Issac_mUsical_Thing
so coolio, what the frigg
29/25
Favorite track: instagram artist theme.
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instagram artist theme
03:02
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i need more like minded people around me
i feel so stupid and alone
i might as well post these drawings
if you could check them out
i need to know
what’s wrong with me
i hate my body
i’ll never figure it out
dont want to, don’t need to,
tell you about my life
(and if i never figure it out i’ll be okay, and if i never figure it out i’ll be fine)
and when i find people who i connect with
i hope they will understand
why i’m like this, and is there a way to fix it
or at least how to mask it?
i need to know
what’s wrong with me
i hate my body
i’ll never figure it out
dont want to, don’t need to,
tell you about my life
(and if i never figure it out i’ll be okay, and if i never figure it out i’ll be fine)
dont want to, don’t need to,
tell you about my life
and at the end of the day everything is fine, i’ll go on a walk and call you, press the gate code 1965 and say OK! and let you in
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cici goes to college
02:47
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i need to be kinder to myself, i need to be stronger than before
(before the summer ends, before you have to move away)
3rd year, 3rd school, 3rd chance, 3rd year, 3rd school, 3rd chance
don’t ask me what happened in portland, i don’t remember what happened in portland
sorry i dont recall
any of that fall at all
don’t tell me about it, i don’t want to hear
don’t tell me about it
and then charli(e) asks me, “How i’m feeling now?”
ℎ𝜊𝑤 𝑖’𝑚 𝑓𝑒𝑒𝑙𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑛𝜊𝑤:
i want to live alone for the rest of my life, i want to self exile
i want to stay in bed all day forever, i will repeat the past
sorry i don't recall
any of that fall at all
i said don’t tell me about it, i don’t want to hear
i said don’t tell me about it
don’t tell me about it, i don’t want to hear
i said don’t tell me about it
i said don’t tell me about it, i never want to heal
i said don’t tell me about it, please
and on that note, nothing will ever change! :P
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i dont wanna know
01:31
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i dont know
where i would be
if we hadn’t met
that fateful night
and i don’t wanna know,
i won’t entertain that line of thought
and i dont wanna know,
would be portland or a graveyard?
i wasted too, too much time
hiding from my family
and i don’t wanna know
that you could’ve helped me out
because i know that
and i dont wanna know
why i hurt myself for no reason
𝗶 𝗵𝗮𝘁𝗲 𝗺𝘆𝘀𝗲𝗹𝗳 𝗳𝗼𝗿 𝗻𝗼 𝗿𝗲𝗮𝘀𝗼𝗻
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dexter <3
03:08
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like a moth to a flame, you're addicted to pain
and the attention that comes with hurting is your drug of choice
yet "i need help" is what you text me, but you'll never look for it
there's something more important every step of the way for you, and you couldn't care less
i'm so tired of feeling so stuck
and i feel trapped every time i talk to you
when will you change?
i can't be your therapist
where will you go?
when no one else is pitying you
and i get it, you're in pain, but so are the rest of us
and you only message me to show me that you hurt yourself
i wish that our relationship wasn't so superficial
i think that we could help eachother out if it was mutual
i want to give up
i'm sorry i failed you
when will you change?
i can't be your therapist
where will you go?
when no one else is pitying you
all these things will remain invisible to the world, and you wish you could be held
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i needed you so bad when i was younger
you twisted my love into something so selflish
and i never wanna live my life like that
so i'm stuck picking up your mess
im better without you (x4)
ohhhh you hurt me so bad
you broke my heart into shards and shards and pieces
ohhhh and you broke my trust
all my friends told me to stay away from you
im better without you (x4)
down the line you'll get what you deserve, only god can judge that
and everyone that you hurt so bad will grow and heal from your evil words
im better without you (x4)
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pet sounds
02:25
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i've never met someone quite like you
one funny ear and your funny teeth
silly eyes and too-long nails
i'd never thought you'd be my best friend
but here we are after countless months
i'm walking you at 5 am
and i don't worry about wasting time with you
'cuz every minute is precious
and you don't know how much i love you
you're my best friend
you're my best friend
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ralph
02:22
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when i'm hurting you know i can count on you
when i've lost myself you bring me back to
when i think that it's all over you just tell me to chill out
so i'll you in my arms my bestest friend
and when i'm so far away he will always be there for you
when you hold him in your arms
your bestest friend
oh our bestest friends
they lay on our beds
our bestest friends
theyyyyyllll never knowwww how much they mean to usssss
ohhhhhhh our bestest friends
i never felt this kind of love
until we met that fateful night
and i'll hold you in my arms
my bestest friend
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i dont blame u
02:50
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i stayed up late last night on the phone
talking to you wishing that i was asleep
but i’m still talking to you
and i won’t listen to what you have to say- but i still care
i’ll mute my phone and lay in bed
i hate that dream that i have every night
i wish i told you when i was younger
maybe i would feel better now
probably not. I don't think it matters now.
