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She Speaks of Love
02:20
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She speaks of love, I understand it all at last
I wandered off into her arms- I laugh
Maybe my loves just a mess; Maybe my loves not here
Maybe my loves just a mess, I guess it is
I wandered off, look at the sky she made for me
and wondered if I lost it all eternally
Maybe my loves just a mess; Maybe my loves not here
Maybe my loves just a mess; I guess I guess
Maybe my loves just a mess; Maybe my loves not here
Maybe my loves just a mess; I guess it is!
Oh no! She's leaving! She's leaving!
Right as she's leaving, she speaks of love
She speaks so low ...
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2. |
Bent
02:30
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Can't keep up with the times
Can’t stare in my own mind's eye
Talkin’ to myself again, it's all bent
Craving propaganda
Wasted my whole mind for it
Screamin’ out the window cuz it's all bent
Bent!
But it's all bent
Cuz it's all bent
She makes up all her stories
She’s got nine lives to tell the truth
Still worryin’ about nothin
But it’s all bent!
Bent!
But it’s all bent
Cuz it’s all bent
Bent!
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3. |
Pour Me
04:22
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You like it there? Well I couldn’t breathe
I put her there myself, so I could be free
she said, "I cradled you into a black mess, got darker as we sank"
I said "‘least you put on a nice dress"
It's a waste of time to breathe
It's a waste of time to sleep
It's a waste of time to be me
Do I care anyway?
I'll dance with you as 'Love Me Do’ plays sickly in my head
Psychotic Spew!
We'll make it up; laugh into a croon..
You make me feel so dumb and ugly too
It's a waste of time to breathe
It's a waste of time to sleep
It's a waste of time to be me
..Do I care anyway?
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4. |
My Own Dead
02:52
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But take what you want from me, I'll fake my own death
I'll do what you wish, I'll fake my own dead
But take what you want from me, I’ll do my own hair
I'll still get the mail, I'll fake my own death
But don't be so angry; I’ll put it into my tea
I'll put it on a shelf and be somebody else
If I could find the words to talk to you in hell
Keep fading into black
I hope you understand
I'll fake my own dead
I'll do what you wish
I’ll fake my own dead, I'll fake my own dead
But don't be so angry; I’ll put it into my tea
I’ll put it on a shelf and be somebody else
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Maybe I’m lonely / Maybe I'm stuck here
Maybe I’m useless
Don't care about loving, Don't care about feeling
Could care about nothing more
Everyones watchin’ me fall down
But don't get me up / It's on me now
Maybe I'm broken / Maybe I'm stuck here
I may be some paranoid hero, here
You pretend to be happy but I can see through it
My hair it pulls, my lips they bleed your blood
(I can't stop)
In time it comes and what they want gets to your head (I can’t stop)
You pretend (I can’t stop)
Don't let it end
(I can't stop)
I can't stop, l cant stop
Everyone's tired and stuck in their head
Yet no ones exhausted but you
Everyone's happy (Oh! So it seems)
Everyone's watchin’ (Oh! So it seems)
Everyone wants their day
You pretend to be happy but I can see through it
My hair it pulls, my lips they bleed your blood
I can’t stop!
In time it comes and what they want gets to your head
I can't stop! I can't stop! I can’t stop!
Pretend to be happy but l can see through it
You pretend (I can't stop!)
Don’t let it end (I can’t stop! I can’t stop! I can’t stop!)
Against her, against her you pretend to be happy
Pretend to Be (x10)
Protect me, Protect me,
Pretend to be, Protect me,
Pretend to be, Protect me,
Pretend to be, Pretend to be
Protect me, Pretend to be
Pretend
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6. |
Suppin' On Strange
03:17
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I’m in the trenches again
No one to call me a friend
‘Til death, I’ll be in my head
Your gentle smile fills me with dread
Bad timing, they’ll put you up against the wall
It’s bad timing, they’ll put you up against the wall
Put you up against the wall
I’m in the trenches again
Oh no! I’m in the-
Bad timing, they’ll put you up against the wall
It’s bad timing, they’ll put you up against the wall
Put you up against the wall
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7. |
Black's Lullaby
03:25
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I love you when you’re not around
Yeah, wether you’re up or you’re down
I love you when you’re not around
I love you when you’re not around
Oh baby baby, what’s the point?
I hate you with all of my joints
And I feel it all in my brain
I love you with everything
But you’re taking my love
Taking my love
You’re taking my love
Taking my love away
She’s so uptight
I must be a parasite
Exhaust me!
No bets you’ll make it out alive
But you’re taking my love
You’re taking my love
You’re taking my love
Taking my love away
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8. |
When I'm Alone
03:05
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Synthetic handshake with a honest man
I’m only dark meat
I’m only dark meat
Her shadow grips my hand with a honest grin
She wants it darker
Let’s make it darker
Cuz I’m easily tricked
And you’re easily fooled
And I’ll take all my heart
While you eat most my soul
When I’m alone
When I’m alone
When I’m alone
When I’m alone
Alone in my home
Cuz I’m easily tricked
And you’re easily fooled
And I’ll take all my heart
While you eat most my soul
But I’m easily tricked
And you’re easily fooled
And I’ll take all my heart
While you eat most my soul
When I’m alone
When I’m alone
When I’m alone
When I’m alone
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9. |
Red Worry
04:44
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But he can’t take it!
No he can’t take it!
No! he can’t take it!
I’m honest
I’m loyal
I’m talk to myself
I’m blue in the face ‘til I’m let it all out
I wake in your promise
And curtsy your stable
Red worry
Fade away now
Red worry
Fade it all out
Evil is what I’m becoming
What quality taste dear
Don’t forget that pain is the way to suppressed indignation
No friends in the way all you gots is your own desperation
Evil is what I’m becoming
What quality taste dear
I just feel fear
I lied, I’m dishonest and weary and stale
Lay sweet in the dirt while you rip at my cells
Amnesia
Dysplasia
Got lost in your spit and sores
Mmm! Ahh!
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10. |
Bye-Bye!
03:37
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Can’t take it seriously
(She sits close so I don’t forget)
Gotta say bye bye to the girl
Gotta say bye bye to the girl
Gotta say bye bye to the girl
Gotta say bye bye to the girl
Now you say da da da da da
Gotta say bye bye to the girl
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Black Ends Seattle, Washington
Here 2 rock yr mind drain while you pretend there's no dyin'
Photo by Anya Kochis
