Dear Diary
Dear Diary
Script [Official]
(Judge): “Order in the Court! Carter vs. Grayson mein hum sab se pehle plaintiff ki baat se shuru karein
ge.”
(Tehreem) [Plaintiff’s Attorney]: “Shukriya, Judge sahab. Maire paas is waqt kehne ko kuch zyada hai
nahi, kyun ke maire saboot, or Miss Carter ke jazbaat meri baat ko wese hi kaafi wahze kar dete hain. Is
dunya ke andar aap aik akele insaan to nahi hote, na? Aap ko dusron ke saath milna hota hai, logon se
baatein karni hoti hain, or un ke beech mein rehna hota hai. Lekin agar aap unhi logon ke liye aik khatra
ban jaye, un ki hi jaan to mushkil mein daal de, or apne saath rehne walon ke liye aik bojh ban jayen, to
phir kya? To phir kya aap ko aisa karne ki ijaazat milni chahiye, Judge sahab? Koi bhi samajhdar insaan
meri baat ka haami ho ga, aur ye maane ga ke sab ki bhalai ke liye, aik ko chot puhanchana buhut choti
baat hoti hai. Issi liye, aaj hum sab ki bhalai ke liye, hum Miss Carter ki zehni halat ko aap ke saamne
rakhen ge, or dikhaen ge ke kaise is tarha ke insaan ko aam logon ke beech phirne dena insaniyat to kya,
asoolon ke hi khilaf hai.”
(Miss Carter): “Nahi! Ye jhoot bol rahi hai! Mai-mai pagal nahi houn, khuda ke waaste, mera yakeen
kijiye! Is aurat ko mere se hamesha aik masla raha hai aur ye-ye mujhe phasaane ki koshish kar rahi hai.
Judge sahab, please, aap ko meri baat sun ni pare gi, mai-”
(Judge): “Bas! Ye court hai ya machli mandi, ke koi jab bhi chahe kuch bhi bolna shuru karde? Miss
Carter, aap ko adalat ki izzat karna aata hai ke nahi? Ya phir tameez ke maamle mein aap thori kamzor
hain? Baithiye, aur ab agar maine aapke moun se bina baat ke aik bhi lafz suna, to mai idhar hi aap ke
khilaf faisla suna dun ga.”
[Saying this, the Judge moves to lift up the papers placed on his table, studying them intently. Through
this entire proceeding, Evelyn proceeds to grow more and more restless, with a harried look in her eyes.
Her lawyer grabs her by the shoulder and tries to calm her down, saying words of affirmation in a low
tone. Dr. Grayson is still in the stand, looking grim, with a hint of triumph in her mein, head tilted high.
When the Judge looks up again, there is resignation in his tone, and he throws Miss Carter a dirty look.]
(Judge) ─ “Ye sab parhne ke baad mujhe nahi lagta ke is maamle ko aur barhane ki zaroorat hai. Inn
reports ke saaf zahir hota hai ke Miss Carter ko thori...madad ki zaroorat hai. Mai Dr. Grayson se sehmat
hote hue, ye faisla sunata hun, aur defendant ko Blackwood Asylum jaane ki ijaazat data hun, jab tak ke
inn ki halat behtar na ho sake.”
[The Judge bangs his gavel, and two orderlies' step inside as Dr. Grayson nods, looking smug. She does
not move from the stand. Miss Carter’s lawyer looks surprised and yet does nothing, while she herself
starts to panic, and when the guards sidestep the lawyer and grab her arms, she starts screaming and
kicking, telling them to let go, hysterically. The scene fades out.]
Evelyn: “Nahi, Mat Karo aise, mujhe yahan Mat choro” (tears in her eyes and face filled with fear as
she reaches near the door)
Orderlies shove her inside
Orderly: “Apna mooh bandh rakho, tum Jaise Paglo ke Lia yehi jaga hai.” (he says with a look of
disgust)
Evelyn tries to get back up and push open the door, but the orderlies overpower her, leaving her in the
asylum alone. Evelyn cries, furious at her helplessness and vows to have her revenge.
Evelyn: “(crying) Lily main tumhe zinda nahi choru gi, mujhe yahan se nikalna hai, koi mujhe yahan se
nikale.... koi......”
