to cling onto Jiang Tian with
his arms and legs like he was hugging a bolster, drawling, “I can’t believe
He was half buried in the quilt, eyes lidded. Perhaps he simply did not
feel like moving, or it was also possible that he planned to continue his
sleep. Jiang Tian—resigned to fate—acted as his bolster. His left hand was
actually going a little numb, but since it was already numb, he did not plan to
It seemed that Sheng Wang had fallen asleep again. He only answered a
while later, “Nothing much, was just feeling things. Felt like these six months
lasted especially long, longer than the 10+ years I’ve lived before.”
“Did it?” Jiang Tian closed his eyes too. He was initially quite awake,
but the voice of the person talking beside him was starting to make him feel a
little drowsy too.
He always forgot the very next moment what he did, who he met, all
the everyday little things. The seasons changed in the blink of an eye, like
with doing a few papers here and there, nap for a bit between classes, zone
out a little more, and time zoomed past just like that.
“Why?”
Because he wanted to remember more — how they met, how he fell for
him, how they ended up together…...he did not know why he wanted to keep
remembering these things either. He only felt that he was like a money
grubber, hugging heaps of gold and silver to his chest. He wanted even the
taels, and losing a single copper coin was out of the question. A single gram
pictures of everything for keepsake, ranging from eating and drinking and
sleeping to going to the toilet. He felt that it was too mushy, too
bring himself to speak them even if he had 10 more faces to lose. Therefore,
he answered Jiang Tian, “Dunno. Maybe it’s the second growth spurt during
puberty, the brain got better, my ability to keep memories got stronger.”
Jiang Tian was probably cringing too much from what he said, and
wasn’t unable to not react despite holding himself back for ages. He snorted,
blankets; he was a little warm from the heat, his tousled hair was threatening
The other person did not open his eyes — he silently played dead,
Sheng Wang stared at him for a while, and the hand below the quilt
sneakily travelled down, and then dove inside the other person’s pants as
though he was launching a sneak attack.
Jiang Tian curled inwards; he grabbed his wrist, and opened his eyes,
Sheng Wang succeeded in his prank, and basically scrambled out of the
bed after he withdrew his hand, zooming to the basin. His laugh was
Precisely because of this rascally greeting, the skin of the bottom of his
Fuzhong’s school holidays had always been off the wall, anything goes,
up to fate etc etc, they would simply start their breaks on whatever day they
could. All the other schools in the city started their breaks on the 1st, but
There was barely anyone in school, filled with the desolation that came
Jiang Tian had something going on and needed to head to the north gate.
The two took several twists and turns in the street and alleys, and entered a
shop called “Jiu Lao Tai” for breakfast. A small stall like this might not even
“You can even find a place like this?” Sheng Wang found a spot and sat
“The old man used to come by rather often to buy peanuts for his
“He went from the west gate to the north gate for peanuts?” Sheng
Wang wowed, “The old man sure has good stamina, does the boss make
pushing the curtains aside, walking in. She set down two cups of hot tea, and
“Hold on,” the tiny old lady wiped her hands, and went behind the
curtains again.
Sheng Wang withdrew his gaze and took a sip of tea. He whispered,
“She’s probably a beauty when she’s young. Why didn’t the old man come
these days?”
“Hm?” It was rare for Sheng Wang to hear gossip coming from Jiang
Tian’s mouth for once, and this experience was rather novel to him. He
Jiang Tian replied with an “mn”, and continued, “He got angry enough
to give up on alcohol.”
The old lady had nimble hands, and soon she brought out two bowls of
vermicelli soup. The two boys did not have the heart to let her walk any
spring as long as the sun was out, the indoors would instead be gloomy and
cold, with the kind of chill that seeps through the bones.
Sheng Wang did not like to layer up, he came out with merely a black
denim jacket on top of his sweatshirt. He was so cold that his knuckles turned
pale, and after downing two mouthfuls of hot soup, he was thoroughly
warmed at last.
He busied himself with eating for a whole, and then tried to act casual
as he asked, “Isn’t the old man quite the worrisome type? I keep hearing how
Sheng Wang could feel the other person’s gaze, but he did not look up
either. He focused solely on picking at the tofu and egg in the soup, as though
“That was how he put it.” Jiang Tian had already withdrawn his gaze,
and said mildly, “He would fall asleep for three-four hours while watching
Sheng Wang said an “oh”, and was animated again. He kept feeling like
Jiang Tian’s spicy food smelled even better, and took quite a few chopsticks
full of noodles despite Jiang Tian trying to stop him. That’s how he died a
heroic martyr's death on the table while covering the cut on his lips.
The old lady was startled when she came out, and asked Jiang Tian,
“It’s tears from the heat.” Jiang Tian stood up from the table,
exasperated, and picked out a bottle of milk from the counter. He lightly
The chime by the door suddenly rang — it was a new customer. Sheng
Wang received the milk and abruptly shot up like a dead body that was
revived, and discovered that said new customer was someone he knew.
the smoke, and smushed the lit cigarette — previously between his lips — on
the dustbin by the side. A pale cloud of smoke spreaded before his face.
His eyes narrowed in the smoke, and greeted them before saying, “Not
sleeping in now that there’s a holiday? You’re seriously here for breakfast?”
“He had something to do at the north gate.” Sheng Wang pointed at
The north gate was full of masters in disguise. There was a special
express class hidden away in the residential block, never short of customers
and business was constantly blooming. Zhao Xi, as the school tyrant slash
street tyrant in the early days, knew a lot of people. At the start, he
supplementary software for math, physics and chemistry, the kind that was
meant to be used for further enrichment classes. To a top student like Jiang
Tian, not only did this barely take up any time, it even earned him a lot of
money.
When Sheng Wang just met Jiang Tian, he would go over to the north
gate to do so, and would only go home after he was done, in order to prevent
Jiang Ou from worrying too much if she ever finds out. Later on, school
officially started, so he notified the other person and thus this thing was put
on hold.
It was nearing finals, meaning that winter vacation would arrive soon,
Zhao Xi asked for two bowls of rice vermicelli soup for takeout, and
chatted with the two of them as he waited. At the end, he asked Jiang Tian as
though he just recalled something, “Is your birthday before Chinese New
Year?”
“Mn, why?”
“Then there’s still time.” Zhao Xi said, “Lin-zi and I will treat you two
to a meal.”
Sheng Wang and Jiang Tian met each other’s eyes, and sensed that there
was something more to what Zhao Xi said. “What do you mean ‘there’s still
time’?”
“By there’s still time, I mean we’re about to leave soon,” Zhao Xi said,
“Vacation?”
“Work.”
Zhao Xi laughed. “We aren’t chefs in the first place anyway, this place
will remain open even if we leave. Rock and the rest are already quite
familiar with you guys, you will still get the discount you ought to receive
Sheng Wang let out a very, very soft “ah”, feeling a light sense of loss.
The old lady soon finished preparing the two takeaways, and added a
lot of chili into Zhao Xi’s automatically, so much that it made Sheng Wang’s
supplementary class was in the block near the north gate, Jiang Tian went
upstairs to retrieve the range and material required for the winter vacation’s
courseware.
stopped in his steps too. He lightheartedly teased Sheng Wang, “What trouble
did you get up to, why are your lips so swollen?”
“From the spiciness,” Sheng Wang chugged the milk, meant for getting
“Oh.” Zhao Xi took out yet another stick of cigarettes, and lit it up with
his back against the wind. Perhaps it was the veil of smoke, but he appeared
to be a little tired.
“Xi-ge, were you not getting a good sleep lately?” Sheng Wang asked.
“Are my eyebags that obvious?” Zhao Xi rubbed his eyes, and said,
“Old comrade Zhao’s health isn’t quite good lately, Lin-zi and I kept
attending to him, so we got less sleep. When we go to Beijing later, the two
old ones will follow along too. Xi Le will probably be taken care of by other
people, if you want to buy anything hurry up and buy it before the new year.
After the new year, you might not get that friendly discount.”
(t/n: the new year they are talking about generally refers to chinese new year from here
onwards)
Seeing that he could still joke, Sheng Wang felt a little more relieved.
Zhao Xi did not stay for long, he received a call, snuffed out the
cigarette and was going to leave. Only, right before he left, his eyes swept
across Sheng Wang’s neck. He tsked, and removed his scarf. “I’m probably
getting old, but I feel cold already just from seeing the way your neck isn’t
Zhao Xi had already turned around the corner, in the far distance.
Even if the young master was just putting on a scarf, he was particular
about whether he looked good in it, he wouldn’t just wrap it around his neck
haphazardly. The windows on the first floor were basically gleaming from
how thoroughly they were wiped, so he used them as a mirror. And that was
how he saw a small mark on the side of the neck — who knew if it was from
Sheng Wang, still holding the scarf, froze on the spot. His heart sank to
himself up in the scarf. The dark grey cashmere material covered his chin,
beneath the scarf, “He said he’s cold from looking at me alone.”
They delivered the material back to the dorm, and proceeded to the
All the major blockbusters were left to air during the Chinese New
Year season, there was nothing interesting in the ones that recently aired too.
The two randomly picked one, but their film ended up being too boring due to
an unlucky pick. As such, Sheng Wang wasn’t quite paying attention after he
There weren’t many people watching movies in the morning, the two
simply wanted to find a place and chill together. Therefore, when Sheng
Wang picked seats, he looked for the theater with the least number of people,
and picked the last row where nobody else would pick.
Jiang Tian honestly wasn’t into films like this, and had dozed off
halfway through the movie, his finger hooking onto his, head propped on his
hand. Sheng Wang did not wake him up. He dug his phone out, changed the
spotting two video clips, shared by Sheng Mingyang, with no caption except
Sheng Wang could already tell from the thumbnail: it was the footage of
officer Ju invited me for dinner, daddy had already delayed his invitation
Encyclopedia for Healthy Living: Had to make up for our regrets for
not being able to make it, your Auntie Jiang said very handsome
You Say That Again: ofc, since when is your son not handsome
Sheng Wang let out a sigh of relief, thinking, thank god it’s just a false
alarm.
The sigh was barely let out before Sheng Mingyang came up with a:
Sheng Wang nearly tossed his phone away. He caught his phone, and
snuck a glance at Jiang Tian. Seeing that he simply frowned, he relaxed, and
replied word by word, biting the tip of his tongue: ink got onto my shirt, not
very good for the class choir, so I borrowed his. he’s performing as a duo
tucked in properly, he only stuffed it in on one side. Your Auntie Jiang said
that she wanted to stuff in the other half the more she watched too.
Perhaps it was the vacation, WeChat was especially lively that day.
Barely a while passed before his phone lit up more than 10 times. Sheng
Wang initially thought it was Sheng Mingyang, only when he tapped in then he
realised that it was a group chat that was causing the commotion.
It was a preparation group formed for the festival. Jiang Tian used to
be in it too, but he left the moment the festival ended last night. Sheng Wang
had not left yet.
Gao Tianyang and the rest were extremely bored, and were sharing
However, Little Chili suddenly popped out and said: have you guys heard?
everyone for something like this…...you might get hella roasted by Tian-ge
and Sheng-ge
It was Carp who added on: didn’t Jiang Tian already leave the group
chat?
Carp: I’ll leave this group soon, I’m eating porridge at home, and
Unassuming Gao Tianyang: bruh. Chili sis, are you here to joke
around?
Little Chili sent a meme that indicated she was shutting the world out.
This time round, Little Chili replied very promptly: there were a lot of
lost their items, and apparently our class’ english rep lost his bag.
participate in any activity, major or minor, like he had his heart entirely set
chose to stay away from other people. This sort of alienation that was neither
here nor there wasn’t anything minor to any student, so despite looking like
became even more at the edge of the social circles. Sheng Wang barely saw
him ever since he transferred to Class B, if it wasn’t for Little Chili suddenly
bringing this up, he was this close to forgetting about that person.
Who knew if Chili was busy or if the internet was slow, but after Sheng
After quite a while later, she finally popped out to say: yeah.
Sheng Wang was already prepared to turn off the screen, but when
it was like someone had just pumped his blood out, an icy feeling exploded
in his chest.
Security footage? The footage for which time? Will they end up looking
Perhaps the way he froze up was too obvious, Jiang Tian woke up. He
pinched the centre of his brows, and aroused himself from the drowsiness
the tips of his limbs before he finally spoke, “Nothing, just the group chat
from the cultural festival. Little Chili had shaky hands and accidentally
tagged everyone twice. I thought there was something, but I ended up seeing
The truth was, the checking of security footage meant that it was
possible the things he did with Jiang Tian on the fourth floor would be seen,
planning a counter strategy to this with Jiang Tian in advance would likely be
Zhao Xi saw this morning, including the footage Sheng Mingyang posted.
they had no other choice but to bring up the troubles they were bound to run
into in reality, and dissect them apart out in the open. The result of that
We wouldn’t be seen.
He said it to himself.
was really a student with sticky fingers who stole a wallet, they would only
Besides, as long as they checked the footage in the hall, they would
already know who the bag ended up with. There was no need for them to
really look through every area earnestly, that would waste too much time.
for the past few days, that the heavens decided to hit him a few times, asking
him to keep it down. It was just that he was unfortunate enough to get hit all
on the same day, creating a combo hit, causing him to be unable to put up any
defences.
The other things were still fine, it was just that Qi Jiahao and the
security footage was a sword that hoovered on top of his head, he did not
know when it would fall. As such, he was a little out of it for the next few
days. The moment Jiang Tian wasn’t next to him, he would zone out for a
That state continued until a morning on a certain day one week later.
Small Mouth Xu went downstairs to Class B during the inter-class break, and
summoned Sheng Wang at the entrance to the classroom, saying, “Go to the
Sheng Wang blanked out; seeing Jiang Tian, who also followed him
“No?” Small Mouth Xu shook his head, “He just got me to pass on the
Sheng Wang could not recall any bit of how he went to the
administration office, nor did he remember a single bit of what he and Jiang
Tian said to each other along the way. He could only feel himself splitting
into half, with one half smiling and talking to Jiang Tian, the other half utterly
In the end, when they entered the administration office, he did not see
Qi Jiahao, but Yang Jing instead. Big Mouth Xu had two finely made
certificate booklets with covers made of velvet, and his smile was so wide
the corner of his mouth reached his ears, looking like a baboon.
“Good! Very good!” Big Mouth Xu opened up the booklet, waved it
before the two of them, and gave Sheng Wang and Jiang Tian’s shoulders a
good hearty clap. “The results of the English Olympiad are out now, my
mouth is nearly broken from smiling. Two first prizes! National level! I’ve
been holding this all back all morning just so I can give you two and Xiao-
“......”
What the……
Sheng Wang was dumbfounded for ten seconds straight before he let an
Things are already like this, if they really did find something, there was
no way Big Mouth Xu wouldn’t not bring it up at all, therefore they should be
alright. The sword that had been hovering over him for an entire week
suddenly plunged to the ground, striking his head enough to see golden light.
That moment, he held onto Jiang Tian’s shoulder for support, his mouth was
saying “what a huge surprise, I was nearly shocked to death”, and his entire
When they left the office, this young master was still very much a
“We will be going downstairs later, you sure you still want to hang on
Big Mouth Xu hummed with his head held high as he walked in front of
them, two photographs in hand. He led Jiang Tian — who had received so
many awards until he was completely indifferent — and Sheng Wang — who
was suddenly paralysed down from his neck — to the Wall of Honour, and
pasted the two’s photos side by side solemnly. He then pasted a newly cut
Translator’s note:
Not @ how I had to go all the way to book 2 to find out GTY’s wechat name
again,,,
Also terminology like first place has been changed into class, will edit past
updates eventually
If they are talking about the new year they are generally referring to Chinese
The Wall of Honour was in an area of the corridor that everyone had to
pass by, with the strikingly outstanding red piece of paper as well as the
newly-pasted photographs, the passing-by students would all stop and take a
look. Barely half a day passed before there was already an extra line of heart
shapes next to Sheng Wang’s photo, nearly identical to the one next to Jiang
Sheng Wang was filled with some mixed feelings when he saw them,
thinking, the one in this photo has been so cowardly lately, you can still
He took a look back at his behaviour for the past few days after he
finally escaped the caught defenseless state he was stuck in, and only felt that
the him for the past few days was so goddamn silly. His mindset upon facing
exams was clearly more stable than stable, why did he fumble around and
People are often like this — the incoming storm was a fearsome foe to
them, and as they managed to get away without doing anything, they would
feel very insecure as long as Qi Jiahao was dragged in. Sheng Wang
attempted to look for him and try to wring a little information out of him, but
the other person unfortunately had only grudges and not friendship with him.
“He found the bag, got it back yesterday. Didn’t really lose anything.
Old Song, who was just being nice as a class comm member, even tried to
show a little concern, but got ugly words in return instead. He said that Old
Song was being fake.” Gao Tianyang did not catch a whiff of anything
unusual at all, and the moment he was asked, everything came pouring out of
him like a waterfall. “I didn’t catch anything unusual about him though. Ever
since he sabotaged you, hasn’t he always been half dead like that.
Apparently, he was hit by his mom after his grades dropped in last week’s
Sheng Wang then found an excuse and made two trips to the
administration office on his own. The group of teachers were talking as per
normal, and Big Mouth Xu, due to his overly excellent mood, kept cracking
jokes with him; he didn’t act like he was hiding anything from him. He found
out from Big Mouth Xu that the other students that lost their stuff had all
found their items one by one, there wouldn't be any more people who would
have a lightbulb appear on their head and go check the security footage.
As such, this accident that rudely cut in had seemingly passed over just
like that.
It was evening by the time he left the administration office, the last
period in the afternoon just so happened to end. Jiang Tian descended the
stairs from the other end of the corridor, turning into Class B on the third
floor. Sheng Wang spotted him from afar, and had the feeling of having a great
burden lifted off his back for some inexplicable reason. Like his childhood
days, when he would be lost in the maze of alleys outside of White Horse
Alley, and had made countless twists and turns before he spotted the gate to
his house.
He crouched and ran over, wanting to launch a sneak attack and jump
onto Jiang Tian’s back. However, he stopped in his steps upon getting nearer
to him. A moment of hesitation, and in the end, he simply snapped his fingers
next to Jiang Tian’s left ear, before dodging to the right with a devilish grin.
Qiu Wenbin and Shi Yu packed their luggages, and got their asses back
from home to the school at last, ready to join the army of students revising.
What happened instead was on the very first day they moved back in, Shi Yu
experienced for himself the fickleness of the human heart, and how friends
break, starting with how it was more difficult than ever to fight for food in
the cafeteria anymore, the convenience store would close shop in advance
randomly, the water meant for showering wasn’t quite enough, all the way to
how the bed was much bigger at home, better food too, the freedom to choose
the timing for lights out, and the kind and earnest concern from parents, etc
etc.
As they talked, Shi Yu also went on non-stop like flood water being
released from a dam. The conversation ended, and Shi Yu suddenly realised
in retrospect that every single line in-between Sheng Wang’s words was
Shi Yu said, “Why wouldn’t I be? I’ve stayed home for so long.”
Jiang Tian said “oh”, continuing, “I thought you’re going to stay until
He pondered and wrung his brains out, and figured that he was being
ostracised.
With the time the two got to be alone together being cut short once
more by the return of their dormmates, the days of mucking around suddenly
came to a stop.
Recently, Jiang Tian could obviously feel that young master Sheng was
being kind of clingy — not the mushy type, more like the kind where he had a
following pet.
In the level exercise lessons before, what happened at the very most
would be Class A and B roughly playing basketball on half court, the two
would bump against and touch each other in the guise of the competition, and
whoever was switched out got to sit by the side to watch the competition,
waiting for the other to leave the court too before they head to the cafeteria
Jiang Tian left, he was guaranteed to claim that his wrist or his ankle was
abruptly sprained, and jog out of the court while swiping away the bead of
In the night self-study before, Sheng Wang would usually head to the
early, occasionally late. Once he arrived, Sheng Wang would then shift the
bag on the chair next to his seat away, making a spot for Jiang Tian.
It was different these days — the moment day students ended self-
study, he would head upstairs, going against the flow of the crowd, and wait
These two days, it had gotten to the point that as Jiang Tian headed to
the washroom during night self-study, Sheng Wang would even set his pen
down, saying “I need to go too”.
— like a cat that went around a person’s legs in circles, but still keeping a
It was only during the nights when they walked across Magpie Bridge,
under the mottled dark shade the trees provided, a place with tree branches
and twigs obscuring them, then they would relax a little; the tip of their noses
Jiang Tian could actually feel the inner conflict Sheng Wang was going
that reared its head, and the restraint that came from a place of rationality.
Right at the start, during the camp, he already knew: as long as they left
utopia, things would definitely end up like this. It wasn’t a problem caused
by anyone in particular.
They had no rightful name or place for their relationship, they were
doomed to keep this under covers. A relationship that had to be kept under
covers was thus bound to cause anxiety in people. With that build up,
apart.
Countless people had said love during teenage years mostly came to no
fruition — the timing wasn’t right, hell, the person themself might not even be
sometimes they would be more impulsive than other peers their age,
Therefore they said “I like you”, but none of them ever said “I’ll like
while, until you don’t like me anymore”, but now he was a little greedy — he
using formulas, but in no way was he an expert in dealing with these issues.
could have at the very least a place to let it all out; a den of their own.
The night self-study wasn’t exactly pure silence. After all, the entire
level’s residential students were all gathered in a single lecture theatre, with
Oftentimes, there were students who would run down with a book in
hand, getting the teacher to answer questions that bugged them. Some who
didn’t manage to get in the queue would consult students with better grades.
Business was basically blooming over here where Jiang Tian and Sheng
Wang were.
Jiang Tian wasn’t good at going through the solutions, he would skip a
would think “Oh, turns out it’s this easy all along”, but the moment they run
into a similar question type, they still wouldn’t know how to do it. As for
those who didn’t understand, they wouldn’t dare to say “can you repeat that”
borrow. They would borrow his test papers, his notes, all sorts of things they
could borrow from him. Once they acquired said objects, they would make
mystifying, and had mocked them a couple of times to Sheng Wang, only to
As such, their usual state during night self-study would be this: Sheng
Wang taught the other students, Jiang Tian focused on feeding questions to
Sheng Wang.
The meaning behind feeding was simple: he was helping Chu-ge make
the lecture notes for the supplementary class, and needed to sweep through
all sorts of guide books and question banks. When he stumbled upon a
question worth doing, he would mark it with a post-it for Sheng Wang.
showing with all his might that he was letting his boyfriend touch the tiger’s
butt during finals. Sheng Wang had absolute faith in his choice of questions,
and he basically did whatever he was fed without any fuss. He wasn’t picky
at all.
This day, Sheng Wang spent a little too much time guiding a girl, and by
the time he finally managed to send the girl away with much difficulty, he
“This many?” Sheng Wang was a little confused, but he still tore one
out and matched the question to the book, doing all of them. As he did them,
Jiang Tian was still sticking post-its onto his table, appearing that he
started revolting, throwing his pen aside. He put a hand on Jiang Tian’s neck,
saying, “Three out of four questions have repeated question types, are you
Jiang Tian looked down and chuckled. He stopped bullying him at last,
and slapped the post-it he was just done writing on to the back of Sheng
Wang’s hand.
Sheng Wang lowered his head and looked, and saw that whatever that
was written on the post-it wasn’t the page and question number, but a single
line.
tricky question a few rows away, their voices weren’t too loud or too soft,
He asked Sheng Wang, “Will you one day suddenly stop opening the
“No!” Sheng Wang said, “What are you even thinking about, no way
that’s happening.”
“Then why should I worry about the luggage?” Jiang Tian said.
Sheng Wang was left speechless. A while later, he squeezed out, “If
Sheng Wang was about to say something, but stopped. He wrote the
second half of his sentence on the post-it on the back of his hand: I’ll kiss you
tossing it away.
Sheng Mingyang doesn’t check his expenditure every month, how much
he spent and saved was entirely up to him. Jiang Tian had some savings of
his own too, so the two had zero problems when it came to the rent.
If it was before, they would have definitely asked for Zhao Xi’s help.
However, Sheng Wang had some qualms this time, so they were the ones who
reached out to look for a place. There were a lot of suitable places in the
west and north gate, they filtered three out, and planned to go take a look on a
day.
Sheng Wang and Jiang Tian asked for leave from two periods in the afternoon
and night self-study, and headed to check the house out by the north gate,
tolerant towards his son taking leave, but he still said nonetheless, “We could
The “we” referred to him and Jiang Ou. After all, to Old Man Ding,
Mingyang was half an outsider, only that he got along particularly well with
this half-outsider.
Jiang Tian helped the old man pack his belongings. He scanned around
Sheng Mingyang pointed above his head, “Just now, she said she
bumped into an old classmate in the hospital, she’s paying a short visit and
Translator’s notes:
Goddamn what Jiang Tian asked Sheng Wang about his luggages sounded so
Son.”
Jiang Ou did not expect to run into Du Cheng in this hospital too,
She told Sheng Mingyang that this was her classmate from high school,
but in reality they were closer than classmates — Du Cheng was one of her
She was the class monitor, with Du Cheng being the vice class monitor,
sitting right behind her. He would often grumble “I get the brunt of the work,
you get the highest title, where else are you supposed to find such a good bro
like me”, and then continue helping her out the very next second. She would
often feel bad about it, so she would bring some homemade treats for the two
boys behind her to share. Back then, her mother was a teacher, without any of
the illnesses that came with age. She had a clear mind and a gentle
personality, she was especially good at cooking too. Du Cheng often said that
that deskmate of his owed it all to him for managing to get so much good food
people are bad at hiding what’s on their mind, and they have to have that one
friend who they can spill everything out to. Du Cheng was that friend that she
could have heart-to-heart talks with, and he even helped her indirectly find
out Ji Huanyu’s actual feelings on this issue. However, Du Cheng did not
have a positive view of them, he said Ji Huanyu was too scheming, he wasn’t
Therefore, when Jiang Ou actually did get together with Ji Huanyu, the
Huanyu and Du Cheng were initially on good terms, but after that they would
on perfectly good terms suddenly tear at each other’s throats just like that? It
was only later then she found out that Ji Huanyu thought Du Cheng liked her
too, and treated him as a potential rival for her affections, causing Jiang Ou
to both cry and laugh, not knowing how to explain any of these too.
Later, in the future, she found out that time stops for nobody; everyone is
contact with her. He had good grades and good relations with people in
general; apparently he was flourishing where he was at. It was Jiang Ou and
Ji Huanyu who were entangled up for more than a decade, and concluded in a
Jiang Ou did not stay in much contact with her old classmates; in the
earlier years, it was because everyone was busy. Later, it was intentional on
her part. After the divorce, she was in a half closed-off state for a very long
time. Before her son, she maintained a positive and upbeat attitude, but in
actuality she had long blocked out everything that had to do with Ji Huanyu.
Later on, she then found out from her Moments that Ji Huanyu got in
contact with his high school friend, got a ride on the other person’s
From then onwards, other than the obligatory child support he carried
out, she no longer had any new knowledge of what the person was up to.
That was, until this year, she found out also via Moments: the friend
that went overseas with Ji Huanyu had fallen ill, and it was quite
troublesome. They didn’t know how much time there was left.
The Du Cheng on the hospital bed was completely different from the
Du Cheng at 18. If not for the visiting ex-classmates she bumped into along
the corridor, Jiang Ou wouldn’t have dared to claim that that was Du Cheng
at all.
The scene of bygone years when the teacher would mess up, and the
front and back deskmates would collapse over in laughter was just like it
happened yesterday. She looked away, and suddenly they were all in their
middle ages.
on the bed, but did not say anything at all. It was Jiang Ou who spoke up first
instead. She asked him why he came back so suddenly. He pointed at his
day is a day lost. There are only so many things overseas, and after a while
He was silent for a long time before he gave a light smile. “I didn’t
Because of this line, Jiang Ou couldn’t make herself stay in that ward
any longer. She carelessly chatted a bit, and then hurried downstairs. For
one, it was because she had gotten sensitive over the years, and was reduced
to tears too easily. A scene like this was unbearable to her. For the other, she
was afraid that she would run into Ji Huanyu if she stayed for too long.
discharge procedures for Old Man Ding. Sheng Wang was holding the old
man’s canvas bag, full of things that clanged around. He was telling jokes to
him, causing the other to heave with laughter. Her darling son was just
standing there, his elbow forming a hanger for the old man’s jacket. “This
joke is truly terrible” was written all over his face, but the corner of his lips
Just as she was about to head over, her phone suddenly vibrated as it
had received a message. It was from Du Cheng, and they had only added each
other’s WeChat just now. The content of the message was just this short
for so many years already. Rest and take care of yourself, don’t overthink,
okay.
Every year around this time would be Sheng Mingyang’s busiest. With
the flow of money, financial accounts, clients, problems could easily occur in
every step of the process. Yet, he still had a lot of business dinners to attend,
Ever since he settled Old Man Ding’s things, his phone never left his
hand, messages and phone calls came in non-stop. Even as they entered the
yard in Wu Tong Wai, he kept an eye on the road, and an eye on his screen.
dad, saying that schoolwork would get heavier and heavier, lights out in the
dorms was too early, so he rented a place with his Ge outside the school.
In actuality, the contract was yet to be signed. However, many years of
experience told him that “act first report later” was the ultimate way to deal
Instead, the other person honestly did not have the time for casual chit
chat at all, so Sheng Wang could only further delay this conversation topic.
Jiang Tian had noticed Jiang Ou’s glum mood even while they were
still in the hospital. He held himself back for the entire journey before he
“Hm?” Jiang Ou was completely out of it, and nearly tripped over the
threshold before the kitchen. She supported herself against the door,
embarrassed, and explained, “Nothing, it’s just that there’s a little issue with
the withdrawal of funds from circulation, and a permit didn’t manage to pass.
I was just a little tired from all that. Just now, I even ran into an old
smile, saying, “Someday when we’re free, I’ll dig the old picture out and
show it to you, even though I might not be able to tell you all of their names
Jiang Tian nodded, but the moment he thought of how Ji Huanyu would
Jiang Ou saw the way he looked like he just ate rotten food, and
wanted to say something before stopping herself. In the end, she settled for
giving him a pat, resigned, “Go play with Xiao-Wang for a bit, I’ll whip
“No need for the trouble, let’s order delivery.” Sheng Wang stuck his
In the end, her cooking wasn’t put to the test. Sheng Mingyang received
a call, and called her out in a hurry — the two had to make a trip to the city
industrial park.
The kitchen was all set up, but the sole chef was missing. Sheng Wang
and Jiang Tian could only look at each other, at a loss as to what they have to
do. Old Man Ding rolled his sleeves up, and was ready to do it himself, but
was tucked back inside the bed by the two older boys.
“The doctor said that you have high blood pressure and thus more
likely to bleed, and have blood clots too.” Jiang Tian did not cushion his
words at all, he switched on the television for him, and draped a blanket,
Sheng Wang tugged at him. “Be more selective with your words, don’t
Jiang Tian pointed at the old man. “Does he look like the type to get
scared?”
Old Man Ding struggled, wanting to get the blanket off him, “Back then
when I was in the army, I ain’t even scared of the bullet brushing across my
neighbour, she had high blood pressure. She also got up from the bed like
you, swayed, and then she was gone just like that.”
“This minor problem doesn’t allow for you to exert yourself too much,
much less to get worked up. I even chatted with a nurse today, she said a
senile old person next ward over also had a blood clot. One day the person
got mad over something for a bit, and then his head became all fuzzy like that
onwards.” Sheng Wang said, “Grandpa, you were a little too worked up just
now.”
The old man was stubborn, but as compared to death, he was more
afraid to become senile. His words were yelling at him for being a brat, but
Sheng Wang still wanted to speak, but Jiang Tian covered his mouth in
a single move, and dragged this mischievous creature bent on scaring people
back into the kitchen.
“Mm-mm-mm.” The young master was still muffled by him, and was
unable to speak anything decent. So, he simply puckered his lips and kissed
his palm.
“......”
Jiang Tian was made a little restless by him, and abruptly withdrew his
“I wasn’t bullshitting either, those were the exact words the nurse told
me.” Sheng Wang jumped and sat on the counter, his eyes on the already-
washed vegetables. “What are we gonna have to do about all these setups?
any hesitation. He jumped off the counter, washed his hands and said, “You
heat up the pot, and I’ll finish chopping the half-chopped Chinese cabbages.
“Sure, hang on.” Sheng Wang stood by the chopping board, a hand with
Tian’s eyes did not dare to leave him at all. He stared at him, propping
himself against the counter. Right before his very eyes, he saw Sheng Wang
swing the knife twice with the stability of walking on tightropes in thin air.
Setting aside how the vegetable was chopped unevenly, the third knife
Sheng Wang poked around behind him. “Hey, I’m just a little unfamiliar
Of course Jiang Tian knew, after all he was used to being independent,
and neither did he have an Auntie Sun who was in charge of every meal like
did not have the patience to really hone his craft, so his cooking was just so-
It was fine enough to keep someone like him alive, but not very
Jiang Tian was done chopping the vegetables, and just as he was about
to risk it all with a frown on his face, the door to the courtyard suddenly
creaked open, and Uncle Mute came in with two bags of things, effectively
saving him.
Uncle Mute had just returned from Xi Le, where Boss Zhao was. Along
the way, he bought dumpling skin, minced meat, scallions and ginger. He
cabbages, and got Uncle Mute to mix it into the meat. After the filling was
The young master was still out of his element, and his eyes were on
the spot. Sometimes, he even forcibly pressed the pause button by stopping
His dumplings had either too much or too little filling, or there would
flat as a pancake; no matter what the dumpling couldn’t stay upright. Yet, he
clung onto his pride like his life and insisted on twisting the argument. “The
skin is too stiff, it isn’t sticky enough. Auntie Sun’s dumpling skins were all
Jiang Tian did not play along at all. “Ours could all stand up.”
“Mine is though.”
“......”
creating a bunch of ugly creatures. He placed the final product on his palm,
There was barely any dumpling skin left, the Mute went to the side to
start the water boiling after he washed his hands, nobody was paying any
attention to them. Jiang Tian took a tissue and wiped his hands. He took his
phone out and aimed it at Sheng Wang. When he pressed the button to take a
When the Mute had set the water to boil and returned, he discovered
that Sheng Wang had stopped messing around, and was obediently finishing
up the last dumpling. He did it with so much focus and rigor, like he was
Sheng Mingyang and Jiang Ou’s journey back was a rushed one. They
initially planned to finish up preparation in the kitchen while the sun just set,
but instead what they smelled upon entering was the smell of vinegar and
dumplings.
Old Man Ding came out from the bedroom in a jacket, and beckoned
them into the hall. “You’re just in time, the two kids and the Mute made
dumplings.”
“The two kids?” Sheng Mingyang was a little disbelieving. “Sir, are
upon being cooked, and many of them fell apart. Dumpling soup nearly
became cabbage soup, but the Mute still scooped them up with a grin
It was rare for the courtyard to be this lively, and it was the first time
the three generations got to sit together for a common, ordinary meal. For that
The old man dug out alcohol that he had kept hidden under his bed for a
very long time, and poured three glasses. He lightly drank with Sheng
Mingyang and the Mute. When the alcohol got to his head, the old man
couldn’t help but tease, “Xiao-Wang, kid, you have to practise that cooking of
Sheng Wang opened his mouth, wanting to say something. In the end, he
simply replied with a “Mn”, and took another bite of the dumpling. He
actually wanted to say “then I simply wouldn’t get one”, but his shoe
received a light nudge from Jiang Tian, and rationality immediately came
It wasn’t that he was a coward, if this issue concerned only him and
him alone, then there was no need to be afraid at all. He would dare to come
out right in front of Sheng Mingyang, at the very most he’ll get beaten to
Sheng Wang’s leg was touching Jiang Tian’s under the table. He busied
himself with taking a few more bites, and played on his phone for a bit as if
there was nothing out of the ordinary. When the jokes that the seniors cracked
completely tided over, he finally looked up again. Only, the broken
dumplings that he made with the terrible craft of his, were all picked out by
He blinked his eyes, ever so slightly, and hurriedly lowered his head
This meal was no feast, but they ate for a long time. Sheng Mingyang’s
alcohol tolerance was as deep as the ocean, but he ended up a little tipsy at
the end. He poured the last bit of alcohol in the bottle, lifted his glass and
clinked it against Old Man Ding and the Mute. He was on a high, and
suddenly spoke, “Jiang Ou and I planned to find some day before the new
year, and get a few relatives and friends to come over for a meal. We aren’t
Sheng Wang was zoning out from his food coma, and he nearly did not
Invite friends and family to a meal, get that certificate, and they would
Sheng Wang’s face was deathly pale beneath the light. He pursed his
lips and was silent for a long time. When he looked up, he met Jiang Tian’s
eyes.
Translator’s notes:
The Suffering I went through for the cabbages...anyways the funny thing about
western speakers and I really wasn’t sure whether I should include the
Again if they are talking about "the new year" they are referring to Chinese
New Year
Chapter 087 - Winter Break
Festival.
will the two of you be coming back home tonight?” Sheng Mingyang helped
Jiang Ou to bring the dishes to the kitchen, he asked Sheng Wang while he
“We’re not going back,” Sheng Wang shook his head. “The teacher only
approved of our leave from night self-study, that doesn’t extend to dorm
check at night.”
“That’s fine too, finals are coming anyway. After you’re done, you can
“Mn……”
Sheng Mingyang drew a piece of tissue to wipe his hands. The window
before them glistened, and Sheng Wang spaced out in the reflected light.
Sheng Mingyang glanced at him, and turned to ask, “Are you okay? Why do
“Nothing, I’m just drowsy,” Sheng Wang scratched the corner of his
“Oh. I thought you’re feeling the pressure from the upcoming exams.”
“Is that even possible?” Sheng Wang laughed. “Since when have you
Boys grew like trees, and they shot up faster than anything else. He
could still recall the way Sheng Wang was a tiny boy, and his hand only
needed to dangle before he could pat his fluffy bed of hair. It was as though
in the blink of an eye, the little kid back then already was roughly the same
height as him, with the possibility of growing even taller. It was no longer as
but that might not be the case in the future. Become an adult, wings strong
enough to carry them, and then they’ll fly too far. No parent could accept this
process without a single fight, just like beasts fighting over the last piece of
territory.
Sheng Wang and Jiang Tian waved them goodbye, and returned back to
the school together. Xiao-Chen fetched Sheng Mingyang and Jiang Ou, and
drove the car to White Horse Alley. Jiang Ou leaned against the chair for a
while, and suddenly asked Sheng Mingyang, “Why did you bring the dinner
She was someone who knew what’s the appropriate thing to do in the
right time and place very well, and would rarely immediately expose anyone
in front of everyone. She actually did disagree with Sheng Mingyang in many
Sheng Mingyang patted the back of her hand, and gave a placting smile.
Jiang Ou looked outside the window. “Not really. There’s too many
things before the new year, I’m scared that we won’t be able to cope.”
To be fair, this wasn’t Sheng Mingyang’s fault, there was hardly any
difference between before and after the new year. She was just a little
agitated, possibly a side effect from that meeting in the hospital. Her fingers
rubbed the phone screen, unlocked the phone and aimlessly scrolled through
Moments. She then couldn’t resist it anymore and tapped into Du Cheng’s
gallery.
There was hardly anything in his gallery. In the earlier days, he would
occasionally share some articles, and in these two years, there were more
things related to daily life. Sometimes it would be a boring painting,
Jiang Ou had heard from doctors that patients with problems occuring
in their brains would often end up like this: bad temper that changed like the
weather. Just as she was zoning out, she mindlessly refreshed the screen and
gifted by his friends and old classmates, and certainly including the flower
The nonsensical rambles that came from illness would easily cause one
to feel down too. Jiang Ou stared at the status for a while, and felt a little
uncomfortable.
“That classmate of yours?” Sheng Mingyang asked.
Sheng Mingyang felt a little pitiful for him. “Today was in too much of
a hurry, two days later, squeeze out some time to buy something, and I’ll
accompany you to go visit him again. He’s probably around our age, if
something happens to him, his wife and kids must feel very sad.”
Sheng Wang and Jiang Tian had settled on a place. The agent was
rather quick, and the procedures were done in the blink of an eye. However,
the landlord was on consecutive business trips, and they had to wait for him
to return before they could get the entrance card and the keys.
There were only a few days left to this semester, the two figured they
The words Sheng Mingyang said that night was like the rainy day in
this season, a dark cloud of grey hanging over the two’s heads. Jiang Tian
and Sheng Wang silently agreed on skipping past that topic, neither of them
It was because they both understood — better than anyone else — that
there was no way they could brashly charge over and tell Sheng Mingyang
and Jiang Ou that they were already together, and they definitely couldn’t get
The last few days before finals, plenty of day students willingly stayed
behind for the last period of night self-study, even including the few from
Class A. Gao Tianyang went to the water fountain to refill his bottle, and
went to Jiang Tian’s table in square steps, saying, “Tian-ge, are you touched
yet? You don’t need to take up the entire classroom by yourself anymore.”
The tip of Jiang Tian’s pen moved non-stop; he only looked up after he
was done with a line of formula. “Why are you staying for another period?”
“His ass is so heavy he’s firmly seated in the last place of this class,
nobody can drag him away,” Song Sirui interrupted, “now he’s feeling the
fear again, he’s scared that he will be sent downstairs with a kick from
“Your ass is the one that’s heavy,” Gao Tianyang insulted him back
without any mercy, and then asked, “Why aren’t you leaving too?”
