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Boundaries
00:53
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doing favors for everyone you know
doing favors for me
the expectations from everyone
and everybody's needs
you're trying your best
but I'm sure we both agree
you and I may have worked it out
if we had set some boundaries
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All In My Head
02:26
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I don't know if you've noticed
but I haven't been myself
tried my best to control it
as I'm spiraling through hell
feel like I cannot speak up or ignore it
and it's tearing me to shreds
hyperventilate in your bed
impossible to refocus
as my mind consumes itself
I need a new diagnosis
'cause I know that I'm not well
lost it completely when I tried to hold it
so I let it out instead
I can't shake the feeling that you'll pack your things and leave me for dead
it's all in my head, it's all in my head
was pretty sure that I could do this
I never meant to put you through this, no
lost it completely when I tried to hold it
so I let it out instead
I wish I could believe you when you tell me that you want to stay
I'm insecure and needy and I know I'm pushing you away
I can't shake the feeling that you'll pack your things and leave me for dead
it's all in my head, was it all in my head?
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Nothing Left to Lose
02:11
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no big surprise, a cry for help
the tears you cried were for yourself
but I'm just the type of guy
to put your problems on myself
and when I did warm up to you
I had gained something to lose
I knew before you said the place for me inside of you has moved
so what was I supposed to do?
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Flip the Script
01:55
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it's a nice thing to make stupid songs
but I'd trade it all in to rewrite the wrongs
that have taken you away
I'd never sing this number again
why does this keep happening?
I'm writing down everything
I've done to try to keep you around
can I flip the script?
I guess we're about to find out
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5. |
Results May Vary
02:06
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I’m giving up on today
I haven’t even had breakfast yet
my thoughts are in my way
a forced intrusion of retrospect
(promise I will fix myself I’d rather die than feel this way again)
I'm gonna vent to a chatbot
drown distractions with Adderall
I'm meditating my ass off
and running 'til I feel nothing at all
how many days in a row
until the results begin to show?
I'll file a complaint with tech support
and give up the ghost
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Blind Spot
01:55
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I stuck my hand into the fire
still startled by the searing pain
I’m growing ever tired of my life lessons
so I stared into the sunset
then wondered how I couldn't see
there’s gaps in my vision
that have been there since you and me
now I can’t remember
anything that I thought I'd learned
no matter how hard I try to recall
but I can’t forget that
for eighteen months, you were all I saw
now I just don’t want to see anymore
so please let me down nice and slow
and I swear I will work on letting go
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7. |
Hooked
02:19
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you said to stay the night instead of driving home
it was an invitation not to be alone
you didn't seem to mind I was a total mess
it was as situation I had never known
in the morning, you were there
back before when you still cared
then without warning, you were everything to me
you hooked me to your line, I wish you'd never set me free
you left your hook in me, it's burrowed deep inside
it took 100 days for me to stabilize
you didn't seem to care I was a total wreck
it was much too late when I had realized
you were everything to me, you were everything to me
you were everything to me, you were everything to me
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Five-Year Plan
01:57
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we made a plan
I'd move into your place someday, but I guess the thought was freaking you out
I was your man
I never thought I'd hear you say that you're gonna take the easy way out
my future crumbled to the ground
so that's how I turned into what I am today
I've been through a lot, I'm finally feeling okay
I've got an intrusive thought that's never going away
it tells me I'm still in love, what do you want me to say?
so that's where we're at, I guess you're happy this way
no use in fighting the fact that you felt that you couldn't stay
won't find me holding my breath in hoping something will change
'till then I'll see you again September 1st for Green Day
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Weatherman
01:52
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understand I've never been a weatherman
can't tell you when the storm began
or where it's heading
I'll explain, I know it kind of sounds insane
but you and I are made of rain
in a different setting
no rush, it's fine
take the time you need to decide
left or right side
of the eastern continental divide
but either way
you'll be a part of me
literally, it's not some thing I'm making up
I see your face
every familiar place
some days I wonder if I'm ever waking up
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Who's Gonna Save You?
02:36
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you said your first and last good-byes
you've chosen to be somewhere else the rest of your life
the feeling you're trapped in the middle
eternally stumped on a riddle
the "something" you said you couldn't tell me
you said "hey I'm sorry, but the truth is I'd rather be alone
that bird has flown"
so many things I've got to figure out while on my own
I wish I'd known
but just one question left I have to ask:
who's gonna save you now?
who's gonna save you now?
I've got to save myself
so who's gonna save you now?
so is it not worth the time, the energy, or the effort?
and were you gonna continue saying it's fine? insist I'm losing my mind?
(no one's gonna save you)
who's gonna save you now?
who's gonna save you now?
I've got to save myself
so who's gonna save you?
who's gonna save you now? (I've been asking the same)
who's gonna save you now? (I'm tired of playing this game)
if I knew how to save you, I'd be on my way to
come and try to save you now
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11. |
Again And Again
02:21
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32 years spent in a single location
had everything I need, not too difficult to please
a handful of restaurants I keep in rotation
a few remaining friends, a place to hang my keys
I'm stuck with this house 'cause it needs renovations
I'm stuck with myself and I could use some, too
can't find your replacement 'til I finish the basement
starting over again is all I want to do
why would I put myself through this...again?
everything seemed immaculate
in my mind, I have no doubt
I need to find my own way out
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Moving to Pittsburgh
02:29
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not how I imagined it, but it's true
one single path for me, I've thought this through
so sad how
I know now
time to let go
pay off my credit card, saving up
security deposit check, hope it's enough
can't stand it
but I planned it
come to decide
guess I'm moving to Pittsburgh
because there's nothing left for me here
guess I'll move there later this year
best I try find someone new
but I'll keep my distance from you
yes I'm moving to Pittsburgh
'cause there's nothing holding me here
yes I'll move out later this year
best I try to keep my distance from you
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searched for love and I found it, but I didn't know
that you were messing around and you let me go
feel around in the dark, don't know what to do
looking out for the spark I once saw in you
I'm sometimes stuck in a day dream
'cause now that's all that I've got
but I'm tired of thinking about you
yeah I'm tired of thinking about you
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