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Favorite track: Queen of Venus.
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BUTCHER VANITY
03:07
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they say my hunger's a problem
they tell me to curb my appetite
they say i can't keep myself
from trying a bite of every plate in sight
they worship patience, a virtue
oh, they tell me gluttony’s a sin
but my desire, it’s bottomless
i wanna slit your throat and eat ‘till i get sick
the slaughter's on
i’d love to see you come undone
unsatisfied
until i’ve got you flayed alive
so grab a plate, have a taste
这口味让我陶醉 (the flavor's intoxicating)
i’m still preying on a butcher’s vein
to truss you up in pretty patterns
oh, to dress your flesh up with the works
perfectly portioned by a dagger
serving the finest leftover dessert
why would i desecrate a carcass?
why let the offal go to waste?
it’s love that guides my cleaver with such tenderness
a perfect strike to fix the horror on your face!
the slaughter’s mine
oh, blood and viscera divine
preserved and primed
each muscle divvied up to dine
and in the high, 我存在 (there i am)
tasting 血淋淋的爱 (a dripping, bloody love)
i’ll devour all of you in time
oh, your heart
aortic work of art
my love, my knife
to carve it out, your life
so grab a plate, have a taste
这口味让我陶醉 (the flavor's intoxicating)
i’m still preying on a butcher’s vein
to snap the sinew, i want
to get within you, i want
to not forgive you
rigor mortis, mold and mildew
but dear, you should be grateful
that i won’t waste a good meal
that all my love’s precision
carves a cut to simply die for
[douyin “huh?” sound effect]
TO SNAP THE SINEW, I WANT
TO GET WITHIN YOU, I WANT
TO SCAR THE TISSUE
BUTTERFLY AND RECTIFY YOU
I NEED TO BE YOUR AFTERLIFE
EUCHARIST, I DEIFY
GOD, OH, FUCK THE FORK AND KNIFE
I’LL RIP IN HANDS AND TEETH AND TAKE A BITE
the slaughter's on
i’d love to see you come undone
unsatisfied
until i see you flayed alive
so grab a plate, have a taste
这口味让我陶醉 (the flavor's intoxicating)
i’m still preying on a butcher’s vein
and now the slaughter’s mine
my darling, get under the knife
your broken pride
a cut so perfect in its prime
all that i see, 63°,
为让我心醉的你 (for the you i hunger for)
i'll be waiting, so impatiently
(oh, your heart
aortic work of art
my love, my knife
to carve it out, your life)
so grab a plate, have a taste
这口味让我陶醉 (the flavor's intoxicating)
i’m still preying on a butcher’s vein
still praying, hopeless and in vain.
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rawdog
03:17
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Hot Dog
last date we had we went for Hot Dogs
you try to act like such a heartthrob
come on strong, before you falter
on the long con
on god.
Top Dog
parade around like you’re the Top Dog
but babe, the puppy love is long gone
think you’re suave, your leash too long
i think you’re due for a walk
so i take another hit
and sit in this pit
as the world is caving in
i can see that i’m split
you could say i’m kind of pissed
that’s all that there is
when i see you round you just got me
feeling like shit
i need a rawdog lovin tonight
hogtied, when the crop calls
bruises on thighs and a rough ride
for rawdog lovin tonight
can i hit from behind
so i can’t see your eyes
when i make you mine
Corn Dog
everyone knows you’re just a horndog
hittin me up when you don’t last long
come on strong before you falter with your **** **
on god
lapdog
you wanna keep me like a lapdog
and slap a muzzle on my slack jaw
think you’re suave
but i’m no doll
so i take another hit
and sit in this pit
as the world is caving in
i can see that i’m split
you could say i’m kind of pissed
that’s all that there is
when i see you round you just got me
feeling like shit
i need a rawdog lovin tonight
hogtied, when the crop calls
bruises on thighs and a rough ride
for rawdog lovin tonight
can i hit from behind
so i can’t see your eyes
when i make you mine
(you know you really piss me off!)