Song Sirui said, “My mom declared that if I can enter the top five for
“How materialistic of you.” Gao Tianyang sat on the table, waiting for
the bell signalling the start of class to ring. He turned and took a look behind,
“You’ve already scored first place in the level and you’re still working
your butt off?” Gao Tianyang pointed at Jiang Tian, “The way this is going,
don’t tell me you don’t intend for Jiang Tian to return to his throne?”
Chili peered at Jiang Tian and hurriedly looked away again. “None of
your business.”
something was off with someone for once. He asked, “Eh? I realise you’re
After the cultural festival, Chili hadn't exactly been in a good state. She
accidentally stumbled upon a secret, and her first secret crush was put to an
It wasn’t possible for her to feel unaffected at all, but it wasn’t as bad
whenever she looked at Jiang Tian, and even more whenever she looked at
Sheng Wang. Only when she bantered with Gao Tianyang then she was
temporarily relieved from that ache, yet this dumbass knew not a single thing
Jiang Tian finished up this question and kept his paper while they
Gao Tianyang hurriedly asked, “Why are you taking your bag? You’re
Jiang Tian lifted his chin in the direction of the back door. “I’m heading
Gao Tianyang followed his line of sight, and finally saw that Sheng
Wang had come up, and was leaning against the back door with a hand on his
“Sheng-ge!” Gao Tianyang and Song Sirui greeted him, and asked, “So
The moment Gao Tianyang heard how the atmosphere was great, he
immediately stuffed his book into his bag. “Then I’ll go too.”
Immediately after he said that, Sheng Wang, Jiang Tian, and Little Chili
all turned to him in silence. Gao Tianyang stilled, and scratched his head.
“What?”
dragged along by Gao Tianyang and Song Sirui — that pair of idiots — to the
lecture theatre, and even insisted on sitting in directly front of Jiang Tian and
Sheng Wang.
She heard Gao Tianyang turn behind, and lower his voice to say to the
two, “I plan to live in the dorms next semester too, maybe I can discuss with
“We aren’t living in the dorms next semester,” Jiang Tian said.
“Huh?” Gao Tianyang asked in confusion, “Then where will you be
staying?”
“Mn.”
Chili nudged the table behind her on instinct. She intended to remind
him that with so many people in the lecture theatre, they need to be more
However, only after she reminded them then she realised that she was
Fuzhong, there wasn’t anything inherently wrong with what they were saying.
She looked up awkwardly, and saw the few boys all staring at her in
confusion.
Chili met Sheng Wang’s gaze and nearly couldn’t keep a poker face.
She squeezed out after what felt like ages, “Y’all can continue whatever after
lesson’s over.”
Perhaps her acting was too bad and couldn’t hide the fact that
something was weighing on her mind, for the night self-study the next few
intentionally or not. After she caught him doing that, he smiled apologetically
and did not look at her anymore, like a restrained and yet polite form of
observation.
There was only a sequel to this observation in the evening after finals
ended.
On the way back home on the school bus, she received a message from
rainfall in early morning, and it soon became snow. By the time evening
arrived, the entire of Fuzhong was coated in a blanket of white. The snow
wasn’t heavy, Sheng Wang and Jiang Tian weren’t carrying umbrellas. When
they walked to the west gate, there was only a little dampness on their
shoulders.
“Who are you chatting with like you’re running out of time?” Jiang Tian
glanced at him, and withdrew his hand from his pocket, grabbing his finger
Due to the snow, there was barely anyone outside of the west gate.
Sheng Wang made use of the opportunity to plaster the entire back of his hand
against his palm, covering it for a while before turning. And then he rubbed
After he sent that, he finally looked up, saying, “Was just asking Chili
about something.”
The bit of snow rolled off from his lashes, Jiang Tian caught it with the
Sheng Wang was about to speak when his phone screen lit up. He
rubbed his joints, and waited for a few seconds before he unlocked the
phone, his eyes lowered. He saw a new message in his WeChat window.
Just as I thought.
He met Jiang Tian’s eyes, and the both of them stilled in the snow. He
didn’t know what to reply for the moment. Just as he was deliberating over
his words, his finger hovering above the screen, Chili sent another message.
Sheng Wang paused for a long time, and his eyes suddenly crescented.
The first person in the know who expressed their opinion on this was
seriously someone who was on their side, on his side with Jiang Tian. It was
a little unexpected, but for some reason it seemed perfectly logical for this
Still, it parted the dark clouds temporarily, allowing them to breathe a little.
Fuzhong’s winter break was neither too long nor too short, it started
from the 25th of the last month to the fifth day of Chinese New Year, avoiding
the two peak periods of travel both in front and behind, vaguely making up 10
days. Before the holiday, the school held a simple grand assembly expressing
winter vacation ends, exactly a month from the minor gaokao at the start of
March.
The so-called minor gaokao was the one in which they would
participate in the exams for all the non-elective subjects all at once. For
science students like Sheng Wang and Jiang Tian, they would have to go for
the history, geography, and political studies paper. They would get a ranking
based on their scores, and those who scored an A could get an additional
mark for their gaokao, those who scored As for all four could get five marks.
their main subjects and strictly focus on these four, concentrating all their
revisions for a month. According to Class A’s tradition, they only had one
It wasn’t about “to their best abilities”, it was a “must”. Whoever that
it was before, he would have definitely completed all the homework in the
first few days of break. However, this time round was an exception.
The moment winter break had just begun, he became “occupied with
Tian’s bedroom, his phone would buzz non-stop, busy with god knows what.
For the first two days, Jiang Tian was busy rushing up the courseware for
Chu-ge’s supplementary class, and didn’t manage to keep an eye on him too.
By the time he looked up again after completing his work, Sheng Wang had
already disappeared.
Both Sheng Mingyang and Jiang Ou were around, the two couldn’t
With the excuse of getting a glass of water, Jiang Tian went around the
entire house, and did not find even a hair of a certain person. Therefore, he
Jiang Tian raised an eyebrow — his sharp senses allowed him to tell
something was up with the second half of the sentence — someone seemed to
You Say That Again: I have something going on, aren’t you gonna
Ok: ……
someone.
Chapter 088 - Gift
He thought Sheng Wang must have snuck over to the rented apartment,
only to be met with thin air when he opened the door. Still, there were more
items in the house now, there was a carpet on the windowsill, along with two
cushions. There was an additional beanbag couch that allowed for complete
paralysis in a corner of the living room. A basketball rack was pasted on the
wall, and there were still a few unopened packages by the entrance hall.
slippers, toothbrushes, towels and stuff. Regardless if they owned these items
He placed the items neatly, one by one, and then stuffed the drinks
inside the fridge. He also tossed the empty cardboard boxes in the dustbin
Sheng Wang likely heard the honks coming from the passing by electric
scooters, and there was a trace of mirth that suggested he got his way in his
Jiang Tian did not want to admit that he had failed in his capture plan,
“I could tell.” Jiang Tian walked out of the residential area, and as he
looked at the on-going traffic, he switched his phone from speaker mode to
something in a low voice, and sent Jiang Tian his location. “It’s a little far,
everything right before him. With this abnormal state of his, the way getting
anything more than ambiguous words out of him was harder than squeezing
out the last bit of toothpaste, his methods like laying out a trap for him, it was
clear that he wanted to lure him towards that direction. If he still couldn’t tell
Sheng Wang’s location was indeed slightly far, all the way at the
university town at the outskirts of the suburbs. He had to transfer twice on the
train, and it took an hour to go all the way there. Jiang Tian could not figure
After midnight today would be January 27th, his birthday. Even an idiot
would know what exactly was the young master being all busy over.
However, in order to cooperate with the intended effect of surprise the other
person was going for, he could only deign himself to temporarily lower his
but he arrived to discover that the place was a small building next to the
university dormitories. Sheng Wang guided him via voice messages. “Come
up to the second floor, third room on the left. The one that says activity room
on it.”
Jiang Tian went up the stairs, and saw a wooden sign hanging on the
door. The words “Please knock before entering, thank you for your
nonetheless.
The door opened from the inside. The person he had been searching for
an entire afternoon was standing right there, holding up a tiny little thing as
though he was presenting a treasure. His eyes were curved as he said to him,
The tiny thing in his hands was extremely cooperative, and let out a
The moment he saw it, Jiang Tian was suddenly a little lost in thought
— it looked too similar to the one who was at Wu Tong Wai years ago, it
even had the exact same extra stripes by its left ear.
For those few seconds, he nearly thought the cat named “Leader” had
Sheng Wang presented the cat towards Jiang Tian, saying, “I’ve already
asked, we can pet it. Just that it’s a little young, so don’t use too much
strength.”
Jiang Tian was frozen for a while, and kind of did not know where to
even start.
It had been years, yet he still had the same reaction towards seeing a
tiny baby kitten like this, he did not progress at all. It was Sheng Wang who
lightly kicked his shoes and he finally then lifted his hand, scratching the
kitten’s ear. The tiny creature immediately closed its eyes, and purred with a
“huluhulu”.
“You came all the way here just to pet a cat?” Jiang Tian’s voice was
low as his hands were sunken in the kitten’s soft fur, his fingertips touching
Sheng Wang’s.
“I came to get the adoption papers. I just finished filling up and signing
the form, so it belongs to us in name now,” Sheng Wang lifted his chin at the
There were a lot of cat beds and cat towers in the activity room, bowls
of food and water in the corner. Three older female cats were basking under
the sun where the lighting was better, kittens of all patterns flopped on their
An office table was placed next to the window, a stack of forms was
kittens born here. Actually, there’s still four or five of the kittens with this
pattern. The angle of your WeChat profile picture is too one-sided, I wasn’t
exactly sure. So I asked for a few video clips, got Grandpa Ding to look at it.
He said this one is the most similar, it was literally the split double of
“Leader”.” After Sheng Wang said that, he looked towards him, hugging the
“I wanted to drag you over here tomorrow at first, but the rescue
society people have to go home for the new year soon, the old man helping to
take care of the cats isn’t in charge of adoption too. I was scared that
someone would come ahead of me if I do this too late, so I came to sign the
paper today. The vice president went to photocopy some documents, I’m
Jiang Tian looked at him quietly. A moment later, he asked, “How long
was so similar down to the stripes was no different from finding a needle in
a haystack. How much time and effort did this person put into this?
Sheng Wang was still rambling all over the place. “It’s fine, I have
been keeping a look out before this, and later I even stole your profile picture
and put out a reward for it, so it was easy to track this down.”
good, he was always regretful and rueful over certain things. Just like how he
always remembered how “Leader” slowly grew up, and slowly aged too.
Yet, what was imprinted on his mind the deepest, was the scene of it curled
anymore.”
The old man said, “Change that profile picture of yours already,
The old man also said, the cat wouldn’t be here anymore after it aged.
Yet……
The sun hung low in the sky, hooked onto the tree branch in the far
distance outside the window. The deep golden light slanted into the room,
Jiang Tian wasn’t good with his words, he couldn’t come up with
anything particularly pleasing. He looked at the kitten, his eyes lowered, and
lifted its tail with the other, taking a serious look at the cat’s butt. “Yep, it’s a
son.”
Jiang Tian looked aside, and laughter rumbled from his throat.
“The hell you’re laughing at,” Sheng Wang said, “this has to be better
“Yeah, much better.” Jiang Tian turned back to face him. “So whose
Sheng Wang finally snapped out of his Ge’s unexpectedly shameless words.
He said, “I haven’t given it a name yet, you can take your time and think.
The vice president only heard the last line. He came over, passing the
document to Sheng Wang, saying, “Yes, this kitten isn’t a month old yet, it
still has to feed from the mother cat. Wait for around a month more, we’ll
give it the first few shots, and we’ll get you guys to claim it when we’re
done. It’s too young to be properly kept alive if you bring it back now.”
“Sure.”
“So who should I contact when it’s time?” the vice president asked.
Sheng Wang wanted to say that it wouldn’t make any difference, either
way they would be coming to claim it together. However, the vice president
already tapped into his WeChat QR code, and got Jiang Tian to add him as a
friend.
The vice president looked over here, visibly baffled. “What is it?”
bit, and felt that adding both their WeChats wasn’t a good sign at all, as if one
seem weird if he actually says this out loud, so he merely smiled and waved.
“It’s nothing.”
*
Jiang Tian received Zhao Xi’s voice message on the train on the way
back. He asked if they are free at night to come out for a meal.
peak period of the two days before the last month. Isn’t your actual birthday
tomorrow anyway? Your family will be celebrating for you, so Lin-zi and I
Due to the gift, Jiang Tian was already in a good mood. He replied:
Supplementary class’ Chu-ge was quite the true bro, seeing that it was
going to be new year soon, he paid him the salary for the first batch of
packet, hoping that he would put more effort after the year, and add some
But Jiang Ou did not reply, even when they had already exited the
Jiang Ou’s phone never left her body, she usually replied to Jiang
this, he would receive a reply within a few seconds. It had been nearly an
Jiang Tian noticed the change in the expression on his face, and added,
“They were both busy when I left, she probably didn’t see it.”
birthday. Before that, they already notified their friends, just that today, they
The friends they were inviting came from all sorts of places. Some they
genuinely had a deep bond with, so they couldn’t just hang up after a couple
of lines, they would have to stay on and chat for a bit. As for some, they met
via their jobs, and for them they could not afford to mistreat them at all, and
With this and that, their entire afternoon was spent like that.
Jiang Ou had something weighing on her mind for the past few days,
her spirits were a little low. She was only slightly more energetic whenever
she thought of how her son’s birthday was arriving. However, it seemed that
the heavens were intentionally playing a cruel trick on her — first of all, she
zoned out and accidentally scalded herself while pouring water, next she
accidentally broke the zip while changing clothes. In the afternoon, when she
arranged for new year gifts to be sent to a few clients, she got the details
mixed up.
In reality, all these came from her brooding, but it kept giving her the
illusion that she was about to go through an unfortunate year. Sheng Mingyang
took over the remaining few tasks, and got her to rest on the sofa for a bit.
Sheng Mingyang joked with her. “I’ve never seen a menopause with
such a good temper, you probably just didn’t have enough sleep for the past
few days.”
Jiang Ou replied with a “Mn”, and leaned against the sofa, letting her
mind rest. She rested a while before she sat back up again, replied to a few
messages from her friends on WeChat, and went through her Moments while
everything, even the bad ones. He matched it with a joking picture of self-
mockery.
skipped past that status. She then said to Auntie Sun, who was busy in the
kitchen, “Sun-jie, do you still have white fungus soup? I want to drink a
Auntie Sun scooped a small bowl for her. When Jiang Ou reached out
Her eyelid twitched for some reason. She lowered her eyes to look at
the screen, and Du Cheng’s WeChat profile picture had travelled from the
bottom all the way to the top, next to it was the content of his message.
He said: I haven’t been able to sleep lately, I kept thinking about the
past. Maybe I’ve committed too many shameful deeds, that even my death
will not be smooth-sailing. I know it's the new year, and saying these
depressing things is just ruining the joy, but I don’t know if I can even make it
past this new year or not. Might as well make use of how my mind is just a
puddle right now, my brain being all messed up, I’ll apologise to you all in
one shot.
He said: I’m a bastard, I’m a piece of shit, I’m a vile and filthy
The bottom of the bowl was suddenly boiling hot, Jiang Ou’s hand
recoiled, and the full bowl of silver fungus soup fell onto the marble floor.
With a clash, the white porcelain bowl broke into pieces, the soup splattering
all over.
*
Jiang Tian initially planned to give Zhao Xi and Lin Beiting a proper
farewell with this dinner. Zhao Xi also planned to blatantly point out certain
things before they leave while they have alcohol, and have a light chat with
beforehand.
Jiang Tian called Jiang Ou quite a few times as he sat at the table, and
the dialing tone had rung for more than 10 times with nobody picking up. Just
She said: Was Ji Huanyu really the one who has been giving money all
these years?
In the end, the dinner didn’t fully happen, ending in a hurry. Jiang Ou
kept refusing to pick up the phone, and Sheng Wang called Sheng Mingyang
several times out of desperation. In the end, a call finally made it through.
Translator's notes: :)
Then You Ought to Remember to Stay Guarded
Me?
“The province hospital?!” Sheng Wang looked at Jiang Tian, and asked
caught up in a mess there too. He could tell that he was stuck right in the
middle of a dispute that came like a bolt from the blue. His words were
hurried, but he did not want to cause Sheng Wang and Jiang Tian to also
panic. “It’s some minor thing, you and Xiao-Tian — Xiao-Chen? Go notify
the nurse.”
He was only halfway through with his words and urgently ordered the
person next to him before he continued saying to Sheng Wang, “Go home with
room number?”
hesitated before he relented, “Fine, you can come over here. 903, be careful
Sheng Wang was afraid that Jiang Tian would worry, he hung up and
immediately comforted, “Don’t worry, Auntie Jiang is alright, she isn’t sick.
“Ji Huanyu.”
“What?”
they spoke, he had already hailed a passing cab, and strided over to open the
door. Sheng Wang paused, hurriedly notified Zhao Xi and Lin Beiting and
straight away.
Jiang Tian’s family life was complicated, and would become an even
greater mess the moment the name “Ji Huanyu” was involved. Zhao Xi did
know about that, and he also understood very well that this was a forbidden
topic to Jiang Tian, a taboo. Hence, he did not hastily get himself involved.
He merely sent the two little brothers a message each: Call Ge if you need
anything.
Jiang Tian was abnormally silent on the car ride over, the screen on his
phone stopped at the chat with Jiang Ou. He stared at the bottom of the screen
unblinkingly. The moment he saw Jiang Ou’s question, he knew the cat was
brick, only to fall short with someone swinging a hammer against it.
The province hospital was the same one where Old Man Ding had
stayed previously, it wasn’t too far from Wu Tong Wai — merely 3 km away.
The driver managed to drive like a racer, and weaved between the vehicles
within 10 minutes.
He appeared from a turn of a corner, his coat and jacket wide open,
dark circles around his eyes, half-shaven stubble still left on his jaws. His
clothes suggested that he was a gentleman, but his behaviour had none of that
fine aura. There was nothing but irritation and loathing in his tightly knitted
brows. He nearly crashed into them with his phone in his grasp, and a
“sorry” came rushing out of his mouth before he saw clearly who exactly he
bumped into.
“Xiao-Tian?”
Ji Huanyu barely opened his mouth before Jiang Tian was grabbing his
collar and swinging his fist at him. A chorus of shocked gasps appeared
around them, and the corridor instantly fell into discord. It was a mess of
people avoiding them, people trying to pull them apart, people trying to
mediate and dissuade. His brain was filled with only buzzing, and managed
to land several consecutive hits on him before he was dragged away by a hug
“Ge! Not here,” Sheng Wang immobilised him, “don’t fight over here.”
within.
The nurses and doctors all rushed over here, they were surrounded by
people, voices of men and women bled into each other, sharply jabbing at his
“I’ve told you before, don’t you go look for her—” the air around Jiang
look on his face equally ugly. “I’ve never looked for her!”
“I……”
in horizontally to grab Jiang Tian’s elbows, and Sheng Wang was half
hugging, half dragging Jiang Tian from behind, pulling him inside 903.
Jiang Ou stood right inside there, her usually neatly tied up hair was a
disheveled mess, quite a few strands fell by the side of her face. Her eyes
were lowered, the corner of her lips were turned down. Her eyes were
slightly puffy, possibly having just cried, or she was simply over exhausted.
Jiang Tian wanted to call out to her, but before he spoke, he spotted the
unfamiliar to him. He was unfamiliar towards the way the person was
gravely ill, but was familiar in regards to the mannerism the person had upon
He stilled for two seconds and finally recalled: this was the man who
Jiang Tian could not remember the person’s face. A long time of
headlight look in his eyes — that moment of eye contact had disgusted him
To the point that the moment he saw him again, the overwhelming
feeling of nausea had hit him once more, turning his stomach upside down.
Jiang Tian’s expression instantly chilled, and touched the scar behind
his neck subconsciously. This action was not missed by Jiang Ou; she froze
for quite a while, and slowly looked up, her voice hoarse as she asked,
Although this was a question, her tone was already certain and numb.
Jiang Tian shook his head, so slightly that it was as though he simply
moved a little.
This time, Jiang Tian did not deny that. He fell into a silence instead.
“How did you know him?” Jiang Ou’s voice was soft, and rather slow
too. Standing up was undoubtedly the only thing she was doing at the moment,
but it seemed that even that was taking all of her strength. “You saw him
replied. “Mn.”
emotions within her, while simultaneously trying to keep her disgust down.
“So you already knew? You knew what sort of relationship your dad…...Ji
“Mn.”
In that instant, Jiang Ou’s heart ached a little. However, the absurdity
of the situation washed over her like a tsunami, to the point that she was
She said, “So I’m the only one who didn’t know. Just me, just like a
“DON’T CALL OUT TO ME!” Jiang Ou’s voice was nearly broken.
She was usually gentle and calm, she had never raised her voice to such a
Actually, before she came to the hospital, she thought she could stay
rational. Du Cheng sent her a lot of messages, and she read all of them —
line by line, word by word — on the sofa. She did not break down, nor was
she dazed. All she felt was a chill, a chill so cold that it caused the cavity of
Xiao-Tian was rejected, he did not keep anything. He kept feeling like he
didn’t fulfill his responsibility.” When she saw that, her mind had yet to turn
She thought she could remain collected, she did not realise that her
emotions were simply too intense and were delayed along the way. It was
only at this moment, then her feelings surged up and erupted. And by the time
she realised, her entire body was shaking, her eyes instantly reddened.
She said, “I really feel so disgusted, Ji Huanyu. I was together with you
since I was 18, do you even know how many years that was? I’ll ever only
turn 18 once in my whole life, can you return that back to me? Have you ever
counted how many times I’ve quarreled with my mom over you?! Even when
she’s old and can’t remember anyone anymore she still grabbed onto me,
telling me, don’t set all of your heart on that boy, mother knows people better
than you. How many times have I coaxed her? How many times did I tell her
to not worry? My mom had never stopped worrying even until she passed.
Can you bring her back to me? You told me at the start, you’ll take care of our
son. Did you? When I brought him back, he would even squirm away even if
I was just tucking his blanket over him in his sleep, did you know?”
forcefully paraded on the streets, but also doing some self-reflection at the
“You didn’t know. You only knew to muck around with Du Cheng,”
Jiang Ou said.
It was the first time her words were aimed so sharply, so directly at
someone. She was completely blunt, and the words were not sandpapered
“Xiao-Wang—”
Sheng Wang moved his lips. He felt a little sorry for Jiang Ou, wanting
for her to stop doing this to herself. Because every word from her was a
double-edged blade, stabbing both Ji Huanyu and herself. Still, he did not
have the grounds nor the right to dissuade her. It wasn’t just him — nobody
Auntie.” Jiang Ou said in all seriousness, “Auntie treated him as one of her
best friends, that kind of friend where I’ll be godmother to after he has kids.”
husband.” Jiang Ou was still speaking to Sheng Wang, but her eyes were
fixed on Ji Huanyu. Her hands, dangled by the side, kept trembling. “A man
of him exposed before outsiders. Therefore she had to say that, she even said
them to someone who had the least of anything to do with him at all.
All her attention was focused on Ji Huanyu, so she did not discover the
moment she said that, Sheng Wang’s face turned deathly white.
his wrist.
It was the first time Ji Huanyu had encountered a Jiang Ou in this state,
his sore spots were trampled all over. That bit of guilt instantly vanished, and
was replaced with a chest full of anger born from humiliation. He took a
deep breath, and said with restraint, “Xiao-Ou, I’ve never wanted to disgust
you on purpose. I swear, what I felt for you when we got together was real, I
—”
Jiang Ou shut her eyes, as though she had blocked him outside. She had
lost too many times against Ji Huanyu, she was already scarred from it.
Before, she tried to believe every line he spouted; now, she refused to
believe a single letter. She even sunken into a state of panic, feeling like
nobody around her was innocent, nobody was telling the truth.
“Okay, let’s not talk about this. I know you wouldn’t believe me even if
I tried.” Ji Huanyu ended the topic, and tried to explain, “I’ve promised
Xiao-Tian to not look for you, to not cause you trouble. Even if Xiao-Tian
didn’t bring that up, that’s what I intended too. Neither did I have the nerve to
go look for you, even I myself thought I’m disgusting and vile. But Du Cheng
is different, he always thought you knew, just that you’ve made peace with it
“Are you helping your adultery partner explain himself to me?” Jiang
Ou said, “Or were you homosexual in the first place, you were already with
him in high school, and I’m the one who got inbetween the two of you?”
meant to provoke Ji Huanyu, but the moment she said it, she then realised the
If that was really the case, then her whole life had been a giant joke.
She had never made a single right choice, she was blind from the start to the
end.
She felt her stomach turn, and her legs were starting to give way.
Therefore, she said to Ji Huanyu, her face pale, “I don’t want to hear anything
from you. I want to vomit whenever I see people like you two.”
expression chilled as he asked pointedly, “What kind? The kind that got with
a man? Homosexuals?”
His personality was rather extreme. When he truly fumed with rage, he
wasn’t selective about his words at all, he only wanted to shoot back all the
arrows aimed at him, specifically making sure he was hurting the person
where it would hurt the most; the thing that occupied the person’s heart.
There was probably only a son that was that to Jiang Ou.
of that something between him and Sheng Wang. Ji Huanyu sneered, and said
to Jiang Ou, “Then you ought to remember to stay guarded against your son,
Before their gazes landed on them, Sheng Wang withdrew his hand
Jiang Tian’s grasp on him was firm, so his removal was equally firm.
It was just to cover up, but the moment his wrist slipped out of Jiang
malfunctioning lift, and there was suddenly nothing but air beneath his feet.
Jiang Ou was startled for only a split second. The very next, she
ended up being frail and timid. More than 40 years of her life, and she had
She shielded Jiang Tian behind her, saying to Ji Huanyu, “Don’t worry,
Xiao-Tian has nothing in common with you, he’ll never be the same as you.”
This slap seemed to have drained all of Jiang Ou’s strength, and after
that hit, her entire person was swaying — she was about to collapse. Sheng
Mingyang hurriedly supported her with lightning reflexes, and turned to call
Sheng Wang could not recall how he followed them home, he only
remembered the way everyone looked terrible. His head was a mess, like a
flock of birds, dispersed. When this entire mess was over and they were
home, Sheng Wang sat on the couch, and belatedly felt a stinging pain on his
palms. He looked down, and both his palms were riddled with a line of red
Auntie Sun did not return home at night that day, and was busy all over
in the Sheng household. The atmosphere in the house was heavy and
depressing, everyone spoke softly and slowly, like they were all thoroughly
worn out.
Jiang Tian leaned against the sofa, deep in thought in silence. A long
while later, Sheng Wang turned to look at him, and saw that he had
unknowingly fallen asleep with his phone in his hand. Yet, his brows were
furrowed.
Sheng Wang stared at the hands of the clock, lost. He watched the
But he couldn’t bring himself to say it, because there was no way for
Jiang Tian did not have a good sleep, but he still had several dreams
anyway.
saying, “Huanyu, he’s already this big? The last time I saw him was 10 years
ago.”
He dreamt of Ji Huanyu saying to Jiang Ou, “Your son likes boys too,
happy yet?”
long alley in Wu Tong Wai. Leader, aged and elderly, was unmoving as it laid
before his feet. Old Man Ding took a look at the cat and him, saying, “What a
difficult situation, there’s no reviving. Leave.” And then closing the door to
definitely wasn’t holding anything at all, but he wanted to prop his hands on
He tried a few times, but no matter what he couldn’t bend over. All he
felt was fatigue and agitation, and then he was startled awake from his
dream.
Jiang Tian wasn’t sure where he fell asleep at the point his eyes shot
open — all he saw was Sheng Wang sitting before him, a gentle light
single elbow. He kissed the centre of his brows, the corner of his eyes, and
vanished; like someone had temporarily unloaded the steel plate pressing on
his back, allowing him to bend over and catch his breath.
Jiang Tian turned the tides, grabbing the back of Sheng Wang’s neck
wanting to kiss him back. However, he suddenly recalled that they were still
in the living room — the most dangerous place in the house with people
“What time is it?” Jiang Tian asked in a low voice. He had already sat
Jiang Tian felt his heart melting into a puddle. He reached out, and
touched the other person’s face. He asked, “Have you been waiting all this
time?”
“Nope, I’ve gone up and down the stairs quite a few times, and
checked the time N number of times impatiently.” Sheng Wang pointed at the
remote control on the coffee table, “I was just considering if I should hit you
awake and pretend to be changing the channel. You probably felt the
opened the door to the bedroom in the distance. A pale white light leaked out
from the gap, a long slanted line, directly cutting the sofa into two.
“I’m not.” Jiang Tian lifted the blanket, and glanced towards the
He was no good with being warm with people and getting along with
them, he did not like to express goodwill. However, that did not mean that he
the trauma they’ve caused to Jiang Ou and him, none of that had anything to
do with the Sheng household. Sheng Mingyang could have totally chosen to
not bear with any of this, but he accepted everything without a complaint.
This gave Jiang Tian a rather odd feeling — it was as though the
burden he had been solely shouldering was suddenly taken upon by Sheng
Mingyang. He was supposed to be a little more relaxed now, but the truth
was he didn’t feel that way at all. This was different from what he had long
since been used to for many years, but rationally speaking, he knew he should
“Today—”
Jiang Tian was momentarily silent. The second he opened his mouth
accident, it has nothing to do with the both of you. Even if there’s something,
visit the hospital…...Whatever, things have already turned out like this, so
don’t think too much about it. It has already been years.”
Those were indeed his words, but his brows were knitted. Perhaps it
was the fact that he wasn’t asleep this late into the night, weariness was all
over his face. Maybe for every person that said “Whatever, don’t think about
Jiang Tian watched his complexion, and was silent once more.
Sheng Wang glanced at his Ge, grabbed the blanket and started folding
it, changing the topic. “And the reason you’re out, dad…?”
“Oh,” Sheng Mingyang looked at the empty mug in his hand, “your
Auntie Jiang is slightly feverish, I’m getting some water for her later.”
“Don’t worry, she already took some medicine, just that her sleep is
slightly fitful. She freaked out the moment the lights were off. After receiving
such a blow today, anyone would be out of sorts. If it was me, I’ll probably
fall apart for quite a well. She isn’t someone who likes to get angry in the
first place, she would bottle up whatever unhappiness inside of her. It might
be a good thing that she’s letting it all out today, actually. I got a friend to
book an appointment with a doctor, I’ll be bringing her there after the new
year for a little chat. As for now…...please pardon each other a little more.”
“Okay, it’s getting late. Tonight has been difficult, do hurry up and get
some sleep too.” Sheng Mingyang patted the back of the sofa, and suddenly
turned his eyes towards the muted television. He pointed at Sheng Wang,
seemingly joking, “You said you wanted to watch a movie for a bit here,
For that split second, Jiang Tian felt Sheng Mingyang’s gaze sweep
past him too. Whether it was intentional or casual was up to anyone’s guess.
Sheng Wang’s lips moved, saying, “What else was I supposed to do?
My Ge’s asleep, should I have blasted him awake with the stereo sound
system?”
Sheng Mingyang urged them again, and went to the kitchen with the
mug. Soon after, there was a creak, and he closed the door and returned to the
bedroom. Only, the door wasn’t fully shut — the light went from a slab to an
The two boys sat at the extreme ends of the sofa, becoming two lonely,
“Mn.” Jiang Tian glanced at the direction of the bedroom, and pulled
After that fitful sleep he had gotten on the sofa, Jiang Tian wasn’t
actually sleepy. Sheng Wang’s eyelids were the ones that threatened to close
any time soon instead. Yet, he kept hovering behind him non-stop, like he had
As he washed up, Sheng Wang leaned against the door. He made his
bed, Sheng Wang was helping by the side, holding a corner of the quilt. He
took out that stack of learning material from Chu-ge, Sheng Wang took a book
“What’s up with you?” In the end, Jiang Tian had no other choice but to
held them from the back, saying, “I’ll never pull my hand away again.”
Jiang Tian was briefly startled before he realised what exactly was
Sheng Wang referring to. Initially, he kind of did not know if he should cry or
say in reply.
impossible.”
so, with the onslaught on disgusting people Ji Huanyu was bent on going on,
he might say something even much more insane. He would have probably
targeted every single word at him; he was the last line of defence for Jiang
Ou, if even this line collapsed, then she wouldn’t be too far off from full
blown insanity.
things happened. He completely understood all the reasons, but that didn’t
mean he wouldn’t feel upset the moment the space between his fingers was
emptied. This was the helplessness between him and Sheng Wang, which they
Hell, even if they argue, they clash with each other, they keep
after the test of time, at the very least all the causes of conflict stemming from
the finishing lines of arguments, they would be more fed up than they are in
However, they had none of that — only rationality forcing their hands.
“I’m the person of highest risk right now.” Jiang Tian was slightly
mocking himself, but he gradually turned grave. “My mom and your dad
“I don’t think so, everyone could tell that he was a cornered rat at that
Jiang Tian shook his head. “They heard him — can’t change that fact.”
They might think that it was absurd, they wouldn’t really believe that.
However, words are like blades, leaving a mark in the heart no matter what,
and then rear its head in some random moment that nobody saw coming.
Sheng Wang lowered his eyes, and tightened his grasp on Jiang Tian’s
fingers. Time ticked for a while before he spoke, “My dad is half open and
mentioned……”
did not react badly to it, he didn’t say anything about person ABC being
time, when they were talking about that case in the hospital, what happened
with the old man with the rest was just quickly following up with the
conversation. You know my dad’s personality, he was just playing along with
what other people say, it doesn’t necessarily represent his own stand on the
issue.”
Sheng Wang actually omitted some details. Sheng Mingyang was
who other people’s son liked, no matter if female or male, no matter if human
or non-human . He would even sincerely bless them with a big red packet. It
was because he did not like to gossip, it wasn’t like it was any of that was
Sheng Wang did not intend to bring those up, he only wanted to let
Jiang Tian hear the nice things. “As for Auntie Jiang…...it’s because of her
own personal baggage. After the new year, the doctor will chat with her,
she’ll move past it, and then everything will be much easier after she no
longer has any prejudice towards this group of people because of that scum.”
They can’t reach us there, unlike Fuzhong, where the teachers more or less
know both my dad and your mom.” Sheng Wang said, “I’ll work harder, get
into the same school as you, and then rent a house, bringing our cat son along.
There’s a saying that goes ‘distance makes the heart fonder’, and when their
hearts grow fond enough of us, we can slowly whittle this out with them.
wouldn’t be able to do that once we get to uni. No way he could still say
‘Leave, in order to stop you from dating, we’ll change schools’ by the time
His words finally managed to cheer Jiang Tian up, and Jiang Tian
laughed briefly.
Sheng Wang was instantly in the mood, and fiercely kissed him for a
When it came down to it, it was simply an issue of it not being the right
time. Sometimes, Sheng Wang would wish for time to fly faster, the best case
was him lying down, closing his eyes, and waking up to already being an
adult, in university, or even working. Only, if he met Jiang Tian during those
When they chatted, words like “high school” and “university” were
over in a matter of a few syllables, spending less than two seconds. Yet,
when they opened their eyes, the days were still slowly trudging on ahead.
The easing of tension they worked so hard on last night was utterly
demolished in the early morning next day — Jiang Ou was truly in a terrible
state. She did try her best to get herself to calm down, there was mirth in her
voice, she got Auntie Sun to be busy with her in the kitchen, wanting to
She fully occupied her time, leaving no room for idling as she found
one task to do after another. However, all it took was a line from Jiang Tian,
saying that he was heading out with Sheng Wang, and she accidentally broke
an entire claypot.
The entire boiling hot pot of stewed vegetables spilled all over the
from before,” Sheng Wang explained, bewildered. He didn’t know what was
on her mind, nor could he tell if she didn’t manage to catch the second half of
“I know, I know,” Jiang Ou softly repeated that several times. She sat
on the sofa, and ointment was applied on the scalded area. She then
apologetically said, “Auntie is fine, I accidentally zoned out just now, that’s
all.”
With that, neither of them brought up leaving the house, and got the cake
There were two cakes, both of which Sheng Wang had ordered quite a
while ago. One was for eating, the other was a fondant that could be kept. He
actually got this particular idea from a WeChat group chat — Carp and Chili
were inviting each other to go learn how to make that during the winter
break, saying that it could be preserved for a long time upon completion.
house. Before a little house was an entire group of chibi people — Jiang Ou,
Old Man Ding, Gao Tianyang, Zhao Xi, Lin Beiting, himself, and a cat, all
surrounding the tiny figure that represented Jiang Tian. It was rich and lively.
He hesitated for a long time, and seeing that they were father and son after
There was a sign by the house, saying: The Best 18th Year.
However, by the time the cake arrived, the kitchen was a mess, and
The cake was in a transparent box. It looked extremely pretty from afar,
but a closer look would reveal flaws. Sheng Wang got the shop to use the
best sugar they could find, so that the cake could be kept for many years.
However, maybe it bumped into something along the way or something else
was Jiang Tian who took over the cake in the end, saying, “I’m bringing it
upstairs.”
This was the 18th year of his life, given to him by the person he liked.
Everyone he cared about was around him, everything was perfect, he had to
In lieu of how Jiang Ou’s fever was on and off and was in an unstable
state each day, Sheng Mingyang had no choice but to indefinitely postpone the
banquet that was already arranged, and even had to give an explanation to
everyone invited.
Sheng Wang and Jiang Tian helped him take on a significant portion of
trifle tasks, that was the reason why he wasn’t up to his neck in stress.
This was what Sheng Mingyang said to other people on the phone:
he ought to keep anyway. It was because he knew that Jiang Tian just wasn’t
anyone that would easily open up to people. In the past, he had never used
“my son” to describe Jiang Tian, but he constantly brought these words up for
These words, to Jiang Tian and Sheng Wang’s ears, became a form of
words were like a blunt knife, carving out a mark in their hearts. Not to the
point that it would bleed, but enough for it to vaguely throb in pain.
To the extent that no matter if it was Sheng Mingyang or Jiang Ou, they
would constantly subconsciously observe Jiang Tian, watching out for his
every move.
tearing his hand away had happened a lot of times. So frequent, that even they
meal with a phone in his hands, and sat at the most left corner of the sofa as
he waited. A moment later, Jiang Tian also came downstairs, and sat at the
most right out of habit. The line of light in the middle that leaked out from the
bedroom was already gone, but the distance between them was like the
Sheng Wang stared at that empty area, and a strange thought occurred in
his mind.
If there wasn’t that rented apartment waiting for them in the distance, if
the environment he and Jiang Tian were in all day long was like that, if
was already a part and parcel of their daily lives, then could they still be
considered lovers?
them; when he spoke, they'd stab Jiang Tian. When Jiang Tian spoke, they’d
stab him.
If this carried on long enough, will they one day be unable to clearly
The house that was White Horse Alley had been transformed into a
temperamental as of late, what she did the most every day was apologising.
Nobody could withstand that, and nobody could really criticise her for that
too.
She felt that her current state was very problematic, and that was unfair
towards Sheng Mingyang. She wanted to separate for a while. All Sheng
Mingyang did was to comfort her, saying, “It’s fine, don’t think too much.
Healing first is more important.” And then he went to the balcony, smoking
He thought that he would feel glad or regretful when this happened, but
in actuality he did not feel a single thing at all. He and Jiang Tian were
alone was sapping all their energy, they had no time to care about anything
else at all.
reopens. For one, they wanted to chat about the results for the finals last
semester, and secondly, they wanted to prepare them for the minor gaokao at
The meeting will be more formal than the previous others, the school
was deathly afraid that some people wouldn’t bring it up to their parents, so
they went straight to sending everyone a message via the contact list.
Funnily enough, this period of time was probably the longest Sheng
Mingyang had ever stayed at home. He received the notice from Big Mouth
Xu, and immediately agreed to go without any doubt.
and rest, and get Auntie Sun to take care of her. After much pondering
however, he also figured that having the chance to go out and take her mind
off things, having a change in environment, would help Jiang Ou escape the
to breathe, but ended up back at square one because of this parent. As such,
Sheng Mingyang was the one driving. He eyed his son from the
rearview mirror quite a few times, and finally asked, laughingly, “What is it,
you still can’t bear for holidays to end even when you’re this big now?”
The moment he heard this, Sheng Wang felt that this line coming from
Sheng Mingyang of all people was way too absurd. He honestly couldn’t
resist anymore, and a corner of his lips jerked; a casual act of self-mockery.
Jiang Tian’s hand dangled on the seat, and in a spot where Sheng Mingyang
and Jiang Ou couldn’t see them, he picked at his little finger gently.
were outside, but his finger hooked onto Jiang Tian tightly. When Sheng
“‘M a little sleepy from getting up too early, Imma nap a bit.”
There are 24 hours in a day and 365 days in a year. Setting aside
school and sleep, the remaining time was small change. After putting it that
He flipped through many books and did many questions over the break.
Sometimes, he’d have the illusion that as long as they tried with all their
might to keep running — faster than anyone else — the days would shorten a
little more.
Sheng Mingyang had a lot of friends. Before he even entered Fuzhong,
his phone — his WeChat, buzzed non-stop. It was as though he wasn’t there
He had been troubled by Jiang Ou’s issues for the entire winter break,
and it was only at this time then he realised that it had been a long while
vigorously like a student studying for a test at the last minute, he took in
There wasn't much, actually. Most of it was about his grades and
performance in school, and they were basically all praises. Yet, Sheng Wang
felt like he and Jiang Tian were like organisms cultivated in a transparent
petri dish, allowing people to verbally report their daily observations and
their growths. The first sentence may be a praise, the next would forever
“Did you catch that? Xiao-Tian is so amazing, other than the time he
was a little affected by sending the old mister to the hospital, he’s first in the
level every exam. He performed especially well for finals,” Sheng Mingyang
hung up, and generously heaped praises upon Jiang Tian. Jiang Ou also
this moment, it was as though they had already forgotten how they watched
“Second place. To be honest, the fact that you can catch up to this extent, dad
is really happy about it. I can tell you really put in a lot of effort.”
