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368 pages, Hardcover
First published January 1, 2017
The tide runs out but never runs in. The stones roll downhill but do not roll back up.
Trap. Horrible trap. At one’s birth it is sprung. Some last day must arrive. When you will need to get out of this body. Bad enough. Then we bring a baby here. The terms of the trap are compounded. That baby also must depart. All pleasures should be tainted by that knowledge. But hopeful dear us, we forget. Lord, what is this?
One feels such love for the little ones, such anticipation that all that is lovely in life will be known by them, such fondness for that set of attributes manifested uniquely in each: mannerisms of bravado, of vulnerability, habits of speech and mispronouncement and so forth; the smell of the hair and head, the feel of the tiny hand in yours—and then the little one is gone! Taken! One is thunderstruck that such a brutal violation has occurred in what had previously seemed a benevolent world. From nothingness, there arose great love; now, its source nullified, that love, searching and sick, converts to the most abysmal suffering imaginable.
I was in error when I saw him as fixed and stable and thought I would have him forever. He was never fixed, nor stable, but always just a passing, temporary energy-burst. I had reason to know this. Had he not looked this way at birth, that way at four, another way at seven, been made entirely anew at nine? He had never stayed the same, even instant to instant. He came out of nothingness, took form, was loved, was always bound to return to nothingness.
We had been considerable. Had been loved. Not lonely, not lost, not freakish, but wise, each in his or her own way. Our departure caused pain. Those who had loved us sat upon their beds, heads in hand; lowered their faces to tabletops, making animal noises. We had been loved, I say, and remembering us, even many years later, people would smile, briefly gladdened at the memory.
Pale broken thing. Why will it not work. What magic word made it work. Who is the keeper of that word. What did it profit Him to switch this one off. What a contraption it is. How did it ever run. What spark ran it. Grand little machine. Set up just so. Receiving the spark, it jumped to life. What put out that spark? What a sin it would be. Who would dare. Ruin such a marvel. Hence is murder anathema.
He is just one. And the weight of it about to kill me. Have exported this grief. Some three thousand times. So far. To date. A mountain. Of boys. Someone’s boys. Must keep on with it. May not have the heart for it. One thing to pull the lever when blind to the result. But here lies one dear example of what I accomplish by the orders
The thousand dresses, laid out so reverently that afternoon, flecks of dust brushed off carefully in doorways, hems gathered up for the carriage trip: where are they now? Is a single one museum-displayed? Are some few yet saved in attics? Most are dust. As are the women who wore them so proudly in that transient moment of radiance.
It is soon to be spring The Christmas toys barely played with I have a glass soldier whose head can turn The epaulettes interchangeable Soon flowers will bloom Lawrence from the garden shed will give us each a cup of seeds
I am to wait I said
willie lincoln
Quality of writing = 0.88
Creativity in structuring = 0.93
Depth of probes into character = 0.48
Exploration of themes = 0.85
Achievement versus expectations = 0.27
Rating = 0.88 + 0.93 + 0.48 + 0.85 + 0.27 = 3.41
Cumulative suffering given war = Σ Misery[i, t | war] (summed across all individuals i, and future episodes t)
Cumulative suffering given no war = Σ Misery[i, t | no war] (summed across all individuals i, and future episodes t)
Power ^ Empathy = Greatness
Actions and Attitudes = function(Genetics, Brain chemistry, Upbringing, Outside influences like friends or books, Physical needs) + Residual
Remaining interest = Original interest * (0.5 ^ # of equations)
“No sabemos que nos morimos, pero tampoco nos damos cuenta de que estamos vivos.” George SaundersEmpezaré por una advertencia: huyan como almas que lleva el diablo si no están preparados para leer un artificio con 166 personajes de diverso pelaje y condición que interactúan sin narrador durante una sola noche en una novela filosófica que está repleta de citas reales e inventadas y muchas veces contradictorias, organizadas en 108 capítulos en los que no es raro encontrar una única frase o un solitario párrafo de pocas líneas. Tampoco sería un error imperdonable, en el fondo Saunders no dice nada que no se haya repetido millones de veces y sus recetas de vida pecan de trivialidad, y, sin embargo, las pone en un contexto tan especial y las expone de una forma tan original que hace de todo ello un artefacto verdaderamente atractivo.
“Trampa. Trampa horrible. Se prepara al nacer uno. Ha de llegar un día final. En que necesitarás salir de tu cuerpo. Eso ya es malo de por sí. Y luego encima traemos aquí a un bebé. Se amplían los términos de la trampa. Ese bebé también tiene que marcharse. Todos los placeres deberían quedar contaminados por ese conocimiento. Pero con lo optimistas que somos, nos olvidamos.”Sí, estamos frágilmente preparados para lidiar con el horror, con la muerte de aquellos a quienes amamos y con nuestra muerte segura. Con mucha dificultad, podemos bregar con ello, conseguir, en cierto modo, olvidarnos de ello, pero este olvido, necesario quizás para poder seguir viviendo, lleva aparejado otro no menos importante: en ausencia de padecimientos, apenas somos conscientes de que estamos vivos y simplemente nos dejamos ir, sin objetivos, sin valorar lo que tenemos y a quien tenemos.
“Todo el mundo sufría tristeza o la había sufrido o la sufriría pronto... habría que hacer lo posible por aligerar la carga de aquellos con quienes uno entra en contacto; de que su actual estado de tristeza no era exclusivamente suyo, ni mucho menos, sino que la misma aflicción la sentían, y seguirían sintiéndola, montones de personas más, en todas las épocas, en todo momento...teníamos que intentar vernos los unos a los otros así... Y, sin embargo... Y, sin embargo... Estaba en plena lucha. Y aunque sus oponentes también eran seres limitados que sufrían, él debía... Aniquilarlos. Matarlos y negarles el sustento y meterlos a la fuerza de vuelta en el redil”Y no es que no sea verdad, es que no es, ni con mucho, toda la verdad.