1. |
Blame me
03:15
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blame it
blame it
blame it on me
he'll never tell you the full story
blame it
blame it
blame it on me
he'll never tell you the full story
after good times end
bad times come
crashing tenfold
after you make one friend
ten more will turn away from you
if you have a problem with me
then you gotta know
gossip amuses me
blame it
blame it
blame it on me
he'll never tell you the full story
blame it
blame it
blame it on me
he'll never tell you the full story
I'm the bad guy here
i've been it my whole life it seems
and my most evil deed
is to try and follow my dreams
if you have a problem with me
then you gotta know
gossip amuses me
we aren't here for the first time
so we know which way to climb
blame it
blame it
blame it on me
he'll never tell you the full story
blame it
blame it
blame it on me
he'll never tell you the full story
now the best thing i can do
is to turn this shitstorm into a song
and you can put your blame on me
but i'm here for too long to care
if you have a problem with me
then you gotta know
gossip amuses me
we aren't here for the first time
so we know which way to climb
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2. |
Fear
04:35
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It’s been too long
Since you last saw them
They must be plotting
Something against you
Better think ahead
Cut all the ties
Throw him out
Though it’s impossible to tell
But he’ll be going after your head
Forget him he was never your friend
Hide your fear
In layers of clever
The end is near
And you look happier than ever
There is no freedom
In waiting to see who wins
There is no home
Among the ruins
You’re just like me
And it’s scary
Coz one of these days
You’ll think the same way about me
We both get lonely
Let’s not think
Let’s no plan
Let’s just go as far
As far as we can
Without looking over our shoulder
Hide your fear
In layers of clever
The end is near
And you look happier than ever
There is no freedom
In waiting to see who wins
There is no home
Among the ruins
Hide your fear
In layers of clever
The end is near
And you look happier than ever
There is no freedom
In waiting to see who wins
There is no home
Among the ruins
Without looking over our shoulder
Without looking over our shoulder
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3. |
Compromise
04:19
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It is so good it’s almost bad
With me you’ll see I can make everything seem sad
Without you my life was so bland
I watched it slip away through my fingers like sand
I forgot how to be happy
People on the train did too
Cynical friends all they did was trap me
In the world without you
What if I don’t want to?
Compromise
When all I need is a look
In your eyes
To know that we’ll be fine
It’s nobody's fault
Then why am I angry?
Am I angry?
It’s nobody's fault
Then why am I angry?
Am I angry?
And the higher I got
I knew it would be painful
would be painful
And the higher I got
I knew i would fall
I would fall
Nameless corners and streets
Bear witness to us
I can recall the number of every bus
That we took at night
With you sleeping on my shoulder
Bringing me closer
To the ground
But I’m on top of the world
In the same shitty city
You’re an angel and I’m a kite
With poetry written all over me
Who is steering down there
I didn’t have much time to decide
I’m looking for where we both could land
You’re looking for a room to hide
Compromise
When all I need is a look
In your eyes
To know that I could die
You have it all figured out
And I am just angry
I’m just angry
You have it all figured out
And I am just angry
I’m just angry
And the higher I got
I knew it would be painful
would be painful
And the higher I got
I knew i would fall
I would fall
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4. |
Bad dream
03:55
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Blurry line
Voices overlap
My mind’s not mine
And i want this to stop
I’m not asleep but my life feels like a dream
Struggling to know what’s real
Growing up sucked!
Forget it like a dream
Like a bad - bad dream
If someone asks
Tell them you knew it all all the way through
Become a fucking guru
Mr. Know It All
Brains are on the wall
High school fears
Follow me around
My phone kills
Every sound
I’m not asleep but my life feels like a dream
Struggling to know what’s real
Growing up sucked!
Forget it like a dream
Like a bad - bad dream
If someone asks
Tell them you knew it all all the way through
Become a fucking guru
Mr. Know It All
Brains are on the wall
My room’s a mess
So i rush outside
Lucky guess
Unlucky outcome
I’m not asleep but my life feels like a dream
Struggling to know what’s real
Growing up sucked!
