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The Gospel Music I heard a song just the other day that made me feel the other way the song had sound the song had meaning it captured my heart le it just a bea ng the drums were so compelling it made my feet thump my hands clap my soul rejoiced I began to laugh the song was so good it moved me so much I had to play it again to reach my soul so gospel has it Daily Rou ne I awoke at ve the everyday rou ne I prepared for work I xed lunch, ate breakfast and rushed for trac I drove at 35 miles per hour a forty-ve minute drive to work I paced myself to my oce and coned to morning coee I read my email, the news and peddled to do work I greeted my students with a smile

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and at the end of day I met evening trac pacing myself home to study homework to eat dinner and go to bed my daily rou ne My Love I miss your touch the caress that made me smile gave me chills down my spine I miss the kiss that made me gasp the memory of your tender lips pressed warm against mine I miss your stare our eyes met as one whole the thought I felt true love I miss your empathy towards my immaturity that made me strong I miss saying our last good by enchanted, I sigh I love you Suicide Thoughts I do not like quiet my thoughts race of suicide it is my inability to conceive thoughts process, progress denial in quiet I lie s ll mor ed in frustra on I pop pills to inict pain so my body cries pain the pain that subsides in memory of being hurt I lie quiet s ll ll death becomes me inside

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quiet I hear voices chan ng in my mind at my moment of peace I lie s ll quite a moment of silence I dri in dreams of being far o not here in paradise I lie s ll quiet I lie s ll The Legacy we grew through sound at an early age popping the dance beats on the radio, through the streets words through mellow tunes a passages and a historic relic Mao legendary pop ar st the notes u er me I Have a Dream It is a world where technology was possible to every man \I once dreamed of human mobility \It is a world where educa on did not discriminate \Where the state of man was comparable \It is a world where health care is inevitable \I once dreamed of peace Have a Dream \I once dreamed of human evolu on \It is a world that created opportunity for man \Where equality of every man was probable \It is a world where we solved problems through minds not killing \Where is a world ridden of poverty \It is a world free of hatred and denial \A world free of sin

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On Being Black On Being Black As I pass by all the smears of betrayal As I stand you, clutch your bags in fear As I shop, you say I s ll As I greet you, you ask if it is a con game As I socialize, you think I am gay As I test in school, you wait for me to fail As I interview for a job, you check my background As I go to the doctor, you test for drugs As I pray at church, you say I am not religious As I speak, you are in disbelief As I achieve, I pose a threat As I willfully do, you monitor my strange behavior As I live day by day, you call the police As I try my best, you show I am inferior Crush How I love thee As enchanted as me passes You are forever in my memory \Through every sen ment sigh of retrieval Compassion expels happiness Valued in each kiss \I yearn for your warm caress Missing the sen mental token An epiphany of treasure unspoken \In cap vated by words of choice That persuade meaning In how I conceive you \My heart thrust compassion Consumed in lust In dire need of every mood

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\My soul craves harmony In unity of a companion Who cares for me \Failing to meet your desires You beat me with your st You curse me with your anger You train my mind to obey I cannot handle my fate Before I lie dead in your possession Poor Volvo No Venire Des pies de venire Hacky ulna pregunta Espier venire Faith May your soul be lled with Gods wisdom To become an appren ce of faith May your heart be touched by nature, To live by Gods words of hope To encourage others to be followers of God Where hate is abandoned in fear of God To be a protectorate from evil To defend the belief of the Church Where young minds can understand Gods leadership For religious purposes of a spiritual creed That defends the na on against wrongful deeds of hate Where fate in God leadership to promote world peace May God protect the female holy veil for equality Open her eyes, Open her soul to the covenant of God May men be teachers, May men be leaders, May men be role models Of the family, Of the community, Of the church May man think of Church as an audacity of hope of the family To an cipate the love and guidance of social freedoms May God guide me from sin, As I live this journal to heaven.

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Disappear Im gone disappear Vanish in the clear Float on a breeze Glide over countries with ease I have the slightest of anything But the challenge...the uncertainty is so bi er-sweet, so en cing Hopefully, Ill nd what has been calling me My hearing full of water and my peripheral clouded, and I just cant see I know its great, it has to be, to call to me for ages Through puberty, through yearnings, and through love, the sound of the call has never faded. Its not easy Believe me to leave known precious and stable fruits, in search of my own unknown fruits and treasures Will my experience or my educa on qualify me? Will they measure? Will arithme c calculate the steps it takes to lead my parched body to the purest of streams? My thirst unbearable. Where I see thousands of ripples of coolness and shimmering sparkles as they beckon and reach for me, yet madness is my dream Maybe my light will shine And maybe...just maybe, Ill follow this me Ill never know when my calling will cease to call, whether the me is far or near all I know is, Im gone disappear. The Children The faces in the picture smile Hurt shines in their eyes Pain and agony hidden deep

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Years of regret kept secret A true story that is never told The past hidden so well Hearts that cried each day With no protec on from the hate Tiptoeing on broken glass While trying to stay invisible The Search for Truth When was the last me...? Our big, black st grappled over the fear of losing something, something... s ll the pendulums of me scan ly ings sand. The mes con nue. When was the last me... \Our strong scarlet red groped for the apathy of losing something, something... yet, s ll the drums pound from the desserts of Africa at Verba m? And are not herd. When was the last me... \Our feeble minds and our weak souls had spoken distorted truths about our peoples past and of who are and what we believe fatefully. Oh... how the soul parts. Amore, Prayer of Succession Once more, Give me the chance to follow And Ill let Him lead. Break me from my faith And Ill en ce you with his words Withdraw me from pride I will tender you with kindness

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Forbade me from all truths my mind will forbade you to induce For Almighty God, is the precursor of succession. America Prosperity Like a turtle in its hollow shell Like a bird scoring over the heavens My soul wants to escape into hopes and dreams in a journey away from sin I will never be alone I will never be alone I will run with your love, God, Leading the way from sin and I shall follow, You understand, your presence means a lot to me. America Speaks I remember my struggle defending who I am I felt all alone, with no purpose You made me faithful with your heart and your love, all-powerful God you entered my soul and made me whole in my sickly mind, your Spirit prepares me for the future, I rejoice for you to judge my life with the lives of others, your Spirit faithfully reigns over the world.

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Walking with God I will be there to the end. O Lord Because you were there for me in My mes of needs You protected me, guided me Raised me from sin in your honor You drew me near to love tall in nature of you recrea on let me be redeemed eternally with your permission I will rise I will shine in your presence, O Lord I will be there to the end. American Patrio sm Faith... is enveloped in aspiring dreams through fate alone; a purpose a republic commi ed to principles... Which ques on fear? Democracy guidance... For a government - to call to freedom Ask for Trust in which the government stands for the cons tu on speaks of holy guidance.

What a Word Implies Civil Rights are when... \A word is a symbol that can be used out of context. To dene a word is to emphasize meaning. \A word can be a metaphor or simile or a gesture. A word can be used to describe.

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\The ghts for equality means equal access. To dene equality means to inherit opportunity: Opportunity to value a good educa on. \Opportunity to have a good founda on. Opportunity to have the freedom once denied. \Such words display hatred and degrada on. We should not call each other a Niger. The Legacy Con nues One day African Americans Will become Physician Assistants \One day Coloreds Will become Teachers \One day Negros Will become poli cians and school Administrators \A Promise that one day Black people Will be noted later for their level of success Prayer Never been on drugs Never done weed Never got drunk Never had extract Never been to prison Never been with a man Nor Women the tempta on Never exists 40 and a virgin Never had kids Never wanted an abor on Never had sinned

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Never has stolen Never has cheated Never got chased To live in paranoia One thing I ever wanted Is to live in prayer Pray for a Reason Pray, say a prayer Pray for the light of God To shine, shine through you It does not ma er who or what you are Just thank heaven for life And another life, a life, Express your song, just pray Pray for the reason the good granted by God Pray, say a prayer for your condi on To shine, shine through you a plan To give love, to share love, the meaning of love Just pray, say a prayer Prayer for the light of God To come through to you It does not ma er if you are not good enough Praise, thank heaven for life you live Pray, just pray and pray again for a chance Live it over and over, to pray Pray a song of light My Soul All the years of suering that happened and my life my soul stays strong and helps me ght the good ght. Free to wonder like the wind thats tell god comes and free us from sin. Only your soul knows who you really are Couse

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you are it and your body is a shell holding it and.it doesnt ma er what things you have most seal there soul to on the things they have. Are souls are here to see how much we can bear the pain. Tell the lord comes to see us again. A true test of me how long will we last I ask? Four ever Couse a life lost is a life reborn Love love is wonderful love is sweet love cannot be beat ones youre in love its forever in your heart it is like the summer sky in the night is like music to your heart it makes your heart quiver it makes your shiver all over it will take your breath away love is so wonderful love. When you nd that one When you nd that one you know thats the one when you nd that one you feel it in your heart when you nd that one your heart quivers like a chill when you nd that one its always and forever when you nd that one you wont let that sh go when you nd that one hold on and dont let go un l death do you part its that love you know it so when you nd that one always hold that soul mate close to your heart because your heart and the one above sent that one true love to you.

