Losing sleep...losing my mind...losing myself to show you how sorry I am...show you i really do care...care about us...family...giving you my all...my heart...my life and I can't even get a text back "I love you too" can't even look me in my eyes and tell me...tell me you really want this...a genuine hug...forgive me for being hurt...lost! My heart is all in and I have no control over this love I have for you...forgive me! But one thing for sure is I care cuz I'm trying, I'm fighting! I love YOU