always sorry, it's my hobby take my hand and say you love me it's a problem, it's disgusting every day i'm learning nothing i just need some neverending validation, validation drink again and take a hit, i'm so sorry, always sorry give me one more chance i'll try my best, i guess i promise how'd i end up right back in the ocean? i'm afraid of hurting you again

witch of lightning what have you seen? all around her ghosts where friends were child of death is now found deathless dreams attack her, soulless hacker witch of lightning demon from heaven shame that she met them

it's a long way to the end of the road and i know that i won't be alone it was hard, hopeless now it's all looking up, i can handle this it was hard, hopeless now it's all looking up, i can handle this look around you there are still things you've got in your life to get you through another and i found you i'll be right here, you have my ear just let me know if you need a friend it's not easy living in a world that hates you but i bet a lot of people care about you too it's not easy having thoughts you still come back to keep your head up friend, i love you keep your head up friend, i love you it's the small things, cherish them it was hard hopeless now it's all looking up i can handle this it was hard hopeless now it's all looking up i can handle this it was hard hopeless now it's all looking up i can handle this it was hard hopeless now it's all looking up i can handle this

it's genetic, fuck my parents i'm sorry, it's in my head i'll take my meds every time i wake up with big bad feelings it's the nightmares, i still live there i don't wanna be a little bitch to everybody when they all support the little silly hobbies that like so possess me i'm just manic please don't panic if i flip a little now i'm crying just a little, shit i'm fine i lied back and forth it's neverending i feel like a child "sorry, can i get a ride?" at least you're always on my side back and forth it's neverending i've suffered a while i imagined that you said "chin up, and don't forget your meds" get your gloves on in the front lawn this is how you save it, small one get your gloves on feel the warm sun this is how you save it, small one get your gloves on it's a short con this is how you save it, small one pulled up to the sky above me it was rough i knew it would be it was rough i knew it would be

i just mixed up my own story, oh my god work sucks, we know this, but i got my excuse all wrong locked myself into the bathroom, oh my god the locksmith is missing, i regret pissing guess i'll take the window i don't really know what's gotten into me left my debit card at the bar, oh my god i can't buy the groceries, it's fine though, i can't afford them i'm embarrassed just to say this, jesus christ i never remember what was i saying welcome to the circus! gather 'round now i'm the clown now i don't know how everyone just does things never tripping on their feet i'm afraid to leave the room maybe i'll grow up soon it's a minor hiccup in my plan to dominate the world and my dark evil lair is a mess, i confess this just forget you ever heard that, oh my god

am i really all the things that are outside of me? would i complete myself without the things i like around? does the music that i make play on my awkward face? do you appreciate the subtleties of tastebuds? my friend and me were having laughs in the living room, filled with arts and crafts he said "i like their clothes and their charming ways, "but what i really want is a simple place with no fashion clothes, "cuz you can't eat those." only ma'd pretend to like the clothes you showed to me something in my heart can tell me it's a weakness and maybe you'd have more luck playing those tasty games but me, i called and called and never heard from her again she's too good to share our favorite things i'll keep an open mind, if you'll let me in don't let your temper rise, don't get a bitter face try not to judge me on my kind of taste and don't go changing clothes when they don't like yours am i really all the things that are outside of me? am i really all the things that are outside of me? am i really all the things that are outside of me? am i really all the things that are outside of me? am i really all the things that are outside of me? am i really all the things that are outside of me? am i really all the things that are outside of me? am i really all the things that are outside of me?

it's so hard for me to know i hope that it doesn't show i should just trust you i don't want to will you tell me that you like me? i know it's a little silly something in my heart won't let me bring myself to see what you see you show me so much love i don't know why it's not enough you tell me that everything is a-ok i don't know that i don't know that i don't know that i don't know that will you tell me that you like me? i know it's a little silly something in my heart won't let me bring myself to see what you see

crying in a cage, i thought that i might die alone a kind and gentle beast taught me to make the cage my home a ribbon on her neck was in a language i don't read i knew not where she came from, but i felt the love a child needs "this," she told me, "this is just a cage you built yourself." and in time i saw that i could just walk out without her help it was she who taught me how to manage on my own and mighty beast she said goodbye and stayed behind when i was grown god of kindness now i know just who you really are o, immortal one, your wisdom came here with you from afar i learned the sword and arcane tongue and now appreciate the journey that you took to teach me how to love and how to hate in the forest now, i felt surrounded there by ghosts but "fear," the beast did tell me, "fear can help one grow the most. "the scary things might hurt you, as you learned when you were young," she said, "but where you live, i'm sorry dear, you'll never see the sun." so i did sheath my sword and then approach the scary things and i found that some of them, as unexpected, weren't so mean some became my friends, more close than any i had known and with them i found peace and more than ever felt at home some days ago i knew that i must find the kindly beast no longer child, had to see her, and i knew where she would be the land in which she dwelt was full of monsters full of teeth and it took courage, i admit, to find the place where we would meet "you know," she said, "immortal, i can manage here alone, "but i love you and i'll fight for you, if you decide to bring me home."

bring you back to me you'll see how we could be glad we share the moon for you i'll come home soon can i see your eyes you sleep i say goodbye i don't wanna say that you don't love me cuz you do it's true it's true it's true it's true it's true

maybe i'll be drifting in a cloud along the information superhighway my heart is dead gone to progress it's like i said fuck resurrected through a program i don't really know who i am not even real it's ironic i'm addicted to it too maybe it's a way i'll always be with you it's a pity, what they do i'm alive, i'll see it through maybe i'll be living in a nice computer reaping bennies of the future if i sell my soul to this hellhole what can i do? shit resurrected through a program i don't really know who i am not even real it's ironic i'm addicted to it too maybe it's a way i'll always be with you it's a pity, what they do i'm alive, i'll see it through

and despite all the darkness we're still alive today and your heart is in the right place

i saw a light, blue and cold if i submit, will it heal my soul? it's all i've known, for so long laugh all you want, but it keeps me writing songs i saw a light, blue and cold (in the trees a gentle breeze blows down the sandy path that we chose we're so peaceful in the flowers let's go home and share a shower) it's a simple way of life it's a cozy place i can hide i grew up online you have yours and i have mine i'll shut it down when it's warm i'll be online until springtime sun is born

i dunno how you're feeling anymore it just seems like such a bore if i walk out of the door will you miss me, or will everything just be the same? i miss you i can't see you guess i'll write a song about it every day everything is just the same in the room we never leave if i say i can't do it anymore can you find that magic feeling from before i miss you i can't see you guess i'll write a song about it guess i'll write a song about it all i do is write songs about you i dunno how you're feeling anymore it just seems like such a bore if i walk out of the door will you miss me, or will everything just be the same? i miss you i can't see you guess i'll write a song about it every day everything is just the same in the room we never leave if i say i can't do it anymore can you find that magic feeling from before i miss you i can't see you guess i'll write a song about it guess i'll write a song about it all i do is write songs about you