Parents just family

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1w
I'm so utterly tired. So burned out. So upset. I had a pin in my gallery, saying I was going to try-
and make amends with my mother. To mend our broken relationship. But it seemed that isn't happening. I truly want nothing more than to talk to someone. Maybe DM one of my friends, ask for someone to just listen. But I stopped myself. That would be selfish. I don't know. It just doesn't feel right even though I know that if anyone asked to vent, I'd listen with no complaints. Me and my mother have a broken relationship. And I feel fear because I've never been able to say I hate her, until now. I hate her. I don't want to. I want to love her. But she makes it so utterly hard. Every argument we get into reinforces that. I can't even ask a question without getting into an argument or her screaming at me. I hate it. So much. I wanna leave. I can't keep going bro. Just one more year. #whisper