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About the Webmaster

Pixel art of Bede from Pokemon, with a hoodie over his Fairy uniform. There is a blinking animation.Heya! If you'll pardon me repeating some points from the homepage: my names are Azure and Bede! Feel free to call me whichever of those floats your boat. Welcome to the page where I talk about myself for an indulgently long time.

I use alternating he/she/bun/moon/star/fae pronouns, and I'm a young adult! More specifically, your local boygirl who can like anyone of any gender enough to kiss them gayly. Which is to say, I'm a male/female bigender bisexual. Some more label stuff (because I actually really like my labels) include that I'm autistic (amongst other things), and I'm a femme (someone who embodies queer femininity)! I'm also an alterhuman and fictionkin, with my core kintypes being a fallen angel, a bunny, and Bede from Pokemon Sword and Shield (if it wasn't obvious enough by this site's themeing).

I'm a rather silly little guy, I'd say! I try to live my life by the mottos "cringe, but free" and "the horrors are endless, but we stay silly :3". My friends say that my passion is one of my defining traits!

For information about my fannish activities and tastes, please take a look at my fandom ID card!

Interests / Likes

  • the moon
  • unapologetic cringe
  • queer culture & history
  • bunnies
  • video essays
  • fandom culture & history
  • cannibalism metaphors in fiction
  • alterhumanity
  • art & animation
  • Fairy-type Pokemon
  • queer characters with internalized homophobia
  • activism & social justice
  • my boyfriend (if you'll excuse the PDA)
  • pink
  • web revival
  • sociology & psychology
  • poetry
  • psychological horror
  • demons, fallen angels & religious motifs

Dislikes

  • auto-generated subtitles
  • corporations
  • adults who make fun of children for any reason & "being mean is funny" humor
  • pop psychology
  • generative AI
  • assignment of human morality to animals
  • summer
  • Twitter
  • sports
  • hustle culture
  • edgy suicide-baiting tryhards (you know the type)
  • capitalism
  • public smokers
  • queer inter-community discourse

Hobbies

  • coding
  • drawing
  • writing
  • image, gif & video editing
  • gaming
  • journaling
  • researching
  • watching shows & movies
  • archival, media logging & making lists
  • making kandi jewelry
  • collecting plushies

Characters I Remind My Friends Of

  • Marcy Wu - Amphibia (wiki)
  • Miyuki Takara - Lucky Star (wiki)
  • Amity Blight - The Owl House (wiki)
  • Usagi Tsukino - Sailor Moon (wiki)
  • Ichigo Momomiya - Tokyo Mew Mew (wiki)

Quiz Results

Umbreon

The best match between the self assessment you provided and the profile of a fictional character is the character Powder (Arcane).

I 	am a Pierrot Mime! Click here to take the clown quiz!

Fire-type monotype, Fairy primary-type and Fairy secondary-type. High attack stat. First Ability is Steadfast, second Ability is Misty Surge, and Hidden Ability is Sweet Veil.

riverclan

You love to work creatively, whether it's poetry, painting, essays, or music. You tend to think outside the box, and your friends might even call you eclectic with your interests.

Marina

Agnes Digital

You are Irreverent Girl (Kairi)! Being an enigmatic and stoic girl, it can be hard to read her sometimes. Does she like you? Or are you annoying her? Luckily, she is incredibly patient and open to new experiences. She is looking for people to open her mind and show her all different schools of thought.

The Naive-natured Skitty being shown as the result for the Pokemon Mystery Dungeon quiz

The result of Kasane Teto being shown as the result for the Vocaloid quiz

You are Algernon! You're the wistful type, aren't you? Despite your practicality, you may often find yourself lost in thought. Maybe it's because of your desire to problem-solve that this happens. Sometimes there are problems thinking alone can't solve. You might have a tendency of keeping things to yourself, but I wonder if it's because you like to or if you've never been given the space not to. In a crowd of people, do you start to feel yourself disappear? In your head, do you start to feel yourself drown in the swirl of thoughts you've held on to? There are many things in life it's good to take a moment to think over. That said, if you never do take action by the end of it, you'll start to feel stuck in place. Its possible some external force, like family, or the environment you're in have you feeling this way. It may even feel like you've been swallowed whole, and the boundaries between what's expected of you and who you are are beginning to fade away. Don't let the person you are die inside your head. You're so close to breaking the surface if you would just reach out beyond it. To fade away quietly and do as you're told might seem like the right thing to do, but are you really living that way? Most importantly, too... you don't have to do it alone. There are people waiting for you on the other side of what you're expected to be and who you want to be, and they will love the real you... so long as you give them the chance to.

Wing Ball

Results screen from a 'Which Cookie Am I In Cookie Run' quiz, which shows Moonlight Cookie

Dreaming Moonlight Cookie is sensible yet silent. She does not reveal herself easily nor express her inner emotions.

You fall deep into your thoughts, this may be why people have difficulty approaching you. But deep down, you have the warmest heart. You appear quiet and only show interst in stuff related to you.

You receive approval from people around you for you are silent yet strong. You often dream of meeting the perfect someone, but this may a bit difficult to achieve.

Riolu

You are a disciplined person who is sensitive to other people's feelings. Though quiet, you have no problem speaking when it matters.

GPOY