The scene ends as Evelyn cries leaning against the door as if she would forever be in that state of
desperateness
Lila: “Meri pyaari behen, tum kaha thi (hysterically) tum Kal nahi thi aur main ghabrah gai” (changes to
a cynical, tone saying this while slightly tilting her head)
Henry: (sitting on the chair besides Evelyn) “Pehla din sab ke Liye mushkil hota hai.”
Evelyn turns around to look at him
Henry: (smiling) “Magar pareshan Mat hona, tum aik din is sab ki aadi ho jao gi, meri Tarah.”
Evelyn: “nahi!”
Henry: “Nahi?” (Staring into Evelyn's eyes) “tumhe Pata hai na ke tum yahan se nahi nikal sakti, is
Liye ye jaga banai gai thi, tum or mujh jaise pagal logo ke Lia jo aam mashray ke asool ke mutabik khabi
bhi nahi chal paein ge.”
Evelyn: “Mujhe yahan pe jhoote ilzam laga kar dala Gaya hai, samajh ai, mujhe yahan nahi rehna chahti
houn aur main yaha se nikal ke hi rahu gi.” (with an assertive but desperate tone)
Henry: (chuckle) “Kehti raho magar aakhir mein Hamari Tarah hi ho jaogi, aur tum isse rok nahi sakti,
(devilish smile) Evelyn”
Henry gets up and moves towards the door as Evelyn calls put to him
Evelyn: “.... aik minute tumhe Mera naam kaise Pata chala.” (with a pang of realization)
The scene ends as Henry is seen walking away while Evelyn heads back to her room.
Henry: “Ye lo! (he says sitting down) bhuke rehne se tum zyada jaldi pagal ho jao gi......”
Evelyn hesitates
Henry: (noticing her hesitation) “Tumhe aye hue 3 din ho gaye hai aur tumne mushkil se kuch khaya
hai .... Khalo”
Henry: “Tum agar pagal nahi hogi to mere liye yeh buhut Khushi ki baat hogi”
Evelyn: “Tumhare Liye?? Kya Matlab??”
Henry stops looking at her
Henry: “Jab main 12 saal ka tha to mujhe yahan bhej dia Gaya tha, Maine kafi pagal logo ko dekha is
asylum mein jo tumhari Tarah the aur aakhir kar woh apni insaaniyat kho gae......”
Evelyn watches interested
Henry: “Wo log mere dost hote the magar pagal hone ke baad.......Lila bhi.... Lila bhi un mein se aik hai”
Evelyn: “Hai? Sachi mein? Wo bhi?”
Henry: (chuckles at Evelyn's reaction) Haan, wo bhi
Evelyn: “to phir...”
Evelyn was about to say something when the door burst open, and a few orderlies come in. One of them
points to her and they go and drag her away
Evelyn: “Ruko Zara! mujhe kaha leke jarahe ho..... kuch bolo, batao mujhe!”
The orderlies don't answer, and the scene ends as they leave through the door
Dr. grey: “Batao Evelyn, court ke doraan tumne Ms. Lily ko jhoota Bola tha, Haina?”
Evelyn: “Haan, kyun ke woh jhooti hai”
Dr. grey: “Magar aisa kaise ho sakta hai, Ms. Lily aik renowned psychiatrist hain aur is hospital ki
bakaida warden bhi hain...aur Maine jaha tak suna hai, ap aur Lily buhut ache dost the....Kam az Kam
apke ami Abu ne to yehi kaha”
Evelyn: (Staring into the eyes of the doctor...then she slowly starts staring down)
Act II, Scene III:
The Flashback scene
It's a classroom and there are chairs and a whiteboard. It's breaktime, so most kids are gone and some of
their bags are left open. Lily and Evelyn are both on their chairs, studying. A girl named May comes in.
May: “Hey, tum log abhi bhi science ka Kam Kar rahe ho?”
Evelyn and lily watch her and a tiny but panicked get up from their seats
Evelyn: “Haan wo bus sociology ka khatam Karle, aaj darasal hum dono ke ami Abu aik hi dawat par
jarahe haina?”
Lily: “Oh wo kyun ke hum dono ke Abu ka saath aik business hai, tumhe bataya tha maine, yaad hai?”
May: “Haan.”
Lily: “Bas us se related Shayad kuch hai.”