Forget it like a dream
Like a bad - bad dream
If someone asks
Tell them you knew it all all the way through
Become a fucking guru
Mr. Know It All
Brains are on the wall
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5. |
Poison
03:36
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pick a thought to ruin your day
pick a thing you don’t like about yourself
pick your poison
it’s been a long day
off you go into
world without pain
pick your poison
drink until you’re gone
pick your poison
drink until you’re gone
pick your poison
drink until you’re gone
pick your poison
drink until you’re gone
i used to fear
disease and airplanes
death seemed so unlucky
it was before i saw
friends with cigarettes
and then i knew i should
be afraid of me
pick your poison
drink until you’re gone
pick your poison
drink until you’re gone
pick your poison
drink until you’re gone
pick your poison
drink until you’re gone
love your pain
coz that bitch never leaves
you’re both wrapped in sheets
it’s sunday morning
are you sad or just a little bit upset?
i’m very sad in case you’re wondering
are you sad or just a little bit upset?
i’m very sad in case you’re wondering
I wanna love myself
but no one can love on command
I wanna love myself
but no one can love on command
I wanna love myself
but no one can love on command
I wanna love myself
but no one can love on command
pick your poison
drink until you’re gone
pick your poison
drink until you’re gone
pick your poison
drink until you’re gone
pick your poison
drink until you’re gone
I wanna love myself
but no one can love on command
I wanna love myself
but no one can love on command
I wanna love myself
but no one can love on command
I wanna love myself
but no one can love on command
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6. |
Full truth
03:24
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I’m not lying
I’m just not telling you the full truth
coz the full truth is
that for the last couple of years
I been feeling likeshit
trying to quit
all my whining
nothing’s surviving
in my cold heart
I haven’t seen your face
in a month
you come closer and you open your mouth
in the bus line i say i’m fine
but there’s no use
I’m just not telling you the full truth
coz the full truth is
i still remember our first kiss
and it was shit
trying to quit
all my whining
nothing’s surviving
shit
trying to quit
all my whining
nothing’s surviving
in my cold heart
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7. |
Favorite demon
03:52
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She can’t love the only one
She must be the queen of crowd
And you are laughing too loud
Your time has passed and now you’re
Past your bedtime having the worst time
Having the worst time
Just wanna break even from my
Favorite demon
That’s why I lay beaten
But my guardian angel is already
Leaving
Leaving
I’m tired of putting my thoughts into
Your head and pretend they are yours
Why’d you always have to close shutters
I can’t tell if it’s blood on
Your lips
You think I like all these
Expensive trips
Extensive tips
Why’d you always have to be
Tipsy
Just wanna break even from my
Favorite demon
That’s why I lay beaten
But my guardian angel is already
Leaving
Leaving
I don’t have any friends left
And you’ll never show me to yours
Of course I’m the one to blame here
But you know I stopped feeling remorse
I’ll pretend it wasn’t love
I’ll pretend it wasn’t love with you
And every time you disappear
I’ll pretend that I already knew
I’ll pretend it wasn’t love
I’ll pretend it wasn’t love with you
And every time you disappear
I’ll pretend that I already knew
I’ll pretend it wasn’t love
I’ll pretend it wasn’t love with you
And every time you disappear
I’ll pretend that I already knew
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8. |
Guilty pleasure
04:20
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you’re my guilty pleasure
my friends would never understand
it’s too much pressure
can’t feel the ground where i stand
my guilty pleasure
I see you’re once again with me
I’m going nowhere
for you i’m always free
we’ve been on and off for a while now
so turn the lights off
we don’t have much time
we’ve been on and off for a while now
so turn the lights off
we don’t have much time
before a stupid mistake
sends us falling in opposite
directions again
but i’m saving your phone
just like a door ajar
with both know that we are not going
far away
you’re my guilty pleasure
my friends would never understand
it’s too much pressure
can’t feel the ground where i stand
my guilty pleasure
I see you’re once again with me
I’m going nowhere
for you i’m always free
we’ve been on and off for a while now
so turn the lights off
we don’t have much time
before a stupid mistake
sends us falling in opposite
directions again
but i’m saving your phone
just like a door ajar
with both know that we are not going
far away
you’re my guilty pleasure
my friends would never understand
you’re my guilty pleasure
my friends would never understand
you’re my guilty pleasure
my friends would never understand
you’re my guilty pleasure
my friends would never understand
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Autonomous Apes Vancouver, British Columbia
Started in Saint Petersburg, Russia in 2020 and now based in Vancouver, Canada, Autonomous Apes is a Russian-Canadian rock band that takes inspiration from grunge, alt rock and post-hardcore to create a unique blend of sounds and cultures. Now joined by Marissa Chan on bass, Erin Docherty on drums and Misha Bezruchko on guitar, Autonomous Apes continues to reinvent itself. ... more
