Cellar Door

by Eliot Wilder

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1.
Que Sera 03:56
Whatever she thinks Whenever she thinks about him She knows it’s not apropos Is it love Is it indifference He's never gonna know Que sera, sera Whatever will be will be Que sera, sera The future's not ours to see She’s got her life She’s got her kin He is not on her mind No not for a second But to him They are always intertwined And what he thinks is wishful thinking Keeps him going when his heart is sinking No matter how much he tries to let her go In the end he's shot with cupid’s bow Whatever he feels However he feels it Don't matter in the end She’ll go her way And he’ll go his Though his wound will never mend
2.
There’s blood in the water Roaches in the basement Ashes in the coffee Abatement in the home They’re selling independence Monster in the White House Acid indigestion Mortgage on my life You got your tamble ramble Down the road I go Move There’s trash on the sidewalk Highways in the back yard Police on the corner Mortgage on the car They’re selling independence Blight in the White House Acid indigestion Mortgage on my life
3.
Liars All 05:11
We will tell you what you want to hear Even though we know that it's not true It's not true But if you're dumb enough to eat it up Then there's nothing to be done for you We're just liars all, liars all Don't you bother to ask why We're just liars all, liars all We don't deny that we lie We will make our case convincingly And if you buy it it's your own damn fault We will open up your wounded flesh And we will pour in the salt Pour in the salt We lie and we lie And we don't care We lie and we lie All is fair We will what we do and we will justify And when we justify we will lie Then we'll go home and kiss our wives We'll go home and live our lives
4.
Oh My God! 04:08
I can't believe what I am witnessing I mean I must be totally wrong Every single thing I ever thought I knew It has all gone bing bong, bing bong Thought I really felt some kind of love for you Turns out to be a weird rendition The warped and twisted way that I see the world Is all part of my wretched condition Oh poor old me I am stuck with BPD It is something from which I can break free My shitty old PBD You might think that I am delusional Well hell I kinda think that too I thought I knew what I was thinking But now that turns out to not be so true I know that everyone has their take On how the view reality And by being yanked along by a shit storm I have voided my warranty I think you really got me here And there's no how can I turn away Just put me safely in this box And lock it up, lock it up Solid
5.
All your wishful dreams And all your best laid plans Put them in a drawer With your pots and pans Time to face the facts Life is cruel If you don’t face facts You’re a fool Hallelujah and glory be So say those who would scream and wail But if stand on back and look in real close You will see the devil in the detail All your childhood hopes And all your ceaseless longing Your need for redemption Your need for belonging In the end it comes to nothin’ In the end it comes to naught The only truth you know Is all the lies you bought Who are you You think you are entitled What makes you so deserving Do you think you are better Than the rest of us schmucks Or is that just BS you are serving All your wanton needs And all your feeble wishes Put them all away In the cupboard with the dishes It’s all whim and whimsy It’s a cosmic joke Gone before you lived it Up, up, up in smoke
6.
Problems 03:24
Let me tell you 'bout my problems I got woes that none can compare From my toes to the top of my hair I got them old devil blues He wins and I lose, I lose So you think you got it bad Well it ain't so bad my comrade I got a pain deep down in my heart And it's about to rip me apart I got them old devil blues He wins and I lose, I lose The devil's got me by the force of his will He's got his phaser on set to kill The devil he got me on the run He has his laugh, he has his fun Ow, ow, oh yeah I'm such a bad, bad boy So you think you got your troubles Well you ain't got no troubles There's a dude with horns and a tail Who says he'll get me without fail I got them old devil blues He wins and I lose, I lose
7.
Cellar Door 03:52
I don't forgive you For all you've done You took away my life And killed all the fun I don't forgive you And your cruel, cruel way I hope that I live To hurt you some day Don't forgive you This much is true Don't forgive you We are done and we are through Don't forgive you And what is more Gonna lock it down This cellar door Life's is precious Too short to be sad You can make it good Or you can make it bad It's all up to you What road will you choose Pick the wrong one And you will lose What goes on In the dark underneath You can barely live By the skin of your teeth What goes on In that dim-lit room Where all your secrets Are sealed up in a tomb What did I do Why did I believe in you I took you in And then you turned the screw You made me a promise A new way to live Then you betrayed me And I won't forget or forgive