May: “Acha acha theek hai, main jarahi hu canteen, ok?”
Evelyn and lily: “ok, bye.”
May leaves the room and the atmosphere becomes grim as lily turns to Evelyn
Lily: “Main ye natak apne baba ki izzat bachane ke Liye (full of anger) kar rahi houn, bilkul bhi ye na
sochna ke main bhool gai tumhare baba ne Kya kya...”
Dr. grey: (watching the clock) “Lagta hai Hamara aaj ka time khatam ho Gaya, (turning her eyes to
Evelyn) tum ab jaa sakti ho.”
Evelyn: “...Haan, Acha main jaa rahi houn.”
As Evelyn leaves, Dr. grey stares at her in a look of interest wanting to know the whole story.
As Evelyn reaches the door handle, she turns around before leaving and speaks
Evelyn: "main unki tarah nahi hun, mujhe yahan nahi hona chahiye hai."
Evelyn: “Humari itni Der baad mullakat ko itni show se dekhna chahte ho kya?” (mockingly)
The orderlies annoyed start leaving, and stand outside
Evelyn: “Danielle, yaha aane ke Lia buhut Shukriya... (her voice breaks) main Har...Har kisi ko bar bar
bata chuki hu ke mein pagal nahi houn magar koi mujhe pe yakeen hi nahi Karta (tears leave her eyes)”
Danielle: ...... “Evelyn, main tumhari madad karne se pehle aik cheez ka Sach chahti hu, mujhe Pata hai
tum pagal nahi ho sakti, magar tum aur lily dost nahi the? Bachpan se, us ne aise kyun Kia?”
Evelyn: “Danielle......wo...Mai......dekho, jo Mai tumhe batane Wali hu kisi ko Matt batana, theek hai?”
Danielle: (with a look of fear) “ha...Haan, main nahi batao gi”
Evelyn: “Tumhe Pata hai ke hum dono ke Abu kafi kamiyaab businesses chalate hai”
(Danielle nods yes)
Evelyn: “jab hum chatti (6) grade mein the tab unhe Mauka Mila kuch investors ke saath koi la-jawab
deal hasil karne ka magar......Abu chahte the ke unhe sirf paise mile kyun ke investors Abu ke connections
ki madad se ye deal offer Kar rahe the.”
Danielle: “To tumhare Abu ne Saare paise le Liye? Magar phir lily tum se kyun Naraz hai?”
Evelyn: “Dekho lily ke baba ne ye kabhi nahi hone dena tha aur baba ko Pata tha. bas kisi Tarah lily ke
Abu meeting ke doraan apne aap ko sharminda karde to investors ko wo is baat par manwa le ge ke sirf
paisa unhe mile.....
Her voice fades into the background
Evelyn: “Kya baba lekin main lily ke saath aisa kaise Kar sakti houn, agar hum aisa Karen ge to unki
family apna paisa kho sakti hai, koi investor unke saath kaam nahi Kare ga.
Evelyn's dad: “Dekho mujh pe yakeen Karo Evelyn, itna bura kuch nahi ho ga, theek hai. Tumhe bas lily
ke ghar Jana hai aur us ke baba ke office mein jakar, is meeting se mutalik files, is drive mein transfer
karni hai aur is doosri drive Wali files, laptop mein dalni hai.”
Evelyn: “Magar....”
Dad: “Yakeen Karo mera.” (smiles)
Evelyn: “Theek...theek hai magar main ye sirf is Liye karoun gi kyun ke apne kaha hai ke unhe kuch nahi
hoga....haina?”
Danielle: “Kya (she says a bit too loud) kia? ( realizing her loudness and switching to a softer tone)
tum...tum ne ye kia?”
Evelyn: ...
Danielle: “Ruko, Matlab just din hume Khabar mili ke Lily ke baba ko jail mein daldia Gaya tha, Kya wo
is wajah se...??”
Evelyn: “Danielle?”
Danielle: “Evelyn, tumhe samajh nahi Arahi, lily ab buhut mashoor aur taqatwar ban chuki hai....aur wo
is hospital ki warden hai....mujhe maaf kardo magar.”
Danielle starts getting up from her seat and Evelyn follows suit
Evelyn: (chuckle) “Tum asal mein keh rahi ho?” (her expression changing to maniacal anger) “Tum
aisa nahi Kar sakti?!, Danielle main tumhari Har cheez mein hamesha madad karti thi, main tumhari dost
hu.”