For some reason, this “second place” that came from those phone calls
always felt so surreal. He didn’t feel quite real; he wasn’t happy, nor did he
guided towards the hall by the teacher, that was where the level’s parent-
teacher meeting was held. Big Mouth Xu was as pleased as punch, and he
Sheng Wang only tapped Jiang Tian after he watched them go in the
distance. The two went up Mingli Block, a few steps at a time, and then their
blood, frozen solid for a while now, started flowing again at last.
Sheng Wang took huge strides up the second floor. He turned around,
hands in his pockets, and was smiling as he walked backwards, his eyes on
Jiang Tian. He said, “Heard that? Second place. What did I say last time? I’ll
Jiang Tian let out a “Mn”, and his pace matched with his, neither too
fast nor too slow. When he grunted that reply, it was still filled with the
habitual gloominess from the holiday. After a few seconds, he melted at last,
with a few papers in hand. She let out a sigh of relief when she saw Jiang
Tian. “Why are you so late? Here, come with me to the hall.”
“Why?”
“You’re first in the level, so you’re the student rep. You need to say a
couple of things for the parent-teacher meeting later,” He Jin shook the paper
in her hand, “Just a small bit, you only need to read them out loud.”
Sheng Wang stood by the side for a while, and tapped Jiang Tian’s
We’ll talk about it later, this line filled up their entire break.
another time to continue happened too often, they were already way too used
interesting moments — after that time, there was no longer any meaning in
continuing.
When Sheng Wang headed upstairs, He Jin called out to him too,
reminding, “You performed well for finals this time, do bring your
belongings back upstairs during self-study. I’ve informed the class monitor
He Jin laughed. “What, a winter break was enough to break your mind,
and slow down your reaction speed? You’re the second place, you’re coming
Sheng Wang barely entered Class B before Carp and Gao Tianyang
headed down too, waving at him while leaning forward against the backdoor.
Sheng Wang informed the deskmates in front and behind him, grabbed his bag
and left.
Gao Tianyang had once again managed to struggle his way into staying
in Class A, along with how happy he was feeling for Sheng Wang, he seemed
overly excited, nearly dancing for joy. “I don’t think you had the time to poke
around after arriving this late, right? I’ve managed to eavesdrop for you in
the office — Sheng-ge, you’re only five marks away from Tina-ge this time.
Old Wu said two minor mistakes of yours were quite a pity. I think there is a
threat to Tian-ge’s reign now, we can anticipate you two’s fight for the throne
Carp said, “He Jin got us to spare a seat for you, the empty seat we
squeezed out were too in front. Since you’re tall and have no problems with
your vision, sitting in front will just block the people behind you. So we’re
still giving you your old seat, in front of Jiang Tian’s desk.”
It was only at this time that it had truly sunken in for Sheng Wang that
After taking so many twists and turns, he’s going to sit in front of Jiang
Tian once more. The days ahead suddenly became clear — listening to the
for a few first places, maybe he could win a few awards with Jiang Tian next
to him, turning the Wall of Honour into a matching puzzle game, seeing who
This was probably the only thing worth being happy about as of late.
Sheng Wang followed them upstairs, and asked offhandedly, “Then how many
“Oh, just one,” The mirth on Gao Tianyang’s face was gone; it was
“One? Who?”
“His grades had been steadily dropping last semester, it was a matter
of time.” Gao Tianyang snuck a glance upstairs, and lowered his voice. “You
were late today, if you were earlier you might have seen it. Qi Jiahao’s mom
came over, what the hell…...seriously, he was quite the sorry thing, even I
—”
He abruptly stopped in the middle of his sentence, as Qi Jiahao was
coming downstairs with his bag. He had a cut by his mouth, his hair was
extremely messy. There was a tissue stuffed in his nose, blotched with a
Sheng Wang was going back to Class A, and he was pushed out. One
was heading upstairs, the other was heading downstairs. This intersection
His most humiliating, ugly state was directly chanced upon by the
person he disliked the most, and he couldn’t even run away. The instant Qi
Jiahao looked at Sheng Wang, his gaze was filled with resentment, yet he
He intentionally did not stay out of his way when he turned around the
corner, he heavily knocked against Sheng Wang’s shoulder. “Why don’t you
“What’s wrong with you?” Gao Tianyang was a little sheepish, but as
he ended up stumbling along with that knock, anger rose up within him too,
especially considering that Sheng Wang — the person he bumped into —
didn’t say anything at all. He knew Qi Jiahao was merely picking a fight.
Qi Jiahao suddenly stood still, and turned around, a dark look on his
face. “Yeah, there is something wrong with me. Isn’t that what you guys
always thought? You think I’m an idiot, treating me like I don’t exist. Happy
but the next he gave off the feeling of haughtiness. This baffled Sheng Wang,
and it made him rather uncomfortable too. He suddenly recalled Little Chili’s
reminder a long while ago, saying that Qi Jiahao wanted to check the security
cameras after he lost his bag, but in the end nothing was really settled.
Sheng Wang initially wanted to reply “Were you the second place
before? Did I steal your place or what?”, but when he thought about that
incident, he swallowed his words back with a frown instead. He tugged at
“What do you mean go? Why are you chickening out? Aren’t you the
arrogant type?” Qi Jiahao rubbed at the blood by his nose, relentless. He had
invisibly ostracised and alienated. Initially, he thought that that was on him,
but time passed — resentment, indignation, and the feeling that he was being
wronged gradually took over instead. And then he was squeezed out of Class
A; the instance he was showered by hits and blows from his mother, those
“What are you guys doing? Don’t argue anymore, the parents are all
here today,” Carp was a little lost, and attempted to get them to back down a
Gao Tianyang rolled his eyes, adding on, “Yeah, it's the parent-teacher
Sheng Wang honestly couldn’t hold it in anymore. “Then you can tell
the break. Because of this word, they spent their entire break stuck under
suffocating, watchful eyes. To the point that he felt extremely irritated upon
Regardless, Qi Jiahao was still going on. “You all think that I’m
garbage, that I’m a goddamn idiot. But the ones who called me Old Qi here
Old Qi there were you guys too. So what were all of you?”
Sheng Wang’s brain exploded into static, the corner of the stairs fell
The hubbub upstairs and downstairs were ceaseless, but it felt like they
were blocked out by layers upon layers of thick, thick frosted glass. They
The blade hovering on top of their heads occasionally reared its head.
waiting for the time when it would crash onto the ground with a bang. It was
probably made of ice, otherwise he couldn’t explain the way the shards sent
to react, snapping out from that bombshell. He acted like he heard some
Qi Jiahao tugged at his bag, saying, “What, you didn’t know? Your two
Before he could say “cest”, Sheng Wang had already swung his fist.
How Gao Tianyang exploded into curses and swearing, how Carp was
trying to talk everyone down from a fight, how Big Mouth Xu managed to
leave the hall and rush over, Sheng Wang could not recall a single bit.
start, and why he wasn’t able to stop himself later on. He only knew the
moment the other person spoke, the delicate balance he maintained with Jiang
The tightrope snapped; their feet were met with thin air, and they
could get less people involved, he would. Other than Sheng Mingyang who
was always at the forefront of news, there was nobody else. Everything else
in the hall went on as per normal, the student rep had just finished his speech.
The applause from the parents was thunderous beneath the stage. In
comparison, this office was as cold as an icehouse despite not having air
the day of the cultural festival, just that he did not want to say anything at that
time.
something like this. Wouldn’t the school have security cameras in these
places? All we need to do is to check to find out if the truth was being told.
It’s plenty normal for teenage students to quarrel here and there, and say
anything once they are cornered. I understand all of these. However, we
cannot stop slanders and rumours — once it spreads, it is damaging. Old Xu,
evidence to support himself. Every single word from him was serene, but
……
Sheng Wang thought, he was also the one pressing Sheng Mingyang
He opened his mouth when Big Mouth Xu stood up, his voice hoarse.
Before the break ended, Sheng Wang would always think: what would
become of Jiang Tian and him in time? However, he forgot — there were too
many hidden risks for them, they might not even have a chance at “time”.
Chapter 092 - Wasteland
to.”
Jiang Tian’s seat was at the most extreme edge of the platform — his
heart had long since not been in the event the moment he finished the speech,
Jin made him stay until the next part of the program started, and he finally
back to Class A at last, he could finally return him the seat he had been taking
up for a long, long time. From then onwards, he didn’t have to look up before
he could spot the way the other person’s shadow landed on his table.
However, when he ran to the top floor and halted in his steps,
supporting himself with the frame of the door, he did not find a trace of Sheng
even Gao Tianyang froze. Jiang Tian looked up, and saw Carp and Chili in
telepathically.
“What are ya looking at, it’s self-study now!” Gao Tianyang yelled at
the people around them. He pushed his paper aside — not a single word
“Why?”
“He was in a fight.” Gao Tianyang hesitated, and added, “Because Gao
His voice abruptly lowered, the word “gay” was especially fumbled.
He kept feeling like saying that to Jiang Tian’s face was no different from
blink of an eye. He could only recall the way the other person’s lips were
tightly pursed, his face ashen as he turned around the corner of the stairs.
administration office, but he couldn’t recall clearly any more. The only thing
on his mind was the scene of Sheng Mingyang ducked over as he left the front
row of the audience’s seat in the hall, going out to take the call. He was
terrified to even draw the connection between these two events, just like the
Yet, when he burst straight into that office, all he saw was Big Mouth
Xu, standing by the window, a deep frown on his face, his hands on his
waist.
The door was pushed open with a “bang” against the wall. He opened
his mouth amidst the sound of the tremble of the door, his voice a difficult
rasp. “Teacher……”
Big Mouth Xu turned to face him, looking at him with a complicated
Jiang Tian tried his best to get his breathing under control, asking,
For that very one split second, Jiang Tian’s brows furrowed, as though
he couldn’t understand those two words. His brain was buzzing, like he was
understanding.
“To where?”
“Jiang Tian……”
The two words barely left his mouth when he saw the boy standing at
the door let his gaze sink to the ground. He seemed to be unable to hold on
anymore — he bent over, propping himself against his knees. He breathed
Big Mouth Xu suddenly couldn’t put anything into words. It wasn’t that
he had never dealt with this situation before — it was precisely because he
people with insider knowledge, some things would still spread all over the
his knees — curl up, squeezing into a fist. His thumb gripped his joints with a
deadly tightness.
He was starting to feel the pain from watching him alone before Jiang
Tian finally straightened up, his voice hoarse as he asked, “Did he hit him?”
didn’t.”
Big Mouth Xu saw him run past the windows downstairs — through
the flowerbed behind the block — littered with wilted leaves — sprinting
straight for Road #3…...he didn’t know where to start looking for him.
Actually, for a single moment, Sheng Mingyang did want to hit him. It
was the moment Sheng Wang said “don’t bother checking”. Everyone could
tell how this father who was going on and on about “no way” was utterly
humiliated. His hand was already in the air, but it lowered down again at the
He stood there for a long time, before he merely forcefully kept his
emotions under control, saying to Big Mouth Xu, “Old Xu, I’ll be bringing
him outside for a bit. I won’t be taking up more of your time anymore.”
Despite his raging anger, he still did not cause an unsightly mess by
attempting to drag Sheng Wang out — neither the father nor the son was a
type to cause a scene like this. He simply tapped Sheng Wang’s shoulder,
Before he exited the office, he halted once more, turning around to say
to Big Mouth Xu, who was sporting a grimace, “I’ll shoulder any fault of his.
Kids don’t know what they’re doing, and I have failed in being a father, sorry
That slap clearly didn’t land, but Sheng Wang felt like he received a
heavy blow anyway, hurting from his face all the way to his heart. He wanted
to say “don’t be like this”, but the person who caused this scene to happen in
He thought Sheng Mingyang would bring him home straight away —he
knew the other person needed a place with no outsiders. But Sheng Mingyang
did not.
The car went straight onto the expressway around the city, at an
extremely high speed, different from Sheng Mingyang’s usual driving style.
God knows how long he drove before he stepped on the brakes, the safety
belt hurting Sheng Wang as he hurtled forward, and then crashing heavily
park, nobody was around. This angle just so happened to receive the sun
directly, both the driver and the shotgun seats were blinded by the light.
Sheng Mingyang reached out, wanting to take a pair of sunglasses. But in the
Sheng Wang’s eyes watered from the blinding light, but he did not shut
them. He kept staring at that swath of light, until his whole world was nothing
There was anger in his tone, when spoken out loud in the car, it was
gripping.
once. He slammed the steering wheel, “What do you mean you don’t
even he couldn’t finish the rest of his words. He rubbed the centre of his
eyebrows, and took several deep breaths. After staying silent for what felt
like eons, he then forcefully relaxed his tone. “Tell me the truth, was it Xiao-
Tian who—”
At that moment, Sheng Wang was struck by how absurd that statement
was.
Jiang Tian? Do you know how much he was hurting from being entrapped
“I’m the one who pursued him,” Sheng Wang said, “I’m the one who
likes him, I’m the one who started this. I’m the one who tried everything to
seduce him, I even flunk myself into Class B because he refused to accept my
feelings, and also tried everything to score my way back all because I want
to stay with him a little longer. Couldn’t you tell how happy I was whenever I
The look on Sheng Mingyang’s face was extremely ugly, with every
line Sheng Wang said, the more his expression unravelled — like it was him
He frowned, and finally found a chance to cut in, “Don’t say these!”
Sheng Wang stopped, the look on his face equally ugly. A while later,
he then shakily said, “You asked, you told me to spill the truth.”
“Dad knows you aren’t someone like this, you don’t have those
problems.”
“You don’t know,” Sheng Wang said, “you don’t know. I know it the
Sheng Mingyang was still trying to reason with him, “I know you’re
saying this out of a rebellious spirit, you’re just trying to piss me off—”
“I wasn’t,” Sheng Wang lowered his eyes, “I wasn’t trying to piss you
off. I’ve been happy and suffering at the same time for a long, long while
now.”
Dead silence in the car. It was like Sheng Mingyang had been slapped
by someone. When Sheng Wang said that, he knew that everything he had just
said was just him coming up with poor excuses — he did not want to admit
Sheng Wang sat, his eyes lowered. Out of his peripheral vision, his
dad’s fingers fiddled with the gear shift, his ring finger and pinky slightly
things.
off.”
“You don’t need to go back to school anymore, I’ll give Old Xu a call
top, and roared. After he roared, he started the car with shaky fingers, and
his seat, and then abruptly released again. He felt helpless and nauseous in
up that night, on his birthday. Who would have thought it would come true
that way.
“Dad, do you know minor gaokao is coming soon?” He closed his eyes
in the dizziness, clenching his jaws tightly. He endured for a while before he
continued, “Have you ever considered how much it’ll affect me if I transfer
away right now? Have you considered any of that every time you handled
these procedures? Have you ever thought that I might not catch up? Have you
considered that I really couldn’t adapt this time round, and then fail
everything?”
“If only you used your head a little more, then you wouldn’t have done
you didn’t think what you’re doing is preposterous? Why would you be both
happy and suffering at the same time if you didn’t think what you’re doing is
preposterous? What are you so upset about? Shouldn’t you feel indignant?”
Sheng Wang was tongue-tied. He wanted to say that it wasn’t like that,
but at that point, he suddenly couldn’t find the words in him to refute. It was
like after walking in the dark for long enough, even the person themself might
Sheng Mingyang refused to even look at him. “Go tell everyone around
you that you’re messing around with your older brother, see what are other
people’s reactions!”
saying. After he spoke, he shut his eyes, and the car quaked along too.
However, Sheng Wang did not feel shocked; only an icy patch of coldness
breaking it off.”
Sheng Mingyang held onto the steering wheel in silence. A long while
later, he nodded. “I’m not the person you should be saying this to.”
Then who should I be saying this to? Sheng Wang was dazed for a
moment.
The car whooshed along the winding road in the middle of forested
trees, entering a public cemetery in the suburbs. It wasn’t too early nor too
late in the day, the entire cemetery was deserted. It was as though a frost had
Sheng Wang was dragged into that pale white building, walking past
through rows and rows of similarly pale white photographs, and then
photograph. He was at a loss for words for a long while before he said,
tired, “You should tell this to your mom. Here, Wang-zai, look at her. Tell
her, you want to be together with your older brother — that you're a
*
Jiang Tian ran to the end of Road #3, and went out of the west gate. He
came to a brake at the place where Sheng Mingyang parked his car —
He went around in a circle on the spot, and then hurriedly ran towards
Wu Tong Wai.
Old Man Ding and the Mute were both plucking vegetables in the
house. One only knew how to gesture, the other couldn’t quite understand it.
So the two could only sit opposite each other in dull silence.
The old man had been cooped up at home for an entire break,
pondering and mulling over Ji Huanyu and Jiang Ou’s issues, all day and
night. That’s what happens when people get old — they worry every second.
fall asleep. Perhaps the weather was too cold, the person had become
Hence, when Jiang Tian appeared at the door, he didn’t quite manage to
react in the first few seconds. A long while passed before he let out an “oh”,
Jiang Tian held onto the door frame, panting. He grunted in reply. His
hand reached inside his pocket before he realised that he did not bring his
school bag to the hall, his phone was still in there all along.
“Why are you in such a hurry?” The old man trotted over.
Jiang Tian lowered his head. He clenched his jaws, and finally
managed to swallow down that bitter, acrid feeling. He asked the old man,
“No?”
As expected.
Jiang Tian nodded, but his movement was stiff and difficult. He
borrowed a phone from the old man, and called Sheng Wang.
The phone rang a few times before it was picked up, and his heart
came alive in that instant. Yet, before he could speak, he heard Gao Tianyang
saying, “Tian-ge……”
Jiang Tian hung up, and found Sheng Mingyang in the old man’s recent
contacts. He called once more, but the other person had already turned off his
phone.
He then called for a car to rush back to White Horse Alley, but the
house was completely void of people. Auntie Sun had cleaned the place
before leaving, and the house smelled like detergent. Due to the wetness yet
to dissipate, the house was so spacious and empty that it sent chills all over
him.
He looked for him everywhere he could think of, but to no avail. In the
end, he ran to the rented place — that they had never lived in for even a
It was cold and empty inside too, he knew there wasn’t anyone around,
neither did he bring the keys. But he stood there, and still couldn’t help but to
But nobody opened the door despite knocking for a long, long time.
He had been used to playing the role of an adult ever since he was a
kid — taking care of Old Man Ding, taking care of Jiang Ou, taking care of
himself. He bore every single burden on him, whether he could shoulder them
in the first place did not matter. It might be tiring, but he thought that he could,
To the point that sometimes he’d have the illusion — that he was
discovered that there were too many things that he couldn’t take care of. He
was a shoddy bricklayer, he tore the east wall down only to mend the west
wall with it, he had fingers in many pies, only for all of them to burn. In the
end, he couldn’t even accomplish the simplest thing: to stand together with
Sheng Wang.
other people were like threads, messily binding him to Sheng Wang — but
every thread was as thin as hair, and all in the hands of others. As long as
The city was enormous, with people everywhere. Their features were
Translator’s notes:
Chapter 79: He suddenly felt that the strings of relationships between people
were too much in the way...if only there were none of those around him and
Jiang Tian. Not a single thread tied to them, nothing to do with anyone else at
all. That would be great; they could act without the slightest qualm.
Chapter 80: The fleeting thought that occurred in his mind yesterday popped
up again, saying that if only there wasn’t anyone who would entangle their
relations; let them be untethered, with all paths unbound for them. With that,
they could do anything they want, how good that would be.
Instead, now he felt that that thought was too childish — and too selfish too.
Chapter 38 was a pretty good sign of how Sheng Mingyang was good at
The next time Jiang Tian saw Sheng Mingyang again was noon the very
Neither of them wanted to get Jiang Ou involved, but they forgot one
single thing: the walls have ears, and the school happens to be the place
After Jiang Ou went for her parent-teacher meeting, she called Sheng
Mingyang, but he didn’t pick up. He only sent a message on WeChat, saying,
“Have something going on, will be back late.” Due to Ji Huanyu, she was
already in a stage of conflict with Sheng Mingyang, they were on the verge of
breaking up. Along with how she wasn’t involved in his business anymore
due to her health, she didn’t ask any further upon seeing the message. Instead,
she went to Mingli Block with the crowd, wanting to wave Jiang Tian
Gao Tianyang knew Jiang Ou, and was also the first one to notice that
she wasn’t acting quite right. Both Sheng Wang and Jiang Tian’s phones were
in their bags in the classroom, so he could only take the more indirect
approach, and called the last number…...and so the phone call reached Old
Man Ding.
When Jiang Tian rushed back to Fuzhong, it was this exact catastrophe
At that point, he felt like someone was playing an absurd trick on him.
behind. He missed the first step, so he was doomed to miss everything else,
and then watch with his very own eyes how the carriages on the train crash
into each other, one by one. Turning everything upside down, destroyed
beyond recognition.
speed he could manage. When he exited the lift, he saw Jiang Tian sitting on
a random empty bench along the corridor, his body caving in on himself, his
elbows on his legs. His head was hanging so low, it almost reached his
elbows. His brows and features were still full of the sharpness of youth, but
chest full of anger — but upon seeing a Jiang Tian in this state, whatever he
For that split second, he abruptly had the realisation that this older boy
before him was actually roughly the same age as Sheng Wang……
It seemed that it had never truly clicked for him before that.
But that thought was but a mere fleeting one in his mind before it was
suppressed down again. Jiang Tian heard his footsteps, glanced at him, and
then behind him on instinct. There was nobody else in the lift, and it closed
was rather strange, causing him to feel irked. The anger he just suppressed
It was at this time then he discovered that he had never treated Jiang
Jiang Tian stood up from the chair. He was actually taller than Sheng
Sheng Mingyang thought that this was getting absurd — Sheng Wang
was clearly his son, but some other person was going out of his lane, like he
was a villain bent on causing Sheng Wang to suffer. “Since when have you
Sheng Mingyang had never seen Jiang Ou this hysterical before; for an
instant, he even thought that she might descend into full blown insanity, or do
something irreversible. In any case, she was completely different from the
person he met at the start. The raw truth was that the feelings between them
did not run that deep, actually. It just so happened that there was this person,
deceased wife, and she fit nicely. Just like how Jiang Ou’s most passionate
feelings did not go to him, but were all given to Ji Huanyu too.
During the winter break, the constantly taut nerves had whittled away
whatever traces of feelings he held for her. He only felt for Jiang Ou a few
bits of the need to be responsible, some sympathy, and some blame that he
If there was no Jiang Ou, there wouldn’t be a Jiang Tian, then things
today without Sheng Wang. So as he felt resentful, Sheng Mingyang also felt a
little apologetic.
The smell of medicine filled the ward, along with the shrill screams of
a broken woman, and the soft whimpers that had never stopped, and also
Sheng Mingyang didn’t know how long had Jiang Tian been in the
hospital, but a few minutes was enough to drive him insane. He made several
trips downstairs in that period of time — when Old Man Ding rushed to the
school, he accidentally fell while tugging back and forth with Jiang Ou due to
Everyone knew that elderly people cannot afford to fall down, and
there was an additional rule for Old Man Ding: he couldn’t get too angry or
him to lose sleep, and become sluggish. Now with this other blow, his entire
person had withered away. He leaned against the head of the bed, a bed of
snow white hair, his back crooked, watching a random spot outside the
window. He spaced out for a long time, like he had aged all at once.
Sheng Mingyang and Jiang Tian were up to their necks in the hospital,
and only managed to take a break at night. They rested at the family area;
After quite a long time later, Sheng Mingyang glanced towards the
direction of the ward, asking, “Do you regret it? Things have ended up like
this.”
Jiang Tian’s gaze was lowered, staring at some empty spot like he was
“You’re slightly older, and you’re much more mature,” weariness was
A while later, Jiang Tian finally spoke. “I don’t owe anyone anything.”
never stayed too long with anyone, he had never treated anyone as his pillar.
He was used to giving from himself, but he rarely received anything from
other people. As long as he took a little, he would return in many times over.
Sheng Mingyang roughly knew his situation too, and was genuinely
unable to find a reply to what he said. He was stunned for a while before he
continued, “But Wang-zai is different.”
Jiang Tian let out a “Mn”, and it seemed that any trace of youthfulness
Sheng Wang was softhearted. He’s sensitive, he kept saying that he has
a bad temper, but he was always considerate of other people’s feelings. They
were clearly both lonely in their childhoods, but they had two entirely
opposite reactions. One gave up and sealed himself away in ice, but the other
reached out with countless feelers, searching for any trace of something
around him.
But it was because of that that’s why their paths even intersected
It was because of his soft heart, that when he stood beneath the
streetlight outside of White Horse Alley late at night, Sheng Wang opened the
He knew this point all too well, so he spent his morning looking for
Sheng Wang all over the world, but did not ask any further in the afternoon. It
wasn’t that he didn’t want to see him, it was just that he didn’t want for
Sheng Wang to come looking for him. He did not want for Sheng Wang to
He knew that Sheng Wang would be hurt. He also knew — the moment
It was already the second day when Sheng Wang visited the hospital.
He didn’t have his bag nor his phone, Sheng Mingyang got someone to
watch him for the whole night. In the day, he was in a deep state of agitation
and anxiety, all he wanted was to find Jiang Tian and talk to him, even if he
was just letting him know where he’s going and to tell him not to worry. At
night, the scene of the public cemetery kept repeatedly flashing in his mind.
He thought of his mother, smiling at him through the pale white photograph.
As for him, his lips pursed as he looked at anywhere but her, unable to say
As they say, your loved ones know where to stab you to hurt you the
most. Sheng Mingyang knew how to upset him too well. The first day, he was
brought to the cemetery, and on the second day, he was brought to the hospital
bed. Jiang Tian wasn’t there when he arrived — Sheng Mingyang especially
Old people tend to not sleep as much. The nurse said Old Man Ding
had already sat on the bed, hunched over and zoning out the entire time
before the sun even rose. With that fall, the shock and panic triggered a blood
clot, and he became slow-witted. No matter what others said, his reaction
didn’t understand.
When Sheng Wang entered the ward, he turned to face him, half a beat
behind. He stared at Sheng Wang for a while, and suddenly waved at him
with a smile.
This was the only senior who would smile after their relationship was
exposed. Sheng Wang felt himself tearing up for some inexplicable reason;
he reached out to bring over the hand peel oranges by the head of the bed.
The old man stuffed the two largest ones to him, and raised his chin.
Sheng Wang lowered his head. Just as he was about to say something,
his elbows sandwiching the oranges, he saw the old man also point upstairs,
jaws. His eyes reddened, bit by bit. He knew sometimes old people would
fumble over their words when they get muddle-headed, it was just a moment,
it didn’t necessarily mean that he had truly gone senile and couldn’t tell
people apart anymore. But the old man used to be spry and lively, he had
never been like this before. This was the first time……
This hurt more than receiving a slap on the spot; Sheng Wang basically
was inside, saying, “I know you’re obstinate, as though if you budge on the
issue, you would seem especially weak. But take a look, is this what you
wanted to see?”
Sheng Wang couldn’t recall what he felt the moment he saw Jiang Ou,
he only remembered the way he walked in, in a nearly vacant state, wanting
to say something to the other person, but finding himself tongue-tied instead.
He didn’t know if he should show some concern for her, or apologise. Until.
Jiang Ou slowly looked up at him, and suddenly lost control of her emotions.
The nurse and Sheng Mingyang were both trying to console her. As she
struggled, she grabbed Sheng Wang, saying, “Auntie is begging you, I’m
Sheng Wang, and curled back under the blanket, her back facing him. She
closed her now swollen eyes, refusing to say another word. Sheng Wang
stood there, frozen solid and rooted to the ground. He left the ward a while
later.
When Jiang Tian turned in from the corner of the stairs, this was what
he saw.
He saw a few nurses leaving the ward in a hurry, clearly having just
gone through an ordeal. He saw Sheng Wang, leaning against the ghostly
white wall of the hospital, standing outside of the hospital ward with his
head hung low. His dangling fingers squeezed at his digits subconsciously,
very long time since he saw Sheng Wang with a completely carefree smile.
with spikes, with all of them directly targeting Sheng Wang. Every time the
other person came a step closer to him, every time he got more intimate with
him, he would be stabbed by those spikes, and then have them pulled out of
because of him.
corner of the lips that no longer held any mirth. Standing there by himself was
too lonesome. He wanted to go hug Sheng Wang, but he turned around and
saw only the spikes all over him…...as long as they weren’t filed down, the
In the end, all Jiang Tian did was to walk over. He softly called,
“Wang-zai.”
amidst his busy work when he received a call from Jiang Tian. He said,
“He’s transferred too many times, and hasn't stayed too long anywhere.
The luggage he had unpacked for a long time was once again kept away
in a suitcase in the end — like he had a rushed and jumbled dream, and then
him the cat Sheng Wang had signed for adoption. Jiang Ou and Old Man Ding
left with him as well — he left with his spikes, leaving not a single trace
behind.
Everyone had forgotten to remind the teacher to remove it, just like how Big
Mouth Xu casually brought up removing Jiang Tian’s photos from the Wall of
just for the separations and unions in some random corner. The collective last
minute practice Class A put into had obvious effects, and everyone got four
As. They completed He Jin’s target without any suspense, with nobody
For quite a long period of time, Sheng Wang became reticent. In some
occasional moments, Gao Tianyang and the rest would see a shadow of
another person on him, and then they would lament, feeling upset for some
atmosphere to turn awkward for a few days before it was back to normal.
Those who were on good terms with Sheng Wang remained on good terms
with him. They gathered in all sorts of lively scenarios, making exaggerated
jokes and gossiping, trying to cheer him up. They watched him crawl to the
first place, staying put there, and gradually throwing the second place behind
in the dust. And then they’d howl and cheer like they were trying to get a rise
out of him.
The second semester in year two was a busy season. After the minor
gaokao, the other classes had entered overall revision. Class A spent all their
for all mathematics, physics and chemistry. His July and August were
training camps.
Gao Tianyang, as the most steady last place in class, only made it into
the semifinals for chemistry. He had an extremely positive attitude, and was
plenty happy in his boredom. Every time he saw Sheng Wang’s timetable, he
Sheng Wang said, exasperated, “If you really think that this is sad,
It was the first time he cracked a joke like this ever since Jiang Tian
left, Gao Tianyang and the rest felt spooked by this show of pleasantry. They
immediately swore that they aren’t human if they don’t go.
Ever since that day, Sheng Wang gradually resembled what he was like
before; he would step on the chair, rocking back and forth, he would expose
Gao Tianyang and SSR’s foolery, he would look up and chug water after he
played basketball, and then smile as he chatted with other people, fanning
stop in his steps. He would watch the photographs of him on the wall go from
one to two to three, and then multiplying more and more, nearly taking up a
And the other half of the wall had never changed ever since.
The summer break after year two ended, Sheng Mingyang mentioned
that with the help of two seniors in Beijing, Jiang Tian had successfully
applied for a school overseas, and thus avoiding the awkwardness of having
hospital suitable for recuperation was even arranged for Jiang Ou and Old
Man Ding.
Sheng Mingyang did not mention his role in this, but Sheng Wang
That period of time, Sheng Wang was in a training camp. Outside Gate
Xi Le. Sheng Wang always went to buy things from there, despite it being
extremely far from where he stayed. With this and that, he managed to
water in that shop. The boss was gnawing on a cherry, one leg crossed over
the other. When Sheng Wang was paying, he generously pushed the glass
for a long time. After the boss’ urging, he randomly grabbed one, but tasted
He had just sweat, and his face was a little pale from the cold wind
blasting the air conditioning. The boss figured that something was kinda off,
He turned the screen off, and stuffed the phone back into his pocket. He
paid with his head lowered, saying, “There’s something wrong with what you
The boss checked around the bowl, saying, “Cherries are in season
Sheng Wang didn’t look up. A while later, he let out a “Mn”, and then
Perhaps it was the fault of the rotten cherry, he walked only a few steps
before his stomach started to hurt. The area where it hurt was too vague, to
the point that he had the illusion that his chest was going ice cold too.
He suddenly recalled that day in February, Jiang Tian walked over and
Before he spoke, he already knew what the other person wanted to say.
recall what came rambling out of him. He only remembered the way he
Jiang Tian was silent for a long time. “It’s my fault, I’m the one who let
go first.”
……
His stomach hurt awfully much, his heart was so cold that it pained him
too. Sheng Wang stood on the spot, cold water in his hands for a long time,
Translator’s notes:
Sheng Wang had once envisioned running into Jiang Tian at the finals
weather, and the features of the people rushing about around them. But he
couldn’t imagine what he would say. Perhaps he would call out a “Ge”, or
Later on, after receiving news of Jiang Tian’s move overseas, he did
Sheng Wang devoted all of his time into competitions. He was busy as
a bee, not sparing his brain a single second of freedom to relax and space
out. He was studying and learning at a rate that was practically self abuse.
Personally, he thought he was smart, but he was nowhere near being a genius.
Trying to “touch the tiger’s butt” back then already took quite a bit of time
and energy from him, and at the later parts of competitions, he felt the
“running on hacks”, but as he managed to worm his way into the cream of the
entire nation’s crop, he was only so-so. No matter how he vented his feelings
in the province for physics, and entered the selection camp for chemistry, his
The parent and the teachers were happy, but it felt like every step he
took landed on thin air; no matter how he walked, he wasn’t met with solid
ground. It was as though a certain feeling was pushing him to run forward
continuously, not daring to stop, not daring to look around — and then his
chest was suddenly met with a stripe of red, and the people at the side
pouring as a group, each top school all recruiting the top students on their
this year. Everyone went all over the place to deliver their application
selection places.
Gao Tianyang only possessed a single certificate, neither was its level
particularly high. During that time, he constantly joked “I’m about to become
the only left-behind children” to the point that Sheng Wang couldn’t bear to
see it anymore. He searched all over the internet on his laptop for several
days, and somehow managed to find a few famous schools with suitable
material needed for preliminary application. They handed it up, and he was
unexpectedly accepted.
For that entire month, Gao Tianyang was this close to giving Sheng
Wang three loud kowtows each day, and so he also covered his breakfast.
Old Gao was more obtuse than 179°; he did not put too much thought into his
found delicious. After 20+ days of burgers and cola straight, Sheng Wang ate
so much that he was automatically full the moment he even saw him.
At the end of the month, this idiot had finally realised that Sheng Wang
was sick of the food, and so he went back to Chinese cuisine. He tried his
best to recall the breakfast Sheng Wang had eaten before, and went to queue
move. He entered the classroom with beancurd, an egg, and a red can of
milk……
And then for that entire day, other than the “thank you” upon receiving
the breakfast, Sheng Wang had never spoken another word since.
Around winter break, the students who had passed the preliminary
all sorts of universities for their exams. During that time, He Jin had signed
absence slips until her hands turned jelly. More than half of the class was
empty, there was no way for lessons to be carried out, so they often ended up
It was pouring with rain one day, the weather had been dark and
gloomy since morning. Sheng Wang was stepping on the bar below the table,
a book spreaded open on his lap, and was half-heartedly doing questions
He suddenly fell into a stupor, nearly mixing time up. It was as though
he was back to a day when he just arrived at Fuzhong. It was raining heavily
that day too, and as he sprawled over the desk, burning with a fever. Jiang
Tian had made a trip to the sickbay, and also knocked on his table in the same
exact manner while he talked to Gao Tianyang, a bag of medicine in his hand.
Sheng Wang withdrew his gaze from the question, and looked up in a
fluster. He saw the class monitor, Carp, asking him, “When are you leaving
school?”
Carp recorded down the general time on the form, and peered at him,
“No,” Sheng Wang pointed at the top of his head with his pen, “it’s the
lighting.”
He only lowered his eyes again after Carp left for a long while.
Much later, Sheng Wang then suddenly recalled — the day Jiang Tian
was talking to Gao Tianyang with medicine, he didn’t knock on his table. The
It had clearly only been a year and a little more, but he was already
He sat in silence for a while, and hastily dug his earpiece out from the
depth of his bag, stuffing it in his ears. He found a random heavy metal rock
playlist, and turned the volume to the loudest.
direct recommendations and points deduction for entry into top schools that
year. Chili received the admissions into a top university, same as Sheng
Wang’s, Song Sirui and some others had direct recommendations to the
performed quite well, earning himself a discount of 15 points for entry into
university. With the premise that the full mark was 480, that was already
rather significant. Just as his parents were overjoyed, he changed his mind
“My dad got so mad that he bought a feather duster on Taobao,” Gao
time.”
Sheng Wang asked him, “Why don’t you want that discount? You have
awakening, wanted to go apeshit while I’m still young.” Gao Tianyang said,
left school in mid-April. Sheng Wang was calm from the start to the end, but
Song Sirui and the rest had been going insane from all the repression. The
day they left, they insisted on creating the atmosphere for it, and tossed the
mountains of test papers they’d received during high school down from the
top floor; the white pieces of papers were littered all over the ground like
snow. And then they got cursed out by the students downstairs — whose
suffering were yet to end — while also receiving the invitation to the
forcibly punished to sweep the floors with those few idiots, not being
allowed to leave until they cleaned everything up. Class A — that group of
Yang Jing rolled her eyes as she got someone to drive a recycling truck
That season was already slightly warm. Sheng Wang was lightly
sweating by the time they were done clearing up the mess. He bought a bottle
of iced water in Xi Le — the shop assistant now changed — and shedded the
He swung the jacket onto his shoulders. The moment he walked out of
school with the bottle of water, the bustling crowd of people traversing about
in the mundane world was but a flash to him as he weaved through the
streets.
His frenetic, restless teenage years thus received its curtain fall in such
Due to being directly recommended, Sheng Wang had twice the time
for his summer break, but he did not stay at home for too long. Truth was,
He found the Chu-ge who was running supplementary classes, and took
on what Jiang Tian was doing before. He made use of those few months of
holiday to earn himself a lump of money, and unbinded all bank cards that
Chu-ge’s business was doing quite well for these two years. He didn’t
scale, the demand had increased too. He wanted for Sheng Wang to not forget
about him amidst his hardwork in university, and help him out whenever he’s
free....and also act as his walking golden signboard for the business.
Sheng Wang said, “Seeing how we’re on good terms, I can give you a
Chu-ge laughed heartily, and gave him a big red packet before school
started.
businessman, every move of his was filled with loyalty and righteousness, it
was just that his method of expressing such values was more singular — in
the form of money, that was. He liked Sheng Wang’s personality very much,
and they just so happen to get along rather well too, so he was always
particularly generous whenever he paid his salary. In Sheng Wang’s very long
university life later, this was the reason behind Sheng Wang’s confidence in
spending his money was after he left for Beijing. He rarely checked on those
few cards, and only ever did keep an eye on them during the period of time
after Sheng Wang and Jiang Tian’s relationship had just gotten exposed. To
his surprise, he discovered that expenditure had stopped a long time ago. He
knew his son was used to spending generously, he would buy the bill and
treat everyone every time he ate with others. Yet, his personality was a little
prideful, and a little lazy. Unbinding the bank cards from his account was just
issues. He would tie the cards back after a short while with his head hung
low.
However, he waited for a long time and the “just as expected” did not
son was gradually leaving his control. Once, when he went to Beijing on a
business trip during a holiday. He contacted a few old business friends for a
meal, and called Sheng Wang along too. He only discovered while at the
dining table that Sheng Wang had already changed his major, and he knew
Sheng Wang said that at the start, he got his direct recommendation
However, he only stayed in that major for a year before he went towards the
economics side of things, and went for a double degree in legal studies while
he was at it.
didn’t come up with all kinds of reasons, instead only saying a “Didn’t like
after barely studying for a couple of days, he kept feeling like it was a little
too reckless. However, he did not know particularly much about Sheng
Wang’s original major; he had no evidence to prove that that was a reckless
Sheng Wang would occasionally run into Chili during class. Her actual
major was legal studies. If the timing was good, they would have lunch or a
dinner together after class. However, it wasn’t just the two of them, but three
Under the threat of the feather duster, Gao Tianyang had performed
well for his gaokao, and successfully fulfilled his promise to “accompany
Sheng Wang in Beijing”. His school wasn’t too far from Sheng Wang’s — no
matter which direction he went, all it took was a few stops on the public bus
to get there.
It was just that Baofusi Bridge and Wudaokou often had traffic jams
during peak hours, year round. He would often scratch his head frantically,
spamming messages in the group chat, saying “I’m reaching soon” “I can see
the gate”, all while still being stuck in the flow of traffic on the bus.
area often had “evil wind”, and frequently, by the time he arrived, his brain
Sheng Wang bought his bullshit at the start, and was rather touched by
it. The more he watched however the more he realised something was up.
Finally, on one fine day, he pulled him aside and asked, “Gao Tianyang, tell
Gao Tianyang had been in the Jianghu for 20 years, and it was the first
time his face was as red as a baboon’s butt. “What are you saying, of course
Sheng Wang let out a cold laugh, and said, “Off with your bullshit.”
Gao Tianyang kept up with his foolish spirit for two years, and had
successfully acquired Chili at the end of year two. Therefore the trio became
One time, they ran into his friend from student council while they ate.
