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Silent Is Better

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Hari Yang Indah
Silent Is Better
Published: 2023
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All credit belongs to Nottakorn, the author of novel Wandee Goodday.

I would like to express my gratitude to my friend's sister, Dayah💞💞💞

for willingly being a proofreader to ensure the correctness of the sentences
because she can speak Thai.

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Bab 0

"Aku suka Phi."

"Aku pun suka kau juga."

"Kalau macam tu...boleh kita cuba dating?"

"Eh, you mean like a lover? But I don't like you romantically."

I'm depressed...

Very stressed. I buried my face in my desk in the office on a Friday afternoon

at the end of the month when the paycheck came out. Shouldn't people be
happier than this?

But not me. I'm not happy at all. Apart from work, my head is still thinking
about being rejected by my senior, whom I had a secret crush on for eight
whole years.

He said he didn't like me romantically.

And I'm too nice, so not his type at all.

Too good, too good, damn...

I'm always good because P'Tea once said when he was president of the
student council that he likes good people.

...Useless

....Useless.
.......Useless!

The world is about to collapse, like the sky is about to fall. Being nice to
someone is very stupid.

I moved from the table, pushed the chair back a little for the comfort of my
legs, and fumbled for my phone on top of the pile of things scattered in front
of me. I immediately called my best friend.

I'm sorry for the crying. I am a victim of love.

"Hey..."

[...Huh!?]

"Let's drink."

[Huh!?]

"Can you stop saying 'huh', Pakkao? I just want you to drink with me."

[Does a ghost possess you?] Pakkao asked on the other end of the line.
Pakkao's voice was full of surprise when I suddenly invited him to drink.

But it's not surprising. There is no way someone like me will be the one who
starts inviting friends to drink.

That's because all this time I tried to be a good person for P'Tea.

I don't drink alcohol.

I don't smoke cigarettes.

I don't seduce women.

I don't worship men.

I live my life according to the teachings of Dharma.

I woke up at 6 in the morning,

Go to the temple to make an offering.

And make merit to the monks every Buddhist holy day.

In the end, I was heartbroken...We were just friends.

"I'm not a good man anymore."

[Is this worse than before?]

"Yeah, the more I think about it, the sadder I get." I took a deep breath
because I wanted to cry. I don't need to tell my best friend, who knows
everything from the beginning, everything. Pakkao, who heard me, sighed
deeply.

He took a deep breath, hard enough for me to feel that he had had enough.

[I'm coming to get you.]

"Hurry up, I'll wait."

I threw it onto the pile of clutter in front of me. But this time, I didn't lie
down exhausted. I got up and packed my things to go drink.

The purpose of my life has undergone a major change.

Please remember, Wandee...I will never be a good man again!

************

Slow update since this series takes a long time to release

🔞
Chapter 1 🔞

"What kind of punishment do naughty boys get, Phi?"

"My leg."

"Oh, Phi, have you ever been mean to me?"

"If that's the case, how long do you want to follow the two of us?"

"Don't use the word two . I'll just follow Phi and I'll follow until my last
breath. As for Nong Yoyak, walk a little slower. Don't be a troublemaker."

"Yeah."

"Yoyak, don't listen to him too much. Here, walk next to me."

The owner of the name Yoyak raised one eyebrow. He did not walk behind
and did not walk to his brother's side, as he was ordered to do. He only
stopped walking after walking to the middle of the hallway. The two people
who were arguing in front stopped following and looked back in surprise.

The little man named Cherry asked Yoyak.

"Why, Yoyak?"

"I want to drink Coke. The house seems to be running out. Ye and Ri go first.
I want to go back and buy it at the entrance to the hallway."

"Then give me your bag. I'll keep it first."

Yoyak did not refuse. He just nodded, then took off the bag slung over his
broad shoulder and handed it to Phi Cherry. His muscles were like an
athlete's, with noticeable bulges. The tattoos on his arms and his handsome
face, scarred by injuries, made him look scary in the dim light.
"Very big muscles, but Yoyak's arm muscles are from lifting dumbbells."
Cherry teased, letting go of Ye's arm and poking at Yoyak's hard muscle
instead. Then he was hit in the hand with one strong blow. Ye hit him again.

"Stop treating my sister like a child."

"Why? Ri is actually Mae Yoyak. Why can't I treat her like that? But I'm still
your wife, just like always." said Cherry with a snicker.

Yoyak shook his head at the argument between the two people in front of him.
After Ye took the bag, the two of them ignored him.

They just walked forward and argued the whole way.

So Yoyak did what he wanted to do. He turned and walked back to the
hallway entrance. He reached into his shorts pocket and pulled out his phone.
His white teeth bit his lips, and his sharp eyes looked at the sky at about half
past one in the morning, and thought about what to send to the person he
loved.

He typed "I miss you" in one sentence, then deleted it because he was too
afraid to express his feelings. The light from the street lamps along the road
illuminated his handsome face as he looked up at the sky, catching the cool,
damp dewdrops.

Yoyak's face is covered with scars. He had cuts and stitches above his right
eyebrow, a bruise on his left cheekbone, blood dripping from the corner of
his mouth, and a long crack in his nose. His body was also covered in
countless bruises.

He is not a gangster who always fights. He's a boxer, and he just won a big
fight today. He had won by knockout in the second round, but he had paid a
price for his victory.

We won the cup today.

He messages people he likes.

In the end, the message sent to the person he likes is just telling of normal
everyday life. Yoyak continued to walk slowly while waiting for a reply. But
after the recipient reads the message, all he gets is a stupid sticker. He
waited for a while, hoping for more, but there was nothing.

He sighed and hung up the phone. He quickened his pace and walked faster.
He put his hands in either side of his pocket, and he didn't realize that for a
few moments as he walked into the twenty-four-hour department store at
about one-thirty in the morning, someone was watching him with interest.

"I don't want a doctor husband anymore...

I want a gangster husband."

It was Wandee who unconsciously saw Yoyak's tall figure. He kept a steady
walking pace and admired the beautiful fingers of people taking soda from
the shelf. He saw that the tall man, who was probably younger than him, also
took some snacks and put them in the basket. After he finished, he went to pay
for his items at the counter.

Too bad because he was so drunk and his vision was so blurry that he
couldn't see the other man's face clearly. But his face looked fierce and scary.

Here he is. This is the type of bad guy I'm looking for. I'm fed up with my
boring life for the past eight years.

Today, Wandee will be hot and wild. He will let go.

With her target in sight, Wandee used her hand to follow the edge of the
counter in the convenience store. He supported his throbbing body and head
as he walked towards the man who...

have a very good body.

His head was throbbing like crazy. Dr. Wandee's first time drinking alcohol
ended with him throwing up all over himself and the toilet. His friend,
Pakkao, had to take him back to his condo at 11 last night.
But for some reason, he suddenly decided to take a walk and find something
hot to eat.

"I forgot my bag." the heavy voice of the tall and muscular man said. Wandee
noticed another man wearing a loose black shirt and shorts. His face was
covered with scars.

Mafia? His face is full of scars.

"You can use my bag first. You can return it when you are free," said Wandee.

"Okay."

"I saw you on TV the other day. You won by knockout. You have a great
shot."

What? Who is the person who has this strong punch?

He must be a gangster, right? He punched someone...

But this is good. I want to taste the bad guy's spicy taste.

Everyone loves a bad guy. P'Tea also likes bad guys... Damn!

"Hey, Nong... Want to talk for a second?"

"..."

"Please pay for the condom too. I'll wait outside." Wandee threw two boxes
of condoms into Yoyak's basket. Then, he patted the larger man's thick
shoulder before staggering out of the shop as he was told, leaving the worker
and Yoyak looking at each other in confusion.

Yoyak stood still, his sharp eyes following the drunken man out.

Actually, he was actually waiting outside.

"You should take out the box, Nong Yak. He must be very drunk."
"You can add everything. That...that thing. Lots of venereal diseases lately.
He must need it."

" Sigh, the siblings in this family are very good ."

*I guess the cashier mumbled

I don't know how I can scream and cry in front of that man. Tears flowed out
like a broken dam, and I clung to her legs in the middle of the night, begging
for love from Phi Tea. Even though I know the person I'm hugging is not him.
He was much bigger than Phi Tea, and the sharpness of his face was more
intense.

I kept blaming myself for being too drunk, thinking that I was worthless and
that no one would love me. And finally, I don't know how, the man I cursed in
my heart as a gangster or a mafia boss, finally carried me on his back and
walked silently down the street.

The back is wide, wide enough for me to bury my face. And he's big...big
enough to not get tired when he takes me to the condo.

I told the security guard who recognized me in a casual voice that he was my
friend, so I was able to enter the building easily.

"Take me to the elevator," I told him, refusing to get off his back. The tall
man complained of exhaustion, but he agreed to take me into the elevator.

"Which floor?"

"Eighteen."

"Can you walk alone? You're heavy."

"No, I can't."

I heard him sigh again, and because I wanted to know what expression he
was making, I leaned closer. Then I was surprised and jumped because his
sharp eyes were looking at me.
His eyebrows were very dark, and his eyelashes were long, thick, and curly.
His eyes are monolid like the villain in lakorn, but overall, it has to be said
that he is very handsome.

He is very handsome. The scars on his face don't diminish his handsomeness
at all, but there are too many scars. He has scars on the corners of his
eyebrows, cheekbones, nose, and also on the corners of his mouth.

"You have a lot of scars, you gangster." I said.

"No, I'm not a gangster..."

"So you're a mafia like in the movie?"

"Not that either. Now we're on the eighteenth floor. Which room?"

"1807, The road goes straight ahead." I said, secretly afraid of my hoarse
voice, but in my head, I imagined a hot scene in a Hong Kong mafia movie.

I'm not sure if there is a cheongsam in my room. I want to try the tight red
cheongsam. Then I lifted the short skirt a little to show a little of my back.
Then let him rub that part into the hole. I will hug him with the softness of a
fine cloth.

Make it loud, baby.

Insert your rod.

Damn, how could I think of something so dirty?

And how could there be a cheongsam in my room?

I must be drunk...very drunk.

"Khun... I'm in front of your room right now, right?" Yoyak had to turn his
head to see the person behind him again. He sighed for the umpteenth time
that day from exhaustion. Instead of going home to sleep comfortably after
buying, instead she meets a drunken man who makes no sense and asks him to
pay for condoms and also clings to his leg asking him to send them back.
Finally he gave in because the person holding his leg was crying, but it
wasn't easy because no matter how he pulled the man to stand up, he just sat
there. So he...bravely carried the drunken man on his back and walked nearly
two kilometers to the condominium the drunken man showed him.

"Khun?" Yoyak called out again, but it seemed that the other person had
passed out. And he had to admit that he didn't know how to handle this
situation. "If you know you get drunk easily, don't drink."

The complaint came out as if it was not his nature. Yoyak bent slightly to
place the person he was carrying on the floor He helped the drunken man sit
up against the wall and scanned the area for a keycard to unlock the room.

Fortunately, the person was wearing a lanyard around his neck, and the
lanyard held the keycard. Yoyak was surprised because the drunk man's body
was clean and tidy, and he even smelled the faint smell of fabric softener
from his clothes.

Is he just walking around drunk? That's dangerous. He didn't seem to care at

all.

And Yoyak was even more surprised when he found the name on the
card...Dr. Wandee Leawwattana.

The name Wandee has a very good meaning.

*Wandee means Good day

He read the name from the name tag attached to the keycard, then, he turned to
the person who was still passed out. His thin white hand was raised to pat
his face.

Must have been bitten by a mosquito. That's why his bright skin has started to
show red bumps.

Thinking that he didn't need to waste any more time, Yoyak scanned the card
at the door once. The sound of the unlock system works, and the door opens
wide after the door handle is pushed.
Yoyak dragged Wandee into the room. He turned on the light and quietly
surveyed the room. The still single doctor's room was a bit messy. The soft
cushions of the sofa were used to support Wandee's thin body.

Yoyak panted tiredly, took a can of soda from the bag and opened it to drink.
When he finished his work and was about to leave, the fainting man suddenly
jumped.

"Liu Dehua..."

And then the lights in the room went out again. It's the room owner's job to
turn it off. At this time, Wandee's imagination was incomprehensible.

*Liu Dehua: Chinese actor Andy Lau

A virtual world appeared in his consciousness. He thought that this was

Yaowarat in 1932, a time when mafia power was growing rapidly (random
imagination).

*Yaowarat: Chinatown in Bangkok.

*In the original text it is 2475. But Thailand uses the Buddhist era. So
2475-543=1932

He's on Dragon Street which connects to Tiger Street (also random). She is a
beautiful girl named Kim Joo, standing in the middle of Dragon Gang and
Tiger Gang (this part is too imaginative).

The two leaders of the group, Phi Liu and Phi Ho, fight to win Kim Joo's
love...

Kim Joo likes Phi Liu because her name has the word "Tea" in it. But in the
end, it was Phi Ho from the Tiger Gang who got him.

Kim Joo was hugged and kissed so hard that her lips hurt. He yelled at Phi
Liu not to worry about him, but quickly went to help him if he needed help.
Then the scene turns into a Thai drama.
Wandee was pushed onto the bed. She shakes her body like a lakorn heroine.
The one who pushed him so hard that his back almost cracked. Wandee shook
her face, tears running down her cheeks, and sighed in despair.

"You will only get my body. You bastard has no gentlemanly qualities, you
are evil."

"Khun...you were the one who kissed me first. I'm sorry because you pushed
me so hard."

"Remember this, you will only get my body, but you will never get my heart."

Yoyak who was still fully conscious blinked his eyes in confusion and took a
few steps back. He thought it would be better to leave this place quickly, but
Wandee grabbed his shirt from behind. The carpet was quite slippery, so
Yoyak tripped and fell again.

Before he could catch his breath or ease the pain from hitting the floor, the
person who had pulled him down immediately sat on top of him.

Wandee rubbed her back against the hot rod. It was normal for a twenty-year-
old man to be easily aroused, and he was breathing heavily.

Before...reaching out to grab the bag and find the condom box, Yoyak
expertly opened the box and took out a packet from the box.

He put it in his pants pocket to prepare the person in front of him and then
slowly turned around to change positions. In an instant, Wandee was under
him, her wrists pressed in place.

"I know what you want."

"..."

"Alcohol is the cause of lack of self-control, right?"

"Huh..." I quickly raised my hand to cover my mouth to suppress a moan,

closed my eyes and let the tears of ecstasy flow. I ended up the way I didn't
mean to, or I ended up the way I wanted to when I was drunk.
I was grabbed by a large and muscular man who was very good at exploring
my body. His touch made me shiver with excitement, and if I had to guess,
maybe my nipples were red because he had sucked and bit them, leaving
obvious bite marks.

My stomach felt light. About a million butterflies flap their wings and fly
around there. Meanwhile, my trunk became stiff and erect. He hadn't touched
her yet, but he made me shudder and whimper to let go. It's just a skinny,
nimble fingertip sliding in and out of the hole. I felt the smooth liquid inside,
and his nails gently scraped my flesh. My body was shaking and I was
breathing heavily. My legs were pressed together and as he used his nails to
rub my soft tissue a few times, I finally let out a disgusting spray of foul
smelling liquid. It splashed on my chest and stomach, splashing hard and the
strongest orgasm I've had since I was familiar with these things.

How did he do it?

How did he make me feel so good and out of control to this point?

My first experience, which I saved for Phi Tea...

Damn, I'll just enjoy what's in front of me for now.

"So happy to let go." He said hoarsely, but I felt embarrassed. Then, he let go
of my nipples and did something that made me even more emotional. He bent
down to lick the drops between my chest and stomach. His tongue felt hot. I
was breathing heavily and my body was more restless than before.

Shortly after, I found myself lying on the couch, my legs spread wide open.
The sweet moan supported the large body that pressed against me. He
removed his shirt, leaving only his taut muscles for me to touch. I ran my
hands along his broad back, squeezing the firm flesh and rubbing the tattoos
all over his body.

When my eyes had adjusted to the darkness, I could see his face clearly.

He climbed up to straddle, looking handsome to match his act of ripping open

the emergency condom package. He opened it.
He unbuttoned his pants then lowered them. I held my breath when I saw the
rod and the ball.

Damn, I'm dead! The size is so... big!

He rubbed it hard, making a loud and scary noise, and then the shaft swelled
up completely.

He wears a condom. He lifted my leg, and at that moment, all I could do was
blink. His extraordinary handsomeness almost made me cry out in a trance.
He sweats a lot. His sharp eyes showed his desire for this. Maybe he feels
the same way, but I'm not sure. It can melt me completely.

"...So tight."

"Ouch! It hurts!" I yelled at him, reaching up to hug him and pull him close. I
dug my nails into his skin, releasing my pain. My hole feels like it's going to
tear.

There was a buzzing in my head, and the pain was playing tricks on me,
making my legs tremble. His warmth pulsed through my body and penetrated
continuously, without stopping.

I screamed and trembled, and he helped by kissing away my tears, then

turned the aggressiveness into the softest and gentlest of caresses.

I didn't ask him to stop, maybe because I moaned a lot.

And finally, it went in completely, accompanied by incredible pain. I feel

very sick.

"Never done this before, right?" he asked me in a firm voice, his lips close to
my ear.

"A...what? Why didn't I ever do that?"

"You're bleeding."

"Aah!"
"See? You're sick."

He just moved it slowly to confirm that I never did it, but I was in so much
pain that I screamed before I felt his thumb brush my cheek, relieving the
pain.

"It's okay, na..."

He was gentle, patient, and waited until I raised my back. I literally swayed
my waist towards him because after the initial pain, a new feeling that I had
never experienced before took over.

I'm sure it's some kind of torture, but if I just let him pierce me to the end, the
reward will be abundant happiness.

I drifted, happy many times until the light of the first day shone through the
open window.

My hole is dry, hot and very sticky because he just took it out. The tip of the
hot rod was starting to hurt a little, probably because I was releasing it
excessively.

He stomped and crushed me with all his might.

I gasped and rolled onto my side, thinking he was done. But it seems I was
wrong. He just... dragged himself to change into a new condom.

"You want to continue? I can't move my fingers anymore."

"Yes, we continue."

He was a man of few words and after briefly answering my questions, he

pulled my chin and inserted the hard shaft immediately.

More... and more.

"Again, change position."

What other positions should I change? Now, I can't move my fingers!

Chapter 2

I'm dead...

I must be dead, because when the bell rings, I don't have the strength to move.

He's gone. The man who accompanied me all night. I still had some
consciousness before he left, so I knew he had cleaned me up and changed
me into new clothes.

His hand covered me with a blanket. The air conditioner has also been set by
him at the appropriate temperature. I wonder how he can be so good. Not
suitable with his rough appearance and cold eyes.

I sneaked one last look at his face as he wrapped his arms around me.

He's handsome in a wicked way.

He's handsome in a dangerous way.

He's handsome in a way that breaks my heart. That's all I can define the man.

It must have been a stupid situation that occurred when I was half conscious
and half shameless, that I found I couldn't take my attention right away from
the strange man.

I wonder because it's so good, that's all.

I shook my head to shake off the hangover, opened my tightly closed eyelids
and tried to forget. Then using my trembling hands to remove the blanket from
my body. I felt pain all over my body when I tried to get up. The hole still felt
numb like his rod was still stuck inside.

My legs trembled as I used them to pull myself up and sit on the edge of the
bed. I can't describe what I feel right now. I felt pain, but other thoughts that
came to mind seemed to have more influence than that.
I really liked the love scene last night.

I love the passion I ignite in myself.

I love the violence when he comes in... I'm twenty-nine years old, and I just
discovered that I love bareback and rough sex.

Hey, is this better than Einstein's discovery of E=mc²? I laughed out loud,
then had to cover my mouth when I realized it was hoarse, dry, and sore.

The sound of the book in the novel sounds like this.

I smiled cheerfully, showing no sign of regret. In fact, I feel happy. My boring

life finally started to make sense.

Sex like this is the best.

After thinking about this, I turned to snooze the alarm clock. I stood up with a
happier attitude than the night that had passed, but then I had to lie back on
the bed, moaning from the pain in the hole. It's unbearable, but when it hurts,
it reminds me of the time when I was crushed.

I think I have become obsessed.

But... where can I see him again?

I blinked my eyes rapidly as I thought. The cheerful atmosphere just now

started to become more serious. Then I slowly lean back and sit again,
silence the bell that rings again. Because I'm the type who likes to wake up
late, so I have to set an alarm to ring every five minutes.

This time I turned it off after fully waking up. The alarm clock made me stop
thinking about the young man for a moment. Cautiously, I got up again,
limping to the kitchen to start a new morning.

Wandee's life has changed. Maybe it starts with swapping healthy almond
milk in the morning for an energy drink to boost energy.

******************************************
996...997...998...999... 1,000

"Complete one set," I threw the skipping rope in my hand forward while
taking a deep breath due to exhaustion. Today, I feel more tired than usual
because I haven't slept for a long time. Actually, sex is exhausting, but I had
to follow a schedule to skip in the morning. I only slept for about three hours,
then, I had to get up and follow the routine.

I walked towards the place where I threw the skipping rope earlier. I took the
bottle of drinking water that was on the plastic chair, opened it, and drank to
quench my thirst. I was sweating so much that my body was wet. The upper
part of my body, which was not wearing anything, was covered with beads of
sweat. But, there is no one around me right now.

The only banging that could be heard from the two-story house seemed to
come from the kitchen.

"Hey, what are you doing in the kitchen?" I shouted as I took off my
wristband while walking. I'm curious. Looks like my brother is making
breakfast.

That's how it is. He likes to make loud and noisy noises to surprise people,
and he also likes to make angry faces.

"I can't find the knife."

"Not on the shelf? Nong Ri used it yesterday morning."

"Oh, I see."

"What are you cooking?"

"Cut off the bottom of the tofu plastic."

"Ri hung it up for you again?"

"Yes."
I stopped walking as I looked at a person slightly taller than me who was
walking straight towards me. Phi Ye is my brother.

And in other words, he is also like my father. Because our parents opened a
boxing gym in another state, Phi Ye and I studied in Bangkok for several
years. And since he is a few years older than me, he has taken care of me
instead of our parents all this time. Phi Ye graduated in engineering, but
somehow, after graduation, he followed in our father's footsteps and
immediately opened his own boxing gym.

Phadet Suk Boxing Gym' sign stands in front of the house, and there are
advertisements in front of several alleyways. This is a gym that trains
professional boxers, as well as martial arts classes.

Of course, Phi Ye used to be the number one boxer in the gym, but he got
tired of muay suam, so he decided to hang up his gloves(stop).

*Muay Suam: Boxing against an opponent who is not very skilled to keep
collecting points to defend the title, or create a winning record to become
world champion

Phi Ye says that he has lost his passion for boxing, and his only motivation is
money. Courses at Phadet Suk Boxing Gym are expensive, but influential
people always send their bodyguards to learn boxing here.

Including young women and men who love health and want to get in shape,
are lining up to enroll in long courses. The intense training course, both in
terms of price and in the training program, began to be recommended by
word of mouth. Within three years, Phadet Suk Boxing Gym became famous
and famous. Self-defense techniques are practical, equipment-independent,
and instructors pay attention to one-on-one training.

"You want?" Oye held out plastic tofu in front of me. Even though he knew I
would shake my head and refuse, he still handed it to me. "You don't want to
eat, huh? What have you eaten? Don't just drink soda. I'll beat you to death
with a stick."
Ye never really hit me. He just threatened me like that. When I make a
mistake and he gets angry, Ye will use the method of not talking to me more.
And really, that hurts more than being hit.

"Nong already ate porridge at 6 in the morning."

"Good. Then what time did you get home last night? I finished taking a
shower at 2 am and I still haven't seen you back."

"6 in the morning." I replied while rubbing the back of my neck.

It seemed to be exactly at the same time that Ye saw the scratch mark on my
back. He raised one eyebrow and asked, as usual.

"Did you bring someone else? You said you wanted to stop. The person you
like doesn't like this kind of thing, right?"

"I didn't mean to," I answered as I stopped and sighed softly. There was
something bothering me about my partner last night, and I didn't know who
else to ask but my brother. "Phi Ye, can I ask you something?"

"What?"

"If we misunderstood that he invited us to have sex, but in reality he was just
drunk and...he never had sex with anyone, should we apologize to him?"

"Tell me from the beginning," Phi Ye said as she threw the empty tofu plastic
into the trash. He scratched under his sharp eyes with his long, skinny index
finger. But before I could tell him, on the other hand, Phi Ye was the one who
summarized the whole story for me. "Let me summarize for a moment."

"Last night when you went out to buy coke, you met a drunk guy, you
reminded him to ask you out for sex. But when you were close, did he try to
flirt with you? So, now you think he's just drunk and won't ask you out?"

"That is correct"

"You put that in?"

"Yes, put it in."

"Then when you found out she was still a virgin, did you stop?"

"No, I didn't stop. I gave up on things like this a long time ago. Once I started,
I couldn't stop."

"Just one round?"

I lifted my finger to count, and when the third finger was lifted out, Ye held
my hand immediately.

"How drunk is he?"

"He's a bit drunk."

"She'll think you raped her?"

""..." That's right.

"So, you talk after you're done?"

"No. He slept soundly. He must be tired."

"In that case, I think you should bring a bouquet of flowers to apologize and
explain to him. Tell him that you misunderstood and accidentally had sex
with him."

"Do I need to do that?" I asked again, and Phi Ye nodded in confirmation.

"Yes, you have to..."

******************************

My boxing income increased with experience, and Oye did not deduct a
single baht. He transferred the full amount to me, which is almost seven
digits. But even so, I still feel regret when I pay a few gray coins for a
bouquet of flowers.
The corner of my mouth twitched when I received the balance. My face
reflected in the mirror looked fierce. The flower shop was quiet from the
moment I entered. He must have been surprised by the scar on my face.

And... I don't know how to explain how I got these scars.

"Ready. Do you have a car?"

"No, I don't have any." I stood looking at the bouquet. In fact, it looks pretty
good for the price I paid for it. Then suddenly I thought of something. Why
don't I try to buy flowers for someone I like?"

Maybe the person I like will admire me.

"So, do you want to pick it up now, or do you want the store to send it to
you?"

"I'll take it. And... Can I pre-order a bouquet of flowers?"

"Okay. What kind of flowers do you want?"

"Bigger than this one." I looked at the bouquet in my hand, held it tightly, then
turned to the florist who nodded in understanding. Then he asked for more
information.

"You want anything specific flowers?"

"No, I just want something cute."

"For your lover, right?"

I wanted to say no, but I finally nodded because I wanted the two of us to be
together.

I've been waiting for him for a year. I don't know when he will accept my
love.

After standing for a few more minutes, the florist informed me of the price of
the bouquet that I had ordered and was scheduled to be picked up. And after I
paid for the flowers I ordered, I went straight out of the shop.

My car is in the workshop now, so I had to take a taxi to bring flowers to Dr.
Wandee.

It's difficult, but that's okay. I just need to bring flowers to apologize and
that's it.

"I hope you're not mad, Dr. Wandee."

**********************

Ever since I confessed my love to Phi Tea that day, we avoided each other.
But because of my undying love for her, I have dedicated everything to get a
job at the same hospital as Phi Tea. And that means...

I can't avoid people I don't want to meet.

When I found out I was working in the same hospital as Phi Tea on my first
day, I was so happy that I treated my friends to a big dinner and donated
money to countless charities. And now, it has come to this.

What is this? Working in the same place as Phi Tea, even though I want to
avoid him.

What is this? Had to endure seeing Phi Tea being nice to the junior doctors at
the hospital.

Yes, that's Phi, the gentle, the handsome, the incredibly kind, the god-like
person.

I sneered in my throat, my heart burning with love and hate.

"Miss Dee."

" Don't call me Nong Dee again. I don't want to be your Nong Dee
anymore. I hate it!" I'm just thinking what I'll answer when Phi Tea calls
me...
"Crap, Phi Tea."

"Why? You work too hard? You don't seem to sleep well. Your face is pale."

Had sex, so I didn't sleep.

"Yeah, just a little work."

"You sure you didn't sleep well because of work? Not because of Phi, right?"

"What does that have to do with you?" I asked him again. What's wrong with
him? Is he interested in me too?

"Because I rejected you, I'm afraid you think too much and can't sleep."

Or will you change your mind and not become Phi-Nong?

"It's okay... I slept a little, that's not the reason. I'm older. I can manage my
own feelings."

"Good, so we can continue to be good Phi-Nong, like before."

Okay, Phi-Nong... Phi-Nong... This useless man!

Useless!

I stopped the nuclear bomb in my body from exploding. Fuse, of course is the
word 'Phi Nong'. I wanted to punch that stupid Phi Tea hard, but my behavior
held me back, so I had to force a smile back at him.

The person I loved with all my heart in the past smiled back. His small eyes
behind his glasses narrowed to form an 'i'.

"Then let's go to lunch together today. I'll do your shopping."

If it used to be, I would be happy to be invited to eat by Phi Teo,. But now...

I don't want to go. Uncomfortable.

"There are many people. Phi went with junior."

"You said you didn't think about me anymore, but you rejected me."

"Um..."

"If you really don't think about that anymore, let's go together. Phi wants to
apologize for what Phi said that day."

I forced a smile again. This time, there was a murmur that followed. Even a
three-year-old knows that I'm forcing a smile, but Phi Tea, who doesn't care,
seems oblivious. He doesn't care what I feel. After a firm handshake, he
grabbed my arm and pulled me.

I would be happy if he was so excited to drag me out to eat together like this
before.

"Let Dr. Dee eat with us." Phi Tea told her friends and juniors that she would
let me go eat with them. The group is quite large. That may be because he is a
friendly and kind person....

But before I could admire it any more, someone in the group laughed and
said,

"Dr. Dee finally accepted it, right?"

"Crap?" I raised an eyebrow in surprise, staring at the person who said to

press him to explain further.

"About Dr. Tea, right? Everyone at the hospital knows that Dr. Dee likes Dr.
Tea."

"No, it's not like that. Dr. Dee is shy. Phi already talked to Dr. Dee. Now we
are Phi-Nong people."

I just laughed, even though it wasn't the time to laugh. Only the people around
me are laughing slowly.

Okay, I'm embarrassed, I feel like a clown.

Why, is liking someone so much that you express your love and get rejected,
so funny?

I pushed away Phi Tea's hand that grabbed my arm quite tightly. It was strong
enough that the person holding it had to turn and look. The warmth of Phi
Tea's hand was still clinging to my arm, and it made me feel so bad.

"Why, Nong Dee?"

I want to open my mouth to tell everything I feel, but I can only open my
mouth. I didn't make a sound yet because the arm held by Phi Tea was pulled
hard. The warmth was replaced by a rougher touch. I gasped in surprise
when I was held.

"I've been looking for you for a long time."

The person holding me had a deep and pleasant voice. I tripped over his
broad chest. The smell of fabric softener wafted out of his t-shirt, mixed with
the scent of light perfume and sweat.

I quickly raised my head to see who it was. As soon as our eyes met, my
body tensed.

He was the hot guy last night.

It felt like God was shouting in my head: "You couldn't see each other's
faces clearly last night, could you? Here, you can see full HD with the
ceiling lights on full power."

Oh, he's so handsome, and he also looks so frustrated.

"You..." I don't know his name, so I just call him 'you'. He let out a small
sigh, let go of my arm, and then held out a large bouquet of flowers in his
hand towards me.

"Yesterday... I'm sorry," he said, bowing his head slightly. My face

immediately turned red when he finished speaking. Yesterday...when we
were together...why did you apologize?
"I'm sorry for being too rude. I'm sorry for not being able to control myself."

Impossible, did he give me flowers to apologize?

It was my first genuine smile that day. Damn, I'm so embarrassed.

A man brought me flowers to the hospital. Don't tell me he was so enamored

with my freshness that he went this far. By the way, how can he get in?

"Who is he, Nong Dee?" Phi Tea asked while nudging my arm. And that's
when the person in front of me stopped looking down and raised his head.

His dark eyes lit up like crazy. He stared at me with an emotionless look, but
that was enough to make me feel hot. I remembered the love scene last night
when he held me and tortured me very hard. And that...I will pass out.

"Can you forgive me?"

Sorry for what? But I can tell you that his looks and words... are very hot. He
tried to kill me, right? They say that in fact, Lady Wan Thong is not
changeable, but Khun Wandee is not sure, her heart is easily swayed.

*Lady Wan Thong: A fictional character in Thai literature and folklore. He

is always portrayed as a weak and gullible character in Thai literature.

My face is burning hot. And most importantly, when I looked away from the
man and returned to Phi Tea, I inadvertently compared that the man in front of
me was more handsome and charming.

Shit... It seems that I have fallen in love with the man in front of me.

"Miss Dee."

"I can't go eat with you, Phi Tea. I have something to talk to Nong." I said
without paying attention to Phi Tea and turned to look at the tall figure in the
clothes that teenagers like to wear these days. He was wearing only a T-shirt,
shorts below the knee, shoes, and had tattoos and scars all over his body.
He looked a little different from last night. Under this kind of light, he looked
a little whiter than when we met, but fierce and menacing in height, which I
estimated to be no less than 180 centimeters.

"Nong Dee..."

"We'll talk next time, Phi Tea. And you...come with me." I said as I carried
the bouquet of flowers she had given me in one hand and grabbed her arm
with the other to drag her along.

I don't care how people look at me or gossip about me.

Enough. Wandee will not be a victim of their laughter.

"How did you know I was here?"

"I follow the card hanging around your neck..."

"Oh, I got here just in time." I told him, then immediately walked to find a
private place. He followed me without any objection.

Or maybe he's worried about what happened last night.

Bring flowers to the hospital? Or does he want to do something here?

Bro!

It wasn't the sound of me being slammed against the door and kissed, but the
sound of me closing the emergency door. It's private enough for me to talk to
the tall man only.

It's like a scene in a Korean drama. Hero and heroine make up on the stairs.

Kim So-young! He called me softly, touched my face, and lowered his

handsome face before kissing me.

Very Korean! But it's just a figment of my imagination.

"Damn, cut," but before we could do anything as hot as I imagined, I was
surprised by blood seeping from the corner of his eyebrow. The tall man
wanted to raise his hand to touch the open seam.

I quickly grabbed his arm. "Don't touch it, or it might get infected. Besides,
we can't do anything here because you have to get stitches first."

"..."

"But... what's your name?"

"Yeah."

He really looks like a giant. I smiled widely, it was a natural smile, but when
I saw his scary face, my smile disappeared.

*Yak: Giant

"Where do you live? Are you still studying? Do you have a boyfriend?"

"..." He didn't answer, his face said "Why are you asking me about my
personal life?"

"Whatever. Here, let's clean your wound first. And this flower, is it for Phi?"
I call myself 'Phi' because she looks much younger than me.

"Yes, for you."

"You can call me Phi. You don't have to call me Khun. You can call me Phi
Dee."

"Does it hurt?"

"Huh?"

"Khun...I mean, Phi Dee looks uncomfortable when she walks. Maybe it
hurts, it's Phi Dee's first time."
I stopped when I was about to push the emergency door. I turned to look at
him who asked the question. His face was hot, and must have been red up to
his ears.

"Yes, it hurts," I didn't deny it. As soon as I answered, I pushed the door
open. The clean smell of a hospital is much better than the stench from an
emergency door.

"I'm sorry." Yak apologize to me again.

"It's okay. I still feel good..."

"You feel good?"

"Yeah. I'm not mad or anything."

"Huh?"

"What?" I slowed my pace, waiting for him to walk beside me. I thought he
would explain more about the 'huh?', but he didn't. He just followed me with
a disapproving look on his face.

He didn't say anything, including not whining when I sewed up his wound.
When he filled out the patient's history information, one of my eyebrows went
up when I saw his full name.

Yoyak Phadet Suk.

A strange name, and that last name, "Phadet Suk", sounds very familiar. As if
I had seen it somewhere before.

"The sewing...is it ready yet?"

"Yes, it's done. Yak, wait for the medicine and you can go back. Phi will take
care of the payment. Oh, can Phi ask you something? Did you have a fight
with someone?"

"No, I didn't fight with anyone."

"If you didn't fight with anyone, then why the wound...it's okay. Maybe you
don't want to answer me." I nodded to myself. Maybe I'm just a stranger to
him.

Why should I feel hurt because Yak didn't answer?

Why should I feel hurt because he seems annoyed by my question?

"Don't go fighting with other people again. Damage your handsome face and
get scarred. Here's my number, Yak. Please don't hesitate to call me. I'm here
for you, whether it's money or anything. You can call me when- whenever. I'm
ready to help you if you need it. You just have to be my friend and have lunch
with me once in a while. Or if you're really struggling, I'll give you a monthly
allowance."

"..."

He took a business card with my contact information. His sharp eyes scanned
for a moment before he looked up at me.

He looked confused. Not only him, I'm also confused why I said that. It's like
I'm offering her to be my babysitter or something.

Like, ' You got a problem? You can come find me and I will give you money
to buy snacks.'

Am I that age? The age where I'm still single and lonely enough to buy sex?

"Crap." he said.

And he agreed very easily. Then he put my business card in his pants pocket,
stood up and walked out without hesitation.

I was still staring at the closed door and leaned back in the chair. The word
'Phadet Suk' is still stuck in my head.

I remember now. It's like a billboard I pass every day.

So I searched the word 'Phadet Suk' on the internet. I found out that it's a big
boxing gym that also offers self-defense classes. The owner is called Oye
Phadet Suk, a strange name like Yak.

Come to think of it, the owner is also like Yak.

I searched Yak Phadet Suk's name on Google.

And then, "I just offered to babysit a millionaire, didn't I?"

Chapter 3

He's weird. I mean, Dr. Wandee, who stitched up my new wound. He has
said many things that I do not understand, and I have been thinking about his
sentences until today, it has been three days.

I thought about it over and over again before I realized that he forgave me
and was not mad at me for what I had done.

But the fact that he told me to go eat with him and he paid me monthly, I dare
not guess what he was thinking. He doesn't think I did sex to scam him for
money, right?

I'm not a liar. I have money.

"Yes, why? You've been stressed for many days. Phi Ye told me to ask. He
didn't dare to ask you himself, afraid you'd think he was rambling."

"Uh...it's nothing." The person who asked me was Cherry. And as soon as I
woke up from thinking about Dr. Wandee, I met Oye's gaze, staring at me
from the boxing ring.

Oye's eyes did not hide even the slightest doubt. I denied it, but Cherry shook
her head before walking back to Phi Ye and whispering.

They both spoke not too loudly, maybe because the boxing gym was crowded
with many people in the evening and not suitable for private conversation.

Earlier, Ye was training some boxers, while Cherry was sitting and
promoting the program, explaining the instructional course to new clients.
When it was time for a break, Ye sent me a message and those two pairs of
eyes looked at me suspiciously. I was practicing quietly by myself, so I had
to stop practicing and walk towards the two of them.

"Phi Ye doesn't believe you. Phi Ye says your face looks like you're sick."
"Please tell Phi Ye that I'm really okay."

"What's wrong with you two? Can you talk to each other? You're standing
next to each other," Cherry said while crossing her arms and rolling her eyes
disapprovingly at Phi Ye who was looking at me with an annoyed look on her
face.

That's right, why didn't I talk to Ye myself? I turned to look at my brother

while saying in a flat voice.

"I'm fine. Just a little worried."

"Worried about what?"

"Someone misunderstood me."

"Misunderstood about what?"

"It's not a big deal. Maybe I won't see that person again. Don't worry. I'll...
forget about it."

"Okay, no need to practice anymore. Go eat."

"If that's the case Phi Ye, do you want to eat too?"

"Phi Ye is going out to dinner with Ri. Son (Son), you are eating alone
today." Cherry rested her head on Ye's shoulder. Actually he is two years
older than me, but he doesn't allow me to call him 'Phi' and often likes to call
me 'nak(son)' because Ye is like my father. When he started dating Ye, he
teased my brother by calling me 'kid'. In fact, after they were a couple, he
still called me 'kid'.

"Can you eat some?"

"Keep going Phi. I'm all grown up now. Don't worry about me."

I waved to them as I turned to the digital clock on the wall. The gym will
close in half an hour. Many people have started to go, but some of the more
fit ones are still training.
"If you want to go out to eat, go take a shower and change your clothes.
There's nothing else here, right? I'll take care of it."

"Yes, I'm leaving."

"I don't have Friday. I want to go out to eat."

"With whom?"

"Taemrak."

When I said Taemrak's name, I turned my head slightly because of

embarrassment. He is the person I like and have been chasing for a year. He
rarely agrees to go out to eat with me.

Since Taemrak is a studious person, most of his time is spent in the library
reading books. He doesn't care much about me.

But... I think we are considered a couple, right?

"Lately we went out to eat together. Yoyak, Mae's son, you've grown up."

"He's grown up a long time ago, Ri. Before he met Nong Taemrak, Yoyak
was an expert in love. There was even a fight in front of the gym to compete
for him."

"Hey, that's impossible. When Ri came to bother Phi Ye, Yoyak started
falling in love with Taemrak."

"Phi Ye, don't tell him that story."

"Ni Mae. Don't keep secrets from Mae."

"I only have one Mae."

"You are heartless. You hurt Mae's heart." Cherry feigned pain by holding her
hands in front of her chest. Then, he used the back of his hand to wipe away
the tears, but I could clearly see that Cherry didn't have a single tear.
Phi Ye shook his head at Cherry's behavior, raised his big hand to caress her
head and shook her gently.

"Stop babbling. Where are you sleeping tonight?"

"You asked me?"

"I saw you, so I asked Yoyak."

"I'm going to sleep at home. Didn't Phi Ye complain that day that I always go
with
you?"

"It's been three days."

"What?"

"You've been sleeping at your house for three days."

"So you've come to your senses yet, you're heartless?"

Ye stepped past the rope that separated the court and gently nudged Cherry's
back to enter the room together.

*I'm not sure whether it's a locker room or a private room because I open
a gym near home

The couple's voices gradually faded, but I still heard my brother using a
different tone to persuade his lover. Always like this. He talks tough and
pushes Cherry away, but in the end, he always gives in when Cherry gets
serious.

"Yes, I'm awake. Sleep with me tonight. I miss you so much."

"If you're still cruel, you don't have to come and sleep in my arms for the rest
of your life."

Cherry has said that sentence a thousand times, but I don't think they've ever
been apart for more than three days.
Love is great. I hope Taemrak comes to sleep in my room, I want to try to hug
him once....

"You."

While I was daydreaming, I was tapped on the shoulder from behind. I was
surprised when I turned and saw someone I knew. It was Dr. Wandee.

...How did he get here?

I raised an eyebrow. He seemed to know I was suspicious, so he smiled

widely before beginning to explain.

"I saw a familiar family name, like the name of a boxing gym, so I came to
see it. It's really here. What's the scar like? Is everything healed?"

"Yes, no problem."

"Actually, you shouldn't be able to exercise yet."

"I thought about what you said the other day," I said. Now that he was in front
of me, the things I had thought about him for three days had to be cleared.

"What did I say?"

"About friends to eat out and money. You misunderstood. I don't want to take
your money."

"That's crazy. Who would think that?" He raised his voice in a manner that
clearly seemed to be making excuses. Then he quickly changed the subject.
"Wow, this is a big gym. You offer self-defense boxing classes?"

"Yes, we also have a program that focuses on working out. We have a boxing
ring, an outdoor training area and a gym." I'm looking for Cherry, who
specializes in sales. Then I remembered that my fake mother had just come in
to shower and change. Dr. Wandee seems to be interested in the programs,
and Ye always tells me to never let a customer miss out. So I reluctantly went
to get the brochure and handed it to Dr. Wandee. I watched him pick it up and
read it for a while.
"The workout program looks interesting."

"There's a promotion going on, I think three programs for the price of one
program. Something like that."

"You own this gym?"

"No, my brother. You want to buy three programs for the price of one
program?"

"Who taught? Yoyak?"

"I only teach on Saturdays."

"How long are three programs?" He asked while flipping the brochure front
and back. People started to leave, and the Phadet Suk Boxing Gym was
almost closed.

"Depends on how hard you train. If you train all the time, it'll be over
quickly. One program is thirty hours."

"Can I choose who trains me?"

"Yes, these are the trainers."

"So, sign up for six programs over the weekend. Add two more, so eight,
right?"

"Two hundred and forty hours. Do you want to study for a year?"

"Yes, I'm a fitness lover."

I argued in my mind that I don't believe anyone who likes to exercise will
have soft skin. I was going to tell him to try the short program first, but then
Cherry, the Sales Master, appeared out of nowhere to push me away, and
started promoting the program himself.

"You're interested in signing up for six programs, Khun? Fill out this form.
We'll also give you two extra sixty-hour programs. That's a really good
deal."

"I want to study with Yoyak."

"Nong, are you free on Sunday afternoon?" Cherry asked me with a look that
gave me no choice but to nod in agreement.

I walked towards my fake mother and saw the man who filled in the
information.

"Are you free on Sunday, Phi Dee?" I asked him. Maybe he was a busy
doctor, but he looked up and nodded before answering.

"Yes."

"You know him, Yak?"

"Uh..huh... I know him. Why did you go out?"

"Phi Ye told me to ask you, what do you eat when you eat alone."

"I haven't thought about it yet. I'll drive and look around."

"Yoyak haven't eaten yet?" This time, it was Phi Dee who asked. He has
finished filling out his information. "I haven't eaten either. What's good
here?"

"Why don't you two try to eat together? One doesn't like to eat alone, and the
other doesn't know what's good here. The big and heartless man in the room
is worried that his older sister won't be able to eat alone ." Cherry said
looking back and forth between me and Phi Dee. When he saw that neither
Phi Dee nor I immediately agreed to go out to eat together, he added, "Yoyak,
go eat with this Khun Phi. Khun Phi Wandee, right? I'm Cherry. Just call me
that. Mae, I only eat cherries when pregnant, so that's where my name comes
from. Please take care of Yoyak. He's a little quiet, but he's a good boy."

"Do you want to go with Phi?"

"Yoyak..." He used a tone that pressured me. I think he wants to go to dinner
with Phi Ye without Phi Ye calling me every half hour because he's worried.
You know I hate eating alone the most.

"Okay, I'll go with Phi Dee."

"Good. Mae, I love you...Phi Dee, do you want to pay all at once or in
installments?"

After convincing me to go out to eat with Phi Dee, Cherry closed the sale
with flying colors. Phi Dee handed Cherry her credit card.

"I'll pay it all at once."

"Okay."

"But you have to wait a moment, Phi. I have to close the gym and take a
shower." I said.

"Okay, I'm free all night."

Phi Dee.... Why did he blow a kiss to me?

******************

With the payment in hand, I was able to sit at Yoyak's house. To be honest, I
was also confused with myself. Why am I suddenly driving straight here after
work, and also signing up for a stupid work out program even though I'm not
a fan of working out at all?

Maybe I was bewitched by Yoyak's muscular body. When we chatted, he was

wearing only a tight black T-shirt.

It was obvious that his chest and arms were muscular, and the sweat was
dripping off him, making me want to reach out and wipe it off. I confess that
he is the first man I think of, and every time I think of him, the image in my
head is accompanied by thoughts of porn.
And now we are alone in his house. Yoyak's brother, Ye, and his stubborn
girlfriend, Cherry, have left. He let me sit on the couch and watch TV while
he went to shower and change.

Yoyak's bedroom must be on the second floor. After I finished exploring the
house full of boxing equipment and trophies, I heard the door to the second
floor open again. The person who opens it then closes it. The sound of
footsteps on the stairs followed.

Yak came down and the fragrant smell of soap wafted. He still hasn't put on a
shirt because his body is still wet. At that time he was only wearing long
sweatpants. His upper body is exposed, taut, and muscular.

This Wandee almost made me faint... She's so muscular.

"I didn't bring any water for you."

"It's okay," I said, declining the offer of a drink. I also told him it's okay if he
forgets. Then, I saw him wearing a loose T-shirt. His firm muscles and chest
disappeared from view instantly.

I still want to see more, and now I know why I came to the boxing gym. It's a
quiet period for single people in their late twenties... I think I want to have
sex.

"What do you want to eat, Phi Dee? Let me take you. Phi can't park if you go
alone." He picked up the key hanging on the wall and turned to face me.

I don't understand what he means by 'Phi can't park if you go alone.'

"You ride a motorcycle?"

"A big motorcycle. The one parked in front."

"Oh! You ride a big motorcycle?" I nodded in agreement. I saw a big cool
motorcycle parked there when I entered.

After telling me the type of motorcycle he was riding, Yoyak walked out of
the house without saying anything else. When we got to the parking lot, he
handed me the helmet.

"What brand is that? I don't know much about superbikes."

"Ducati 1199 Panigale R," replied Yoyak as he stepped onto the motorcycle.
His long legs look more attractive.

"All men like big motorcycles?"

"No way."

"Who is Taem?"

"Dude... Go up. Can you go up?"

"Yes, my legs are not too short."

"I'm not saying your legs are short, but you're not tall either, so I'm worried
you won't be able to climb."

"Sit still. I'll show you."

I felt like he was challenging me to see if my legs could step up onto his
motorcycle. Maybe I don't like exercise and maybe I look a little weak, but
I'm good at climbing trees. My family has an orchard, and I liked to play in
the orchard when I was a child, so I have some skills in climbing trees.

I just gently pressed Yoyak's shoulder, and then I swung myself onto the big
motorcycle.

"Awesome. But you have to be careful not to fall when the motorcycle is
moving."

"I'm holding your waist, okay?" I said to him in a low voice, my face a little
red from being praised.

Then I slowly wrapped my arms around his waist, being careful not to make
him feel like I was being aggressive. In my mind, I have assessed the strength
of his abdominal muscles. And of course, most big bikes have narrow
passenger seats, so I can't help but press my chest against his wide back
when the bike moves.

"I ride fast," he said.

"Huh?"

"I mean, hold me tighter."

Unlucky!

I screamed in my heart. He pulled my hand that was holding his waist loosely
before pulling it to wrap tightly around his waist. I straightened up with his
pull. The touch at the moment was too close, like... my chest was rubbing
against my back.

I smelled the scent of soap mixed with its unique, masculine scent that
stimulated my emotions. Butterflies that came from nowhere suddenly flew
around my stomach.

I'm not sure why I have to compare the fluttering in my stomach to butterflies,
but it's true, my stomach flutters, a little uncontrollable fluttering when I hug
her.

"What do you want to eat?"

"Uh huh..."

"I don't like to eat noodles. Or do you want to?"

"It's okay. I can eat anything."

And again, he didn't answer. The engine roared louder. I narrowed my eyes
looking at the road ahead. The motorcycle went fast because Yoyak rode as
fast as he said.

Boxing Gym Phadet Suk is located in a rather remote village, and most
importantly, it is a one-way street. So Yoyak had to drive a long way to get
out in front of the alley where there are many restaurants. It's almost 11pm,
the road is very empty, so Yoyak can turn the gas completely.

The big motorcycle was moving very fast. I clenched my hands in fear, but I
didn't close my eyes. I just lowered my head to see how fast he sped up.

I was surprised at how fast we were going, but I wasn't afraid. I was just
deaf to the sound of the wind blowing the helmet. But soon, when we entered
a crowded area, Yoyak slowed down.

He turned the motorcycle to the chicken rice restaurant and the parking lot.
After parking, he turned to ask me with a rather annoyed tone.

"Can you eat chicken rice?"

"Yes."

"Get down."

"For a moment, my legs were shaking."

Even though I told him I needed some time, I didn't really stop. I switched the
two hands that were around his waist to press down on his shoulders again,
making the large young man a platform for me to stand up and jump down.

I saw him turn off the engine as I tried to remove my helmet, but it seemed to
be a problem. I could not remove the clip that was under my chin.

"Yoyak, I can't take off my helmet."

"Here, I take it off for you." He hadn't gotten off the big motorcycle, but he
was pulling me closer.

His long and thin fingers lifted the tip of my chin so that it was higher. It was
dark around here, but there was still enough dim light to see clearly. His dark
eyes shone. When he's determined to do something, he seems pretty good.

No, he looks very handsome.

"Do you have a lover?"

"Why did Phi ask?"

"I'm just afraid it won't look good if I eat with you if you already have a
boyfriend."

"I'm not here. You can relax."

"Are you a playboy?"

"I'm not a playboy anymore..."

When he said that he was no longer a playboy, the helmet clip came off and
he took off the helmet covering my head and placed it in front of the
motorcycle.

"Phi Dee..."

"What?"

"Nothing."

He seemed to have something to say to me, but then he didn't say it. His eyes
also seem to be hiding something, but unfortunately, I don't know what it is.

I stood there waiting to see if he would change his mind and say it, but Yoyak
said nothing. He just stood up straight and walked forward to the chicken rice
shop.

He picked up the menu and order paper at the front of the store, then walked
over to the empty table. I watched him write down his order, before turning
to me to ask what I wanted to eat. He was also willing to write it for me.

"I will order the same as Yoyak."

"That's a lot, so I'm giving you a warning."

He warned me that there was a lot of food, but he still wrote the number two
next to the chicken rice menu with extra mixed rice. His handwriting was
almost like chicken claws, and I felt ashamed for him.

"You sit down, I'll send you the menu. After all, you're already seated."

"No, you sit down. I'll go get a soda too."

He pushed and pulled my arm, causing me to stagger into the seat. In the blink
of an eye, the tall figure walked to the front of the restaurant to deliver the
menu. Yoyak proceeded to treat himself by opening the fridge, taking out a
bottle of Coke, a bottle of water, and then scooping two glasses of ice.

I couldn't help but look at him as he walked. Handsome man... Even if he

grabs a straw and falls to the floor, he's still handsome.

My eyes smile. In my imagination, I envisioned the scene where he took off

his shirt on the kitchen counter in my house. I walked over to hug her from
behind and then, we got ready for our pre-meal workout. He grabbed my
waist and pushed me roughly onto the counter. Take off my pants. Then rub
the thing that has grown on the leg by teasing.

"Are you hot? Your face is red."

"No...um, yeah, I'm hot." I looked away after being divined. I denied it at
first, but then I admitted it.

He looked confused, so I quickly changed the subject. "Can I ask how old
you are?"

"I'm almost 21."

"Wow, you're still young. That means you're still learning, right?"

"Yes, I'm in my third year."

"what major?"

"Sports science."
"It suits you."

"And how old are you, Phi?"

"I'm 29. I'm nine years older than you."

"Same as Phi Ye, but I remind you that you are younger." He nodded, looking
away from me as the restaurant waiter placed chicken rice and a bowl of
soup on the table. It was as much as he warned, and I thought I would
definitely not be able to finish it.

"I must not be able to finish it."

"Please eat them all. It would be a waste to leave anything."

He didn't give orders, and his tone wasn't pressing, but I don't know why, but
at our first meal together, I was determined to finish the plate of chicken rice.

I returned to Yak's house after dinner because my car was parked at his
house. When Yak turned the key to get inside, he complained that Ye hadn't
returned yet. He suspected that Ye would be back very late at night, then he
moved aside to let me into his house first.

Actually, I can go home. I have nothing more to say to the big man. But it
happened that I walked forward and ended up in a quiet atmosphere, with a
cold wind blowing from the back of the house. The white curtains by the
window swayed slightly, opening just enough to let in the orange light. And I
thought again, how bad I thought that after this, I would have sex with him.

I can only think about the things on the bed, and I don't know why they all
look the same. Why do I keep imagining people entering and exiting my body
must be Yak?

Maybe because he was the first, and maybe that's the main reason why I was
brave enough to sit on the couch with him right now.

This time Yak did not forget to bring water for his guests. A glass of cold
water with sparkling drops was placed on the glass table in front of him. In
an instant, the soft sofa cushions sank. Yak sit next to me. His house began to
be quiet.

I turned my body slightly towards the handsome man. He turned to look at me

and raised one of his beautifully lined eyebrows. I accidentally understood
that he and I wanted the same thing, so I moved...pushing him down easily
because he didn't have time to react.

Then, I bravely climbed up and sat on his lap, pressing his shoulders in
preparation to kiss him. He shook his head and turned, running away. His
strength, which was greater than mine was used to stop the contact.

He held my wrist, talking without looking at me even though my back was

still pressing against his midsection.