Poem The world is a quilt and each patch is a nation Bound by a thread since the days of creation Adorned with great color and radiant splendor Though divided by race and religion and gender

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In some eyes, it is handsome, in others canto rated The patches are different, unmatched and unsorted Incongruous in pattern, in shape and in color Not one is much similar to any other So some try to imagine one great design But in truth our uniqueness is really just ne Nations and patches of all kinds and all sorts Customs, religions, languages, sports This is okay if each patch has its space And on the quilt of the world, each nation has its place But the stitches that bind us are easily shed By the wars that are fought and the words that are said We must realize the appearance of no patch is inferior And the ways of no nation can make it superior Divided by oceans, united by a dream The world is a quilt and our love is its seam

Blacks in American History Old age has caught up on me Where wisdom is patiently counting dawn Who am I? Am I the person who bathed you, played with you and read you bed time stories until the wee hours of the night? Am I the person who coached you and supported you through your journey? Others see me as bitter and cold. And aint I an American? Who am I? Am I the one that cooked you dinner and cleaned the house while you were away? Am I the one that nursed you while you were sick? Am I the one who obeyed orders and completed good deeds? Others nd me helpless. And aint I an American? Who am I? Was I your right hand man that made sure everything was in order? Was I the one who followed orders and went beyond call and duty? Was I the one who went beyond adversity? Others nd my faults.

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And aint I an American? Who am I? Am I the one to respond to duty? It is my patronage to follow and protect and test the waters while others cannot. Others dont respect this. And aint I an American? Who am I? Am I the one God made strong enough to follow in His path in this journey to be heard? I am an auntie. I am a child. I am a teacher. I am a soldier. I am a child of God. And aint I an American? I walk like I am disabled There is a monkey on my back I carry the load of intolerance I may be used I may be abused I have been lied on I have been beaten I may be lonely I may be seduced And my prayers and dreams Shattered the truth But I am still here American pursues a state of war that affected the lives of the people. The war satin has changed this nation. Let support innovative solutions to our problems: Lets nd solution to not end what we need such as social security and Medicare. Let us raise the bar on healthcare that will help everyone. Lets not increase the debt ceiling. Lets educate to create insight and occupational skills for jobs tomorrow Lets create technology to invent itself Lets let research create venues for a healthy state Lets not make our imports maximize our outposts Lets create jobs in the US where we can become external consumers of trade

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Lets determine the differences between religion and morality to challenge issues such as laws for gays, abortion, civil rights, and immigration Lets make history. Lets get our nation back on track.

Four Colored Girls, I cry many tears of endearment Many sleepless nights I speak loudly in anger Bitter harsh feelings of denial Confusion asking for respect When emotions lost its meaning I cry many tears of rejection Their words speak louder than words I whisper, I whisper, I whisper words of wisdom A freedom of expression Pondering in fear I cry many years for forgiveness I have wrongfully sinned I pray for the strength to protect my soul For my fate to determine its keeper Womans Voice: Happiness is joy. Being able to share laughter at your faults that are both embarrassing and demeaning. It means to come to realization that God made humans that a couple has the ability to mess up. It means to confront with each others insecurities to admit to your faults when you are wrong and praise glory when you are right. Happiness means to accept each others feelings to trust

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them. Happiness means to let your fate grow as whole. Mans Conscious: I wanted to confront you. It had been something I held within for some time. I ask why I feel alone when we are a couple. I want you to understand I miss the ways things went. Now, I feel hurt in my heart. You come along with a different personality. My child died and I feel things are different. We do not hang out the way we use to. We do not talk like we used to and sex is not the same. I feel why we cant talk this out. If you lost all reason for what we have I must leave. Womans Voice: Sadness is silence. To allow your feelings to express anger. It is to feel anger is not in control. Where dramatic outburst come from the heart asking to be forgiven. It is the ability to cry out outburst for forgiveness to acknowledge your feelings are heard. To cry is to say words you wanted to say and to feel the things you could not feel alone. Mans Conscious: Your ability to not love is my inability to trust you. How can I allow us to grow when we distance ourselves? I feel you do not want me to trust you after your child died, because, you shut me out when I am trying to cope with him not being around. There is a line between us, between fate and faith. If we are both willing to make this choice, we must both be willing to walk the distance together. The words we choose not to say, is what we fail in this relationship. Womans Voice: If you are the man I thought you were, the man I fell in love with, I need you let me to love you. Mans Voice: I want to be a man. I am a man. As I reach this rite of passage, I need you to be there cheering me on as my partner in life. Silenceas the couple held each other and stared in each other eyes in silence.

To My Unborn Girl: Sorry I disrespected you. All the times I lived longing for your daddy to step up to the plate, longing for your daddy to step up to the plate, longing for your daddy to step up to the plate to claim you. Boy: For I did not know of our Godly creation .Our baby is our own

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salvation. Girl: Instead I saved you from the agony and distress before you were born into poverty, abandonment and denial. I protected you from neglect. Boy: It is what I thought she wanted. It is about me. It is what only she understands. Girl: And when I inhaled life, I felt the taste of your breath when I aborted you. I feel the selsh pain of guilt that I betrayed you. I betrayed your father. I betrayed God. Boy: It has always about me what she thought she wanted to have in life. Girl: I could not support you as a single mom. Boy: I wanted us to grow together through fate to face rejection from ignorance and betrayal. I wanted to be a daddy. Girl: I wanted your daddy to be a daddy. Boy: But so she kept you a secret. I am sorry for her decision was nal without much thought not knowing the inevitable of one day seeing our child achieve. Girl: I chose this path, to have an abortion, without reason but with just cause. And if I see purpose through reasoning, wanting to tell your daddy the secret that lies within me, our souls will be redeemed. Many tears, many tears, many tears; I cry.

Moral Obligation I am an apprentice by faith, And God is the master of wisdom. Our covenant is the fellowship of passage, Redeemed by His Holy Spirit. I am a journey man by fate, And God is the temperament. Our convocation is through prayer; Humbled by His image.

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I Believe, Sometimes the greatest struggle Is to nd peace of mind Sometime the mind goes astray Only to nd its way back to God Teach me to crawl before I walk Every step to heaven So that Im born a revived Christian Rising higher and higher to Gods glory I rst knew God when troubled Then again when found Now I believe what glorious sight I accept Jesus Now I believe Oh I believe in the mercy of the Lord He delivered me from evil To praise His holy word Oh I believe in the mercy of the Lord I believe that I am saved I believe that I am saved I believe in the healing powers form sin I am humbled by the Lord I am stronger by His ways Oh I believe Yes I believe Oh I believe Yes I believe God I am thankful For the gift of life You alone have bless me I thank you for giving me spiritual growth To grow by the ability to love Oh, yes, I believe

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Tennyson The freezing shattering mist Brought Cold Chills Of heavy Hallow Winds Yodeling death

Time IL tiene Frio Negro llama lepal Au escribe tiepes.

2 B Luvd 2B Is 2 luv Yr own. 2 have Is 2 luv Whats known? 2 luvs Is a kind act 2 have shown. 2 live Is to luv Not 2 b alone.

