So, here is this: wherever I am in my life, whatever path I am currently on: I write. I write to leave my future self some messages. I write to give myself a path to my heart. I write to figure out the lessons of the universe. I write to say the things I am afraid to say out loud that might hurt someone's feelings, sound silly or is just something that over the years I have learned is not proper to talk about in public. I am working so hard to smile and appear to be “over it” while my life…