"I wanted to say at the restaurant earlier, if you are chasing me for this matter,
I want you to stop."

"...."

"It's not that Phi isn't good, but I've made a decision that I won't sleep with
anyone. I'm sorry."

He apologized. I'm not mad at him, and I don't know why he needs to
apologize. It's just an embarrassing feeling. I feel like a person with no self-
esteem who pursues men for some reason.

"I think I misunderstood. Now I understand. I apologize too."

I also apologized to him. There was a moment of silence long enough for him
to release his hand from my wrist. I got off Yak's body and fixed the clothes.

"I'll be back now."

"Okay, drive safe."

Yak also moves to sit. The air was filled with the awkwardness of both of us.
He nodded to me politely, and by then I was at the door and turned to look at
him.
Depression is back again...

Am I so worthless that no one wants me?

Chapter 4 🔞

Once again, I couldn't get Phi Dee out of my mind. After rejecting his
invitation last night, I feel very guilty because I have never rejected anyone
directly and forcefully, like I did to him. His face when he wanted to go home
became very bad. It was a look on my face that I couldn't get out of my mind.

He looked like he was about to cry, his bright eyes had dimmed and that
made my heart sink.

Cherry also says that my face is worse than the last few days, and Phi Ye
almost chokes me to ask me to tell her what's wrong with me.

I didn't tell him. I don't know where to start, so I can only tell Ye that if I can
finish it, I will tell him soon. Then Ye stopped bothering for that reason. My
brother knows me very well. He knew that I didn't tell him because I wanted
to keep it a secret, but because I really didn't know how to start.

It's just that the feeling inside is strange, and I keep flipping through the
business card that Phi Dee gave me back and forth, wondering if I should call
and ask about it. But in the end, I put the business card in my wallet, thinking
it's better not to contact each other.

I spoke very badly and Phi Dee was probably very angry with me.

As I was thinking about Phi Dee, suddenly the phone in my hand vibrated.
That was a notification from the flower shop. I just remembered that I
ordered a bouquet of flowers, and I also have a dinner date with Taemrak in
the evening.

The feeling of confusion throughout the day improved immediately. I have

decided that I will ask Taemrak to be my lover today.

I hope the restaurant I chose, the bouquet I prepared, and the ring I chose a
long time ago, Taemrak will like everything.
"Is my sister crazy? She makes a serious face, then she smiles. Why?"

"Um...today I will ask Taem to be my lover."

"If you're a couple, bring him here so I can see him. I've heard about the man
my sister likes for a year, but I've never seen his face."

"Taem isn't very free," I said as an excuse, which is a normal excuse for me.

"Then what time are you leaving?" Yes, it doesn't matter that I never brought
Taemrak home. It's not that I've never invited Taem, I've invited Taem many
times but every time he refuses because he's busy.

"I'm going to change clothes now. I've ordered a bouquet of flowers and I
have to pick them up at the shop. I'm borrowing a car today."

"Uh, speaking of flowers, you brought flowers to apologize to someone who

still..." Ye mentioned Phi Dee and it made me feel a little embarrassed.

"Yes, I'm gone."

"And what did he say?"

"He's not angry. He's saying...good."

"That's good. I remind you that you are sad because he is angry with you."

"No, I shouldn't be angry...Cherry came. Her voice preceded him." I stopped

talking because I heard a loud voice calling Phi Ye from the front of the
house.

The person who was sitting and talking to me immediately stood up and
responded by standing up.

I know that Phi Ye is happy, even though she complains about the other
person being too noisy.

"You know I'm in the house, so why are you yelling?"

"Because I miss you. You rushed out to see me too. Don't try to hide it. I
already know you, Phi Ye."

I shook my head at the two of them who were fighting loudly. Then, they went
into the kitchen and started hugging. I don't want to be the third person. When
I saw my brother hugging his lover tightly, he also kissed her hard while
hiding behind the wall of the house. Maybe Ye thought I didn't see it.

I saw it. I always see it. But it wasn't something to joke about that made Ye
angry and hide his shame.

I decided to stop being the third person and quickly went upstairs to shower
and change. I hope today will be...a good day.

I know where Taem's dormitory is because I have come to pick him up many
times before. I took some time to drive the car and park under the hostel. I got
stuck in traffic and arrived before the appointment time. I'm a little upset
because I don't like anything that's delayed or that I have to wait for. But
since it was Taemrak, my annoyed expression changed to normal.

After a long wait, he finally appeared. Today, Taemrak wears a cream-

colored shirt and black shorts. His feet are very white, like a typical Chinese
breed.

Taemrak wears glasses. He pushed it up a bit when he was looking for my

car. He was already familiar with it. Taemrak always rides in Phi Ye's car
whenever we go out together because he is afraid of big motorbikes. Even
though I rode slowly, he was still scared.

"Hey, Yak. Have you been waiting a long time?"

"No," I lied. Actually, I've been waiting for it for a long time. But talking
directly would spoil the mood, so I avoided saying it.

When I started seducing Taemrak, I also had to buy a book on seducing

someone to read. I follow it strictly. And instead of Taemrak not being
interested in me, he has become more comfortable going out with me in
almost a year.
Whether it was a long time or a short time, I still remember how I felt when I
first met Taemrak. He came to take a physical fitness test at my faculty. The
white-skinned biology major wearing glasses, with his eyes closed when he
laughs, captured my heart in an instant.

I followed him until I learned that his name was Taemrak. Then, I tried to say
hi to him every time I saw him in our same class.

"It's not too late, we have to go back quickly. The work isn't finished yet."

"A lot of work?"

"It's delayed... No need for help. I can do it myself." Taemrak raised his hand
to stop me as I approached to fasten his seat belt. The small man quickly
fastened his seat belt himself.

I could only smile blandly and focus on driving. The sun was starting to set in
the west, and the sky was multi-colored when Taemrak and I arrived at the
restaurant.

I chose the restaurant on the roof of the hotel. The winter weather is quite
pleasant. After we had a short meal, the important moments arrived.

I told Taemrak that I had to go to the bathroom, but actually, I walked back to
the car to get the bouquet of flowers and the gift box. When I walked back to
the table where Taemrak was sitting, my heart was beating so fast I could
barely control it.

It was more intense than my first match on stage, even more intense than
when I went up to receive the trophy. I thought I had never loved anyone. I
trembled. Taemrak is the only one who can make me feel really nervous.

He couldn't see me because he sat with his back to the view. I patted his
shoulder and handed him a bouquet of flowers. His eyes widened when he
turned around. He was quite surprised by the bouquet. Then I opened the gift
box and showed him that it was a ring.

"Yeah..."
"Will you be my lover?" I'm not a good speaker, and I'm not sure if my words
are too vague or too direct. But, my voice is still shaking. My heart, which
was beating fast, stopped beating for a while as I waited for an answer.

Taemrak did not immediately answer. He looked around because many pairs
of eyes were staring at us. After some time in my feelings, the other party
sighed deeply.

"Um... I don't like Yak. I don't like that kind of Yak."

I was stunned. I'm not stupid enough not to know that Taemrak rejected me. I
was silent because I was so choked that I couldn't speak. My head is also
dizzy.

I did not prepare myself at all for this. Because in these few months, I think
my relationship with Taemrak has improved a lot.

I never thought that I would be heartbroken.

"I'm sorry. I made the mistake of making you think too far, Yak."

"Can you think again?"

"If he's not the right person, he won't be the right person.
There's no need to even try."

Taemrak stood up from the chair he was sitting on, looked at me with an
uncomfortable expression on his face for a moment, then walked past me.

It was a straightforward rejection, and I thought he was right not to love me.
But the sadness that came with it was accompanied by a burning anger.

I'm angry, even though I shouldn't be.

And I kept thinking over and over again that I shouldn't... shouldn't have
fallen in love with Taemrak.

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' After registration and payment is complete, no refunds will be given for
any program.'

I was lying on the bed reading the terms and conditions of registration at
Phadet Suk Boxing Gym over and over again, and I almost cried at the
sentence that said no refunds will be given for any program.

Useless! When I signed up, I was so excited that I signed up for a huge
program package, and I even doubled up with two more programs.

And then what?...In the end, I wasted a hundred thousand baht and didn't have
time to hold her hand. Don't even think about going any further. Let's try to
survive by looking at each other without feeling akward.

Thinking about it, I hit my hands and feet on the bed. In half an hour, it was
time to start the class, but I was desperate to find enough motivation to go
back to the Phadet Suk Boxing Gym again.

Damn, I don't want to see Yoyak, but the money is already paid. It would be a
shame if I quit the program. It seems my motivation is money. Maybe when I
get there, I'll try to talk to Nong Cherry about changing my coach.

I took a deep breath, exhaled forcefully, got up and shouted loudly to summon
my courage, and then packed my things to go to the boxing gym.

Let's go!

Let's go boxing. Boxing is better. Our bodies will be strong. No one will
mess with us anymore.

It didn't take long to drive, so I arrived ten minutes before class. I met
Cherry, a man with liquid brown hair who scolded me first with a cheerful
voice.

"Khun Phi Dee."

"Just call me Phi Dee, no need Khun."

"Okay, Phi Dee. I've been waiting for you." He is quite a friendly guy, and he
takes very good care of his customers. When I arrived, he didn't let me
wander and he kept approaching me to chat.

"So, Nong, I have something to talk to you about"

"Crap?"

"Ummm...is there another coach besides Yak? I want to change coaches."

"Oh, what happened, Phi Dee?"

I was silent. Cherry seemed to have caught my discomfort and awkwardness.

He reached out and held my hand.

"I'm sorry for being honest with you, Phi Dee, but we don't have a free coach
right now. Actually, Yak wasn't free on Sunday afternoon either, but he just
finished his match and there aren't any more matches. So he's free now."

"If that's the case, I want to change my class day."

"The schedule is very full right now."

"How about a refund?"

"It's still impossible."

"Oh" I sighed, and I felt Cherry squeeze my hand tighter. His big eyes looked
back at me before he turned to smile weakly at me.

"I've arrived. I'm leaving."

"Hi, Phi. Is there a problem?"

"No, there's no problem. Phi and Phi Dee are fine. There's nothing."

"Phi Dee has arrived, right? So, go change and get ready to warm up."
Yak's voice sounded calm from behind, stopping me and Cherry who were
chatting. Did he forget how coldly he rejected me that day? His words made
me afraid to face him.

"I'll wait for you at the training area over there."

Or maybe because he is a professional, he can keep his personal life and

work separate. He made me even more embarrassed because I just wanted to
run away.

Wandee is not professional, not mature at all.

I slowly turned to face Yoyak, then had to raise my eyebrows because I was
surprised to see the big man looking dazed.

"The training area is over there," he pointed to the training area as he said,
then he walked away.

I was still standing there in doubt, so I turned to Cherry.

"Why with Yoyak? Can Cherry tell me?"

"If I tell you, you won't ask for a refund for the program." he said, "It's
nothing really, Phi. My son Yoyak is heartbroken, being rejected by the
person he secretly loves. He's just starting to cheer up a little. He's more
depressed than before."

"Broken hearted?"

Cherry nodded in response, then the man in front of me looked at the loud
call. I know the person who called, big body with fierce face. He is Oye
Phadet Suk, Cherry's boyfriend, and Yoyak's brother.

"You can go change your clothes, Phi. The dressing room is over there.
Cherry go see Phi Ye first."

After he finished speaking, Cherry walked away leaving me dazed there. I

sighed loudly, threw out all the thoughts that were running through my head,
and went straight to change my clothes.
By the way, Yoyak's shirt shows his muscles today. The young boys look very
confident.

It costs a hundred thousand just to see it...

I met Yak in the training area. He stood in front of me and instructed me to

stretch my muscles. We didn't talk much at that time. He was still distracted,
and that was probably better than pretending to talk to each other.

I stared at his handsome face after he finished stretching. His warm-up

routine consisted of running laps around a rectangular training area. He told
me to run ten laps, and he would sit and time me as I ran.

I ran as instructed, and every time I passed Yoyak, his sharp eyes would
follow me as if he was thinking about something. I was a bit nervous with his
look, wondering if my running style was wrong or because I stomped my feet
too hard.

But he didn't say anything. He said nothing until I forced myself to run for ten
laps until I was exhausted and sat panting. Then he stopped staring at me with
his sharp eyes and got up from the chair.

"Wake up, Phi Dee. I'll teach you the basics of standing first."

"I'm tired. Give me a moment."

"Let's..." He urged me by pulling my arm to get up, but he was in no rush to

change my position. He just helped me by holding my waist, then walked
behind me and breathed on my neck.

My blood and energy are moving fast. I could smell her perfume and her
body odor. I was already hot after running, and because Yoyak was standing
behind me, my body temperature rose so high that I felt dizzy.

It feels weird. It doesn't look like the right standing position for basic boxing.
The way he pulls my waist towards him, grips and squeezes it, then brings
his handsome face to my ear is...

"Phi Dee..."
"Ap... what? You don't need to be this close, right?"

"You still want to have sex with me?"

"Huh!?" I was surprised. I'm not sure how long my mouth was open like that,
but it must have been long enough for Yoyak to not wait for an answer and let
go of my waist.

"It's okay, I'm just bored. I'm sorry if I made you feel uncomfortable."

"Cherry said you just broke up."

"Yes, something like that. I probably...don't want to be a good person to

anyone anymore."

"How about if I say I understand you? You want someone to make you
happy?"

"I'm not looking for a serious relationship."

"I don't want you tied to me either." I blinked and bit my lip, with the inner
instinct of a tiger ready to pounce on its prey.

"So, Phi still wants to stay?"

"Um...let's...let's do it now." I relaxed, leaning back to rest on the young

man's chest with a sigh, letting his hot breath pour down my neck. I closed my
eyes with an indescribable feeling.

Losing hundreds of thousands is starting to be worth it now because I'm sure

we want the same thing.

Have fun and release yourself to forget the person who hurt me so much,
that's what I want.

"Then come with me," he said.

He pulled my waist to follow him. I looked at Yoyak's broad shoulders and

then looked down at his hands on my waist.
I don't care about anything now. Just me, just him, just the two of us.

I frowned after being thrown into a room on the second floor of the house.
This is the first time I entered Yak's private place. The bedroom of a twenty-
year-old man

He glared at me who was lying helpless on the floor. There was no pity or
regret in his eyes for dropping me to the floor. He just looks angry and angry,
but I don't know what he is angry about.

Before I could get up, a big sweaty body fell on top of me. He's heavy, but he
doesn't make me feel uncomfortable. When he used his mouth to kiss me, I
responded by caressing his perfect body.

He's hot. There is no part of his body that is not hot. Even the tip of his
tongue that entwined mine in my mouth felt hot.

I almost ran out of breath, relieved he pulled his mouth first. My lower lip
was sore, but I thought it wouldn't crack even though I could smell the faint
smell of blood.

"Phi Dee, your body is so soft."

"Uh..huh...

He lowered his face to my neck, biting softly to elicit a loud moan from my
lips as he asked for permission.

"Can I leave a mark?"

"Undershirt."

"Hmm... Do you want to take a shower first?"

"Okay... Ah, Yak... Don't bite."

I was surprised, the stimulation of my cock with a surge of pleasure after the
sharp teeth bit my nipple even though I was still shirtless. I felt so aroused
that I could not bear it. I hugged him tightly, squeezed him, and pressed his
head to my chest.

He is a strong man, because even if I press him against my chest, Yak can
still lift me. When in that position, he pulled me to his waist and then stood
up holding me in a strange position. I was lifted so high that I had to tell him
to lower me when Yak took me to the bathroom.

The bathroom floor was dry when I stepped on it. I thought we might do it
downstairs. Do not go to use the bathroom in the private bedroom.

He quickly pushed me to the sink and then quickly turned me around. His
sharp eyes were full of desire when I looked up at him through the mirror.

His tense face mixed with anger made me shiver, then I easily gave in.
Maybe I think I like to be a follower in the game of love, I like to be treated
passionately.

...Come on, baby. Phi knows you will make my lust burn even more.

Slap!

He slapped my back hard, then squeezed and massaged it to relieve the pain.

"Ugh..."

"Look at me."

"Mhm, I see you."

"No, Phi didn't look at me."

Slap! Slap!

He hit me again, two quick slaps. This time, I started to feel pain. My back
had to be raised, and the imprint of his hand would definitely be there. I was
in so much pain that my tears fell. He grabbed my back and pulled me back,
pulling and pulling the waistband of my elastic pants down.
"From now on, Phi will only look at you."

"Good, Phi Dee."

"I'll let you shower first."

"I'll make you dirty for a second, then we'll go take a shower together."

I didn't think he would talk about such obscene things in a normal voice. My
mouth said, 'No, please don't act like that, Yak.' but my legs quickly removed
my pants and boxers.

I don't want him to stop. Saying 'don't' and 'no' will only encourage him to
quickly do it.

"What did I do before it still hurts?"

"No, I'm not sick anymore."

"I'll do it again in a moment."

Suddenly, he stopped when my bottom was completely naked. My face was

red in the mirror, and I saw him rush out to the bedroom again. If I tilt my
back, I can clearly see the palm prints of the five fingers. My back is still hot
and a little sore.

Before I could wonder where he had gone, the big man returned. I noticed he
had a bottle of lube and a condom wrapper in his hand. After that, I couldn't
see him in my eyes anymore because he knelt on the floor and bit my leg. A
slight pain prompted me to open my legs wide.

The sound of the lube bottle being opened. He squeezed, making the
bathroom echo. Then the smooth viscosity passed through the fingertips,
along with Yoyak's mouth nibbling on my hot cock.

I was surprised when I was attacked at both points. The thick, viscous
lubricating gel made me lose control.
One hand opened my back, and two fingers from the other hand massaged and
opened the hole. This wasn't getting down on one knee to propose, but it
made me feel so good I almost screamed.

The sound of my moan echoed throughout the bathroom. I'm sweating more
than I did after running ten laps just now. My hands gripped the edge of the
sink tightly, and tears welled up before falling down my cheeks.

"Yak, Phi can't take it anymore."

I want him very much. Desires that have been locked up for days will be
released.

"A little while... Phi isn't ready yet," he saw that I wasn't ready yet. His
fingers massaged until my back arched, then he moved harder. My mouth was
holding back my desire to be released. My body was moved politely, but
when I was sucked into the corner of a wet thigh, I moaned loudly and I let
go.

He grinned and chuckled, satisfied. He has embarrassed me, and I feel bad
because I messed up his face and in his bathroom.

"Now, Phi Dee is ready, good."

He wiped the mark on his cheek with his long, skinny fingers. His eyes shone
brightly as he finished teasing the sweet hole. He stood up and took off his
tights, throwing them on the floor first. Then he unzipped his pants and let
them fall to his thighs. Rubbing the shaft so that it is hard, wearing protection
that is a condom, then apply the gel until it is wet.

I arched my back, waiting for the crucial moment when I wouldn't lose
consciousness due to the intoxicating influence of alcohol.

Out of the blue,

"Uh... ah... you..." He pushed his hot rod all the way inside. At first, I felt a
pain that made me gasp. But when he leaned behind me, hugging and kissing,
the pain of being penetrated changed.
I'm excited. Yak goes deep to the point of climax. If he didn't hug me, maybe I
wouldn't be able to stand up and I would definitely fall to the floor.

He was hot as he moved in and out of my entrance. I could feel him, his body,
and I involuntarily memorized the heavy rhythm in which he thrust into me.

"Phi is so...soft."

"Uh, ah.. ahh... there, you can make it stronger, Phi is almost done... Yak..."

I moaned his name without thinking to hold back my own voice. And
strangely enough, the louder I screamed, the more violent the twenty-year-old
man became towards me. And just when I was about to climax, Yak pulled
out, leaving my hole empty and hollow... without letting me finish.

"Why did you take it out?"

"I want to tease Phi, it's fun."

"Psycho! Please put it in, okay? I want yours, I want to finish it."

Slap!!

He slapped my back again and he squeezed it until the soft flesh of my back
came out between his fingers. Both sides of my back might turn red, both.

"Turn." he ordered, simultaneously turning me to face him. He lifted me to sit

on the sink counter, pulling my back closer, exposing the path to tantalizing
pleasure. It is the position that will make him most comfortable.

I whimpered and looked into his pleading eyes.

"Yak...please fuxk Phi loudly."

"Kiss me first."

I pulled the Yak's neck to me, pressing the lids of my own swollen mouth
against his lips. Yak's immediate response caused me to kiss awkwardly
because of my lack of experience. The role changed when he guided me after
that. He sucked my lips hard, as if we were both addicted to him. Our
tongues danced, exchanging saliva at will.

When the time was right, he slowly entered the hole with its large size. He
gently pushed it, and that made me touch him passionately.

The tips of my nails dug into her broad back as I pulled away from the kiss.
Not out of disgust, but because it felt too stimulating, causing a high-pitched
sound to escape my throat.

I moaned and my body convulsed until tears flowed in torrents. The heat that
is hidden inside is released. The hot, thick liquid splashed all over the
attacker's muscular stomach.

When I finished, my heart and pulse were beating fast. My hole must have
sucked so hard that the young man frowned.

Yak moaned from his throat. His shaft got bigger, and then spasmed so hard, I
could feel it.

He also finished, panting near my ear. Her breath was so sexy, and her open
lips were so begging to be kissed.

I slipped my hands into his black hair, pulling it gently before pressing my
lips to his.

It's all instinct...

"I think…" He pursed his lips and brought his nose to my sweaty cheek. The
sentence that slipped out made my heart beat faster. "We are very
compatible."

"Uh...huh."

He did not explain anything further as usual, as a quiet person. And maybe
because I was talking too much, so he kissed me to shut me up. He lifted my
legs to his waist and took me to the shower. He muttered something before
the water from the shower started splashing onto the floor.
The steam misted the mirror, obscuring the silhouettes of two bodies moving
rhythmically under the cold water.

I don't know how long it lasted, but at that time, the world only consisted of
me, him, and us.
Chapter 5

I wasn't so sick that I passed out, but it was close. I felt weak and dizzy, so
when Yak stopped, I didn't go back home or leave his room.

I slept on a small bed that only fit one person. I wear Yak clothes. When the
noise around me quieted down, I looked back.

No practice sounds, no sandbag kicks that are often noisy. I raised my hand to
rub my eyes and fell asleep. It must be very late now.

Yak wasn't in the room when I woke up, but I heard people talking coming
from downstairs. He must be downstairs, I thought to myself, and I slowly got
out of bed.

My body is weak and aching, and my head and body ache. I think I might
have a little fever, and it's not good to get up too quickly.

Whoa...! I almost fell, but I managed to hold onto the bed. And at the same
time Yak opened the door.

"Are you awake?"

"Yes, I think I have a fever."

"Just rest for now. Don't rush to get up. Are you hungry? I have pork
porridge."

"I'll eat some. What time is it?"

"9:00 p.m."

"Then I don't need porridge. It's late. I'm going home now." I told him after
knowing the time.

Yak turned and raised an eyebrow.

"Can you come back?"

"I'm not sure."

"Just stay here. You have a fever. I'll take care of you. You can come back in
the morning." He didn't tell me, because of what Yak did, I called it an order.
His long legs walked straight to the bed and pushed me to lie down. Then he
walked out again.

I don't know if he takes care of all his partners like this, but I really like the
way he says he'll take care of me. So.. I didn't fight when Yak asked me to
sleep in his room instead of going home.

I lay down and curled up in a thick blanket, in a room where the air
conditioner was working silently.

It's quite cold. I thought I'd tell Yak to turn the air conditioner up a little for
me when he got back.

After waiting not too long, a tall figure appeared. He was only wearing a
pair of navy blue sweatpants. The back has scratches from my fingernails. In
his hand was a bowl of steaming porridge. A pleasant smell filled the room.
From not being hungry, I started feeling hungry. My stomach started to hurt a
little due to digestive enzymes.

"Cherry made this for you."

"Cherry and Oye know I'm here?"

"Yes."

"Are you angry?"

"What should I be angry about?"

"Um... I came to sleep at your house." I sat up, leaning my back against the
headboard. Yak walked straight towards me before sitting down, causing the
bed to sag.
"It's not a big problem. I just got a little bit of help from Ye when he found
out that I slept with a customer. Ye asked if Phi was willing. When I said Phi
was willing, Ye just said, 'This is your business.'"

"When you talk to your brother, you refer to yourself as 'Nong'? I heard."

"Yes. Ever since I was little, Mae told me to do that with people older than
me."

"Try using 'Nong' with Phi."

*Usually Yak will use me (in Thai is Pom) when talking to Wandee. So,
Wandee nk Yak uses 'Nong'.

"Can you eat yourself, or do you want Nong to feed you... like this?"

Okay, I'm dead again. Imagine a sado man calling himself 'Nong' very
politely, like he respects you.

*Ayt is italic, Wandee imagine Yak gune 'Nong'. But in reality, Yak gune me
(Pom).

...I want to give him my house and all my possessions. What should I do?

"I can't eat. Feed Phi. Blow."

"Phi can eat by himself, I know. Eat by yourself."

"Then why did you ask?"

"Just a hypothetical question. Go eat. I'll come back later to clean up. I'll go
get Phi's bag. Phi's phone rang a few times."

"Shit, is it an urgent case?"

"Someone named Pakkao called." He said to me. The expression on my face

that was worried changed to relief. If it is Pakkao, the case is not too urgent.

"If that's the case, it's not urgent."

"Yeah. Eat. I'll come back later." He handed me a bowl of porridge, then he
disappeared again.

I finished eating porridge, but the big man still showed no signs of coming
back. It must be because the lost energy has started to return, so, I thought of
going down to look for Yak.

After thinking about that, I got out of bed. I feel a little sore, but it's not a
hindrance. I brought the bowl of porridge downstairs and found Yak sitting
alone on the couch in the living room.

He looked up at me, maybe because he heard my footsteps. In front of her

was a wilted bouquet of flowers and a small gift box.

"Where should I put the empty bowl?"

"In the kitchen. Why did you come down? Why didn't you wait for me to take
you upstairs?"

"I see you've been gone for a long time."

"I have to clean the car for Phi Ye. I used the car a few days ago and forgot to
take out the trash. I got a long bill."

"Flowers and gifts are trash?"

"Yeah, I'm still trying to figure out how to get rid of it."

I nodded, letting him find a way to manage the trash himself. I craned my
neck to find the stove to wash the empty bowl, and after I finished, I went
back and sat next to Yak, who was still thinking about how to manage the
garbage in front of him.

He will definitely throw away the flower. Although some of them are already
dry and withered, some have rotted and emit an unpleasant smell.

"Cherry and Oye?"

"They are going out for a walk and will be back tomorrow afternoon.
Tomorrow is a day off for the boxing gym."

"Why don't you go?"

"Why would I be the third person for them? Ye rarely leaves the house, and
he only agreed to go because he saw Phi Dee staying with me."

"In this house, Phi is very close to Nong, right?"

"More to Phi Oye too worried about Nong."

"Yes, I understand."

I fumbled for the remote control to turn on the TV. The sound filled the
silence in the house. Yak was still sitting there looking at the gift box and then
at me.

"Phi Dee, this thing is expensive. It's a waste to throw it away."

"What is that?"

"A ring. Son? I'll give it to you."

"Do you fit with me?"

"Try it. We're the same size, so our fingers should be the same size."

I shook my head, refusing to try it. Yak opened the box and took out the ring.
He held it in front of me, his expression unreadable.

"If I tell you, will he be disappointed when he sees this on your finger?"

"I do not know."

I hesitated for a moment, then suddenly decided to reach out and take the ring
to try it on. It fits my left ring finger perfectly. It fits very well. I thought of
something then.
"If you give it to me, I'll take it. But tell me when you want it again. I'll wear
it on this finger so that the people at the hospital will finally stop saying that I
haven't forgotten the people I love."

"Phi Dee has love problems too?"

"Yes, that's why I said I understand. Damn, I've loved him for eight years,
I've been giving him hope every day, but he just told me that we should just
be Phi-Nong,"

"Dr. Dee was rude."

"Huh?" I used my hand to support my chin, looking at the young man who had
complained softly about my harsh words.

"I said you were being rude."

"How come you don't speak rudely."

"I didn't say that. Have you ever heard me say bad words?"

I thought for a moment. My attention shifted from the ring on her finger to his
handsome face. The deep and obvious wounds from the past few days, are
now just faint scars. The stitches have completely healed.

In fact, he never used harsh words. Furthermore, the wounds I thought he got
from a fight turned out to be from his career.

I have underestimated him. I thought he was a thug, but he was far from it.

"Come to think of it, I've never heard you speak rudely before. I'll be careful
not to use rude words when I'm with you."

"I'm not saying you can't use it. I'm just saying it's not good."

"Yes, it's the same. About this ring...I bought it from you?"

"Take it."
"But I really mean it. If you want it back, come and get it in case your man
changes his mind."

"That's impossible." Yak looks relaxed while talking to me. He crossed his
long legs on the glass table in front of him, his neck resting on the couch,
staring blankly at the ceiling.

He didn't say anything, so I spoke first.

"So, we...we, Phi and Yak, what are we going to do next?"

"Anything you want."

"You mean we can have sex in secret whenever we want, but we're not
committed, right?"

"Anything you want."

"Okay."

"You're going to have sex with someone other than me?"

"Maybe I won't be able to find anyone. What about you? You want to sleep
with someone else?"

"No, that's too troublesome. I'm tired enough just with Phi."

"What do you mean?" I asked in a strange voice. Instead of looking up at the

ceiling with his sharp eyes, he instead turned to look at me.

"Phi wakes up and still wants it all the time...I'm tired too, you know."

"Don't blame me."

"Phi knows that's right."

I scratched the back of my neck and turned my face away, not wanting him to
look at me again. I was so embarrassed that I felt hot. I didn't ask for that
much...
Yes! Well, I confess that I am really like that. It feels so good with him that I
can't get enough. And I can tell you that since I had sex with Yak that day, I've
become obsessed...or maybe I've been obsessed since the beginning, I don't
know.

"Don't talk too much, Phi just wants to sleep on your lap." I didn't wait for the
truth before I lay on his lap. This house felt like it belonged to just the two of
us. He didn't say anything after I put my head on his lap, just sat and watched
TV together in silence.

We watched lakorn after the news together, but I couldn't focus on the story.

"Yeah?"

"Hmm?"

"If you want to end our relationship, tell me."

"Same as me. Tell me when you want to go."

I nodded in understanding. If I had to define our relationship, I would say that

there is no love. We just use each other to fill the void and get rid of our
loneliness day by day.

(yikes POV)

Phi Dee fell asleep on my lap. I'm not sure when he fell asleep. Maybe after
he said that sentence. The sentence that reads, "If you want to end our
relationship, tell me."

I don't care at all about that sentence, but I didn't dare to wake him up when I
saw that he was asleep, even though I myself was starting to feel sleepy.

I thought it would be better not to wake him up, but I didn't want to let him
sleep on the couch either. So I supported her in bridal style. He is very light.
I don't know if he has any muscles. He was light, soft, and limp in my arms.

I walked up the stairs with Phi Dee sleeping in my arms. The distance from
the living room to the bedroom is not beyond my strength. I already took her
from the front hallway to her condo. It's funny when you think about it. What
kind of crazy person walks that far when drunk?

"Phi... Tea."

"..."

"You're useless!"

He talked in his sleep, and I couldn't help but laugh. I don't know who this
'Tea' is, and I don't want to know anything about her, but I don't think that this
'Tea' has a good relationship with Phi Dee, because she was insulted very
rudely.

I stopped standing in front of the door when I reached it, bending slightly to
use my hand to turn the knob. Phi Dee made a small noise from her muzzle
because she was uncomfortable. When I entered the room, I used my feet
instead of my hands to push the door shut.

I put Phi Dee on the bed, then frowned when I realized that my bed was too
small for two people to sleep in.

I had no intention of preparing a room for anyone to sleep... I never brought

anyone into my room.

"Yeah."

"Did I wake Phi up?"

"Yes, you made Phi's foot kick the door earlier,"

He blinked sleepily. His tone clearly scolded me. I just laughed at his angry
expression, but after a few seconds, Phi Dee's eyebrows began to relax. He
moved his body against the wall and reached out to grab my wrist, pulling it
gently.

"Sleep. Sleep on the bed together."

"Are you comfortable?"

"No, I just want to be hugged,"

I stopped and couldn't help but think that his voice was so sweet when he
said he wanted to be hugged. Finally I could only lie on the bed with him. Me
and Phi Dee are so close to each other that there is no part of our bodies that
has never touched each other. Sleeping next to each other like this is not so
bad.

"You don't need to turn up the temperature of the air conditioner, but please
hug me. I'm cold,"

So, I hugged him tightly. His soft body that I just realized was also very
fragrant, sleeping soundly in my arms. The smell of Phi Dee is very fragrant,
a smell that makes me feel calm. I haven't been able to sleep for a few days,
it seems to be easier to sleep tonight.

"Set the alarm for six in the morning,"

**********************

I don't remember if I said anything good. I just know that hugging him made
me very sleepy. I slept very well tonight. But, when I woke up again at six
o'clock in the morning, Phi Dee had a high fever. He has a fever, but he still
wants to go to work.

So.. I volunteered to take him to the hospital.

This should have ended there if I hadn't kept thinking that Phi Dee was sick
because of me and almost lost her job. Finally I came to sit and wait for Dr.
Wandee to finish work at the hospital.

The sky that was bright turned dark again. I stretched my long legs on the soft
cushions of the sofa that I had been sitting on since last evening. My stomach
started growling because of hunger.

Phi Dee had not yet finished work, but she knew that I had come to see if her
illness had improved. He had a funny voice when I called him. Then he said
something I didn't understand. Finally, he told me to wait and have dinner
together.

Today I have class until noon. The assignment that the lecturer asked me to
submit tomorrow was ready while I was waiting for Phi Dee.

I turned my watch to see it, and at the same time my phone screen flashed. Phi
Dee automatically added me to LINE because we have each other's phone
numbers.

He sent a picture, and it was a picture of me sitting there waiting for him.

Phi Dee must have finished work, and she was nearby. I stood up and
stretched after sitting for a long time, scanning the area for him.

I can't find it. He is hiding, but I don't know where he is hiding. I narrowed
my eyes and took my bag to leave immediately.

But, before I could take more than three steps, the person who was hiding
appeared in front of me. His pale face began to show signs of blood
returning. His fever this morning seems to be recovering.

"You look very moody."

"Don't tease me. I'm hungry."

"You've been waiting a long time, haven't you?"

"Yes."

"Come on, let me shop for you so you feel better."

He laughs when I look angry. Phi Dee grabbed my wrist and dragged me to
the parking lot. I called Phi Ye twenty minutes ago to tell her that I will have
dinner with Phi Dee. Phi Ye sounded surprised, but he said nothing. He only
insisted that he would be home later tonight.

"Do you want to eat chicken rice at that restaurant again?"

"No, I'm very hungry. I want to eat a lot."

"Shabu-Shabu?"

"Yes, good. I have a favorite restaurant." I pulled my hand from his grip and
then grabbed his small wrist. Phi Dee looked a little confused, but she didn't
say anything.

"I'm not used to seeing you wearing a student uniform."

"You'll get used to it soon enough."

"You brought your big motorcycle?"

"No, I dropped you off this morning and then took a taxi to the university.
After class, I took a motorcycle taxi."

"If that's the kind of drive for me, I'm lazy." He threw the car keys at me,
which I caught just in time. Then he tiptoed to speak in my ear. "After dinner,
do you want to watch a movie in my room?"

"Yes, I don't have a house key. Maybe I have to go home at 10pm to open the
door."

"Unfortunately."

"Maybe next time, Phi Dee."

"Yeah, next time. Watch Netflix and eat ramen."

I stopped for a moment, then realized that Phi Dee didn't really invite me to
watch a movie.

**************************

Because Yak didn't bring his motorcycle, I volunteered to send him back after
dinner. The shabu-shabu that Yak brought me to eat today is very delicious. I
thought I couldn't eat anything anymore, but now I'm sitting and eating ice
cream with Yak at his house.
I intended to wait until his brother returned, accompanying him for a while.

Oye's car turned into the parking lot at around 11pm. He came out with a
frustrated expression (his usual expression). I was secretly nervous and
packed my clothes. This is the first time I have a direct encounter with the
owner of Phadet Suk's boxing gym.

"Yes, son (son), here bring the things," said Cherry.

"When are you going to stop calling me 'son'?"

"Mae will never break the relationship. Remember that, son. You are mae.
Look at my face clearly."

"'Mae' what else? And what did you buy all these things for?"

"Seafood. Por(father) you're afraid you'll starve to death. He buys so much

that I don't know what he buys. Share with Phi Dee too, go." Cherry nodded
at me, then smiled slyly.

I returned Cherry's smile, walking closer to Yak to feel safe because I was
nervous about the look of his brother, Oye. His eyes are sharper than Yak.

When I first met Yak, I thought he was a thug. When I met Oye, I secretly
thought he was a devil or something. Yak once said that me and his brother
are the same age, but when I look at it, I think Ye looks older than me.

"Since we are already here, please take care of Yak for me."

"What!?"

"Sigh, I'm relieved," Oye said, then walked into the kitchen, with Cherry
following close behind. When I saw the two of them arguing in front of the
fridge, I instead turned to talk to Yak.

"What do you want me to take care of?"

"I do not know either."

Yak shrugged. I moved my mouth to say 'I don't know either' silently. Then,
when the real owner of the house came, I spoke politely to say goodbye.

"It's late. I'm going now."

"Phi Dee isn't staying here tonight?"

"I have work early tomorrow."

"In that case, isn't Phi Dee free tomorrow evening? Come have dinner
together. Ri will make something delicious for you." Cherry hugged Oye's
waist, only showing her head. He smiled until he narrowed his eyes as he
invited, before being hit on the forehead by Oye's hand.

"You made? What's good?"

"What Phi does is the same as what Ri does, right?"

"Yeah, do you want to come? Ri wants you to come."

Oye called me like we've been close for a long time. When he spoke, he
didn't look very scary. It seems that the older brother speaks better than the
younger sister, and even uses harsh words...

"Yak, do you want Phi to come?"

"If Phi is free, I want you to come."

"Okay, if that's the case, see you tomorrow afternoon. For now, I really have
to go." I wave goodbye to Oye and Cherry. They both looked at me and Yak
with strange eyes. Then, Oye spoke again.

"Please take care of our sister."

I don't really understand, but I just answered politely.

"Okay, okay. I'll take good care of Yak."

Yak sent me to my car. He leaned against the car as we said our goodbyes,
and waited until I drove away for a while before closing the front door.
I watched him through the rearview mirror until he was out of sight. The
boxing gym and my condo are not far. The streets being empty at night meant
it didn't take me long to arrive and collapse on my bed. I texted Yak that I had
arrived, and he texted me to tell me to go take a shower. He has a secret that
he wanted to tell me since I was at his house which is that my hair smells of
Shabu-Shabu.

I texted her that her hair smells too.

But before I could get up to take a shower, my phone rang. That's my best
friend, Pakkao.

"Hi, why?"

[Where did you go? I called you yesterday but you didn't answer. I called you
today but you didn't call back. Are you upset about Phi Tea and thinking of
doing something stupid?]

"Oh, who would think to do something so stupid?"

[Then where are you going?]

"I learned boxing." I'm not lying, even though I just warmed up a bit and then
went for hot time with the boxers.

[You learn boxing? You of all people?]

"Yeah, I learned to hit you first, dammit. So why are you calling me so many
times?"

[To tell you about the reunion at the end of the month. Are you interested in
going together, Dr. Wandee?]

"What day?"

[Saturday night at the end of the month]

I took the desk calendar to check the date. As soon as I heard that it was
Saturday night, I immediately answered.
"I'm leaving."

[Someone told you to ask Phi Tea to come along]

"Go to hell. Don't mention Phi Tea's name. I won't forgive him until I die. I've
been in love with him for eight years. I finally confessed my love to him,
damn it. I told him. I'm a loser."

[Really? Quickly tell me.]

I took a deep breath and then told him what I had been going through for the
past week. It was a good thing that Yoyak had brought me a bouquet of
flowers that day, and he was waiting for me to finish work today. The news
that I was heartbroken because I was rejected slowly disappeared.

But, I'm still heartbroken.

And then I thought about Yoyak...

"Hey, Ai'Kao. Can I bring my man with me?"

[Who?]

"If I tell you, it won't be a surprise. So, can I take him or not?"

[Yes, and please bring him quickly.]

"Yeah." I smiled and then, even though Pakkao tried to strangle me, I didn't
say anything about Yoyak, not even a word.
Chapter 6

"Wear my clothes. You'll be sick if you're cold."

"Hot."

"Cherry, don't be stubborn." The deep voice came from the tall figure who
had just thrown the shirt over the smaller person's head. The cute face
snickered but finally agreed to wear the big coat.

Cherry narrowed her eyes at her lover, Oye. They were about to argue, but
the sound of a motorcycle engine was heard. The smaller person tugged on
the boxing gym owner's arm and nodded his head to look at Yoyak from the
second floor balcony of the house.

Today, Yoyak came home late because of his university sports practice. Oye
narrowed his eyes before sighing deeply when he saw his younger brother
still not moving from the motorcycle. He did not take off his helmet. He just
took out his thin phone from his pocket and started typing something.

"Ai'Yak!" Oye called his sister loudly. The person still wearing his student
uniform looked up and his helmet visor was lifted.

"What?"

"Your Phi Dee?"

"He is coming." Yoyak raised his phone in the air, showing that he had just
talked to Phi Dee and he said that Dee was coming home, following the
invitation from Oye and Cherry yesterday. "Where do we eat?"

"At the back of the house. I've prepared the table."

Yoyak didn't say anything else. He just lowered his gaze instead of looking
up at the balcony of the house. He took off his helmet and placed it in front of
the motorcycle, then got off the motorcycle and stood next to it.
Boxing gyms close later on weekdays than on Saturdays and Sundays. At
around 9.30pm, the lights in the training area were still on, but there was no
teaching yet. It is only open for office workers who come to workout in the
evening.

Yoyak stood still in the same place without moving. By now, Oye and Cherry
must have come down from the second floor of the house and were preparing
food in the kitchen.

Actually, he should have gone to pack his things, change his clothes, or do
whatever he was supposed to do, but since he had just talked to Dr. Wandee
and Wandee told him that she would be there in less than five minutes, so he
decided to stand here instead. and wait.

The student's folded sleeves were opened and folded again. Maybe because
Yoyak is bored and has nothing to do. He craned his neck in search of the
black car, folding and unfolding the sleeves of his shirt several times.
Finally, the headlights of a car shone brightly into his eyes.

Yoyak narrowed his eyes at the same time the car stopped and the engine
turned off. Dr. Wandee opened the car door and stepped out with a smile.

The tie was untied when he got out of the car. The hard work he had done all
day had left him tired, but he still smiled at the emotionless man before
laughing as he remembered what they had just talked about.

"What are you laughing at, Phi Dee?"

"You, why do you like soft drinks so much?"

"So, you bought it for me?"

"Yes, I bought some. It's in the back of the car."

"How much?"

"I'm shopping. Just call me Phi Dee, it's enough, hurry up!"
Wandee unlocked the back of the car when she saw the tall young man
walking towards her. When the hood was opened, he found a stack of soft
drink cans inside.

If Wandee wasn't mistaken, she thought she saw the corner of the young man's
mouth smile slightly.

A man with a fierce smile huh?...very cute.

Actually he went to the mall today. The young man called her about dinner
plans, so she asked him to buy some soft drinks. At first, Wandee pretended
not to buy it to make him angry, so he sent so many strange stickers that his
phone almost hung up.

In the end, Wandee had to say that she would meet him at home and was
ready to bring a container of soft drinks.

"Don't drink too much. Drink in moderation and exercise too, okay?"

"I've been exercising every day," he said, showing his strength by holding
several soft drink containers in his hands.

Wandee walked over and closed the car door for him as she noticed her
hands were full. Then he followed the tall figure into the house. The winter
wind blew against their skin, so the cold one hugged himself.

"Are you cold?"

"A little. I don't like cold weather."

"I'm going to get a dress for Phi Dee to wear."

"Uh.. huh. What do we want to eat?"

"I don't know, but Ye and Cherry have prepared a table at the back of the
house."

Wandee nodded in understanding. He saw Yak place the soft drink container
on the floor, then the tall figure disappeared from view. Yak reappeared
shortly after, this time with his upper body shirtless.

Yak was wearing only shorts, with a t-shirt draped over his shoulders. He
handed Wandee a rather thick long-sleeved shirt.

"Phi, try to see if it fits."

When Wandee took it to wear, she realized that Yak's shirt was much bigger
than her. That's why the shoulders of the shirt fall and the sleeves are too
long. And when he walked through the front door out into the back yard,
Cherry, who seemed to say,

"They wear the same clothes. I wonder what they eat at home, Phi. They are
both very big."

*Teasing about Wandee wearing

a very big shirt

Wandee almost choked. His cheeks immediately turned bright red. Then,
when no one said anything else, Yak spoke up.

"What are you making for dinner, Ri?"

"Grilled shrimp, grilled crab, grilled clams, and grilled squid that Nong's
father bought from the Andaman Sea."

Yak pushed Wandee's back to sit, nodded at what to eat, and then went to get
a drink.

Wandee's big eyes looked at where Cherry was standing. He got up and
walked towards her. He leaned his head closer to the young man who was
slightly taller than him.

"Can I help you with anything?"

"Pick this up, Phi Dee. Oh, you drink alcohol?"

"If a little is fine, but I get drunk easily. It's better if I don't drink. I can't drive
back if I drink."
"If you can't manage, you can sleep here."

"No, I'm afraid I'm disturbing Yak. His bed is only big enough for one
person." Wandee explained. That's because the Yak bed is small, and the
owner of the bed is very large. The last time they slept together, she woke up
with a sore back and a sweaty Yak.

"Phi Ye, the future son-in-law says the bed in Nong's room is too small. Use
the money to solve the problem!" Cherry shouted to the man who was
drinking beer. The atmosphere at the dining table looked a little lively.

But, Wandee and Yoyak frowned, and then they said in unison.

"Who is the son-in-law? I already said that I only have one Mae."

Oye laughed and said.

"Then why doesn't Doctor Dee try to be our real son-in-law?"

Many pairs of eyes looked at me, including confused Yak eyes. So I held
Yak's gaze for about three seconds. When he shook his head and labeled his
brother's sentence as nonsense, I was more confident in my answer.

"Impossible. Yak and I don't like each other that way. This relationship has
no name but it has benefits. Do you understand?"

"Their relationship is great, I can't wait to see how it goes." Cherry laughed
as she brought a plate of grilled seafood to the table. I noticed there were
many more dishes on the table, they all looked delicious.

"Yes, do all of this. This shrimp bread is delicious. I don't like it." said
Yoyak while handing me a glass of soft drink. He pulled a chair next to him
and invited me to sit. He took a piece of shrimp bread and put it on my plate.
He also uses a spoon to cut them into bite-sized pieces. "Phi Dee want to dip
in the sauce?"

"I want plum sauce."

I watched as he dipped the shrimp bread into the plum sauce and then brought
it to my mouth.

"Delicious," I said as a compliment to the cook.

Oye raised an eyebrow at me, but his hands did not stop peeling shrimps and
crabs for the little man sitting next to him.

The siblings in this house are really good at serving people. Yoyak also
served me well.

"So, Yoyak, can you cook?"

"Yes, but I don't cook often," he replied as he put down his soft drink and
took another empty glass. He poured the beer into the glass, filling it halfway
before adding ice. Then he gulped it down in one gulp.

I silently watched his neck. Halkum swaying when he drinks beer is very hot.
How can Yoyak be so hot? I had to swallow and reach for a glass of water to
quench my thirst.

"But the best cook is Mae," said Oye. The young man next to me nodded in
agreement.

Suddenly, Yak put his arm on the back of my chair, his hand on my shoulder
and his thumb gently stroking.

I am sure that he is not drunk. This touch seems more intentional than
accidental. Oye looked at the hand on my shoulder but said nothing. He just
shook his head and refilled his sister's empty beer glass.

"You want to visit our village in the province for the New Year?" Oye
invited me, and I looked at Yak's handsome profile for his opinion. He raised
the second glass of beer to his lips and sipped it. This time, he didn't
swallow it all at once. He only drank half a glass.

"You want to go?"

"Where?"
"Kanchanaburi, not far from Bangkok."

"It's okay if I'm free. And what are you going to tell your Mae about my
relationship with you?" I raised my hand to scratch my neck. Oye and Cherry
know about my casual relationship with Yak, but I worry about what his
parents think.

"I'll just say we're mutually beneficial."

"Mae won't be confused?"

"Maybe, but he won't ask more if I answer like that." Yak lips curved. It was
the second time he smiled today. He definitely feels more comfortable around
me, which is why he smiles more, even if only for a moment.

"Phi Ye, don't you see? Nong Phi just smiled."

"Yes, I see..."

Oye and Cherry were chatting about something, but I didn't pay too much
attention. Maybe because the hand that was on my shoulder had gone down to
my waist. Yak squeezed and stroked her so hard that I had to hold her hand to
stop her. I'm worried if things get out of control.

Uncontrollable things, like my thoughts.

Don't underestimate Dr. Wandee's imagination. The image in my head now is

me pushing the prawns, clams and fish off the table and going up to roll with
the Yak on top.

Very hot, even the spicy seafood sauce cannot be resisted.

"You're thinking something naughty, Phi Dee? Your face looks like that."

"I was thinking about work," I denied. Yak rolled his eyes at me in a
disapproving way. He looked like he didn't believe me. "Are you free at the
end of the month? I have a reunion and I want to invite you as my partner."
I had planned to invite him from the beginning. I didn't even think to change
the topic even though I was done. But, when I saw an opportunity when Oye
and Cherry were making out, I quickly invited her.

The big man did not continue to answer. He took a big gulp of beer and
turned to me. He did something I couldn't believe. He pinched my cheek and
kissed me.

I automatically punched his chest. I almost melted with the bitter taste of the
beer. If Oye and Cherry aren't watching, I'll put my hands on his neck, look
down, and wrap my legs around his waist.

But there are other people there!

"Yeah, you bastard!" I started screaming at him as soon as my lips were free.
My heart was pounding in my chest because of embarrassment. And then he
said to me,

"I feel like biting when I see your face."

Very annoying!

"You don't have to be embarrassed, Phi Dee," Cherry said, trying to calm me
down. But he pursed his lips and wiggled his nose at Yak's soul-stealing kiss
a moment ago.

I want to bury my face in the ground.

"It's the end of the month, right? Tell me again when Phi knows the date."

"Where are you going, Yak?"

"I want to smoke. If I don't smoke, I want to kiss Phi's lips again."

"Then go wherever you want," I said, shooing him away. Yak shrugged and
stepped into the house.

Five... four... three... two... one...

Out of the blue,

"Where are you going, Phi Dee?"

"I want to smoke with Yak."

"Um..." Cherry made a sound from her throat as she looked at me as I stood
with a look that didn't hide that she was teasing me. "Okay, I understand."

"I'll be back in a minute." And then I turned and immediately followed Yak.

He walked into the boxing ring, sat down, and lit a cigarette. When he saw
me following, Yak started to put out a cigarette.

"No need to put it out. Just smoke it," I held him and sat next to him.

At first, no one said anything. I just sat watching the gray smoke floating in
the air, before coughing from the smell.

"So you said it's okay to smoke." He seemed to blame me, but it was blame
mixed with concern. Yak extinguished the cigarette in his hand as soon as he
saw me coughing.

"Do athletes smoke?"

"Only sometimes. And why did Phi Dee come out with me?"

"You kissed me in front of Ye and Cherry, then you teased me. I'm
embarrassed." I wiggled my legs as I spoke. There are a lot of mosquitoes
here.

When I entered, I noticed that there were still people training in the gym area.
But now the lights at Phadet Suk's boxing gym have been turned off. There is
no one here except me and Yak.

"The couple often kiss."

"In front of you?"

"No, they did it secretly, but I saw it myself."

"You like to keep busy too, don't you?"

"Hey, I'm the one who got angry." He seemed to be shouting, but I wasn't sure
if he was shouting because his voice was too calm.

"Are you drunk?"

"Not."

"Then why did you kiss me earlier? I was very surprised."

"I said it feels like biting."

"So you're awake, idiot?"

"But I think I'm less aware than Phi," he said. He used the hand holding the
cigarette to gently squeeze my cheek. Then he forced me to raise my head to
meet his gaze. His dark eyes were filled with desire, so bright I could feel
my heart beating.

"Why are you looking at me like that?"

"Can I kiss you? I want to kiss you."

"Uh..huh, okay," I said. I think I'm pretty easygoing, but since my relationship
with Yak has no name and we've been casual from the start, I don't see why
we need any formalities.

It's easy to say, he said he wanted to kiss me, so we kissed.

Yak's face is getting closer. The heat from his lips pressed against mine. Heat
began to creep through the tip of his tongue forcing me to open my mouth.
Then he sucked and pulled slowly but impressively.

I'm not sure how long he kissed me.

I only realized when he pulled away, the taste of beer and cigarettes still on
the tip of my tongue. That was the taste of him, the taste of Yak, lingering in
my mouth. And I don't know why I feel hot after that kiss.

"I'll go watch Netflix and eat ramen in Phi's room next time. Phi doesn't like
my room because my bed is too small."

"..."

"Let's go eat again. If we go out for too long, my fake Mae will tease you
more."

He held out his hand after he stood up properly, and I didn't hesitate to put my
hand in his. We cross our fingers in our strange relationship.

There is no love, and maybe there never will be. I started to feel unsure.

**************************

I didn't see Phi Dee for almost a week because she was very busy. But we
talk every day through Line, where he usually leaves a message or a sticker
in the morning. Sometimes he also sends me annoying memes, which makes
me have to find something more annoying to send back. Then he'll curse me
again in a text in the middle of the night, and if Phi Dee has any energy left,
he'll call me to say something I think is ridiculous, but I'll listen until he falls
asleep on the phone.

And finally, I pinned Line Phi Dee instead of Phi Ye because I was afraid I
forgot to reply.

Today I'm going to see Phi Dee because today is Sunday and she has a boxing
class with me in the afternoon. He didn't send me Line this morning, and my
ugly cat meme wasn't read either. In fact, Phi Dee didn't open it either.

Maybe he slept well because Dr. Dee slept very little last week.

I turned to the wall clock. The noise at the Phadet Suk boxing gym on
Sundays might be familiar to me. I'm not deaf, I've never felt that way, but
sometimes I wince when Ye yells for someone to go practice.
Sometimes I feel like I'm hallucinating that Phi Ye is calling me...

"Look at the clock, are you waiting for the Wandee student?"

"Uh...huh. Phi Wandee hasn't arrived yet. It's almost time for class and Nong
is afraid that Phi Wandee won't wake up." I told my brother why I kept
looking at the clock. Ye didn't say anything, just walked towards me while
still wearing his boxing gloves.

"Do you miss him?"

"Huh?"

"It's called missing him."

I shook my head in denial, and Ye's boxing glove landed on my shoulder.

"Nong I'm as stubborn as I am. The situation is called... waiting for him to
love you."

"No." I still insist. Ye angry.

"Okay. But you're not really interested in Wandee, right? I'm okay with this
guy."

"Because Phi Dee takes on a big program."

"I can't argue with that."

"Yeah, you shit."

"I'm just kidding. I just like him because he seems like a simple and brave
person. That's all."

"But Nong likes well-behaved people. You know, Ye." I said slowly as I
thought of Wandee's bravery.

Yes, he is a simple person.

Yes, she is bold, especially in bed. When Phi Dee loses her mind, her
words...

"What we like and what is right for us are not the same, Yak. Look at me and
Ai'Ri. I said I would never take her as a wife, it's impossible to like. Lately, I
can almost submit to her. I love her so much -very."

"Tell him, why tell Nong?"

"I said to let you think about the doctor again. I see you pinned his Line
instead of me. Plus, you chat morning and evening. When you chat, you smile
widely. Is he the first person who made you feel so good?"

"There's a funny meme that Phi Dee sent," I tried to find a reason to deny it so
I wouldn't cross the line..