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VI Let not our marriage fold To admit virtue is a bond to mold The fabrication of deceit and lies Will not defeat purpose and all reason Unity is our foundation Through the just of times To overcome the fear of doom Let temperament be our canvass to longevity To bear reason to gender fault For love is a pendulum testing time

VII Deep down in the heart of me There is something disturbing inside The image in ME must conde Miss Notion not to be My heart is yours You carry my soul You carry my soul You carry my soul To serenity, to love, to unfold My heart is yours Forever to console My heart is yours

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I am broken for our love It gures our emotions would distant Our feelings no longer consistent Leaving it up to God above VIII Love will never end I would make your dreams become true Only if you would want me to If your dream were to travel I would sail around the world To the depth of the ocean We would enjoy the ride If your dream were to ght for life I would challenge death To console your soul with prayer To do what is right If your dream were to be rich I would empower your self esteem And be an anchor to your dream If your dream were to be a soldier I would be your Sargent at arms Protecting you from your enemy Guiding you from harm If you dream were to nd fame I would attract popularity With gainful employment With fame and popularity the same If your dream were to nd peace I would give you my soul We would be in this together Through rich or through poor If your dream were to nd charity I would give you my heart Or love would be forever

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From sickness and health do we part? If I could answer your prayer I would give you my faith Through all hope Love will give or take If man can dream I would be your counterpart To love, to hold, to Cherish Forever love, forever love, forever love XO, XO, XO, XO VIIII Every morning I hear the cry Rested amongst sleep at 5 a.m. Mourning the last cry of symmetry Past the days routine to return To the same cry of warning Debts survival of union within ones cult To break in silence The dog ate my cat. X Trees coveted the dirt rock road With the scent of pine The long ridden trail to a familiar road Snow covered trough hinted winter has arrived The coyote has gone to rest in his cave Wild hunting season is bountiful Altered smoke lls the sky from farmhouse chimneys Fish has gone for vegetation surrounding the frozen lake Long I wait tile day is once dawn I sleep for now I dream

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Stood Up The Beginning A sigh of reprisal was an ambivalent cry My aching heart dispels anger of being told no Over and over again - the denial The Middle Longing for your acknowledgement To be accepted into your realm of social life I wait for your arrival to return my soul you took The End With every word lost in speech I yearn to express the pain my heart feels To not be loved by you

The Cult Locked up Ingrate minds Neglected by their peers Just a matter of time Papa dont claim him Mamma cant save him Bargain with his own life Just a matter of time Ill doctrine lessons off the street Idle minds dwindles about their peeps Money laundering swindles of what to keep Just a matter of time Hustling cash on the dime

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Got to get paid, got to get mine Took another life an innocent child Just a matter of time Battling lifes struggle Gang bangers style Hope I live to see 21 Just a matter of time

Holy Spirit The silent stillness of quiet hem; is a supple grace of the holy spirit. As the Holy Ghost is at service to my soul. To consume salvation; to alter death; where angels rise and shadows rest. And as the day ends And gospel fades A prayer inhibits a familiar beginning.

The Negara Saga of a Ghetto Queen harassment and denial from opposing religions to either unk her out

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or to face rational decisions drive bays, car bombs, and parents threats the unreachable child had many regrets angry crowds knock out car windows vengeful gangs kicked in doors all against one student from reaching her educational goals God would not judge her but grant her creed

Cancer Cell pneumonia rst called its name within the walls of a cell. Blinded pneumonia, carrier of disease that roamed an ill virus through various blood cells. Horric pneumonia, spectra merging through cellular walls. A sickly virus from a destructive cold. Mania pneumonia that marked itself in place a lymph node a cold, ill place where bacteria roams to claim cancer. A pneumonia cell that spreads word to other enzymes cancer has claimed a host called death. Death has no age limit.

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Vegas Dreams (Spoken Word) Out of Vegas, the city that never sleeps, where anything is possible. That dreams are made of what inspires you. I am from what is honorably known as the West side in Vegas. My hood is home of the Crip. Some know it as the ghetto where many fear to be seen. My hood comes from where you dont know how to act of the middle class - administrators, senators, educators, athletes, police ofcers, gang members, pedal pushers, drug addicts, erotica and the sons and daughters of future Crip. The west side is afuently known for black settlement in Vegas of the sixties. It is the home of the Moulin Rouge where only the black stars had facilitation for entertainment and where they were housed in its hotel. Vegas the home of the north town blood. Vegas home of the south side Crip. It is all about zones. What comes from the hood stays in the hood. The west side is a family raised in a village. It is the doctrine of faith and value stood. The west side is a community of faith where everyone knows his place, knows where he comes from, knows how to speak and give back to the place of residence. No relations to drive bays, gang bangers, homicides. It is a unity of peace and love with who you identify with. Home of the high dropout rate because youth can earn as much doing service without a degree. Home of where schools were not desegregated until after 1978. Home of high teenage pregnancy rate, where baby momma drama is a concern. Home where jail bait was 15 years adult. Home where curfew was at 1 AM in the morning. Home of the block parties where kids hung out in the street late nights to roam during the summers. Home where athletes were not educated and could not read after high school. Home where players had to be from another country or mixed to be popular on the team. Home where drug dealers can earn 30 grand selling drugs off the street. Home where prisons hold the abundant youth due to social poverty. Home where there is much fear of disaster. Home where there is much love. Home where a college degree can mean something to the development of the community and must not be taken for granted.

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Baby Momma Drama It takes two to make a child in desolate of ignorant minds that led a child to conceive a baby

babies having babies at the age of ten haltering a child of own

delivered by a paramedic snapping hips back to console to secrecy

worried about being caught vowed through deception from an under aged teenager

a baby momma drama how old, old enough to conceal child inadequate mask

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to growing up too soon from child to adult a forced responsibility

somewhere out there is a 30 something child to a 40 then and some mother

whose child does not know who their mother truly is?

Judgment a fatal cry of deception morally advised Neglected by each emulated touch fondling dreams of anger lie inside Hazy, vivid memory growing young in his possession

Disturbing images from abuse

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wanting to break through, to recover from an oppressing manifestation

Stereotypes Stereotypes, is that a gesture? Are you entitled to pass judgment based on preconceived thoughts? Is the circulation of thoughts based on rumors? Do you judge because you do not care to understand my position? Is it because you never got to know me and do not care? Can you really tell by rst impression that I am different? Is it my outward appearance, you base judgment that I t those stereo types? Can you tell by looking at me, what you do not like about me? Is it my outward appearance you hesitate to retaliate towards? Must we bargain with a liturgy? Is it something I said that youre against? Is it over something someone said about me that has got you all red up? Did I not follow through based on your ideology of reasoning that frustrated you? Is it right to judge, because of how I acted out that you must try to change to your preferences? Shall I admit something is wrong with me? How does one respond to stereotypes? I am who I am.

To Love one to love is to embody emotion to penetrate deep down in your soul. It is the emotion to love oneself; because one must love oneself in order to allow others to love you. Love is feeling of greatness that you place God above oneself; because God it the gatekeeper of your soul. Are you feeling me? Loving one means you are blessed that you feel good about yourself and you are doing right by God. Loving one means that you have an attitude of pride. You represent that feeling of revelation that you have reached redemption of the mind, body and

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soul. The way you carry yourself is how others will judge you. Love God, love life and love one. Faith May your soul be lled with Gods wisdom To become an apprentice of faith May your heart be touched by nature, To live by Gods words of hope To encourage others to be followers of God May spiritual education open the door to a closed mind, To not be perturbed of evil To become enriched in fate to guide the blind So he too may seek holy spiritual freedom Become a PR actioner of faith Where hate is abandoned in fear of God To be a protectorate from evil To defend the belief of the Church Where young minds can understand Gods leadership For religious purposes of a spiritual creed

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That defends the nation against wrongful deeds of hate Where fate in God leadership to promote world peace May God protect the female holy veil for equality Open her eyes, Open her soul to the covenant of God May men be teachers May men be leaders May men be role models Of the family Of the community Of the church May man think of Church as an audacity of hope of the family To anticipate the love and guidance of social freedoms God is my Shepard I shall not want As I walk through the valley of re I shall fear no evil God is my temperament May I profess the faith God gave me I believe he is the deliverer of my fate May God guide me from sin As I live this journal to heaven.

