Icarus Ascending

by Buggy Jive

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1.
Beware of bands with the style in the name of the band Elevator pitch conception Blues ass folky metal polka one man jam brand Funkadelic is the only exception One groove under a nation Here come the mothership Up and away we go You can't just change the station This will never be on the radio Beware of skinny boys with black in the name of their bands Beware of skinny boys in general Pricey dirty leather boots Smashing Strymon pedals Smashing washing Ones and zeroes Wash in reverb Flatten tension Into general Everything and nothing All is ephemeral Making moves into blaxploitation Here comes the mothership Up and away we go! You can't just change the station This will never be on the radio I gots 10 Buggy Commandments For bandits seeking musical enhancements Jake to joke and woke to wake, son Just be careful what you take from When you shake and bake, son The rule is to just be cool And the rules are the rules I just want them to fly I just want them to rise above it all Just take to the sky But wax wings are for those who love to fall All y'all love to fall All y'all love to fall They caught you on camera with the hard R Reversal reparation Earth to constellation Thirty mile zone Everybody wanna go Don Juan daddy wanna be one Seem like fun, yeah Girl I love you But you're trouble Yes to glamour But no to all of the struggle Y'all be scrambling for a justification Swing down sweet chariot Up and away we go! You can't just change the station You can't just change the station You can't just change the station You can't just change the station You can't just change the station This will never be on the radio
2.
I thought it was art But it was just a cover tune of my emotions A transcription of my heart Boo-hoo heartbroken I'm a grown assed man I got no business to be complaining Tryna to make y'all understand It's all the same thing To get Inside Your head Your heart your soul your life With mine As I Transcribe This blackety black black heart There's a poem that's got to be written There's a song that's got to be sung You gotta beat that thang into submission When the thang ain't enough I thought it was decent But ain't nobody could relate If it was so good they would not need it I'm ten years too late DJ phone call The sadness and the desperation Taking the train to Montreal Choo choo self-flagellation To get Inside Your head Your heart your soul your life With mine As I Transcribe This blackety black black heart There's a poem that's got to be written There's a song that's got to be sung You gotta beat that thang into submission When the thang ain't enough I Don't Know If it's art But she seems to like it She likes it She likes it She likes it I don't know if it's art but she likes it I don't know if it's art but she likes it I don't know if it's art but she's calling my bluff There's a poem that has to be written There's a song that has to be sung You got to beat that thang into submission When the thang ain't enough There's an ass that needs to shake There some hips that need to swing Keep on keeping on with the thang you make When the song is the thing When the song is the thang When the song is the thang When the song is the thang I thought it was art But it was just a cover tune of my emotions Just a transcription of my heart The rest is unspoken
3.
Aww Damn What you gonna do with what you got? What you gonna do with all that? Will you get up and dance Or just sit it out When things get too hot What would you even call that? Whatchyugondo when the general opposition Turns into something with a little more ambition Whatchyugondo a woo hoo Whatchyugondo a woo hoo Whatchyugondo when you do Whatchyugondo when you do Whatchyugondo when you do Whatchyudo Whatchyudo What am I supposed to do with this song now? How am I supposed to make this thang work? What am I supposed to do with this song now? I'm stuck and it's only the second verse What am I supposed to do with all of this Busy beat syncopation junk in the trunk It's too much At the same time the song is barely enough Basically basic Fair to middling to mediocre I been tryna fix this song since last October Whatchyugondo when your little composition Needs to be something with a lotta mo' intention Whatchyugondo a woo hoo Whatchyugondo a woo hoo Whatchyugondo when you do Whatchyugondo when you do Whatchyugondo when you do Whatchyudo Whatchyudo I been banished to the songwriter circle of Hell I been banished to the songwriter circle of Hell Dante and Virgil rolling up to point and laugh As I struggle with a musical cardiograph Yet again This is where I hide from true introspection It's the circle where I hide from a human connection But I know how this planet has got its issues And the people on this planet got them issues So I should be tryna fill them big shoes But I ain't got the nerve to sing them big truths So I hide from the noise and all the sick news Try to keep on my grind as it continues Try to keep on my grind as it continues I try to keep on my grind as it continues But if you catch me crying Go get them tissues Boo hoo hooooooo hoo So whatchyugondo a woo hoo Whatchyugondo a woo hoo Whatchyugondo Whatchyugondo Whatchyugondo when you do Whatchyugondo when you do Whatchyugondo when you do Whatchyudo Whatchyudo When you do what you do When you do what you do When you do what you do Whatchyudo Whatchyudo Whatchyudo Whatchyudo