Crossing relationship boundaries, boundaries that no one knows who drew

them.

Maybe it's Phi Dee...

Or maybe it's me. I'm not sure about this, but I definitely won't cross the line.

"He's just a sexual partner and he's a busy doctor, but he's still looking for
funny memes to send you. If he's your lover, how much will he spoil Yak? I
really want to know."

"Phi Dee may be naturally funny, like Phi Intha."

"Talking about Ai'In gives me a headache."

"Where did you say he was your number one student?"

"Saying something while drunk doesn't count, but that's... your favorite
student," Phi Ye said, nodding back. I turned to look and saw Phi Dee half
running, half walking towards me, yelling that she was late.

"Hey, Phi's here! Sorry, Phi's a bit late!"

"Oh!" I made a strange sound because I was surprised by Phi Dee's scream.
By this time, everyone in the gym probably knew that the skinny, pale-skinned
guy was late, not to mention that he was ten minutes late for class.

"You're late, Phi." I said ignoring Phi Ye. I jumped off the court to find Phi
Dee. Ye followed behind me and said,

"Your tail is wagging, Nong."

Not immediately. I'm not happy enough that my tail is wagging.

"Phi has to run around the training area again today?"

"Yeah, and Phi's late, so go run thirty laps."

"Oh! Phi is old now. Stop telling me to run like you're punishing high school
students. Can I just run for a second? Just to warm up."

He whimpered, his hair that looked like it had just been washed, rubbing
against my chest. The shampoo smelled so good that I could only stand still
and let her act cute.

"Twenty."

"Please, ten."

"Fifteen, last offer."

"Five. Yesterday I stood up for surgery because my leg hurt."

"Okay, five. Dr. Wandee." I hesitated to agree to reduce the number of laps he
should run to the bare minimum. Actually, the training place is not too big. It
is only 25 meters wide and 50 meters long. I ran ten laps without breaking a
sweat. But since Phi Dee's legs hurt from standing up for surgery, I should
give her a break.

"Good! Yes, Phi buy you a shirt. You can wear it to the reunion with Phi."

"Go run now. We can talk later. I missed class because Phi was late."
"I also have snacks for you, Yak."

"Run, Phi Dee, run!" I raised my voice a little, making me look stern. Phi Dee
made an upset face, but luckily she was wearing a workout shirt, so we didn't
have to waste any more time.

"Will you take me up to your room after Phi finishes running?"

"..."

"Phi, I'm just kidding. You don't have to make such a scary face."

He ran further away from me, but his voice was not too low. Many eyes were
upon us, and I dare not guess how far they understood what he said to me.

I kept a straight face as I looked at Phi Dee who started jogging. After he
finished running the required number of laps, he came to stand in front of me
with a panting face.

"That's five laps, the hardest run of my life."

"I'll let Phi beat me today," I said as I threw Phi Dee a pair of boxing gloves.
That's the new one I bought. I helped her put it on, then stood behind her,
adjusting her posture to the correct standard. I knew I was too close to him,
his soft body began to be squeezed by me.

"Phi, don't you know that you are very soft?"

"Fat, right?"

"No, it's very gentle that I want to hug you."

"So, you want to sleep in Phi's room tonight, okay?"

"To watch Netflix?"

"Uh, Phi has an order... pajamas."

I saw his ears turn red, and mine might turn red too. To be honest, I'm tired of
teaching him boxing.

"What kind of pajamas, Phi?"

"Maid dress, very sexy."

"..."

"Wow, just talking about it makes me cringe."

Shouldn't I be the one to say that sentence?

"Why are you silent, Yak?"

"I... just thought of something."

"What are you thinking?"

I didn't answer. I only pressed the muscles that were supposed to be used
when he punched. Then Phi Dee stopped talking about maid dresses and
started studying instead.

No one will know if I don't say what I think.

No one will ever know that I'm imagining Phi Dee in a maid outfit, with her
back to me mopping the floor and shaking her back seductively...

Oh my God, I've never been this dirty. I must be infected with Phi Dee.

"Did I do something wrong? Why are you making such a scary face?"

"You don't need to use too much strength."

"Huh?"

"Save your strength for tonight too."

Chapter 7

Come on those who fly into the fire will become termites in the future!

I muttered the saying 'the cat flies into the fire' a hundred times, ten thousand
times, maybe even a million times as I lay comfortably on the sofa at Phadet
Suk's house.

I thought about kelkatu because it's winter, but we all know that the season in
Thailand is very chaotic. Although it's winter, but it rains, so there are a lot
of kelkatu.

Even though I was indoors with the doors and windows closed and the air
conditioner turned on until it was cold, I could still see insects with a
lifespan of only one day all over the training ground outside. They fly high,
then fall low with their wings gone.

I watched them for a while. In fact, I only thought about my kelkatu becoming
a termite a few times. Not a hundred, ten thousand, or a million times. I'm just
playing around to make it look like something.

I closed my eyes because my eyes hurt. When I opened it again, I took my

phone with the charging cable attached and brought it in front of me. I'm still
watching the series I left. It was a lot of fun and almost finished the first
season.

I finished class with Yak a few hours ago. Maybe because of the maid outfit I
teased her, so she said she was going to have dinner in my room tonight and
sleep there. I wanted to go back to my room as soon as class ended, but Yak
had to train longer.

I saw it until I got bored. I observed and memorized everything about her
outside of her clothes until nothing was interesting. His handsomeness
became all too familiar. So I ended up with my South Korean husband on my
phone.
I skip some parts when there are villains and just focus on oppa's faces. I've
been single for a long time because of oppa in the series. Not to mention idol
boys from every fandom.

But before I could read the next Thai subtitle, a big, fierce-looking man
entered. I looked at him. Yak is very sweaty. My husband from South Korea
was put aside because they can't be touched. I woke up and asked Yak,

"Have you finished teaching?"

"Yes. Don't want to shower first. Phi Dee wait here or do you want to go
upstairs together?"

"I'll wait here. My phone is charging." I showed him my charging phone, and
he nodded in understanding. When no other spies were looking, Yak took off
his sweat-soaked shirt. His skin was taut and compressed, and his muscles
were beautifully toned because he had just finished working out. I followed
his gaze, feeling sexy and aroused. Yak seemed to know, so he threw his shirt
at me.

"Get up."

"Wake up what?"

"Your face, Phi Dee."

"Do not want to."

He shook his head a little in disbelief as he walked up the stairs. Not

knowing what to do next, Wandee got up and stretched lazily, packing her
things as Yoyak walked.

He stretched his body left and right. The shirt that was thrown at him a
moment ago smelled fragrant.

It's a mixture of sweat and perfume... Yak smell, hot man smell.

"Phi Dee, where's Yak?" Cherry opened the sliding door and closed it
quickly, probably for fear of the cat getting inside. I lowered the shirt that I
had lifted near my face, trying not to be noticed...

Maybe Cherry didn't see me secretly sniffing Yak's shirt. I gathered my

thoughts and repeated the question before answering.

"He just went upstairs to take a shower."

"Okay, so Yak sleeps in your room tonight, right? I saw what Nong said
earlier."

"Yes."

"Then why didn't he take his shirt?" It seems that Cherry just noticed the shirt
in my hand. He sighed because he definitely recognized it as a Yak shirt. The
tall thin man walked straight ahead and held out his hand so I could hold out
the shirt.

"As for me, Phi Dee, I'll put it down. Ughh, the smell of sweat."

Reluctantly I handed the shirt to Cherry, silently protesting in my mind that it

didn't smell at all. Then I watched the man with the bushy hair throw Yak's
shirt into the basket. It is a powerful and accurate throw, perfect for boxing
fans.

"Can't I just stay inside? There are a lot of cockatiels outside. Cockroaches
keep flying on my face and body. I don't like it."

"Sit here with Phi."

"Okay crap. I'll wait for Phi Ye to come pick me up. You (Ye) should learn to
follow along sometimes, you heartless person." The sentence slipped out of
Cherry's sweet mouth without seriousness as she spoke before walking over
to the sofa and sitting on it.

I continued to pack my things for some more time. After I finished, I walked
and sat down too.

After Yoyak, Cherry is the person I talk to the most. I don't feel
uncomfortable around him because he is a friendly person and has an easy-
going attitude. He's just like me, so we get along easily. The type of person
who doesn't like to leave the surrounding atmosphere quiet. They need to find
something to say to the people around them all the time.

"Ri always lives in this house?"

"No, I live at home and sometimes come here to sleep. I help Phi Ye, but I
still have to do my work at my own house. Phi Dee, the gold shop at the end
of the street, if you want to buy gold, let me know me. You can come to this
store."

"Special discount?"

"No, I'm just trying to sell it."

I shook my head and laughed. At the same time Yoyak walked down. He
carries a backpack. I guessed that it was probably full of clothes and
personal belongings for spending the night elsewhere.

Does she have a maid outfit? How about wearing the same clothes?

Yak looked at me and Cherry with an unreadable expression as always. He

walked towards me and stopped in front of me so close that I could see his
black hair was still wet.

"Why don't you dry your hair? You'll be sick later," I grumbled. Someone
laughed, but it was not Yak, but Cherry.

"It will dry later. My hair is not very long."

"You're lazy, Yak."

"Phi Dee babbles like a mother," teased Cherry. Then, my rather clever
mouth made me immediately say. It doesn't go through a complicated thought
process, so...

"Phi babbles like a wife."

Yak was silent, while Cherry was stunned. Then, the thin young man got up
from the couch.

"I think I should go out and find Phi Ye. Phi Dee can yell at Yak like a wife."

I concluded that Cherry was teasing, and damn, I was depressed by Yak's
gaze. He stared at me blankly before walking to pick up my bag.

"Where are the car keys, wife?" Then Yak called.

"I was just joking."

"Phi is right. Give me the car keys. I will drive my wife."

"Stop embarrassing me. What are we eating tonight?"

"We eat Korean instant noodles in the room right?"

"But we have to buy things at the supermarket first."

"Crap."

"Buy meat and vegetables too."

"Crap."

"Since we're going to the supermarket, maybe we'll buy some things for the
room as well." I continued as I walked forward. When I opened the door to
go out of the house, I urged Yak to follow quickly because I was afraid that
my kelkatu would fly inside. Some of them managed to escape my quick
reflexes and flew into the house. Unfortunately, their short life has come to an
end. They all died together in the house.

"Did you write what else we have to buy?"

"No. Phi has a good memory."

"Uh huh."
"Why are you making such a face? What are you thinking, Yak?" I asked him
as I waved off a kelkatu that flew and hit me in the face. I'm afraid they will
get into my eyes. But at that moment, as I waved them off, I saw the Yak
making a strange face. So I asked, and the answer made me quicken my pace
to the car.

"I just think that apart from Phi being a wife who is good at complaining, Phi
is also a wife who is good at directing."

We talked about my work in the car. After that, we talked about his studies
and his work. Then, I asked about his political views. Yak talks to me in a
lively way. Obviously we have the same view. We don't need to feel
awkward when talking about politics.

The traffic jam takes almost 20 minutes to get to the supermarket. We also
had to drive around for at least 10 minutes to find a parking spot.

I started to feel a little hungry. When I asked Yak if he was hungry, he said
that he wasn't very hungry. It seems that the driver's seat in my car is the
permanent place. I'm lazy to drive, and Yak is a great driver.

He used one hand to back the car into the parking lot. His sharp eyes looking
at the side mirror were so intense that it made my heart beat faster. This
young man is great. No, I should say that this young man named Yak is
amazing. He is so handsome that it makes my heart skip a beat.

I felt a little closer to Yak, and I began to get used to his callousness. But it
seems that others are not familiar with it. When we were shopping at the
supermarket, anyone who accidentally made eye contact with Yak had to look
away.

Today, he is dressed in all black. I'm not sure if it's a nightgown. The tall man
was wearing a plain black T-shirt and black pants. One hand was in his
pocket, and the other hand was pushing the cart as he followed behind me.

I took the carrot and put it in the cart, and he took it out. Yak looked at me and
spoke in a firm voice.
But sorry, I'm not afraid.

"Can you cook?"

"I can cook a little. I just open YouTube and follow the instructions."

"Phi Dee is not good at choosing vegetables."

"Are you good at choosing? I asked. He didn't answer but nodded and raised
his eyebrows. "Then that's how you choose. Phi wants to go get juice and soft
drinks for you first. I'm afraid you'll whine if you don't have any soft drinks."

I can't wait to hear what he has to say. After I said that, I walked over to the
drink rack near the fresh vegetables section. I picked out two bottles of
organic soy milk for myself, a bottle of orange juice with orange pulp, and a
big bottle of Coke for the big boy. It is a combination of feelings of love and
motherhood. Maybe I'll go get the formula in a few minutes too.

When I came back, he glared at me and then said something I didn't like.

"Why do you have three bottles, but I only have one? It's not fair."

"In that case you go get it yourself. Are you ready to pick the vegetables?" I
lowered my eyes to the cart. There are different types of vegetables in it. Not
only has he chosen them all, but he has also weighed them and put a price.

"Ready."

"Do you want more soft drinks?"

"Not."

"Oh."

Now Yak pushes the cart with both hands. He said 'no' coldly to me. Don't
say that he is sulking or pretending to be sullen or something like that.

I narrowed my eyes slightly, looked over Yak's broad shoulders, then

decided to walk back to the drink rack. I grabbed two more bottles of Coke,
and hurried after Yak to put the soft drink bottles in the cart.

"Why did you add more?"

"In case the boy here sulks."

"Who would sulk over a trifle?"

"Phi, did you misunderstand? If that's the case, I'd better return it." I want to
take the two bottles of Coke that I put down earlier. But Yak pushed my hand
away, speaking in a colder voice than before.

"Don't mess with the Coke, Phi."

"Yes, but you can't drink it all in one night."

"Don't interfere, Phi."

"Crap!"

"Nong will only drink two glasses, no more than that."

I shook my head at the young man who gave me two crossed fingers
(promise). He is cute, unlike his tough appearance.

"Yes, two glasses. That's it." I laughed. Then I used my hand to tap the Yak's
strong arm to continue walking. The groceries and other items we need to buy
are almost ready. But suddenly, Yak whispered in my ear as we walked near
the payment counter.

"Phi Dee, buy lots of condoms too,"

"..."

"Which one does Phi Dee want? There are some that smell, some taste, and
some are rough..."

I stopped for a moment, turned to Yak, who was standing with a blank
expression on his face. He was not shy at all when asked about buying
condoms. So I don't have to be ashamed either.

I'm older... I just need to put on a brave face.

I swallowed again, then answered Yak's question.

"One rough box, and one very thin box."

"Why does Phi make that face when he answers me?"

"What face?!"

"Naughty doll, with a smile on her face."

"..." No, I argued with him in my mind.

"You don't plan on using two boxes of condoms in one night, do you?"

"..." I didn't even plan to.

"I can't handle two boxes. I'm not very strong. Tomorrow I have an early
class."

I was stunned for thirty seconds. When I woke up, I smiled and patted his
shoulder.

"Don't worry, Yoyak. Phi Dee will help you use it."

"What do you mean?"

"Hehe, as you understand. A good receiver must be able to attack too, right?"

*In other words change position

"You're so scary, Phi Dee," he muttered. His thick eyebrows furrowed until
they almost touched. Then, Yoyak pushed the cart to pay for the items.

"Hey, Phi will pay,"

"No need."

"Take the Phi card."

"I don't need to say it, Phi Dee."

*****************************

Cluttered.

Very messy...

When I first walked in, it was just as cluttered as it is today. Luckily it's just
messy but not dirty. I picked up one of Phi Dee's pants that was on the floor
and threw it on the couch. He laughed.

"I just tried it on. It's not dirty."

"Crap."

"You...go to the kitchen. I'll clean this place and the bedroom myself," he
pushed me towards the kitchen which was complete with cooking utensils.
Surprisingly, the room was very messy, but the kitchen was clean and tidy as
if it had never been used before.

"Phi Dee doesn't use the kitchen much, does she?"

"Yes, I don't have much time."

"The room is messy because you didn't have time to clean it?"

"Something like that. If you can't find something, just rummage. Because I
don't even know where," he said to me. Her little face smiled until her eyes
closed. He is someone who smiles easily and expresses his feelings through
his facial expressions.

I think Phi Dee is funny. I don't feel uncomfortable around him.

"Call me if you need anything."

"Yeah."

"Phi thinks we should put something up to create an atmosphere."

After saying that, Phi Dee walked out into the living room, turned on the TV,
and stood there for a while before turning on a Korean drama.

I walked back to see what he was doing. It was funny watching him drag the
clothes to the middle of the room, getting ready to fold. Phi Dee sat on the
floor, her hands working slowly as her eyes were glued to the drama's
subtitles. Then it was even funnier when I saw him biting the clothes on his
hand when the male lead kissed the female lead.

I sighed heavily. Not because I'm frustrated, but to remind myself to stop
looking at Phi Dee and get dinner ready.

Phi Dee wanted to eat Korean instant noodles, so I made them for her. He
says that he can eat spicy food, maybe the same level of spiciness as Phi Ye.
I noticed this when he ate at my house. But I don't eat spicy food and I don't
really like noodles, so I made a plate of fried rice for myself.

It didn't take long for everything to be ready. I cleaned the table. I wasn't
surprised when Phi Dee still hadn't finished folding the clothes. He was very
interested in the drama, folding clothes for 20 seconds every three minutes.
But he will solve it later.

One more thing, maybe he's not good at homework, but I think he's good at
studying. Phi Dee's house is full of books that are scattered and messy.

"Phi Dee, let's eat."

"Ready? It smells good... Damn, I'm busy watching the drama. I haven't
finished folding the clothes yet."

"Leave it there. I'll help you fold it later. Let's eat first."

"It's okay, Phi do it yourself. Phi doesn't want to trouble you." He smiled as
he spoke, accompanied by a forced laugh. However, he reluctantly got up
from the floor and headed to the dining table. Phi Dee put her hands in front
of her chest as she looked at the steaming bowl of instant noodles.

"You make fried rice?"

"Yes."

"I remember you don't like to eat noodles. Does that include all kinds of
noodles?"

"I can eat it, but this one is spicy. I don't eat it."

"If you don't eat, I won't be able to finish it." He widened his eyes in
surprise, making a shocked expression. I shrugged but didn't say anything
else.

I pulled up a chair and sat across from Phi Dee. He quickly picked up a set of
plates, utensils, and chopsticks and handed them to me. Dinner started with
us saying nothing to each other.

It's not awkward because we don't talk. Only Phi Dee continued to watch the
drama. Does he know that his focused posture makes me unable to take my
eyes off him?

But maybe she doesn't know, because Phi Dee doesn't care about me...

Am I hurt because he cares more about Korean oppa?

I don't think so... I'm not sure.

I put the spoon down after the last mouthful of rice, then reached out to open
a bottle of soft drink. It was then that Phi Dee turned, lowered her voice, and
glared at me.

"You said you were only going to drink two glasses."

"..."

"Put it down. You want to pour the third glass."

How does he know? Is he watching me?

"Two," I protested, checking to see if he was really sure it was the third
glass.

"Don't lie. I can clearly see that it is the third glass."

"You're babbling." I said while closing the lid of the soft drink bottle like
before. I ditched the third glass of Coke and turned to pouring water instead.
After drinking, I got up and took a plate of fruit from the fridge.

I walked around Phi Dee's room like it was my own, although I was a little
worried that I was getting too comfortable.

"Hey, help me eat. I'm full."

"No, I already said it's spicy. I can't eat it,"

"What a waste," he said with a sneer. But he looked too full to eat anything
else. I didn't force Phi Dee to keep eating. I just took the plate he had eaten
from and put it in the sink, making room for a plate full of fruit. Phi Dee ate
the fruit while watching the drama until the drama finally ended.

It was half past nine at that time. Doctor Dee took a sip of water and went to
the pile of clothes like before.

"You can put the dishes in the sink. I'll wash them."

"It's half past nine."

"Are you sleepy?"

"No...." I only told the time because I accidentally turned to the clock. But it
seems that Phi Dee misunderstood me. He cleared his throat as if thinking of
something, then looked at me with a not so normal look.

He must be thinking something strange.

"You want to claim the maid's clothes, right?"

I don't think so. My food hasn't even been digested yet... If she wears a maid's
dress now, she will definitely be full until she vomits.... But if she wears it
now, that's also good. I want to see it too.

I lifted my finger to rub my nose after I thought dirty. Because I must have
been with Phi Dee all the time, so I was infected with pornography.

"Phi put it in the room. We can take care of the clothes and dishes later. Phi
go change in the room first. Then you can come in."

"..."

"Oh, I'm embarrassed," she said, but she quickly stood up from her seat and
hurried to her bedroom, closing the door firmly behind her.

I stood outside, not knowing what to do, so I sat down and started folding
clothes. After about 15 minutes, the person running into his room called out.

"Phi Yak..."

I wonder what he felt when he called me Phi...

"Phi Yak..."

"...Yes."

Wow!

"You're surprised, aren't you? Come in. Nong Dee is ready to be a maid."

If I laugh out loud, will it be rude? His voice was funny because he turned it
down so high and sharp. Even so, it made me get up from my seat and walk
and stop in front of the bedroom door.

I turned the knob to open it. The room was dark, but there was still light
because Phi Dee had wrapped a small lamp around her body. He sat on the
bed, his back to me and he turned to face me in what he claimed was a maid
outfit. I thought it looked more like an apron... so short that I could see her
white back, with a lace hem.
"Not sexy enough to make you palpitate?"

"..."

"You don't like it?"

"...

"Okay, I'll change into my normal clothes."

I took a deep breath, my eyes unable to leave the soft, swaying back of Phi
Dee as she moved. Her back was big, and I knew it was soft.

"I'm ashamed, I bought something expensive."

"No need to change."

"Huh?"

"Phi doesn't have to change." My chest feels tight, like I've been punched, and
my heart is pounding like I've just run a few kilometers. I stepped in front of
Phi Dee, pushed her onto the bed, and pulled the lamp from her soft body.

"Yay!"

"The maid who doesn't clean the house properly... I think... should be
punished."
Chapter 8

Oh. Oh. Oh.

Oh that doesn't mean 'Wow'.

I panted tiredly as I moaned Ohhh which didn't mean 'Wow' in my mind after
Yak said that he was going to punish me. He immediately pounced and hit me.

He still doesn't talk as much as usual, but his every movement is confident
and firm. Now, I had to stand on a wide bed, one leg resting on a six-foot
mattress. My hands gripped the edge of the bed tightly, letting Yak stand
behind me thrusting in and out at a steady pace.

I heard his heavy breathing near my ear, but it was quieter than my own
moans of pleasure. I raised my back as he pulled me closer. The majority of
Yak shafts penetrate deeper.

"Ugh...uhhh...you."

My mind is empty. I can only close my eyes and occasionally open them. I
can only blame this dress because I can't sleep. It's four in the morning and I
still haven't slept.

I don't want to take off my clothes either. By this time, the maid's clothes had
been soiled with sexual residue that I wasn't sure belonged to. I don't know if
it's mine or Yak's. The rest of love is all mixed up.

Yak's trunk rubbed against the soft wall, and I let out a strange noise I had
never heard before. It seemed that my voice encouraged the Yak to bully me
even harder.

He pushed harder and harder until my head was rocking. My soft back was
rocked up and down until I could still feel it. He hit me ten times until my
back was red and sore. I'm not sick, just... a little itchy and sore.
"You... hurry, Phi is almost there."

"Crap."

I told him that I couldn't resist a huge lust. And luckily he didn't bully or tease
me like before. He touched the sensitive spots inside me several times, the
hairs on my body stood up. I gasped and my chest heaved.

My body is wet with sweat, just like Yak. I moaned loudly, and Yak also let
out a sound from his throat.

He mumbled something I didn't understand. The hot rod pressed hard against
my body grew. With a very strong sensation that could be felt, he released
himself at the same time as me. Then he lowered his head and placed it on
my shoulder. We stayed like that for a while. When he had caught his breath,
he tilted his head and buried his nose in my neck.

I let go of the hand holding the head of the bed and caressed Yak's handsome
face. I let him linger on my body until he was satisfied. He can kiss and hug
me as much as he wants.

"That's enough. I can't go to work tomorrow if I don't get enough sleep."

"Crap."

"Do you like maid clothes?" I asked him as I turned my body back to kiss his
lips softly. Yak pulled away at the same time I pulled my lips away.

I love it when we hug like this after we're passionate about each other. It is
like a balm that soothes our restless hearts. I call it a time of love, to
strengthen our relationship.

"Naughty Phi," said Yak.

"But you like it. Your eyes tell me. Eyes are the window to the soul."

"Where did you buy it?"

"A friend sold it. It's a new business, so I decided to support it."
"Is there another style?"

"Clothes?" I said surprised as I raised an eyebrow looking at Yak. He barely

showed any expression, but he nodded.

I cleared my throat and bit my lip...

"Phi spoiled you?"

He didn't answer, but he tilted his head to look at me. He looked a little shy,
unlike the big man who had just hit me.

"Yoyak, you're addicted to my pajamas."

"Stop talking. Do you want to take a shower with me?" he said, changing the
subject. I couldn't help but laugh, but I stopped teasing him. I turned around
and hugged Yak tightly in my very short maid dress from the Pakkao store.

He might have other clothes for me to order to lure Yak again. Maybe I'll ask
for a store link to see more products.

Support friends and make my young husband happy.

That all! Shoot the birds with a stone.

"I will take a shower with you, but you have to support Phi. Phi's legs are
shaking and Phi can't walk,"

"Phi has a lot of strength, Phi Dee is okay."

"Yes, then don't support me. Who told you to support me?"

I bit my lip and shouted a verse at him. Then I used my hands to push his
broad chest, getting ready to go into the bathroom myself, but before I could
move a step, my thin and fragile (I think) body was easily lifted.

I smiled contentedly like a winner, lightly punched his chest once, and then
hugged his neck.
"You, you said you wouldn't support Phi earlier," I said.

"Yeah, huh? You have to put your feet in, otherwise you'll kick the door
again."

I slipped my legs in as instructed, burying my face in his scent mixed with

sweat. It doesn't smell bad at all. Or is it because I like the smell?

This young man... really refreshes my heart.

It was five o'clock in the morning before we finally fell asleep. Yak and I had
to get up early. At seven o'clock, the dark circles under both of our eyes were
very dark before they improved after drinking a cup of strong coffee. We had
breakfast together. I make breakfast...just toast, fried eggs, fried sausage, and
a little salad, served with organic soy milk.

"Delicious?" I asked Yak in an excited voice. It was a simple breakfast, but I

was very excited because I had rarely cooked for anyone before.

Yes...this morning is very special. I looked at the maid's clothes hanging

outside the balcony. Swaying in the wind in the clothes Yak wore last night.
In the bathroom, there is a pair of toothbrushes placed side by side. He didn't
take anything back. Although neither of us said anything else, we instinctively
knew that Yak would sleep in my room again.

He left evidence of his presence at my place, like a dog marking his territory.

"Good," he nodded as he bit into the sausage. Then he stared at me sharply.

"Is there something on my face?"

"Not."

"Then why are you staring so intently?"

"Nothing."

When I asked, he stopped staring and we continued to eat in silence, enjoying

the atmosphere accompanied by the sound of the morning news on the TV.
After eating, Yak cleaned the plates. He took the car keys and the tall,
barefoot college student came over to me who was busy tying his tie.

"I'll send you first, then go to college," he said calmly. Then he turned me
around to face him, which made me let out a small scream. When I saw that
Yak was holding my neck tie, I remained silent.

He tied my tie for me, even neater than when I tied it myself.

"Thank you. I think whoever gets you as a boyfriend would be luckier than
winning the lottery,"

"Is it true? But I don't think so," he denied while taking off his neatly tied
necktie. Then the college student took my bag and led me out to the shoe rack.

"Why did you say no?"

"I don't know. Usually, when I'm in a relationship with someone, I'm always
fooled. Like the person I like, I've been chasing him for a year, but he says he
doesn't like me."

"Love is like a puzzle. If it doesn't fit, it won't fit."

"Yes."

"Phi is good at talking like that. Actually, Phi has never had a lover." I
shrugged, slipped my feet into my normal shoes while Yak sat on the floor
tying his shoelaces.

He stopped his hand busy with the rope, looked up, and looked at me with
incomprehensible eyes. I didn't dare to ask him why he looked at me like that.
I just nodded and said nothing. When he saw that I was still, he bent down to
tie his shoelaces again.

Suddenly, we looked at each other with terrifying eyes.

Maybe that's why he was abandoned before. It could be because of his killer
look.
Heartless mafia! Kill without thinking!

"Phi Dee... Phi Dee."

"Huh?"

"I don't want to go. Why are you thinking? What are you thinking about?" He
turned to a suspicious look at me as he stood up.

"Oh, I was just...thinking about work. You want to go now? Come on, it's
getting late."

I told him then opened the door to go out first. Then, Yak followed me out.
After the room was closed, the tall young man took me to the elevator. I
looked at his broad back, biting my lip, blaming myself after brooding all
morning.

I thought I was a polite, meek and weak Thai girl. My parents owed money
to the mafia, so I was sent to pay off the debt. I'm pregnant. Because of the
coldness and stupidity of the mafia boss, I ran away. Then, I was hunted by
the powerful mafia boss because he realized he loved me and couldn't live
without me.

He knelt in front of me. Then, plead for love. I'll act a little stubborn and
then I'll fall back in love with someone who does stupid things to me for no
reason... How? Perfect recipe for lakorn, huh?

"You make a sly face. Phi must be doing something weird again," said Yak.

"I told you I was thinking about work," I said, glaring at Yak as we stood
together in the elevator. More people came in, and we both backed up until
we were pressed against the back wall.

I didn't say anything because there were other people there. I let our
shoulders touch each other and our backs touch. After moving around a bit,
Yak finally took my hand and rubbed his thumb gently.

An electric current surged straight to my heart through that gentle touch.

My heart was beating fast, shaking violently.

This is not good!

I pulled my hand away and cleared my throat slightly as the elevator reached
the floor where we parked our car.

"We're here," I said gently tugging at Yak's college shirt to let him know we
had to get out of the elevator.

Yak nodded and snuck into the crowd in front to clear a path for me. I
followed behind him, keeping my distance, careful so he wouldn't hear my
heartbeat.

Don't be nervous, Wandee. Don't be nervous!

*****************************

I've heard that as people get older, they tend to act younger.

It must be right. Look at Phi Dee. When I got to his condo the day we agreed
to go to the reunion, he dragged me inside to put on the teenage clothes he had
prepared.

It smelled like the fabric softener she always used. I don't know if I like it or
not, but lately I've gotten so used to the smell of Phi Dee, that I can recognize
it from afar.

The shirt that Phi prepared for me was a black t-shirt with a strange cartoon
that I didn't know. She paired it with a pair of liquid gray shorts. What's
special is that he wears the same clothes as me.

From head to toe...shirt, pants, socks and shoes are all the same, except for
the watch.

"Couple clothes?" I asked Phi Dee as we stood together in front of the large
mirror.
Phi Dee nodded in agreement. He seemed happy with the appearance of me
and him at that time.

"Phi want to tell me what Phi's relationship is with me? An anonymous

relationship but with benefits?"

Because I'm curious, I asked. Phi Dee laughed and hugged my arm like a
koala before admitting what I had guessed.

"Alright...Phi tell my friends that you're Phi's lover."

He looked guilty, but I knew that wasn't right. I pulled out the shirt that Phi
Dee helped me put in my pants before answering.

"I thought so. Phi doesn't need to pretend to feel guilty."

"Hehe, but you're not mad at Phi, right?" He mouthed at me, so I raised my
hand to push his face away. The gaping mouth was terrifying, like a
suckerfish...even though its eyes were pleading.

"I'm not angry."

"So, in conclusion, you will leave as Phi's lover today."

"If that's the case, we're playing a drama. What do I have to do?" Because
Phi Dee was engrossed in flirting with her clear eyes, I finally agreed. He
seemed happy that I cooperated. The hand that was on my upper arm was
loosened and used to explain with body gestures.

"You just have to act fierce, shut up, and follow me. Nothing will happen."

"What do you want to say about me?"

"I will say you are hot. You are jealous and fierce with Phi. Phi is an old man
who is afraid of my lover because I was the one who teased you first, so Phi
is afraid that you will leave Phi. That's all. Realistic."

Phi Dee hissed and made strange gestures that I had never seen before.
But for a moment, can Phi Dee be afraid of me? I shook my head vigorously.
The fact is that he was never afraid of me. He also likes to provoke me. He's
been doing it more and more lately.

He likes to make me angry and nervous, then he apologizes. I myself don't

understand why I get angry easily when provoked... And then it's easier to let
it go when he comes to me and begs for forgiveness.

"Is there anything else I should know?"

"Well... if someone mentions Tea's name, you have to make a face. You act
like you don't like my friends talking about Tea."

"The guy Phi likes?"

"Yes."

"I see. So, in conclusion, I'm a jealous lover."

"You're so cute, mae." He reached up to hug me and stroke my head.

I rejected him while frowning showing displeasure.

I hadn't even finished my sentence when he did it again. He's annoying again.

"There's only one mother. I told you not to follow her (Cherry) too much."
When he saw me getting angry, he laughed. He leaned in to kiss my cheek. I
wanted to complain a little more, but my phone in my chest pocket started
ringing loudly.

"Answer," Phi Dee said to me before I could look at my phone to see who
was calling.

Phi Dee turned to face the mirror to fix her clothes. I changed my focus from
looking at her to looking at the incoming call.

Taemrak

Tae? Why is he calling?

I was confused, furrowed eyebrows drawing Phi Dee's attention to look at
me. He raised both of his eyebrows high.

"Taemrak? He's your friend, right? Answer me."

"He's the person I once liked, but he rejected me."

"Ohh," Phi Dee let out a long sigh while nodding in understanding. He
stopped looking at me and walked out of the dressing room. But before he
left, he turned to leave a sentence. "Answer me. Maybe... there must be
something important. That's why he called you."

"..."

"Who knows, you and Nong Taem might be able to continue."

I decided to answer the call after Phi Dee left to give me some privacy. For
hundreds of days and years, Taem never contacted me before. I admit that I
was a little nervous, my voice trembled a little when I answered.

"Hello, what's up, Taem?"

[Yeah... are you free tonight?]

"Why?"

[Can you come see me? I have something to discuss.]

"You want me to come see you today?" I asked Taem. My eyebrows, which
were already furrowed, furrowed until they almost touched. I don't think I
heard wrong. Taem's voice sounded rather bad. Is he in trouble?

[Uh...meet me under our faculty building. Come quickly, Na.]

"..."

[I will wait.]

After that, Taem hung up the phone. I sighed deeply, thinking of what to do.
I thought I should reject Taem because I had a promise with Phi Dee first. I
don't like breaking promises to anyone. But when I walked out of the locker
room following Phi Dee, she hugged my helmet. He also held my motorcycle
key in his hand.

His expression changed, but he still smiled brightly at me.

"Nong Taem asked you to go see him, right?"

"Phi hear?"

"Uh...huh, go ahead. Phi got it."

"..."

"After all, the person you like is important. Go ahead! He called you like
that, Phi thinks he has feelings for you. Hurry up!"

Phi Dee raised her hand in front of me, then handed my helmet to my hand. I
took it on instinct. Then Phi Dee also put my motorcycle key in my hand.

I'm not sure what I feel. The next thing I knew, Dr Wandee was pushing my
back so I was standing in front of the door.

He raised his hand again.

"Good luck, Yak. Phi supports you."

"..."

"Go conquer your Himalayan peaks."

Phi Dee gave me a determined look, then pushed me towards the elevator. I
blinked my eyes in confusion and moved when I was pushed away.

I don't know... I kept walking, not knowing what to think. My brain was
clouded by Phi Dee's cheering from behind.

He told me to try...
Try to...

Striving....

Conquer Himalayan Peaks...

I stepped into the elevator with those words of encouragement. When the
elevator door was about to close, I saw Phi Dee close the door to her room.
He disappeared from my sight. The elevator continued down, and perhaps
because there was no sound of Phi Dee cheering for me, my senses began to
return to my body.

He... he drove me to meet Taem, right?

I kept thinking about Phi Dee, confused by the way she tried to push me to see
Taemrak. But, my body obeyed. Around 8:00 pm, I actually came to see
Taemrak under the faculty building.

I walked in with my helmet under the building. Some students still haven't
come home. Looks like the science building is gearing up for something.

I saw Taemrak looking at me. He smiled at his friend and got up to meet me.

"Yeah."

The sound of Taem calling my name didn't make my heart beat as fast as it
used to.

Something strange... very strange.

"Why? Why do you want me to come?"

"We need to make a board. There's something that needs to be lifted, and we
can't lift it, so we need your help."

"Is that the only reason you called me?" I asked Taem in a flat voice as I took
a deep breath into my lungs. A wave of irritation arose. It opens like when I
was angry with Phi Dee. When he teased me, it was a kind of irritation that
felt like a pinch in my heart. But with Taem at this time, it was a kind of
irritation that felt like I had lost on the boxing stage.

I wish there was a punching bag in front of me so I could punch it to release

my emotions.

"Uh...huh. You're not free, are you?"

"Actually, I have a date to eat with..." I paused for a moment, exhaling

through my lips. "With my lover."

I claim Phi Dee as my lover. The heart in the left chest felt like an ant bite.
Taem's eyes widened, and I no longer found his surprise to be cute.

I'm sure I don't like Taem. Someone had come in and stolen all the love and
affection I had for Taem.

That someone is Phi Dee...

I closed my eyes and remained silent for a few moments to accept my heart.
Phi Dee is like a breeze that I don't care about. But now I realize that he has
brought a new season of love, and it has spread and covered every area.

I'm not sure when I started liking Phi Dee. I feel like a clueless buyer.

Now, I just want to go find Phi Dee.

"Yeah...I..."

"I'm leaving now," I said as I turned around, ignoring the way Taem was
looking at me. My hand swiped to the phone screen, looking for Phi Dee's
number.

I just laughed out loud knowing that he was the last person I contacted. I also
pinned the chat line, not to mention the Instagram stories that I like to send
Quick Reactions.

Okay, number one. Phi Dee is so kind, so brave, and so awesome. In less
than a month, he can make me sick like this without my knowledge.
I stepped onto the big motorcycle, dialed the number of the owner, whose
name was Wandee. It took a while for him to answer, and the voice on the
other end of the line was so loud it was deafening.

[Hold on, I'll find a quiet place first]

I waited for a long time, and then Phi Dee's clear voice came through the
line.

[Why, Yak]

"Where are you, Phi Dee?"

[I'm already at the bar. what are you like?]

"What's wrong? I've finished my business here. I'll come with you soon."

[Isn't it okay there?]

"Not really, but...okay." I answered Phi Dee's question with hesitation. When
I realized that I liked him, suddenly talking on the phone became difficult.

[I will send the location to you at Line. Do not ride too fast. I'm worried
about you.]

"Okay, I'll be careful."

[I want to tell you that Phi Tea came to the ceremony as well. I don't know
who invited him.]

I felt another wave of anger. And I think this time because of Phi Tea. Is he
with Phi Dee?

I started the bike and got ready to go, forgetting everything Phi Dee had told
me not to ride too fast. I am anxious and restless.

"Send me the location quickly, and you can't talk to someone named Tea."

[Huh?]
"Even a word!"

I gritted my teeth and hung up the phone without waiting for Phi Dee to say
anything else. When I saw that he hadn't sent me his location, I sent him an
angry cat sticker.

Phi Dee: Start sharing location.

Phi Dee: Calm down, Nong. My phone hangs.

I closed Phi Dee's chat window and opened maps. The engine roared before
I accelerated.
Chapter 9

I put one hand in my pocket and frowned a little because I didn't understand
Yoyak's anger.

He was never like this, very selfish and strangely seemed in a hurry.

He suddenly called and said that he was coming to see me, and then he
rushed to get the location of my bar where I was. It was so noisy inside that I
had to go outside to answer the phone.

But really, it's nice to be able to talk to Yoyak outside. Because inside it
smells of cigarettes and there is also Phi Tea offering to chat with me.

Phi Tea is two years older than me. Although he is not in my class, maybe
because of his too good personality, he is known all over the place. But I still
don't know how he got here or who invited him.

At first, I thought it was Kao who invited him, but he shook his head
vigorously when I asked. He was shocked and said that he didn't know
anything. He also knows I have a problem with Phi Tea, so how dare he
invite Phi Tea?

I'm not sure if I still like Phi Tea, but I don't think I do. I also messed with his
face.

"Miss Dee."

I was thinking something bad in my mind when he suddenly appeared. Is he a

ghost?

I turned towards the sound and smiled when my hand that was in my pocket
was grabbed.

"Why did you go out?"

"I followed Nong Dee out."

I nodded, ready to re-enter the party, but my arm was grabbed. I didn't think
that Phi Tea would hold me, so I swayed a little.

He held me steady, looked into my eyes, and smiled warmly.

"Be careful."

That's why you're holding me, bastard. What else do I need to be careful
about?

I pulled my arm out of Phi Tea's grasp, brushing it away slightly as a

formality to show my disgust. He seemed surprised by my reaction, but in an
instant, he returned to his polite smile.

"I still haven't asked Phi how Phi got here,"

"Bell is the party organizer right? He invited Phi."

"Oh...I see," I nodded in agreement. Bell, the organizer of the ceremony, had
been the head of the student body. He was quite close to Phi Tea, so he
probably invited her because of acquaintances. But the man in front of me is
really shameless.

By the way...is Phi Tea still in touch with Bell?

"But Phi isn't very close with Bell, you know. We only have contact
sometimes. Phi is closest to someone from class 142. It's strange, isn't it? We
go to the same school, the same university, and we even work at the same
place."

"Phi knows that's not a coincidence. I followed Phi on purpose. There's

nothing strange about that."

I turned to Phi Tea. She pouted her lips in a polite manner, and the corners of
her mouth curled up in a cute way. He looked good with his polite smile, as
he used his long fingers to push his glasses up to rest on his nose.
"Thanks for trying."

"Forget it. I'll go back to the ceremony. I'll go first."

"Hold on Dee."

Tea grabbed my arm again. This time I managed to stabilize myself, so I

didn't sway anywhere. Phi Tea is much smaller than Yak, who fights people
of great strength almost every day. Being held by a Phi Tea like this is very
easy, meaning it is very easy to let go as well.

"Crap?"

"Phi has been thinking about it. Lately Phi feels that Phi can't get Dee out of
my head. If Dee still feels the same way, let's talk, okay?"

I'm silent. To be honest, I was surprised. I looked at Phi Tea's hand that was
still holding my arm, then I raised my eyes to her face and saw that she was
talking with a serious look. I didn't know how to answer that, so I just kept
quiet.

I think it's a bit late for him to realize that he likes me now.

"Since Dee told Phi that you liked me that day, Phi looked at Dee with a
different look. Phi thought Dee was cute... I'm sorry I realized late. Can you
give Phi a chance to get to know you better?"

His words are so sweet it's boring. No wonder I didn't feel anything when he
said it.

"I..."

"Someone told Phi that Dee has a boyfriend. Is that true?"

Before I could answer, my best friend, Pakkao, spoke up. I told him I had to
answer the phone. I think when I go away for a while, so he looks for me.

"Dee Dee...oh, you and Phi Tea?"

"I want to go back in." I twisted my arm to free myself from his grip, but Phi
Tea only held tighter. Pakkao's face turned pale, he staggered before speaking

"Umm...you...your lover is here."

My eyes widened when I saw Pakkao's back. The familiar tall figure in the
shadows looked more sullen.

I almost screamed with joy and called Yoyak's name, but then I remembered
that Phi Tea and Kao were there, and I had told everyone that my lover was
very fierce and very jealous. It's not appropriate to talk to him in a cheerful
voice in this situation. So I immediately made a scared face and called the
tall man with a trembling voice.

"Ah...Yak, you...you misunderstood."

Phi Tea looked back and forth between me and the newcomer. Yoyak walked
towards me without paying attention to Pakkao and Phi Tea. The young man's
dark eyes seemed to be fixed on me alone at this moment.

Yoyak pulled my arm quite hard, so I pretended that he was really pulling me
hard. I fell into his broad chest, clinging to his arms.

Yoyak hugged me tightly, his eyes staring at Phi Tea sharply.

Perfect acting.

I almost smiled, but I held it back when Yoyak asked me in a low and fierce
voice.

"This is a person named Tea? What did he do to you?"

Phi Tea's face turned pale. God damn it, Phi will reward you, Yoyak.

"I didn't do anything... You've been here for a long time? Are you thirsty?
Let's get a cold drink first. Come on, Phi take you to the party first."

"Hold on, Phi Dee. Before I end the call, what should I tell Phi?"
"Huh? You told Phi not to talk to Tea?"

"Crap. You talk to him?"

He stared at Phi Tea, using his words to pressure her. Pakkao who tried to
make eye contact with me made a scared face.

I understand it very well because on the outside, Yak has a scary look.
Everyone who meets him for the first time has this symptom, including me.
But when you really know him, my son is very cute.

"You...you're not jealous of Phi, right? Come on, let's drink...let's drink
together. There's no need to act like this. It's okay for now." At the end of the
sentence, I whispered so that only he and I could hear. "Phi's friend was so
scared that you told him his legs were shaking."

"I'm not acting at all. Why did Phi go and stand there for him to hold?"
whispered Yak again. He looked at Phi Tea one last time and then hugged me
and walked back into the bar.

"She followed Phi out. Do you know what Phi Tea talked about with Phi?"

"How do I know? Phi has to tell me first."

"He said he wanted to talk and get to know more about Phi. He just realized
the value of Phi."

Yak stopped for a moment and took a deep breath.

"Then what did Phi Dee say?"

"I didn't answer because you came on time."

"Are you going to talk?"

"Huh?"

"I asked if Phi would talk to Phi Tea." He pushed me against the wall, my
thin back pressed against the wall and then he followed closely and pressed
me, trapping me with his strong arms.

Very funny. I feel like a heroine in a movie that makes the hero jealous and
pinned to the wall.

I looked up at him holding back a smile when I heard Tea and Kao's footsteps
approaching.

"Phi Dee. Don't ask?"

"No...no. He hurt Phi. Phi won't give him another chance. How about you and
Taemrak? Can you move a little? This position is risky. Make Phi think
you're going to kiss Phi."

Yak put his hand on my head causing me to shrink my neck in more

amusement. He stared at me with an unreadable blank look.

"I will not climb the Himalayas again."

"...Oh, you're not going to continue? It's okay. You'll find a good person
eventually because you're a good person. But for now, move on."

"Phi is talking nonsense."

"..."

"Phi thinks I want to kiss Phi, right? Okay, I'll kiss you."

He told me in a cold voice. One of his big hands grabbed the tip of my chin
to lift it up before his thick, wrinkled lips were pressed down. He pressed it
so hard that I felt pain.

Engine on!

* This verse can also mean to express excitement, passion, etc.

I let out a muffled sound of satisfaction and let him savor the sweetness in my
mouth.
It took a long time for Yak to let go of me. He pulled away and looked at
Pakkao and Phi Tea who were standing there in shock, watching us kiss. I
used the back of my hand to wipe my bruised lips. My heart was beating
uncontrollably. I don't care if Phi Tea will look at me in a bad way. I also
don't regret not being able to talk to him. At this time, my face was burning
hot. My cheeks must be red.

I turned to Yak. Am I falling in love with this big, fierce looking man?

I'm not sure if I just like him as much as I think I do, or if I'm really in love
with him.

Yak looked back at me, pressing his gaze so that our eyes met. The eyes are
the windows of the heart. And I don't think I can look at him because I'm so
shy.

I approached the Yak, buried my face in his broad chest, hid my eyes,
smelled the familiar scent and then wrapped my arms around his waist.

"Consider that kiss as a punishment for Phi."

"You don't know what you're talking about Yak..."

I don't think he knew what he was talking about, but I complimented him and
let him rub my head until Pakkao came in and ruined the mood. As for Phi
Tea, she went somewhere and I didn't see her again during the ceremony.

I think he must be home, and that's good for me... I don't have to feel
awkward.

After the commotion died down, I took Yak around and introduced him to my
friends as agreed. I told them that he was my lover. He didn't resist or protest
in any way, just kept his cool to scare my friends a little.

But everyone praises him as handsome. Someone also whispered to me and

asked me how I met my lover.

My man did a great job...

So I took the opportunity to brag, telling them that apart from being
handsome, Yak was also rich and a boxer. He takes great care of me. I can
safely say that Yak is the star of this year's reunion.

I invited Yak to sit at the table. Kao looked strange when he saw Yak and me.
He greeted the person next to me briefly, then Kao sped up to sit right next to
me.

"Good."

"Thanks for the compliment."

"Have you worn the maid's clothes yet, with Nong Yak?" Pakkao did not ask
slowly. I'm sure Yak heard it. His hand that was holding the drink glass was
shaking a little. His fierce eyes became sharper.

"You! Is that something that needs to be said here?" I almost did it, almost hit
my friend in front of the boys. But Yak maintained enough of an attitude to say
nothing. I took a glass of cocktail to cool off as I thought about the pajamas
that kept me awake. As for Yak, he drinks alcohol because my friends invited
me to drink. I'm 100% sure that I'll be the one driving home tonight.

"You must have used it. Nong Yak, have you ever seen Ai'Dee wearing a
maid outfit?"

"Yes."

"Damn...it's not normal. You like maid clothes?"

I couldn't stop my friend in time. The situation is more awkward than when I
was with Phi Tea.

Pakkao leaned close to Yak, with an expression that seemed to want a five-
star review from a real customer.

"Um... good. Phi Dee wears it and it's good."

"Didn't sleep at all, did you?"

"I slept. Phi Dee said she had to work early so she asked to sleep."

"Ai'Dee, didn't you read the instructions? The name of the dress is
'sleepwear' instead of 'sleep'. So why did you ask to sleep?" Pakkao glared
at me. So I punched him once.

"You think I'm shy? Yeah...you're the same. Don't answer him."

"Don't be afraid Ai'Dee, Nong Yak. The maid's clothes are made according
to my own shop design. There are other clothes too. Here, let me show you.
There are cat clothes, dog clothes and lace clothes. If you are interested, I
will give them to you special discount." Pakkao started selling.

I gulped down my drink until it was empty and wanted to order again, but
Yak pulled me and whispered,

"I need to order a dress...from Phi's friend?"

"It's up to you."

I told him with irritation, so I approached Pakkao to allow him to present an

outfit like a direct sales product on TV. I waved my hand to the waiter to
order the menu.

When I was scrolling the drink menu, Yak suddenly said...

"In that case, I will take all the sets you have."

"Good! Thank you very much. We will deliver it to your house on

Wednesday."

"..."

I was surprised... How many sets are there?

"We will send it to Phi Dee's house. But can Phi Dee wear a nurse's
costume? That will highlight her chest."
I rubbed my temples, pointed the drink menu randomly at the waiter, and then
leaned close to Yak. He turned to look at me, our eyes met, and we were so
close I could smell the beer on his breath.

"Finish this glass and let's go back. You're too drunk."

"I'm not drunk."

"If you're not drunk, why did you order so many sexy clothes?"

"Since Phi likes it, so I bought it for Phi to wear."

"You bought too much."

"...Really?"

"Why don't we...try to share with Oye and Cherry?"

He lifted his chin and turned to look at me with eyes that could kill.

"Yeah, not that kind of person."

"What kind of person?"

"Pervert."

"Oh, so that means we're both perverts?"

This time he was silent. I just laughed out loud. Only Pakkao is happy with
the nightwear order. He is good at using calculators.

Then Yak spoke up.

"We're not perverts. I agree with Phi Dee. I'll give some pajamas to Ye and
Ri."

After the reunion ended, I took Yak back to the room to sleep. I pulled the
boy to come, and he obediently followed me like a princess. Moreover, his
parents still allow him, but they remind me to bring him home before
Wednesday because he has to train hard for his upcoming match. Yak had to
isolate himself to practice. Dee agreed. In the time before he had to isolate
himself, Yak stayed with me.

I would say that Yak didn't look drunk at all, or maybe he was drunk but
hiding it. He followed me into the living room and then lay down on the
couch.

His food intake started to increase from one to two meals a day, and I started
to get used to Yak helping me clean the room. She is a great housekeeper, and
my room is twice as clean as before.

"Do you want to drink some warm water? That will help you wake up."

"Nong not too drunk." He objected. He bounced off the couch. Then sat down
and suddenly said, "Phi Dee has class with Nong tomorrow, right?"

"Yes why?"

"I was thinking about what to teach. Do you want to practice kicking the
punch bag? Phi already punched the punch bag that day."

"Kick the punch bag, huh...Okay." I took a sip of water before answering.
While answering, I provoked him by pressing my lips and winking. He
usually gets mad when I do this, and then he says...

"You make a face like that, you must be thinking about sex."

"I just woke up with you. Have you ever seen Phi wake up with someone
else?"

"With a man named Tea, have you ever been happy wearing this dress?"

"Honestly, Phi has never thought dirty towards Phi Tea, never even once. Phi
Tea's face is very polite. Who dares?"

"You mean, you don't dare to wear it with the person you like?"
I shrugged and didn't answer. How can it be like that? I said that Phi Tea's
appearance is not attractive, unlike Yak that I was obsessed with after seeing
her face and body.

"I've never heard of it. I've never read it in a book."

"What did you hear?" I sat next to Yak. I was about to go take a shower and
get ready for bed.

"That with someone we like, we have to appreciate them."

"Do we need to appreciate everyone? But with the people we like, we may
need to appreciate them more." I talked to him about general things, like we
used to do.

He nodded in agreement.

"But I never appreciated Phi Dee very well."

*Further explanation: when you appreciate your partner, you will treat
him/her more gently

"When do we have sex?"

"I'm still not used to you talking directly, but yes, when we have sex."

"You didn't appreciate it from the beginning. Do what you always do." I
laughed. Yak's violent sex was so strong that I almost died.

"Sorry. I'll try to be gentle from now on.

"What's wrong with you?"

"I don't want Phi Dee to wear this ring anymore." He pulled my hand onto his
lap and removed the small ring from my ring finger. I was confused by Yak's
actions. Is it because he met Nong Taemrak and couldn't go further?

"That hurts you?"

"Yes, I will buy Phi a new ring."

"No, no, I don't need to wear it."

"You don't want to wear it?"

"I'm not the type of person who likes to wear rings very much." I pulled back
my empty hand. It's strange because I'm used to wearing that ring. I stared at
my empty hands.

I don't know, I don't know what I feel. Am I sorry that he took it back, or am I
sad that I can't wear the Yak ring anymore?

It was a relationship that would end one day, I reminded myself. I wasn't
looking at Yak so I don't know where he put the ring. But suddenly, Yak
pushed me onto the couch.

He straddled me, taking off his shirt so I could see his beautiful muscles. I
didn't need to be told, I could guess that we were going to start having sex. I
wonder if today, the man feels very energetic. No need to provoke him first.

I silently swallowed a large saliva, feeling a lump in my throat. I opened my

legs as wide as possible, inviting him closer. Then, I frowned as he started
everything slowly. Unlike him who usually pounces on me as soon as he gets
aroused.

It's strange. It's strange because since then his hands have been gently
stroking my waist.

Is he drunk? He seemed like a very, very different person. I hesitated for a

moment, wondering if I should ask him if he was okay or why. He doesn't
look like he's in a bad mood, but he looks like he's in a bad mood. After all,
he is the one who asked me to do it.

I thought hard, then closed my eyes and accepted the kiss...

Even the kiss was soft, resisting the urge not to throw himself at me
aggressively.
Weird... Weird until the moment we undressed each other. It was very strange
when he inserted his hot rod into my body very gently.

It's not exciting. I cursed myself. Looks like vanilla sex isn't the answer for
me. Not bad, but I want a heavier beat.

*Vanilla sex: Sex that is not rough

"Yoyak... Can you be a little stronger?" I whispered in Yoyak's ear, my hand

wrapped around his thick neck. He increased his movement for me, but it
wasn't enough.

Maybe I should avoid having sex with Yak when he's drunk. Alcohol can
reduce performance, right?