That person watched the way Sheng Wang was disdainful of the dog food he
was being fed from the two, and couldn’t help but tease, “What are ya scared
of, you can go find one too! Just with this face alone, as long as you say you
wanna date, an entire major worth of girls would rush over. You totally can
He said that out of the intention of cracking a joke, but he did not
expect the people around the table to meet each others’ eyes and then fall into
a strange quiet the moment he said that. Gao Tianyang kept winking and
making faces at him, the frequency so high that it was like he was spasming.
drinking his soup intently. Sheng Wang was eating with his eyes lowered;
there wasn’t anything visibly wrong with the look on his face. He swallowed
the food, took a gulp of ice water, and then flashed a smile at the friend,
Chili added in from the side, chewing her straw, “He’s so freaking
The student council friend went “oh, oh”, and said, “That’s true.”
kept himself very busy nonetheless — with a double degree, student council,
events and competitions, as well as the projects he was assisting his teacher
measured in years. It was like he slept a few times, opened his eyes up again,
became a senior.
person call him “senior”, he had a feeling like time was but a blur. At that
time, he already had a job worth envying over lined up for him. Other than
The girl wasn’t tall, and when she smiled, the dimples showed on her
cheeks, rather sweet. She said, “I’m also from the faculty of law, I thought
you are together with senior Li Jia, so I didn’t dare to confess. I discovered
that she has a boyfriend later, so I boldly made my way here. I had to wait for
so long before I managed to corner you here. So, senior, it will be the new
In the near distance, there was a new year’s eve party held by the
school, the sponsors were even pulled in by their student council’s public
relations team. However, Sheng Wang seemed to have just realised that, and
stilled for two seconds before he asked, not answering her question, “What
day is it today?”
How odd. He had clearly left Fuzhong for a while, but whenever he
heard words like “year end” and “new year”, his first reaction was still
“Fuzhong always holds their cultural festival at the end of the year”.
Fuzhong always holds their cultural festival at the end of the year, it
would be quite late by the time the event ended. Heavy crowds of people and
their shadows filled up Road #3, and by the time he made it back to the
dorms, he was already sleepy too. The next time he opened his eyes, the year
He clearly did do many things, filling up every single day. Yet, his
memory did not refresh along in time. In the occasions he spaced out, all he
The girl blinked, waiting for the continuation after the “but”.
Sheng Wang looked at her, and suddenly felt that time was truly
magical. Rumours that spread like wildfire in Fuzhong once were no longer
happenings after a few years, and then there wasn’t anyone who knew
anymore.
Nobody around this area knew that there was only a single person in
his bygone happenings. He only stopped for a bit before he left, but he had
been staring at that empty spot for a long, long time.
Sheng Wang flipped his collar up, blocking out the wintry night wind.
Translator’s notes:
because all the school related terms just about killed me. I’ve never wanted
Tsinghua and Peking U are neighbours and needless to say they have quite a
bit of rivalry, which serves as the basis of certain jokes made in the later
chapters.
Chapter 095 - Reunion
The world is truly a magical place. Those words about fondness and
love, he only dared to secretly say them to Jiang Tian in the past, not daring
to let anyone know. Now, he could tell them to many people peacefully, but
Jiang Tian was the only one who couldn’t hear this time.
of people.
At the start, Sheng Mingyang kept an eye on him like he was guarding
against a thief. For that period of time, Sheng Wang had sort of the mindset of
completely shattering the broken bottle, thinking that either way he wouldn’t
effort just to keep an eye on me, right? So I’ll format myself just for you.
Back then he was young with a defiant spirit in him. It was rare that he
was being rebellious for once. Due to his reluctance to just stab other people
WeChat, and locked his old phone as well as the “Ok” and “Encyclopedia for
Sheng Wang could still remember the instant he shut the drawer —
Sheng Mingyang stood by the table, not saying anything. He looked a little
disappointed. As for him, his eyes ached, and he felt pleased at the same time
— like he had used his sharpest tooth to gnaw at the most painful ulcer.
After that, people had to contact him through either phone call or text
messages. Any news of Jiang Tian had to be conveyed to him through Sheng
There was an alumni club for Fuzhong in Beijing. Every time new
students entered school, they would hold a gathering and invite everyone for
a meal. Batches of seniors would show up if they are free, welcoming their
Sheng Wang had politely declined the invitation the first time. When he
was young, he was like a fish in water in this sort of social scenario, he
could get along with anyone. He would drink until he turn stupid with a mug
in his hands despite being a lightweight. Later on, all he felt was irritation —
the endless small talk, the formalities, trying to act close while they were all
Perhaps he was born that way; upon truly being in that environment, he
late into the event, and he quieted like someone pressed the mute button.
quibbled with people. He sat next to him. While nobody else was watching,
he clapped his shoulder, saying, “You’re doing rather fine, student Sheng
his glass. The milky white foam splashed out. He took a giant gulp, and heard
Zhao Xi said he had always felt a little abstruse guilt, saying that he
was afraid that Sheng Wang only ended up on this path due to some
unconscious nudging from him and Lin Beiting. Then he had truly committed
Because Zhao Xi and Lin Beiting were just there, and if it wasn’t Jiang
Tian that he met, then he wouldn’t end up on this path either — at least, he
for me…...Old Zhao was the uncompromising sort in the past too, my bad
temper probably came from him. Back then, I argued with Lin-zi and that did
not end well, same goes for Old Zhao, so I went straight overseas. My mom
would take it out on my father when she couldn’t find me, so he softened up
with that whittling. And then Old Zhao fell sick, and suddenly got over it. He
Sheng Wang was stunned, and dazedly remembered that Xi Le’s Boss
rather whittle him down for two more years in exchange for him to not fall
Everybody experiences all sorts of joy and misery in this human world,
no matter how close they are, their days belong to themself, no such thing as
Sheng Wang then asked Zhao Xi once more, “Was it you and Lin-ge
Zhao Xi often heard him go “My Ge, My Ge, My Ge” in the past, when
he heard the “he” that was missing its start and end, he was still a little
unused to it. He only reacted after being stunned for a while; that assembled
family had long since crumbled apart, the “My Ge” no longer had any rightful
Jiang Tian was no longer his Gege, nor was he his boyfriend. After so
many twists and turns, he became someone that Sheng Wang did not know
to speak of.
Zhao Xi said that while he and Lin Beiting helped to settle a portion of
the affairs, the bulk of it went to Jiang Tian being capable enough himself.
His life wouldn’t be that difficult with scholarship money...but all it stopped
rarely.
Because of this short answer, Sheng Wang made a trip back to Jiangsu
for some inexplicable reason, digging out his old phone and logging into
WeChat with some struggle. The moment he logged on, he received a huge
They had lingered too long in the gaps of time, there was no longer any
meaning in replying. Sheng Wang read all of them, one by one, from the start
to the bottom. Yet, the chat with Jiang Tian was the only one that was nothing
acting out impulsively when he uninstalled WeChat and abandoned his phone.
when the other person decided to let go — Jiang Tian had left his school, his
old streets, the long alleys, his classmates, his friends…...everything that
bustled in the mundane world for Sheng Wang, and left with a single cat by
The other person’s nickname was still “Ok”, the profile picture was
still “Leader”. The cover for his photo album was still the study table
beneath the light, his Moments stopping at the song “Childhood” — like the
fleeting years came to an abrupt end just like that, never updating ever since.
New years eve during year four of university, the day he rejected his
junior, Sheng Wang sat at the grandstand by the sports ground until midnight,
the phone in his hand. He wanted to talk to Jiang Tian — he wanted so badly
for the first time ever — but he did not know what to say.
The way things ended back then was too hurried, too disgraceful. Both
sides were in shambles, to the point that those words that he could say on an
impulse as a youth, he couldn’t send them out no matter what, despite now
speaking, he would just be adding more troubles and stress for no reason as
long as the things getting in between them do not disappear. The term “lotus
roots breaking with the fibers unbroken” sounds suggestive and romantic, but
all it was was simply parting in separate ways, but insisting on dragging this
out regardless. As long as they drag this out far and long enough, they would
He couldn’t bring himself to send anything like small talk even more.
He couldn’t imagine the day when he and Jiang Tian would greet each other
with “Busy?” “How are you lately?” “Let’s meet when we’re free”, and then
burying their affections from youthful days with layers and layers of soil,
Chili and Gao Tianyang to participate in a farewell dinner with a huge group
of people. It seems that there has to be that one set sequence of events for
every school every class’ farewell dinner — they would call all sorts of
crushes and exes. It was just like April Fools’, the way out had long since
been laid for them; if things didn’t go as they wish, they would simply leave
Sheng Wang thought they were a bunch of dumb birds at the start, how
awfully childish of them. Later, after being toasted several drinks in a row by
said dumb birds, he drank enough to sit on the sofa at the corner of the
private room, spacing out for a good while. He reached out, asking Gao
Gao Tianyang was more confused than he was. “You gave your phone
to me???”
His mind blanked out for a bit, said an “oh”, and took it out from his
own pocket. He tapped into the pinned chat in his WeChat seriously, and
……
He sent all of them out, line by line, and retracted all of them, line by
By the time Gao Tianyang was done with a round of drinks and
escaped to that corner, all he caught a glance of was the lack of a single green
message in the chat interface, and a long row of “You have retracted the
message”.
(t/n: The message you send out appears in a green box on WeChat)
And then Sheng Wang said “Shit, I feel like puking”, switched his
His retracted messages formed an entire chain, but he did not receive a
coming in pairs and groups to congratulate him for his successful graduation.
There were always people like that who would wish him happy birthday,
happy holiday, happy new year on the dot. However, he could not match
That day onwards, Sheng Wang no longer did anything like that. It
seemed like he had packed everything up, and poured everything into his job
with much vigour. He went to a top class consultant company with high
barriers of entry. That year, most new hires that came from his school had
In the past, Auntie Sun often said that he lived a pampered life, he
didn’t even know to add a little oil in first before frying rice, he didn’t know
what it was like to go through hardship and suffering. Yet, he did not waste a
single second upon graduating university, and eagerly dived into a life of
human suffering. The company had a large variety of clients, coming from all
foreign investment. Due to his good looks, smart tongue, strong capabilities,
alongside his good relations with all sorts of teams, he soon amassed his
Sheng Mingyang used to constantly bring up how “you are still young”,
until he ran into an obstacle in his business, and needed to bribe someone
somewhere in order to proceed. His past business rarely interacted with that
area, and he genuinely wasn’t able to find a suitable person to bridge up the
gap for him for a period of time. After jumping through several holes, he
That day, Sheng Wang got him to meet up for a meal while he was on a
business trip, and casually agreed to help him pull strings. Sheng Mingyang
then abruptly realised that Sheng Wang was no longer that child who would
curl up on the couch, drinking soda and play games for a long while now,
neither would he look away with reddened eyes all because of a single line
from him.
Perhaps he suddenly felt that he was ageing, or maybe the alcohol had
intoxicated him. Sheng Mingyang watched Sheng Wang tapping away on his
Sheng Wang paused, and continued typing. He kept his phone, saying,
“No.”
all he did in the end was nod. His impression of his son was that he was a
little spoiled and pampered, picky about everything; when he threw tantrums,
he was like a baby animal exploding into a ball of fur, hair all raising up —
every strand would appear prickly, but they are actually soft to the touch.
He discovered all too belatedly that his son had wrapped himself up in
a shell, tough and firm, covered with barbs. It’s completely sealed up, hurting
a little to the touch too. The Wang-zai with a soft and fluffy bed of hair had
already been lost to the sands of time, and he didn’t know where to find him.
However, Sheng Wang was mistaken on one point: it wasn’t that Jiang
Tian did not reply on purpose, but that Jiang Tian had lost his phone.
It was Zhao Xi and Lin Beiting who helped to arrange for Jiang Ou and
Old Man Ding, contributing quite a bit to the expenses too. He did not like
owing people anything, not even if they are on good terms. As long as he
limits on his visa, so he couldn’t work too much part-time. In order to pay
grit his teeth and just bear with it — until he lost two phones, then he
hurriedly moved away. Every time he switched into a new phone, the first
thing he did would be downloading the old videos and photos he saved on a
cloud drive, and creating a private album, safely and meticulously keeping
Sweden for two days due to personal reasons on the side of the professor.
The winters there were everlasting and difficult, and the sky darkened at
All the shops nearby had closed for the day, the only place opened had
only alcohol. The professor invited him for some drinks to warm up. He
drank a few shots, and ended up curling up in a corner, sitting in the armchair
by the window. As he watched the sun dip beneath the horizon, he suddenly
tapped into his gallery, and dug out a video from a long time ago, pulling and
line beneath the streetlamp. He suddenly turned to face him, asking, “Did you
catch that clearly?”
Jiang Tian’s body bowed over, his eyes lowered. His thumb kept
swiping at the progress bar; everytime the video ended, he would drag it
back to the start. He was clearly quite sober, but he acted like a stubborn and
clumsy drunkard.
After the professor was done chatting with his friend, he came over
here. He eyed the phone in curiosity, and without even managing to get a
clear look at its contents, he smiled and asked, “What are you looking at?”
Jiang Tian switched the screen off. “Nothing much, it’s my cat.”
“Oh.” The professor knew that he had a cat, and had been carefully
raising it for a long time now. He nodded in much understanding, “I’ve seen
the pictures, it’s very pretty. What’s its name again? I could never pronounce
it properly.”
Jiang Tian’s fingers played with the phone, his gaze resting on some
random spot in thin air; he seemed to be a little spaced out. He was silent for
all sorts of accounts tied to his phone number. Moreover, some were tied to
his device. Jiang Tian changed into a new WeChat account, but did not bother
adding many people. Most of those he added were exchange students, chat
midnight. The other person’s contact list was probably filled to the brim, not
even bothering to ask who he was. He slept after aimlessly exchanging a bit
of small chat. Yet, he was like a miser hoarding his wealth, and managed to
stare at the two undiscriminating lines of small talk used on anyone for an
over him. He would send a restrained line of well wishing during festivals,
and then say to the person a happy birthday every December 4th — 12am on
unbearable.
Yet, for every few steps he sprinted, there would always be some
Jiang Ou had recovered very well for the first two years, sometimes
giving the people the illusion that she merely had a few bad days due to the
concentrated aggravation she received; after that point in time, she would
calm down.
For a time being, she became gentle and refined. She spoke with
pleasure whenever she talked to people, she didn’t get too worked up or
angry. It was to the point that Jiang Tian thought everything was fine, until a
switch had been flipped on in Jiang Ou; she instantly became restless and
anxious again. He discovered that it wasn’t that easy to solve psychological
problems like this, and only time and patience could slowly whittle it away.
In that period of time, Old Man Ding had been hospitalised a few
times, and undergone a surgery. Once people age, it’s like they constantly
stand on a tightrope, every step has to be taken with caution. After this pit,
So there was no use no matter how quick Jiang Tian ran; his shadow
He spent a very, very long time, and managed to get his shadow to
Tian saw the school they would be working with, he submitted an application
for god knows what reason. Only when he was already on the flight back to
his country then he realised that his trip was a little rash.
Year end was always the busiest. After working himself for two and a
living abroad while physically living locally. Just as he managed to find time
after dawnbreak with much difficulty and was ready to catch up on sleep for
night.
His hand reached out from his blanket, and he sat up straight while
grabbing his hair. Too little sleep would result in a bad temper; he was
already filled with resentment, and upon hearing about this thing that just
rudely cut in, he was visibly irritated. “Who’s the client that is so good at
has a few dealings with our side, after he switched to the medical field, our
contact lessened. This time, he brought a few doctors here for a project. You
are very familiar with the school of cooperation, so I’m not going further into
cooperation with your school, along with how that professor personally
knows the PAR, with this and that, the meal is going to happen.”
(t/n: 1. Said “doctor” here refers to people with a doctorate degree/PhD, at least that’s what
I’m seeing so far 2. PAR is exactly what it says in the raws, I’m leaning towards typo for now)
Sheng Wang did not feel like any of that was coincidental at all, only
Therefore, he was in low spirits upon reaching that place at night, not
That expert had the face of a white person but the appetite of a
Chinese. He had a preference for Jiangsu cuisine. The company had booked a
private room. The expert said he brought three PhDs with him, and up till the
point Sheng Wang had already entered, all he saw was two. There was still a
seat that remained empty, who knew if it was meant for a person or for a
ghost.
He made a bit of small talk while running on the last reserves of his
sanity, and then he sat down. He lazily replied a few messages on WeChat
while propping his elbow. During that time, he suddenly heard the professor
and the two doctors mention the word “Jiang”, and looked up on instinct.
him, and didn’t hear any similar wording or a full name. He felt like there’s
There were countless numbers of people with the same first and last
name, not to mention that this was just a surname. Still, he always did a
double take whenever he encountered that name, as though this name was
something rare.
After a short while, the professor received a call, and announced that
and got up. “I’ll fetch.” It was the chance for him to get some fresh air, and
Just as he opened the door of the private room and exited, Jiang Tian
In an instant, their eyes met, and then none of them could move
anymore.
Sheng Wang stilled for two seconds, and with a buzz, his mind went
completely blank.
The stream of people around them were endless, the bits and pieces of
conversation ceaseless. The two of them were the only ones who stood upon
features were still a familiar sight to each other, and yet they were a little
scared of openly claiming to know them. The sands of time filled with
clashes, ambiguity, and anxiety gradually rolled past them by the side just
like that. Being in each other’s embrace, the tips of their noses touching as
they kissed seemed to be a lifetime ago. They had not moved from where they
Sheng Wang had his own personal agenda when he chose to switch his
There was this line that trended at one point, saying that there’s less
than six degrees of separations between any strangers in this world. Sheng
Wang had thought, more than once, that if he dealt with enough foreign
And he would be speaking with a lighter burden on his back, with less
concerns too.
Little did he know that when the day truly arrived, he was tongue-tied
instead.
He wanted to say, “I dreamt of you when I was having a sleep in this
morning.”
It was the same as countless times before; Jiang Tian wore a wide T-
shirt, the lapels on his blue and white uniform wide open, his sleeves rolled
to his elbow, sitting on the windowsill with a leg curled up, white wireless
The sunlight outside was too bright, the air condition hummed as it
worked; the temperature in the bedroom had always been rather low. The
person sitting on the windowsill turned around, saying: Don’t rock your chair
his sleep. His left hand rested on the back of his neck as always, when he
was disrupted from his sleep, his brows would knit in impatience. When he
walked, he wasn’t too fast or too slow, but he would go three steps at a time
whenever he went up and down the stairs. After he ran, he would be covered
dream had already taken off his school uniform, changing into a foreign dark-
across at him from a few meters away, he was like the fog that would arise
It was at this moment that Sheng Wang realised belatedly: they had
been separated for too long. The world ran ahead swiftly, not slowing down
just for two certain people. Time could change too many things, even the
sharpest and most jagged of rocks could be worn down into dust.
Someone opened the door to the private room, his colleague came over
The other PhD that came with the professor stuck his head out from
behind, letting out an “oh” and then laughing. He waved at Jiang Tian across
the people, saying, “Finally, you’re here at last. Your traffic jam sure jammed
for a little too long, the prof has been going on about you for a while now!”
What followed next was quite a few people all pouring out from the
room, getting in between Sheng Wang and Jiang Tian, and then ushering them
brought his cup up, and sipped a mouthful of tea — the tip of his tongue hurt
as it got scalded, and his heart, abruptly compressed just now, gradually
relaxed; it delivered blood to his four limbs and hundreds of bones, pump by
Sheng Wang looked up, and saw Jiang Tian being moved to sit down
next to the professor. He took off his coat, revealing a clean shirt that fitted
him well. As he unbuttoned his collar, he answered the professor’s questions.
When he unbuttoned his cuff and folded it up, he finally looked up and in his
direction; his gaze cut across the round table and the mirth that filled the
The colleague was acute, and asked almost instantly, “Eh, I was just
The entire table stopped their conversations, and looked over with
curiosity in their eyes, dancing back and forth between the two of them.
Sheng Wang stilled, and thought this scene was so absurd to the point
of being ridiculous. The him in high school never would have thought — not
even until he died — that one day he would be sitting at the same table with
Jiang Tian, with the two of them at the ends furthest away from each other,
and the people around them would say in shock, “So you two do know each
other.”
He nodded stiffly, and at the same time, he heard Jiang Tian answer
with a “Mn”.
“University classmates?”
doctor only brought it up offhandedly, but the two people at the table met
For that one split second, Sheng Wang wished for any unnecessary
people around them to just disappear; all his attention was nailed dead
across the table, he had nothing to spare for anything else at all.
“You’re overseas for your entire time in university? That’s great, I thought
I’m surrounded by the school next door again even though I’m literally just
eating. That saves me from a battle of tongues over which school is better
again.”
Zhang Chao then said, “If it wasn’t university, then…the same high
school?”
The fellow doctor next to him clapped him, “Why didn’t you say that
wasn’t quite appropriate of him to say it after the deed was done. There’s an
old classmate at a dinner, but the person himself didn’t know at all. That
could only mean one thing: although they were classmates, they were clearly
not on very good terms — at the very least, they rarely stayed in contact. It’s
likely that they don’t even know what the other person is doing now.
them, Sheng Wang’s group was much more flexible. Zhang Chao immediately
followed up, grumbling, “How was there supposed to be an earlier? All of
us only got the notice this morning that our dinner is covered.”
The other people all started to laugh, concealing that one moment of
enigmatic awkwardness.
That doctor who looked more of the honest type started acting more
classmates and former acquaintances, and devoted all his energy into
praising other people. He praised everyone, from the professor to his fellow
postgraduates, and then he began laying on the praises thick on Jiang Tian.
“He’s amazing. After graduating from his major, he applied for the PhD
straight away. The few of us, we were terrified when we applied at the start,
had his eyes on him a long time ago, he’s already a foot in. Usually, for all
sorts of conferences, the professor would definitely include him even when
there’s restrictions on the number of people that can go. And all we could do
Chinese, but he had no trouble listening at all. He laughed heartily like Santa
Claus, saying, “Next time, I promise. Next time there’s a conference like this,
“Should’ve done this a long time ago, prof. At the very least, there
……
Sheng Wang felt like a half-rusted nail. He was already vibrating in his
seat, distubred by the magnetic opposite, but he still had to spare half of his
He had never been this serious, not even in class, and yet his ears were
stuck on casual chit chat, not daring to miss a single word. He picked and
picked at those jokes and narrations, filtering out for all the parts relevant to
Jiang Tian. He put together a tiny corner of those dawdling years. He felt
pride listening to some, and a wave of bitter ache as he listened to the others.
Those were the years he missed.
This professor was a quarter Russian, and his interest in alcohol far
exceeded all and any other food — especially so in cold seasons. Zhang
Chao and the few others could handle their alcohol super well, and they
Sheng Wang drank quite a bit too. Everytime he lifted his glass, Jiang
Tian would look at him, all the way across the dishes on the table.
The lamp at the top of the private room was fancy and elaborate, the
lights and lines intercrossed. Along with the reflection caused by the clinging
of glass against glass, their eyes would occasionally get dazzled. It was
within this chaotic mixture of light that the two of them sat at two ends with
The moment his glass was emptied, he went to hide away on a couch in
to the bathroom one after another. The private room was suddenly quiet and
much emptier, with only a couple of people left at the table, still softly
chatting away.
Sheng Wang took the warm water left heated on the table and poured
himself a glass. Jiang Tian returned from the bathroom, and headed straight
It was as though Sheng Wang had his acupuncture points pressed, his
shoulders and neck were stiff as he held the glass. As he drank with his head
up, he could even hear the way his bones and joints creaked.
(t/n: Pressing down on the right acupuncture points can restrict movement)
The sofa seat softly sank — Jiang Tian sat down next to him. His hands
were clasped together, he could smell the faint scent of hand soap. Sheng
Wang looked aside, and saw the familiar little mole by his wrist.
hand, and pressed kisses to that spot; the other person pulled him to him with
They used to sit together like that before too; when they were fine, he
used Jiang Tian as his resting pillow. In stifling times, they were seated on
two opposite ends. But they were rarely like this exact moment: not exactly
near, not quite far either, the both of them dead quiet.
Sheng Wang actually wanted to say a lot of things; with every line that
surged to the tip of his tongue, it retreated back before he could open his
mouth.
Is it still stuck like a thorn in your heart, or have you managed to let
go?
Has your heart throbbed for someone else for a split second?
……
why people would only say some meaningless nothings upon reuniting after a
long separation. It was only at this moment then Sheng Wang understood: it
wasn’t that they had nothing to say, but that they didn’t dare to ask. A journey
to a field full of landmines, a wrong step and then they would be blown to
smithereens……
ask Jiang Tian, “Did you let Xi-ge and the rest know about you coming
back?”
“Was it rushed?”
Jiang Tian was silent for a moment before saying, “It was a last minute
decision.”
heart clenched in wave after wave; like there was an invisible hand gripping
He licked the edge of his dry lips, and was quiet for a moment. “How
“Half a year.”
Sheng Wang’s thumb rubbed the walls of the glass with much force, and
nodded.
He could see Jiang Tian out of the corner of his eyes, his gaze was
lowered — like he was looking at his fidgeting. His thumb slipped, and he
tucked it away again. Jiang Tian looked for a long time, thinking who knows
what.
Sheng Wang wanted to ask: Have I changed a lot? Am I very different
But before he could speak, he heard Jiang Tian ask softly, “You drank
Sheng Wang blinked, and was temporarily quiet for a few seconds.
“I’ve practised in secret, I’m not down after three drinks anymore.”
Jiang Tian’s eyes were on him. He stuck his hand out, waving his palm
His expression for that one split second had a trace of his youthful self;
of the way he opened his peacock tail, bragging. It was just an abrupt crack,
and then that was hidden away again. Jiang Tian opened his mouth, wanting
to say something, but someone opened the door to the private room from the
outside. The sound of chit chatting and bantering poured in. Those who went
to the bathroom, who went to the smoking lounge for a cigarette were all
back. They took their coats from the rack, and were making final small talk.
The atmosphere on the couch was instantly ruined. The professor
arrangement for tomorrow or the day after. Zhang Chao pulled in Sheng
Wang, and was busy trying to arrange for cars for everyone.
He most certainly did not exceed his limit, but Sheng Wang felt
incredibly intoxicated. His brain was in perfect tandem with his manic
heartbeat, making him feel dizzy, like he wasn’t on solid ground. Every phone
call and arrangement made were like decisions made instinctually with his
body, his tongue had a will of its own, automatically saying the appropriate
things.
By the time he made two trips back and forth and entered the private
room once more, he found the person missing; it was just him and Zhang
Chao left. At this time, on the contrary, he felt like he was terrible with
A: once, when he went to Xi Le for food and forgot to bring money, Jiang
Tian came over to redeem him with his phone. When the two went back to the
classroom, the practice paper for the afternoon break had been given out for
a long time. He was left with only 15 minutes, and no matter how he rushed,
The moment the paper was whisked away from him — that’s what he
Zhang Chao called a substitute driver for Sheng Wang too. The two
waited for the person at the open air parking lot. He was much older than
Sheng Wang, when Sheng Wang interned, it was under his hands. Eventually,
they became equals. He was like a worrisome older brother quite often; he
would keep an eye on Sheng Wang, trying to stop him from working himself
to the bone.
He was on WeChat, adding people into his contact list one by one. He
said to Sheng Wang, without even looking up, “I’ll send all of them to you
Sheng Wang then realised that he only had Jiang Tian’s. He changed his
When he was done adding, Sheng Wang’s phone vibrated a few times
in a row — they were all contacts recommended by Zhang Chao. He did not
look through them immediately. Instead, he heard Zhang Chao suddenly ask,
“You were high school classmates with that Dr. Jiang? Why do I feel like it
His intention was to clarify if there was any conflict or issue between
the two of them, but it became an entirely different meaning upon entering
The night wind was strikingly cold in this season; Sheng Wang tugged
his scarf, covering his mouth and nose. He glanced at the direction of the
FUCK……”
Author’s notes:
Coconut is sweet, sweet, sweet. This is already the last book, if I kneel
Translator’s notes:
Alright I’m not quite sure if the academic system for like doctorate labels and
stuff work that entirely differently in China, neither am I sure if people who
already finished their PhDs still have an academic advisor…? I *think* they
(Jiang Tian and his “fellow doctors”) are working under said academic
On a side note searching how to phrase “fellow doctors” was quite a hellish
experience because I’m not quite exactly sure of their status. The raws used
“同门”, which CAN mean classmates, or pupils taught by the same master,
which is to say in this context they probably share the same academic
advisor? So “classmates” doesn’t fit quite right and suggestions like “fellow
doctoral students” is too ugh because they might not even be students
anymore…...starts crying
This translator’s note is here because I didn’t wanna ruin the mood in the last
chapter oops
Chapter 097 - Old Flame
contribute 80% of the liveliness for the dinner all by himself. He downed
alcohol like water, words like “Top tier talent” “young and accomplished”
tumbled easily out of him, tossing out professional lingo one after another. He
could easily resume any conversation topic, he could make all sorts of jokes,
and chatted all over the place with the glass in his hand.
If it was before, Jiang Tian would have rejected him without a second
thought if he wasn’t feeling like drinking. Yet, it seemed like he had forgotten
to bring his tongue with him today, he would drink every time the person
toasted him, not even bothering with any formalities, straightforward like a
machine. He drank until his temples throbbed, but he couldn’t even remember
a single character from the person’s name — all he remembered were the
That person said he was rather fated with Sheng Wang: their
universities faced each other directly opposite, before graduation, they’d met
during school events. While other people were having the time of their lives
flaming each other, it was Sheng Wang, the youngest one, who could stay the
most composed. He did not talk much, and would watch the fight go down
across the other side of the table, occasionally cracking a few jokes now and
then.
He even said he remembered this year two boy on the spot. The few
girls in his line of profession liked Sheng Wang quite a lot too, thinking that
this junior looked handsome and fresh, and rather obedient too; surely it
would be fun to tease him. In the end, they found out that there was no way to
level, the moment the event was over, he was nowhere to be found. He didn’t
like to talk on WeChat, nor did he enjoy going out to play — he had the
Sheng Wang was constantly awake no matter the time they looked for him. He
was like a spinning top that did not know the meaning of rest, he could live
on magic alone.
He could imagine Sheng Wang sitting at the edge of the table, the glee
in each other’s faces, and then mischievously cut in when he found the
chance.
dignity, but not for too long, and run away on the way laid out for him. He
would run not too far before slinking back, tail between his legs. He had a
great temper, no matter how long it was since his friend last contacted him,
He really did like to chat on WeChat, he also really did like to sleep in.
The colleague said Sheng Wang had developed extremely quickly, and
he was ashamed for how inferior he was in comparison. But all Jiang Tian
saw was that brilliant and radiant youth encasing himself in layers and layers
of shells, sealing all the most genial, the most gentle, the most passionate
parts of him away on the most inside. Other people were all praising him, but
all he felt was heartache. Later, with the alcohol getting to him, he was
The staff in charge of getting in touch with them for the project had
arranged a place for them to stay in: right in the school they would be
working with, with great conditions. Everyone got a house to themself. Jiang
Tian was ushered into the car back to his lodging, and shut his eyes with
However, they were barely on the road before someone let down the
car window. With the wintry wind of late night, the intoxication was gone by
half. Jiang Tian suddenly opened his eyes, and held onto the driver’s seat as
The professor was already asleep. His fellow doctor turned around
from the front seat, asking, “What is it? You wanna puke?”
Jiang Tian exited the car, leaving everyone behind in confusion, and
hurriedly made his way back. When he returned to the private room, all that
was left was the waiter clearing away the dishes. He asked for directions,
and rushed downstairs to the open air parking lot. Just as he turned around
the corner, he saw Sheng Wang pulling his scarf up, and waving goodbye to
his colleague.
The temperature at night was rather low — when Sheng Wang spoke,
there was a pale patch of mist before his nose, just like the tone of his skin.
He waved his hands, and ducked inside the car without even looking back.
The car drove out of the road curve, and disappeared into the night with a
blink of an eye.
longer that boy who would obediently wait to be claimed after he drank, and
Soon, another car turned out of the road curve, and he was the sole
spirit left at the enormous parking lot. He stood for a long time in the dark
and quiet night, his heart viciously and yet gently filled up by an emotion, so
Sheng Wang wouldn’t be pricked as much. He did not expect that returning
only after it had been that long, he couldn’t find the opening of that tough
This city was an unfamiliar one to him, yet this was also where Sheng
Wang had stayed for a long time. The city lights illuminated the nights, the
He thought this was the bustle that the other person liked, but he
managed to lose the person he liked amidst the bustle. He only had the
earliest version of the map, but he did not know where to start looking.
The university campus wouldn’t be too quiet even if it was late into the
night. The BBQ wings shop, the hotpot restaurant nearby were full to the
brim. There were plenty of students who were from the library on the road. It
was different from the Fuzhong from before — it was also different from
Jiang Tian would take a few more looks when he passed by, imagining:
did Sheng Wang eat at a certain table here too? Who did he eat with? Was he
still as picky?
This project would last for quite a while, so he brought his cat over
entered his house, his cat would most definitely be waiting at the highest
level of the shoe cabinet, sticking its head out asking for pets. Today,
however, it was hidden away in some corner, and he saw not a trace of it for
a while.
He poured out food and water, took off his jacket and sat down on the
couch. He waited for quite a while before he saw the young cat poke its head
out from the cardboard box he had yet to discard, check around furtively, and
Zhao Xi.
Sheng Wang would get drowsy after drinking, and with the non-stop
most definitely did get the full eight hours of sleep, but there were dark
circles around his eyes when he showed up for work the next day.
Zhang Chao was alarmed, and while he went to make coffee, he came
over and winked at him. “What happened to you? This looks pretty bad.”
Sheng Wang filled his schedule up, looking like he was terribly busy.
“What else could it be? Have you not heard of hangovers before? I’m far
“Drop it,” Zhang Chao propped himself against his desk, stubbornly
refusing to leave. This person had received a giant bombshell of a gossip last
night, and before he had a chance to truly process and think about it, the
person involved himself had already boarded the car and fled. His stomach
was filled with the urge to gossip, and if he couldn’t empty it out, he literally
“You can’t call this a hangover,” Zhang Chao bit the rim of the cup,
lowering his head. He said, cheekily, “Judging by your appearance, it’s more
This person was quite something — out of all things, he had to mention
that, and even did it in a way that wouldn’t even enrage him, because he was
spot on. However, this wasn’t quite right either: you have to have someone
new before the person qualifies as an old flame, and Sheng Wang had not
was a smooth person at the dining table, but now at this time, he couldn’t tell
when to cut it out. He continued saying, facing Sheng Wang’s glare head-on,
“Then that’s no problem at all! Don’t they say it’s always like matchsticks
and dry logs between ex-lovers? No spark the first time you saw each other,
no problem, just see each other a few more times. Isn’t there a meeting with
“Then it has to be said that fate truly toys with people,” Zhang Chao
shook his head, sighing. “But that’s alright too, don’t you have his WeChat?
Just chat! Find something or another, once you start talking, then a
conversation would surely begin, and the more you talk, wouldn’t everything
This person had been single for 30 years, he had never dated before.
He must have gone insane from being repressed or something, but he was
his computer. He stared for ages, but not a single word entered his mind, so
A long time ago, he thought: as long as the things getting between him
and Jiang Tian do not disappear, no matter how much closer he went to him,
it would be to no avail. But the moment he actually saw the person himself,
them. When he saw his Adam’s apple, all he thought about was the way it
flushed in red as he kissed that part. When he saw every inch of him, all the
thought was: these were all mine before, I could do whatever I wanted with
it.
The few years they were separated, longing was a stubborn habit.
something, and once the opening was made, then everything would fall into
place. But his biggest problem was that he couldn’t find the opening at all.
deal with this, to cope with that. By the time he saw Jiang Tian, he had
He wanted to see Jiang Tian, he wanted to talk to him, and yet he was
also afraid that he would have nothing to say when he saw him. He hid away
in his shell, searching, looking, but he didn’t know which was the him Jiang
If every time they see each other was filled with tentativeness, then that
Sheng Wang dug his phone out, and tapped into the chat he had pinned
at the top for many years. He stared at the blank page for a long while, and
backed out of it again without leaving a single word. He leaned on his chair,
his head tilted up in irritation. Only when his phone vibrated a few more
times, then he lowered his eyes to get started on hsi work again. After
replying to a few messages, he slid down the app several times before
recalling that he had yet to add the contacts Zhang Chao sent over last night.
Zhang Chao was very considerate: he added the names of the people
under every contact card, so that he wouldn’t be unable to match anyone up.
Sheng Wang sent out a request to be added out one by one, and then saw a
Sheng Wang moved his fingers, replying to Zhang Chao: why is there
startled when he saw a blank profile picture out of nowhere. When Sheng
Wang had just started working, his profile picture was a pair of eyes rolling,
showing the whites, his nickname was rather fearsome too. Zhang Chao
couldn’t bear to watch it anymore, and tactfully reminded him, saying that it
wasn’t quite appropriate to reply to clients and bosses with a pair of eyes
He didn’t know how much Sheng Wang liked that pair of eyes exactly,
but in any case the person was completely reluctant when he changed it. After
he changed it, he was in pretty low spirits for the next few days. Therefore,
he swallowed back the suggestion he had yet to say out loud — he didn’t
think that an entirely blank profile picture and a nickname like “?” was any
He still thought that there was something wrong with his internet
?: ……
?: ok
Zhang Chao read his reply, and felt a complicated mix of emotions for
some reason. It was true that he had not dated before, but he did secretly
crush on that one or two people when he was young and foolish too, he knew
the frustrated sort of feeling too. On one hand, it was his matchmaker heart at
work again, but on the other, it was because he admired this little brother of
them together, it was just that he didn’t know how to even do it.
Just as Zhang Chao was worried on the behalf of the “emperor”, the
the business trip, but if he were to go look for Jiang Tian, he couldn’t find
any particular reason to either. After pondering and mulling, after recalling
how Jiang Tian would be staying for half a year, he suddenly settled on a
decision. He packed his luggage, and escaped on the second day, launching
When his flight just landed, he received Zhao Xi’s phone call. The
Sheng Wang was waiting for his luggage, and was completely baffled.
“What happened?”
“Old comrade Zhao’s andropause has been acting up lately, and is even
naggier than an old granny; one of him is as much as an entire duck farm.
Your Lin-ge and I are planning to come out and escape him for a bit. Isn’t it
the 31st the day after tomorrow? I said the two of us will be celebrating the
new year with you, please consider offering us a place to stay.” Zhao Xi was
probably damaged from being annoyed, and his tone was extremely wooden.
“Don’t you live around Shijingshan? Which district, gimme a house number,
Sheng Wang didn’t know if he should laugh or cry. “Xi-ge, I’m away
for a business trip in Guangdong, it would already be the 3rd by the time I’m
back in Beijing.”
should mention to him that Jiang Tian had returned. But then again, Jiang Tian
probably had his own arrangement, there was no need for him to go out of his
What he didn’t know was that the moment he hung up, Zhao Xi sent a
message to Jiang Tian: he’s out on a business trip for a week, didn’t manage
to get his address. how about you call a cab to Guangdong to chase him?
flew as he tapped on the screen. Until his fellow PhD tapped him, and said
hushedly, his hand covering his mouth, “I thought there would be a chance to
rest, get look around for a bit for a couple of days before we begin and stuff.
arrangement for the next few days projected onto the screen, and looked at
the flight information he was checking on his phone again. He pinched the
bridge of his nose, thinking, I’m not too far off from insanity too.
He closed the app and switched the screen off. Just as he was about to
discussion room.
“Xi-ge.”
“Oh, I was getting worried after you didn’t reply for so long,” Zhao Xi
said languidly. He had been on a break for the past few days, and drove to
the mountain to enjoy the hot springs. He was living quite a relaxed life,
few glares and finger pointing from Boss Zhao, who was listening at the side.
“No way.”
“That’s great then, there’s at least some rationality left, you’re not at
the point that you’ll recklessly go there without even finding out the hotel
“......”
Jiang Tian, who was this close to doing exactly that, strategically opted
“What?”
“Why do you have to go all the way to me to get me to prod at him?
Why don’t you ask him yourself,” Zhao Xi, as someone who had been through
that, could relate oddly well enough; on the other hand, he wanted to just
smush the two of them together already. “Just say give an address, I’ll go
Before Jiang Tian could even speak, Zhao Xi arrived at the conclusion
all by himself. “Oh yeah, I forgot. You’re the secretly shameless type.”
“It’s not that.” He was silent for a moment, and his voice took on the
“Give him additional time and he’d overthink, and if he couldn’t come
Jiang Tian could totally imagine that scenario — just like how
paws out to claw at the edge of his pants, but it was also it who slipped away
Back then, Jiang Tian could compile a notebook to capture him back;
“What to do then? Catch him off guard and ambush him? Not give him
“When he’s back from the business trip, I’ll wait for him after work,”
Jiang Tian said. He did not know other addresses, but he did know the
Jiang Tian did not want to be the source of amusement for him, and
“There’s still something else?” Jiang Tian stopped his climb up the
stairs.
This time round, Zhao Xi stopped joking, He deliberated before
back here on impulse. After he said that, his brows quickly furrowed for a
split second, and added, “Maybe because she heard how Ji Huanyu’s health
is failing him.”
“You would tell her this sort of thing?” Zhao Xi was the one who
informed Jiang Tian of Ji Huanyu’s ailing health after hearing about it. He
thought Jiang Tian wouldn’t bring it up even after he knew, seeing that this
“I didn’t tell her, she found out from other people,” Jiang Tian said.