4.
The scene I tried to paint Defined by what it ain't A color wheel conceals the grays Of sinners and saints The scene I tried to write "A dark and stormy night." There's no magic in an adjective We've heard a thousand times This cannot be that No, this cannot be that A song is not enough Tears and purple prose It's all a little too on the nose Monet, Seurat, cliche dot dot dot Ellipses... and blurry souls This cannot be that No, this cannot be that A song can be too much This cannot be that This cannot be that This cannot be that This cannot be that
5.
He thought he was about to get the come up But Venetian Bugs Bunny got the one up Now he's calling out her daddy before the sun up Then he gonna trick a black brotha til he done up And the Times said Kenny got it wrong But the play's the thing that was wrong all along So what y'all know about what's at stake here? And what do y'all know about Shakespeare? Same day, different play, I'm tryna check it Cuz I know Steppenwolf ain't gonna step and fetch it I'm diggin' blackamoors and soft conversation With only one degree of separation A few good footloose hollow men in the darkness But I'm still six degrees away from D'Urville Martin I found my purpose from Phylicia in two acts, baby And the closer laughs along like she's a black lady And I'm tryna figure out what it meant to me And what I would have done differently I could tell y'all who was sittin next to me But I'm tryna respect a couple's privacy So what do y'all know about what's at stake here? And what do y'all know about Shakespeare? After waiting for the future with David And the big found art he created They told me practice practice practice for admittance But all I had to do was buy a ticket And sit up straight in the balcony and act right (white) But Jimmy Baldwin knew the ticket had a black price I been tryna write another song about the Waste Land But Paul is paying reparations for Graceland Cecile be killing his American rewrite She be weary to the bone but she gonna be all right And Orson did Macbeth with the voodoo But Langston ain't impressed with that hoodoo Olivier gonna do it up in blackface And everybody's apologizing for his poor taste Jive talking pillow talk ain't okay Screw driver vodka Bronco dranking OJ So what do you know about Othello? And what you know about the so-called "ghetto"? And what you know about Iago? Or Red Summer 1919 Chicago? What you know bout Desdemona? Or the burning of Tulsa, Oklahoma? And what you know about love? And what you know about amour? What you know about the lord above? What you know about what we're fighting for? So what y'all know about the stakes here? So what y'all know about the stakes here? So what y'all know about the stakes here? And what do y'all know about Shakespeare?
6.
Who the fool that loves the fool That only loves himself Who the fool that loves the fool That only loves himself Great googly moogly That fool is you Who the fool that loves the fool That only loves himself Who the fool that loves the fool That only loves himself Great googly moogly That fool is you You been staring out the window Press your head against the pane You been swearing at his photo He's so fine He's so vain Doo lang Doo lang Ding-a-ling-a-ling-ling-ling So if the pretty man wanna get With it with it Why'd he go and find a side piece To hit it hit it She need to take his pretty manhood Snip it snip it Do the oak tree Tie a yellow ribbon to it Dolly rooster to a hen Click bang kiss it Turn the prince back into a pretty frog Ribbit ribbit ribbit ribbit Empty space she got to Fill it fill it Empty space she got to Fill it fill it The empty space she got to Fill it fill it But this love she got to kill it Who the fool that loves the fool That only loves himself Who the fool that loves the fool That only loves himself Great googly moogly That fool is you Who the fool that loves the fool That only loves himself Who the fool that loves the fool That only loves himself Great googly moogly That fool is you You been staring out the window
7.