When I finished thinking, I solved the problem by placing my hands and

stroking my own cock. It tenses and convulses. Yak stopped moving after I
fulfilled my desire. He pulled his dick and walked to the bathroom.

He... hasn't finished yet, right?

"Yeah..."

"Nong takes a shower in the bathroom outside. Phi Dee takes a shower in the
bedroom."

His voice was quite harsh, and it seemed tinged with annoyance. I just
muttered in my throat in response, took all my clothes, and threw them in the
laundry basket. Then I went into the bathroom in a daze.

Drops of water splashed on my body. Warm water washes away both dirt and
fatigue. I reflected on my recent sex with Yak. Something is wrong, but I'm
not sure what.

One, is it because of Nong Taemrak?

Two, is it because I haven't provoked him yet?

Three, Yak drank too much last night, so he looks weird?

If it's the second and third reasons, it's easy to solve, but if lack of sexual
desire is one of them, then I don't know how to deal with his feelings.

"Phi Dee..." Yak knocked on the bathroom door. I jerked a little because I
thought of something.

"Crap? What?"

"Nong has heated the milk. Phi Dee want to add sugar?"

"Just a little." I turned off the shower, pulled a towel from the hanger to wipe
off the water, and yelled back at Yak.

Weird... Very weird.

"Come out after you finish showering."

I heard the sound of his footsteps walking away. After getting dressed, I
rushed out of the bathroom. The big man who heated the milk for me to come
back in, brought a glass of steaming milk.

I drank the milk in the glass until it was empty, and the atmosphere between
me and Yak became awkward.

I don't like this situation. The way he was very polite, serious and loved me
was out of the ordinary.

"You can go to sleep now, Phi Dee."

"Yes...you sleep too."

"Wait, let me cover you first."

I lay on the bed confused. Yak lifted the blanket to cover me up to my neck,
then walked around the bed to lay next to me.

"Good night Phi Dee."

"..."
"Um, what a sweet dream, Phi Dee."

"Hmm?"

And you? And you...? I blinked in the dark after the Yak turned off the lights,
wondering how drunk my Yak was.

*Yak should have said na krap Phi Dee as Kha/Ka for women.
But men can also ckp Kha/Ka in an intimate way like ckp with people you
like for pampering or just

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Chapter 10

"Yes, is this okay?"

"Not."

"This one?"

"Too big for your eyes. Why do you suddenly want to wear glasses?"

Oye's mouth twitched when I tried on a pair of glasses at the glasses shop.
Today, I don't have boxing lessons because the boxing gym is closed.
Because Phi Ye had free time, he invited me out for lunch just the two of us.

I stepped into the glasses shop because the image of the man named Tea was
still stuck in my head. It's not that I like him so much that I can't erase that
image from my mind. It's just that many times I like to compare myself to the
people Phi Dee likes.

The man is very polite, isn't he? From his neatly combed hair, the glasses on
his polite face, his clean and tidy formal clothes, perfectly ironed...

I sighed and put the glasses back in place. I saw my reflection in the mirror.
I've never hesitated to be myself before, but this is the first time.

Me and Tea, the guy Phi Dee likes, are very opposite.

After all, I had to isolate myself the day after tomorrow. Maybe I won't be
able to see Phi Dee as often as usual for a while because Phi Dee is also
busy with work. At the moment, I have to work hard to get points.

" Sigh ..."

"Complaining again? Now why? You're heartbroken because you have to go

to training and you won't be able to see Wandee?"
"No, not at all."

"So you didn't buy those glasses?"

"It doesn't suit my face."

I walked out of the store. My brother looked confused, but he followed me

out. Phi Ye narrowed her eyes and looked at me. I looked at his face, silently
examining his face before speaking.

"You are very lucky."

"Why?"

"Because Ri likes Phi because Phi is Phi."

"Please explain."

"Nong likes Phi Dee, but Phi Dee doesn't like Nong. She likes the exact
opposite of Nong," Then I sighed again. With Phi Oye, there is nothing to
hide. This time, it was Phi Ye who sighed deeply.

"You just found out you like him?"

"How?"

"I saw the look in your eyes when you looked at Wandee. I know you like her.
You've liked her for a long time."

"Doesn't it look very clear?" I was surprised at my own clarity.

Have I liked him for a long time? I didn't realize it.

"Yes. Ri and I can see." Ye crossed his arms.

I opened my mouth in surprise and nodded shyly.

"Nong didn't realize that Nong saw Phi Dee like that."
"So, what's next?"

"There's nothing. I'm not trying to be a good person and want to be the person
Phi Dee likes."

"Are you uncomfortable?"

"Not really...um, but actually, a little. But Phi Dee and Nong didn't start well.
Nong wants to make it better."

"But Dee seems to like you." Phi Ye patted my shoulder. Maybe it was just to
give me encouragement, comfort, or whatever, but it didn't make me feel
better.

I looked down at the floor as I followed Phi Ye inside the supermarket.

"He doesn't like me. He just wants to use Nong to make someone jealous.
Thinking about that makes me sad."

"Are you afraid of losing?"

"You can't call it a loss before it starts."

"I never taught you to be afraid, Yak."

"I'm not afraid of other things, but we can't control other people's hearts." I
gave you a reason. Ye quickly shook his head.

"You're a coward."

"Everyone who falls in love is a coward."

"You read in the book again, huh?"

"Yes," I admitted as I walked behind Phi Ye the whole time. There are some
household items we need to buy, and Phi Ye will be the one to take care of
everything. My job was just to help him carry it and bring it into the house.
"Be yourself, Yak. Whether you're good or bad, that's who you are. You don't
have to try too hard for anyone. You ever heard that if they love you, they'll
love you even if you're just standing there?"

"Is that a song?"

"Yes."

I nodded my head in understanding, even though I didn't understand anything.

Phi Ye pushed the cart out, and then he left it to me to be the one to push it.
We stopped talking about Phi Dee and my new love, and Ye turned to talking
about the upcoming match.

"This round of matches will be serious. If you keep winning, you will have a
chance to compete for the world championship."

"I know."

"Are you feeling stressed?" Ye turned his face to me while raising one
eyebrow.

I shook my head that he didn't press me at all. For Ye, it was more like a
push.

I know he wants me to win the championship, because dad and he have done
it before. People around me pressured me to follow in the footsteps of my
father and brother, and Ye was also pressured by that.

I told him that he was always worried about me. Since we were little, anyone
can scold Ye, but they can't scold me.

"Just wait, Ye. I'll bring another championship belt to hang at home." Then
we bumped fists together. Then I complained a little to Ye because he took
the trolley from my hand.

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The day before practice, I had some free time left. Besides going to class, I
also came to pick up Phi Dee at the hospital. I met someone named Tea
twice, but when Phi Tea saw me, she would dodge and walk away in the
other direction. I have begun to get to know the nurses in the Phi Dee
department more closely. Others know that we are lovers.

I have become Dr. Wandee's possessive lover. And I also emphasized the
possessive word by sitting and waiting for him to come home.

Phi Dee is almost done. He texted me ten minutes ago. I don't know how the
doctor works. Sometimes it seems very busy, sometimes it's quite free, and
the holidays are confusing. Recently, I've been waiting for Phi Dee to tell me
when she's free.

Like today, Phi Dee is free in the evening. So I made an appointment to have
dinner together in Phi Dee's room.

He invited me, and he said he would cook himself. The list of food was long,
and since I was free, I offered to buy it and put it in the fridge in Phi Dee's
room.

"Yes, Phi has arrived. Have you been waiting a long time?"

"Soon. I think Phi will finish work around this time." I looked up from my
phone, yawning as I started to feel sleepy. He smiled at me because he likes
to smile. So I reached out to help him carry his personal belongings. "Let's
ride Nong's motorcycle today. Phi Dee's car is parked here."

"Big motorcycle!" He clapped his hands and looked excited. Apparently Phi
Dee is addicted to speed.

He is perfect for me...

One day, I will be the person he likes.

"By the way, you are well dressed today."

"Yeah...do you like it, Phi Dee?"

"Are you going out to buy things?"

"No, I went to class this morning, then went to buy things and then came to
pick Phi up."

"Wear a shirt to the market? And boys these days button their shirts up to the
collar? All the buttons?" Phi Dee reached out and grabbed my collar,
unbuttoning the top. "Don't think that Phi likes to direct, but your neck is
beautiful Yak. It's a pity if you want to cover it. Show your collarbone. You
look handsome."

I smiled a little. Phi Dee thinks I'm handsome. Worth braving the heat and
wearing a shirt.

"Be polite."

"Huh?"

"Me."

"Oh... Be polite. But with Phi, you don't need to be very polite. We already
know each other." He patted my shoulder, then pulled my sleeve and nodded
his head for me to walk to the parked motorcycle.

*Polite means that you button your shirt all the way to the top to look
polite

I slowed my pace so I could walk with Phi Dee. He's cute again today.

I never noticed how cute he was until I fell in love with him. His eyes were
large and always sparkled with cheerfulness and brightness. His face is long
and has a beautiful and well-shaped chin. His nose is a little short.

Cute, cute...or maybe I'm in love, I'm not sure.

"Lately you've been looking at Phi strangely, Yak. Phi has been wanting to
ask you for a long time. Lately we've been... a bit strange, right?"

"I don't see anything strange." I told Phi Dee. Of course I lied.
That's how I am with the people I love. Everything is strange and difficult. I
don't know where to put my hands and feet. Where is my view that I should
see? What words should I use...it's so hard.

"It's not strange, it's not strange. But have you broken up with your ex?"

"Who?"

"Taemrak."

He doesn't seem to want to mention Taemrak's name very much. Maybe he

thought I wasn't done with Taemrak yet, so he said the name in a weak voice.
I confess that I didn't think about Taemrak at all. It was only when he
mentioned it that I remembered.

"Oh, I finished it. I finished it a long time ago."

The look on Phi Dee's face clearly showed that she didn't believe me. His
fist went up again.

"It's okay Yak. I'll help heal your heart."

"..."

"If you haven't conquered the Himalayas, Everest is still waiting for you."

Sigh...

"Okay, then let's climb Everest." I imitated Phi Dee's fist, but my expression
was not as enthusiastic as hers. My face now probably looks like...

Phi Dee said something, but Nong didn't understand a word.

(Wandee's POV)

I decided to call this operation 'Yak's Heart Healing Operation' because

lately he seems depressed and I think it's because of Nong Taem.
Yak suddenly became someone who spoke with a voice that used to be rough
and soft. Not to mention his strange behavior, like he's brooding, his hair is
combed back, and he's even dressed well. I'm not angry, I'm not rude (this is
important). To be honest, I'm uncomfortable and I don't like this gloomy
version of Yak.

It was as if he wasn't himself after the day he went to see Taemrak. When I
talk to Yak now, I feel like I'm talking to someone else. I want the old Yak
back, the happy, wild Yak, and more of himself. So, begins Wandee's
operation to heal Phi Yak's heart.

From today, I will prepare his favorite dishes to eat. I secretly asked about
his favorite menu from Oye and Cherry. When I asked Oye, it was like there
was something he wanted to talk to me about, but in the end he told me there
was nothing.

Yak's favorite dishes are chicken wings with lemongrass, fried squid with
salted egg, and pork and tofu soup. When I was asked if I could make it.... I
didn't know how, especially since I can't cut squid.

Yak shook his head as if he couldn't bear to see. So, he went into the kitchen
with me including being the one who cooks. A twenty-year-old man who will
be twenty-one has lived a much more useful life than I have.

The sleeves that I thought were annoying were folded up to the elbows. The
neat buttons have been opened a few to reveal Yak's sexy chest and
collarbone.

Good...good, I'm starting to feel that Yak is becoming like himself. And then
there are the furrowed brows, the serious expression, the skinny waist, and
the firm butt... If I hold the Yak's butt now, will he think I'm overdoing it?

Then I hit him on the back once. The big man turned to look at me with a
sharp expression on his face.

Go ahead, let's get revenge on Phi Dee. Kitchen scene, dream scene. Come
on, wild boy.
"The kitchen is hot."

"Of course. You're standing in front of the chicken pan."

He didn't respond to my kitchen joke. I also came to sit at the counter and
offered a kiss, but he just turned to tell me it was hot. Then he goes back to
doing whatever he was doing before.

"Phi Dee, can I take off my shirt?"

"Go on, go on," I encouraged him. It's been a few days since I saw the Yak's
muscular body.

"But isn't that rude?"

"No, no, don't think about it too much." I have heard the words 'polite' and
'impolite' from Yak many times. I think it's boring and uncomfortable.

"I thought I would just use it,"

"But you're hot."

"It's okay, Nong can take it...Phi Dee, Nong has something to ask."

"Yeah, what's up?"

"When Nong is in exile, will Phi Dee go to see me?" He asked me in a soft,
low voice, so soft that I had to lean in to hear. After I understood what he
was asking, I thought for a moment before answering the question.

"Phi can come?"

"Phi can come in the evening."

"But I can't bring you food, right?"

"Yes, that's right. You don't need to bring me anything. If you're free, you can
come for a walk."
"Okay, Phi will go. I promise....Is the chicken that Phi fried cooked yet?"

I jumped down from the kitchen counter, stopped looking at the Yak's back,
and saw the fried chicken in the pan. It must be cooked. The tall young man
took it, strained the oil, and turned off the stove. He finished frying the
chicken, one thing done, and stood there for a moment, hesitating about what
to do next. So I hugged him from behind, tiptoed into his ear, and whispered,

"Can I eat you first, then eat the rice?"

"..."

"Phi Yak remember, Nong Dee hasn't eaten Phi in a long time."

"Phi Dee..."

"Please give Dee a taste, baby. Phi Yak just needs to shut up."

I turned the Yak bodies so they were facing each other. I pushed him a little
so that his back rested on the counter. Then I knelt down and looked up at the
young man with a seductive expression on his face.

I bit my lower lip with my upper teeth, swallowing a large saliva. My hand
was placed on his stomach. Then move down a little, feeling the shaft hot and
aroused.

Ni is very hard, he must be aroused. His breathing also became irregular. I'm
sure I'll let it go. Today is the day I can finally release the pent-up frustration
from the unsatisfying sex I experienced that day.

I felt a little more relieved because he was not in the mood that day, maybe
because he was drunk.. maybe.

"Phi Dee... I don't want to do it."

When I tried to unzip his pants, he said that. I feel like I've been hit in the
head twice because of Taemrak!

Do you reject me again?

I backed away from him a little. My mood started to cloud. I'm ashamed and
both times it's because of Taemrak!

"Why else? You just want to do it with the person you like?"

"It's not like that, Phi Dee. It's just... I don't like..." He spoke softly, wanting
to explain, but after waiting for a long time, he didn't say anything more. In
the end, I couldn't stand the awkward atmosphere. I changed from kneeling to
standing

"Get out of Phi's room. I don't think we have anything else to talk about. If
you really miss your person, I think you should go find him. I won't be able to
meet your needs." I reached for a towel to dry my hands. I never thought that I
would say this to Yak.

"Phi Dee, Nong just doesn't want to be violent with Phi Dee anymore."

"Yak has rejected me twice. It's embarrassing and I feel really bad. Yak
makes Phi feel worthless. Phi thinks we shouldn't see each other again."

I threw the towel on the counter with a sad feeling. I took a deep breath and
looked up at Yak. Uncomfortable feeling entered me. I was angry, angry at
Yak and Taemrak.

Go away. Go to Taemrak. Let me die here.

I feel... very sick. I must have accidentally fallen in love with Yak.

I pulled his arm after telling myself that he wouldn't like me. I dragged Yak
out of the kitchen and then pushed him out of the room.

Before closing the door, I gave him one more sentence.

"Don't come to see me again. I don't want to see your face again. Bye!"

I pretended to be strong when he left, but in the end, I sat with my head down,
tears welling up. I bit into the fried chicken he left behind. I ate everything
for dinner, enjoying the salty tears, knowing that I would never eat a meal
cooked by Yak again.
I'm not sure if you can call this heartbreak. I think it's right (heartbroken), if I
like him...

I'm not sure when I first fell in love with him. Maybe when we hang up our
clothes, put our toothbrushes next to each other, or when he ties my tie,
smiles at me, kisses me, or when we have sex.

I can't find a reason for all this. I realized that I had fallen deeply in love
with him, but I came at the wrong time. He already has someone in his heart
that I can't win.

Taemrak.

I took a big bite of the crispy fried chicken, wanting to see how cute this
person named Taemrak was. Yak really liked it.

I wiped my tears and snot with a tissue, then picked up my phone and
checked Yak's Facebook. I scroll down to find someone named Taemrak,
praying that he uses his real name as his Facebook name.

Finally, I found him...I found him!

He's not too great. He's just fine. He only gets 12,000 likes for every picture
he posts.

Thats normal. Dr. Wandee only gets a few hundred likes for every picture I
post. How can that be compared?

Yes, it cannot be compared. Wandee, be more humble!

I threw my phone on the carpet, panting because I was sad and angry. I saw
that Yak sent me a Line with my favorite cat sticker, which made me even
more annoying.

"You like him? White and small?"

"Taemrak is cute?"

"Unlucky!"
I picked up my phone again, wiped the tears that started to fall with the back
of my hand, and typed without thinking.

Phi Dee: Let's not meet again in this life or the next.

Phi Dee: I hate you so much!

I threw my phone on the table. It doesn't sound anymore which means Yak
didn't answer. I sat there for a while to adjust my mood, then I thought I
should do something to stop myself from getting more stressed. So, I got up
from the couch and started packing Yak's things into a black bag to throw
away.

I finished packing Yak's many things and was ready around midnight. But I
couldn't bring myself to throw it away, so I hesitated whether to send it to
Line asking her to come and get it. Is it too extreme to say that to the boys?

If I keep sending him Line, maybe he thinks I won't let him go even though I'm
the one who drove him away.

So I thought about it... I decided to put the Yak stuff in the store room for
now. I'll throw it away when I can.

I dragged the black bag into the store room, took a shower, and then sat back
on the couch, feeling lonely again.

Feeling lonely and alone.

Ting

Line in. I gasped because I was daydreaming. After I calmed down, I took out
my phone and opened the message to read.

Yoyak: Does Phi Dee hate me so much?

I decided not to answer Yoyak. I blocked him and threw my phone on the soft
cushion. I tilted my head and leaned back on the sofa.

"Who would hate the person they love. Why does it hurt like this?"
I closed my eyes, and tears pooled at the corners of my eyes. A thought came
to mind.

I want Yoyak to be here.

**********************

A month later

"Is he okay?" His already shrill voice sounded sharper as Oye lowered it to
a low pitch. His eyes were sharp looking at his younger brother, the lifeless
Yoyak who was preparing to fight.

He complained to his lover, Cherry. Cherry nodded in agreement, then shook

her head worriedly.

"I don't think my son can do it."

"Because Wandee."

"Yes, because Phi Dee. Phi is very cruel, tell her to tell Yoyak's face, say that
she hates Yoyak. Yoyak loves her very much, her heart is very fragile, no
wonder she is in a state of shock." Cherry put her chin in her hand and
chatted in the boxing trainer's desk, but after he finished speaking, he
received a sharp look from Oye.

"It's okay to be sad, but not as much as this. But you can't do nothing either.
The other side is a professional boxer, you know? With a record like that, if
he doesn't have this life, he will definitely be beaten."

"Yoyak is big, Phi Ye. You can tell the difference. Ri thinks Phi should go
drink some cold water and wait to see. The match is about to start."

"I'm worried." Oye said.

Cherry could clearly feel the older man's anxiety. His little hand reached out
to rub his shoulder to calm him down, until the boxing gym owner walked
over to whisper something to Yoyak a few minutes before the match started.
Yoyak nodded in response to Oye's words to do his best, but when the match
actually started, Sasaki Miroshi, the Japanese boxer who was his opponent,
turned into Phi Dee.

Yoyak doesn't throw a punch. He just let the other guy keep punching him.
The more his vision blurred, the more he saw Sasaki as Phi Dee.

Phi Dee... must really hate me right? That's why he punched me so hard that I
bruised all over the place.

"Yoyak! Fight! I told you to fight!"

"Yoyak! Wake up! Wake up!"

Unfortunately, the boxer who has let his opponent punch him no longer has
consciousness. Red blood flowed down his cheeks with tears, then Yoyak
passed out.

Sasaki Miroshi won by knockout in the first round...

Chapter 11

Sasaki Miroshi won by knockout in the first round.

I licked my dry lips and pressed pause on the replay of the boxing match on
my iPad, then placed it on the glass table in front of me. My mental state was
shattered when I saw that Yak from the blue team had been defeated by
knockout in the first round. Seeing Sasaki throw punches over and over made
me sick. Why doesn't Yak fight?

I don't really like boxing, but when I think about Yak, I like to watch reruns of
his matches. I know he is a heavy fighter and an aggressive fighter, but this
time it was strange. It's not that he can't fight, it's more that he doesn't fight at
all.

Is Yak sick? Or is he... traumatized by Taemrak?

I thought out loud, allowing my thoughts to flow freely.

It's been months like this, where all I can think about when I'm free is the big
man.

Who said time will make things better? That's a lie. Even though I took two
weeks off to explore a lost Inca city in Peru, time doesn't heal anything.

I miss Yak... I miss him very much.

He must have been badly injured from the match. I thought about whether I
should go visit him, but before I could decide, the door to my room opened.

I raised my eyebrows questioningly. The person who came in and broke the
silence was a nurse I knew well.

"Is there an urgent case?"

"No, someone is here to see Dr. Dee. Phi saw that Dr. Dee had finished work
a long time ago but still hasn't left your room. So I came to see if there was
anything."

"A family member of the patient?"

"No, he said he was Nong Yak's brother."

"Oh, okay. I'll be out later." I dragged out the sound in my throat, pretending
not to be surprised that Oye came to see me, but my hands grabbed my
personal belongings and threw them into my bag, along with an
overwhelming curiosity as to why Oye came to see me. me

Not long after, I confronted the owner of Gym Phadet Suk. His tough
appearance does not match the atmosphere in the hospital. I bowed my head
to him once as I walked towards him, and smiled softly at Cherry when I
noticed that he came with Oye.

"Why?" I asked first while looking back and forth between Oye and Cherry.
Oye stood up from his seat.

"I came here to talk about Ai'Yak."

"..."

"We think the situation is not good."

"Why with Yak?" I asked anxiously, worried. Actually, I was worried since I
saw the video of him getting eliminated. Oye looked at me and sighed deeply.

"Heart trouble."

"She still hasn't stopped loving Taemrak, right? She's hurt again?" I sighed
softly in my throat. That Taemrak boy again, huh? Just hearing his name alone
makes me feel like trash. My dislike mixed with jealousy. I kept asking
myself what was so great about him that he had such an influence on Yak's
heart.

I don't hide my feelings. I showed my anger by gritting my teeth.

"Why did Dee mention Taemrak?" Oye looked at me, then turned to look at
Cherry who shrugged.

"Um... Because of Taemrak, right? Yak's heart problem."

"Huh? It's not like that. Can I ask Dee something?"

"Yes, go ahead," I said, curious and waiting for Oye's question.

"Dee hates my sister?"

"No...I don't hate him."

"But Yak said that Phi Dee hates him so much he told you that you don't want
to see him again in this life or the next," Cherry said emotionally, causing me
to remember my own cruel message.

"That's when Phi got angry. Just... keep thinking about Taemrak when he was
with Phi."

-____- >> Oye's face.

"...Ughh, twist in the story." Cherry said.

"So, you came here to ask for my help? If you want to ask for help, just tell
me. There's no need to be afraid. We already know each other. Even though I
haven't spoken to Yak in a long time, I still care about him." I told Oye and
Cherry in a serious tone. But they both just kept whispering to each other. It
took a long time for their eyes to stare at me simultaneously.

Then Oye's deadly smile appeared at the corner of his mouth.

"I think it's better to find a place to talk for a long time, Wandee."

I didn't go anywhere far from the hospital. I just took Oye and Cherry to the
usual snack shop under the building. There is a small table in a secluded
corner for chatting. What I am about to discuss with Oye should not be a
national secret, but we chose to sit at the table with great privacy.
There were plenty of snacks in front of us, as well as a few glasses of drink.
But, no one touched the snacks, and no one started the conversation. We just
looked at each other. In the end, it was Oye who started.

"It hurts."

"I know that. Ye told me earlier."

"I'm just giving you a hint. The reason Ai'Yak is hurt is not because of
Taemrak, but because of someone closer than you think. Um, can Dee guess
who?"

"Cherry?"

"Damn it, Phi Dee. How could it be Cherry?"

"So who?" I raised my coffee cup to my lips, slightly rolling my tired eyes.
Why do I have to sit here and listen to who Yak likes or dislikes?

"Someone very close to him, someone very familiar."

"My friend, Kao?"

"Who is Kao?"

"Then it's not Kao." I frowned, wondering if Oye would continue playing the
puzzle much longer. "Tell me who it is. I can't guess."

"I'd rather tell Dee myself."

"Then why did you come all the way here?"

"Ri agrees with Phi Dee. Why doesn't Phi Ye just talk? Let them talk to each
other. I hope they will be able to understand each other." Cherry patted her
lover's arm, urging Oye to tell me who Yak likes.

I agree with Cherry, Yak's mother. Just tell me who it is.

"Um, Ai'Yak likes...he likes Dee. He likes Dee very, very much, in a way he's
never liked anyone else. When you tell him you hate him, he goes a little
crazy."

"Then what?" I asked coldly when Oye said that Yak liked someone named
Dee. But for a moment... "Do you like Dee?"

"Yeah, he likes Dee."

"Dee? Dee?!... Me?!" I stood in shock. Cherry quickly pulled my arm down.
He also put his finger on my lips to lower my voice. I just screamed, so
people started looking at us.

I shut my mouth, sat back properly, and looked at Oye and Cherry alternately.

"Yak likes me... Don't joke like that. I'm really surprised, I swear."

"I was right. He fell in love with you. He tried to change himself into a polite
and gentle man because he thought Dee liked that kind of thing. Then he told
us that he was heartbroken. Phi Dee didn't like him, you hated him so much -
very much. In this life or the next, we will never see each other again. We
reminded Dee that she really hates him, so we came to ask why you hate her
so much."

"No, I already said that I don't hate Yak at all. Not even a little bit." I held
back a shy smile until I had to pull the collar of my shirt into my mouth. I
crossed my legs in the chair I was sitting on. Is it true that he and I are on the
same page?

"Yak... can't take it anymore. Because he's in love with me?"

"Yes, that's right. We came to see you because we want you to stop hating
Yak. But it seems that's just a misunderstanding."

"Yes, Yak misunderstood. We just misunderstood." I helped Ye confirm. My

heart was beating so fast that Cherry had to put her hand on my chest and help
calm it down.

"We know Dee doesn't hate Yak. And Dee... likes him too right?"
I was shy and couldn't answer, but I knew Cherry and Ye might be able to
guess.

"Then go, Phi Dee. Go talk to him and explain everything. Yak will be happy
because Phi took care of him when he was injured. He lost by knockout, but
he won your heart. Phi Ye, I don't know why I'm embarrassed very."

I nodded in agreement with Cherry, trying to calm myself before speaking.

"This is a sign that I will get a husband, right? Thank you Cherry and Ye for
telling me how Yak feels. I appreciate it."

"Your words... are really cheesy."

**********************

I woke up in the evening after I was eliminated. It's because my body is weak
from not eating and not sleeping. I've been thinking a lot about Phi Dee for a
month, and I still can't stop thinking about her, especially now that I've just
been eliminated. It's not just my heart that hurts. Now my body hurts too.

My face is swollen and bruised. Luckily I didn't need stitches. My situation at

the moment seems quite bad. I also feel disgusted with myself when I look in
the mirror.

I woke up because I was thirsty. I thought Phi Ye and Cherry were outside the
house working, so I decided to go downstairs to get some water myself.

My ribs hurt a lot when I sit down. My stomach hurts too. The blows were
very strong. The guy who hit me was called Sasaki, not Phi Dee.

As soon as I woke up, I wandered downstairs. The whole house is dark.

Only the light from the training ground shone in, and it was bright enough for
me to find the light switch.

When I turn on the lights and the house starts to light up, Cherry is the first
person I see after I wake up. My mother who is Phi Ye's wife raised her head
and smiled cheerfully when she greeted me.
"Are you awake, son?"

"Uh...huh, yeah."

"We're having a barbecue for dinner at the back of the house. Today we have
guests too."

"Can Nong just eat porridge?"

"Does it hurt so much that you have to eat porridge?"

I nodded. The corner of my mouth is a bit sore from the wound. It's hard to
eat anything that requires me to open my mouth wide. This is the worst injury
I've had since I started boxing.

"It hurts, my son, but let's eat at the back of the house. There is an important
guest who wants to see you."

"Who?"

"Wait here. I'm going to tell him that Yak has woken up. Phi went up to check
on you an hour ago and saw that you were sleeping, so he didn't dare wake
you up."

"Phi? Who came up to check?"

Unfortunately, after speaking, Cherry left before I could ask about the doubt
again. He ran around the front yard and parked his car behind the house. I'm a
little confused because it's easier to go inside the house and walk through the
kitchen to the back yard than it is to walk through the front yard.

And because of my curiosity, I went to open the kitchen door that could lead
to the backyard. The sky was pitch black at the moment, but the lights in the
park were turned on until it was bright. I heard Phi Ye's voice, Cherry's
voice, and the laughter of someone I knew very well.

I have been haunted by this sound for months. Now I feel like I'm still
haunted. How can Phi Dee come to my house? The person who turned to
smile and walked straight towards me was just an illusion.
I ignored him, walking past Cherry to see what my brother was doing.

"Why doesn't Cherry walk in the house? It's easier, right?" I asked, but
Cherry looked at my face and smiled, looked at me and then back. Phi Ye,
who was preparing the barbecue, kept frowning at me.

"Why? Why are you making such a face?"

I looked back, looked past Phi Dee's illusion, and then returned to Phi Ye and
Cherry as usual.

"You don't want to say hi?"

"Hi to who?"

"Dee. I'm going to pick him up for dinner tonight."

Suddenly, Phi Ye looked at me. The name he said made me raise an eyebrow.
I understood something and quickly turned my head to look again at the road I
was on. I thought it was an illusion, so I blinked my eyes quickly and rubbed
them again to make sure.

"Is that real?" I mumbled as the thin figure swung his leg towards me. Phi
Dee's face was gloomy. He looked at me with sad eyes.

"You....ignore me like this, are you angry Phi?"

Dup Dup! Dup Dup! Dup Dup!

My heart was beating very fast. Phi Dee, the real one, is here. He walked
straight towards me, and I felt like I was being pinned so I couldn't move.

I can't breathe, my chest is tight, I don't know why.

"How did Phi come here?"

"Ye and Ri went to the hospital, they said you were badly injured, so Phi
came looking for you. Phi has something to talk to you about to understand."
I turned to see the culprit. Phi Ye held Cherry's arm tightly, ready to go
somewhere else.

"I'll be back with Ri in a moment. You talk to your Phi Dee first."

"No, Ye, stay here. I don't want Phi Dee to see my situation now." I was
about to cry, but they both seemed to ignore my words. Ye took Ri back into
the house, leaving me to face Phi Dee alone.

I bowed my head, not wanting him to see my bruised state.

"Yeah..."

"Phi Dee okay?" It's a stupid question, but I really don't know what to talk to
him about.

"Not really."

"Oh, I...can't call Phi."

"Um, Phi blocks you. It's weird that you can call Phi. And why don't you fight
that match?"

"..." Can I answer that I see Phi Dee's face as my opponent? So my brain tells
me to shut up and let Phi Dee beat me, just in case...we'll hate each other
less.

"Because of Phi, you're not okay?"

"Not." I denied, still looking at the ground. I saw the tip of his shoe
approaching, and then suddenly, it started to rain.

We both started to get wet. The sound of rain made us have to raise our
voices to talk to each other.

"But Ye and Ri said it was because of Phi."

"That's my fault."
"What's wrong with you?"

I was wrong because I liked him, but I didn't answer. Phi Dee walked over.
He stopped in front of me, looking down at each other. I quickly turned my
face away.

"You like Phi?"

"..."

"If Phi goes to cheer for you for the next game, will you win?"

"Why does Phi want to go and cheer for me... doesn't Phi Dee hate me?"

"I don't hate you at all. I said that because I misunderstood and was angry."

I looked up involuntarily and met his playful eyes. I felt more relieved when
Phi Dee smiled at me. It was like a stream of water poured into my dry heart,
and the petals of a flower bloomed... I compared it too far.

"Since you won't say anything, Phi will say it first. So we can finally
understand each other."

"..."

"Phi likes you too, Yak. I'm sorry for being rude to you. Phi just feels bad
because I reminded you that you like Taemrak so you refused to have
anything to do with Phi. That day, I was jealous of you. I want to have you,
body and your heart."

"..." Phi Dee... likes me.

"But Phi is not wrong about that misunderstanding. Because when I want to
kiss you on the couch at home, you said yourself that you won't do anything
with someone you don't like."

"Kitchen, it's not that I don't like you. I just want to respect Phi. I want to be
polite. I want Phi to be happy..."
"So, in conclusion, you like Phi?"

I nodded, a little hesitant as I pulled Phi Dee into a hug. Phi Dee hugged me
back, and I realized that our hearts were beating in harmony.

"Nong likes Phi Dee very, very much."

"Phi likes you too, Yak. Our hearts beat at the same time. But now, Phi thinks
we should tell Ye to stop spraying." Phi Dee pushed me away as she raised
her hand to wipe her face and eyes. The rain has stopped, or rather, it never
rained in the first place.

Because I saw Phi Ye and Cherry sticking their heads out of the second floor
balcony of the house holding the water hose. The water is still flowing, but it
is not as spread out as before. It's just a stream that comes down from above.

"You're playing a stupid game," I said. The two of us and Ye hid our
embarrassment, but the person above shouted.

"Phi Dee told me to do it."

"Really, Phi Dee?"

"Um...to create an atmosphere, you know?"

I was stunned for about thirty seconds. When I realized that the person in
front of me was Wandee, I laughed. He likes to do crazy things all the time.
But isn't that why I like it so much?

"Do you want to change clothes?"

"Can I borrow your shirt?"

"Why not?"

"In case you don't want to lend it to Phi."

"Phi Dee..." I called her. Phi Dee who was about to step into the house turned
around. He widened his eyes. "I like Phi."
"I know."

"We...we want to try dating?"

He smiled so wide that my heart skipped a beat.

Feeling confused and pent up for a month was released and relieved. It felt
strange that the person who confused me was the same person who relieved
the confusion.

"Yes, but don't leave Phi, okay? Phi is old now. I can't find a handsome man
like you anymore."

"Phi Dee, you're the one who can't leave Nong." I walked and ran towards
him, forgetting the physical pain for a moment.

"But please, you don't have to be polite to Phi."

"Huh?"

"Phi likes when you are yourself."

"Crap."

"The clothes you ordered from Kao have been delivered a long time ago."

"..."

"Phi has tried, but it feels strange to use one person. I want someone to help
me see if it looks good."

I scratched my neck, my whole body felt hot.

"Nong will go please look."

"How about we do it for a while before going down to eat?"

"Nong's ribs still hurt."

"Ohhh."

"But it's okay to stand up."

"It doesn't mean anything..."

"Yes!"

I pushed Phi Dee's back to walk up the stairs. His cheerful laugh echoed in
my head. And as soon as I closed the bedroom door, Phi Dee took off her
clothes. He is completely naked and white. And that made me gasp.

Suddenly, he knelt down and looked at me with open eyes, just like he did in
the condo kitchen before we had a disagreement.

"Let's continue the day."

"Phi Dee...ugh"

I leaned against the door, startled by the sudden attack. I stumbled backwards
as Phi Dee pulled the waistband of my pants down. His tongue licked the tip
that pointed right at her face. He licked it slowly, enjoying the taste, while
looking at me.

I'm breathing irregularly. The trunk is hard and suddenly painful. I took off
the T-shirt I was wearing. I lifted his head to let him suffer. His warm, soft
mouth swallowed the tip. Throbbing invaded every fiber of my body.

The more I let out strange and delicious moans, the more excited he got. He
intensified his actions, not allowing me to struggle or resist even a little.
Until I started not being able to hold it.

"Phi Dee, you don't need to be polite right?"

"Yeah, I don't mind."

If I interpreted it correctly, he told me that it was okay.

"Really?"
"That is correct."

Yes, if that's the case, let's go. As soon as he gave me permission, I

immediately threw away the respect I had for him. I pushed my bottom into
Phi Dee's mouth rhythmically. I pressed Phi Dee's head as my hot rod
penetrated deep into her throat. He choked and his face turned red. His eyes
were empty and his tears welled up. He reached out and grabbed my thigh,
gripping his nails so hard it hurt.

I must have lost my mind. I didn't even think about serving Phi Dee well even
though she made a choking sound. The harder I slammed, the more delicious
it was in that soft mouth.

Smelly liquid comes out. He swallowed some of it, and some of it smeared
on his face.

I pulled away, seeing him on his knees and coughing continuously. A sudden
sense of guilt crept in.

"Phi..." I apologized.

I wanted to apologize for not being able to control myself, but then Phi Dee
looked at me with sparkling eyes, even though her eyes were watery from
choking.

"That's great, Yak."

"..."

"Phi likes this kind of thing the most, the rude kind and Phi is treated rudely."

I was silent, swallowing the lump in my throat. I wasn't sure if I should ask
him, but in the end, I thought I should. I'm afraid he misunderstood again.

"Then why do you like someone named Tea? You like rude things, so how do
you like someone like that?"

He laughed, got up, and put his arm around my neck.

"Because I haven't seen you yet."

"What does this have to do with it?"

"Yak not only opened Phi's lineage, you also opened Phi's world."

"..."

"Phi is in love with you, baby. Today, I really want to be fucked hard by
you."

Adrenaline rushed through me as Phi Dee's words made me forget the pain
for a moment. I was able to carry Phi Dee with one arm even though my ribs
hurt so bad I could barely walk. I kissed her hungrily, then pushed her back
against the window. I'm sure it's opaque from the outside because I've looked
up from the practice area many times. But I teased Phi Dee by saying,

"If people from below look up, they will see that Phi is being fuxked by me."

"Yeah."

"Phi knows, I'm not a good boy.." I said while biting Phi Dee's ear. He was
shocked and his little hand tried to push my shoulder, but I didn't want to let
go again.

I kissed Phi Dee all over her body, smelling her until rejection turned to
agreement. My long fingers pressed and massaged it to widen the passage.
When he was ready for sex, the inserted fingers were replaced.

I took the hot rod to the soft path, whispering a sentence that made Phi Dee
listen.

"I'm going to fuxk you now."

"Phi Yak..."

He called me 'Phi' in a sobbing voice, and I thought it was very tempting

when he called me 'Phi'. I wanted to be gentle at first, but then started to
become violent. He gripped me tighter than before.
"Phi excited?"

"Uh...huh..."

"Hug me tight."

"Are you all the way in?"

"Yes, it's all the way in."

"Okay, do what you want."

He told me, his legs around my waist, his hands around my neck. I started
moving. Phi Dee's heavy breathing turned into a moan.

I moved just a few times and she climaxed. Then he kept asking me to
continue.

Maybe because we've been apart for so long, we just throw ourselves at each
other. I want him, he wants me. The body communicates a hundred times
better than words.

"If we don't go down to eat, Ye will kill us?" Phi Dee asked after the storm of
emotions subsided as I still hugged her, before she started frowning at the
pain in her body.

"Ye won't kill us."

"Then let's continue."

"Not sick."

"..."

"..."

I'm silent. Phi Dee was also silent. I slowly lowered him so he could stand
on his own. Then he held my stomach and said.
"I'm sorry, Yak. Phi forgot you were hurt."
Chapter 12

Me and Yak, my boyfriend, I repeat, 'my boyfriend', went down to eat

together in the backyard of Phadet Suk's house. Cherry narrowed her eyes at
us suspiciously, and she wiggled her nose again.

"Why is Nong walking like that?" Oye asked his sister. I don't even know
how we did it, but Yok was hurt worse. He walked holding his stomach
behind me after we showered, changed into new clothes, and because we
were afraid of catching a cold, Yak and I decided to dry our hair before
going down to eat.

The evening air in winter is cool and pleasant. The wind blew me the smell
of barbecue skewered on the grill, making me feel that my digestive juices
were working. I started to feel a little hungry.

"Maybe I exerted too much energy," Yak reasoned as he pulled his chair to sit
down. He has medicine to take before meals. The big guy took care of
himself and then looked at me as I walked over to the grill. Oye turned
around, gave the cooked one to me before asking Yak again.

"Do you still want porridge? Or did your wife feed you? You already ate."

"What are you talking about?" I protested, but I couldn't help but blush.

Yak shook his head that he didn't want porridge anymore. He took some
snacks on the table to eat. It looks a little difficult because he has a cut in the
corner of his mouth.

As for me, my mouth and jaw hurt because... I ate too much Yak.

"Why does Phi Oye make so many barbecues?"

"I'm celebrating that my sister has a real wife."

"I don't see anything worth celebrating," muttered the big man sullenly. His
ears turned bright red.

I put the barbecue plate in the middle of the table and sat next to Yak. At the
same time, the speaker is removed from the house. He opens with a love song
to set the mood. The awkward silence was broken.

Yak put his hand on my shoulder to show his ownership. I left him there, then
fed him meat until it was small pieces.

I saw Oye's eyes looking at me with irritation, but no one said anything to
directly tease. Oye grills all the meat on a skewer. The big man walked over
holding a large plate of barbecue and placed it in the middle of the table.

He opened a beer... before stopping because Yak asked.

"How many matches has Nong been eliminated?"

I didn't understand Yak's question, but I could only listen calmly as the two
Phadet Suk siblings talked.

"Eat first before talking about stressful things."

"Tell me, Ye, how many matches did I lose?"

"Two."

"Not very much," Yak nodded vaguely. Then he looked at Oye directly while
bowing his head like a guilty person. "I'm sorry."

"Why do you want to apologize to me? Forget it. It's over. If you still want to
fight, try harder than now."

"Yes, I know."

"Eat. Don't think too much. I don't think too much about that either."

Yak took the barbecue from Oye's hand and put it on his own plate. I put my
chin on the man's shoulder when I saw that he was quiet in a strange way.
"Is there anything wrong?"

"Nong was eliminated from two competition events because I lost to Sasaki."

"Ha!" I screamed in surprise as I lifted my chin from Yak's shoulder. Does

my surprised face look funny? I think so, because the two Phadet Suk
brothers laughed.

Cherry just smiled and rubbed her head against Oye's chest.

"Phi Dee, don't worry too much. It's a normal thing in the world of boxing.
Fortunately, the older people came to ask Phi Ye before about Yak.
Otherwise, he would have been punished even more. I praise him for
creating a story that good."

* Not sure if the older person means your father or people related to
boxing

"What did Phi Ye say about Nong?"

"I just said you had a stomach ache when you entered the ring, so you can't
throw punches. He just warned me that you shouldn't have another incident
like this in the next match. That's it." said Oye casually, and I felt relieved
too.

"I want to ask the same thing. Why didn't you throw a single punch?"

As soon as I asked, Oye and Cherry quickly nodded in agreement. Yak can't
escape from answering that question. The tall man with a red but still
handsome face looked here and there and finally opened his mouth to answer.

"Because... Nong sees Sasaki as Phi Dee."

The whole table fell silent. I laughed awkwardly, startled to realize how
much influence I had on his heart.

"I walked past Phi Dee this afternoon because I was reminded that Phi Dee is
an illusion."
"You're in bad shape, Ai'Yak. Please take care of yourself."

I want to praise Oye for saying the same thing in my mind. But Yak doesn't
seem to be afraid of being scolded. He just shook his head, reached for a
bottle of soda, poured it into a glass, and drank it without another word. It
was Cherry who started talking about something else.

The atmosphere at the dining table became more lively after that. But before
the party ends, Phadet Suk's backyard is broken into.

Oye narrowed his eyes at the intruders in the night. The cover of the hoodie
was removed as the owner of the boxing gym stood up. The intruder's gaze
did not look at Oye, but looked at Yak with determination.

I know him. He is Yak's latest opponent, Sasaki.

"Sasaki?" Oye called. The other guy nodded in confirmation, then started
speaking fast Japanese to us and everyone looked at him with confused
expressions.

The more he talked, the angrier he got, and he never took his eyes off Yoyak.

Yak stood up and walked towards Sasaki, who was almost the same height.

I warned him he would punch, but he didn't. Yak just handed his phone to
Sasaki who had opened Google Translate. Sasaki frowned, but he started
typing. When Yak took the phone back, he let out an "Oh!" and continued his
role as a translator.

"Yes, Khun Sasaki wants to fight with Nong. He said he's not okay if he wins
like this, it's not honorable."

This time, Oye stood up and joined the conversation. He held Yoyak's head
and made him bow down with him.

That might be an apology to Khun Sasaki. Then they use Google Translate to
communicate. They understand each other sometimes, but not always. In the
end, Oye agreed to arrange a rematch at the gym, but only after Yoyak's
wounds healed. Maybe next week.
Khun Sasaki looked satisfied. I saw him smile then pat Yoyak on the shoulder
before leaving. A peaceful atmosphere returned to the Phadet Suk Boxing
Gym once again.

After not being scolded, Yoyak was elbowed by Oye once. Yoyak managed
to stop him, but he looked surprised.

"It's all chaos."

"Nong already told you that Nong is sorry."

"Can I be more clear with you?"

"Don't get mad at me in front of Phi Dee," Yak muttered. I think that's cute.
Actually, I think he is not afraid of Oye at all.

"Why? Why are you angry in front of Dee, that's the problem? Ouch... You
punched me?"

I told you that Yak is not afraid of Oye. He punched his brother in the
stomach once. And the strange thing is, the brother did not punch again. He
just stood there screaming.

"Enough, Ye. Don't be so angry Nong. I'm embarrassed in front of Phi Dee."

"That's right. You have to wash the dishes with Wandee."

"Huh..."

"Go with Wandee. The loser and the one who caused the defeat must be
punished. Go take responsibility."

I opened my mouth in surprise when I heard I had to wash the dishes. Yak's
face is not much different from mine. The happiest Cherry clapped her hands
and cheered.

When Yak walked towards me, I spoke loudly so Oye and he could hear.

"Let's go to my room, Yak... I don't have to wash the dishes in my room!"

In the end, Yak and I ended up washing the dishes because Oye won the rock-
paper-scissors game against both of us. But washing the dishes with Yak is
not so bad because he does the washing. I just have to wipe the dishes and
put them away.

At almost 1 am, Yak and I were standing in the kitchen, arranging the dishes.
Yak stood with his arms crossed, watching me intently. There was only one
dish towel, so all the work fell on me.

He looked at me with a murderous look in his eyes, but I think I could guess
what the big man was thinking.

"You look at the floor or Phi, Yak....You look at my back. You want to hit
Phi's back, right?"

"Not."

"Don't deny it. Phi can see through you." I wiggled my back to him, teasing
him. At last, Yak turned his head. I stopped teasing him when I saw his ears
turn red. I giggled with joy.

I secretly looked at the handsomeness of my young lover. I looked at his

beaten face and asked,

"Your face hurts so much?"

"If you don't get punched, it doesn't hurt. It just hurts a little."

"Looking at your bruised face makes me think of the first day we met. Do you
know what Phi thinks when I approach you?"

"What are you thinking?"

"Phi thinks Phi wants a thug husband."

"Phi reminds me of a thug, right?"

"At first yes, but... you're not evil, you're actually a good boy." I paused and
repeated to make him feel more confident. "Phi likes you because of who you
really are, Yak. You're very charming. You don't need to change yourself to
be like other people. Now that we're dating, just talk to me."

He just nodded in response, like a typical person who doesn't talk much. I
smiled at the corner of my mouth, stopped watching Yak, and turned to the
kitchen counter. I'm still wiping the dishes non-stop. Only a few more before
I can sleep.

But Yak stopped standing with his arms crossed and walked towards me. He
put his hand on the counter, trapping me so I couldn't escape.

It's just like in the most romantic movie I've ever seen... the hero stands
behind the heroine like this.

"Nong started to feel sleepy."

"I'll do it quickly. I'll be ready in a moment."

"I want Phi Dee to wear a ring."

"..."

"Let's go buy a ring. So everyone knows Phi has a boyfriend."

"You really are a jealous boyfriend, aren't you?" I put down the plate and
gently tapped his forehead with my fist. "When do you have to fight? Tell Phi.
Phi will come cheer for you."

"Okay, I'll send you the schedule. If you're busy, just send me your support. I
understand you have a lot of work."

I nodded in agreement, quickly wiping the dishes clean. Then, we both

showered and slept.

The narrow bed is not a hindrance. Tonight, Yak and I slept in each other's
arms in a changed state. We are willing to use that narrow space together.

I don't know if I'm just imagining things, but I think Yak's body is warmer than
usual. His voice telling me to have sweet dreams was more pleasant than
before. Or is it because of love?

That is correct. Love is beautiful like this.

"You hugged me so tight, Phi. Are you having a nightmare?"

"Not at all. I had a wonderful dream."

******************

I came to pick up Phi Dee at the hospital. It's almost Christmas and New
Year, so the hospital doesn't miss out on decorating. There was a Christmas
tree with lights near the sofa I was sitting on, and it looked quite refreshing.

The wounds on my face have healed. Many people I know come up to me and
say, "I haven't seen you in a while. How are you? How's your boxing?"

I think Phi Dee must tell them about me. He's a show-off, but that's okay.

After answering everyone's questions, I sat down to play games on my phone.

Suddenly, something caught my attention. I looked up and saw that it was Phi
Tea.

He sat on the sofa near me. As for me, I raised an eyebrow, wondering what
he was thinking. I was a bit nervous because he used to like Phi Dee. We
stared at each other, and he seemed so afraid of me that he didn't dare to
make direct eye contact.

"Your name is Yak, right?"

"Yeah, what's up?"

"My name is Phi Tea."

"I know."

"Just Dee... Wandee..."

To be honest, I was annoying with the way he stammered, but even so, I kept
my manners by waiting to listen.

"You're not really in love with Nong Dee, are you?"

Choose, choose, choose!

"Dee hired you and asked you to pretend to be her boyfriend, right? How can
she find a new boyfriend so soon? She just confessed her love to Phi a few
days ago. How can she have a new boyfriend? She a well-behaved person."

"..."

"How much does Dee pay you? Phi will give you more. Break up with him."

"Why do I have to do what you say?" I asked him, pounding my fists as a

warm-up and ready to throw a punch. Lately, Ye has been making me work
out hard in preparation for my match with Sasaki on Sunday. That way, I can
keep my honor and dignity.

"Listen, Phi has realized very late that Phi likes Dee. Phi will chase Dee,
understand?"

"And I'm supposed to back down for a fool who's just starting to think about
making love to my lover?" I stood up because I saw Phi Dee walking. I don't
want to waste my time talking to someone who doesn't know what he's
talking about.

Let him speak to himself. I don't need to say anything because I know
everything.

Phi Dee is my boyfriend even though he used to like people in front of me.
Because I was standing, I felt Tea curled up both her legs and body on the
sofa. I took the coat I took off and put it on while shaking my head at Phi
Tea's behavior.

He came to find a chapter with me alone, so what is he afraid of? I will not
hit him.
"What happened, Yak? And...what did Phi Tea say to Dee's boyfriend?" Phi
Dee said the word 'boyfriend' loud and clear. He never misses an opportunity
to show everyone that I am his boyfriend.

With Phi Tea, it's the same.

"Phi has booked a restaurant, you must like it, Yak... So, what did Phi Tea
come to talk to my boyfriend about?"

Phi Tea relaxed again from the curled up position and smiled sweetly at Phi
Dee once.

"Just came to chat."

"Phi Tea came to hire Nong to break up with Phi Dee."

Let's see who Phi Dee will listen to more. When Phi Dee heard this, she
stepped forward and turned to face Phi Tea with a serious expression.

"What's wrong with Phi? He loves Dee, why do we have to break up?"

"Dee is just acting together, you can't cheat Phi."

"That's right! I'm not acting." said Phi Dee in a loud voice, while I stood
behind her to observe the situation.

Go ahead, tell him who he really is.

"Phi doesn't believe you," Phi Tea protested in a loud voice. Then he
continued, "Phi is sure that Dee still likes Phi. We've known each other for
ten years, and Dee has liked Phi for seven or eight years. You can't stop
loving me that easily. Now Phi likes Dee too. Let's make love."

"You're too confident." Phi Dee said through gritted teeth. Phi Tea got up
from the couch, talking loudly about how much Dee liked her before.

It was so annoying, he even put his hand on Phi Dee's arm.

I wrapped my arms around Dee's waist and pulled her behind me. I was
really starting to get angry, so I brushed the man's hand away who didn't
know what he was talking about and pushed him away.

"You thug!"

"I can beat Phi with one punch. Want to try?"

I threatened her, stepping towards her but still holding Phi Dee's hand. It
almost became a bloody scene if Phi Dee hadn't whispered in my ear.

"Phi feels very beautiful like the main actress, Yak."

She giggled, so I let go of Phi Dee's hand and pulled Phi Dee out of there
together. It is a public place, and also Phi Dee's workplace. If we fight there,
the one who will look bad is Phi Dee. There weren't many people who saw
the incident, and they also shouted bad words, as if Tea was trying to steal
someone else's lover.

"Yeah... are you stressed? You're frowning. Phi can guarantee that Phi doesn't
like Phi Tea anymore. Phi just likes you."

"No, Nong is not worried about that."

"If that's the case, what are you thinking?"

"I'm ashamed of myself. I used to want to be like him."

"Phi told you that you are perfect the way you are."

"And I also wonder... why Phi can like someone like him."

"..."

Phi Dee didn't answer, so I continued.

"Little Phi Dee eyes."

"Yay!" He pinched my waist, and I immediately bent over and screamed.

"You hurt your husband!"

"Yoyak!"

"And you raised your voice at your husband."

"..."

"..." Phi Dee and I were silent. We looked at each other as we walked
towards the car. Then, Phi Dee was the first to laugh.

"You're so funny. Come here and give me a kiss on the cheek. I miss you so
much."

I started to smile and then opened my face for Phi Dee to kiss me to my
satisfaction. He kissed my left cheek, right cheek, forehead, even my nose.
Right after I stood up straight, I saw from the corner of my eye that Phi Tea
was following us.

I smiled at her with the corner of my mouth, using one hand to lock Phi Dee's
neck, and pulled her in for an intimate kiss that left Phi Dee barely able to
stand.

He really likes it when I'm rough with him.

When I pulled away, Phi Dee's cheeks were red and she pretended to punch
me in the chest to express her embarrassment.

"You are very enthusiastic today."

I didn't answer. I stopped looking at Phi Tea and intertwined my fingers with
Phi Dee's, walking hand in hand.

I am very happy when I am with Phi Dee.

Phi Dee insisted on buying me dinner, but I wasn't sure what for. When I
asked him, he just said he wanted to buy me. So I let him buy me a lot of
food.
We finished dinner at almost 10pm, and then we went back to his condo
together.

"A room without a Phi Yak is very messy."

"Don't try to show off your power by calling yourself a Phi Yak."

"So, where are the Phi Yak things? Did Nong Dee throw them away?"

"You just want to make Phi angry. I don't know what Phi Yak Nong Dee is."
He shouted in denial as he kicked the pillow towards the couch again. It's far
from the sofa, so he must throw it when he watches the series and gets too
excited.

"So where are Nong's things?"

"In the store room. I'll go get it for you."

"Where are you going, Phi? You have luggage."

"Peru."

"Huh? When?"

"A few weeks ago, I was heartbroken and Kao told me to travel."

"How long?"

"Two weeks."

"Cruel. You didn't come to see me even when I was isolated."

"Even if you're here, I still won't go."

"Phi Dee is so mean." I said that as a goodbye, then I went to the room to tidy
up first. He put my things in a black bag, stuffed everything in a brutal way.

I took a deep breath on purpose so he could hear it, then I sat down and
started sorting things out. Some of them were broken and had to be thrown
away. Phi Dee walked over to me with a shy look on her face, sat down, and
rubbed her cheek against my back.

"Phi is sorry."

"For what?"