Danielle: Evelyn....
Evelyn grabs hold of Danielle's collar and drags her down to the floor
Evelyn: “Tum aisa nahi Kar sakti, samajh ai, tum aisa nahi Kar sakti.” (she screams)
Danielle: “Bachao, mujhe! Evelyn choro! ruko!” (she wails loudly)
Orderlies come rushing in and start taking Evelyn back. Evelyn's face is towards Danielle.
Evelyn: “Tum aik jhooti aur buzdil aurat ho, Danielle” (in a low tone)
Danielle: “Aur tum Asl mein pagal ho chuki Evelyn, Asl mein......tumhe yahan hi rakha Jana chahiye”
(her voice is breaking and she's fearful)
Evelyn's screams are heard as she's taken away by the orderlies and she yells
Evelyn: “Danielle, main tumhe khabi maaf nahi karoun gi, main pagal nahi hu, mujhe yahan se nikalo!”
The bedroom scene 2
Evelyn barges in her room full of rage and frustration, she sees her bag and throws everything everywhere
then knocks over the lamp. She pants as she covers her ears and falls to her knees, then when she looks to
her right, the cracked mirror. She slowly gets up and walks to it. She looks at her reflection, hearing the
voices of Lila, Henry, orderlies and others in the background calling her crazy, she freaks out
Evelyn: “wo log pagal hai, Mai nahi....Mai pagal nahi hu (her voice starts trembling) Mai pagal nahi hu
(teary eyes) nahi hu main pagal (she screams looking down) kyun mere saath aisa ho raha hai (she says
looking up at the mirror as a very slight desperate chuckle escapes showing her madness) lily (she
screams louder) Tumne mere saath aesa kyun kiya, kya bigara tha maine tumhara.....(she’s on her
knees) main yahan se nikalna chahti houn” (tears escaping her eyes)
The scene ends as we see a crying Evelyn trying her best to cling onto her humanity
Henry: “Evelyn?”
There is no reply.
Henry: “Evelyn” (he says goes to sit near her on the bed) “Tum Kal khana Khane nahi ai, kuch Hua hai
Kya?
Evelyn: (in a very low tone.... just louder than a whisper) “Nahi, tum chale jao yahan se”
Henry: (sighs) “Dekho tum bar bar aise nahi Kar sakti theek hai, is jaga mein pagal hone se bachne ke
Liye, tum is tarah khud ke saath nahi Kar sakti”
Evelyn gets up immediately
Evelyn: “To phir main Kya karoun! Batao mujhe, mera pas yahan se nikalne ka koi raasta nahi hai, mere
ami, Abu, dost, ......koi mujh par yakeen nahi karta”
Evelyn: “Haan, main.... main... yeh mauka haath se jaane nahi doun gi aur main yahan se nikal jao gi....
magar tum?”
Martha: (desperately holds Evelyn) “Hum jaisi! hum jaisi! hum jaisi! (Evelyn stares at them in
confusion and fright) pagal pagal pagal.”
Suddenly the whole crowd starts chanting it
Victor laughs loudly alongside Lila whose hands are wailing in the air. Then Evelyn notices Henry who
hasn't joined the circle. His face is the only hint that's slightly tilted towards her, and he is smiling
devilishly.
Evelyn: “MAINE KITNI DAFA KAHA HAI! MAIN PAGAL NAHI HOUN!” (frustrated/crying)
Henry: “Chalo Evelyn, dance karte hai. Tum is se behter mehsoos karo gi.”
Henry holds her by her hand and brings her toward the center of the stage, then he twirls her around and
while twirling, Evelyn leaves Henry and goes to Lila, then a conversation starts between Evelyn and Lila.
Evelyn: (Dazed and psychotic) “buhut mazedar! aur nacho!!” (she says this while she sees Victor
dancing menacingly and robotically)
Evelyn starts to dance alongside Victor with a hyper demeanor and starts jumping and clapping with a
constant grin.
Victor seems unbothered at first but then Victor takes Evelyn and twirls her again and she ends up with
Martha. Martha seems excited about Evelyn’s arrival as if she’d been expecting her.