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A Time Remised Confusion Doubt Emotionally stressed Venerable inherit Painfully assist Damper horizon Moderately sensed Modied solution Dangerously ad missed Tranquil upset Fervently blessed Inhale jeopardy Externally confessed An imagery, a concept Figuratively obsessed A silent memorial A gesture remised

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I make a wish upon a star I wonder, I wonder The distance of heaven; afar Up above the sky, so bright Heaven within my grasp tonight My eyes see the glory Of divine life

Coldest Day The devils breath is as cold As hell is hot

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REFLECTION POEMS Death An Autumn Day The frolic leafs of an autumn day Dense forest Piercing time Against the wind Aloft - Silenced - Crushed Murmuring whistle cries death: Rust, Scarlet, Auburn masks of leafs Lifeless a dry, humid hole. Color If a color pertains to a hue How depth of the hue pertains to light While a mixture of hues dene a contour How much contour is needed to dene beauty If I were black, brown, yellow, white or purple It would make solid black however you dene it The beauty in is if opal is in fashion Black goes along with everything.

Reunited The etching of a Caterpillar steps Paint images of the patience it took teach grace The autistic of spindling of a spiders web Resends a creation of motivation of inspired concepts The beauty of the sun settling beneath the sea And of night parching the end of day Enchants memories emulating peace The gift to breathe life, there is love The agility to smile, there is love The spirit of hope, there is love

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18th Century to Present Take these worn shackles off my feet You are wearing me down With your controlling episodes of emotion You do not own me Let me be free to express myself I felt you hold on to remit a fantasy of yours When I dont feel the same way as kids do I want to feel free from being tied down I am tired of being reminded of you When I dont exist, time does not persist And I must move on, because there is a soul Inside of me peeping out wanting to be free But you wont let me escape from your spirit You are not my soul mate, not the one I want Not the one I dream of and still you wait for my return Your ghost hunts me, stalks me follows my every mood Now, I must go to the pasture to hide For I cannot love anyone now that you have broken my heart I Am I am up and down I am all around I am here and there I am everywhere I am in and out I am all about I am omnipotent I am God

She can dictate space She can be lead a race A woman can be an innocent rose She can be psychic and recognize reason She can be compassionate in what she does By nature, a women is instinct Rage State of mind Contrary to what is said a delusional hatred to be mistaken for love Voices. Voices that welcome madness Immoral words that imitate denial and bigotry Words used to break you down Rob you, make you a criminal of self-thought was that what I thought you said? A blind man relies on touch A sane man on logic Delusional voices, that make me mad That make me sad, That make me want to ght back To defend my youth, defend my cultural heritage Where prejudice has no warrant Spoken words, only justies reasons to be misunderstood I will not be judged or proled or prejudged by fault only credibility For I too am America Sky Azure sky mounted behind gaseous clouds, Metallic ocean utters beneath mystic barriers, Vegetation barely over muddled olive terrain, Orange horizon to the break of mourning Life surrenders to natures beauty.

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Paranoia Schizophrenia I hear the voices everywhere Through every source The television and radio By campus, travel and shopping I hear the voices talking to me Anticipating the will to do wrong Finding fault of my present and past I hear the voices talking to me Knowing everything about me Detail for detail saying things That hurt, make me cry and scream I hear the voices in my head Voices that say I am unhealthy Voices that question that I steal Voices that say I cheat Voices that threaten me and my family I hear voice, the voices in my head That tell me to back off That tell me to quit Conversing back and forth with a voice Talking to God, God bless the meek and humble As I walk through the valley of re, I hear no evil, I feel no evil, I fear no evil The voices state I will remain innocent The voices are in a confrontation with God God protects me from sin, the voices I hear voices in my head that are delusions from a past that does not exist I hear the voices conversion I hear the voices that say Do not give up. The voices follow me everywhere They are desperate trying to acquit me I pray each day for forgiveness

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A promise I will do better Hoping someday the voices will get to know me and stop their voices

Lesbian Self Love I discovered my lover self My soul mate that met me sexually A self-touch explored my body With warm caress in pleasures unspeakable I discovered my lover myself Desirable fantasies from a male lover A female self-lover Who showed me how to love myself more In their memory A self-lover Wanting to feel what I could only desire I discovered my lover myself My inner self desiring to love oneself A lesbian A self-One Love

Bright Stars Stars shine so brightly so far away Mystical dome of planets a source of light of any given day the horoscope awakens illusion each to nd his way sparkling so high above the heavens

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granting life, there is someone out there watching us through truth the stars a sign of heaven is present in the lives above

Ghosts My mind is playing tricks on me with what I write changes memory A re path from intentional meaning My mind is playing tricks on me with what I see is an image that is not clear My mind is playing tricks on me with what I remember is not what is so It is a mere delusion My mind is playing tricks on me with what I said is not what I meant My mind is playing tricks on me with what I hear is distorted It is a gibberish feeling My mind is playing tricks on me with what I feel Has no emotion My mind is playing trick on me with a touch from a ghost that reminds me of why I am crazy

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LYRICAL POEMS

Sorry Sorry I never took the time Sorry I never said goodbye Sorry I never made the time To be with you I wish I could hold you near Hair blazing in the wind To ease away the pain away Sorry I was not there for you to hold while being lonely In need of a true friend Sorry I did not understand you, wishing the pain away Sorry for the times I did not ask what was on your mind I nd excuses I turn I wish I could hold you near a reign of tears fall wishful thinking Sorry for the times we spent Apart all apart from our heart My heart pains I wish I could breathe within And take all hate away A promise to bring you back to life In my memory for us never to part Sorry for all the times I meant to be there for you And could not Sorry for the times I could not speak

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what words and emotions say I take it all away Sorry I could not be a friend I take it all away Joyful tears fall Down my face It is not what people think It is not what people say I respond if we can do it all again I would take it all away For the memory of it Never us part Sorry in regret I would do it all again

You Dont Know What Love is Confusion Doubt Emotionally stressed Venerable inherit Painfully assist Damper horizon Moderately sensed Modied solution Dangerously ad missed Tranquil upset Fervently blessed Inhale jeopardy Externally confessed An imagery, a concept Figuratively obsessed A silent memorial A gesture remised You have everything to gain

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nothing to lose just feeling the vibes Feeling the grooves Confusion Doubt Emotional lee biased Vulnerable tradition, Alter raptly insets Broader horizon Moderately obliged Modied solution Danger sly ad missed Remitted projection Extra denary blessed Internal expression Literaly confessed A supplemental gesture Figuratively abscessed A silent memorial A gesture remised You have everything to gain nothing to lose just feeling the vibes Feeling the grooves Confusion Doubt vulnerable e tradition broader horizon Modied solution Remitted projection internal expression a supplemental gesture a silent memorial a silent memorial

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You feeling me Just groin and moving you feeling the words Feeling the groove Emotionally biased Vulnerable Alternately horizon moderately solution Danger sly projection Extra denary expression literally a gesture guratively remised A silence remised A silence remised A silence remised A silence remised A silence remised A silence remised A silence remised A silence remised A silence remised

Deep down in the heart of me there is something disturbing inside the image in ME must conde Miss Notion not to be My heart is yours you carry my soul you carry my soul you carry my soul to serenity, to love, to unfold my heart is yours forever to console my heart is yours

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I am broken for our love It gures our emotions would distant our feelings no longer consistent Leaving it up to God above There is no resolution what we had is left a memory now alone in solitary we had to part as the only solution My heart is yours you carry my soul you carry my soul you carry my soul to serenity, to love, to unfold my heart is yours forever to console my heart is yours Cannot I reminisce over you you took my broken heart for granted to have my only true love abandoned Love is only you, you, only you My heart is yours you carry my soul you carry my soul you carry my soul to serenity, to love, to unfold my heart is yours forever to console my heart is yours I picture us once more Enveloped in admiration your healing touch full of compassion in actuation, love will soar Let us y together Flying high above the heaven Leaving regrets behind Let us y together

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I am yours And you are mine My heart is yours you carry my soul you carry my soul you carry my soul to serenity, to love, to unfold my heart is yours forever to console my heart is yours

Protest There are people asking Why, Why, Why Are people dying In a senseless war Why, Why, Why Are our soldiers dying Who are we lying to So many body bags So many dismantled bodies Why, why in a senseless war Who are we protecting who are we defending the war is getting us nowhere in a war already won by the people there Why, why, why Are people that die each day some of ours Many of theirs that want peace

Shah I got a secret I been holding it inside I clam up to ignore Emulations of fantasy Like a never ending story That hunts my desire Locking you in sight Memories unfold fallacy A tale about you too Shah I got a secret Is it meant for you Be not pretentious Evidence lurks back at you Shah I got a secret If I told anyone It will erupt from inside I dont want anyone to know this My love is an impostor Twin invalid Shah It is a secret No one must know Shah I got a secret Shah I got a secret Shah I got a secret, a secret Shah I got a secret I dont want anyone to know Shah, I keeping it From me to you, shah