"I didn't put your things in properly."

"It's okay. Let Nong buy a new one. After all, even Phi doesn't know if I'll use
it again."

"You look like you're angry Phi."

"Why do you think that?" I stopped what I was doing and turned to Phi Dee,
then I picked her up and sat on my lap. I could smell Phi Dee, her light
perfume, and the smell of fabric perfume clinging to her clothes. It was so
fragrant that I had to lean in close to smell it.

I took a deep breath, rocking her gently with love.

"Nong Dee," he looked like a child as he sat on my lap, so I couldn't help but
call him Nong.

"Phi Yak," Phi Dee called.

I let out a small laugh, then reached into my pocket.

"I have something for you too."

"Huh? What? There's a surprise? Do you have to close your eyes?"

"Whatever you want. It's up to Phi." The item in my pocket is a ring box. Phi
Dee didn't close her eyes. When I took it out, he stared at it without blinking.
He stared until I opened the box. The ring box was opened wide. Inside the
box were two plain white gold rings.

"Yesterday, you said you wanted Phi to buy it together. How can you surprise
me?"
"I remember Phi might prefer a surprise. Phi likes it?"

"Yes. You can put it on Phi, then Phi will put it on you."

I took Phi Dee's hand and held it at eye level. I took out a ring and put it on
her left ring finger.

"I secretly measured Phi's finger while Phi was sleeping. Did it fit?"

"Yes, perfect." Phi Dee took the other ring and put it on me too, on the same
left ring finger.

"Don't go loving someone else, okay."

"The same. It's strange, isn't it? The ring is on my finger, but I don't know why
I feel it in my heart."

"What do you think?" I leaned close to Phi Dee, no longer focusing on the
items that needed to be rearranged. I was so close that my breath floated on
her fragrant cheeks. My nose nuzzled her soft cheek a few times, very gently.

"I must feel good. What else can I feel?"

"Can I kiss you?"

"Do you need to ask for permission?"

"After all, I will kiss you even if you don't let me."

I smiled at Phi Dee. My hand reached his hair and gripped it gently, forcing
him to turn his face straight to me and sit still. My lips pressed against his.
Phi Dee's mouth was soft and warm, inviting me to switch from gentle kisses
to bites.

I kissed him for a long time, so long that his hand with the ring was pressed
to the floor by me. Our fingers were intertwined and held tightly all night.
Chapter 13

Early in the morning I was sitting at the dining table. A tall man named Yak,
wearing his college clothes, was walking back and forth between the kitchen
and the table where we were eating. Yak had a piece of toast in his mouth
and held two steaming cups of coffee in his hands. He placed one cup in front
of me and another on the table opposite him. I noticed the house was much
cleaner than usual after Yak cleaned it.

I woke up early in the morning to make breakfast and clean up the mess I had
made. We look like newlyweds.

"You woke up early," I greeted him, still a bit sleepy after showering. I didn't
take anything to eat because my hands were still busy applying skin care
products to my skin.

I didn't behave politely that morning. He spoke to me in his usual gruff voice,
frowning at me and glaring at me as he sat on the chair. He took a piece of
toast out of his mouth and his bright eyes stared at me intently.

"At what age do people start twitching, Phi Dee?"

"That question hurts me"

"I don't speak politely anymore."

"You asked because you noticed that Phi had wrinkles, right?" I started
raising my voice, got up from my chair, and grabbed a piece of toast from his
hand. Then I went into the bathroom to look in the mirror at the wrinkles on
my face. "I don't have any wrinkles."

When I walked out of the bathroom, I brought my face closer so Yak could
clearly see that I didn't have any wrinkles. The big man just let out a small
laugh from his throat, grabbed my waist, and pulled me to sit on his left thigh.
Yak pulled me close to his chest and buried his nose in my neck. He licked
my neck until it was wet. I could smell the coffee on his breath.

"Let me repeat the question. I'm just asking when people start twitching, not
that Phi Dee has twitches."

"I don't know, it depends on the person," I answered in a rough voice because
I was still a little angry, but I let him continue to sniff me. One of his hands
started playing around, wandering here and there until I felt a tingling
sensation.

"Phi Dee..." He even whispered in my ear in a hoarse voice. To be honest, I

can't taste toast anymore.

"What?"

"Why do you smell so good?"

"What are you talking about? I use the same soap scent as you."

"I feel like hitting you on the table now."

"Crazy...you're such a pervert."

"Hehe." she snickered. The laugh clearly showed his cunning. I turned my
head to look at him with raised eyebrows suspiciously, narrowing my eyes
slightly when I saw the corners of his mouth curl up.

"What are you smiling about?"

"In the middle of the dining table in the kitchen, wearing a cheongsam, tied
with a rope, beaten with a belt, his posture.. like doggy style. How can Phi
write dirty stories on paper and throw them in the room?"

"Huh?" I screamed in surprise. Then the man took out a crumpled piece of
paper from his pocket. I recognized my own handwriting on the paper. I
wrote it when I was free. Detailing the dream place of sex with Yoyak.
My face is red hot. I reached out and grabbed the paper, tearing it to shreds
even though I knew it was useless because Yak had seen it all.

Why... Why do I write dirty stories like this?

"Phi, you pervert."

"Phi I think Phi better go to work," I said jumping off Yak's lap. But it seems
he won't let me go. His strong arms wrapped around my waist, pulling me
back to my seat.

"Are you in a hurry?"

"Yes."

"I think we have to put our dreams on the table."

"I'm so embarrassed!" I spun around and hit him, causing a loud noise in the
room. But the big man just smiled mischievously back at me.

"We are married, why is Phi ashamed of me?"

"You idiot, let me go! Phi has to go get my bag."

"I sent you."

"Of course. Phi's car is still at the hospital."

"Crap Phi Dee."

"Crap."

After we got serious, Yak looked more affectionate than before. And that
drives me crazy. All he did was hug me and kiss my cheek lightly, and I
wanted to do nothing but lie in his arms all day.

This condition is called love-sickness. Ugh, I bow to this boy.

"Can I kiss you before you go to work?"

I didn't say yes or no. I just used my hand to bring Yak's handsome face
closer to mine. I pressed my lips to his soft and fluffy lips. A gentle morning
kiss to please the handsome man.

Yak seemed happy, and finally he let go of me. I got off his lap and walked
away to get my bag, my face red with embarrassment.

"Sleep at my place tonight. Phi Dee is off tomorrow, and Nong has a match
with Khun Sasaki. I want you to come cheer for me."

"Yes, Phi has packed her bag." I replied in a hoarse voice. "Phi will support
you with all his heart. If you win, Phi will give you a gift."

"Phi Dee gifts are always very, very strange. Sometimes I'm embarrassed."

I kicked him lightly in the calf after he said that to me. Then I let him go get
the motorcycle keys and helmet. The big man led me to the door.

I winked at Yak, teasing him with the words he used with me earlier.

"We're married. Why are you still shy with Phi?"

"Let's get out of the room quickly, Dr. Wandee, before Phi can't go to work
because I'm horny and want to confirm our marriage with Phi."

"Phi was just kidding. I'm tired. You did so much last night that Phi is tired."

"I'm joking too."

Yak opened the door wide and motioned for me to go out first so he could
close it.

Sunlight from the glass windows reflected into the hallway. Although the air
conditioner in the building was on to keep it cool, I felt the air in the morning
was very nice.

The sun was shining brightly, with few clouds and a light breeze.

"Every time I'm with you, Phi feels like every day is a good day,"
Yak didn't say anything. He just quickened his pace and pulled my hand. Yak
hands are very warm.

"I want to be with you every day, baby." I smiled at him. He kissed my
forehead before the elevator arrived.

**********

I always wonder what boxers do before a fight. They apply boxing oil, warm
up, and run until they sweat profusely. But it seems that the preparation to
fight in the boxer's ring of honor at Phadet Suk Gym is a bit strange. Or
maybe because it was an internal competition, so Oye was not serious or
strict with Yak.

At 11:00 a.m. on a Sunday like this, the owner of the boxing gym, Oye, told
his younger brother to pick long beans in the backyard. He wants to stir-fry
chili paste with beans.

I followed Yak out. The scorching morning sun was blocked by a large straw
hat. Yak put a hat on my head and took me to the bean field.

He was wearing only a black sleeveless shirt, revealing his muscles and
obvious tattoos that made my heart skip a beat. I rubbed my eyes because
they burned from the sun. I looked at the white skin of the Yak that was
bathed in sunlight. I also have a wooden basket in my hand. The yak sneaked
into the bean field and picked long beans and put them in the basket I was
holding. When he had chosen a certain amount, he tapped my arm to indicate
that it was enough.

"Who grows these vegetables?"

"Yeah."

"Your brother doesn't seem to be the kind of person who has enough patience
to plant trees."

Yak didn't say anything. He just put his hand on the hat I was wearing and
took it off when we got back into the house.
Actually Yak has to teach but because he has to fight Khun Sasaki, Oye
allows Yak to rest. The owner of the boxing gym came down to teach him
himself. I secretly noticed that many boxers in the gym were moaning.

I could only hear Oye screaming non-stop, as well as the sound of boxing
equipment hitting the bodies of his students.

"Yes very fierce."

"Only when he's teaching. He's usually good."

"Have you ever had a fight?"

"Of course," Yak nodded as he walked to wash the basket of long beans. I
like it when he focuses on something. Even though he was just washing long
beans, I couldn't help but look at him.

"Who apologizes first when fighting?"

"Yeah."

"And if Phi fights with you, will you make up with Phi first?"

"..." Yak was silent. He turned off the water tap and looked at my face. "Are
we going to fight?"

"Just an assumption."

"Maybe Nong will make up with you first."

I smiled wider when I was satisfied with his answer. I walked over to hug
Yak from behind, hugging like we used to do. If it wasn't for Oye's voice
from behind, we would have kissed.

"Stick as if possessed by a ghost." And then I saw him speak. I want to ask if
he has ever seen a kitchen knife and wanted to get cut.

But thinking that the other party was the owner of the boxing gym, I thought
I'd better keep quiet.
"Oye, are you resting?" I asked Oye while releasing my hand from hugging
Yak. Oye raised one eyebrow at me, then looked around for something.
Someone? An animal? An object?

"Have you seen Ri?"

Oh, he's looking for someone.

"No," Yak and I shook our heads at the same time. Oye just nodded and
instead turned to look at Yak.

"Hurry up and get ready."

"Okay, I don't know."

"I'll go find Ri first," he said to his sister and immediately walked away in
another direction.

I followed behind Oye and whispered to Yoyak.

"They are also attached to each other like they are possessed by ghosts. They
are no different either."

"Phi Dee will get used to it eventually. And...where does Phi want to go
shopping this afternoon?" His voice was firm, and even from Mars, I could
tell that he was secretly a little disappointed in me.

I pretended not to care about his annoyed tone.

"I want to buy some things at the nearby mall. Phi will be back soon. I will
be back in time to see you fight."

"Okay." He was silent for a moment, then he let out a deep breath. "Who do
you want to buy things with?...Does it seem too busy for Nong to ask?" His
voice began to grow annoyed, as if he was frustrated with himself as to
whether or not he should be jealous.

Then Yak sighed deeply. I calmed him down with my calm words.
"Phi is going alone. I have ordered things at the mall and we agreed to meet
at 1:00 in the afternoon."

"Come back quickly."

"Are you worried or jealous?"

Yak complaining again, this time longer than before. His voice was firm
when he answered.

"I'm worried and jealous. Don't be angry."

"Who's going to be mad? You're cute. I love you so much." I gave him a kiss.
Then Yak grabbed my waist and pulled me close. We were about to kiss, but
then a loud, panting voice interrupted us.

"Phi Dee, Yak, did you see Phi Ye?"

-____-! >> my face.

"Yes, it was here earlier." >> Yes.

"Keep hugging. Take your time. Sorry to bother you."

With so much teasing, who dares to be sweet again? I moved away from the
Yak, and the big man started cutting long beans to hide his embarrassment.

**********************************

I came to the department store to check the goods as I told Yak, and to
arrange the delivery on time. I've been thinking for a long time that if I had a
boyfriend, I would really give him a big surprise. A two meter long teddy
bear would be perfect as a prize for his victory over Khun Sasaki.

I'm sure Yak will win because my boyfriend is the best (praises my
boyfriend).

I raised my hand to look at the time on my watch when I returned to the

Phadet Suk boxing gym again. I drove the giant teddy bear to the parking lot
at 2:55pm, just in time for the Yak fight.

The surprise this time involves Oye and Cherry. When I got out of the car, the
tall thin young man with light brown hair was already standing there waiting.

Cherry walked towards me, looking in a hurry.

"Phi Dee, go to the court. Yak is stretching his neck to say he will become a
giraffe. I will take care of the teddy bear."

"Alright, Phi leave it up to you." I nodded. Cherry waved me off, urging me

to hurry to the court. I followed immediately without hesitation, half walking
and half running.

I reached the boxing ring area filled with Thai and Japanese spectators. At
first I didn't think it would be this crowded, but luckily there was enough
space to squeeze in close to the court.

I walked towards Oye because when I got there, Yak was already on the
court. Before this I had only seen him fight in video clips, but watching him
live made my heart skip a beat with excitement.

I wasn't sure if he saw me, so I shouted to let him know I was there.

"Baby, fight hard!"

Oye choked. Yak turned to look at me, then wiped his cheek with his gloved
hand. He looked even more embarrassed than when he took off his shirt to get
ready to fight, even more embarrassed than usual...I laughed. Oye nudged my
arm and whispered softly.

"Live stream, lots of cameras, Dee."

"Huh?"

"The words 'baby, fight' will become legendary."

"Ah...oh, haha." This time I'm the one blushing. My cheeks must be red. When
Oye saw me, he laughed. Then the owner of the boxing gym looked at Cherry
who had just walked.

Overcrowding is getting more crowded as time goes by. The handsome host
who was so handsome that I had to open my mouth, walked up to Oye, smiled
sweetly, and then jumped on stage.

"Wipe your saliva, Dee. That lawyer is married and that's his wife," Oye
spoke softly to me.

I snapped out of my daze and looked at Oye's gaze. My eyes met a man with a
fierce face. The man had strange looking tattoos on his arms, a pierced nose,
and earrings. He may not be less than 180 centimeters.

"Huh?"

"Nong Aeng, the type that Ai'In likes," Oye said simply.

I was still a little confused, so I decided to ignore it and keep my eyes on the
Yak on the court.

It seems Yak and MC know each other. They exchanged greetings, and then I
saw Yak staring at the green rabbit ears that MC wore around his neck.

He adjusted a little as he took the microphone to start commenting, and I

realized at that moment that MC fashion was something I didn't understand.

He began the event in a voice similar to the Thot Kathin ceremony in Thai,
then followed in clear, dense English with a British accent. Then he got off
the ring, leaving the professional boxers to start fighting.

*Thot Kathin: An annual merit-making ceremony where a new yellow robe

is presented to a Buddhist monk by a layman

I'm excited... for the Yak match and the MC commentary. As I listened, I
began to wonder if he was really commenting on boxing.

Okay, Yoyak Phadet Suk, Yoyak Phadet Suk. Beat hard. Hold on, Sasaki.
Hold out. Oh, oh, Great! Don't fall, Sasaki. don't fall
Good, Yoyak. Hit the chin. Wow! Hit the chin again. Hit again. Shake to the
left. Sasaki swayed to the right.

Broken! Broken! Ohhhh... Broken! Proceed! There is blood. There is blood.

Sasaki began to stagger. Oh! Yoyak does not let go. He will defeat Sasaki.

Open up some space. Sasaki came forward. Yoyak will hit or not. It's all
chaos now! He will hit? He will hit?......

It's him! Wow! Go! Wow! Done! Sasaki has been eliminated! He was
eliminated in the first round!

"Yes, does this mean Yak won?"

I hit Cherry's arm repeatedly, but I asked Oye. Phadet Suk's brother nodded in
agreement, his face beaming as he saw his younger brother's opponent fall.
Boxing coach Sasaki went up to manage the boxers in his area. Oye also
walked to ringside holding up his finger to show that it was okay to let the
referee raise his hand above his head. Yak sweat poured down, panting as he
looked for me and then smiled at me.

I also smiled back.

"Ri, look, Phi's boyfriend is amazing,"

"Phi Dee is lucky. You have a boxer husband."

I nodded in agreement, my hands were clasped on my chest, very proud that

Yak won.

It took quite some time for the MC to close the ceremony. Yak and Khun
Sasaki on the floor, then bowed to each other. Khun Sasaki patted Yak on the
shoulder, saying something long in a breathless voice. Fortunately, there are
translators today, so communication is not too difficult.

Then Oye took Yak down from the ring and took him home to rest. Cherry and
I followed him into the house. Yak sat on the couch, letting his brother help
him remove the gloves from his hands. Shortness of breath due to fatigue
began to return to normal.

He looked at me with an expressionless face, then narrowed his eyes as if he

just remembered that he was angry with me.

"I remember Phi won't make it on time."

I pretended to be surprised and immediately smiled.

"I arrived on time. I promised you that I would come on time. Phi came on
time, Oye and Cherry as witnesses."

"But it took too long."

"You mad?"

"Not."

"You are so sullen." I didn't say this sentence, but Oye who was still
massaging his arm.

I shrugged my shoulders in agreement, but Yak flatly denied it.

"I'm not sulking. Who's sulking? Nonsense. Yeah, stop massaging. I didn't
fight for too long, so I'm not tired. I don't want to take a shower."

"Yes...not grumpy, Tuihhh(spit)!"

Oye removed his hand from Yak's sweaty body. The big man glared at me and
Oye, then walked away up the stairs. I didn't continue to follow him, just
smiled with Oye and Cherry as I heard the sound of the bedroom door being
opened. Then all was quiet for almost thirty seconds.

I craned my neck to look up the stairs, then the Yak called me loudly.

"Phi Dee!"

"Yes."
"Phi is up here."

"Your voice is very fierce. Do you want to punch Phi?" I laughed, asking him
if he was going to punch me or not, that's why his voice was so loud. But my
feet followed quickly.

Yak stood with his neck tilted waiting for me at the door, asking me to come
closer.

"What is that?"

"It's a gift. A doll, not a strange thing like you think."

"For Nong?"

I nodded instead of answering. Yak reached out and pulled me into his room
with him. The big man locked the bedroom door for privacy, hugging me
even though I was still sweating.

I don't care if it's sticky.

"Thank you."

"You like it?"

"If Phi Dee gave it to me, I'd love anything."

"You are very good, very good." I reached out to stroke his back up and
down. I moved to explore his injuries. There are only a few scratches on his
face which are not too worrying. But he didn't seem to be sick, because he
just kept smiling and staring at me with sparkling eyes.

"Prepare a gift like this, you already know in advance that Nong will win?"

"You're Phi's boyfriend. Phi has to trust you, right?"

"So, you went to get something, is that what you went to get?"
"Yes, Phi always thought that if Phi had a boyfriend, Phi would buy him a big
doll. Is that too much?"

He shook his head, raising a hand to brush his wet hair back. His fierce face
was still covered with a smile.

"Phi Dee..."

"Phi Dee..."

"Love."

"You."

"I know," I said patting his chest gently. Suddenly, I was picked up and
brought into the bathroom.

Yak was supposed to shower before me, but he started by removing my

clothes.

I was naked under the orange light of the bathroom, and Yak had undressed
himself.

My mind was blank when he approached me with a sharp face. I backed up

until I hit a cold wall. He raised one eyebrow in a mocking manner, warning
me to be careful.

I swallowed hard, and my voice echoed in the bathroom.

"Better to make Phi Dee's dreams come true."

"What do you want to... do?"

That was all I could say before my lips were closed tightly by the same lips.
Yak grabbed my wrists and pressed them above my head, using a belt to tie
them. His knees pressed between my legs, forcing them apart. The sweat was
replaced by water dripping from the shower, and the steam covered the glass
so thick that I couldn't see anything anymore.
The situation is dangerous. I was so scared that my heart was beating fast and
I was short of breath.

I couldn't help but think of the boxing MC's voice calling Yoyak. But instead
of Sasaki, he called me, Wandee.

Okay, Yoyak Phadet Suk. Yoyak Phadet Suk enters! He went in so deep!
Hang on, Wandee, hang on! Wow! Wow! Great! Don't fall, Wandee, don't
fall!

Come in. Wandee opened her legs very wide. Wow! Enter again. Enter
again. Yoyak swayed left. Yoyak swayed to the right. Wow! He was rocking
really fast. Can he breathe?

Beat! Beat! Wow! Beat inside. After he put it in, he kept moving. He
climaxed! Wandee won't last.

Wandee began to falter. Yoyak didn't give him a break to catch his breath.
Yoyak is still inside and continues to attack.

Please give him a chance. Wandee has tied her legs around Yoyak's waist.
Will Yoyak hit? Everything is chaos. Will he hit? Will he hit?

Get it done! Wow! Enter! Wow! Done! Wandee has been eliminated. He was
eliminated in the first round.

Eliminated!

******************

Ahhh... Ahhh... Ahhh...

I groaned in my throat, opened my eyes and looked at Yoyak with blurry eyes.
My face is still covered in tears.

Although my wrists, which had been tied with leather belts for a long time,
were now free, I blinked my eyes quickly to get a good look at Yoyak's face.
Then I looked around. The big man had taken me out to lie on the bed. He put
a loose T-shirt on me, hugged me, and kissed me all over the face. I'm not
sure what time it is, but it seems the sky outside is really dark. Only the lights
are on. Yoyak's bright eyes stared at me. He stopped kissing when he saw me
awake.

"What time is it? Did Phi sleep long?"

"It's past six. I think you only slept for two hours. Can you get up and eat?"

"..."

"I'm sorry. I couldn't help myself when I saw Phi looking so tortured."

"It's okay. I'm okay." I reached up and cupped his cheek. Then pushed it and
sat down. He let me go, probably because he understood that I was going to
get up and go downstairs for dinner. "When we do it together, tell it in my
dream..."

"Uh...crap?"

"Phi dreams of the voice of today's boxing commentator."

"Phi In?" Yak makes a confused face.

I nodded.

"He went in. Yoyak went in and went in very deep..."

Yak's face scrunched up and he jumped to his feet next to the bed, shaking his
head in exhaustion.

"I don't know what Phi Dee was thinking. You're so dirty."

"..."

"I don't want to talk to you anymore. Hurry up and eat. Don't wait
downstairs." He finished speaking and left the room with a red face.

I rubbed my neck, shook my head to clear the confusion, and went to wash my
face and rinse my mouth in the bathroom before going down to dinner.
"He put it in. It's like depicting a real sex scene. How can I say something
indecent?" I splashed myself with water in the mirror, then used a soft towel
to wipe my face covered with water droplets. I tried to get the voice of hell
out of my head. After I regained my composure, I finally made my way down
the stairs slowly.

Tonight's dinner is special because there are two more guests, In, Oye's
favorite student and her very, very cute boyfriend named Aeng.

I asked In to try to comment on boxing again, but he grabbed my neck and told
me, the person he just met in a seductive tone,

"It's just me Nong who thinks Hia isn't good enough to comment on boxing."
Chapter 14

I yawned as I walked down the hospital corridor. I'm holding my favorite cup
of coffee with one hand and the other is typing on my phone passionately.

I sent words of encouragement to Yoyak through the popular chat application

Line. The big man has been training in another state lately, so we haven't seen
each other much.

But he told me that he will be back from Christmas until early next year
before flying to fight for the world championship overseas.

I couldn't help but be excited for him. Even though everyone around me said
that he was so skilled that he would definitely win the championship, I still
saw that the 20-year-old was working hard for his dream. As a man
approaching my thirties, I feel a little inspired to work harder. With a
younger boyfriend, I've naturally been acting like a happy boy lately.
Everyone I meet says that I look happier and even teases me that my love life
is going well.

I put my phone down when there was no answer. It's like this every day. Yak
will reply at night, around 11pm.

I miss Yak. I tell him every day. He also complains about going back because
he misses me too.

Our relationship as a couple is going well. But, recently, someone with

malicious intent has spread a strange rumor that we have broken up. Some
people believed that strange rumor, maybe because Yak didn't come to pick
me up after work.

I think that the person who spread the strange rumor is Phi Tea. The more he
does this, the less good I feel towards him. Even though we've known each
other for a long time, that doesn't mean I really know his personality. That is
the truth.
I sighed deeply as I thought about the person who caused the chaos. A few
seconds later, Phi Tea's voice was heard from behind me.

"Miss Dee." He called me.

I stopped walking and turned to him. A polite smile still graced his face, his
eyes narrowed as he smiled.

"What, Phi Tea?"

"Are you free tonight? Want to go out for dinner?"

"I'm not free. Sorry." I said using informal language, but still maintaining
manners. After I finished speaking, I turned and left immediately.

"Wait, Nong Dee, where are you rushing to go?" He quickened his pace to
catch up and walked by my side, not caring if I wanted to talk to him again.

I let out a big sigh, looking at the birds and trees and sipping my coffee
instead of looking at Phi Tea's face.

"Nong isn't there to pick you up anymore?"

"I haven't been very free lately."

"Phi, I heard you broke up. Making love with boys is like that, just for a
moment."

I frowned until they almost touched. From the first sentence he said about
what he heard, he must have reminded me that I was a fool who didn't know
that he was the one who spread strange rumors about me breaking up with
Yak.

"Who did you hear from? We haven't broken up yet."

"If you've broken up, don't be ashamed. Phi is glad you broke up with that
boy so Phi can seduce you."
I shook my head in disbelief. I don't know how to respond to this shameless
person. I could only speed up my steps to get away from him faster.

"Phi really wants to ask, Nong Dee. What's good about that boy telling Dee to
choose him over Phi? That gangster seems to have no future."

I'm angry. I stopped walking and turned to face him. I was about to give a
lecture about Yak's bright and distant future all the way to Mars, to make Phi
Tea see the light. But before I could move my mouth, the phone in my pocket
rang loudly.

I quickly took it out and looked at it. When I saw that it was my department
number, I answered it. I mumbled a few 'uh-huhs' and then hastily excused
myself from Phi Tea

"It's an urgent case. I have to go,"

When Phi Tea heard that it was an urgent case, she didn't let me stay and talk
anymore. On the other hand, I'm the one who regrets because I didn't have
time to tell him how great my boyfriend is. But it's okay. Wandee will find a
good opportunity to show off my boyfriend. To tell Phi Tea that my boyfriend
is amazing.

*****************************

I came back from training camp on Saturday morning. I put my things at home
and then went to bed to rest my strength until noon. Then I showered and got
dressed to pick up Phi Dee at the hospital.

I didn't tell Phi Dee beforehand that I was coming. I just told him that I would
be back on Saturday, but I didn't tell him what time. I actually planned to
surprise him.

I sat waiting in the same place where I like to wait for him. Christmas
decorations started to go up, giving a more festive feeling than before.

Tomorrow is Christmas Day. Lately, I've been hearing Christmas carols

ringing in my ears until I'm almost hallucinating. I told Phi Dee that we won't
celebrate Christmas, we won't decorate the room because we don't have
time, but we will go out together. He has a cafe he wants to go to, and I have
no reason to refuse him.

Secretly I was very excited because this was our first date. Me and Phi Dee
have been dating for a long time, but we still haven't gone out together. The
plan is not too much, just drink good coffee in a beautifully decorated cafe,
watch a movie together, and then go for a walk to see the lights.

It's normal, but maybe it's because it's the first time I've done something like
this with someone that I'm excited and looking forward to tomorrow.

I looked away from the Christmas tree because I felt like I was being
haunted. Phi Tea was looking at me from a distance. I used my tongue to poke
the inside of my cheek unhappily, waiting to see if the mature and calm man
would come bother me again. I know that he doesn't like me that much, and at
the same time, I don't like him either.

But in the end, Phi Tea didn't walk here. He just stood and watched until he
was satisfied, then walked away. Someone must have seen me and told Phi
Dee that I was waiting to pick her up. The owner of the thin figure with fair
skin rushed over. Phi Dee smiled widely at me and stopped in front of me.

"How did you get here?" He asked excitedly. And I love the expression on
his face today. It showed that he was very happy to see me here.

"Surprise!"

"When are you coming back?"

"This morning. Did Phi finish work?"

"Yes, I'm done. You haven't eaten yet? Phi wants to go get my things first.
We'll go eat later. I haven't seen you in a long time, but it feels like it's been a
long time. You've been training really hard, you tell me getting stronger?
Ugh... I want to hug my boyfriend."
He continued to speak in a casual manner, not expecting any response from
me. So I just listened to her voice as I followed her to the room because I
wanted to help Phi Dee carry her things.

"Phi just bought some things for my room this afternoon, so it's good that you
came today. I have someone to help me carry things. I'll make you my errand
boy."

"Phi Dee bought a lot of stuff."

I saw the things that Phi Dee brought gradually and placed on the table. I saw
that it was personal items and kitchen utensils, including a large pot.

"Just some household items, and a new pot. Phi thinks the pot in the room is a
little small, so I bought a new one. What do you think? Is this big enough? Phi
likes it very much. The pot lid looks sturdy too." He took out a pot to show
me. There were ladles, spatulas, dish soap, laundry detergent, and a can of
mosquito repellent that she took out of the bag to show me.

I nodded vaguely, hearing how great the pot he bought was. I think that Phi
Dee must have heard it from a pot salesman, so he was able to explain the
benefits so perfectly and without interruption.

I don't want to interrupt him because he seems to be in a good mood. As soon

as he finished showing off, I repacked the things scattered on the table into
the bag as usual. Then I held her in my hand and motioned for Phi Dee to lead
the way out.

"How did you come? There's a lot of stuff. Isn't it better to use Phi's car
today?"

"Nong didn't bring a motorcycle. It happened that Nong had work in this area,
so Nong took a public vehicle."

"Oh! That's good."

Phi Dee took me out. Along the way, we chatted a bit about our lives. He
complained about work, and then asked me how my training camp was.
As soon as I got to Phi Dee's car, I started to feel that today's parking lot felt
strange.

Phi Dee turned to look at me when she felt the difference as well. I raised an
eyebrow, looking at the muscular men who suddenly appeared around the
corner of the pillar.

Counting them, there were five of them, wearing hats that covered their faces
so that only their chins were visible.

"Yak, Phi I don't think they look like they came for a good reason. Are they
robbers?"

"Phi Dee, hide behind me. Take these things too," I gave Phi Dee a bag full of
things to hold. He was a little confused, but he didn't fight back when I pulled
him behind me.

A circle of people surrounded us. I assessed the situation for a moment, saw
the gap, and pushed Phi Dee towards a car parked nearby. I kicked the neck
of the person blocking Phi Dee's path and knocked him down.

"Phi, get in the car and lock!" I directed Phi Dee, but she looked shocked and
didn't know what to do, so she just stood there.

I frowned at Phi Dee because she didn't hear my words, but I didn't have time
to worry about Phi Dee anymore when the five unwanted people started to
surround me.

Fortunately, they didn't seem to have any weapons, and their punches and
kicks didn't have much technique.

I'm known for winning by defeating my opponents, so it didn't take me long to

defeat the thugs who surrounded me.

I didn't attack anyone before. The situation can be considered self-defense.

I threw a hot fist at the last conscious person's cheekbone. Blood spurted
from his mouth and his mask came off, revealing his face. I grabbed his neck
and lifted him up to get a better look at his face, and as the person I hit fell
down unconscious, I had to crouch down to sit up as well.

Strange... I don't recognize these people including their faces. As I was

wondering if they were going to rob me or if I had done something to make
someone angry and ambushed, Phi Dee suddenly yelled at me to be careful.

"Yak! Watch your back!"

I turned around, but it seemed too late.

No...I wasn't hit on the back of the head with a stick or hurt in any way.

I said it was too late because I was slower than Phi Dee...Phi Dee threw the
very durable pot lid she had just explained to me where I was standing. I
dodged just in time, but the person who was about to hit me couldn't dodge it.

The loud thud made me scream softly in pain. The person fell to the floor and
I could clearly see that it was Phi Tea...

Phi Tea dropped the stick she was going to use to hit me on the floor, raised
her hand to her head, which had a pool of blood coming out, and sat there
dazed, motionless and moaning in pain from the wound.

I looked towards the lid of the pot, hearing the sound of Phi Dee's footsteps
running towards me.

"Shiaa, you bastard!"

Gray smoke billowed, the voice echoed throughout the area, the chemical
smell was so strong that I had to raise my collar and cover my nose. When I
blinked my eyes quickly, I saw the source of the smoke and stench. It was
insect repellent in Phi Dee's hand, which was still spraying all over Phi Tea's
face and body.

I felt a little sorry for Phi Tea, and I was also afraid that I would be sprayed
to death, so I immediately stood up, hugged Phi Dee's waist from behind,
grabbed the spray bottle, and threw it away.
"Phi Dee, that's enough... that's enough, Phi. We're going to die if we're
gassed like this."

"Phi wants to kill him!"

"Calm down, Phi. If you kill Phi Tae, that's too much."

Luckily, the security guard blew his whistle after hearing the commotion, and
Phi Dee finally calmed down The incident in the parking lot ended with me
and Phi Dee going to the police station, while Phi Tea was sent to the
emergency room.

*********************************

"I'll accept their apology, and that's it." I raised my hand to accept their
apology with the spirit of Nang Ananthip from the drama 'Plerng Phra Nang'.
To be honest, I just accepted an apology to solve it. The thugs confessed that
they were hired by Phi Tea to attack me. I didn't want to pursue the matter, so
I let them confess and let the police handle it. But, in my head, I had planned
a dozen ways to kill Phi Tea.

Yak massage my shoulders. Luckily he was not injured. The thugs who were
hired to attack me stared at my boyfriend with terrified expressions. The
police officer who was watching the CCTV turned to him, pointed with a
trembling finger, and asked,

"Nong... Nong, are you Yak Phadet Suk?"

"Crap." Yak nodded. The police officer raised his hand to cover his mouth in
shock. Then, he rushed forward and shook Yak's hand firmly, attracting the
attention of many people.

"Phi is your fan. Can you sign for me? I always look at you every time you
fight. Where's the paper... the paper? Where's the pen?"

Yak removed his hand from my shoulder and took the paper and pen from the
police officer. He immediately signed his name. As soon as he signed for the
police officer, whispers spread that Yak was a famous boxer. People who
know him and those who don't know him come up to him to take pictures and
ask for autographs.

I stepped back when I saw Yak surrounded by many people. One of the thugs
who had been beaten and his eyes swollen poked my side and asked,

"Phi, Phi's boyfriend is a boxer?"

"Yes!" I snapped at him because I was in a bad mood. The gangster boy
raised his hand to me and made a face like he was about to cry.

"I didn't know Phi's boyfriend was a boxer."

"Shut up. Change your life and focus on your studies."

"Crap, crap."

The boy accepted my words and then stopped bothering me. I looked at Yak
who was surrounded by many people. He seemed to stand out quite a bit in
the group. Maybe it's because he's so tall, or maybe it's because his very
black hair contrasts with his fair skin. I thought of a sentence while looking at
Yak, and I thought I would tell him later.

Thankfully, I have a boxer husband!

****************

Dinner at my favorite restaurant, celebrating our reunion after Yak returned

from exile, had to be changed to a hot pot meal near my condo. Because
when I finished my business at the police station, it was already late and my
favorite restaurant was closed. Yak consoled me by saying he would take me
out to eat something nice...and he invited me to eat hot pot.

The hot pot was good, or maybe it was because I was hungry, I'm not sure,
but I ordered three large sets of pork, plus three or four other dishes. I ate
until my stomach was a little bloated. My anger that peaked finally subsided.

Yak scooped the pork from the earthen pot and put it on my plate. The cold
wind of December blows our skin. I sipped the hot soup to warm myself and
thought that this is what temporary heaven is all about.

"Delicious?" Yak ask me.

I nodded before answering.

"Delicious, this restaurant's dipping sauce is very spicy."

"You in a good mood now?"

"Yes. Seeing that you're not hurt makes Phi feel better."

"I'll buy you a new pot later," he said with a smile. Unlike me who has a
tense face. I feel sorry for the pot I just bought. But I think it's worth the price
because that new pot could crack that bastard Phi Tea's head.

"Don't tease Phi na. Otherwise, you'll make me angry too."

"When you threw the pot lid, can I ask Phi Dee what you were thinking at that
time?"

"Phi can't think of anything but worry about you," I said as I lifted my chin
with my hand and leaned against the wooden table in the hot pot restaurant. In
front of me is an earthen pot that is still smoking. Thinking about today makes
me even more frustrated. I scooped another bowl of soup.

The yak looked at me and then mimicked me by putting his hand under his
chin. He stared at me with sparkling eyes that made my heart skip a beat and
fall in love with him all over again.

"What are you looking at?"

"I was just thinking about how cute Phi Dee is."

"Don't praise me."

"Non serious."
"... Stupid. You want soup? It feels like we're eating hot pot in a Korean tent
right now. A little soju would be perfect."

"You watch a lot of series."

I made a teasing face at the big man who reached out to take a bowl of soup
from the ladle in my hand. To be honest, I think we're both full. We just want
to keep enjoying the atmosphere.

It's late at night, so there's no need to rush. I'm not sleepy yet, Yak is not
sleepy either. All around us glowed the festive lights of the tall buildings
surrounding the small alley where we sat.

"Phi Dee is cute."

"Enough."

"So cute, seriously." Yak kept praising me with a smile.

I blushed and had to lift my finger to scratch my cheek a little before telling
him,

"Then you're cute too."

Then we kept blushing at each other for a while. When the time came, Yak
and I paid the bill and went to the condo.

"Phi really likes to make a mess when I'm not around." Yak grumbled to me
as soon as he opened the door. At first I was embarrassed that he saw the
messy room, but now I feel indifferent. When I get scolded, I just use my
hands to pick up the pillows on the floor and use my feet to kick the carpet
into place. Yak didn't say anything else. He picked up the items on the floor
and returned them to their original positions.

He walked over to the fridge and grabbed a bottle of water to drink.

I collapsed on the sofa and moaned loudly as I felt comfortable. Yak looked
at me while drinking water, then asked after finishing a glass of water.
"So, Phi Dee is free to come to Nong's house for New Years?"

"I'm free, but why do you allow Phi to come to your house?"

"Must be a boyfriend."

"That much?"

"Yes, Pa and Mae know Nong has a boyfriend who is Phi Dee." Yak said as
he walked around the kitchen counter and sat down next to me. Then he lay
down and put his head on my lap.

I automatically brushed Yak's hair with my hand. He closed his eyes before
turning to bury his face in my stomach.

Sometimes he's like a giant cat, and usually I'm the one who can't fight him. I
just let him hug like this.

"Pa and Mae might not like Phi."

"If Ye is okay with Phi, Pa and Mae don't care. Ye is like another father to
Nong." Yak said.

"I agree. Yes, just like your father."

"Pa and Mae are waiting to see Phi. They look excited. And...Phi isn't going
anywhere with your family?"

"They are abroad. But Phi always tells Pa and Mae about Yak. Pa told me to
be careful about the accusation of raping a minor and Mae said I wouldn't get
married if I had a boyfriend this young."

I shook my head thinking about telling them about Yak.

"Don't take Phi's parents' words seriously. They are just as crazy as Phi."

"You know you're crazy?"

"I don't know, but other people like to say that. Do you think Phi is crazy?"
"If Phi Dee is crazy, Nong is crazy like Phi Dee."

I giggled at his answer. The boy yawned and almost fell asleep even though
he hadn't showered yet. I hit his arm once. His sharp black eyes opened and
looked at me seriously.

"Go take a shower before bed."

"You are a wife again."

*Because the wife always nags

"Yoyak, get up and take a shower!" I pretended to be angry, then reached for
the hanger that had fallen on the floor to threaten him. Finally Yak woke up
from lying on his lap.

"Do you really need to threaten to hit me for this?"

"Have you ever seen the 'Courageous Dad' page? This hanger can leave a
capital letter A mark on your back with one blow." I raised the hanger as a
threatening gesture, but in truth, I wasn't too brave to hit him. I will die if I
hurt him. When I saw that Phi Tea was about to hit Yak, my heart sank.

"Crap, crap. I give up."

"Good."

"I gave in since I saw Phi Dee throw the lid on the pot. I thought I wouldn't
have any problems with this person."

"Yoyak!"

"What's wrong, wife? Why did you call?"

"Just now, did you praise me or insult me? You are a bastard. Phi will really
beat you." I hit his back with a hanger, but Yak screamed in an exaggerated
voice. When I was surprised, he smiled so wide that his eyes were almost
closed.
"Okay, Nong won't object. Nong will listen to you. Phi Dee, go take a shower
in the room. Nong use the bathroom outside. Bathe until Phi smells good. I
haven't hugged Phi in days. I'll hug you tonight. "

"Where did you get all those words?"

"You have to practice saying that when you have a wife."

I swung the hanger at Yak again. He laughed and quickly ran into the
bathroom, leaving me standing there with a stiff face listening to the sound of
the air conditioner. As soon as he was out of sight, I couldn't help but smile. I
stood there awkwardly for a moment before I decided to get up and take a
shower.

It was another night where our toothbrushes were placed together, our soap
smelled the same, our pajamas were the same pattern, and we slept at the
same time.

I hugged him and he hugged me back. We exchanged a light kiss on the

forehead.

When we are together like this, I consider it a good day.

"Mae once told me that she named Phi Wandee because she wanted Phi to
have a good day every day."

"So Phi Dee has a good day every day?"

"Since I have you, Phi has a good day every day."

Yak chuckled as I answered to please him. My voice was muffled because I

was too tired, but still, I could still feel him hugging me close to his warm
chest making me more comfortable to sleep.

"Sleep, Phi Dee. Sweet dreams."

"Sweet dreams too...Yoyak." As soon as I said his name, I fell asleep. Looks
like it's Christmas now. I don't ask Santa Claus for many gifts. I just want to
enjoy the good days from now on, and I can sleep hugging him every day.
I love, love, love, love Yak, so much!
Chapter 15

Phi Dee is acting weird. He kept repeating the words 'Jingle Bells, Jingle
Bells' over and over as he helped me put on the clothes he wanted me to
wear. Then he dragged me to the mirror to fix my hair. She fixed my frizzy
hair with a curling iron and sprayed it with hairspray to keep it in place.

When he finished, he said 'Jingle Bells' again, proudly placing his hand on
his chest.

"Whose boyfriend is so handsome?"

"Must be Phi Dee's boyfriend."

"You're so handsome, Yak."

"Uh...are we ready?"

"Yes, we are ready to go on a date." She turned off the curling iron,
unplugged it, and placed it on the bathroom counter. Phi Dee applied some
gel to her own hair and then smiled at me.

He helped me put on a black short-sleeved shirt. He was wearing the same

shirt, but a size smaller than mine. Phi Dee tucked her shirt into her pants,
revealing her small waist.

Honestly, I'm jealous. I don't want anyone to see her perfect waist. I almost
told him to take his shirt out of his pants, but I was afraid he was too fussy.
So I didn't say anything.

I didn't want to act like a jealous and childish boyfriend, so I kept taking the
motorcycle keys to distract myself. On a holiday like this, I think the traffic
will be bad and it will be difficult to park the car. So, instead, Phi Dee and I
decided to use a motorcycle. He held his helmet as if he knew what he was
doing. I saw Phi Dee's white hand unbutton another button on his shirt.
"Why did Phi open the button?" I tried to keep my voice from sounding rude.
Phi Dee looked at me and explained.

"It looks better if it's slightly open. Phi's neck will look longer."

I clenched my fist. I didn't say anything to him but continued to leave the
room. I can't help feeling jealous. But when Phi Dee reached out to hold my
hand, my boiling emotions began to dissipate. I took a deep breath and told
myself that no matter how she was dressed, as long as we held hands, her
body would be mine and mine alone.

"Yeah, are you mad?"

"No. This is our first date. How can Nong be angry?"

"Then smile for Phi."

I smiled at him. Then Phi Dee clung to my arm and pressed her cheek against
mine. When treated like this, who can be in a bad mood? I moved my arms
around Phi Dee's waist and secretly glanced at my boyfriend with interest.

If I could write the words on my forehead, it would be clear that I am jealous

of my boyfriend.

As expected, the cafe Phi Dee wanted to go to was crowded. There were so
many people that there was no table to sit at. But cafe fans like Phi Dee say
it's okay. He proceeded to order drinks for me and himself. When he got it, he
grabbed my hand and led me around to take pictures here and there.

He was more cheerful than usual and spoke to me in a very cheerful voice.

"Phi doesn't need much in life. All I need is someone who will take seven
thousand pictures of Phi without complaining."

Of course, after saying that sentence, I don't dare to complain. But I secretly
counted how many pictures I took for him. It didn't look like nearly seven
thousand, and strangely I kept clicking the shutter without feeling bored.
Seeing him happy, I was happy too. Maybe what I'm experiencing right now
is a case of love drunkenness.

The cafe that Phi Dee took me to was a two-story wooden house. During the
festival season, shop owners do not forget to decorate the shop to match the
festival season. There is a giant Christmas tree in the open space in front of
the store. After Phi Dee finished taking pictures on the second floor of the
shop, she nudged me and pointed to a green tree.

"Phi will take the last picture there. Then we go to lunch. Phi is getting
hungry."

I wiped the sweat from my forehead with the back of my hand. Phi Dee held
me and used a handkerchief to wipe the sweat from my forehead. He asked
me if I was hot or wanted to rest. I shook my head and said that I am a person
who sweats easily. He can take me anywhere he wants to take pictures. I will
press the shutter. No need to worry or doubt.

Phi Dee smiled widely and walked ahead of me. I hung the camera around
my neck and followed it like a faithful dog. The stairs were quite narrow, so
we had to walk down in a single line. Phi Dee reached the ground floor
before me, and as soon as my feet hit the floor, I stopped for a moment
because I didn't expect to see anyone here.

"Yeah..."

Taemrak

I glanced at Taemrak because he scolded me. I didn't scold him again. I didn't
say anything to show that we knew each other. I walked straight to Phi Dee
immediately. I'm afraid Phi Dee is uncomfortable. And maybe because I
stopped for a moment and stared at Taemrak, Phi Dee's smile faded. I'm not
sure what he was thinking as he looked at me and Taemrak in turn.

"Is there anything wrong?"

"Not."
"I saw you staring at someone earlier...him?"

"It's nothing. I saw her dressed well. Her clothes are cute. I hope Phi Dee
wears that too." I tried to change the topic. Phi Dee stopped smiling and
looked down at the floor. I could feel something was wrong with him, but it
was gone in an instant.

He looked back over my shoulder, then stepped forward to stand on the same
plank of wood. Shoulders touched and hands clasped. Phi Dee squeezed so
hard that I felt pain in my hand.

"Phi doesn't want to take any more pictures. Let's go eat."

"Phi said earlier that she wanted to take a picture there..."

"I said I don't want to take any more pictures." His voice got rougher. He
jerked my hand to follow him quickly. I was a little confused, but I agreed to
follow him back to the motorcycle.

Phi Dee is acting weird.

"Phi Dee..."

"Bring the motorcycle. Bring it fast. Ride it."

"Why? Why is Phi suddenly in a bad mood?"

"I'm just hungry!" he snapped.

I licked my lips and handed the helmet to Phi Dee, then got on the motorcycle
without another word.

When the motorcycle moves on the road, it feels even stranger. Often Phi Dee
would hug me tight and talk to me even in the strong wind. But today, he
barely touched me, and he didn't talk to me at all.

Luckily we had reserved a table for lunch in advance, so we didn't have to

queue. Phi Dee ordered food. Today he did not ask me what I want to eat. He
finished ordering his own food then handed me the menu with a sigh. Then he
excused himself to go to the toilet. I had to ask the staff what Phi Dee had
ordered so I wouldn't order the same food twice.

I don't like how we are now. It feels like we are fighting, but I don't know
what we are fighting about.

Phi Dee was in the toilet for a long time, and she came back with red eyes. I
wanted to ask him what was wrong, but he just hung his head and played with
his phone. When the food arrived, Phi Dee ate it quickly.

After he had his fill, his mood improved, but he still didn't talk to me. Even
our evening plan to go to the movies was also quiet.

Now, it's not just Phi Dee who doesn't speak, I don't speak either.

I thought about what mistakes I might have made. Our first date was very
boring.

Not fun at all. Especially when we walk around looking at the lights. He
walked in front of me with a quiet face. Phi Dee built a wall around me. The
expression on his face clearly shows that he doesn't want me to disturb his
mood.

So I can only follow him, waiting for him to order me to do or not do

anything. I feel like a loyal dog that he doesn't want to play with.

In the end, dinner was canceled because Phi Dee said she wanted to go back
to her room to eat. I prepared a simple meal for him. But he only ate two or
three bites before asking to go to the bathroom.

He said he wasn't feeling well, leaving me sitting on the couch and moaning
over and over again.

Phi Dee didn't come out of the bedroom after she excused herself to go to the
bathroom. This behavior is very unusual for him. He is a person who is
addicted to TV series. After he took a shower, he would usually come and sit
on the sofa while focusing on the Korean actress with shining eyes.
He's weird, and I still think that he's mad at me, but I don't know what made
us fight with each other.

I got up from the couch after a long wait for him to come out. Luckily the
bedroom door was unlocked. But when I opened the door, Phi Dee had
turned off the light, making the room completely dark.

The bedroom is cool from the air conditioner. He curled up under the covers
in his usual spot. I turned on the light to give some light to the room, then sat
down near him.

I wasn't sure if he was asleep, so I tried to call him.

"Are you not well, Phi Dee?" I touched Phi Dee's shoulder. He was lying on
his side, not facing me, and I could feel his shoulders shaking in an abnormal
way.

"Phi Dee...are you crying? Why are you crying?"

I slowly turned Phi Dee to face me. As soon as he realized that I had caught
him crying, he let out a cry that I could hear. My heart sank before I saw his
face. Plus, Phi Dee is very stubborn. He wouldn't turn around to let me see
his face clearly.

Instead of being soft, I changed to using force. I turned her back and pressed
her wrist to the side. Phi Dee turned her face away from me. His face was
covered with tears. She cried seriously, and I don't know how long she cried.
His lips were pressed so hard that they drew blood to prevent the cry from
coming out.

"Phi Dee...what did Nong do to make you angry?"

He didn't answer, and I started to feel like crying too.

"Phi Dee, Phi Dee, please don't do this. If you are unhappy about something,
tell me. Phi Dee...Nong is sick. Please, let's talk. Don't cry like this."

She sobbed, and the tears she had been holding back began to flow in her
beautiful eyes. My own eyes began to well up with tears as she cried loudly.
As soon as I let go of the hand I was pressing on her wrist, Phi Dee wrapped
her arms around my neck and pulled me into a hug.

"Phi is mad at you..." he finally expressed, still showing no signs of stopping

crying.

"About what?"

"Taem...Taemrak."

I stopped from burying my nose in his soft, tear-stained cheek.

"Phi knows Taem?"

"I... hiccup ... I've seen his picture. Do you still like him? Why do you
pretend you don't know him? Why do you praise him in front of Phi? Phi
doesn't like it, but I don't want to say anything. Stupid, but you're lying that
you don't know him. You... you..."

He kept talking and talking, but this was better than silence. I realize where I
went wrong, and I don't hesitate to apologize from the bottom of my heart.

"I'm sorry. I was really wrong."

"..."

"Hit my mouth. Here. Bad mouth." I raised Phi Dee's hand to hit my own
mouth. He pulled his hand away because he was afraid I would get hurt. Her
eyes softened, and it looked like Phi Dee was trying hard to stop crying. I
kissed Phi Dee's hand, biting it gently because I didn't know what else to say
other than to say I love her.

"I love Phi Dee. I just love Phi Dee."

"You also complimented her on her cute clothes."

"I'm just saying she's well dressed."

"But Taem is really cute."

"..."

"You want Phi to be like him?" Her tears welled up again. He is sad. I know
that...

"No, I'm saying that because I'm just saying it. I've never seen anyone cuter
than Phi. I'm saying that because today Phi Dee is wearing too sexy clothes. I
don't want Phi to put your clothes in your pants. I I don't want anyone to see
your waist or your legs. I don't want you to open more than two buttons. I
don't want anyone to see... Am I being possessive or stupid?"

He looked surprised when I expressed. Phi Dee looked at me with slightly

soft eyes. He was still hugging me, rubbing his cheek against my unshaven
beard because I hadn't showered yet.

His cheeks started to turn red in the dim light. He asked me worriedly,

"You love Phi?"

"I love you so much."

"I won't dress sexy again if you don't like it."

"It's not that I don't like it, I'm just jealous. I'm a jealous boyfriend."

"Phi is jealous of you too."

I nodded in understanding. My gloomy mood is gone. Phi Dee smiled through

her tears, letting me bury my face in hers and I kissed her face without
protest.

Phi Dee's body smells like soap, her soft skin makes me lose my mind. The
more I see Phi Dee's tears, the more crazy I get. It feels good, it's good, but if
possible, I don't want to fight.

"Are we... on good terms now?" He asked moaning softly as my hands slid
into his shirt. Phi Dee is easily aroused. With just a light touch, he became
weak and limp under my body.
"It's up to Phi. I'm not angry Phi. If Phi isn't angry, then we're on good terms."

"If that's the case Phi won't be angry anymore."

He whispered. I pulled his hand from my neck. Then, I licked her neck,
slowly and steadily up to her chest, leaving wetness in her navel before
kissing her bulging crotch.

Phi Dee was surprised. The more I bit her thigh, the more she jerked. Her
tears welled up again, but this time her tears told that she was not sad.

I grabbed her ankles, lifted her up to eye level, stared at her seriously, and
then kissed her feet faithfully.

"I just love Phi Dee."

"Yak...do you want to kill Phi?"

"What do you mean?"

"Kiss Phi's feet like this, you will make Phi love you so much that I can't live
without you anymore."

"That's good."

I nodded, gripping his toes tighter than before, then licked them slowly
before sucking on his toes.

I don't feel disgusted at all. I love everything about him.

Phi Dee groaned and closed her eyes. Her tears flowed until her eyelashes
were wet. He turned around shivering. The stem is more bulging. He talks
nonsense, like a madman. I couldn't understand what he was saying.

I bit her ankle, reaffirming my love for her. Phi Dee nodded in agreement,
and then she was stripped by me.

He was still shy with me, mixed with courage to face the tiger. Phi Dee bent
her body so that she floated when I pressed against her, swallowing her cute
midsection. One of his hands grabbed my hair and pulled me to move up and
down to the rhythm he wanted. The other hand is used to lift and cover his
eyes.

"Yes. Phi can't take it anymore. I want to go out."

My mouth swallowed harder. My mouth sucked violently, the tip of my

tongue poked and prodded at the gap. Finally he squirmed and screamed,
sending sticky lube into my mouth periodically.

I didn't care at all even though he squirted his foul cum down my throat until I
nearly choked. He clenched his fists and his toes tightly. His teeth were
clenched so hard that his jawline was visible. He pushed his hot rod deep
into my neck until the last drop of heat was swallowed by me. Phi Dee
relaxes and lies on the bed and breathes softly and weakly.

I rolled her back and moved to sit between her legs. I inserted my finger into
her sweet hole and moved quickly until it was wide open.

He moaned softly, his eyes wide open. Phi Dee was starting to lose
consciousness or maybe she was still exhausted from the excitement of the
previous climax.

I pulled my two fingers from Phi Dee's body. He looked up and called my
name in a sweet voice.

"Phi Yak."

Suddenly I remembered Cherry's words. What does a good boy need to get?
He is stubborn. It was clear that he was naughty and his white and soft back
also invited me to hit him as punishment.

I hit her back hard and squeezed repeatedly until the soft flesh in my hand
swelled. I knew I was being rude, but his breathless voice made me lose
control

I hit him again. She cried, but she didn't ask me to stop. He didn't try to dodge
at all, letting me hit him until his fair skin started turning red with bruises.
I stop hitting when I'm satisfied. I turned Phi Dee over to lie on her stomach.
The side of his cheek was pressed against the bed. Her rounded back is lifted
high and prominent.

He's cute when he's helpless. His body was covered only with kiss marks
and bite marks. My shaft aches as I see his path of love shrivel and demand,
and I don't want to wait or hold on any longer.

