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    Begonia's debut 12" LP Fear, on 130g record in a printed lyric sleeve. Signed by Begonia.

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    Begonia's debut LP Fear, on CD in Digipack with lyric/photo booklet.

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lyrics

Roll around in the shadows like a cat in the light
I’m scared of everyone
One ear in the clouds and one to the ground
I jump and scatter at every sound
Where does my fear come from
I roll around avoid the sun

Fear of everyone
Fear of harnessing power
Fear of screaming too loud
Fear of wasting an hour
Fear of never getting it together
Fear of being lazy
Fear of the mouse in my kitchen
Fear of going crazy

I’m running from something
I know I can’t go too fast
You want something you can’t control
Two hands touching through glass
Two bodies in the bathtub
Don’t wanna drown
I’m wearing two paper hats and calling them crowns

New years eve two thousand thirteen
Threw my boots off the balcony
I wasn’t clean like I wanted to be
Like I wanted to be
Like I wanted to be

New Year’s Eve two thousand thirteen
Threw my boots off the balcony
I wasn’t clean like I wanted to be
Like I wanted to be
Like I wanted to be

Roll around in the shadows like a cat in the light
I’m scared of everyone
One ear in the clouds and one to the ground
I jump and scatter at every sound
Where does this fear come from
I roll around avoid the sun

Fear of everyone
Fear of harnessing power
Fear of screaming too loud
Fear of wasting an hour
Fear of never getting it together
Fear of being lazy
Fear of the mouse in my kitchen
Fear of going crazy
Fear of everyone
Fear of harnessing power
Fear of screaming too loud
Fear of wasting an hour
Fear of never getting it together
Fear of being lazy
Fear of the mouse in my kitchen
Fear of going crazy

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from Fear, released September 13, 2019
Written by Alexa Dirks, Matthew Peters, Matthew Schellenberg, Marcus Paquin.

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Begonia Winnipeg, Manitoba

Begonia (Alexa Dirks) is a Winnipeg-Born musician and entertainer. Her bold sound and style combined with an intimate connection with her audience invite you to feel everything more deeply, making you feel at once seen and a part of her world that is both brilliantly vibrant and unafraid of the shadows. ... more

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