This surprised him for quite a while, because Jiang Ou’s reaction upon
hearing Ji Huanyu’s name was much milder than he expected; she was only a
little down for those few days, and by the time he flew back here, she was
back to her normal state. In comparison, she had a more visceral reaction
Zhao Xi’s voice snapped him out of it. “Your mom hasn’t completely
It wasn’t that he was trying to discourage Jiang Tian, it was just that he
had seen too many repeated reunions and separations; he was scared that the
Jiang Tian was quiet for a fair while. “I’ve said it a long time ago — I
His decision had never been made in lieu of how Jiang Ou would
react, but rather, it was Sheng Wang. Before them, there had always been
only two paths: separate, or continue together. They’ve tried one of them, and
Jiang Tian recalled the way Sheng Wang was taciturn and reserved that
night. Silence, and then he said, “Either way, it can’t be worse than right
now.”
rueful, “Sure, then Lin-zi and I will be waiting for the meal invitation from
help them very much, and sometimes, he desperately wanted to tell Jiang
Tian and Sheng Wang of the things he experienced, the issues he was
conflicted about, so that the two of them wouldn’t suffer. Ultimately, they
weren’t Lin Beiting and him, and different people have different paths to
walk on.
Before Zhao Xi hung up, he asked jokingly, “Do you want Ge to tell
Zhao Xi did not expect for this secretly shameless guy to seriously
intend on listening, and his mind jammed on the spot. Serenely, he spoke,
“Based on past experience, a fire would easily spark after you see each other
a few more times. If you can’t extinguish it, then argue. If you can’t get
anything out of arguing, then fight. And as you fight…...hold on, you’re an
“......”
Sheng Wang may be hiding in Guangdong, but his days were not
peaceful.
First, it was Gao Tianyang — that idiot — who made a ghostly phone
call at five in the morning, yelling at the top of his voice as he was removed
phone’s vibration — he would be instantly awake upon hearing that, and all
and any other drowsiness would vanish. As he held his phone, he sat on his
bed vacantly for a while, his brain enacting 108 torture methods on Gao
Tianyang. He went out of his bed, drank a half glassful of water before
saying, “I know.”
Gao Tianyang’s voice abruptly softened. “Oh, you knew? How did you
“What are you even thinking,” Sheng Wang said, “we met at a dinner.”
Gao Tianyang was speechless for a good while. “Fuck, that’s possible
too?”
Actually, when Jiang Tian had just left, Gao Tianyang was very
displeased for a while, he was even a little angry. He wanted to say, we’re
friends for so many years, how could you just end things without a second
thought? Later, he put himself in his shoes and was no longer angry. He only
felt bitter.
It was also that period of time when he suddenly came to his senses,
Jiang Tian and Sheng Wang could be considered half a matchmaker for
that, Chili got me to ask the two of you: do you plan to get back together?”
Gao Tianyang explained, “So this is what’s happening: Old Song will
be on a business trip to Beijing on the 3rd, 4th and 5th. We plan to ask Carp
and the rest if they have time, and come together for a gathering and stuff. You
What if he and Jiang Tian weren’t on the same channel, and act awkwardly
around each other…...it was no different from being paraded on the streets,
naked. The thought of it alone was enough to stop him from breathing.
Therefore, he hesitated a bit, saying, “How unfortunate, I’m on a
business trip in Guangdong. You should call them anyways, it’s been a while
He may have managed to send Gao Tianyang away, but there was still a
This frontliner for gossip was possibly damaged from all the back to
back meetings, and came to get a rise out of Sheng Wang out of boredom. He
had stayed in the university for the past two days, and maybe it was
coincidence or fate, but he ran into Jiang Tian quite a few times. Meeting
Sheng Wang spent his day wrangling a client, and received an entire
chain of messages from him after he returned to the hotel at night. His WeChat
couch by the window and sat down, flipping through them piece by piece. He
did have Jiang Tian’s pictures in his phone, sealed away in a private album.
It was either pictures secretly taken while he was asleep, or their shadows
relationship, there were rarely full frontal shots. The ones that Zhang Chao
He saved all of them, one by one, and stopped for a moment when he
was saving the last one; there were a few girls looking at Jiang Tian in that
one.
oftentimes when girls would smile and giggle as they pass by, constantly
turning back to look at him. Whereas Jiang Tian had always been cold and
aloof, and turned a deaf ear to all the attention he was receiving.
Zhang Chao said: Wow, you have good taste, just a few minutes and
there were already two waves of girls who went to talk to him.
Zhang Chao: There’s even some who asked for his number, I saw them
?: ……
?: aren’t you supposed to go for a meeting, and yet you’re doing this?
?: reported
Sheng Wang initially planned to ignore him, but seeing the things he
said, he changed his mind for some reason. Maybe he was stabbed by the
changed into fresh clothing, and replied to quite a few messages for work.
And then he quietly sat on the sofa for a long time, and sent a message to Gao
Yet, man proposes, God disposes. Sheng Wang’s business trip ended in
advance.
The client he had to deal with was infamous for being troublesome. It
was estimated that a week was needed to deal with him, but the client just so
happened to have a happy occasion happen to him, and with Sheng Wang’s
glib tongue, he had managed to settle all the business plans they had to
discuss. After buying the fastest flight back to Beijing, he even succeeded to
manage to meet Zhao Xi and Lin Beiting. His team received the news and
over into the new year to hold a gathering slash celebratory dinner. He’s the
In this sort of scenario, the main character was the one who had to
receive all the egging on, and Sheng Wang was completely reluctant to be
that. He actually did learn a couple of techniques from Zhang Chao — he
clearly was a “down in five glasses”, but he could manage to deal with most
Therefore, tonight, he really did drink a little too much. To the point
that when everyone dispersed, he couldn’t tell what day it was a little as he
stared at the remnants of the beer in the glass, beneath the dizzying lights.
Perhaps the furnishing in this private room was a little similar to the
“In Those Years” BBQ store, or maybe he was making use of the intoxication
abandon.
He sat for a long, long time, constantly feeling like there ought to be
someone who would be there to claim him back. Until someone tapped on his
“What’s happening? Are you still okay?” Zhang Chao asked him.
vague. Sheng Wang nodded heavily, and stopped moving again. After a very
long time, he finally stood up with the aid of the back of the chair, and said a
the moment he turned around. Funnily, he was standing up pretty straight, and
didn’t look like a drunkard at all. He notified Zhang Chao, and entered the
booked car.
The city was a strange place sometimes; it may be apart from each
other by hundreds and thousands of miles in the day, but they are all the same
at night. Sheng Wang leaned against the car window, watching the illuminated
city, and suddenly recalled the road from Fuzhong to White Horse Alley.
He liked to be like this back then too — reclining against the backseats
behind Uncle Xiao-Chen, Jiang Tian’s phone would brighten and dim out of
the corner of his eyes, and he would nap away amidst the city lights.
Sheng Wang had a fitful sleep due to the intoxication, it was to the point
that he couldn’t tell if he slept in the first place. He only knew he opened his
The driver saw him sit up straight, and laughed with a grimace as he
explained, “This traffic is truly terrible, it wasn’t this bad yesterday. Today
Sheng Wang halfheartedly nodded at him, and unlocked his phone with
lowered eyes, and found himself added into yet another WeChat group chat.
The group chat was formed two-three minutes ago, Zhang Chao was the
one behind it. The group name was changed into Cooperation Team for XXX
Project. He made a bit of simple small talk, wishing them a happy new year
to stare at the name of the group chat for a while before realising that it’s the
project Jiang Tian was participating in too. The people who popped up in the
chat were those who he had a meal with: Jiang Tian’s professor, fellow
His mind was vacant for a moment, and finally dug out the details from
his dulled memory. When he left the restaurant, he was pulling at Zhang
Chao, saying that he wanted to get back together, but he didn’t know where to
Therefore Zhang Chao made a group chat, and took the lead by saying
happy new year too. Soon after, a few more people appeared too, replying to
his well wishing. But he didn’t manage to see Jiang Tian despite waiting for
ages.
Instead, it was the first person who replied who was very strange.
Other people all had nicknames, only his alone was empty.
Sheng Wang stared at that WeChat with a frown for quite a while, and
chat, checking all of them. Everyone present for the dinner that day was there,
Only at this time, he realised that there was also a cat in this person’s
profile picture — just that one was kept away in a photo frame, settled on the
table. Another one was lying next to the photo frame. Due to the fact that the
sledgehammer. He tapped into the profile via the profile picture, and
discovered that he had added the other perons a long time ago. He tapped
into the chat again, and saw that it wasn’t completely blank — there was a
This person had been messaging him from a long long time ago, from
the start of the year to the end, for every single holiday, not missing even
once.
The most recent message was sent more than 20 days ago; midnight of
Sheng Wang stared at the screen, not daring to look up or to even blink,
with had already spoken up a long while ago, he had been saying it by
When Jiang Tian received the phone call, he had just showered. He
switched into a loose white hooded shirt and a pair of grey cotton long pants.
The heating here was very sufficient, his hair dried rather quickly.
He stilled when he saw the identity person calling him, and instantly
“Yes,” Jiang Tian’s brain blanked out for a second, and replied on
instinct.
The next second, he heard the sound of wind howling from the other
side of the phone. He was starting to realise something, and asked, “Where
are you?”
“I’m walking towards the area you live, but I don’t know where you
stay.”
By the time he realised, Jiang Tian had already changed his shoes and
It had been ages since Jiang Tian ran like this — this school was
stupidly huge, with some places well lit, the others quiet and silent.
hushed murmurs coming from passing by couples. He shot past the eyes of a
sparse bit of people, and found the person he wanted to find at the corner.
Sheng Wang. That instant, it seemed that he was back to a certain day in high
school. Also an abrupt phone call like this, he also cut through the campus
like this. He came to a halt at the youth he liked, saying, “I’m here now.”
This time, before Jiang Tian could speak, the now grown-up youth
spoke up first. There was a thin layer of mist over his eyes, still glistening
Jiang Tian pursed his lips, evening out his breathing, his chest rising
and falling. He raised his hand, caressing the corner of Sheng Wang’s eyes,
Translator’s notes:
Chapter 47:
behind. Someone was running over here. He turned around, and saw Jiang
Maybe it was because of how fast he sprinted, his breathing was a little
heavy. His slender arms dangled by the side, and a slightly protruding
He lowered his head to catch his breath, and then removed an earpiece,
“Hey, don’t stand there, that’s the lost and found corner,” the cashier lady
said.
Soon enough, the lost item was claimed by Jiang Tian along with the pears.
NGL translating this reunion scene was a little difficult through my tears :”D
Please imagine what i went through when i did the lost and found scene in
Day.
Every time there was a sour ache building up in his nose, he would
widen his eyes or look up. A moment later, the excessive wetness would sink
back down by itself. With a few more rapid blinks, the urge to shed tears
Jiang Tian had seen him this way before, and that was also the only
way he had witnessed. A long time ago, he had heard Sheng Mingyang
mention that as long as his son did not cry, it would not be a big deal. Judging
by Sheng Wang’s habits, he probably did not have any “big deals” after his
infancy, and even when his emotions were at the most extreme, the ends of
Wang’s eyes, his lips tasted of nothing but a salty bitterness. He had lost
many things over the course of twenty and more years of his life — he had
experienced “loss” over and over, but it was the first time he experienced
Turns out, it tasted like saltiness; it was damp, it was turbulent and
bitter too.
Sheng Wang’s mind was empty, but his heart was full. Jiang Tian was
holding his hand, leading him back to where he’s staying, all while his head
was still up in the clouds. They climbed up the stairs, and entered the house.
He was pressed against the door, and nearly couldn’t catch his breath.
Jiang Tian appeared to be cold, but his kisses were always gentle.
Back then, even with the inexperienced restlessness of youth, his kisses were
solely intimate, while being on the verge of losing control. However, it was
all different today. It was as though he was verifying a certain existence for
after not doing something for too long; people who had not seen each other
for such a long time would end up having nothing to say to each other at all.
That was until he slightly parted from him by mere centimeters, turning
aside to catch his breath, and then chasing after Jiang Tian with a kiss by
grabbing the back of his neck just like years ago, then he realised — the
human memory is much more stable than he ever imagined. Not only in the
Despite having just drank — his slow reaction — not knowing what to
do at all — he still had his muscle memory, of the way he was when he was
to the person he liked, just like instincts embedded deep within his bones.
“Wang-zai.” Jiang Tian slightly separated from him, his gaze falling
onto him from his lidded eyes, a light gleam in the delirium. His voice was
low, and as it rang in the quiet night, it turned his heart into goo. “Let’s get
When he was young, he always wanted to wait for a bit no matter what
he wanted to say or do. He thought that that was being mature and rational.
He would wait for them to leave Utopia, for Sheng Wang to understand, for
nobody knows what would happen the very next instant. Just like the “we’ll
talk about it later” sprouted out at the corner of the stairs the night he turned
eighteen — who would have thought the “later” would be so many years
later.
Sheng Wang was stunned for a long while, and nodded his head firmly.
Every move of his screamed that he wasn’t quite sober, his reactions were a
little slow, making him look especially frank and earnest in particular. After
he nodded, he lowered his eyes again, seeming rather dejected. “But I’m not
decision after waiting for a while”. But before he could open his mouth, he
heard Jiang Tian let out a “Mn”, saying, “I’ve heard — more people like you
Sheng Wang was a little befuddled, wanting to say that that wasn’t what
he meant. If he was in his usual sober state, he would have instantly realised:
with Jiang Tian’s intelligence, there was no way he didn’t understand what
he was trying to say. A pity though, that he was still drunk right now, so all he
Until Jiang Tian spoke up again. “Then let me do the wooing this time,
The mannerism he spoke with was clearly no different from the way he
for no reason at all. But at this moment, Jiang Tian’s heart was filled with
nothing but pain. He only watched him peacefully, and then lowered his head
to lightly peck kisses at the edge of his eyes — his cheeks — the corner of
his lips.
If it wasn’t for a certain furry thing nudging at his legs, startling Sheng
Wang and causing him to stumble and knock against the corner of the coffee
table, they would have ended up on the sofa or even the bed at this very
moment.
but to gravitate to Jiang Tian’s Adam’s apple. In the past, it was out of
mischief and possessiveness, wanting to see his Ge go from his cold and
unaffected self to slowly losing control bit by bit, all from his teasing.
Now……
The coffee table was made of wood, the corners a little sharp. Jiang
Tian actually did purchase silicone guards for the corners, but his mind flew
unpackaged.
Sheng Wang scraped his lower leg, creating a small mark with small
beads of blood seeping out. He rolled his pants leg up and sat on the sofa,
staring off against the culprit currently sitting atop the coffee table.
Perhaps it was the way the cat’s gaze was overly targeted; the last of
Sheng Wang’s nerves struggled amidst the drunkenness, and felt an enigmatic
This cat was so spoiled by Jiang Tian that it feared no god — it dared
little displeased. Jiang Tian went inside the bedroom to look for ointment, so
while the other person couldn’t hear him, he leaned forward, hovering over
the cushion, and looked at the cat as he said, “Are you the long lost son of
mine?”
The cat possibly thought that he wanted to scratch him, and its head
Sheng Wang then asked, “Why have you grown this fat?”
The cat glared at him fiercely, and its ears flattened like an aeroplane.
Sheng Wang still wanted to speak when he saw Jiang Tian exiting the
bedroom, a small box on his hand as he said, “It is that one; it isn’t fat, it’s
just fluffy.”
The moment he appeared, both living creatures in his living room put
an end to the stare off. The cat sat like a human and started licking its paws,
“Don’t cross your legs.” Jiang Tian indicated for him to put down the
injured leg, and took a bandaid from the box. “I just moved in, so I don’t
“I can do it myself,” just as Sheng Wang’s hand was about to reach out,
The band-aid was pasted over the wound with a faint scent of
bitterness. The tips of Jiang Tian’s fingers landed on the skin of his lower
leg, touching and smoothening at the edges of the band-aid. Sheng Wang
curled his leg back on instinct, and silently hugged the cushion even more
tightly.
The cat must have been curious about the scent of medicine or
something, it suddenly went up to him, and sniffed the inner part of his leg
“Is what it’s doing kissing me?” After all, this cat was painstakingly
picked out by Sheng Wang years ago; a slight indication that it was being
closeness, Jiang Tian decided to be a wet blanket. “No, it’s just smearing its
snot.”
Sheng Wang kicked him — it wasn’t heavy, more similar to a knee jerk
He only realised what he had just done after he kicked him, and was
the one who was stunned first. Yet, as he looked up, he saw Jiang Tian
keeping away the bandaid box, and then a chuckle escaped from his throat as
he looked aside.
Sheng Wang felt like he was a traveller who had been travelling
thousands of miles in the snow; he had waited by the bonfire for a long time
before he finally felt warmth belatedly. Thawing began from the tips of his
limbs, and his blood, now fluid, trickled through his entire body, reaching his
Turns out, despite all the years that passed by, no matter if he himself
personally thought that they were ruined beyond recognition, he could still
bring a smile on that person’s face — just like the way it was before.
Jiang Tian’s low laugh was like a switch. After that, Sheng Wang
suddenly became clingy, following him in and out of the bedroom and
kitchen, watching him brew up a cup of honey water to dispel the effects of
downed it down.
He gradually became more talkative. At the start, he asked Jiang Tian
questions. Asking him why he changed his WeChat account, asking how he
did in school, asking if he was living well, asking if he had made any close
friends.
He heard Jiang Tian answer that where he lived had pretty good air
especially before Christmas, the surrounding shops would never open. The
only ones with lights coming out were small and cramped marts, but he could
There was a Chinese restaurant nearby, but the taste wasn’t quite
satisfactory. One time, when it was Chinese New Year, a few classmates
invited Jiang Tian to go fold dumplings together — but the only vinegar they
could find was fruit vinegar. One maverick figured might as well go big or go
home, and squeeze in chili sauce and wasabi into the vinegar, both equally
strange in their own rights. A Chinese New Year Eve dinner nearly gave
……
He had always been living a busy life, and would rarely recall the
experiences of the past few years — who he’d met, what he did and all; like
whatever that happened were left in the past, he wasn’t willing to go into the
details. Only today, then he truly cut open a slit into these few years, telling
He thought he would feel upset, but as he actually spoke them out loud,
the intoxicating “aroma” that came from the next dorm over, thus forcing him
to move out and rent a place rather early. He wanted to keep a cat at one
point, so his rented place wouldn’t be too quiet and empty. But everytime he
picked, the one that got adopted away years ago came to his mind instead. So
he bought an entire set of cat bed, litter box, and cat toys, only to be all set
aside.
remember them all too clearly, but he managed to make them sound
spoke, his true self started to show, and subtly bragged about his ability to
revealed itself, and it was as though those days of running all over the place
It had been a long time since Sheng Wang had chatted with someone
like this, like he had an endless amount of things to say. The same way he
really didn’t have much going on back in high school, but was still able to go
back and forth with Jiang Tian on his phone, and spend his entire day on
At one point, Jiang Tian was starting to get worried that he would be
thirsty, and his eyes swept across his lips quite a few times. He finally
couldn’t stand it anymore, and got up to go to the kitchen and poured him a
glass of water. By the time he came back with the glass, the person who was
going on about wanting to cross over into the new year with his eyes wide
He had already showered, the reserved and mature shirt removed, and
dug out a loose T-shirt and sweatpants from the closet to wear. Due to the
way he was curled up, the contour of his shoulder and back was rather
striking. The cotton material was wrapped around his waist, creating a thin
He still liked to sprawl over the pillow as he slept, his hair messily
falling onto his face. Due to the over-sufficiency of the heating, there was
always a few bits of dampness by his forehead, the exact same as many years
ago.
Jiang Tian drank a glass of water himself, propped himself against the
edge of the bed, and kissed him. Sheng Wang licked his lips unconsciously,
and turned his head to another direction, burying himself deeper into the
pillow.
late night just like this, Sheng Wang tyrannically took over most of his bed on
the lower bunk. He had already fallen asleep before he made it to midnight.
He also kissed him just like this, and waited for the new year to come in his
foggy drowsiness.
In this moment, all the scenes matched up seamlessly, like those years
Today was December 31st; he switched off the lights and laid on the
bed as usual, and the person he liked was mere inches away.
New Year was arriving soon. He closed his eyes in the last few
new year.”
Translator’s notes:
In cn, how the cat was sitting was described as 瘫坐 “paralyze-sit”, meaning
You also get cute pictures when you search up 猫瘫坐, the same type of joy
CN raws: 我的骨骼说,我还是爱你
(my skeletons/bones say, I still love you) but ugh it goes beyond skeleton or
The first day of the new year, Sheng Wang’s phone began vibrating at
6am.
out from the quilt and groped around by the side of the pillow. However,
A question mark slowly rose over Sheng Wang’s head, still groggy
from sleep.
not instantly realise where exactly he was. Neither did he immediately recall
what he experienced last night, he was merely robotically going through the
motions every morning — the alarm clock’s ringing, he has to turn it off and
wake up.
However, he didn’t need to turn it off before the alarm stopped on its
own today. And then there was someone who caught his hand — still messily
sinking back down once more. He was dazed for a few seconds as he laid
over the pillow, and suddenly realised that something’s wrong — he looked
up with a start.
The curtains weren’t open, it was impossible to tell the time of the day.
Jiang Tian seemed to have just woken up too, and traces of drowsiness
could still be found on his countenance. Sheng Wang saw him grab his phone
from the bedside cabinet, glance at the screen and say, “6.05am, you have to
work?”
The pitch of his voice was rather low, bringing with it the hoarseness
that came from the yet to dissipate drowsiness. After he said that, he added
on as though he was afraid someone couldn’t tell the days apart, “It’s the
morning jog if the weather was fair, or head to the laboratory bright and early
if it was raining. However, the demonic deep wintry winds of Beijing come
in gusts after gusts, and when it gets bad, it could even push tinier girls
backwards. So he may be getting up early and all these few days, but he
Today was a rare exception; it wasn’t that he couldn’t get up, he simply
wanted to nourish the harmless little habits of a certain someone back, like
Sheng Wang showed a hint of confusion. His eyes were bright in the
gradually sorting through the events of last night that led to this morning.
A few seconds later, he flopped back onto his pillow, softly answering,
The moment they startled awake, they would explode into a ball of fur out of
alarm; once they discovered that there was nothing wrong, they would
He finally realised that he could have a sleep in, and his taut nerves
“I did have something on,” his voice was raspy and slurred, like he
was unwilling to move his tongue even a little more. The pauses between
every line was rather long, like an aimless, thoughtless casual chit chat while
business trip for seven days, taking up the entire new year break.”
Jiang Tian enjoyed the grumbling that he had not heard for a long time
very much. He didn’t say “I’ve heard”, only grunting affirmatively, allowing
There were gaps in the train of thoughts of a drowsy person, the content
was all over the place too. After he finished the “supposed”, his breathing
slowed down, like he had already fallen asleep.
A few seconds later, he suddenly said, “That client looks like Big
words. He was done grumbling before he recalled that he ought to ask “do
you still remember administration’s Big Mouth Xu”. Upon hearing Jiang
Tian’s seamless chuckle, the alert branches of his nerves relaxed once more.
It wasn’t just him who kept thinking about the days of Fuzhong all
Time did not insert silence, confusion and pauses in their conversation
and laughter — like they had spent the past few years together, shoulder to
shoulder.
It was at this exact moment that Sheng Wang finally — truly — relaxed
He felt Jiang Tian ruffle the back of his head, messing his hair up; he
By the time the two truly got out of bed, it was nearly 10 in the
morning.
When Sheng Wang sat up, he saw his long lost cat son of many years,
sleeping on top of the quilt. It picked a gap between the two, and filled up the
gap with itself. It slept in the shape of a long noodle, as though it was
surviving in a fissure.
Sheng Wang had never truly owned a cat, and was too terrified to move
due to its sleeping position. “If I shift my leg even a little, wouldn’t it get
squished to death?”
“It wouldn’t,” Jiang Tian lifted the quilt up and got out of bed, “it
with a dazed look on its face. Its nose was pointed up as it stared at Sheng
Wang, face to face. Sheng Wang watched it roll around a couple of times, and
was at the verge of falling off the bed as it dangled by the edge. Sheng Wang
couldn’t resist and held one of its paws. “Would it fall off if I let go?”
“It wouldn’t, it’s not that foolish,” Jiang Tian said once more.
Sheng Wang let go, and the cat plopped onto the floor.
The look on his face was comparable to eating food that had gone
rancid. The foolish son rolled over all at once and shot out of the room,
Sheng Wang laughed so hard that he collapsed back onto the bed.
Jiang Tian went to wash up with a long face, and took out two eggs
from the refrigerator, cracking it into the frying pan. He had never been picky
with food at all, and only had two requirements: completely cooked, and not
poisonous. Therefore, despite living overseas for so long, the growth of his
culinary skills was rather slow. After much pondering, he figured that fried
egg was the only one that was the least easy to mess up, as well as matching
Sheng Wang found a new toothbrush and towel under his guidance, and
began to stroll around the kitchen with the cat in his arms after he washed up.
Jiang Tian glanced at him a few times, and finally couldn’t help but
bring up, “Do you plan to eat fried egg with cat fur?”
Sheng Wang’s throat itched upon merely hearing that. He silently went
further away, and stuck his hand deep into the depths of the cat fur, combing
“Why are you like a dandelion?” Sheng Wang dusted the fur off his
hand, and pulled out a roomba from the side of the sofa, switching it on to get
A short while later, his own son struggled and jumped down. It sat on
streets when he was a kid. He touched his nose, thinking to himself, it’s
Only, this flesh and blood son of his was honestly a little too heavy.
The roomba struggled on its own for a while, and died on the spot, not
moving anymore.
opened his mouth, but only to realise that he still didn’t know the name of the
cat.
He turned and called out to the kitchen, “What’s the name of the cat?”
Jiang Tian happened to come out of the kitchen with two plates of fried
egg in his hands. He settled the plates on the dining table, and glanced
towards here. For some reason, his reply was ambiguous. “You can call it
anything.”
It was Jiang Tian’s fellow doctor who arrived, the one who asked
“Why didn’t you say that you have an old classmate” earlier. Sheng Wang
tried his best to recall the WeChat contact card, and remembered that his
It was a holiday for the New Year today, with snowfall in Beijing too.
Chen Chen and the few discussed, and planned to go to Xishan to ski, then
treat the professor to a sumptuous meal to welcome the New Year next.
However, they discussed for ages and Jiang Tian still did not appear in the
They could be counted as something like shixiongs and shidis, they all
knew Jiang Tian was used to getting up early, no exception for all 365 days
of the year. Therefore, he did not think carefully before he pressed the
complete confusion.
(t/n: Shixiong and shidi: Chinese Martial Brothers, who learn from the same teacher. In modern
context, this works in a similar fashion too; they share the same academic advisors. Shimei and Shijie
are martial sisters — or rather, everything can be summed up in junior/senior relations, kinda)
He silently opened up the door again, and saw that handsome guy laugh
Chen Chen found a bit of his mind back from the cloud of confusion,
and stared at the handsome guy’s face for a few seconds — he realised at
last, this was the talented youth he saw at the dinner that day — Jiang Tian’s
old classmate.
He still recalled the awkwardness that filled the table when he said the
wrong thing, and then stiff and yet ineffable atmosphere between Jiang Tian
and this classmate.
wouldn’t be an ordinary friend who would come all the way here, braving
through the wind and snow out of complete boredom — just to be a mere
guest.
And said old classmate was still in the clothes Jiang Tian often wore at
home; his hair wasn’t even completely styled, there was cat hair on his pants.
After rationally analysing everything, there was only a “what the fuck”
left in Chen Chen’s mind. He understood at long last why the atmosphere
That was no reunion of two old classmates, it was old flames being
interesting and lively shijies and shimeis’ show of interest towards him. Yet,
some girls come back stronger than ever despite setbacks, the more they
couldn’t get a reaction from him, the more they chased after him.
Even with all that, nobody managed to bag despite so many years.
Chen Chen’s spirit had ascended to the heavens as he stood outside the
Fortunately, the cat son had come near him during its patrol, and couldn’t
bear to leave him to deal with that alone; it dashed over here to rescue him.
Sheng Wang scooped the cat up, holding it in his arms. Jiang Tian
“Who’s here?” He walked over, and saw Chen Chen, who was
standing dumbfoundedly.
There was suddenly an additional cat and person before him, and Chen
project at all. Today’s a national holiday. It was just that I didn’t see you out
on your morning jog, and was a little confused, so I came over to check up on
you.”
Jiang Tian silently glanced outside the window — snow filled up the
For the first time in his entire life, he genuinely felt that a high EQ was
eyes shot all over the place, and in the end, he gave two awkward laughs,
touching the cat in Sheng Wang’s arms, saying, “Couldn’t I be here just to pet
death of furry animals like this. He only knew its name because of the
professor. However, a cat that can save lives is a good cat, so after he
greeted the cat, he then said, “Okay, I’m really just here for a look, that’s all.
help Jiang Tian shut the door. Due to how quickly he made his escape, he did
not even notice the way the two in the house went completely silent after he
Sheng Wang stood for a while as he hugged the cat. He turned to ask
Jiang Tian’s gaze was lowered as he looked at him, his lips moved
soundlessly. It was plain that he did go through much inner conflict for a
while before he completely gave up, and turned on his heels with a stony
look when he sneakily expressed kindness and goodwill in his youth, and
mercilessly following behind him — like a tail he couldn't get rid of. “Ay,
Jiang Tian had already turned deaf; he took a carton of milk out from
the fridge on his own accord and headed towards the kitchen.
Jiang Tian took out two glasses and poured the milk in.
“Dr. Jiang.” Sheng Wang was still beckoning behind him, like he’s
summoning a spirit.
Jiang Tian crumpled up the carton and tossed it into the trash bin. He
for an explanation?” Sheng Wang followed along, and teased him, all while
Jiang Tian put down the glasses, and watched his lips, opening and
closing. He closed in, and sealed them shut. He kissed Sheng Wang until
Sheng Wang couldn’t hold the cat anymore and had to grab onto the chair for
support. He then straightened up, stating, “You should talk less often instead.”
Sheng Wang’s legs turned jelly from the kissing, and disdained himself
for that on the inside for a bit. What left his mouth instead was a “dream on”.
Just as the two were messing around, Sheng Wang’s phone suddenly
vibrated.
All his heart was on Jiang Tian; he accepted the call without even
seeing who it’s from, and there was still mirth in his voice as he said a
“Hello”.
The other person seemed to be taken aback by his mirth, and only said
a while later, “What are you doing, sounding so happy? Are you in Beijing
for these two days? Dad happens to have something on and is here now, want
Translator’s notes:
Fun fact: the line “however, a cat that can save lives is a good cat” likely
came from/is a play on the line “It doesn't matter whether a cat is black or
white, as long as it catches mice” spoken by Deng Xiaoping. This was taken
Also: the Wang-zai vs Wangzai distinction. Back in chapter 95, when Jiang
Tian was watching the video of drunk Sheng Wang on his phone, his
professor did come over and ask what’s the name of his cat. He gave “望仔”,
which is indeed both sheng wang’s nickname AND the cat’s name, so his
answer could be taken both ways and also serve as a pretty obvious
foreshadowing. However, in this tl, I’ve taken upon drawing that distinction
via “Wang-zai” and “Wangzai”, the former being Sheng Wang’s nickname as
the “zai” is a diminutive (am I even using this correctly) for Sheng Wang’s
name, specifically the “Wang” part. “Wangzai” serves as the full and proper
Sheng Wang’s mind went vacant for a split second, and the mirth began
fading away from the edges of his eyes, the corner of his lips.
Jiang Tian lightly bumped his cheek with the glass of milk. He received
it and drank it. Out of the corner of his eyes, he could see Jiang Tian replying
Sheng Wang watched for a while, and settled the glass down. He said
to the person on the other end of the phone, “Sure, you set the time?”
Sheng Mingyang had been waiting for his reply. Upon hearing that, he
smiled, “I’ll reach here in the afternoon, and will be free for these two days.
Your father as of now isn’t as busy as you, so you should pick the time
instead.”
Sheng Wang said, “Then how about tonight? What time will you
Sheng Wang draped a hand on his shoulder, and tossed his phone by the
table. “Mn. I snuck a look just now, do you have to treat the prof to a meal
today too?”
Such is the world of adults, they get busier as the holidays arrive.
Snow swirled around in the air of Beijing during the New Year, the
glorious dream of hiding away indoors for the day was killed in its roots by
plans. Jiang Tian was summoned away by the shixiongs, mainly to celebrate
the Gregorian New year with the professor, and also to gossip about the
status of his relationship with his “old classmate” along the way. As for
Despite the poor show of weather, it was still the New Year after all,
and everywhere was absolutely flooded with people. Sheng Wang reserved a
chair. He folded the sleeves of his shirt over his grey cashmere vest, and
scanned around, saying, “Isn’t there a mall and restaurant below that block of
yours? Why did you want to come all the way here?”
“Don’t you like the wagyu beef here quite a bit?” Sheng Wang said.
He did quite like the wagyu beef here, and had invited his friends and
remembered.
The father and son relationship between them for these few years had
always been like this. Sheng Wang was filial, very filial; he took care of all
sorts of things in all sorts of areas, right down to the smallest details, even to
expectations Sheng Mingyang held towards that tiny little thing years ago:
certain moments.
People say that there has to be a tug of war between father and son on
the issue of getting his say, just like male animals fighting over the territory;
from controlling to being controlled. Some people could spend their entire
did Sheng Wang like a war that disregarded the feelings of others.
Sheng Mingyang at one point thought that he was lenient; he and his son
took up their own spaces equally, and got along in harmony. A long time later
he then realised: he had never stopped drawing out his territory. Only,
everytime his territory expanded, Sheng Wang would move to the side a
little. He did it without putting up a fight, ending up going further and further
away.
By the time he finally realised, he could not even catch sight of his
shadow anymore.
Occasionally, he would miss the fidgeting and clumsy Wang-zai a little,
the Wang-zai who would show disdain over how his voice messages were
too long and would only listen to the beginning, who would freely change his
personal alias according to the content he shared with him. He would hang up
directly if he was in a bad mood, and if he was happy, he would call him
He would often get headaches over that in the past, but now he no
alcohol would lend him, “Is this your revenge against your father?”
But he knew that that wasn’t the case — Sheng Wang’s heart was soft,
purpose that Sheng Mingyang felt even more dejected and upset.
The trip to Beijing this time wasn’t actually that needed, whether he
wanted to come was up to him. But last night, when he was washing up
before sleeping, he looked in the mirror, and to his disbelief, he found white
He pushed aside his hair and stood before the mirror for a while,
wanting to see his son for a bit all of a sudden. He wanted to have a nice
meal with Sheng Wang on the first day of the new year.
and looking respectable, he would rather Sheng Wang use the tone he had
when he was 10, saying, “Comrade Sheng Mingyang, you’re growing white
hairs.”
Instead, when he looked up, he only caught Sheng Wang closing the
menu, smiling at the waiter genially. He turned and asked, “Dad, do you want
alcohol?”
was silent momentarily before he waved, “Nah, water will do. I’ve seen
quite a few who got gout from drinking; I have to control my intake a bit.”
If it was little Sheng Wang, he would have definitely said “it would be
too late by the time you limp”. Now, he merely nodded, saying, “You should
The server served the fish maw chicken soup base and two small
while ago, and had a meal with Xiao-Pang. He even complained to me,
saying that your schedule gets all topsy turvy whenever you get busy — it’s
The Xiao-Pang in Sheng Mingyang’s mouth had the full name of Pang
Xie, with the WeChat name of Bajiao Crab. He had stayed in touch with
Sheng Wang on and off throughout the course of this many years. He went to
university in Guangdong, and Sheng Wang had met up a couple of times with
him before. He also did visit Beijing. After graduation, they were so busy
with work they spun all over the place like a spinning top, and so meeting up
Pang Xie came from a relatively well off family, and couldn’t bear to
stay under the control of others after a couple of months at a job upon
graduation. So he borrowed a bit of venture capital from his father, quit his
job and took the plunge to make more money. Due to his sufficient upholding
of righteousness and loyalty, along with the ability to speak and drink well,
business ventures, and wanted to find someone to clear the way a little. After
ending up with his son, it was Crab who Sheng Wang found.
across the ranks of seniority, and became business partners with Crab.
“It’s still okay,” Sheng Wang finished setting aside the dipping, and
passed the empty plate to the server. “He was super excited over becoming a
dad the last time, didn’t I stay up chatting with him all the way until 3am?”
Sheng Mingyang started smiling, and flipped through a few photos on
his phone showing them to Sheng Wang. “Have you seen that kid of his yet? I
managed to get a glimpse when I went over that day. Delicate features,
“You can already tell that the baby has delicate features only after a
few months?” Sheng Wang was exasperated. “You even said administration’s
Sheng Mingyang had to take quite a bit of time before he recalled who
For these few years, whenever the father and son met up for a chat,
they would rarely mention the people and things in Fuzhong. It was a taboo
topic; the moment it was brought up, 80-90% of the time the chat would end
This was the first time Sheng Wang brought it up on his own, and it was
in a joking tone even. A wave of sourness hit Sheng Mingyang’s heart for
some mysterious reason — it was as though a rock he had been prying at for
a long time finally showed some signs of loosening. As a father, he was
nearly touched.
simmered in the pot. The server scalded the wagyu beef for them, and placed
it onto their plates with chopsticks. Sheng Mingyang lowered his head among
the steaming air. Due to how quickly he was eating, the tip of his tongue even
got scalded.
paying off the loan from his dad this year, about how the family of three had a
similar look to them, faces all that foretold great fortune. His parents didn’t
do anything at all as of late, and revolved around their granddaughter all day
long. If the girl asked for the stars, they wouldn’t bring the moon
His spirits were so high that he accidentally talked his way into a
dangerous topic.
Sheng Mingyang said, “When you get a tiny little thing for me too, dad
the conversation, and the moment he said that, he could already feel that it
stopped— he even felt more regretful. However, in lieu of the server still
around, Sheng Wang wouldn’t go too far to say something too extreme.
Sheng Wang only paused for a single moment, and continued dipping
his food into the sauces. After taking that bite, he drank a mouthful of water
before settling his glass down, saying, “I’m afraid that’s probably out of the
question. How about I get you a cat instead, or maybe I’ll adopt one in the
Sheng Mingyang just picked up a piece of beef with his chopsticks, and
stopped in his actions upon hearing that. Chopsticks hovering in their air, he
stiffened for a few seconds before he smiled pacficatingly. “Sure, you’re still
young. I know you young people are always like this at this age. If I ask, the
only answer is a no, and anymore questions, you wouldn’t even want it
anymore. Let’s not talk about this for now, in the future—”
Sheng Wang cut him off, but his tone was very tranquil. “It will
Sheng Mingyang looked up. Just as he was about to speak, Sheng Wang
Silence instantly unfurled between the father and son. Sheng Mingyang
finally lost his appetite, and settled the chopsticks down. He shot a look at
the server, and the server finished scalding the last piece of meat without
looking anywhere else at all, placing it onto the plate, said a “please enjoy”
That instant, time seemed to have reversed back to a certain day years
ago. They also sat in the car in silence like this, until one of them spoke first.
Back then, it was Sheng Mingyang. This time, it was Sheng Wang.
He said, “It happened a few days ago. He’s back in the country for a
brows were furrowed, and only continued the conversation after a good
“When you called me this morning, I was over at his place.” Sheng
Wang paused, and frankly admitted, “I still like him, and I still plan to be
what if they were alone? Sheng Wang wasn’t the youth that would leave just
And then later, an awareness surged up within him like it was high tide.
He understood at last why there was joy in Sheng Wang’s voice the moment
he picked up the call, and also understood why the rock was loosening up.
apprehension, but at the same time, he wanted to smother all of these back
down. He wanted the result, but not the cause behind it,
Sheng Mingyang zoned out for a fair bit as he stared at some random
spot on the table. He took a deep breath before he looked up. “What if my
change just like that, I’m more surprised instead. But what I want to say now
“That time, you said I should try telling everyone around me that I like
men, see what their reactions are like,” Sheng Wang gave a smile that was
barely there. “You weren’t here for the past few years, so perhaps you didn’t
know — I’ve told many people before. As long as they ask, I dare to say it. I
reached a pretty funny result, actually. Not a single person pointed at me,
“So if the outsiders don’t care, then what exactly is my family worried
about? Worried about people saying that I’m ridiculous, that I’m screwed up?
What a strange logic, don’t you think so?” Sheng Wang stopped smiling, and
said, a little resigned, “Dad, other than you, I’ve genuinely never heard a
A long while later, his voice was solemn as he held his glass. “That’s
what they’re saying to your face, how do you know what they’d say behind
your back?”
“There are so many people on the streets, so many things that they can
say behind my back, it’s countless. Like oh, this person’s smooth, that
person’s wooden, this person’s too tall, that person’s too short, this person’s
super amazing shining in gold, that person’s is a piece of garbage, totally
useless. So those who talk about my interest in men behind my back, how are
they any different from what I’ve said just now? Who doesn’t get talked
Sheng Wang watched him, and continued, “That time, you even asked
me: If I didn’t feel like it’s absurd, why was I upset? What else could it be,
dad?”
secretly switched out the main idea as he interrogated him. He told Jiang
Tian before that “Sheng Wang has a soft heart”, how would he not know why
The world was like a giant cycle. In order to make him happy, Sheng
Wang had never been happy ever since for these few years. Now it was him
who was tip-toeing around, all in exchange for a smile from Sheng Wang.
Sheng Wang said, “I dare to go to the public cemetery now, I also dare
to tell my mom that I like Jiang Tian, and that I want to be together with him. I
think my mom probably wouldn’t scold me; she might even wish me a Happy
New Year.”