I'm obsessed with him. i love him If I can I want to swallow.

I looked down at Phi Dee and hugged her. I moved one of my hands to lock
his chin and turned his face to receive a kiss. The hot part touches closely at
the correct position. I pushed quite hard until it went inside at once. Phi Dee
bit her lip, closed her eyes, and let the tears roll down her red cheeks.

I kissed away the tears, whispering words of praise as I moved. She

screamed with joy, her legs shaking but still lifting her knees to give me a
better angle.

"Are you okay, Phi Dee?"

"Mmm...Phi is going to die, Yak."

"Phi is very soft inside."

"Ya...ah, there, baby."

Phi Dee opened her mouth wide when she told me. Clear, sticky saliva came
out of the corner of his mouth and was licked off by me as I also inserted my
tongue to connect with his tongue. I hit a spot that would make Phi Dee feel
good. The fragile hole was squeezed in and out by me until it almost came
out. He looks sad, but I actually make him sadder by bullying him. His hand
gripped the bed sheet until the sheet came off the edge of the bed.

"Phi can't take it anymore, Yak. Let Phi finish it." He pleaded. I'm getting
closer too. At the last moment, I was able to push back with all my might.

Phi Dee let go first. Then, the swollen part inside the soft hole releases a
warm liquid. So much that it spilled and dripped down my thighs. I hugged
Phi Dee tightly, leaving time for us both to rest and gather strength for the
next round.

Phi Dee pushed me down to lie down. The hot parts of our bodies separated
for a moment before Phi Dee climbed up and sat on top of him, then
swallowed him back into her body as usual.

I stuck out my tongue and licked my lips. Both of my hands gripped her small
skinny waist that I held so dearly and forced her to move as she rubbed the
tips of her pale nipples until they were hard.

"Phi made me die too."

"Huh..."

"You're teasing me too much, how can I escape Phi?"

"That's good."

He smiled and stopped squeezing his chest and instead provoked me. He
used his small hand and placed it on my tough stomach and held it as a
support for him to move.

Phi Dee moved to the beat, lifting her butt until the porn part almost slipped
out. Then he pressed his body until his back hit my thigh with a loud sound.
The vulgar and obscene noises were heard for a long time...and I knew that it
would not end easily.

**********************

"You think Phi should quit my job and be a good housewife?" asked Phi Dee
at four in the morning. Her eyes were red and swollen from crying. He was
wrapped in a blanket while sitting and waiting for me to cook a special meal
for him. Phi Dee looked dazed, between conscious and unconscious.

I stepped back to glance at the TV. Even at this time, he can still turn on the
TV and watch series.
...It can be said that the situation is back to normal, even though Phi Dee's
body is not quite normal.

"Why do you want to do that?"

"Phi always wants to be with you. Have you showered yet?"

"Yes, after I shower Phi."

"Oh...what did you cook for Phi? It smells delicious."

"Scramble eggs with ham. I opened the fridge and there's only this much.
After that, Phi has to eat more dinner, you know." I couldn't help but grumble
to him while thinking about the three mouthfuls of rice that Phi Dee ate last
afternoon. Wasting food. "If you waste food again, I will beat you again."

"Butt? You think I'm scared?"

I can't argue. I could only shake my head in defeat. Then I put scrambled eggs
on top of the hot rice. Phi Dee eats rice alone because I'm not too hungry.

"Do you want sauce, Nong Dee?"

"Yeah, ketchup, Phi Yak."

I took the bottle of ketchup and walked over to put the plate of rice and the
bottle of ketchup on the glass table. In front of me, Phi Dee sat cross-legged,
placed a plate of rice on her knees, and ate rice while still looking at the TV
screen.

"You're so sleepy, but you're still watching TV?"

"It's my habit. If I don't see anything when I eat, I don't think the food is
good."

"Phi Dee..."

"Hmm?"
"Do you want to go see the lights?"

"Now?"

"Tomorrow evening. Think Nong wants to apologize for today."

Phi Dee thought for a moment, then nodded.

"There are no more matching clothes, but we have to take a picture of the
couple tomorrow."

"Crap."

I nodded again, waited for Phi Dee to finish eating, then cleared the plates.
Then I took her to bed. We only need to cuddle for a few hours before we
have to wake up and start a new day.

But even so, we both waited for the evening to come soon so that we could
make up for the tension between us.

The Christmas lights will be on until New Year's Eve, and on the night we
make up, mine and Phi Dee's phone screen is changed to a picture of the two
of us.

A promise was made that night... that we would photograph the couple again
next year.

**************

Dayah is here and watdee ja 👋 I am the proofreader of this novel and due
to tight schedule, I will proofread when free which is either at
night/weekend.

But don't worry because Reisya has already translated the whole novel. So,
don't confuse why Reisya always publishes other novels but not this novel
because when I finish proofreading, I will continue to publish.
Chapter 16

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I opened the patient room door one morning before work. The pale-faced
patient opened his eyes and looked at me. There was a bandage wrapped
around his head, and the bandage was covered in blood. The injured man's
head was cracked because I threw the pot lid. Of course, the person on the
bed was Phi Tea. When I saw that he was awake, I pulled out a chair and sat
next to him.

"Nong Dee..." His voice was hoarse, but that didn't make me feel sorry for
him.

I lifted my legs and crossed them, then crossed my arms before speaking.

"Phi do you have anything to talk to me? Phi want to explain or apologize for
what you did?"

He was silent. I sighed deeply. "If you don't want to apologize, then I will.
We are honest with each other. Phi listen. I don't like Phi anymore. The more
Phi does this to me and Yak, the more good feelings I have for Phi gone. And
if you don't want me to hate you more, please stop bothering me. From now
on, let's not bother each other."

I thought of this long sentence on my way to work. I reminded myself that it

would be difficult for me to say it in front of him, but it was actually easier
than I thought. The good feelings I had for him may have completely
disappeared.

He lay there injured by his own doing. He was suspended for his own
actions.
Phi Tea looked at me from the corner of her eye, blinking slowly. His lips
were pressed together very tightly.

Since he didn't say anything, and I didn't have anything else to say, I stood up
and due to the friction between the chair I was sitting on and the floor caused
a loud noise. I stood up, turned, and intended to exit the door I had just
entered.

"What makes that boy better than Phi?"

I've never heard him speak in such a harsh voice before. His politeness is
gone. I was surprised because he was so angry that he couldn't control his
emotions.

In my head, I'm composing reply sentences. Something to make me look like a

heroine.

"Phi shouldn't judge someone based on their appearance. Yak is better than
Phi in many ways, Phi Tea. For sure, she can protect me."

"..."

"And most importantly, he never had bad thoughts towards anyone like Phi
did. We have known each other for a long time, but I never thought that Phi
would be a bastard. When I said that we should stay away from each other,
consider that a warning. Phi doesn't want to mess with a professional boxer,
right?"

"Boxer? Is that a boy?"

"I'm sorry that my boyfriend is not a gangster like Phi thinks. When you are
lying in pain because of the pot lid, Phi can try to search for Yoyak Phadet
Suk. I want to go to work now. Bye."

I shrugged and smiled slyly with the inner spirit of a lakorn villain. Phi Tea
seemed a little taken aback by what she just found out, and I was so happy
that I almost burst into a smile.
From now on, I won't look back to see him again. My feet stepped forward
confidently after bragging about my boyfriend. As soon as I got out of the
area where Phi Tea could see me, hysterical laughter was heard.

I was looked at by the patients and nurses who walked past. I had to put on a
serious face again after laughing like crazy.

But really, I was in such a good mood that I could hardly keep the smile off
my face. I also spread rumors that Phi Tea tried to be the third person
between me and Yak, but was coldly rejected by me. So he got angry and
hired someone to attack me. But in the end, the villain is defeated by himself.

Satisfied... think of it as revenge because he spread the news that I was

rejected by him so badly.

Remember, don't mess with Wandee!

****************

Finally a long holiday. I got up from the six foot bed in Yoyak's room and
stretched lazily. Finally, the big man agreed to switch beds after we had to
huddle together for several nights when I slept in his room.

The room seemed smaller because of the new bed including the big teddy
bear I gave him. The teddy bear is bigger than Yoyak. He loves it so much
and refuses to let Oye remove it, even though his second father, who is more
powerful, worries about the dust causing health problems in the future.

In the end, Oye solved the problem by buying a vacuum and placing it in
Yoyak's room and forcing him to vacuum every 2 days.

"Why does Phi Dee wake up so early? Nong is still sleepy." The hoarse
voice of the person lying next to me spoke. Yoyak used his hand to pull me
back onto the bed. Then, he put both his hands and feet on top of me,
preventing me from moving. His face was buried in my chest. Her naked
upper body was so warm that I started to feel hot.
Yoyak smells fragrant. I pressed my nose into his soft hair and rubbed it like I
always did.

"Wake up now. It's morning. We'll be late if we don't go quickly."

"I've been there many times. There's nothing to see."

"Phi never went on a trip with you." I gently patted his arm. And because I
said that I had never been to his hometown in Kanchanaburi, the boy who
was getting more and more clingy finally opened his eyes.

It's not fair. When I woke up, my face was swollen and my eyes were glazed
over. But when the Yak wakes up, apart from the sleepy look on his face,
nothing can hide his handsomeness.

Look at his eyes.

Look at his pointed nose.

And her soft lips.

He is very handsome.

I'm obsessed with him.

"If you keep looking at me like that, you'll get into trouble, Nong Dee." He
stopped hugging me, got up to sit up until the blanket fell to his feet. He
showed off his toned muscles like an athlete, brushing the hair that covered
his face back.

"Can't I think Phi Yak is handsome?"

I got up and sat next to him shaking my head. His ears turned a little red. He's
always like this when I tease him or compliment him, and I think he's cute.

"5 o'clock..." The boy pressed the power button on his phone to see the
clock, then turned to look at me with a sharp look. "Isn't it too early, Nong
Dee?"
"Ye has been awake since 4 o'clock. Phi heard a loud noise coming from
outside."

"You sure it's Phi Ye? You sure it's not a ghost in the house?"

"Phi will punch you if you keep talking like that. Phi is scared." I raised my
fist as if to punch him. Then, the big boy raised the corner of his mouth
slightly before moving to stand next to the bed. I didn't think anything was
dirty, but my eyes happened to see something standing.

"Yeah, you're so rude. You shook your snake in Phi's face this morning. You
too..."

He didn't say anything, just stared at her crotch.

"I want to go downstairs to make coffee for you, but if Phi is interested in me,
why didn't Phi Dee say hi first?"

I threw a pillow at Yak so he wouldn't get on the bed again.

"There's no need to be shy anymore, right? Go ahead, I want strong coffee

with a little milk."

"Phi is not serious."

"Don't blame Phi. You'll know when we get to your house."

"You're planning something weird again."

"I don't want to tell you my plan."

"I knew you wouldn't tell me. Phi Dee has been too secretive lately...."

The conversation was as if Yak and I were arguing, but we weren't. We are
so used to arguing like this that it has become normal. And it seems the boy
doesn't care about what I'm planning. He just took the shirt off, put it on, then
opened the bedroom door and went downstairs.
I got up and grabbed a towel, went straight to the bathroom, and saw a big
bag with my shirt and Yak's shirt in it.

Maybe because I don't go on trips often, plus this is the first time I met the
Yak family, so I was quite excited about the trip. I slept on and off most of the
night. I can tell that Ye has been up since 4 o'clock this morning.

I also prepared a new year gift for Yak. I'm not sure if he will give me a
present too.

But my mind told me that he would give. Yak and I like to give each other
gifts. I couldn't help it...I had my first boyfriend. I also have a hot young
boyfriend.

Sorry for talking big, but I'm not wrong.

I took the toothbrush that was placed together in the glass, squeezed the
toothpaste for myself and squeezed it for Yak. I don't always do this for him.

Usually Yak will wake up and shower first. He is the one who will prepare
the toothbrush for me. I think it's very romantic.

I love falling in love with him...and I hope the meeting with his family goes
well.

****************

The sweet smell of coffee spread throughout the room with the big teddy
bear. I finished showering and dressing, and a big cup of coffee was
prepared for me to drink. I am the type who eats very little breakfast and I
usually start eating after I finish a cup of coffee. Yak knows my habits very
well. So as soon as he woke up, he went straight downstairs to make coffee
for me.

The big boy took a towel and put it on his shoulders. He was getting ready to
take a shower even though he had a fried sausage in his hand.

"Are you hungry?" I asked him. The sausage-chewing person with round
cheeks shook his head.
"Ye is eating. Breakfast is ready. If Phi Dee is hungry, you can go down to eat
first."

"It's okay, Phi will wait for you. Phi has prepared a set of clothes for you. It's
hanging on the towel rack in the bathroom."

"Thank you."

Yak stuffed the last piece of sausage into his mouth and walked to the
bathroom while I grabbed a coffee to drink.

The cool air from the air conditioner and the hot and fragrant coffee in the
morning are very pleasant. I sat on the edge of the bed, looked at the
bathroom, heard the sound of water splashing on the floor, and imagined the
image of Yak washing his soap.

Very sexy, I woke up early.

Not long after, Yak returned to the bedroom again. He was only wearing
below-the-knee jeans, and his shirt was still unworn. The glistening drops of
water made me sigh loudly for fear that he would get sick.

"You'll get sick if you don't wipe yourself."

He gave me a fake smile, wiped the water off his body, and then put on the
shirt I had prepared for him.

I like to buy clothes for him. Yak has a good figure, and he looks good in
whatever he wears.

Yak reached into his bag, turned off the air conditioner, checked the room for
any problems, and then nodded to me

"You didn't forget anything else, did you? Come on, let's go eat."

I finished the rest of the coffee in the cup and got up to follow him down the
stairs. Before I knew it, I noticed something strange about the gloomy
atmosphere in the dining room. It seems that Oye and Cherry are tense with
each other. Cherry's eyes were clearly red and Oye rubbed her neck and
turned her face away.

I looked at Yak's face. The big boy acted like nothing happened. As soon as
we sat down at the dining table, I whispered to him.

"The two of them fighting?"

"It seems that way."

"They often fight? Cherry cries too."

"Not often. Usually Cherry apologizes first, but I think this time Cherry is
angry and Oye doesn't want to apologize." Yak give me some rice. He
seemed familiar with this awkward atmosphere, unlike me who started to
feel nervous and uncomfortable.

I don't like fighting with anyone, including seeing people fight. Cherry is very
good to me. He is kind and cares for me. I also consider Oye as my friend
because we are the same age. When I saw the two of them fighting like this, I
felt strange.

I think I need to help close this rift. Wandee, good person, heroine.

"Nong will drive the car this morning." Yak reached out and took the car keys
from Oye. A few days ago, we agreed that we would take Ye's car. Phadet
Suk's brother looked dazed and lost in thought because of a fight with his
boyfriend. He only spoke a little to accept Yoyak's words, but he didn't look
at his sister.

That's right. They actually really care about each other. Why are they playing
tug of war?

Yak and I had breakfast together very happily, unlike the other two, who just
pushed their rice away. Then I had a good idea.

After eating and drinking water, I asked myself to go to Yak's bedroom to get
something. Yak remind me that I forgot something, but actually I didn't. I was
just thinking about the activities that Yak and I always use to strengthen our
relationship. I will share with Cherry and Oye. I hope they both will love
each other more than before.

"Ri, Phi Dee has something for you," I called Cherry as soon as I stepped
back into the dining room. The person sitting quietly, as if about to cry, raised
his head to look at me. Oye looked at me surprised, interested for a moment,
and then ignored me as usual.

"What, Phi Dee?"

"Clothes. I bought it a long time ago, but Phi forgot to give it to you."

I walked towards Cherry. Yak frowned so hard that their eyebrows almost
touched. He looked at the pink plastic package in my hand. Yak knew exactly
what was in it, he even said himself that he would give some to Cherry and
Oye.

"Phi Dee!" Yak was frantically calling me, almost getting up to hold me, but I
had to point at him and tell him to sit down first.

Maybe because the Yak was talking too loudly, so Oye turned to look.

Cherry took the item from my hand. I pretended to speak loudly so that all the
money earners in this family could hear.

"If he doesn't care about you anymore, be your sexy self, don't care anymore.''

Cherry is confused. Her white hands opened the pink plastic bag to see what
was inside. It is a pajama set with a cat pattern. Cherry looked taken aback,
but she answered my joke with a loud voice.

"Very sexy, Phi Dee. Who wears that for? My boyfriend doesn't care about
me anymore. I should find a new one."

"Ri!" shouted Oye as he violently seized my exposed nightgown in his hands.

His face turned red when he looked at his lover. It was clear that he was very
jealous. Meanwhile, Yak walked around the table and pulled my arm. He
held my arm with one hand and dragged the suitcase with the other.
"Let's put things in the car, Phi Dee."

"Let me see the situation first."

"They'll be fine on their own. What are you looking at?" Yak dragged me
with all his might. Of course, I can't oppose or reject anything. I can only
follow him obediently. The last sentence I heard was Oye apologizing and
after Yak and I sat waiting in the car for about ten minutes, the quarreling
people walked out holding hands sweetly.

As soon as Cherry smiled, Oye looked relaxed.

"Yak, do you think Ye will return our pajamas?"

Yak didn't answer my question, but after Oye and Cherry opened the door to
sit in the back seat, neither of them said anything about my pajamas.

I can't get my pajamas back, which means...!

Pakkao will definitely get more product reviewers!

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The day we left was December 30th. Traffic is still congested, but should be
less congested than yesterday, which was the first day of the long holiday.
Yak drove with one hand until we entered Kanchanaburi district. Once we
got out of the city, the congestion and chaos subsided. Cars were few and far
between on the road, and I was refreshed by the lush nature around me.

I looked in the rearview mirror and saw Oye and Cherry sleeping side by
side. Along the way, we stopped to pay our respects to the Buddha. That's
why it was late afternoon when we finally arrived at the original Phadet Suk
Gym.

As Yak gets closer to his home, Oye and Cherry get up to eat snacks and chat
loudly. Oye told me that the gym and the house are in different places. He
pointed to a large boxing gym and told me that this place had produced many
professional boxers. The gym is over a hundred years old and teaches
traditional Muay Thai, which has been passed down from generation to
generation. But, Oye is better at boxing than Muay Thai, so his boxing gym in
Bangkok focuses on teaching boxing.

In addition, Oye did not forget to tell me about Yak's childhood success. Yak
did not interrupt, but he interjected from time to time. When Oye told the
embarrassing story, Oye said that Yak was stubborn and quiet, I nodded in
agreement. The person accused of being stubborn complained for a long time,
where he never did that.

At five o'clock in the afternoon, the sun shines brightly in a golden orange
color. The original Phadet Suk Gym (I named it myself) is located on a high
hill overlooking the river. The surface of the water sparkling under the
sunlight made me feel refreshed.

A cold wind blows, carrying the smell of earth and plants that I don't
recognize. The area around the house is very large, and there are several
small houses. But, the largest house was wide open, and a man and a woman
were leaning outside the door.

Oye and Yak went to get the luggage from the back of the car. Cherry ran to
the big house shouting loudly for mom and dad.

"Ri has arrived. Ri misses Mae very much."

"We miss you too. Have you lost weight? Ye teasing you?"

Cherry shook her head and let the woman called Mother pat her whole body.
Yak walked up to me and nudged my shoulder, then introduced me.

"Tu Pa and Mae Nong."

"They look good, as you say."

I smiled nervously because my heart was beating fast. Even though I could
see that his parents looked fine, I still couldn't help but feel nervous. I had
some snacks to give to his parents, so when I walked up to them, I raised my
hand to wave at them and gave them the snacks.
Yak's mother smiled at me, while her father surveyed me for a moment before
raising his hand in response.

Yak looks like his father, so does Oye. They are both big and stern-faced, but
when they smile, they look good.

"Pa...Mae, this is Nong's lover, Phi Dee, that Nong told me about." Yak
introduce me. I smiled nervously again.

"The same age as Ye, but he looks much younger."

"Oh, why do you say that? Do you want to say that Ye is old?"

"Pa, Ai'Ye wants to hit Mae." Mom clings to dad's arm while joking with her
two sons. Their family is very friendly. I feel less nervous. His mother put
her hand on my arm and patted it gently.

"You're tired. Let's put your things away and then eat. Mae makes a lot of
delicious food,"

"Crap."

"Phi Dee, Mae entrusted Nong Yak to you." Since Mae entrusted her son to
me, I also think that Mae accepted me as her daughter-in-law (I thought too
much).

"I will take good care of him,"

"It's not fair. Mae doesn't entrust Ye to Ri like that. Mae just said that if Ye
teases Ri, Ri can call Mae and Mae will take care of it." Oye complained.
Mother did not answer. On the contrary, it was his father who spoke up.

"Because you are cruel."

"It's not right... right? What did I do to you?"

Oye asked Cherry.* Cherry rolled her eyes and didn't answer. Oye glared at
him.
In the end, he was hit by Mother very hard.

"Mae hasn't had time to finish my sentence yet. If you leave Nong Ri again,
don't come to Mae to ask for help."

"Mae, don't bring up that old story," said Oye as he snatched his boyfriend
back from Mother's arms and wrapped his arms around her waist with a
possessive feeling. They must have been through a lot together.

"And what about you, Nong? Are you teasing Phi Dee? If Phi Dee has any
problems, you can tell Mae."

I shook my head that there was no problem. Yak took the opportunity to tease
me.

"Actually it was Phi Dee who teased Nong a lot."

"If that's the case, Phi Dee has to tease him a lot more." Add Dad. Oye
laughed so hard that he was hit by his mother. His family asked me some
general questions. It's not a difficult question to answer. Lively conversation,
enough to get to know each other a little. And when it was almost dinner
time, mom told us to finish packing and pointed to the dining room by the
river.

His house has a great atmosphere. Every house can see the view of the river.
I almost didn't have to do anything because the big boy took care of almost
everything. Starting from taking the clothes out of the bag and hanging them in
the closet for me, letting me open the sliding window wide to sit and enjoy
the breeze.

"When we go out to eat, close the window and spray insecticide. There are a
lot of mosquitoes. If not tonight, we won't be able to sleep." He told me in a
calm voice.

I nodded at him before turning to look at the scene outside again. The sun was
setting and almost completely set.

"Can you take me swimming?"

"Do you want to go to the waterfall? But it will be crowded during the new
year."

"Then let's go for a walk."

"Okay, I want to swim too if Phi Dee wants. Phi Dee." At the end of the
sentence, he called me in a soft voice.

Surprised, I stopped looking at the slowly flowing river and turned to look at
the handsome face of my lover.

"What?"

"What is this?"

"Hey! Give it back to me. I'm saving it as a surprise for New Year's Eve." I
ran back into the room and grabbed the clothes that Yak was holding with his
fingers. He looked surprised when he saw what it was.

"New Year's is late. Can Phi Dee wear it for me to watch tonight?" He made
a pleading sound. I hesitated for a moment while holding the dress in my
arms.

"If I wear it tonight, you won't get a New Year's gift."

"Consider it as an advance gift, okay?"

"If that's the case tonight." I smiled at the corner of my mouth. Yak used his
hand to rub my nose and looked at me with sparkling eyes.

It's not a weird outfit or anything. It's just a bright red G-string.

Since I have a young husband, I should spoil him a little.

I think he must be very happy with this gift. Otherwise, he wouldn't have said
that...

"Since Nong was born, Nong has never met someone like Phi Dee."
"..."

"I've been with Phi for too long and I'm influenced by Phi's mischievous
behavior."

"If you're shy, just say it, baby. Don't accuse Phi of ruining you!"
Chapter 17

Some children have difficulty paying attention while eating, and of course I
am referring to Yak. When having dinner with his family, the man always
elbowed my arm and asked repeatedly if I was full.

She definitely wants the red G-string, but I think if she gets it too easily, it
might not be worth anything. So I played hard to get a little worth.

Instead of going home to shower and get ready for bed after dinner, I agreed
to play cards with Yak's parents at their house. Yak gave me a cold smile, but
he didn't scold me or say anything. But, when I play cards, I can feel his
murderous eyes on me almost all the time.

I was a bit annoyed by Yak's sharp gaze, but I believe that when we try to
make someone angry, we should go as far as possible.

I pretended not to notice that he was trying to prompt me. I chatted while we
played cards. It was almost 10pm when Oye yawned, took the money in front
of him, and said that he would stop. That's when the card game ends.

Of course, Oye port has grown by 200%, while I ran out of money. I even had
to borrow money to invest further.

The real reason I don't want to stop is because I want to get my money back.
Instead of trying to make Yak angry.

After the card game is over, everyone goes their separate ways. His parents
were getting ready for bed. I said goodnight to them and then walked with
Yak back to our house. Oye and Cherry walked in front of us, and they
seemed to be arguing about something.

The cool night air makes me feel cold. Yak reached out and took my hand,
then tucked it into his sweater as we walked. I just realized that I
misunderstood him. He doesn't want to see me in a G-string.
"Let's go to the milk tea shop."

"Huh?"

"If we don't go to the milk tea shop, it doesn't matter if we come to Nong's
house," he explained while leading me to walk. Oye, and Cherry gradually
disappeared from sight. Only Yak and I were left in front of the house.

He didn't say much. He took off his slippers in front of the house,
disappeared inside to get the motorcycle keys, and then came out again.

"You want to kill Phi? You're taking me on a motorbike to go to a milk tea

shop now. It's so cold that my lips are trembling."

"Phi Dee sits behind Nong, Phi won't be cold."

"Don't give me that sly smile."

Yak raised the corner of his mouth into a smile.

I narrowed my eyes at him and sighed. He already knew that I would follow
him. "Okay, I'll go. But if it's not good, you'll have problems with Phi."

"Come on, hurry up."

To save time, the big boy quickly took me to the parking lot. He chose a
motorcycle. In an instant, the empty lot was brightly lit by motorcycle lights. I
walked over and sat in the back.

"You don't want to take Ye too?"

"No, I want to go with Phi Dee. But we might run into them at the store too.
Here, if you're cold, hug Nong."

"Phi is not cold, I hug you." I put my hand on her waist and pressed my cold
cheek to her broad back. I heard the Yak swallow and then the motorcycle
started to move.

He rode a motorcycle slowly, unlike his usual driving style.

"Strange. We're slow today."

"I'm in no hurry. And I'm afraid Phi Dee will catch a cold if I ride too fast."

"Is that store far?"

"Not far, five minutes."

"It's a very scary road. I don't think you're trying to kill Phi, are you?" I rested
my chin on Yak's shoulder and scanned the pitch black road.

Yak laughed slowly.

"Phi afraid of ghosts?"

"Shut up."

"It's dark here. When we pass the bend, the road will be light. There's
nothing here, Phi Dee doesn't need to be afraid."

I nodded, feeling the cold wind hit my face. But I can't deny that I feel good
when hit by the wind like this. Yak turned the motorcycle handle a little more,
and as he said, as soon as we rounded the corner, the lights came on.

The milk tea shop he said he wanted to take me to was a bit far in the forest.
It is a two-story wooden house with a marble table set in the open space in
front of the house. I thought it must be a popular place, because it was quite
crowded. I thought we'd have to wait for a table, but when Yak led me into
the house, the shopkeeper greeted him loudly, pointed to an empty marble
table, and ordered the waiter to clear the table.

"Ai'Yak! How long have you been here?"

"Since the evening. Don't bring my boyfriend to introduce you."

"Just sit at the table. I'll go there in a moment. Where's Ai'Ye?"

"I didn't invite Phi Ye, but maybe he will come too." Yak took the menu and
notepad, while I looked at him and the person I thought was the owner of the
shop.

It's like I just remembered that he didn't introduce his friend to me.

"Phi Dee, this is Phi Bear. He is the shop owner and also my father's student.
Phi Bear, this is Phi Dee, Nong's boyfriend."

The man named Bear smiled at me. He has a long, unkempt beard and long,
wavy hair tied back in a low ponytail. He looks a little like a hipster, but he
doesn't look like a bad guy. I politely returned his smile.

"All the girls in this area are heartbroken now because you have a
boyfriend."

"Too much. No big deal." Be humble.

Phi Bear shook his head and turned to me kindly.

"Stick with him, okay? He's hot. There will be girls coming to him and telling
him you have a headache."

I smiled at the corner of my mouth as I eyed Yak suspiciously. Yak didn't say
anything. He walked over to a table with a bottle of beer and a guitar on it,
which must have been the shop owner's table because no customer dared to
sit there. The beer glasses in the shop were not cleaned. The cold fog still
clings to the mirror.

After sitting down, the big boy handed me the menu. I scanned it for a
moment and decided what I wanted to drink.

"Can I order hot with less sweet?"

"Very sweet, normal sweet or less sweet. This store uses the same amount of
sugar for all options. They focus on the people who make it, not the
customer."

A heavy arm wrapped around my neck, and I stumbled forward a little. I

recognized the voice from behind, and before I could greet him, he started
screaming.
"You didn't even invite me!"

"I remind Ye to sleep," said Yak while writing a list of hot milk for me. He
moved to make room for me, and I knew I had to move because Oye was
coming to join us.

I moved to sit next to Yak. The cold weather makes it not too comfortable to
sit close.

"Phi Bear says Wandee is cute."

"Thank you. I always knew I was cute. Where is my Nong, Cherry?"

"He went to make his own coffee in the shop. This shop is fast if you make it
yourself."

"Strange shop." I couldn't help but complain.

Oye laughed as he lifted the crate of beer onto the table. He took the guitar
and tune without paying attention to me who was taking pictures of the
surrounding atmosphere and Yak who was standing to send the menu.

In an instant, the tall young man walked back, but he was not alone. He was
followed by a group of girls. The corner of my mouth twitched when Oye
laughed softly.

"Thank goodness you have a famous boyfriend."

"Huh? Who? Yak?" I turned back to Oye, leaving Yak surrounded by the girls.
He looked at me with a face asking for help, but what can I do?

"Yes, a three-time champion of sea boxing."

"He's famous because he does sea boxing?"

"No, he's famous because Pa announced that his youngest son is still single
and wants a son-in-law." Oye finished his glass of beer and laughed for no
reason. I guessed that the person who sent my young boyfriend to sea boxing
must be him. The evil aura was so strong that it could not be hidden.
"This year, he has to fight again. He will fight for the championship."

"When?"

"On the first day of the new year. I'll take you to see it, and then you'll know
how many Ai'Yak fans there are."

"Before that date, shouldn't we get up to get him out of there?"

* Remove Yak from the crowd of women

"It's time to go. Let's go Dr. Wandee."

I made a strange noise because I wanted to hit Phadet Suk's brother. Then I
stood up and walked with a fierce face looking for Yak. The boy looked at
me with an unreadable expression.

"Yak, Phi wants to pee. Where's the toilet?"

"Nong bring you."

"Good. Can I ask my boyfriend for a second, girls? Phi Dee really can't walk
to the bathroom by herself."

I went to the toilet. Yak also went to pee. When we walked back to the table,
Cherry and Phi Bear were sitting and chatting loudly with Oye.

Oye's face was red like a drunk. He must be drunk. He has been drinking
with his father since he was at home.

As soon as Yak and I sat down, drinks were delivered.

Should beer be drunk with hot milk? I don't think it went well, but the guy
next to me didn't hesitate to accept a glass of what looked like sunflower tea
and drank half a glass.

"Hey Dee. Let's have a drink together," invited Phi Bear.

"My tolerance for alcohol is not very good."

"Come on. If you can't go home, you can sleep at my place."

I hesitated to drink. I looked at Yak and he said it was up to me. So I took a

sip of the bitter drink.

The first glass is drunk, the second glass is drunk From bitterness, it begins
to be smooth.

I poured myself a third glass when only Cherry and I were left at the table.
Meanwhile, Phi Bear, Ye and Yoyak went to play sepak takraw.

Yes, you heard me right. They play takraw at 11 pm. Three muscular young
men took off their shirts to let the wind cool and kicked the takraw ball back
and forth like crazy. There were girls and boys watching, including me and
Cherry. It is a feast for the eyes. Whose boyfriend is that? She has a hot body!

Cherry stopped looking at the takraw area and turned to me. I had to control
myself.

"Are you okay, Phi Dee?"

"A little drunk."

"You shouldn't drink anymore. Your face is very red. Phi want to sleep? Ri
can send you back first. They just started playing takraw. It might be a
while."

"Phi is not drunk," I denied Cherry. But it was only a verbal denial. Even my
face fell on the table. I almost lost consciousness. I felt confused and dazed.

I saw Cherry shake her head. The tall young man stood up and walked
towards the takraw area. In my last moments of consciousness, I remembered
that Yak picked me up and put me in Oye's car, and told Cherry to come back
here quickly.

******************************

I was held by Phi Bear and Ye to play takraw for another half hour. It was
exhausting before I could finally ask myself to go home and take care of Phi
Dee. They told me that Phi Dee had showered and was asleep. Cherry stayed
with him until she saw Phi Dee sleeping under the covers on the bed.

I was relieved after hearing that, but I still rushed back to find him. I know
that Phi Dee is very afraid of ghosts. Sleeping in a strange place alone may
cause him to be unable to sleep.

When I entered the house, everything was quiet. I walked slowly, afraid to
disturb Phi Dee's sleep.

He didn't turn off all the lights. Only a few are turned on brightly. I turned off
unnecessary lights and only turned on dim lights. I crept more carefully to go
wash off the sweat and dirt in the bathroom in the bedroom.

While I was taking a shower, there was a knock on the bathroom door
several times. Phi Dee's muffled voice could be heard, but I wasn't sure if
she was awake.

"Yoyak... are you in the bathroom?"

"Crap. Ni Nong."

"You're back, right?"

"Yes." I finished my shower, dried myself off quickly, and put on my clothes.
I immediately opened the bathroom door. Phi Dee who was waiting at the
door suddenly rushed to hug me.

I looked down at him. A soft blanket was used to wrap his body. Phi Dee
buried her face in my chest for a moment and then pulled away. The drunk
man walked away and lay down as usual.

"Let's sleep now, baby." he reached out from under the covers and patted the
empty bed. I walked to the bed obediently. Phi Dee lifted the edge of the
blanket over us both.

The dim light in the room allowed me to see something interesting hidden
under the blanket. The cold water that cooled my body just now could not
extinguish the burning heat.
The clothes under the covers...that bright red G-string. The one I'm teasing is
the one I want him to wear for me to see tonight.

"Use it, use it for what?"

"Baby, even though Phi is drunk, Phi doesn't forget the promise I made with
you."

Phi Dee came up to sit on my stomach. His soft back rubbed my exposed
stomach. I don't like wearing pajamas, so our skin rubs against each other.
My breath is choked. I wanted to see her body in that dress, but Phi Dee still
refused to stop using the blanket to cover her body.

"You said you have fans. Are you hot? You bastard."

"..."

"But Phi is so hot. How can you like someone more than Phi?"

"Uhm...I don't like it."

"You mean because Phi is sexy, right?"

"..."

"If you don't answer, Phi won't let you see."

I think he's starting to get really drunk. That's why his mood changes. He
laughs and laughs softly one minute, then acts like he's about to cry the next.
Phi Dee also punched my chest, then approached and kissed my chin.

My hand slipped under the blanket and moved to place it on Phi Dee's thigh.
The G-string she wears is a side-tie type. I was panting heavily as I ran my
hand along the knotted rope.

Her exposed back was soft and smooth. A rope fell in the groove of his back.
I slowly explored it with my fingers, my hands shaking.

"Sexy. Can I ask you to use this just for me? Don't let other people see it."
"Hehe... Are you jealous? You don't want anyone else to see, except you?"

"Phi, please stop using blankets to cover you."

"Forcing Phi to do that."

"Can you do that?"

"Yes you can. Because Phi is your love slave."

He looked at me with tear filled eyes. I hesitated whether to use force against
Phi Dee or not, but then I lost my temper when she bit her lip to challenge
me.

I began to roughly pull the blanket and throw it aside. I squeezed his back so
hard that it was swollen. Phi Dee let out a moan and writhed embarrassingly
on my stomach.

His chin was pressed against my chest, his face showing a sad expression of
defeat. But her back tensed, going down to rub against the hot rod that was
beginning to sway

Her crotch G-string is wet. My fingers pulled at the front of the G-string to let
her little sister out. It was red, not much different from the dress. Very cute
and beautiful to look at.

The tip of my fingernail clawed at the end of the shaft hole. Phi Dee squirmed
back, tears running down her red cheeks.

"Don't do that."

"Phi seems to like it."

"So excited. I'm afraid I'll climax before I can take you inside me."

"What was Phi thinking when you bought this dress?"

"What was I thinking when I bought this dress? I was thinking to please my
husband. Do you like it, baby?"
I didn't answer. I just pushed my back causing the hot rod to press against her
back in a rhythmic motion. Then Phi Dee leaned down and pressed her lips to
mine in a passionate kiss.

"I answered Phi correctly."

"It means you like it a lot, right?"

"Yeah, I never thought I could be so dirty." I tucked Phi Dee's hair behind her
ear. Her fair skin was cut by the small red cloth. I think she looks lovely in
that bright red.

It's so hot that I want to... make myself a small G-string.

In my head, there are only dirty thoughts and as I said before I never thought I
could be this dirty.

I pushed my body high. My strength is enough to lift Phi Dee or stand with
him. He looked at me with a sharp look. I pulled up my pants and saw a hot
hard cock. I gently rubbed his back. I felt it hot, so hot it almost burned Phi
Dee's back.

One hand I reached and gently squeezed his white neck. The tip of the finger
crawled on the chin then put in the mouth for him to inhale.

Phi Dee licks my finger. But I felt that he not only licked my fingers, but
rather licked from the palm. From my fingers to the tips of my nails, he bit
and bit, making me sweat.

I was so uncomfortable I felt like I was going to explode. Phi Dee took out
the string that was in her butt and then brought the G-string and put it on my
arm. My breathing is getting abnormal.

"Calm down, Nong Dee. Phi Yak will be in shortly."

"I'm going to squeeze Phi Yak inside to death."

Yes... Maybe I'm really dead.

I removed my fingers that were wet with saliva from his mouth. My hands
went around her back and inserted the rod into her hole. His legs wrapped
around my waist receiving caresses to increase the size. Saliva dripped from
the corner of his mouth in an endearing way.

Does he know how tempting it is? His posture right now can really kill me.
Phi Dee became very restless. His back crashed and pulled my cock inside,
making it harder and hotter.

And suddenly, Phi Dee put her hand on mine and put our intertwined index
fingers in her mouth.

My heart is no longer mine. I lost consciousness when he put his intertwined

fingers in his mouth. He sucked his own finger and put it in my mouth. I
sucked, licked and bit until he gasped. I used my hands to separate the
surface of her back to penetrate deeper because I couldn't hold back
anymore.

"Usually, you're calmer than this."

"I can't take it anymore, Phi Dee. I really want to let go."

"Phi likes it when you're crazy."

"Please shut up. Stop teasing me."

"Uh..."

"I'll make Phi moan and call my name."

"Uh... Yeah..."

The hot rod slid inside Phi Dee perfectly. I could feel a gentle tension inside.
He could only moan and call my name... when the sun had risen. Her G-string
was removed, but she didn't stop calling my name.

**********************
On December 31st, Phi Dee and I didn't do much. He wanted to go for a
walk, and I just followed his instructions. Because we woke up late, we had
to face the crowd when we went to the temple and the waterfall.

Only me and Phi Dee went. Oye and Cherry decided to stay home and sleep.
They know that during festivals, places are always crowded, so it is difficult
to walk around. But despite the crowd, noise, and chaos, Phi Dee kept
smiling the whole time.

He seems to enjoy walking and eating, and he easily adapts to my family.

After walking around all day, Phi Dee still has the energy to help mom in the
kitchen.

Of course, he helped in a chaotic way, but my mother was comforted and

taught him a few things. And since it was New Year's Eve, we had dinner
longer than usual.

After dinner, dad called everyone to gather in the open area. Mom and Dad
tied ropes around Oye and Cherry's wrists first, and then they tied ropes
around Phi Dee and me.

Mom and Dad just tied them up as a sign of congratulations, but Phi Dee,
who was a thoughtful person, nudged me and asked,

"Is it a wedding?"

"..."

"You brought Phi to the wedding without telling me first?"

"..."

"How about the dowry?"

"Nothing. I plan to get married and run away."

I've been with him for a while and I'm starting to get the joke. After finishing
saying the sentence 'run', he hit me. Our countdown night passed quietly. We
sat together and counted the countdown, and I gave him a present.
"You folded stars and put them in a jar for Phi?"

"Yeah, fits Phi Dee."

"Why would?" He turned the glass jar with the paper stars inside back and
forth, then stared at me waiting for an explanation. "That was a popular gift
when Phi was a teenager, right? So I thought if I gave Phi this gift, Phi Dee
could go back in time."

He was silent and immediately smiled sharply. "You think Phi is old!"

I shrugged and pulled the covers over us on the bed.

**********************

The highlight of the New Year in my house is on the first day of the year. My
father is famous in the village. Every New Year's Day, my house hosts a big
merit ceremony, including a sea boxing competition.

House Phadet Suk must send a representative to compete in sea boxing. The
representative is me because I'm the type that doesn't hesitate. My father and
Ye sent me to fight, so I went. I've won championships over the years. This
year, I think I won't miss it either.

The sea boxing will start from 3 pm. My father had people dig and add water
to the mud pool. Then put a board across the pond. Then pulled me to sit with
my feet gripping the board from the beginning of the game, waiting for
someone to challenge. And I can't remember how many people I have
dropped in the mud today.

What is certain is that I will never fall. The muddy water below will kill
them...

I'm not sure what time it is now. To be honest I admit that I'm starting to feel
tired, but I think the match will be over soon. That's why my front is empty
without a challenger.

But at the moment when I was about to stop, my father shouted that someone
had asked to challenge as the last challenger of the day.
I took a deep breath. I saw the challenger's white legs and felt very familiar.
When I looked up, it was clear.

"Phi Dee?...What do you want to play?"

"Oh, I'll fight you," he smiled widely. It looks very funny when he crawls
along the board. He wears boxing gloves. Good thing Phi Dee didn't take off
her shirt like me. If not, I must be very jealous of him.

Phi Dee wears a white t-shirt. I saw Phi Dee's shirt covered in black mud.

"Do you want to go change your clothes first?"

"You're going to punch Phi in the mud? Are you brave enough?"

"..."

"You go down. You go down in the mud." He crawled over to me. His
already wide smile widened. Phi Dee pointed her finger at me and told me to
get in the mud.

"Even if we are Phi-Nong, I will not let him go easily. Nong will never fall
into the mud."

Phi Dee opened her mouth to argue, but Dad was faster, taking the
microphone to comment.

" Let's see if Yoyak will lose the championship. If he falls today, he is
obviously afraid of his wife."

Phi Dee laughed, turning to look at Dad not realizing I was about to push him
into the mud. He screamed in shame at dad, then turned back.

"Pa and Ye sent Phi to beat your championship. Give up and lose to Phi. Phi
doesn't want to be dirty."

"Beat me? Even Nong doesn't like mud."

The signal to start boxing sounded. I swung my fist and gently tapped Phi
Dee's arm. He staggered but did not fall. When he regained his balance, he
glared at me.

"Yoyak!"

"That's the rule. If you're weak, you lose."

"If Phi falls, tonight you sleep outside the room."

"Okay," I replied to Phi Dee with a deep sigh.

Since he said that...I will give in too.

I released my hands and feet from the planks and fell into the mud with a loud
thud. Dad seemed very happy when he commented that I was afraid of my
wife.

I'm not afraid at all... I just don't want to sleep outside the room.

******************************

That evening, Phi Dee spent a lot of time washing the mud off me. He
connected the hose to the pipe in front of our house and sprayed me. Then,
she used shampoo and soap to scrub me.

I grumbled a little, but when Phi Dee smiled, I stopped grumbling.

Maybe because he looks so happy... so the mud was worth it.

"Pa said next year Phi has to come back to defend my championship."

"..."

"You can come back next year to take back the title. This year you
surrendered to Phi, but next year Phi will surrender to you."

I snatched the hose from Phi Dee's hand and sprayed it back. We played in
the water until we were both drenched. We didn't stop until Ye shouted at us
for wasting water.

Phi Dee and I don't feel bad. We actually laughed when Ye walked away.

"Let's go back together next year, okay."

"I promise I'll come with you every year."

Phi Dee made a promise to me, and in the years to come, I found that Phi Dee
was a man of her word.
Chapter 18

My body squirms lazily like a cat that wants to sleep on the big bed in
Yoyak's bedroom. Then I got up and sat leaning on the head of the bed.

I have slept in his room for several nights. We act like we are attached to
each other, probably because Yak is going away for a month. He has to fly to
Spain for the world championship match.

I yawned widely after getting out of bed. I looked at the two suitcases placed
next to the wall. Our life is like a novel right? When we love each other too
much, writers bully us and tear us apart. But if it's really a novel, in the end
our lives will have a happy ending, right?

So let it be. We are separated. Yak just gone for a month.

I took out my phone and checked the time. There is actually a large clock
hanging on the wall of Yak's room, but we both rarely see it. We prefer to
check the time on our phones because it's easier.

This morning once again Yak woke up before me. He was taking a shower,
and because I heard the sound of water dripping on the floor that's why I
woke up.

Yak is not a person who takes a long bath. Once again I yawned widely. His
body covered with water droplets, opened the bathroom door and walked
out.

As if he knew I would complain again, Yak quickly lifted the end of the towel
to wipe his wet hair. Water dripped on the path he passed. So, the man
retreated to stand on the small rug so that the floor of the room wouldn't get
wet again.

"So, Phi Dee is going to take the whole day off, or just drop Nong off at
noon?"
"It must be all day. You'll be gone for a month, and Phi wants to see your face
all day and all night." I replied as I reached up to brush my hair out of my
face and find a pair of shorts to wear. The boy took off my pants since early
this morning.

After we had sex, I wanted to put on my pajamas, but the boy whispered that
I didn't need to wear clothes. He just wants to lie there and play with my butt.

Trust me, he'll die of exhaustion...

"I don't want to lose the first game so I can go back to Phi Dee early."

"If Ye hears you say that, there will definitely be a payment."

"I'm just kidding. Who would really do that? After all, I'll do my best. Then
Phi Dee can brag to Phi Kao that you have a world champion boyfriend."

"Thank you, but Phi is sure Phi isn't just bragging to Ai'Kao."

"Thank you." He imitated my voice, and I swear it was so annoying that I

wanted to smack him hard on the back.

He is a naughty boy. He's big like a giant, but I like to put a filter on him so
he looks like a pea.

"Don't copy the word Phi."

"Thank you."

"Speak again and you'll get in trouble."

"Thank you...well."

He continued to provoke me, not afraid at all. He also smiled at me with a

challenging face. I was already wearing shorts, so I got out of bed, ran over
to him, and jumped back. I hugged his neck and bit his ear.

"Phi Dee, don't bite Nong's ear."

"Ouch."

I laughed at the man who quickly used his hands to cover his ears. He rubbed
it to relieve the pain then turned to look at me with a sharp look. Then I
kissed her cheek to calm her down.

"Phi must miss you very much."

"Me too. Video calls are not the same as seeing you face-to-face."

"Um, what if it's like this? If you make it to the finals, Phi will fly to see you
fight, okay?"

"If that's the case, just buy the ticket first."

"You're overconfident, aren't you?"

"At first, I wasn't too sure, but when Phi Dee said that Phi would go see, I
became convinced." He walked to the closet to get his clothes, with me still
behind him. He was strong enough to carry me across the room, but as he
wanted to get dressed, he walked back to the bed and forcefully threw me off
his back.

He knows that I will not be angry. We always play rough like this with each
other. That is, if I'm in the mood to play with it.

"I don't know why you have to rush to the airport so early in the morning."

"I have an interview."

"I'll write it to tease Ai'Kao later. Phi's boyfriend is a celebrity and needs to
give an interview to the media."

I nodded vaguely, while Yak shook his head in disgust.

I know he is famous. At least, he is very famous in his profession. Oye calls

this process 'artist-creation' He is a brother, father and manager to Yak. He is
everything to Jak.
I'm not worried about Yak because he has Oye to take care of him carefully.
I'm just a little jealous of Oye and Cherry because they can fly to watch Yak
compete in every match. Unlike me, I have a lot of work to do.

"Phi Dee, wake up quickly and take a shower. Nong go get you some coffee."

"Okay thanks."

"Kiss Nong's forehead a lot these days. Blessings."

So I jumped up and kissed her forehead once before going to the shower.
Then I kissed her a few more times until I sent her walking past the gate at the
airport departure hall.

Yak went with enthusiasm. I thought I could live without him, but a few days
later, I felt sad because I was hit with nostalgia.

The boy must be in training for his match, so he doesn't use his phone much. I
only know about Yak through Cherry and Oye. He had been gone for two
weeks, and I had only heard his voice twice in those two weeks. Yak called
to say that the two of us might not be able to talk for a long time.

"I love you, Phi. I miss you too."

It's a sweet sentence, but it makes me feel sad, sad, sad, sad, very sad.

I took a deep breath and turned to the iPad screen that was playing a Korean
drama.

Ting Ting Ting

Because I saw the iPad screen, I knew it was Cherry who sent me the
message. They are quite busy there, and they rarely call me to report on Yak.

Most recently, my Cherry chat yesterday said that Yak had to lose weight. So
my son's mood has changed a bit lately. Here in my condo, it's 10:25pm in
Thailand right now. When I boiled ramen to eat alone, Cherry sent me a chat
saying:
Cher: Phi Dee, Ri has something to report.

Cher: There are many people trying to seduce Yak!

Cher: But Yak doesn't care, so Phi Dee can calm down.

The feeling of wanting to eat ramen while watching the series disappears
immediately. My face now, if there was a mirror, I think I would make a face
that could kill someone with my bare hands.

Cherry seems to have dropped a huge bombshell by telling me about

someone trying to get involved with my man.

Should I be angry? I'm an adult now, I shouldn't be jealous... Yak love me, I
trust him.

But I'm angry. I don't trust other people, that's all.

I think I should... take the day off and fly to see the boy soon!

**********************

"Will you answer?"

"Quiet..."

"Are you going to fly again?"

"I think so."

"What are you talking about?" I tie my pants after showering and changing.
Then I lay on the bed in the room. Today I had to fight all day. My body was
bruised and my muscles felt injured all over.

Although the doctor said that it was not serious, it still hurt. So when I lie on
the bed, I bend a little weird.

I looked at my brother, Oye, and Cherry suspiciously. The whisper told me

that something was wrong.
"Um, Yak has a few days off, so I talked to Phi Ye about the trip, but Yak
can't go. It's cold and you'll be sick and won't be able to fight."

"I know, but... where is Nong's phone?" I asked about my phone after
scanning the room and not seeing it.

"Maybe it's in your bag. I'll keep it for you when you fight. I'll find it for you.
And about the offer from the organization, how will you answer them?" Ye
offered to find my phone for me. So I followed him and listened carefully.
The thing is, after a few matches, I fought really well. Ye said that I'm
popular lately because many organizations come to attract me to be their
regular boxer.

"I will refuse. I don't like being exiled abroad all the time. I'm not a patriot
who wants to go back."

"What country are you from, Yak?"

"A country called Wandee..." I quickly answered Cherry so she wouldn't

have to guess. I've been teased many times, so I'm not ashamed anymore. And
damn, I miss Phi Dee so much.

I craned my neck to see how far Ye had found my phone and counted to ten in
my mind calmly. Soon, the thin phone was in my hand. There were many
messages from Phi Dee sent to me. Now, the time in Thailand must be around
midnight. I think Phi Dee must not be asleep yet. I should have read all the
messages he sent me before video calling him, but...

Wandee : Phi has booked a plane ticket. I will fly tomorrow to see you. I'll
probably get there around dinner time if you're home.

I sat on the bed, forgetting my pain for a moment. I looked at Ye who raised a
questioning eyebrow.

"Phi Dee said she would come tomorrow,"

"Ohhhh," Ye muttered in a long, drawling voice.

Cherry slapped my arm hard and laughed out loud.

"Why is Ri laughing like that?"

"I laughed at Phi Dee."

"Why?"

"An hour ago I sent a chat saying that many people came to seduce Yak. I was
surprised because Phi De didn't ask anything else. Apparently he planned to
fly to see Yak. Since you are resting, I thought it was okay to come to give
You are moral support."

"Who came to seduce Nong?" My eyebrows furrowed even more when I

found out why Phi Dee came.

I'm glad she came because she's jealous, but I'm also worried that Phi Dee
misunderstood something.

"I mean the organization that came to seduce Yak. But I told them that Yak is
not interested. Your heart belongs to Phi Dee."

"Really?"

"And where do you want to go?"

"Chat with Phi Dee."

"Can't you talk in the room? Why do you have to go to the bathroom?"

I shook my head and didn't answer Phi Ye's question. Then, I heard his voice
shouting at me from behind.

"Hey! You want to make phone sex? Do you still have the energy to do that
after boxing every day?"

"Who would do that? Disgusting!"

I closed the lid of the toilet bowl to use as a seat, and pressed the video call
button to call Phi Dee. I'm sure he wasn't asleep yet, but he took a long time
to answer, and he put the camera so far away that I couldn't see him.
Luckily his voice was clear when talking to me. His voice that I haven't
heard in days made me smile.

[Hi. Why can you call today? Aren't you usually training at this time?]

Phi Dee is packing her bag. I saw him bending over the edge of the closet.

As soon as I heard his voice and saw his face, I wanted to hug him very
much.

"I've been fighting since the morning. I went to a dinner party this afternoon
so I didn't practice. And about you saying you wanted to come see me, did
you really come?"

[Who are you going with? What kind of dinner party?]

"With Ye, Ri, and the organization. Spanish food is good. If Phi comes, I'll
take you to eat."

[Are you free to take Phi for a walk? And...and who flirted with Yak today?
Because...Ri chat I said someone is tempting you. Phi is not jealous, I only
have a few days off left. So I thought I'd come to see you.]

"The person who seduced Nong? Oh, we had lunch together." I teased him,
and succeeded. Because from chatting from afar, Phi Dee finally showed her
face to me.

[He is cute? She's cuter than Phi? Did you see him? Are you smiling at him?
If you smile at him, Phi will bite you to the bone when I get there.]

I laughed out loud at Phi Dee's threatening behavior, but she looked even
more furious. It seems that if I don't explain quickly, the story of being
seduced by the organization will become a family problem.

"He's not cute. The person who seduced me is the same age as Pa."

[The aura of Yak boys makes others want to keep pets.]

"You've gone too far, Phi Dee. The word 'teasing' means that the organization
is trying to recruit me to be a boxer in their gym. There are only low-level
boxers around here. No one will wear night clothes to seduce Nong." I
laughed until tears came out. After I explained, Phi Dee looked very
surprised. He scratched his cheek and blinked rapidly.

[So that's how it is. I got pranked...Phi understands now. Phi has been
worrying about useless things.]

"Crap...but you're coming to see me? Don't let me get my hopes up, bro."

[I will go. Phi also misses you very much. And why are you talking on the
phone with Phi in the bathroom? You expect Phi to wear night clothes for you
to see?]

I couldn't help but yell the word 'disgusting' at Phi Dee like I yelled at Ye. I
scratched my forehead reluctantly and repeated his question before
answering.

"Ye and Ri entered the room. Nong was afraid that Nong would be
embarrassed if I told you that I miss Phi in front of those two people. So I
went to the bathroom to talk. If Phi Dee hasn't booked a hotel, come stay with
Nong na. For pajamas, I didn't expect that Phi would wear it for me to see."

[Are you sure?]

"..."

[That's it for now. See you later, naughty Yak. Pick me up at the airport. I will
send you the flight info. Sweet dreams.]

"Blink..." Phi Dee ignored my words 'blink'. He immediately hung up. I tried
to video call him again, but he didn't answer. But when I was about to step
out of the bathroom, Phi Dee sent me a set of pictures.

Album 'Nong Dee with sleepless night clothes'.

I scrolled through the pictures in the bathroom, my face was hot and I was
sweating.
Wandee: Don't be indecent, don't do weird things while looking at Phi's
picture.

Yoyak: What's weird?