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I got a secret If I were to tell its purpose It would not add meaning To its pretense It is held enveloped inside I am your secret admirer Shah, dont tell I remember you as someone else Or did I represent a twin Why does this kind of thing happens With something within Shah, can you read my mind I felt passion with your ghost I could feel your presence Youre the one Youre the one It was you I saw in a dream My pretend friend I felt your presence Holding my soul Easing the pain Erasing all fear Shah, do not tell Unless you feel it too

Life Struggle My biggest struggle Was getting over you While you controlled my life I lie in death Longing for your return To be fooled our love Meant something

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To both of us My biggest struggle Was letting go I wanted to believe You needed me In your life To make life complete You left me destitute Like a prostitute My biggest struggle Is to carry on Like we had no meaning Missing you Getting over you My biggest struggle Was replacing you When it seems there is No better than you My biggest struggle was Getting over you Struggle, la, la ,la Struggle getting over you La, la, la Getting over you

Losing Love You, You are all All of me All I had kept inside me For so long It seems too bad The memories I feel Letting go You, You are the one

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Who made me feel whole You light up my life With so much soul On high knowing you Missing you Touching you For so long I cannot bare letting go You, you are all All that belongs to me reminiscing about our past How we were true friends I needed a shoulder to cry to I needed a friend to talk to I needed a lover to share my hearts has fallen I was crazy about you I needed you Wanted you Missing you You, You are all All that is inside Crazy about love You, You are all All its about Feeling for the past Recalling your every move I cannot believe you are gone Touched by a friend Like angel Who was there for me To lean on To cry on To feel for All that is inside

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Crazy about your love You, its you All its about you If I could rain heaven Down on earth Life would be a disguise To nd reason How I could live alone Myself, by myself All alone nding reason To keep you here inside There is a place Deep rooted inside of me That treasures all feelings Making it possible to share The gift of love you gave me With others Now that I know how to love I want to stay Believing reason In me, it is about you In me, that I learn to survive It is you, I feel like believing I am free to escape It is you, all about you it is you, all about you I am who I am I am free Dreams Dreams are made of the feelings we share together as one hoping that our love will never end I would make your dreams become true only if you would want me to

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If your dream were to travel I would sail around the world to the depth of the ocean we would enjoy the ride If your dream were to ght for life I would challenge death to console your soul with prayer to do what is right If your dream were to be rich I would empower your self-esteem and be an anchor to your dream If your dream were to be a soldier I would be your Sargent at arms protecting you from your enemy guiding you from harm If you dream were to nd fame I would attract popularity with gainful employment with fame and popularity the same If your dream were to nd peace I would give you my soul we would be in this together through rich or through poor If your dream were to nd charity I would give you my heart or love would be forever from sickness and health do we part If I could answer your prayer I would give you my faith through all hope Love will give or take If man can dream I would be your counterpart to love, to hold, to Cherish Forever love, forever love, forever love XO

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Remembering Love You do not know how good You make me feel When you are around My life is complete With your presence With your touch I feel loved by you It is a feeling I never had before To trust my life In your hands Was a big step You do not know how it felt To feel your warm embrace I opened up to you To allow this to happen With so much emotion I felt love Love like no other You captured the essence Of my heart When we talked It added meaning It was a friendship tied In a known Head over heels for you I remember what love was like Since your life has not been the same Your love is forever In my memories I remember my rst love My rst kiss My rst hug I reminisce, I remember

There is a history behind money, especially when you think of how a slave was sold for a chaise. People began to sell their sheep and other objects in replacement of money early on. In Africa, their daughter was sold for land or animal wealth. Later gold was used as a commodity. Nations could use gold to make jewelry. Nations started to trade for paper money. The value of a dollar had a gold strip inside the dollar. Paper had a value. Our nation writes on the dollar, In God We Trust. To me the phrase is designating that there is a God.

IV I feel that faith based entities should all pay reattributes and punishment for all religious authorities that have sex with children. The religious leaders before working should have a background check for being child predators and medical test for being gay. The religious leaders are leaders in the church and should be more responsible and more accountable for their actions. There is sex abuse not only in the Catholic Church, but all churches.

National/International Policy I The Constitution of the United States of America states that we believe in providing aid or government assistance to other countries during natural disasters and during unfair war. This is justiable when those countries want our help. Like in Afghanistan, they dont want us there; we should let them ght their own battles. If like in Serial, where there is genocide, we should give help. If what happened in Thailand happens, we should give assistance. If like what happened in Haiti, we should help. What happened in 911 was a calling and warning we should have not have involvement with.

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II When our nation is at threat, we should take precaution. We should prepare ourselves for the threat for we are in crisis. We do not want them to build their army to attack our country. We do not want our country to be weak for attack. There was a need for breaking done our ally to protect our country from arsenal threat when threat still exists today. III We cannot give China too much trade power. China is believed our ally. China is a third world country. Trade policy with China should restrict their country when they believe in having unfair work policy such as slave trafcking or sex trafcking which is against our countries moral belief. When America starts to go outside our doctrine to practice outside common belief, it endangers everyone. IV Military and war was originally predicated for men. It is the men who went to war and hunt, while the women cleaned and took care of the children. Today, women are allowed in the military; but are restricted to ght in combat. Men were thought to be stronger than women and less sensitive and so they can ght in wars. Women were allowed in the military during the World War, but they were taught etiquette skills on how to act like a lady. Military service should be restricted for combat. V The second wealthiest nation in the world is China. We borrowed from China, during our depression. China has the second wealthiest economy in the world. China has the second highest manufacturing

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country in the world. China has a high work ethic where their people believe in a good education and strive as a nation.

Education I National testing is important for competition in America schools. National test show us where we stand in the country and around the world by reporting scores. Bush issued a law No child left behind. This was an initiative to create standards in overall school achievements. This law raises the bar for students to meet expectations. National testing is good for schools to teach outside the box to make good students to award schools.

II Tracking should be used in deterring courses for public school/ children and achievement scores should be used as a determining factor when deciding whether their child is good enough to attend their school. If entering an engineering school, students must know math. If attending the school of the arts, students must know the arts. If attending a magnet school, students must be advanced. If attending a culinary school, they must know the mechanics of cooking. If a student wants to become a nurse, students must be good in math and science. This is the reason behind tracking students to schools.

III Funding for school should be a priority. Teachers often go beyond the call of duty by paying for items to help guide student instruction. Teachers are awarded for extradinary work by improving instruction. Schools are not funded when the students do not meet standards. The

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teachers who have access to instructional material can provide a better instruction and education, while the schools that lack this usually fall behind. If all schools had proper funding, there would be no child left behind.

IV Schools with fewer students per class are proven to give more attention to the student. Schools that have teacher assistants in large classes can help with the instruction process so all children are helped. In smaller classes, teachers can help every student in class by giving individual attention. With larger classes, there is not time to help every students questions. The teacher is there to help student reach their educational goals. Every student is important and should not be over looked with a class of forty students in a class.

V There are benets for home-school, public school and online students. Home-school students learn on that pace and are taught by their parents. Public schools are taught structured classes by a teacher. Online classes are taught by the aid of a computer at their own pace. The benets of home-school students, is that they do not experience peer pressure or educational stress being taught at home. Public school students can interact with their classmates to get help with assignments and questions they do not understand. Online students can conduct research and are more accountable for their education. However the discipline, students are held accountable for their education.

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last meet but I won in the long run. Sports have a lot of discipline in it. I spent many hours after practice developing technique and skill to do each sport. Never give up. The rst cheer leading championship won with my steps in which because of my race unfortunately I was unable to attend. The second championship our team won and I was there as captain proudly leading the team. I could have lost my life in gymnastics on the balancing beam. It did not stop me from trying. Do not give up. Life has many challenges in its core; one must demonstrate the ability to believe in herself to pursue her dreams. The rst womens professional basketball player was shot in the left side of her neck. She did not give up. We must thank the people who paved the way. Do not give up on your dreams.