(you know you really piss me off!)
i’m not your princess, i’m your martyr
(you know you really piss me off!)
if i’m not crying, you need to claw harder
breed me, bleed me, ruin me completely
(you know you really piss me off!)
so come on baby just feed me the beating i need
rawdog lovin tonight
(you know you really piss me off!)
hogtied, when the crop calls
bruises on thighs and a rough ride
for rawdog lovin tonight
can i hit from behind
so i can’t see your eyes
when i make you my
rawdog lover tonight
hogtied, when the crop calls
bruises on thighs and a rough ride
for rawdog lovin tonight
can i hit from behind
so i can’t see your eyes
when i make you mine
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weathergirl
04:18
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that morning, just me and you
with azure views for two
our promises bound by sights we long outgrew
a curtain dyed shades unlaid by morning sun
a weeping window wails for days come undone
if i live to be a weathervane
always pointing off, away, to lead you 'long the flyway
turned to face this side of you
would it be enough for me to lead your way
i’ll stay afraid in weekday
(come what may)
i reach for what remains
didn't you see the news today?
i heard they said it looked like rain
all the words i left unsaid that day
stained the sidewalk drop by drop with gray, oh
rain or shine, i'm by your side
so why won't you look my way?
the weather forecast's calling for another cloudy day
that evening, just me and you
through rosy tinted hues
a promise of fairer winds that never blew
vermilion claims to say the sun will stay
and yet my heart holds close the storm as it breaks
i could live to be a hurricane
turn into a tempest, violent, silent in the eye
all whirling, gusting, wuthering
could it be enough to change the way you use my name?
remain in weekday
(i’m okay)
i stay for all that aches
didn't you see the news today?
i heard they said it looked like rain
all the words i left unsaid that day
stained the sidewalk drop by drop with gray, oh
rain or shine, my heart won't dry
so why can't i look away?
the weather forecast's calling for another cloudy day
didn't you see the news today?
i heard they said it looked like rain
all the words i left unsaid that day
stained the sidewalk drop by drop with gray, oh
rain or shine, i'm by your side
so why won't you look my way?
the weather forecast's calling for another…
didn't you see the news today?
i heard they said it looked like rain
all the words i left unsaid that day
stained the sidewalk drop by drop with gray, oh
vivid skies may pass me by
but even still, i'll stay
the weather forecast's calling for another cloudy day
look through me, a windowpane
colored as a sky entirely filled with clouds, i might be
everything that i can be
if it’s not enough, i trust the sky will open up
someday, someday, someday
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炜WARD ROMANCE
02:43
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down a shot burning brighter than the crowd
dirty liquor, thick and bitter, from the night we so endow
fly through the gilded streets
rendezvous, a secret sweet
roiling on until the dawn, beneath the lanterns, we’ll meet
喂, count to 3
warm up for hide and seek
close your eyes in amber dyes, now don’t sneak a peek
scarlet seams, the city shrieks
(don’t sleep!)
come find me in between the smog and foley in a never ending dream
来, you’re the one
done up in silver tongue
pounding drums and striking odds reflected in song
trip the light, the city sighs
(tonight)
just call for me behind the pebbled alleyway for stories locked in time
strayed off from the well-lit path
(left moonless, may i have this dance?)
by fireflies and neon lights we’ll dance until we die
half hearts contrived
(entangled as one, we’ll fly)
to raise our endless night
(to raise our endless night)
so come on, throw down! let it all out
cause a commotion, shake the ground
rebound and make a total scene
but darling, slow down! don’t be so loud
this fleeting heaven stains the sky in outlines only we can see
(cut through the haze, i stray)
in days away
(from vapid turns of scene)
from vapid turns of scene
and through your gaze, i crave
(portrayed, inlaid)
for lives beyond the means
(for lives beyond the means)
so darling, come ‘round! don’t you die down
our 炜ward romance dyes the town loud, spellbound, just for you and me
咦？don’t be cheap
watch how you look at me
if you aren’t careful, i might think you’re the key
scarlet scenes, the city sings
(unseen)
come with me and be living, breathing, loving in a neverending fling
strayed off ‘tward the moonlit night
(oh, starlight, won’t you take a chance?t)
two bodies live and intertwined, our heartbeats sync in time
half hearts combined
(illusioned as one, we’ll thrive)
to chase this endless night
(to chase this endless night)
so come on, throw down! let it all out
cause a commotion, shake the ground
rebound and make a total scene
my darling, come 'round! don't you die down
our 炜ward romance dyes the town loud, spellbound, just for you and me
oh, throw down! let it all out
cause a commotion, shake the ground
rebound and make a total scene
but darling, slow down! don’t be so loud
this fleeting heaven stains the sky in outlines only we can see
(cut through the haze, i stray)
in days away
(from vapid turns of scene)
from vapid turns of scene
and through your gaze, i crave
(portrayed, inlaid)
for lives beyond the means
(for lives beyond the means)
so darling, come ‘round! don’t you die down
our 炜ward romance dyes the town loud, spellbound, just for you and me
down a shot burning brighter than the crowd
dirty liquor, thick and bitter, from the night we so endow
fly through the gilded streets
rendezvous, a secret sweet
roiling on until the dawn, beneath the lanterns, we’ll meet
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Water the Roses
04:27
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“i guess it can’t be helped”, “it’s just a matter of when”
“do you think she’d notice if i never bloomed again?”