He was quiet for a fair while. Looking up, he said to Sheng Mingyang,
For that one very split second, Sheng Mingyang was this close to
saying that. But perhaps he had been silent for too long, and his tongue and
teeth had rusted over. His heart ached bitterly, but no matter what, he couldn’t
Sheng Wang didn’t force him either. He had the dignity and versatility
They finished this meal in near total silence. Sheng Wang initially
wanted to drive him back, but Sheng Mingyang claimed that the road would
be too slippery from the snow, telling him to not bother with all that trouble
Perhaps that’s just how it is between father and son; those things that
they want to hear couldn’t leave the other person’s mouth no matter what, but
useless nagging always came out as easy as water. In the end, it was Sheng
door for him as he stood by the car window. Before departing, he said to
Sheng Wang stood beneath the yellow streetlight for a while, until that
car melted into the chain of headlights that formed along the street. The snow
stopped for an afternoon, and began drifting down all over the place again.
Sheng Wang pulled his scarf up, and just as he was about to head to the
parking lot, he saw a familiar figure heading down from the overhead bridge,
leave the front unbuttoned. He seemed both tall and lean and desolate in the
northern night. The edge of his coat was flying up from the wind, bits of snow
He went to the store front as he came down from the stairs, and swept
away the snow on his front before saying to Sheng Wang, “You didn’t use an
Sheng Wang’s features, stiff for the entire night, had finally relaxed
“Why did you come here?” Sheng Wang went towards the car, shoulder
eating over there, decided to come here after you mentioned Hot Pot Sun’.”
“Thank god I stood for a while then, otherwise would you have to
plainly,
Sheng Wang’s free hand silently stuck a middle finger out. Before it
accuracy.
Sheng Wang sat in the driver’s seat, and was buckling his safety belt
with his head lowered. He started the car, wiping away the thin layer of
snow on the windshield. The car had converged into the traffic on the main
street before he spoke, “Actually, it wasn’t for work. My dad looked for me
for a meal, so I came out to him for the second time while I’m at it.”
Jiang Tian was this close from being scarred in regards to “Sheng
Mingyang finding Sheng Wang on his own”, and upon hearing that, he
floored the gas pedal. He spared a free hand, blocking Jiang Tian’s eyes.
“Hey, I’m driving. It’s too easy to get into car accidents in the snow, do not
“I know, I’m wrong, I’m trying to get a lighter sentence for confessing,”
Jiang Tian glanced at the look on his face, and internally said, who are
old comrade. If it’s two of us, that’s called a protest — wouldn’t he end up
flipping a pot?” Sheng Wang watched the traffic ahead with a smile, and a
moment later, he was serious once more. “Don’t worry, it wouldn’t be the
reply. “Mn.”
Translator’s notes:
Warning: this chapter has a scene of Two Bros Helping Each Other Out, and
is vaguely rated as mature.
If nsfw scenes are described as 'cars', then this is the vague outline of a
bicycle. Those who are familiar with musuli's writing like global university
entrance examinations/qqgk should be aware that its around the same level,
aka barely nsfw.
If you want to skip past it, look for where // starts and ends.
It’s Wang-zai’s Birthday, So Let’s Tease Him for a
Bit~
(t/n: This chapter was the second update posted on Sheng Wang’s birthday back when the story was
still serialising.)
Sheng Wang certainly knew that there was no way Sheng Mingyang
would come to an acceptance within the span of a single meal, but he could
feel the wavering and hesitation coming from the other person — that was
enough. On the way back, he slowly cheered up again, and was even a little
“When is Auntie Jiang and Grandpa Ding coming over?” Sheng Wang
asked.
Before he came back to this country, Old Man Ding’s nursing home had
cooperated with a travel agency, and arranged for a travel-style healing trip
for a group of old people with similar symptoms, ensuring that they would
always be in a relaxed state of mind. The main form of travel was with
nursing and recovery at its core, it wouldn’t be tiring, and they would rest for
a bit every few days. Jiang Ou followed along; on one hand, it’s to take care
of the old man, and on the other, it’s for herself to relax a little too.
According to the itinerary, it would be the end of the month by the time
Sheng Wang recalled the way Jiang Ou was utterly hysterical, and was
still a little shaken by that. However, he also remembered the way Jiang Ou
was gentle and amiable at the very start, spoiling him as though he was her
own son.
innate self, she wouldn’t exactly go from kind to evil. So while he remained
apprehensive, there was a slight trace of hope within him. Sheng Mingyang
car.
Jiang Tian may not be familiar with the roads in Beijing, but no matter
what, he wouldn’t reach the point of not being able to tell north south from
east west; at the very least, he could still tell the road signs.
“I’m getting some change of clothes,” Sheng Wang had already treated
Jiang Tian’s place as his own territory as a matter of factly. He had decided
on his own to exhaust the final holiday in the New Year there, and after he
spoke, he then recalled that the owner of the house himself was sitting right
next to him. He then affectedly asked, “Can I stay over at your place for these
two days?”
Jiang Tian actually did quite enjoy the way Sheng Wang forcibly took
over his territory like that. The lights of the city appeared like dots of stars
outside the car; the effects of the alcohol were a little strong. He reclined
against the passenger seat. His tone was rather flat as he lazily teased Sheng
“You’re putting up airs now?” Sheng Wang thought, and said, “I want to
Sheng Wang: “Its name is already Wangzai, do I not have the right to
caress it?”
Sheng Wang changed his mind without even thinking. “Does it work if
After he said that, he felt like something about that sentence was rather
wrong somehow, and the car very quickly fell into an strange silence. Sheng
Wang struggled a little, and said, “No wait, I’m not trying to act like a pervert
sounded.
Just as he was still trying to come up with more words, he heard his Ge
Sheng Wang couldn’t resist anymore, and burst into laughter for quite a
while as he held the steering wheel. Jiang Tian rubbed his head heavily.
Due to the way this perverted talk honestly burned at the ear, and
imagining it was even more so…...in any case, the cold and mighty, austere
Dr. Jiang chose to be silent on the journey back, not quite paying heed to
anyone else. Only when Sheng Wang went back to his residence and started
Sheng Wang took two sets of T-shirts and long pants for home wear, he
Sheng Wang then took the shirts he had to wear for work, he then also
took, causing Sheng Wang to feel unsure as to whether he should cry or laugh.
In the end, he piled all the clothes on top of him, asking, “Ge, tell me the
Jiang Tian moved his lips wordlessly, and took the clothes, turning to
leave with a look on his face that said that he was completely done, leaving
Sheng Wang’s eyes to be filled with delight. He picked an entire huge bag of
Jiang Tian placed the giant lump of things into the backseats, and asked
Sheng Wang buckled his safety belt, and backed out of the
neighbourhood. “Cat toys. I’m lodging over for two days, I’m in its territory,
of course I have to gain its favour, right? Kids from single parent families are
around them. The car passed through the whiteness in the night, so quiet that
Sheng Wang stopped at the red light at the entrance of the street. He
suddenly heard Jiang Tian say, “When do you intend to let it return to a
His voice was low, matching rather nicely with the darkness of the
night. Sheng Wang touched his right earlobe, his heart itching a little.
“What kind of family with two parents has one of them staying for only
two days with a suitcase in hand and then running away afterwards?” Jiang
Tian said.
Sheng Wang let out an “oh”, and turned to look at the passenger seat as
front, and stepped on the gas pedal. He teased, “Wow, this is something
In the gap of waiting for the green light, he imagined along the lines of
raise a cat together, and then gradually sway over their family with the power
of time.
For an instant, he felt like this life was familiar, and his mind was
life he and Jiang Tian had envisioned, the day Jiang Tian turned 18 and they
they still ended up living the life they had once imagined, just that it was a
*
When they went back, the single-parent-family-raised cat son did not
appear to welcome them, which was out of the ordinary. Instead, it was
gazing into the far distance, two paws resting against the window sill. Who
Jiang Tian checked around, and discovered that it was because the
Just as he opened the box for cat food, the Watcher of the Far Distance
who was previously contemplating life pounced over like it was flying. It
pawed at the legs of his pants, rubbing its face all over it. Its nose was even
Sheng Wang’s giant bag of cat toys had already been left untouched in
his own house for too long, now that he finally grasped the opportunity to
play with it, he instantly poured all of them out. He opened up the packaging,
This person did not sit on the sofa despite the availability of one, and
sat on the carpet with his legs crossed instead, hitting it off with the cat.
(t/n: The original phrase for "hitting it off" was 打成一团, which means to end up fighting (like
into a ball/cluster/group), but it could also mean to get along with someone/a group, like a new student
appearing in class and then assimilating/blending in well.)
Jiang Tian observed from the side for a while. He discovered how
someone may be going on about wanting to “gain the favour of the cat”, but
whatever shady business he was engaged in was asking for a beating. The cat
child stood on its hindlegs, its paws were reached out to bat at the cat teaser.
Yet he had to tug at the cat’s leg as if he was launching a sneak attack, and
then watch his cat son lose its balance, falling onto the floor with a poof.
The cat was too annoyed, and turned around, wanting to escape. Yet he
insisted on holding onto one of the cat’s hindlegs, preventing the cat from
escaping no matter how the three other legs kicked about. He forced the cat’s
hand to the point that its paw was reached out, eagerly trying to slap him —
his hand reached up, and ended up high-fiving the cat instead.
With that — over and over again — the cat didn’t dare to go near him
couldn’t help but to turn and ask Jiang Tian, “Why does it keep looking
outside the window? Back then, when I wanted to keep a cat, I’d done my
research. It says that if the cat keeps wanting to go outside, it’s possibly in
heat.”
His stomach was full of retorts, just that he didn’t know which line he
should pick to throw it back at Sheng Wang. In the end, he settled for
Sheng Wang let out an “oh”, and went to fiddle with his cat teaser
again.
“You gave it the name Wangzai, and then you castrated it???” Sheng
“You’re laughing?” Sheng Wang tossed the cat teaser aside and
pounced over, dragging his Ge down from the couch. As he tickled him, he
said, “You’re totally full of bad intentions, why didn’t you call it Xiao-Jiang
Jiang Tian chuckled while avoiding him. “How old are you already,
//As he mocked, his hand reached inside Jiang Tian’s pants, initially
wanting to say “how about you get a taste of that too”. However, with all that
messing around, the two became aroused as they were entangled up with
each other.
Sheng Wang propped himself against the carpet, slowly turning flushed.
He pulled Jiang Tian down and kissed him, and then peppering kisses
from his jaw down to his neck. Just as he was about to be up to a little
He suddenly curled a single leg, his hand grasping onto Jiang Tian’s
instead, it was more like he was covertly aiding him. A moment later, his
eyes narrowed, and his forehead rested against Jiang Tian’s shoulder, a cloud
Jiang Tian’s Adam’s apple was rather red too, and his gaze lowered
down like the direction of his thin eyelids. He suddenly stopped as the other
aside, giving him a bite. His voice was raspy as he called him “Ge”.
Jiang Tian shut his eyes before he opened them again. He watched the
other person’s eyes — always bright and clear — tear up, and then he
lowered his head, muffling back the noises that threatened to spill out of
him.//
……
By the time the two were done messing around, the carpet was a mess,
and the cat had long since disappeared to who knows where.
Sheng Wang reached out and grabbed a glass of water. He drank two
mouthfuls before passing it to Jiang Tian. He kissed the other person’s jaw,
seemingly still wanting more. He asked him like he was doing so for fun,
They were adults after all, he was certain that Jiang Tian did know. He
merely wanted to casually be a pervert for a bit, and would stop after he
scratched that itch. Unexpectedly, his Ge’s gaze swept over from the end of
“......”
Sheng Wang internally said, are you for real? He continued asking in
bafflement, “It’s fine if you haven’t watched anything, but have you not heard
of it at all?”
Jiang Tian withdrew his gaze, and turned to face up as he took yet
another mouthful of water. And then his elbow was propped on his curled
knee, his thin and long fingers pinched the mouth of the glass in circles as he
order to mess with him was totally refined to the point of perfection.
Translator’s notes:
Apparently there’s a more….risque edition of the car outline here before the
author deleted that, and someone had pasted in in the comments section of the
official site. I cannot ascertain for myself whether it’s 100% the slightly less
>
//As he laughed and cussed, his hand reached towards the direction of
Jiang Tian’s groin, initially wanting to say “how about you get a taste of that
too”. However, with all that messing around, the two became aroused as they
Sheng Wang propped himself against the carpet, a wave of red slowly
He licked his lips, pulled Jiang Tian down and kissed him, biting too,
and then peppering kisses from his jaw down to his Adam’s apple. Just as he
was about to play a little mischief, he felt a hand reaching inside his long
single leg. His eyes were narrowed, and his lips were pressed onto Jiang
Tian’s Adam’s apple as he let out a couple of breathy pants. Jiang Tian’s
Adam’s apple was rather red too, and his gaze descended upon him, down
from the direction of his thin eyelids. He kissed Sheng Wang’s lips, trailing to
[the edge of his neck], and then suddenly stopped as the other person still sat
on the fence.
aside, giving him a bite. His voice was raspy as he called him “Ge”.
Jiang Tian shut his eyes before he opened them again. He watched the
other person’s eyes — always bright and clear—tear up, and then he lowered
his head, muffling back the noises that threatened to spill out of him.//
>
Also omfg stop bullying wangzai!!! It already lost its balls what more do u
Also also fun fact: in the lines “I want to caress the cat, does this reason
work?” and “Does it work if you’re the one I’m caressing instead?”, the
word Sheng Wang used was actually 撸, an action that means rubbing
along/up and down (using the hand). This particular word has been used in
handjobs, or at least hand on dick action _(:3」∠)_ and so what Sheng Wang
said in the second line could be read as “Does it work if you’re the one I’m
rubbing instead” _(:3」∠)_ I initially wanted to use “grope” but who the hell
As people say, desiring food and sex is only part of the human nature. It
would have been fine if certain things weren’t brought up, but once they were
brought up, they couldn’t help but to cause one to think more about them.
another person’s touch at all, even kissing a little bit with Jiang Tian would
be said to be young people being full of vim and having a furnace inside the
Later on, after Jiang Tian left, he became uninterested in those earthly
desires. He filled his days up with way too many things, so busy to the point
that even sleep was an activity done when he found the spare time to.
Naturally, he wouldn’t have the time to think about those and what nots.
Now, everything has changed once more.
Sheng Wang sat cross legged on the floor, and in between being on his
phone, his eyes drifted to Jiang Tian’s hand — currently petting the cat — for
the third time, watching his thin and pale and slender fingers appearing and
disappearing amidst the cat’s fur. He kept thinking about how those fingers
sank into fabric a short while ago, as well as the outline of his fingers and
composed. He dug out a bottle of iced water, chugged down two mouthfuls,
and then grabbed his fresh clothes, entering the bathroom for the second time.
He felt like he had once again returned to being seventeen, when the inner
fire in him roared, the sex — no wait, the sun had started rising again once
more.
Dr. Jiang’s research abilities were too strong, allowing one to retain
youth forever.
As Sheng Wang silently cursed himself out for being a pervert, he also
sneakily went to search up some things. As the saying goes, the motivation
behind top students striving and forging ahead came from “maintaining a
vigorous curiosity towards the world”; this applies to proper issues, and also
The last time he had watched something like that was actually year one
of university; three out of six people in his dorms were all seasoned perverts.
They had a wide variety of resources, they had anything you wanted. Not
even two months passed since school opened when they rallied under the flag
selected a few videos, forcing Sheng Wang and the rest to watch all of them.
Those few bros did have good intentions, and they picked up what
framework. The only problem…...was that Sheng Wang did not share the
They liked those with nice voices, big boobs and skinny waists. The
remaining part would suffice with being simple and straight to the point. For
Sheng Wang, the one with the nice voice was his Ge, the one with the nice
body was also his Ge. Due to having dated before, straight to the point
wasn’t working for him. Therefore, that afternoon, his viewing experience
Those few videos managed to directly send him from a serene heart
and mind to straight up no longer having any needs any more, and was on
the scars is enough to forget what caused the pain in the first place.
bonds”, Sheng Wang reached out the hands of sin on his own accord. He
wanted to explore and filter out what he’s watching by himself — it had to be
Besides, his goal wasn’t just to spice things up; he just wanted to see
were filmed down, they usually wouldn’t be quite scientific. Some images,
when freeze-framed, looked rather artistic and intimate, as though they were
truly a couple. But the moment it started moving, all that was left in Sheng
Jiang Tian received a phone call from the professor before he slept,
and was on his mailbox on his computer as he went to the living room,
chatting for a long time. As Sheng Wang listened to English shooting out of
his mouth like it’s nothing in a calm and rational way, he sat on the head of
happened to be watching one where the person dared to stuff anything and
everything inside. He caught the movement by the door out of the corner of
his eyes, and put on a show of being calm while removing his earpiece. He
Jiang Tian’s expression turned even stranger. “Which one can scare
“......” Sheng Wang’s expression was complicated, like a cat laid down
upon the neutering surgery table. He wanted to say something, but changed
Perhaps that film was honestly too terrifying; when Jiang Tian was
typing out an email at the head of the bed, a certain person zoned out for a
while as he petted the cat, which was deep in sleep. He fiddled with his
By the time Jiang Tian turned to look after he sent the email, he was
already asleep, sprawling over the pillow. His messy fringe half covered his
eyes, his mouth was slightly open, the curvature of his back was like a line
with a dip.
Jiang Tian watched him for a while, his eyes lowered. His pointer
finger reached out to pick at Sheng Wang’s hair. He suddenly recalled how
someone was fiddling on his phone with his legs crossed, extremely similar
to the way he changed his profile picture for fun back in those days.
to Sheng Wang’s personal information page. The blank profile picture he had
been using ever since he started working had been removed at last, changing
Jiang Tian knew about his habits all too well, and did not need to look
carefully at it before he knew this hand was cropped from a Wangzai sticker,
“Thanks” to his itchy hands, Sheng Wang no longer thought about those
obscene things for the next few days straight. In reality, he had also forgotten
about other things due to the mess he made. Only when he received a call
from Gao Tianyang afternoon on the 4th, did he remember that there was a
“Same old same old, BBQ skewers!” Gao Tianyang’s voice was as
loud as it always was, and it was apparent he was in high spirits, “It’s the
one the three of us went to last time, the one by the train station entrance. The
roasted oysters and razor clams are so freaking good, I’ve told Old Song
about them quite a few times, and even sent him pictures. He has been
craving for them for a long while now, this time he specifically requested to
eat those.”
Naturally, Sheng Wang didn’t have any particular opinions. His taste
buds were way too picky, and shops that had passed his inspection definitely
were definitely way less risky than those new shops he had yet to try.
Besides, that place was honestly quite decent. He had met up with Zhao Xi
ate good food, heard of something fun, he always wanted to find Jiang Tian to
experience them together. Later when they weren’t together, the habit couldn’t
Every time he went to that BBQ store, he would think: Jiang Tian
would probably like the deep-fried lotus root sandwich here. The meat isn’t
too filling and oily, the lotus root is crunchy too. If he ever gets the chance on
a certain day, a certain month, a certain year, he would like to drag Jiang Tian
here for a try. He didn’t know how long it would take for the “certain” to
He did not expect his delusion to come true. Sheng Wang was in an
everything early under Zhang Chao’s curious and suspicious gaze. The
moment it was time to clock out, Sheng Wang had already worn his coat and
left. He carried the wind with him as he entered the lift, the gust causing two
sat down in the car: I’ve known you for so long and this is the first time I’ve
seen you rushing to end work. Is this the power of old flames?
As Sheng Wang pulled out from the parking spot with a single hand on
the steering wheel, his other hand hurriedly typed: current boyfriend, thank
That store was closer to Jiang Tian’s location. If Sheng Wang looked
for Jiang Tian first, he had to detour instead — so the two weren’t mushy
enough to forcibly go an entire circle just to walk together. The gathering was
set to start at 7pm; he initially had more than enough time to reach there, but
the addition of a traffic jam was enough to come for his throat.
Sheng Wang’s car stopped and continued and stopped and continued;
by the time he finally managed to nudge his car there, it was already 6.55pm.
He parked his car, and entered the private room according to Gao Tianyang’s
“See, what did I say, what did I say!” Song Sirui tapped the watch on
his wrist, saying, “Sheng-ge would definitely arrive on the dot, with an error
of less than two minutes. I was spot on, right? Wanna bet, gotta be ready to
accept losing, don’t try to get away with this. Pay up!”
The spectacles he wore for so many years had been taken off from his
face after he graduated from university, switching into contact lenses instead.
He even shot up a bit. Though he might not be considered tall, at the very
Ever since graduating from high school, the number of times Sheng
Wang had seen most of the people around the table could be counted on his
fingers. For those like Song Sirui who had a massive change in vibes, he
probably wouldn’t quite dare to say that that’s him if he ran into him on the
street. There might even be a few traces of unfamiliarity the moment he just
entered. However, the moment words were exchanged, they could instantly
The table of people took their phones out in sighs and despair, their
Sheng Wang felt a vibration from his fingers, and swiped to unlock the
screen. Gao Tianyang had already made a WeChat group chat, and the chat
was continuously popping up with red packets; Song Sirui received them
When he got to Gao Tianyang, that guy acutely retracted that message.
Song Sirui swore a “fuck”, and cursed, “Are you a decent human or
The familiar arguments had appeared once more, and Sheng Wang
laughed. He waved his phone, saying, “Hey, isn’t this too much? I wasn’t
here yet, and you’re using me as a reason to gamble together? I’m reporting
you guys.”
“No don’t, people would only bet if they’re betting on you. If we used
Old Song instead, who the hell would have cared, right? He’s not worth that
“Scram!” Song Sirui cursed across the table. He patted the empty seat
beside him, saying to Sheng Wang, “Sheng-ge, please take the seat of
honour.”
That empty seat was the nearest to Sheng Wang, so he didn’t think too
much about it, and sat down straight after he hung up his coat. Just as he was
about to ask if Jiang Tian has arrived yet, the door to the private room was
pushed open.
Jiang Tian had something going on with his project, and managed to let
Gao Tianyang know ahead of time. Still, he wasn’t considered late in the end,
he was behind by only two minutes. He entered, scanned around, and his gaze
met with Sheng Wang’s. Just as he was about to speak, a magical sight
Carp, Old Song, Gao Tianyang and the rest all lifted their chairs and
shifted, everyone squeezing together. In the spot furthest away from Sheng
Wang, which was next to Gao Tianyang, yet another empty spot was made.
dumbfounded for several moments before he finally recalled: oh, these kind
hearted residents still thought that his and Jiang Tian’s relationship was still
in tatters.
Translator’s notes:
Fun fact: for the line "He felt like he had once again returned to being
seventeen, when the inner fire in him roared, the sex — no wait, the sun had
started rising again once more", the word used for "sex" was actually also
sun, as in, 日...which can also be slang for "fuck" so there's that :D
Chapter 104 - Dog Food
(t/n: Dog Food refers to PDA shown by couples, it is what that gets fed to “single dogs”, a term to refer
to single people)
Time Is Rather Magical.
Jiang Tian with their necks stretched out, appearing to be trying their best to
Jiang Tian took off his coat and hung it on the rack under the round
gazes of the masses, and then walked next to Gao Tianyang, his hand reaching
out to grab the back of the chair. His eyes shifted up, and glanced at that idiot.
him or something, and then carried the chair all the way next to Sheng Wang,
……
water for Sheng Wang and Jiang Tian, and brought a bucket of crushed ice
upon Sheng Wang’s request. The server closed the door to the private room.
Sheng Wang added a bit of ice to his and Jiang Tian’s still empty beverage
glasses, and pushed the bucket of ice opposite him, calling out, “Old Gao.”
Gao Tianyang’s soul only travelled back from the land of confusion
after all of that happened. He tugged the ice bucket till it’s right in front of
him, but forgot to add them into his glass anyway. Instead, he held the bucket
tightly, asking, “No wait, what’s the situation between the two of you
now???”
Little Chili, but Little Chili’s eyes weren’t on him at all. Her hand rose above
the people squeezing around her, and she explained to Sheng Wang and Jiang
Tian, “I didn’t want to shift, I’ve already thought something’s not right the
moment you two entered. They’re the ones who forced me to, not even a
She patted Gao Tianyang’s dog head, saying, “Don’t look at me, hurry
and shift to the side already. My chair has four legs and one of them is still in
the air.”
Therefore, with question marks still floating above the heads of this
group of people, they shifted all of their chairs back with clangs and bangs.
And then they turned to look at Sheng Wang and Jiang Tian in unison.
Song Sirui was the nearest, and received the greatest impact. He finally
couldn’t resist anymore, and asked, “So…...you two are gucci again?”
Sheng Wang made eye contact with Jiang Tian, and turned the glass on
“Old Gao, tell me, is this not embarrassing at all!” Song Sirui
admonished, “What kind of shitty military intelligence did you give? Are you
toxic?”
“You’re the toxic one, I’m done so dirty!” Gao Tianyang shouted at
Sheng Wang from afar, “Sheng-ge! We’ve been bros for so many years, you
have to stand up for me! I called you last week, did you not say that if I
What followed rapidly after this idiot spoke was an “ow”, because his
Jiang Tian held the glass loosely in his hand, and turned to face Sheng
side of his face. It shielded Jiang Tian’s gaze from him. He said to Gao
“It’s been literal years, and you still can’t tell the situation at all,” Chili
added.
see that our class monitor’s entire head is already red?” Gao Tianyang
retorted.
Chili rolled her eyes, and hugged Little Carp’s— the class monitor,
who was next to her — elbow, saying, “We’ve graduated for so long, this
Idiotic.
Sheng Wang still liked to spin his pencil around. When he was ordering
food, the pencil spun into oblivion on his slender fingers. Jiang Tian was still
burns. Matched with the look of utter bafflement on Sheng Wang’s face, or the
“are You in lack of a beating” expression, the entire table could lose their
into conversations between any two people, and any topic could be expanded
upon as wide as the sea — he was a tanned “socialite”. Song Sirui was still
like a giant goose, catch him and he could get nipped at, and then he would
Little Chili was as fiery as ever, whoever that joked about her would
all be slammed back by her — except now the range of people shrank, and
Carp was studying clinical medicine, and her academic journey was
lengthening visibly. Compared to Jiang Tian, who applied for a Phd straight
away, she was nothing to laugh at either. She still liked to put her hair up in a
simple ponytail, she would still get embarrassed all too easily, and flush till
……
They most certainly went to different universities, they went all over
the place, they’d met new classmates and friends, they’d gather and chat with
them more often, they’d cross each other’s paths in life and work. Yet for
some reason, if they were asked, the closest group of people to them, the
ones they remembered dearly the most...had always been the group from
Class A.
Perhaps it was because they had all witnessed each other’s era of
youth, witnessing their most passionate, but also the most idiotic selves.
The third time Sheng Wang picked out ice cubes into the glass, Carp
suddenly couldn’t hold herself back anymore. “Do you know that it’s
currently winter?”
“Yeah?” A small grin broke out on Sheng Wang’s face, “It’s even more
“Goddamn, someone finally said it.” Song Sirui pulled out a bottle of
beer and popped it open with the edge of the table. “I’ve been wanting to say
this ever since the server came in with the ice bucket. Dude, you’re eating ice
in the middle of literally winter — are you sure you don’t need a checkup at
the hospital? See if you have some disorder of not being able to tell the
temperature or something.”
“Old Song, I’m telling you: the popsicles sell like hotcakes the most
during winter back in my old school,” Sheng Wang said. “Wanna guess
why?”
Song Sirui bought into his nonsense, and asked earnestly, “Why?”
“It’s because we have central heating.” After Sheng Wang said, then let
out an “oh” pretentiously. “Yeah, you guys didn’t have that, you can’t relate to
that joy.”
(t/n: Southern parts of China, where most of the non-Beijing crew went to, are known for not
having central heating provided during winter...although that is apparently starting to change in recent
years.)
weapon.
Sheng Wang leaned back with a cackle, avoiding his range of attack.
mouth stuffed full of dog food in return. He set the bowl down heavily, and
Carp — who also did not get to experience the joy of central heating
— felt the unfairness of it too. She silently poured a half glass full of beer,
and joined cahoots with the few JiangZheHu classmates. Under Song Sirui’s
They may be a delegation, but in reality there were only two of them —
Chili had yet to recover from her cold and was supposed to abstain from
alcohol due to her medication. Therefore, she sent out her boyfriend. The
moment Sheng Wang arrived, he flashed his keys and said he would be
since despite the years of friendship, Gao Tianyang and Jiang Tian’s ability
to hold their alcohol had always been a mystery. Either way, those present
had never witnessed what they were like as drunks, so they insisted on
At the start, they could come up with some semblance of a reason, what
with “Let’s welcome Tian-ge for coming back to this country, cheers to that”,
“It hasn’t been easy for Tian-ge and Sheng-ge, cheers to that”, “Old Gao has
dumbass like you, you must drink to that”, “Tian-ge, you have a cat, right?
Wishing the cat good health, let’s clink our glasses to that.”
After they managed to come up with all the reasons they could, they
had to look for more fun things to do. The whole group of people had aged
for so many years for nothing it seemed — when it came to party games for
the dining table, their first thought was still the “Seven” from those years ago.
Gao Tianyang was incredibly familiar with the boss here. He raised
his hands and volunteered, “The boss has some tools, hold on — I’ll go get
them from the server.”
“There’s still tools?” Song Sirui’s capacity for alcohol did grow ever
since he started working, and managed to forcibly hold on up till now. His
Everyone only realised that the so-called “tools” in his words was a
set of cards used for truth or dare when he came in with a little box. Pre-
made questions and dares were on the cards; whoever lost, whoever had to
pick one.
If the person couldn’t make themself tell the truth, nor bring themself to
carry out the dare, then they only needed to obediently take a drink. Song
Sirui and the few clapped the table in delight when they saw the rules — they
were already shameless, and were fine with doing anything. With this, they
However, Jiang Tian was different. It’s been so many years, could they
Therefore the table of people rolled up their sleeves and were instantly
game.
At the start, Jiang Tian didn’t really mind. After all, he had a faster
reaction, and had never lost at playing games like this before. However, he
couldn’t stand up against a certain young master who was acting out knowing
just how much he got Jiang Tian wrapped around his fingertips, and was
After they survived the fourth round by the skin of their teeth, Jiang
“Nope.”
Jiang Tian looked at the mirth in his eyes that said he’s up to no good,
and couldn’t resist after holding back for a few seconds. “Can you tell who’s
“I totally can,” Sheng Wang said, “If I lose, it’s all on you.”
In the sixth round, the very sober young master Sheng had finally
sabotaged his boyfriend off his throne of eternal victory. Jiang Tian side-eyed
Song Sirui was already high from drinking. He stood there, gesturing,
“Here! Tian-ge! Pick one: this stack here is truth, and this other stack here is
dare. Pick a card from a stack. It’s okay, we won’t force you though; you can
just drink if you don’t wanna pick. Not too much, just three glasses is
enough.”
ready to start pouring one out for Jiang Tian, only to hear the other person
calmly saying, “Then I’ll pick a card.”
Song Sirui was stunned. “Huh? You seriously want to pick a card?
Which stack?”
His words barely came out of his mouth and Jiang Tian had already
More accurately, he didn’t select one — he flipped over the one at the
very top instantly. The group all closed in to look, and saw what was written
This question was nothing out of the ordinary, but it had an unusual
effect when used in conjunction with Jiang Tian. Those present had only
witnessed his cold and aloof self, and found it difficult to connect him with
Jiang Tian shot a glance at Sheng Wang, and set the flipped over card
little red. He maintained a serenity on the surface, and brought the glass up,
drinking a mouth of milk with ice added in it. When he looked up again, he
……
Fuck.
Young master Sheng put down his glass without a single word, and felt
He reflected for a few seconds, and heard his Ge tilt his head nearer to
him, asking under his breath, “Did you have fun being cheeky?”
After a few rounds, nothing had yet to really happen to Jiang Tian, who
was being sabotaged; those who were trying to make him drink had first lost
it instead. Song Sirui waved his hand, saying, “Nah, I’m not playing anymore.
From then, the few single dogs started to make a fuss. With the reason
being that their spirits were hurt, they dragged Gao Tianyang and Jiang Tian
into yet another round of drinks. By the time the two were genuinely a little
drunk already, Song Sirui was no longer quite steady on his feet.
His elbow was slung over the back of the chair, and sprawled against
Sheng-ge, I don’t know if you two…...you two still remember this person.”
Sheng Wang asked for a glass of warm water from the server and
passed it to Jiang Tian. Upon hearing that, he stilled, and turned to face him.
“Who?”
“And I told you before not to bring it up.” Gao Tianyang’s reaction was
“Old Gao said you two probably couldn’t be bothered, but I can’t hold it
“Sometimes, I’ll end up crossing paths with construction matters. And then
around the first half of this year, I think, there’s a safety accident that occured
in the construction site over in the development zone, so people are getting
Sheng Wang had a vague feeling, but he still prompted, “Who? An old
classmate?”
“Qi Jiahao.”
Upon hearing this name, Sheng Wang was sent into a trance for a while.
Much longer later, he let out a very slight “oh”, and was unexpectedly
undisturbed. “Criminal responsibility? Then wouldn’t he end up with a
criminal record?”
“Yeah.” Song Sirui nodded. “Isn’t his dad doing some construction
contract thing? Of course, the scale isn’t too big. Didn’t he panic and flunk
his gaokao? Think he ended up working under his dad after he graduated. In
the end, they didn’t properly follow through with the safety protocols, so
those things happened, and they have to pay a lot of money. Apparently they
He had Qi Jiahao to thank for these friends and classmates finding out
about him and Jiang Tian. Ever since that day, his life started to derail,
becoming nothing of what it should have been. If he said he didn’t mind, nor
did he hold any hatred, he would be lying. But more often than not, he was
too busy to even think about that person at all. As time passed, he could not
led to the explosive changes in his life to him; now, all he was was a minor
character without any defining features in his life. So irrelevant, that he only
Final parts of this chapter is considered Mature, if you want to skip past it
if nsfw scenes are known as cars, we have the vague outline of a car ayy
I’m So Tiwed
In the end, Song Sirui swore up to the heavens, garbling, that he did not
Gao Tianyang pointed at him from afar. “Make a more hardcore oath if
you dare.”
The moment Song Sirui heard that, he added, “The person swearing
over in laughter. Gao Tianyang swore a “fuck”, grabed the chicken wing bone
in front of him, and tossed it over. However, this idiot did not even take a
proper shot.
Sheng Wang grabbed the menu with lightning reflexes and blocked it,
that was how he avoided the chicken bone from smacking right into his
forehead.
“You’re done for,” Sheng Wang grabbed the ice bucket, and Gao
There was a slight drawl to his voice; it was apparent that he was a
little drunk. His gaze was stuck on the certain someone who was kicking up a
fuss.
Gao Tianyang was still hooting about, and weaved around the table in
open his eyes, and save his life in the nick of time. After going two rounds,
he understood at last: a person in love was not a person to count on. He had
discussing with him something in her field of work. He actually did give legit
answers.
“Which ones?”
His gaze swept across Sheng Wang’s resting arm back and forth. When
he spoke to Carp again, he reached out and squeezed Sheng Wang’s fingertip.
Sheng Wang stared at his finger — which was being toyed with — and
suddenly felt a little novel. His Ge would rarely fidget around before other
people, and moves like this that were filled with intimacy and clinginess
were even rarer. Just like the feverish person from those years ago —
very much.
Sometimes, he felt like Jiang Tian was a pandora’s box; he was scared
crack every time, letting those dense and turbulent things slowly seep out. He
But the more he acted like that, the more Sheng Wang loved to tease
him to the point of flipping up the lid. Just like daily life, when the colder he
appeared, the more magnetic he was. Sheng Wang did witness the hidden
If it wasn’t for the concern that too much alcohol is bad for the body,
Sheng Wang seriously wanted to trick him into a few more glasses. He
wanted to see the extent he would brazenly relax away. Would he simply flip
……
The group of people managed to chat until it was nearly 11 before they
parted on their own ways. Sheng Wang took a bit of a detour, and only drove
towards the direction of the school after he sent Song Sirui and the rest back
to the hotel. They passed by a supermarket on the way. Sheng Wang glanced
over there and asked, “Did that jar of honey of yours already run out?”
A reply was not heard after asking that question. He turned around to
check, and discovered that Jiang Tian had fallen asleep at one point. The
streetlight landed on the side of his face, drawing out an outline from his
Sheng Wang stalled the car by the parking line at the side of the road,
left a gap in the car window, and quietly exited the car, entering the
supermarket. He kept thinking about how Jiang Tian was still asleep in the
honey.
There would always be those couple of racks by the counter that would
Sheng Wang did know about it, it was just that he never found himself caring
before. Perhaps he was affected by the footage he watched a few days ago,
but his eyes couldn’t help but to drift over to it multiple times.
The hand of a human is naturally born to betray themself. His head was
clearly thinking that “Horror Educational Films” cause nothing but suffering,
but by the time he came back to himself, there were already two more items
He hesitated for a moment, and just as he was about to put back those
items, he heard the supermarket doors chime with a “welcome”. Jiang Tian,
who was previously sleeping in the car, had woken up for some reason. His
eyes swept across the supermarket through the automatic opening doors, and
Sheng Wang instantly turned to say to the cashier, “I’m checking out,
thank you.”
He asked for a plastic bag, messily swept everything inside, and
“Why did you wake up?” Sheng Wang thought Jiang Tian had gotten
over the headiness of the alcohol, but unexpectedly, he merely buckled his
seatbelt with his head lowered, let out a grunt, and turned to look at the white
The first thing he did after entering the house was to settle Jiang Tian
on the living room sofa, and then hurriedly enter the kitchen with the plastic
bag in his hand. He untied the knot, watching the two additional thingies
inside of it, and thought to himself, the trauma from the blackhole isn’t even
gone yet, why did I buy this again? For scientific research?
He pulled out a random rarely used drawer, stuffed the things inside,
The electric kettle was quietly working away. Sheng Wang tore the
cellophane seal off the bottle of honey and dumped it into the trash bin. Just
Jiang Tian leaning against the kitchen door, quietly looking in his direction.
He couldn’t remain quite still after drinking, and was always looking
for someone. But after he found him, he didn’t make himself known, merely
standing at a distance that was neither too near nor too far. The light in the
kitchen tilted onto the top of his head, but it could not light his eyes up. His
“Ge?” Sheng Wang called out to him with the mug in his hand.
“Mn,” Jiang Tian’s eyelid briefly lifted. The shadows casted by his
For an instant, Sheng Wang could feel the muscles on his shoulder
blades tense up. Quite a while later, he then gradually relaxed, his gaze
shoulders.
Before, Sheng Wang always said he wanted to see the way Jiang Tian
acted when he is drunk, even slightly tipsy will do. Now that he truly saw it,
all he felt was the edge of his heart being pinched by someone, crumbling
The cat in the living room had woken up at some point in time, and
trotted in, going around the two’s legs, rubbing against the material of the
long pants with its head. It stretched, and ran away; like it simply came over
Tian couldn’t be still on his own, and would wake up after falling asleep too.
He knew why he was always looking for him, and he also knew why Jiang
that the moment he called out this name, he could at least get a response in the
house.
Sheng Wang allowed him to hug him for a while, and caressed the side
of his cheek. “I’m making honey water for you, it’s to negate the effects of the
alcohol.”
pitch of his voice was nearly gravel, bringing with it waning intoxication.
Sheng Wang’s ears were already sensitive to touch, and hearing him
speak so close to the base of his ear was basically a covert form of
excitement. The waves and waves of softness in his heart were instantly
He tilted his head ever so slightly, and heard Jiang Tian speak once
“......Nothing much.”
“Really?”
Sheng Wang’s tongue darted out to wet the drying edge of his lip
lightly. He resisted for a while — failed — and said, “Don’t talk right next to
my ear.”
else. “Why?”
Sheng Wang closed his eyes, and thought to himself, are you for real,
what else could it be. But the moment he opened his mouth, he felt Jiang Tian
lower his head, slightling brushing it against the side of his neck for a while,
any noise soon ceased to come out of him. He didn’t know if he should move
his hand down to grab his, or to grip the edge of the glass counter.
His head tilted up. A while later, he turned around to kiss Jiang Tian
back, grasping the other person instantly, his fingers disappearing within his
hair. He briefly heard Jiang Tian pull the drawer open, and take out the items
he hid away inbetween the intervals of their kissing. His voice was hoarse as
Of course, he did know what Sheng Wang meant by the other method.
After all, he did chance upon it before, and it became a personal trauma to
him for a long period of time. That made up his complete understanding of
the state of disgrace in his childhood and his youth, because even Ji Huanyu
himself had treated those instances as shameful things that cannot be
until he fell for someone, until he started to be unable to help himself, until he
had urges and desires. He loved to see the way Sheng Wang was when he’s
lost to those feelings; his skin very white, the edges of his eyes very red. In
heated moments, his brows liked to crinkle slightly, a thin layer of mist
would curtain his pupils; a sun sunken in the ocean waters, the light and
But for certain things, wanting to do them from actually doing them was
accepted in a normal state. He was worried that if he truly went all the way,
Sheng Wang would think that it was a disgraceful state every time he thought
Sheng Wang did for a split second want to beat the drums for retreat,
wanting to say “I was buying it for fun”. But he couldn’t find himself caring
about anything at all after kisses and kisses coming from Jiang Tian. Maybe,
in his bones, he was still the person he was at seventeen, who would throw
all caution to the wind and give in to impulse after kissing with his boyfriend
for a bit.