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The Ghetto Queen Once upon a time a long, long time, before you were born, there lived a poor black girl, named Maya. She lived where there was drugs and prostitution. In the projects where there was grafti that paved the walls, garbage trashed the empty lots of barren vegetation and gun shots alluded deaths calling. Maya lived in the home of her grandparent because her dad was in jail for robbing a convenient store and her mom abandoned her for a cocaine habit and refused treatment and now lives in a half-way house. Her grandma promised to keep her from living house to house under adoption that may result to her being homeless once she turned 18. Maya was a good kid. She would keep the house cleaned, cooked dinner and read many books. Reading led to Mayas way of escaping the poverty and abandonment. Maya could read the powerful words in a book that led her imagination to escape reality. Maya knew her grandma loved her very much and would not let anyone hurt her, not gangs, not violence, not drugs and certainly never result to prostitution. Maya had no friends; but had a lot of book smart and it was with Gods gift of reasoning would lead Maya to the promise her grandma intended for her to have. Hope and prayer. Maya was raised in the church. Maya did well on school subjects creative writing being her best. Maya ma mea encouraged her to write; because, it was her best subject. One day the teacher called on her in class to read a poem she had written about her family. She was embarrassed. When she wrote this poem, she merely wanted to get done with her assignment. Ms. Scott, third grade teacher, told the class this was award winning piece. She stood up in class and began to read her poem, I can do Bad all by myself. Bless us merciful Lord through this journey where we are carried and our faith is restored. It is said that Jesus fasted before being tested. When by it was the devils that asked him to feed his people if he were the Lord not to leave them bitter. Jesus testimony was that people should live by Gods word alone. Question yourselves. Are you willing to lose your life for God by defending the church belief to be accepted into heaven? The word of God is this strong. Man shall

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accept God righteously to practice his faith. A man went to jail for his beliefs. Jesus wanted him to repent for the kingdom of heaven is at hand. Jesus made a promise to man to use faith as a guide and to save lost souls from sin. One must repent his sin to ask for forgiveness and to ask God the strength for man to forgive others sins so his soul to be redeemed. Jesus chose shermen to become his decuples. The call to God is blind. God was willing to accept all sinners into heaven if they believed. Come after men, and I will make you shermen of men. Fish is good for nourishment. The shermen were chosen for the purpose as journeymen. They become followers of God without knowing what it involved. God asks of you to become practitioners of faith. God ask you to follow him and use his words wisely to administer faith. God calls you to listen wisely. He has created the Beatitudes to share. His words are a revolution of power. It is by example words to live by; it will be blessed by God for those who follow. In order to proclaim your faith you have to believe in it. One cannot trust without reasoning. To be a follower in Christ one must practice his faith. Light is a resource where there is light we can see. When afraid we rely on light for safety. This is the same way with the church. We need religion as a resource to guide us to safety. The commandments are Gods law. One must practice law to be accepted into heaven. We need rules to live by to know right from wrong. It is with these laws as Christians we have a contract with God. When broken we must ask for forgiveness and promise to not do this sin anymore. We must change by praying and admitting our sins to answer his calling. It is good thing to not hold anger. After time the anger will build up and destroy you inside. No sacrice is greater than to give alms to the Lord. One must submit his burdens before God to recompense from sin. If anger builds up, it will explode. Ask God how to make commends to the church. Pray for change, through the will of God; ask for Gods guidance to help you to making the right decision. Ask for forgiveness. Ask for greater faith. Do not hold in anger. Lust is sinful. It is better to turn from lust than to face its consequences. Marriage is a commitment blessed by the church. A woman who is loosed is no good company. A man who lust is just as guilty to sin as the women who is lustful. It is sinful to look lustful intentions through the media

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or through action. One should only be committed their spouse by not cheating through the divinity of the church. One must not swear in Gods name. It is called blasmophy to profess false witness on behalf of the church. Be careful who you call a devil worshiper. Those who judge allows you to be judged. Do not cast the rst stone. One cannot impose one faith on others. He can only justify reasons for his faith. If you are disturbed by infrastructures, God is only testing your faith. If you follow Gods word you will be saved. God leads you on a journey. You will go to heaven if you live by Gods word. God will decide at the end of your journey when it is time to die. Then will your soul go to heaven. Practice what you preach. Ask of others no more than what you want for yourself. Do not want more than what you can give. A Good Samaritan gives all the time. God is good all the time. It is easier to lead a life through kind acts. Trust in God to live by his words. Following God is easy. No man is born without sin. The Lord knows we are sinners. God will test our faith until we die. It is a Gods calling. Life is a journey where we must chose righteously and learn from our mistakes and become true followers of God. The devil has many disguises. You will be confronted with others testimony of faith. You will be tested on how strongly your faith is. The devil thrust can come upon you like a ghost where you become humbled in Gods mercy. Proclaim your faith. The house of God is a rock. A rock is composed on a foundation where proclaiming what is right is justied. Teaching is based on scholarly wisdom. It can only be broken when the covenant is portrayed, then it is crushed and must be rebuilt. The divinity of faith is determined by your connection with God and your fellowship of mercy. Through what you are willing to sacrice can be contained with Gods mercy. The teacher saw Maya had rare talent and entered her poem in a writing compaction. With enough said, this gave Maya the condence to write more poems. She kept her rst poem in the Bible. It meant a lot to have a gift God gave her and this was her calling. Maya would read her poems to everyone. It was now junior in high school she was in the Miss America pageant. Maya was chosen by her peers to be there. Maya thought the pageant would be a disaster where everyone would laugh at her and make fun of her because she was from the

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ghetto. Maya decided to read her poem she wrote in the third grade for the pageant for talent. There was complete silence and after the poem there was applause. Maya won the pageant with the support of everyone. Maya began to use her spare time writing poems and sharing them with the church. Maya vocation was to write if it meant she would touch the life of a child and maybe create the promise that they too would use poetry to create insight and to make a favorable impression on the life of a child. It takes a village to raise a child. It takes love and support to make dreams possible. Note that despite all obstacles, of poverty, drugs, violence, hate crimes if you set your mind to it and you believe in your dream it can become a reality.

Gestures It was imaginable. It was that thing. The notion of remarkable imagery. It was a mark like no other mark that has an imprint on my mind. It is a mark that has traveled throughout history. A mark of burdens. It represents character. It describes a movement. It was no ordinary mark. No. It was a mark that was passed down from generation to generation. It was a mark of indignation. It was a ridicule of hatred. People have been spit on, cursed at and beaten and that mark represented a movement. It was a mark of persecution. Where witches have gone on trial for neglecting social standards. The mark stood obsolete from the pen marks. A spiders web draped from the wall. A cob web dangled from the wall unnoticed. But this mark; represented all the pain my ancestors faced throughout history to be recognized through this mark. The mark was someone disturbing because I could not gure it out. It was different. A wall did not disserve to be so distinguished. It was different than anything I had ever come across. It bothered me to discover something that represented a rite of passage. It was a journey in time. It described the evolution of man slowly making its mark in history. How a mark could eluded me so much pleasure. I was pleased to see something different that reminded me of my past that I could not quite understand the truth behind it. The imagery eluded my imagination. I stared at the mark on the wall and it

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had moved me. It made me feel welcome. No other wall in the house had been so privileged to having this mark. The mark had a favorable impression to me. I saw my personality and years of undulation that made me cry, made me angry which resulted in laughter. The mark on the wall represented the conict between race and gender. I know it represented indignation and denial to conformity. To get excited; it represented the right to protest because it granted me the right to do so. The mark actually made me fearful. I was scared to reveal this mark to the world. It would have to be kept a secret. If anyone knew this secret, man would destroy the purpose behind it. I decided to cover the mark with year of frustration. I would imagine it never existed. The more and more I wanted to hide it, the power behind the mark was noticeable. I could not hide it. No. It was too relevant to hide. Other people have seen the mark. It was prevalent it existed. No one gured it out like I did. It is amazing how so many people passed this wall and never noticed how beautiful a mark in history had changed man. No one could relate to it. It never crossed their minds that such a mark reected their fate. The mark on the wall will leave its mark in history and historians will make gestures without psychiatrist really studying the beauty of it.