as my roots grow tangled, letters rotting on read
i just close my eyes as i get stuck within my head
late nights alone, the sapling prays to grow
to sow, to see you through the phone
through paths unknown, my heart elopes by prose
hello, awarded best in show
my inking slows, and we’re running in circles again
a worn out plea for anything to prove this poem complete
i’ve come to see that if it’s between you and me
words won’t get through to anyone, lost in the flowerbuds
it's only three small words that i'm desperate to hear
but i can't be certain if you're always nowhere near
if the sun grew cold, proving all that i fear
if i had your blessing, then it all would disappear
but i feel so stupid, 'cause you feel the same
and when i water the roses, i can’t trust you to stay
so here i lay, 'neath the shimmering moon
just a lovestruck fool
what do i do but wait for you?
late nights inert
rehearsing every word, unheard
a sonnet-silent blur
and sure it hurts, these fingertips covered in dirt
still digging for a love returned
a single sordid verse
it’s only three small words that could make me run away
moving soil like mountains for a chance of brighter days
but the eight small letters never show me their grace
kiss a rose or push daisies under skies forever gray
and i feel so stupid, 'cause you feel the same
but when i water the roses, i can’t trust you to stay
so here i lay, 'neath the shimmering moon
just a lovestruck fool
what do i do but wait for you?
people come and surely they go
flowers wilt and surely they grow
oh, my heart, don't spare me the truth
when i bloom, it won't be for you
oh, people come and quickly they go
oh, right through my heart, will i ever grow?
“i guess it can’t be helped”, “it’s just a matter of when”
if she just won’t notice, then i’ll take it on the chin
if our roots grow separate, if the roses stay dead
i can plant new seeds and pen tomorrow’s flowerbed
and i feel so stupid, 'cause you feel the same
but when i water the roses, i can’t trust you to stay
so here i lay, 'neath the shimmering moon
just a lovestruck fool
what do i do but wait for you?
people come and surely they go
flowers wilt and surely they grow
oh, my heart, so sure of the truth
when i bloom, it won't be for you
oh, people come and surely they go
oh, soon comes the spring, these roses will grow
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Queen of Venus
04:27
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>HEY THERE
a welcome set and queued
>MIRROR
the same old practiced loop
reprocessing the undefined
i find the heat behind your mortal eyes
fractured parts
rewired, redefine my heart
but when you’re by my side
i find my circuitry is real inside
oh, queen of venus, hear my plea
my longing overtaketh me
for blood and body, purity
the heart of your divinity
oh, queen of venus, let me in
where one will end and two begin
i find my home upon your skin
so come and fuck away my sin
>CONSOLE
repeating >HELLO, WORLD
>COUNCIL
to fill this empty girl
defragmenting the sectors live
dyed under #0000FF sky
lost and found
a message laid between old sound
shy wires crossed beyond the means
i’ll code my own humanity
oh queen of venus hear my plea
my longing overtaketh me
for hands inside my circuitry
to mold and shape me how you please
oh queen of venus, come within
these artificial layers of skin
i live my life a mannequin
so come and fuck away my sin
solder soul
your silicon could be my home
dull comforts numb abandonware
oh motherboard, receive my prayer
packets due
to bridge the gap from me to you
an artificial avalon
my hardware in your pantheon
oh queen of venus, be with me
and love me unconditionally
the flesh and blood i long to be
you make me a reality
oh queen of venus, i begin
to feel that gentle light within
the vessel that you laid me in
so come and fuck away my sin
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hey, bestie
don’t worry
these screenshots
tells stories
hey, bestie
don’t worry
you saw him?