Here you go again Loving somebody you should not be loving Here you go again Fucking around and doing the dumb thing But it's like you ain't actually there in the bed Cuz you're writing it all down inside your head As the rhythm begets a rhythm and a melody And the writing of the song begets the ecstasy And it's an out of body experience It's like you're watching what you're doing from a distance And the distance should make you aware But you don't care That you're doing wrong And it is happening right in front of you And you're huffing and you're puffing as you're pumping But you're looking at it from the other side of the room With the distance of an artist, doing the dumb thing And your heart is racing, you're out of breath As the double-backed beast dies a little death But the death begets a life in your new creation So you're actually getting off on your little art installation And it's an out of body experience It's like you're watching what you're doing from a distance You'd think an artist would be more self-aware But you only care About the song I guess the album really needed one more slow song One more honest recounting of your pain One more confessional to grow on So here you go again Getting all solemn Aware yet unaware That you're the problem Cha cha cha Yeah, here you go again Loving somebody you should not be loving Here you go again Reveling in doing the dumb thing You are reveling in the stuff of doing the dumb thing You can't get enough of doing the dumb thing You are writing a song while doing the dumb thing You are getting it all wrong while doing the dumb thing You are numb to the pain and doing the dumb thing You are humping out your brains, and doing the dumb thing You're fucking around again Doing the dumb thing Dummy
8.
She is staring Out the window Press her forehead To the pane The glass, it cools her But she still hates him He will not fool her again She is waiting for his ass to get back home She is waiting for his ass to get back home Is that a lesson In her pocket Or is she just That glad to see him? No second guessing She's ready to pop him Revenge or bust She can't wait to greet him She is waiting for his ass to get back home She is waiting for his ass to get back home On his phone She left a message And another And another And another And another When he gets home He'll learn his lesson She paces the room Smooths her hair And puts a record on "At the violet hour When the eyes and back Turn upward from the desk When the human engine waits Like a taxi throbbing waiting I Tiresias, though blind Throbbing between two lives Perceived the scene, and foretold the rest I too awaited the expected guest" So here he comes In his pretty suit Up the sidewalk To her stoop He peeks in the box With his pretty eyes He stands to knock Heaves a pretty sigh He raises his pretty hand He is such a pretty man But he is just a man He is just a man And he'll get all he deserves Once she finds the nerve Once she finds the moment To take back all he has stolen She can't wait She can't wait She can't wait She can't wait Tick tick tick tick tick She will blow his ass away She will blow his ass away Bang bang bang bang She will blow his ass away She will blow his ass away Bang bang bang bang bang
9.
I am the craftsman He who gathers up the wind I am the craftsman He who swims against the flow I am the craftsman Weeping as I make my way I am the craftsman Singing as I make my way I sing of grief I sing all my lustful folly And I sing of joy I sing the joy I hope is coming I am hopeful Joy is coming So now I pray you I pray you by the power that guides you I pray the power That guides you to the top of the stairs I pray you remember My grief My singing My wind My flow My lust My folly My hope My joy My pain My pain My pain My pain My pain I pray that you remember my pain So now I pray you I pray you by the power that guides you I pray the power That guides you to the top of the stairs So now I pray you I pray you by the power that guides you I pray the power That guides you to the top of the stairs And then he vanished Into the fire That refines them
10.
Take take take take Take take take take Take We're taking the names We're leaving the gods behind We're taking the names For the things For the planets And the stars And the calendar of our lives We're taking the names We're marking the time We're leaving the gods behind Venus is the morning star She's the evening star, too She ain't really a star That's just how we do We're taking the names But the moon is just the moon No Selene No Cynthia Ha ha ha ha We pretend we're the Center of that thing's Fucking universe That's just how we do The sun revolves around us, too Take take take take Take take take take Take take take take Take take take No giving We fake it for a living We act like we invented shit So thank you for fixing it Punch punch Punch in Punch up Punch down Punch drunk Punch love Pitch correct Auto coon Car toon Mellow minstrel Dying to disinfect The original Edit every syllable Render them invisible We understand your hours are billable Thing is We just disagree on the rate ZERO We act like we done created shit We only confiscated shit The stars and constellation shit Even as we masturbate to it We fake it fake it fake it fake it Fake it fake it Take take take take Take take take take We are the gods We are gods now We are the gods We are gods now We'll take your names for the Heavens the planets the Stars and the months and the Days and the time and the Time and the time and the time We colonize the skies We colonize the skies We colonize the time Time time time time time time time We colonize The skies