Story It was a hazy day. It was no ordinary day. A fog overcast down on a small town in Mississippi. It was predicted the uncertainty of a storm to come. Lycia was in no mistaken mood of discovery. She was hot. She was together and had it made. Her hair was always right. Her dress was well cultured. Her attitude was preppie. Lycia was no ordinary girl. She indeed was special. Today would make a difference in her life. It had been mid-noon and a heavy overcast of dark sky set the mood. Lycia greeted her friends to coffee with a bagel at Starbucks. Diane presently pretended to be Lycias friend. She was on a mission. They had the kind of friendship driven by competition of who could

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What happened to you? Could have happened to me What I cannot touch Blind eyes can see Blue black skies I am one of you A mistaken identity Pride, trivia or true The drifters There are the drifters who wear black all the time. The drifters are known to be wired. Drifters love to smoke and eat healthy. The drifters will pierce every part of their body. They are known to wear tattoos. The world is consumed with wealth in that sometimes it nurtures its own ability to reason. We are often tied down to material things that are impartial to the code of life. A skittle, a skittle, I saw a dirty black cat With the energy of the sun Who could run, fun, dumb And never skipped a meal And then some Blue black skies I am one of you A mistaken identity Pride, trivia or true The jocks There are the jocks and dancers who are in the in crowdThe jocks are the ones who always have the most fun. Last week they trashed a freshman in the locker for walking down senior hall. Everyone knows them. Everyone admires them. Some say they are dumb. Some say they are the most popular. It is the same with the dance teams on campus. The girls have a reputation for being loose. The girls rule the campus. A rose is but a rose when embodied by envy and pride. Sometimes it humiliates the specter from what is desired in life. The security blanket become within its own diverse entity.

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A ticket a tasket I saw a dirty rasket It went zoom, zoom, zoom On my junket Blue black skies I am one of you A mistaken identity Pride, trivia or true Groupies There are the bands that are the class groupiesThe groupies are the kind that like to have fun. Music is what they speak. Music surrounds them. Music is their passion to rock. Sometimes our world is consumed with differences, in different thoughts and different ways the meaning of unity is engrained amongst activity. What is profound is to relate to a commodity of respect. A shopping spree A scared dollar Not a day gone by Pocket book getting fatter Life goes on Without a day past spent Money replaced by selling since Blue black skies I am one of you A mistaken identity Pride, trivia or true Preppies There are the honor students that are the preppiesThe preppies wear their clothes differently. Preppies dress is oxford collar shirts with plaid pants and doll shoes. The preppies have an attitude and an authority to demand respect. In the midst of a storm, there is a spirit of youthfulness and hope. The spirit only asks to listen to its humility and to accept its courage. My back ache My bra too tight

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My hips shake From left to right To the left To the right To the left, right and left Blue black skies I am one of you A mistaken identity Pride, trivia or true Class Clowns There are the mists that are the class clownsquestions the uncertainty of human spirit. They lack affection in the need of attention. To be mistaken for ignorance, they anticipate progress. They thrive for salvation a quota of humility and happiness. Down, down baby Down by the roller coaster Big, big daddy Dont let it go Shimmy, shimmy, CoA pox Shimmy, shimmy wild Shimmy, shimmy CoA pox Deep down south Blue black skies I am one of you A mistaken identity Pride, trivia or true Losers There are the drop outs that are the losersThe drop outs are the ones who are smart in school but with no interest for learning. The drop outs are there to party. They are the ones noted for disrupting class activity with intellectual remarks. I been watching them Rome by My, my, my one caught my eye The brother had much swagger

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I had betrayed my brother Taken by honesty To recognize my reection Blue black skies I am one of you A mistaken identity Pride, trivia or true Valley Girls There are the wealthy that are the valley girlsThe valley girls talk a certain way. The valley girls are known to set dress trends and the direct the dichotomy of the school. The valley girls plead for mercy and demand justice. Their perspective designates truth. Boom, shake, lake, shake Bam, wane, Anna, Anna Met this man Went way down south Hollered rump shaker Lip, locker, fast talking Man stalker says boom, boom, and boom Blue black skies I am one of you A mistaken identity Pride, trivia or true Drifters, Jocks, Groupies, Preppies, Clowns, Losers, Valley Girls The presence of depending on one another for help, one must learn how to ask for help and know how to use others for positive gain. Life is measured by convocation of communication or the desire to want change. We must learn to immediate cultural difference to make advances. Scene Two

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Meant something To both of us My biggest struggle Was letting go I wanted to believe You needed me In your life To make life complete You left me destitute Like a prostitute My biggest struggle Is to carry on Like we had no meaning Missing you Getting over you My biggest struggle Was replacing you When it seems there is No better than you My biggest struggle was Getting over you Struggle, la, la, la Struggle getting over you La, la, la Getting over you The most enjoyable part of life is your youth. No one shall take away fund memories created from you as a kid. I recall memories of playing in the street kick ball and stick ball. The fun of the games was to see how fast you can run and how hard you can make a home run. I recall memories of the pap cycle man or rushing down the street to stop the truck to get the ice cream of your choice. And I remit the candy lady. Every hood had a candy lady who sold your choice of anything imaginable.

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I recall memories of the curfew allowed you to stay outside until 1 a.m. Where there would be block parties held late at night on the street or at the park blasting music and everyone you knew and did not know was there. I recall memories of playing doctor because everyone knew they wanted to be either a doctor or a lawyer. I recall learning the newest dance moves and then making new ones that steps would be shared around the nation. I recall memories of having slam books to share dreams with your friends. You would have to know everything about your friends in the slam book to include who you were going to marry, how many kids you will have, what you can will drive, where you will live and where you will work. I recall memories about the cube that had many combinations with your desire to solve the cube. And playing table tennis and Pac man on the television. Also playing football on a miniature score board. And also ping pong was a sport and a challenge. I recall memories like swimming in the park with church groups and friends while dunking each other in the pool and diving board stunts. I recall memories of watching sports like boxing when Muhammad Ali was the champ and the movie Rocky, Sharks, Star Wars and Saturday Night live was the in thing to see. I recall memories like wearing knickerbockers, halter tops and died designer jeans was fashionable. I recall memories in school where type writers were obsolete and the computer was viably new where we used oppy disk and computer paper with holes on its side were popular. Everything was hand written in so you may rewrite your paper without error many times before you got it right. I recall memories like Jackson 5; Motown and Madonna was number one artist in music All in all memories are relished today as a relic. It is a family tradition to celebrate a family meal on special holidays and throughout the year. No meal is prepared with hope like the one celebrated Christmas and Easter. This is a time to invite friends and family for this joyous occasion.

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The table is prepared with the ne china and napkin holders in brilliant colors of red, gold and green. Before dinner a special prayer is dedicated in honor of the occasion thanking God for his many blessings and gifts of having family and friends and food. Dinner is served in a buffet style. People begin to engage on stuffed turkey roast, corn pudding, candied yams with marshmallows, turnip greens with turnips, homemade rolls and your choice of ice cream and homemade lemon cake or apple pie made from scratch. It is a pleasure to see everyone indulge in good company and good conversation with enough food to last the next few days. Even New Year is celebrated with good intentions. Everyone has to have a New Year revelation. For New Years, a special dish is made of black eyed peas for good luck, greens for money and cabbage for good spirits. It is an African American tradition which is all in good spirits wishing well for the upcoming New Year. I vaguely trace your appearance A distorted gurine from the past Blotches of ink splotches across the canvass Splotches of oil dances life to an unknown postulant Imagery emerges a distant path of discovery Fading fast True love is not something you can come across easily. True love is reserved for someone who stands out and is special. I fell in love with my old classmate when I was 15. We were said to be a match made in heaven. We had so many qualities in common. He swept me off my feet. I did not know love hit me until many years later. He was a good man. He spent time walking me home after school. We spent endless hours on the phone courting. Even if we had nothing to say to each other we enjoyed one anothers company. We studied together and went places together. He always supported me even if I was too busy studying and could not nd the time for him; he swore I got his heart. Through good times and bad, he remained in my memory. I still think of him sometimes about what we had together. He is now married with kids and will never know I still have feeling for him. Scene Four

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HIV Aids, By American youth are engaging in sex acts as teenagers. This is dangerous to think about. Over the years Americans were addressed with Aids, while primary decease of having herpes, scabs or virginal itching were more aware than Aids. Confusion Doubt Emotionally stressed Venerable inherit Painfully assist Damper horizon Moderately sensed Modied solution Dangerously ad missed Tranquil upset Fervently blessed Inhale jeopardy Externally confessed Imagery, a concept Figuratively obsessed A silent memorial A gesture remised A time remised A time remised A time remised A time remised A time remised (silence) Im out Aids were started in Africa where the virus was wide spread and troubling from exposed monkeys. Aids existed prior to when it was rst known. The health care crisis made aware that Americans had Aids; only, it was not as detrimental as it is known now. The epidemic created a natural prevention measures to disturb the spread of Aids.