Martha and Evelyn do a little waltz and while twirling, Evelyn ends up back with Henry
Henry seeing Evelyn snap and come back to him with a dazed, broken and grinning face, starts to twirl
his hands and looks at them as if he’s inspecting them.
Then, Evelyn starts hearing her inside voice, telling her to wake up.
This scene ends as Evelyn wakes up sweating, realizing it was just a dream.
Evelyn: “Henry.”
Henry: “Evelyn”
Evelyn: “Kya tumhare woh plan jo tumne mujhe bataya tha, us mein ab tak koi masle to nahi ae na, kuch
galat to nahi hoga?”
Henry: “Nahi, mujh pe Thora yakeen rakho, tum bas Kal ke Lia tyaar rehna, Kal 4 baje ye sab Shura
hoga....guards kaam mein lage honge to tum chup chap darwaze se bhaag Jana”
Martha: tum...tum yahan se nahi jaa sakti.... guards, guards (she screams)
Evelyn's face us full of panic but she turns around towards the door when someone grabs her shoulder
Viktor: main tumhe nahi Janne doo ga....tum jao aur main nahi?
Victor starts dragging Evelyn but she tries to resist. They both fall to the floor and Martha fearful, falls to
her knees and starts muttering again. Victor grabs hold of Evelyn but she kicks him in the stomach, stands
up and almost moves away when an orderly from behind says
Orderly: tumhe laga tha tum itni asani se nikal sakti ho...(chuckle) tumhe warden ab bohot buri saza de
gi....band kardo is se is ke kamray main
Evelyn: Henry (she starts crying again, her eyes already swollen) kahan ho.....
Evelyn slowly stands up and walks over to the mirror in her room, the corners of her mouth twitch up, she
is smiling
Dr. Grey: Evelyn, ham yahan ab kuch der se beeth chuke hai, my apna sawal dohrati hu, mene suna ke
tum ne 2 din pehle bhaagne ki koshish ki, (she adds on) Kya tum is bare me baat karna chahati
Evelyn doesn't reply, just staring down at the floor the whole time
Dr. Grey: Evelyn tumhe mere sawalon ka jawab dena pare ga....Evelyn!
Evelyn slowly starts looking up at Dr. grey with a murderous look on her face. Then she smiles creepily
Lila: eve-a-lyn
Evelyn gets up frantically but slows down noticing it's Lila. Lila chuckles
Evelyn: Lila (smiles, Lila smiles back) main pagal nahi houn...Main pagal nahi houn.... main (starts
laughing) Main buhut pagal houn (laughing)
Both crazy girls laugh loudly but then the door opens, and Henry comes in,
Henry: Evelyn?
Evelyn stares back at and smiles. Lila walks to put frolicking, and Evelyn follows suit, but Henry grabs
her before she can leave
Henry: tum...tum pagal ho gai ho....Kya Kar rahi ho... main yahan tumhe bachane Aya tha aur tum
Evelyn: Haan!!! Me pagal ho gai houn, Kya Karlo ge??
Henry: Evelyn! Tumhe yaad nahi tumne pehle din yaha aake Kya kaha tha? Aur ab tum bas aise sari
mehnat Zaya Kar rahi ho!?
Evelyn: (chuckle) main pagal nahi houn, Henry, main buhut zyada pagal houn (Laughs maniacally)
Henry looks terrified and leaves as he sees Evelyn continually acting crazy...he closes the door as he
leaves, and Evelyn is left alone.
Nurse Ratched: Uthao isse aur nahane leke jao, thori Der baad warden ajae ga is ke liye.
The orderlies and nurses take her to a bath and the orderlies then leave......we see a bucket of water, as one
nurse uses a wet towel to clean Evelyn’s arms(her sleeves pushed backward) another proceeds to wash
her hair by first combing it.
In the next part,
We see Evelyn arriving in an office with art and expensive decor all over it. With Evelyn are Nurse
Ratched and two orderlies. Nurse ratched takes Evelyn's hand and drags her to a chair
Lily: (raises and eyebrow) (chuckle) tum to waqai main pagal ho gai go Evelyn...hmmmm......Henry
andar ajao
Henry comes in
Henry: main uski cheez ikhati kar ke laya houn, Pura Macha Hua tha
Lily takes the bag and opens it then takes out a diary