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Never Say
03:14
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Trees have lost their skin, drip the water off before I let you in.
Ring your shirt out
Water dripping from your chin.
Feel the shakes go through your fingers, hold my hand as they settle in.
Sorry I can’t look you in the eye but I don’t really know why I don’t really know why
After all this time I should probably try and say what I mean.
I never say, I never say what I mean.
I never say, I never say what I mean.
I’ll stay good on my unspoken promise and let you be dishonest, pretend that I don’t notice that
Your breath changes when you lie and at this point I don’t know why you think you have to.
You told me to speak up for myself but as soon as I needed help, you weren’t there anymore.
Guess you were just getting bored
Cause you never say you never say what you mean
You never say you never say what you mean
You never say
you never say what you mean
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Strong
03:51
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I wanna be strong so bad that it’s making me weak.
Why can’t we get along when all that I want is to feel like me.
Do you have any news? Have you thought anymore about what’s to lose?
And you have the best skin I wanna crawl inside it
And don’t let the light in
Let the darkness fall over my eyelids.
Your cold hands on mine
I know I’ll be fine once I just figure it all out
I can figure it all out
And you have the best skin I wanna crawl inside it
And don’t let the light in
Let the darkness fall over my eyelids
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Sleepwalking
04:00
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The smell of rain on my fingertips and the petals in the breeze
I hear the sound of your gritting teeth but it’s no surprise to me.
And I still drive by your house sometimes well I guess you don’t have to know
So I’ll just lay in the backseat and close my eyes until my breathing slows.
Having trouble looking at myself in the mirror
Thought I saw you behind me but the image wasn’t clear
Can’t remember the last time I had a good dream
Sometimes I wake up choking from holding back a scream.
I’ve been reading this book that’s helping me realize
You’re full of shit and I should’ve seen it in your eyes.
All your words used to sound like poems to me but now they’re getting old.
And just when I start to speak my mind you think I’m getting to bold.
Having trouble looking at myself in the mirror
Thought I saw you behind me but the image wasn’t clear.
Can’t remember the last time I had a good dream
Sometimes I wake up choking from holding back a scream.
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Bleeding Heart
03:18
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Can we slow down for a second, so I can try to control my thoughts.
Can you just act like you meant it, cause every minute I feel more lost.
It only hurts if you let it
Well I guess I let it hurt
Wish I could help you forget it, but then how are you gonna learn?
Can you not talk over me for once
Or treat me like I’m a little kid
Cause I’m just begging you to listen, and you say I won’t let you in
Nobody wins.
I miss that summer feeling like a loaded gun
Looking up through the trees, getting blinded by the sun
You don’t show me that side of yourself unless I push for it.
And it doesn’t hurt as much anymore
Not like the way it did
Not like the way it did
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Promise
02:41
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If I told you something now, just this once could it be our secret?
To have and to hold, til we no longer need it.
No more pinky promise
Lets just be honest you’ll tell but I’ll just leave it.
I’ll let you take what you need
If you’ll just let me be
Then I’ll go straight to sleep and won’t watch you leaving
I’ll jump into a shallow grave
And I’ll lay there til the cops come and shine a light on my face
And I’ll tell you things that aren’t easy to say
I’ll tell you things that I’ve been meaning to say
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