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Red tepid water Drains through building Blocks of slothful thought. Thrust winds, rain, sleet build Red energy from lightning in The sky moldering in deception. A scented red rose with Long thickly sharp prongs Speak of gayety pride. A red liquid imprint from An old newspaper personal Dreary advertisement of a same sex ad. A tornado battled winds blew Down the red old country barn In depravity of old tired accusations. Awakening death dreary dark Black clouds with tiers of Red voices speak of Despair, agony and fear. Red sun rays piercing Confused signs of life of A lustful inquiry. Chilly air rips through The wear and tear Of a red old Withered Jacket Beaten And Denied. It is known that Aids kills. Celebrities like Johnson, made it aware that anyone can fall a victim from the disease. Aids are active participants with gay men and lesbian women who do not practice safe sex. It spreads with having multiple sex partners and unsafe sex. It can be a result from using bad needles intervening in drug addicts.

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How I love thee As enchanted as time passes You are forever in my memory Through every sentiment sigh of retrieval Compassion expels happiness Valued in each kiss I yearn for your warm caress Missing the sentimental token An epiphany of treasure unspoken In captivated by words of choice That persuades meaning In how I conceive you My heart thrust compassion Consumed in lust In dire need of every mood My soul craves harmony In unity of a companion Who cares for me? Failing to meet your desires You beat me with your st You curse me with your anger You train my mind to obey I cannot handle my fate Before I lie dead in your possession

It is important that people practice safe sex. It was noted in high school students that condoms are distributed to prevent sex deceases.

I We have been taken as an enemy of all In prison our ability to communicate with God We have mistaken our old tired lies Creating fear within our delicate skin

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VII Align the dark shores To compromise life in deception Hammering light conspiracy To position for failure VIII A quilt made of old tired jeans A sewn patch from each generation A coveted patch woven in gayety A smoldering vintage kept hot VIIII And in the middle of the day We would all exit The storm Amongst a clay of dust X And mother will bequeath love And nature will provide fruit And prayer will be inevitable truth And the new born will never speak in silence

Like Africa, I feel that the Caribbean should protect them from a decease that is detrimental to survival legacy. They deserve expertise advice to over a quarter million people it could affect. Like Africa, the Caribbean should be involved in education to make aware of Aids. In the Caribbeans, there should be precautions where vaccines sent out. In the Caribbeans, medical precautions to test for Aids should be available whether antonymous or out in the open. The humble agility Of a silent verse; Is the righteous grace And a humble virtue;

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As the Holy Ghost Is the divine spirit To my soul. To consume valor; To alter loss; Is an angels afrmation To the lost and departed. At the parting of day, In harmony with peace; A prayer inhibits Hope and love. A young innocent girl wanted a boyfriend. He pressured her into being with him. He wanted sex. One night after a date, the young boy offered to kiss the young girl. She thought she show him how much she cared for him. They engaged in a kiss that led to him having a discussion with her to his next move to take her virginity. Enthusiastically; he told her he whispered in her ear that loved her. He told her he was on medication. He told her he had a disease that he may have given her from swallowing his spit from kissing him. He admitted that now he had trapped her in being with him because she now shared the disease. She will now be medicated from this predatory affecting her for the rest of her life. A disease that may take her life. The temperament of the body Is at service to the soul We consume life through experience We alter death through salvation Aspiration is found through desire And destiny is met through transition. Precautions are not enough. It is everyone who suffers of victims of Aids. Kids are born of aids. Aids are a battle ground. Aids cause hostility and addictions. It is clear this is an argument that raises questions of how to be a good resource to handle the pressure of safe sex practices. Is awareness consistent with the spread of the disease in the value of preventing the disease? Aids, is that a gesture? Are you entitled to pass judgment based?

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On preconceived thoughts? Is the circulation of thoughts based on? Rumors? Do you judge because you do not care to understand my Position? Is it because you never got to know me and do not care? Can You really tell by rst impression that I am different? Is it my outward? Appearance, you base judgment that I t those stereo types? Can you Tell by looking at me, what you do not like about me? Is it my outward? Appearance you hesitate to retaliate towards? Must we bargain with a Liturgy? Is it something I said that youre against? Is it over something? Someone said about me that has got you all red up? Did I not follow? Through based on your ideology of reasoning that frustrated you? Is it Right to judge, because of how I acted out that you must try to change To your preferences? Shall I admit something is wrong with me? How Does one respond to stereotypes? I am who I am. It is said that the AIDS disease began as an epidemic after a virus from a monkeys from Africa. In fact; AIDS may have begun before then. It was led by people who had gay/lesbian sex partners or multiple sex partners. It once was common with the stars and athletes to do so. It spread out worldwide. Many Africans Americans have spread and been effected by this virus for having unsafe sex practices, multiple sex partners and gay/lesbian sex. It is also known to spread from drug abuse. In fact the virus can occur from intramural usage from the same needle. It can easily be transmitted at a doctors ofce from a use of a bad needle or even unsanitary practice that if a doctor does not wash his hands and the dentist who does not keep a sterile environment for his patients. The Aids virus can spread easily by coughing on someone or having immediate contact. It is encouraged that medicine cannot heal but help the spread of Aids. Medicine can sustain healthy living and make one live longer. In the nineties, Aids became well known, because, so many reported deaths. There was no known cure for Aids at the time. It would be encouraged to have Aids education. It would be advised to use condoms while engaging with any sex partner. Some churches recommend not having sex until after marriage and being loyal with your one sex partner, your spouse. Commercial ads request that people having open sex to wrap it up. There are male and female

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condoms to help practice safe sex. Some politicians recommend masturbation or using sex tool safe practices on oneself. There are other alternative than practicing safe sex without having intercourse to meet sexual arousal. If you had respect for yourself and others, you would get tested for the Aids virus. If you had respect for yourself and others, you would inquire about nding out if your signicant other has the Aids virus before you have sex. May your soul be lled with Gods wisdom? To become an apprentice of faith May your heart be touched by nature? To live by Gods words of hope To encourage others to be followers of God May spiritual education open the door to a closed mind? To not be perturbed of evil To become enriched in fate to guide the blind So he too may seek holy spiritual freedom Become a PR actioner of faith Where hate is abandoned in fear of God To be a protectorate from evil To defend the belief of the Church Where young minds can understand Gods leadership For religious purposes of a spiritual creed That defends the nation against wrongful deeds of hate Where fate in God leadership to promote world peace May God protect the female holy veil for equality? Open her eyes, Open her soul to the covenant of God May men teachers May men be leaders? May men be role models? Of the family Of the community Of the church May man think of Church as an audacity of hope of the family? To anticipate the love and guidance of social freedoms God is my Shepard I shall not want As I walk through the valley of re I shall fear no evil

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God is my temperament May I profess the faith God gave me I believe he is the deliverer of my fate May God guide me from sin? As I live this journal to heaven. My story is that I kissed a boy for the rst time I hardly knew. After the kiss he tells me he has a virus and has now given it to me. He wants to be with me now that we die of the same virus thinking I am more committed once he gave it to me. Some gay people have same sex because of their culture, they have had same sex in prison or they had bad relationship with the opposite sex. Some people are gay because of contracting HIV and do not want to pass it on or is willing to marry outside their race and has rectal sex with their mate. Some gay people after encountering same sex cannot go back to heterosexual sex because they cannot feel it. Some gay people nd that after engaging in same sex they want children and can only have children with a gay person the opposite sex. Aids can be given easily if a person is not sanitary. The virus then can spread with multiple partners unprotected. HIV can spread from a cough, a hand shake or even from a bathroom exposure. It is important that you ask as much about things you are not sure about Aids. To love is to embody emotion to penetrate deep down in your soul. It is The emotion to love oneself; because one must love oneself in order to Allow others to love you. Love is feeling of greatness that you place God above oneself; because God it the gatekeeper of your soul. Are you Feeling me? Loving one means you are blessed that you feel good About you and you are doing right by God. Loving one means That you have an attitude of pride. You represent that feeling of Revelation that you have reached redemption of the mind, body and Soul. The way you carry yourself is how others will judge you. Love God, Love life and love one.

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