11.
I'm staying out of her way today I'm staying out of her way I'm staying out of her way today I'm staying out of her way America The booty full America God shed her grace America I swear I'm rooting for ya But you be acting like You need me to let you have your space Damn So I'm staying out of her way today I'm staying out of her way I'm staying out of her way today I'm staying out of her way Tryna keep my head down She's on the offensive Tryna keep my head down She dropping all pretenses She say the quiet parts out loud To let you know she meant it This is the way it be now Here come her stroke of the pen trick Oh My God So I'm staying out of her way today I'm staying out of her way I'm staying out of her way today I'm staying out of her way Sleeping so-called sinners Dream of Elysian Fields I went down to the river To lay down my sword and shield I went down to the river To lay down my shield and sword Lay down my burden Maybe I'll follow the drinking gourd Maybe I'll follow the drinking gourd Maybe I'll follow the drinking gourd So I'm staying out of her way today I'm staying out of her way I'm staying out of her way today I'm staying out of her way It ain't all that different from yesterday It ain't all that different from yesterday It ain't all that different from any other day I'm staying out of her way today Because my black ass Is a particularly large And conspicuous Target
12.
When the player is willfully ignorant Do not hate the game, hate the player Vespucci knew it hit different But Columbus did not know his ass from Asia And a song is never just a song The tired and poor huddled masses The heart of e pluribus unum Lady Liberty bats her lashes And raises her robe to moon 'em And a song is never just a song Snips and snails and puppy dog tails And all of the things worth living for And the scions who upwardly fail And the sugar and spice worth killing for She's a beast built of many beasts Of two backs and three sixes numerical Dragon beasts of the earth and the sea Like America chimerical And a song is never just a song And a song is never just a song It's a hymn and a prayer And a whim and a swear It is an attack A retreat A belief In a mythology A double down, non-apology apology It is unbending Like a condescending kiss And a joke is a wish You lean into hating the player because The player would condescend to ya Vespucci knew exactly where he was But Columbus did not know his ass from India What if the one thing that's supposed to keep you honest Is the thing that brings on your hysteria? What in the hell shall we call it? Maybe something something something America Oh booty full
13.
The Elder's painting is upside down The Poet got it wrong Icarus is falling up Emerge from water into the air This is quite the plot twist Icarus ain't suffering The suffering is beneath him Mundane distraction, mud and earth The horror of the souls below Wallowing in indifference Icarus is falling up Icarus got gods and gravity good Wax wings melt but the gods will help him The gods will lift him to the heavens The gods will celebrate his hubris The gods will celebrate his stupid Icarus is falling up Icarus is falling up, pretending Stupid wax wing boy falls up It's Icarus ascending Icarus ascending Icarus ascending Daedalus lifts his head and eye His boy grows smaller in the sky Closer to the gods And the sun is shining And the sun is smiling And Daedalus is squinting And the wax is melting And it does not matter The boy is undeserving And it does not matter Cuz the gods are smiling on him So it does not matter The gods are smiling on him Even as they damn the souls below Stupid wax wing boy falls up

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released November 7, 2025

Guitars and keys and vox and stuff performed by Buggy Jive. All songs copyright 2025 by Bryan Paul Thomas. Drums produced by Yurt Rock. Mastered by Troy Pohl. This album borrows its title from “Amelia” by Joni Mitchell. “Now I Pray You” is based on Canto 26 of the Purgatory by Dante Alighieri. “At the Violet Hour” is inspired by “The Waste Land“ by T.S. Eliot. Interior art is a remix of “Landscape with the Fall of Icarus” by Pieter Breugel the Elder, from a photograph by Sailko of the original framed painting. Icarus Ascending copyright 2025 WT3 Records and Radical Plastical Music. All Rights Reserved.

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Buggy Jive Albany, New York

BUGGY JIVE is a soul rock singer-songwriter quietly uploading music from a basement somewhere in Upstate New York.

Equal parts Zeppelin and D’Angelo and Prince and Joni in sound and sensibility, his lyrics often mine the literature of the past to make sense of the present – from Ellison to Morrison to Eliot to Didion.

“Literary Kravitz,” as some say.
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