1. |
reptile house
03:03
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the wild life
eats shit & each
other. it’s hunting season
again and the lawns
are dead.
i set myself on fire in front of my boss,
howlin: “hallelujah!”
born again drunk drivers flip
used pickup trucks decorated
with sun bleached memorial decals
—God is a car crusher
& heaven’s just a junkyard.
i set myself on fire in front of my boss,
howlin: “hallelujah!”
oh! the end goes on & on.
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2. |
migration patterns
03:35
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the animals
all crawl under
my house to die.
& i’ll go
to follow
them soon like
the dog i am.
immaculate
head-on collisions
everywhere.
bugs squashed against
my windshield, i
will go to
follow them soon.
i’d never want
to live forever,
i’d still have to
go to work.
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3. |
artificial grass
03:46
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the streetlights
all knotted
together.
fifty million elvis
impersonators
can’t be wrong.
twenty thousand car crashes
happen everyday.
or at least one every six minutes
& that one was me once.
& sometimes it’s easy
to forget i’m me &
the king is dead & every
king is a thief.
the lights go dim
and for a second, i believe
—yes! i believe
that this look-alike
is really him.
twenty thousand car crashes
happen everyday.
or at least one every six minutes
& that one was me once.
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4. |
black metal mormon
02:39
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by pile-ups
taller than
any building
ever built,
only a
chain link fence
divides cattle
from i-95.
well, wasp nests
& kudzu
reclaim
foreclosed homes
so close to
the happiest
place on earth
where champions go
after the superbowl.
you chew
acorns
& spit
forests.
it’s you & me
swinging from
boughs of oak
upside down,
lookin up
to the ground,
laughing as
all our shit falls out
of our pockets.
i remember
when we thought
that it could get better.
were we dumb
or were we sweet?
(what’s the difference, really?)
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5. |
stand-up special
03:31
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bug zapper exploded again,
the tree broke from its branch.
yr birthday balloons mangled in
the ceiling fan.
tiptoe past the kitchen glue traps
—you split the bag & spilt the trash
all along the grass.
passin horses packed in trailers
lookin out through the slits,
nothing changes as much
as nothing stays the same.
nothing changes just as much
as nothing stays the same.
it’s a shotgun
two-weeks notice.
hands kept clasped
only for a moment,
carefully opened
to reveal
a couple crushed fireflies
somehow still glowing.
nothing changes as much
as nothing stays the same.
nothing changes just as much
as nothing stays the same.
oh! honestly, honesty
comes off like a joke.
i’m trying to make you laugh,
you’re only pissin your pants.
i’ve been exploding
my whole life.
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6. |
bike week
03:09
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a hundred american flags
waving without wind in a row
around a deflated inflatable giant gorilla
at the world’s largest
harley-davidson dealership.
bike week is coming:
flesh & leather scraped from asphalt.
—i am reminded of my father
grilling burgers on the fourth of july.
& the ambulance lights, flashing,
were like fireworks.
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7. |
everyone won the lotto
04:56
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cheerleaders were
diggin graves in
the football field.
i still can’t wash
the bird shit off
my windshield.
everyone
won the lotto.
the laundry was dry
on the clothesline
by the time
the trailer burnt down.
& what i don’t know
comes up a lot;
there’s more roads
than places to go now.
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8. |
shenandoah
03:58
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no vigils, only birthday candles
burn for you, shenandoah.
the sun’s been setting earlier lately.
billboards warn of a hell more real
than God—oh God!
i only want to sing of you,
shenandoah.
you tear yr insides out.
grass grew through & around
the building equipment abandoned with the house.
now the birds only come down
to the ground from the sky & the power lines
for the dead dragged by the wayside.
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9. |
milk & diesel
05:23
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judas iscariot said
to pat garrett, “you’d
think since all this has
been made meaningless, that
itd mean less than it does.”
it don’t mean much
but just enough to
keep breaking your heart.
sheriff shrugged & spoke,
“well, you know, it’s like how dust is mostly skin
& you only really notice it floatin around
when the dust speckles spangle swimmin in the light
pooling through yr window.”
& judas says, buried in breath,
“draw the curtains
& don’t wait up for me.
don’t wait up for me.
i’m getting ahead
on getting left behind.
so don’t wait up for me.”
jesus of nazareth nailed
to the cross on the
dashboard of your car you
got from your mema. she
can’t drive anymore.
she kept gettin lost
now she mistakes you
for your mom.
it breaks yr heart.
truckers’ piss froze in
water bottles thrown to the side of the freeway with
bags from mcdonald’s, exhausted horses
& tire shred sheddings yet the truck rolls on
just as long as there’s road
for the wheels to ride,
the truck rolls on.
keep rolling on.
im rollin on,
keep on truckin
and don’t wait up for me.
don’t wait up for me.
i’m getting ahead
on getting left behind.
so don’t wait up for me.
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10. |
mechanical bull
04:20
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sweet maria, there is dew on the roses cut for you
and mechanical bulls in the plains railroads were spiked to.
oh! when the levee broke, every chevy sunk like a stone skipped against
the riverbed from the shore where the ripples end.
sweet maria said,
“for christ’s sake,
give me a goddamn break!”
then the flood came & washed
travis county, texas, away.
stomachs stuffed full of fishing lures;
the beer got warm in the cooler.
half a bathtub frames our lady of lourdes.
we caught no fish, just drowned some worms.
i bumped in to the devil on the street
“don’t i know you?” he says. i says, “maybe.”
he asked me where i’m heading, i told him and amused
the devil said, “funny that’s where i’m going too.”
“for christ’s sake,
give me a goddamn break!”
then the flood came & washed
travis county, texas, away.
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11. |
the wolf man
03:57
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and tonight,
flight patterns give
shape to new
constellations.
down in loxahatchee, in loxahatchee
—thunder rolls out from jupiter clouds
& goosegrass grew through the train tracks
back in loxahatchee, in loxahatchee.
well, the wolf-man told me
‘all the moon can do
is reveal the darkness
surrounding you.’
down in loxahatchee, in loxahatchee
—thunder rolls out from jupiter clouds
& goosegrass grew through the train tracks
back in loxahatchee, in loxahatchee.
we pulled our pants down
& mooned lon chaney’s son.
no matter where you go,
you’re still on the run.
shot down in loxahatchee, in loxahatchee
—thunder rolls out from jupiter clouds
& goosegrass grew through the train tracks
back in loxahatchee, in loxahatchee.
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12. |
roll tide
10:00
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i saw how the wind blew through
the trees and the leaves & the fruit
were not moved.
roll tide.
another unremarkable
miracle: water shed
the garden hose.
roll tide.
well, it dawns on me, it’s late enough
to call it morning; all we need
is the light.
roll tide.
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13. |
drive-by mooning
02:55
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there is only skin between us.
you plant yr teeth, as if seeds, in
flower pots left out in the sun with
entrails littered in the swale.
i love you, but sometimes
you’re the worst person i’ve ever met.
i love you, but sometimes
i’m the worst person i’ve ever been.
& come morning,
the sun will rise
as sure as i’ll watch
it’s always sunny
in philadelphia anytime
it’s on.
i love you, but sometimes
you’re the worst person i’ve ever met.
i love you, but sometimes
i’m the worst person i’ve ever been.
home is where forever
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