8.
Nuts 04:28
It’s getting pretty crowded in here And the noise, the noise is deafening And I feel like I could jump out of my skin And the smell is rank and moldy Makes it hard to breathe Just one more nut in this looney bin Am I nuts, I must be nuts Mad, I am mad Am I nuts, I must be nuts Crazy, man, crazy It's getting pretty scary in here And the bullets, the bullets are flying And I just gotta duck and run for cover Who is looking out for me There's nobody in my corner Unless you count the ghost I'm watching hover How did I get here Who do I have to thank Must’ve been someone with a cruel streak Who thinks this will help me This paradise of tiles That makes me feel hopeless and bleak It's getting pretty fucked-up in here No one knows nothing about nothing And you know that won't turn out well The best that you can hope for Is something like oblivion And that's as bad as living hell
9.
Downs 03:59
I know that I can be vexing Not always in a good mood While the rest of the world is nice and polite I can come off rude Don't hate me Don't hate me Don't hate me Me and my perpetual frown Don't hate me Don't hate me Don't hate me I am on the down All around everyone's laughing They are in on the joke What they see when the look at me An old man who got broke "Why is he always a downer It don't do him no good He needs to pull himself out of it" Doncha know I would if I could
10.
You may think really you know all the answers You may think that you have your God on your side You may think you are the captain of your ship And everyone else is just along for the ride But despite what you think It's not the short and the long 'Cause everything you know Everything you know Everything that you know is wrong You may think that you are in control And you may think You are the number one boss And you may think That nothing ever will stop you And you will never suffer any great loss But despite what you think It's not the short and the long 'Cause everything you know Everything you know One sunny day something will take you by surprise One sunny day it will come right out of the blue One day when you least expect it And what then, what then will you do You may think you got the world on a string You may think that you got your money in the bank You may think you are invincible And there ain't no one but you to thank But despite what you think It's not the short and the long 'Cause everything you know Everything you know Everything you know is wrong
11.
That Summer 05:59
There was that summer And those humid afternoons When clouds smudged the sky Like wet black orchids And I could feel the depths And I could not let go For fear I might fall forever You stared right through me Till it burned a hole Your eyes betrayed you They sang your secret song And your secret song was low and blue Your eyes betrayed you They sang your secret song And your secret song was loud and true "What are you feeling now" "I am feeling dark" "That’s OK, it’s OK to feel dark" "But I hate it, hate it It’s like I’m drowning in a black ooze And there ain't no light For me to see my way" "That’s OK, it’s OK I won't let you drown" Your eyes were full of oceans And I sailed across your seas Until I beached myself on your shore And your eyes were full of oceans And I sailed across your seas Till you screamed, Nevermore There was that summer When it rained every day at four And the thickness of the air Pressed up against me like a woolen coat I thought about your eyes The curve of your neck And your hands, your tiny hands Nothing, not even the rain Has such tiny hands
12.
We hope that you've enjoyed your ride We tried to make it fun But the horses all are tired now For them the day is done You've had so many uppity-ups And you've had so many downs We played you the old calliope And you loved its clanky sounds The carousel is closed now Please exit to your right The carousel is closed now See you later, nighty-night We hope that we have made your day And gave you cause to sing We have spun you 'round and 'round And offered a brass ring You wish it would go on and on You want it to never cease But all good things must come to an end Tension and release The carousel is closing down But we'll be back some sunny day Until then my faithful friend Unless the horses run away We hope that you'll remember us Every sight and every sound Paste us in your memories This sweet old merry-go-round You've gone 'round on this roundabout Till you nearly flipped your lids It's time for us to shut it down Now get out of here you lousy kids

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"Sometimes I'm afraid of what you might tell me. Sometimes I'm afraid that you'll tell me that this is not a work of fiction. I can only hope that the answers will come to me in my sleep. I hope that when the world comes to an end, I can breathe a sigh of relief, because there will be so much to look forward to."
–Donnie Darko

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released May 19, 2025

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