Should of left you alone On that hot summer day Should of kept lookin at my phone Should of walked away I would of never known What I know today You will never even know And that’s okay I kinda like it that way Should of never held your hand On that cold rainy night Should of kissed another man One that’d treat me right Back then I hoped you’d understand And maybe someday you might All that I wanted was a friend I wasn’t looking for a fight You don’t listen to my songs You’ll never hear what I have to say I could play them all night long And we will always stay the same And that’s okay I kinda like it that way I kinda like it that way

No one ever makes a sound The lights are turned off in my house No one ever comes around I like it that way Even though sometimes I wish The opportunities I’ve missed Come back to me and just insist I’d still say no again And late at night is when I feel it the most I know it’s bad to just rot and decompose till I Feel alright inside my head, inside my soul And I wish it wasn’t like this but it’s the constant push and pull And I push away everyone that ever loved me And I pull away from all the ones that want to help I’m not okay inside my head, inside my soul I wish it wasn’t like this but it’s the constant push and pull Comfortable in my own space Finding comfort in the pain being lonely at my pace I like it that way This is my private exile This is my writing style I’m still a fragile child And I write songs about me And late at night is when I feel it the most I know it’s bad to just rot and decompose till I Feel alright inside my head, inside my soul And I wish it wasn’t like this but it’s the constant push and pull And I push away everyone that ever loved me And I pull away from all the ones that want to help I’m not okay inside my head, inside my soul I wish it wasn’t like this but it’s the constant push and pull But I’ll still turn all of my lights off Fall asleep in my own bed I’ll still dream and sleep And sleep and dream some more Until I’m dead I’ll still say I’m sorry Even if it’s not my fault I’m never gonna change And wonder why they Still like me at all

Coming out the underground But the world is moving on Without me now Harvest dead perennials Look at me now I’ve grown to like being A stranger to this town The people tell me who I Should be but I wanna Be so many things at once I could steal a little victory And if my voice is small I’ll work on my delivery The people tell me who I Should be but I wanna Be so many things at Once yeah I can be Like anything I want Is my enough not enough? Are you gonna call my bluff? Do you promise it’ll be Worth it in the end, end I wish that I could curb The habit by default Always looking back Behind, pillar of salt Is my enough not enough? Are you gonna call my bluff? Is my enough not enough? Are you gonna call my bluff?

I feel this rage inside of my body And it’s coming out of my throat And I’m worried that I say too much But everybody says I don’t And I want to change but I’m not sure how And maybe that will be the quote That the people who don’t know me Will engrave upon on a headstone That’s my fault That’s my problem I’m oblivious and self-aware And don’t know how to solve them That’s my fault and that’s a problem Scan my brain for a virus Find the bugs and uninstall them That’s my fault Ooh, ooh That’s my fault Ooh, ooh I am so fucked up from this illness And I do not know what’s real And every Tuesday my new therapist Tries to walk me through how I feel And the joke is just not funny Everyone can see through me I’ve been lying to myself for So long that I couldn’t see That that’s my fault And that’s my problem I’m oblivious and self-aware And don’t know how to solve them That’s my fault and that’s a problem Scan my brain for a virus Find the bugs and uninstall them That’s my fault Ooh, ooh That’s my fault Ooh, ooh That’s my fault

I wanna ride bikes with you When I’m lookin’ at the moon I’m always thinking of you If you were stranded on an island And had nothing to do You know I’m flying to you Here I am Drunken bad poetry I’d wear a million different outfits so you’d notice me Yeah every song I write sucks And every dream I have crushed But I feel so stuck, I feel so stuck So pinch me I can’t feel any part of my body It’s embarrassing and I’m so sorry This song sounds like garbage to me But you’re all that I want and you can’t see Oh god I feel so awkward When I’m not near you I’ve felt this way for like a couple years too And it just hit me and that feels so weird dude Oh god it’s you I think it just hit me And I feel so weird dude it’s you Oh god I feel so awkward When I’m not near you I’ve felt this way for like a couple years too And that just hit me and it feels so weird dude Oh god it’s you It just hit me Yeah it just hit me And I feel so weird dude

I’m laughing at a show you like I’m stoned out my mind Trying to get the timing right It’s 8:39 at night Pick up your hand and I hold it tight Don’t laugh at me or I’ll pick a fight! I am the centerfold I don’t like doing what I’m told to do It’s true, but I think I’d look good on you I swear to god You’re not like any other guy Nothings ever felt right So come get high with me I hate your guts But that’s alright I like your company So stay the night And come get high with me Kind of wishing you were here right now Call me up and say you’re near my house I just really need a hug, mm yeah I’m kind of by myself now Haven’t seen nobody in awhile But you’re always on my mind somehow I am the centerfold I don’t like doing what I’m told to do It’s true, but I think I’d look good on you I swear to god You’re not like any other guy Nothings ever felt right So come get high with me I hate your guts But that’s alright I like your company So stay the night And come get high with me I’m laughing at a show you like I’m stoned out my mind Trying to get the timing right

I’m just a stupid little puppy Waiting for you to come home Got my head in the window Cause I am feeling alone I’ve been waiting all day For you to throw me this bone If you talk to other people I will chew up your phone I could wait by the door I could be a good girl I could do what you want I could be ur whole world Can we go to the park? Cause you know I like walks C’mon show me off! Let me be ur dog I’m a man’s best friend Tryna sleep in your bed And I’m loving you forever Cause you’re scratchin’ my head I wonder what would happen If you picked a cat instead I hope that never happens If it did id be upset I could wait by the door I could be a good girl I could do what you want I could be ur whole world Can we go to the park? Cause you know I like walks C’mon show me off! Let me be ur dog I wanna be ur dog! I wanna know what it’s like To have a best friend for life So let me be ur dog If you just treat me right Then I’m not gonna fight I could wait by the door I could be a good girl I could do what you want I could be ur whole world Can we go to the park? Cause you know I like walks C’mon show me off! Let me be ur dog