Wandee: uh...huh... Aahhh...huh... ah.

Yoyak: I will definitely get it tomorrow.

Wandee: send stickers.

Wandee: I want to be punished by Phi Yak until I can't walk.

I walked out of the bathroom and threw my phone on the wooden table next to
the bed. Fortunately, Ye and Ri have already left the room. So, they won't
tease me and make me realize how red my face is. Maybe I should go to bed
early. Let this day pass quickly so I can hurry and wait for encouragement
from someone important.

But then again, isn't it too early to go to bed now?

*****************************

The weather in Spain in early spring is quite cold. After picking up Phi Dee
at the airport, I took her to eat before returning. Cherry also came to dinner
with us. Cherry was scolded by Phi Dee many times for sending unclear
chats on Line.

I hugged Phi Dee as soon as we met at the airport. We kissed twice, but I
don't think that was enough. So after taking Phi Dee to the room, I threw her
on the bed and immediately bent over her.

"You are very impatient Yak."

"Uh...huh," I replied while taking off his outer coat.

"You don't want to chat with me first do you?"

"We've talked a lot, haven't we?"

"Yoyak..."

"..."

"It's nothing. Phi just wanted to say that Phi misses you." He didn't block my
touch. He just said 'Phi miss you', then put his arm around my neck. He pulled
me in and pressed his lips to mine. Maybe because we haven't seen each
other for a long time, Phi Dee's kiss was rough.

I looked at him through the dim light in the hotel room after we parted our
lips.

"Phi, do you remember what Phi said last night?"

"..."

"Phi said you want to be punished by me until you can't walk."

"..."

"I will punish you until you deserve it." I bowed to Phi Dee, then tore her
clothes off her body. I started acting cruelly, not caring what he would say to
me.

******************************

I, Wandee, hereby sign this contract to declare that I am willing to be Yoyak's

love slave forever...

I sat curled up on the couch, watching Yoyak walk around the room. He has
taken so much from me that I can no longer walk. He had squeezed every last
drop of energy out of me, making it difficult for me to lift a spoon to eat.

Actually, I'm not too tired. I just want to spoil him a little. So I asked him to
order food and feed me. Yoyak did not hesitate to do what I asked. We had
agreed to spend the whole day cuddling in the room.

Ye asked me not to take Yoyak out anywhere. The older brother is worried
about his younger brother's health, because Yoyak is not used to the weather
here and he has an important match tomorrow.

Whether he will continue to compete for the world championship depends on

tomorrow's match. If he wins, he will be able to continue.

I nodded in agreement when Ye explained, and I didn't want to risk taking

Yoyak out anywhere. I calmed the boy down saying that we will return to
Madrid again for a trip for two. At that time, I will take her on a boat ride on
the lake. For now, let him pursue his dream of becoming a boxer and tell the
world that he is the best boxer in the Caribbean.

"Why are you looking at Nong like that?" he asked, snapping me out of my
thoughts.

"I thought that I was inconsiderate. I shouldn't have come to see you now
when you are busy with your match."

"I'm glad you came, Phi Dee."

"Trust me, you hit Phi really hard. My back and butt hurt a lot." I complained
to him. "Phi will be back on Friday, so Phi can watch you fight tomorrow."

"If I win, will Phi Dee stay?"

"Sure. I'll take time off. If I take too much time off and get fired, I'll let you
support me." I grinned at him, joking.

Yoyak walked over and placed a plate of food in front of me before sitting on
the same sofa. He looked happy as he leaned in close and rubbed his nose
against my cheek. I feel like my cheeks are going to bruise from his kiss.

"A doctor's day off is a day for Yoyak."

"Yes... You have Phi's heart, Phi's body, and Phi's holidays."

"I'll get the championship belt for Phi Dee."

"Please hand over the marriage certificate as well."

"..."

"Phi is just kidding. Don't be surprised and stare at me like that." I pushed his
face away, moving slightly to make eye contact. He was silent for a moment,
making me wonder what he was thinking. Soon after, Yoyak asked in a calm
voice.

"Phi Dee wants to get married?"

"Phi said Phi was joking."

"But do you want to get married?"

"I didn't expect things like that. You're too young to think about these things."

"But Nong has taken you back to see Pa and Mae."

"What do you mean?"

"Um, Phi doesn't think about marriage, so there's only one way left."

"Tell me, Yoyak."

"I have to make Phi pregnant..."

I took the pillow next to me and hit Yoyak. Then he took the pillow. He is a
trouble maker. He didn't really know Phi Dee yet.

"If that's the case Phi will take our son from you."

"What's wrong with me telling you to take our son away? I've never cheated
on you, and I'm not a cruel person."

"It's just a misunderstanding, like in a lakorn. According to the script, you

have to search for Phi all over the world. You love Phi very much and you're
in a bad situation when Phi isn't there. But unfortunately, you can't find me no
matter how hard you search. "

"So, where did Phi run off to?"

"Two lanes from your house."

"..."

"And according to the script, you have to start doubting whether the child
from Phi's womb is your child."

"Why can it be like that anyway? I've been looking for you all over the
world." He asked. After chatting for a while, he pulled me to lie on his chest.
He hugged me loosely and rocked me so gently that I literally turned into a
sister.

"Writers have nothing to write about you. Writers also need to eat and
survive."

"So, Phi is a doctor or a writer?"

"Your wife."

I laughed out loud, shook my head, and he rested his chin on my head.. I love
the moments we spend together like this. The longing felt for being far away
was somewhat relieved.

"I still miss you even after seeing you. Even if it's a little less now."

"There's something I want to ask Phi Dee, okay?"

"What is that?"

"I want you to live with me at my house."

"Huh?"

"Nong wants to wake up to see Phi Dee every morning, sleep together, and
see your face every day."

"You're crazy in love, Yak."

"Do you want to come or not?"

"You threatened Phi?" I looked up at Yak, pretending to be serious.

"No, I'm begging you. I want you to live with me. Actually, I turned down the
offer to join the organization because I thought Phi would agree to live
together."

"Yes, if that's the case why did you reject it? Phi thinks it sounds interesting.
Your future will be bright if you agree."

"That's why it's not my goal in life."

"If that's the case, what's your life's goal, Yak?"

"To get married, have a family, and be happy. So, in conclusion, Phi agrees
with what I asked Phi?"

"What are you asking me to agree to? Move your house? Or get married?"

"Must be both."

I smiled, put my hand on his handsome cheek, and pulled his head to force a
kiss on me. When I pulled my mouth away, his tongue followed, leaving a
trail of clear, sticky saliva that I had to wipe away with the back of my hand.

"Can't you just agree, Phi?"

"..."

"Okay, if that's you, I'll agree to anything."

He didn't say anything else, just hugged me tighter. After sitting and swaying
for a while, Yak asked me about my favorite wedding scene in the movie. I
told him some scenes, and he frowned when I told him about a wedding
scene from a horror movie.

"We're getting married, and the bride is really going to cut up the guests' meat
to eat?"
"Are you crazy? I'm just telling you what wedding scene I like in a movie I've
seen."

"So what does Phi think about the wedding?"

"Maybe Chinese food."

"Okay, Chinese food."

I turned to Yak. He seemed to be thinking about something. He didn't plan

Chinese food for the wedding, did he?

"Are you planning to propose to Phi?"

"Can Phi pretend not to know?"

"Yakkkk.." I swiped my voice calling his name, and then I burst out laughing.

When we're together, it's always a good day.

Chapter 19

Who would have thought that my young boyfriend would look so great? I also
mumbled in my throat as I watched Yak walk out of the athlete's locker room.
I sat in the stands where I could see the entire boxing ring. Next to me is
Cherry, and Oye is attached to Yoyak.

Phadet Suk's brother sent his younger brother up to the ring without forgetting
to take off his gold-colored robe with the sponsors' logos on it. Yak stood
still, unlike his opponent, who was practicing moving his legs here and there
until he felt dizzy. There is a screen that shows an image of the entire court
from an overhead angle. Now the camera is shooting Yak, then it shoots the
opponent named William Liam.

"This is Yak's fourteenth match, Phi Dee. He's won by knockout for twelve."

"He's good at beating people to death, right?"

"Yes, Yak said he was tired of fighting until the end of the round. Earlier, Phi
Ye said that Liam's footwork was not very smooth. Yak should be able to win
the first few rounds, but I don't know if he will beat him. If Yak manages to
do it, he will get millions of money."

I nodded my head. There are some of Cherry's words that I understand, and
some that I don't understand. In short, if you win by knockout, you will get
money...

"The man named Liam is bigger than Yak. If Yak hits, baby Phi will be
seriously injured."

"Shiaa....Mason is also watching. People are screaming." Cherry nudged me,

and I noticed that her eyes were no longer focused on the center of the court.
He pointed to the large man who had just entered and sat on the audience
bench. He waved and smiled widely at the people around him. The camera
moved to shoot his face for me to see clearly.
"Mason has become world champion three times, Phi Dee. Yak said on the
list, he wants to fight Mason the most. But he has to beat Liam first."

"Mason is bigger than Liam. Why does baby Phi have to fight with big
people?"

"Phi talks like a little Yak."

"He's thinner than the two of them." I exhaled through my mouth, losing
interest in Mason as the camera moved back to the center of the ring. The
boxers face each other.

The boxing arena here is very different from Thailand because of the smooth
commentary that feels like formality. Now the MC introduces the main
sponsor. I ignored the noise around me. My eyes were only focused on
Yoyak. I saw him start to move slowly but steadily. He looks more defensive
than offensive.

He got spies until the first round bell rang. Cherry explained to me from time
to time who had the advantage, who was boxing well or not. And then, as the
second round began, Yoyak's fist hit Liam in the midsection.

Liam's giant body fell down. Yoyak's sweat soaked his hair. He stood there,
breathing heavily, watching the ringside doctor examine Liam's injuries. Ye
jumped into the ring to remove Yak's mouth guard after the referee raised his
hand to his head.

I clapped my hands happily when I saw Yoyak win. I also think he's
handsome even though he only opened his mouth as wide as possible to
receive the water Ye gave him.

"Come on, Phi Dee. Let's go see Yoyak."

"Yes," I got up and followed Cherry. My eyes did not stop looking at the
court. There was a commotion for a while.

The boxers hug each other in a friendly manner with their sweaty bodies.

I also want to hug Yoyak... a hug like Liam got!

**********************

Cherry showed his ID to the staff who were on duty in the athlete's lounge.
The rope was removed to allow Cherry and I to enter the inner area. I also
have a tag around my neck like the one Cherry wears. I felt a little special
because I was able to enter the athlete's lounge.

Cherry took me straight to the door of one of the rooms. The door of the room
clearly had Yoyak Phadet Suk's name written on it. Cherry opened the door
and walked in first. I noticed that there was no one in the room at that time.

I think the Yak will be back soon. Maybe he's giving an interview about his
latest win that he just won. If I were the one doing the interview, I would
definitely ask him how excited he is because in a few days he will be fighting
for the world championship with the undefeated boxer Mason (I have
searched his background to evaluate my boyfriend's opponent).

I sat on the couch in the room. Cherry is drinking water and playing with her
phone. I started playing with my phone too. My Facebook timeline is full of
news about Yak.

Because the world boxing match was broadcast live, my boyfriend became a
big star.

There are too many encouraging messages for Yak. I wonder if he will feel
pressured by all the expectations for him to win the world championship.

After a few minutes of sharing and liking comments that encouraged Yak, I
heard commotion from the front of the room. I thought the Yak must have
come back, and that's exactly what happened. Oye opened the door before
Yak followed him inside.

Phadet Suk's brother laughed so hard that he looked crazy. I don't know what
he is talking about.

As for Nong, he just walked towards me, sat down, and smiled a little.

"You are really talented. Phi saw you punch without blinking an eye."
"If Nong is good, Nong wants a gift."

"Huh? What kind of gift baby?"

He approached me to kiss me. His kiss told me how happy the boy was, but
before we could kiss more sweetly, there was a knock on the door that had
just closed a few minutes ago.

Oye frowned, and he went to open it. Yak and I broke up. Ri and Ye are used
to me kissing Yak, but others may not be used to us. So we had to pretend that
we weren't kissing each other.

As soon as the door opened, I could clearly see who was coming.

He's a famous person, the kind of famous person who just stands in the ring
and people scream their heads off.

A giant boxer, owner of the name Mason whose nickname is invulnerable...

here he is.

"I hit Phi Dee, don't look at other men."

"Ouch! I was just looking, why did you hit Phi's forehead?"

Yak slapped my forehead hard. Yak is getting too bold. I am much older than
him, so how can he slap my forehead as if I were a child?

"I'll bite." Stand up. His muscles, which are already muscular, are covered
with a black T-shirt.

I saw Mason talking to Ye for a few words, hugging and patting on the
shoulder. Then Oye nodded to Mason to walk towards Yak.

If you look closely, Mason's body size is not too big. After all, a brave Thai
man like Yak is quite European in size.

But for sure, Mason looks older. As long as I read his background from the
internet, netizens said he was already twenty-eight years old.
Mason held out his hand to Yak for a friendly shake, but the boy just nodded
but did not extend his hand. It's a bit strange that Yak started the conversation
first. I caught the gist of what Yak was saying, and I felt that my young
boyfriend was amazing.

"Can Khun remember what you said last week? That I won't be able to fight
Khun?"

"You are talented, I admit." replied Mason with a small smile. But I noticed
his eyes were strange, as if he had been provoked to anger. But because of
his manners, Mason had to pretend to smile.

"I will take the championship from Khun."

"Be careful, the first bell hasn't rung yet and you might not be able to stand
up."

"I'm not weak."

Yak smiled cynically in a way I rarely see. Then he reached out and took
Mason's hand. Trust me, it's more like squeezing than holding. They held
hands for a long time before finally letting go.

Why... if you want to hold it for a long time, why not get married?

Everyone knows that I was joking about Yak marrying Mason. Maybe
because of the awkward atmosphere. I feel like there is a dark cloud around
me. The toxic air floated low, making me feel uncomfortable. Even though
Mason is gone, the pollution is still there.

I glared at Yak when he turned to look at me. He shrugged, beginning to

explain what I had wondered from his conversation with Mason earlier.

"He's not a good person,"

"Mason?"

"Yes, he looks down on Nong. Actually, I used to be his fan. But now I hate
him and want to defeat him."
Yak smiled at the corner of his mouth when he said that he was going to
defeat Mason. "Phi Dee thinks Nong will win?"

"You must have won, Yak. Phi trust you." I said while giving Yak a fist bump
(🤜🤛). He replied with a chuckle.

"Thank you for believing in me. But if I lose, you won't leave me, right?"

"In my head, Phi never thought of leaving you."

I told Yak as I walked over to hug his broad back. I buried my nose to smell
the sweat of the athlete. There is a little perfume mixed in, which makes me
feel good and disturbs the mood.

"Phi Dee..."

"Hmm?"

"When I fight Mason, don't go and sit in the stands."

"...?"

"Go to the side of the ring. Want the best encouragement from Phi."

"Alright, Phi will be cheering for you on the sidelines, baby."

The yak moved backwards, so I had the chance to bury my face in his tough
chest. The sweet atmosphere would have continued if not for the loud noise
of dragging chairs to disturb.

We pulled away from each other, looking at Oye who was moving a chair and
grabbing Cherry's arm, preparing to drag her out of the athlete's locker room.

"Sorry for the loud noise. I'll be out in a few minutes."

I knew that he deliberately interrupted by making a loud noise, but I didn't

say anything to criticize the brother. I just looked until Oye and Cherry left
the room. The door was closed tightly, leaving privacy for me and Yak....
I think we should continue our sweet scene. As soon as I turned around and
grinned widely, the big man was no longer standing there for me to hug.

He walked to pack his bag while taking his things roughly.

I stood there for a moment, laughing and shaking my head to myself. Then I
continued to help him pack.

**********************

Yak rested two days before his world title match. Then came the day where
he had to fight Mason. To be honest, I have never seen the man this nervous
before. He sat with trembling legs and breathing abnormally in the dressing
room. His hands were ice cold when I reached out to hold them, but he still
gave me a confident smile.

"Are you nervous?"

"Yes."

"There's still half an hour before the match starts."

"Yes." He had already weighed and examined his body. The next thirty
minutes was a time to rest his mind.

I think it's not good for him to be too nervous. So, me, Oye, and Cherry tried
to find a way to make Yak relax.

Oye massaged Yak's shoulder, but it didn't work.

Cherry played music for Yak to listen to, but the man didn't seem to want to
listen.

All hope falls on me. I'm at a loss as to how to help the man.

Maybe I should talk to him.

"Do you remember the first time we met? Like fate."

"Yes. Phi got drunk and asked me to pay for condoms."

I'm silent. Sometimes when the man panics, he says things without thinking.

"Then what do you like about Phi, Yak?"

"Maybe a nice body."

"Uh..."

"Another thing is that Phi likes to do strange things, unlike other people."

"I'm sorry, can you forgive me? I'm sorry for waking you up, and I'm also
sorry because Phi likes to do strange things." I don't want to talk to Yak
anymore. Maybe I should leave the boy alone to calm himself down.

His words hurt me too much. My heart hurts. I'm hurt. I have been
reprimanded. He scolded me...

"Can Ye and Ri go out first? I want to be alone with Phi Dee."

"Ah..."

Ye looked at his sister. He seemed hesitant, but finally, the older brother
nodded to give in.

Ye and Ri woke up. I opened my mouth, still holding Yak's cold, sweaty
hand.

"Are you okay?"

"I think I want to run about ten kilometers."

"There is no place for you to run here."

"Don't know."

I raised an eyebrow, wondering what the boy wanted to do.

Yak got up and walked to lock the door. When he took three steps back
towards me, the expression on his face was so scary that my heart was
beating fast.

"Follow me, Phi Dee."

"You want to do that with Phi?"

"...Just want to lay on Phi's lap so Phi can rub my head."

"Oh, okay. Phi is scared. I reminded you that you wanted to ask Phi to do that.
If you want to do that, Phi refuses. I'm afraid your legs will be weak in the
court later."

As soon as I understood the man's purpose, I got up and followed him to the
long sofa. I sat down and patted my lap a few times. The man immediately
laid down and put his head on my lap.

As I brushed the Yak's soft hair with my hands, I felt an incredible amount of
sweat. He was breathing irregularly at first, but after letting the silence
surround us for a while and communicating through body contact, Yak
seemed more relaxed. He breathed deeper and slower, until finally it was
back to normal.

"You feel better now?"

"Yes... Crap. I feel very comfortable lying on Phi's lap."

"Phi has to sing a lullaby for you? A lullaby for the boys?"

"I'm not a slave."

"Twenty years is still considered a slave. So why if you are still a slave?
Then you can be Phi's husband."

"If it wasn't for the fact that I have to fight in five minutes, I would kiss Phi's
lips."
He grinned when I lightly pecked his lips. Then, Yak and I turned towards the
clock at the same time because the sound of calling Yak's name came from the
direction of the door.

Yak got up and walked to open it. He let me massage his cramping legs.

Yak patted my shoulder hard several times.

"You ready?"

"Yes..."

"Do your best, be determined, and be confident when you're on the court."

"Nong will not disappoint you."

"You don't have to worry about anyone being disappointed or not. Just do
your best." Ayat from Phadet Suk's brother did not come out to comfort or
good words. His words are more firm and serious.

I saw Yak nodding. At the same time, I also nodded along with him. Yes, do
your best.

... I think it's time for Yak to face the opponent known as the undefeated
boxer.

"You don't have to worry, Yak. Whatever the decision, Phi will always be by
your side." I used my hand to push his back to walk forward, whispering
encouragement in the most serious voice.

I will always be with him... Love him always, no matter what the outcome of
this match.

But Yak turned to me and smiled and told me

"I'll win... I'll just win, Phi Dee."

"Phi trust you... Yoyak, you will definitely win, my skilled baby."
"When you say something serious, do you have to blow kisses to each other?
Ai'Yak, hurry up, waste time."

Once again Oye interrupted me.

I'll leave it for now, Oye Phadet Suk!

I don't know what Yak felt when he stood on the court. I just found out that my
hands were cold while watching the match between Yak and Mason. I can
say that this is the first match I have ever seen where Yak was beaten and
was only able to defend himself. Only occasionally can he return a punch or
a knee.

It's the fourth round, and the two giants on the court still can't tell the
direction of victory or defeat. I saw Oye start to stress and bite his nails
every time he rested. Oye always comes in to ask Yak if he is okay. My man
looked very tired but nodded that he was still okay. Once he made eye
contact with me, but Yak did nothing but wink at me.

I continued to watch the world boxing match ringside. Didn't blink an eye to
see that Yak had stumbled. Then Mason rushed to punch the man in the body
until he fell.

Of course, Oye jumped up to protest and scream. The doctor was at ringside
and I rushed around him. He looked like he was in a lot of pain, and it was
hard for him to get up and continue the match. Oye cursed Mason loudly.

He looked even more frustrated when the referee just gave Mason a warning.

I could tell that the golden haired Mason tripped him on purpose.

It must be a match that has been arranged by the organization...!

He plays dirty, no sportsmanship!

"Are you okay?"

Ye who had stopped shouting walked back to ask his sister. He shook his
head and closed his eyes. He almost lost... The man's face was red and his
eyes watered with anger.

"It's okay, Yak, it's okay," Oye continued to persuade him, gently patting his
face to bring him back to consciousness.

I really wanted to run in and hit Mason.

I was very angry at that man, including feeling Yak's anger as well.

"What? You still want to fight?"

This time, Ye's question was answered with a nod. The man was still
wearing a mouthguard, making him unable to speak. He opened his eyes and
looked at his brother. The break was almost over, and Yak's arm was still
hanging weakly at the side of the ring.

He was breathing heavily, his eyes fixed on Mason, who was still moving
around the ring.

Oye stay away from Yak. When I looked at Phadet Suk's brother, he came to
whisper something to me. It was a plan to get Yak fired up to defeat Mason.

"Is it effective, Ye? I'm not sure."

"Try it... When we're really angry, we don't know where the strength comes
from. Yak should be no different. It's up to Dee."

"..."

"Please, Dee. I don't want him to lose like this. He's in pain."

"Yes, okay, okay. But if Yak is angry with us, Ye please talk to him."

"Okay, okay. I'll explain it to him myself."

I made a skeptical face for a moment, then nodded. Oye waved his hand at
me and clapped. Then he went and brought me to stand in front of Yak. The
big man looked at me with a confused look on his face.
"If you lose, we break up, Yak. Mason is better than you. Phi will be Mason's
wife, Mason's fan, and I will sleep with Mason instead of you."

I said only once, and it was the clearest I could say.

With a serious expression on his face, with serious eyes, and I hesitated
whether to slap his cheek to show that my words were real.

But I didn't dare to slap him, not because I was afraid of hurting him, but
because I was more afraid of his vengeful eyes. The boy rose from his seat
with his weak hand and took three steps towards me in an aggressive manner.

He seemed to forget the pain for a moment. Oye's plan worked, but I didn't
feel safe.

I resigned. Ye helped push Yak's chest back.

Because I'm Thai and I speak Thai, so, I understand Oye's sentence to blow
fire.

"Take care of Wandee later. Now, pound Mason until he's limp. If he dies,
Dee can't run away."

"..."

"Go on Yak, but just pound him. No need to kill him really. As for Dr.
Wandee, I'll lock him up first."

I was filled with excitement, but why was the man looking at me with such
eyes? And after the break, my back felt cold. Yoyak walks in to find Mason.
At the count of one, he punched the three-time world champion hard in the
stomach. On the count of two, he punched her in the ear. At the count of three,
he punches him all over the face and body until Mason is lying on the ring.

A new world champion has been born here. The cheers were so loud that I
cried tears of pride. Oye also cried when he took off Yak's mouth guard. He
brought my man to show off on the court.
Cherry followed behind, recording a video as a memory. And finally, Yak
made eye contact with me.

"Yak...congratulations...on your win," I said, my voice breaking. When I saw

the boy who lifted the rope around the ring to get out and run out, he didn't
bother to give an interview. He doesn't care who shoots the new world
champion, or what organization or camp will make an attractive offer to buy
him.

Yak came straight towards me and grabbed me. His arms wrapped around my
waist tightly causing me pain. I tried to turn around, but I couldn't. In an
instant, I was pushed forward by his strong arm.

"We have something to discuss."

"Yak...Phi I think you need to calm down first."

"What do you mean by breaking up?"

"You misunderstood. Ai'Ye! Help me now!" I shouted at Oye, but the brother
just glanced at me. Then he lost interest and turned to smile sweetly at the
camera, offering to give an interview to the media to replace the latest world
champion, Yak.

It was clear that he had used me and then discarded me.

Remember that! Remember that!

I was thrown into the room. Yak used his mouth to help remove his gloves.
He locked the room door and stood in front of the door to prevent me from
escaping.

In an instant, the gloves used to fight Mason were thrown onto the table. I
struggled to get up because of the pain from my back hitting the floor. Yak is
very scary at this point. He pulled my arm back and pushed me against the
wall. My cheek was pressed against the cold wall making it hard for me to
breathe.

My heart is beating fast. I'm not sure if it's because I'm scared or excited.
He looked frighteningly realistic...and because of that realistic I melted under
the young man's passionate gaze.

"Don't break up. Phi is my wife."

"Uh...huh...Phi is your wife, your only wife."

"If you dare to say you want to break up again, I will kill Phi."

"Phi won't say it again, Phi definitely won't say it again." I mumbled before
closing my eyes as he grabbed both of my arms and crossed them behind my
back. The big man pulled out his hot rod and rubbed it against my thigh to let
me know that he was about to begin his punishment.

It was thrilling because there was a knock on the door from outside. He
yelled that he needed ten minutes alone and then came back to hug me.

He unbuckled my belt, took it off with a loud noise, and threw it away. The
faint smell of sweat mixed with perfume hovered under my nose, stimulating
me. He's hot, maybe because he's just finished boxing, or maybe he's hot
because he's overcome by lust.

Yak lowered my pants and prepared a channel for insertion.

I moaned, my toes lifted slightly from the pain and pleasure. The man pushed
his finger in and out quickly, then his hand moved to stroke his hot shaft
making a loud thud.

A moment later, he rubbed it against my soft opening. The tip slid in making
me gasp. Then he teased me by leaving him half way.

I cried and turned to him, exhausted.

"Yak, Phi is begging you not to tease Phi like this."

"What do you want me to do?"

"Ah... I want you to go in.... I want you to go in completely."

"Sex crazy."

The man's insult made the pleasure run through my spine and straight to my
brain. My back arched towards him as he pushed hard. I shook my head and
swayed because he didn't give me a chance to steady myself. He was
thrusting in and out until I cried out in a trance.

"You can curse Phi again..."

"..."

"You can curse Phi as a whore."

"Whore."

It was as if the mission was complete because it made you curse me, even if
it was just one short word. Dirty words from polite boys like him stimulate
me more.

So, I hugged him rhythmically. I held back my moans as best I could for fear
that the people next to me would hear. Other than listening, I'm not sure if this
room will be able to block out the loud banging. When the Yak moved, we
bumped into each other until the sound of our flesh clashing echoed
throughout the room.

"You...Phi can't take it anymore, bro."

I can only tell him. Hot lava erupted out in an embarrassing fashion. Yak also
pushed his body hard. After a while, hot liquid sprayed into me.

He gasped. The ferocity of the beast slowly subsided.

He kissed me lovingly, but the burning passion remained in his eyes.

"Yak, there's something you need to know."

"..."
"That's Ye's plan. Ye wants to cheer you up. So he asked Phi to make you
angry. Phi won't break up with you, okay? Don't be angry with Phi anymore."

"Yeah, crap." He said, seems to understand. But his hot hands pressed against
my waist and pushed my head against the wall again.

Obviously the next love scene is about to begin.

"Yeah, crap. And you're still going to do it again?"

"That was a punishment for Phi because of a misunderstanding. Now I will

take my reward."

"Huh?"

"I'm just saying. But actually, I can't stop once I start."

"Then who is the pervert?"

Yak did not answer that question. He just forced his way in and started
getting his reward. It was dusk before I could leave the room.

Between the new world boxing champion and me, who is more injured? No
need to investigate!

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Chapter 20

"We haven't seen each other for a long time, Nong Yak."

"Crap."

"Congratulations on the World Championship."

"Thank you."

"Dr. Dee will be out of work soon. Dr. Dee is very lucky to have such a great
boyfriend."

I bowed my head slightly to acknowledge the conversation. Unfortunately, I

don't know the woman's name. Maybe I recognize her face because I always
wait for Phi Dee at the hospital. But maybe there isn't enough space in my
brain to remember everyone's names.

It's been a few weeks since the World Championships. Phi Dee has been
back to work for about a week. When I got home, I was busy with public
appearances and preparing a special gift for Phi Dee. So I didn't get to see
Phi Dee often.

Today is the first day of the month that I come to wait for Phi Dee at work.
He said he wasn't mad at me, but he might be a little tense. I can tell from his
answers like 'I don't know...I don't know what to eat for dinner.' She is easily
angered, but fortunately Phi Dee is the type who is not difficult to persuade.

I used my hand to lift my chin when I saw Phi Dee walking towards me. He
carried a bag on his shoulder and stuck his tongue out at me.

"Have you been waiting a long time?"

"Very soon."
"Phi has decided what Phi wants to eat."

"What should we eat?"

"Vietnamese food. Phi and you should eat vegetables."

I got up from the couch and reached for Phi Dee's bag to put on my shoulder.
When I put my arms around his neck, he protested, but only slightly. When I
reached down to hold hers, Phi Dee smiled.

I told you that he is easy to persuade. I don't think he's mad at me anymore.

"So, how far has Phi packed the things to move to my house?"

"It's been ready for a long time. But you didn't come to take me. Phi will be
the abandoned bride."

"I'm not leaving Phi." I shook my head and smiled as I walked to the car. I
came to help Phi Dee out of her condo today. He has promised to stay with
me.

"I have prepared a surprise for you."

"Then let's eat quickly. I'm very excited to see Phi's surprise." I said in a
calm voice. Today, Phi Dee opened the car door for me to enter. He even
offered to drive for me because I didn't know where the restaurant was.

We didn't spend much time for dinner. Later, some of Phi Dee's belongings
from her condo were placed in the back of the car, ready to be moved to the
new home.

I took Phi Dee to Phadet Suk's gym first. But when he wanted to take things
out of the car, I shook my head to stop him. Phi Dee raised her eyebrows in
surprise, then asked me why.

I just smiled at him and closed his eyes even though it was dark outside.

"What are you doing closing your eyes Phi?"

"Phi Dee remember you're the only one who knows how to surprise?"

"Any surprises? Now Phi is excited."

"I hope Phi will like it."

"I'm afraid of tripping."

"Nong won't let Phi Dee stumble. Trust me." I heard Phi Dee chuckle. Then,
he followed the direction I forced him to walk. We left the Phadet Suk gym
and reached the house next door.

I bought it myself just to be with Phi Dee so no one will bother us anymore.

"We are here."

"It smells good. You lit a candle, right?"

"Yes, I will open your eyes." I told Phi Dee before untying the cloth tied
loosely behind her head. Phi Dee was still closing her eyes when the blue
cloth used to cover her eyes moved to my hand.

Phi Dee slowly opened her eyes, her mouth slightly open as she scanned her
surroundings. He turned to me as we entered the house. There are pictures of
Phi Dee and I on the wall from various parties. He knew he had been
photographed at several events, but he was unaware of others.

"Whose house is this?"

"Our house."

"You bought a house?"

"You ask like you don't like it. Later Nong will be hurt." I teased him. Phi
Dee quickly shook her head or denied that she didn't like him.

I already know that he will like it.

"I like… I must. I get to be with you, so I'll like it no matter what."
"Okay? We'll have our own privacy now. In fact, Nong has been thinking
about leaving Phi Ye for a long time, but this house wasn't for sale at first. If
we go somewhere else, it's a bit far. The owner recently sold it. Nong I've
renovated everything so it's new. That's why I don't have much time to see
Phi. I'm sorry."

I apologized, but Phi Dee shook her head and smiled widely, as if to say she
wasn't angry at all. I motioned for him to explore the house, but he spoke
first.

"Phi wants to go get something from the car first. A gift for our new home."

When he finished speaking, the much smaller man ran back to the boxing gym.
Phi Dee was quite noisy because she was in a hurry.

I saw him running back here with a large picture frame wrapped in yellow
paper. He placed it on the wooden table in front of the sofa and opened it
slowly.

I went to turn on the light to illuminate the house where there was only the
dim light of the lit candles. I stared at Phi Dee's beautifully framed picture.

It's a picture of me the day I won the championship. In that picture, I smiled
so wide that my eyes closed. One arm was slung over Phi Dee's shoulder.

In the picture, we both look very happy. I didn't realize when I was with him,
I smiled very wide.

Phi Dee looked up and met my eyes.

"Phi likes this picture. You have a big smile."

"Shouldn't we hang it in the bedroom?"

"Yes, you go first."

I nodded and took the picture frame on the table. I took Phi Dee up the stairs.
The atmosphere was warm, and my heart was touched. Phi Dee must also
feel the same thing, right? That's why he said that.
"Tonight Phi will sleep with you. Tomorrow Phi will wake up with you, and
stay with you."

"Is it a good day?"

"Yeah, just having you is a good day."

I smiled as I used my hand to turn the doorknob to open the bedroom door.

"The same."

"What?"

"Just having Phi with me, every day is a good day for me too."

"Phi loves you."

"I love Phi Dee too."

I opened the door for Phi Dee to come in first, and then I closed the door.

I don't know how today will go for me and Phi Dee, but for now, I hope
every day for me and her... is a good day.

ENDED
Special Chapter 1: Mafia Boss's Cruel Love Trap

The balance of power ebbs and flows like water in a canal.

Even the powerful Ho family could not resist the turbulent current.

A political marriage was arranged between Ho Long Yak and Ye Ju Lee from
the Ye family.

One claimed to be from the tiger family, and the other was an arrogant goose.

But, after the afternoon tea and the wedding night, Long Yak realized that he
had been tricked by the Ye family.

Ju Lee is not a bride. The person sent to attend the wedding was Ye Ju Dee...
Ju Lee's twin sister!?

Tigers are often heartless...

If the deception that she is not Ju Lee is revealed, what will her newly
married husband say?

Ju Dee was sweating through his temples. The red wedding dress was
changed into a short red cheongsam.

He imagines the wife-killing scene after being revealed as a man instead of a

woman.

The head of the Ho clan, who had disappeared to take care of his work
earlier, was walking back into the bridal room. Ju Dee bit her nails and
scanned the room for help.

But, he found nothing that could save him from the tiger's claws. His eyes
filled with tears, looking at the heavy door that was opened wide by the
hands of Long Yak's confidant.
Ju Dee swallowed her saliva in one big gulp. Then felt it was very thick and
difficult to swallow. His heart was pounding when the tall man in the black
suit walked into his room. Sharp eyes on his handsome face looked at him,
staring intently at the white thighs that were exposed from the fine fabric. The
head of the Ho clan didn't say anything to him, just ordered someone to close
the door before walking over to the teak table.

Smoking a pipe cigarette properly, Long Yak smoked until the handsome
man's face was filled with smoke. Ju Dee squeezed out a small voice to greet
Long Yak, reducing the awkwardness between them.

"Hi Yak..."

"...." The handsome man raised one eyebrow, then lowered it again, looking
at Ju Dee as if asking why she called him.

"You want to take a shower first? I'll… uh, I'll get some warm water."

"No need. I want to hurry."

Hurry... hurry to do what?

Ju Dee swallowed again, her worry making her sweat all over.

He waited for the person who said that he was in a hurry, but the person still
did not move. He continued to smoke his pipe for a while, until finally he
seemed to run out of breath and stopped exhaling the toxic fumes.

But that could be a dangerous moment for Ju Dee when Yak stands up.

Long Yak took off his outer clothes. The girl (Ju Dee) saw the man unbuckle
his belt in a scary way.

Legs wearing leather shoes walked straight towards him, making him wonder
who would wear shoes in the bedroom.

But, Ju Dee didn't have much time to wonder about the shoes because the
handsome face was getting closer.
Ju Dee moved to the wide bed and sat with her legs spread wide.

The head of the Ho clan paused for a moment before staring at the thin legs
with exposed white pants, and swallowed. His wife's small hand was raised
to chest level, as if to warn him to calm down first.

"What?" Long Yak asked in a rough voice, but he stopped threatening her by
standing by the bed.

"Um...can I not take my shirt off?"

"..."

"I'm shy."

Long Yak sighed deeply and looked at the smaller person who crawled to
turn off the light.

His eyes widened when he saw the crawling position was very tempting.
Apparently the crawler didn't realize that wiggling his back in that direction
was dangerous.

Long Yak sighed loudly. The lights in the room were dimmed. He blinked to
fix his gaze briefly before using his knees to kneel on the bed.

He untied his tie and gripped his belt tightly in his hands.

"Hi..."

"Don't get dizzy. Stay like that."

"Huh?"

"Just turn your back and bow your head down."

"Wait..."

Ju Dee did not listen to the order. The big, hot hand pressed the back of the
red cheongsam onto the bed. The ends of the short skirt are raised up and left
folded. The rounded back is lifted and bent which challenges the eye.

Long Yak hit Ju Dee's back hard. The person who was hit staggered forward
and screamed in pain, but did not dare to ask why he was hit on the back.

The reason may be nothing more than his mischievous smile. He hit Ju Dee's
back again and pulled Ju Dee's panties down to her thighs.

The person with the secret just curled up on the bed, while the cutie started to
get harder little by little as he was being kissed.

Ju Dee closed her legs and closed her eyes, praying that Long Yak wouldn't
see anything else.

Loud laughter was heard from behind. The corner of Long Yak's mouth,
which was usually unsmiling, curved into a smile. The head of the Ho clan
realized that from the very beginning he had been deceived about the bride
because even though they were twins, there was a difference.

Long Yak is not stupid enough to be fooled. He doesn't hate his wife, but if he
dares to lie, he needs to be punished. Long Yak tied his belt tightly around his
wife's hand and slapped his wife, who was starting to turn pink, with a loud
'pak' sound.

"Hi..."

"Ugh." He said nothing, but his charming lips curled as the person whose
face was pressed against the pillow called out to him, his voice filled with
concern.

He hit her back again, not too hard, but enough to make Ju Dee flinch and
moan in pain.

"Ouch!"

Long Yak ignored the cry of pain and raised his belted hand, and hit Ju Dee's
back until it was red and swollen.
A bad boy who refuses to admit to lying deserves to be beaten until his back
is red and swollen.

When he hits enough, he stops. The belt was well used to tie both of Ju Dee's
wrists together. Long Yak kissed to wipe away the hurt person's tears, then
his lips bit down on something else thirstily. His hands gripped and squeezed
Ju Dee's thighs and calves until the flesh bulged out between Long Yak's
fingers.

The Ho clan leader's rod was hard and throbbing painfully, and he felt as if
his patience to not penetrate Ju Dee's body was running out.

Long fingers trailed down the gap, looking for a way of love to enter, and
then inserted a finger inside. Long Yak didn't touch the front part that Ju Dee
was hiding, but wouldn't his wife be suspicious? That a man who has been
deceived knows exactly where to go.

A small moan escaped his swollen lips. Tears streamed down his face,
making him look pitiful. The fingers that grew to three fingers made the
victim almost die of shock.

"Sick?"

Ju Dee nodded. His wrists were tied, so he couldn't move easily. His lips
trembled trying to look at Long Yak in the darkness.

Will you know that he is not Ju Lee? ... Will you know that this person is Ju
Dee?

Ju Dee blinked as she wiped away her tears. The moans of pain began to
change. A new wave of strange feelings replaced the pain.

"Hi... It tastes good. Kiss me."

Long Yak pulled down the zipper of his pants and took out the hot rod and
exposed it. He bent down and kissed and soothed the frightened man.

His long fingers had stopped teasing Ju Dee's love hole. In a few seconds,
the leader of the Ho clan will replace the narrow and demanding path with
something bigger.

He moved to overlay Ju Dee, concentrating on the correct position, inserting

it slowly, but eliciting tears and painful moans from Ju Dee.

Ju Dee turned her head, and her lips parted. The person who inserted his
index finger a moment ago tensed, his veins sticking out on his forehead.

"You are sick?" Long Yak asked, kissing his wife's neck and calming her
down. He squeezed Ju Dee's waist and back, never stopping sending hot
parts into Ju Dee's body even though he knew Ju Dee was in pain until he
cried.

"Ahhhh... I'm going to die... Ahhhh... I'm going to die"

"It's just the beginning of pain."

"It hurts a lot, Hia..."

"Can you stand it?"

"Ahhh... Are you all in?"

"It's all the way in. I'm going to move now."

"It feels like my body is going to tear."

Ju Dee licked her lips. The opening of the posterior canal is enlarged to the
point of numbness. She felt a sharp pain when her husband moved, as if he
had been sliced with a hot knife.

Tortured to the point of gasping, but only able to kneel and bend backwards
for her husband to thrust out and in.

When she closed her eyes, tears streamed down her face. Every time he
opened his mouth, there was only a sound like a small wounded animal.

Ju Dee held back the pain for a moment until the tip of Long Yak's shaft hit
the area, causing her to startle.
"Ahhh..."

"Here? It seems to make you feel good."

"Ahhh..ah...Hi...Hi...mmm."

As the injured animal's moans turned to passion, the thrusts accelerated, and
her husband lovingly concentrated on emphasizing the point where Ju Dee
would feel the most pleasure.

The sound of meat clashing echoed through the vast room, but it was quieter
than the moans. Ju Dee rocked harder. His head that was shaking turned back
before he screamed.

"I can't take it anymore, Hia...Uhh. I want to come."

Long Yak stomped hard before he realized that Ju Dee was tense all over.
Her hands clutched and clutched into the sheets, her eyes brimming with
tears.

To the point where you don't need to use your hands to help masturbate...
because your husband is very good at this, right?

When Ju Dee thought, she couldn't help but cry. He didn't even have time to
catch his breath before Long Yak started thrusting again. Long Yak hit the spot
for so long that Ju Dee climaxed many times. On the wedding night, the head
of the Ho clan squirted sperm into his wife's stomach until it was full.

After several hours passed, Long Yak finally stopped. He untied the belt tied
around Ju Dee's wrist and released it. He got up and put on the clothes by the
bed, wondering if he should clean up the mess he made on his wife. But,
when he saw Ju Dee take a blanket to cover his body, he thought that it would
be better not to do it.

Um... I don't know how long we'll keep lying to each other.

"I'm out."

"..."
"Tell me when you're ready."

Ju Dee was too tired to answer. She opened her eyes and looked at her
husband, staring at the broad shoulders that walked out of the room.

He was the only one living in the room which was cold due to the air
conditioner. He blinked to clear the confusion. He moved his injured body to
sit up. His back and hole hurt, like something had happened.

Ju Dee supported herself to go take a shower. He was sobbing and regretting

losing his virginity.

But he couldn't deny that he enjoyed the sex. Can the man... can the man love
and love her as a replacement for his sister, Ju Lee?

Does she want Long Yak to be her husband forever?

Or is he just a swan with wounded wings, living in the shadow of a tiger?

His heart was broken. For Long Yak, Ju Dee is just a replacement.

If Phi Lee came to claim the man, she would have to hand him over.

Useless! Why are tears flowing so much?

Stop crying, Ju Dee. You don't love Long Yak. You don't deserve him.

Ju Dee pulled out a towel to wipe her tears, then blew her nose forcefully.

The person who was about to knock on the bathroom door stopped. The
medicines in the tray shook as his hands shook from laughing.

Long Yak blinked in front of the bathroom. He could clearly hear Ju Dee
talking nonsense.

There was a time when he said he didn't love Long Yak.

The next moment he says he can't love her.

The head of the Ho clan turned and walked over to the bedside table and
placed the medicine tray down. Then stick a piece of paper. The little sheet
writes what kind of medicine to take first and then. After that, he left the
room, his lips curled in satisfaction.

"I'm in love with him? We only had sex once, and I don't know if we have a
chance! No, no, I can't fall in love with him."

"That person is really crazy. He is really good at chestnuts." Long Yak

laughed before putting on a cold face as he came out of the bedroom to find
dozens of his men waiting for him.

The leader of the Ho clan gave the order.

"Investigate Ju Dee's relationship with the Ye family... And find Ju Lee who
fled the country."

"Crap, Sir."

"And don't let anyone bother my wife. Tell them not to call her Ju Lee, but
call her Mrs. Ho."

"Crap, Sir.."

Long Yak put his hand in his pocket and looked towards the door of the
bride's room before leaving. Ju Dee must have stopped screaming.

Rest Ju Dee. We will talk when you are healed and have strength.

**********************

The next morning, Ye Ju Dee poked her head out of her room door. He looked
left and right and saw someone from the Ho clan standing guard in front of
his room. So he pulled his head back into the room and straightened his
clothes. The short cheongsam is still her daily wear because Ju Lee loves
cheongsam. Ye Ju Dee wanted this disguise to be as perfect as possible.

This dress is tight, but she has almost no curves... A figure like this has more
chances to be noticed.
Ye Ju Dee wrapped a thin cloth around her body to cover her curves,
including the sweet marks Long Yak made yesterday.

The drugs have helped a lot, and although the hole still hurts, he can still
walk. Of course, Ye Ju Dee's walking style might look a bit strange. The
short skirt rode up as she moved, almost revealing her back.

"Where's Hia...?" he asked the Ho clan members.

The other man gulped at the sight of Ju Dee's white legs before answering.

"He is waiting for you in the dining room downstairs. You said that if you
leave the room and are hungry, you can come down to eat."

"Thank you," Ju Dee nodded in understanding, tightened the cloth around her
and limped downstairs. It took him a long time to get to the dining table.
When he saw Long Yak sitting and reading a book, he greeted him.

"Good...morning, Hia."

"Uh. You slept well...?" Long Yak put the book in his hand. His sharp eyes,
which used to look at his wife, stopped for a moment.

Who told you to wear that shirt... Very exposed. That dress is just to seduce
your husband in the room.

"I slept well. Oh, what's breakfast?"

"Ms. Ho, you put on those clothes and went downstairs to seduce someone?"

"..."

"Go change your clothes."

"..."

"I told you to change your clothes!"

Suddenly, Long Yak screamed loudly. Ju Dee, who was just about to sit
down, gasped. He stepped back and shivered. Tears flowed down his
cheeks.

"Hi..."

"If you don't listen, I will let all these men have you." said Long Yak with a
sharp look in his eyes. Ju Dee is getting scared. She started to sob, but she
held her voice back by biting her lip. She tightened the cloth to cover her
body and spoke to her husband in a hoarse voice like someone with a fever.

"I'll go and change now."

Long Yak stopped staring at his wife. He just used the corner of his eye to
watch his pitiful wife walk up the stairs. He threatened to give Ju Dee to
whoever he wanted, but as soon as he turned his back on his wife, he spoke
in a sharp voice.

"Whoever dares to look at Mrs. Ho and think dirty, I will shoot you!"

"...Crap Sir."

*********************************

As soon as she returned to her room, Ju Dee collapsed against the heavy
door, tears streaming down her face. Pain bit his little heart.

He did not change his clothes as he was told. He sat crying until there were
no more tears, then he went to lie down on the wide bed. Fatigue and fever
made him fall asleep, but still he was half asleep half aware that someone
was changing his clothes and wiping him down.

When Ju Dee woke up again, the sun had already set. The room was no
longer empty. The real owner of the room, Long Yak, was sitting at the teak
table, and when he moved, Long Yak's sharp eyes turned towards him.

The head of the Ho clan said nothing, which made Ju Dee start to cry again.
He is afraid of being scolded or scolded. He vaguely remembered being told
to change his clothes, but he hadn't done so yet.
He thought about it and got up to do as he was told, but he was surprised to
find that his clothes had been changed. Now she was wearing a clean white
nightgown that was too big for her body.

Ju Dee thinks this dress must be Long Yak's...

"Hi... did you change my clothes?" she asked, her nails digging into her palm.

Long Yak just turned to him, but he didn't answer yes.

Although he had changed Ju Dee's clothes, bathed her, and fed her medicine,
she did not respond. He will not admit that he has clearly seen his wife's
body and genitalia.

"Are you hungry? You haven't eaten anything yet. You have a high fever. After
you eat, you have to take medicine."

"How about the clothes?"

"Don't make me ask you again what you want to eat." Long Yak's voice was
slow.

Ju Dee could only bite her bottom lip. She looked up at her husband with
fear. She also wants to ask the same question, when her husband asks her
what she wants to eat?

"I can eat anything, Hia. I can eat anything the cook makes."

"Then just order porridge. You should eat soft food for now."

Ju Dee nodded as she watched her large husband pick up the phone to make a
call. Ju Dee went to the bathroom and when she came out, Long Yak waved
her over to call her.

"Come here." Long Yak's long oarsman-like arms gestured to the chair in
front of him. Ju Dee walked slowly, sat down, and groaned in pain. "Does it
hurt a lot?"

"It hurts."
"And is it okay if I put the cream there?"

"Ah, I mean, I…"

"How many children do you think we will have?"

Ju Dee shivered, sweat drenched his temples. She knows she can't get
pregnant. Ju Lee should be sitting where he is now, but Ju Lee has run away
to go on vacation. Instead, her parents have agreed to send Ju Dee.

He had become an unwanted child.... On his wedding day, he was tied up and
sent into the ceremony.

Although the Ho family will kill her after Long Yak realizes she is not a
woman, the Ye family will not care.

Because he is not brave enough to be a man, and too weak to be the head of
the family.

That is why he was banished.

"Madam Ho, I asked..."

"Er...about the child, right?"

"Yeah, what do you think?"

"It's up to Hia. Hia can have as many children as you want."

"What if I don't want anyone?"

"If that's the case...it's up to Hia too."

"Hmph... (laughter) "

The head of the Ho family laughed in his throat in an evil voice when the
maid knocked on the door and brought a bowl of steaming porridge.
"Put it here," ordered Long Yak. The well-trained maid placed the bowl of
porridge in front of Ju Dee.

The fragrant smoke spread, making Ju Dee's stomach growl.

"Let's eat crap."

"Crap?"

"I said let's eat it. Hia ears must be deaf."

"Oh."

Ju Dee took a deep breath and patted his chest unconsciously.

Almost, Ju Dee. Almost very.

*Because Ju Dee should have said na ka since she pretended to be her twin
sister

He regained his senses, picked up a spoon, and scooped up a spoonful of

porridge.

"If it's not good, I'll shoot the cook,"

"Ah...delicious. Very delicious Hia." Ju Dee said even though he hadn't had
time to taste it yet. Long Yak likes to threaten people with death, right? Why
is her husband so scary?

"Just tell me if you want to eat anything. The cook here can make anything."

"Great..."

"You don't eat much at home? Why are you so thin?"

"I dieted before the wedding because I was a little fat." Ju Dee almost
choked. He accidentally expressed it again. She turned to her husband and
saw that he was looking down at his documents, so she quickly scooped up
another mouthful of porridge.
He still remembers the period when he was starving, and it was very scary.
At home, everyone thinks it's a great idea for her to lose weight until she's
skinny like Ju Lee. Now, she can wear all her twin sister's clothes. His voice
was so small that it sounded similar to Ju Lee's voice.

He doesn't want to lie like this. He did it just because he wanted to survive.

"Do you have any specific honeymoon destination?"

"The beach... I like the beach the most."

"Oh.."

As Ju Dee ate, she smiled widely. He looked at the man who was still
looking down.

"There are some beautiful islands too, Hia. Do you have internet? I will
search and show you."

"Finish your meal first. I'll watch with you after I'm ready for work."

___________ Break Time___________

"Why, Phi Dee? Smile for a second, cry for a second."

"I just enjoy reading this novel Yak. The main character of the man is the kind
who loves but doesn't show it. Every time I read the novel, I always imagine
the character of the man like you." I put the thick book on my stomach while
lying on the sofa, passing the time while waiting for Yak to come back. Yak
has been competing in varsity sports lately, so he came home late.

I was laying there swinging my legs when I saw Yak put his bag on the table
in front of me. I got up and sat down. I imagined Yak as Ho Long Yak in the
novel, and then I laughed.

Yak put his hand on my head and leaned down to kiss my cheek.

"And Phi imagine yourself as the main female character?"

"Yes, it must be. The female main character is very sad. The male main
character is very cruel. He wants to run away, but when he gets to that part,
Phi continues reading."

"Nong is happy when Phi is happy."

"Have you eaten yet?"

"I've eaten. I want to take a shower first. Phi Dee can continue reading while
I take a shower."

"Phi buy you a cake too. It's in the fridge. Come eat with me after you finish
your shower. You still have to study for your exam, right?"

"Yes."

"Phi will stay up all night reading novels with you."

******************************

#Cruel Love Trap Boss Mafia

Chapter 14: If Revealed, I Need to Escape

After counting, it was the second week after the wedding. Lately, Ju Dee has
rarely seen her husband. Long Yak says that he has to finish his work before
they go on their honeymoon.

It is true that the tall man saw the honeymoon location with him, but the
decision to go on a honeymoon this time seems to be left only to Ju Dee. The
details of the trip have not yet been revealed. Other than the wedding night,
Long Yak had yet to touch her.

But he's sure he won't be able to survive the honeymoon. Ju Dee paces
around the room whenever she has free time, figuring out how to avoid taking
her clothes off during sex. He survived the first time, so he should be able to
survive the next time, right?

But it was very uncomfortable... He didn't like cheating like this.

Ju Dee sighed deeply, rolled up the sleeves of her oversized shirt to her
elbows, and sipped hot milk as she turned the doorknob to her bedroom. But
then she caught a glimpse of someone coming out of her husband's office.

Long Yak doesn't exist, right? Or is he back and I don't see him?

Ju Dee thought for a moment and then she changed her mind. Instead of
resting in his bedroom, he instead walked to Long Yak's office. The door was
unlocked, but the room was empty.

It seems that his subordinates have come in to drop off some documents for
him. Her husband still hasn't come home from work. Ju Dee had never
entered Long Yak's office before. He thought it would be a good idea to
explore the room.

Ju Dee started flipping through the bookshelves. There were many books he
wanted to borrow to read. He had studied marketing when he lived with the
Ye family. It would be better if she could help as Mrs. Ho.

Doing nothing is boring. She would ask her husband to give her something to
do.

Ju Dee continued to explore for a while, and then she stopped at the table.
There is a folder on the table. Ju Dee took it and glanced at it. When he saw
that it was about the Ye family, he felt very cold.

He turned towards the door. It was still closed, so he quickly turned his gaze
to the document in front of him. Inside the envelope was information about
himself and his twin sister, Ju Lee. It is clear that Long Yak has learned the
truth that he is not Ju Lee, because there is information about Ju Lee's trip.

A lump appeared on his chest, his eyes burning with tears. Ju Dee put the
document down and supported her almost lifeless body back to the bedroom.
He couldn't think of what would happen next.

Long Yak has known for a long time that he is not Ju Lee, or did he just find
out?
Anxious, he packed his bag and escaped from the clutches of the tiger to a
distant place. Ju Dee only packed the necessary items, and then she climbed
the wall of the mansion and ran away.

Goodbye, Ho family.

Goodbye dear husband.

It hurts, it hurts so much.

I only have the right to love him, but he will never love me.

*** Skip escape scene and read quickly. The protagonist flees to another
country. The main male character goes crazy when his wife disappears. He
started reading the novel again when he got to the scene where they made
up.***

............................

It has been several months since Ju Dee ran away from the Ho family. He
fled to a rural village on a mountain. The air here is very good, and the
people are friendly. Ju Dee sold the valuables she brought, which gave her
money to rent a small house for her to live in.

Ju Dee has some skills in pastry making. So he started a new life by selling
pastries in front of his house. Customers who tasted the pastries told each
other by word of mouth, making the small pastry shop a hit. He also started
delivering pastries to the city, and he could barely keep up with the high
demand.

Business is going well, so he doesn't have to worry about money. Ju Dee

worked hard, until the wound in her heart began to heal.

But then, one day, it rained heavily. The smell of pastries filled the house and
a loud noise was heard. Ju Dee stopped what she was doing and walked to
the front of the house immediately.