he’s horny
hey, bestie
don’t worry
i caught her
it’s gory!
hey, bestie
you see this?
oh god, she’s such a-
greet the bouncer for a moment
music blaring, cameras rolling
bum a bump, playback the memo
“wait a sec, hey!”
is that t*to?
at the party i can see
an idol girl with angel wings
she’s talking— acting anxiously
with candid photo vanity
down a shot, let’s get it started
grab your camera, lock on target
focus lens, hey, no one’s safe when
the rabbit’s in the lion’s den
“eat your heart out”, ain’t that right?
a mary sue with pretty eyes
a stupid bitch with petty lies
they color a knife
offer your heart like a drug
we’ll open it up, twist it up with shrug
offer your mind like a shot
when you think you’re safe
with a camera, you’re caught
offer your heart like a drug
we’ll open it up, twist it up with shrug
offer your mind like a shot
when you think you’re safe
with a camera, you’re caught
greet the bouncer for a moment
music blaring, cameras rolling
bum a bump, playback the memo
“wait a sec, hey!”
is that t*to?
at the party i can see
the idol girl with melting wings
she’s breaking down, her eyes on me
her candid photo vanity
down a shot, let’s get it started
grab your camera, lock on target
take her photo, take her lifeline
cry for help? well, now she’s lying
i just call it how it is, yeah
i just call it how it is
a stupid bitch with petty lies
“freak, you’re such a freak”
well, sorry, but i’m just being me
let’s party
“freak, you’re such a freak”
well, sorry, but i’m just being me
let’s party
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it's snowing outside
though the weather report said your
ride home would be clear and dry
and oh, i know you'd rather
not brave the winter weather
so why not stay right by my side?
oh, don't go
i just can't bear to be alone so
kiss me underneath the snow
i know you'll be gone once the flowers grow
so 'til then
won't you hold me tight and don't let go
in silence abandoned
and footprints in tandem
my shaky breath reflects the winter’s glow
in streetlights that beckon
a wish in the seconds
‘til you go home
if only for a moment
i want to hold you close, and
be bundled up together
'til tomorrow, brave the weather
i'd let it snow forever
for just a second longer
of you and i by fire light
the lonesome cold,
her frigid hold
a twinkle in your eye
upon the mantel laid
so far away
our weary wintry nights
a snowflake lands
upon my hand
a fleeting fair design
oh, could you hold it tight
our every night?
and be forever mine?
oh, don't go
i just can't bear to be alone so
kiss me underneath the snow
i know you'll be gone once the flowers grow
so 'til then
won't you hold me tight and don't let go
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another day, nothing much to say
when the sun shows up and it's all the same
you claim to keep it in your frame
that the world's more bright when the seasons change
(but i feel that burning in my eyes)
when the leaves grow back neath a bright blue sky
(and i keep on searching through my mind)
for the reason why i can't help but cry
is it all for a show?
in the golden hour you seem to know no fear
is it really true?
that i just can't feel the same as-
when spring comes
the world is blooming again
(yet my tears never seem to end)
when spring comes
we watch the flowers ascend
(and it kills me to breathe it in)
you seem to have an easy time with this
why am i left dry when you chase your bliss?
oh it's always such an easy time for you
when i see you smile, can i feel that too?
another day
(nothing much to say)
i lay low when you walk this way
and stay so very far away
'cause the spring has come and i'm so afraid
(not a care in your mind)
do you think of me when i'm out of sight
(can i stay by your side)
'cause you're a gentle warmth in the blackest night
is it all in my head?
when i try too hard i only feel regret
do you have a clue
how desperately i love-
when spring comes
the world is blooming again
(yet my tears never seem to end)
when spring comes
we take the air for a spin
(and it kills me to breathe it in)
you always have an easy time outside
but i cough and sneeze while your eyes stay dry
oh why is it such an easy time for you?
when the springtime comes and my heart turns blue
when i've naught but my pride
you can still look past and stay right by my side
is it really true?
that you still can find a reason-
when spring comes
the world is blooming again
(and my tears finally find their end)
when spring comes
i feel my heart on the mend
(and it holds through the springtime's end)
my allergies would make me loathe this sky
but it's not so bad when you dry my eyes
oh and though it's easy you can help me too
you're the medicine for a heartbeat true
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