Met you on that Saturday knew it was Sunday as soon as you spoke it
Eye fucking across the table hope that nobody noticed
You asked me if I would come to that city you from
Shit maybe we could kick and I think I’d be dumb
If I denied long hair, good ears, and great taste
Smell good, and that sense of humor is in good taste
And then we clicked we was at each other’s hips
I don’t even wanna fuck cause your presence is enough
You and I make sense
You stayed on my celly
We was chatting till morning and the vibrations was heavy
I wasn’t drowning or yawning that’s when I told you my feelings
You told me you felt the same but you got homie you always dealing
with
Damn I didn’t know it’s whatever the least I could do is respect it
We still gon’ kick it and check in like nothing could ever stop it
Another problem is that he’s my friend but if I’m totally honest
You should really totally drop him
There’s morals that I have lines I could never cross
But something about you make those good intentions get lost
I try and keep it together told my self I’m pretty sure I felt this way
We spent like two weeks talking only missed a few days
And they say “Bros over hoes” I’m like “hmm, nah hey”
I would rather hold your hand than have a cool handshake
But whatever we could still be friends there could still be a chance
I’ll play it cool even though we got something we cannot pretend yuh
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It’s like starting a race you know? Then midway through it’s like their
saying “no its not a race” … It was too late and shit.
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FaceTimeing’ it ain’t about nothing
You laughing packing your luggage
It’s nothing incriminating but please delete our discussions
You hit me with that look and the “Duh bitch”
Don’t want your mans to thin we creeping behind your back
Cross the line, cross the, line cross the- nah we never did that
But we haven’t really talked it’s rare if he hits back
Anyways could you convince him to bring you to me so we can kick it
Right in front of his lenses nothing here is malicious
You sat right besides me in that movie
Then we went outside for them doobies
We walking off when we talk man, I know this nigga not fucking stupid
He sees it
He knows its something cause we fronting like “ha-ha-ha”
But whenever we “ha-ha-ha” we subtly press his buttons
Not on purpose but I think I found my purpose
If I fucked everything for you, I think it’s always worth it
But nah I can’t do that they don’t really deserve it
And plus yall got depth, I’m just your nigga on the surface- for real
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I said surface cause like, they got roots you know? Like, I’m the new
nigga, and they already fucking... heh…
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Haven’t seen you in a couple weeks I think we want’s you away from me
Know yall argued about you mad that you met him before you met me
I feel guilty but not as much as I should
I tried to have that self control but not as much as I could
I been down for days you in my city and I can’t see your face
I can’t eat knowing you with him and not at my place
I never been jealous of another man
Especially when I have everything I want at hand
…Except you.
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You already know I could get any car any crib fuck any bitch... but it’s
like no I want THAT... shit’s crazy heh
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He left for some days I cleared out my sched’
I cleared out my head
You dropped off at mine I say that we fled
“No you pick a place”
We could go to Tulum
Or we could go Capri
Or die right here
I’ll be at peace. At peace
You was supposed to go home too see your bestie
I told you I can’t hut that zone I’m too busy next week
You was like “I could stay another week they gon’ get over that”
Seven days with me your nigga like where the fuck you at?
Dirtying my baking pts
Tennis at my mommas spot
Chauffeured in the rolls the back entrance for them restaurants
Parks playing chess games
Giving wigs pet names
Manicures, night swims, even got Thomas providing methane
Shopping til’ we dropping, what you copping?
See the price is not an option
It’s investments cause your smile is the profit to me
I know around them you gotta act like your not into me
I know your answer but you gotta keep it honest with me
Said you can’t be fully into me cause you with him
So why is it that when its just you and me it’s like nobody else exist?
Everyone knows were friends but I think something more
Anything that I got say the word and it’s yours
The one thing in life I know you could be it
And everyone that cares about me could see it
I could fuck a trillion bitches every country I done been in
Men or women it doesn’t matter if I see them I could have them
But with you it’s a feeling cause we twinning and we matching
You stayed in the car when I went on date with an actress
Whole time I’m eating I could wait to get back to you
In the back of that car with you and talk about what we are
You told me when I’m with you it’s like heroin
Told me that your confidence went up since we befriendeded
And told me that you didn’t wanna hurt him why we doing this?
Told me this a awkward situation and you just wanna be through with
this
Told me when you not with im it started problems
And told me when you not with me you always start to ponder
You ponder what sweater I had on what music have I’ve been finding
Girl you know I could play it whenever it’s what we bonded over
You said you told the truth and never lied
Now he looking at you with them eyes
We never crossed but he got every right to be pissed off
He picked you up, y'all got an argument, he got his shit off
My energy like, "Get lost," your energy just want peace
I couldn't even tell you his energy cause he don't speak
He ain't even call you his bitch
Until he seen me make you smile, that nigga threatened as shit
I'm in the wrong, though
I picked you up, your energy off
Your lips really dry, something is off
You ask if I gotta, I ask if you gotta
We tripping on words nobody lying hakuna matata
We sat in the car and cried for an hour
My shirt looked like a showerhead got it…
We called it off…
I’ll skip the details
But same night I done seen hell
And you slept in the room I paid for
That night I took three Ls
No I couldn’t sleep well
Woke up and my knees fell
Buckled to the ground I can’t walk shit I need pills
Next day driving around the city with no destination backed up
Water in my eyes falling like Niagara
T right beside me making sure I don’t crash or do something heinous
since I’m so jabbed up
You checked every box I thought it was it
Felt like I was led on and jumped off a cliff
No I’m in the wrong that was a friend
No but that energy we had I’ll never find it again
You in the wrong I gotta remind you
About all the times that you stepped gotta rewind it… fuck
We talking about our kins
Real cautious with the links
You don’t do that shit when your in relationships
And you a hundred with your mate
So don’t act like a saint
I even let you meet kuzzo and yall got along
But shit I’ll take my L- it’s not fun
You still with your nigga and had your fun
I cant even think about you in bad words
So I’ll call you up saying we can’t end it on bad terms
Straight like a bad perm
And We’ll always be good friends
And laugh about it on a sandy beach while our back burns
Yuh…
This my perspective this how I feel
Ain’t fabricate nothing I’ll keep it real
I said I love you and always will
And if he ever touches you again, I promise you I’ll get him killed.
Yuh