……
How they came out of the kitchen, how they fumbled their way into
showering, and how they even ended up on the bed, Sheng Wang could no
on his back. His forehead rested against the back of his hand. In a certain
moment of flustered daze, he turned around to take a look — he saw Jiang
Tian’s lidded eyes, his dark pupils and his thin white wrist.
The awareness of this fact caused the frames of his eyes to flame red.
He rapidly blinked and turned back around. Next, he heard Jiang Tian say,
He buried himself even deeper within the pillow, the flush seeping up
Shortly after this, his waist twitched, and a single leg curled up, his
knee cap tightened. He reached out to hit the person behind him, and managed
to grab the person’s wrist that he’s using to support himself up at the side in
Due to the lubricant of sweat, his fingers ended up slipping into the
start now……”
Soon, his eyes narrowed in the midst of the entering action, letting out a
few quick pants escape his lips. A layer of water covered his eyes and
lashes. //
Translator’s notes:
“Perhaps, when he’s living all by himself in a foriegn land, he hoped that the
moment he called out this name, he could at least get a response in the
house.”
Also read the second title/whatever you call after the main title in uwu speak
Zhang Chao arrived at work on the normal dot, and saw that that a
certain workaholic seriously wasn’t there. More asking led to the discovery
that he had taken leave, and so he was instantly a little worried. He hurriedly
Zhang Chao was a little confused. Not only did the workaholic rarely
request leave from work, the frequency of him sleeping through this time was
miniscule too. That particular word “again” stood out, causing him to worry
more.
Zhang Chao: Are you alright?
I No Longer Want This Hand Of Mine: I’m fine, just a little unwell
Zhang Chao: Oh, I saw that your particular leave is for personal
matters. Why didn’t you ask for sick leave if you’re unwell?
Zhang Chao: Are you kidding me? Why aren’t you going there?
Actually, Zhang Chao did have his reasons for asking this. After all,
Sheng Wang used to not take sick leave even though he was running a high
fever — he did eat his medicine with much self awareness though, and even
put up a whole act of being picky with the components of the medicine and its
side effects. Zhang Chao would be filled with annoyance every time he saw
that, and would attempt to persuade earnestly “going back for a nap and
skipping out a couple of those bottled ice water and that would be better than
Zhang Chao made up all sorts of scenarios in his head, and got
thermometer.
I No Longer Want This Hand Of Mine: see this yet? Perfectly normal
Zhang Chao was about to send something else when the other person
flung over three memes of bowing in a row, and then asking him: aren’t you
busy today?
He wanted to say “Funnily I really am not that busy”, but the moment he
said that, karma instantly came for him. He was summoned away by two
emails and a phone call, and no longer had the energy for gossiping.
Sheng Wang stared at the screen for a while, made sure that there was
nothing else from Zhang Chao’s end, then tossed the phone aside, getting up.
He went to take the third shower he would be taking counting from yesterday
night to today.
He wore loose black jogging pants, and just as he went to look for a
clean T-shirt in the closet while drying his hair, he heard the door to the
Sheng Wang shot a glance outside of the room, and set the towel at the
side as he passed by, picking a grey T-shirt. After he got the sleeves on and
was now tugging the shirt down through his head, Jiang Tian had already
Sheng Wang only got half the shirt on, and the muscles of his waist,
pulled the shirt down, and grasped Jiang Tian’s fingers, saying, “No more no
Sheng Wang silently turned back to look at him. “It wouldn’t be this
different place, Sheng Wang immediately held him down, “Fine, it’s alright, I
Just as Jiang Tian was about to open his mouth again, Sheng Wang
continued, “Ge.”
The moment a certain someone called out to him like that, Jiang Tian
was already defeated. He really didn’t intend to do anything at all, and was
so wronged that his face was entirely wooden. Yet, Sheng Wang continued
line after line, not giving him any chance to speak at all; it might even be
intentional, even. In the end, he could only end this with sealing up his lips.
As Sheng Wang kissed, he could feel the resentment, and melted into
laughter.
Jiang Tian backed away a little, and asked, “You really feel unwell?”
Actually, it wasn’t so bad to the point of unwell — he’s just a little
embarrassed. Last night, when Sheng Wang was covered in sweat, the
corners of his eyes were red, the sounds that came out of him were all
muffled into the pillow, he then realised: his Ge was truly someone who had
Despite the slight discomfort at the start, said feeling was replaced by
have weakened at the touch in the shower afterwards and ended up going yet
another round.
“I’m alright,” the young master forcibly clung onto his pride, “It’s
mostly because of my weak resolve that I asked you to stop moving about
randomly.”
“What do you mean?” Jiang Tian raised an eyebrow, and lowered his
repeat myself.
He turned Jiang Tian around, hooked an arm around his shoulders and
nudged him into the kitchen, saying, “I’m gonna starve to death soon, Dr.
Dr. Jiang — who was not well-versed in the culinary arts actually —
had forgotten his own cooking level with the arm hooked around his neck,
“I even get to order?” Sheng Wang thought, and said, “Then I wanna eat
sweet and sour ribs, stone pot frog, black pepper beef slices, fish head with
Sheng Wang stood with a sloppy posture, a hand stuck inside the pocket
of his long pants, the other hand hooked onto him. He shook him as he said,
“Then why are you so silent?” Sheng Wang suppressed his laughter.
Jiang Tian side-eyed him, saying, “Will you dare to eat it if I dare to
cook it?”
took a look at the time, asking Sheng Wang, “You really want to eat those?
The young master’s face was completely wooden. “If you can find a
restaurant where I can eat standing up, I’ll go out with you.”
“......”
Dr. Jiang silently reflected for a few seconds. Sheng Wang had already
don’t get too heaty if I seriously eat those foods.” Sheng Wang did not want to
ask for consecutive leaves. He picked here and there while holding the fridge
door, and then grabbed a packet. “I want to eat pasta, is this cooked here?”
Not only did he know how to, he even made it better than ordinary
The final product he adjusted it into was entirely catered to Sheng Wang.
did not bother with plating the food. The two stood by the pot with a fork
each in their hands and shared the food, chatting as they ate.
However, just as they only took a couple of bites, the cat son had
trotted over with its nose wrinkling. It had found a corner to tuck itself away
early in the morning, and Sheng Wang had wanted to grab the cat out for some
fun while he was bored waiting for the food. He somehow did not manage to
hugging the leg of his pants. This pair of pants was loose, and he did not
tighten up with the strings after he showered, and so the cat nearly tugged his
pants down.
pants?”
Question marks appeared all over Sheng Wang’s head. “Aren’t cats
Jiang Tian bent over, grabbing the back of the cat’s neck and setting it
aside as he said, “It likes the smell of milk and cheese. Who knows where it
learnt it from.”
As Sheng Wang watched him trick the cat son back to the living room,
open up a can and then come back, he wanted to laugh for some reason. He
then had a moment of gladness; he was glad that he didn’t pick another gift
through the meal. He replied with a couple of lines involving work, and then
took a picture of the spaghetti, sending it over while he’s at it. He knew the
other person had in a fit of motivation found a private coach for him to work
out. His meals consisted of the healthy diet the coach customised for him, the
kind where he had to take pictures of and show the coach every day.
words, saying that he had not eaten food with toppings for a long time, and
Zhang Chao: You’re saying it’s delicious with that picky tongue of
nothing but mineral water and the few tins of beer we brought back last time
I No Longer Want This Hand Of Mine: who told you that I’m the one
who cooked it
Zhang Chao: ?
Zhang Chao: ……
This person insisted on asking, and then got pissed off enough to leave
previous chat record, showing them to Jiang Tian. “This morning he kept
my ankle.”
After complaining, he turned off the screen on his phone and tossed it
back inside his pants pocket. He twirled another forkful of pasta, and just as
he delivered it into his mouth, he heard his Ge suddenly speak, “You can
Sheng Wang’s hand, which was holding the fork, stilled. He looked up
at Jiang Tian.
The days of two people and a cat were too carefree, causing one to
accidentally lose track of time. Jiang Tian only realised that it was near the
end of the year when he dug out his phone one day and checked it after
Chinese New Year this year was rather early — January 25th. Jiang Ou
and Old Man Ding were supposed to return at that time initially, and make it
just in time for the Spring Festival. Unexpectedly, an incident abruptly cut in,
who spoke was female. The moment the other person spoke, she asked, “Are
rarely to the point that he nearly didn’t react properly for a split second. The
other person continued in the few seconds he paused, saying, “The current
state of his health isn’t so good right now, and he can’t really walk or talk
Jiang Tian frowned, and swallowed back down the “I don’t know
him”.
Zhao Xi had informed him, as early as the start of last year, that
something was wrong with Ji Huanyu’s body and that he was already
hospitalised.
Back then, Du Cheng didn’t hold on with the brain cancer for too long,
and his breathing stopped in a day in the winter break. Apparently, on the
final day itself, the hospital had tried to persuade Ji Huanyu to bring him
home; most patients want to return back to their roots when they are on the
deathbed. However, Du Cheng’s old home had been long gone — he had
lived in both Beijing and Shanghai for a while, and then stayed for many
years overseas. He had travelled to many places, but not a single one was the
one where he could lie down and leave. In the end, it was the hospital bed
However, at that time, Jiang Tian’s and Sheng Wang’s side was already
had the spare time to keep an ear out for Du Cheng. By the time they finally
period of time, nobody knew if it was because he had completely ruined the
life of the ex-wife he had once liked, or if it was because his lover had
passed. If it’s the former, he had always been selfish, and did not have the
conscience to feel that. If it’s the latter, his heart was never that entirely into
it.
Let alone other people, not even he himself knew clearly why.
In any case, in that period of time, he did all sorts of things, like a
and then he fainted one day. By the time he woke up, he could no longer
fees. There was even a nurse who would help him left and right. Yet, what he
wanted most the entire life was his face; he couldn’t stand spending his days
like this at all. So as other people were able to recover a little after going for
energy was disappearing from his body at a rate visible to the naked eye — a
he owes you quite a lot. He still has some properties and money, and there
he stood downstairs, and was quiet for a while with furrowed brows. “I
don’t need it, tell him to find someone else to give them to.”
Despite that being what he said, the Saturday three days later, he still
made a trip to the hospital — he heard that Jiang Ou had returned in advance.
Chapter 107 - Weeds
When Jiang Tian and the rest were all in Jiangsu, Ji Huanyu was also
Now Jiang Tian and the rest were in Beijing, and Ji Huanyu happened
he was an orphan, and the thing called home wasn’t anything of any particular
She would always remember that horrible night from a long time ago.
That day, every single person in a hospital had the tracks of their life shifted
onto a different fork, and the journey down took five-six years. The web of
relations between these people was a convoluted mess of tree roots; but upon
closer inspection, in the true heart of the matter, the source of everything was
intersecting relations, and could not stop splitting hairs no matter what she
did. Later, she spent two years on medication and healing, and slowly sorted
things out with guidance. She finally realised the biggest hurdle she had to
People are simply like this sometimes: the ones most involved in the
situation know the least. When she’s in a good state, she would question
herself: such a simple principle, how was she unable to sort these things
apart clearly before? When she’s not doing so well, she would then feel that
Only when she heard that Ji Huanyu was hospitalised, then she truly
changed; like she had been drifting amidst the cloudy fog for quite a while,
and had suddenly plummeted to the ground.
herself. Therefore, when she received the carer’s call, she decided to come
see Ji Huanyu. This time round, there was nobody else around, nobody was
It was just that before she headed upstairs, a brief interlude occurred at
the entrance to the hospital. She happened to be alighting the car, tightened up
her coat, and was about to head inside when she suddenly caught a glance of
a person in a navy blue coat talking on the phone in the near distance. He was
facing this direction with his side, and a hand was still on the car door.
she didn’t wear her glasses on a daily basis. From this distance, she was
only certain that the other person was a tall, thin, pale and immaculate young
person with an outstanding air about him. She couldn’t see his features
properly. But the moment he turned around, Jiang Ou felt that the way he was
holding the phone and talking was calm and aloof; he was a little alike to
Fortunately, she reacted in time: Jiang Tian did not have a coat of this
colour, and would rarely wear a black scarf this thick. Therefore a laugh
escaped from her as she shook her head and went straight inside the hospital.
It’s been such a long while since Jiang Ou saw Ji Huanyu — the last
That day, the person rushed here in the middle of the night, bringing
with him the wintry coldness and signs of having just been beaten up by Jiang
Tian, so he was the opposite of the way he was usually impeccably dressed;
he was a little unkempt. In her mind, that was Ji Huanyu at his most
undignified.
Right at the very start, when she heard that Ji Huanyu had fallen ill
right, she continued imagining based on the way he was that night — a little
thinner, a little paler, a little sloppier. Due to her utter detest for him, she
But by the time she truly saw Ji Huanyu in the hospital ward, she still
no way she could tell that this was the person whom she had been entangled
The “liar” that once had a good appearance wore an entirely non-form
fitting scrubs for patients. A nurse supported one arm, and his other hand was
holding a steel rod propped up against the ground — it was indeed a walking
stick, but just that this word seemed to not fit at all when used in conjunction
Ji Huanyu.
and the energy they gave off. After a long time, even their appearance would
change. Once upon a time, when Jiang Ou and Ji Huanyu were still on good
terms, she would often hear praises from people, saying that her husband was
a beautiful elegant man. And now, there was no trace of the past self to be
Jiang Ou saved up a chest full of things to say, but the moment she saw
For those very few seconds, she even found herself at loss. She was
thinking: who is this pasty and bloated middle-aged man? Why did he
subconsciously use his hand to shelter his face the moment he saw her, and
then tug at the nurse toduck inside the bathroom in a hurry, causing him to
Several moments later, she then came back to herself, letting out a soft
only person she could hold on to — Jiang Tian — and then wasting an entire
How ridiculous.
Ji Huanyu stayed inside the bathroom for a long time. Who knew if he
to see other people. By the time the nurse helped him outside again, Jiang Ou
had already helped him partially close the door to the ward.
have such lively eyes; when needed, they could be gentle, they could be
passionate. But now, all they do is to stick to the ground, making him appear
The nurse helped him onto the bed, and then adjusted the inclination of
the bedrest. She pulled a chair to the bedside, and said to Jiang Ou, “Please
fine.”
The nurse initially wanted to stay by the side, but Ji Huanyu waved his
“Then……” the nurse hesitated, then left, happy to have some free
time. There were only two people left inside the ward.
Jiang Ou said, “Did you invite me here to see how terribly you’re
doing, Ji Huanyu?”
The other person still refused to look at her, sitting at the head of the
bed with his head hung low. Despite the difficulty he faced upon walking just
now, he did appear alive to a certain degree. Now that he’s back on the bed,
the lifeless numbness enveloped him once more. Much later, he then blinked
More than a decade ago, when Jiang Ou heard him say that, she always
felt a little wronged. Five-six years ago, when she heard him say that in the
hospital, she was so enraged she turned hysterical.
Now that she heard him say that once more, she ought to jeer at it, and
feel like it would be beneath her to care. But at this moment, she felt more
A foreign Ji Huanyu dragged her out from the shadows of the past,
turning her into a mere bystander. She stood by the side of the bed, bag in
hand, watching a patient she was in no way familiar with at all saying things
In that instant, she suddenly understood why the doctor advised her to
Only when she truly meets him will she truly understand: time changes
people, changes things. The person she once liked, was once exhausted by,
was once hated, had long since ceased to exist. It had been a silhouette in her
a little like laughing — which she did in her heart anyway, and then her
She brushed back a strand of hair that had fallen to the side of her ear,
could accept all of them with ease. At one point, he felt that literally anyone
in the world could show him the face of contempt because of certain things,
anyone in the world but Jiang Ou — because she would simply refuse to see
him.
He would rather Jiang Ou go hysterical the way she was a few years
ago, her eyes red in the same way — yelling at him — hitting him — venting
her suppressed anger and woes. However, all Jiang Ou did was to dig her
phone out and check the time, then saying to him, “I don’t know what I want
to say either. I don’t feel like saying what I initially had in mind, so that’s all,
I suppose. Just take it that I came here for a quick visit after the phone call,
Jiang Ou was at a loss for words for a moment. “Try to recuperate, and
do some physiotherapy.”
something.
Jiang Ou cut him off there and then. “Don’t overthink it, nobody wants
This line was funnily no different from what Jiang Tian said. Ji Huanyu
gradually lowered his head, and stared at an empty spot in thin air. He no
longer moved. He spent his whole life disregarding any honour, all for his
personal gains. Consequently, in the end, when he finally had a rare show of
conscience and wanted to give out what he had in hand, nobody wanted it
anymore.
Jiang Ou took one last look at him, pushed the door to the ward open,
This ward was at the end of the corridor, next to it was a wide glass
window. The sunlight of deep winter shone in, but it carried no warmth at all.
bench. She appeared all tranquil when she said what she said in the hospital
ward, but the moment she sat down, she still couldn’t help but zone out. The
same way students who toiled away for their studies for more than a decade
would always end up sinking into a space of emptiness after gaokao is over.
She couldn’t quite name the feeling, and neither could she really
shoulders. Only when someone sat down next to her and presented a cup of
Perhaps it had been too long since she sat with Jiang Tian together in peace.
It was as though she had a boring, dreary dream that just dragged on and on,
and was suddenly startled awake. That tall and thin son who would always
purse his lips tightly and look aside had already become an adult.
“Why are you here?” Jiang Ou asked in a daze, “When did you
arrive?”
What was different however was that he was delayed a few minutes
Jiang Tian did not intend for Sheng Wang to come here, so when he
called him, he only said he had something on, and would be back later.
However, the other person hit the nail right on the head with a guess. Still, he
did not want to let Sheng Wang come face this rotten mess left by the past, so
with some kissing and coaxing, he got the other person to wait for him in the
car.
the door partially closed. He did not want to actually see Ji Huanyu, so he
leaned against the door outside, and overheard the two’s conversation in its
entirety.
Translator’s notes:
You Know.”
Jiang Ou held the paper cup he gave her in her hands and took a sip; the
temperature was just right. She swallowed the water, and suddenly realised
that her son had always been like this throughout so many years: he didn’t
talk much, but always took care of people very well. It was precisely
because he took care of people too well, and was too mature, to the point that
“Did you take your medicine?” asked Jiang Tian in a low voice. He sat
Interactions between this mother and son seemed to always be like this.
someone cope with their issues, and was even worse at finding topics that
could cheer people up. Every time, he would quietly stay within where she
Jiang Ou stared at the shadow he casted beneath his feet for quite a
while, and suddenly heard him ask, “Did you have fun?”
She paused, and was a little surprised. She thought Jiang Tian would
cut straight to the point, ask about what she and Ji Huanyu said. She did not
expect that after so many years, Jiang Tian had actually learnt to be tactful.
“It was pretty good. Not too tiring, it’s very relaxing,” Jiang Ou gave a
very small laugh. When her brows relaxed, she was still genial and mild, just
that the many years of emotional suffering had made her look more weary
than she was at the start. “The old man liked it quite a lot too. He found two
chess buddies, and even got to know an old lady that knows how to play the
piano.”
Jiang Tian let out a “Mn”, and tilted his head in the direction of the
out a soft sigh. She knew it — tactfulness is only temporary, her son still had
the cold and stubborn temper which didn’t do things in a more roundabout
manner.
“Try what?”
Jiang Ou opened her mouth, wanting to say because I know how tired
the people around me are, and also how tired you are. But with the reality
of the five-six years of living in a foreign land right before their eyes, this
line seemed especially useless — she couldn’t bring herself to say it.
Furthermore, she would still get stressed out for no reason due to a couple of
crack a joke, saying, who even interrogates their mom that intently like
this? But she suddenly recalled what the doctor once mentioned, saying that
in this mother-son relationship, her role was more like the junior; more often
than not, she was relying on and not taking care of the other person. It had
been exactly this before, just that she did not consciously realise it, only
classifying this as Jiang Tian being more independent — even if she wanted
Later on, she became paranoid and terrified due to Ji Huanyu and Du
Cheng, feeling like nobody could be trusted and was worth pouring her
Therefore, not even she herself realised that she had treated her son as
the straw she clutched at, her survival instincts pushed at her to hold onto him
with a death grip. She feared that the moment she turned around, even this
Seeing the way she was in a trance and did not know how to reply for a
long time, Jiang Tian pursed his lips and lowered his eyes. His wrists rested
on his kneecap, his ten digits loosely intertwined. A moment later, he asked
“Who?” Jiang Ou’s mind went blank for a while before she realised
that he’s talking about Ji Huanyu. Therefore, she zoned out a little, and
Jiang Tian turned to look at her. Her brows were lightly knitted as she
deliberated, “I thought I would feel very uncomfortable, break out into cold
sweat and all, but I didn’t. He changed quite a lot, I nearly couldn’t recognise
him. Maybe it’s because he isn’t doing so well either, I actually don’t have
This time Jiang Tian did not speak. He was silent for a long while, so
long that even Jiang Ou couldn’t sit quite still anymore, and snuck two
glances at him.
“Mn.”
laugh at all. He said, “No, I just couldn’t figure something out, that’s all.”
Jiang Tian did not even look up. He said plainly, “You can say
Jiang Ou’s heart was abruptly jerked, like someone had used the
sharpest fingernail to pinch the bit of flesh on the mouth of her heart.
Although he may be direct with his words, he had never asked her
something like this before, out of the fear that she would get insomnia from
anxiety, or have another emotional meltdown. He held down his own temper,
and after so many roundabout poking about all these years, today was the first
The more he was like this, the more Jiang Ou felt the jerk in her heart, the
more it ached.
Once bitten, twice shy. After thinking herself into a corner all these
years, all she was scared of was just that she didn’t take care of him
properly, terrified that Jiang Tian had walked onto the same wrong path that
Ji Huanyu did…….All it came down to was that she did not want Jiang Tian
However, she never would have thought, after going through so many
twists and turns, Jiang Tian actually placed himself on the same scale as Ji
Huanyu. And as for her, she was tongue tied, and actually had no idea how to
refute at all.
She wanted to say of course not, how could it be? You and Ji Huanyu
throughout these years, every single thing she did seemed to be the exact
The most terrifying of all, was that if it wasn’t for Jiang Tian asking
But……
water, and slowly held down her feelings while holding the cup. The process
of facing Ji Huanyu just now gave her experience; she consciously recalled
that instant just now, doing her best to reimagine herself as a bystander. The
one sitting opposite her wasn’t her son, but an unfamiliar youth who was
She wasn’t that easily prone to anxiousness anymore, and was much
also due to medication, she had not sorted out her thoughts for a long time. Or
rather, it had been eons since she even carried out the action of ‘thinking’, to
the point that at this moment, too many words came forth to the edges of her
Much silence later, she finally found a start. “I did try before.”
“Mom really did try to understand before. For this one period of time, I was
doing okay and didn’t need to take medication, I spent many days thinking
about it. Why do parents all wish for their kids to properly get married and
before. She said she thought of what if I get too old, and she wouldn’t be
around, what would become of me when I’m all lonesome? Having someone
needed to stop worrying. Actually, I’m not that different too, I was just
thinking……”
She paused, the rims of her eyes reddened a little. She lowered her
head for another sip of water before continuing, “My son was all alone as a
kid, there was always nobody around to take care of him. In reality, blaming
this all on Ji Huanyu was useless too; I’m not one to speak, I’m not even as
close to you as an old man with zero blood relations. But the old man is old
already, his body isn’t as good as before. Including me, everyone will have
to go at one point or another. If you’re not married by then, you will be all
alone. Sure, it doesn’t matter if nothing goes wrong, but what if you fall sick?
What if you run into trouble? What happens if you get older later?”
point. “See, mom did try to think this through before. Later on, I told myself,
marriage doesn’t represent much actually, it’s possible you’ll get divorced
you have in the future? Back then, I just kept thinking and thinking and
thinking, and spiralled into that train of thought for several days — I couldn’t
leave.”
Jiang Tian was deep in thought for a long while, and then turned to face
Jiang Ou. “At the start, when you came to fetch me at Wu Tong Wai, were you
thinking about having someone to take care of you when you’re seventy-
“Then why do you want me to think about that?” Jiang Tian said.
He wasn’t interrogating her, his tone wasn’t harsh either; the same old
cold and plain, with a few degrees of resignation and defiance. But Jiang Ou
“The Old Man didn’t get married and didn’t have kids, now he still has
someone taking care of him. Ji Huanyu only has a nurse next to him,” Jiang
Tian’s thumb rubbed at his joints, and said, as though he was in a trance,
“Who knows what will happen in the future? Is there any point in planning so
onwards, Jiang Tian never celebrated his birthday. No matter who tried to
prepare one for him, be it her, Old Man Ding, the professor, his classmates or
Every time she thought about this, Jiang Ou’s heart would ache so much
She hurriedly lowered her head, and took a few sips of water.
The corridor wasn’t actually that warm, the water cooled rather
quickly. Jiang Tian reached out to take her paper cup, and turned to head to
Maybe it was because this floor was overly spacious, but it made his
silhouette even more quiet and lonely. The corridor was long, the water room
For that one instant, Jiang Ou had an illusion. Like that lonesome view
of his back would walk on a narrow path for eons; no matter how he walked,
She gripped her fingers, and then suddenly got up, following after him.
Jiang Tian was mixing water into warm water in the water refill room,
the steam rose above the rim of the cup, forming a cloud of mist over the
stainless steel water cooler. Out of his peripherals, Jiang Ou followed over,
A few seconds later, he heard the other person softly ask, “Does it
have to be Xiao-Wang?”
Jiang Tian stilled, and his pointer finger nearly got scalded by the hot
water.
His gaze lowered, and he rushed to turn off the tap. He held the slightly
scalding water cup, and stood there for quite a while before he spoke, “Why
couldn’t it be him?”
Why could she treat Ji Huanyu with composure, but was always so
There was barely any colour left on Jiang Ou’s face, making her look a
good to Jiang Tian, but it would be too much for him to treat him like one of
his own. But she wasn’t one — for a very long period of time, she really did
treat Sheng Wang as a second son, one that she personally gave birth to. It
wasn’t because of the depths of her feelings for Sheng Mingyang, but it was
because she had treated Sheng Wang as the Jiang Tian in another space and
time.
“I’ve told you before, right? I’ve heard many, many stories of Sheng
Wang as a kid, and thought that he was very similar to the way you were as a
kid. Only, he grew up like that under his care, you grew up like this under my
care. I would often think: if I’m a better mother, if I’d accompanied you
more, spoilt you a little, would you have become like Xiao-Wang? Would
you laugh, throw little tantrums, and get mad? I’m not saying that his
personality is better than yours, I’m just thinking…...if so, would you have
not mature so early, would you have less concerns, and would you be able to
She really did treat Sheng Wang as her son — how was she supposed
Jiang Tian didn’t speak after hearing that from her, standing in only
silence. He stared at the slightly swaying lines in the cup, zoning out. Much
longer later, he suddenly spoke, “Have you seen him before this?”
“Sheng Wang.”
“......I have not.”
“Why?’
throw little tantrums, and couldn’t get mad anymore.” The corner of his lips
jerked, self-mockery laced his smile. “You spent five-six years, only to raise
wide open, leaving a gaping wound, blood seeping out drop by drop. She
was in utter anguish; maybe it was because of Jiang Tian who said something
like this, or because of Sheng Wang who had become “Jiang Tian”. Or
maybe…...it was because of her, the one who wore everyone down into
“Jiang Tian” after all these twists and turns for so many years.
She suddenly recalled the young person she saw outside the hospital,
and opened her mouth in a daze, asking, “Did Xiao-Wang come here?”
“He did, I didn’t let him come up here,” Jiang Tian said.
stop to that before those words escaped her mouth — she would just be
increasing the awkwardness otherwise. She still wanted to ask “are you two
together again”, but didn’t manage to bring herself to ask that. Because she
said “whatever” to even Ji Huanyu, she didn’t know what ground she had to
It was as though the moment she asked, she would be putting the two
and Ji Huanyu on the same line, and this ought to be what she wanted to see
She did not find the ground to ask this on, but Jiang Tian volunteered to
Jiang Ou stilled,
“I want to be with him for a long time, I don’t want to miss a single
year,” Jiang Tian looked at her. “If you can’t accept this, I will still visit you
on my own, nothing will change. If you can, then we will visit you together.”
He paused. “I’m not seeking your opinion, I’m just letting you know.”
Chapter 109 - Phone Call
there has to be time left for the person to process it. Jiang Ou did not have
any obvious emotional issues, which was already the greatest sign of
success; the rest will have to be left to time. In the end, Jiang Tian did not let
her come in contact with Sheng Wang either. He helped Jiang Ou book a car,
The driver got up from the driver’s seat and helped to open the car’s
door. Jiang Ou sat at the back, straightened her clothes, and gave in in the end
— she turned around to look outside via the back window of the car.
She saw Jiang Tian striding in the other direction away from the door.
When he reached the corner of the hospital parameter, someone came out
vacantly.
She could still recall the indifferent and mature air of the person as he
spoke on the phone — perhaps he was talking about work matters, so he gave
people the impression that he was methodical and capable, the one who
would stand out the most if he was placed in a crowd — that wasn’t the
Sheng Wang in her memories. It was to the point that in her fleeting glance,
she genuinely mistook him for a stranger that resembled Jiang Tian.
“Is the temperature in the car just right?” The driver queried as he
Jiang Ou snapped out of her thoughts, and gave a hurried yet courteous
As she turned back around, she could still vaguely see the young man
leaning over the car window, smiling as he waved. The instant he faced Jiang
Tian, there was finally a shadow of his past self; like he was still the
animated youth who would laugh, who would throw little tantrums.
Jiang Ou watched him dazedly for a while. She finally turned back
Sheng Wang briefly scanned around behind Jiang Tian, and did not spot
any other familiar figure. Although that was entirely expected, he still felt a
As a result, just as he was about to buckle his seatbelt after he sat back
on the driver’s seat, Jiang Tian closed in and kissed him for a while.
Jiang Tian sat up straight, and buckled in his seatbelt too. “Do you
mind that?”
“Of course I don’t.” Sheng Wang touched the corner of his lips, “I was
“......Am I retarded?”
(t/n: Yes I am aware this is a slur, and I translated it as it is. While I’m not quite sure whether
the author does know if it’s a slur within the Chinese context, please refrain from passing too much
judgement over this.)
That wasn’t it, actually. He merely felt that this move was a little
unusual, coming from Jiang Tian. He was worried that the conversation
between mother and son did not go well. However, upon hearing the familiar
take my car even if it’s convenient. His Ge had always been straightforward
and forthcoming, having to come up with a crappy excuse of “out of the way”
nearby.”
“What apartment?”
Jiang Tian eyed him from the side. “Am I that easily tricked?”
Sheng Wang muffled his laughter as he typed, his wrists resting over
the steering wheel. A while later, he raised the phone screen at Jiang Tian.
“You think I wouldn’t know where she stays if you don’t say it? I’ve asked
convenient.”
while he’s a teenager; now he’d grown some guts, and started to do it
himself. Jiang Tian faced-off with him for a while with a stiff look on his
face, and suddenly reached out to pinch the back of his neck. “If you want to
ticklish all over, and every spot was enough to come for his life; Jiang Tian’s
touch was even more terrifying. “Let go! I don’t trust that capitalism-bred
“Try it.”
“What do you mean ‘try’, there are two lives aboard this car, hello,
Ge.” Sheng Wang brushed his hand off, and switched gears, turned on the
lights, lifted his foot off the pedal all in one shot, genuinely afraid that he
family……”
against the seat. He missed this nonsensical talk very much, the way noise
and clamour once filled up his every single day. In his most ideal imaginings,
“I may be pretty handsome, but you still shouldn’t harm me.” Some
people can roughly pass as reasonable at the start, but later on, it would all
drawling, “I didn’t hear about you having a family when you were biting my
Sheng Wang let out a cold laugh, and stopped at the junction. Perhaps it
was because of the red light shining down on him, but a wave of crimson
blanketed his neck and face; his complexion was rather undisturbed,
however.
managed to cheat him into dating me when we’re too young. My family
member is a PhD who came back from overseas, he’s both tall and
“Envious of who?”
Jiang Tian shook his head. “I’m more envious of that family member.”
Sheng Wang narrowed his eyes, and only touched his earlobe after
Although he was recognizant of this fact early on, but he really wanted
The last few days before the Spring Festival, everyone was
mechanically busy. Gao Tianyang and Chili had booked tickets a long time
ago, and asked when will Sheng Wang and Jiang Tian go back to Jiangsu.
Sheng Wang answered, “Why do you have to bring this topic up out of
all things.”
Gao Tianyang did a little thinking, and figured, yeah, to Sheng Wang,
there was only his ancestral home and Sheng Mingyang in his hometown.
Now that someone is currently in the state of being out of the closet, going
back will only add on to his dear old father’s frustrations. As for Jiang
Fuzhong’s entrance that has already been rented out, there was similarly not
Jiang Tian was used to travelling around for some sightseeing during
festivals for the past few years, and was already subconsciously looking for
Wang, “Why are you taking him seriously, there’s no such thing as an obscure
spot during the Spring Festival — there’s more than a billion of us out there,
hello?”
After much inner turmoil over two days, they booked a flight to Jiangsu
in the end.
Firstly, it was because Class A’s WeChat group started to explode with
activity before the New Year, agreeing to pay their teachers a visit after the
New Year. Secondly…...when there were still three days left until Sheng
Ever since the dinner on New Year’s Day, there had always been a few
traces of lingering awkwardness between the father and son. For a very long
period of time, Sheng Mingyang did not share with him articles on keeping
the body healthy, nor did he share anything in Moments. He was abruptly
dead silent; nobody knew if he was going through some inner conflict, or he
This phone call was the first time he contacted him after New Year’s
Day. The moment the call was picked up, both of them were silent for a few
seconds. In the end, it was Sheng Mingyang who spoke up first. “You’re
He did not use “are you coming back”, going for the half-certain
sentence structure straight away. This was standard fare from him, to use
for some reason, when used in this occasion, it seemed more like a twisted
Sheng Wang was stunned, and did not instantly speak. In those few
seconds, he acutely felt that Sheng Mingyang was a little nervous — his
usually domineering father, seriously got nervous as he waited for his reply.
He did not expose his nervousness, and immediately answered once he
it’s a little hard to book hotel rooms in the Spring Festival too.”
Actually, he had already decided to not go back before this phone call
was made. After a whole year of business, enjoying a world of two with
Jiang Tian at home for the Spring Festival seemed pretty good too — much
better than going out just to watch the back of people’s heads.
But he didn’t mention the original plan, only pushing the reason to the
he wouldn’t cause the person on the other end of the phone to feel hurt.
you need to book hotels? Why are you staying in a hotel when there’s a house
With that, Sheng Wang could no longer evade the question. He hesitated
for two seconds, and said in resignation, “I’m not going back by myself.”
been pressed on Sheng Mingyang, he could hear how stiff he was from his
voice alone. A good while later, he finally said ambiguously, “I know you’re
not coming back alone, isn’t that room still in the house?”
This time, it was Sheng Wang who was left tongue tied.
spoke to each other, everyone knew how to infer. Sheng Mingyang was plenty
smart, and Sheng Wang surpassed him as his successor. Yet, just this once, he
wanted to be an idiot.
His lips moved — he looked up at Jiang Tian, who was opposite the
dining table — and then asked Sheng Mingyang in seriousness, “Dad, do you
Sheng Mingyang was silent for a moment, and did not answer this
question directly. “I just saw Old Xu make a post in Moments, saying that
those classmates of yours are planning to go back to school for a visit.”
continue.
“Doesn’t that include the both of you too,” Sheng Mingyang said.
year, I can stay for basically only two days, for the 30th and the first day. I
can have a couple of meals, and then I’ll have to leave on the second day in
the morning.”
(t/n: A reminder that they are speaking in chinese/lunar calendar terms, 30th of the last month
of the chinese calendar, and then first day of chinese new year)
Sheng Wang let out yet another “mn”, just that his throat was a little
“Take a look at your legs before you drink,” Sheng Wang said.
Sheng Mingyang was quiet again for some reason. Many moments later,
he finally said, “Can you still snatch up the tickets if you buy it now?”
Sheng Wang said, “It isn’t as difficult to buy plane tickets.”
Just one word, and the weight he had been shouldering for the past few
years was gone by more than half. Only when he felt his back, the tendons,
the strings and everything all slowly relaxed, then Sheng Wang realised:
“I’ll get Auntie Sun to clean up the room a bit when it’s confirmed that
Sheng Wang thought, and said, “Then, let’s give auntie a little break.
My room needs only a little cleaning, she can ignore the one next door.
looking at these words beyond its surface level, and hung up without a
second word.
Sheng Wang complained to Jiang Tian, pointing at the phone, “See this,
thought about the daily life of talking off his head with Sheng Mingyang when
he was young; it was as fresh as yesterday, but it also seemed like those days
He plucked out the last green grape and tossed it into his mouth. He
carried the bowl with only the empty stem left in it and walked towards the
kitchen. When he passed by Jiang Tian, he reached his head out to give him a
peck on the corner of his lips. He shook his head as he said, “The old
comrade has gotten old and can’t withstand teasing anymore. I’m the one who
Translator’s notes:
Festival”, and the rush of everyone all over China travelling back home to
reunite with family is also notorious for the sheer high traffic. The dinner the
night before Chinese New Year, Chinese New Year Eve’s dinner (年夜饭) is
very significant because for one it’s for family to gather together, yknow, and
My Hand Is Warm.”
Sheng Wang and Jiang Tian bought an early flight for the 24th, and the
moment they have just landed, he received a message from Sheng Mingyang
on WeChat, saying that he had another work dinner to attend in the day, so the
two of them will have to go home and rest for a bit by themselves. The
definitely make sure that the eve of Chinese New Year would always be free.
This year, with him suddenly having to attend the dinner, it was pretty easy to
As he hoped for them to come back for the new year, he also couldn’t
quite afford to let go of his pride. The small building in White Horse Alley
between two families and four people. He honestly did not know what’s the
first thing he should even say to Sheng Wang and Jiang Tian upon seeing them
The old comrade had been astute for a good majority of his life, and
was apt at saying all sorts of pretty words in different scenarios. When it
came down to it, his son was still the only one who he didn’t know how to
deal with.
accepted the location of the restaurant his father shared in silence, and did
As they were waiting for their suitcases, Sheng Wang received a phone
call. Jiang Tian listened to him confirm the location and the zone the car was
It’s been ages since Jiang Tian last heard this address, and was briefly
stunned before he came out of it. Sheng Wang had already pushed the
suitcases here. He reached his hand out and snapped his fingers right in front
Jiang Tian pressed down his meddling fingers. “He’s already here?”
Jiang Tian turned to look at the directions to the car park above him on
instinct, but Sheng Wang dragged him towards the direction of the escalator
instead. “Why are you looking at the sign? I’m all that you need to look at.”
Jiang Tian had only ever departed from this airport, he had never gone
through arrival before. Sheng Wang did come here quite a few times
throughout these years, with every time being in a rush. This time was the
only exception.
The young master was visibly in a good mood, and somewhat carried
the air of the emperor on tour, boasting in front of his Ge without any qualms,
“Not so sure about the other places, but I am seriously familiar with airports
Jiang Tian was pushing the luggage trolley. “Mn, the free ones are more
prone to issues.”
“Bullshit.” Sheng Wang stuck his hand out, “You can pay me if you
insist.”
Jiang Tian dug his phone out from his pocket, and slapped it onto his
palm — he lifted it up again before he could grasp it, “I need some proof
first.”
“What proof?”
“Go ahead and ask, I can point out the location of literally any shop
here.”
Jiang Tian let out yet another “Mn”, asking, “Where is the west?”
The young master had ran freely in the Jianghu for several years, he
had been to many different places all over the country, but he still was unable
to tell north south from east west. The living GPS met its Waterloo barely
was flooded with people. The private cars and booked cabs all formed a
long jam, it was impossible to tell who’s who in the crowd. Sheng Wang
called Uncle Xiao-Chen’s phone, and so a “where exactly is the car” began a
said on the verge of a breakdown, “I’m right behind a white car, and my car
Sheng Wang said, “Uncle, literally most of the cars here are white,
which one doesn’t have flashing lights on? How about you give me a general
Sheng Wang was silent for two seconds. He shoved his phone at Jiang
Tian straight away. “You do it, I only recognise left and right and front and
backt.”
Xiao-Chen funnily did not change at all — his haircut was still the
simplest kind, and the clothes he wore for this season was the unchanging
short jacket with its collars flipped up. He came out of the car to help bring
in the suitcases. When he saw Jiang Tian, he briefly stopped in his tracks,
and then said wistfully “You’ve grown taller again, and still as handsome as
ever, huh?”
Some places are just like this: the existence of a single person, a single
road, a single block of building are enough to let people feel like they are
dreaming about their youth again. Jiang Tian sat in the backseat of Xiao-
by his side; that was what he was feeling. It was to the point that for a
moment, he even wanted to roll his sleeves up to his elbows, as though what
road. Jiang Tian watched Sheng Wang key in the password at the door, and
was still the one he was told of at the start. And after the door was opened,
In these few years, every time Jiang Tian thought of this house, this
scent would always float up in his nose. That was his last memory of this
place, and not a particularly good one either. It was such that when he
smelled it, he unconsciously felt like he had just sprinted for a few thousand
miles.
Fortunately, the person he couldn’t find no matter what back then, was
standing next to him at this very instant; he was chatting and laughing, he was
within reach. So that scent became gentle too, and was no longer that empty
and desolate.