i need to keep looking ahead- but i still care
you will never understand who i am inside
and i will never need to know what you think of me
I KNOW MY WORTH!
I AM WORTHY OF LOVE AND UNDERSTANDING AND COMPASSION AND CARE AND INTEREST AND JOY AND LIBERATION... I’M BEAUTIFUL!
I WISH THAT YOU TOLD ME ALL THOSE THINGS WHEN I WAS A KID BUT YOU NEVER KNEW HOW I FELT, AND I DON’T BLAME YOU AT ALL...
I DON’T BLAME YOU!!!!
i don’t blame you at all..
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i need more like minded people around me
i feel so stupid and alone
i might as well sing these songs, if you could check them out-
i’d love to hear what you’re working on- and maybe we can collaborate
these are my best friends
they live so far away :(
no matter the distance
i’ll love them the same
ohhhh
my friend's house!
my best friends!
ohhh my friend's house!
my best friends!
and now i’ve found people who really understand me
i feel so loved through my phone
i’d love to hold yall in my arms
but you’re so far away
i’d love to see you all in one place
maybe we could meet someday
our friend’s house
once a year..
we can be together…
putting on our school play
ohhhh
my friend's house!
my best friends!
ohhh my friend's house!
my best friends!
i remember a time- a time before all of this. The desert heat scorched and burned my body to a crisp- so i drove to portland to rehydrate. Instead i was stabbed with broken glass- so i went even farther north. Lately, i’ve spent most of my time driving around with shelby and nikki- i think we found a haunted burger king in issaquah. Only a few more weeks until i see my friends again- first alex, then cam,alec, and eli- and i think jo and autumn come after that. Who even knows if or when brody is coming. And liz is coming day of, fuck dude Anyways- i remember a time before this- when i had never felt more alone
I’ll drive for about an hour or so to pick you up at seatac- or i’ll meet you at the train station… and we don’t have much time to practice our sets - so we’ll meet up with our friends
we’re bunkered down practicing in the studio at vera- these are the best times of my life
and CJ’s setting up the youtube livestream in the main room - so everyone can watch
if there’s only one night of the year- that we’re together, then we better make it count
ohhhh
my friend's house!
my best friends!
ohhh my friend's house!
my best friends!
i cant imagine my life being any different- and eli wants me to say “21-16=5, can you believe that!” whatever that means…
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waiting 4 U!
03:01
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i’m closing the door
you’re already late for my party
it’s 6:38
and i’m in love with the ghost of your body
i’m waiting 4 U!
i’m waiting 4 U!
i’m waiting 4 U!
i’m waiting 4 U!
it’s two years in
you never came to my party
it’s not your fault
i couldn’t get you on tape
i’m waiting 4 U!
i’m waiting 4 U!
i’m waiting 4 U!
i’m waiting 4 U!
why weren't you there (repeated many times)
you should've came to my show, you should've heard me play, when i'm singing to you what are you hearing me say (repeated many times also)
you should've came to my showwwwwwwwaaaAAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!!
i’m waiting 4 U!
i’m waiting 4 U!
i’m waiting 4 U!
i’m waiting 4 U!
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extreme metal
03:48
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i feel your hands on the back of my neck
i wonder if you’ll ever go away
puppet my mouth
make me say words i’d never have the guts to say
and when you’d pull the strings
we felt the most apart
you’ll never be my master
and every time you say
my words turn you away
i guess can’t be mad at all
i built a new wall in my high school band room
its where i always run into you
i'll scream and run out and hide in 409
until choir kicks me out
and when you’d pull the strings
we felt the most apart
you’ll never be my master
and every time you say
my words turn you away
i guess can’t be mad at all
(jam)
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