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The narrator expresses frustration with their living situation in a hostel, feeling isolated and misunderstood by their peers. They reflect on their struggles with anger, self-blame, and the desire for counseling, while also finding some solace in reading the story of Job. Despite hoping for a fresh start with new prefects, they feel that their social dynamics remain unchanged and challenging.

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The narrator expresses frustration with their living situation in a hostel, feeling isolated and misunderstood by their peers. They reflect on their struggles with anger, self-blame, and the desire for counseling, while also finding some solace in reading the story of Job. Despite hoping for a fresh start with new prefects, they feel that their social dynamics remain unchanged and challenging.

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Hey today was a Sunday I definitely wanted to go to church but shoo I spent the day at hostel I honestly

hate these pills like FR FR anyways yea people in my dorm r something else sometimes I wonder what I
did wrong honestly I am so tired of this shittt oan likee so its my faultt all the fucking time . I hate them
like full time I wish she kept her word and transferred and for the other one I hope her cry baby sister
convinces their parents so they transfer like honestly and for the other one hameno ikoko , I say kuti
don’t hold grudges but at this point kaa I am not holding a grudge as such but vakandibhowa I tolerate
them too much and for her hiding behind the bible and her teacher all the time making me the bad
person which I am cause everyone says like you think you r perfect but you not always ready to give
advice about our behaviour yet you do the exact same thing and again for her she is something else I
understandd why nhingi hates her back to the bible girl ARGGGGHHHHHHH thinking she so special like
we r all the apple of god’s eye wena you aint the only one in the world the thing is god is not like your
teacher vane favor god is fair he just does not start hating someone after hearing one side of the story
like she a snake hee she took my bestie but who is your friend ryt now the same person who ruined your
friendship and then HER looking so perfect like shit oan no one cares hanzi I interfere in their privacy dai
vakati 2 minutes we wiill be out but they said they were bathing and they were not so fuck you I
reported ini am just gon cry

Today it doesn’t get better yea the exams were fair I guess I honestly need help I need counselling I don’t
know where to get it. I am reading the story of Job it is a bit interesting I understand when he says he is
angry at God and the way he nyatso tells him his feelings. Everything on his mind he tells it to God I wish
I could do that but there is no use in me being angry cause I am at fault that is why I am being punished I
now understand this whole thing I guess I get it . we have new prefects and I don’t think they like me
infact no one does I thought this was gonna be a new page but apparently some people had mistakenly
been typed in the new page I guess my loss , besides that is life for me

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