The moment he hooked his fingers around Sheng Wang’s, he came to a
clear realisation at last: they would have much, much time ahead of them, so
much that it could gradually bury those years full of loss, full of hurt, full of
emptiness.
The lighting in the building was great, but as long as it was shortly
cleaned up before with nobody being around for a while, the house would
become dark and cold. Sheng Wang was the same as before; the moment he
changed his shoes, he would start looking for the remote, switching on the air
his time at, either way, none of those that should be switched on would be
missed out. The temperature indoors during the summer would be cold
knows where on earth he acquired this questionable habit that he had since
birth.
Jiang Tian followed behind him. The trace of discomfort he felt at the
entrance earlier slowly faded away in all sorts of little actions Sheng Wang
The young master shot straight to the second floor like he was catching
a thief, and twisted open the door to the bedroom where Jiang Tian used to
“Didn’t I say cleaning up one room is enough?” Sheng Wang pushed the
door completely wide open, and tilted his chin towards the inside, saying,
“There — the old comrade did not cooperate at all, he got Auntie Sun to
listened to him. Now that he saw this sort of behaviour, all he felt was some
amusement.
have. Despite how unwilling he was, he still fully displayed the graciousness
of a senior in the issue of tidying Jiang Tian’s bedroom. The bedsheet and
duvet cover were all new, he did not settle for letting Auntie Sun just change
them out; the quilt had been sunned at the very least, it was fluffy and
warm……
Sheng Wang twisted open the knob on the door to his bedroom, and
It was because there were two sets of quilts on the bed, looking
incredibly out of place. It was obvious that it wasn’t Auntie Sun’s usual
tidying methods. He beckoned at Jiang Tian, and bent over to check the
corner of the sheets. He then pinched the corner of one, saying, “See this?
You can tell: this duvet cover isn’t covering the bed properly, even a caving
From this, it could be deduced that Auntie Sun initially laid out one
quilt in here, and after some thinking, Sheng Mingyang thought, that can’t do
He laughed with a hand on Jiang Tian’s shoulder for quite a long while,
and then took his phone out to take a picture of the corners. He sent it to
energy to
I No Longer Want This Hand Of Mine: then I’ll go ask Auntie Sun, how
did her craft worsen this much after a year of not seeing her
With the push of these lines, those few bits of pride and reservedness
the old comrade once held had completely shattered into pieces. The moment
Sheng Wang just replied, he chased him down with a call, his tone extremely
first.” Sheng Mingyang was deep in thought for a moment, and finally brought
up the other person on his own accord, “Don’t get food delivery. If I recall
correctly, Xiao-Tian knows how to cook, right? There are ingredients in the
Jiang Tian was a little surprised when he heard the address “Xiao-
Sheng Wang winked at his Ge, and said to the phone, “We’ll be heading
to Wu Tong Wai later. Grandpa Ding just got home yesterday, so we’ll
“Sure, the private room I booked tonight should have enough seats. If
the old sir is fine with it, we can have a Chinese New Year’s Eve dinner
together.” Sheng Mingyang had always been like this, setting aside other
issues, he would never neglect a single bit of the courtesy and respect he
ought to give.
Sheng Wang let out an “okay”, and casually chatted a little while more.
“You……”
Sheng Mingyang was silent for two seconds, and hung up straight away.
It was already nearly noon by the time the two were done tidying up
and headed to Wu Tong Wai. The aroma of food wafted all over the alley,
there were even various old men and women strolling around, holding their
grandchild's hand. When they saw Jiang Tian, they would say, tugging at him,
“It’s been a few years since I saw you, how grown up you are!”
Jiang Tian had probably not been made to make so much small talk in
such frequency for his entire life, and yet, there were only so many questions
that old people could ask no matter what they say; he was forced to be a
repeater. Sheng Wang grinned as he watched the show from the side, both
hands tucked in his pockets. It’s fine if he didn’t help, but he purposely
A straight and simple alley somehow caused them to spend half an hour
walking through it. By the time they made it to the end, Dr. Jiang’s face was
“It’s alright,” Sheng Wang couldn’t even hide the mirth in his eyes even
if he wanted to.
into the tiny yard he hadn’t been to for a long time, the old man who was busy
When Old Man Ding had a stern face, the wrinkles by the corners of
Wang, those stiff, straight wrinkles curved, and his entire person became
amiable and kind. He took off his presbyopic glasses, set down the old
fashioned giant scissors, and grabbed Sheng Wang with his dried twig-like
hand.
For that one split second, Sheng Wang thought he would call out a
would exclaim like those old people in the alley, saying “It’s been so long
since I last saw you, look at how grown up you are”, making small talk.
displeasure, “Why are you dressed in so little again! Aren’t you cold during
class?”
Jiang Tian whispered next to his ears, his head lowered, “There isn’t
anything else wrong with the old man, his concept of time is sometimes a
He lowered his head, blinking rapidly until the warmth in his eyes receded.
He then said to the old man, “It’s fine, grandpa. There’s air conditioning in
Translator’s notes:
“So, does it mean that in those six years, Grandpa Ding would also ask Jiang
Other than the occasional bursts of confusion, the slight hunch of his
back, the old man was fine everywhere else. His voice was still as loud as
greatest hobby was still watching television, the channels forever looping
between military affairs, the news, and agriculture. The moment the
television started jamming, he would roll up his sleeves and apply his slaps.
If there was still a naughty creature like Gao Tianyang who climbed his roof,
he could most definitely grab a broom and beat the person down.
Initially, Sheng Wang and Jiang Tian agreed before this to cook, but the
moment they finished washing their hands, they were chased out of the
kitchen by the old man like he was rushing ducks. He said with a fierce look,
“What has it got anything to do with the two of you, stay outta the way.”
“I still can, you know,” Sheng Wang struggled, “You should let me have
“Don’t worry, I eat what I make,” after Sheng Wang said that, he stuck
The old man rolled his eyes. “Who else other than Jiang Tian would
Sheng Wang laughed as he leaned against the side of the kitchen door,
an arm hooked around Jiang Tian. The old man gestured at them with the
kitchen knife, and then with a loud holler, summoned in the Mute who just
entered.
Actually, in the past few years, Sheng Wang would pass by Wu Tong
Wai for a short while every time he came back to his home. The old man
wasn’t around, Xi Le’s Boss Zhao wasn’t around either; he was worried that
the Mute’s days would become both boring and dreary. Unfortunately, every
time he came by, the door to this courtyard was always locked. The Mute
was always busy at some random spot, picking up scraps, or tending to his
It was later when Sheng Wang finally heard from Zhao Xi that his
parents couldn’t stay put in Beijing at all — every time their health were
doing slightly better, they would constantly come back to Jiangsu. Quite a
significant number of months was spent in their home, their roots; half of it
was because they couldn’t let Xi Le go, the other was because of this
When Sheng Wang heard that, he felt that the ties and bonds between
people often run much deeper, much longer than they seem on the surface.
The Mute had been ecstatic for the past few days. In his eyes, the
friends and neighbours he was familiar with had all come home, one group
after another, it was extraordinarily lively — it’s the way it ought to be for
He had been spending all his time in Xi Le recently. Boss Zhao had
acquired a huge batch of top tier longan and candy jujubes, he helped to pack
them separately and seal the bag up. On the last day before the New Year, he
brought back with him two giant packets — one of the old man, one for the
two young’uns.
Both Sheng Wang and Jiang Tian didn’t actually quite like to eat
overly-sweet things, but they were plenty happy to receive it. They knew, to
someone the Mute’s age, the best blessing for the New Year is that everyday
The two were no good at preparing new year gifts for their seniors.
They initially bought tonic as per the norm, as they wished for the older
people to live a long and blessed life after all. However, they changed their
mind again as they waited for the food, and snuck over to the nearest
shopping centre. They bought two smartphones that were old people friendly.
No need to mention why for Old Man Ding; he had always been using
the phone, they were merely helping him upgrade into the newer generation.
Their hearts really couldn’t bear to see the way he was all by himself,
especially when the noise and life faded away. He would stand there,
gesturing with “uh-uh-ah-ah” coming out of his throat; the sight of it was so
heart wrenching that one wouldn’t bear to leave. Although he still wouldn’t
be able to make phone calls despite having a phone, he could write at the
very least.
Sheng Wang helped him set up the input method, guiding him on how to
use it step by step. “You can chat about whatever you like, you can send it to
The Mute and the old man were thrilled upon getting new things, and
spent a whole afternoon sending messages to each other while sitting directly
opposite in their small rattan chairs. It was funnily more effective than their
Jiang Tian pointed at the old man’s back. “Does this look familiar to
you?”
Question marks rose all over Sheng Wang’s head. “No…? Why?”
However, Dr. Jiang said without batting an eye, “That’s your posture
He quieted for two seconds. He held the flesh of the tangerine he just
finished peeling in his mouth, and then chased his Ge out with the tangerine
peel.
classic Beijingese, and Sheng Wang loved his cooked hawthorns, boiled
shrimp balls and sweet pease pudding; he sent out the imperial edict to eat
there every other day. Save for the lack of time to accompany him, Sheng
Mingyang would satisfy any requests of his, and so with this he became on
Actually, Sheng Wang’s taste buds changed after he grew up — but the
people present; Sheng Wang even brought along the old man and the Mute,
but it wasn’t lively at all. After all, comrade Sheng Mingyang still had some
objection in his heart, chit-chatting was sustained all by EQ; its content, upon
recalling, was nothing to write home about. It wasn’t exactly cheerful, but it
lighthearted matters.
The old comrade had been to too many work dinners, and had a bit of
end, he was suddenly unable to hold himself back, and attempted to push
forward development—
He swirled the last bit of alcohol in his glass, and tried to play it
“Then you still have to leave after you’re done with the project?”
“Yes.”
The old comrade let out an “oh”, took a sip of alcohol, and gave his
son a meaningful look. However, his son suddenly spoke, “Since we’re on
Sheng Mingyang spat out blood internally, and put down the glass
quietly. The old comrade did not care about the hell kind of chat he had, he
It was like he had played a round of fancy pool, and a strike of the cue
stick sent it knocking into a black ball. After bumping all around the table for
ages, it clashed against a white ball with a bang, and then both ended up in
the pocket. When he sent Jiang Tian away at the start, no way in hell he
thought that there would be such a roundabout sequel to this. After more than
But he couldn’t say anything to object — he was the one who delivered
The old friend running the restaurant gave them a lamb spine stew on
the house. The comrade ate a bit as he chatted, and he instantly heated up
after he was done eating; his mouth hurt. Even more so when he went home
and saw the two young ones entering the same room.
Although the atmosphere for the dinner was still far from “joy and
harmony”, that was still within expectations. In reality, the fact that they
could have a complete dinner at the same table together already did imply the
from Jiang Ou. Its content was rather simple — it was nothing else but
wishing her son a happy new year, telling him to rest appropriately. Only, she
The message may be sent to one person and all, but it was clear that
this wasn’t meant for only one. Perhaps it was just a simple show of concern,
irrelevant to anything else. However, when Sheng Wang saw this message, he
felt for some inexplicable reason that maybe after a year or two, they might
really end up sitting around at the same table together; like that night many
The morning on the second day of the New Year, Sheng Wang still
It was past eight in the morning by the time he opened his eyes. The
bedroom door downstairs was wide open, the bed neatly made. Sheng
Mingyang had already left for his morning flight, and did not manage to have
Of course, it was possible that he did not want to have that meal on
purpose, seeing that the old comrade was still heated up, a giant blister
The air condition had barely been shut off when Sheng Wang switched
the all of them back on one by one while looking for food downstairs in his
sweatshirt and long pants. He scratched his head as he searched through the
entire kitchen, and ended back up at the fridge again. He saw the note stuck
on top of it.
Sheng Mingyang wrote in neat handwriting that Sheng Wang did not
thicker and rounder — it was clear that he was the businessy type.
[Rushing for flight, not sure when I’ll be back. If I’m still not home by
day seven, you and Xiao-Tian should head to Beijing on your own. — Dad]
When Sheng Wang was gripping the slip, Jiang Tian came over with the
scent of mint from having just washed up. A certain young master loved to
keep the air condition on all night, and his throat would be dry and heated
when he woke up in the morning; not even the humidifier could save him.
Jiang Tian took out a bottle of water from the fridge, uncapped it, and
then took two gulps to wet his throat before finally asking, “Your dad left
this?”
“Yeah,” Sheng Wang’s voice was still hoarse from not being
completely awake yet. “You haven’t seen his notes before, right? Let me
translate this for you: I’ve left, you two are on your own, hurry and screw off
Jiang Tian gave a brief grunt in reply, and bumped a certain person’s
bottom lip with the mouth of the bottle, asking, “You haven’t drank any water
“Oh, I forgot.” Sheng Wang took a few gulps using Jiang Tian’s hand. “I
was just thinking why is my throat so sore, I even thought you must have
Tian had already taken the bottle away, turned around, and left.
followed over with a grin. “Hey, don’t run away, Dr. Jiang. Why couldn’t you
Jiang Tian switched on the television, and sat down on the sofa with
half a bottle of water. He selected an app with the remote. “Do the teasing in
unclogged, don’t give him a blood clot.” Sheng Wang took the bottle out of
his hand, saying, “Besides, in the eyes of comrade Sheng Mingyang, his son
have been wronged, so to make up for it, I’ve decided to cook breakfast for
Dr. Jiang did not feel happy at all. He glanced at a certain person, dug
his phone out from the pocket, and started going through the food delivery
app. Sheng Wang set the water bottle aside, pressed down on the sofa with a
knee, and hooked his arm around his neck. “What’s the meaning behind you
Jiang Tian was trapped in the crook of his elbow, and his throat
bobbed as he chuckled.
Although Jiang Tian had not a single drop of hope for a certain
one time. Either way, back in that year, a certain person had colluded with
Old Man Ding to feed him all sorts of weird things. An additional round
wouldn’t hurt.
After all, that’s the boyfriend he picked for himself; what else was he
supposed to do.
Jiang Tian initially wanted to keep an eye on him with the guise of
“helping”, but someone went straight for locking the sliding door. He
gestured a “please” at him through the glass door, indicating for him to stay
far far away; he wasn’t allowed to intervene at all. So, he could only stop at
that.
Sheng Wang actually had his reasons — the moment Jiang Tian left, he
took his phone out from the pocket of his long pants, opened WeChat and
The main group for Fuzhong Class A had been ridiculously active, and
it was for no reason other than the fact that they hadn’t settled on the date to
return back to school. Most people were free from day three to day five, and
with more room for choices, the harder it was to settle on a date.
Due to his own personal agenda, Sheng Wang wanted to get Gao
Tianyang and Song Sirui to subtly guide the group. It was best that they set the
reunion on tomorrow, as it would be Jiang Tian’s birthday.
I No Longer Want This Hand Of Mine: no, that’s too high-key. I’m
and stuff?
Sheng Wang’s thumb hovered over the keyboard, recalling what he had
They would be coming back for only a week, and the cat son would
easily fall ill if its environment is changed too hurriedly. Therefore, before
they left, they left their door card to Chen Chen, who’s Jiang Tian’s shixiong
for his PhD. Chen Chen would send them a short video every day when he
fed the cat, and as such he became familiar with Sheng Wang too. They
would occasionally chat a little. That day, one thing led to another and so it
was brought up. Chen Chen said something that caused Sheng Wang’s heart to
prepared, the more he hid. Most of the time, he’s already gone a few days
Sheng Wang stood with downcasted eyes for a while, and squeezed his
The good thing was that Gao Tianyang and Song Sirui knew everything
about the two of them, and he didn’t need to explicitly say anything before
they already got the main gist of it. The two didn’t ask any further questions,
neither did they insist on going about it ostentatiously. They sent an emoji that
said “okay”, and tunnelled back to the class group chat. With the intervention
of a few lines, they managed to settle on the date they returned to school.
Translator’s notes:
In TCM terms 上火 means suffering from excessive internal heat, it can
occur from eating food that is too heaty, lamb being a well known example.
When you suffer from excessive internal heat, you’re more likely to get
there is kind of a pun there which I used the term “getting heated up” to
replace it, in the sense that Sheng Mingyang was literally ‘heating up’
because of the lamb but also because of Anger. Hopefully it makes sense.
Chapter 112 - The Height of Youth
of Their Youth.
Young master Sheng was good at arranging subtle surprises like this,
and gatherings, and breakfast — this person was busy chatting on WeChat,
and his already terrible culinary skills were straight up further discounted.
deal with the wok that was sizzling all over, and stood 800m away from the
stove. He gestured with the spatula from far, all because he was tall and had
long arms.
The glass door was locked, and the kitchen was enveloped in smoke
and flames. He squinted for several while before he realised that he forgot to
turn on the kitchen hood. By the time he turned on the kitchen hood and
briefly relaxed, the rice grains and egg were starting to stick to the bottom.
In any case…...the effect was rather ‘surprising’.
Jiang Tian curbed his worry and curiosity, and waited for nearly 20
minutes in the living room. Just as he placed his phone down and was
prepared to go inside the kitchen and check up on him, a certain person had
come out with a plate, bringing with him the smell of smoke and fire.
He grabbed the mineral water bottle with the remaining bit of water
left from just now and took a drink. He glanced at the content of the plate
without a single word, and his expression instantly became a little numb.
Dr. Jiang was this close to saying that out loud, but the moment he
recalled that the chef was his Wang-zai, he silently choked back his cutting
Sheng Wang wanted to ask, why are you so silent, but he already knew
why even without asking. The two somehow managed to recreate the
atmosphere of mourning all over a plate of rice, and after standing-off for
collapsed onto the sofa with laughter, he pointed at the plate, and said calmly,
“I thought you didn’t want to do this anymore, and made this with engine oil
for me.”
“Screw off, I was totally serious.” The young master sat up straight and
began quibbling, “I just didn’t keep a good control over the portion, that’s
all, and the colour of the soy sauce Auntie Sun bought back this time is a little
dark.”
“Here, say it again.” Jiang Tian took his phone out, and opened the
voice recorder app. “I’ll play it for Auntie Sun next time.”
Sheng Wang said, petulant, “I suspect you’re trying to pick a fight.”
“So what if you took a bite? It just looks a little more tragic, but what
if?” The young master dug out a spoonful himself first. It barely entered his
mouth before he silently took the spoon out again, his expression speaking of
extreme distress.
Ever since the young master had messed a meal up, he had become
rather obedient, with guilt in his heart. After all, he wanted these two days to
be a little more perfect for Jiang Tian, and so he decided to quit all the
tormenting, and become a boyfriend who’s at his every beck and call.
Previously, Sheng Mingyang was home, and so they were more or less
a little reserved. Besides, they were all adults already, customary acts for
Chinese New Year and all have to be carried out properly, and so they did
Now that he’s thinking about it, they had once both lived in this city for
many years, but they never had the chance to openly go out on a date, to
travel and have fun. The teenage years were stuck to those few locations, and
all the places they went to belonged to the same patch of sky above Fuzhong.
They were supposed to be ‘unstoppable’, but never did they ever truly go
‘unbridled’ before.
Now that there’s suddenly plenty of time, he kept wanting to slowly fill
Sheng Wang said, how about we go out for a bit in the afternoon? Is
Jiang Tian took his phone out and went through a few pages. “There’s a
Sheng Wang thought to himself, Ge, are you messing with me?
Every Chinese New Year, from the first day to the 15th, there would
always be a lantern festival. It is indeed the biggest event of the year, but
there are also truly a lot of people. They were basically there to wilfully
suffer. However, just a few minutes ago, he swore to be a good and obedient
hesitation.
Yet, what he did not know was that Jiang Tian wasn’t interested in this
either. He merely thought that he wanted to go out and have fun, so with the
Neither of them held much expectations, and were even prepared for their
feet to be stomped on until they turned swollen. And yet, as they were truly
standing there, holding each other’s hand in the sea of people like it’s
perfectly natural — laughing and chatting like the countless couples around
them — leisurely making their way forward — they felt like they would not
When Jiang Tian turned around, he lifted his phone and took a picture
Next to them was the ceaseless stream of people, behind them were the
lights that dimmed and glowed, strung up along the stretch of river. They
were lit up from the ancient times to this day, lasting for eons.
He wanted to print out this picture, and slip it into that photo album
too. The seasons on this earth changed again and again; they were still
together.
resembling the nightless city filled with lights. By the time the two got home,
Sheng Wang took off his scarf and hung it on the clothing rack by the
Sheng Wang was nearly losing his mind from laughter. He nudged his
Ge upstairs. “Don’t feel sorry for the shoes anymore, go shower already, Dr.
Jiang. I’m too full from eating, so I’ll be taking a stroll in the living room for
digestion.”
Jiang Tian watched his eyes — bright as the stars — and wanted to say
something for a split second. In the end, he still headed upstairs. He did
know the reason behind Sheng Wang busying himself for the whole day, but it
had genuinely been a long while since he last celebrated his birthday. It was
to the extent that as he watched the time inch closer to midnight, his nerves
would subconsciously get tensed up, like he was still filled with trepidation
time, and leaned against the basin, drying his already half-dried hair. He only
sat down on the sofa and saw the transparent cake box with a familiar style,
he then realised belatedly that repulse wasn’t what he felt on all those
He longed for the person in front of him saying “happy birthday” to him
to be Sheng Wang all too much — nobody else could do, it had to be him. He
was like a childish brat who lost his things, and insisted on having that item
himself.
“I still looked for the same cake shop to order from. The fondue isn’t
The colour palette of this cake was much alike to the one a few years
ago, but it wasn’t crowded with many tiny figures like last time. There were
only him and Jiang Tian on top of it, as well as two cats. One was curled up,
quietly sleeping away — that’s the “Leader” he once had — and the other
promises would involve a lot of people without realising at all. It was later
their behalf. When would he be coming, when would he be leaving, how long
would he be staying with him, he could — and he should — only say “I”.
I will spend every birthday with you from now onwards, I will always
The second hand moved to 12 tick by tick, everything about the setting
was the same as before. It was still this sofa, it was still these two particular
people. Sheng Wang leaned in, and gave Jiang Tian a kiss. “Ge, you’re 19
For every count of a year, he would kiss him. From 19 to 24, from his
lips to his jaws to his Adam’s Apple. The last one was on his heart. He said,
Jiang Tian pressed his forehead to his, and his brows lightly knitted.
Maybe he was allaying the pangs of pain in his heart, coming in dense and
quick pricks, or he was holding back the turbulent emotions he was currently
feeling.
He caressed Sheng Wang’s face, tilted his head and pressed his lips to
his. It was gentle and lingering, and then it was forceful. In the end, he was
practically pressing down on him as they kissed till they ran out of air.
……
They nearly did it once on the sofa, and had to rely on that last bit of
The mist on the glass door made it slippery. As Sheng Wang gripped
the edges, he suddenly recalled something Jiang Tian once said a long, long
time ago. He said that the soundproofing here wasn’t as good as he thought it
was.
Who knew what he recalled, but soon enough, Jiang Tian watched a
The atmosphere tonight was too good, the two were a little lost to the
madness.
Sheng Wang barely changed into fresh clothes before it’s pushed up
again by Jiang Tian. He sat on his knees, biting the edge of the shirt, and
turned to look up uncontrollably. By the time he looked down once more, his
gaze was already unfocused, but glinting from the light too.
When all was said and done, they didn’t sleep for too long either.
Sheng Wang thought that the two of them would be arriving on the dot again
for the rare gathering, but unexpectedly, he was already wide awake past
done getting ready and arrived at Fuzhong, it wasn’t even 9.30am yet.
The temperature of winter in this city wasn’t that low. If there was a
sunny day, it would even give one the illusion that spring was about to arrive;
it was just that the air going up their nostrils was still so goddamn icy.
The high school campus was much different from the university one. As
long as school wasn’t in session, there would barely be anyone around. The
quiet was a spacious kind, but it wouldn’t be desolate. It was like a dense
forest covered in snow, teeming with life that was hidden away, ready to
Sheng Wang did not wear a coat today, and especially wore an athletic
jacket. He was both handsome and cool, causing the sparse few girls who
Year twos and threes would have lessons starting from day five of the
people at last when they passed by the basketball court, and coupled with the
sound of the basketball landing on the floor, it added some dashes of colour
Those few boys were a little curious about the passing-by strangers
too, and looked at them from the corner of their eyes. They ended up losing
control of the ball, and with a slip of the hand, the ball hit the edge of the
backboard, bouncing all the way out of court. It landed near Jiang Tian’s foot.
One of the boys whistled, and raised his hands high up in the air, the
This was an unspoken rule between schooling boys: the person on the
court would raise his hands, the person out of the court would pick the ball
He bent over to pick the basketball up. Just as he was about to throw it
back, he heard someone snapping their fingers in the near distance. He turned
around to look, and Sheng Wang smirked as he did the ball-receiving pose
too.
Jiang Tian scoffed, and tossed the ball to his own people in a show of
extreme biasness.
Just after the ball was passed over, he saw the the troops of Class A
coming in groups within sight, arriving at 10 on the dot, walking along Road
#3.
Gao Tianyang had spotted them from afar, yelling, “Tian-ge, Sheng-ge!
Two other people hollered along, “What is it? You want to play
basketball?”
Jiang Tian raised his hands at the group of classmates in the distance.
He turned around, and saw Sheng Wang rolling up his sleeve, dribbling
the ball a couple of times, and then jumping before the hoop.
The basketball crossed between his legs, going from his left hand to his
right, drawing out a smooth arch in mid-air. It spun one round in the hoop,
high up above, and fell down through the direct centre with a whoosh.
For that one split second, it almost gave him the illusion that they were
still in Fuzhong; they only had a long, drawn out holiday, that’s all.
Road #3 was still so lengthy that there was no end to it, the luxurious
branches and the leaves atop of the parasol trees still flourished
In this human world, the blazing sun is just right. The wind soars past
the tips of the tree branches; at this moment, they are at the height of their
youth.
It’s the rainy season as of late, the sky was an ashy grey, everywhere
was wet and damp. The people here seemed to dislike using an umbrella
especially, they always wore hooded shirts with cowboy jeans, and hurried
Today may be a rare rest day where there’s nothing to do, but Sheng
Wang was too lazy to leave the house. He initially wanted to cuddle his Ge
back from my holiday.” After Sheng Wang washed up, he sat down on the
living room floor with his legs crossed and yawned. His laptop was placed
on the coffee table, and on its screen, wasa close up of Gao Tianyang — this
“Sorry, forgot the two of you aren’t in the same old place, there’s an
additional three hours time difference between us now.” Gao Tianyang put
his palms together on the screen, “Feel free to sue me when you’re back, I
beating.
“Where’s my Tian-ge?”
Sheng Wang was too low on the ground and his line of sight was
blocked by the bar counter. He couldn’t spot him after looking left and right.
Gao Tianyang hadn’t realised what was going on. “He’s washing his
It was approximately night back in the country, and it was late night
too. Gao Tianyang was perfectly lively instead. He was practically glowing,
a stark contrast to young master Sheng — not only were the young master’s
eyes dazed and his voice nasally, there were still a few tufts of hair that stuck
out from his head from sleeping just now. Those two tufts of hair were plenty
stubborn, and no matter how he brushed it, they still stuck out.
The good thing was that he didn’t need to go out and meet visitors, and
neither did a friend like Gao Tianyang count as a person. So after the hair
remained stubbornly sticking out despite the young master running his hand
“Let me see, there’s barely a few months left in this year too.” Sheng
Wang flipped through the calendar. “July, there’s fewer things going on in
Just as he spoke, he felt someone picking at the tufts of hair sticking out
on his head. A look behind him, and it revealed that Jiang Tian had come
over at some point in time, with two cups of oat milk in his hands.
Jiang Tian greeted him, and passed a cup of milk to Sheng Wang.
Gao Tianyang saw the steam from the rim, and joked, “Where’s your standard
ice water?”
cup of milk in his hand, his lengthy bent legs coincidentally becoming a
backrest for a certain person. His elbows rested on his knees as he said to
Gao Tianyang, “Ask him about how long has it been since he recovered from
stomach aches.”
articles that Chili used to scare him with. “Then you really gotta be careful, if
it’s the recurring type, it’s better if you go to the hospital for a check up. Why
Sheng Wang laughed awkwardly, and pointed behind him with his
“He somehow acquired a bag of bread crust, and pan fried an entire
“And then?”
Gao Tianyang wanted to say “So you got food poisoning?”, but due to
his Tian-ge’s stare, he swallowed back the words that were already in his
mouth. It was also fortunate that he didn’t say it, because what closely
followed up was Sheng Wang saying, “He performed above his usual
standard and it tasted kinda good, so I have to show him some face and
“So?”
“He got a stomach ache from overeating,” Jiang Tian pressed a certain
Thankfully, the two showed mercy, and did not stuff him with so much
dog food that he would burst. Sheng Wang obediently drank a mouthful of hot
milk, and went back on track. “We have a break in July, any later would be
Gao Tianyang said, “Yup, I’m gonna look for you guys.”
“A vacation?”
“Nope,” Gao Tianyang waved, “Honeymoon.”
“Go find Chili if you want a honeymoon, why are you looking for us?”
Jiang Tian was even more confused. “You want to get married? You’re
“Am I not saying it right now? I didn’t know I’m going to get married if
it’s earlier too,” Gao Tianyang scratched the back of his head, and said with
Gao Tianyang narrated his absolute cracky course of events and the
Jiang Tian had always been good with his words. The moment he
He pondered for two seconds, and added on with much self awareness,
“Maybe it’s also that she wants to hurry up and bring me back already, so we
Sheng Wang imagined that scene, and laughed until he nearly slumped
onto the floor. Jiang Tian stopped him with his leg.
He took a sip of milk to slowly get over it. “I was just wondering why
you look so radiant today. Then what do you two plan to do later?”
“September 1st.”
Sheng Wang thought about the significance of this day, and felt a slight
out for a vacation after we get our marriage cert, relax and all,” Gao
Tianyang said. “Isn’t Small Mouth in Canada already? I don’t know if he will
be busy in the later half of the year, I’ll go ask him later.”
Small Mouth Xu was the exact opposite in nature from his father. He’s
Sheng Wang said, “He was on duty in a helicopter that day, talking on
the walkie-talkie on his shoulder. He even had a gun because he was worried
that he would run into a bear. He’s pretty cool and all, but he’s injured too.
His arm got bitten by poisonous insects, and it was nearly shining from the
swelling.”
“You can forget about it,” Sheng Wang said, both amused and
Sheng Wang said, deeply anguished, “The two of us were chased back
by him.”
“......” Gao Tianyang thought, and said, “I’m honestly not surprised by
that.”
Gao Tianyang and Little Chili really did get their marriage certificate
on September 1st this year, commemorating the day they met each other in the
campus of Fuzhong, the day they met each other in their youth. The
honeymoon was set to begin on the later third of December. Of course, Sheng
Wang and Jiang Tian did not head over early to be their third wheels, merely
Tian pack their luggage and head to Venice to meet them, as well as sending
them off.
The lodging for those two days was booked in advance by Jiang Tian,
it was a homely place with a nice ambience. The landlord spoke with heavily
accented English, telling them how to cross over the bridge to the island,
which ticket they should be purchasing for the most convenience, and even
The island wasn’t particularly big, walking around didn’t take up too
much time. The flowing stream of water meandered through the gorgeous
rows of houses, and exquisite arch bridges were between rows after rows.
corner, hunting for souvenirs to bring back to Little Carp. Gao Tianyang
accompanied her. Young master Sheng waited by the bridge with his hands in
his pockets for a bit, and while his Ge wasn’t looking, he snuck to the artisan
gelato shop nearby to buy a few scoops of gelato. As he paid for the goods,
“Who’s the one who sneezed thrice in a row yesterday?” Jiang Tian
As the young master protected his gelato scoops, he pushed him out of
the shop, all the way to a corner of the wall that was against the wind. He ate
a scoop of gelato first, and then tilted his head to bring his Ge a kiss that was
“Okay, now that you’ve eaten it too, you do not have the grounds to
reprimand me,” Sheng Wang brazenly shrugged, and before Jiang Tian could
catch him, he turned and ducked inside a gift shop next to him.
Jiang Tian touched the remaining scent of ice cream by the corner of
This shop wasn’t huge; fancy textiles and carpets were hung all over
the place. There were tiny trinkets made out of bronze and glass on the
shelves — quills, crystal balls and stuff. The stained glass window had an
elaborate pattern with heavy colours, to the point that the lighting was rather
dim in the shop. With the fragrance in the air, the shop appeared to have a
An old lady crouched behind the desk, colourful strings braided in her
fluffy long hair. She wore a giant shawl, and her head was lowered, doing
her own thing. She didn’t quite pay any attention to customers.
Sheng Wang plucked at the wind chime hanging by the shelf. Just as he
was about to exit, Gao Tianyang came in with a few giant paper bags in hand.
Chili basically had zero resistance to these intricate looking items, and went
quite a few rounds in the shop. She was jumping at the chance of buying that
“Nah, it’s for Carp,” Chili said, “What do you think? Is it pretty?”
Jiang Tian took giving suggestions very seriously. “Why does she need
a quill to write?”
Chili: “......”
“How about this?” She pointed at another feather accessory, “It also
Gao Tianyang said in confusion, “Is putting bird feathers on the body
Chili: “......”
In the three co-shoppers, one had a shitty sense of aesthetic, the other
two were pragmatic. Entering a gift shop with this sort of style was a
mistake. The “only idiots will buy things like this” were written loud and
clear on their faces. Chili rolled her eyes, and no longer bothered with them.
She picked a few things according to her taste, paid, and left.
No matter what happened, this trip did not go to waste. When they did
a count of their items by placing all things on the table, they then discovered
that they had honestly bought a lot, and a lot of things. However, within this,
Chili had sharp eyes, and took out two accessories from the corner.
Jiang Tian glanced at him, and placed the accessories into the pocket of
Question marks rose above Gao Tianyang and Little Chili’s heads.
Sheng Wang turned to look at Jiang Tian, and with his extraordinary
Jiang Tian’s shoulder, “Ge, why did you buy this in secret?”
Because, as they left the shop, Jiang Tian was the last to leave as he
was replying to messages on his phone. He suddenly heard the foreign old
granny who was minding her own business with her head previously
lowered, speak with heavily accented English. “Take this pair of trinkets
with you.”
Jiang Tian stilled, and turned to look at her.
Two rather ordinary keychains rested on her wizened and aged fingers.
It was the first time she interacted with the customer. The thin and long chain
from her spectacles dangled before her, the spectacles slipping beneath her
nose. She looked at him through the lenses, her pale blue eyes were on him as
she repeated, “Take this pair of trinkets with you, you two will be in love for
The three had already left the shop. Jiang Tian looked at the entrance,
and saw Sheng Wang’s head turn around; he seemed to be looking for him.
His features softened, and received the keychains on the old person’s
Venice. The stained glass window was rimmed with gold, the feather on the
The flow of time was like this blessing; gentle, and everlasting.
Weibo Extra (Sheng Wang's
Birthday)
Sheng Wang’s birthday - posted on musuli's weibo
04/12/2020
The wall clock quietly ticked to 11.59pm; his phone was buzzing non-
stop.
Jiang Tian swiped open the screen, and saw a certain person’s profile
……
Jiang Tian: ……
True, it was indeed 11.59pm already. Another minute — no — 39
speaking, they should be together at this moment, preparing to bring out the
heaven down to earth, over the hills and mountains”, going against all
obstacles (including, but not limited to, grabbing his waist blocking his hand,
trying both forceful and gentle methods, coaxing and lying), and forcefully
As for the birthday cake, it had died a heroic death under the claws of
a certain person (more than half was eaten, a failed attempt at smearing it on
the family member with the surname of Jiang was made). The candle was lit
washed his hands of the mess he made, and escaped into the study room like
his butt was on fire. Next, he opened WeChat, and started being up to no
good.
The current progress was that Jiang Tian had shut the world out on the
sofa, and as for a certain person, he counted down knowing damn well what
Jiang Tian's eyes looked up at the fork and spoon that were left on the
table after a certain person ate, as well as the gift box that was already
opened up. He lifted his phone, took a picture as evidence, and then walked
have a life
The gift was already unwrapped — might as well unwrap the person
instead.
Weibo Extra (Jiang Tian's
Birthday)
Jiang Tian’s birthday - posted on musuli’s weibo
27/01/2021
The sun at Wu Tong Wai was extremely pleasant these two days. Old
Man Ding’s doorstep was incredibly lively too — someone had set up a
square table and short stools on the concrete floor, and a whole bunch of old
When Old Man Ding brought the Mute with him to fight on the
battlefield of chess, Sheng Wang and Jiang Tian were dealing with the cat in
the house.
It was rare that they were on a break, the two of them brought the cat to
Due to the foreign environment as well as the fact that it got jabbed, the
cat was being a huge coward for the time being. It clung onto Jiang Tian with
all four limbs, and couldn’t be taken off him no matter how he tried.
Lint roller in hand, Sheng Wang had no idea where to even start. He
poked at his cat son’s round and rotund head, saying, “This is really too
much. Before we left the house, you were clinging on to me to the point that I
got fur all over me like a dandelion. It’s barely been a while, and now you
The cat shrunk its neck with a scowl, glaring at him woefully.
The young master stood off against it for a while. He looked up and
Sheng Wang poked at the cat’s head. “Look at it, it’s totally unhappy.”
Jiang Tian: “It just got jabbed, how happy could it be.”
Sheng Wang: “Then it’s just being unreasonable. I’m the one who
hugged it outside, you’re the one who sent it onto the examination table.
You’re the one it should be glaring at. Why were you spared? You get special
understood, and its head nudged against Jiang Tian with all its might.
The young master looked for a while, and held the kitten by the scruffs
He extracted the cat who was being all huggy and kissy over Jiang
Tian, glanced at his Ge, and then lowered his head to speak to the cat. “What
am I supposed to do when I get home now that you have used these tricks
up?”
Jiang Tian stilled in the midst of drinking water, and looked at him
from the corner of his eyes. A moment later, he said, “You can try it again.”
“What, what? What try again?” Old Man Ding pushed the door open
and entered. It was clear that he had won at chess, and was absolutely
pleased.
Sheng Wang saw the look on his Ge’s face, and doubled over in
The old man had no idea about the context at all, and patted Jiang Tian,
“Why the long face on your birthday. Come, stick your hand out, I’m giving
you something.”
“What is it?”
Jiang Tian stared at the milk candy meant for coaxing kids in silence. A
Nobody could tell where the boundaries lie, so they could only let him be.
He was pleased as punch as he said, “Spoils of war, I’ve just won it. I
kept this especially for you, hurry up, unwrap and eat it already.”
Seeing Jiang Tian obediently unwrapping the candy, lowering his head
and putting it in his mouth, the old man ruffled the cat’s head in satisfaction,
turning around and leaving. “Wait, the Mute and I will cook up a table of
The old man was getting confused again. “Why is the candy with you
instead?”
The young master put his jacket back on again — now free of cat fur —
and tossed this difficult question back to his Ge in retaliation. “Grandpa, it’s
A few seconds later, Jiang Tian figured he might as well screw it all.
“I don’t know, either way it disappeared after I ate half of it. You should ask
[Alright it's just me, the translator, rambling on. The story's over.]
word count in raw text: 438-441k (chapter 112.5 is hidden away in the
author's notes and was not counted officially)
cumulative word count across 5 different google docs: 355-356k words
how long it took: 19/07/2020 - 23/07/20 (339 days)
number of updates: 30
times cried while translating: countless
So I have to figure out how long I'm gonna ramble within 15 minutes because
I am oddly fixated with getting this out on 23/06/2021. The date isn't the
point, but it's the fact that it's still a wednesday, when I have posted quite a
few of these updates because the audio drama serialized every wednesday
and I was determined to make it a thing. And that I did not manage to finish
this in time for the summer solstice :/ so a wednesday will have to do! Also
the audio drama is very important because it's kinda the reason why I even
translated in the first place.
Back when I was young and naive, I optimistically thought I could finish the
translation on Jiang Tian's birthday on all things judging by the rate I could go
at. Unfortunately, life kept getting in the way, so here I am, typing this in June,
while being determined to not take a literal year to finish translating this.
So yeah, my journey started on July 19, 2020, approximately a week after the
PV song of the audio drama of moumou was released. I spent a whole week
emo-ing over the song, and then decided, screw this, I have to make
everyone experience what I just experienced, I want them to understand
the song with Full Context, I can't believe nobody picked it up yet etc etc.
You can literally see how the translation came to be, haha.
I keep mentioning the audio drama, which brings me to this topic: hey, do you
know the audio drama has dropped like five different songs for moumou?
And they have been translated by some wonderful people? Go check these
out:
(Translations of all these songs in document form are floating around twitter
too. These will be linked eventually, maybe)
Anyways, the point is the release of "To A Certain Someone" made me burst
into tears halfway into my first listen. I hope you will too (???)
Honestly, it has been quite a complicated journey for me. All I ask is that do
not turn this into an epub, please just read on this site
instead of those ad-riddled aggregators, and do not re-
translate from my translation, the reason being that I have taken
liberties, and honestly too much will be lost in the process of a second
translation. Also there are a crap ton of inconsistencies and errors that I will
be definitely going back to adjust. Like, a lot. A glossary of sorts will be set
up eventually — for everyone's sake (sheng wang and his changing wechat
nicknames) and my sake (my indecision in translating certain terms —
location names, I am looking at you)
And uh, some last words: I have received some awfully nice emails in my
email (I swear I have seen them, I am just horrible at replying, but just know
that I've definitely read them and I love you), and equally nice reviews on
novelupdates. If you wanna share your thoughts about this novel, cry over it
with me etc etc, feel free to again contact me and maybe leave a nice review
on novelupdates?
peacing out,
qing