Many men surrounded the area. Several black luxury cars parked until the
road was full. The clear symbol of the Ho family. This caused Ju Dee to
retreat back into the house. He slammed the door shut, his body shaking with
fear. Then he peeked outside through the window and he saw Long Yak
getting out of the car.

His subordinate held up a dark black umbrella to protect him from the rain.
Even after not seeing each other for several months, Long Yak is still
handsome as before.

He didn't know how Long Yak could get here.

Is it because Long Yak is angry and needs to eliminate Ju Dee?

Or is there another reason?

Ju Dee picked up a nearby broom and held it, ready to use it as a weapon
after the front door of her house was broken down. He counted the numbers
in his head, his breath was panting because he was so tense. Until the door
was wide open, Ju Dee did not hesitate to use a broom to hit her husband's
body.

Long Yak didn't hurt him at all, he just used his hand to grab the broom from
Ju Dee's hand.

"Hia... Hia want to kill me?"

"..."

"Please let me go. Says didn't mean to lie Khun. I had to."

"Ju Dee..." Long Yak called his name in a different voice than usual. He held
her small body in his arms and soothed her. The situation is far from killing.

Ju Dee stopped struggling and hugged the person who hugged her, then started
to cry with the head of the Ho clan comforting her.

They made up and lived happily ever after.

NC scene
NC scene

NC scene

End of story.

"Sigh... There are so many NC scenes that don't disappoint. That's all
Wandee needs in life." I put the book I just read next to me. I looked at the
clock and saw that it was past one in the morning. I started to feel a little
sleepy. I turned to look at the man who was studying for the exam and found
that he had fallen asleep.

Is this the head of the Ho family? He is very handsome.

I got up and walked towards the big boy. Then used my finger to poke the
boy's cheek to wake him up.

"Uhh.. Phi Dee."

"Your saliva is on your face. You said you wanted to read a book, right?"

"I'm sleepy... I accidentally fell asleep."

"Do you want to sleep?"

"Phi finished reading the novel?"

"Yes, very fun."

"I don't enjoy reading textbooks," said Yak lazily as he got up from the floor
and stood in front of me. He got ready for bed by taking the blanket and
dragging me up the stairs.

Soon, we were getting ready for bed, hugging each other on the spacious bed.

"Phi likes the main male character in the novel or does she prefer me?"

"Why do you suddenly ask?"

"Because Phi said Phi likes to imagine that the main character of the man is
me."

"Then the answer is clear, right?"

"I want to hear it from Phi Dee's mouth."

"I like you more. You are the real one, number one in my heart." I used a very
cheesy line, and Yak and I laughed out loud. Then he said good night and told
me to have a sweet dream.

Of course I love Yak more than the main character in the novel I read.

Because he is so good, he is my number one.

Omegaverse Info From Writer

Meaning and Features of Omegaverse:

The population in the Omegaverse world is divided into primary and

secondary sexes. Primary gender is divided into male and female, while
secondary gender is alpha, beta and omega, also known as A/B/O.

It is a hierarchical system of groups similar to wolf packs. Alpha is the

leader, beta is the average member, and omega is the weakling who is always
bullied by the leader.

Characteristics of secondary sex:

Alpha (अलफ़ा): Being at the top of the food chain, they are few in number,
strong, and can impregnate omegas. Alpha is very sensitive to the smell
(pheromone) of omega during the mating cycle (heat cycle). A locking
mechanism during sex, called the Knot, occurs when there is a lot of
emotional involvement. An alpha can bite an omega's neck to create a bond.
An omega that has been bitten will be marked and will no longer be able to
emit a scent that attracts other alphas. An alpha that has bitten an omega's
neck can still bite another omega's neck.

Beta (フレレ): Compared to normal humans in general, they have no effect

on the smell of both alpha and omega.

Omega (オッカー): The most mysterious and complex gender of all. They
are usually considered the lowest class in society, but recently there are
writers who try to push the omega to be the leader. They can control and
manipulate alphas with their scent. Omega is special because of its smell.
They are the sex that can smell, and each omega has their own unique smell.
The scent emitted by an omega has a period of intense scent time called the
"heat cycle". This smell will stimulate and attract the alpha to have sex with
them. The duration of the mating cycle is between 3 and 7 days, depending on
the author. Omega males who have sex with alphas can get pregnant and
having sex during the mating cycle increases the chance of pregnancy.

*During the mating cycle (in the novel it is always referred to as 'during
heat') omega/alpha will release pheromones that cannot be controlled. So,
that's why certain novels/manga will make alpha/omega characters always
have to take medicine and during the heat cycle, they are always isolated
in a room because they are stimulated by a high desire for sex.

Things to know: A/B/O is a very open world of fiction. It is said that these
characters are written to be a sad drama or a cute story. Sometimes, other
gimmicks are added.
Special Chapter 2: Omegaverse

You got that James Dean daydream look in your eye

And I got that red lip, classic thing that you like

And when we go crashing down, we come back every time

'Cause we never go out of style, we never go out of style

(Song 'Style' by Taylor Swift)

On this hot day, the light brown hair was combed. His thin fingers felt that his
hair was slightly damp with sweat.

He looked at the tattoo shop for a long time. The shop is called 'Salak
Tattoo'.

He hasn't set foot here in about three years. The owner of the big eyes
blinked. On a Sunday afternoon, the tattoo shop was quite busy. He raised his
hand to look at the time on his wrist. In three minutes was his scheduled
appointment.

In another three minutes, a new tattoo will grow in a certain location under
his clothes.

He opened the door, and the welcome sound of the tattoo artist was heard. He
smelled...a familiar smell.

"Welcome...Phi Dee?" The owner of the tattoo shop raised an eyebrow,

stopped his hand that was busy with the equipment, and turned to look at the
intruder.

At first, he looked shocked, but it was only for a moment before he stiffened
and became indifferent.
"You back?"

"Yes."

"Can you go out first? I have a client."

"The customer at four is Phi. Phi has booked in Emmy's name." The customer
called Phi Dee said hesitantly, silently surveying the changes around her.
"Shops have changed a lot, and Yak has changed a lot."

"If you've booked, so... what pattern do you want to tattoo?"

"Butterfly Lily flower. I have sent you the design on Line."

"Okay, I'll look first," the tattoo artist walked to sit behind the desk, took the
iPad and opened the tattoo design sent by the customer. The corner of his eye
turned towards the customer sitting on the chair, who looked awkward and
nervous.

In fact, Phi Dee also looks very different.

"Why do you want to tattoo this pattern?" he asked, beginning to draft the
image into unique patterns and colors. Salak Tattoo is famous for its sharp
and unique features. That's why the customer line is now full and not a single
slot is empty.

"Some people say Phi smells like a Butterfly Lily flower."

"That's right." Because Yoyak is an alpha, so the smell of the omega customer
was obvious from the moment he walked into the tattoo shop. "Where do you
want to get a tattoo?"

"Kat the backbone."

"Left or right?"

"Left."

"Why not right?"

"I don't want to overlap with others."

"Do you want to color it at once or come back to color it later?"

"The slot is full, right?"

"Um, if Phi..." The tattoo artist stopped for a moment, sighing deeply, not
knowing whether the customer wanted to come back or not. Although Phi Dee
can find free time, the tattoo artist is not sure if he will come. "If that's the
case, just bear the pain while coloring it."

"So, you're the only one who manages this shop?"

"Yes, I've been managing it myself for a long time. I used to have someone
help me, but he's gone."

"If that's the case...how about a new person?"

"I told you there are no new people, but you don't believe me."

"But..."

"Lock the door and close the curtains, then lie on the bed. We've wasted
time."

"Yeah..."

"Doors and curtains." Said the shop owner. The customer had to get up to
lock the door and close the curtains, then walked to lie on the tattoo bed,
waiting for the tattoo artist to come and sit next to the bed.

The sides of the pants he was wearing were pulled down a bit to reveal his
back bone. Tattoo artists use stencils without asking. Maybe because Yak
knows exactly what kind of tattoo Wandee wants.

Not long after, the tattoo needles began to buzz and began to poke rapidly into
the smooth, white skin that emitted a fragrant scent. The tattoo artist seemed
to be using great patience to contain the smell, sitting there with a tense
expression and furrowed brows.
The first sign is too heavy-handed, as if it is intended to make the customer
angry.

"Ouch...it hurts. Your hands used to be slow, right?"

"Depends on the mood."

"It hurts a lot. Can you stop for a moment?"

"Shut up." The tattoo artist does not stop, but the pressure on the skin is
significantly reduced. Sweat came out of the tattoo artist's temple, as if he
was the one being tattooed.

"Ah...uh...you're sweating a lot. Are you not feeling well?"

"Can't you do something about that smell?"

"Haa...smell? Phi doesn't smell anything."

"Sighhhh." Suddenly, the tattoo artist put the tattoo needle down, sighed, and
got up and walked away.

Butterfly Lily one petal tattoo is ready. Dee wiped the spilled ink with her
own hands. He looked at Yak, who was standing with his hands on his back.
Dee turned around and listened intently to what the person was saying.

"Phi shouldn't come here."

"I'm sorry. I just...miss you."

"What should be missed? You're the one who left, right?"

"At that time, I misunderstood that you cheated on me. But a few months ago,
the person who caused us to break up confessed to Phi that he planned for us
to break up."

"You just trust other people easily..."

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, bro." Phi Dee raised the back of her hand to wipe away
her tears. As she stood in front of the shop, she had told herself a hundred
times that she would not come here crying. He just missed Yak and wanted to
know how he was doing, so he...came here to find him.

"If you don't want to see Phi, Phi will leave."

Yak didn't answer, still standing with his back to him. He heard a groan as his
former lover moved behind him. But when he heard Phi Dee pick up his bag,
Yak turned to face him again.

"I'm not done with the tattoo yet. Will you leave it half finished?"

"It's fine."

"Why do you want to get a Butterfly Lily flower tattoo?"

"..."

"Phi Dee, answer."

"I just miss you."

"Then why don't you get a tattoo on your right side?"

"I thought that would be too similar to you."

"Lie down again."

"I don't want to get a tattoo anymore."

"If I ask you to listen to me once, will you die?" He raised his voice. Phi
Dee, his ex-lover, gasped. His big eyes looked at the tall man before he went
back to bed as usual.

But this time, Yak didn't come and sit on the edge of the bed, but climbed and
straddled it. A hot kiss was pressed on his lips, and his hot hands squeezed
and caressed his entire body until it hurt.
"Yeah..."

"Because Phi smells."

"Don't you still love me?"

"Doesn't Phi think three years is too long to make me despair?"

"Sorry."

"Stop apologizing for stupid things. I only want to have sex with Phi this time
because of your smell. I don't have any feelings for you anymore."

"Phi understand." Phi Dee squeezed Yak's shirt. Her legs were spread wide
to let the large body enter her.

just miss you

I just want to hug you

Just still love you...

But he doesn't think that Yak still loves him. The boy who has grown up must
have forgotten all the promises he had made before. That's why the touch is
very rough, not soft like three years ago.

At that time, we were very happy together, until there was a

misunderstanding.

Someone told him that Yak had bitten another omega's neck, with chat as
proof. They chatted so warmly that his heart was shattered.

She chose to leave without hearing anything, and it was a huge mistake that
she chose to leave the man.

The truth has recently emerged that actually...Yak never cheated at all.

She is foolish and gullible to trust other people more than her own boyfriend.
Treated like worthless, he deserves it.

The clothes that were worn were quickly removed and thrown to the floor
and revealed a bright body. The yak lowered his hand to touch his lips and
bit and sucked to mark. Then, Yak took off his clothes when Wandee's body
was marked enough.

Yak has tattoos all over his body, but the most striking is the white Butterfly
Lily tattoo on his right buttock. He got the tattoo to represent Dee, because he
always said that Dee smelled like the flower.

Yak once said that he couldn't run away because of Dee's smell, and he also
fell in love and couldn't think straight because of it.

The big, hot rod is pulled hard, ready to be inserted into the hole.

"Yeah, a condom?"

"Not."

"I might be pregnant."

"That's Phi's problem."

"Phi doesn't want to take birth control pills."

"That's Phi's problem too."

Omegas like Phi Dee can't beat alphas at all.

The yak thrust in and rubbed his hot shaft so deep and tight that it made the
man beneath him feel full in his lower stomach. He waited for Phi Dee to
adjust before slamming down until the foot of the bed moved.

There was only moaning in the room. The intoxicating scent of the Butterfly
Lily flowers made him dizzy for a while, long enough for his storm of anger
to subside temporarily. It was still smoldering, but the next customer who
was about to arrive made him reluctantly stay away from Phi Dee.
He saw the dire condition of his former lover. He had abused her until her
former lover could only cry. Her sweet pink hole swelled up after the Yak
released her seed. Phi Dee who is an omega, gathers her strength and gets up
to pick up her clothes that fell to the floor.

"Can Phi use the bathroom, please?"

"Yes, go."

She wiped away her tears in return for the cruelty, and then walked feebly to
the bathroom, which she knew where it was. But the man she calls cruel
follows her after she arranges the tattoo bed as usual.

"I've kept a towel, a soap with a scent that Phi likes, and a toothbrush in the
drawer. But it's been a while, so don't use it. I'll buy you a new one."

"..."

"You can sleep in the room first. The doll you hugged all the time is still
there."

"..."

"I'm going to finish the last customer's tattoo....We have something to

discuss."

"What should we talk about?"

"A lot."

"Phi wants to go home"

"Phi definitely won't be able to get out of this store easily."

"Because you're still... not enough, right?"

"Whatever Phi thinks."

Finally, Phi Dee nodded as she raised her back hand to wipe her tears again.
He had given up...given everything. He will do anything.

"Phi..." the thick hand was placed on top of her head, before using her thumb
to wipe away her tears. "It would be great if you were pregnant."

"Huh?"

"When Phi's year is gone, I plan to propose to you and start a family with
Phi."

"..."

"But luckily I bit Phi's neck. So Phi doesn't have to feel anything with other
people." The fingers that wiped her tears changed to rub the mark on the back
of her neck, staring into wide eyes that showed a confused look.

But before he had time to ask, the big body came out of the bathroom, only
Phi Dee was left facing him. His body was only covered with red markings.
How can he live his daily life with so many signs?

**************************************

Phi Dee entered the familiar room. Surprisingly, he found that almost nothing
had changed, even the Yak couple picture frame was still placed in the same
position he placed it.

It was a bit strange sitting on the bed where he slept with Yak once upon a
time. Since the day they parted, he never thought that he would come back
here again. And maybe because of tiredness, the omega with the smell of
Butterfly Lily fell asleep.

He must have slept for a long time. When he woke up again, the sky outside
had changed color.

Phi Dee got up and went out. A tattoo shop called Salak has closed. The
tattoo on his back has been cleaned and sealed.
Yak must have come in and done that while he was sleeping. Now the big
man must be in the kitchen.

There is a sweet smell from the kitchen. Phi Dee didn't hesitate to enter, and
maybe because she was too noisy, the tattoo artist turned to look.

"Are you awake?"

"Uhh..."

"Wait a minute, I'm cooking."

"Can Phi help you with anything?"

"Sit still."

"You said we want to talk. What do we want to talk about?"

"Can we talk while we eat? Go sit down."

Phi Dee did not follow what the young man told him. He stood there
hesitantly.

The person who invited him to stay and said he had something to discuss
complained. Yak opened his mouth and said a short question.

"Phi where did you go for the three years you were gone?"

"I went abroad with Mae."

"You never came back?"

"Yes." Phi Dee clasped her hands together, pursed her lips in discomfort, but
she still listened intently to Yak's question and was very determined to
answer.

"Have you ever thought of going back?"

"Phi has come... came here many times before moving in with my Mae. I
foolishly thought that I would let you have someone else if you didn't love
Phi anymore. But when I came, I saw you smiling widely with your friends
and your customers. I see you weren't sad at all when Phi broke up with you.
So Phi... decided to go abroad."

"..."

"Early times broke up, Phi has nightmares every night. Phi is very sad, Yak.
But Phi came to see you not with the hope that we will get back together.
Three years is a long time. Phi understands why you don't feel anything- what
else."

Phi Dee lowered her head, looking only at her former lover's feet. The young
man turned off the gas, sighed deeply, and then walked back to the bedroom
without saying a word.

The person who had been waiting for a long time hesitated what to do next.
Finally, he decided to go get his bag and put it on his shoulder.

It's time to go back...back to the Butterfly Lily tattoo with just one petal.

But before he could step out of the shop, one of his hands was grabbed.
Without a doubt, it is Yak. Phi Dee was so shocked that she staggered.

"I have a question."

"..."

"Phi still loves me?"

Phi Dee looked into Yak's eyes, blinked slowly, and then answered.

"Yes, Phi still loves you."

"So, let's get married. I've been looking for the ring for a long time. I hid it in
preparation for the surprise I've been planning for years. It's been a while, so
I forgot where I put it."
"But you don't love Phi anymore..."

"I said that because I'm afraid I'll be embarrassed if Phi doesn't love me
anymore."

"..."

"You don't need to take birth control pills anymore, bro. If you get pregnant,
I'll be responsible."

"..."

"Don't push. I've been waiting for Phi, and I've been waiting for a long time."

Phi Dee did not answer or deny the alpha in front of him. There were only
tears and sobs when the ring box was opened.

"Don't just cry. Do you agree?"

"Marriage means we get back, right?"

"Yes, and we won't break up again. If Phi wants to break up again, it's really
hard because you have to sign the divorce papers. You can't run away easily
like before."

"You still love Phi?"

"Yes," Yak smiled a little.

"Okay, let's get married."

Phi Dee hugs Yak. It was a warm hug after a long absence, and he was kissed
on the lips. Dinner that day is eaten the next morning.

(Six months later)

Phi Dee is pregnant. The ultrasound showed that it was a boy. During this
time, Phi Dee always stole Yak's clothes to wear.
After giving birth, Phi Dee lived a happy family life with Yak and their son.

Finished...

"Why is it so easy to finish? The tattoo that Yak made is not ready yet." I
looked up and asked Phi Dee as we were eating together. In my hand are
eight sheets of A4 paper, a novel that Phi Dee is trying to write as a hobby.
After I finished reading it, Cherry grabbed it. My mother was surprised by
the word 'omega' and went to look for the appearance of the 'Butterfly Lilly'
flower.

"If that's me, Ri has a new husband after 3 years of breaking up."

"That's why Phi wrote it as an omegaverse. The hero and the male lead love
each other very much. Even after being separated for a long time, they still
love each other. Happy ending."

"I want to read the scene of raising children."

"I didn't write it. I'm too lazy!"

"So why did you name them Yak and Phi Dee?" This time, Oye asked. My
brother took the A4 paper that Cherry had read and started reading it too.
Then he criticized, "Yes, best. But there are only a few sex scenes, right?"

"I can't think of both the name and the sex scene." Phi Dee, who was arguing
in a lazy voice, stuffed a large bean into her mouth. "Do you know how hard
it is to write? Before I can start writing, I have to write foreplay and thrust
in. It's tiring!"

"Will there be a sequel?" I asked to interrupt because I was afraid Phi Dee
would hit Ye. At the same time the last piece of peanut in the bowl went into
Phi Dee's stomach. He eats slowly, so he is the last one to finish his food. I,
who is in charge of washing the dishes, must be waiting for him.

"No, I'm going to write a new story, a story from the Chinese era about
someone who died and then changed bodies."

*Much similar to the novel My Stand-In which I'm currently translating

"No, Ri doesn't like reading Chinese stories. I don't even remember the
names and titles."

"That's a challenge for my (Wandee) skills as a writer with golden fingers."

Phi Dee, who finished her meal by drinking some water, then got up to take
the dessert that was in the fridge. I got up and followed him to help him carry
it. Today, Phi Dee seems to be in a very good mood as she has been humming
songs all day.

When she bent down to get something from the fridge downstairs, she
revealed her pure white neck to me. So I teased him by bending over and
biting his neck.

I only bit him lightly, but he was still surprised. Phi Dee dropped the dessert
and used her hand to hold his neck. He turned to look at me.

"Why are you biting?"

"I'm the alpha."

"..."

"I've created a mark on Phi Dee's neck now ^ ^"

When Phi Dee realized what I was joking with her, Phi Dee laughed. He
rubbed his neck where the mark was, then playfully bit me back.

"Now Phi is alpha? Because we bite each other?"

"You want Phi to bite you? Phi is scary, you know. Can you handle it?"

"Obscene."

Phi Dee laughed even louder and turned back to grab dessert from the fridge.
He whispered in my ear,

"Eat dessert, or I'll heat you up in a very good way."

"Really?"

"Red ears mean you like it."

I touched my ear. Then Phi Dee came out of the kitchen towards the dining
table.

"I'm a very seductive omega," she yelled at Phi Ye and Cherry, who looked
confused.

I rolled my eyes again before picking up the bowl and following him out.

"He's crazy."
Special Chapter 3: Let's Make Phi Yak Jealous

I've been living with Yak for two months now. I don't want to brag, but we
are very happy together. We wake up and see each other every day, and are
the last to see each other at night.

But, there have been some problems lately. Yak looks tired and bored with
everything around him.

It could be because he has to study and work for Oye at the same time. When
he got home, he showered, went to bed, and immediately fell asleep.
Sometimes he seems to forget me for a while.

Some nights, Yak forgot to complete the assignment. He hugged me and fell
asleep, and we haven't had sex in days.

I feel a little strange. I thought (again) that besides being tired, maybe he was
tired of our usual love game.

So I have a plan to get Phi Yak excited, but I don't know how to do it.

So... I created an avatar and posted the question on social media.

'I want my husband to serve me as violently as he is angry with me.

What should I do?'

I named a topic with a hot question, and I got some answers that I could
follow.

Netizen 1: Try to moan the name of someone close to him, someone close to
him.

I imagined that when I had sex with Yoyak, I opened my sexy lips a little and
called Oye.

...Uh, Ye... Phi Ye ka...

Unlucky! Not only Yoyak is shy. He stopped and got up to sit on the end of the
bed. He made a grim face and turned to me.

'If Phi Dee likes Phi Ye, go to Phi Ye if you really love each other. Nong
will not block your way.'

I don't think this proposal can pass. Don't forget that these two Phi-Nongs
love each other so much that they would die for each other.

I shook my head and scanned for the next suggestion.

Netizen 2: Try to change the mood. From the bedroom, go to the balcony.

I imagine at night, I try to follow the advice.

On the balcony... I was excited and suspicious at the same time.

The second proposal did not work. Once again I went back to read the next
netizen's comment.

Netizen 3: Why don't you try to make your boyfriend jealous? Men always
get angry when their anger is piqued.

"That's interesting. The boy will be more jealous."

I slapped my knees, smiled at the corner of my mouth and thought of my next

plan. People who can help who will make Yak jealous...

Hire a man for a walk?

Go out to dinner with a guy and the pictures spread?

Damn, I can't do that. I don't want to go out with anyone. After all, if Yak sees
me with someone else, he might follow me and beat me and the person I
hired.

So, let's do it this way. I have a secret someone.

"Hello, Ai'Kao. Where are you?"

[I am studying marketing with a personal trainer. Why?"

"Are you free tonight? I'll come eat noodles at your place."

[I'm not very free, but it's good if you come. Stay a little late, my employees
are taking a day off. Please let me sell the items.]

"I'm not free."

[Then you don't have to come.] Pakkao answered me with a sharp voice,
while I sighed.

"Yes, I'm free. I'll help you sell things, but you have to help me with one
thing. Don't refuse!"

**************************************

After work, I texted Yak to tell him that I wouldn't be home for dinner
because I was going to see Pakkao. Maybe it's lucky that the boy doesn't cling
to me too much, because he has work at the university too, and he might be
back later tonight... later than me.

I'm not sure if it was because I sounded cheerful, but Yak lowered his voice
and warned me not to come back after 10pm. He doesn't want me to drive
home alone late at night because I'm old and my vision is blurry.

I really hate old words from that boy. I want to hit him!

He doesn't know that I'm still hot even though I'm not young anymore?

"Why, Ai'Dee? You looked as angry as an old dog when you arrived."

"Old what? I look younger than my real age."

"You have a boxer husband and you're still angry with your friend? You don't
have to eat the rice I prepared for you." Maybe because Pakkao wanted to
pull the plate of rice he prepared for me, my angry expression about age
turned into a sweet voice when I talked to my friend.
"Oh, Kao, my dear friend. Your friend is hungry. Don't be mean to your
friend."

"Ha! Let him know who he is. Hurry up and eat...then why did you come all
the way here to see me?"

"I need your help."

"If it's about money, go back home."

"Not." I smiled sarcastically, moved the chair I was sitting on closer to

Pakkao, and sneered at the corner of my mouth. "Bite my neck a little."

"Wandee, I'm not gay!" Pakkao looked very surprised. He moved away from
his chair and looked at me in surprise. So I hasten to explain.

"Yes. I'm not crazy, but my love life with Yak hasn't been good lately. It's just
bland. I just want to find something to make him jealous."

"No, I still love my life. I don't want to be beaten by your boxing lover, Yak."

"Just a little bite. I guarantee the name of the person who did this will not
come out of my mouth. I'm willing to bet my head."

"No no no no no."

"Okay, I want to go back. You sell that stuff yourself." I got up from the chair
and prepared to leave. But the man whose employee was on leave and
needed help, that Ai'Kao held my wrist and smiled weakly.

I know he will do what I ask.

"Alright, Ai'Dee. But are you sure I won't be beaten?"

"Yes, guaranteed is guaranteed."

"Yuck (vomit) , I'm disgusted with you."

"I'm getting angry too." I sat back down and then tilted my neck for Ai'Kao to
suck. I admit that it was very scary. When Ai'Kao touched his mouth to my
neck, I shivered throughout my body.

When Yak does it, it's fun. But when Ai'Kao, I was so amused that I squirmed
and laughed. It took a long time to get the mark on my neck, and sometimes I
thought the mark was too obvious.

Ai'Kao probably won't be hit. But I, I'm not sure...

"Why are you so pale Dee?"

"Suddenly, I started to feel afraid of being hit."

"Then I'll give you another bite mark. When you're done, I'll put the funeral
money on the table. I'll take care of the rest."

It is said that there are two kinds of friends: one is the one who cares about
us in everything, and the two who continue to add to and enjoy our
misfortunes in any way.

...I think Ai'Kao is the second kind of friend.

"Should I stop being friends with you?"

******************************

As expected, I got home before Yak. I looked at my watch and saw that it was
10:30 pm. He didn't call or text me where I was. It was more like me calling
to ask where he was. Plus, I feel a little jealous.

Coming home late like this, you're not with anyone else, right?

The waiting call rang several times, until finally the man answered.

"Where are you now?" I asked as soon as the end of the line was picked up,
while sitting on the sofa in the living room, drinking milk and watching TV.

[I'm in front of the house, Phi Dee. I wasn't driving, so I can't answer.]
"Oh, Phi is watching TV in the living room."

[Oh.. I'm coming in now.] As he was about to come in, the other end of the
line was disconnected.

I tossed the phone onto the table, my heart pounding at the thought of me
deliberately showing him the bite marks on my neck. When the Yak comes in,
he will definitely see the bite on my neck.

I stretched my neck a little more. The man stopped and sighed deeply.

Jealous... jealous...

Tie me...tie me...

Then I will explain that it is a plan.

But after a long wait to be violently tied, the man showed no sign of jealousy.

He sighed, stopped looking, and went to drink water in the kitchen next to the
living room.

"I'll wash the clothes tomorrow. I don't have any work to do tonight. Phi Dee,
you can sleep first."

.....

My plan is ruined.

I watched the tall figure of the Yak climb the stairs, my lips were heavy and
unable to speak for a moment. This plan didn't work, right? Yak is not only
not jealous, but he doesn't care about me...

**********************

I've been stressed and worried like a drug addict for a week. Yak hasn't
touched me at all for the past week, and I think it's because of the scar on my
neck.
Maybe he thinks I'm cheating on him, and maybe he's planning to break up
with me.

I bit my nails like a very worried person when I looked at Yak sleeping
sideways on the bed.

The smell of soap smells good because I just took a shower.

I think I should talk to Yak and find out what the problem is.

"Are you asleep, baby?" I climbed onto the bed, my hand resting on the large
man's shoulder. He wasn't wearing a nightgown, and the smell was getting
worse. It's been a week since we last had sex. It's been too long.

"Are you mad Phi? It seems we haven't talked much lately."

"I'm sleepy."

"What you misunderstood may not be what you thought. If it is related to the
sign..."

"Phi Dee, can we talk about that tomorrow? I'm really tired."

I was stunned, unable to say anything else. After saying he was too tired to
speak, Yak's breathing became regular.

He sleeps. He fell asleep ignoring me.

"Crazy boy, don't care at all," I mumbled to him softly, laying back and
looking up at the ceiling. After that, I didn't say anything more.

It took me a while to turn around and look back at Yak. I turned off the lights
in the room, but my eyes had adjusted to the darkness.

I could see the Yak's muscular back. I reached out and touched it, feeling how
warm it was. I put my hand on his back, my forehead on his shoulder, and
kissed him softly and lovingly.
With just a little warmth, desire is sparked. I moved my hands away from the
young man's fragrant body and stroked my crotch. It hardens and hurts. The
channel that Yak fills her with almost every day pulsates calling her.

I put my hands in my pants and my face was still pressed against my young
boyfriend's wide back. Tears welled up as I began to stroke and alternate
between inserting my fingertips into the hole

Then I cried because I couldn't finish it no matter how hard I tried. The sound
of my cries echoed in the great room, and my tears wet Yak's back.

I heard him sigh deeply, then he turned to face me.

Yak pulled my hand out of my pants. In the darkness, he glared at me with a

reproachful look.

"You haven't touched Phi in a week, Yak," I wiped my tears and sobbed in my
throat.

"I didn't mean not to touch you."

"Because of the marks on Phi's neck, right? Phi can explain. Phi let Ai'Kao
do it."

"I know."

"Huh?"

"Phi Kao called me that day. Otherwise, my anger would have exploded at
Phi if I hadn't known before then."

"Ai'Kao, fellow traitor." I said gritting my teeth. I reached out to hug Yak. I
buried my face in his neck and rubbed my nose against him seductively.

"Don't blame Phi Kao, okay? Phi Dee is just playing around."

"You're just mad at Phi, aren't you? You never stop loving me, right? That's
why you don't hug, kiss, or do anything with Phi."
"Yeah...just angry."

"I won't do it again, I won't do it again. Please forgive Phi, okay? I'm sorry,
I'm scared."

He sighed again and then hugged me back. He lifted me so that I was on top
of his body and then he bit and sucked the spot that Ai'Kao had made. The
mark had faded until it was almost gone, but the boy still covered it with his
own until it became clear again.

I already said that he is very possessive, but I will not provoke him again.
I'm afraid of being ignored again.

"So... where is our bland love, Phi Dee?"

"It's not that it's bland. I'm just afraid you'll get bored with normal things."

"..."

"I want to be passionate with you in bed doggy-style."

"..."

"Hehe... I want you to kiss me hard, like you're angry."

"..."

Yak didn't say anything. He rubbed his nose with his finger and looked away.
His body was burning hot.

"Okay, sleep..." I said, but tears started to well up. I thought to myself that the
boy no longer loved me, and my temptations no longer influenced him.

This is the problem of married life after living together... "Have you lost your
passion for me?"

"No, not like that."

"But you're cold. You used to not do assignments very often."

"Um....if I do it rudely, the next day you like to complain about back pain."

"..."

"I don't want Phi to feel uncomfortable, so I...do it slowly."

"Oh..." I mumbled, half understanding and half not. Suddenly, Yak turned me
so that I was lying on my back and he pulled the elastic band around the
waist of my pants halfway up my back. Not only that, but he also made my
back exposed in front of him.

"If you want to do it violently, don't complain about your back pain."

I turned to look and saw the Yak bowing his head down, shy. But he pulled
out his hot and hard cock near my leg and rubbed it against my thigh. It hasn't
been put into my body yet.

I moaned. Looks like I wasn't the only one suffering last week.

He teased me until I started to feel a burning sensation. His shaft was so big
and hot that I could feel it. The flesh on the inside of my thighs is weak. I was
breathing heavily and sweating. He wiggled my back to see the hole that was
calling him.

Do not use dirty words.

"You want? Phi's little hole is provoking my big cock."

"I want you to enter. I want to be your wife. My heart is about to break."

"Nong Dee's words are too extreme."

"I can't take it anymore, come in, bro."

He shook his head and reached for a condom and lube to open my entrance
wider. He didn't stop moving between my legs and I gripped my legs even
harder.
His shaft became harder and stickier until I could feel it. Then he moved
away and hit my back alternately with squeezing.

As I sobbed, his thick hands parted the soft cheeks of my back. The tip of his
tongue slid into the passage. His hands grabbed and massaged my two balls.

I screamed wordlessly, my eyes rolling in pleasure. My hand gripped the

sheet until it twitched. My upper body was pressed against the bed even
though my back was still being pulled back.

He enjoyed eating me wildly, and I climaxed because of Yak's tongue. As the

embarrassing liquid came out, the boy laughed evilly.

He changed his position and kissed me on my neck, back, shoulders,

collarbone, and back. He didn't miss a single spot leaving traces of rose
petals all over my body.

Yak usually doesn't leave a mark. He's afraid I'll look bad at work. Only
today I asked for it myself. It feels so good to be kissed like this.

"Mm... Come in Yak."

"Phi Dee is so cute."

"Mmm..."

He used his hot rod to hit my butt and alternated with seductive thrusts to
tempt me until I went crazy, but without thrusting into me.

So I wiggled my back more often and moved back to swallow the hot rod. He
chuckled at my movements, then thrust his rear forward once, and his big
love rod was embedded deep inside me.

"All the way to Phi's belly."

"Yes, I'm not polite anymore." Yak said.

I nodded while biting the tip of Yak's finger that was put in my mouth. Tears
streamed down my face, but that didn't mean I felt bad.
I'm happy and willing to have passionate doggy-style sex with you...

I was almost unconscious, but the intensity of the thrusts pulled my

consciousness back to focus on passionate sex.

I cried in despair for half the night before the emotional storm subsided.

Yak cleaned me up after we finished having sex, and then he hugged me and
fell asleep.

Before I went to sleep tonight, I thought about the avatar question.

' I want my husband to serve me as violently as he is angry with me.

What should I do?'

I think I have the answer now.

That is... I will tell Yak directly that I want you to be violent with Phi only.
Special Chapter 4: Maid Nong Dee

The latest collection from Kedai Pakkao.

The latest collection inspired by kitchen aprons.

I took the small piece of cloth that Kao had just given me an hour ago and
looked at it. I sat on the couch with my legs crossed and looked at the piece
of fabric I pulled, and my face turned red.

The latest collection I don't think is too impressive. It was just an ordinary
apron, but Kao insisted that I try it on first.

Guaranteed to win the heart of your master at home.

"Phi, I think it's just an ordinary apron."

"Phi Kao stick anything on it, Phi Dee?"

Because Yak just told me, so I just noticed that there was a piece of paper
with chicken claw handwriting in the bag. It seems to stick to every outfit. I
recognize Kao's handwriting. I also frowned when reading the text.

How to use it:

Wear an apron that will capture the master's heart. It reveals a bare
interior, with a closed front. But showing full butt cuteness. I guarantee
that you will make the master blush and want to touch your butt.

Then don't rush to bed. I recommend trying to do homework first. Sweep,

mop and wipe with dirt-proof clothes that will win your master's heart.
Wait until your master can't take it anymore and has to run towards you
like a hungry wolf.

Enjoy our latest collection. Don't forget to follow our advice: 'Be patient
until you can't take it anymore.'
"Ni, you read this Yak. I don't know what advice this is."

I handed a piece of paper to Yak and saw a set of aprons that could charm the
master. Then turned to the clock. Almost dinner time. I have to help Yak
cook. Should I try it now?

I looked away from the clock to see Yak. She blushed, placed the paper on
the table in front of her and used a vase to hold the paper so it wouldn't fly
away.

"I don't want to go to the kitchen."

"Phi will help you in a moment."

"..."

"Do you want Phi to try on an apron set to capture the master? The condition
of the dress is that you have to be patient until it's finished." I winked and bit
my lip in a teasing Yak way. He shook his head and quickly got up from the
couch.

Oh, you act like you don't want me to wear it, but let me tell you. The boy has
become a VIP customer of Kedai Ai'Kao.

Are there clothes in the Kao store that I haven't worn yet? Of course not. An
apron set that will capture your heart. Men are the same. I will wear it for the
boy's gaze.

I didn't follow Yak into the kitchen right away, but first I went into our
bedroom. The apron set was porn when I tried it on. Usually, I just wear
clothes from Ai'Kao's shop before we do rhythmic movement activities.

This is probably the first time I've worn a promo outfit and walked around
the house.

Oh my...

I think I'll wear fishnets too. It will be more tempting.

After thinking about it, I found fishnet stockings from Ai'Kao's shop and put
them on. Then, I opened the door and went down to the kitchen.

He bit his lip and turned to face the stove.

"Hey, Phi Yak, is there anything for maid Nong Dee please?"

"Go wash the vegetables."

"Good." I walked gracefully to the various vegetables that Yak had prepared
while shaking my back a little until I heard Phi Yak swallow hard.

If you ask me if I'm shy, yes I am shy. But it's also fun to see Yak lose his
composure.

"You can't forget that you have to be patient with this dress until you can't
hold it anymore."

"I know, I know. No big deal."

It's not a big deal, but more than that. I know him well.

I hummed a song while washing the vegetables. After washing the

vegetables, there is nothing else to do. So I told Yak that I was going to do
the laundry. He nodded, as if he was trying his best not to show his
excitement.

I turned on a song that set the mood, then turned on only the orange lights in
the house. After putting the clothes in the washing machine, I went to clear
the dining table. There are scented candles to help create the atmosphere.
The big boy looked at me from time to time, and his eyes widened when he
saw me using a feather broom.

I cleaned the bookshelves and the TV, then left the kitchen and put our dinner
on the table.

"I can't take it anymore," he sighed.

I replied, "You have to be more patient. By the way, is the food ready?"
"There is one more meal yet. Here, clean the dust in the kitchen."

He led the way and I followed him obediently. I used a broom with chicken
feathers to sweep the floor low, fearing that dust would fall into the food. He
was breathing erratically, and he looked like he couldn't hold it in any longer.

He grabbed me, picked me up and sat me on the kitchen counter. He held me

so I couldn't move. I pretended to be embarrassed and looked away, but I
wrapped my legs around his waist.

He's not the only one who can't take it anymore. me too

It is simple. He bent down and kissed me. He lifted me up to remove my

stockings down to my thighs. His fingers touched the wetness of my body.

"Are you ready?"

"I think I have to face a tough battle, so I'm a bit prepared."

"My wife is so cute...so cute."

"Um, this dress has captured the master's heart?"

"Let me try first, then I'll answer."

"Ahh..." I moaned as my head fell back as Yak bent down and thrust his hot
shaft inside. He didn't take off his pants, just pulled the zipper and took out
the scary weapon. Luckily I had prepared myself, so I wasn't too sick. I was
filled with deep pleasure. I could only pursue his lips, then use my hands to
wrap around his neck tightly.

Yak doesn't just crash. He put his body inside quite deep and came out. When
he pulled himself out slowly, I almost climaxed. I moaned and panted. Maid
Nong Dee was bullied.

"Phi Yak, don't tease me."

"Hmm," he replied, but he didn't pounce on me like he always did. He went

back to cooking, tucked his hot rod back into his pants, and zipped them up.
The feeling I have now, if I have to describe it, is like an angel falling from
heaven. Provoked, wanting to be penetrated until I feel like going crazy. But
then... Yak... Yak didn't continue.

"If the house is not clean, Nong Dee will not get paid."

He started playing the role of a bossy master. I pulled my socks back on and
put them on properly, holding a feather broom in my hand.

"Understood, Khun Master. I will clean the house immediately." After that, I
left the kitchen with a stern face. I changed the feather duster to a broom, but I
didn't really sweep anything. The man who turned into a master called me to
eat.

While eating, since we were sitting opposite each other, I stretched out my
leg to touch his cock. He seemed very patient. He was not affected by my
provocation, but he continued to complain about this and that.

There is too much dust, the house is messy, and the washed dishes are still
greasy.

It's all imaginary, and actually, I don't need to sweep the house. We have a
cleaning robot that walks in and out of nooks and crannies on the floor.

"Nong Dee didn't clean the house well. I think I need to teach more."

"I want the full course, Khun Master.!"

"I taught you gently in the kitchen, but you still don't remember."

I swallowed because of my vivid imagination. My mind was confused, and

my desire was also very restless after being taught by him in the kitchen
earlier.

"Where else do you want to teach Dee?"

"In the bedroom. After you finish tidying up, go upstairs."

"Khun Master can't stand Nong Dee's work, right?"

"Think about it. I'll wash the dishes later."

I think he can't take it anymore. Even though he acted like he was still strong
like he wanted to punish me completely, his eyes told me that he wanted to hit
me.

The man pushed back his chair and got up from the table as soon as he
finished his food. He said nothing and walked up the stairs to his bedroom.

I drank water, slowing down the time so that he would suffer longer. When I
thought it was time to stop teasing the boy, I followed him into his bedroom.

Kao's clothes are very obscene. You can't judge until you actually try it.

******************************

I went up to the room first, feeling a bit nervous after holding back looking at
her beautiful butt cheeks hidden behind black fishnet stockings. My groin
hurts and is numb. Plus, Phi Dee teased me by following me slowly.

I really like the apron that can win the Master's heart. It is a short cream-
colored apron that covers the front. His clarity made my heart beat faster. I
wanted to hit Phi Dee and hit her until she couldn't take it anymore, but I
patiently followed Phi Kao's advice.

Unlucky! I have never had to be so patient in my life.

I cursed when I heard Phi Dee's footsteps coming up the stairs. I stood in the
middle of the room, looked left and right, and then went to bed.

Phi Dee opened the door and her cute face was the first thing that appeared.

"Phi Yak, maid Nong Dee is here."

Want to bully him, do it so violently that he can't speak.

"Since you're here, come in. Close the door properly."

My eyes are only on Phi Dee, only on Phi Dee.

He entered with a small apron. Looking at the front, it's not too bad, but when
he turns back to close the door, the rocking back makes me almost crazy.

He walked slowly towards the bed where I was sitting smiling from the
corner of his mouth as if he didn't realize that he was challenging me. He
climbed on top of me and we kissed passionately, our emotions running high.

Then, Phi Dee changed her sitting position with her back to me. His back was
on my chest before leaning down to use his mouth on my cock.

I squeezed Phi Dee's back until it was red, alternately hitting until there were
hand marks. He bullies me by sucking my hot cock with his hot tongue in a
sensual way and I lick his sweet hole alternately with sucking... maybe
because I feel so good, so he uses his teeth to nibble lightly.

The pain that hit me did not make me lose my patience. Instead, it only made
me want to bully him more. I stuck my tongue into his hole and sucked,
knowing that he would be having so much fun that he couldn't control himself.

Phi Dee stopped bending over and sat up. He turned to look at me with tear
wet cheeks. It was clear that he was very happy. Her cheeks were pink,
making her look cute.

I stopped licking Phi Dee's hole, retying the apron strings that were behind
her body after they had come off from the rubbing. Then looked at Phi Dee
who moved her body down. He sat on my hot and hard cock and rubbed it
gently.

The socks were so rough that it itched, but at the same time, they made me
feel pleasure. I pushed my back into the well-stretched hole and was ready to
take it. I can't hold it anymore. I can't wait to take off the stockings.

I used the method of tearing a thin sock on his back. So, my penetration was
the push, the friction, and the thrust of the hot rod into that soft channel. It
went in easily because the hole had been left open since it was in the kitchen.
So, he swallowed my cock at a fast pace.

"Yak...I want to come."

"Just by entering, you will climax?"

"Yeah..."

"Every time you get really naughty, you're always like this." I held her thigh.
Phi Dee rode for a while and then tensed until her body was shaking. He
screamed loudly, splashing hot liquid all over my body.

"Nong's maid's clothes are dirty...Teach yourself too."

He nodded with a furrowed brow, raising a hand to wipe away the tears that
were falling. She likes to cry when she's climaxed, and I love her tears
because she's being bullied.

I want to bully Phi Dee even harder.

I patted his back when I saw he was starting to recover from exhaustion. Phi
Dee flinched as I raised my back in response. The hot part penetrates deep
before being pulled, revealing its length.

Phi Dee's sweet voice was heard. When I stopped moving, he immediately
took over.

Her soft back trembled even more as Phi Dee lifted herself up, then slammed
her back down hard, causing a loud thud. When everything started to fall into
place, Phi Dee was like a cowboy swinging the horse's reins for the horse to
gallop forward.

He moved around until his sweat poured all over his body as he moaned
piteously. The horse he was riding, like me, cooperated by raising his waist
high, following him rubbing and hitting sensitive spots in his delicate body.

No matter how much she hurt or cried, Phi Dee's hand reached out and held
my stomach. He stopped moving because he was about to come again, it was
just me pushing and thrusting greedily. The hot, hard shaft swelled to fill the
entire hole.

I bit my lip and moaned. The pent-up pressure is released. The torment was
relieved. Phi Dee's and Phi Dee's hot and thick drops mixed.
A pungent smell filled the room. I immediately got up and sat down. After I
sat comfortably, I pulled Phi Dee into my arms. The porn stick that is still
attached has not been removed yet.

He turned his face to kiss my chin, rubbing against me like a kitten. But that
wasn't enough to make me let go. The more he provoked and rubbed, the
more I wanted to do it more violently.

I slid my hands under Phi Dee's thighs and lifted her off the wide bed. His
back was pressed against my thigh. An apron designed to win the master's
heart no longer looks like an apron. It must have turned into a rag after just
one use.

"You, this is too deep."

"You like it?"

"Uhh, it hurts so bad." These words are not like complaining.

Then Phi Dee turned and extended her lips to me. He kissed me. I started
lifting Phi up and down, swallowing her moans.

Maid Nong Dee was taught until she fainted...still wearing her uniform.

******************************

A few days later, Dee's phone rang while she was watering the plants and
talking to the plants.

I turned to see who called her. Phi Dee also walked over to the phone to see
who was calling.

We saw together that it was Phi Kao, Phi Dee's friend. Then we turn on the
speakers.

"What's wrong, Kao? I turned on the speaker. My boyfriend looks like he

wants to know what I'm going to talk to you about."
"Nong doesn't want to know at all. Phi Kao, don't listen too much to Phi Dee.
She likes to slander Nong."

[Don't argue, okay. Don't argue. I called to ask how it was with the apron.
Extraordinary?]

Phi Dee and I looked at each other. The little apron was thrown away
because I had torn it. Phi Dee screams that I've made her sink to bed and
barely get up for work.

"Pretty good, but do you have something better?"

"Pretty good? But that's okay, I have something new. Try it. This one is free."

"What clothes this time?"

"Boxer clothes, inspired by Nong Yak."

I was embarrassed after hearing it, while Phi Dee screamed for a cover.

"Should we fight before bed?"

"It's good to try boxing. A broken mouth will be very hot."

"That's enough. That's it."

Phi Dee hangs up, but I believe that tomorrow, Phi Kao will send the dress.

"When will Ai'Kao finally have a real husband so she can try on the dress
herself instead of sending it to someone else?"

"Phi Kao is single? I see that he looks very successful. All this time I
reminded him that he has a lover."

"In his head, there is nothing but money. That's who he is."

Phi Dee shrugged and went back to watering the plants without another word.
I turned back to watch TV, and as expected, in the evening, a personal
transport courier delivered the dress from the Phi Kao Store.
Actually...try it for a second. I don't think it's a waste of time.

"Phi Dee, let's try Phi Kao's boxers."

"You...you're a VIP customer!"

Special Chapter 5: A Beautiful Day

An iced Americano with a little syrup in the late afternoon can also help you
feel energized.

I raised the coffee cup to my lips and sipped while looking out the window
of the coffee shop on the university campus.

Today, I volunteered to take my young and cute boyfriend home because

tomorrow is his birthday and we plan to go to the beach for the first time
together.

We have some things to buy, so I'm waiting for him to come back now.

It was a surprise visit. When I messaged him, he sent me a sticker that looked
very surprised. He asked a few more questions and then told me to wait at
the coffee shop.

At first, I thought I would feel embarrassed because there might only be

students here. But it seems I was wrong. There were quite a few people from
outside the university in the afternoon.

I waited for Yak for a long time, until the coffee in my cup was almost gone.
Then, the man in the messy student uniform finally walked over here. He
came with two other friends, but it seemed that the man was trying to get rid
of them.

Come to think of it, I never heard Yak talk about his friends.

"Phi must be Ai'Yak's boyfriend."

"You're a busybody."

Unlucky. I wonder if the man will be as gentle with his friends as he is with
me and his family.
Well, he's just a normal teenager.

Handsome, rich, cool, and world boxing champion.

Yes, not too common.

I raised my hand in the air and waved to Yak to tell him that I was sitting
here, but I don't know why his friends ran towards me first, with playful and
friendly expressions.

"Phi is Ai'Yak's boyfriend, right? Wow...he said that this boxer's lover is
beautiful. Now I believe him. I'm Bright, and this is Ai'Nava, Ai'Yak's best
friend." Two of Yak's friends complimented my beauty, but apparently my
man frowned because his friends were teasing me.

"Your friends are really cool, Yak. They talk a lot. Do you want a drink? Phi
Dee buy it." I offered to buy them drinks, but Nava and Bright shook their
heads.

"It's okay. Bright and I have soccer practice. If we go late, the coach will
scold Phi Dee. We just want to see Phi Dee face-to-face. Yak love Phi Dee
very, very much."

"Go away. Don't talk too much."

"He's shy."

"Can I borrow your neck to rest my legs?"

"Just because of that, you're threatening to hit me? Come on, Ai'Va.
Someone's possessive about her boyfriend. See you later, Phi Dee. We'll see
you next time."

"Bye Nava. Bye Bright." I waved goodbye to the two men. Their happy faces
make me want to go back to the past... A time when I didn't have back pain.
Then suddenly I felt a sharp pain in my back.

"Don't smile at them."

"But your friends are cute."

"No, you can't praise them. I'm jealous."

He made a stern face, took the car keys that I put on the table, and prepared to
walk forward, but I called him first.

"Go this way, do you know where the car is?"

"Yes, I saw it since I got off the building."

I nodded while chuckling at his sensitive nature.

"Isn't it embarrassing to walk with your arms around me?"

He didn't answer. He just put his arm around my waist and then led me to the
car, confirming that he knew exactly where I parked the car.

******************************

It's Yak's birthday, and I want to be one of the first to surprise him. So, I
made a plan with Cherry and Oye, who also wanted to be the first to sing the
Happy Birthday song.

I made a plan with them around midnight. I would stay with the Yak at home,
pretend to go to bed early, get ready, and then jump out when it was almost a
new day. I will tell the boy that I just remembered that I forgot to pack
something.

But when I pretended to sleep and woke up according to the plan, the boy
was really asleep. When I sat down when it was almost time, I shouted
loudly to him that I had forgotten something. The big sleeping boy just rolled
over and let out a grunt in his throat.

I couldn't help but take a video of Yak sleeping, before I left the room and
went downstairs to meet Oye and Cherry.

The couple next door was holding a box of cakes that had been bought, with
candles ready to be lit.
I put my finger to my lips, signaling the couple next door to lower their
voices a bit. Oye raised an eyebrow, wondering why I told him and Cherry to
shut up.

"Yak is sleeping, sleep well."

"You're kidding."

"I'm serious."

I confirmed that I was serious by showing the video I took to Oye. Oye shook
his head, still smiling, while Cherry burst out laughing, turning to the clock
and at the same time broadcasting live.

"It's time. The birthday boy is sleeping. We'll see how Nong Yak will react
when he knows he's been given a surprise."

When I saw that it was almost time, I walked back to the bedroom door and
then opened it after lighting the candles.

The light in the room had already gone out, but the sound of the door opening
and the sound of the Happy Birthday song woke Yak from his sleep.

Her face was still cute and sleepy, her eyes twinkling in confusion when her
brother held out the cake to be blown.

"What?"

"Look at what he asked." Oye almost punched him after Yak asked what.

He looked confused, so I whispered to him.

"It's your birthday. It's your birthday now. Make a wish and then blow out the
candles."

When I told him, he nodded in understanding, still looking a little sleepy, but
he put his hand in front of his chest to make a wish.

"May I always be the youngest in the group."

"Hah, I'm in the middle. Phi Ye was born in August, Phi Dee was born in
April. So she's the oldest in the group."

"Thank you, my good husband. Who told you to make that wish!"

I put my foot down and tried to fight Yak. The man shook his head in a cute
way that didn't go well with his fierce demeanor. Then he blew out the
candle. I am familiar with this room and know where everything goes to turn
on the lights.

The room lights up. The man rubbed his eyes, and the sleepiness almost
disappeared.

Oye handed out a gift, a check for a certain amount of money. I had never
seen a Yak jump up and hug his brother before, and he was then shaken by his
brother.

"Thank you. I am very happy because Phi Ye gave me money."

"While the daughter of a gold shop owner like Mae, buy gold accessories."

I turned to the couple next door who put a lot of effort into Yak's birthday
present. Then I walked to stand in front of Yoyak to give him a gift as well.

"Ni from Phi. We'll go together later." I am no less great than both of them. It
was a plane ticket and a grand hotel room that I had booked in advance. The
boy smiled widely at me.

"Thank you. Thank you all."

Then Yak raised his hand to brush my hair, then lay down on the bed as usual.

"I want to go back to sleep now. When you go out, don't forget to close the
door properly."

The adult boy's sleeping habits are very scary. I turned to look at the couple
next door. Oye didn't seem surprised by his sister's sleepiness. After the
surprise birthday party, she dragged her boyfriend along.
I sent them both away at the front of the room. When I got in, I turned off the
light, lay on the bed and hugged Yak from behind.

Maybe because he was woken up in the middle of the night, the boy couldn't
fall asleep right away. He turned to me and hugged me...

"Good night again, Phi Dee."

"Good night again too."

"Next year, I want another surprise from you."

"Yes, I promise."

"You forgot all your promises?"

"Phi has a good memory. I will never forget."

"I'll see later."

"Yes..." I tightened my arms, yawned once, and then fell asleep before Yoyak
fell asleep.

**************************************

My first trip to the beach with Yak was nothing more than eating seafood,
shopping, and sleeping in a hotel room with the air conditioner turned on
until it was cold at night. When it was almost sunset, I took Yak for a walk on
the beach and had dinner at the hotel where we were staying.

It sounded ordinary, very ordinary, but the boy showed no signs of being
bored.

Maybe I'm the only one who's bored of this routine, so I plan to find
something fun to do with Yak, to turn a normal, normal day into a good day, a
special day.

After dinner, I took her for a walk on the sand and dipped her feet in the sea
before returning to the room, chatting casually the whole way. When I got
back to the room, I asked to go take a shower first before reappearing to Yak
in a tiny bikini.

"Phi Yak," I called him in a choked voice. Yak blinked when he saw me
clearly. He moved as if sitting on the bed feeling uncomfortable. Then, I
thought that our boring routine would end. Switch to something hot and
interesting.

"Today, there's another surprise for Nong, isn't it, Phi Dee?"

"Okay? You like it?"

"Yes... yes."

"It's always better to give you surprises. Give surprises until you're old, so
that our love won't be bland. But now, come on baby. Nong Dee you're
ready."

Yak got out of bed, walked over to me, then threw me onto the sofa. The
bikini I was wearing came off on the floor, and since then I know that it's not
just at the beach that we can get wet.

Dear Yoyak, Phi Dee is happy to be splashed by you forever.

Our story... will be happy like this :)

End of special chapters

******************

Happy new year ✨ ✨ ✨ May Wandee Goodday achieve many

achievements next year.

Btw, I tak translate novel Oye and Cherry since I tak ada pitih lebih nak
beli novel tu 😭

After this I will continue novel from P.Picha, Likay The Series, that will be
starred by Tod Prannapong (sadly, I heard he got supporting role). But lets
hope at least he can be second lead couple.